my sinnes not speaking of his great fin of Adulterie alone but of many sins wrapped vp together for hee did not onely commit adultery with Bethshaba the wife of Vrias but shead his guiltlesse and innocent bloud yea with him caused as it is like many of his good subiects and loyall souldiers to be slaine hee sought to couer his sin closely and cunningly by bidding Vrias to goe home to his wife that so the childe might be thought to be his And to all these he added this that hee layed the whole Church of GOD open to the enemy to the anger of God Sin neuer goes alone Hence then note for our instruction that Dauid confessing that one sin will neuer goe alone but sin goes by couples by heapes one in the necke of an other as hee that taketh a chaine by the end and pulleth but one lincke all the rest doe follow so if a man let liberty to one sin that sin will not goe alone but draw another adultery will often bring murther with it swearing lying with it so drunkennesse whooredome c. The Apostle biddeth vs Rom. 13.13 Not to walke as children of darkenesse in surfetting and drunkennesse not in chambering and wantonnesse not in strife and enuying shewing vnto vs that sinnes goe by couples and one draws on an other and will hardly goe alone It is like the Gangrene or Canker it fretteth and eateth further and further the hand infecteth the arme and the foote the legge and so one member an other till it hath diffused it selfe ouer the whole body if the part that is infected be not cut off at the beginning This doth the Apostle teach 2. Tim. 2.16 Stay prophane and vaine bablings for they increase vnto more vngodlinesse And their word will frette as a Canker Saint Iames also sheweth the fruitfulnesse of sinne saying When lust hath conceiued it brings forth sinne and sinne when it is finished it brings forth death And as sin doth increase so doe GODS iudgements Leuiticus 26.22 23. If yee walke stubbornely against mee and will not obey me I will then bring seuen times moe plagues vpon you according to your siâ—â—es yet if by these yee will not be reformed by me but walke stubbornely against mee then will I also walke stubbornely against you And I will yet smite you seuen times for your sinnes And thus we see againe how God will keepe a proportion betwixt our sins and his punishments Vse 3 Seeing this is the cursed nature of sin that it will neuer go alone but one will draw on an other who oredome murther hypocrisie c. it stands vs all in hand to take heede wee giue liberty to no sinne liue in none delight in none for if we do we shall finde that one sin will neuer goe alone but let vs abhorre all hate euery sin and striue against all wee see this common in the world that if a man shall yeelde to one sin by and by it will draw him to an other Note and often as it was in Dauid whoredome will bring murther with it sometimes of the husband sometimes of the childe sometimes of two or three And therefore let vs be carefull to shunne and auoyde euery sinne liue in none for though one sinne be enough to carry a man to the gulfe of hell yet one will neuer goe alone Wee see this in the example of Caine Genes 4.8 he was reprooued of God for his malice conceiued against his brother But hee hear kened not to the voyce of the Lord but hardned his heart and shead innocent bloud euen the bloud of his brother This appeares in Iudas Math. 26. hauing once entertained Couetousnesse in his heart fell from Couetousnesse to Treason and at last became a verie diuell incarnate The like wee may beholde in Saul 1. Samuel 16.1 who fell away from GOD steppe by steppe vntill the Spirit of GOD had vtterly forsaken him and hee brake out in open rebellion against Almighty GOD For as amongest all the blessings which the Lord doth bestow vpon the sonnes of men in this world a soft and tender heart is one of the greatest which is checked and controuled and soone made bleede so there can bee no greater curse laide vpon man then to haue a rebellous heart which hoordeth vp euery day vengeance against it selfe VERSE 4. 