divine_a light_n by_o which_o their_o understanding_n have_v be_v illustrate_v &_o that_o divine_a love_n by_o which_o their_o will_n &_o affection_n adhere_v continual_o to_o god_n they_o be_v render_v incapable_a either_o of_o contemplate_v god_n except_o only_o as_o a_o severe_a judge_n &_o avenger_n or_o consequent_o of_o afford_v he_o any_o degree_n of_o love_n on_o the_o contrary_a both_o their_o mind_n and_o affection_n be_v only_o employ_v on_o themselves_o or_o on_o creature_n for_o their_o own_o natural_a carnal_a interest_n or_o pleasure_n &_o this_o with_o such_o a_o violent_a obstinacy_n &_o firmness_n that_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o they_o by_o any_o force_n leave_v in_o corrupt_a nature_n to_o raise_v their_o love_n towards_o god_n be_v once_o so_o impetuous_o precipitate_v from_o he_o towards_o themselves_o 5._o all_o these_o miserable_a depravation_n have_v be_v cause_v in_o all_o the_o power_n and_o faculty_n of_o their_o soul_n by_o the_o forbid_a fruit_n the_o 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they_o become_v disquiet_v distract_v and_o even_o tear_v asunder_o with_o a_o multitude_n of_o passion_n and_o design_n oft_o contrary_a to_o one_o another_o but_o all_o of_o they_o much_o more_o opposite_a to_o god_n so_o that_o by_o fall_v from_o unity_n to_o a_o miserable_a multiplicity_n and_o from_o peace_n to_o a_o endless_a war_n they_o be_v therein_o captive_v by_o the_o devil_n ready_o yield_v to_o all_o his_o suggestion_n hateful_a to_o &_o hate_v god_n &_o so_o contract_v not_o only_o a_o unavoidable_a necessity_n of_o a_o corporal_a death_n but_o also_o the_o guilt_n &_o right_n to_o a_o eternal_a separation_n from_o god_n after_o death_n in_o that_o lake_n of_o fire_n &_o brimstone_n burn_v for_o ever_o &_o prepare_v for_o the_o devil_n &_o his_o angel_n 6._o now_o the_o whole_a stock_n of_o humane_a nature_n be_v thus_o total_o &_o universal_o deprave_a in_o our_o first_o parent_n it_o can_v not_o by_o any_o possible_a natural_a mean_n be_v avoid_v but_o that_o all_o 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rectify_v all_o these_o disorder_n shed_v forth_o a_o new_a heavenly_a light_n to_o cure_v the_o blindness_n of_o our_o understanding_n &_o divine_a charity_n in_o our_o heart_n the_o which_o abate_v that_o inordinate_a self-love_n former_o reign_v in_o we_o &_o hereby_o he_o reinstate_v we_o cooperate_n with_o his_o divine_a grace_n &_o persevere_v therein_o to_o a_o new_a right_n unto_o eternal_a happiness_n perhaps_o more_o sublime_a than_o man_n in_o innocency_n be_v destine_v to_o 8._o notwhichstand_v it_o be_v not_o the_o good_a will_n &_o pleasure_n of_o god_n by_o this_o reparation_n to_o restore_v we_o to_o the_o same_o state_n of_o perfect_a holiness_n wherein_o adam_n live_v in_o paradise_n and_o this_o we_o ought_v to_o ascribe_v to_o his_o infinite_a wisdom_n &_o also_o to_o his_o unspeakable_a goodness_n towards_o we_o for_o certain_o if_o we_o have_v be_v once_o more_o leave_v as_o adam_n be_v in_o the_o free_a power_n of_o our_o own_o will_n that_o be_v in_o so_o 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it_o the_o which_o shall_v never_o in_o this_o life_n be_v so_o whole_o extinguish_v by_o grace_n or_o our_o holy_a endeavour_n but_o that_o some_o degree_n of_o ignorance_n &_o inclination_n to_o that_o