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such_o people_n as_o neglect_v their_o parent_n can_v nature_n become_v so_o silent_a in_o child_n that_o they_o shall_v forget_v the_o honour_n due_a to_o progeâ—itours_n sure_o if_o even_o affection_n inhabit_v the_o breast_n of_o a_o christian_a it_o needs_o must_v dwell_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o child_n and_o point_n to_o the_o father_n that_o do_v beget_v he_o alas_o i_o feel_v a_o desire_n of_o express_v such_o a_o affection_n which_o i_o will_v be_v as_o ready_a to_o manifest_v in_o real_a expression_n but_o ay_o i_o the_o object_n of_o 〈◊〉_d love_n and_o my_o duty_n be_v snatch_v from_o i_o oâ—_n he_o that_o beget_v i_o be_v dead_a he_o that_o take_v caâ—_n to_o breed_v i_o he_o that_o supply_v my_o want_n bâ—_n that_o instruct_v i_o in_o religion_n he_o that_o defenâ—…_n i_o from_o injury_n he_o who_o labour_n &_o indstrie_n be_v chief_o employ_v for_o the_o good_a of_o i_o his_o boloved_a child_n 3._o prov._n 4_o 3._o i_o be_v oh_o i_o may_v say_v i_o be_v my_o father_n child_n tender_a and_o only_o belove_v of_o my_o mother_n but_o now_o where_o o_o where_o be_v that_o man_n of_o affection_n where_o be_v that_o father_n who_o so_o earnest_o love_v i_o who_o so_o dear_o affect_v i_o sick_a he_o be_v dead_a he_o be_v but_o be_v my_o duty_n to_o he_o correspondent_a any_o way_n to_o his_o care_n of_o i_o do_v i_o endeavour_v to_o requite_v his_o love_n by_o my_o service_n 1._o gen_n 48_o 1._o &_o obedience_n do_v i_o visit_v he_o in_o his_o sickness_n as_o joseph_n do_v his_o die_a father_n when_o one_o can_v he_o say_v behold_v thy_o father_n iâ—_n sick_a he_o
fierce_a wrath_n and_o repent_v of_o this_o evil_a against_o thy_o people_n 1.26_o be_v 1.26_o turn_v thy_o hand_n upon_o we_o and_o pure_o purge_v a_o way_n our_o dross_n and_o take_v away_o all_o our_o tin_n 26_o vers_fw-la 26_o restore_v our_o judge_n as_o at_o the_o first_o and_o our_o counsellor_n as_o at_o the_o beginning_n and_o call_v our_o land_n the_o land_n of_o righteousness_n 27_o vers_fw-la 27_o the_o faithful_a land_n let_v our_o zion_n be_v redeem_v with_o judgement_n and_o our_o convert_n with_o righteousness_n 86.17_o ps_n 86.17_o show_v some_o good_a token_n upon_o we_o for_o good_a that_o they_o which_o hate_v we_o may_v see_v it_o &_o be_v ashamed_a because_o thou_o lord_n help_v and_o comforte_v we_o hear_v o_o my_o god_n in_o the_o bowel_n of_o thy_o compassion_n close_a and_o bind_v up_o our_o wound_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o be_v wound_v for_o our_o transgression_n pardon_v we_o for_o his_o sake_n who_o be_v our_o only_a reconciliation_n and_o let_v the_o cry_n which_o our_o fin_n have_v send_v up_o to_o heaven_n for_o vengeance_n be_v cease_v and_o quiet_v by_o the_o bless_a plead_n of_o our_o only_a mediator_n between_o thou_o and_o we_o even_o the_o belove_a son_n of_o thy_o bosom_n jesus_n christ_n our_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n the_o second_o prayer_n consist_v of_o 1_o a_o doleful_a complaint_n of_o our_o grievous_a calamity_n 2_o a_o humble_a desire_n of_o the_o remission_n of_o our_o sin_n 3_o a_o fervent_a supplication_n for_o righteousness_n and_o peace_n great_a and_o glorious_a lord_n god_n who_o be_v the_o lord_n of_o host_n 15.3_o 1._o sam._n 17.45_o exod_n 15.3_o and_o god_n of_o the_o army_n of_o israel_n o_o thou_o who_o have_v