Heaven and Glory and of the Beatifical Vision for withouâ— holiness we shall never see God Let us therefore leave off sorrowing for petty Losses and Crosses and turn the whole Torrent of our Sorrow into this Channel even against our sins 4. Nay the mischief of Sin ends not here it also exposeth us to the wrath of God and makes him our Enemy that otherwise would be our closest surest and fastest Friend and did we â—now what it is to have God for our Enemy it â—ould send us trembling to our Grave for when â—is Fury is kindled it sets on fire the foundation of â—he mountains Deut. 32.22 'T is better have all â—he World to grapple with than with God if â—e frown upon us no Creature dare smile If â—e be for us who can be against us Rom. 8.31 â—f God have a Controversie with us who dare â—ake our part or move a Hand or Tongue in our Defence We cannot grapple with him he is â—oo strong for us we cannot flye from him as â—onah thought to do he will over-take us neiâ—her can we hide our selves from him Psal 136 â— c. We cannot struggle out of his hand â—or he is the Almighty and we but despicable Worms if he tread upon us he leaves us dead â—ehind him Before him the Holy Angels cover â—heir faces and all the Infernal Spirits tremble â—n his hand is the soul of every living thing and the â—reath of all mankind Job 12.10 If he with-hold â—ur breath we return to our Dust for we have â—o more than what he puts into us how then â—hall we contend with our Maker Can Chaff â—nd Stubble grapple with a devouring Flame One blast of his Displeasure can blow us into Hell yea Heaven and Hell and All into nothing â—nd how are we like to make our Party good â—gainst him when we cannot move a Finger â—wag a Tongue or fetch a Breath without his â—ssistance Well but let us well consider whether our Cause be good What cause hath God given us to take up Arms against him Hath he â—een a hard Master to us Or with-held our Wages Jonah thought he did well to be angry but was soon convinc'd Job had a mind to quarrel him and seems of any other to have the best Cause but when the Contest began hâ— soon threw down the Cudgels and lays his hand upon his Mouth Hath not God been our greateâ—â— Benefactor and done more for us than all the World ever did or can do Is not he our beâ—â— Friend and shall we become his profest Enemies Many good works have I done among you saith Christ for which of those do you stone me John 10.32 God gave us our Being when we had none and shall we hate him for it We were tâ—â— Clay and he was the Potter and might have dash'd us into pieces with his foot He gave us Reason when he might have made us bruit Beasts as Dogs or Swine or more contemptible Creatures He hath given us Limbs and Senses when otherâ— want them Peace and Plenty yea Life and Liberty and hath made our Lives comfortable to us when we deserve not the Ground we tread upon or the Air we breath in and shall we flye at the Face of God and thus requite the Lord our Maker Nay hath not Christ suffered more for us than any other hath or can do We had sold our selves Bond-slaves to Satan and neither Man nor Angel could have redeemed us out of our Slavery or have paid a Ransom sufficient for us but Christ laid down his Life to free us from the guilt of sin from the filth of sin from the Punishment due for sin from the Curse of the Law the Wrath of God the Slavery of Satan and from Everlasting Damnation And hath he for all this deserved our Malice and Hatred He hath bestowed more upon us than the World hath to bestow 't is he that sends us so many Ambassages for Peace and rains Heavenly Manna so plentifully about our Tents he gives us Promises such as the greatest Kings upon Earth cannot make and make good to their greatest Favourites as of his Spirit his Graces his Son and his Glory And is all this nothing Shall we foster sin in our Bosom that hinders us in the Enjoyment of those promised Blessings and expose us to the wrath of God and the everlasting Destruction of Soul and Body and expose us also to all Miserie 's Temporal Spiritual and Eternal God forbid Well we cannot make our Peace with God till we break our League with Sin and if God be our Enemy and our Enemy he will be if we are at Peace with Sin then we may expect he will treat us as Enemies Well may we fear that every bit of Bread we eat will choak us and every drop of Drink we drink may be our bane and that every Creature may wait for a Commission to end our days that the Floods may drown us as they did the Old World or the Fire consume us as Sodom or the Earth swallow us up as Korah and his Complices or the greatest Judgments that ever we read fell upon Mortal Man may be our Portion Oh what need had we then to leave sorrowing for other things and turn all our Tears into the right Channel that it may drown our sins that expose us to these Miseries and Mischiefs 5. Nay but this is not all for Eternal Death as well as Spiritual and Temporal is the Reward of Sin the everlasting separation of Soul and Body from God which is called The second Death and this is far greater than all the Miseries before mentioned for if the sinner be not reconciled to God which cannot be before sin be mortified he shall be cast into the Lake which burneth with fire and brimstone Rev. 21.8 This is the Natural Fruit and Effect of every beloved sin even the everlasting Damnation of Body and Soul a thousand thousand rentings of the Soul from the Body is not comparable to one renting of the Soul from Christ Sin doth that for us that all the Men on Earth and Devils in Hell could never do even pull us out of the Arms of God This threw Angels out of Heaven Adam out of Paradice and Millions of Souls into Hell This brought Death into the World and is the very Sting of Death and if this Sting be not taken out it will sting the Soul to Eternity This imbitters our Lives as you have heard while we are in the World and opens the Door to let us out of the World and will open Hell it self to let us in and is the only bar to keep us from coming out But if Sin were mortified we might with Old Simeon depart in Peace and with Ambrose say I am not ashamed to live nor afraid to dye And with Paul I desire to be dissolved and to be with Christ Death without his Sting is like Samson without his Hair or like the Drone-Bee without a Sting not
Crosses Pains Sickness c. 5. They shall enjâ—y God Heaven and Happiness for ever Fifth Lesson If all must dye how little Certainty wicked men have of their Happiness 1. At Death they must leâ—ve behiâ—d all their Riches 2. They must bid 〈…〉 to all their Pleasures 3. They must lose all their Pomp Glory and Honour 4. After Death they â—hall lose their God their Soules their Heaven and Happiness 5. They shalâ— be thrown into endless â—aseless Torments Sixth Lesson If all must dye then we should prepare for our own Death 1. Consider seriously we muâ—t die 2 â—e have a great deal of Work to do ere we die 3. Many men as worldly-wise as we do miscarry 4. The dangâ—rous condition we are in while unprepared 5. Preparation for Death and our Evidences for Heaven can do us no harm Directions to Die well 1. Get an Interest in Christ and a title to Glory 2. Be sure to see Sin dead before you or your Souls will die 3. Mortifie and Crucifie the World and subdue it 4. Be sure to live well if you would die well 5. Learn to die daily have death always before your Eyes Seventh Lesson If all must die bring your minds to be willing to die 1. Consider Our Life is not at your own dispose but God's 2. The many miseries Death frees us from 3. 'T is unbeseeming a Christian to be unwilling to die when God calls 4. If we resign our selves to God we shall die to the best Advantage 5. The Joys of Heaven may sweeten Death itself The Conclusion DEATH Improved AND Immoderate Sorrow for Deceased RELATIONS And FRIENDS Reproved In a LETTER Consolatory to the Vertuous and truly Religious Lady Wilbraham of Weston in the County of Stafford at the Death of her Daughter the Lady Middleton of Chirk Castle MADAM LET it not be thought Presumption in me though the meanest of a Thousand if I make bold to give my Advice in the midst of so many much abler Counsellors and to prescribe you Physick when you have so many Learned Physicians at hand for haply I have more experienced that Distemper under which you labour than many of them and can write a Probatum est upon my Receipts Others may speak more of the Disease than I can yet few have felt the working of it in their own Bowels more than I even from my Youth up and I am at present making up a Dose for my self who am in daily expectation of paâ—ting with my Eldest Son as you have done with your Eldest Daughter he being one in whom I took no small content and from whom I expected much Comfort in my Age the Lord grant I may take the same Counsel I give to others When first I heard of your great and as I think unexpected Loss and how soon your Joy that a Man-Child was born into the World was turned into Sorrow that a Woman was taken out of the World I confess I was suddenly surprized with Amazement and cryed out How vain a thing is Man whose breath is in his Nostrils and how vain are all these transitory things we so much dote upon And how little can they do for us when we have most need And how foolish are we to spend our time and money for that which is not bread and our labour for that which satisfieth not When I saw so fair a Flower so lately budded and not fully blown so soon withered and dead and what need we had especially that were much older to stand upon our Guard not knowing the day nor hour wherein our Lord and Master comes When I had spent some time in these Considerations and bewailed the Publick Loss I began to consider your Condition who by reason of your tender and haply too tender Love and Care of your Children especially as I imagined of her who was your First-born and the beginning of your Strength and one who by reason of her Age and Maturity more fit for your more intimate Society I was afraid your Burden would not be easily born for I conceive you are better qualified to bear a heavy Burden of another Nature than this strong Affections many times breed strong Afflictions but God will have us hate Father and Mother Wife and Children and our own Lives for his sake These things considered I could not but sympathize with you in your Suffering and put my Soul as it were in your Soul's stead and so bewailed and condoled your Condition having many times my self felt the weight of your Burden I thought then with Job That to those that are afflicted pity is to be shewn by his friend Job 6.14 But barely to pity and not to endeavour to help is but a poor kind of Charity but it was out of my reach any other way to help than by Counsel and Advice and this I knew you needed not yet not willing to be altogether silent I resolved to communicate to you my own Experience and what it was that hath once and again calmed those tumultuous Thoughts that raged in my Breast But could I but imagine that your Sorrows were over your Griefs supprest your Trouble buried and your Burden eased I should not be so uncharitable as to take them again out of the Ashes or blow the fire that is too apt of it self to kindle but I fear the Flame is too great to be so soon extinguished and your Distemper too deeply rooted to be so easily removed and the Wound too great to be so easily healed Or that I could but imagine your Sorrows were moderate and no more than your Duty I should not put you to the trouble of Reading nor my self of Writing these following lines But I not only fear but also hear that you are a Woman of a sorrowful Spirit drench'd in Sorrow over-power'd with Grief and like Rachel weeping for your Daughter and will not be comforted because she is not And fearing as others of your Friends do what the event will be in parting with this dear Pledge or rather Piece of your self especially when I read Godly Persons have sometimes been strangely transported with Passion upon such Occasions as Jacob at the supposed Death of Joseph Gen. 37.33 when he refused Comfort and resolâ—â—d to go down to the Grave with him but he should have learned to bury his Children and Friends when alive by acting their Death to himself afore-hand He shewed his Fatherly Love to his Son but not his own Obedience to his Father The next that offers himself to our consideration is David a man after God's own heart yet not without his Faults and Failings we find him excessively mourning for the Death of rebellious Absalom that had kill'd his Brother Amnon forc'd his Concubines rebell'd against him and sought his Life yet when he was cut off by a deserved Death partly by the hand of God he mourns and over-mourns till he was soundly chidden and threatned by Joab and wish'd he had dyed for him 2 Sam. 18.33
terrible he may hum but not hurt strike but not sting kill a Believer yet not hurt him the worst is to send him to his Father's House the sooner But what is this to those in whom sin not only lives but raigns It will bring sad tidings to such 't is indeed the cause of all the Crosses and cross Providences they meet with here in this World but brings forth far bitterer Fruit which will not be ripe in this World which Reprobate Wretches must feed upon to Eternity Whatever we suffer here we may thank Sin for it haply we have laid some Creature-Comforts too near our hearts Well the Achan must be removed or God will not be pacified But if we dye while â—in is alive our present Suffering though to the â—oss of our Relations Wealth Honours Pleaâ—ures yea and Life it self is but a Flea-biting â—o our future Torments Then sin how pleaâ—ant soever it look now will be found our greatest Enemy All Men in the World and the Devil â—o help them can but kill the Body 't is Sin onâ—y that kills the Soul and God casts both Soul â—nd Body into Hell for sin the loss of which is more than the loss of the World Matth. 16.26 The loss of it is incomparable and irreparable â—he Rich Glutton could not with all his Wealth Purchase one drop of Water to cool his tongue Luke â—6 24 c. The Soul it self is a Precious Piece next the Angels the most precious that ever God made being made in his own Image and the greatest and richest Purchase that ever was made â—nd cost the greatest Price the Precious Blood of the Son of God 'T is that which is most like â—nto God himself and fitted for Communion with him and of Enjoying him for ever 'T is â—ndued with excellent Faculties the Understandâ—ng Will Affections Conscience Memory and many more which make a Man differ from a Beast and resemble an Angel And for duraâ—ion it runs parallel with the days of Heaven with the longest times of Eternity neither is â—here any thing in the World to be compared to 〈◊〉 and there is nothing but sin can hurt or wound it and this alone makes it subject to Eternal Torments and rents it out of the hands of God and the arms of Christ when nothing else can do it Sin makes Men in a worse condition than the Beasts that perish which were in the Creation little lower than the Angels the one is thrown into the Ditch and so ends their Misery the other into Hell with the Devil and his Angels where they are ever dying and never able to dye ever suffering those insufferable Pains out of which is no hope of Redemption for when they have been there as many thousands of Years as there are Grass-piles upon the Earth Stars in Heaven Sands upon the Sea-shore and Hairs upon their Heads they are never the nearer going forth than they were the first day they were cast into it for a thousand thousand Millions substracted from Eternity doth not lessen the Account Oh the horrible Nature of Sin which plucks the Soul from the Eternal Embraces of her dear Redeemer and from those Rivers of pleasures at God's right hand for evermore and lodges it among the Devils and the Damned in those Eternal Flames to all Eternity in those Rivers of Brimstone kindled by the Wrath of God Isa 30.33 Here we may behold the deadly Fruits of Sin and shall we bewail the Death of Relations which indeed is the Fruit of Sin and shall we not bewail and prevent its more deadly and dangerous Effects when without Repentance our Souls as well as our Bodies are like Eternally to perish Lesson 2. From this Lecture of Mortality before us is this It may plainly shew us how little good the World will do us when we have most need and by this we may take a true estimate of its Worth or rather of its Vanity We