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thanks_n for_o that_o with_o the_o chastisement_n of_o my_o sin_n thou_o have_v make_v a_o medicine_n for_o my_o pride_n grant_v i_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v deaf_a to_o these_o cry_v that_o dust_n give_v i_o that_o the_o chastisement_n of_o a_o pious_a father_n turn_v not_o into_o the_o punishment_n of_o a_o severe_a judge_n 3._o the_o three_o end_n be_v for_o that_o the_o fear_n of_o this_o chastisement_n and_o of_o this_o dust_n wherein_o the_o flesh_n be_v to_o rest_n may_v be_v a_o spur_n to_o our_o backwardenesse_n to_o do_v penance_n for_o our_o sin_n commit_v and_o a_o bridle_n to_o our_o sensual_a livelynesse_n to_o curb_v our_o passion_n so_o that_o if_o the_o
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〈…〉_o he_o 2.3_o ad_fw-la rom._n 5.12_o ad_fw-la eph._n 2.3_o and_o for_o his_o cause_n we_o be_v bear_v the_o childreâ—…_n of_o wrath_n and_o enemy_n of_o god_n and_o condemâ—…_n to_o the_o same_o death_n and_o that_o which_o more_o affright_v be_v that_o from_o this_o original_a sin_n that_o wâ—…_n inherit_v of_o he_o proceed_v as_o from_o their_o root_n thâ—…_n innumerable_a sin_n that_o be_v in_o the_o world_n aâ—…_n the_o inundation_n of_o misery_n that_o overflowe_v it_o whereby_o i_o may_v perceive_v how_o terrible_a dreadefuâ—…_n and_o hideous_a a_o evil_n mortal_a sin_n be_v see_v oâ—…_n only_o deprive_v of_o so_o much_o good_a bring_v 〈…〉_o much_o evell_a &_o so_o highe_o provoke_v the_o wratheâ—…_n god_n colloquy_n apoc._n 15.3.4_o colloquy_n though_o he_o be_v much_o more_o incline_v to_o merciâ—…_n then_o to_o the_o rigour_n of_o justice_n who_o shall_v not_o fear_v thâ—…_n o_o king_n of_o the_o world_n who_o shall_v not_o abhor_v so_o greâ—…_n a_o mischief_n as_o to_o 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that_o the_o man_n of_o blood_n that_o be_v man_n very_o wicked_a and_o cruel_a shall_v not_o live_v half_a their_o day_n and_o sometime_o he_o shorten_v they_o for_o sin_n that_o seem_v but_o light_n 19_o 3._o reg._n 13_o 19_o as_o it_o happen_v to_o the_o prophet_n who_o be_v beguile_v by_o another_o do_v eat_v in_o the_o place_n where_o god_n have_v command_v he_o that_o he_o shall_v not_o eat_v out_o of_o all_o this_o i_o will_v extract_v a_o firm_a resolution_n so_o to_o order_v the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n that_o god_n shorten_v they_o not_o for_o my_o sin_n say_v with_o david_n 25._o psal_n 101_o 25._o call_v i_o not_o back_o o_o lord_n in_o the_o half_a of_o my_o day_n by_o a_o sudden_a death_n but_o remember_v that_o thy_o year_n be_v eternal_a and_o have_v compassion_n of_o i_o that_o be_v few_o the_o second_o point_n the_o second_o property_n of_o death_n be_v that_o concern_v the_o day_n place_n &_o manner_n it_o be_v most_o secret_o hide_v from_o all_o man_n &_o manifest_v 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those_o thing_n that_o death_n can_v take_v from_o thou_o for_o if_o thou_o poss_v they_o not_o with_o love_n thou_o shall_v leave_v they_o in_o death_n without_o dolour_n or_o grief_n i_o be_o likewise_o to_o ponder_v in_o these_o consideration_n how_o great_a a_o madness_n it_o be_v to_o offend_v god_n and_o to_o endanger_v my_o eternal_a salvation_n for_o thing_n that_o i_o be_o so_o soon_o to_o abandon_v resolve_v valourous_o with_o myself_o present_o to_o avoid_v any_o person_n or_o thing_n whatsoever_o that_o may_v expose_v i_o to_o this_o peril_n die_v to_o it_o rather_o than_o for_o its_o cause_n to_o die_v to_o god_n and_o separate_v it_o from_o i_o rather_o than_o it_o shall_v separate_v i_o from_o god_n colloquy_n matt._n 10_o 34._o luc._n 12.51_o colloquy_n see_v for_o this_o say_v our_o saviour_n christ_n that_o he_o come_v to_o