in_o the_o death_n and_o not_o in_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n it_o much_o more_o behoove_v he_o to_o possess_v use_v know_v and_o behold_v the_o creature_n in_o the_o same_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n for_o if_o this_o be_v to_o be_v do_v inward_o as_o to_o god_n much_o more_o ought_v it_o to_o be_v do_v outward_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n for_o all_o thing_n must_v be_v behold_v and_o apply_v in_o death_n and_o not_o in_o life_n if_o it_o be_v to_o the_o right_o do_v whilst_o therefore_o we_o be_v not_o yet_o dead_a but_o be_v yet_o alive_a we_o ought_v to_o be_v lift_v up_o on_o the_o cross_n and_o lay_v down_o such_o a_o life_n under_o a_o just_a judgement_n for_o else_o we_o can_v be_v conversant_a in_o or_o with_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n unless_o when_o we_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n and_o our_o conversation_n which_o be_v without_o death_n be_v no_o conversation_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o though_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o man_n it_o may_v have_v a_o semblance_n yet_o it_o can_v stand_v before_o god_n but_o when_o life_n be_v as_o be_v say_v so_o lay_v down_o we_o be_v by_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n raise_v up_o again_o into_o a_o new_a life_n for_o unless_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n shall_v be_v we_o shall_v remain_v eternal_o in_o death_n when_o the_o thief_n on_o the_o right_a hand_n leave_v all_o do_v turn_v himself_o unto_o christ_n he_o beg_v to_o be_v hear_v of_o he_o in_o his_o kingdom_n therefore_o he_o yield_v up_o himself_o into_o conformity_n of_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n wherefore_o also_o he_o be_v conform_v also_o in_o the_o resurrection_n he_o be_v crucify_v by_o law_n which_o like_o a_o just_a magistrate_n do_v not_o desist_v from_o he_o till_o it_o have_v throw_v he_o into_o death_n and_o then_o he_o have_v finish_v his_o office_n and_o so_o become_v justify_v from_o â—in_a he_o also_o revive_v not_o any_o more_o into_o â—hat_n life_n to_o which_o he_o die_v by_o the_o law_n otherwise_o the_o law_n will_v have_v have_v power_n over_o he_o again_o but_o christ_n vivify_v he_o another_o way_n and_o in_o his_o resurrection_n raise_v he_o up_o again_o into_o eternal_a life_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o then_o the_o law_n have_v no_o more_o power_n over_o he_o for_o that_o life_n for_o which_o satan_n by_o mean_n of_o the_o law_n accuse_v a_o man_n be_v judge_v by_o and_o through_o death_n and_o be_v take_v out_o oâ—_n the_o way_n all_o that_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n must_v die_v in_o the_o wilderness_n but_o their_o child_n come_v into_o the_o promise_a land_n by_o these_o particular_n that_o fruit_n be_v denote_v which_o follow_v upon_o a_o go_v out_o when_o a_o man_n come_v into_o the_o land_n of_o promise_n and_o there_o grow_v fat_a and_o gross_a if_o then_o he_o do_v not_o behave_v himself_o right_o he_o be_v again_o expel_v into_o the_o land_n of_o the_o north_n where_o much_o misery_n grief_n and_o pain_n 〈◊〉_d sustain_v till_o the_o lord_n do_v bring_v he_o from_o thence_o again_o then_o he_o enter_v into_o again_o by_o another_o way_n viz._n with_o a_o greâ—ter_a glory_n and_o riches_n then_o before_o anâ—_n than_o he_o shall_v never_o be_v cast_v out_o again_o fâ—â—_v though_o they_o which_o return_v from_o babylon_n do_v not_o find_v that_o in_o the_o temple_n which_o they_o have_v before_o yet_o the_o glory_n of_o thâ—_n last_o temple_n be_v great_a than_o that_o of_o the_o first_o chap._n xxviii_o when_o a_o man_n lose_v himself_o he_o never_v find_v himself_o the_o same_o again_o as_o he_o be_v when_o he_o lose_v himself_o and_o he_o know_v not_o the_o fruit_n as_o yet_o of_o that_o lose_n of_o himself_o when_o he_o as_o yet_o have_v not_o see_v it_o or_o experience_v it_o when_o corruption_n be_v present_a fruit_n do_v not_o present_o appear_v for_o that_o do_v grow_v by_o degree_n even_o to_o its_o full_a ripeness_n he_o that_o be_v free_a from_o all_o person_n have_v need_n that_o he_o be_v free_a also_o in_o his_o own_o person_n and_o that_o not_o only_o notional_o but_o also_o essential_o when_o a_o man_n have_v lose_v be_v body_n he_o never_o find_v it_o the_o same_o again_o but_o in_o his_o soul_n he_o find_v a_o supernatural_a understanding_n light_n and_o claritude_n and_o whâ—â—â—â—ver_o then_o he_o understand_v of_o god_n be_v 〈◊〉_d â—et_a god_n but_o rather_o the_o contrary_n 〈◊〉_d a_o â—herefore_o he_o have_v find_v his_o soul_n so_o 〈◊〉_d also_o â—ust_z he_o again_o lose_v it_o as_o before_o he_o 〈◊〉_d do_v be_v body_n so_o as_o he_o shall_v never_o firâ—â—â—ed_v it_o such_o a_o soul_n again_o but_o the_o calamity_n of_o this_o destruction_n and_o death_n be_v vast_a but_o out_o of_o these_o a_o man_n come_v into_o the_o true_a essence_n viz._n god_n and_o then_o that_o be_v much_o more_o essential_a than_o it_o be_v at_o first_o when_o he_o be_v to_o lose_v himself_o with_o so_o great_a a_o anguish_n and_o death_n chap._n xxix_o when_o a_o man_n lose_v himself_o as_o to_o the_o body_n he_o afterward_o find_v himself_o as_o to_o his_o soul_n in_o the_o supernatural_a understanding_n knowledge_n vision_n and_o use_v then_o when_o he_o again_o lose_v himself_o as_o to_o his_o soul_n he_o be_v strip_v of_o all_o these_o again_o and_o then_o arise_v great_a calamity_n hell_n and_o misery_n yet_o if_o he_o go_v forth_o out_o of_o they_o than_o he_o find_v himself_o in_o the_o vision_n of_o god_n and_o in_o such_o wisdom_n understanding_n and_o claritude_n as_o the_o former_a understand_a vision_n and_o use_n of_o his_o soul_n when_o he_o first_o â—ost_o his_o body_n can_v not_o comprehend_v christ_n therefore_o so_o assume_v humanity_n 〈◊〉_d that_o he_o be_v unite_v therewith_o but_o 〈◊〉_d after_o that_o the_o inferior_a power_n also_o aâ—_n to_o be_v assume_v by_o he_o there_o be_v yet_o need_v of_o another_o death_n then_o a_o man_n stand_v in_o a_o full_a purpose_n of_o persevere_v in_o christ_n and_o never_o to_o go_v back_o again_o from_o he_o just_o like_o he_o who_o sit_v at_o a_o table_n spread_v and_o fill_v with_o various_a and_o delicate_a sort_n of_o food_n desire_v not_o to_o depart_v from_o thence_o or_o like_o he_o who_o live_v well_o and_o sound_n desire_v not_o to_o kill_v himself_o how_o much_o misery_n and_o difficulty_n of_o death_n be_v require_v before_o a_o man_n be_v purify_v â—s_v know_v to_o they_o who_o have_v experience_v the_o thing_n and_o when_o a_o man_n be_v purge_v and_o prepare_v for_o the_o seed_n of_o god_n that_o â—t_a may_v be_v sow_o yet_o he_o do_v not_o hitherto_o apprehend_v nor_o perceive_v that_o seed_n and_o know_v not_o that_o he_o be_v sow_o therewith_o until_o it_o come_v up_o nor_o yet_o do_v it_o come_v up_o until_o it_o be_v corrupt_v in_o the_o earth_n how_o great_a misery_n and_o anguish_n in_o duong_n be_v require_v to_o that_o corruption_n of_o the_o â—eed_n be_v also_o know_v to_o they_o who_o have_v â—elt_v it_o this_o death_n of_o the_o soul_n happen_v â—fter_o the_o death_n of_o the_o body_n be_v past_a for_o a_o â—eath_n also_o belong_v to_o the_o soul_n both_o which_o death_n must_v be_v fulfil_v in_o a_o man_n when_o the_o body_n be_v lose_v the_o soul_n also_o must_v be_v lose_v and_o this_o be_v that_o same_o talon_n which_o the_o lord_n require_v of_o the_o man_n beside_o those_o ten_o for_o both_o sum_n be_v due_a unto_o he_o and_o he_o will_v have_v both_o pay_v unto_o himself_o that_o which_o be_v say_v before_o concern_v the_o seed_n sow_o in_o a_o purify_a mind_n which_o be_v not_o perceive_v until_o it_o be_v corrupt_v and_o growth_n forth_o the_o very_a same_o thing_n do_v more_o clear_o appear_v from_o the_o similtude_n of_o the_o field_n sow_o with_o corn._n chap._n xxx_o in_o a_o man_n from_o who_o sin_n be_v take_v away_o and_o who_o be_v purge_v again_o from_o sin_n no_o more_o motion_n thereof_o be_v find_v in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o mind_n for_o from_o a_o root_n cleanse_v from_o all_o sin_n how_o can_v any_o evil_a spring_n forth_o for_o that_o will_v be_v â—â—sign_n that_o somewhat_o be_v still_o deficient_a there_o and_o that_o the_o bottom_n be_v not_o whole_o purify_v if_o plato_n have_v have_v his_o foundation_n thorough_o purge_v he_o have_v not_o indulge_v his_o anger_n over_o his_o servant_n whâ—â—_n motion_n soever_o happen_v in_o they_o that_o aâ—â—urified_v proceed_v not_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o their_o mind_n but_o from_o without_o only_a and_o such_o do_v present_o drive_v they_o out_o again_o whether_o it_o be_v anger_n or_o honour_n or_o ambition_n or_o such_o like_a to_o a_o man_n once_o purify_v there_o be_v yet_o need_v of_o a_o close_a purification_n â—nd_v after_o that_o of_o another_o yet_o more_o close_o death_n and_o
they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n do_v utter_o want_v chap._n xvii_o they_o who_o be_v not_o yet_o dead_a aught_o with_o great_a diligence_n and_o severity_n to_o abstain_v from_o lust_n whereas_o they_o who_o be_v dead_a have_v no_o such_o matter_n for_o those_o mean_n in_o which_o lust_n do_v make_v their_o abode_n be_v by_o the_o good_a help_n of_o judgement_n so_o shatter_v and_o break_v that_o delectation_n whole_o cease_v in_o they_o because_o these_o man_n be_v dead_a as_o to_o these_o matter_n and_o whatsoever_o they_o do_v whether_o they_o eat_v or_o drink_v or_o speak_v etc._n etc._n they_o do_v all_o in_o death_n and_o with_o affliction_n also_o this_o death_n be_v a_o sensible_a death_n nor_o be_v it_o like_o that_o in_o a_o post_n that_o want_v sense_n neither_o also_o be_v it_o such_o a_o death_n which_o be_v once_o accomplish_v then_o cease_v but_o it_o be_v a_o incessant_a death_n every_o day_n for_o they_o sensible_o die_v every_o particular_a day_n but_o for_o the_o other_o who_o still_o abide_v only_o in_o continency_n they_o as_o i_o say_v have_v not_o this_o death_n but_o be_v still_o alive_a for_o those_o mean_n in_o which_o lust_n do_v abide_v be_v not_o in_o these_o man_n as_o yet_o condemn_v to_o death_n and_o therefore_o they_o ought_v to_o abstain_v under_o the_o labour_n of_o the_o law_n and_o sedulous_o to_o beware_v because_o they_o can_v scarce_o do_v any_o thing_n which_o be_v not_o do_v by_o the_o use_n or_o help_v of_o life_n but_o they_o who_o be_v dead_a do_v the_o same_o thing_n in_o death_n with_o misery_n and_o affliction_n and_o therefore_o as_o be_v say_v above_o he_o who_o live_v must_v not_o regard_v he_o that_o be_v dead_a to_o imitate_v he_o until_o he_o himself_o also_o be_v arrive_v at_o this_o state_n of_o death_n then_o be_v those_o thing_n grant_v unto_o he_o and_o be_v become_v pure_a unto_o he_o which_o whilst_o he_o be_v alive_a be_v impure_a yet_o be_v it_o not_o here_o so_o to_o be_v understand_v that_o one_o may_v therefore_o think_v that_o unjust_a thing_n be_v lawful_a for_o he_o or_o be_v pure_a as_o at_o this_o day_n some_o erroneous_a spirit_n david_n george_n and_o henry_n nicholas_n do_v profess_v who_o think_v such_o thing_n be_v lawful_a for_o they_o which_o be_v not_o of_o themselves_o lawful_a but_o be_v wicked_a and_o unjust_a before_o god_n and_o the_o elect_a by_o which_o they_o demonstrate_v that_o they_o sals_o boast_v themselves_o of_o their_o die_a and_o death_n let_v all_o those_o who_o desire_v to_o find_v out_o god_n beware_v of_o these_o kind_n of_o man_n in_o the_o book_n of_o psalm_n it_o be_v say_v thou_o shall_v change_v they_o but_o thou_o thyself_o be_v still_o the_o same_o and_o thy_o year_n shall_v not_o fail_v etc._n etc._n he_o who_o feel_v this_o mutation_n for_o his_o part_n and_o a_o permanency_n on_o the_o part_n of_o god_n that_o man_n feel_v somewhat_o let_v no_o man_n so_o much_o esteem_v of_o the_o suffering_n of_o the_o soul_n as_o to_o contemn_v the_o affliction_n of_o nature_n for_o the_o matter_n upon_o examination_n be_v otherwise_o find_v when_o a_o man_n stand_v in_o the_o trial_n between_o god_n and_o nature_n and_o be_v equal_o on_o both_o side_n grievous_o afflict_v so_o as_o that_o he_o must_v deny_v one_o or_o the_o other_o let_v i_o pray_v that_o man_n bear_v up_o and_o let_v he_o deny_v nature_n and_o not_o god_n let_v he_o i_o pray_v bear_v up_o vigorous_o and_o not_o shrink_v for_o god_n help_v he_o chap._n xviii_o when_o a_o man_n prop_n fall_v from_o under_o he_o by_o which_o he_o be_v bear_v up_o it_o be_v a_o sign_n that_o he_o himself_o will_v quick_o fall_v into_o ruin_n and_o then_o it_o be_v say_v alas_o how_o long_o will_v this_o endeavour_n of_o appropriation_n last_o shall_v this_o my_o meity_n or_o mineness_n always_o endure_v and_o then_o misery_n and_o affliction_n rush_v in_o when_o that_o net_n of_o propriety_n be_v to_o be_v unloosen_v because_o that_o be_v to_o do_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o many_o suffering_n he_o who_o know_v grace_n right_o be_v in_o great_a affliction_n for_o he_o be_v whole_o make_v sin_n and_o have_v nothing_o in_o which_o he_o can_v be_v at_o rest_n by_o how_o much_o the_o less_o one_o have_v of_o grace_n glory_n illumination_n devotion_n and_o of_o strength_n when_o he_o suffer_v the_o mortification_n of_o nature_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o excellent_a and_o worthy_a be_v that_o esteem_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n but_o when_o one_o suffer_v with_o the_o glory_n of_o a_o exceed_a high_a grace_n with_o devotion_n and_o with_o virtue_n etc._n etc._n the_o thing_n be_v easy_a nor_o be_v it_o so_o high_o esteem_v as_o when_o one_o labour_n under_o want_n of_o all_o those_o excellency_n and_o yet_o be_v afflict_v yet_o be_v not_o one_o better_a than_o another_o for_o he_o that_o lie_v in_o the_o sun_n how_o i_o pray_v be_v he_o better_o than_o another_o who_o do_v not_o lie_v in_o the_o sun_n except_o it_o be_v because_o he_o have_v need_n of_o great_a humiliation_n which_o must_v be_v do_v for_o he_o by_o and_o through_o so_o much_o mercy_n so_o that_o he_o must_v bow_v himself_o down_o under_o the_o foot_n of_o all_o man_n and_o submit_v himself_o unto_o they_o conscience_n be_v our_o next_o neighbour_n with_o who_o we_o be_v to_o be_v reconcile_v before_o god_n will_v accept_v our_o offering_n therefore_o we_o ought_v rather_o to_o suffer_v the_o loss_n of_o our_o own_o self_n then_o to_o keep_v a_o evil_a conscience_n yea_o all_o adversity_n be_v rather_o to_o be_v accept_v than_o that_o conscience_n shall_v torment_v we_o he_o that_o have_v a_o evil_a conscience_n can_v be_v advance_v forward_o a_o evil_a conscience_n be_v a_o great_a burden_n we_o must_v therefore_o use_v all_o diligence_n that_o our_o conscience_n be_v bring_v into_o a_o innocency_n but_o that_o can_v never_o be_v effect_v without_o affliction_n and_o without_o the_o want_n of_o all_o thing_n pleasant_a he_o who_o be_v full_a of_o lust_n be_v often_o afflict_a when_o those_o thing_n be_v not_o do_v which_o he_o desire_v it_o be_v not_o wisdom_n to_o reveal_v the_o folly_n of_o another_o unless_o one_o have_v a_o very_a lawful_a cause_n else_o the_o business_n of_o another_o be_v not_o to_o be_v discover_v the_o art_n of_o god_n be_v god_n himself_o and_o it_o be_v teach_v by_o god_n and_o infuse_v without_o any_o mean_n although_o some_o certain_a thing_n shall_v precede_v which_o have_v be_v useful_a so_o to_o dispose_v a_o man_n that_o god_n can_v immediate_o touch_v he_o it_o be_v no_o art_n to_o have_v no_o care_n in_o great_a abundance_n but_o by_o care_n to_o abstain_v in_o want_n come_v to_o this_o at_o length_n not_o to_o be_v solicitous_a if_o the_o eye_n be_v shut_v to_o lust_n and_o appetite_n we_o may_v endure_v much_o affliction_n can_v bring_v it_o so_o to_o pass_v as_o any_o one_o can_v deny_v himself_o in_o great_a thing_n which_o without_o affliction_n he_o can_v never_o have_v renounce_v he_o that_o be_v free_a from_o many_o have_v need_n also_o to_o be_v set_v free_a from_o himself_o not_o that_o he_o be_v a_o captive_a to_o himself_o but_o be_v free_v from_o himself_o many_o think_v that_o they_o have_v discretion_n which_o notwithstanding_o they_o have_v not_o yet_o he_o in_o who_o discretion_n be_v to_o be_v find_v both_o bitter_a and_o sweet_a thing_n must_v have_v be_v taste_v by_o he_o to_o be_v free_a in_o conscience_n from_o those_o accusation_n which_o be_v wont_a to_o be_v make_v daily_o be_v a_o great_a gift_n of_o god_n and_o that_o liberty_n can_v advance_v a_o man_n unto_o a_o notable_a growth_n if_o he_o can_v use_v it_o right_o no_o man_n know_v what_o he_o have_v but_o when_o he_o have_v lose_v the_o thing_n then_o at_o length_n a_o man_n acknowledge_v what_o he_o once_o have_v a_o man_n be_v full_a of_o the_o study_n of_o appropriation_n so_o that_o he_o always_o think_v that_o this_o or_o that_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o and_o to_o be_v his_o and_o that_o he_o have_v a_o right_a unto_o that_o he_o that_o stand_v in_o god_n walk_n speaks_z think_v and_o operate_v as_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n nor_o be_v he_o solicitous_a how_o man_n do_v receive_v it_o man_n be_v willing_a to_o hide_v under_o a_o evil_a and_o false_a worship_n those_o defect_n in_o which_o they_o be_v therefore_o involve_v because_o they_o have_v not_o satisfy_v their_o conscience_n and_o that_o false_a worship_n be_v therefore_o account_v for_o the_o true_a and_o remain_v unknown_a but_o when_o one_o satisfi_v his_o conscience_n than_o it_o be_v detect_v to_o be_v a_o false_a worship_n for_o when_o one_o satisfi_v conscience_n there_o conscience_n be_v clear_v and_o illuminate_v and_o there_o a_o man_n be_v
death_n that_o be_v knowable_a to_o the_o humane_a wisdom_n and_o because_o aâ—_n to_o their_o own_o strength_n in_o which_o they_o live_v they_o die_v not_o in_o body_n and_o soul_n be_v whole_o condemn_v before_o god_n hencâ—_n it_o be_v that_o they_o usurp_v to_o themselves_o as_o theiâ—_n propriety_n that_o intellect_n of_o god_n that_o be_v that_o they_o themselves_o may_v by_o the_o benefit_n of_o that_o thing_n conserve_v life_n which_o proper_o ought_v to_o be_v the_o condemn_a sentence_n and_o the_o death_n of_o their_o ipseity_n for_o if_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n shall_v enter_v into_o they_o in_o &_o by_o a_o certain_a essential_a state_n it_o will_v be_v impossible_a that_o a_o man_n can_v endure_v one_o spark_n thereof_o without_o be_v melt_v quite_o down_o therefore_o we_o must_v die_v not_o only_o as_o to_o our_o wisdom_n in_o the_o high_a degree_n but_o as_o to_o our_o own_o proper_a salvation_n that_o god_n alone_o may_v be_v our_o wisdom_n life_n and_o salvation_n 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they_o on_o we_o all_o and_o pluck_v we_o quick_o out_o of_o our_o error_n alas_o who_o be_o i_o a_o miserable_a wretch_n who_o thus_o write_v i_o beg_v grace_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o without_o his_o grace_n i_o shall_v never_o be_v advance_v nor_o abide_v in_o he_o epist._n xxiii_o a_o further_a consideration_n concern_v the_o opinion_n of_o h._n n._n to_o his_o brother_n a._n w._n dear_a brother_n thou_o may_v read_v over_o this_o small_a treatise_n and_o send_v it_o back_o again_o to_o i_o because_o i_o must_v treat_v something_o thereof_o with_o n._n that_o i_o may_v oppose_v he_o somewhat_o about_o those_o thing_n which_o he_o account_v for_o true_a for_o that_o which_o he_o make_v his_o scope_n be_v not_o please_v to_o i_o which_o they_o call_v the_o intellect_n of_o god_n in_o which_o both_o heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v indeed_o local_o move_v and_o every_o creature_n vanish_v out_o of_o its_o condition_n or_o state_n and_o yet_o in_o the_o same_o mystery_n and_o inheritance_n they_o conclude_v nature_n to_o be_v leave_v alive_a whereas_o notwithstanding_o nature_n can_v in_o and_o by_o its_o life_n arrive_v at_o that_o pass_n but_o only_o and_o alone_o by_o the_o benefit_n of_o its_o death_n introduce_v into_o it_o by_o christ_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n and_o that_o in_o so_o much_o verity_n that_o nature_n appear_v no_o more_o with_o its_o own_o proper_a life_n but_o remain_v eternal_o cast_v off_o with_o the_o death_n and_o curse_n thereof_o but_o that_o nature_n which_o they_o call_v purge_v and_o dead_a to_o its_o reason_n in_o my_o opinion_n do_v indeed_o only_o depend_v on_o principle_n of_o understanding_n and_o science_n but_o not_o on_o truth_n itself_o for_o hitherto_o it_o have_v not_o approach_v to_o the_o essence_n itself_o nor_o be_v unite_v therewith_o for_o though_o reason_n lay_v aside_o its_o natural_a discretion_n that_o thereby_o it_o may_v be_v near_o to_o the_o divine_a intellect_n yet_o for_o all_o that_o the_o intellect_n be_v not_o yet_o then_o make_v one_o with_o the_o essence_n but_o be_v rather_o contrary_a to_o it_o and_o as_o it_o be_v a_o enemy_n to_o truth_n see_v that_o that_o spiritualised_a nature_n hide_v itself_o under_o the_o show_n of_o intellect_n but_o not_o of_o essence_n and_o be_v in_o that_o still_o entertain_v who_o shall_v deliver_v a_o man_n from_o these_o intricacy_n the_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o we_o anâ—_n my_o brother_n i_o therefore_o write_v thus_o that_o i_o may_v also_o discover_v to_o thou_o my_o opinion_n for_o that_o man_n be_v endow_v with_o no_o smaâ—â—_n understanding_n yet_o he_o be_v deep_o seduce_v and_o be_v deep_o wise_a but_o withal_o he_o be_v deep_o to_o be_v dispute_v with_o the_o lord_n keep_v we_o humble_a in_o the_o truth_n that_o that_o which_o belong_v to_o death_n may_v be_v also_o throw_v off_o into_o death_n but_o let_v he_o reign_v and_o rule_v to_o all_o eternity_n epist._n xxiv_o be_v a_o brief_a argument_n that_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o family_n of_o love_n be_v lay_v and_o build_v upon_o carnal_a liberty_n to_o the_o same_o person_n i_o w._n be_v here_o and_o have_v utter_o and_o cordial_o renounce_v the_o thing_n its_o self_n because_o he_o have_v experience_v &_o find_v from_o their_o presence_n that_o they_o be_v infect_v with_o the_o venom_n of_o carnal_a liberty_n and_o that_o all_o issue_v out_o of_o that_o fountain_n also_o i_o restore_v to_o he_o the_o book_n if_o haply_o they_o may_v be_v willing_a to_o have_v they_o restore_v again_o to_o they_o he_o also_o be_v most_o full_o satisfy_v admire_v that_o so_o sublime_a a_o understanding_n be_v subject_a to_o error_n for_o he_o confess_v that_o my_o opinion_n be_v beyond_o all_o doubt_n true_a see_v that_o a_o man_n be_v always_o to_o be_v subject_v to_o divine_a terror_n but_o that_o such_o elevate_a spirit_n do_v fall_v into_o error_n be_v from_o thence_o that_o they_o too_o much_o covet_v their_o proper_a security_n whence_o at_o length_n spring_v up_o boast_v and_o pride_n and_o then_o after_o that_o a_o fall_n the_o lord_n preserve_v we_o all_o from_o evil_n according_a to_o his_o great_a mercy_n that_o see_v it_o be_v of_o grace_n that_o we_o be_v save_v so_o also_o in_o grace_n be_v we_o conserve_v and_o not_o through_o our_o own_o self_n epist._n xxv_o concern_v the_o opinion_n of_o plato_n to_o the_o same_o person_n my_o brother_n i_o send_v thou_o back_o the_o little_a book_n concern_v plato_n which_o when_o i_o have_v read_v i_o find_v just_a so_o as_o thou_o write_v for_o the_o fall_n of_o these_o who_o call_v themselves_o the_o family_n of_o love_n be_v subtle_a though_o in_o that_o small_a tract_n they_o be_v mighty_o defend_v all_o thing_n be_v interpret_v for_o the_o better_a yet_o the_o excuse_n relish_v not_o well_o with_o i_o except_o i_o shall_v say_v that_o by_o their_o ultimate_a scope_n to_o which_o they_o think_v they_o shall_v come_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o love_n their_o wisdom_n be_v shameful_a as_o in_o they_o so_o also_o in_o we_o yet_o with_o this_o distinction_n for_o what_o in_o they_o be_v righteousness_n truth_n and_o wisdom_n must_v be_v to_o we_o unrighteousness_n falseness_n and_o foolishness_n if_o so_o be_v that_o glory_n to_o the_o lord_n must_v spring_v up_o through_o we_o all_o which_o yet_o they_o be_v willing_a to_o reserve_v and_o ascribe_v to_o themselves_o as_o also_o do_v the_o jew_n though_o in_o a_o more_o excellent_a degree_n now_o it_o behoove_v a_o christian_n to_o die_v as_o to_o they_o both_o and_o by_o the_o lord_n to_o be_v condemn_v to_o death_n viz._n as_o to_o wisdom_n and_o righteousness_n moreover_o may_v the_o lord_n also_o free_o bestow_v on_o we_o his_o grace_n according_a to_o his_o most_o holy_a will_n epist._n xxvi_o a_o christian_a consideration_n concern_v