style_v thyself_o a_o man_n of_o war_n who_o name_n be_v the_o lord_n look_v down_o i_o beseech_v thou_o upon_o the_o distress_a anguish_n &_o consume_a sorrow_n of_o this_o thy_o people_n in_o our_o land_n of_o blood_n thou_o see_v lord_n thou_o see_v the_o affliction_n of_o joseph_n the_o 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that_o turn_v a_o side_n to_o tarrâ—_n but_o a_o night_n psal_n psal_n thou_o have_v move_v our_o land_n and_o divide_v it_o o_o heal_v the_o sore_n thereof_o for_o it_o shake_v o_o let_v the_o sorrowful_a sigh_v of_o the_o prisoner_n come_v before_o thou_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n preserve_v thou_o those_o that_o be_v appoint_v to_o death_n arise_v o_o lord_n from_o thy_o rest_a place_n thou_o and_o the_o ark_n of_o thy_o strength_n arise_v and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o our_o zion_n for_o it_o be_v time_n that_o thou_o have_v mercy_n upon_o she_o yea_o the_o time_n be_v come_v for_o why_o thâ—_n servant_n think_v upon_o her_o stone_n and_o it_o greive_v we_o to_o see_v how_o she_o lie_v down_o in_o the_o dust_n o_o now_o at_o last_o be_v thou_o favourable_a and_o gracious_a to_o our_o zion_n and_o build_v thou_o the_o wall_n of_o our_o jerusalem_n send_v peace_n within_o our_o wall_n and_o plenteousness_n within_o our_o palace_n for_o our_o brethren_n and_o companion_n sake_n i_o wish_v this_o prosperity_n yea_o because_o of_o the_o many_o house_n of_o the_o faithful_a who_o put_v their_o trust_n in_o thou_o our_o lord_n &_o our_o god_n i_o pray_v for_o this_o good_a 7._o exod._n 3_o 7._o thou_o o_o lord_n have_v sure_o see_v the_o affliction_n of_o this_o thy_o people_n and_o have_v hear_v our_o cry_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o sword_n for_o thou_o know_v our_o sorrow_n 8._o vers_fw-la 8._o o_o come_v thou_o down_o to_o deliver_v we_o as_o once_o thou_o do_v thy_o people_n of_o israel_n from_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o egyptian_n thou_o see_v how_o the_o sword_n be_v draw_v in_o a_o unnatuâ—…ll_a manner_n brother_n against_o brother_n neighbour_n against_o neighbour_n house_n against_o house_n â—ather_n against_o son_n and_o son_n against_o father_n all_o have_v weapon_n of_o war_n which_o â—re_n like_v to_o destroy_v the_o nation_n &_o all_o clothing_n themselves_o in_o garment_n roll_v in_o blood_n 9.5_o isa_n 9.5_o thou_o see_v how_o many_o among_o we_o thirst_n for_o blood_n &_o how_o whole_a river_n thereof_o run_v in_o our_o field_n and_o in_o our_o street_n &_o yet_o it_o be_v not_o in_o the_o power_n or_o policy_n of_o man_n to_o stop_v the_o current_n it_o be_v now_o o_o lord_n with_o we_o as_o it_o be_v once_o with_o idolatrous_a israel_n when_o moses_n command_v they_o say_v 32.27_o exod._n 32.27_o put_v every_o man_n his_o sword_n by_o his_o side_n and_o go_v in_o and_o out_o and_o slay_v every_o man_n his_o brother_n and_o every_o man_n his_o companion_n and_o every_o man_n his_o neighbour_n psal_n psal_n thy_o holy_a temple_n be_v defile_v and_o without_o thy_o prevent_a mercy_n our_o jerusalem_n may_v be_v make_v a_o heap_n of_o stone_n heresy_n and_o schism_n oppose_v the_o clear_a light_n of_o thy_o glorious_a gospel_n 137.7_o ps_n 137.7_o and_o like_o the_o child_n of_o edom_n in_o the_o day_n of_o jerusalem_n they_o say_v even_o of_o truth_n itself_o down_o with_o it_o down_o with_o it_o even_o to_o the_o