send_v the_o sword_n and_o division_n upon_o earth_n separate_v from_o man_n all_o person_n and_o thing_n that_o may_v hinder_v their_o salvation_n o_o sweet_a redeemer_n put_v forthwith_n into_o my_o hand_n the_o sword_n of_o mortification_n that_o i_o may_v separate_v from_o i_o whatsoever_o may_v separate_v i_o from_o thou_o die_v to_o all_o that_o be_v create_v to_o live_v to_o thou_o my_o creator_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n the_o three_o point_n three_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o great_a affliction_n and_o anguish_n that_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o account_n i_o be_o to_o make_v with_o god_n and_o of_o the_o rigorous_a judgement_n whereinto_o i_o be_o to_o enter_v will_v cause_v i_o at_o that_o hour_n as_o also_o that_o i_o know_v not_o the_o sentence_n that_o shall_v be_v pronounce_v in_o the_o business_n of_o my_o salvation_n wherein_o i_o be_o to_o ponder_v the_o dreadefullnesse_n of_o this_o fear_n for_o three_o cause_n first_o for_o that_o the_o evil_a that_o be_v fear_v be_v the_o supreme_a of_o all_o evil_n yea_o it_o be_v a_o eternal_a evil_n and_o remediless_a and_o i_o be_o now_o at_o the_o gate_n thereof_o second_o for_o that_o the_o sentence_n which_o be_v to_o be_v give_v be_v definitive_a and_o irrevocable_a and_o at_o the_o instant_a be_v to_o be_v execute_v without_o resistance_n three_o for_o that_o the_o cause_n on_o my_o side_n be_v very_o doubtful_a because_o the_o sin_n that_o i_o commit_v be_v apparent_a to_o i_o but_o not_o the_o true_a penance_n that_o i_o do_v and_o my_o conscience_n accuse_v i_o to_o have_v offend_v the_o judge_n but_o i_o know_v not_o whither_o i_o have_v appease_v he_o 4.3_o eccl._n 9.1_o 1._o cor._n 4.3_o for_o no_o man_n know_v whither_o he_o be_v worthy_a of_o hatzed_a or_o love_n and_o though_o i_o find_v no_o sin_n in_o myself_o yet_o it_o may_v be_v that_o god_n will_v find_v they_o for_o all_o these_o cause_n the_o fear_n will_v at_o that_o time_n be_v most_o terrible_a for_o if_o those_o that_o have_v a_o suit_n in_o any_o weighty_a business_n wherein_o all_o their_o wealth_n their_o honour_n or_o life_n be_v interest_v have_v very_o great_a fear_n the_o day_n that_o they_o expect_v the_o sentence_n how_o much_o great_a fear_n shall_v i_o have_v when_o i_o be_o neete_a the_o day_n wherein_o the_o diffinitive_a sentence_n be_v to_o be_v give_v of_o my_o salvation_n or_o damnation_n and_o if_o the_o great_a saint_n be_v then_o afraid_a how_o much_o more_o shall_v i_o fear_v that_o be_o a_o miserable_a sinner_n this_o anguish_n and_o fear_n use_v to_o be_v augment_v by_o the_o craft_n 12.12_o apoc._n c._n 12.12_o and_o subtletye_n of_o the_o devil_n who_o in_o that_o hour_n tempt_v most_o furious_o because_o he_o see_v he_o have_v but_o a_o little_a time_n remain_v and_o therefore_o he_o stir_v up_o great_o all_o that_o may_v provoke_v to_o
we_o be_v in_o o_o who_o beguile_v thou_o and_o bring_v thou_o unto_o we_o final_o the_o soul_n shall_v be_v strip_v naked_a of_o those_o moral_n 7._o d._n th._n in_o addit_fw-la q._n 98._o be_v 1._o ad_fw-la 3._o ibid._n art_n 7._o and_o politic_a virtue_n which_o it_o acquire_v in_o this_o life_n it_o shall_v remain_v without_o prudence_n or_o fortitude_n or_o justice_n or_o any_o other_o and_o if_o any_o science_n be_v leave_v it_o that_o it_o get_v with_o its_o industry_n it_o shall_v be_v to_o its_o great_a pain_n for_o not_o have_v negotiate_v therewith_o the_o science_n that_o may_v have_v redeem_v it_o from_o all_o this_o misery_n in_o this_o manner_n shall_v be_v accomplish_v therein_o that_o dreadefull_a sentence_n of_o holy_a job_n colloquy_n job._n 20.14_o colloquy_n his_o bread_n in_o his_o belly_n shall_v be_v turn_v into_o the_o gall_n of_o asp_n the_o