use to say that is good that will do us good and 't is a Friend that will help in time of need I am sure the World will not cannot do it 't is true if we look upon it through the Devil's Spectacles it will look fair and so will an Old Hag in her Paint and Plaister but this is the way to be egregiously deceived but that there is really little worth in it observe with me these following Considerations 1. Consid Riches Honours Pleasures or whatever else the World can brag of cannot prevent Death though sometimes it doth hasten it The truth of this is evidently seen in this Providence for had it been a vast Estate sumptuous Buildings costly Apparel Men or Means Food or Physick that could have preserved her Life doubtless she had not dyed but this could neither prevent the Disease remove it or take away the Malignity of it For when Death comes and come it will it will neither be bribed nor baffled Diseases are God's Servants when he bids them go they go and when he bids them come they come and what he bids them do they do it like the Centurion's Servant Mat. 8.9 Contra vim mortis non est medicamen in hortis If God strike the Creature cannot heal God hath the Keys of Life and Death at his Girdle and our way is to go to him and neither trust to Physicians as Asa or to Witches as Saul 'T is he that kills and makes alive and brings to the gates of death and back again Deut. 32.39 'T is he that passed that Decree more firm than the Laws of the Medes and Persians That all men should once dye and after death come to Judgment Heb. 9.27 By force of this your Daughter dyed and so will you ere long All that the Rich Man had Luke 12.19 20. could not bribe Death one Night neither can any Man Ransom his Brother from Death The Rich Cardinal Beuford found it true to his sorrow Though Money be the greatest Commander in the World it will be out of Commission in the World to come Death is a perfect Leveller it will Lodge the Poor and the Rich the Fair and the Foul the Young and the Old the King and the Beggar in the same Bed without Respect of Persons let the World say what it will to the contrary and Happy be those that are prepared or otherwise it will prove but a Trap-door to Hell Death regards not any however dignified or distinguished the King then must leave his Robes and the Beggar his Rags behind him the Scull of the one retains no impression of a Crown nor of the other of his Slavery Now great Men are like Capital Letters they take up more room and be more gorgeously adorned and clad commonly go before others but signifie the same thing So the greatest signifies no more than a Man and the meanest signifies no less Or like unto Counters some in the Account signifie Pounds some Shillings some Pence and some less but when they are in the Box they
Excuse then also And think you God will be thus put off And is it not a sad thing that the main Concern should be neglected and time found for every thing else But for wicked Men there is no cause why they should desire Death nay great reason why they should dread it as the worst of Evils they leap but out of the Frying-pan into the Fire out of a Temporal Misery into Eternal Torments and by hastning their Death out-run their Happiness and fall into endless Misery which comes fast enough without hastning But many of those mind no more their Eternal Concerns than the Ox that perisheth These Men either think Repentance is not necessary or else that they have time enough to repent in but ere long they will be sadly convinc'd of their mistake Many hasten Death by their Intemperance which yet they fear more than God himself But to let these pass I would have Believers be better acquainted with Death than to fear it for it cannot separate them from the love of Christ and those that have the Riches of Assurance cannot fear Death greatly knowing when this earthly tabernacle shall be dissolved they have a building of God a house not made with hands but eternal in the heavens And who will not part with Rags for Robes with a Cottage for a Crown and with a handful of Muck for a handful of Angels Now this Assurance is the Top-Gallant of Faith the Triumph of Trust and the Sweet-meat of the Feast of a good Conscience where there are many dainty Dishes but this is the Banquet 't is Heaven upon Earth and such a Jewel no wicked Man upon Earth can know the worth of it any more than Aesop's Cock did of the Precious Jewel When the love of Christ warms the Heart it raiseth the desires of stricter Union and Communion with him and a fuller Enjoyment of him which will never be satisfied till the full fruition in Glory He that loves God better than Father and Mother c. will part with these for his sake If we hate Hell we shall not so earnestly desire to live in the Suburbs of Hell We complain of Sin and well we may it being the cause of all our Misery but did we hate it as we ought to do we should be willing to dye that we might be rid of it for when we enter through this strait Passage and narrow Way we shall leave this and all other Burdens behind us We pretend we would serve God without Distraction and shall we fear the time and place when and where it can only be done But till Grace be in the Heart Heaven it self cannot be desirable the Employment the Company and Society cannot please a Wicked Man But Grace enables a Man to see that Death it self cannot break the Marriage-Contract between Christ and the Soul but then the Marriage will be fully consummate and when the Soul is separated from the Body it shall by the Angels be carried into the Bosom of Christ where sin and sorrow shall be no more Those that are sufficiently satisfied of the vanity of the World the emptiness of the Creature the fulness of Christ and the worth of Heaven we cannot rationally imagine but they will be willing to part with one to enjoy the other in Earth we shall never meet with Content or Satisfaction in Heaven we shall meet with no Disappointment Troubles or Vexations will a Wise Man choose a Prison or a Pest-House for his Habitation if he might have a Palace Or any but a Mad-man dwell among the Tombs The World is all this and much more He that looks upon the World as an Enemy and the Body but a Skreen between God and the Soul will not be unwilling to have both removed Will not a sick Man desire his Health and an hungry Man his Meat a Captive his Liberty and a Souldier the Victory the Husband-man the desired Harvest and the Labourer his Wages And why then should not Christians long for the time when they shall receive at God's hand the promised Reward for all they have done and suffered for the sake of God Shall those that have done and suffered so much for Heaven now be unwilling to have it when offered The Assurance of Eternal Life may make us willing to leave these our Temporal Enjoyments Well then you see though a small measure of Grace cannot overcome all Difficulties yet there is nothing else but Grace can fit us for Death or enable us to grapple with it And therefore above all gettings get Grace 3. Consider Grace is such a Qualification that without it we can neither please God nor enjoy Him who is our Chiefest Happiness Heb. 11.8 Without Faith 't is impossible to please God These are the Ornaments of a Christian the Gems and Jewels that make him lovely in the sight of God the Gold tryed in the Fire the white Raiment the Spiritual Eye-salve which God adviseth Laodicea to buy of him Rev. 3.17 18. greater Riches than the Indies can produce Christ and Grace go together he that hath one will have the other also without Grace all our Duties are worse than nothing abominable Sins for how can pure Water come from a polluted Fountain The Heart by Nature is an Augean Stable full of Filthiness but without Holiness we shall never see God Heb. 12.14 We may fast and pray and give Alms with the Pharisee Mat. 6.1 c. and offer Sacrifices c. with those Isa 1.11 c. and God will not regard us though it be commanded Duties if they proceed from a rotten Heart or be performed for a by end the Sacrifices of the Wicked are an abomination to God The Incense of the Wicked stinks of the Hand that holds it their Good Words are uttered with a stinking Breath though they may be materially good they are formally evil a good Motion cannot proceed from a soul Mouth these men deny in their Lives what they profess with their Lips they are like the Aethiopians black all but the Mouth some of them are fair Professors but foul Livers dicta factis crubescunt their Practice shames their Profession You may see how such Men's Sacrifices are accepted Isa 66.2 3. The Fountain must be cleansed or the Streams cannot be sweet the Tree must be good or the Fruit will be bad Whatever proceeds from a Wicked Man smells of the Cask If the Heart be right God accepts of Pence for Pounds Mites for Millions and esteems a Man as good as he truly desires to be Dat bene dat multum qui dat cum munere vultum God loves a chearful giver and esteems the willingness of the Mind before the worth of the Work the more of the heart is in the Sin the worse but the more of it is in the Duty the better God loves no heartless or grumbling Service My son saith he give me thy heart Prov. 23.26 David's intention to build God an House was accepted as if he had
him to Hell Now though Sin have a Mortal Wound in the Regenerate which cannot be cured yet it will have a Being in them while they are in the Flesh and these Sons of Zeruiah are sometimes too strong for them but at Death these Anakims shall be overcome Death will give them their Deaths-wound the same stroak that separates the Soul from the Body shall divide between Sin and the Soul Now it sticks as close to us as the Skin to the Flesh or as the Flesh to the Bones or rather as one Bone to another and much closer for these may be separated but the other not 't is like as the spots of the Leopard not only in the Skin but in the Flesh also nay 't is in the very Heart and not only in the Body but in the Soul also yea in the very Power and Faculty of it yet at Death a separation will be made and this must needs be good News to a Believer when his deadly Wound is cured which is the cause of all his Maladies Oh happy day will it be to him when he shall shake hands with his Corruptions and give them a Bill of Divorce and bid them an Everlasting Adieu when he shall never have a proud vain sensual or ungodly thought more to trouble him or any that shall be unbeseeming God or Godliness Now he cannot serve God without distraction but then it will be otherwise no sin shall stand then as a Cloud to Eclipse the Sun of Righteousness or cloud him from us Now Sin makes a Godly Man a weary of his Life and causeth many a sad and sorrowful Sigh and many a Prayer it doth cost him and many a struggling for the Victory but then it will be had and the War will be ended and the Triumph obtained when all Tears shall be wip'd away and Sin and Sorrow shall be no more and for a Crown of Thorns they shall have a Crown of Glory There is nothing now but sin that hides God's Face from us when these Clouds are removed we shall see him as he is and shall never see one frown in his face nor one wrinkle in his brow for Sin and Corruption which are the only Make-bates shall be left behind for no unclean thing shall ever enter into Heaven for though the Serpent did wind himself into Paradice none of the Serpentine Race shall ever enter into Heaven their place shall no more be found there Rev. 12.8 And if he be cast out his Works shall follow him then the Saints will be Saints indeed without spot or wrinkle or any such thing Ephes 5.27 Their robes will be wash'd in the blood of the Lamb and they shall no more delight to wallow in the Mire Heaven that spewed out the fallen Angels will not admit of any unclean thing sin to the Godly is their greatest Trouble here but what would it be should they be troubled with it to Eternity I have read of the Indians that enquired where the Spaniards would go after their Death And Answer being made To Heaven protested they would not come there among so Blood-thirsty and Cruel a People This was their Ignorance but this I say should a Godly Man know his sin should accompany him to Heaven it would be great cause of sorrow Anselm affirms he had rather go to Hell Innocent than to Heaven with a Guilty Conscience 'T is a greater Mercy to be freed from Sin than to be born Heir to a Kingdom but at Death they shall have the Priviledge of both now 't is their daily Complaint O this hard this proud this hypocritical Heart how shall I get it softned humbled and reformed But then it will be done it will then be better than now we can desire or expect here the Understanding is clouded with Ignorance there the scales will fall from our Eyes Many a Man would ride a Thousand Miles and give many Hundred of Pounds to have a clear insight into some of the Mysteries held forth in the Scripture as of the Trinity the Incarnation Predestination Redemption Free-will c. And of some obscure Passages Prophesies and Promises recorded in the Scripture But there all shall lye open and God's whole Contrivance in the work of our Redemption made apparent to his Glory and our Eternal Admiration In a word there shall no sin or any thing that implies a defect enter Heaven for no such Weeds grow in God's Garden there will be no imperfection of our love to God our desire after him or our delight in him neither any distempered Passion or Affection for the Affections that there shall remain shall be set upon right Objects and agreeable to the Will of God Oh happy time when shall it be when we shall be rid of all our sins that now keep us so low and God at such a distance from us 2. As at Death we shall be freed from all sin so likewise from all the Causes Occasions and Provocations to sin from the Temptations of Satan and Allurements of the World for as there will be no Natural Inclination to it within so there will be no Provocation to it from without for Temptation without now proves the Bellows to blow our Corruption up into a Flame it being as Tinder to the Fire ready to catch upon all occasions The Devil is a Powerful Politick Subtil and Malicious Enemy lying upon his lurches to betray us 1 Pet. 3.8 He is always fishing for Souls and suits his Baits according to our Inclinations he hath such an Enmity against God that he hates his Image where ever he sees it and though he cannot race it out yet he will always oppose it and seek to deface it he is like the Scorpion his sting is always out and what Opposition either he or his Instruments can make against it they will be sure to do it but at Death we shall be out of his reach and in a place of safety where he cannot throw one Dart at us nor shake his Chain to affright us Now he gives us many Alarms and if he finds us out of our Trenches or neglecting our Watch he is sure to surprize us and to make a Prey of us and were we not kept by the mighty power of God to Salvation we could not escape being devoured by him Now we have no quiet Day nor Night nay in our very Addresses to God but he molests us with his Temptations sometimes stops our Mouths and oft-times steals away the Heart in the time of Duty and lays Snares for us where ever we go or whatever we do but the more Spiritual the Duty is so much the greater is his Opposition He spoils our Duties purposely to make God hate them he takes great Advantage indeed by our own Corruption and we shall never be rid of the one till we are free from the other Our Senses are the Cinque-Ports that lets in the Occasions and Provocations to sin into the Soul and he sails in with the Tide