4 Against thee against thee onlie haue I sinned and done this euill in thy sight That thou mayest be iust when thou speakest and pure when thou iudgest In this verse Dauid knowledgeth his special sinnes IN this verse and the two that follow Dauid proceedeth in the humble acknowledgement and confession of his sinnes first his actuall sinnes secondly from them he commeth to the fountaine and beginning of all sinne namely his naturall corruption wherein hee was conceiued and borne and this originall sin hee speaketh of in the next verse following Two parts This fourth Verse containeth in it two parts first a free acknowledgement of his particular speciall and actuall sinnes in the second he doth cleare the Lord of all cruelty and iniustice that howsoeuer the Lord had not onely sharpely reproued him by the ministerie of Nathan but also punished him and grieuously afflicted him for his sinnes in taking away the childe that was borne in Adultery yet hee doth acknowledge the Lord to be iust and righteous in all his waies In the first part of the Verse Two parts consider first the partie to whom he confesseth Against thee Against thee onely where he sheweth the great dolour and extreame griefe of his minde for his sinne against GOD in that hee doubleth the words Against thee Against thee secondly wee are to obserue how he doth acknowledge his speciall and particular sinner namely adultery murther and sheding of innocent bloud I haue sinned and done this euill in thy sight Against thee These words are expounded diuersly First that it is as much as if Dauid should haue said O Lord howsoeuer I haue grieuously murther yet I haue so hidde my sinne from man that there is none that knew it but thou alone so that he acknowledgeth all the sinne was against GOD because no mortall man was priuie to his sins Others expound it thus That although Dauid had offended against man yet he was especially wounded and grieued for that hee had broken the Lawe of God So that though it be true that he had done great wroÌ„g to his faithfull seruant and most loy-all subiect Vrias yet here was that that killed his heart and wounded him to the quicke namely because he had offended his most mercifull and louing God as if he should haue said O Lord my God although the whole world should cleare me and no man liuing should accuse me yet it grieueth me at the heart because I haue offended thee my most mercifull God Doctr. 1 Hence first I note that howsoeuer a man may hide his sinne from men and Angells A mans sinnes are open
the best insight into the Lawe of GOD hath the greatest sight of his sinne and of his misery and is most humbled and most stirred vp to seeke to God for mercy And they which haue least knowledge of the Lawe know least of their sinnes and miserie and are most prowd and least humbled neither can they truely repent For as a sicke man is then most dangerously sicke when hee hath no feeling of his sickenesse so a sinner is then in greatest misery when hee thinketh himselfe to bee no sinner Such a one is farre off from mourning and sorrowing for sinne from turning from them and returning to God Seeing he taketh himselfe to be in good case and to stand in need of no repentance And such were the Pharises in the dayes of CHRIST whom he reprooued Matth. 9.12 The whole neede not the Physition but those that are sicke I came not to call the righteous but sinners to repentance And done this euill in thy sight SInne may well be called an euill because it is the cause of all euill both in soule and body for al iudgement plague and punishmnnts be but the fruits that come of sinne sicknesse pouerty plague pestilence shame warre all iudgements be the fruits of sinne Secondly because sin doth displease God and offendeth his Maiestie therefore it is called an Euill of all euills Thirdly because this euill of sin infects heauen and earth and brings euill to all the creatures of God vnder heauen Vse Well seeing sin is an euil it displeaseth God it brings all euill and all manner of plagues and punishment yea eternall death in the world to come and seeing it infects heauen and earth with the poyson of it how should we hate abhorre sin quake at it be afraid to commit that which is the cause of all other euilles But alas though sin be a fearefull euill yea the cause of all euill yet we see men are not affaid of sin they quake not at it they shun it not yea they which doe feare fire and water the plague and pestilence yet dare bee doing and tampering with sin as if there were no euill nor danger in it but if we be wise let vs flie sin aboue all other euils whatsoeuer and in so doing if we flie this euill of sin we shal preuent many other iudgements and euills which are the fruits of sin In thy sight or before thine eyes As if Dauid should haue saide O Lord my God though I did commit adultery neuer so closely and caused Vrias secretly to be slaine yet alas I see all I did was manifest before thine eies and could not be hidden from thy sight Doctrine Men sinne before God Howsoeuer men and women sin neuer so closely secretly yet they sin before the face of the Lord euen in his eyes and vnder his nose the Lord standing by and looking on them neither distance