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a_o garment_n of_o praise_n for_o heaviness_n and_o now_o i_o say_v if_o this_o soul_n shall_v not_o reproach_v its_o captain_n and_o shepherd_n and_o without_o wrong_n to_o its_o inward_o say_v with_o job_n i_o see_v thou_o know_v all_o thing_n no_o thought_n be_v hide_v from_o thou_o for_o the_o very_a deceit_n of_o my_o heart_n which_o i_o see_v not_o thou_o have_v rip_v up_o i_o have_v be_v proud_a and_o foolish_a utter_v what_o i_o know_v not_o i_o former_o hear_v of_o thou_o by_o the_o ear_n but_o now_o my_o eye_n see_v thou_o full_a of_o grace_n and_o truth_n yea_o my_o hand_n seem_v to_o handle_v thou_o as_o it_o be_v the_o word_n of_o god_n make_v flesh_n and_o therefore_o i_o abhor_v myself_o and_o repent_v in_o dust_n and_o ash_n lord_n i_o believe_v help_v thou_o my_o unbelief_n i_o say_v whilst_o it_o be_v even_o yet_o speak_v its_o darkness_n shall_v be_v make_v light_n and_o its_o mourn_a turn_v into_o joy_n but_o the_o soul_n that_o will_v not_o hear_v but_o still_o 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