the_o creature_n shall_v do_v unto_o he_o he_o ought_v not_o to_o entangle_v himself_o with_o they_o because_o they_o be_v all_o of_o god_n who_o he_o be_v when_o one_o run_v so_o long_o that_o for_o want_v of_o breath_n he_o lie_v down_o than_o he_o despise_v whatever_o be_v his_o own_o and_o so_o at_o length_n room_n be_v make_v for_o faith_n to_o stand_v therefore_o in_o faith_n be_v a_o most_o miserable_a thing_n for_o than_o be_v man_n estate_n quite_o consume_v so_o that_o he_o live_v upon_o the_o savour_n of_o another_o from_o who_o he_o expect_v that_o which_o he_o want_v paul_n say_v if_o you_o live_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n you_o shall_v die_v they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n if_o they_o will_v draw_v life_n from_o else_o where_o yet_o have_v they_o no_o time_n for_o to_o be_v accuse_v because_o judgement_n be_v forthwith_o ready_a at_o hand_n and_o the_o sword_n slay_v they_o but_o other_o who_o be_v yet_o accuse_v be_v not_o yet_o in_o death_n a_o malefactor_n who_o 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and_o do_v arrive_v at_o he_o only_o through_o grace_n and_o yet_o he_o must_v not_o look_v upon_o they_o for_z â—â—e_z ought_v behold_v nothing_o but_o his_o infirmity_n far_o be_v it_o from_o such_o a_o one_o to_o say_v he_o can_v fall_v for_o he_o that_o say_v that_o be_v either_o fall_v already_o or_o very_o nigh_o unto_o fall_v he_o who_o meditate_v what_o way_n thing_n will_v go_v with_o he_o he_o understand_v not_o the_o thing_n itself_o as_o that_o which_o be_v pleasant_a but_o think_v it_o to_o be_v against_o he_o and_o be_v fright_v with_o death_n when_o a_o man_n come_v under_o grace_n than_o also_o he_o come_v under_o the_o cross_n for_o then_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v in_o a_o continual_a death_n when_o a_o man_n understand_v what_o he_o be_v to_o lay_v aside_o he_o speak_v not_o of_o corruption_n rash_o and_o with_o joy_n there_o be_v such_o a_o thing_n as_o a_o resurrection_n but_o it_o be_v not_o so_o gross_a a_o thing_n as_o be_v believe_v god_n indeed_o pardon_v infant_n if_o they_o speak_v foolish_a word_n but_o he_o do_v not_o so_o to_o other_o for_o far_o be_v it_o from_o they_o to_o speak_v like_o infant_n now_o such_o be_v infant_n who_o have_v not_o yet_o be_v exercise_v by_o god_n a_o cut_v finger_n be_v cure_v again_o but_o a_o heart_n wound_v be_v never_o cure_v that_o which_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o abstinence_n can_v return_v into_o the_o first_o state_n of_o life_n but_o that_o which_o be_v dead_a rise_v not_o again_o in_o that_o state_n in_o which_o it_o be_v dead_a chap._n xii_o the_o torment_n of_o the_o martyr_n be_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n for_o these_o have_v demonstrate_v that_o a_o man_n be_v to_o be_v lead_v in_o a_o certain_a way_n above_o nature_n through_o the_o death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n which_o way_n be_v impossible_a to_o nature_n we_o must_v then_o die_v to_o all_o humane_a strength_n that_o the_o virtue_n of_o christ_n may_v operate_v all_o these_o 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of_o hope_n as_o be_v say_v and_o therefore_o this_o desertion_n be_v donâ—_n not_o with_o delight_n but_o with_o great_a aâ—â—â—ction_n the_o first_o desertion_n indeed_o be_v doâ—â—_n with_o joy_n because_o then_o some_o better_a thing_n be_v hope_v for_o but_o that_o hope_n be_v not_o here_o but_o in_o this_o point_n there_o be_v a_o total_a forsake_v and_o a_o be_v make_v naked_a oh_o all_o side_n gain_n as_o they_o say_v make_v labour_n sweet_a but_o mat_n labour_n out_o of_o which_o no_o gain_n be_v hope_v for_o be_v without_o doubt_n a_o matter_n hard_a and_o bitter_a and_o sharp_a labour_n at_o first_o be_v sweet_a because_o gain_v spring_v therefrom_o viz._n that_o the_o life_n or_o soul_n may_v be_v find_v which_o also_o be_v find_v but_o when_o this_o life_n be_v find_v it_o be_v lose_v again_o in_o that_o same_o die_a and_o a_o man_n be_v alienate_v from_o himself_o and_o god_n possess_v the_o place_n of_o self_n and_o there_o be_v no_o more_o mountain_n or_o valley_n but_o 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be_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o death_n and_o corruption_n accomplish_v yet_o the_o man_n himself_o remain_v yet_o in_o himself_o without_o and_o beyond_o death_n and_o corruption_n for_o he_o be_v still_o the_o same_o and_o can_v forsake_v his_o propriety_n and_o stand_v in_o desire_n as_o to_o god_n as_o he_o before_o stand_v inâ—desâ—â—_n as_o to_o the_o creature_n and_o thus_o he_o ascend_v and_o go_v forward_o until_o he_o arrive_v at_o the_o most_o pure_a and_o noble_a state_n it_o be_v possible_a for_o he_o to_o arrive_v at_o and_o all_o this_o 〈◊〉_d still_o but_o a_o figure_n and_o a_o notion_n but_o a_o pure_a and_o noble_a figure_n but_o if_o we_o must_v come_v above_o
be_v outward_o in_o affliction_n and_o captivity_n for_o these_o if_o they_o can_v kill_v their_o keeper_n they_o will_v ready_o do_v it_o that_o they_o may_v get_v loose_a yea_o if_o they_o can_v break_v the_o window_n gate_n and_o wall_n but_o this_o other_o sort_n do_v not_o thus_o behave_v themselves_o but_o be_v subject_v unto_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o in_o it_o do_v quiet_o rest_v and_o although_o they_o can_v do_v as_o other_o do_v yet_o that_o they_o can_v desire_v there_o be_v therefore_o a_o great_a difference_n betwxt_v the_o coaction_n of_o those_o and_o of_o these_o chap._n vii_o god_n himself_o be_v the_o uncreated_a salvation_n which_o spread_v itself_o forth_o round_o about_o just_o as_o the_o sun_n be_v every_o where_o disperse_v abroad_o where_o it_o can_v be_v receive_v but_o where_o it_o can_v be_v receive_v the_o fault_n be_v not_o in_o itself_o if_o therefore_o this_o universal_a uncreated_a salvation_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o ought_v to_o take_v place_n in_o man_n then_o must_v the_o proper_a include_v and_o create_v salvation_n of_o man_n perish_v for_o this_o be_v not_o god_n himself_o and_o therefore_o it_o can_v stand_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o a_o man_n must_v on_o that_o score_n be_v cast_v into_o death_n and_o destruction_n and_o be_v deprive_v of_o his_o soul_n which_o he_o have_v with_o much_o labour_n save_v and_o when_o by_o his_o labour_n he_o be_v come_v so_o far_o that_o he_o can_v not_o get_v further_o then_o be_v it_o time_n for_o god_n not_o be_v at_o rest_n but_o to_o cast_v he_o into_o death_n that_o so_o he_o may_v by_o grace_n establish_v that_o in_o the_o man_n which_o the_o man_n by_o the_o law_n can_v not_o gain_v through_o much_o labour_n for_o whatsoever_o christ_n represent_v in_o life_n and_o doctrine_n be_v impossible_a to_o be_v active_o fulfil_v yet_o it_o must_v be_v fulfil_v in_o death_n it_o behoove_v a_o man_n to_o die_v that_o god_n himself_o may_v effect_v the_o matter_n and_o that_o the_o glory_n thereof_o may_v not_o be_v man_n it_o be_v not_o labour_n but_o regeneration_n christ_n bring_v grace_n and_o that_o which_o be_v grace_n be_v not_o the_o labour_n of_o man_n and_o afterward_o a_o man_n have_v pass_v his_o own_o proper_a create_a salvation_n come_v unto_o the_o universal_a increated_a salvation_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o and_o this_o salvation_n know_v god_n and_o with_o this_o a_o man_n can_v stand_v before_o god_n for_o god_n can_v stand_v before_o himself_o and_o this_o man_n no_o more_o judge_v any_o one_o for_o this_o sun_n have_v nothing_o strange_a in_o it_o with_o this_o salvation_n a_o man_n have_v communion_n without_o appropriation_n and_o here_o it_o be_v that_o the_o communion_n of_o saint_n take_v place_n life_n repulse_v by_o one_o flee_v to_o another_o in_o which_o it_o live_v till_o itself_o also_o die_v when_o the_o life_n die_v as_o to_o the_o creature_n it_o be_v nothing_o esteem_v off_o in_o respect_n of_o that_o life_n which_o die_v as_o to_o itself_o for_o there_o life_n yet_o remain_v alive_a and_o receive_v other_o and_o great_a object_n than_o it_o have_v before_o and_o in_o they_o it_o then_o live_v and_o have_v only_o change_v one_o for_o another_o and_o instead_o of_o a_o worse_a have_v receive_v a_o better_a nor_o be_v it_o dead_a in_o itself_o but_o be_v still_o the_o very_a same_o life_n but_o when_o a_o life_n die_v to_o its_o own_o self_n there_o be_v affliction_n unspeakable_a when_o it_o can_v have_v nothing_o whereby_o it_o can_v be_v sustain_v and_o which_o can_v refresh_v or_o comfort_v it_o for_o the_o destruction_n thereof_o be_v without_o hope_n for_o when_o it_o fall_v can_v rise_v up_o again_o no_o more_o because_o it_o fall_v a_o natural_a thing_n and_o it_o rise_v again_o a_o spiritual_a thing_n and_o therefore_o like_a seek_v like_a the_o old_a bottle_n can_v contain_v new_a wine_n a_o new_a patch_n agree_v not_o with_o a_o old_a garment_n therefore_o we_o must_v die_v to_o deformity_n when_o conformity_n be_v to_o be_v perform_v it_o be_v very_o necessary_a to_o have_v discretion_n but_o no_o man_n can_v have_v it_o but_o he_o that_o have_v the_o seven_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n of_o which_o the_o prophet_n speak_v and_o the_o last_o of_o they_o be_v the_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o when_o one_o receive_v the_o former_a gift_n then_o at_o last_o he_o be_v round_o about_o fill_v with_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o the_o lord_n be_v fear_v in_o all_o chap._n viii_o about_o the_o prophetical_a promise_n of_o god_n we_o must_v always_o observe_v who_o they_o respect_v for_o they_o belong_v not_o to_o the_o natural_a man_n and_o he_o participate_v nothing_o of_o they_o but_o only_o his_o destruction_n whatever_o be_v extent_n in_o the_o prophet_n and_o the_o apostle_n have_v write_v be_v praise_v as_o that_o which_o be_v beautiful_a yea_o and_o it_o be_v beautiful_a but_o to_o the_o natural_a man_n it_o be_v death_n and_o he_o participate_v nothing_o thereof_o although_o therefore_o he_o shall_v praise_v it_o as_o that_o which_o be_v beautiful_a yet_o it_o be_v his_o death_n yea_o and_o therefore_o he_o must_v come_v into_o death_n if_o it_o must_v be_v apply_v unto_o he_o but_o christ_n be_v constitute_v by_o his_o father_n to_o be_v the_o saviour_n that_o he_o may_v apply_v all_o that_o and_o fulfil_v it_o by_o the_o cross_n no_o man_n that_o be_v not_o dead_a come_v under_o grace_n and_o the_o gospel_n therefore_o they_o false_o boast_v who_o glory_n that_o they_o be_v under_o grace_n without_o death_n a_o man_n not_o dead_a be_v first_o to_o be_v subdue_v by_o the_o law_n and_o therefore_o be_v to_o be_v prepare_v for_o death_n by_o mean_n of_o which_o he_o be_v free_v from_o the_o law_n and_o come_v under_o grace_n as_o long_o as_o he_o be_v alive_a he_o belong_v to_o the_o subjection_n of_o the_o law_n but_o when_o he_o be_v after_o that_o dead_a he_o be_v under_o grace_n for_o christ_n be_v not_o the_o servant_n of_o sin_n that_o he_o may_v leave_v our_o sin_n in_o their_o own_o state_n but_o he_o come_v that_o he_o may_v free_v we_o from_o sin_n which_o be_v do_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o death_n sin_n be_v punish_v with_o death_n and_o christ_n be_v no_o defender_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n that_o he_o shall_v remain_v alive_a for_o if_o he_o shall_v do_v that_o we_o shall_v come_v without_o death_n into_o god_n which_o be_v impossible_a let_v every_o one_o therefore_o abstain_v from_o false_a boasting_n and_o defend_v no_o unrighteousness_n for_o that_o thing_n will_v never_o find_v success_n the_o whole_a world_n be_v full_a of_o false_a boasting_n concern_v christ_n but_o we_o must_v not_o be_v conform_v to_o the_o word_n as_o paul_n say_v a_o man_n be_v secret_o besiege_v by_o many_o thing_n of_o which_o he_o be_v ignorant_a and_o he_o then_o at_o last_o come_v to_o apprehend_v it_o when_o they_o be_v withdraw_v from_o he_o also_o a_o man_n sometime_o apprehend_v a_o defect_n in_o himself_o and_o be_v ignorant_a what_o it_o shall_v be_v which_o oftentimes_o be_v so_o great_a that_o it_o must_v be_v qualify_v by_o the_o lord_n the_o misery_n defect_n and_o death_n of_o nature_n be_v rather_o to_o be_v bear_v with_o then_o to_o fly_v to_o complaint_n anger_n and_o murmur_n suffer_v and_o hold_v thy_o tongue_n and_o thou_o shal_v be_v advance_v with_o help_n and_o assistance_n break_v not_o out_o into_o word_n but_o repress_v their_o motion_n flee_v not_o from_o the_o affliction_n of_o thy_o nature_n for_o come_v it_o from_o whence_o it_o will_v it_o will_v bring_v with_o it_o great_a gain_n unto_o thou_o and_o will_v be_v a_o benefactor_n to_o thy_o heart_n if_o thou_o shal_v not_o do_v this_o thou_o shal_v have_v a_o disturb_a mind_n and_o shal_v hot_a be_v advance_v forward_o by_o any_o exercise_n there_o be_v many_o thing_n in_o which_o a_o man_n follow_v concupiscence_n where_o yet_o he_o pretend_v to_o another_o fair_a outside_n show_v whatever_o be_v beyond_o necessity_n be_v contrary_a to_o god_n and_o to_o all_o righteousness_n yea_o and_o to_o a_o man_n be_v own_o self_n no_o man_n ought_v to_o boast_v of_o his_o exercise_n before_o other_o but_o to_o walk_v in_o the_o fight_n of_o god_n and_o to_o rest_v quiet_a in_o he_o for_o it_o be_v enough_o if_o god_n see_v it_o all_o highmindedness_a be_v to_o be_v avoid_v lest_o we_o be_v esteem_v for_o some_o body_n before_o other_o exercise_v thyself_o fore_o god_n to_o be_v able_a to_o tolerate_v ignorance_n be_v wisdom_n it_o be_v the_o part_n of_o grave_a old_a man_n to_o wink_v at_o the_o folly_n of_o youth_n when_o any_o one_o lie_v in_o death_n and_o be_v fill_v therewith_o and_o both_o inward_o and_o outward_o be_v without_o rest_n
both_o day_n and_o night_n and_o seethe_v other_o full_a of_o life_n there_o it_o be_v express_v what_o lie_v hide_v in_o he_o whither_o life_n or_o death_n that_o which_o have_v renounce_v time_n can_v assume_v death_n nor_o acknowledge_v it_o although_o it_o can_v flee_v from_o the_o same_o the_o death_n of_o all_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v promote_v chap._n ix_o there_o be_v no_o need_n that_o any_o one_o shall_v be_v solicitous_a how_o he_o ought_v to_o come_v into_o death_n and_o corruption_n for_o it_o come_v in_o its_o own_o time_n and_o can_v be_v suppress_v as_o a_o woman_n big_a with_o child_n when_o the_o hour_n of_o the_o birth_n come_v can_v hinder_v it_o whatever_o a_o man_n know_v and_o understand_v in_o this_o death_n it_o be_v contrary_a to_o he_o for_o it_o be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o ditch_n in_o which_o he_o lie_v putrify_v and_o corrupt_v no_o ratiocination_n nor_o understanding_n delight_v he_o if_o yet_o he_o can_v be_v delight_v with_o any_o thing_n he_o will_v also_o still_o live_v what_o soever_o therefore_o he_o have_v appli_v speak_v or_o handle_v it_o be_v all_o do_v in_o death_n and_o he_o himself_o be_v detain_v in_o death_n that_o he_o may_v putrefy_v and_o corrupt_v even_o unto_o the_o corporal_a death_n and_o this_o be_v that_o end_n or_o conclusion_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n now_o as_o this_o dead_a man_n have_v understand_v speak_v think_v and_o appli_v all_o thing_n infect_v with_o death_n and_o lie_v as_o it_o be_v in_o a_o ditch_n in_o which_o he_o putrefi_v so_o on_o the_o contrary_a a_o live_a man_n have_v understand_v speak_v think_v and_o use_v all_o thing_n qualify_v with_o life_n and_o as_o the_o other_o be_v in_o a_o grave_n so_o this_o be_v in_o the_o house_n of_o joy_n where_o he_o eat_v drink_v dance_n sings_z till_o he_o also_o come_v into_o death_n than_o all_o these_o thing_n cease_v and_o he_o can_v receive_v none_o of_o they_o the_o natural_a man_n never_o transcend_v imagination_n and_o though_o he_o become_v so_o high_a therein_o that_o he_o dare_v to_o touch_v god_n yet_o even_o then_o be_v he_o overthrow_v as_o it_o be_v write_v though_o he_o shall_v build_v his_o nest_n in_o heaven_n yet_o thence_o will_v god_n throw_v he_o down_o headlong_o then_o all_o be_v do_v with_o he_o as_o with_o that_o rich_a man_n who_o clothe_v himself_o gorgeous_o and_o be_v feed_v with_o the_o dainty_a food_n but_o after_o all_o that_o he_o die_v and_o be_v bury_v and_o then_o whatever_o have_v be_v pleasant_a depart_v from_o his_o soul_n and_o can_v no_o long_o receive_v it_o because_o his_o prayer_n be_v not_o hear_v yet_o his_o mind_n be_v in_o this_o place_n separate_v from_o nature_n by_o the_o cross_n and_o be_v take_v into_o god_n and_o live_v in_o he_o but_o nature_n be_v detain_v in_o death_n under_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n from_o which_o the_o mind_n be_v free_v by_o the_o cross_n and_o stand_v under_o grace_n serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n and_o be_v free_a from_o sin_n from_o which_o christ_n have_v free_v he_o and_o so_o be_v repulse_v by_o the_o mind_n in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o humanity_n tawler_n call_v it_o the_o lowermost_a power_n out_o of_o which_o the_o viciousness_n be_v so_o eject_v that_o it_o never_o can_v return_v thither_o again_o when_o the_o natural_a man_n do_v stand_v in_o his_o own_o increase_n he_o do_v accomplish_v that_o work_n according_a to_o his_o own_o will_n that_o be_v the_o will_n of_o man_n but_o when_o god_n have_v gain_v to_o be_v in_o the_o place_n of_o self_n he_o effect_v his_o work_n according_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n but_o contrary_a to_o the_o will_n of_o man_n if_o a_o man_n follow_v his_o concupiscence_n in_o small_a thing_n he_o follow_v it_o also_o in_o great_a thing_n that_o which_o he_o must_v do_v that_o he_o can_v omit_v for_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n try_v and_o prove_v by_o experience_n if_o therefore_o one_o will_v not_o follow_v his_o lust_n in_o great_a thing_n he_o be_v not_o to_o follow_v it_o then_o in_o small_a thing_n for_o he_o who_o be_v willing_a to_o omit_v great_a matter_n will_v also_o omit_v small_a to_o be_v deficient_a to_o one_o self_n as_o to_o nature_n and_o to_o suffer_v therein_o be_v very_o pleasant_a to_o the_o mind_n for_o whatever_o be_v cut_v off_o from_o the_o flesh_n by_o reason_n of_o conscience_n be_v profitable_a to_o conscience_n we_o must_v suffer_v in_o nature_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o conscience_n but_o not_o in_o conscience_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o nature_n chap._n x._o if_o a_o man_n shall_v have_v the_o impression_n of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o himself_o viz._n so_o as_o that_o he_o shall_v true_o know_v himself_o there_o can_v not_o be_v one_o of_o the_o son_n of_o man_n so_o vile_a and_o despicable_a beneath_o who_o he_o will_v not_o submit_v himself_o yea_o account_v himself_o unworthy_a to_o have_v any_o converse_n with_o he_o that_o a_o man_n be_v so_o evil_a so_o troublesome_a and_o so_o morose_v towards_o his_o neighbour_n proceed_v from_o hence_o viz._n because_o he_o hitherto_o think_v himself_o to_o to_o be_v something_o in_o time_n and_o in_o eternity_n nor_o will_v he_o be_v make_v ashamed_a to_o be_v in_o indignation_n because_o of_o adversity_n be_v a_o sign_n that_o a_o man_n be_v and_o be_v willing_a to_o remain_v something_o which_o something_o must_v notwithstanding_o be_v turn_v into_o nothing_o whatever_o thereof_o be_v contrary_a to_o this_o something_o must_v be_v bear_v with_o or_o endure_v that_o that_o may_v be_v reduce_v into_o its_o nothing_o the_o short_a and_o useful_a rule_n for_o go_v forward_o be_v this_o viz._n that_o every_o one_o shall_v satisfy_v his_o own_o conscience_n conscience_n be_v a_o book_n in_o which_o we_o must_v study_v daily_o that_o which_o every_o one_o will_v bring_v forth_o out_o of_o the_o appetite_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n by_o do_v omit_v or_o speak_v etc._n etc._n that_o aught_o to_o be_v intermit_v though_o the_o thing_n shall_v be_v lawful_a in_o itself_o unless_o it_o be_v subject_a to_o mutability_n wherefore_o we_o may_v not_o imitate_v they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n because_o they_o do_v all_o thing_n in_o death_n which_o another_o will_v do_v in_o life_n for_o that_o which_o be_v dead_a be_v free_a from_o every_o thing_n now_o to_o be_v thus_o free_a from_o thing_n be_v the_o same_o as_o to_o have_v no_o life_n in_o thing_n in_o whatsoever_o therefore_o one_o have_v yet_o a_o life_n he_o be_v not_o free_a from_o that_o thing_n whence_o it_o follow_v that_o he_o be_v to_o endeavour_v to_o his_o utmost_a to_o abstain_v from_o it_o if_o he_o will_v act_v right_o for_o we_o must_v satisfy_v conscience_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n study_v to_o be_v obedient_a to_o it_o if_o any_o one_o say_v that_o he_o be_v free_a from_o any_o thing_n unless_o he_o do_v it_o with_o affliction_n and_o grief_n but_o not_o with_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n he_o say_v not_o the_o truth_n for_o that_o be_v still_o to_o he_o instead_o of_o a_o prison_n in_o which_o he_o be_v detain_v a_o prisoner_n so_o that_o he_o be_v bind_v and_o not_o free_a therefore_o let_v no_o man_n deceive_v himself_o nor_o boast_v before_o the_o time_n he_o who_o be_v to_o come_v into_o a_o more_o sublime_a state_n must_v be_v lift_v up_o thereunto_o in_o order_n and_o by_o degree_n and_o it_o behoove_v he_o to_o proceed_v in_o those_o way_n which_o lead_v he_o thither_o we_o must_v beware_v of_o a_o double_a heart_n whosoever_o be_v ingenious_a hate_v it_o the_o dissembler_n and_o the_o hypocrite_n have_v indeed_o a_o outside_n fair_a show_n yet_o he_o will_v not_o indeed_o desist_v from_o his_o lust_n for_o he_o do_v not_o think_v it_o to_o be_v his_o concern_n to_o be_v lead_v contrary_a to_o his_o own_o will_n fame_n and_o glory_n be_v a_o short_a and_o a_o vain_a joy_n the_o new_a creature_n be_v not_o a_o action_n but_o a_o generation_n we_o come_v unto_o it_o by_o the_o cross_n for_o the_o way_n which_o lead_v thereunto_o be_v the_o cross_n and_o affliction_n chap._n xi_o christ_n have_v assume_v our_o nature_n but_o not_o our_o sin_n that_o which_o we_o so_o often_o mention_v concern_v nature_n we_o mean_v of_o it_o as_o it_o be_v corrupt_v by_o sin_n and_o not_o as_o it_o be_v in_o itself_o for_o nature_n in_o itself_o be_v good_a but_o it_o be_v corrupt_v by_o sin_n and_o ferment_v with_o sin_n just_a as_o when_o water_n and_o blood_n be_v mingle_v together_o nothing_o but_o blood_n be_v discern_v though_o both_o the_o matter_n and_o substance_n of_o water_n be_v still_o there_o christ_n have_v assume_v naked_a or_o mere_a nature_n as_o it_o be_v without_o blood_n that_o be_v without_o sin_n so_o he_o have_v assume_v our_o flesh_n but_o not_o
for_o real_o it_o be_v without_o judgement_n nor_o have_v it_o any_o need_n of_o any_o mean_n by_o which_o it_o may_v abstain_v from_o judgement_n because_o it_o have_v no_o such_o thing_n in_o itself_o but_o proper_a salvation_n have_v hitherto_o carry_v along_o with_o it_o judgement_n and_o if_o it_o must_v abstain_v from_o they_o it_o must_v do_v it_o by_o some_o mean_n which_o the_o real_a salvation_n want_v now_o those_o mean_n be_v the_o creature_n for_o the_o essence_n be_v god_n himself_o who_o endure_v no_o creature_n before_o the_o essence_n come_v all_o image_n must_v vanish_v real_a salvation_n hide_v or_o withdraw_v itself_o from_o no_o man_n neither_o be_v it_o separate_v nor_o include_v nor_o make_v proper_a but_o if_o any_o one_o seclude_v or_o separate_v himself_o he_o withdraw_v or_o hide_v himself_o from_o it_o than_o the_o blame_n be_v not_o to_o be_v lay_v on_o that_o but_o on_o he_o who_o do_v it_o thus_o be_v the_o man_n who_o be_v in_o this_o salvation_n and_o where_o this_o salvation_n take_v place_n chap._n xv._o the_o chief_a and_o great_a affliction_n of_o all_o the_o damn_a be_v this_o that_o they_o be_v separate_v from_o god_n so_o that_o he_o that_o feel_v that_o separation_n feel_v the_o pain_n of_o hell_n god_n be_v essential_o very_o good_a nor_o be_v there_o any_o good_a but_o god_n he_o therefore_o that_o be_v deprive_v of_o that_o have_v nothing_o whence_o it_o be_v say_v he_o be_v a_o poor_a man_n who_o go_v to_o hell_n for_o some_o year_n together_o all_o thing_n have_v fall_v away_o from_o i_o yet_o hitherto_o the_o chief_a and_o real_a death_n follow_v not_o thereupon_o as_o now_o it_o do_v death_n indeed_o be_v always_o present_a with_o i_o but_o it_o be_v never_o essential_a death_n till_o now_o for_o here_o a_o man_n lie_v in_o death_n and_o destruction_n nor_o can_v he_o take_v or_o use_v any_o discretion_n nor_o think_v this_o or_o that_o nor_o conceive_v image_n unless_o it_o be_v that_o he_o lie_v essential_o in_o death_n and_o that_o death_n be_v real_o present_a and_o when_o in_o this_o misery_n one_o begin_v to_o talk_v of_o these_o or_o the_o other_o divine_a thing_n even_o for_o that_o nature_n be_v to_o be_v punish_v again_o and_o to_o be_v crucify_v with_o yet_o a_o more_o bitter_a death_n nature_n can_v enter_v in_o again_o as_o she_o go_v out_o for_o here_o she_o take_v breath_n again_o and_o be_v recreated_a and_o yet_o there_o belong_v nothing_o to_o she_o but_o destruction_n and_o death_n they_o who_o lie_v in_o this_o affliction_n if_o one_o propound_v to_o they_o any_o comfort_n of_o life_n they_o esteem_v it_o for_o poison_n and_o for_o bitterness_n and_o for_o adversity_n nor_o can_v they_o listen_v to_o it_o even_o as_o if_o one_o who_o be_v lead_v into_o death_n look_v round_o about_o he_o shall_v see_v all_o and_o every_o one_o to_o be_v dead_a all_o whosoever_o he_o behold_v yea_o his_o kindred_n and_o familiar_a friend_n here_o let_v it_o be_v observe_v how_o great_a be_v that_o affliction_n to_o be_v desert_v of_o all_o and_o to_o draw_v life_n no_o where_o and_o to_o be_v a_o captive_a and_o bondslave_n unto_o death_n even_o to_o the_o desertion_n of_o all_o creature_n but_o god_n ennoble_v the_o case_n by_o change_v it_o and_o that_o through_o a_o great_a difficulty_n of_o suffering_n when_o they_o be_v not_o ennoble_v as_o to_o a_o outward_a fair_a show_n before_o the_o flesh_n but_o in_o spirit_n the_o former_a state_n be_v always_o more_o noble_a than_o the_o follow_v but_o not_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n for_o the_o tent_n of_o kedar_n be_v black_a but_o god_n know_v they_o to_o be_v otherwise_o inward_o christ_n come_v not_o as_o it_o be_v expect_v his_o face_n be_v sad_a like_o a_o man_n of_o sorrow_n etc._n etc._n chap._n xvi_o the_o follow_a combat_n be_v always_o terrible_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o forego_n and_o that_o which_o follow_v that_o be_v yet_o more_o terrible_a and_o so_o be_v every_o other_o after_o the_o former_a so_o that_o the_o precede_a conflict_n in_o respect_n of_o the_o follow_a be_v always_o light_a though_o they_o also_o in_o respect_n of_o those_o that_o be_v afore_o they_o be_v heavy_a and_o all_o this_o god_n do_v who_o lead_v a_o man_n by_o and_o through_o these_o hard_a way_n till_o he_o have_v right_o prepare_v he_o and_o render_v