of place nor secret corner neither darkenesse of the night nor any deuice and shift of man whatsoeuer is able to couer our sins from Gods eies Psal 139. Hebr. 4.13 there is no creature which is not manifest in his sight but all things are naked and open before his eyes with whom wee haue to do It is true indeed it is an casie matter to bleare the eyes of man to sin so closely and cunningly that no man shall know it in some secret corner in some darke night to steale lie commit adultery but although all men and Angels be ignorant yet our most secret euilles and sinnes are all naked vnto the Lords eies Vse 1 Oh that all men could be perswaded of this doctrine that we euer sin in the Lords sight when wee lie steale commit adultery then doth the Lord sees vs his fiery eies behold vs and the Lord euen then stands at our elbowes and lookes vpon vs How would this be a blessed meanes to bridle men and to restraine them from many secret and hidden sinnes What man durst be so bold and desperate to cut a purse when hee sees the Iudges eye set on him and beholdeth him And what man is so desperate that durst steale lie commit adultery if he knew that the all-seeing and piercing eyes of Almightie GOD did beholde him and looke on him This doth the Lord GOD tell the seuen Churches of Asia in euery Epistle Philip. 4. Reuel 3. I know thy workes O then let the remembrance of this make vs watchfull and wary to looke vnto all our wayes to liue as euer in Gods presence Vse 2 Here is matter of comfort and incouragement vnto the children of GOD for as the Lord sees and beholdeth all the euills and sins of men and women to iudge and to punish them al is naked to his piercing and all-seeing eyes so likewise all our good deeds and vertues are knowne and seene of God I know thy workes all thou dost both good and bad I know all Now then if the Lord do take knowledge of all our workes and sees them yea there is nothing we doe but it is manifest in his eies we know he is a bountifull God and plentifully rewards all that loue and feare him yea he will not leaue a cup of colde water without a reward O then let vs proceede and abound in good workes in knowledge faith repentance patience obedience humilitie zeale loue c. for the Lord knowes and sees all and will not let any one good work go vnrewarded Now followes the second part of the Verse containing a reason why the Prophet Dauid did thus acknowledge and confesse his sins and humbled himselfe for them namely that by this meanes hee might cleare the Lord of all iniustice and hard dealing in word or deede as if hee should haue said O Lord I confesse that seeing I haue so grieuously sinned against thee and so fowly committed euill in thy sight there is no cause why I should so much as accuse thee of the least cruelty iniustice or hard dealing with me either in thy terrible threatnings by thy seruant Nathan or thy righteous iudgement in taking away the childe conceiued in adultery for I acknowledge that I haue deserued farre more grieuous plagues and punishments for this my vile and grieuous sin And therefore by this my confession I doe cleere thee O Lord of all iniustice and cruell dealing condemne my selfe to be worthy of farre more grieuous iudgements and punishments for my sins so as all the world may see and know that thou art most iust in al thy threatnings denounced against sin and most pure and righteous in al thy iudgemēts fatherly chasticements That thou maiest be iust That is that thou maist be known iust in thy workes and all the world may see and know that there is great and iust cause of thy threatnings against sin and sinners Now what these speeches were and the iudgements threatned against Dauid looke in the second of Samuel chapter 12. verse 10. First that the Sword should neuer depart
sport and passe-time no sorrow nor heauinesse but spend their dayes in pleasure Iob 21.13 Psal 73. But sodainely they goe downe to hell Now who wil call this a true ioy nay it is a swinish and brutish ioy carnall and fleshly for if they knew all and saw their misery that they be in danger of Gods eternall vengeance of hell and damnation oh then they would mourne and turne all their mirth into teares If a traytor be apprehended arraigned conuicted and condemned to bee hanged drawne and quartered and looks for nothing but present death and execution and yet should giue himselfe to eating and drinking to carding and dicing to ryot reuelling Would not all men say he was a madde man and out of his wits surely this is the case of all wicked and vnregenerate men they bee arraigned and already condemned they want nothing but