saith Luther look to the Salvation of it A Child that hath a precious Jewel cannot put it safer than in his Father's hands the like we may say of our Lives and Souls if we 'l have the keeping and disposing of them our selves the Devil will rook us out of them but what is committed to God cannot be lost our Lives though laid down for Christ cannot be lost in him 't is but as the Seed sown Life eternal will spring up in the turn when temporal Life expires eternal Life begins My Father saith Christ is greater than all and none can pluck them out of my Fathers hands Joh. 10.29 There is nothing we can expend in God's Service but he can make satisfaction we may lose all we have for him but shall lose nothing by him if we deny to honour God in letting God dispose of our Lives as to the time and manner of our Death we shall lose them for nothing To live saith Paul is Christ and to die is gain he was in a strait whether to chuse life or death yet he knew to die was best for him Phil. 1.21 c. Janua vitae est porta coeli saith Bernard Christians should be so indifferent whether they lived or died as to submit their wills wholly to God's will to die for Christ is the way to a Crown of Martyrdom and the way to reign with Christ is to suffer with him a Self-resignation can do us no hurt but much good for if we are never call'd to suffer we shall not lose our Reward God takes the will for the deed as in Abraham's case And if we do suffer for him we shall reign with him and have white robes with palms in our hands and follow the Lamb whithersoever he goes Rev. 12.11 7.9 And shall not we suffer something for this Honour or shall we after all this Profession of Religion declare to the World that all was but Hypocrisie and that we have more love to Sin and the World than we have to God Is not this the way to dishonour God discredit Religion harden Wicked men in Sin and endanger our own Souls 5 Cons In the last place to make us more willing to dye or to submit to God's Will whether for Life or Death are the Joys and Delights and Pleasures which believing Souls shall have in the Presence of God for ever and for ever and that immediately after Death for as then all tears shall be wiped away and sin and sorrow shall be no more so our Joys and Pleasures shall then commence 1 Joh. 3.2 Now we are the sons of God but it doth not yet appear what we shall be but we know when he shall appear we shall be like him for we shall see him as he is Great things we have in Hand but greater in Hope much in Possession more in Reversion our Happiness then will be in seeing and enjoying him which we cannot do on this side Death but what our Enjoyments shall be there no mortal man can come to know not the Apostle who was caught up into the third Heaven and heard unspeakable words that it was not lawful for a man to utter 2 Cor. 12.4 Yet he tells us 1 Cor. 2.9 Eye hath not seen ear hath not heard neither hath it enter'd into the heart of man to conceive the things that God hath prepared for those that love him Yet he reserves not all for the Life to come some clusters of Canaans Grapes are bestowed in the Wilderness some Pisgah-sights of Glory on this side Jordan But 't is no wonder we cannot describe the Joys of Heaven when we are such strangers to many Secrets in Nature In the World Believers have such joy as no stranger shall meddle with Prov. 14.10 The Cock on the Dunghil knows not the Worth of these Jewels they are unspeakable and full of glory 1 Pet. 1.8 they are a Harâ—â—el of Heaven and a Fore-taste of Eternal Life yea such as passeth all Understanding fitter to be believed than to be exprest to which all the Comforts which the World affords signifie nothing for what shall we compare with the Peace of a good Conscience and Joy in the Holy Ghost And yet this is but a small tast a branch of Canaans Grapes and nothing compared with what is behind to be eternally enjoyed But if the Saints Enjoyments so darkly resemble Heavens Glory what will the Epicure's Delights do which they chose for their Portion Not so much resemble it as a Muckhil doth the Sun in his Splendor The Drunkard delights in his Cups the Adulterer in his Queans and this they look upon to be the chiefest Happiness the covetous man makes Gold his God the ambitious man makes choice of that empty Bubble Honour and the voluptuous man contents himself with Pleasure these are the Syren Songs the Devil lulls them asleep with while he ruines their Souls these are the Circe's Charms which transforms them into Swine and makes them take up with Husks and Swill and to neglect that Nectar and Ambrosia which the Saints feed upon Have I need to shew that Happinese consists not in these things Is any so blind upon consideration as to affirm it Where is their Happiness then when their Cups and Queans are snatch'd and all other their Enjoyment leave them 'T is true Meat is delightful to the Hungry and Drink to the Thirsty Health to the Sick and Strength to the Weak but what is this to an hungring thirsting panting weary Soul Christ is better to it than all the World Stately Buildings curious Gardens pleasant Walks and the rest of the Delights of the Sons of Men mentioned by Solomon Eccl. 2.8 c. how little satisfaction can they yield they will prove but empty Husks if we feed upon them what are those to those Mansions of Glory provided for the Saints and the Rivers of Pleasures which are at the right hand of God for evermore Yea I dare say many a poor Believer hath more solid Joy more Hearts Content more true Satisfaction in his poor Cell than many of those in the midst of all their Enjoyments What then will their Enjoyments be in Heaven when they shall receive their Portion Human Learning also is desirable and more beautiful saith Aeneas Sylvius than the Morning or the Evening-Star What hard Labour and Pains have many a man taken to find out Nature's Secret and at best have but groaped in the dark And many all 〈…〉 Mystery there is in the Book of God which no man living understands the Scripture being like the Waters of the Sanctuary Ezek. 47.2 c. where a Lamb might wade and an Elephant might swim but there our Ignorance shall vanish and all those difficulties disappear and we shall know as much of God himself as finite Capacities can comprehend Now we see through a glass darkly but then face to face now we know but in part but then shall know as we are known 1 Cor. 13.12 2 Cor. 3.18 Here we can see but by reflection for how can our Eyes behold God that cannot view the Sun in its splendor Moses himself could but view his Back-side and Paul was blinded with the Sight but the Beatifical Vision will not disturb us Now we behold the Works of God with admiration the Sun Moon and Stars and all the Host of Heaven the Earth also hanged upon nothing beautified with all Varieties the Sea bounden and barr'd by him and generally the whole Creation these are beautiful Objects and many inscrurable Mysteries we understand not but there we shall see and know far greater Mysteries in the Fabrick of Heaven it self His Works of Providence many times puts us to a puzzle how he governs all the World and preserves Peace among so many disagreeing Creatures especially how he preserves his own Church amidst their numerous Enemies and makes Provision for all the works of his Hands but when we are better acquainted with his Wisdom and Power these Wonders will cease The Work of Redemption and the manner of contriving it that he let fall the Angels irrecoverably without hope of Redemption the reason of his Electing Love and why he made a difference the Price that was paid the Blood of his only Son may cause admiration but when we know the whole Contrivance we shall admire his Wisdom Oh who would not long to be in that estate of Blessedness where these and all things else shall be made known to us which cannot be till Death Thus Madam I have made bold haply too bold to communicate to you my own Experiences and with what Arguments I have quieted my self under such sad Dispensations of Providence as at present you lye under and to shew you what improvement I have made or at leastwise desire to make of them and I hope I may truly say it was good for me that I was afflicted and I wish you may experimentally say the same I think I have learned more in the School of Affl ction of the sinfulness of Sin of the Vanity of the Creature of Worth of Grace the Miseries of the Wicked and the Happiness of the Godly than ever I did in any other School whatsoever And I wish you and all your Relations that are concerned in this Providence may gain as much as I yea terque quaterque manifold more I do not write these things to you as if you were ignorant of them no I am too well acquainted with you to be guilty of this Error but the best of us especially when under a Cloud and overpower'd with Grief have need of a Remembrancer to put 〈◊〉 in mind of what before we knew My humble Desire is and my Prayer shall be that you and your Relations by this Providence and these Oâ—servations upon it may be brought nearer to GOD weaned more from the World and your selves fitter to live and fitter to dye that when you come to dye you may have nothing to do but to dye and resign up your Souls into the Hands of God These are the unfeigned Desires of Madam your humble Servant Edward Bury Eaton Apr. 16. 16â—5
the ground of your Grief The more Gracious the more Glorious the more Holy the more Happy the better she was the fitter for Heaven There are two things which may trouble us at the death of Relations the one is when we can see no Evidence of Grace the other when we have neglected our Duty to them especially to their Souls in their life-time The reason why David did so wofully bewail the Death of Absalom is imagined to be one or both of these When our Relations are fitted for Glory I think 't is no uncharitable wish to wish them out of a troublesome World in those Coelestial Enjoyments Paul did desire to be dissolved and to be with Christ which was best of all But to wish those out of Glory that are in were both an unprofitable and uncharitable desire and argues more Passion and Self-love than well grounded Charity Now there is no going to Heaven but through the Gaâ—es of Death and 't is through Death's Portal that we must enter She hath paid the Debt we all owe and would you have her endure these Pangs and Pains over again You came not into the World together and it was unlikely that you would go together out and when ever a parting was it was like to be with grief She hath changed her Husband but 't is for the better an Earthly for an Heavenly she had a large Joynture before but 't is much amended 't is now advanc'd to a Crown and Kingdom She hath left her Relations behind but she hath better there Saints and Angels the Souls of Just Men made perfect There she can serve the Lord without distraction and sing Hallelujahs to Eternity without weariness here Corruption attended her best Duties there sin and sorrow shall be no more here she was troubled with Satan's Temptations there he cannot come to throw one Dart or shoot one Arrow at her here she was liable to Pains Aches Griefs and Troubles all these are there removed here she could scarcely open an Eye or an Ear but it let in sin or sorrow there all tears shall be wiped away and a sad or sorrowful thought shall never enter And what cause hath she to complain of wrong And if neither of you be wronged why is this wast Why so many sighs so many sobs so many sorrowful tears which might better run in another Channel Had she liberty â—o speak for her self it might probably be in such words as these which Christ upon the Cross spake â—o the Women that bewailed him Luke 23.28 Weep not for me but weep for your selves and for â—our children c. those that are yet in the Vale of Tears 't is the Church-Militant that deserves â—ity not the Church-Triumphant Lament raâ—her the condition of those that survive for you know not what their Sufferings may be the other are out of harms-way and safely landed in the Port of Heaven Now is there such a wrong done you or her that God takes her to himself before you were willing to part with her though he had a better Interest in her than you could pretend and made her fit for Glory and translated her thither You agree both in the thing but the Quarrel is about the time and the Controversie is whose Will must be obeyed or whose Judgment must be preferred which is the best time Many of the wiser Heathens have submitted with less contradiction Anaxarchus when told of the death of his two Sons answered I knew that they were Mortal Et stultus est qui mortem mortalium deflet Now in the present Controversie may not God say to you as sometimes he did to his People What iniquity have your fathers found in me that they are gone from me What wrong have I done that you thus complain One of us must submit and must it be me Must I alter my Eternal Decrees for your sake or will there be no Peace to be had The Lord may say as Jacob did to Laban when he so fiercely pursued him Gen. 31.36 What is my trespass What is my sin Declare it before the world that they may be our judges Nay hath not God in this very Affliction sugared your Pill which might have been much bittered she might have been taken away in her younger years before you had such hopes of her Integrity or at least denyed you such Evidence of her Conversion then might you have feared she had been lost indeed or instead of one he might have taken all your Children when as yet two survive oâ— by the same stroke he might have taken away your dear Husband better to you than ten Sons as Elkanah said to Hannah 1 Sam. 1.8 Or he might have suffered your Children to be a heart-breaking to you as too many in these days are by their vicious Lives and Conversations who bring their gray hairs with sorrow to the grave which makes them with with Augustiâ—â— that they had never married or had dyed childless These are not such rare Examples in our days but too frequent She dyed a Natural Death many now adays as well as Job Eli Aaron David and others in former times were not so happy as to say so of theirs Neither is there any guilt upon you as upon some that have cause to mourn for neglecting any means for the preservation of her Life when some be wickedly Accessory to their Childrens Death If there were any fault which yet I cannot accuse you of it was in the excess of your Love which I the more fear when I see the excess of your Sorrow and this is a fault which Indulgent Mothers are apt to run into But you 'll say you could more easily have born any other Burden or suffered any other Cross Why then it seems God hath let you Blood in the right Vein as he did the Young Man in the Gospel that was willing to do any thing Christ commanded but part with his Riches but Christ will have a full resignation of our selves and all that is ours or he will not own us No beloved Delilah must be retained the Cross that Christ appoints we must bear and must not pick and choose our own Burden Luke 14.26 If any man come to me and hate not his father and mother wife and children brethren and sisters and his own life also he cannot be my Disciple That is if he prize any of those before him or will rather part with Christ than with any or all of these he deserves not the name of a Christian for all we have in the World is given to us as Love-Tokens from God to signifie his Love to us and to oblige our Love to him and sometimes God calls back some of these Gifts to see whether we love him or his Tokens better God gave you liberty before she dyed to let her and you see the Fruit of her Womb a Son which though he soon called off the Stage yet at the Resurrection be shall stand in his lot But 't is