riches_n which_o he_o have_v devour_v he_o shall_v vomit_v out_o and_o god_n shall_v draw_v they_o forth_o out_o of_o his_o belly_n o_o my_o soul_n look_v that_o thou_o do_v not_o vomit_v with_o thy_o will_n the_o riches_n of_o grace_n and_o charity_n that_o thou_o receive_v for_o afterward_n they_o will_v make_v thou_o vomit_v perforce_o faith_n and_o the_o virtue_n that_o thou_o have_v gain_v and_o those_o science_n which_o now_o thou_o gain_v with_o delight_n shall_v turn_v into_o the_o gall_n of_o aspicke_n to_o torment_v thou_o these_o be_v the_o principal_a fruit_n which_o out_o of_o these_o consideration_n i_o be_o to_o collect_v endeavour_v to_o negotiate_v with_o those_o talent_n that_o god_n have_v give_v i_o 26._o matt._n 25_o 26._o jest_n at_o the_o reckon_a day_n god_n take_v they_o from_o i_o as_o from_o the_o slothefull_a servant_n leave_v i_o only_o those_o which_o like_a aspicke_n &_o dragon_n shall_v most_o cruel_o gnaw_v my_o heart_n because_o i_o proffit_v myself_o so_o evil_o with_o they_o the_o five_o point_n 1._o fiftly_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o final_a sentence_n which_o in_o that_o very_a instant_a of_o death_n christ_n our_o lord_n pronounce_v against_o the_o sinner_n intimate_v it_o unto_o he_o with_o a_o interior_a and_o terrible_a voice_n say_v to_o he_o alone_o the_o same_o word_n that_o he_o will_v afterwards_o say_v to_o all_o the_o wicked_a in_o the_o general_n judgement_n 41._o matt._n 25_o 41._o depart_v from_o i_o thou_o accurse_a of_o my_o father_n into_o that_o eternal_a fire_n that_o be_v prepare_v for_o satan_n and_o his_o angel_n that_o be_v to_o say_v get_v thou_o from_o hence_o abominable_a sinner_n that_o merit_v not_o to_o stand_v in_o my_o presence_n nor_o to_o enter_v into_o my_o glory_n go_v into_o eternal_a fire_n which_o thy_o sin_n do_v deserve_v in_o company_n of_o satan_n to_o who_o infernal_a power_n i_o remit_v thou_o that_o he_o may_v carry_v thou_o with_o he_o 2._o this_o sentence_n be_v give_v in_o the_o very_a same_o instant_a god_n forsake_v the_o soul_n and_o the_o angel_n guardian_n abandon_v it_o say_v to_o it_o as_o to_o babylon_n 51.9_o jerem._n 51.9_o i_o do_v enough_o to_o cure_v thou_o labour_v thy_o salvation_n and_o thou_o will_v not_o therefore_o i_o leave_v thou_o to_o the_o power_n of_o he_o who_o shall_v take_v that_o vengeance_n of_o thou_o which_o thy_o rebellion_n deserve_v and_o in_o the_o very_a same_o moment_n the_o devil_n shall_v attach_v the_o wretched_a soul_n without_o either_o admit_v or_o hear_v supplication_n or_o prayer_n and_o carry_v it_o into_o hell_n so_o that_o the_o sinner_n in_o the_o twinkle_n of_o a_o eye_n from_o his_o bed_n where_o he_o lie_v very_o delicate_o inviron_v with_o many_o friend_n and_o kinsman_n 21.23_o job._n 21.23_o die_v as_o job_n saithe_v in_o a_o moment_n with_o a_o death_n to_o appearance_n happy_a and_o peaceable_a but_o in_o the_o very_a same_o moment_n he_o descend_v to_o hell_n pass_v from_o one_o extreme_a of_o temporal_a good_a to_o another_o extreme_a of_o eternal_a evil_n o_o what_o will_v the_o unhappy_a soul_n feel_v in_o that_o first_o entrance_n into_o hell_n when_o it_o see_v what_o it_o leave_v and_o what_o it_o find_v 14.11_o isai_n 14.11_o when_o it_o see_v and_o feel_v a_o bed_n of_o fire_n the_o matress_n of_o worm_n the_o company_n of_o devil_n and_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o torment_n from_o which_o she_o have_v no_o hope_n ever_o to_o escape_v o_o just_a judge_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o colloquy_n colloquy_n et_fw-la cum_fw-la veneris_fw-la judicare_fw-la noli_fw-la i_o condemnare_fw-la and_o when_o thou_o come_v to_o judge_n do_v not_o condemn_v i_o o_o my_o soul_n fear_v this_o sentence_n of_o eternal_a damnation_n