execution and they bee euery moment in danger of hel-fire alas what cause haue they to bee merry yea how haue they cause to howle and cry and mourne for griefe and therefore their mirth is but madnesse Iam. 4.9 Vse 2 Seeing wee can haue no peace of conscience nor any sound comfort till wee haue the feeling of Gods loue and assurance of the pardon of our sinnes let vs neuer giue any rest to our soules till we haue repented and got some blessed perswasion of Gods loue in Christ and some warrant from the Spirit that our sinnes are done away Rom. 14.17 For the kingdome of God stands not in any outward thing but in righteousnesse peace and ioy in the Holy Ghost Alas if any of vs were condemned to death lay in prison looking for nothing but present execution What could do vs good There were then no ioy in wife nor children lands nor liuings meate nor musicke no no vnlesse were haue the Kings pardon we cannot bee merry but would contemne all these things Euen so when a poore sinner is arraigned and condemned in his owne conscience for sinne hath no feeling of Gods loue and mercy for pardon of it how is it possible that hee should haue one dramme of ioy till the Lord in mercy seale vnto his poore soule a generall pardon by his spirit dipped in the bloud of Christ Iesus Well then let vs neuer be at peace nor giue any rest vnto our soules till we haue got some comfortable perswasion of Gods mercy for the pardon of our sinnes That the bones which thou hast broken may reioyce THese words containe in them the second part of this verse 2 Part of the verse and it is as much as if the Prophet should haue said O Lord I intreate thee for Christ Iesus sake to for giue me my sinnes and giue mee the blessed assurance of the same in my soule and conscience that so feeling and finding that thou art reconciled and hast pardoned my sinnes my soule so wounded and ouerwhelmed with griefe and sorrow as my very bones and most strong parts are wasted and consumed and my strength decaied may be restored cheered vp and gladded By this speech he would shew his â—xtreame griefe and sorrow for his sinnes Pro. 8.14 Psa 32.3.4 which was so extreame that it wasted consumed his strength dryed vp his bones spent his marrow Doctr. 1 Hence we see that there is no sorrow in the heart of Gods children like that sorrow which is for sin No sorrow in the godly like the sorrow for sinne and offends our most gracious God and mercifull Father Great is the griefe of an husband that looseth a kinde and vertuous wife and who can expresse the sorrow of a father or mother for the death of their deere and onely childe But yet all the sorrow in the world is not like that sorrow and griefe of heart for sinne this will wound the conscience cause weeping and wailing and great heauinesse it will euen weaken the body and strength of nature and if it bee of any continuance it will waste the bones and consume the flesh When I held my tongue my bones consumed Lam. 1.2.5.2.11 Psal 32. Psal And the reason is this because a poore sinner being wounded in conscience for sinne and not feeling the loue and mercy of God for pardon he sees nothing but hell nothing but damnation and the wrath of God which is a fearefull thing for this causeth torments and feares and terrours and makes iudgements what is more terrible and fearfull then to feele the heauy weight and burthen of Gods anger which is insupportable For as Salomon saith Pro. 18.14 A man may beare his sicknesse and infirmitis but a wounded Conscience who can beare Againe Heb. 10.31 It is a fearefull thing to fall into the hands of the liuing GOD. Vse 1 Seeing this is the wofull fruite of sinne that is thus wounds the conscience and wasteth the flesh and the bones we see how God hateth sinne euen in his deerest children so as if they will needes sinne and rebell against God they must feele the wofull smart of it And therefore let vs aboue all things shun it auoid it nor dare to commit it Oh! it will cost thee deere it will make thy heart to ake it will breed thee much woe and misery in soule and body Vse 2 We see the miserable blockishnesse of all carnall men and women who are not ashamed to say that they had rather deale with God then with men for sinne but alas they neuer knew nor felt the weight of sinne but if God should once open their eyes and let them see their sinnes and feele the weight of his anger for them Oh! then they will confesse it is a fearefull thing to fall into the hands of God If he be angry saith Dauid blessed is the man that trusteth in him Psalm 2. Vse 3 Let vs learne that it is not some light sorrow or small sigh or Lord haue mercy