Oyl of Angels But to pass by that exploded conceit or rather deceit as a groundless Fiction But whether the Soul be in Heaven or Hell for a third place the Scripture owns not it is in a stated condition which Eternity it self cannot alter and our Tears nothing avail to the one or to the other In Heaven there can be no augmentation of Glory for how can they have more than fulness of Joy and Pleasures for evermore What can they have more than the Beatifical Vision of God and Fruition of Glory than rivers of pleasures at God's right hand for evermore Communion with and Enjoyment of God blessed for ever And can your Tears procure greater Glory Here is the maximum quod sic the highest Pinacle of Glory as much as sâ—â—ll Creatures are capable of at present and at the Resurrection Soul and Body being reunited their Glory shall be compleat yea everlâ—â—â—â—â—g Joy in the Presence of God And had you your wish for her it would fall a thousand times shorter than her real Enjoyment And what cause is there of Tears unless it be in those that envy her Happiness Now on the other side miscarrying Souls can have no diminution of their Torments by the Tears of their Friends in their life-time Prayers and Tears to God in their behalf had been sit Physick but when Death comes 't is too late let the Papists say what they will to the contrary As the tree falleth so it lyeth and as Death leaves us so Judgment shall find us Their own Tears can then do them no good though they should weep as much Water as there is in the Sea There is a time when God will be found and there is a time when he will not be found The Rich Glutton could not in Hell procure one drop of Water to cool his Tongue There is no Redemption out of Hell and there is no other place for miscarrying Souls but Hell the Tormentors will not be bribed nor the fire quenched with Tears Their worm dyeth not and their fire never goeth out Tophet is ordained of old even for the King it is prepared he hath made it deep and large the pile thereof is fire and much wood and the breath of the Lord like a river of brimstone doth kindle it Isa 30.33 So that 't is evident immoderate Mourning for deceased Friends either needs not or boots not those that dye well are set out of the reach of Danger and those that miscarry out of the reach of Recovery But I desire you further to consider were your Daughter sensible in Heaven what sorrow you have for her on Earth which is a thing too hard for me to determine what thanks think you would she return We may imagine she would speak to you in the Language our Saviour Christ used to the Women thâ—â— lamented him upon the Cross Daughters of Jerusalem weep not for me but weep for your selves for the misery that is like to come upon you Yoâ— may sigh away your Comfort and sob away youâ— Health and weep away your precious time and disable your self for your present Duty but if you mourn all the days of your Life and weep till Dooms-day you would find your self where you began and to have gotten no ground It is your Duty to do what you can for your Children while they live as David fasted and prayed for his Son but when dead say as he I shall gâ— to her she shall not come to me Or as Job Thâ— Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away blessed be the name of the Lord. God will not be perswaded by all your Tears and Complaints to alter his Eternal Decrees to fit your Humour though you should drench your self in Sorrow and drown your self in Tears yet 't is all one you may as well mourn that God will not give you Power to resist the Tide when it comes in in its strength or resist the universal Darkness that comes upon us at the Sun 's setting or stop the Sun and Moon in their courses or remove the Pillars of Heaven or the Foundations of the Earth as this for you cannot alter his Decree or preserve the Life of one that he hath appointed to dye He doth not only appoint that all Men shall dye but the number of their Months are with him and he appoints their Bounds that they cannot pass the time when the manner how the Instrument by whom are all known to him and by immoderate mourning at the execution of his Will you seem to mourn that you are not God or not able to resist him or that he made you not of his Counsel when he decreed your Daughter's death which is so absurd that no Heathen could in plain words own it And doth not Experience convince you your Tears are vain Was there ever any that by mourning brought a Soul out of Heaven or Hell or got any benefit by it And will you think you shall be the first I know some have been raised from the Dead by the mighty Power of God who had determined it should be so for the confirmation of the Gospel But what is this to your case Let your Grief therefore never exceed the bounds of Moderation for it will never do you good or any one else But suppose it were possible to prevail with God in such a Request and he should give her her choice to go or stay you would be never the better you would never prevail with her to return There was indeed such a Petition made to Abraham for Lazarus to come back into the World but it was refused and Lazarus had met with such hard Measures in the World that he was not fond of the Journey and doubtless she would not be perswaded with all your Arguments to leave the Bosom of Christ and the sweet Embraces of her dear Redeemer to accompany you for a while for long it cannot be before a separation must be made again for this is no continuing City and truly to wish her to leave the perfection of Glory and to embrace an estate of Sin and Misery and subject her self again to Drudgery and Slavery Pain and Sickness Dread and Danger Persecution and Affliction argues more of Self-love than of true Affection to her and I believe when the Passion is over upon consideration you would not do it If a poor Beggar 's Daughter going from door to door were affected and beloved by some Mighty Prince who should take her cloath and adorn her marry her and make her his Queen and after this her Mother should perswade her to leave her Crown and Dignity her Husband Honour and Preferment and Pleasure and go along in her hand as before a begging it would be hard to perswade her The Application is easie and the Condescension far greater in this case than in that to leave Heaven to converse with you on the Earth and were it in your power would you expose her again to Sin and Suffering and to
is the Key of God's Treasury those that have it and know how to use it may fetch out what they please Job will trust God though he kill him though by Affliction he crush â—he very breath out of his Body yet will he not â—oose his hold he shall not be so short of him Dum spiro spero saith a Believer nay Dum exâ—iro spero The Righteous Man hath hope in his Death The Woman of Canaan would not be beaten off with two or three repulses like Jacob she wrastled with God till she got the Blessing Grace â—s to the Soul as Ballast is to the Ship it makes â—t more steady when otherwise it would be â—luctuating and wavering A Gracious Man like Caleb follows God fully and keeps himself unspotted in the World Grace keeps the Heart from desponding under the darkest Dispensations of Providence though Trouble hang long on â—et he that believeth will not make hast This â—â—ke a Skilful Physician will extract Soveraign Antidotes out of the rankest Poison David got good by Affliction If there be no help in the World Faith will make a Journey to Heaven and fetch help thence and engage God himself in the Quarrel or sue him on his own Bond. Thou hast said saith Jacob thou wilt do me good deny it if thou canst therefore I expect thou shouldst make good thy Promise Grace is the whole Armour of God wherewith we grapple with Sin the World and the Devil Ephes 6.13 The Shield that beats back the fiery darts of Satan A Catholicon an Universal Medicine against all Maladies of Soul or Body And as it helps us to bear all Burdens so 't is a qualification without which we are fit for no Relations no Offices or Places in Church or Common-wealth nor to perform any Duty to God or Man Though Grace cannot fit every Man for every Office Ex quovis ligno non fit Mercurius yet 't is such an Ingredient without which a Man is fit for no Place neither can he perform the Relative Duties of any such an Oâ—ye cannot Preach nor Pray Read nor Meditate as he ought or perform any Ministerial Function he is neither fit to be Magistrate Minister Husband Wife Parent or Child Master or Servant for without Grace he can never do the Duties of these Relations for all these Relations require Grace Now Grace being so necessary in the whole course of our Lives let us above all gettings get Grace 2. Consider if Grace be so necessary in the Affairs of this Life then doubtless 't is much more useful in the concerns of another when nothing else can stand us in stead If it will fit us to live it will much more fit us to dye and to leave the World it will bear up the heart under the direful Apprehensions of Death it self it will defend the heart against the venemous Darts thereof and keep the heart from desponding under the apprehensions of it When Gold and Silver Gemms and Jewels will do little good a Man armed and fortified with Grace will dare to meet this Enemy in the Field and treat him as the Apostle doth 1 Cor. 15.55 O Death where is thy sting O Grave where is thy victory c. The bravest Challenge saith one that ever rang in Death's Ear for when the Heart is defended with this Shield of Grace no venemous Dart can ever pierce it the sting is to such taken out and they may put the Serpent into their Bosom 't is a conquered Enemy lying prostrate at their Feet or rather an Enemy to Nature but a Friend to Grace the same blow that kills the Body sets the Soul at Liberty Now he that hath his Soul garnished with Grace and his Conscience purged from dead works He that hath assurance of the Pardon of his Sin and an Interest in Christ in Heaven and Glory he will not be dash'd out of Countenance with the rugged looks of Death He that hath on the Wedding-Garment needs not fear when he is called to the Supper He that hath Oyl in his Vessel as well as a Lamp in his Hand needs not fear the coming of the Bridegroom nor the Servant that is watching when his Lord comes home Death may kill a Godly Man but cannot hurt him the worst it can do is but to send him to his Father's House the sooner Then Baca shall be turned to Baracha Sighs into Songs and Misery into Majesty then shall the singing of Birds be come then shall they take Possession of their Purchased Inheritance and those Mansions of Glory prepared for them John 14.2 Then they come to Age and shall receive their Kingdom the thoughts of this will comfort the heart of a dying Man and make him say with Old Simeon Lord now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace c. Luke 2.29 And with Paul Phil. 1.23 I desire to be dissolved and to be with Christ He that had been in the third Heaven no wonder if nothing would content him on Earth Some clusters of Canaan's Grapes we meet with in the Wilderness which makes us long to go over Jordan 'T is true no Man loves Death for its own sake neither can he it is an Enemy to Nature but when a Believer knows the only way to Paradice is under Death's Flaming Sword and the only way to be freed from all Sorrow is to suffer a little Pain that one blow will free him from Sin and Sorrow the Devil's Temptations and the World's Allurements and set him out of the reach of all his Enemies even in the Bosom of Christ himself Who would be afraid of such a blow Or who would fear the time when his loving Father should send a Messenger for him out of a troublesome World into Eternal Happiness to wipe all Tears from his Eyes and drive all Sorrow from his Heart Can those that really believe there is a reward for the righteous and that they are of that number fear the time when they shall enjoy it Can the Mariner after a dangerous Storm fear to enter into the desired Port or a Prisoner to enjoy his Liberty or a Sick Man his Health or a Weary Man his Rest Let those that enjoy their Pleasures Treasure and Promotions only for term of Life fear the Expiration of their Lease whose Lives do only defer their Torments Let those I say fear Death and well they may and did they but know the sequel it would send them trembling to their Graves But I fear many that yet have honest Hearts yet live at such uncertainty that they would willingly spin out the thread of their lives to a great length before they were willing to dye though it were accompanied with many Troubles many of them under pretence they are not yet prepared the more shame for them is not their main Work done Why then do they not set about it What have they done all this while If God should add Twenty Years more yet to their days will not this be their
sadly and trust God when Deliverance is out of sight Hic labor hoc opus est To fetch Comfort from God when the World affords us none is a Work of Grace Hab. 3.17 18. A spark of Divine Love once kindled in the Breast never goes out Now saith the Apostle 1 Cor. 13.13 there remains Faith Hope and Charity but the greatest of these is Charity And why Because 't is longest lived The Wisdom of the Saints as also the Folly of the World is seen in this the one respects Eternity the other only this Transitory Life things subject to Vanity and Vexation that vanish as a curious Picture drawn upon the Ice in a Sun-shine day that soon dissolves into Water The World is like a Lottery Men come to it with their Heads full of Hope and return with their Hands full of Blanks and their Hearts full of Sorrow for there are twenty Blanks for one Prize There are many fair Promises made by the Devil and the World but few performed and our own hearts help to cheat us But he that Trades in Heavenly Riches never meets with disappointments they will find it far beyond their highest conceptions These things 't is true are hardly gotten but will prove well in the wearing and pay well for our pains Heaven is not got so easily as the World imagines when they moil and toil for the Earth they think Heaven may be had with a wet finger or into the bargain They are like Timotheus that dreamed that Towns and Castles fell into his Toyles while he slept they think a Lord have Mercy upon us will serve turn for Heaven to wast them over but they will find their mistake the Way is narrow they must walk in and the Gate strait they must enter which they cannot do with a load upon their backs We must work for Heaven as well as wish for it yea wrastle and strive to enter in at the strait gate 't is the violent that take it by force and if it be set to Sale all must go to buy this Pearl I have read of a Christian that beihg offered great Riches and Preferments to change his Religion he enquired whether it were durable Riches they offered him he would deal for no Treasures that were not Eternal nor sell his Immortal Soul for transitory Pelf that Treasure that is subject to Rust and Rapine will not do our work but that which is as durable as the days of Heaven and Eternity it self which we may draw out a Thousand Years hence without Rust or Canker These outward things may draw Tears from our Eyes but never will drive Sorrow from our Hearts if we embrace them we hug a Cloud instead of Juno 't is but to hunt Butter-flies to foul our own Fingers A Crown which is esteemed the top of Humane Felicity is scarce worth as one saith that had tryed it stooping for if it lay in the street for if we consider the Cares Fears Jealousies Dangers and Troubles that accompany it we should not envy them the Honour that bear the Burden 'T is Wisdom therefore above all things to get Grace and then we shall have Christ and Glory Men make a great dust and stir in the World and all for the Body when there is not one day's Preparation for the Immortal Soul many are ashamed to be seen in this Fashion but were the Body transparent and could we see their filthy spotted and leprous Souls through their Velvet Robes they had cause indeed to be ashamed to be seen in the streets Now they matter not the Society of the Godly but ere long they will never be troubled with it again Now they want time to Examine themselves as to their future Estate but then they will have time enough to reflect upon their fore-past Follies the means they then had the possibility nay the probability of their Conversion and how they lost Heaven for a Lust how they have been warned of this a thousand times and that now it is too late and the Door is shut the Day of Mercy is over and will never dawn again God hath long expected Fruit and finding none will lay down his Basket and take up his Ax and cut down these fruitless Trees and throw them into the Fire and open the Flood-gates of Divine Vengeance and pour in upon them All Hopes will then be taken away and nothing but Despair left in the room Now where is the World and what can it do for thee But Grace will shelter from all this those that have this Oyl shall go in the other shall be shut out Matth. 25.11 12. What will these Men have to say for themselves then Will they plead what Service they have done for God Alas this will not serve their turn Mat. 7.22 Will they desire the Mountains to fall upon them and the Hills co cover them Alas this cannot benefit them Rev. 6.16 17. What will the Worldling by this time think of his Portion Will it prove currant Coin in the other World Is not Grace now the better Portion that will lodge a Man in the Bosom of Christ and make him drink of the Rivers of pleasures at his right hand for evermore amongst those Heavenly Quiristers the Angels and glorified Saints singing Hallelujahs together when all tears shall be wiped away and sin and sorrow shall be no more Where they shall be freed from all Miseries set out of the reach of all Enemies free from all Dangers Temptations Oppressions and Troubles in the perfect Enjoyment of all Happiness and lye in the Everlasting Embraces of their dear Redeemer Now Reader what dost think of Grace Is it worth having If yet to prevent the Furnace thou fall down to the Idol thy Blood will be upon thy own Head Lesson 4. The Fourth Lesson this Providence teacheth us is this That seeing God hath taken away one in the Prime and Flower of her Age and thereby manifesteth our Mortality then it teacheth us that the Godly have not long to suffer for when Death comes their Miseries are at an end for Death will set them out of the reach of Danger this is the last Enemy they have to grapple with and this cannot hurt us for Death doth but lance the Ulcer which otherwise could never have been cured and let out the Corruption though it be an Enemy to Nature 't is a Friend to Grace that blow that kills the Body sets the Soul at liberty Of all Men in the World none are greater Sufferers than the Godly read Heb. 11.35 c. But though their Afflictions are sharp they are but short Heaviness may continue for a night but joy comes in the morning Psal 30.5 Then their Sighing will be turned into Singing and their Musing into Melody this World is their Purgatory and can they expect Pleasure Nay their Hell all the Hell they shall ever have and can they expecâ— Ease But here is their Comfort they can through it and beyond it In
