commodity pleasure delight and sweetnesse of sinne that so shewing them onely the golden baite of sinne and hiding the poisoned hooke he might moue men to runne headlong into all sinne But when Sathan gets his purpose and men be in his snare and fallen into sinne Oh how will hee then presse their poore consciences then he wil loade them and set out their sinnes to the full in a most vgly manner nothing then but hell fire damnation and the curse of God that so if it be possible he may draw them into the gulfe of dispaire O that men could consider this in time how sinne wil one day change her countenance howsoeuer it commeth at first in a flattering manner pretending nothing but friendship but in the end will leaue a sting behinde it euen a guiltie conscience terrour of minde and anguish of spirite Wherefore let vs flie from sin as from the biting of a Serpent that we be not stung therewith vnto eternall death Knowing that the wages of sinne is death Rom. An accusing conscience the meanes to bring me to repentance 6.23 Doctr. 1 Whereas Dauids sinnes being alwayes before him did vrge him to confesse them yea to repent and beg the pardon of them wee learne that the remembrance of our sinnes and the calling them to minde together with conscience accusing for them is the way and meanes to come to true repentance to make a man confesse them and begge the pardon of them whereas if they slippe out of our mindes or we know them not nor wee finde not our Consciences to accuse vs of them Alas we can neither confesse them nor truely be humbled and begge the pardon of them And therefore Dauid confesseth heere that by reason his sinnes were euer before him he was continually vexed tormented with the horrour of them his conscience still accused and annoied him and therfore hee is constrained and vrged humbly to confesse them and to begge the pardon of them at Gods hands Whereas the wrath of God doth euer follow such as haue sleepie and drowsie consciences giuing them ouer to a reprobate sence to a slumbering spirit and to hardnesse of the heart that they fall to be past feeling and can not repent Rom. 1.28 Such as regarded not to know God hee gaue them vp to their hearts lusts vnto all vncleanenesse and punished one sinne with another And surely it is iust with God that hee should forsake vs with his grace that haue forsaken him by our sinnes According to that of the Prophet Psalme 81.11 My people would not heare my voyce And Israel would none of mee So I gaue them vp vnto the hardnesse of their heart and they haue walked in their owne Councels Sight of sinne first step to repentance So then hence wee learne that a man will neuer repent truely of his sinnes seeke to God for pardon neither is there any other way or means to be reconciled to God but this to feele the weight and burthen of his sinnes and feeling his conscience to accuse him to vexe and to wound him till he finde God to be mercifull and reconciled vnto him for the pardon of them and the appeasing and quieting of his conscience Vse 1 Seeing till such time as the conscience be wounded for sinne and vexed and tormented with it a man will neuer seeke for pardon Then wee learne hence that no man can taste of the sweetenesse of GODS mercie in CHRIST for his saluation till hee haue tasted of the bitter fruite of sinne and of a wounded and distressed conscience Looke on Dauid on the Iews Psal 6.32.77 Actes 2.37 and as for those that would taste of GODS mercie and yet are loathe to feele the smart of sinne they deceiue themselues we see that ere the body be purged men must taste of bitter pilles of bitter potions Such may suspect their repentance who feele nor sinne to wound their consciences And as for those who neuer felt anie such griefe nor wound of Conscience no such astonishment for their sins they may iustly feare their repentance is not sound that they haue not as yet beene truely humbled for it is certaine that before wee can truely repent and be reconciled to GOD we must haue the feeling of the smart of sinne and find our hearts troubled and our consciences wounded Vse 2 This confutes that fond and foolish Opinion of many in the world who if they fee any one wounded for sinne distressed in soule crying out of his misery and feeles his conscience exceedingly wounded and begins euen to dispaire of Gods mercy what do men iudge of such a man surely that it is nothing but melancholy and dumpishnesse and therefore they counsell him to bee merry to go to merry company to put away such odde conceits such vaine and foolish fancies but alas poore soules they consider not that it is the speciall worke of GOD wounding the conscience for sinne that they feele the anger of God for sinne and are troubled and vexed for that and till God giue mercy and reconciliation be had in CHRIST there can be no peace Vse 3 We learne hence that it is better