on mee will serue for our sinnes against God No no let vs labour to bee humbled more deeply for our sinnes seeing by them wee offend a most mercifull God yea if it were possible to shed euen teares of bloud for our sinnes for all were little enough to expresse that griefe for sinne wee ought to haue Which thou hast broken THat is which thou O Lord my God in iustice hast inflicted vpon me for these my great and heynous sinnes Doctrine There is no respect of persons with God Hence behold that God is most righteous and iust in punishing and correcting the sinnes of men he cannot winke at sinnes of men he cannot winke at sinne in any man no not in them that bee deere and neere vnto him in his most holy seruant Dauid 2. Sam. 24. Esay 39. Math. 23. a man after his owne heart a holy Prophet of the Lord yet if he rebell and play the wanton he is sure to be whipt for it as heere in this place so when hee numbred the people so Hezehiah Ierusalem the holy Citty
thogh it cost them the losse of Gods fauour and the losse of their owne soules Let vs not deceiue our selues let vs trie our harts by this rule whether they be sanctified or not dost thou find a dislike of all sinne and an hatred of them hast thou a constant and resolute purpose no more to sin against thy God wittingly and willingly hast thou a resolute purpose by the grace of God to walke before him all thy dayes This is a signe of an vpright heart and that it is sanctified but dost thou finde no such resolution no such purpose but rather contrarie a purpose to runne on in thy olde sins thou wilt continue in them let God and men say and doe what they can in lying stealing drunkennes whordome ignorance contempt of the word c. say what thou wilt professe what thou wilt it is a cleare case thy heart is naught it is filthy not sanctified for it is impossible that a man should haue true repentance and an heart truly sanctified and to keepe a purpose to liue in his knowne sins And therefore it conuinceth all such to bee impenitent sinners and notorious hypocrites yea if they leaue many sins and yet purpose to liue in one it argueth the heart is not sanctified Marke 6. Matth. 28. Herod left many yet liued in couetousnesse Vse 2 This Doctrine may serue for the comfort of Gods children who are much grieued for their sins and infirmities when they faile come short of good duties and sometimes start aside as saith S. Iames In many things we sinne all and the iust man falls seuen times but if thou canst truly say it is against my purpose I hate the sinne I commit I condemne it I had no purpose to doe it my desire was to please GOD then thou maiest haue comfort thy heart is sound God wil not condemne thee for it Mal. 3.17 The Lord will spare his children as a father his only sonne A child is going to Schoole and his purpose is so to doe in the way he fals into some company and staies there too long and playes the truant but it is against his purpose euen so the childe of God purposeth to serue God and to please him in all things hath no purpose to sinne but by some temptation of the Diuell or allurement of the world hee is ouertaken I do the euil I would not Rom. 7. I cannot doe the good I would but I delight in the Law of God concerning the inner man This is Pauls comfort and this is the comfort of all Gods children if they can truly say I doe the euill I would not I delight in the law of God that GOD will accept the will for the deede Renue or refresh a right spirit in mee AS if the should haue said O Lord I haue by my sins dimmed thy graces in me yea euen quenched and extinguished them and almost put them cleane out but Lord I beseech thee renue thy graces in me Refresh them Euen as we see a lamp when all the oyle is spent it winkes and is almost extinguished till it bee renued and refreshed with oyle then it burneth againe and giues light Doctr. 5 Hence we learne what is the cursed nature of sin Sin quenches grace as water doth fire and the great power of it namely it is as a poole of water cast on the fire which if it do not quench and extinguish and put out all yet it greatly allayes the heat of it Euen so the graces of GODS spirit in his children alas they be but weake and small but sinne is as a poole of colde water to quench the heat and comfort of them Dauid was wont to delight in Gods seruice to be forward thereunto but sinne did so coole him that he could haue little ioy in it now Demas was forward a while but the world choked him so that he left Christ and Christ biddes the Church of Sardy to be awake and to strengthen the things that are ready to die in them and the Laodiceans grew neither