and_o live_v in_o such_o sort_n that_o thou_o may_v meritte_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o it_o the_o sixth_o point_n sixth_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o sentence_n that_o shall_v be_v give_v to_o the_o just_a christ_n our_o redeemer_n say_v invisible_o to_o he_o with_o a_o amiable_a voice_n 21._o matt._n 25_o 34._o matt._n 25_o 21._o come_v thou_o bless_v of_o my_o father_n possess_v the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o thou_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n well_o fare_v thou_o good_a and_o faithful_a servant_n because_o thou_o have_v be_v faithful_a over_o a_o few_o thing_n i_o will_v place_v thou_o over_o many_o thing_n enter_v into_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o lord_n and_o at_o that_o very_a instant_a the_o devil_n depart_v affront_v and_o the_o angel_n guardian_n receive_v the_o soul_n other_o angel_n as_o they_o come_v to_o the_o soul_n of_o poor_a lazarus_n come_v to_o accompanye_n it_o 16.22_o luc._n 16.22_o and_o all_o with_o great_a joy_n carry_v it_o to_o heaven_n to_o enjoy_v that_o eternal_a good_a when_o it_o have_v nothing_o to_o be_v purge_v in_o purgatory_n o_o what_o joy_n shall_v the_o soul_n have_v in_o that_o her_o first_o and_o so_o much_o desire_v entrance_n that_o which_o be_v before_o full_a of_o dolour_n humble_v with_o contempt_n and_o trouble_v with_o fear_n in_o a_o moment_n shall_v see_v herself_o far_o otherwise_o all_o her_o pain_n turn_v into_o glory_n and_o her_o mourning_n into_o rejoice_v in_o the_o company_n of_o angel_n in_o a_o place_n of_o repose_n and_o ingulf_v in_o the_o view_n of_o she_o god_n 2._o these_o thing_n consider_v i_o will_v make_v comparison_n between_o the_o good_a and_o the_o evil_a and_o i_o shall_v see_v as_o david_n saithe_v the_o death_n of_o the_o wicked_a most_o vile_a 15._o psal_n 33.22_o psal_n 115_o 15._o and_o abominable_a the_o end_n of_o their_o rest_n and_o begin_v of_o their_o torment_n and_o contrary_o the_o end_n of_o the_o good_a be_v precious_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n the_o end_n of_o their_o labour_n and_o beginning_n of_o their_o rest_n and_o herewith_o i_o will_v animate_v myself_o to_o procure_v a_o good_a death_n wherein_o i_o may_v receive_v a_o good_a sentence_n encourage_v myself_o to_o penance_n and_o to_o the_o exercize_n of_o virtue_n trust_v in_o the_o benignity_n of_o the_o judge_n who_o will_v sentence_v i_o with_o mercy_n if_o in_o my_o life_n i_o make_v profit_n thereof_o 3._o i_o will_v conclude_v with_o a_o speech_n to_o the_o most_o bless_a virgin_n who_o at_o that_o hour_n interpose_v not_o herself_o in_o this_o judgement_n for_o when_o the_o soul_n depart_v the_o body_n the_o door_n of_o intercession_n and_o pardon_n be_v lock_v up_o and_o that_o of_o rigorous_a justice_n be_v open_v beseech_v she_o that_o now_o present_o she_o willbee_n my_o aduocatrice_n &_o intercessor_n negotiate_v for_o i_o this_o good_a sentence_n and_o obtain_v for_o i_o work_v worthy_a thereof_o to_o which_o end_n it_o will_v aid_v i_o to_o say_v with_o spirit_n those_o last_o word_n which_o the_o church_n put_v in_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o aue_fw-la maria_n and_o those_o which_o it_o use_v in_o another_o hymn_n say_v maria_fw-la mater_fw-la gratiae_fw-la mater_fw-la misericordiae_fw-la tu_fw-la nos_fw-la ab_fw-la host_n protege_n &_o hora_n mortis_fw-la suscipe_fw-la marry_o mother_n of_o grace_n mother_n of_o mercy_n defend_v we_o from_o the_o enemy_n and_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n receive_v us._n o_o sovereign_a virgin_n see_v thou_o be_v the_o aduocatrice_n of_o sinner_n be_v my_o aduocatrice_n before_o thy_o son_n appease_v with_o thy_o intercession_n his_o