pernicious_a love_n of_o ourselves_o will_v remain_v in_o us._n by_o which_o mean_n we_o be_v preserve_v from_o our_o great_a enemy_n pride_n &_o also_o force_v to_o a_o continual_a watchfullnes_n &_o combat_n against_o ourselves_o &_o our_o spiritual_a enemy_n always_o distrust_v ourselves_o &_o rely_v upon_o the_o medicinal_a omnipotent_a regenerate_a grace_n of_o christ_n far_o more_o helpful_a to_o we_o then_o the_o grace_n of_o innocency_n be_v in_o that_o it_o not_o only_o more_o powerful_o incline_v our_o will_n &_o conquer_v the_o actual_a resistance_n of_o they_o by_o make_v they_o free_o cooperate_v with_o it_o whensoever_o they_o do_v cooperate_v for_o it_o take_v not_o away_o our_o liberty_n to_o resist_v but_o like_o wise_a after_o it_o have_v be_v weaken_v by_o venial_a 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to_o beget_v &_o increase_v divine_a love_n in_o we_o &_o a_o continual_a uninterrupt_a union_n in_o spirit_n with_o god_n by_o faith_n contemplate_v he_o &_o by_o love_n ever_o adhere_v to_o he_o 11._o this_o i_o say_v be_v the_o duty_n &_o indispensable_a obligation_n of_o all_o christian_n of_o what_o condition_n soever_o not_o only_o serious_o to_o aspire_v to_o the_o divine_a love_n but_o also_o to_o the_o perfection_n thereof_o suitable_o to_o their_o several_a state_n &_o vocation_n for_o it_o be_v moral_o impossible_a for_o a_o soul_n to_o love_n god_n as_o he_o ought_v to_o be_v love_v that_o be_v as_o the_o only_a object_n of_o her_o love_n &_o as_o the_o only_a universal_a end_n of_o she_o be_v &_o life_n for_o the_o procure_n of_o a_o inseparable_a union_n with_o who_o &_o for_o no_o other_o reason_n the_o use_n &_o comfort_n of_o creature_n be_v permit_v &_o give_v
as_o thou_o ought_v for_o thy_o sin_n but_o that_o some_o old_a sin_n remain_v in_o thy_o heart_n not_o yet_o confess_v or_o not_o sufficient_o confess_v &_o absolve_v &_o that_o therefore_o thou_o must_v needs_o return_v home_o &_o do_v penance_n better_o before_o thou_o have_v the_o boldness_n to_o go_v to_o jesus_n do_v not_o believe_v a_o word_n of_o all_o that_o they_o say_v for_o thou_o be_v sufficient_o acquit_v of_o thy_o sin_n &_o there_o be_v no_o need_n at_o all_o that_o thou_o shall_v stay_v to_o ransack_v thy_o conscience_n for_o this_o will_v now_o but_o do_v thou_o harm_n &_o either_o put_v thou_o quiâ—e_v out_o of_o thy_o way_n or_o at_o least_o unproffitable_o delay_v thy_o travail_v in_o it_o 10._o if_o they_o shall_v tell_v thou_o that_o thou_o be_v not_o worthy_a to_o have_v the_o love_n of_o jesus_n or_o to_o see_v jesus_n and_o therefore_o that_o thou_o ought_v not_o be_v so_o presumptuous_a to_o desire_v and_o seek_v after_o it_o believe_v they_o not_o but_o go_v on_o &_o say_v it_o be_v not_o because_o i_o be_o worthy_a but_o because_o i_o be_o unworthy_a that_o i_o therefore_o desire_v to_o have_v the_o love_n of_o jesus_n for_o if_o once_o i_o have_v it_o it_o will_v make_v i_o worthy_a i_o will_v therefore_o never_o cease_v desire_v it_o till_o i_o have_v obtain_v it_o for_o for_o it_o only_o be_v i_o create_v therefore_o say_v &_o do_v what_o you_o will_v i_o will_v desire_v it_o continual_o i_o will_v never_o cease_v to_o pray_v for_o it_o &_o so_o do_v i_o hope_v to_o obtain_v it_o 11._o if_o thou_o meet_v with_o any_o that_o seem_v friend_n unto_o thou_o &_o that_o in_o kindness_n