ground_n many_o of_o our_o city_n and_o town_n do_v now_o sit_v solitary_a 2.11_o lam._n 1_o 1._o c_o 2.11_o that_o be_v full_a of_o people_n and_o be_v become_v as_o widow_n the_o child_n and_o suckling_n swoon_n in_o our_o street_n the_o widow_n make_v their_o lamentation_n over_o the_o gasp_a body_n of_o their_o wound_a husband_n the_o young_a one_o cry_v for_o bread_n but_o some_o of_o they_o find_v neither_o father_n to_o give_v it_o they_o nor_o mother_n to_o compassionate_v they_o 33.8_o be_v 33.8_o the_o high_a way_n lie_v waste_v 〈◊〉_d way-faring_a man_n cease_v the_o line_n of_o confusâ—…_n be_v stretch_v out_o upon_o the_o land_n 34.11_o c._n 34.11_o &_o the_o stone_n of_o eâ—…ptinesse_n 13_o vers_fw-la 13_o thorn_n come_v up_o in_o our_o palace_n netâ—_n and_o bramble_n in_o our_o street_n and_o house_n aâ—_n become_v habitation_n of_o dragon_n 8.21_o c._n 8.21_o and_o court_v fâ—_n owl_n some_o wicked_a one_o among_o we_o that_o aâ—_n hungry_a 2.9_o lam._n 2.9_o fret_v themselves_o and_o curse_v our_o kinâ—_n and_o our_o god_n and_o look_v upward_o the_o law_n iâ—_n no_o more_o 10_o vers_fw-la 10_o the_o prophet_n also_o find_v no_o visâ—…_n from_o thou_o the_o lord_n the_o elder_n sit_v upon_o the_o ground_n and_o keep_v silence_n they_o have_v cast_v up_o dâ—…t_a upon_o their_o head_n they_o have_v gird_v themselves_o with_o sackcloth_n the_o virgin_n hâ—…_n down_o their_o head_n to_o the_o ground_n it_o be_v not_o noâ—_n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o day_n of_o old_a 7.25_o luc._n 7.25_o when_o man_n clothâ—_n in_o soft_a raiment_n and_o they_o which_o be_v gorgeousâ—_n apparel_v and_o live_v delicate_o be_v in_o king_n court_v 1.7_o be_v 1.7_o our_o country_n be_v desolate_a our_o city_n aâ—_n burn_v with_o fire_n and_o our_o land_n be_v desolate_a as_o orâ—_n throw_v by_o stranger_n 5.1_o lam_n 5.1_o remember_v o_o lord_n who_o be_v come_v upon_o thy_o people_n consider_v and_o behold_v on_o reproach_n 2._o vers_fw-la 2._o some_o of_o our_o inheritance_n be_v turn_v to_o stranger_n and_o our_o house_n to_o aliens_n many_o among_o we_o be_v orphan_n and_o fatherless_a 3._o vers_fw-la 3._o and_o many_o that_o be_v wife_n be_v become_v widow_n many_o do_v get_v their_o bread_n with_o the_o peril_n of_o their_o life_n 94.19_o vers_fw-la 9_o ps_n 142.7_o vers_fw-la 6._o ps_n 94.19_o because_o of_o the_o sword_n that_o make_v our_o land_n a_o wilderness_n o_o lord_n do_v thou_o consider_v our_o complaint_n for_o we_o be_v bring_v very_o low_a thou_o o_o lord_n be_v our_o hope_n and_o our_o portion_n in_o the_o multitude_n of_o sorrow_n which_o we_o have_v in_o our_o â—…rts_n let_v thy_o comfort_n o_o my_o god_n refresh_v our_o â—…les_n hear_v o_o lord_n and_o
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and_o receive_v their_o reward_n as_o near_o as_o i_o be_o to_o my_o long_a home_n i_o be_o not_o assure_v what_o death_n i_o shall_v die_v neither_o by_o what_o disease_n nor_o with_o what_o torment_n or_o ease_v 42.38_o gen_n 42.38_o jacob_n be_v afraid_a that_o his_o gray_a hair_n shall_v be_v bring_v down_o with_o sorrow_n to_o the_o grave_n when_o david_n give_v solomon_n a_o charge_n concern_v joab_n he_o command_v he_o 2.6_o 1._o king_n 2.6_o say_v let_v not_o his_o hoary_a head_n go_v down_o to_o the_o grave_n in_o peace_n concern_v shimei_n he_o likewise_o charge_v he_o 9_o vers_fw-la 9_o say_v his_o hoary_a head_n bring_v