he_o purge_v from_o all_o dross_n and_o filâ—h_n and_o this_o a_o man_n suffer_v and_o god_n operate_v a_o man_n be_v overcome_v by_o god_n and_o passive_o lead_v and_o though_o at_o first_o he_o be_v also_o active_a under_o law_n yet_o afterward_o he_o be_v not_o so_o because_o through_o this_o whole_a state_n even_o to_o the_o follow_v he_o suffer_v and_o the_o state_n which_o follow_v in_o respect_n of_o the_o forego_n be_v horrible_a whereas_o before_o that_o it_o do_v seem_v to_o be_v noble_a yet_o in_o respect_n of_o man_n and_o not_o of_o god_n for_o by_o how_o much_o the_o sublime_a be_v the_o corruption_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o noble_a will_v be_v the_o fruit_n for_o a_o man_n be_v still_o lead_v more_o deep_o and_o deep_o into_o affliction_n the_o former_a state_n be_v always_o more_o eligible_a in_o respect_n of_o that_o which_o follow_v so_o that_o a_o man_n as_o far_o as_o he_o be_v in_o the_o forego_n can_v account_v of_o himself_o in_o regard_n of_o the_o follow_a a_o heretic_n when_o christ_n say_v if_o they_o shall_v say_v lo_o here_o be_v christ_n go_v not_o forth_o he_o will_v say_v this_o we_o must_v not_o depart_v from_o affâ—ition_n into_o they_o who_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n life_n can_v enter_v they_o who_o have_v not_o yet_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n and_o yet_o obey_v the_o governance_n of_o their_o conscience_n stand_v in_o the_o midst_n between_o life_n and_o death_n they_o be_v subject_a to_o great_a labour_n and_o strife_n who_o endeavour_n by_o the_o help_n of_o conscience_n to_o suppress_v that_o life_n which_o they_o have_v in_o themselves_o these_o man_n as_o yet_o can_v know_v no_o death_n until_o they_o come_v into_o that_o state_n but_o yet_o they_o believe_v it_o they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n even_o their_o very_a cogitation_n do_v lie_v in_o death_n that_o they_o can_v be_v delight_v with_o noth_z ng_z neither_o with_o god_n nor_o with_o the_o creature_n for_o if_o they_o can_v still_o be_v delight_v with_o any_o thing_n by_o think_v or_o cogitation_n that_o will_v still_o prove_v to_o be_v a_o life_n which_o can_v be_v in_o this_o case_n it_o one_o place_v under_o a_o naked_a sword_n shall_v be_v ask_v whether_o he_o take_v delight_n at_o that_o time_n in_o any_o thing_n without_o doubt_n he_o will_v answer_v that_o he_o sit_v in_o death_n nor_o can_v possible_o fancy_v to_o himself_o any_o other_o thing_n but_o a_o certain_a and_o a_o real_a death_n if_o such_o a_o one_o shall_v get_v up_o on_o his_o leg_n to_o look_v about_o on_o life_n and_o thing_n temporal_a he_o will_v see_v nothing_o before_o he_o but_o a_o cloud_n that_o be_v judgement_n and_o death_n the_o state_n of_o such_o man_n be_v plain_o miserable_a and_o painful_a nor_o be_v it_o to_o be_v wish_v for_o as_o if_o perhaps_o we_o shall_v say_v o_o will_v to_o god_n we_o be_v like_o such_o or_o such_o but_o this_o be_v to_o be_v wish_v that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v to_o be_v accomplish_v in_o we_o that_o we_o may_v bear_v it_o and_o be_v unite_v with_o it_o moreover_o those_o man_n who_o thus_o lie_v in_o death_n have_v little_a or_o no_o comeliness_n in_o they_o but_o be_v very_o much_o deform_v and_o therefore_o he_o who_o be_v conversant_a with_o they_o must_v beware_v lest_o he_o imitate_v their_o word_n or_o behaviour_n for_o whatsoever_o they_o do_v or_o omit_v to_o do_v be_v silent_a in_o or_o speak_v it_o be_v all_o perform_v in_o death_n nor_o can_v any_o life_n joy_n comfort_n or_o pleasure_n lay_v hold_v of_o they_o in_o this_o state_n they_o be_v untouched_a by_o delectation_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o death_n if_o therefore_o he_o who_o be_v without_o the_o bound_n of_o this_o state_n shall_v imitate_v their_o word_n and_o action_n he_o will_v do_v thus_o whilst_o he_o be_v still_o full_a of_o life_n and_o with_o a_o feel_n of_o comfort_n of_o joy_n of_o pleasure_n etc._n etc._n and_o then_o will_v he_o wander_v egregious_o because_o he_o will_v be_v in_o no_o want_n of_o delectation_n in_o regard_n he_o will_v still_o remain_v full_a of_o life_n and_o therefore_o let_v he_o have_v a_o great_a care_n and_o keep_v his_o life_n safe_o lest_o he_o put_v it_o forth_o into_o jeopardy_n for_o though_o he_o be_v still_o often_o accuse_v in_o his_o conscience_n for_o negligence_n yet_o inward_o he_o have_v much_o joâ—_n and_o comfort_n which_o
the_o resurrection_n to_o the_o same_o person_n dear_a brother_n we_o will_v beg_v of_o the_o lord_n that_o he_o may_v have_v mercy_n on_o we_o and_o that_o he_o will_v lead_v we_o into_o the_o power_n of_o the_o resurrection_n every_o one_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n of_o his_o illumination_n by_o the_o quicken_a power_n of_o his_o spirit_n by_o the_o benefit_n of_o who_o all_o seed_n do_v put_v forth_o their_o faculty_n in_o grow_v for_o the_o natural_a life_n faculty_n understanding_n wisdom_n and_o sense_n do_v all_o tend_v to_o death_n in_o time_n and_o though_o a_o man_n delude_v by_o some_o fair_a show_n may_v imagine_v to_o himself_o a_o eternal_a permanency_n of_o these_o thing_n yet_o when_o the_o sun_n be_v rise_v to_o a_o burn_a strength_n all_o these_o will_v dry_v up_o or_o wither_v nor_o be_v it_o possible_a for_o they_o to_o consist_v or_o abide_v the_o just_a judgement_n of_o god_n as_o be_v that_o which_o melt_v all_o down_o yea_o furthermore_o the_o very_a discretion_n itself_o of_o the_o soul_n must_v die_v likewise_o as_o far_o as_o the_o natural_a man_n study_v to_o preserve_v it_o if_o that_o that_o man_n according_a to_o the_o testimony_n of_o his_o conscience_n be_v willing_a to_o satisfy_v the_o law_n lest_o that_o soul_n do_v tumble_v down_o into_o utter_a destruction_n now_o because_o it_o be_v not_o the_o proper_a disposition_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n to_o lose_v any_o thing_n but_o rather_o with_o the_o top_n of_o the_o life_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o preserve_v all_o thing_n therefore_o it_o be_v subject_v to_o the_o divine_a judgement_n that_o be_v to_o death_n and_o because_o he_o be_v willing_a to_o conserve_v life_n in_o himself_o and_o in_o his_o soul_n now_o there_o be_v life_n no_o where_o but_o in_o god_n the_o soul_n can_v come_v at_o the_o true_a nourishment_n of_o life_n but_o be_v to_o be_v deliveral_a up_o to_o death_n inasmuch_o as_o the_o natural_a man_n proper_o be_v death_n itself_o and_o belong_v to_o death_n for_o they_o be_v bind_v up_o together_o into_o one_o body_n and_o both_o viz._n the_o body_n from_o the_o soul_n and_o on_o the_o other_o part_n the_o soul_n from_o the_o body_n be_v move_v together_o whether_o it_o be_v to_o grief_n or_o to_o joy_n yea_o though_o it_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o the_o high_a knowledge_n unto_o which_o the_o soul_n according_a to_o the_o natural_a rule_n of_o life_n can_v possible_o ascend_v for_o she_o can_v be_v elevate_v high_a in_o understanding_n unless_o first_o as_o to_o her_o knowledge_n by_o which_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v inform_v by_o she_o she_o shall_v die_v so_o as_o that_o it_o behoove_v both_o soul_n and_o body_n as_o one_o man_n to_o die_v after_o that_o the_o spiritual_a conception_n be_v now_o out_o of_o that_o deadned_a seed_n be_v wont_a to_o spring_v forth_o a_o new_a plant_n enrich_v with_o divine_a fruitfulness_n which_o no_o death_n can_v touch_v any_o more_o neither_o according_a to_o soul_n nor_o according_a to_o body_n because_o this_o generation_n not_o of_o man_n but_o without_o man_n nor_o out_o of_o his_o will_n but_o without_o his_o will_n not_o with_o hope_n but_o without_o all_o hope_n arrive_v at_o the_o state_n of_o eternity_n out_o of_o the_o eternal_a grace_n of_o god_n so_o as_o that_o it_o be_v of_o god_n and_o of_o life_n always_o abide_v nor_o be_v it_o corruptible_a even_o as_o also_o god_n be_v in_o his_o own_o nature_n every_o thing_n therefore_o return_v to_o that_o out_o of_o which_o it_o first_o spring_v viz._n the_o natural_a man_n with_o its_o perfect_a body_n and_o in_o its_o sphere_n to_o death_n without_o any_o resurrection_n at_o all_o according_a to_o its_o own_o proper_a nature_n and_o the_o supernatural_a man_n in_o its_o perfect_a sphere_n to_o eternal_a life_n abide_v eternal_o in_o god_n and_o yet_o as_o a_o creature_n but_o glorify_v in_o god_n he_o who_o come_v to_o this_o state_n can_v deny_v the_o truth_n of_o the_o thing_n but_o he_o who_o partake_v nothing_o thereof_o also_o as_o a_o natural_a man_n utter_v with_o truth_n that_o he_o believe_v that_o there_o be_v no_o resurrection_n and_o although_o he_o shall_v confess_v it_o yet_o even_o that_o confession_n of_o the_o resurrection_n must_v die_v because_o unto_o the_o natural_a man_n as_o such_o there_o never_o even_o eternal_o belong_v any_o resurrection_n even_o as_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o a_o seed_n sow_o to_o come_v to_o a_o perfect_a death_n unless_o it_o be_v whole_o corrupt_v in_o its_o self_n if_o therefore_o it_o can_v be_v bring_v to_o pass_v that_o a_o man_n can_v give_v up_o himself_o to_o death_n with_o a_o hope_n of_o receive_v forthwith_o another_o life_n and_o as_o to_o that_o state_n and_o according_a to_o that_o rule_n of_o his_o knowledge_n wherein_o he_o be_v dead_a a_o better_a for_o no_o man_n can_v whilst_o his_o present_a understanding_n be_v in_o be_v attain_v to_o another_o understanding_n or_o life_n unless_o the_o former_a be_v first_o dead_o then_o indeed_o there_o will_v be_v no_o need_n to_o proceed_v to_o a_o further_a death_n because_o it_o can_v only_o follow_v that_o which_o have_v be_v in_o be_v before_o now_o therefore_o there_o be_v here_o place_n for_o death_n when_o by_o the_o benefit_n of_o corruption_n through_o the_o operation_n of_o god_n a_o new_a plant_n arise_v according_a to_o the_o nature_n of_o the_o corruption_n do_v every_o thing_n according_a to_o its_o own_o kind_n as_o there_o be_v example_n in_o all_o creature_n and_o in_o the_o corruptible_a propagation_n of_o they_o so_o that_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o the_o natural_a man_n affirm_v that_o there_o be_v no_o more_o resurrection_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o he_o confirm_v it_o because_o he_o true_o be_v prepare_v himself_o for_o death_n and_o utter_v public_o his_o testimony_n concern_v his_o corruption_n and_o his_o eternal_a death_n for_o there_o be_v to_o be_v no_o resurrection_n of_o he_o and_o thus_o also_o to_o he_o may_v 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father_n even_o to_o the_o very_a death_n of_o the_o cross_n upon_o that_o he_o be_v hang_v naked_a between_o two_o thieeve_n as_o the_o incendary_a &_o trumpeter_n of_o the_o seditious_a present_o after_o they_o divide_v his_o garment_n by_o lot_n even_o before_o his_o eye_n many_o also_o shake_v their_o head_n at_o he_o so_o that_o nothing_o else_o encompass_v he_o round_o but_o ignominy_n and_o reproach_n and_o one_o sorrow_n tread_v upon_o the_o heel_n of_o another_o then_o the_o wave_n of_o affliction_n be_v so_o many_o that_o they_o enter_v even_o into_o his_o soul_n because_o he_o be_v desert_v of_o his_o father_n that_o out_o of_o mere_a pressure_n and_o dereliction_n he_o cry_v out_o with_o a_o loud_a voice_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o all_o which_o be_v find_v describe_v at_o large_a in_o the_o evangelist_n prophet_n and_o in_o the_o psalm_n especial_o in_o the_o 22_o psalm_n where_o the_o prophet_n complain_v in_o the_o person_n of_o christ_n my_o god_n i_o call_v unto_o thou_o all_o the_o day_n but_o thou_o will_v not_o hear_v i_o a_o be_o worm_n and_o no_o man_n also_o in_o psalm_n 60._o save_v i_o o_o god_n because_o the_o flood_n have_v enter_v into_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o stick_v fast_o in_o the_o deep_a mire_n and_o there_o be_v no_o bottom_n and_o so_o on_o to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o psalm_n moreover_o in_o psalm_n 88_o my_o soul_n be_v fill_v with_o evil_a and_o my_o life_n approach_v unto_o the_o grave_n or_o hell_n etc._n etc._n by_o which_o and_o the_o like_a say_n express_v the_o torment_n of_o christ_n the_o whole_a psalter_n with_o the_o prophet_n be_v perfect_o fill_v but_o now_o if_o thou_o shall_v say_v christ_n indeed_o as_o the_o scripture_n do_v testify_v do_v suffer_v all_o these_o thing_n and_o fulfil_v they_o in_o his_o example_n yet_o be_v it_o impossible_a that_o any_o one_o can_v imitate_v he_o in_o such_o strait_n and_o desertion_n it_o be_v answer_v christ_n himself_o have_v say_v he_o that_o take_v not_o up_o his_o cross_n and_o come_v after_o i_o can_v be_v my_o disciple_n nor_o be_v he_o worthy_a of_o i_o also_o peter_n have_v say_v christ_n have_v suffer_v for_o we_o leave_v we_o a_o example_n that_o we_o may_v follow_v his_o step_n now_o if_o this_o be_v impossible_a will_v not_o these_o and_o the_o like_a say_n read_v every_o where_o up_o and_o down_o the_o scripture_n be_v in_o vain_a but_o what_o do_v paul_n say_v i_o can_v do_v all_o thing_n through_o christ_n that_o strengthen_v i_o and_o christ_n say_v that_o that_o which_o be_v impossible_a with_o man_n be_v possible_a with_o god_n for_o he_o work_v in_o we_o both_o to_o will_v and_o to_o do_v yield_v thyself_o therefore_o to_o god_n and_o commit_v thy_o cause_n unto_o he_o o_o man_n and_o hope_v in_o he_o that_o he_o will_v perform_v and_o fulfil_v all_o thing_n in_o thou_o for_o he_o always_o even_o from_o the_o very_a beginning_n of_o the_o world_n even_o to_o this_o very_a day_n have_v put_v a_o end_n to_o the_o combat_n of_o his_o peopleâ—_n and_o he_o be_v faithful_a and_o suffer_v no_o man_n to_o be_v tempt_v beyond_o what_o he_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v never_o yet_o do_v such_o misery_n touch_v his_o elect_n but_o he_o still_o together_o with_o the_o temptation_n find_v out_o a_o way_n to_o escape_v as_o it_o be_v make_v manifest_a in_o the_o example_n of_o the_o patriarch_n prophet_n and_o apostle_n who_o all_o as_o also_o the_o author_n of_o these_o saying_n be_v lead_v through_o fire_n and_o water_n through_o misery_n and_o strait_n and_o through_o a_o total_a desertion_n yet_o every_o one_o according_a to_o his_o measure_n so_o as_o they_o become_v as_o gold_n purify_v in_o the_o fire_n and_o be_v purge_v from_o their_o sin_n alas_o how_o vast_o great_a be_v that_o micsey_n in_o which_o david_n cry_v out_o â—nd_v complain_v the_o sorrow_n of_o death_n have_v compass_v i_o about_o and_o the_o torment_n of_o hell_n have_v make_v i_o afraid_a the_o snare_n of_o death_n have_v lay_v hold_v upon_o i_o also_o when_o jeremiah_n for_o mere_a anxiety_n and_o desertion_n curse_v the_o day_n of_o his_o nativity_n as_o we_o may_v read_v they_o in_o their_o own_o place_n and_o who_o can_v express_v in_o word_n that_o both_o internal_a and_o external_a misery_n wherewith_o job_n be_v afflict_v from_o the_o lord_n who_o will_v give_v unto_o i_o this_o say_v he_o that_o thou_o may_v cover_v i_o in_o hell_n or_o the_o grave_a my_o dwelling_n be_v in_o hell_n or_o the_o grave_n and_o i_o have_v make_v my_o bed_n in_o darkness_n etc._n etc._n also_o in_o another_o place_n by_o reason_n of_o his_o continual_a desertion_n he_o open_o curse_v the_o day_n of_o his_o birth_n as_o do_v jeremiah_n to_o many_o more_o such_o
lord_n have_v â—orn_v with_o he_o and_o with_o how_o much_o ado_n he_o â—edged_v up_o his_o way_n and_o his_o return_v back_o â—nto_o egypt_n and_o how_o as_o it_o be_v force_v â—nd_o compel_v he_o and_o consequent_o â—ith_v a_o certain_a kind_n of_o violence_n as_o i_o may_v â—y_a he_o be_v bring_v unto_o god_n nor_o be_v â—e_a ignorant_a of_o such_o mean_v apply_v to_o he_o â—y_a the_o lord_n and_o therefore_o he_o also_o never_o â—veigheth_v with_o sharpness_n against_o other_o â—or_a judge_v sinner_n but_o be_v gentle_a and_o merciful_a towards_o they_o and_o desire_v not_o their_o death_n but_o rather_o that_o god_n may_v convert_v they_o if_o this_o be_v to_o be_v do_v towards_o the_o vile_a and_o hard_a fore_n of_o sinner_n who_o no_o repentance_n touch_v much_o more_o gentle_o will_v he_o act_v with_o his_o weak_a neighbour_n who_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o repentance_n seek_v the_o lord_n this_o person_n sure_o he_o deserve_o bear_v with_o in_o all_o his_o defect_n and_o infirmity_n and_o sustain_v he_o even_o as_o the_o lord_n sustain_v he_o when_o he_o endure_v much_o about_o his_o conversion_n yea_o even_o as_o also_o that_o very_a neighbour_n himself_o have_v former_o sustain_v and_o bear_v with_o his_o error_n he_o that_o do_v this_o he_o mete_v to_o his_o neighbour_n in_o the_o same_o measure_n which_o be_v not_o only_o from_o the_o lord_n but_o from_o his_o neighbour_n also_o measure_v to_o he_o he_o who_o will_v not_o bear_v deserve_v not_o to_o be_v bear_v with_o and_o he_o who_o will_v always_o show_v himself_o unmerciful_a and_o judge_n and_o reject_v other_o he_o ought_v in_o like_a manner_n to_o expect_v from_o god_n indignation_n judgement_n and_o rejection_n chap._n ix_o the_o person_n of_o any_o one_o be_v not_o to_o be_v respect_v but_o he_o who_o be_v in_o the_o person_n and_o operate_v from_o it_o that_o be_v god_n who_o only_o be_v the_o glory_n respect_n of_o person_n be_v the_o worst_a of_o thing_n as_o if_o the_o person_n 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also_o be_v he_o elevate_v as_o to_o new_a death_n we_o forsake_v the_o body_n because_o we_o find_v it_o before_o in_o adam_n if_o also_o we_o must_v forsake_v our_o soul_n that_o also_o must_v first_o be_v find_v of_o we_o but_o we_o find_v it_o when_o we_o leave_v the_o body_n a_o man_n never_o find_v himself_o in_o that_o which_o he_o once_o have_v lose_v but_o that_o loss_n die_v and_o condemnation_n be_v eternal_a without_o redemption_n but_o in_o god_n that_o be_v find_v in_o god_n also_o be_v redemption_n but_o not_o in_o that_o which_o have_v perish_v else_o man_n shall_v stand_v in_o time_n and_o not_o in_o eternity_n and_o with_o he_o will_v be_v find_v nothing_o but_o the_o old_a stock_n before_o a_o elect_a man_n come_v into_o hell_n or_o the_o grave_a of_o which_o he_o do_v not_o yet_o know_v whither_o he_o shall_v come_v thither_o or_o not_o if_o he_o be_v then_o ask_v to_o renounce_v the_o creature_n he_o say_v yes_o and_o do_v renounce_v it_o so_o as_o he_o will_v never_o more_o touch_v it_o or_o desire_v it_o for_o god_n in_o that_o renounciation_n take_v away_o also_o the_o desire_n so_o that_o such_o a_o one_o can_v and_o will_v not_o desire_v any_o thing_n more_o god_n lead_v a_o man_n by_o unknown_a way_n just_a as_o when_o one_o come_v into_o a_o strange_a country_n where_o he_o know_v not_o the_o way_n nor_o understand_v the_o language_n nor_o have_v any_o money_n and_o yet_o he_o go_v on_o still_o as_o long_o as_o a_o man_n have_v still_o leave_v any_o thing_n to_o fly_v to_o so_o as_o all_o thing_n have_v not_o renounce_v he_o faith_n have_v not_o yet_o find_v â—oom_n in_o he_o chap._n xxi_o the_o difference_n betwixt_o those_o who_o be_v in_o the_o hell_n of_o the_o happy_a and_o those_o who_o be_v in_o the_o hell_n of_o the_o damn_a be_v â—his_fw-la they_o who_o live_v in_o the_o hell_n of_o the_o bless_a bear_v a_o pure_a heart_n and_o a_o clean_a conscience_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o accusation_n â—n_v they_o o_o that_o i_o have_v do_v this_o o_o that_o 〈◊〉_d have_v omit_v that_o etc._n etc._n if_o one_o say_v those_o that_o complain_v not_o of_o such_o thing_n have_v not_o be_v subject_v to_o any_o suffering_n â—t_a be_v answer_v to_o he_o ask_v any_o one_o who_o â—s_v condemn_v to_o death_n whether_o or_o no_o â—â—e_v be_v not_o subject_v to_o misery_n &_o suffering_n â—hough_o he_o shall_v confess_v the_o judgement_n which_o he_o suffer_v to_o be_v just_o and_o that_o he_o be_v â—eservedly_o put_v to_o all_o torture_n and_o punishment_n nor_o will_v he_o desire_v otherwise_o then_o that_o he_o may_v suffer_v yet_o nevertheless_o he_o be_v in_o misery_n and_o suffer_v the_o anguish_n and_o pain_n of_o death_n but_o happy_a be_v these_o condemn_a one_o who_o then_o at_o last_o go_v down_o into_o their_o hell_n when_o first_o they_o have_v contend_v right_o with_o all_o their_o might_n or_o strength_n apply_v all_o which_o particular_n must_v precede_v if_o any_o one_o expect_v to_o be_v put_v forward_o by_o god_n but_o we_o must_v labour_v to_o attain_v to_o the_o very_a top_n so_o as_o that_o we_o can_v go_v high_a and_o then_o at_o length_n it_o be_v propound_v to_o a_o man_n that_o all_o whatsoever_o he_o have_v hitherto_o labour_v for_o and_o his_o own_o proper_a righteousness_n of_o which_o paul_n say_v 10_o to_o the_o rom._n 3._o they_o seeking_z to_z establish_v their_o own_o righteousness_n be_v not_o subject_a to_o the_o righteousness_n of_o god_n can_v possible_o stand_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n also_o he_o must_v confess_v that_o he_o deserve_o suffer_v the_o judgement_n of_o god_n and_o to_o be_v cast_v into_o this_o hell_n and_o then_o be_v he_o subject_v to_o those_o pain_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o so_o many_o anguish_v though_o his_o conscience_n be_v pure_a because_o he_o have_v apply_v all_o his_o strength_n that_o he_o may_v live_v according_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n which_o they_o who_o be_v in_o the_o hell_n of_o the_o damn_a have_v not_o do_v and_o therefore_o they_o have_v not_o this_o glory_n but_o conscience_n always_o accuse_v they_o that_o they_o be_v impure_a beside_o these_o sit_v down_o in_o the_o lower-most_a hell_n when_o the_o elect_n may_v sit_v in_o the_o uppermost_a hell_n and_o suffer_v the_o torment_n of_o this_o judgement_n find_v refreshment_n neither_o in_o god_n nor_o in_o the_o creature_n between_o the_o creature_n and_o those_o who_o sit_v in_o the_o uppermost_a hell_n be_v a_o great_a gulf_n so_o that_o they_o can_v come_v no_o more_o unto_o they_o nor_o do_v they_o desire_v it_o because_o they_o have_v be_v renounce_v of_o the_o creature_n and_o when_o that_o renounciation_n be_v past_a then_o be_v the_o last_o farewell_n take_v that_o they_o can_v never_o more_o touch_v they_o and_o therefore_o they_o be_v separate_v from_o the_o creature_n and_o from_o god_n also_o yet_o they_o very_o well_o know_v that_o god_n live_v and_o that_o they_o be_v to_o be_v keep_v bind_v in_o this_o dark_a prison_n which_o be_v enlighten_v neither_o by_o god_n nor_o by_o any_o creature_n where_o also_o they_o hope_v for_o no_o redemption_n eiâ—her_o from_o god_n or_o from_o the_o creature_n â—or_a have_v they_o any_o faith_n but_o afterward_o when_o they_o have_v endure_v all_o this_o for_o some_o time_n then_o faith_n begin_v to_o come_v â—nd_v the_o man_n thus_o sigh_n and_o breath_n out_o 〈◊〉_d that_o i_o may_v embrace_v christ_n with_o these_o my_o arm_n o_o that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o salvation_n of_o israel_n and_o than_o christ_n come_v always_o near_o till_o he_o stand_v just_a nexâ—_n unto_o he_o and_o free_v he_o from_o out_o of_o thiâ—_n darksome_a prison_n death_n and_o hell_n and_o transplant_v he_o into_o life_n heaven_n and_o true_a light_n it_o be_v then_o indeed_o that_o a_o man_n apprehend_v what_o that_o be_v that_o chriâ—â—_n descend_v into_o hell_n as_o also_o that_o he_o wenâ—_n down_o to_o the_o lowermost_a place_n forthâ—_n low_a place_n of_o the_o earth_n do_v denote_v thâ—_n most_o remote_a separation_n from_o god_n iâ—_n which_o a_o man_n live_v in_o his_o ownness_n and_o in_o which_o christ_n come_v unto_o he_o and_o lead_v he_o out_o thence_o together_o wiâ—â—_n himself_o the_o ancient_n do_v thus_o painâ—_n out_o the_o near_a hell_n that_o a_o certain_a maâ—_n sit_v upon_o he_o who_o name_n be_v we_o bâ—_n hold_v a_o cup_n in_o his_o hand_n offer_v it_o to_o aâ—â—_n that_o come_v that_o they_o may_v drink_v thâ—_n same_o we_o be_v in_o we_o when_o we_o glow_v wiâ—â—_n the_o high_a zeal_n we_o possible_o can_v unâ—â—_n we_o come_v into_o the_o hell_n of_o trial_n and_o thâ—_n all_o whatsoever_o be_v we_o be_v consume_v aâ—â—_n all_o egoity_n and_o meity_n etc._n etc._n and_o whâ—â—_n