is not an hour free from one Danger or other for Soul or Body or both our very sleep is not free but pestered with vain or sinful Dreams or fearful Visions of the Night our Corruption disturbing our Fancy nay in our Lawful Enjoyments Latet anguis in herbas for no Enjoyment we have but the Devil will weave it into a Net for our Feet in licitis perimus omnes we cannot look into the World but one thing or other is making suit for our Affections so that many times I have thought an Hermitage or some secret Cell were to be chosen free from the noise of the World but such places are not without their Temptations as Experience proveth when we open our Eyes we see Vanity and when we open our Ears we hear Folly something that tends to provoke to some base Lust Pride Vain-glory Lasciviousness Envy Malice Revenge or such-like or otherwise we see or hear some Command of God broken which should provoke our sorrow So bitter and malicious an Enemy the Devil is if he cannot keep us out of Heaven he will make the way thither troublesom and the World is such a sworn Enemy to us also not only in our Civil Enjoyments but in our Spiritual Duties in our Addresses unto God it proves a hindrance and our own Hearts prove treacherous these Fly-blow our Duties yea make us pride in our Graces â—ea to be proud of our Humility if we look not about us Now who would desire to live among all these Snares and Temptations but here is our comfort Death will free us from these and all others whatsoever and set us out of the reach of danger for the actual Enjoyment of God and Christ and Heaven and Glory will wholly take us up that we shall have no time for no mind to these things 3. As at Death they are freed from Sin and the Occasions of Sin from the Devil and his Temptations so are they also from his Instruments which Christ calls his Children John 8.44 Ye are of your Father the Devil and the works of your Father ye will do They have the same Nature and Disposition he hath viz. a hatred to God and Godliness for where ever they see the Image of God they pour Contempt upon it and hence it is they Persecute the Righteous for Righteousness-sake whatever they pretend to the contrary But in Heaven the Saints shall hear no more of this grinning Language but shall be free from not only the violence of Hands but the strife of Tongues There the wicked shall cease from troubling and the weary are at rest there the Prisoners rest together and hear not the voice of the oppressor the small and the great are there and the servant is free from his master c. Job 3.17 c. This Life is the day of Temptation and the hour of Darkness but at Death it will be over the Enemy may and oft-times doth persecute the Godly to Death but cannot reach them after except they Triumph over their dead Bodies as they did over the Witnesses that were slain but when they arose again their Sport was spoiled this was but over their Bodies but their Souls they cannot reach no Torment can touch them and though they burn their Bodies or rend them into a thousand pieces yet the least Atome of them shall not be wanting at the Resurrection There are none in the World that carry themselves more inoffensively than they do yet never any meet with harder measures from the World than they do and the reason is because the World hates them for Christ's sake and no wonder it hated him before it hated them Jeremy wonders why every one cursed him that had neither given nor taken upon Usury Jer. 15.10 The Apostles that wronged none but only laboured the Conversion and Good of all met with hard dealing in the World as we may see 1 Cor. 4.9 c. and 2 Cor. 11.23 c. And from them we may know the World's Wages and what to expect from them Their Persecutors were sharp and severe Verberibus pluunt colaphis grandinant 't is the practise of bloody Persecutors to endeavour to effect that by Arms they cannot do by Arguments as when the Apostle had confounded the Jews by the Scriptures at Damascus they sought to kill him Acts 9.22 But 't is Ignorance that breeds the Quarrel they are Ignorant and will be so for like Bats they shun the Light and are like Barbarians that curse the Sun when it shines hot upon them Believers dare not run into the same excess of Riot hinc ille lachrymae they hated Christ because he bore Witness their deeds were evil and all a Believer's Sufferings are but a Chip of Christ's Cross the seed of the Serpent will hate the seed of the Woman for though like Dogs they worry each other yet all joyn together against the Godly as Herod and Pilate against Christ Ephraim is against Manasseh and Manasseh against Ephraim yet both against Judah Whatever the pretence be to root out Holiness is the intent they are instigated by the Devil and they must needs go when he drives them but 't is a comfort he cannot go beyond his Chain he cannot make a Louse Exod. 8.18 nor drown a Pig Mat. 8.32 nor throw down a House Job 1.19 without leave and his Chain will never suffer him to reach them in Heaven Here they suffer by Hand and Tongue but those Hands and Tongues will suffer hereafter as we see in the Rich Glutton here their Tongues are set on the fire of Hell but then they shall be set on fire in Hell when the Godly for their Crown of Thorns shall have a Crown of Glory Here the Wicked whip their own faults upon the Saints backs as Nero set Rome on fire and laid it upon the Christians and others since have taken the same course but there will be a Resurrection of Names as well as of Bodies 't is the Evening crowns the Day and the last Scene the Play when the Game is up we shall know who loseth Christ tells us we shall be hated of all men for his sake In Nero's time whoever professed himself a Christian must dye without further Tryal as an Enemy to Mankind and in after-ages those that own Religion in sincerity suffer by those that profess what they practice The Apostle bids us not to think it strange concerning the fiery tryal 1 Pet. 4.12 And Experience tells us 't is no strange thing it is good to prepare for it it will not come the sooner but will be better born yea we should rejoyce to be accounted worthy to suffer for Christ 1 Pet. 4.13 I have read of Vincentius the Martyr that laughed at his Tormentors and walked upon hot burning Coals as upon Roses and called Death and Tortures Jocularia ludicra matters of Sport to Christians but whatever Tortures they suffer now there will be none in Heaven but the cry of the Souls under the
Torments Sighs and Groans Anguish and Sorrows Tears and Plaints Here they solace themselves and like the Rich Glutton go bravely clad and fare deliciously every day but there they cannot command a Cup of cold Water nay nor get it with begging to cool their Tongue Now they indulge their Flesh and please their Fancy and like Solomon Eccles 2.4 deny nothing to themselves that can be attained but ere long they will be forc'd as he was to say All is vanity and vexation of spirit ver 17. All these things must be left behind and were this the worst it were well but their eaten Bread will not be forgotten well had it been for many of them had they begged their Bread from Door to Door or earned it in the sweat of their brows for then so many abused Talents had not been charged upon them and so many abused Mercies to be answered for Here they have their Tables richly furnished with what the Earth the Sea the Air can afford and many new-invented Dishes to allure the Stomack and provoke the Appetite when their poor Brethren have not Bread to eat They have their great Attendants Musick of all sorts their wanton Songs their Plays and Interludes but Sighs and Groans will then be their chiefest Musick and finest Melody their Mirth will then be changed into Mourning and their Joy into Heaviness Oh Death what a change wilt thou make among our Lustful Gallants Here they burn in Lust one to another but there though they lye together in the same Bed of Horror their Lusting will be over Those that now think the Ground not good enough to tread upon and will not suffer the Sun to shine upon them nor the Wind to blow upon them for spoiling their Beauty shall then be heated more rudely in the Flames Those that think no Meat or Drink good enough nor any Attire fine enough will then be put into a courser Dress Hell Fire will spoil their Paint and Plaister and Beauty-spots their curled Locks and powder'd crisped Hair then one drop of Water will be better than all these here are no Masks nor Fans to shelter them from the scorching Flames their Bags of Gold and Precious Jewels must then be left behind Hâ—râ— the Maid will not forget her Ornaments nor thâ— Bride her Attire but those things there are out of Fashion Gold then is no currant Coin I am sure it cannot bribe Death 'T is said of Pope John XXI that he left above 200 Tun of Gold behind him and that another Pope when he was plunder'd by the French lost more Treasure than all the Kings in the World could raise in one Year in all their Revenues We see Riches are uncertain here and will certainly fail when we have most need of them Did griping Landlords that drink the Sweat the Tears if not the Blood of their Oppressed Tenants and make Musick of their Groans think of these Times and of these Things those Morsels they now swallow so greedily will have a poisonful Operation Many there are that instead of feeding the Hungry and cloathing the Naked pluck the Meat from their mouths and the Cloaths from their backs to maintain their own Pride and Luxury they put the Poor's Part into a Child's Portion haply into a Whore's Lap but the Lord of such Servants will come at an hour they are not aware of and give them their Portion with Hypocrites Mat. 24 last Now they have their Stage-Plays Morrice-Dances Wakes May-games and such Revels to drive Time away which alas flies too fast of it self but what Recreation have they invented to make Eternity seem short Death will dash all these Vanities out of Countenance Here sometimes a little of Hell-fire flash'd into the Conscience spoils the Sport but there will be not only flashes but flames Here they endeavour to drink away these Heart-qualms and allay these Dumps but in Hell they cannot do it The griping Usurer here hath a dry Dropsie the more Riches he drinks in the more he thirsts but there the Thirst will be allayed with Fire and Brimstone Here our Female Gallants spend their Time in their Glasses they must not have a Pin awry or an Hair amiss their naked Breasts and painted spotted Faces Oh what a change will Death make in their Garb and Ornaments And indeed could we but see the Deformity of the Soul through the garish Habit of the Body how leprous and deformed would many appear They would be ashamed to walk the streets Here they are set out like Puppets for to shew to allure unwary Youth for if there be no Wine in the Cellar why hangs the Bush But these gaudy Robes are too thin to keep off a shower of Divine Vengeance We may see how God approves of such Isa 3.18 c. Now Ten Thousand Pounds per Annum is thought too little but ere long a poor Urn will hold their Ashes and a dark Dungeon their Souls then they must be forced to say of all these things as the Prophet of his Ax Alas Master for it was borrowed God hath entrusted them with other mens Portions as well as their own but they have thought themselves sole Proprietors and abused the Talents given to another end but they must pay back every Farthing 'T is said of the Turk's Seraglio that 't is two Miles in compass and his Territories are wide and large and his Incomes great but Death can Scale these Walls as well as those of a poor Cottage Could Great Men renew the Lease of their Lives as Men do of their Estates doubtless there would be great Fines given but it will not be they make a great bustle in the World and seek to turn all topsy-turvy for a while and all to set themselves on high till Death the Leveller comes and equals them with their poor Neighbours for what is the difference now between Alexander and his meanest Slave And sometimes a Fool sometimes a Stranger sometimes an Enemy enjoyeth the Estate that they leave behind and they take nothing with them but Guilt upon the Conscience and Sin upon the Soul and the Rust of their Riches will eat their flesh like fire James 5.1 2 c. But mistake not 't is not all Rich Men that I speak of but those that abuse their Riches by loving them trusting in them employing them to maintain Pride Luxury or some other filthy Lust or with-hold good from the owners thereof those that mispend the Talents lent them for a better use for if the Servant that only hid his Talent was cast into outer Darkness what will become of them that wilfully waste it Pride is a Worm that often breeds in Riches and the never-dying Worm breeds in Pride Riches in themselves are great Blessings and if not abused will prove helps in Heavens-way Make friends saith Christ with the Mammon of unrighteousness But to many they are the greatest blocks in Heavens-way and this makes it so difficult a thing for Rich Men to