to haue an accusing conscience for sin then to haue a dead conscience Dead conscience heauie Iudgemēt a benummed conscience a sleepy and slumbering conscience a seared and frozen conscience for if a mans conscience doe daily bring his sinnes to his minde so that hee sees them before his eies then he will be grieued for them hee will confesse them and begge the pardon of them but when a man hath a slumbering conscience that is benummed then hee goes on in sinne from day to day neuer feeleth any smart of it nor euer desires the pardon of it as the poore Iewes who seeing their fearefull estate crie out Actes 2.37 What must wee doe so doe all wounded consciences seeing their fearefull sinnes and damnable estate crie out for mercie and seeke for pardon Oh it is a fearefull Iudgement of GOD to haue a sleepie or a drowsie Conscience It is like a wilde beast which so long as it lies asleepe seemeth very tame gentle but when he is rowzed flies into a mans face Euen so howsoeuer a mans conscience may seeme for a time to bee quiet and men may thinke they haue a good conscience indeede yet being awaked by the hand of GOD it will rent out euen the very throat of their soule Doctr. 2 Seeing Dauid doth acknowledge heere that his sinnes being euer before him awaked him Necessary duety to call our sinnes to account and vrged him instantly and earnestly to seeke for pardon Wee learne that it is a good thing for vs to call our sinnes to accompt to haue them often in minde to set them before our eies the greatnesse number and heinousnesse of them First it is a good meanes to prepare vs to true repentance and humiliation for them Lam. 3.40 Secondly it is a speciall means to
my sinnes not speaking of his great fin of Adulterie alone but of many sins wrapped vp together for hee did not onely commit adultery with Bethshaba the wife of Vrias but shead his guiltlesse and innocent bloud yea with him caused as it is like many of his good subiects and loyall souldiers to be slaine hee sought to couer his sin closely and cunningly by bidding Vrias to goe home to his wife that so the childe might be thought to be his And to all these he added this that hee layed the whole Church of GOD open to the enemy to the anger of God Sin neuer goes alone Hence then note for our instruction that Dauid confessing that one sin will neuer goe alone but sin goes by couples by heapes one in the necke of an other as hee that taketh a chaine by the end and pulleth but one lincke all the rest doe follow so if a man let liberty to one sin that sin will not goe alone but draw another adultery will often bring murther with it swearing lying with it so drunkennesse whooredome c. The Apostle biddeth vs Rom. 13.13 Not to walke as children of darkenesse in surfetting and drunkennesse not in chambering and wantonnesse not in strife and enuying shewing vnto vs that sinnes goe by couples and one draws on an other and will hardly goe alone It is like the Gangrene or Canker it fretteth and eateth further and further the hand infecteth the arme and the foote the legge and so one member an other till it hath diffused it selfe ouer the whole body if the part that is infected be not cut off at the beginning This doth the Apostle teach 2. Tim. 2.16 Stay prophane and vaine bablings for they increase vnto more vngodlinesse And their word will frette as a Canker Saint Iames also sheweth the fruitfulnesse of sinne saying When lust hath conceiued it brings forth sinne and sinne when it is finished it brings forth death And as sin doth increase so doe GODS iudgements Leuiticus 26.22 23. If yee walke stubbornely against mee and will not obey me I will then bring seuen times moe plagues vpon you according to your siâ—â—es yet if by these yee will not be reformed by me but walke stubbornely against mee then will I also walke stubbornely against you And I will yet smite you seuen times for your sinnes And thus we see againe how God will keepe a proportion betwixt our sins and his punishments Vse 3 Seeing this is the cursed nature of sin that it will neuer go alone but one will draw on an other who oredome murther hypocrisie c. it stands vs all in hand to take heede wee giue liberty to no sinne liue in none delight in none for if we do we shall finde that one sin will neuer goe alone but let vs abhorre all hate euery sin and striue against all wee see this common in the world that if a man shall yeelde to one sin by and by it will draw him to an other Note and often as it was in Dauid whoredome will bring murther with it sometimes of the husband sometimes of the childe sometimes of two or three And therefore let vs be carefull to shunne and auoyde euery sinne liue in none for though one sinne be enough to carry a man to the gulfe of hell yet one will neuer goe alone Wee see this in the example of Caine Genes 4.8 he was reprooued of God for his