ever_o else_o be_v flesh_n and_o then_o christ_n take_v this_o purify_a man_n for_o christ_n take_v 〈◊〉_d he_o the_o pure_a humanity_n so_o also_o a_o man_n ought_v to_o be_v pure_a which_o state_n he_o come_v to_o in_o hell_n before_o christ_n take_v he_o up_o and_o be_v unite_v with_o he_o before_o death_n be_v suffer_v glory_n be_v not_o give_v to_o god_n but_o after_o that_o it_o be_v give_v to_o he_o after_o death_n man_n be_v in_o the_o truth_n but_o before_o death_n he_o be_v in_o a_o lie_n before_o death_n a_o man_n appropriate_v all_o thing_n to_o himself_o viz._n life_n substance_n and_o all_o and_o he_o think_v that_o these_o be_v due_a to_o he_o of_o right_n nor_o that_o any_o of_o they_o can_v be_v take_v from_o he_o but_o by_o injustice_n yet_o he_o possess_v all_o in_o a_o lie_n and_o by_o injustice_n â—hough_o he_o think_v that_o he_o do_v possess_v â—hem_n by_o right_n and_o in_o truth_n until_o death_n overcome_v he_o and_o then_o at_o last_o all_o â—â—re_n acknowledge_v and_o look_v upon_o otherwise_o and_o all_o be_v yield_v and_o ascribe_v to_o god_n and_o to_o he_o alone_o be_v glory_n in_o man_n give_v and_o a_o man_n be_v deliver_v â—om_n all_o his_o own_o propriety_n and_o be_v make_v â—oper_a to_o god_n who_o possess_v he_o and_o â—â—cteth_v he_o and_o thus_o hell_n be_v make_v heaven_n at_o last_o by_o reason_n of_o his_o yield_a â—p_n when_o the_o elect_n do_v come_v into_o hell_n they_o willing_o endure_v it_o out_o of_o love_n although_o it_o be_v a_o great_a torment_n to_o they_o just_o like_o he_o who_o subject_n himself_o to_o suffering_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o some_o other_o who_o he_o most_o dear_o love_v and_o desire_v not_o to_o be_v free_v from_o those_o pain_n although_o they_o by_o not_o small_a one_o so_o that_o that_o other_o may_v but_o be_v free_v from_o that_o evil_n or_o else_o 〈◊〉_d one_o shall_v submit_v himself_o to_o poverty_n anâ—_n want_v for_o the_o sake_n of_o his_o belove_a that_o 〈◊〉_d his_o belove_a my_o be_v relieve_v from_o waâ—â—_n or_o indigency_n and_o although_o those_o suffering_n be_v great_a enough_o yet_o love_v rendeâ—_n they_o easy_a and_o lovely_a by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o death_n hell_n and_o condemnation_n by_o so_o muâ—â—_n the_o great_a be_v the_o life_n heaven_n anâ—_n salvation_n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a the_o death_n hell_n and_o anguish_n so_o muâ—â—_n the_o great_a and_o more_o sublime_a biâ—â—_n heaven_n and_o life_n follow_v thereupon_o man_n possess_v himself_o therefore_o he_o alâ—_n love_v seek_v and_o in_o all_o thing_n defenâ—eth_v himself_o but_o when_o he_o be_v give_v 〈◊〉_d to_o god_n he_o be_v not_o his_o own_o but_o god_n and_o as_o before_o he_o possess_v himself_o now_o god_n be_v in_o the_o room_n of_o himself_o aâ—_n possess_v he_o this_o man_n therefore_o with_o all_o his_o accident_n be_v god_n and_o have_v nothing_o no_o more_o but_o all_o thing_n of_o his_o be_v god_n yea_o so_o full_o or_o absolute_o that_o if_o one_o shall_v give_v to_o or_o take_v away_o any_o thing_n from_o this_o man_n or_o do_v good_a or_o evil_n to_o he_o or_o love_n or_o hate_v he_o all_o these_o be_v do_v to_o god_n and_o not_o to_o man_n moreover_o this_o man_n appli_v not_o these_o thing_n to_o himself_o and_o therefore_o also_o can_v be_v angry_a nor_o hate_v his_o adversary_n see_v that_o all_o be_v do_v not_o to_o he_o but_o to_o god_n but_o it_o be_v proper_a to_o god_n to_o love_n and_o to_o do_v good_a which_o now_o do_v â—hine_v forth_o through_o this_o man_n chap._n xxii_o when_o a_o man_n turn_v his_o eye_n inward_o he_o will_v behold_v sin_n so_o great_a within_o himself_o that_o all_o he_o defect_n and_o spot_n of_o his_o neighbour_n will_v appear_v to_o he_o small_a and_o few_o yea_o â—hat_n which_o belong_v to_o other_o will_v in_o respect_n of_o his_o sin_n by_o he_o be_v account_v â—ather_n for_o good_a then_o for_o evil_a but_o if_o any_o one_o weigh_v the_o sin_n of_o other_o in_o a_o too_o strict_a balance_n and_o judge_v too_o rigorous_o of_o they_o it_o be_v a_o certain_a sign_n that_o this_o man_n do_v not_o know_v himself_o nor_o be_v come_v unto_o regeneration_n how_o much_o that_o which_o we_o hitherto_o seek_v be_v contrary_a to_o that_o thing_n which_o iâ—_n true_o obtain_v then_o at_o length_n appear_v when_o god_n snatch_v we_o away_o from_o thence_o and_o together_o with_o paul_n overturns_a all_o our_o understanding_n knowledge_n and_o will_v and_o whatever_o we_o have_v wrought_v he_o so_o break_v it_o to_o piece_n that_o all_o die_v with_o the_o man_n and_o remain_v confound_v alas_o how_o great_a be_v the_o misery_n and_o how_o much_o the_o anguish_n in_o that_o same_o death_n and_o corruption_n there_o flesh_n and_o blood_n which_o can_v attain_v to_o the_o inheritance_n of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n aâ—â—_n consume_v and_o all_o thing_n perish_v which_o a_o man_n think_v to_o have_v be_v somewhat_o but_o afterward_o when_o a_o man_n be_v weâ—â—_n purge_v and_o purify_v in_o this_o purgatory_n than_o he_o come_v to_o the_o truth_n of_o the_o matter_n and_o then_o at_o length_n acknowledge_v thâ—_n whatever_o he_o think_v to_o have_v have_v 〈◊〉_d possession_n of_o before_o death_n to_o be_v nothing_o and_o that_o he_o be_v before_o this_o death_n in_o a_o lie_n just_o as_o it_o be_v common_o say_v of_o he_o who_o be_v dead_a that_o he_o be_v in_o the_o truth_n but_o we_o whilst_o we_o yet_o live_v be_v in_o a_o lie_n all_o thing_n in_o death_n proceed_v otherwise_o then_o before_o even_o as_o if_o the_o sun_n shall_v go_v backward_o when_o paul_n be_v overwhelm_v all_o thing_n which_o before_o he_o have_v think_v to_o be_v in_o be_v be_v now_o perish_v together_o with_o his_o pleasure_n knowledge_n and_o understanding_n god_n reject_v all_o but_o he_o ignorant_a of_o all_o cry_v out_o lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o to_o do_v chap._n xxiii_o a_o man_n must_v go_v as_o far_o as_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o he_o to_o go_v and_o when_o he_o shall_v strive_v at_o that_o point_n that_o be_v impossible_a for_o â—im_v he_o must_v join_v his_o hand_n and_o bend_v be_v knee_n and_o stretch_v our_o his_o arm_n that_o â—od_n may_v do_v with_o he_o what_o he_o please_v with_o who_o that_o be_v possible_a that_o be_v impossible_a with_o man_n a_o similitude_n we_o have_v in_o a_o beggar_n just_a 〈◊〉_d when_o one_o seek_v a_o alm_n from_o door_n to_o door_n and_o it_o be_v still_o say_v to_o he_o god_n look_v upon_o thou_o so_o also_o be_v it_o do_v with_o a_o man_n who_o fall_v into_o this_o misery_n all_o creature_n to_o which_o soever_o he_o approach_v refuse_v he_o so_o that_o at_o length_n god_n only_o must_v help_v and_o save_v he_o when_o all_o thing_n stand_v at_o great_a distance_n that_o there_o remain_v no_o more_o underprop_n or_o refuge_n then_o be_v the_o lord_n urge_v to_o come_v in_o for_o god_n come_v not_o unless_o he_o be_v urge_v a_o man_n must_v be_v leave_v naked_a and_o strip_v of_o all_o thing_n if_o god_n only_o must_v be_v make_v his_o essential_a life_n and_o prop._n also_o in_o desertion_n it_o can_v be_v but_o god_n will_v come_v when_o god_n begin_v to_o purge_v the_o floor_n of_o sin_n and_o to_o root_v it_o up_o from_o the_o bottom_n than_o it_o be_v that_o at_o last_o a_o man_n begin_v to_o know_v himself_o and_o he_o be_v in_o his_o own_o sight_n what_o he_o be_v in_o truth_n and_o what_o he_o be_v both_o before_o and_o after_o that_o and_o that_o which_o now_o be_v require_v be_v plain_o another_o thing_n than_o what_o he_o think_v former_o when_o he_o be_v still_o under_o the_o work_n of_o the_o law_n and_o it_o repent_v he_o much_o that_o he_o ever_o have_v esteem_v himself_o for_o a_o godly_a man_n because_o he_o acknowledge_v the_o contrary_a now_o viz._n that_o he_o have_v be_v a_o sinner_n and_o a_o unrighteous_a man_n but_o not_o a_o good_a man_n and_o now_o god_n take_v violent_a hold_n on_o the_o root_n itself_o to_o pluck_v it_o up_o but_o what_o a_o stroke_n this_o be_v any_o one_o may_v know_v who_o will_v experience_n the_o very_a thing_n itself_o when_o a_o man_n burn_v with_o zeal_n and_o be_v willing_a to_o purify_v himself_o then_o in_o the_o end_n be_v he_o become_v impure_a and_o unrighteous_a for_o then_o god_n discover_v to_o he_o the_o very_a foundation_n itself_o of_o wickedness_n and_o set_v before_o his_o eye_n that_o which_o be_v from_o the_o beginning_n there_o therefore_o must_v the_o man_n abide_v and_o stand_v in_o the_o examination_n in_o that_o exercise_n of_o the_o cross_n nothing_o can_v relieve_v a_o man_n and_o what_o be_v before_o tell_v he_o of_o that_o cross_n he_o
can_v not_o now_o own_o it_o that_o this_o be_v that_o very_a case_n true_a indeed_o he_o wish_v o_o that_o this_o be_v it_o and_o yet_o he_o judge_v that_o this_o his_o suffering_n be_v plain_o some_o other_o thing_n till_o god_n bring_v he_o forth_o as_o purge_v or_o cleanse_v and_o then_o he_o be_v clothe_v with_o righteousness_n and_o be_v translate_v into_o the_o true_a essence_n then_o also_o he_o have_v utter_o lose_v himself_o yea_o and_o all_o that_o also_o wherein_o he_o seek_v himself_o and_o be_v make_v one_o with_o god_n who_o be_v make_v unto_o he_o all_o thing_n former_o he_o seek_v to_o save_v his_o soul_n always_o fear_v lest_o he_o shall_v lose_v it_o but_o now_o he_o stand_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n give_v up_o to_o god_n and_o with_o he_o and_o out_o of_o he_o god_n do_v what_o he_o please_v both_o in_o time_n and_o in_o eternity_n for_o he_o acquiesce_v in_o all_o thing_n and_o desire_v nothing_o but_o that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n may_v be_v do_v in_o he_o chap._n xxiiii_o when_o sin_n be_v discover_v to_o a_o man_n than_o it_o seem_v to_o he_o to_o be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o sword_n at_o which_o he_o be_v fright_v and_o flee_v to_o god_n and_o so_o satan_n be_v kill_v by_o his_o own_o sword_n paul_n say_v from_o out_o of_o many_o sin_n righteousness_n be_v manifest_v when_o sin_n be_v multiply_v that_o be_v when_o the_o multitude_n and_o magnitude_n of_o sin_n become_v know_v to_o a_o man_n than_o he_o turn_v his_o back_n at_o last_o upon_o sin_n and_o go_v to_o god_n who_o deliver_v he_o from_o it_o and_o in_o the_o place_n of_o sin_n manife_v to_o he_o his_o own_o righteousness_n for_o as_o sometime_o many_o hound_n pursue_v after_o one_o hare_n when_o the_o dog_n be_v take_v off_o the_o beast_n be_v free_v and_o remain_v alone_o so_o also_o god_n do_v with_o the_o multitude_n of_o sin_n so_o as_o they_o all_o at_o last_o leave_n follow_v a_o man_n therefore_o it_o be_v write_v in_o the_o psalm_n a_o thousand_o shall_v fall_v at_o thy_o side_n and_o ten_o thousand_o at_o thy_o right_a hand_n and_o they_o shall_v not_o come_v near_o thou_o this_o fall_n of_o thousand_o and_o ten_o thousand_o be_v do_v in_o man_n but_o it_o approach_v not_o unto_o a_o man_n but_o he_o be_v keep_v upright_o in_o god_n and_o be_v take_v into_o his_o glory_n and_o then_o he_o become_v as_o if_o he_o be_v not_o he_o be_v as_o it_o be_v so_o whole_o deify_v that_o he_o can_v find_v nothing_o but_o god_n neither_o himself_o nor_o any_o creature_n and_o when_o he_o be_v thus_o in_o a_o ecstasy_n and_o in_o a_o rapture_n above_o then_o be_v he_o void_a of_o discretion_n and_o without_o reason_n not_o as_o though_o they_o be_v not_o still_o in_o be_v in_o he_o but_o that_o he_o be_v not_o sensible_a of_o they_o until_o he_o return_v into_o his_o mind_n again_o but_o it_o be_v a_o pain_n to_o he_o that_o he_o be_v force_v to_o descend_v again_o into_o discretion_n for_o it_o be_v a_o great_a bitterness_n to_o paul_n that_o he_o be_v force_v to_o return_v back_o into_o discretion_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o his_o brethren_n no_o man_n understand_v those_o place_n of_o paul_n sin_n experience_n be_v the_o mother_n of_o understanding_n if_o one_o have_v once_o taste_v honey_n he_o need_v not_o to_o be_v tell_v that_o honey_n be_v sweet_a he_o that_o see_v a_o white_a thing_n there_o be_v no_o need_n to_o say_v unto_o he_o that_o thing_n be_v white_a for_o he_o will_v answer_v what_o need_n be_v there_o to_o tell_v i_o that_o when_o i_o myself_o both_o see_v and_o understand_v the_o very_a thing_n he_o that_o have_v the_o very_a thing_n itself_o stand_v in_o no_o need_n of_o the_o type_n or_o shadow_n of_o that_o thing_n chap._n xxv_o christ_n descend_v so_o low_a as_o we_o also_o be_v to_o come_v down_o he_o go_v no_o low_a but_o he_o arise_v much_o high_a than_o we_o can_v now_o can_v we_o also_o possible_o come_v into_o that_o depth_n unless_o first_o we_o shall_v arrive_v at_o exaltation_n man_n have_v christ_n first_o in_o nature_n and_o always_o receive_v he_o more_o sublime_a yet_o so_o as_o what_o have_v go_v before_o be_v still_o sow_o again_o to_o spring_v up_o into_o a_o more_o noble_a plant_n so_o that_o at_o length_n man_n receive_v christ_n without_o all_o or_o any_o creature_n thus_o man_n be_v always_o ascend_v by_o and_o through_o the_o creature_n until_o he_o have_v find_v christ_n without_o the_o creature_n a_o man_n ascend_v by_o the_o angel_n unto_o the_o son_n who_o give_v he_o up_o unto_o the_o father_n generation_n proceed_v from_o one_o degree_n unto_o another_o until_o one_o climb_v above_o all_o thing_n into_o eternity_n and_o there_o generation_n end_v for_o there_o be_v the_o eternal_a abyss_n in_o which_o he_o be_v whole_o swallow_v up_o and_o he_o who_o arrive_v so_o far_o know_v all_o thing_n in_o a_o constant_a idea_n out_o of_o which_o god_n snatch_v he_o and_o he_o always_o see_v most_o clear_o by_o what_o degree_n god_n be_v present_a with_o he_o and_o therefore_o he_o persi_v in_o a_o perpetual_a give_v of_o thanks_o also_o in_o such_o a_o claritude_n and_o vision_n of_o god_n he_o be_v in_o a_o perpetual_a death_n and_o be_v as_o it_o be_v some_o hunger_a soul_n to_o who_o it_o be_v not_o lawful_a to_o eat_v of_o meat_n set_v before_o he_o but_o if_o he_o do_v throw_v his_o life_n into_o danger_n and_o do_v eat_v then_o must_v he_o again_o die_v a_o new_a death_n therefore_o such_o kind_n of_o man_n be_v both_o poor_a and_o rich_a for_o though_o they_o be_v in_o the_o bosom_n of_o all_o comfort_n yet_o they_o want_v all_o comfort_n so_o also_o they_o in_o joâ—s_n want_v joy_n and_o in_o pleasure_n want_v pleasure_n and_o these_o be_v they_o who_o be_v poor_a in_o spirit_n who_o have_v not_o whereon_o to_o lay_v their_o head_n and_o dare_v touch_v nothing_o and_o stand_v they_o do_v as_o it_o be_v upon_o a_o round_a globe_n yet_o they_o have_v wing_n but_o know_v it_o not_o as_o to_o themselves_o they_o be_v altogether_o destitute_a of_o all_o security_n but_o in_o god_n sight_n they_o be_v secure_a whereas_o they_o who_o be_v secure_a in_o themselves_o want_v security_n before_o god_n this_o state_n be_v not_o the_o state_n of_o esau_n but_o of_o jacob_n for_o esau_n have_v god_n for_o his_o propriety_n but_o god_n have_v jacob_n for_o his_o own_o propriety_n who_o stand_v in_o be_v give_v up_o to_o god_n because_o god_n have_v make_v he_o fit_a and_o capable_a and_o have_v reduce_v he_o to_o obedience_n and_o therefore_o the_o man_n possess_v god_n with_o acquiescence_n and_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o riches_n and_o glory_n he_o account_v himself_o a_o poor_a wretch_n he_o be_v quiet_o satisfy_v in_o all_o thing_n which_o god_n shall_v do_v if_o he_o give_v he_o heaven_n he_o be_v quet_o please_v if_o he_o cast_v he_o into_o hell_n itself_o he_o bear_v it_o patient_o and_o still_o continue_v resign_v up_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n also_o what_o thing_n soever_o god_n put_v upon_o he_o by_o other_o man_n he_o receive_v they_o all_o as_o from_o god_n and_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o man_n but_o with_o god_n who_o do_v all_o these_o thing_n by_o mean_n of_o man_n therefore_o be_v he_o at_o peace_n with_o all_o man_n and_o can_v hate_v no_o man_n for_o any_o adversity_n do_v unto_o he_o for_o he_o take_v it_o from_o god_n and_o not_o from_o man_n who_o he_o still_o look_v upon_o but_o as_o on_o instrument_n by_o which_o god_n work_v as_o when_o a_o trumpet_n sound_v it_o be_v not_o the_o trumpet_n make_v the_o sound_n but_o the_o trumpeter_n hence_o it_o follow_v that_o he_o stand_v in_o a_o willing_a patience_n against_o all_o that_o can_v happen_v unto_o he_o by_o man_n so_o that_o if_o they_o hate_v he_o blaspheme_v he_o injury_n he_o hinder_v he_o punish_v he_o revile_v he_o detract_v from_o his_o reputation_n take_v away_o his_o good_n his_o friend_n his_o house_n and_o do_v persecute_v he_o captivate_v he_o bound_v he_o on_o wrack_n torment_n and_o kill_v he_o he_o take_v all_o these_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n alone_o and_o have_v no_o business_n with_o man_n and_o in_o all_o these_o he_o look_v upon_o god_n only_o and_o not_o upon_o man_n he_o renounce_v to_o all_o person_n and_o can_v take_v all_o in_o good_a part_n so_o also_o on_o the_o contrary_a if_o any_o one_o good_a happen_v to_o he_o from_o man_n he_o take_v all_o that_o also_o from_o god_n because_o he_o have_v take_v off_o his_o eye_n from_o all_o mean_n and_o have_v fix_v they_o upon_o god_n alone_o he_o also_o have_v no_o respect_n of_o person_n which_o god_n have_v withdraw_v
from_o he_o and_o have_v give_v he_o the_o wisdom_n that_o he_o can_v behold_v god_n in_o the_o person_n of_o man_n and_o can_v take_v all_o thing_n from_o his_o hand_n and_o so_o he_o can_v give_v all_o glory_n to_o god_n and_o be_v a_o true_a worshipper_n of_o he_o chap._n xxvi_o all_o fear_n of_o god_n which_o any_o one_o have_v before_o the_o birth_n of_o jacob_n be_v a_o servile_a fear_n and_o the_o filial_a fear_n come_v not_o at_o first_o but_o when_o there_o be_v a_o new_a birth_n the_o servile_a go_v before_o but_o last_v not_o and_o the_o filial_a follow_v and_o abideeth_n when_o esau_n be_v bear_v he_o know_v nothing_o as_o yet_o of_o jacob_n but_o suppose_v that_o the_o inheritance_n of_o the_o blessing_n be_v he_o first_o he_o come_v forth_o but_o in_o part_n and_o in_o time_n be_v put_v further_o out_o till_o also_o his_o foot_n come_v forth_o then_o he_o look_v back_o upon_o jacob_n and_o be_v smite_v with_o grief_n and_o he_o see_v also_o his_o own_o danger_n and_o yet_o he_o contrive_v to_o kill_v he_o and_o to_o take_v he_o out_o of_o the_o way_n but_o the_o more_o he_o endeavour_v to_o suppress_v he_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o do_v jacob_n come_v forth_o it_o be_v write_v concern_v esau_n though_o thou_o shall_v build_v thy_o nest_n among_o the_o star_n yet_o i_o will_v pull_v thou_o thence_o betwixt_o esau_n and_o jacob_n there_o be_v no_o die_v for_o jacob_n hold_v esau_n by_o the_o heel_n and_o follow_v he_o esau_n be_v the_o beginning_n that_o which_o follow_v be_v jacob_n the_o habitation_n of_o esau_n be_v in_o the_o desert_n moreover_o concern_v esau_n and_o jacob_n esau_n proceed_v from_o isaac_n which_o be_v a_o divine_a birth_n yet_o the_o judgement_n come_v upon_o he_o such_o a_o thing_n be_v righteousness_n in_o a_o man_n upon_o which_o also_o come_v judgement_n esau_n have_v the_o righteousness_n of_o god_n as_o if_o it_o be_v his_o propriety_n and_o he_o appli_v it_o unto_o his_o delight_n and_o he_o seek_v life_n for_o himself_o therein_o and_o therefore_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n must_v come_v upon_o esau_n that_o he_o must_v lay_v down_o his_o life_n till_o he_o come_v into_o the_o state_n of_o jacob_n who_o abide_v resign_v up_o unto_o god_n and_o whether_o god_n give_v or_o whether_o god_n take_v away_o any_o thing_n he_o be_v satisfy_v therewith_o so_o soon_o as_o a_o man_n receive_v a_o new_a life_n he_o â—s_v again_o subject_v unto_o judgement_n and_o be_v force_v to_o suffer_v death_n chap._n xxvii_o that_o which_o be_v move_v together_o with_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n that_o be_v a_o member_n in_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n the_o humanity_n of_o christ_n be_v a_o middle_a thing_n between_o god_n and_o we_o and_o god_n can_v come_v into_o we_o but_o by_o mediation_n of_o this_o the_o feed_n on_o the_o most_o pure_a body_n of_o christ_n transfer_v we_o into_o a_o divine_a essence_n and_o that_o food_n consume_v all_o flesh_n christ_n when_o he_o have_v take_v the_o bread_n say_v in_o do_v this_o you_o shall_v declare_v my_o death_n this_o be_v the_o sense_n and_o the_o impression_n of_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n the_o expression_n of_o which_o be_v the_o declaration_n thereof_o hence_o it_o may_v be_v observe_v what_o kind_n of_o food_n it_o be_v to_o eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o christ_n and_o to_o drink_v his_o blood_n viz._n such_o as_o many_o who_o former_o have_v be_v feed_v and_o fill_v by_o christ_n go_v back_o do_v forsake_v he_o when_o they_o shall_v have_v come_v unto_o his_o food_n great_a be_v the_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o essential_a truth_n and_o the_o notional_a truth_n also_o between_o the_o essential_a death_n and_o the_o notional_a death_n there_o be_v also_o great_a difference_n between_o those_o who_o know_v god_n in_o nature_n aâ—â—â—â—cordingly_o do_o possess_v and_o use_v he_o and_o 〈◊〉_d who_o know_v god_n in_o god_n and_o accorâ—â—â—ly_o do_v possess_v and_o use_v he_o for_o purâ—â—â—ture_n such_o as_o be_v create_v from_o god_n â—â—â—â—eth_v into_o god_n without_o all_o adamicaâ—â—â—cidents_n it_o be_v true_a indeed_o that_o the_o israeâ—_n 〈◊〉_d who_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n do_v eat_v heaâ—â—ly_a bread_n in_o the_o wilderness_n yet_o that_o coâ—â—_n 〈◊〉_d not_o preserve_v they_o so_o as_o that_o they_o shoâ—â—_n abide_v but_o die_v they_o must_v as_o christ_n saâ—â—â—â—_n your_o father_n do_v eat_v the_o bread_n from_o heauâ—â—_n and_o be_v dead_a when_o first_o we_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n 〈◊〉_d come_v to_o pass_v that_o we_o can_v in_o the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o flesh_n or_o of_o nature_n see_v know_v possete_v and_o use_v god_n yea_o and_o hold_v he_o in_o oâ—_n propriety_n but_o that_o nature_n must_v come_v 〈◊〉_d to_o death_n and_o be_v judge_v of_o god_n anâ—_n than_o we_o possess_v and_o know_v god_n not_o 〈◊〉_d the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n or_o of_o nature_n bâ—â—_n in_o the_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o then_o god_n be_v possess_v without_o appropriation_n without_o touch_v or_o handle_v for_o whatever_o feel_v or_o touch_v in_o we_o be_v the_o flesh_n and_o be_v deliver_v up_o into_o death_n from_o god_n but_o afterward_o in_o a_o true_a quiet_a resignation_n god_n behold_v himself_o in_o we_o and_o there_o know_v and_o love_v himself_o and_o although_o former_o we_o know_v and_o apply_v god_n in_o nature_n or_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n yet_o that_o state_n remain_v no_o long_o but_o by_o and_o through_o judgement_n be_v press_v down_o into_o death_n and_o have_v nothing_o in_o god_n neither_o pleasure_n nor_o joy_n nor_o comfort_n and_o although_o nature_n or_o the_o flesh_n have_v for_o some_o time_n some_o such_o thing_n in_o god_n yet_o now_o it_o have_v it_o no_o more_o whatsoever_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n and_o do_v rejoice_v to_o go_v forward_o into_o the_o promise_a land_n that_o must_v fall_v in_o the_o wilderness_n and_o die_v but_o the_o child_n spring_v from_o they_o do_v come_v into_o that_o land_n now_o thouâ—â—_n the_o flesh_n be_v thus_o condemn_v unto_o death_n that_o it_o can_v have_v no_o delight_n nor_o joy_n 〈◊〉_d god_n yet_o the_o mind_n be_v and_o rest_v in_o peaâ—â—_n and_o joy_n and_o then_o the_o man_n when_o thâ—_n flesh_n be_v thus_o dead_a be_v like_a to_o wax_v which_o soften_v by_o the_o fire_n and_o be_v make_v fit_n receive_v all_o impression_n as_o often_o as_o a_o 〈◊〉_d be_v willing_a upon_o the_o appearance_n of_o gâ—â—_n to_o gain_v his_o life_n in_o god_n and_o he_o himself_o reprehend_v the_o very_a thing_n he_o ought_v therefore_o again_o to_o be_v judge_v and_o to_o suffer_v a_o new_a death_n it_o behoove_v the_o thief_n to_o remain_v under_o judgement_n upon_o the_o cross_n retain_v no_o life_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n nor_o for_o the_o obtain_n of_o life_n can_v they_o be_v hear_v until_o the_o thief_n on_o the_o right_a hand_n forsake_v all_o accident_n shall_v turn_v himself_o unto_o christ_n it_o also_o behoove_v this_o man_n to_o remain_v in_o judgement_n according_a to_o the_o flesh_n till_o as_o to_o that_o he_o shall_v be_v dead_a nor_o shall_v he_o ever_o be_v raise_v up_o again_o into_o that_o life_n according_a to_o which_o he_o have_v dye_v but_o he_o be_v eternal_o to_o forsake_v it_o out_z of_o or_o from_o that_o just_a judgement_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v raise_v into_o another_o life_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o and_o this_o be_v then_o that_o pure_a nature_n that_o pure_a humanity_n that_o pure_a flesh_n which_o christ_n assume_v as_o it_o be_v write_v zach._n 2.12_o and_o the_o lord_n shall_v possess_v judah_n his_o portion_n in_o the_o sanctify_a earth_n and_o such_o purify_a flesh_n have_v access_n to_o god_n and_o god_n do_v manifest_v himself_o to_o it_o with_o delight_n and_o it_o stand_v give_v up_o under_o god_n and_o possess_v god_n without_o appropriation_n see_v he_o leave_v he_o also_o free_a such_o a_o man_n possess_v god_n no_o more_o in_o nature_n that_o be_v in_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o possess_v god_n in_o the_o death_n of_o nature_n it_o possess_v god_n in_o god_n it_o know_v god_n in_o god_n it_o see_v god_n in_o god_n it_o know_v christ_n no_o more_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n as_o former_o but_o according_a to_o the_o spirit_n god_n in_o this_o man_n enjoy_v all_o thing_n and_o do_v with_o he_o according_a to_o his_o pleasure_n both_o in_o time_n and_o in_o eternity_n and_o this_o man_n be_v at_o rest_n in_o god_n but_o the_o anxiety_n which_o he_o suffer_v in_o the_o flesh_n or_o nature_n he_o indeed_o perceive_v that_o sometime_o he_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v he_o but_o he_o so_o be_v at_o rest_n that_o he_o will_v nothing_o but_o what_o god_n will_v if_o therefore_o it_o behoove_v a_o man_n to_o possess_v god_n