enter into Heaven Mat. 19.24 Heaven is a spacious Palace but 't is a narrow Way and strait Gate that leads to it and Men cannot enter with the World upon their backs there must be stooping and stripping to get in Hence the Apostle charges rich men not to be high minded nor trust in uncertain riches 1 Tim. 6.17 'T is much ado to look and not to lust to have Riches and not fall in love with them When Pride breeds in Riches as Worms do in Apples they suddenly corrupt and will do the Owners no good to use the world and not abuse it is a Lesson not easily learned and having only food and raiment therewith to be content In Christ's time the poor received the Gospel when few of the Great Ones were called 1 Cor. 12.20 Were there but half so much spoken against Poverty and half so many cautions given as against Riches there would be some Plea for the Covetous but few see the danger of a great Estate but Death will equal the Poor with the Rich the Emperour must leave his Robes behind and the Beggar his Rags and great Saladine shall carry nothing with him but his Shirt nor that neither into the other World Haud ullas portabis opes Acherontis ad undas Naked we came into the world and naked shall we return out of it Job 1.21 1 Tim. 6.7 The Jews were permitted when they came into their Neighbour's Field Orchard or Vineyard to pluck and eat but must carry none away and so we may do in the World Riches at last will do us no more good than they did the great Chaliph that the Great Cham of Tartary caused to be famished amidst his Treasures then will their Sun set under a Cloud and no difference between them and their poor Neighbour those that have carried the greatest Burden have the sorest Back and those that have received the most Talents are to make the greatest Account Oh that this were well considered in time then should we lay up our treasure where neither moth nor rust corrupteth nor where thieves break not through nor steal Mat. 6.20 For all other Treasure will deceive them that put their trust in it Thus you see at Death Wicked Men whatever their Enjoyments now be will be stript of all 2. And as Wicked Men must leave their Riches behind â—hâ—n at Death so likewise their Pleasures will bid them â—dieu for ever Now Pleasure is one of the â—hree Deities most Men adore for Riches Honours and Pleasures share the World between them but at Death these Idols will disappear many spend their days in pleasure and suddenly go down to Hell Job 21.13 Many spend their Time in Recreation and follow no other Calling and some cannot give a good Account of one hour's Work in a whole Week spent in any Lawful Labour they think 't is a greater shame to be seen working than to be seen drunken or debauch'd such as these the Apostle calls lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God 2 Tim. 3.4 and well he may for they spend more Time in and are at more Cost about their Pleasures than in God's Service and thirst as greedily after them as ever Covetous Man did for Gold or Ambitious Man for Honour There aâ—e many in our common Dialect are called Ladies of Pleasure and the Name pleaseth them that both God and former Ages call'd common Whores and 't is like they will be owned for such at the day of Judgment and then woe be to them for they are of the Society that are appointed for Destruction 1 Cor. 6.9 c. Solomon tells us Prov. 21.17 He that loveth pleasure shall be a poor man and we see many times Luxury and Beggery succeed each other and unlawful Lusts have ruined many Ancient Families and made them leave Marcus Livius his Portions to their Children Nihil praeter Coelum Caenum Air and Water But if it go ill with the Body it will go much worse with the Soul for those that can take no Pleasure in God God will take no Pleasure in them these Men seem to think they were sent into the World as Leviathan into the Sea to sport therein and that their Talents were given to no other end than to be consumed this way and then when God said to Man after the Fall In the sweat of thy face thou shalt eat thy bread that he spake only to the Poor and not to them but they will at Death find their mistake and see it was a bad Bargain to sell their part in Paradise for a part in Paris to sell their Souls to satisfie their Lusts to part with Eternal Joy for momentany Delights they will find they parted with a great deal in Reversion for a little in Possession they will then have time enough if Eternity may be called Time to repent the Bargain they will see it had been better to have been preserved in Brine than to have rotted in Honey Now they can take the Timbrel and the Harp and rejoyce at the sound of the Organ and spend their days in mirth as the Holy Ghost saith and suddenly go down to the pit Job 21.12 13. I will not say as Tully Nemo Sobrius saltat nor as Diogenes The better Dancer the worse Man or that these Recreations are absolutely unlawful yet I think Christians have not much time to spend this way from their more serious Business and greater Concerns and truly if we consider the state of the Protestant Churches throughout the World it might take off much of the edge of our Affections from these Vanities But at present I am speaking of those to whom the satisfying of their Lusts is the main design they aim at and the Affliction of the Church is not so much as the loosing one spot off their Faces one Feather out of their Fan or one Ribon out of their Head-tire let such read well Isa 3.11 12 c. and see if God delight as much in their Ornaments as they do and what he saith to such Amos 6.3 c. They put far from them the evil day and cause the seat of violence to draw near They lye upon their beds of Ivory and stretch themselves upon their Couches they eat the Lambs out of the flock and the Calves out of the stall They chant to the sound of the Viol and invent to themselves Instruments of Musick like David They drink wine in bowls and anoint themselves with chief Oyntment but are not grieved for the affliction of Joseph c. And is not this an exact Description of many in our times Read further the Destruction that God threatens to such and they will find he spake in earnest what they took in jeast Those that God curseth will be cursed however they bless themselves in their heart those that are no mourners in Sion shall not be marked and those that are not marked shall be slain Ezek. 9.1 2 c. Those that Sympathize not with
got out It crept into Heaven among the Angels for some conceive they affected the Deity It crept into Paradice and made our first Parents desire to know as God The Babel-Builders they would fain dwell as God and Antichrist sets himself above all that is called God or is worshipped Every proud man is tainted with this Lunacy and are discontent with the Station in which God hath placed them Many have a great Shadow that have little Substance the worser the Wiâ—â— the fairer the Bush the empty Vessel makes the greatest sound and the shallow Waters the greatest noise and worthless men make the greatest brags Babel had high towring Thoughts she must needs be like God himself Isa 14.12 but God brought her down Ambitious men are like unto the Ivy though it have a contemptible Root and cannot rise without the assistance of the Oak or Elm yet it never rests till it overtop them When Zeuxes had finished his Picture of Atalanta he wrote under it Painters may rather envy this than imitate it Demosthenes loves to hear as he pass'd along the Street that pleasing word This is that Demosthenes Hoc ego primus vidi saith another So fond are men of their own Brats they are like Peacocks proud of their own Feathers when they forget their black Feet When Dionysius commanded Zeuxes to draw the Picture of Envy he brought him a Looking-glass and bid him behold his own Face in it And may we not as easily draw the Picture of Ambition as much to the life in many mens Faces Alexander when he was offered Darius's Daughter and a great part of his Dominions with her answered As the Heavens could not contain two Sons no more could the Earth two Alexanders See the large extent of an ambitious Mind But whatever the World saith to the contrary Virtue will prove the fairest Escutcheon and that is the best Honour where God is the top of the Kin and Holiness lies at the bottom 'T is storied of Julia the Daughter of Augustus Thaâ— being reproved for her Prodigality and caution'd of her Father's Frugality answered If her Father forgat that he was Caesar she would not forget that she was Caesar's Daughter 'T is hard for a Maid to forget her Ornaments or a Bride her Attire 't is a great deal easier to forget the Soul Most live above their Estate few under it Some say Pride and the Gout are alike that is both incurable Ambition and desire of Rule makes many Subjects murther their Prince many Children their Parents and many Wives their Husbands and one Brother to kill another Absolom to rebel against his Father yea it makes Princes tyrannize over their Subjects and Landlords over their Tenants the Rich to oppress the Poor and the Stronger to wrong the Weaker and make Men-like the Fishes in the Sea where the great ones devour the lesser But when Pride rides in the Saddle Shame sits upon the Crupper Pride goes before Destruction and a haughty Spirit before a Fall The more Gold Pride eateth the more Blood it sucketh The higher and faster a man climbs the more danger of breaking his Neck for God resisteth the Proud but gives Grace to the Humble 1 Pet. 5.5 King Philip glorying after his Victory Archimedes perswaded him to measure his Shadow to see how much bigger it was grown by the Conquest If Promotion should make men bigger yet it makes few men better Of all the Roman Emperors only Vespasion is said to be better by his advancement But did men well consider that all their Ancestors Glory lies in the Dust and very shortly theirs must do so likewise it might make them veil their Peacock's Plumes 'T is a Sin and Shame for an Angel to be proud much more for a Muck-heâ—p Sack of Dust an Earth-worm that hath no Breath to breathe but what God puts into him Yet many there are that think God loves them best because he gives them most then Pharaoh Sennacherib Jeroboam Herod the Great Turk and such-like are much in favour But here is a Mistake in the Reckoning God made Nebuchadnezzar to know and acknowledge That the Most High ruleth in the Kingdoms of Men and giveth them to whomsoever he will and setteth up over them the basest of men Dan. 4.17 Pharaoh was advanced on high for his greater Fall For this cause saith God I have raised thee up c. And no doubt Haman's Promotion was upon the same account Riches and Honours many times prove Blocks in Heavens way not in themselves but by their abuse they are like the fine Feathers of the Ostrich fine to gaze on but of little use to help them to mount aloft when the Lark or Swallow are swift of Wing and mount easily 'T is hard for a Rich man to mount upward or to enter in at the streight Gate yea as hard as for a Camel to go through the Eye of a Needle the reason is they have such a Burthen upon their Backs and they have such a Loadstone here on Earth which they love and trust to which draws their Affection from Heaven to Earth this hinders their flight as 't is Fabled the Golden Apples did Atalantas Race Those that stand upon the top of Pinacles are in Danger and had need look to their footing Those that attract Guilt in attaining Promotion are in the greatest danger when 't is gotten for at utmost Death will beâ—â—ave them of it 'T is a sad Fall from the highest Pinacle to the Depth of Hell their Glory then will not follow them their Pomp will take its leave O what a sad day will this be when all these things wherein they gloried will be gone and when Riches Honour and Pleasures as to them shall be no more which as Micah said of his Ephod and Teraphim These are gone and what have I more Judg. 18.23 Now when these their Gods are gone what have they more And these they have not long to enjoy and this will be a further aggravation of wicked mens Misery at Death 4. That wicked men at Death lose all their Worldly Felicity such as Riches Honours and Pleasures I have already shewed you yet these are not all the Losses they shall then sustain the worst are behind though haply at present not so much regarded for then they shall lose their God which will prove the greatest Loss by far The Torments of Hell are either privative or positive Pain of Loss or Pain of Sence the former is judg'd by Divines to be the greatest and most grievous for God being our chiefest Happiness to lose him will be our chiefest Misery In his presence is fulness of Joy and at his right hand Pleasures for evermore But at Death there will be an eternal separation from him which Loss will more affect the Soul when the Understanding Conscience and other Faculties shall be enlarged a Thousand thousand rentings of the Soul from the Body will not be so much as One renting of the Soul from God
heighten'd the Understanding should better know the Vanity of Earthly Enjoyments and the Worth of Heavenly the Memory shall never forget one Sin nor any one Circumstance of it and the Conscience shall torment them for it and will prove a never-dying Worm to torment but the Soul is said to be lost when God which is the Life of the Soul is lost and when made a Bond-slave to Satan and under God's Wrath and Curse and sentenc'd to everlasting Torments when all her Hopes are extinct and nothing but Desperation is left her all their misgrounded misguided Hope will then fail and prove but like a Spider's Web and at Death all possibility will be taken away Salvation and Hopes will vanish together The foolish Virgins Hope as it was groundless so was it fruitless such Hope may light a man to Death never to the Grave In a word whatever they account good or that tends to their Happiness in this World or that to come Death will strip them of it Oh that Sinners in the fear of God would think of these things e're it be too late then would they not for a little Pleasure vain Honour or deceitful Riches run thus upon the Pikes of Danger and lose God Blessed for ever and those coelestial Enjoyments at his right hand for evermore and incur those Hellish Flames which can never be quenched Oh that men with a full Resolution would set themselves against the Temptations of Satan the Alurements of the World and the Enticements of their own Corruptions and would give up not only their Names but their Hearts to Christ then would they never feel what now they have just cause to fear 5. These are the Losses that wicked men will sustain at Death even all that good is but this will not be all their Misery but there will be added to it the Pain of Sence which is no inconsiâ—erable part of Hell for they will be cast into the Lake that burneth with Fire and Brimstone which is the second Death they shall not only have the Talents which were lent them taken from them but they shall be cast into Prison for not improving them yea into endless easeless and remediless Torments Mat. 25.46 Now this place of Torment whereinto miscarrying Souls shall be cast hath various Appellations in Scripture sometimes 't is called a Prison Mat. 5.25 Agree with thine Adversary quickly c. lest thou be cast into Prison This denotes the want of Liberty and other comfortable Enjoyments Sometimes 't is called the bottomless Pit Rev. 9.1 where the Dragon the old Serpent was cast Rev. 20.3 'T is also called Everlasting Punishment where all ungodly Sinners must go Mat. 25.46 this also shews the duration 'T is called also Unquenchable Fire which must consume the Chaff which are the Wicked Luke 3.17 this shews the extremity of Torments 'T is called also a Lake of Fire and Brimstone where the Beast and the false Prophet shall be cast Rev. 19.20 'T is also called a Furnace of Fire where the Tares must be burnt Mat. 13.41 c. 'T is also called Outer Darkness where those that want their Wedding-Garment when they are bound Hand and Foot must be cast Mat. 22.13 'T is called sometimes the blackness of Darkness which is reserved for the Devil and his Angels Jude 6.13 'T is called also the Place of Torment in which the rich Glutton was when he saw Lazarus in Abraham's bosom Luk. 16.28 'T is called the Wrath to come from which Believers are delivered by Christ 1 Thess 1.10 As also the Damnation of Hell and many other Epithets Mat. 23.33 and all to express the extremity of the Torment and the duration thereof and in some measure to set forth that which the Heart of Man cannot fully conceive of nor his Tongue express By this we may see 't is a place of Torment a place of Horror and Darkness a place provided on purpose for the manifestation of God's vindictive Justice and just Judgment This is that Tophet provided of old the pile thereof is Fire and much Wood and the breath of the Lord as a River of Brimstone doth kindle it Isa 30. last When a few drops of this Wrath of God fell upon the old World it drowned it upon Sodom it burnt it upon Aegypt it destroy'd it upon Sennacherib it flew 185000 of his Army in one night But if a few drops make such a devastation what will a Torrent do What will they do in the overflowing of Jordan And what will those poor Creatures do that must be the Butt for all the Arrows of the Almighty to be levell'd at We read that Nebuchadnezzar's Furnace was heat seven times hotter than usually for Bread but Hell is seventy times hotter than that yet God will not think the heat too great or the duration too long for Wicked men to suffer for a thousand millions of Ages He will not repent of the Severity He is not as man that he should lye nor as the sons of men that he should repent Those that now at his Command will not leave one sup then shall not have one drop then will they have no Beds of Donne to lye upon no soft Couches to stretch their wearied Limbs upon nor curious Hangings nor costly Furniture to adorn their Rooms only a Lake burning with Fire and Brimstone to bath them in no rich Wines strong Drinks or cordial Waters to comfort them to quench their Thirst or cool their parched Throats no cold Water would be held a Cordial Their Society also would breed Horror the Devil and his instruments these will continually haunt them Here if one should appear at least in an ugly shape they are frighted sometimes out of their Wits but there they are their daily Companions and they will be troubled not with Sight only but with Feeling also As for the rest of their Companions they are not much better for what Comfort can it be to live among wounded sick diseased or frantick persons yelling swearing roaring ranting and blasphemous men But this falls short of the communion in Hell for amidst all their hellish Dialect they must beaâ— a part in this hellish Harmony the thought of it may send them trembling to their Graves were the Tormenters like themselves it were not so much and yet we have read of those that have been cruel enough but to be under the Lashes and Whips of Infernal Spirits and these our Blood-thirsty Enemies and set on work by an Omnipotent God as the Executioners of his Infinite Wrath and Fiery Indignation is terrible to think of Those that in their life-time were drawn into the Devil's Snares must now reap the Fruit of their Folly for whatever his Promises were eternal Destruction of Soul and Body is his Wages But he is not the only Tormenter but miscarrying Souls carry about them the never-dying Worm which like Prometheus's Vulture is alwaies gnawing And this will prove no inconsiderate part of Hell here Conscience is God's