malice conceiued against his brother But hee hear kened not to the voyce of the Lord but hardned his heart and shead innocent bloud euen the bloud of his brother This appeares in Iudas Math. 26. hauing once entertained Couetousnesse in his heart fell from Couetousnesse to Treason and at last became a verie diuell incarnate The like wee may beholde in Saul 1. Samuel 16.1 who fell away from GOD steppe by steppe vntill the Spirit of GOD had vtterly forsaken him and hee brake out in open rebellion against Almighty GOD For as amongest all the blessings which the Lord doth bestow vpon the sonnes of men in this world a soft and tender heart is one of the greatest which is checked and controuled and soone made bleede so there can bee no greater curse laide vpon man then to haue a rebellous heart which hoordeth vp euery day vengeance against it selfe VERSE 4. 4 Against thee against thee onlie haue I sinned and done this euill in thy sight That thou mayest be iust when thou speakest and pure when thou iudgest In this verse Dauid knowledgeth his special sinnes IN this verse and the two that follow Dauid proceedeth in the humble acknowledgement and confession of his sinnes first his actuall sinnes secondly from them he commeth to the fountaine and beginning of all sinne namely his naturall corruption wherein hee was conceiued and borne and this originall sin hee speaketh of in the next verse following Two parts This fourth Verse containeth in it two parts first a free acknowledgement of his particular speciall and actuall sinnes in the second he doth cleare the Lord of all cruelty and iniustice that howsoeuer the Lord had not onely sharpely reproued him by the ministerie of Nathan but also punished him and grieuously afflicted him for his sinnes in taking away the childe that was borne in Adultery yet hee doth acknowledge the Lord to be iust and righteous in all his waies In the first part of the Verse Two parts consider first the partie to whom he confesseth Against thee Against thee onely where he sheweth the great dolour and extreame griefe of his minde for his sinne against GOD in that hee doubleth the words Against thee Against thee secondly wee are to obserue how he doth acknowledge his speciall and particular sinner namely adultery murther and sheding of innocent bloud I haue sinned and done this euill in thy sight Against thee These words are expounded diuersly First that it is as much as if Dauid should haue said O Lord howsoeuer I haue grieuously murther yet I haue so hidde my sinne from man that there is none that knew it but thou alone so that he acknowledgeth all the sinne was against GOD because no mortall man was priuie to his sins Others expound it thus That although Dauid had offended against man yet he was especially wounded and grieued for that hee had broken the Lawe of God So that though it be true that he had done great wroÌ„g to his faithfull seruant and most loy-all subiect Vrias yet here was that that killed his heart and wounded him to the quicke namely because he had offended his most mercifull and louing God as if he should haue said O Lord my God although the whole world should cleare me and no man liuing should accuse me yet it grieueth me at the heart because I haue offended thee my most mercifull God Doctr. 1 Hence first I note that howsoeuer a man may hide his sinne from men and Angells A mans sinnes are open
thogh it cost them the losse of Gods fauour and the losse of their owne soules Let vs not deceiue our selues let vs trie our harts by this rule whether they be sanctified or not dost thou find a dislike of all sinne and an hatred of them hast thou a constant and resolute purpose no more to sin against thy God wittingly and willingly hast thou a resolute purpose by the grace of God to walke before him all thy dayes This is a signe of an vpright heart and that it is sanctified but dost thou finde no such resolution no such purpose but rather contrarie a purpose to runne on in thy olde sins thou wilt continue in them let God and men say and doe what they can in lying stealing drunkennes whordome ignorance contempt of the word c. say what thou wilt professe what thou wilt it is a cleare case thy heart is naught it is filthy not sanctified for it is impossible that a man should haue true repentance and an heart truly sanctified and to keepe a purpose to liue in his knowne sins And therefore it conuinceth all such to bee impenitent sinners and notorious hypocrites yea if they leaue many sins and yet purpose to liue in one it argueth the heart is not sanctified Marke 6. Matth. 