that_o which_o god_n put_v forward_o and_o when_o a_o man_n be_v so_o reduce_v into_o his_o nothingness_n than_o also_o must_v this_o nothingness_n be_v reduce_v into_o nothing_o nor_o ought_v a_o man_n even_o to_o arrogate_v that_o to_o himself_o for_o god_n by_o his_o judgement_n have_v reduce_v he_o into_o nothing_o the_o new_a man_n do_v not_o profit_n or_o go_v forward_o for_o it_o be_v god_n himself_o but_o a_o man_n profit_v or_o go_v forward_o in_o the_o new_a man_n who_o neither_o be_v deficient_a nor_o proficient_a in_o this_o a_o man_n profit_v or_o go_v forward_o and_o increase_v the_o fear_n and_o terror_n of_o god_n be_v introduce_v into_o a_o man_n with_o great_a affliction_n chap._n ii_o to_o speak_v forth_o the_o hide_a thing_n of_o god_n be_v rather_o rashness_n than_o devotion_n for_o they_o be_v to_o be_v adore_v and_o we_o ought_v to_o tremble_v before_o they_o but_o not_o to_o babble_v they_o out_o some_o indeed_o do_v free_o meddle_v with_o they_o even_o by_o talk_v of_o they_o but_o he_o that_o be_v humble_a adore_v they_o with_o a_o humble_a voice_n for_o though_o one_o do_v understand_v some_o profound_a meaning_n yet_o it_o always_o reveal_v itself_o to_o be_v more_o profound_a the_o essence_n of_o a_o thing_n be_v too_o worthy_a to_o be_v express_v in_o word_n when_o i_o pray_v that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n may_v be_v do_v i_o be_o terrfy_v and_o i_o must_v add_v o_o lord_n with_o thy_o grace_n i_o can_v desire_v no_o joy_n no_o comfort_n no_o nor_o heaven_n no_o more_o than_o do_v that_o wall_n for_o i_o may_v not_o it_o be_v grace_n and_o mercy_n which_o i_o desire_v communion_n be_v a_o most_o terrible_a thing_n to_o the_o flesh_n because_o the_o flesh_n desire_v propriety_n and_o full_a possession_n to_o itself_o therefore_o be_v communion_n death_n unto_o it_o faith_n be_v like_a unto_o a_o ship_n drive_v from_o the_o shore_n which_o have_v neither_o rudder_n mast_n nor_o oar_n he_o that_o be_v without_o appropriation_n can_v be_v angry_a at_o whatsoever_o he_o be_v either_o to_o suffer_v or_o do_v for_o to_o be_v angry_a belong_v perhaps_o to_o other_o rather_o then_o to_o he_o and_o therefore_o he_o be_v to_o decline_v it_o nothing_o be_v to_o be_v do_v boast_o for_o to_o do_v or_o to_o omit_v any_o thing_n boast_o be_v a_o great_a evil_n whatsoever_o claim_v pleasure_n that_o must_v die_v if_o he_o who_o be_v well_o and_o at_o ease_n do_v then_o lose_v his_o time_n then_o be_v time_n make_v his_o proper_a own_a chap._n iii_o to_o abstain_v and_o repress_v one_o self_n be_v no_o death_n in_o respect_n of_o my_o death_n because_o that_o be_v do_v out_o of_o purpose_n but_o this_o without_o and_o beyond_o all_o purpose_n yet_o not_o so_o as_o if_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v not_o please_v to_o i_o god_n have_v lead_v i_o violent_o to_o be_v thus_o lead_n be_v the_o work_n of_o god_n nor_o be_v it_o do_v unless_o god_n will_v in_o the_o agony_n of_o death_n many_o thing_n be_v often_o do_v which_o be_v not_o do_v in_o the_o life_n time_n in_o the_o agony_n of_o death_n be_v exercise_v a_o hard_a judgement_n and_o then_o be_v a_o man_n sometime_o promote_v therein_o to_o which_o he_o can_v never_o come_v before_o in_o all_o the_o time_n of_o his_o whole_a life_n first_o he_o must_v conflict_n with_o joy_n then_o with_o sorrow_n and_o last_o with_o death_n whatsoever_o word_n be_v speak_v without_o experience_n i_o have_v no_o esteem_n of_o they_o if_o i_o have_v know_v that_o this_o misery_n in_o which_o i_o now_o live_v be_v to_o come_v upon_o i_o i_o have_v perish_v but_o now_o that_o i_o be_o in_o it_o god_n hold_v i_o in_o it_o god_n hold_v i_o private_o i_o know_v it_o not_o the_o creature_n which_o be_v right_o use_v be_v make_v more_o noble_a and_o come_v to_o god_n thus_o every_o creature_n must_v return_v to_o its_o original_n that_o be_v to_o god_n and_o this_o be_v do_v by_o that_o man_n who_o abide_v in_o a_o right_a way_n the_o true_a use_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v perform_v with_o give_v of_o thanks_o therefore_o except_o one_o right_o use_v the_o creature_n he_o use_v it_o to_o judgement_n concupiscence_n be_v a_o thing_n so_o secret_o hide_v in_o man_n that_o a_o man_n know_v not_o whither_o it_o be_v concupiscence_n or_o not_o till_o for_o its_o sake_n he_o be_v lead_v away_o captive_a by_o how_o much_o any_o one_o be_v near_a to_o god_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o pitiful_a be_v his_o internal_a condition_n to_o know_v god_n be_v a_o state_n the_o most_o subject_v to_o affliction_n of_o all_o by_o how_o much_o any_o one_o be_v near_a to_o god_n by_o so_o much_o the_o high_a be_v he_o in_o suffering_n to_o know_v god_n be_v indeed_o a_o bitter_a state_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o departure_n of_o the_o creature_n which_o for_o his_o sake_n must_v be_v leave_v by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a affliction_n any_o one_o be_v exercise_v in_o so_o muc_v the_o great_a grace_n he_o have_v and_o be_v dear_a unto_o god_n if_o any_o one_o can_v lay_v open_a my_o inside_n he_o will_v see_v there_o nothing_o but_o death_n i_o have_v no_o prop_n nor_o comfort_n nor_o rest_n neither_o in_o heaven_n nor_o in_o earth_n except_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o which_o i_o lie_v down_o god_n begin_v some_o new_a thing_n with_o i_o i_o never_o be_v at_o this_o rate_n in_o suffering_n as_o i_o now_o be_o i_o have_v nothing_o but_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o which_o i_o acquiesce_v and_o though_o i_o be_o press_v with_o so_o hard_a affliction_n yet_o be_o i_o far_o beneath_o the_o passion_n of_o christ_n the_o son_n of_o god_n who_o hard_a and_o vehement_a passion_n can_v be_v compare_v with_o by_o any_o other_o god_n uphold_v i_o above_o my_o own_o strength_n for_o it_o be_v impossible_a else_o for_o i_o to_o do_v or_o suffer_v that_o which_o i_o do_v we_o aim_v at_o great_a thing_n but_o the_o cup_n we_o must_v first_o drink_v before_o those_o great_a thing_n can_v come_v be_v a_o bitter_a cup._n chap._n four_o it_o be_v not_o of_o he_o that_o will_v nor_o of_o he_o that_o run_v but_o of_o god_n who_o show_v mercy_n this_o a_o man_n must_v experience_n with_o paul_n in_o the_o high_a straight_a and_o temptation_n before_o these_o word_n can_v be_v speak_v by_o he_o this_o be_v propose_v to_o a_o man_n that_o that_o very_a thing_n which_o thou_o love_v thou_o must_v forsake_v what_o it_o be_v to_o be_v naked_a and_o forlorn_a no_o man_n know_v but_o he_o who_o feel_v it_o and_o he_o who_o either_o be_v or_o be_v in_o such_o a_o state_n i_o fall_v down_o before_o god_n like_o a_o most_o miserable_a worm_n be_v unworthy_a to_o lift_v my_o eye_n up_o unto_o he_o o_o the_o cup_n that_o be_v to_o be_v drink_v o_o the_o draught_n that_o consume_v all_o thing_n he_o will_v not_o put_v out_o the_o smoke_a flax_n therefore_o it_o shall_v consume_v with_o fire_n here_o i_o lie_v like_o a_o dumb_a thing_n or_o like_v to_o a_o post_n and_o i_o only_o suffer_v misery_n and_o affliction_n i_o lie_v under_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o corrupt_v if_o it_o be_v say_v this_o be_v not_o in_o vain_a for_o fruit_n will_v follow_v etc._n etc._n i_o leave_v that_o to_o god_n and_o only_o suffer_v his_o will_n in_o god_n there_o be_v no_o suffering_n if_o i_o can_v stand_v whole_o in_o god_n there_o will_v be_v no_o need_n that_o i_o shall_v suffer_v god_n keep_v i_o in_o the_o snare_n of_o death_n and_o cause_v i_o in_o time_n to_o go_v into_o the_o nothingness_n of_o myself_o though_o one_o may_v get_v up_o many_o degree_n yet_o we_o be_v always_o to_o descend_v descend_v descend_z until_o we_o come_v into_o dust_n and_o ash_n that_o which_o before_o now_o we_o talk_v concern_v this_o nothingness_n it_o be_v with_o a_o certain_a kind_n of_o pleasure_n yet_o even_o all_o that_o must_v be_v subject_v under_o its_o judgement_n we_o can_v arrive_v at_o this_o nothingness_n but_o by_o the_o exercise_n of_o god_n to_o be_v delight_v with_o a_o righteous_a man_n or_o his_o writing_n word_n or_o work_n and_o to_o have_v a_o kindness_n and_o a_o good_a will_n for_o they_o it_o be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n when_o any_o one_o be_v free_v from_o the_o creature_n that_o he_o can_v have_v a_o in_o difference_n for_o they_o without_o grief_n or_o joy_n whether_o it_o be_v loss_n or_o gain_n there_o be_v make_v a_o break_n through_o and_o it_o be_v a_o certain_a sort_n of_o a_o singular_a death_n that_o belong_v to_o this_o case_n nor_o be_v it_o the_o work_n of_o man_n but_o of_o god_n many_o suppose_v themselves_o to_o be_v that_o which_o temptation_n or_o trial_n discover_v to_o they_o that_o
to_o his_o heart_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o it_o shall_v be_v express_v from_o out_o of_o the_o cross_n and_o from_o anguish_n if_o it_o spring_v from_o joy_n or_o from_o speculation_n it_o be_v vain_a and_o want_v spirit_n or_o life_n experience_n teach_v all_o thing_n and_o that_o which_o be_v void_a of_o experience_n be_v in_o vain_a we_o pass_v through_o time_n into_o eternity_n and_o time_n be_v mutable_a so_o also_o be_v man_n produce_v with_o mutability_n till_o he_o come_v thither_o where_o there_o be_v no_o corruption_n nor_o mutation_n no_o man_n be_v to_o be_v reject_v with_o how_o gross_a or_o how_o low_o a_o zeal_n his_o spirit_n boil_v with_o because_o they_o may_v be_v change_v and_o therefore_o we_o be_v to_o be_v quiet_a with_o a_o man_n that_o stand_v in_o his_o own_o zeal_n we_o be_v first_o in_o time_n before_o we_o come_v into_o eternity_n we_o first_o begin_v with_o low_a thing_n and_o by_o degree_n be_v we_o transfer_v unto_o high_a till_o we_o come_v there_o where_o perfection_n be_v paul_n say_v not_o as_o if_o i_o have_v apprehend_v &c_n &c_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a be_v the_o saint_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a be_v their_o desire_n by_o how_o much_o the_o high_a be_v the_o perfection_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a be_v the_o defect_n a_o man_n make_v conformable_a by_o letter_n rule_n ceremony_n or_o as_o to_o outward_a appearance_n be_v like_o a_o body_n which_o have_v indeed_o a_o nose_n a_o mouth_n etc._n etc._n but_o yet_o it_o want_v life_n every_o thing_n by_o its_o contrary_n be_v make_v of_o great_a esteem_n account_v for_o holy_a and_o be_v not_o right_o know_v its_o contrary_a not_o be_v know_v than_o it_o be_v not_o so_o for_o if_o cold_a be_v not_o heat_n will_v not_o be_v care_v for_o heaven_n be_v more_o clear_o understand_v by_o hell_n and_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n by_o his_o wrath_n or_o anger_n he_o that_o right_o know_v the_o fall_n of_o adam_n and_o understand_v his_o restauration_n can_v rejoice_v because_o a_o man_n must_v perish_v for_o its_o sake_n and_o as_o to_o all_o these_o thing_n he_o must_v be_v annihilate_v as_o to_o what_o he_o be_v make_v for_o gladness_n be_v assign_v over_o to_o posterity_n and_o to_o that_o fruit_n which_o shall_v grow_v out_o of_o corruption_n where_o a_o man_n become_v to_o be_v that_o which_o he_o attain_v to_o out_o of_o corruption_n and_o then_o he_o appear_v in_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o acknowledge_v god_n from_o god_n and_o love_v god_n from_o god_n and_o be_v sanctify_v and_o justify_v and_o renew_v in_o god_n and_o he_o be_v make_v that_o â—y_a grace_n which_o god_n be_v by_o nature_n before_o death_n all_o thing_n be_v vain_a and_o â—nconstant_a and_o mere_a fancy_n but_o now_o â—re_n become_v essence_n or_o substance_n which_o abide_v the_o truth_n be_v incorruptible_a the_o â—â—uth_n have_v make_v all_o thing_n free_a and_o have_v â—nited_v a_o man_n to_o himself_o and_o all_o thing_n â—re_n therefore_o do_v that_o we_o may_v get_v up_o hither_o all_o thing_n be_v dispose_v to_o a_o certain_a end_n autumn_n winter_n snow_n &_o c._n â—or_a the_o fruit_n of_o summer_n to_o this_o end_n and_o scope_n therefore_o be_v all_o thing_n to_o be_v direct_v and_o for_o its_o sake_n be_v all_o thing_n to_o be_v exercise_v and_o apply_v and_o not_o for_o its_o own_o sake_n the_o flower_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o the_o fruit_n and_o not_o of_o its_o self_n the_o flower_n perish_v but_o the_o fruit_n remain_v whatsoever_o go_v before_o have_v respect_n hitherto_o but_o â—abideth_v not_o but_o the_o fruit_n remain_v â—nd_v this_o be_v the_o truth_n in_o which_o a_o man_n be_v confirm_v and_o found_v that_o he_o may_v be_v 〈◊〉_d it_o eternal_o by_o a_o true_a union_n the_o small_a treatise_n of_o the_o imitation_n of_o christ_n be_v very_o useful_a to_o they_o that_o be_v labour_v and_o strive_v for_o it_o give_v we_o the_o best_a instruction_n unto_o life_n and_o i_o be_o much_o delight_v therewith_o but_o the_o german_a divinity_n excel_v in_o which_o be_v the_o representation_n of_o god_n the_o book_n of_o the_o imitation_n be_v more_o profitable_a for_o the_o public_a but_o the_o other_o small_a treatise_n of_o the_o german_a divinity_n be_v for_o private_a use_n chap._n vii_o because_o god_n exercise_v his_o judgement_n so_o severe_o in_o his_o child_n and_o yet_o his_o judgement_n be_v just_a it_o must_v be_v well_o consider_v what_o become_v we_o and_o that_o though_o we_o suffer_v in_o a_o wonderful_a manner_n yet_o be_v it_o do_v unto_o we_o with_o grace_n and_o mercy_n and_o that_o indeed_o the_o thousand_o part_n of_o affliction_n according_a to_o our_o sin_n be_v not_o inflict_v upon_o we_o but_o god_n spare_v we_o and_o unless_o it_o be_v so_o where_o shall_v we_o abide_v whence_o we_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v proud_a but_o fearful_a rather_o yea_o fright_a and_o to_o hold_v our_o peace_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o a_o man_n recede_v from_o himself_o so_o much_o the_o near_o he_o approach_v unto_o god_n and_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o heavy_o be_v he_o punish_v also_o in_o respect_n of_o nature_n which_o be_v therefore_o subject_v unto_o death_n if_o a_o man_n shall_v at_o first_o know_v this_o misery_n and_o calamity_n he_o will_v die_v for_o very_a grief_n but_o now_o he_o can_v be_v sensible_a of_o it_o till_o he_o fall_v into_o it_o and_o then_o also_o do_v god_n notwithstanding_o lead_v he_o through_o it_o he_o fall_v into_o the_o gulf_n scylla_n who_o endeavour_v to_o avoid_v the_o rock_n charybdis_n for_o when_o a_o man_n desire_v to_o be_v free_v from_o the_o legal_a accusation_n of_o his_o conscience_n he_o come_v and_o be_v condemn_v into_o death_n so_o that_o endeavour_v to_o avoid_v the_o difficulty_n on_o that_o part_n on_o the_o other_o he_o fall_v into_o it_o that_o be_v into_o a_o state_n where_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v condemn_v when_o the_o law_n do_v no_o long_o accuse_v a_o man_n be_v condemn_v like_o a_o malefactor_n who_o be_v first_o accuse_v and_o at_o length_n be_v punish_v then_o the_o accusation_n cease_v he_o suffer_v death_n by_o the_o mean_n of_o which_o alone_o he_o be_v free_v from_o the_o accusation_n of_o the_o law_n he_o that_o tri_v this_o shall_v find_v it_o no_o liar_n which_o have_v promise_v to_o he_o no_o sweetness_n if_o it_o be_v say_v but_o yet_o it_o be_v well_o that_o the_o conscience_n â—s_v free_a though_o nature_n may_v suffer_v it_o be_v answer_v how_o good_a the_o state_n of_o thaâ—_n man_n be_v god_n know_v the_o truth_n be_v iâ—_n be_v a_o miserable_a condition_n but_o it_o be_v accept_v of_o god_n and_o he_o that_o be_v in_o it_o be_v make_v near_o to_o god_n but_o by_o how_o much_o the_o near_o he_o be_v to_o god_n by_o so_o much_o the_o heavy_a be_v his_o suffering_n as_o to_o nature_n here_o the_o restrain_v or_o bridle_v in_o of_o nature_n suffice_v not_o we_o must_v go_v beyond_o that_o viz._n we_o must_v die_v and_o we_o muâ—â—_n perish_v that_o a_o man_n can_v acknowledge_v his_o sinâ—_n be_v a_o great_a gift_n but_o then_o the_o affliction_n alsâ—_n be_v great_a he_o that_o acknowledge_v his_o sin_n god_n deliver_v he_o from_o they_o thâ—_n vulgar_a acknowledgement_n of_o sin_n be_v not_o 〈◊〉_d he_o that_o right_o acknowledge_v himseâ—â—â—o_o err_v desire_v to_o walk_v in_o a_o right_a way_n and_o to_o decline_v from_o that_o which_o be_v erroneous_a but_o he_o to_o who_o the_o erroneous_a waâ—_n be_v not_o unpleasant_a he_o abide_v in_o it_o aâ—_n defend_v it_o nor_o acknowledge_v that_o 〈◊〉_d err_v though_o with_o his_o mouth_n he_o mâ—â—_n profess_v otherwise_o in_o death_n that_o gloâ—â—_n be_v give_v to_o god_n which_o can_v not_o be_v doâ—â—_n in_o life_n for_o in_o life_n a_o man_n retain_v tâ—â—_n glory_n to_o himself_o but_o in_o death_n he_o laâ—_n down_o the_o glory_n nature_n have_v a_o way_n so_o proper_a to_o itself_o that_o it_o will_v acknowledge_v or_o accept_v no_o sort_n of_o death_n till_o it_o be_v willing_a or_o nill_v cast_v thereinto_o and_o then_o the_o will_n reason_n memory_n and_o understanding_n of_o a_o man_n be_v so_o bind_v and_o tie_v down_o that_o the_o man_n think_v that_o he_o alone_o be_v smite_v and_o that_o no_o man_n suffer_v but_o himself_o and_o from_o thence_o forward_o he_o can_v neither_o take_v joy_n in_o any_o thing_n nor_o can_v he_o draw_v comfort_n from_o the_o evil_n of_o other_o man_n and_o that_o usual_a say_n that_o common_a mischief_n do_v bring_v comfort_n with_o they_o yet_o be_v not_o true_a in_o he_o he_o that_o be_v yield_v up_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v without_o choice_n yea_o his_o very_a word_n which_o infer_v election_n do_v terrifiy_n he_o
for_o where_o the_o virtue_n of_o divine_a will_n be_v feel_v there_o such_o word_n do_v excite_v consternation_n therefore_o it_o be_v not_o for_o he_o to_o say_v i_o hope_v it_o will_v be_v so_o or_o so_o or_o so_o it_o shall_v be_v or_o so_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v and_o the_o like_a but_o he_o say_v thus_o 〈◊〉_d hope_v the_o lord_n will_v do_v it_o christ_n say_v i_o be_o the_o truth_n we_o think_v that_o christ_n be_v with_o we_o and_o that_o he_o be_v such_o a_o one_o as_o we_o be_v by_o nature_n but_o thus_o he_o be_v contrary_a to_o we_o and_o be_v our_o death_n chap._n viii_o all_o ceremony_n conform_v themselves_o according_a to_o god_n and_o be_v a_o representation_n of_o the_o hide_a truth_n but_o they_o do_v not_o conform_v themselves_o unto_o our_o weakness_n as_o some_o say_v yea_o and_o that_o god_n give_v they_o because_o of_o our_o weakness_n when_o as_o other_o wise_a they_o have_v not_o be_v necessary_a to_o which_o opinion_n we_o must_v assent_v yea_o furthermore_o they_o say_v that_o the_o very_a incarnation_n of_o christ_n be_v to_o be_v thus_o adorn_v which_o opinion_n be_v it_o far_o from_o we_o he_o that_o be_v upon_o a_o right_a foundation_n and_o have_v a_o understand_a heart_n will_v be_v whole_o opposite_a to_o these_o opinion_n for_o such_o a_o one_o feel_v and_o know_v that_o without_o the_o incarnation_n of_o christ_n no_o salvation_n can_v be_v find_v on_o the_o earth_n and_o that_o ceremony_n together_o with_o all_o creature_n be_v only_o a_o representation_n of_o the_o heavenly_a truth_n and_o that_o they_o be_v all_o conformeâ—_n according_a to_o god_n but_o not_o according_a to_o we_o and_o so_o also_o they_o ought_v to_o be_v and_o therefore_o they_o judge_v too_o dry_o concern_v they_o who_o say_v they_o be_v toy_n and_o trifle_n as_o also_o they_o do_v attribute_v too_o much_o to_o they_o who_o be_v glue_v fast_o unto_o they_o and_o from_o they_o do_v make_v god_n to_o themselves_o and_o set_v they_o in_o the_o place_n of_o the_o true_a substance_n they_o err_v on_o both_o hand_n wherefore_o we_o be_v to_o wait_v for_o a_o right_a judgement_n in_o all_o thing_n from_o the_o lord_n and_z and_z to_o fear_v least_o any_o thing_n be_v rash_o add_v from_o our_o opinion_n for_o opinion_n deceive_v we_o where_o the_o power_n of_o sin_n be_v feel_v and_o be_v conquer_v and_o break_v a_o man_n be_v cast_v into_o great_a affliction_n but_o when_o a_o man_n put_v that_o affliction_n from_o he_o and_o put_v it_o upon_o christ_n as_o if_o he_o have_v satisfy_v for_o it_o and_o that_o that_o satisfaction_n ought_v to_o be_v impute_v to_o a_o man_n and_o to_o be_v fulfil_v in_o he_o so_o as_o that_o sin_n be_v to_o be_v take_v away_o and_o righteousness_n to_o be_v fulfil_v there_o a_o man_n have_v not_o a_o true_a sense_n of_o sin_n but_o neglectâ—th_v it_o with_o a_o light_a mind_n this_o opinion_n also_o be_v contrary_a to_o the_o writing_n of_o the_o prophet_n and_o the_o doctrine_n of_o the_o apostle_n who_o testify_v that_o christ_n must_v snatch_v a_o man_n out_o of_o sin_n and_o let_v up_o righteousness_n and_o break_v the_o serpent_n head_n and_o overcome_v all_o thing_n and_o that_o this_o victory_n ought_v to_o be_v do_v in_o a_o man_n and_o not_o to_o remain_v without_o he_o rom._n 8._o 4._o for_o they_o ought_v to_o be_v a_o people_n in_o who_o all_o thing_n be_v do_v and_o fulfil_v which_o the_o prophet_n and_o the_o apostle_n and_o all_o ceremony_n testify_v let_v no_o man_n therefore_o deceive_v himself_o by_o impose_v upon_o christ_n any_o thing_n without_o himself_o where_o god_n do_v possess_v a_o man_n there_o god_n reign_v and_o keep_v he_o but_o man_n be_v not_o at_o all_o touch_v with_o any_o care_n for_o what_o belong_v to_o god_n but_o a_o man_n be_v not_o to_o eye_v any_o thing_n but_o his_o littleness_n and_o emptyness_n that_o be_v his_o selfishness_n this_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o and_o upon_o that_o account_n he_o bow_v under_o all_o and_o judge_v himself_o to_o be_v worser_o more_o foolish_a and_o more_o unworthy_a than_o all_o man_n all_o the_o rest_n that_o be_v any_o thing_n be_v god_n and_o be_v due_a to_o god_n nor_o do_v it_o concern_v man_n but_o if_o any_o one_o depart_v from_o his_o nothingness_n will_v arrogate_v to_o himself_o the_o thing_n which_o beâ—ong_v unto_o god_n that_o will_v prove_v the_o high_a pride_n and_o the_o most_o heavy_a fall_v chap._n ix_o when_o any_o one_o be_v give_v up_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n there_o be_v nothing_o so_o heavy_a nor_o so_o painful_a which_o he_o can_v bear_v in_o the_o will_n of_o god_n without_o election_n but_o as_o god_n will_v so_o be_v a_o thing_n commend_v to_o he_o who_o will_v do_v all_o thing_n and_o where_o that_o be_v there_o be_v peace_n and_o no_o where_o else_o a_o certain_a person_n say_v such_o as_o the_o judgement_n be_v so_o i_o suffer_v under_o a_o heavy_a judgement_n heavy_o under_o a_o light_a judgement_n light_o when_o one_o also_o be_v ashamed_a befote_n his_o neighbour_n because_o of_o that_o for_o who_o sake_n he_o be_v ashamed_a before_o god_n conscience_n be_v more_o at_o quiet_a but_o when_o one_o for_o a_o secret_a hide_a baseness_n blush_v not_o before_o man_n conscience_n be_v burden_v and_o therefore_o here_o we_o must_v be_v bind_v and_o no_o man_n ought_v to_o be_v ashamed_a when_o he_o be_v oblige_v to_o confess_v himself_o guilty_a before_o his_o neighbour_n god_n keep_v his_o promise_n but_o we_o understand_v they_o perverse_o until_o their_o own_o â—ime_n come_v when_o we_o see_v what_o they_o be_v and_o to_o who_o they_o belong_v he_o who_o will_n be_v resign_v he_o want_v appropriation_n and_o its_o the_o same_o to_o he_o whither_o the_o thing_n be_v or_o be_v not_o he_o who_o have_v a_o will_n yield_v up_o to_o god_n he_o esteemâ—â—â—_n for_o heavenly_a whatsoeur_fw-fr happen_v to_o he_o for_o all_o that_o be_v god_n to_o he_o and_o god_n be_v heavenly_a whatsoever_o fall_v out_o to_o he_o be_v 〈◊〉_d advantage_n disadvantage_n peace_n disquiet_a riches_n poverty_n bitter_a sweet_a heat_n cold_a hunger_n thirst_n honour_n dishonour_n yet_o aâ—â—_n all_o these_o god_n to_o he_o and_o consequent_o heaven_n he_o be_v also_o without_o appropriation_n and_o nothing_o else_o please_v he_o as_o if_o 〈◊〉_d be_v heaven_n unless_o that_o god_n will_v it_o but_o before_o any_o one_o come_v thither_o many_o thing_n be_v require_v especial_o time_n he_o who_o want_v this_o resign_v will_n esteem_v all_o that_o be_v against_o his_o own_o will_n for_o torment_n and_o hell_n yea_o even_o those_o thing_n which_o of_o themselves_o be_v pleasant_a out_o proper_a will_n therefore_o be_v to_o be_v discard_v and_o to_o this_o purpose_n serve_v our_o exercise_n o_o how_o bitter_a be_v death_n to_o he_o who_o be_v yield_v up_o to_o life_n all_o thing_n perish_v but_o god_n and_o what_o be_v unite_v to_o he_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v such_o a_o terror_n to_o the_o flesh_n that_o when_o any_o thing_n be_v spokâ—en_v to_o it_o of_o the_o spirit_n it_o be_v fright_v and_o tremble_v because_o the_o spirit_n be_v its_o destruction_n they_o who_o aim_v at_o a_o mark_n shut_v one_o eye_n and_o always_o level_a at_o the_o mark_n and_o when_o one_o hit_v the_o mark_n than_o he_o turn_v himself_o and_o look_n upon_o all_o the_o rest_n which_o none_o of_o the_o rest_n do_v because_o they_o have_v not_o yet_o strike_v it_o but_o do_v still_o level_v their_o aim_n by_o the_o cross_n god_n cast_v on_o man_n chain_n and_o a_o bridle_n and_o except_o this_o shall_v be_v so_o he_o will_v wander_v into_o error_n in_o time_n and_o though_o a_o man_n sometime_o may_v think_v that_o he_o shall_v serve_v god_n better_o unless_o this_o or_o that_o happen_v yet_o god_n adjudge_v it_o otherwise_o and_o know_v this_o to_o be_v best_a contrary_a to_o a_o man_n be_v own_o opinion_n chap._n x._o a_o man_n always_o require_v time_n and_o space_n and_o think_v that_o he_o shall_v satisfy_v the_o law_n and_o yet_o it_o can_v be_v do_v and_o he_o must_v die_v and_o god_n must_v fulfil_v the_o law_n in_o his_o stead_n that_o which_o a_o man_n think_v he_o shall_v do_v in_o his_o life_n that_o be_v at_o last_o perform_v in_o his_o death_n when_o the_o passion_n and_o death_n of_o christ_n be_v real_o in_o a_o man_n also_o his_o resurrection_n be_v real_o in_o he_o if_o one_o be_v real_a such_o also_o be_v the_o other_o if_o the_o one_o be_v only_o notional_a so_o also_o be_v the_o other_o for_o there_o be_v divers_a resurrection_n a_o man_n give_v up_o to_o god_n belong_v to_o god_n and_o he_o have_v no_o propriety_n but_o be_v a_o stranger_n to_o himself_o whatever_o therefore_o god_n or_o