hote nor cold by reason of their pride carnall securitie Reuel 3.3 Reuel 2. so is the church of Ephesus reprooued for that shee had lost her first loue So the Apostle S. Iames resembleth and compareth sin to Childe-bearing for the fruitefulnesse of it Iames 1.15 Lust when it hath conceiued it bringeth foorth sinne and sinne when it is finished it bringeth foarth death 1. Cor. 5.6 Likewise it is compared to leauen that leaueneth the whole lumpe and therefore no maruell though it proceed by little and little from one degree to an other Vse 1 When we see some men who haue been forward haue taken delight in good things now grow cold and lose their first loue this is a flat signe that some sin or other hath stole vpon them they either fall in loue with the world delights plesures profits preferments or else securitie possesse their soules pride idlenes slouth security couetousnes plesure some sin or other hath bewitched them and therfore let all such as find thēselues thus decaying in grace faith cōfort care and conscience let them suspect themselues and think all is not well let them search and find the cause of their decay and it is sinne some sin or other hath crept vpon them Vse 2 How should this make vs afraide of sin seeing it hath so woful effects which is to quench the comfort and graces of Gods holy Spirit in vs it blindes our eyes that we cannot see what is good and euill it hardeneth the heart that a man can not relent and mourne for his sins and bee moued with Gods iudgements it bringeth a decay eclipse of Gods graces men are afraid to doe any thing that might hinder their health or wealth how much more the health and happines of their soules Let vs therefore alwayes keepe a diligent watch ouer our soules let vs seeke to cut off all occasions to euill and indeuour to stop the first beginning for the more sin groweth to an head the more the spirit of God is quenched the worke of grace is diminished and the assurance of our comfort is weakened and lessened Vse 3 When we find any decay in loue zeale faith knowledge repentance obedience c. O then let vs labour to be renued to recouer our former estate againe Reuel 2.1 2. Tim. 1.5 Doe thy first workes againe awake and strengthen the things ready to die Stirre vp euen as a sparke of fire in ashes blow it vp so must we vse all means whereby we may haue the worke of grace renued in vs. Meanes for the increase of grace 1 We must attend vpon the word of God preached for as that is the meanes to beget faith so it is to encrease it and renue it 2 Wee must reade and meditate much call our liues to account and be sory for our decayes and labour to repaire them euen as a ship when it leakes
Paul professeth of himselfe Luke 8. Phil. 3.7.8 that he esteemed all things but dung in comparison of CHRIST IESVS and the fauour of God in him And the reason is plaine because if a man had all the world and wanted the loue and fauour of GOD was in his displeasure Mat. 16.26 and vnder the curse of God what good could it do him Euen as if a Subiect should haue ten thousand pounds and yet the King cannot abide him but seeke his death And therefore the childe of God if hee were asked what is the thing hee desires most in all the world would answer Mercy and the loue of GOD in IESVS CHRIST hee would despise honours lands Psal 32.1.2 liuings gold siluer pleasures and delights and preferre one dramme of mercy and the least drop of Christs blood for saluation before all the world Vse 1 This may serue to reproue thousands in the world carnall men and women so they haue the world at will and may lieu at ease eate drink and bee merry they feele no want of Gods mercy no need of Christs bloud they esteeme not Gods fauour and loue desire not reconcliation but say Who will shew vs any good Well diddest thou neuer feele the want of GODS mercy no hungring and thirsting after IESVS CHRIST and his righteousnesse it is manifest thou dost not belong to GOD thou waste neuer yet truely humbled Vse 2 Let this Doctrine admonish vs to labour with our heartes to bee affected with this namely to esteeme more of GODS loue and fauour and assurance of his mercy then all the world let vs desire it more let vs reioyce more in it so as if the question should bee asked what is the thing that thou doest most desire and affect and what thou dost most delight and reioyce in of all the things in the world wee may be able in truth to answere and say with feeling and comfort I desire nothing more vnder Heauen then the mercy of GOD in IESVS CHRIST to be in his fauour to be reconciled vnto his Maiesty and with Paul to esteeme all things but dung