28. Herod left many yet liued in couetousnesse Vse 2 This Doctrine may serue for the comfort of Gods children who are much grieued for their sins and infirmities when they faile come short of good duties and sometimes start aside as saith S. Iames In many things we sinne all and the iust man falls seuen times but if thou canst truly say it is against my purpose I hate the sinne I commit I condemne it I had no purpose to doe it my desire was to please GOD then thou maiest haue comfort thy heart is sound God wil not condemne thee for it Mal. 3.17 The Lord will spare his children as a father his only sonne A child is going to Schoole and his purpose is so to doe in the way he fals into some company and staies there too long and playes the truant but it is against his purpose euen so the childe of God purposeth to serue God and to please him in all things hath no purpose to sinne but by some temptation of the Diuell or allurement of the world hee is ouertaken I do the euil I would not Rom. 7. I cannot doe the good I would but I delight in the Law of God concerning the inner man This is Pauls comfort and this is the comfort of all Gods children if they can truly say I doe the euill I would not I delight in the law of God that GOD will accept the will for the deede Renue or refresh a right spirit in mee AS if the should haue said O Lord I haue by my sins dimmed thy graces in me yea euen quenched and extinguished them and almost put them cleane out but Lord I beseech thee renue thy graces in me Refresh them Euen as we see a lamp when all the oyle is spent it winkes and is almost extinguished till it bee renued and refreshed with oyle then it burneth againe and giues light Doctr. 5 Hence we learne what is the cursed nature of sin Sin quenches grace as water doth fire and the great power of it namely it is as a poole of water cast on the fire which if it do not quench and extinguish and put out all yet it greatly allayes the heat of it Euen so the graces of GODS spirit in his children alas they be but weake and small but sinne is as a poole of colde water to quench the heat and comfort of them Dauid was wont to delight in Gods seruice to be forward thereunto but sinne did so coole him that he could haue little ioy in it now Demas was forward a while but the world choked him so that he left Christ and Christ biddes the Church of Sardy to be awake and to strengthen the things that are ready to die in them and the Laodiceans grew neither hote nor cold by reason of their pride carnall securitie Reuel 3.3 Reuel 2. so is the church of Ephesus reprooued for that shee had lost her first loue So the Apostle S. Iames resembleth and compareth sin to Childe-bearing for the fruitefulnesse of it Iames 1.15 Lust when it hath conceiued it bringeth foorth sinne and sinne when it is finished it bringeth foarth death 1. Cor. 5.6 Likewise it is compared to leauen that leaueneth the whole lumpe and therefore no maruell though it proceed by little and little from one degree to an other Vse 1 When we see some men who haue been forward haue taken delight in good things now grow cold and lose their first loue this is a flat signe that some sin or other hath stole vpon them they either fall in loue with the world delights plesures profits preferments or else securitie possesse their soules pride idlenes slouth security couetousnes plesure some sin or other hath bewitched them and therfore let all such as find thēselues thus decaying in grace faith cōfort care and conscience let them suspect themselues and think all is not well let them search and find the cause of their decay and it is sinne some sin or other hath crept vpon them Vse 2 How should this make vs afraide of sin seeing it hath so woful effects which is to quench the comfort and graces of Gods holy Spirit in vs it blindes our eyes that we cannot see what is good and euill it hardeneth the heart that a man can not relent and mourne for his sins and bee moued with Gods iudgements it bringeth a decay eclipse of Gods graces men are afraid to doe any thing that might hinder their health or wealth how much more the health and happines of their soules Let vs therefore alwayes keepe a diligent watch ouer our soules let vs seeke to cut off all occasions to euill and indeuour to stop the first beginning for the more sin groweth to an head the more the spirit of God is quenched the worke of grace is diminished and the assurance of our comfort is weakened and lessened Vse 3 When we find any decay in loue zeale faith knowledge repentance obedience c. O then let vs labour to be renued to recouer our former estate againe Reuel 2.1 2. Tim. 1.5 Doe thy first workes againe awake and strengthen the things ready to die Stirre vp euen as a sparke of fire in ashes blow it vp so must we vse all means whereby we may haue the worke of grace renued in vs. Meanes for the increase of grace 1 We must attend vpon the word of God preached for as that is the meanes to beget faith so it is to encrease it and renue it 2 Wee must reade and meditate much call our liues to account and be sory for our decayes and labour to repaire them euen as a ship when it leakes