the_o action_n business_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o unrighteous_a at_o last_o sink_v and_o fall_v into_o nothing_o o_o father_n this_o be_v life_n eternal_a to_o know_v thou_o the_o only_a true_a god_n and_o jesus_n christ_n who_o thou_o have_v send_v this_o be_v holiness_n and_o god_n above_o all_o image_n and_o of_o this_o nature_n or_o the_o natural_a man_n partake_v nothing_o but_o remain_v separate_v from_o god_n and_o all_o his_o creature_n alas_o how_o great_a a_o affliction_n be_v this_o to_o nature_n to_o want_v image_n when_o as_o the_o natural_a man_n can_v get_v above_o image_n for_o all_o his_o joy_n quiet_a peace_n advantage_n consist_v in_o and_o together_o with_o image_n if_o therefore_o god_n alone_o be_v present_a his_o death_n be_v present_a god_n alone_o be_v essence_n and_o be_v itself_o and_o hitherto_o the_o natural_a man_n can_v come_v or_o else_o he_o can_v never_o fall_v for_o whatsoever_o come_v into_o god_n be_v eternal_a and_o unmoved_a all_o that_o be_v say_v of_o the_o fall_n be_v say_v of_o the_o natural_a man_n whilst_o he_o yet_o abide_v in_o image_n and_o appearance_n and_o that_o state_n be_v to_o be_v consumed-with_a its_o desire_n of_o grow_v on_o and_o of_o increase_v before_o the_o essence_n itself_o be_v come_v but_o when_o this_o be_v come_v nature_n must_v be_v subject_v unto_o death_n and_o not_o have_v any_o life_n or_o joy_n in_o that_o essence_n for_o that_o privilege_n be_v not_o due_a unto_o nature_n and_o here_o it_o be_v that_o god_n fill_v the_o place_n of_o man_n and_o acknowledge_v honour_v and_o praise_v his_o own_o self_n and_o he_o work_v and_o set_v up_o what_o he_o please_v and_o here_o god_n himself_o be_v present_a and_o therefore_o the_o glory_n belong_v to_o god_n and_o not_o to_o man_n here_o man_n stand_v naked_a in_o his_o poverty_n and_o arrogate_v nothing_o to_o himself_o because_o to_o god_n alone_o the_o glory_n be_v due_a when_o the_o essence_n of_o a_o thing_n be_v present_a all_o image_n 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escape_n so_o long_o he_o labour_v until_o this_o also_o fail_v then_o he_o yield_v up_o himself_o therein_o imitate_v the_o ape_n who_o defend_v himself_o and_o labour_n so_o long_o as_o he_o see_v a_o way_n to_o evade_v but_o be_v hinder_v of_o that_o he_o lie_v down_o and_o suffer_v himself_o to_o be_v beat_v and_o knock_v yea_o he_o admit_v all_o though_o it_o be_v still_o against_o his_o will_n so_o also_o the_o natural_a man_n suffer_v not_o these_o thing_n willing_o but_o quite_o against_o his_o will_n chap._n ii_o to_o do_v nothing_o in_o obedience_n to_o conscience_n under_o the_o law_n but_o only_a to_o lie_v down_o and_o suffer_v god_n work_n be_v a_o great_a affliction_n then_o we_o cry_v oh_o that_o i_o can_v do_v something_o but_o action_n have_v be_v before_o already_o and_o it_o be_v do_v with_o delight_n and_o willing_o but_o when_o we_o must_v want_v as_o well_o the_o worse_a as_o the_o better_a also_o and_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n without_o hope_n of_o rise_v 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do_v in_o order_n holiness_n be_v a_o worthy_a thing_n and_o unutterable_a and_o the_o natural_a man_n participate_v nothing_o thereof_o because_o nature_n can_v come_v thither_o paul_n say_v other_o foundation_n can_v no_o man_n lay_v but_o christ_n discretion_n come_v into_o a_o man_n in_o one_o monent_fw-la and_o that_o moment_n be_v like_a to_o lighten_v but_o be_v not_o the_o thing_n itself_o for_o this_o follow_v after_o when_o a_o man_n have_v receive_v that_o momentary_a lightning_n his_o intellect_n be_v bind_v down_o under_o it_o by_o one_o only_a shine_n god_n do_v more_o perfect_a the_o understanding_n and_o discretion_n of_o a_o man_n than_o a_o man_n can_v do_v himself_o in_o twenty_o year_n nor_o yet_o be_v the_o thing_n itself_o present_a many_o there_o be_v that_o have_v that_o and_o be_v dead_a who_o yet_o never_o arrive_v at_o the_o thing_n itself_o in_o a_o time_n of_o necessity_n all_o my_o friend_n forsake_v i_o and_o when_o i_o come_v unto_o they_o that_o they_o 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incite_v and_o spur_n on_o the_o creature_n and_o though_o as_o to_o the_o outward_a show_n it_o seem_v as_o if_o injury_n be_v do_v unto_o he_o yet_o he_o jugd_v not_o the_o creature_n but_o himself_o and_o acknowledge_v that_o the_o just_a judgement_n be_v exercise_v upon_o he_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n whither_o a_o man_n take_v all_o thing_n as_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n may_v from_o hence_o be_v know_v if_o so_o be_v when_o he_o be_v injure_v by_o the_o creature_n yet_o be_v he_o not_o therefore_o move_v but_o if_o he_o be_v move_v at_o it_o than_o he_o take_v it_o from_o the_o creature_n and_o not_o from_o god_n and_o so_o he_o than_o prove_v that_o
figure_n into_o mere_a estence_n he_o that_o thus_o ascend_v in_o image_n must_v now_o also_o die_v even_o to_o himself_o because_o by_o this_o his_o asent_a and_o go_v forward_o in_o image_n he_o be_v prepare_v so_o as_o he_o can_v be_v how_o touch_v with_o this_o death_n by_o which_o he_o die_v and_o be_v corrupt_v and_o then_o he_o suffer_v a_o death_n of_o all_o his_o ornament_n and_o gift_n yea_o of_o his_o own_o self_n and_o therefore_o he_o can_v never_o be_v restore_v more_o nor_o be_v make_v glad_a by_o any_o mean_n because_o the_o joy_n be_v reserve_v for_o he_o that_o abide_v after_o death_n as_o the_o prophet_n faith_n these_o shall_v be_v write_v for_o the_o generation_n to_o come_v and_o the_o people_n which_o shall_v be_v create_v shall_v praise_v the_o lord_n and_o again_o thy_o labour_n shall_v be_v reward_v and_o thy_o posterity_n shall_v rejoice_v therein_o this_o be_v that_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o fruit_n which_o spring_v out_o of_o that_o death_n and_o corruption_n and_o hence_o spring_v glory_n to_o the_o lord_n this_o be_v that_o bottle_n that_o can_v hold_v new_a wine_n which_o a_o natural_a man_n can_v contain_v though_o he_o shall_v have_v a_o state_n very_o pure_a and_o noble_a this_o be_v the_o seed_n whence_o conception_n arise_v wherefore_o it_o be_v not_o in_o vain_a nor_o be_v it_o in_o vain_a that_o by_o the_o good_a help_n of_o god_n 〈◊〉_d have_v separate_v himself_o and_o dispose_v himself_o unto_o divine_a thing_n for_o than_o be_v he_o compel_v to_o follow_v order_n and_o so_o he_o act_v right_o and_o have_v not_o do_v right_o unless_o he_o have_v do_v so_o because_o he_o will_v have_v be_v disobedient_a to_o god_n who_o be_v a_o god_n of_o order_n and_o lead_v a_o man_n in_o order_n whence_o eternal_a death_n that_o severe_a judgement_n of_o god_n will_v follow_v a_o man_n must_v be_v lead_v in_o order_n even_o unto_o his_o death_n for_o unless_o he_o shall_v follow_v order_n he_o will_v certain_o remain_v unprepared_a nor_o will_v ever_o come_v thereto_o and_o therefore_o we_o must_v first_o endeavour_v to_o yield_v ready_a obedience_n and_o always_o to_o attend_v to_o that_o which_o be_v next_o and_o also_o from_o the_o very_a first_o beginning_n the_o cross_n will_v not_o be_v want_v and_o by_o the_o way_n thereof_o we_o shall_v go_v by_o what_o a_o man_n depart_v from_o earthly_a thing_n in_o obedience_n to_o his_o conscience_n by_o that_o be_v he_o atlength_n right_o prepare_v to_o come_v into_o the_o earth_n that_o be_v into_o the_o corruption_n of_o himself_o and_o that_o which_o grow_v out_o of_o this_o stand_v before_o god_n this_o corrupttion_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n ought_v to_o last_v even_o to_o the_o corporal_a death_n of_o a_o man_n and_o after_o that_o the_o tender_a twig_n at_o last_o spring_v forth_o but_o the_o mind_n here_o even_o yet_o before_o the_o corporal_a death_n come_v into_o the_o resurrection_n and_o be_v make_v a_o son_n of_o grace_n and_o of_o the_o covenant_n which_o consist_v in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n now_o pour_v forth_o for_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n christ_n wash_v we_o from_o sin_n by_o his_o blood_n which_o speak_v better_a thing_n than_o the_o blood_n of_o abel_n without_o the_o effusion_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n there_o be_v accomplish_v no_o remission_n of_o sin_n or_o purification_n it_o be_v a_o most_o excellent_a thing_n to_o be_v free_v and_o purge_v from_o sin_n but_o to_o feel_v how_o that_o redemption_n be_v perform_v and_o to_o experience_n that_o misery_n be_v no_o pleasant_a matter_n but_o exceed_v sharp_a and_o difficult_a nor_o be_v it_o possible_a for_o a_o man_n so_o much_o as_o to_o behold_v the_o thing_n much_o less_o to_o execute_v and_o perform_v it_o but_o it_o be_v god_n alone_o who_o both_o begin_v and_o finish_v it_o to_o who_o nothing_o be_v deficient_a because_o his_o work_n be_v all_o perfect_a now_o here_o a_o man_n do_v nothing_o else_o but_o give_v himself_o up_o into_o tranquillity_n and_o sufferâ—_n the_o operation_n of_o god_n the_o work_n of_o redemption_n god_n have_v reserve_v to_o himself_o alone_o and_o the_o glory_n thereof_o be_v he_o and_o because_o god_n handle_v the_o matter_n no_o man_n needs_o to_o say_v that_o the_o thing_n be_v impossible_a because_o the_o work_n and_o purpose_n of_o god_n go_v forward_o here_o also_o do_v faith_n and_o patience_n take_v place_n which_o also_o be_v the_o work_n of_o god_n and_o not_o we_o when_o one_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n in_o the_o mind_n then_o in_o the_o flesh_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o of_o the_o sin_n of_o concupiscence_n and_o appetite_n remain_v in_o the_o flesh_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o misery_n affliction_n and_o death_n the_o man_n have_v for_o he_o walk_v not_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n as_o be_v that_o which_o condemn_v under_o the_o law_n and_o be_v hurry_v away_o violent_o by_o sin_n be_v crucify_v by_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n now_o where_o these_o thing_n be_v not_o there_o a_o man_n still_o walk_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o there_o be_v at_o that_o time_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o concupiscence_n and_o of_o appetite_n in_o the_o flesh_n so_o much_o the_o more_o of_o life_n and_o joy_n a_o man_n have_v but_o alas_o it_o be_v a_o miserable_a life_n which_o be_v follow_v by_o eternal_a death_n chap._n vi_o by_o what_o way_n or_o mean_n the_o resurrection_n and_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n be_v to_o be_v accomplish_v after_o this_o time_n no_o man_n live_a can_v comprehend_v or_o understand_v for_o whosoever_o will_v know_v or_o understand_v that_o he_o belong_v unto_o death_n and_o become_v subject_a unto_o death_n we_o have_v indeed_o a_o representation_n of_o the_o thing_n but_o what_o the_o very_a thing_n will_v be_v in_o the_o future_a be_v not_o lawful_a for_o we_o to_o know_v when_o the_o thing_n itself_o be_v present_a then_o at_o length_n it_o be_v know_v all_o thing_n to_o come_v be_v lock_v up_o from_o the_o natural_a man_n in_o darkness_n and_o ignorance_n yet_o he_o arrive_v so_o far_o as_o to_o know_v that_o he_o know_v nothing_o etc._n etc._n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o straight_a so_o much_o the_o more_o durable_a be_v the_o judgement_n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o desertion_n so_o much_o the_o near_o be_v any_o one_o to_o god_n for_o the_o most_o part_n inward_a affliction_n get_v entrance_n by_o outward_a affliction_n and_o outward_a affliction_n be_v as_o it_o be_v the_o gate_n by_o which_o the_o inward_a enter_v into_o a_o man_n for_o without_o outward_a affliction_n nature_n search_v out_o many_o escape_n that_o inward_a affliction_n can_v touch_v she_o as_o if_o one_o keep_v in_o a_o dungeon_n shall_v still_o see_v light_n by_o one_o only_a cranny_n and_o upon_o that_o account_n the_o evil_n of_o be_v in_o a_o dungeon_n will_v become_v much_o easy_a to_o he_o so_o also_o as_o nature_n can_v catch_v its_o propriety_n this_o internal_a affliction_n be_v hinder_v nor_o can_v gain_v a_o room_n or_o place_n for_o there_o be_v no_o place_n for_o inward_a suffering_n where_o nature_n have_v get_v escape_v hole_n great_a be_v the_o misery_n where_o nature_n be_v thus_o keep_v in_o death_n that_o she_o can_v hope_v for_o nothing_o but_o acquiescence_n can_v bear_v all_o thing_n he_o who_o be_v found_v in_o death_n destruction_n and_o misery_n and_o be_v quiet_a in_o they_o admit_v not_o comfort_n either_o of_o life_n or_o of_o joy_n and_o be_v unmoved_a as_o to_o all_o thing_n which_o be_v grateful_a and_o acceptable_a and_o no_o man_n can_v either_o comfort_v he_o or_o terrify_v he_o for_o if_o one_o shall_v threaten_v spoil_v death_n misery_n and_o affliction_n to_o he_o he_o already_o forsee_v all_o these_o and_o yield_v himself_o up_o unto_o they_o and_o be_v conversant_a in_o they_o and_o therefore_o he_o be_v immovable_a both_o in_o respect_n of_o thing_n grateful_a or_o of_o ungrateful_a no_o man_n can_v either_o make_v he_o merry_a or_o fright_v he_o death_n and_o the_o withdraw_n of_o all_o thing_n be_v indeed_o a_o terror_n to_o he_o but_o not_o such_o a_o one_o as_o now_o at_o length_n begin_v but_o now_o afflict_v he_o nor_o do_v grateful_a thing_n exhilerate_v he_o because_o he_o have_v renounce_v all_o thing_n and_o he_o can_v reasume_a nothing_o and_o therefore_o he_o be_v unmoved_a here_o nature_n be_v as_o it_o be_v ground_n between_o two_o mill_n stone_n because_o he_o acknowledge_v the_o judgement_n of_o god_n upon_o he_o to_o be_v just_a and_o suffer_v such_o misery_n that_o he_o must_v thus_o behold_v the_o thing_n and_o the_o thing_n must_v then_o be_v do_v but_o he_o be_v not_o like_o other_o malefactor_n who_o
our_o sinful_a flesh_n in_o the_o death_n of_o a_o natural_a man_n the_o will_n of_o god_n only_o rule_v viz._n because_o that_o god_n so_o will_v it_o and_o it_o so_o please_v he_o and_o his_o judgement_n thus_o require_v it_o hither_o a_o man_n be_v to_o refer_v himself_o this_o be_v his_o only_a restand_v quiet_a viz._n the_o will_n of_o god_n thing_n plain_o happen_v otherwise_o than_o one_o think_v all_o thing_n observe_v another_o manner_n than_o a_o man_n think_v chap._n xii_o there_o be_v no_o come_n unto_o a_o internal_a state_n or_o spiritual_a exercise_n except_o first_o all_o the_o ceremony_n be_v break_v by_o affliction_n the_o warm_a bed_n be_v to_o be_v leave_v there_o be_v man_n in_o the_o world_n that_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o idolatry_n exceed_v that_o hardship_n and_o patient_o endure_v the_o cold_a and_o incommodity_n why_o may_v not_o the_o same_o be_v do_v for_o the_o sake_n of_o the_o true_a worship_n and_o though_o at_o the_o beginning_n when_o one_o be_v settle_v in_o a_o custom_n of_o lie_v in_o bed_n the_o thing_n will_v not_o be_v without_o difficulty_n yet_o in_o time_n it_o will_v become_v easy_a and_o a_o man_n will_v hate_v his_o bed_n and_o the_o too_o much_o use_v thereof_o and_o will_v not_o use_v it_o but_o for_o necessity_n all_o thing_n whatsoever_o which_o be_v at_o first_o do_v with_o great_a difficulty_n they_o become_v gentle_a and_o easy_a by_o use_n a_o man_n must_v combat_v stout_o and_o with_o affliction_n too_o that_o lay_v aside_o his_o confusion_n he_o may_v be_v bring_v into_o order_n and_o consequent_o that_o god_n may_v draw_v near_o unto_o he_o he_o that_o be_v keep_v in_o confusion_n and_o neglect_v the_o mean_n of_o his_o get_n forward_o can_v be_v promote_v but_o many_o year_n and_o time_n be_v spend_v with_o he_o so_o that_o he_o sâ—ill_o remain_v that_o which_o he_o be_v and_o the_o fault_n be_v in_o some_o prop_n or_o support_v he_o have_v either_o secret_o or_o manifest_o as_o well_o in_o small_a as_o 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and_o with_o tear_n and_o sorrow_n break_v through_o the_o hostile_a troop_n that_o which_o be_v here_o say_v of_o impurity_n be_v not_o to_o be_v understand_v of_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v in_o themselves_o impure_a for_o no_o purify_a person_n can_v pass_v through_o they_o when_o they_o be_v prohibit_v and_o be_v not_o in_o the_o least_o allow_v of_o but_o of_o thing_n that_o be_v not_o impure_a of_o themselves_o yet_o be_v such_o by_o which_o a_o man_n may_v be_v pollute_v by_o reason_n of_o his_o own_o proper_a impurity_n when_o he_o satisfi_v not_o his_o own_o conscience_n and_o walk_v not_o straight_o forward_o in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n he_o that_o will_v not_o suffer_v be_v afflict_v in_o the_o earth_n he_o err_v in_o his_o understanding_n when_o one_o be_v lead_v into_o the_o revelation_n and_o knowledge_n of_o many_o thing_n but_o he_o himself_o remain_v without_o and_o beyond_o they_o the_o lord_n say_v what_o will_v it_o profit_v a_o man_n to_o gain_v the_o whole_a world_n and_o lose_v his_o own_o soul_n he_o also_o that_o go_v into_o the_o marriage_n without_o a_o wedding-garment_n be_v cast_v out_o for_o those_o thing_n which_o he_o have_v notional_o by_o knowledge_n and_o in_o the_o understanding_n he_o have_v not_o substantial_o and_o real_o in_o the_o science_n of_o thing_n a_o man_n glori_v and_o be_v glad_a and_o delight_v when_o he_o speak_v or_o write_v of_o they_o all_o thing_n be_v do_v with_o joy_n but_o when_o the_o substance_n or_o essence_n of_o thing_n come_v he_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n nor_o can_v he_o rejoice_v or_o be_v delight_v because_o he_o partake_v nothing_o and_o have_v no_o thing_n therein_o but_o his_o death_n and_o destruction_n the_o science_n or_o knowledge_n of_o they_o can_v no_o more_o make_v he_o merry_a because_o they_o be_v contrary_a unto_o he_o and_o whatever_o he_o know_v read_v hear_v oâ—_n think_v concern_v they_o that_o all_o make_v against_o he_o because_o all_o these_o thing_n aâ—_n contrary_a or_o adverse_a unto_o he_o chap._n xiii_o when_o a_o man_n lie_v in_o death_n he_o no_o long_o his_o own_o for_o he_o plain_o alienate_v from_o his_o own_o self_n her_o therefore_o he_o cease_v from_o labour_n neither_o do_v he_o act_v any_o more_o and_o god_n stanâ—_n in_o the_o stead_n of_o himself_o and_o fulfil_v and_o erect_v that_o in_o his_o death_n which_o have_v not_o be_v do_v in_o his_o life_n for_o whatever_o he_o handle_v in_o his_o life_n he_o do_v it_o at_o all_o by_o image_n but_o here_o in_o death_n god_n have_v establish_v the_o very_a substance_n itself_o and_o this_o be_v a_o grace_n and_o the_o generation_n which_o be_v make_v in_o death_n that_o which_o christ_n denote_v can_v be_v fulfil_v for_o it_o be_v a_o generation_n which_o be_v of_o itself_o passive_a in_o the_o destruction_n and_o death_n of_o a_o man_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o man_n therefore_o god_n himself_o do_v it_o whence_o it_o be_v that_o to_o he_o alone_o the_o glory_n be_v due_a a_o man_n who_o be_v in_o death_n be_v not_o afflict_v by_o the_o delay_n of_o time_n but_o he_o who_o yet_o hope_v for_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n he_o be_v afflict_v with_o every_o delay_n until_o that_o come_v which_o be_v hope_v for_o but_o the_o dead_a lie_n down_o without_o hope_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n which_o they_o expect_v for_o they_o be_v forsake_v and_o strip_v of_o all_o but_o in_o these_o thing_n they_o acknowledge_v the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o comfort_v themselves_o that_o god_n so_o will_v the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v their_o couch_n when_o a_o man_n give_v himself_o up_o to_o one_o lust_n than_o one_o follow_v another_o but_o then_o a_o man_n have_v to_o do_v as_o it_o be_v with_o a_o lion_n who_o if_o any_o one_o lay_v hold_v on_o one_o paâ—â—_n of_o any_o thing_n he_o ever_o draw_v it_o near_o so_o also_o if_o one_o yield_v himself_o up_o to_o one_o lust_n he_o also_o quick_o yield_v to_o another_o and_o so_o the_o world_n gain_v he_o again_o tâ—â—_n he_o be_v whole_o swallow_v up_o therein_o but_o then_o at_o last_o the_o man_n true_o neglect_v himself_o and_o expect_v the_o severe_a judgement_n of_o god_n chap._n fourteen_o when_o a_o man_n perceive_v that_o he_o be_v willing_a to_o abide_v in_o his_o present_a state_n and_o to_o be_v at_o rest_n and_o to_o subsist_v in_o it_o than_o the_o spirit_n cease_v and_o the_o man_n slip_v down_o out_o of_o the_o spirit_n into_o the_o flesh_n there_o the_o rule_n or_o government_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v hinder_v and_o the_o literal_a kingdom_n be_v set_v up_o there_o than_o be_v no_o long_o a_o spiritual_a kingdom_n nor_o a_o increase_n nor_o proficiency_n but_o a_o go_v backward_o and_o a_o leap_v back_o again_o into_o the_o flesh_n and_o into_o the_o creature_n and_o then_o begin_v hatred_n and_o persecution_n towards_o the_o adverse_a part_n that_o they_o will_v not_o so_o much_o as_o receive_v they_o into_o their_o house_n that_o be_v they_o will_v by_o no_o mean_n come_v near_o they_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o that_o and_o thus_o these_o must_v suffer_v by_o and_o from_o they_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n even_o as_o also_o they_o suffer_v in_o their_o flesh_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n for_o the_o flesh_n of_o these_o person_n together_o with_o its_o lust_n and_o affection_n be_v by_o the_o law_n lift_v up_o from_o the_o earth_n upon_o the_o cross_n and_o the_o lust_n and_o appetite_n of_o nature_n be_v cut_v off_o and_o reject_v by_o their_o object_n that_o they_o can_v no_o long_o use_v they_o nor_o draw_v life_n from_o they_o the_o universal_a increated_a salvation_n have_v in_o itself_o no_o judgement_n concern_v other_o
advancement_n and_o then_o also_o that_o which_o be_v evil_a in_o we_o be_v feel_v and_o for_o its_o fake_n we_o can_v be_v affect_v with_o sorrow_n and_o can_v confess_v it_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n therefore_o prosperous_a thing_n be_v not_o to_o be_v seek_v nor_o adversity_n to_o be_v avoid_v for_o adversity_n be_v always_o safe_a and_o do_v advance_v we_o in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o and_o it_o behoove_v a_o man_n to_o be_v wary_a and_o to_o be_v in_o perpetual_a exercise_n and_o trial_n sweetness_n be_v deceitful_a and_o nature_n desire_v it_o bitterness_n be_v a_o medicine_n and_o nature_n hate_v it_o and_o therefore_o we_o must_v do_v not_o that_o which_o we_o will_v but_o that_o which_o we_o hate_v chap._n xxi_o to_o abstain_v from_o inordinate_a and_o unprofitable_a word_n make_v a_o man_n as_o if_o he_o be_v dumb_a and_o cause_v he_o to_o be_v silent_a in_o many_o case_n which_o else_o he_o will_v talk_v of_o a_o lascivious_a tongue_n extinguish_v zeal_n and_o render_v a_o man_n inordinate_a and_o weak_a and_o unfit_a to_o overcome_v temptation_n in_o which_o way_n soever_o i_o be_o willing_a to_o go_v forward_o according_a to_o life_n the_o gate_n be_v shut_v against_o i_o and_o then_o death_n be_v my_o refuge_n i_o must_v therefore_o shut_v the_o eye_n of_o life_n and_o rest_v quiet_a in_o death_n if_o i_o have_v beforehand_o know_v this_o affliction_n in_o which_o i_o now_o lie_v i_o have_v dye_v for_o mere_a grief_n but_o now_o when_o i_o be_o in_o it_o god_n keep_v i_o in_o it_o and_o i_o can_v bear_v it_o i_o never_o before_o have_v believe_v that_o the_o case_n will_v be_v thus_o as_o now_o i_o find_v it_o judgement_n do_v so_o drive_v i_o that_o i_o can_v have_v neither_o comfort_n nor_o hope_n nor_o faith_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n thus_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v suppress_v by_o judgement_n and_o thus_o the_o rod_n hang_v over_o he_o and_o which_o way_n soever_o he_o look_v death_n meet_v he_o but_o the_o mind_n be_v free_a i_o have_v no_o torture_n of_o soul_n and_o such_o suffering_n as_o francis_n spira_n endure_v i_o be_o ignorant_a of_o they_o adam_n be_v create_v pure_a in_o spirit_n soul_n and_o body_n but_o by_o his_o fall_n he_o depart_v from_o god_n and_o tumble_v down_o into_o his_o ownself_n he_o become_v estrange_v from_o god_n and_o be_v make_v his_o own_o propriety_n and_o a_o servant_n of_o the_o creature_n and_o this_o same_o growth_n of_o self_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o our_o desire_n endeavour_n or_o study_v of_o appropriate_v to_o ourselves_o which_o afterward_o be_v so_o subject_v unto_o judgement_n that_o it_o can_v have_v no_o comfort_n or_o life_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n therefore_o it_o behoove_v we_o to_o be_v reduce_v again_o into_o nothing_o in_o respect_n of_o all_o thing_n about_o which_o we_o be_v make_v somewhat_o and_o then_o at_o length_n god_n will_v be_v all_o himself_o in_o the_o man_n himself_o and_o that_o instead_o of_o his_o own_o propriety_n and_o then_o a_o man_n be_v restore_v without_o propriety_n and_o then_o a_o man_n find_v god_n with_o god_n and_o serve_v god_n with_o god_n and_o that_o be_v please_v to_o god_n for_o god_n have_v no_o good_a pleasure_n but_o in_o his_o ownself_n judgement_n be_v exercise_v upon_o this_o his_o propriety_n and_o then_o that_o lose_v all_o hope_n of_o restitution_n and_o nothing_o be_v due_a unto_o it_o either_o as_o to_o god_n or_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n thus_o it_o may_v be_v understand_v what_o the_o fall_n of_o adam_n be_v viz._n appropriation_n therefore_o be_v also_o he_o be_v to_o expect_v judgement_n and_o that_o too_o must_v be_v acknowledge_v to_o be_v just_a chap._n xxii_o without_o affliction_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o be_v promote_v in_o god_n and_o to_o have_v inward_a peace_n for_o where_o one_o be_v to_o be_v promote_v or_o advance_v in_o god_n and_o to_o have_v inward_a peace_n there_o it_o behoove_v the_o natural_a man_n to_o be_v purge_v from_o lust_n and_o to_o have_v no_o more_o delight_n life_n or_o joy_n in_o the_o creature_n but_o to_o want_v all_o these_o and_o to_o be_v suppress_v in_o death_n and_o to_o be_v fasten_v to_o the_o cross_n so_o the_o apostle_n say_v they_o that_o be_v christ_n have_v crucify_v the_o flesh_n with_o the_o affection_n and_o 〈◊〉_d thereof_o it_o behoove_v i_o to_o give_v place_n to_o judgement_n and_o therefore_o i_o be_o without_o alâ—_n solicitude_n for_o thing_n temporal_a whence_o they_o may_v be_v acquire_v for_o i_o have_v not_o 〈◊〉_d much_o time_n leave_v that_o my_o sense_n can_v meditate_v on_o such_o a_o thing_n it_o behoove_v i_o to_o be_v strip_v of_o the_o image_n of_o all_o thing_n and_o therefore_o i_o remain_v without_o purpose_n