Boys will be such indeed when they come there for Roaring and Yelling will be their best Musick and all shall dance after this Pipe and bear a share in this Consort Oh that Men would be wise before it be too late and Hell hath shut her Mouth upon them for then they will have no rest day nor night but it is the duration that makes up the Misery compleat Did the Torments endure but a Hundred or a Thousand Years though it were long yet it would be some comfort that an end would come but the word Never is a Hell in the midst of Hell Were a Man in perfect Health and Strength adjudged to lye upon a soft Feather Bed without stirring Hand or Foot for a Year's space though he had the comfort of Friends Meat Drink and other Necessaries it would be thought a great Punishment much more if he lay upon a red-hot Gridiron and could be preserved with Life But what is either of these to Hell-Torments or a Year to Eternity But their Torment must run parallel with the Life of God the days of Heaven and the longest line of Eternity and when they have past as many Thousand Millions of Years as there are Piles of Grass upon the Earth Stars in Heaven Hairs upon Man Beasts Sands upon the Sea-shore Feathers upon all Fowl and Scales and Fins upon all Fish yet will their Misery be no whit abated or any nearer to an end than the first day they were cast into it for were this innumerable Number taken from Eternity it is never the less Oh Eternity Eternity who can judge of thee or find thee out If the Earth were converted into Paper and the Sea into Ink and every Grass-pile into Pens and every Sand upon the Sea-shore were a skilful Arithmetician and all of them with their conjoyned Labours when they had cast up their greatest Sums and added them together yet would it not reach Eternity Nay if the whole Firmament were written from end to end with Arithmetical Figures it would fall short Oh what then but Horror and Despair will seize upon miscarrying Souls when all their hopes are dash'd then will they seek Death but shall not find it Oh that these pains would break my Heart and end my Life say they Oh that I might at last be extinct or that these Infernal Spirits would tear me in pieces till they had rent me to nothing Oh that I had never had a Being cursed be my Father that begat me and the Womb that bare me cursed be those Companions of mine that helped to undo me and betray me into my Enemies hands Such as these are like to be the wishes that Eternity will extract from tormented Souls O that the consideration thereof would make Men wise before it be too late But if Death find us unprepared this that I have described will be our condition for ever which God forbid Lesson 6. The Sixth Lesson that this Providence teacheth us is this That seeing this our Friend is taken away in the midst of her days in her full strength while her breasts were full of milk and her bones moistened with marrow Job 21.24 This teacheth all but especially us that are of greater Age that survive her how necessary 't is for us to make Preparation for our own Death for if God deal thus with the green Tree what shall be done to the dry Young Men may dye Old Men must dye for we know neither the day nor the hour wherein our Lord and Master will come 'T is good therefore to watch every day and every hour we know not when he will send his Messenger to us to Command us to give an account of our Steward-ship for we shall be no longer Stewards We usually say That should be well done that can be but once done but we can dye but once 't is appointed unto all men once to dye and after death the Judgment Heb. 9.27 Here is no room for a second Error as we say in War As the Tree falls so it lyes whether to the North or to the South so as Death leaves us so Judgment shall find us Now Death is no Fear-babe t is the King of Terrors and a Terror to Kings Hell is no Scare-crow neither Eternity a Jesting matter the Soul that is in danger is no Trifle but our chiefest Jewel and Salvation and Damnation are matters of Moment things of great Concern Now a Man would think that in Matters of such Concern it were not needful to use many words to make us mind it when we are earnest enough in lesser matters but 't is evident we are all faulty in some degree or other and the most altogether negligent Were but our Houses on fire over our heads we need not many Arguments to seek to save our selves and to quench the Fire Were we in danger of Drowning we need not many Arguments to perswade us to lay hold upon something or other to help us out Were we pursued with an implacable Enemy that sought our Lives or with a roaring Lion or ranging Bear we should double our Diligence and amend our Pace and use all means to escape the Danger And is the Soul so contemptible a thing that we matter it so little It is without our Diligence prevent it in danger to be drown'd in the Lake of Perdition and to be burnt in the Fire that never goes out and is pursued with those Infernal Furies that seek to devour her and yet we make but a little hast to rescue her But are our Houses our Estates our Bodies or our Lives to be preferred before the Immortal Soul the best part of Man And is a Moment of Time more to us than Eternity Do we take so much care what to eat and what to drink and wherewith to be cloathed and so little how the Soul is fed or cloathed decked or adorned This doubtlesly would bespeak our Folly Whatever the World dream or say to the contrary Heaven will be found to the Possessors of it a real Happiness and whatever Cost or Charge Pains or Labour we bestow a good Peny-worth and Hell will be found a real Misery and whatever we have into the Bargain we shall be losers the Rich Glutton found it so and many more here the worm dyes not and the fire never goes out One day in Heaven will make us forget all our Miseries on Earth and one day in Hell will make us forget all our fore-past Pleasures Now while we are unprepared for Death there is but the thread of our Lives between us and endless easeless and remediless Torments and this must needs be an uneasie condition to a considerate Man And which makes it the worse Death is always gnawing at this thread which if once broken all the World cannot piece it or yield us any relief Now in serious matters wise men should be serious Beggars when their wants are serious they will leave their Canting and beg in earnest as also
the Thief did do the Devil's Work all day and receive Wages of Christ at night but this is a desperate Venture the Judge haply saves one Malefactor of an hundred and every man thinks it will be he Legi perlegi scripturam c. saith Austin I have read the Scripture over and over yet did I never read but of one that was saved upon late Repentance when an Hundred thousand hare miscarried And saith another We may as rationally expect our Ass to speak because Balaam's Ass did once speak as to imagine to follow this singular Example To put off Repeneance upon such an account is saith a third as bold a Venture as for a man to go a great Journey without Money because another did so and found a Purse of Money in his way If a way be difficult and scarce one of an hundred find it is it not presumption for us if we travail that Road without Enquiry The greatest Politicians and those that have been able to deceive and put a Cheat upon others have in this business been deceived as Haman Achitophel and many others The most learned and profound Scholars have here been mistaken as the Scribes and Pharisees the greatest Philosophers Jesuites and many learned Doctors in our Age And shall we think our selves secure Yea those that have directed others in the way and put them on to prepare yea to make haste in their Journey have for want of Preparation and Haste fallen short of their desired Journeys end Thus the Scribes and Pharisees and Doctors of the Law that bound heavy burdens and grievous to be born and laid them on mens shoulders yet would not touch them with one of their fingers Many of those that have lived under the searching means of Grace and have had many a rouzing Sermon many a Direction Exhortation and Reproof have yet miscarried Thus Judas Ananias and Saphira Demas and others that fell short yea those that had Christ himself and his Disciples for their Teachers as Capernaum Chorasin and Bethsaida Many Ministers are like the Signs at the Ale-house-door they shew others where they may have shelter but they themselves abide in the Rain or like the Builders of Noah's Ark make a Ship to save others when they themselves perish in the Flood 'T is good therefore to look about us lest this be our condition 4 Cons Let us farther consider the daily danger we are in while we remain in an unprepared condition to dye for if Death find us thus unprepared we are undone for ever past hopes of help or means of recovery for we shall inevitably lose the Soul which is the most precious Jewel we have which in Christ's Account is more worth than the World it self Mat. 16 26. What is a man profited if he gain the whole world and lest his own soul Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul Intimating that the loss is both irrecoverable and irreparable And is it nothing to lose an immortal Soul and to purchase an ever-living Death Those that are sensible of Losses and Crosses in the World shall they be insensible of the great Loss A thousand thousand rendings of the Soul from the Body is not equivalent to one rending of the Soul and Body from God other Losses may be supplied or at least suffer'd but this Loss is insupportable and unsufferable Riches Honours Friends and other Earthly Enjoyments may be lost and yet recover'd or at least the Loss more easily born but the Loss of the Soul is incomparable Oh what dreadful Thoughts and Apprehensions will surprize a miscarrying Soul when she apprehends her self lanching forth into an infinite Ocean of Eternity yea an infinite Ocean of boiling Lead and burning Brimstone or what is far more formidable there to swim to all Eternity in endless easeless and remediless Torments then farewel all Earthly Delights all comfortable Relations all true Friends all Recreations and Pleasures all Friends and Favourites yea God himself the Chief of all which will then prove an invincible irreconcileable Enemy then the Devil who hath long look'd for his Prey shall have it and here that dreadful Sentence Take him Jaylor the poor Soul must receive then her due deserved Wages for her faithful Service to her Infernal Master even everlasting Torments World without end Oh what amazing thoughts will then meet the Soul in Hell to think that God and Heaven and Happiness are irrecoverably lost and all her other Hopes Comforts and Support gone and her self undone for ever and that she must everlastingly lye in those eternal Flames without hope of Redemption This word Ever will be a Hell in the midst of Hell to think that Pain and Anguish Weeping and Wailing will be her Portion as long as God is God even for ever and for ever and that Weeping it self will now be in vain Now this is the present condition of an unprepared Soul and the Lord knows this is most mens case however the Devil and their own Hearts perswade them to the contrary If we are in this condition there is but a Thread between us and infernal Flames even the Thread of our Lives and how soon Death may cut it we know not a thousand Darts Death throws at us even every Disease Pain Ach Grief and Trouble and when he will hit us to the Heart the Lord only knows and then the Soul will be in a stated condition which Eternity it self cannot alter Our Glass is alwaies running and when the last Sand drops we know not the Ephah of our Sins is alwaies filling and when it will be full and our Iniquities ripe we know not if it be before our Repentance prevent it we are in a worse case than the Beasts that perish whose Miseries end with their Lives when ours begin at out Death they only pay that Debt of Nature but we must pay the utmost farthing they go to their Grave but we to Prison then shall we also lose our God with our Souls or at least all comfortable relation to him for we shall still have him as an irreconcileable Enemy all our Earthly Enjoyments all which now we take for our Happiness will then be gone and the Portion which we chose will be snatch'd from us and in room of this a Portion in Hell will be assigned us where fiery whips of fiercest Fiends will eternally torment us who being tormented themselves have no other Pleasure but in tormenting others and if all the Torments that ever were invented by Man or Devil were compared with this it would fall far short But the Duration of these Torments is that which makes them compleat for if a Thousand thousand millions of Years were substracted the Sum is ne'er the less Oh how much then doth it behove us to look about us lest that day come upon us at unawares 5 Cons Let us further consider that Preparation for Death that is getting those Qualifications necessary for dying persons An Interest in Christ and
a Title to Glory cleared up to us can do us no hurt but will do us good and is worth all the Pains and Cost we can be at about it but the neglect of it is as you have heard dangerous and deadly Our Pains and Cost which we are at about it will not be lost but well recompensed and never any one was made miserable by it when Ten thousand times ten thousand have been undone by the neglect Death comes never the sooner when 't is expected or to those that with the Apostle dye daily 1 Cor. 15 31. neither will it spare men the more because they put it out of their sight And they put far off the evil day Amos 6.3 no no the Lord of such servants shall come in a day they know not of and in an hour they are not aware of Death is not blind though we wink he that is fit to dye is fit to live and truly no other for the same Qualifications serve for the one and for the other He that is prepared for Death needs not to fear it and he that fears not Death needs fear no Enemy no though the whole Creation were turned into Lyons and Bears yea incarnate Devils about him kill him they may hurt him they cannot the worst they can do is to send him to his Father's House the sooner If we are prepared Death may strike us but cannot sting us for the sting is taken out 1 Cor. 15.55 and if it take us away by the Hand of Violence Twenty years in Heaven will make amends for Twenty years upon Earth which we might possibly have lived and if we receive as much Wages for half a day as other for the whole what cause is there of Complaint When our Debt to Nature is paid our Work is done and our Rest follows when we have been threshed fifted and winnowed and the Chaff blown away we shall be laid up as good Corn in our Father's Grainary when the Tares shall be bundl'd up Swearers with Swearers Drunkards with Drunkards and one Adulterer with another and cast into unquenchable fire when we have Oyl in our Vessels as well as Lamps in our Hands then we shall enter in with the Bridegroom when the rest shall be shut out Mat. 25.10 c. but he that comes in without a Wedding-Garment on his Back shall not go out without Bolts on his Heels Mat. 22.12 Take him bind him hand and foot and cast him into outward darkness He must go from the Table to the Tormentor But many other are the Benefits that flow from a right Preparation for Death yea more than can be numbred for our Evidences cleared up will be a Heaven upon Earth and will sweeten every Condition how bitter soever in it self and hold up the Head above Water and the Heart from fainting under the saddest Providences that can