thou_o down_o to_o the_o grave_n with_o blood_n the_o rebellious_a israëlites_n be_v threaten_v for_o their_o disobedience_n 50_o deut_n 28.49_o vers_fw-la 50_o that_o the_o lord_n shall_v bring_v a_o nation_n against_o they_o which_o shall_v not_o regard_v the_o person_n of_o the_o oldâ—_n nor_o show_v favour_n to_o the_o young_a i_o have_v no_o more_o 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nothing_o but_o blood_n can_v satisfy_v for_o my_o scarlet_a crime_n and_o no_o blood_n can_v appease_v he_o but_o the_o blood_n of_o his_o son_n and_o no_o share_n can_v i_o have_v in_o that_o most_o precious_a blood_n unless_o i_o serious_o and_o faithful_o repent_v i_o of_o my_o sin_n lord_n 56.3_o be_v 56.3_o though_o i_o may_v say_v with_o the_o eunuch_n behold_v i_o be_o a_o dry_a tree_n yet_o it_o be_v in_o thy_o power_n as_o well_o to_o draw_v water_n out_o of_o the_o dry_v tree_n as_o the_o obdurate_a rock_n o_o my_o god_n i_o desire_v to_o offer_v thou_o both_o my_o eye_n full_a of_o tear_n and_o a_o heart_n full_a of_o groan_n if_o all_o that_o little_a moisture_n which_o be_v leave_v in_o my_o body_n can_v possible_o be_v convert_v into_o one_o tear_n of_o timely_a and_o acceptable_a repentance_n even_o that_o tear_n o_o god_n will_v i_o ready_o offer_v thou_o lord_n i_o grieve_v in_o my_o very_a soul_n for_o the_o pollution_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o be_o serious_o and_o hearty_o offend_v at_o myself_o for_o offend_v thou_o accept_v o_o god_n the_o throb_n of_o my_o faint_a heart_n and_o be_v reconcile_v unto_o i_o in_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o son_n o_o lord_n i_o sigh_v o_o lord_n i_o grieve_v my_o heart_n pant_v my_o bowel_n yearn_v and_o my_o very_a soul_n languish_v and_o pine_v to_o receive_v the_o assurance_n of_o thy_o favour_n i_o will_v lie_v at_o the_o pool_n of_o bethesda_n as_o he_o do_v who_o be_v disease_v near_o forty_o year_n 5.5_o io._n 5.5_o i_o will_v lie_v at_o the_o gate_n of_o thy_o mercy_n o_o jesus_n and_o there_o will_v i_o weep_v and_o grieve_v and_o lament_v and_o call_v and_o cry_v for_o mercy_n at_o thy_o hand_n o_o bless_a redeemer_n and_o my_o petition_n i_o will_v tender_v in_o all_o humility_n and_o devotion_n pray_v and_o say_v the_o prayer_n merciful_a lord_n god_n 46.3_o be_v 46.3_o who_o do_v promise_v to_o carry_v the_o house_n of_o jacob_n from_o the_o belly_n and_o the_o womb_n 4._o vers_fw-la 4._o even_o to_o old_a age_n and_o hoary_a hair_n despise_v not_o the_o humble_a suit_n of_o thy_o age_a and_o feeble_a servant_n my_o many_o year_n i_o must_v confess_v i_o have_v spend_v in_o vanity_n and_o scarce_o one_o minuit_fw-la of_o they_o have_v i_o devote_v to_o thy_o service_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o have_v do_v every_o day_n have_v i_o offend_v thou_o and_o every_o hour_n have_v i_o be_v disobedient_a to_o thy_o law_n my_o childhood_n have_v be_v full_a of_o folly_n my_o youth_n of_o stubborness_n my_o ripe_a year_n have_v be_v apt_a to_o wantonness_n and_o my_o old_a and_o age_a day_n to_o coveteousnesse_n and_o impenitency_n thou_o may_v long_o since_o in_o thy_o justice_n have_v destroy_v i_o in_o my_o sin_n and_o have_v give_v i_o a_o portion_n in_o the_o land_n of_o darkness_n but_o now_o o_o father_n since_o thou_o have_v spare_v i_o so_o long_o do_v not_o condemn_v i_o at_o the_o last_o let_v the_o heavy_a heart_n and_o