and_o without_o council_n nor_o do_v i_o know_v what_o in_o time_n to_o come_v i_o be_o to_o do_v or_o leave_v undo_v to_o be_v silent_a in_o or_o to_o speak_v but_o as_o thing_n be_v at_o present_a so_o they_o glide_v away_o without_o my_o privity_n and_o when_o all_o thing_n be_v past_a and_o do_v i_o be_o no_o more_o solicitous_a concern_v they_o my_o business_n be_v to_o attend_v that_o that_o be_v present_a and_o incumbent_a upon_o i_o that_o i_o thus_o suffer_v it_o be_v not_o for_o my_o piety_n but_o for_o evil_a sin_n and_o propriety_n because_o i_o descend_v from_o adam_n over_o all_o who_o judgement_n and_o death_n be_v impend_v without_o hope_n of_o recovery_n for_o whatsoever_o adam_n have_v he_o have_v it_o unjust_o he_o be_v therefore_o to_o be_v despoil_v of_o all_o thing_n that_o he_o may_v want_v all_o thing_n and_o retain_v nothing_o neither_o comfort_n nor_o pleasure_n nor_o joy_n either_o as_o to_o god_n or_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n for_o nothing_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o nothing_o belong_v unto_o he_o he_o also_o himself_o can_v never_o attain_v unto_o any_o truth_n but_o he_o be_v condemn_v and_o die_v in_o christ_n but_o whatsoever_o afterward_o rise_v again_o in_o christ_n be_v clean_o and_o without_o appropriation_n that_o christ_n have_v condemn_v sin_n itself_o be_v not_o to_o be_v understand_v as_o if_o he_o have_v sin_n in_o himself_o or_o he_o be_v pure_a like_o the_o sun_n void_a of_o all_o impurity_n whence_o it_o be_v that_o no_o unrighteousness_n can_v stand_v before_o he_o but_o as_o filthiness_n it_o be_v condemn_v by_o he_o just_a as_o in_o the_o sun_n all_o impurity_n be_v detect_v and_o demonstrate_v to_o be_v impurity_n so_o that_o the_o sun_n can_v endure_v it_o but_o rather_o destroy_v it_o so_o jesus_n christ_n be_v the_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n who_o by_o his_o own_o proper_a light_n virtue_n and_o pulchritude_n condemn_v all_o injustice_n and_o unrighteousness_n and_o suffer_v no_o darkness_n to_o stand_v before_o he_o i_o lie_v like_o the_o trunk_n of_o a_o tree_n nor_o have_v i_o in_o i_o any_o activity_n but_o i_o suffer_v only_o all_o that_o that_o be_v do_v in_o i_o but_o i_o can_v act_v either_o by_o reason_n or_o by_o understanding_n my_o state_n be_v passive_a not_o active_a the_o active_a go_v before_o and_o i_o also_o once_o have_v it_o so_o as_o also_o it_o ought_v to_o be_v or_o else_o i_o have_v not_o come_v unto_o this_o only_o it_o be_v not_o permit_v to_o i_o that_o i_o may_v or_o can_v act_v or_o form_n in_o myself_o the_o image_n of_o any_o thing_n we_o must_v suffer_v even_o in_o the_o small_a matter_n for_o he_o that_o refuse_v that_o can_v be_v promote_v in_o god_n by_o the_o suggestion_n of_o the_o spirit_n the_o suggestion_n of_o nature_n be_v to_o be_v deny_v that_o satisfaction_n may_v be_v give_v to_o the_o spirit_n no_o man_n ought_v to_o follow_v nature_n that_o so_o the_o will_n of_o god_n may_v be_v do_v and_o not_o we_o the_o affliction_n and_o misery_n of_o nature_n be_v to_o be_v sustain_v for_o the_o sake_n of_o god_n and_o the_o peace_n of_o conscience_n it_o be_v better_a say_v solomon_n to_o be_v invite_v unto_o green_a herb_n with_o love_n then_o to_o a_o fat_a calf_n with_o hatred_n poverty_n of_o nature_n with_o peace_n of_o conscience_n be_v better_a than_o the_o delight_n of_o nature_n with_o anguish_n of_o conscience_n necessary_n be_v due_a unto_o nature_n that_o by_o their_o mean_n a_o man_n may_v be_v convert_v unto_o god_n but_o not_o on_o the_o contrary_n when_o the_o conscience_n be_v satisfy_v many_o sorrow_n do_v invade_v nature_n but_o peter_n command_v that_o sorrow_n be_v to_o be_v bear_v for_o conscience_n sake_n viz._n sorrow_n that_o be_v against_o nature_n for_o conscience_n sake_n but_o not_o the_o contrary_a when_o it_o be_v summer_n season_n to_o my_o nature_n the_o heat_n thereof_o do_v stay_v i_o but_o now_o winter_n be_v follow_v thereupon_o yet_o the_o summer_n be_v
still_o adjudge_v by_o i_o to_o be_v excellent_a and_o worthy_a yea_o even_o when_o it_o be_v winter_n time_n but_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v more_o precious_a to_o i_o than_o all_o thing_n my_o business_n or_o labour_n be_v increase_v and_o aggravate_v yet_o be_o i_o content_v i_o keep_v my_o sorrow_n in_o silence_n for_o if_o they_o shall_v burst_v out_o and_o be_v make_v public_a clamour_n and_o complain_n will_v daily_o be_v hear_v from_o i_o because_o judgement_n be_v always_o exercise_v upon_o i_o without_o consolation_n nor_o can_v i_o have_v either_o delight_n or_o joy_n or_o life_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n at_o the_o beginning_n for_o some_o time_n i_o enjoy_v comfort_n when_o it_o be_v propound_v to_o i_o that_o i_o be_v no_o long_o my_o own_o and_o my_o good_n be_v no_o long_a i_o but_o he_o with_o who_o i_o shall_v be_v marry_v these_o endure_v for_o a_o while_n but_o they_o quick_o vanish_v away_o again_o and_o from_o that_o very_a time_n to_o this_o i_o have_v be_v without_o comfort_n nor_o can_v i_o set_v myself_o to_o read_v in_o this_o condition_n see_v it_o be_v not_o lawful_a for_o i_o to_o assume_v so_o many_o image_n nevertheless_o i_o esteem_v of_o the_o scripture_n at_o a_o high_a rate_n for_o it_o be_v dear_a and_o precious_a to_o i_o just_o as_o he_o who_o take_v not_o a_o thing_n into_o his_o mouth_n can_v be_v sensible_a of_o the_o taste_n thereof_o so_o also_o can_v no_o man_n understand_v know_v or_o comprehend_v this_o state_n unless_o he_o himself_o do_v experience_n it_o and_o come_v up_o thereinto_o the_o event_n or_o success_n of_o thing_n be_v plain_o another_o thing_n than_o we_o think_v of_o without_o the_o wisdom_n and_o beyond_o the_o understand_a reason_n or_o judgement_n of_o man_n they_o who_o be_v in_o this_o state_n be_v not_o admit_v to_o reason_n when_o other_o admit_v comfort_n these_o refuse_v all_o consolation_n for_o whatsoever_o can_v be_v say_v that_o they_o know_v and_o yet_o even_o from_o thence_o they_o can_v have_v no_o comfort_n chap._n xxiii_o he_o that_o desire_v to_o overcome_v his_o hard_a temptation_n or_o trial_n it_o stand_v he_o in_o hand_n to_o be_v calm_a or_o quiet_a to_o speak_v little_a and_o to_o pray_v much_o it_o be_v necessary_a for_o i_o to_o submit_v myself_o to_o be_v under_o man_n yea_o the_o most_o foolish_a yea_o also_o under_o such_o as_o live_v in_o error_n and_o those_o of_o the_o worse_a sort_n i_o say_v i_o must_v be_v submit_v unto_o they_o all_o if_o they_o sit_v upon_o the_o bench_n i_o will_v lie_v under_o it_o nor_o will_v i_o esteem_v myself_o to_o be_v better_a than_o they_o for_o who_o be_o i_o that_o i_o be_o not_o such_o a_o one_o myself_o but_o that_o the_o power_n of_o god_n have_v turn_v i_o therefrom_o and_o so_o keep_v i_o therein_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o which_o the_o glory_n be_v not_o i_o but_o god_n if_o i_o sometime_o out_o of_o urgent_a necessity_n speak_v of_o they_o viz._n david_n george_n and_o henry_n nicholas_n in_o truth_n i_o do_v it_o with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a and_o not_o with_o pleasure_n i_o neither_o may_v nor_o can_v assent_v to_o their_o opinion_n for_o they_o be_v deprave_v and_o mighty_o lead_v aside_o inasmuch_o as_o they_o be_v fall_v into_o a_o false_a liberty_n their_o fall_n be_v most_o dangerous_a and_o most_o terrible_a for_o no_o man_n can_v come_v at_o they_o to_o reprove_v they_o so_o as_o to_o touch_v their_o conscience_n because_o nothing_o touch_v they_o and_o they_o esteem_v and_o deride_v all_o as_o if_o they_o be_v childish_a trifle_n but_o if_o they_o be_v to_o be_v reach_v there_o will_v be_v need_n of_o a_o more_o sublime_a spirit_n we_o must_v beware_v that_o we_o fall_v not_o back_o again_o into_o that_o which_o we_o have_v once_o forsake_v and_o leave_v by_o continence_n yea_o we_o must_v have_v a_o care_n that_o if_o we_o have_v proceed_v forward_o we_o slip_v not_o back_o again_o and_o if_o we_o have_v gain_v any_o thing_n let_v we_o not_o 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upon_o these_o good_a quality_n because_o concupiscence_n be_v still_o present_a and_o the_o object_n be_v only_o change_v and_o become_v more_o noble_a and_o this_o be_v that_o same_o state_n and_o condition_n which_o go_v before_o that_o same_o death_n corruption_n and_o the_o grave_n and_o must_v be_v bring_v to_o pass_v and_o no_o man_n can_v arrive_v thereat_o unless_o it_o be_v give_v to_o he_o of_o god_n for_o from_o he_o flow_v the_o help_n and_o assistance_n and_o that_o accompany_v with_o the_o desertion_n and_o renounciation_n of_o all_o thing_n visible_a and_o inferior_a by_o mean_n of_o many_o affliction_n this_o be_v that_o state_n to_o know_v christ_n according_a to_o the_o flesh_n in_o which_o all_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v leave_v before_o we_o come_v to_o the_o other_o desertion_n where_o chirst_n appear_v and_o be_v acknowledge_v or_o know_v in_o spirit_n nor_o do_v he_o ever_o appear_v as_o he_o do_v in_o the_o former_a or_o forego_v state_n to_o observe_v order_n 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not_o refuse_v death_n nor_o any_o pain_n or_o dolour_n blessed_n be_v the_o man_n that_o endure_v his_o trial_n etc._n etc._n we_o must_v either_o confess_v or_o deny_v christ_n in_o the_o time_n of_o afflicton_n and_o necessity_n and_o if_o then_o we_o do_v not_o deny_v christ_n but_o stay_v with_o and_o near_o he_o and_o firm_o keep_v our_o stand_n that_o temptation_n bring_v great_a increase_n and_o profit_n to_o we_o and_o our_o virtue_n be_v enlarge_v and_o strengthen_v so_o that_o we_o shall_v be_v enable_v to_o stand_v upright_o also_o in_o a_o great_a temptation_n and_o to_o confess_v christ_n therein_o the_o psalmist_n say_v they_o shall_v go_v from_o virtue_n to_o virtue_n or_o from_o strength_n to_o strength_n and_o the_o god_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v see_v in_o zion_n god_n do_v grant_v his_o gift_n to_o man_n yet_o not_o without_o try_v he_o either_o before_o or_o after_o wherefore_o it_o be_v write_v prepare_v thou_o for_o the_o trial_n and_o bear_v patient_o the_o lord_n say_v you_o be_v they_o who_o have_v persevere_v in_o my_o temptation_n and_o i_o etc._n etc._n again_o he_o that_o overcome_v even_o as_o i_o overcome_v shall_v be_v heir_n of_o all_o man_n therefore_o ought_v to_o reduce_v his_o life_n to_o become_v a_o mere_a combat_n job_n say_v what_o be_v man_n that_o thou_o magnifie_v he_o or_o why_o set_v thou_o thy_o heart_n upon_o he_o when_o our_o lord_n teach_v his_o disciple_n to_o pray_v lead_v we_o not_o into_o temptation_n he_o do_v not_o mean_a that_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v try_v but_o that_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v overcome_v in_o the_o temptation_n or_o trial_n but_o that_o they_o shall_v remain_v constant_a therefore_o to_o this_o purpose_n belong_v watch_n fast_n and_o prayer_n as_o he_o himself_o say_v watch_n and_o pray_v lest_o you_o fall_v into_o temptation_n these_o word_n he_o say_v unto_o his_o disciple_n when_o he_o arise_v from_o prayer_n in_o that_o most_o remarkable_a temptation_n so_o they_o in_o 2._o chron._n 20._o also_o call_v upon_o god_n in_o the_o time_n of_o battle_n and_o he_o be_v entreat_v of_o they_o for_o they_o trust_v in_o he_o shall_v not_o therefore_o our_o god_n judge_v they_o true_a indeed_o there_o be_v no_o such_o courage_n and_o strength_n in_o we_o that_o we_o be_v able_a to_o resist_v a_o multitude_n which_o rush_v in_o upon_o we_o but_o when_o we_o know_v not_o what_o we_o ought_v to_o do_v we_o have_v only_o this_o refuge_n leave_v to_o direct_v our_o eye_n unto_o thou_o harken_v all_o you_o of_o judahâ—_n and_o those_o that_o inhabit_v jerusalem_n thus_o say_v the_o lord_n be_v not_o you_o afraid_a nor_o tremble_v at_o this_o great_a multitude_n for_o the_o battle_n be_v not_o you_o but_o the_o lord_n do_v you_o only_o stand_v still_o and_o you_o shall_v see_v the_o salvation_n of_o god_n on_o your_o behalf_n trust_v you_o in_o the_o lord_n your_o god_n and_o you_o shall_v be_v safe_a believe_v his_o prophet_n and_o all_o shall_v happen_v well_o as_o 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the_o lord_n grant_v we_o faith_n paul_n say_v i_o believe_v all_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v write_v in_o the_o law_n and_o the_o prophet_n the_o eye_n of_o our_o opinion_n love_n and_o favour_n be_v to_o be_v turn_v upon_o god_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n we_o ought_v to_o set_v he_o for_o our_o mark_n and_o end_n and_o not_o thing_n create_v if_o we_o will_v continue_v pure_a and_o unburthened_a the_o natural_a state_n by_o the_o fall_n of_o adam_n be_v this_o that_o we_o shall_v turn_v our_o eye_n upon_o those_o thing_n from_o whence_o spring_n up_o to_o we_o nothing_o but_o blindness_n and_o ignorance_n which_o thing_n also_o be_v again_o change_v in_o a_o true_a change_n which_o tend_v to_o their_o original_n but_o that_o then_o happen_v with_o grief_n and_o with_o anguish_n now_o he_o that_o cast_v himself_o into_o that_o original_n he_o arrive_v at_o the_o port_n of_o grace_n and_o that_o be_v reveal_v to_o he_o which_o he_o before_z know_v not_o for_o the_o imitation_n of_o christ_n open_v and_o reveal_v but_o the_o imitation_n of_o the_o flesh_n hide_v and_o shut_v in_o all_o thing_n we_o be_v perverse_a until_o we_o come_v unto_o judgement_n and_o death_n unless_o the_o lord_n shall_v exhibit_v himself_o unto_o we_o and_o shall_v sustain_v we_o by_o his_o power_n we_o shall_v all_o utter_o perish_v whence_o we_o ought_v deserve_o to_o beware_v of_o all_o rashness_n there_o be_v no_o need_n that_o a_o man_n shall_v be_v more_o solicitous_a about_o the_o get_n of_o knowledge_n than_o he_o shall_v be_v of_o attain_v of_o death_n for_o in_o death_n thing_n do_v open_a and_o give_v out_o themselves_o and_o true_a knowledge_n be_v unfold_v whereas_o if_o life_n shall_v remain_v that_o can_v not_o be_v effect_v though_o a_o man_n shall_v strive_v with_o never_o so_o much_o study_v and_o labour_n yea_o though_o he_o may_v get_v knowledge_n according_a to_o the_o letter_n yet_o for_o all_o that_o all_o thing_n be_v still_o shut_v up_o and_o hide_a from_o he_o before_o he_o can_v yield_v himself_o up_o into_o death_n and_o admit_v in_o himself_o the_o die_a of_o the_o guilty_a body_n such_o studying_n and_o endeavour_n after_o knowledge_n be_v rather_o a_o hindrance_n because_o thereby_o a_o man_n neglect_v his_o own_o self_n and_o become_v forgetful_a of_o his_o own_o concern_v of_o this_o also_o say_v our_o lord_n what_o shall_v it_o profit_v a_o man_n to_o gain_v the_o whole_a world_n and_o to_o lose_v his_o own_o soul_n that_o any_o one_o in_o this_o world_n shall_v not_o be_v solicitous_a nor_o feed_v cark_n care_n many_o thing_n be_v requisite_a for_o there_o be_v some_o who_o take_v no_o care_n at_o all_o because_o they_o labour_v not_o by_o reason_n of_o want_n or_o penury_n and_o many_o be_v such_o by_o nature_n yet_o this_o be_v not_o that_o which_o our_o lord_n say_v for_o the_o word_n of_o our_o lord_n always_o point_v at_o some_o other_o thing_n than_o what_o we_o derive_v from_o adam_n yea_o they_o be_v speak_v quite_o contrary_a to_o that_o which_o we_o be_v in_o adam_n therefore_o our_o lord_n be_v very_o odious_a to_o the_o flesh_n yea_o the_o very_a death_n and_o destruction_n thereof_o be_v christ_n who_o proceed_v quite_o contrary_a to_o our_o nature_n chap._n xxviii_o necessary_a affair_n be_v do_v and_o perform_v by_o the_o choose_a of_o god_n without_o the_o cleave_a or_o stick_v of_o their_o heart_n unto_o they_o and_o if_o it_o be_v not_o thus_o but_o that_o the_o heart_n be_v rather_o burden_v with_o they_o and_o be_v involve_v in_o imagination_n this_o be_v not_o through_o any_o fault_n in_o the_o thing_n but_o because_o of_o that_o defect_n that_o still_o abide_v in_o man_n and_o thus_o a_o man_n go_v away_o blind_v not_o know_v himself_o until_o he_o fall_v into_o temptation_n or_o trial_n but_o when_o he_o come_v to_o a_o feel_a knowledge_n of_o himself_o than_o he_o may_v be_v advance_v which_o can_v never_o be_v do_v afore_o because_o he_o have_v to_o do_v with_o sin_n secret_o that_o which_o a_o man_n sometime_o thought_n be_v hurtful_a to_o he_o and_o his_o hindrance_n that_o afterward_o serve_v to_o advance_v and_o put_v he_o forward_o therefore_o shall_v a_o man_n remain_v without_o any_o choice_n of_o his_o own_o but_o wait_v what_o god_n will_v do_v with_o he_o and_o thus_o yield_v himself_o up_o as_o be_v bow_v under_o the_o divine_a will_n here_o be_v the_o communion_n of_o saint_n and_o that_o in_o the_o high_a degree_n let_v therefore_o the_o low_a degree_n blush_v that_o even_o it_o also_o do_v not_o earnest_o long_a after_o this_o communion_n for_o if_o the_o sun_n give_v himself_o forth_o in_o common_a certain_o then_o the_o moon_n ought_v to_o do_v the_o like_a who_o else_o ought_v to_o be_v ashamed_a if_o she_o shall_v claim_v to_o herself_o too_o great_a a_o propriety_n and_o arrogate_v all_o to_o be_v she_o he_o who_o be_v swallow_v up_o by_o create_a thing_n feel_v from_o they_o either_o a_o pleasure_n or_o a_o pain_n even_o to_o joy_n or_o grief_n so_o as_o he_o can_v have_v no_o peace_n but_o he_o who_o be_v free_a from_o they_o be_v free_a also_o from_o both_o those_o evil_n so_o that_o neither_o what_o be_v pleasant_a neither_o what_o be_v ungrateful_a neither_o gladness_n nor_o sorrow_n reach_v he_o and_o because_o joy_n have_v no_o place_n in_o he_o neither_o also_o do_v sorrow_n touch_v he_o if_o thing_n do_v happen_v other_o way_n than_o joy_n and_o desire_n do_v expect_v and_o ask_v to_o stand_v between_o comfort_n and_o discomfort_v between_o joy_n and_o grief_n and_o to_o remain_v untouched_a and_o unmoved_a by_o either_o be_v a_o great_a liberty_n and_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n for_o no_o man_n have_v that_o of_o or_o from_o himself_o yea_o let_v no_o man_n undue_o think_v that_o he_o have_v get_v that_o for_o many_o thing_n be_v require_v before_o we_o can_v arrive_v at_o this_o state_n or_o condition_n and_o when_o we_o be_v come_v thither_o yet_o be_v not_o glory_n thereof_o belong_v to_o man_n but_o to_o god_n alone_o and_o thus_o man_n be_v to_o abide_v in_o humility_n without_o judge_v or_o contemn_v of_o other_o chap._n xxix_o sin_n be_v hate_v in_o a_o double_a sense_n and_o that_o by_o divers_a sort_n of_o person_n for_o some_o do_v hate_v sin_n because_o of_o affliction_n they_o thereby_o be_v afflict_v and_o terrify_v in_o their_o conscience_n as_o also_o because_o of_o the_o loss_n they_o sustain_v by_o it_o as_o the_o loss_n of_o their_o soul_n of_o heaven_n and_o of_o eternal_a salvation_n and_o if_o these_o two_o be_v not_o viz._n the_o torment_n of_o conscience_n and_o the_o loss_n of_o heaven_n they_o can_v love_v sin_n and_o be_v friend_n with_o it_o yea_o become_v to_o be_v unite_v and_o to_o be_v in_o league_n therewith_o and_o it_o be_v thus_o prove_v because_o that_o same_o hatred_n of_o sin_n proceed_v not_o from_o the_o nature_n of_o the_o mind_n nor_o from_o regeneration_n in_o as_o much_o as_o there_o be_v in_o this_o state_n still_o leave_v the_o old_a life_n to_o which_o belong_v judgement_n and_o condemnation_n and_o be_v that_o that_o must_v die_v the_o death_n whereas_o other_o viz._n such_o as_o be_v transplant_v into_o god_n do_v hate_n sin_n out_o of_o the_o nature_n of_o their_o mind_n and_o out_o of_o regeneration_n for_o the_o new_a life_n which_o be_v in_o they_o will_v not_o bear_v sin_n nor_o suffer_v it_o to_o be_v and_o that_o not_o because_o of_o that_o torment_n of_o conscience_n or_o loss_n of_o salvation_n but_o out_o of_o its_o own_o nature_n by_o reason_n of_o its_o tenderness_n and_o its_o holy_a temper_n for_o this_o nature_n can_v endure_v nothing_o that_o be_v strange_a for_o it_o be_v the_o newman_n christ_n jesus_n who_o be_v god_n himself_o hence_o
be_v it_o that_o these_o two_o sort_n do_v thus_o differ_v one_o from_o another_o the_o first_o be_v when_o some_o be_v the_o enemy_n of_o sin_n for_o their_o own_o sake_n when_o as_o by_o nature_n they_o be_v still_o friend_n but_o the_o other_o and_o second_o sort_n be_v when_o it_o have_v lose_v ipseity_n or_o propriety_n and_o hate_v sin_n by_o nature_n for_o such_o be_v in_o god_n and_o be_v new_a creature_n have_v attain_v a_o new_a sense_n which_o be_v spiritual_a whereas_o the_o former_a sort_n be_v still_o natural_a and_o have_v a_o natural_a sense_n whence_o they_o wear_v about_o they_o not_o the_o new_a but_o the_o old_a creature_n yet_o they_o be_v well_o enough_o in_o their_o own_o kind_n and_o their_o state_n or_o condition_n precede_v the_o latter_a or_o second_o and_o wait_v for_o it_o the_o lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o we_o for_o this_o last_o state_n be_v not_o the_o result_n of_o our_o study_n and_o endeavour_n but_o of_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n a_o mâ—n_z come_v thereunto_o not_o active_o but_o passive_o and_o it_o behoove_v that_o god_n only_o be_v the_o workmaster_n therein_o tauler_n say_v keep_v thyself_o passive_a and_o god_n will_v be_v active_a and_o then_o the_o thing_n will_v not_o be_v impossible_a because_o god_n himself_o will_v do_v it_o and_o transfer_v a_o man_n to_o that_o one_o scope_n or_o end_n viz._n god_n himself_o and_o all_o this_o by_z and_o through_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n who_o be_v just_a suffer_v for_o the_o unjust_a that_o he_o may_v bring_v we_o unto_o god_n and_o that_o be_v it_o which_o be_v promise_v in_o the_o prophet_n that_o the_o lord_n will_v prepare_v such_o a_o people_n as_o shall_v declare_v his_o praise_n which_o be_v write_v in_o luke_n 1.71_o salvation_n from_o our_o enemy_n and_o that_o which_o paul_n say_v tâ—_n condemn_v sin_n through_o sin_n it_o be_v a_o great_a bitterness_n to_o i_o yet_o it_o be_v a_o sword_n that_o pierce_v into_o my_o breast_n no_o man_n can_v know_v what_o it_o be_v unless_o he_o have_v lie_v in_o it_o but_o to_o all_o the_o rest_n who_o yet_o stand_v in_o the_o labour_n of_o the_o law_n those_o say_n be_v as_o sweet_a as_o honey_n but_o to_o i_o bitter_a but_o when_o they_o also_o shall_v have_v come_v thus_o far_o the_o same_o thing_n will_v happen_v also_o to_o they_o oh_o grief_n that_o i_o must_v draw_v my_o salvation_n from_o out_o of_o my_o enemy_n and_o experimental_o feel_v that_o sin_n shall_v be_v condemn_v through_o sin_n chap._n xxx_o if_o we_o ever_o be_v willing_a to_o become_v proficient_o we_o must_v bear_v one_o with_o another_o as_o god_n also_o have_v bear_v with_o we_o and_o still_o bear_v with_o we_o and_o even_o as_o other_o also_o do_v bear_v with_o we_o yet_o it_o be_v chief_o to_o be_v endeavour_v that_o we_o daily_o become_v less_o and_o less_o troublesome_a unto_o other_o and_o be_v accept_v of_o god_n we_o shall_v have_v soundness_n of_o conscience_n we_o ought_v to_o be_v brethren_n and_o not_o accuse_v diffame_v or_o contemn_v one_o another_o for_o any_o shame_n or_o spot_n and_o if_o any_o one_o can_v do_v or_o have_v this_o from_o the_o very_a foundation_n yet_o he_o ought_v to_o suppress_v these_o thing_n in_o himself_o and_o to_o have_v a_o care_n lest_o they_o break_v forth_o again_o and_o then_o will_v the_o conscience_n be_v endue_v with_o no_o bitterness_n and_o the_o state_n of_o the_o man_n will_v be_v well_o we_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v troublesome_a to_o one_o another_o in_o gesture_n or_o word_n or_o work_n or_o thought_n but_o every_o where_o to_o seek_v peace_n in_o love_n and_o because_o now_o it_o be_v tell_v we_o concern_v affliction_n that_o we_o must_v be_v subject_v thereunto_o in_o what_o manner_n soever_o it_o rush_v in_o upon_o we_o it_o be_v to_o be_v accept_v as_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o a_o man_n in_o affliction_n aught_o to_o abstain_v from_o all_o delight_v derive_v from_o the_o creature_n we_o must_v begin_v to_o cut_v off_o our_o member_n before_o we_o come_v at_o the_o heart_n sin_n must_v be_v starve_v to_o death_n and_o as_o it_o be_v usual_a to_o deal_v with_o a_o fever_n neither_o food_n be_v to_o be_v give_v to_o it_o and_o wherever_o it_o will_v put_v forth_o itself_o it_o be_v to_o be_v hinder_v from_o grow_v yea_o also_o its_o life_n which_o be_v so_o strong_o manifest_v in_o we_o be_v by_o the_o help_n of_o conscience_n to_o be_v suppress_v until_o it_o come_v to_o its_o death_n if_o any_o one_o will_v serious_o possess_v these_o thing_n let_v he_o daily_o call_v upon_o god_n that_o he_o will_v be_v present_a with_o he_o in_o they_o when_o he_o the_o author_n be_v sometime_o ask_v what_o be_v to_o be_v do_v with_o those_o person_n who_o persecute_v other_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o faith_n answer_v that_o we_o ought_v to_o love_v even_o our_o persecutor_n and_o add_v this_o similitude_n if_o any_o one_o by_o great_a and_o daily_a travail_n desire_v to_o go_v to_o cologne_n by_o a_o journey_n or_o way_n very_o difficult_a and_o troublesome_a and_o some_o body_n shall_v by_o chance_n come_v and_o put_v this_o traveller_n into_o a_o coach_n and_o so_o carry_v he_o to_o cologne_n certain_o to_o such_o a_o one_o he_o ought_v to_o return_v the_o great_a thanks_o but_o not_o hatred_n chap._n xxxi_o concern_v the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n the_o author_n be_v ask_v concern_v prayer_n answer_v i_o every_o day_n appear_v thrice_o before_o the_o lord_n in_o prayer_n be_v ask_v whither_o by_o the_o voice_n of_o his_o mouth_n he_o answer_v yes_o viz._n in_o the_o morning_n at_o noon_n and_o at_o night_n be_v ask_v whither_o he_o do_v so_o by_o reason_n of_o all_o those_o sin_n which_o press_v he_o down_o with_o the_o heavy_a care_n or_o anxiety_n and_o which_o be_v in_o he_o most_o displease_v to_o god_n he_o answer_v yes_o but_o say_v he_o such_o representation_n be_v always_o set_v before_o my_o â—â—es_n that_o i_o may_v appear_v pure_a and_o that_o do_v keep_v i_o from_o sin_v moreover_o i_o always_o have_v my_o mind_n lift_v up_o to_o god_n in_o my_o labour_n that_o i_o may_v diligent_o observe_v the_o very_a bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n nor_o will_v i_o let_v my_o hand_n be_v free_a from_o labour_n if_o i_o have_v wander_v or_o err_v any_o where_o or_o have_v do_v any_o thing_n that_o i_o know_v to_o be_v unjust_a i_o be_v not_o hear_v but_o reject_v of_o the_o lord_n therefore_o i_o be_v still_o endeavour_v that_o i_o may_v always_o appear_v pure_a and_o pure_a if_o i_o intend_v to_o be_v hear_v of_o the_o lord_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o a_o man_n shall_v exceed_o serious_o and_o diligent_o exercise_v himself_o in_o prayer_n if_o he_o intend_v to_o be_v advance_v in_o the_o lord_n for_o paul_n say_v that_o man_n ought_v to_o pray_v in_o every_o place_n lift_v up_o pure_a hand_n without_o wrath_n and_o contention_n viz._n lest_o that_o our_o conscience_n shall_v accuse_v we_o or_o our_o cogitation_n excuse_v themselves_o and_o thereupon_o become_v angry_a and_o contend_v in_o we_o prepare_v thyself_o first_o before_o thou_o pray_v nor_o go_v about_o it_o like_v one_o that_o be_v about_o to_o tempt_v god_n we_o ought_v with_o fear_n and_o terror_n yea_o with_o great_a tremble_a appear_v before_o god_n in_o prayer_n and_o therefore_o we_o ought_v to_o be_v prepare_v before_o we_o pray_v poverty_n and_o affliction_n teach_v we_o to_o pray_v by_o how_o much_o great_a the_o affliction_n be_v by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o pierce_a will_n the_o prayer_n be_v we_o be_v to_o endeavour_v not_o to_o seem_v or_o profess_v ourselves_o otherwise_o before_o man_n than_o we_o profess_v ourselves_o before_o god_n for_o man_n before_o man_n seem_v to_o be_v somewhat_o when_o yet_o before_o god_n they_o be_v still_o as_o a_o nothing_o in_o the_o bottom_n and_o consequent_o they_o deceive_v themselves_o chap._n xxxii_o a_o man_n ought_v not_o open_o to_o reveal_v his_o divine_a exercise_n viz._n that_o by_o which_o he_o be_v exercise_v by_o god_n some_o be_v natural_o so_o close_o of_o heart_n that_o they_o be_v willing_o silent_a and_o reveal_v to_o no_o man_n their_o divine_a exercise_n that_o be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n and_o be_v please_v to_o god_n other_o be_v natural_o open_a of_o heart_n so_o as_o they_o willing_o discover_v to_o any_o one_o their_o divine_a exercise_n and_o their_o whole_a mind_n and_o that_o be_v very_o displease_v to_o god_n such_o therefore_o be_v to_o endeavour_v and_o study_v to_o gâ—t_o close_a heart_n and_o let_v they_o learn_v to_o bridle_v their_o tongue_n and_o beg_v help_n from_o the_o lord_n for_o no_o man_n can_v ready_o come_v to_o be_v silent_a unless_o first_o he_o be_v deep_o smite_v in_o his_o heart_n with_o