will_v stop_v thy_o progress_n by_o entertain_v thou_o &_o seek_v to_o draw_v thou_o to_o sensual_a mirth_n by_o vain_a discourse_n &_o carnal_a solace_n whereby_o thou_o will_v be_v in_o danger_n to_o forget_v thy_o pilgrimage_n give_v a_o deaf_a ear_n to_o they_o answer_v they_o not_o think_v only_o on_o this_o that_o thou_o will_v fain_o be_v at_o jerusalem_n and_o if_o they_o proffer_v thou_o gift_n &_o preferment_n heed_v they_o not_o but_o think_v ever_o on_o jerusalem_n 12._o and_o if_o man_n despise_v thou_o or_o lay_v any_o false_a calumny_n to_o thy_o charge_n give_v the_o ill_a name_n if_o they_o go_v about_o to_o defraud_v thou_o or_o rob_v thou_o yea_o if_o they_o beat_v thou_o &_o use_v thou_o despiteful_o &_o cruel_o for_o thy_o life_n contend_v not_o with_o they_o strive_v not_o against_o they_o nor_o be_v angry_a with_o they_o but_o content_v thyself_o with_o the_o harm_n receive_v &_o go_v on_o quiet_o as_o nought_o be_v do_v that_o thou_o take_v no_o further_a harm_n think_v only_o on_o this_o that_o to_o be_v at_o jerusalem_n deserve_v to_o be_v purchase_v with_o all_o this_o ill_a usage_n or_o more_o &_o that_o there_o thou_o shall_v be_v sufficient_o repair_v for_o all_o thy_o loss_n &_o recompense_v for_o all_o hard_a usage_n by_o the_o way_n 13_o if_o thy_o enemy_n see_v that_o thou_o grow_v courageous_a &_o bold_a &_o that_o thou_o will_v neither_o be_v seduce_v by_o flattery_n nor_o dishearten_v with_o the_o pain_n &_o trouble_v of_o thy_o journey_n but_o rather_o well_o content_v with_o they_o than_o they_o will_v begin_v to_o be_v afraid_a of_o thou_o yet_o for_o all_o that_o they_o will_v never_o cease_v pursue_v thou_o they_o will_v follow_v thou_o all_o along_o the_o way_n watch_v all_o advantage_n against_o thou_o and_o ever_o &_o anon_o they_o will_v set_v upon_o thou_o seeke_v either_o with_o flattery_n or_o fright_n to_o stop_v thou_o &_o drive_v thou_o back_o if_o they_o can_v but_o fear_v they_o not_o hold_v on_o thy_o way_n &_o have_v nothing_o in_o thy_o mind_n but_o jerusalem_n &_o jesus_n who_o thou_o will_v find_v there_o 14._o if_o thy_o desire_n of_o jesus_n still_o continue_v &_o grow_v more_o strong_a so_o that_o it_o make_v thou_o go_v on_o thy_o way_n courageous_o they_o will_v then_o tell_v thou_o that_o it_o may_v very_o well_o happen_v that_o thou_o will_v fall_v into_o corporal_a sickness_n &_o perhaps_o such_o a_o sickness_n as_o will_v bring_v strange_a fancy_n into_o thy_o mind_n &_o melancholic_a apprehension_n or_o perhaps_o thou_o will_v fall_v into_o great_a want_n &_o no_o man_n will_v offer_v to_o help_v thou_o by_o occasion_n of_o which_o misfortune_n thou_o will_v be_v greivous_o tempt_v by_o thy_o ghostly_a enemy_n the_o which_o will_v they_o insult_v over_o thou_o &_o tell_v thou_o that_o thy_o folly_n &_o proud_n presumption_n have_v bring_v thou_o to_o this_o miserable_a pass_n that_o thou_o can_v neither_o help_v thyself_o nor_o will_v any_o man_n help_v thou_o but_o rather_o hinder_v these_o that_o will_v and_o all_o this_o they_o will_v do_v to_o the_o end_n to_o increase_v thy_o melancholy_n &_o unquiet_a apprehension_n or_o to_o provoke_v thou_o to_o anger_n or_o malice_n against_o thy_o christian_a brethren_n or_o to_o murmur_v against_o jesus_n who_o perhaps_o for_o thy_o trial_n seem_v to_o hide_v his_o face_n from_o thou_o but_o still_o neglect_v