in comparison of that And till this be in vs in some measure we can neuer finde true comfort to our soules and bee assured that we haue true sauing-faith in Christ For this is a certaine fruite and note of an humble and beleeuing heart to hunger and thirst after Gods mercy in Christ and to esteeme more highly of the least drop of Christ his precious Bloud for our saluation then of all the world if it were offered vnto vs. Vse 3 Wee must labour to manifest this our earnest desire and great account of Gods mercy by vsing all blessed meanes to attaine vnto it wee must repent and bewaile our sinnes leaue and forsake them wee must embrace Iesus Christ by faith and cry with teares vnto GOD for mercy Knocke Seeke Aske Math. 7.7 Acts 13.20 And let vs doe as the men of Tyrus and Sydon when Herod tooke a pitch against them and intended to warre against them they came all with one accord and besought Blastus the Kings Chamberlaine to haue peace So let vs go vnto IESVS CHRIST the Peace-maker desire him to speake to GOD the Father for vs that there may bee an euerlasting peace Doctr. 3 When Dauid prayeth that God would restore vnto him State of Gods children not alwaies alike The ioy of his Saluation those sweet comforts he was wont to feele and finde in Gods mercy and feeling of his loue in Christ wee learne that the state of Gods children is not alwaies alike full of ioy comfort and gladnesse but sometimes full of griefe misery cares and trouble For the dearest children of God who are replenished with the greatest measure of ioy and comfort in the feeling and assurance of Gods loue in Christ when as the Lord leaues them to fall into some sin against knowledge conscience they shall finde not onely a great decay but an vtter losse of ioy and comfort for the time Thus it was with Dauid who though he was a man after Gods own heart enriched with great blessings and spirituall mercies most deerely beloued of God sanctified in great measure yet now hauing fallen into these two filthy sinnes of Adultery and Murder see how he if perplexed in great distresse and trouble of minde and now the feeling of Gods mercy and ioy in Gods Spirit seemed to bee cleane lost So it was in Peter Luke 23. and so it is in euery childe of God Didst thou euer sinne against knowledge and conscience since thou wast conuerted thou shalt finde then a wonderfull deadnesse of heart trouble of minde and feeling of Gods anger with the losse of comfort for a time Vse 1 Seeing sinnes against knowledge and conscience wound the soule exceedingly and depriue vs of the peace and comfort and ioy of GODS Spirit and bring terrours feares and gripings with them Let vs as to auoid all sinne so especially auoid sinne against knowledge and conscience and labour in all things in all places and at all times to liue and walke so vpright with GOD that thou neuer wound thy conscience though thou mightest get the greatest gaine honour or pleasure yet if it bee sinne and that against knowledge and conscience abhorre it and commit it not if thou louest thy owne soule for if sinnes of ignorance shall not escape punishment vnlesse men repent much more sinnes against knowledge and conscience for these prouoke the Lord exceedingly to turne away his fauour from vs draw downe his iudgements vpon vs wound the conscience depriue vs of the feeling of Gods loue and fauour bring trouble of minde and a wounded conscience oh then would you inioy this great blessing of peace of conscience which is a continuall feast would you be loath to loose the feeling of GODS loue and comfort of Gods spirit auoid all sinne but especially presumptuous sinnes against knowledge and conscience they wound especially and depriue vs of peace of conscience Vse 2 If the Lord doe at any time leaue vs to sinne euen presumptuous sinnes against knowledge and conscience which is a fearefull thing yet let vs not despaire vtterly of Gods mercy but seeke to renew the feeling of Gods loue againe intreate the Lord to restore vnto vs the ioy of his saluation and that wee may obtaine the fauour of God againe and renew the feeling of his loue let vs renew our repentance bewaile our grieuous and heynous sinnes seeke earnestly for grace and pardon and giue the Lord no rest at all till wee finde and feele him to bee reconciled vnto vs in IESVS CHRIST Doctr. 4 Marke what was the speciall thing wherein Dauid this holy seruant of GOD did reioyce Pardon of sinne the soundest ioy not in gold or siluer not pleasures and carnall delights not in lands and liuings not in a Kingdome but in the saluation of GOD in his loue in pardon of his sinnes and saluation of his