most_o bitter_a affliction_n so_o as_o his_o heart_n become_v as_o it_o be_v ground_n to_o powder_n for_o he_o that_o be_v not_o yet_o come_v to_o this_o poverty_n but_o be_v still_o rich_a can_v hold_v his_o tongue_n he_o that_o handle_v himself_o severe_o that_o he_o may_v break_v his_o nature_n and_o become_v harsh_a to_o his_o own_o selâ—_n can_v difficult_o compassionate_v other_o who_o he_o see_v not_o to_o be_v as_o severe_a as_o he_o be_v himself_o and_o therefore_o he_o so_o drive_v other_o that_o they_o may_v be_v like_o he_o in_o state_n or_o condition_n and_o he_o be_v unmerciful_a nor_o also_o can_v he_o be_v silent_a although_o sometime_o he_o have_v his_o conscience_n press_v down_o with_o solicitous_a care_n because_o his_o heart_n be_v not_o yet_o pierce_v quite_o through_o nor_o be_v dig_v down_o to_o its_o very_a bottom_n nor_o utter_o break_v with_o bitter_a affliction_n but_o he_o that_o have_v hâ—s_a heart_n ground_n to_o power_n and_o deep_o wound_v with_o great_a and_o bitter_a misery_n he_o can_v hold_v his_o tongue_n yea_o he_o choose_v rather_o to_o be_v silent_a although_o sometime_o necessity_n shall_v require_v it_o otherwise_o then_o to_o speak_v unless_o god_n shall_v compel_v he_o thereunto_o for_o such_o a_o one_o can_v so_o ready_o convert_v himself_o towards_o outward_a thing_n but_o what_o thing_n soever_o be_v in_o such_o a_o man_n be_v turn_v to_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o heart_n and_o all_o thing_n be_v fill_v with_o sorrow_n chap._n xxxiii_o i_o never_o find_v so_o clear_a a_o understanding_n nor_o so_o great_a experience_n as_o in_o grief_n sorrow_n misery_n affliction_n and_o in_o the_o death_n and_o destruction_n of_o the_o flesh_n that_o time_n which_o be_v spend_v in_o the_o cross_n pain_n grief_n misery_n and_o strait_n be_v gain_v but_o that_o which_o be_v spend_v in_o pleasure_n joy_n delight_n and_o play_n be_v lose_v the_o mind_n of_o a_o man_n that_o be_v still_o float_v up_o and_o down_o and_o can_v still_o be_v move_v at_o thing_n pleasant_a or_o painful_a or_o in_o joy_n or_o in_o grief_n do_v not_o yet_o belong_v unto_o god_n for_o in_o god_n there_o be_v no_o mutation_n because_o he_o be_v unchangeable_a now_o when_o the_o mind_n of_o man_n can_v be_v move_v by_o the_o aforesaid_a thing_n then_o be_v god_n present_a in_o that_o soul_n and_o it_o be_v he_o who_o work_v that_o in_o the_o man_n those_o six_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n must_v first_o be_v accomplish_v then_o at_o length_n follow_v that_o seven_o gift_n viz._n the_o spirit_n of_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n which_o put_v a_o man_n into_o a_o sweet_a calm_a because_o this_o spirit_n of_o fear_n preserve_v all_o the_o former_a gift_n that_o they_o may_v remain_v pure_a and_o than_o it_o be_v that_o a_o man_n be_v in_o all_o respect_n strike_v with_o a_o great_a fear_n and_o tremble_a that_o he_o may_v right_o use_v they_o and_o keep_v they_o pure_a it_o be_v this_o last_o gift_n of_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n that_o keep_v steady_a in_o all_o thing_n that_o man_n that_o have_v receive_v it_o we_o be_v therefore_o earnest_o to_o endeavour_v to_o act_v right_o in_o all_o concern_v and_o to_o walk_v before_o god_n with_o holy_a fear_n our_o conscience_n be_v our_o book_n into_o which_o we_o ought_v every_o day_n to_o look_v and_o in_o which_o to_o diligent_o and_o serious_o read_v and_o study_v that_o we_o may_v most_o exact_o perform_v that_o which_o it_o witness_v conscience_n be_v a_o thousand_o witness_n about_o which_o the_o old_a and_o new_a testament_n be_v our_o rule_n of_o direction_n chap._n xxxiv_o this_o year_n prove_v more_o difficult_a or_o hard_o to_o i_o than_o it_o be_v ever_o before_o in_o all_o my_o life_n and_o yet_o i_o do_v most_o accurate_o weigh_v and_o ponder_v on_o that_o same_o time_n for_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a any_o one_o ascend_v in_o affliction_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o accurate_o do_v he_o weigh_v and_o count_v his_o time_n and_o it_o prove_v thereby_o more_o profitable_a to_o he_o all_o the_o forego_n time_n of_o i_o which_o i_o have_v spend_v before_o this_o year_n vanish_v away_o and_o come_v to_o nothing_o even_o as_o this_o my_o present_a time_n also_o shall_v vapour_n away_o into_o nothing_o because_o my_o body_n be_v annihilate_v i_o have_v no_o support_n hence_o be_v it_o that_o time_n become_v so_o tedious_a to_o i_o but_o when_o time_n be_v spend_v in_o labour_n it_o produce_v no_o difficulty_n but_o when_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o all_o my_o strength_n i_o can_v neither_o pray_v nor_o desire_n nor_o lift_v up_o one_o thought_n to_o god_n yea_o here_o i_o lie_v and_o corrupt_v in_o body_n mind_n and_o spirit_n as_o long_o as_o breath_n remain_v in_o i_o yea_o as_o to_o my_o understanding_n also_o and_o my_o reason_n i_o be_o reduce_v to_o nothing_o as_o for_o my_o understanding_n i_o know_v nothing_o of_o it_o whither_o viz._n i_o have_v a_o understanding_n or_o not_o for_o in_o this_o great_a gulf_n of_o misery_n all_o thing_n be_v reduce_v to_o dust_n and_o ash_n here_o i_o lie_v and_o be_o sensible_a of_o nothing_o but_o judgement_n death_n and_o condemnation_n and_o when_o one_o say_v to_o he_o be_v it_o so_o that_o when_o thou_o be_v accuse_v present_o judgement_n be_v at_o hand_n he_o answer_v be_o i_o accuse_v not_o as_o though_o i_o be_v so_o perfect_a as_o that_o i_o can_v not_o be_v accuse_v but_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o i_o to_o take_v up_o life_n in_o such_o a_o moment_n of_o time_n as_o that_o accusation_n may_v assault_v i_o in_o even_o in_o that_o very_a moment_n shall_v i_o be_v blow_v into_o mere_a atom_n but_o i_o have_v not_o so_o much_o time_n leave_v i_o because_o as_o many_o moment_n of_o my_o life_n as_o yet_o remain_v so_o many_o judgement_n and_o death_n do_v i_o suffer_v i_o lie_v as_o it_o be_v in_o a_o thick_a dark_a cloud_n and_o see_v nothing_o oh_o how_o very_a small_a weak_a and_o dim_a be_v that_o poor_a ray_n of_o light_n that_o be_v round_o about_o i_o i_o can_v see_v far_o before_o i_o yea_o neither_o do_v my_o way_n and_o path_n appear_v to_o my_o sight_n yea_o i_o be_o lead_v on_o where_o no_o way_n be_v and_o that_o which_o be_v life_n to_o another_o that_o be_v death_n to_o i_o and_o contrary_o that_o which_o be_v another_o death_n be_v my_o life_n judgement_n be_v so_o sharp_a to_o i_o as_o it_o be_v when_o one_o not_o think_v any_o thing_n lay_v his_o hand_n upon_o some_o place_n and_o present_o some_o body_n knock_v he_o on_o the_o finger_n when_o any_o will_v reply_v upon_o he_o that_o this_o case_n be_v a_o certain_a kind_n of_o preservation_n from_o god_n because_o he_o lay_v his_o hand_n so_o faithful_o upon_o thou_o he_o still_o answer_v true_a indeed_o this_o condition_n be_v the_o most_o safe_a before_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n but_o the_o most_o afflict_v one_o in_o my_o sight_n for_o if_o i_o shall_v acknowledge_v this_o state_n to_o be_v safe_a forthwith_o another_o judgement_n be_v to_o be_v undergo_v by_o i_o for_o plain_o i_o be_o lead_v without_o knowledge_n without_o be_v acquaint_v or_o understand_v the_o way_n for_o he_o who_o have_v experience_v the_o thing_n its_o self_n and_o he_o that_o have_v be_v lead_n in_o this_o way_n only_o notional_o be_v vast_o differ_v because_o true_a knowledge_n and_o understanding_n be_v such_o a_o life_n such_o a_o prop_n that_o a_o man_n come_v then_o only_o to_o know_v they_o when_o god_n withdraw_v they_o from_o he_o just_o as_o when_o one_o labour_v with_o great_a thirst_n and_o see_v a_o pot_n stand_v before_o he_o yet_o for_o all_o that_o his_o thirst_n can_v but_o afflict_v he_o still_o but_o than_o if_o there_o shall_v come_v one_o who_o shall_v take_v the_o pot_n quite_o away_o then_o remain_v no_o hope_n of_o ever_o attain_v to_o drink_v thereof_o all_o the_o elect_n be_v bring_v unto_o god_n through_o affliction_n but_o all_o do_v not_o tread_v this_o same_o path_n of_o the_o cross_n by_o which_o i_o be_o to_o pass_v chap._n xxxv_o all_o thing_n be_v transform_v and_o change_v whence_o i_o observe_v that_o ere_o long_o many_o wonderful_a thing_n will_v happen_v and_o the_o strange_a thing_n of_o god_n will_v spring_v forth_o i_o indeed_o have_v desire_v to_o see_v they_o but_o i_o shall_v not_o arrive_v at_o they_o for_o i_o see_v my_o end_n before_o my_o eye_n yet_o i_o rejoice_v because_o of_o the_o time_n to_o come_v which_o now_o be_v ready_a at_o the_o door_n and_o i_o rejoice_v concern_v that_o time_n when_o i_o look_v upon_o child_n remember_v i_o my_o mind_n presage_v not_o as_o if_o all_o i_o say_v be_v gospel_n it_o will_v be_v that_o the_o glory_n and_o the_o knowledge_n of_o
from_o we_o we_o be_v â—â—und_v stark_o naked_a because_o these_o thing_n â—ere_z not_z at_o the_o first_o own_v in_o spirit_n beâ—â—re_v god_n who_o only_o remain_v constant_a use_v immutable_a to_o all_o eternity_n for_o god_n be_v a_o spirit_n and_o he_o that_o will_v â—ow_o he_o in_o truth_n and_o see_v his_o brighton_n and_o adore_v he_o it_o behoove_v this_o â—â—n_fw-la to_o endeavour_n after_o all_o this_o in_o spirit_n use_v into_o this_o state_n or_o condition_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o a_o man_n be_v true_o and_o proper_o lead_v by_o god_n in_o his_o own_o time_n yea_o and_o that_o it_o also_o be_v not_o of_o he_o that_o will_v nor_o of_o he_o that_o run_v but_o if_o so_o be_v any_o one_o be_v faithful_a in_o that_o wherein_o he_o stand_v then_o shall_v much_o more_o be_v give_v unto_o he_o concern_v all_o these_o thing_n thou_o will_v find_v most_o full_a instruction_n in_o those_o two_o treatise_n entitle_v the_o german_a divinity_n and_o that_o of_o the_o imitation_n of_o christ_n the_o author_n of_o which_o have_v experience_v these_o thing_n in_o god_n and_o do_v give_v concern_v they_o a_o true_a guidance_n and_o information_n which_o we_o be_v to_o find_v in_o our_o own_o self_n although_o they_o do_v not_o put_v into_o our_o hand_n the_o very_a thing_n itself_o yet_o be_v the_o world_n deceive_v in_o this_o very_a particular_a viz._n that_o it_o can_v account_v of_o some_o certain_a semblance_n of_o a_o thing_n for_o the_o very_a thing_n itself_o for_o the_o flesh_n or_o nature_n in_o we_o be_v never_o willing_a to_o sit_v down_o in_o a_o inferior_a seat_n and_o if_o it_o but_o begin_v to_o reject_v somewhat_o that_o be_v false_a yet_o by_o and_o by_o it_o lean_v upon_o some_o other_o such_o like_a prop_n be_v confident_o persuade_v she_o be_v act_v by_o a_o divine_a spirit_n when_o indeed_o all_o this_o notwithstanding_o spring_v out_o of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n 〈◊〉_d little_o heighten_v out_o of_o their_o natural_a propriety_n such_o be_v the_o cunning_a of_o we_o all_o â—one_n except_v it_o behoove_v we_o therefore_o to_o apprehend_v and_o learn_v all_o these_o thing_n in_o god_n that_o the_o light_n may_v be_v separate_v from_o the_o darkness_n and_o that_o that_o notable_a difference_n and_o distinction_n in_o this_o very_a point_n be_v well_o know_v to_o we_o lest_o we_o take_v one_o thing_n for_o another_o viz._n flesh_n for_o spirit_n death_n for_o life_n slavery_n for_o liberty_n and_o for_o the_o free_a flow_a grace_n of_o divine_a power_n these_o thing_n because_o a_o man_n in_o his_o life_n time_n be_v always_o willing_a to_o get_v and_o keep_v reconciliation_n and_o eternal_a salvation_n be_v plain_o know_v to_o a_o few_o inasmuch_o as_o a_o man_n esteem_v those_o thing_n in_o the_o place_n of_o god_n and_o for_o thing_n divine_a which_o indeed_o do_v but_o hold_v he_o bind_v in_o a_o perpetual_a imprisonment_n be_v that_o which_o be_v his_o own_o nature_n and_o propriety_n viz._n the_o fear_n of_o eternal_a damnation_n by_o mean_n of_o which_o he_o abstain_v from_o all_o external_a and_o carnal_a filthiness_n and_o impurity_n and_o cut_v off_o those_o thing_n from_o himself_o be_v then_o full_o persuade_v that_o now_o he_o be_v true_o at_o liberty_n so_o that_o he_o will_v not_o proceed_v further_o on_o and_o refuse_v to_o deny_v and_o resign_v up_o both_o the_o proper_a and_o the_o imaginary_a salvation_n of_o his_o soul_n although_o he_o shall_v experience_n or_o feel_v in_o himself_o that_o the_o true_a righteousness_n which_o be_v acceptable_a before_o god_n be_v that_o very_a circumcision_n that_o be_v do_v in_o spirit_n and_o thence_o spring_v up_o the_o new-creature_n of_o god_n however_o it_o be_v necessary_a that_o every_o one_o shall_v first_o satisfy_v in_o all_o respect_v his_o own_o proper_a righteousness_n holiness_n and_o imaginary_a salvation_n that_o in_o the_o end_n he_o may_v right_o understand_v the_o difference_n of_o both_o viz._n of_o light_n and_o darkness_n and_o of_o the_o holiness_n that_o be_v from_o man_n and_o that_o which_o be_v from_o god_n for_o if_o he_o be_v not_o faithful_a in_o the_o small_a thing_n how_o shall_v he_o arrive_v at_o great_a which_o certain_o be_v impossible_a therefore_o it_o behoove_v every_o one_o to_o satisfy_v his_o own_o conscience_n and_o with_o all_o moderation_n and_o discretion_n to_o obey_v the_o testimony_n of_o his_o own_o heart_n that_o be_v raise_v up_o through_o all_o the_o degree_n of_o holiness_n and_o be_v enrich_v with_o all_o the_o affluence_n riches_n and_o imaginary_a good_n of_o his_o own_o spirit_n he_o may_v at_o length_n be_v bring_v to_o the_o divine_a poverty_n of_o spirit_n by_o the_o manifestation_n in_o he_o of_o the_o divine_a righteousness_n and_o of_o that_o degree_n which_o be_v by_o far_o the_o most_o excellent_a and_o exalt_a as_o be_v that_o which_o throw_v down_o all_o the_o rest_n so_o as_o there_o remain_v nothing_o that_o can_v stand_v before_o it_o which_o be_v not_o its_o own_o self_n by_o this_o way_n we_o come_v to_o apprehend_v ourselves_o to_o be_v poor_a miserable_a reject_v and_o condemn_v yea_o blind_a unhappy_a and_o neglect_v yea_o unfit_a to_o perform_v any_o the_o least_o good_a who_o former_o ascribe_v to_o ourselves_o all_o good_a thing_n righteousness_n and_o salvation_n be_v confident_o persuade_v of_o our_o eternal_a â—ife_n and_o divine_a sonship_n then_o then_o i_o say_v it_o be_v that_o we_o find_v ourselves_o to_o be_v whole_o in_o corruption_n and_o condemnation_n at_o length_n serious_o understand_v that_o we_o former_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o â—he_v true_a taste_n of_o any_o good_a which_o can_v compare_v with_o that_o good_a which_o we_o now_o â—ee_n and_o then_o we_o come_v and_o ready_o sit_v â—own_v by_o all_o other_o man_n yea_o though_o they_o â—e_v the_o most_o profligate_v wretch_n because_o â—ow_o at_o last_o we_o begin_v to_o set_v before_o our_o eye_n with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a and_o condemnation_n and_o to_o behold_v our_o corruption_n at_o the_o very_a bottom_n so_o that_o for_o the_o future_a we_o reflect_v upon_o no_o one_o more_o than_o upon_o ourselves_o and_o if_o before_o we_o revile_v any_o repulse_v persecute_a cast_v out_o reproach_v or_o look_v upon_o they_o with_o a_o evil_a eye_n i_o speak_v of_o such_o as_o suppose_v that_o they_o do_v these_o thing_n out_o of_o a_o godly_a zeal_n now_o indeed_o we_o become_v huge_o wary_a and_o leave_v every_o one_o to_o his_o own_o lord_n and_o master_n because_o this_o true_a combat_n have_v do_v in_o we_o havoc_n enough_o and_o begin_v its_o cruelty_n i_o be_v willing_a to_o unfold_v to_o thou_o these_o thing_n by_o these_o few_o line_n which_o notwithstanding_o thou_o will_v better_o and_o more_o piercing_o feel_v in_o the_o very_a thing_n itself_o therefore_o exercise_v thy_o life_n in_o these_o thing_n and_o show_v thyself_o strong_a in_o they_o importunate_o beg_v and_o expect_v all_o from_o god_n above_o with_o all_o long_a patience_n and_o sufferance_n who_o will_v in_o his_o own_o time_n effect_v all_o thing_n for_o thou_o for_o here_o we_o be_v not_o to_o run_v before_o but_o follow_v after_o only_o now_o therefore_o thou_o have_v writing_n enough_o whence_o thou_o may_v learn_v how_o to_o behave_v thyself_o in_o external_a conversation_n and_o honesty_n wherein_o thy_o conscience_n will_v most_o notable_o both_o lead_v thou_o and_o condemn_v thou_o too_o the_o lord_n grant_v to_o thou_o to_o meditate_v to_o understand_v and_o to_o be_v wise_a that_o according_a to_o his_o will_n thou_o may_v be_v instruct_v in_o his_o school_n and_o by_o his_o discipline_n that_o all_o may_v be_v consummate_v in_o he_o and_o by_o he_o and_o to_o his_o glory_n epist._n iii_o a_o preparation_n to_o the_o entrance_n into_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n to_o the_o same_o person_n premise_v all_o due_a readiness_n of_o my_o respect_n most_o noble_a lady_n have_v take_v hold_v on_o this_o occasion_n i_o be_o willâ—â—ng_a to_o send_v this_o letter_n to_o thou_o for_o though_o for_o some_o space_n of_o time_n i_o do_v not_o visit_v â—hee_fw-mi by_o my_o letter_n yet_o have_v i_o always_o be_v solicitous_a for_o thou_o in_o the_o lord_n with_o 〈◊〉_d continue_a readiness_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o â—n_a inclination_n of_o my_o poor_a mind_n be_v otherwise_o certain_a that_o much_o writing_n do_v not_o conduce_v any_o thing_n to_o the_o increase_n of_o grace_n but_o the_o move_n of_o god_n only_o do_v and_o therefore_o i_o have_v determine_v in_o my_o mind_n to_o forbear_v write_v lest_o perhaps_o i_o shall_v thereby_o disturb_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o soul_n trust_v in_o the_o divine_a mercy_n that_o god_n himself_o will_v preserve_v thou_o to_o become_v more_o strong_a and_o more_o pure_a by_o his_o inward_a motion_n in_o thy_o soul_n and_o by_o purify_n it_o from_o all_o inherent_a
concupiscence_n be_v viz._n proper_o that_o sin_n which_o lead_v away_o a_o man_n into_o captivity_n therefore_o because_o common_o he_o be_v account_v a_o pious_a man_n who_o study_v to_o be_v of_o a_o good_a outward_a conversation_n for_o more_o than_o what_o be_v without_o a_o man_n can_v see_v hence_o it_o be_v that_o a_o man_n stick_v always_o about_o these_o thing_n suppose_v that_o â—e_n have_v accomplish_v all_o thing_n unless_o by_o chance_n he_o fall_v again_o into_o some_o gross_a sin_n yet_o for_o all_o this_o the_o root_n of_o sin_n still_o remain_v deep_o fasten_v in_o he_o but_o the_o mind_n take_v no_o further_a care_n how_o it_o may_v come_v to_o the_o true_a purge_n out_o of_o all_o these_o see_v it_o may_v seem_v impossible_a for_o a_o man_n to_o be_v free_v from_o they_o which_o indeed_o be_v very_o true_a as_o to_o we_o but_o to_o god_n all_o thing_n be_v possible_a hence_o it_o be_v find_v in_o the_o elect_a that_o god_n even_o quite_o conquer_v sin_n in_o man_n 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unto_o god_n i_o be_v willing_a hearty_a to_o discover_v these_o thing_n to_o thou_o that_o â—he_v true_a difference_n of_o thy_o condition_n may_v according_a to_o my_o small_a judgement_n and_o the_o testimony_n of_o my_o heart_n become_v more_o and_o better_o know_v unto_o thou_o for_o i_o be_o of_o opinion_n that_o thou_o thyself_o if_o the_o lord_n shall_v leave_v thou_o for_o some_o space_n of_o time_n in_o this_o condition_n will_v come_v to_o know_v the_o truth_n of_o the_o matter_n more_o exact_o and_o to_o perceive_v those_o thing_n which_o hitherto_o have_v lie_v hide_v from_o thou_o now_o therefore_o weigh_v all_o thing_n more_o right_o which_o perhaps_o hitherto_o thou_o have_v not_o do_v even_o as_o many_o thing_n be_v wont_a to_o be_v light_o neglect_v yet_o i_o trust_v in_o the_o lord_n that_o he_o will_v stand_v by_o thou_o every_o where_o lest_o thy_o burden_n shall_v be_v too_o heavy_a for_o thou_o to_o bear_v and_o that_o thou_o be_v not_o tempt_v beyond_o what_o 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people_n who_o trouble_n be_v increase_v by_o a_o mix_a physick-wine_n for_o by_o nature_n a_o man_n fly_v from_o all_o thing_n which_o be_v hard_a and_o produce_v pain_n and_o yet_o there_o be_v no_o other_o way_n to_o be_v recover_v nor_o to_o come_v at_o health_n then_o by_o those_o mean_n by_o which_o we_o be_v always_o more_o and_o more_o adapt_v to_o christ_n our_o head_n by_o a_o similitude_n of_o his_o suffering_n death_n and_o burial_n that_o afterward_o by_o a_o like_a resurrection_n also_o we_o may_v be_v take_v into_o he_o and_o be_v possess_v of_o a_o never-fading_a crown_n of_o glory_n for_o how_o much_o we_o suffer_v together_o with_o christ_n so_o much_o also_o shall_v we_o reign_v with_o â—im_n not_o indeed_o in_o this_o time_n of_o temporary_a abode_n but_o in_o the_o truth_n and_o permanency_n of_o spirit_n and_o life_n in_o which_o we_o â—hall_v arise_v and_o be_v excite_v to_o such_o a_o likeness_n of_o christ_n as_o consist_v not_o with_o depraved_a nature_n but_o 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heart_n and_o gracious_o set_v the_o captive_n free_a he_o i_o say_v will_v in_o his_o own_o time_n appear_v gracious_a to_o thy_o humane_a weakness_n and_o will_v bless_v thy_o internal_a poverty_n and_o affliction_n with_o a_o greâ—â—_n plenty_n of_o the_o fruit_n of_o holiness_n now_o these_o few_o thing_n i_o be_v willing_a according_a to_o thâ—_n simplicity_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o my_o meaâ—_n gift_n in_o the_o lord_n to_o write_v unto_o thou_o from_o a_o earnest_a desire_n to_o serve_v thou_o that_o 〈◊〉_d perhaps_o some_o mean_n may_v be_v discover_v to_o thy_o heart_n through_o the_o diviâ—â—_n mercy_n lead_v to_o a_o great_a proficiencâ—_n in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n and_o thâ—_n thy_o soul_n may_v be_v seal_v up_o in_o eternal_a peace_n and_o reconciliation_n through_o thâ—_n grace_n of_o god_n and_o by_o his_o spirit_n aâ—â—_n 31._o 1559._o epist._n v._o for_o what_o end_n the_o scripture_n be_v give_v and_o how_o we_o ought_v most_o exact_o to_o satisfy_v conscience_n also_o concern_v the_o difference_n between_o humane_a righteousness_n and_o that_o which_o avail_v before_o god_n to_o u._n of_o w._n most_o dear_a lady_n have_v this_o occasion_n offer_v i_o be_v willing_a to_o write_v a_o few_o line_n unto_o thou_o give_v thanks_o to_o you_o all_o for_o your_o friendly_a inclination_n of_o heart_n towards_o we_o the_o eternal_a god_n grant_v that_o that_o bond_n in_o which_o we_o be_v bind_v together_o in_o he_o and_o do_v profess_v a_o mutual_a union_n to_o the_o true_a member_n may_v become_v more_o firm_a and_o may_v grow_v in_o christ_n our_o lord_n according_a to_o his_o holy_a will_n to_o his_o glory_n and_o our_o death_n as_o to_o what_o concern_v my_o condition_n it_o be_v indeed_o at_o present_a such_o as_o be_v tolerable_a to_o the_o flesh_n as_o long_o as_o it_o shall_v please_v god_n for_o the_o bond_n of_o death_n remain_v in_o my_o heart_n and_o in_o my_o member_n and_o all_o the_o rest_n be_v know_v unto_o the_o lord_n 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