wrath_n obtain_v for_o i_o time_n of_o true_a repentance_n before_o the_o time_n be_v past_a wherein_o i_o may_v do_v it_o and_o see_v the_o sentence_n give_v in_o death_n be_v irrevocable_a negotiate_v for_o i_o o_o most_o benign_a mother_n that_o it_o may_v be_v favourable_a towards_o i_o that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o bless_a fruit_n of_o thy_o womb_n jesus_n and_o enjoy_v he_o in_o thy_o company_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n to_o the_o intention_n of_o this_o meditation_n be_v much_o to_o the_o purpose_n that_o which_o in_o the_o three_o part_n shall_v
this_o be_v to_o say_v unto_o they_o the_o good_n that_o thou_o have_v gather_v together_o who_o shall_v they_o be_v who_o shall_v be_v the_o house_n wherein_o thou_o live_v and_o the_o bed_n wherein_o thou_o sleep_v the_o scotfree_a garment_n wherewith_o thou_o attire_v thyself_o and_o the_o treasure_n of_o gold_n and_o silver_n that_o thou_o have_v in_o thy_o chest_n who_o shall_v be_v the_o servant_n that_o now_o serve_v thou_o and_o the_o friend_n that_o now_o entertain_v thou_o and_o the_o office_n and_o dignity_n for_o which_o all_o do_v the_o honour_n 38.7_o psal_n 38.7_o o_o wretched_a man_n that_o heap_v up_o treasure_n without_o know_v for_o who_o thou_o do_v gather_v they_o for_o thy_o wretched_a soul_n for_o who_o thou_o do_v provide_v they_o can_v now_o no_o long_o enjoy_v they_o 2._o this_o question_n i_o be_o to_o make_v to_o myself_o examine_v what_o kind_n of_o good_n i_o have_v heap_v up_o in_o this_o life_n and_o say_v to_o myself_o the_o good_n that_o thou_o have_v 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this_o soul_n that_o thou_o have_v now_o in_o thy_o body_n who_o shall_v it_o be_v shall_v it_o peradventure_o be_v god_n or_o the_o devil_n shall_v it_o be_v christ_n that_n redeem_v it_o or_o satan_n to_o who_o it_o have_v subject_v itself_o if_o i_o be_o in_o mortal_a sin_n and_o die_v therein_o doubtless_o it_o shall_v be_v the_o devil_n he_o will_v come_v to_o require_v it_o of_o i_o and_o will_v carry_v it_o away_o for_o it_o be_v his_o thorough_a sinne._n but_o if_o i_o be_v in_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n and_o persevere_v therein_o it_o shall_v be_v god_n and_o he_o will_v come_v for_o it_o to_o carry_v it_o with_o he_o therefore_o forthwith_o do_v penance_n for_o thy_o sin_n that_o if_o to_o day_n the_o prince_n of_o darkness_n shall_v come_v he_o may_v not_o find_v in_o thy_o soul_n any_o thing_n that_o be_v he_o 118.94_o joan._n 14.30_o psal_n 118.94_o and_o so_o may_v leave_v it_o o_o king_n of_o heaven_n and_o of_o earth_n tuus_fw-la sum_fw-la ego_fw-la saluum_fw-la i_o 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the_o cherubin_n full_a of_o knowledge_n in_o presence_n of_o this_o child_n esteem_v themselves_o as_o ignorant_a and_o with_o great_a tremble_a adore_v he_o and_o reverence_v he_o as_o their_o lord_n and_o the_o like_a do_v the_o other_o quire_n of_o the_o angel_n i_o rejoice_v o_o all_o my_o good_a colloquy_n colloquy_n to_o see_v thou_o adore_v by_o thy_o angel_n and_o it_o greive_v i_o great_o to_o see_v thou_o so_o forget_v and_o unknown_a among_o man_n ay_o o_o lord_n adore_v thou_o together_o with_o these_o bless_a spirit_n and_o do_v hearty_o desire_v that_o all_o man_n may_v know_v and_o adore_v thou_o and_o if_o it_o lie_v in_o my_o power_n to_o give_v they_o netice_n hereof_o ecce_fw-la ego_fw-la mitte_fw-la me_fw-it behold_v i_o here_o 6.8_o isa_n 6.8_o send_v i_o for_o if_o thou_o send_v i_o i_o will_v fly_v with_o those_o wing_n which_o thou_o shall_v give_v i_o and_o like_o the_o seraphines_n i_o will_v cry_v out_o through_o the_o world_n say_v holy_a holy_a holy_a be_v 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