the_o tremble_a tongue_n and_o the_o shake_a hand_n and_o the_o most_o sorrowful_a soul_n of_o a_o humble_a convert_n find_v favour_n in_o thy_o eye_n with_o thy_o mercy_n 39.4_o job._n 4.4_o ps_n 35.3_o ps_n 39.4_o o_o lord_n strengthen_v my_o weak_a hand_n support_v my_o feeble_a knee_n comfort_v my_o droop_a heart_n and_o say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n lord_n make_v i_o to_o know_v my_o end_n and_o the_o measure_n of_o my_o day_n that_o i_o may_v know_v how_o frail_a i_o be_o 90.9_o vers_fw-la 5._o ps_n 93.2_o ps_n 102.27_o ps_n 90.9_o my_o age_n be_v nothing_o before_o thou_o for_o thou_o be_v from_o everlasting_a and_o thy_o year_n shall_v not_o fail_v o_o be_v thou_o reconcile_v unto_o i_o through_o the_o passion_n of_o my_o redeemer_n for_o when_o thou_o be_v angry_a all_o our_o day_n be_v go_v we_o bring_v our_o year_n to_o a_o end_n as_o a_o tale_n that_o be_v tell_v 71.9_o ps_n 71.9_o o_o cast_v i_o not_o off_o in_o this_o time_n of_o old_a age_n forsake_v i_o not_o now_o my_o strength_n fail_v i_o though_o the_o heaven_n 51.6_o be_v 51.6_o and_o the_o â—earth_n shall_v wax_v old_a as_o do_v a_o garment_n and_o they_o that_o dwell_v therein_o shall_v die_v yet_o thy_o salvation_n shall_v be_v for_o ever_o and_o thy_o righteousness_n shall_v not_o be_v abolish_v 23.22_o ps_n 43.3_o ps_n 71.18_o ps_n 23.4_o ps_n 62.7_o prov._n 23.22_o o_o send_v out_o thy_o light_n and_o thy_o truth_n to_o lead_v i_o now_o i_o be_o old_a and_o gray_a head_a o_o my_o staff_n and_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o only_a rock_n of_o strength_n forsake_v i_o not_o thou_o have_v command_v our_o child_n to_o hearken_v to_o their_o father_n that_o beget_v they_o and_o not_o to_o despise_v their_o mother_n when_o they_o be_v old_a o_o my_o heavenly_a father_n do_v thou_o make_v i_o thy_o child_n by_o grace_n and_o adoption_n that_o i_o may_v hearken_v unto_o thou_o and_o never_o despise_v or_o forsake_v thy_o commandment_n make_v i_o always_o remember_v thy_o work_n o_o lord_n 77.11_o ps_n 77.11_o and_o call_v to_o mind_v thy_o wonder_n of_o old_a time_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o be_v in_o behaviour_n as_o become_v holinsse_n 2.3_o tit_n 2.3_o not_o give_v to_o the_o vice_n which_o common_o delude_v the_o ancient_a and_o decrepit_a but_o that_o i_o may_v be_v a_o teacher_n of_o the_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a peaceable_o o_o my_o father_n 5.26_o job._n 5.26_o let_v i_o come_v to_o my_o grave_n in_o a_o full_a age_n like_v as_o a_o shock_n of_o corn_n come_v in_o in_o his_o season_n by_o the_o course_n of_o nature_n i_o be_o ready_a to_o go_v the_o way_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n
and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o we_o lord_n be_v thou_o our_o helper_n o_o be_v thou_o our_o help_n in_o trouble_n for_o vain_a be_v the_o help_n of_o man_n part_n 5_o the_o five_o part_n of_o the_o soliloquie_n show_v how_o god_n threaten_v before_o his_o visitation_n it_o be_v a_o weakness_n it_o be_v a_o fondness_n it_o be_v a_o madness_n in_o people_n not_o to_o believe_v the_o sure_a effect_n of_o certain_a cause_n before_o they_o become_v obvious_a to_o their_o sense_n in_o the_o course_n of_o nature_n we_o be_v apt_a to_o believe_v what_o we_o dare_v not_o try_v who_o will_v put_v his_o finger_n into_o the_o fire_n to_o try_v if_o it_o will_v burn_v who_o