all_o these_o suggestion_n as_o though_o thou_o hear_v they_o not_o be_v angry_a with_o no_o body_n but_o thyself_o and_o as_o for_o all_o thy_o disease_n poverty_n &_o whatsoever_o other_o suffering_n for_o who_o can_v reckon_v all_o that_o may_v befall_v thou_o take_v jesus_n in_o thy_o mind_n think_v on_o the_o lesson_n that_o thou_o be_v teach_v &_o say_v i_o be_o naught_v i_o have_v naught_v i_o care_v for_o naught_v in_o this_o world_n and_o i_o desire_v naught_v but_o the_o love_n of_o jesus_n that_o i_o may_v see_v he_o in_o peace_n at_o jerusalem_n 15._o but_o if_o it_o shall_v happen_v sometime_o as_o likely_a it_o will_v that_o through_o some_o of_o these_o tentation_n &_o thou_o own_o frailty_n thou_o stumble_v &_o perhaps_o fall_v down_o &_o get_v some_o harm_n thereby_o or_o that_o thou_o for_o some_o time_n be_v turn_v a_o little_a out_o of_o the_o right_a way_n as_o soon_o as_o possible_o may_v be_v come_v again_o to_o thyself_o get_v up_o again_o &_o return_v into_o the_o right_a way_n use_v such_o remedy_n for_o thy_o hurt_n as_o the_o church_n ordeine_n and_o do_v not_o trouble_v thyself_o over_o much_o or_o over_o long_o with_o think_v unquiet_o on_o thy_o past_a misfortune_n &_o pain_n abide_v not_o in_o such_o thought_n for_o that_o will_v do_v thou_o more_o harm_n &_o give_v advantage_n to_o thy_o enemy_n therefore_o make_v haste_n to_o go_v on_o in_o thy_o travail_n &_o work_v again_o as_o if_o nothing_o have_v happen_v keep_v but_o jesus_n in_o thy_o mind_n &_o a_o desire_n to_o gain_v his_o love_n &_o nothing_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o hurt_v thou_o 16._o at_o last_o when_o thy_o enemy_n perceive_v that_o thy_o will_n to_o jesus_n be_v so_o strong_a that_o thou_o will_v not_o spare_v neither_o for_o poverty_n nor_o mischief_n for_o sickness_n nor_o fancy_n for_o doubt_n nor_o fear_n for_o life_n nor_o death_n no_o nor_o for_o sin_n neither_o but_o ever_o forth_o thou_o will_v go_v on_o with_o that_o one_o 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be_v a_o deadly_a poison_n to_o thy_o soul_n mingle_v with_o honey_n therefore_o away_o with_o it_o cast_v it_o from_o thou_o say_v thou_o will_v have_v none_o of_o it_o but_o thou_o will_v be_v at_o jerusalem_n 17._o and_o to_o the_o end_n to_o put_v self_n out_o of_o the_o danger_n &_o reach_n of_o all_o such_o tentation_n suffer_v not_o thy_o thought_n willing_o to_o run_v about_o the_o world_n but_o draw_v they_o all_o inward_o fix_v they_o upon_o one_o only_a thing_n which_o be_v jesus_n set_v thyself_o to_o think_v only_o on_o he_o to_o know_v he_o to_o love_v he_o and_o after_o thou_o have_v for_o a_o good_a time_n bring_v thyself_o to_o do_v thus_o than_o
soul_n powerful_o and_o immediate_o direct_v and_o move_v by_o the_o holy_a spirit_n now_o this_o three_o degree_n to_o which_o the_o prayer_n belong_v be_v indeed_o true_o the_o prayer_n of_o contemplation_n beyond_o which_o there_o be_v no_o state_n of_o prayer_n may_v very_o convenient_o include_v all_o the_o four_o degree_n mention_v by_o barbanson_n &_o so_o nice_o distinguish_v by_o he_o rather_o out_o of_o a_o particular_a experience_n of_o the_o effect_n pass_v in_o his_o own_o soul_n the_o which_o perhaps_o be_v not_o the_o same_o in_o all_o for_o god_n work_v according_a to_o his_o own_o good_a pleasure_n in_o the_o soul_n of_o his_o perfect_a