befal us and makes a Christian see Light in the darkest Cloud and read Love in God's Face in his saddest Frowns for Grace in the Heart and unblurred Evidences thereof without which we cannot be prepared to dye will be such an Antidote to keep the Heart from sinking that the World it self cannot make up such a Cordial nothing can come amiss to such a Soul for he knows the same Love that elected him and sent Christ into the World to redeem him is now on work for his good If he meet with Afflictions he can suck Sweetness thence and gather Arguments of God's Love from it and conclude thence that he is not a Bastard but a Son for God correcteth those he loves and scourgeth every son that he receiveth and those that are without correction are bastards and not sons Heb. 12.7 8. Afflictions are the Gemms and Jewels that God adorneth his best Friends with He had one Son without Sin but none without Sorrow and it be those that suffer with him that must reign with him If a prepared Christian meet with Prosperity he can read Love in this also and take every Mercy as a Love-token and admire the Goodness of God to such a poor Wretch If he read or hear the Word of God he can suck Sweetness from every Passage whether Precepts Promises or Threats his Meditation of God of Christ of Heaven of Glory will be sweet his Morning Thoughts and Evening Meditations also many a Cordial can he fetch from the meditation of those invisible things which others have no Converse with no Desire after and this bears up the Heart from sinking in the worst of Times as it did the Martyrs Hearts in Prisons Losses yea at the Stake it self for how can it be but a serious thought of God and Christ and Heaven and Glory and a firm believing that he hath an Interest in them but it must cheer up the Heart And will not the reading the precious Promises of God and knowing also that they are their Father's Legacy to them chose but warm the Heart Yea the thoughts of Death as 't is a Messenger sent from God to bring us to Glory and set an end to all our Miseries will hardly be much sweetned for many dismal Apprehensions may an unprepared Soul well have of Death but to the other the Sting is taken out 1 Cor. 15.55 In a word happy is the condition of a prepared Soul and therefore 't is our Interest to prepare for it Thus Madam having shewn what improvement we may and ought to make of such sad Providences as are now under our consideration the last I mention'd was preparing for our own Death And oh that my self were effectually perswaded so to do by the convincing Motive I have laid down I shall add some Directions in reference to Preparation 1 Direct If we design and desire to dye happily and comfortably let us get an Interest in Christ and a Title to Glory clear'd up to the Soul for those that must cheerfully and willingly leave all their Earthly Enjoyments Comforts and Relations had need of assurance of something better than the World is for who would leave a certain Good for an uncertainty one Bird in the Hand they say is worth two in the Bush 'T is true a man may have a Title to Glory when Assurance is wanting and this man may dye happily though not comfortably for Death to him must needs look ghastly Till a man can look upon Christ the Rich Pearl as his own how can he part with all for him But when he hath Christ and Heaven and Glory in his Eyes he matters not what he parts with for them he knows 't is a good Bargain who will not part with Pebbles for Pearls with Earth for Heaven and the Creature for God such and such alone can look Death undauntedly in the Face Till a man find the Condition of the Covenant within him what Comfort can he have in the Covenant it self Though the King grant Pardon to a thousand Malefactors if I be a Malefactor and cannot prove that I am of this number what
is won the Enemies are fled the Victory is ours and the Crown is ready it tells us our Work is done in the Vineyard and we must come to receive our Wages It tells us all our Pains Aches Miseries and Sufferings are at an end and God hath sent for us in his Triumphant Chariot to the Marriage of the Lamb and to lye for ever in his Bosom and inhabit those Mansions of Glory provided for us that for a Cottage we shall have a Crown and Robes instead of Rags and that a period is put to all that we call Trouble and will such a Messenger displease us This is the time that all tears shall be wip'd away and sin and sorrow shall be no more Rev. 7.17 and 21.4 God shall wipe all their tears from their eyes and there shall be no more death neither sorrow nor crying neither shall there be any more pain See also Isa 53.10 Their Bacha shall be turned into Barachah their Misery into Melody the Sighing into Singing and the Misery into Majesty and Mortality shall be swallowed up of Life whatever 't is that makes our Life uneasie shall be done away all that is called Trouble shall then vanish for sin and sorrow shall be no more Who would not bear one Fit of Sickness for Everlasting Health a little Pain for Eternal Ease a little Trouble for Eternal Freedom In this Life we are always under the Hatches sometimes pester'd with a sickly weakly Body subject to a thousand Infirmities languishing under Pains and Aches and Distempers hardly a day free but Death is the Physician that will Cure us of all this At other times we are full of â—â—â—rs and doubts concerning our Spiritual Estate questioning whether we have any Interest in Christ or Title to Glory whether the Soul be regenerate whether the Match were ever made up between Christ and us and whether all we have done be not in Hypocrisie and so lost labour whether God love us or not seeing he oft-times hides his Face from us Holy Men even David himself have sometimes such desponding thoughts upon God's with-drawings but Death will put all this out of question they need not then fear their Evidences when they are put into actual Possession nor God's Love when they enjoy the Beatifical Vision where they shall never see one wrinkle more in the Face of God Here they are pestered with the Devil's Temptations and 't is their trouble and grief that he foists in such foul Suggestions he lays Snares in their ways to entrap them Snares in all their Enjoyments in all their Duties in all their Actions in all their Relations in all they see or hear or come to know but then he shall never throw Dart more at us Here his Instruments do molest us some by cruel mocks and taunts scoffs and scorns some by Wrongs Persecutions and Tryals there we shall be out of their reach We can hardly open any Sense but we let in either sin or sorrow Our own Corruptions bring us no little trouble this makes us such strangers to God spoils our Duties and makes us scarce to have a glimpse of God in an Ordinance These and a thousand more troubles Death frees us from and yet shall we run from him as an Enemy and rather endure all this than feel his Dart We may stand amazed at our own Folly 3. Let us Consider how unbeseeming and uncomely a thing it is for a Christian to be unwilling to dye when God and his Cause requires it yea not to carry his Life in his hand and resign it up to him that gave it whenever he shall require it of him for he that laid down his life for us shall we deny our lives for him if he require it We have listed our selves Souldiers under him our General and when danger is near shall we run from our Colours We have made a Profession of our Faith and Trust and Confidence in him boasted of his Love to us of Power and Ability to save us and of the Reward we expected for oâ—r Faithful Service and now shall we let the World know there is no such matter that we dare not trust him with our Lives or Estates We find this was an Argument with those that returned out of Babylon Ezra 8.22 I was ashamed to require of the King a band of Souldiers and Horsemen to help us against the Enemy in the way because we had spokâ—n to the King saying The hand of our God is upon all them for good that seek him but his power and his wrath is against all them that forsake him He durst not do it lest the Name of God should have been dishonoured by it and how dare we proclaim our fears and diffidence in the like case to God's dishonour 'T is a discredit to a Master when his own Servants dare not trust him Shall we that have had more Experiences of God's Power Mercy Goodness and Truth now forsake him or distrust him God hath communicated himself more to his People than to others and done more for them than for others and so laid a greater Obligation upon them than on the rest of the World and after all shall they prove treacherous It was a great aggravation to Solomon's sin that it was after God had appeared twice to him 1 Kin. 11.9 God may say to his revolting People as Christ did to the Jews Many good works have I done among you for which of these do you stone me John 10.32 'T is not so much for others to be afraid of the Journey that are strangers in the Country but we that have had so many to direct us in the way we that pretend there our Father keeps his Court that Jerusalem that is above is the Mother of us all that Christ is our Head our Husband and our elder Brother and shall be our Judge that the Saints departed are our Brethren and Sisters in Christ that Heaven is our Inheritance and those Mansions of Glory provided for us and shall we be afraid or unwilling of the Journey 'T is no wonder that others hang back that have their Portion in their hands at present for who will willingly lose what they have and are assured of no more 'T is no wonder that a Malefactor that hath deserved Death and is in expectation of it is loath to go before the Judge but 't is wonder an Innocent Man is not willing to be freed out of Prison The Grave it self is but a resting place in Job's account Job 3.13 Now should I have been still and have been quiet I should have slept then had I been at rest Ver. 17. There the wicked cease from troubling and there the weary be at rest there the Prisoners rest together thâ—y hear not the voice of the Oppressor the small and the great are there and the servant is free from his master c. Yea some of the Heathen upon the consideration of the troubles of Man's Life thought Mortality a
Mercy and like Solomon praised the day of Death before the Birth-day Eccles 4.2 Optimum non nasci proximum mori saith the Heathen but little knew what the result would be But a Christian doubtless call'd out by God should not go unwillingly Philpot the Martyr returns thanks to God he was so near the Gate of Eternal Life and who is it that being tossed with the Waves of Trouble would not land in a Haven of Rest 'T is a shame for a Christian when God gives a clear Call to linger with Lot in Sodom much more to look back with Lot's Wife till the Lord pluck them away by force and deliver them whether they will or no. Those that are weary of Sin or Suffering should say as Samuel Speak Lord for thy servant heareth Mistake not I say not that Death is eligible or any should desire it for its own sake no we should use all Lawful means to preserve Life but I reprove those that when the Will of God is manifest that they should dye submit so unwillingly Hath the World been so kind to us that now we cannot part Or is our Portion here so good that Heaven it self cannot make us satisfaction If we part with it doubtless we have then had better dealing than our dear Redeemer met with Are our Temptations so strong that we are ready with the Young Man Demas Judas and many others to break with Christ upon that account 'T is best to consider well before hand lest we Repent too late Hath God been training us up so long and have we not yet learnt this â—esson to be willing to dye Are we content to take this for our Portion And will we rather stay in the Wilderness than venture over this Jordan Will the Flesh-pots of Egypt give satisfaction as well as the Land of Canaan If God were not more willing of us than many of us are to go to him we might be long absent we should live long on this side Jordan if he did not force us over But though Death be not desirable is not the Presence of God desirable Is not Heaven worth having And is there any other way to it We profess we believe there is a reward for the righteous and a God that judgeth the earth but do we not in our works deny it The fear of Death discovers our Infidelity and as our little Faith so our little Love either we proclaim that we question whether there be a Reward or whether we have any Interest in it or it shews we have little love to it If we believe it and our Interest in it is it not a wonder we are not impatient of enjoying it and rather seek to shorten our Lives than prolong them by unlawful means Did we love our Husband as we should we should long for the time when he would fetch us He may well say as Delilah did to Samson How can you say you love me when your hearts are not with me 4. Consider If we chearfully submit our Wills to the Will of God and let him dispose of us as he pleaseth for Life or Death and make a resignation of our selves to God and be willing to part with Life it self if he and his Cause require it whether by a Natural or violent Death we shall then part with it to the most Advantage imaginable nay 't is the only way to save it and to deny it unto God is the way to lose it Mark 8.35 Whosoever will save his life shall lose it and whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and the Gospel shall save it For what is a man profited if he gain the whole world and lose his own soul Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul We may read of many that refusing to lay down their Lives for Christ have had their Lives taken from them but lost their Reward We read in the Book of Martyrs of one Denton a Smith that had made profession of Religion but being call'd to suffer cried The Fire is hot I cannot burn but within a short time he was burnt in his own House and lost both his Life and his Reward And so shall those that deny their Lives to God when he requires them We may resign our Lives into the hands of God and so engage him to look to them and take care of them but we cannot rescue them out of his Hands or live longer than he determines for we cannot breathe without him and then what madness is it to stand in contention with him If we lose our Souls to save our Lives we shall make a bad Bargain for a Life saved by unlawful means will do us little good for a Life in God's displeasure is worse than Death it self and a Death in his favor is the beginning of Eternal Life and ushers us into Eternal Happiness The Martyrs in the flames were aware of this they cried out None but Christ none but Christ 'T is a dear Life that is bought with the loss of Christ he that exchanges his Soul for the World will with the Rich man Luk. 16. dye a Beggar but will not be able to purchase one drop of Water he that loseth an immortal Soul purchaseth an everliving Death and is it not our Interest to look to the main Jewel Where Self is renounced the Cross is easily born for 't is Self-love that makes it pinch us When God bids us Yoke 't is our best way to submit our Necks for there is no struggling out of his hands God will not require our Lives to our hurt or damage neither will it prove any Advantage to us if we deny them for if we lose them for his sake we shall find them and if we would hide them from him we shall lose them and Heaven to boot He that lays down his Life when God requires it will gain by the bargain when Death strips him of his Rags 't is to cloath him with Robes and pulls down his Cottage to bring him to a Palace 2 Pet. 1.14 2 Cor. 5.1 For we know that if this earthly house of this tabernacle were dissolved we have a building of God an house not made with hands eternal in the Heavens This saith Latimer is the Sweet-meats of the Feast of a good Conscience there are other dainty Dishes but this is the Banquet The Soul wears the Body as a Garment which when 't is worn out shall be clothed with a better Suit There is no passing into Paradise but under Death's flaming Sword no coming to the City of God but through his dark Vault and strait Gate no wiping all Tears from our Eyes but with our Winding-sheet Our life is hid saith the Apostle with Christ in God Col. 3.3 and therefore not lost And again he tells us 2 Tim. 1 2. I know whom I have believed and I am perswaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed to him against that day Let him that died for my Soul