will_v cast_v himself_o into_o the_o water_n to_o try_v whether_o it_o will_v drown_v he_o yet_o in_o thing_n divine_a we_o be_v too_o incredulous_a too_o full_a of_o unbelief_n i_o find_v that_o my_o god_n have_v strike_v divers_a with_o plague_n for_o the_o sin_n which_o they_o have_v commit_v but_o i_o likewise_o find_v that_o he_o have_v threaten_v divers_a before_o he_o visit_v they_o that_o so_o by_o their_o amendment_n they_o may_v prevent_v those_o judgement_n which_o otherwise_o will_v ensue_v it_o be_v my_o best_a way_n to_o find_v out_o the_o cry_a sin_n of_o the_o land_n by_o observe_v the_o punishment_n which_o be_v send_v we_o for_o they_o but_o i_o must_v not_o forget_v either_o the_o patience_n of_o our_o god_n or_o the_o obstinacy_n of_o man_n the_o long-suffering_a of_o our_o creator_n or_o the_o impenitency_n of_o his_o creature_n sure_o i_o be_o that_o the_o lord_n do_v always_o call_v to_o repentance_n before_o he_o punish_v offender_n he_o have_v ever_o woo_v transgressor_n both_o by_o promise_n and_o by_o threaten_n before_o he_o ever_o make_v they_o sick_a in_o smite_v they_o for_o their_o transgression_n 6.13_o mic_n 6.13_o example_n 1_o when_o the_o israëlites_n be_v to_o be_v free_v from_o the_o egyptian_a bondage_n o_o how_o often_o be_v pharaoh_n admonish_v to_o let_v they_o go_v moses_n and_o aaron_n say_v unto_o he_o the_o god_n of_o the_o hebrew_n have_v meet_v with_o we_o 5.3_o exit_fw-la 5.3_o let_v we_o go_v we_o pray_v thou_o three_o day_n journey_n into_o the_o desert_n and_o sacrifice_n to_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n lest_o he_o fall_v upon_o we_o with_o the_o pestilence_n or_o with_o the_o sword_n lord_n how_o meek_a moses_n beg_v for_o the_o people_n yea_o and_o in_o the_o name_n of_o god_n too_o and_o for_o a_o act_n of_o religion_n too_o and_o for_o fear_n of_o judgement_n too_o yea_o and_o those_o judgement_n not_o small_a or_o trivial_a for_o they_o shall_v be_v either_o the_o pestilence_n or_o the_o sword_n yea_o and_o he_o pretend_v that_o those_o judgement_n shall_v fall_v upon_o the_o israelite_n the_o people_n of_o god_n if_o they_o neglect_v their_o sacrifice_n he_o say_v not_o upon_o the_o egyptian_n he_o say_v not_o upon_o the_o king_n and_o yet_o for_o all_o this_o the_o king_n yield_v not_o the_o israelite_n sacrifice_v not_o and_o therefore_o the_o plague_n the_o vengeance_n come_v upon_o the_o head_n of_o their_o oppressor_n example_n 2_o gog_n be_v threaten_v for_o a_o thing_n which_o yet_o he_o be_v suffer_v to_o do_v the_o israelite_n be_v to_o be_v his_o purchase_n 38.11_o eze_n 38.11_o the_o un-walled_n village_n his_o prey_n all_o that_o dwell_v without_o wall_n and_o have_v neither_o bar_n nor_o gate_n shall_v be_v make_v desolate_a by_o he_o thus_o the_o people_n of_o god_n be_v to_o suffer_v for_o the_o sin_n commit_v against_o their_o god_n but_o be_v the_o enemy_n to_o escape_v by_o who_o the_o people_n shall_v be_v correct_v be_v gog_n to_o be_v enrich_v and_o to_o enjoy_v the_o spoil_n nothing_o less_o the_o very_a instrument_n of_o revenge_n be_v not_o to_o be_v free_v from_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o revenger_n nor_o the_o executioner_n to_o be_v account_v innocent_a though_o he_o punish_v the_o guilty_a 22_o vers_fw-la 22_o i_o will_v plead_v against_o he_o with_o pestilence_n say_v the_o lord_n 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