servant_n and_o not_o according_a to_o any_o method_n that_o man_n can_v conceive_v or_o express_v 6._o these_o therefore_o be_v the_o three_o degree_n of_o internal_a prayer_n the_o which_o do_v most_o proper_o answer_n to_o the_o common_o assign_a way_n of_o spirituality_n the_o purgative_n illuminative_a and_o vnitive_a of_o they_o the_o first_o be_v a_o prayer_n consist_v much_o of_o discourse_n of_o the_o vndestanding_n the_o other_o two_o be_v prayer_n of_o the_o will_n but_o most_o principal_o and_o pure_o the_o last_o of_o these_o three_o i_o shall_v treat_v in_o order_n in_o the_o follow_a discourse_n to_o wit_n 1._o in_o pursuit_n of_o this_o second_o section_n of_o the_o most_o imperfect_a degree_n to_o wit_n meditation_n 2._o in_o the_o follow_a section_n of_o the_o prayer_n of_o immediate_a act_n of_o the_o will_n 3._o and_o in_o the_o last_o section_n of_o the_o prayer_n of_o aspiration_n or_o contemplation_n but_o before_o i_o come_v to_o treat_v of_o each_o in_o particular_a i_o conceive_v it_o requisite_a first_o to_o show_v the_o ground_n upon_o which_o the_o propriety_n and_o reasonableness_n of_o this_o division_n of_o the_o succeed_a degree_n of_o prayer_n be_v build_v and_o may_v be_v evident_o and_o convince_o demonstrate_v so_o far_o that_o according_a to_o the_o ordinary_a dispensation_n of_o divine_a grace_n to_o soul_n that_o tend_v to_o perfection_n it_o may_v be_v affirm_v that_o they_o be_v conduct_v by_o these_o degree_n in_o this_o order_n and_o no_o other_o way_n and_o this_o experience_n will_v make_v good_a even_o in_o soul_n that_o never_o hear_v of_o any_o degree_n of_o prayer_n but_o without_o learning_n read_v or_o instruction_n be_v immediate_o guide_v by_o god_n holy_a spirit_n in_o his_o internal_a way_n the_o reason_n hereof_o will_v appear_v by_o that_o which_o follow_v 7._o first_o therefore_o it_o be_v apparent_a and_o acknowledged_a that_o general_a speak_n a_o soul_n from_o a_o state_n of_o negligence_n &_o secularity_n first_o enter_v into_o a_o spiritual_a course_n though_o she_o be_v suppose_v by_o virtue_n of_o that_o grace_n by_o which_o she_o be_v move_v to_o make_v so_o great_a and_o happy_a a_o change_n to_o be_v real_o in_o the_o state_n of_o justification_n yet_o there_o still_o remain_v in_o she_o a_o great_a measure_n of_o fear_n conceive_v from_o the_o guilt_n of_o her_o former_a sin_n and_o withal_o strong_a inclination_n to_o sin_n and_o vicious_a habit_n do_v yet_o abide_v and_o will_v do_v so_o till_o by_o long_a practice_n of_o virtue_n and_o piety_n they_o be_v abate_v and_o expel_v moreover_o a_o world_n of_o vain_a and_o sinful_a image_n do_v possess_v the_o soul_n which_o distract_v she_o whensoever_o she_o set_v her_o mind_n on_o god_n call_v she_o to_o attend_v to_o her_o formerly-pleasing_a object_n which_o take_v up_o all_o her_o affection_n and_o which_o do_v still_o ofttimes_o insinuate_v themselves_o into_o her_o memory_n with_o too_o much_o contentment_n to_o inferior_a nature_n the_o which_o contentment_n though_o she_o upon_o reflection_n do_v resist_v and_o renown_n with_o her_o superior_a soul_n yet_o this_o resistance_n be_v ofttimes_o so_o feeble_a that_o frequent_o she_o be_v real_o entangle_v and_o seduce_v &_o more_o oft_o do_v find_v ground_n to_o doubt_v that_o she_o have_v give_v consent_n thereto_o 8._o such_o be_v ordinary_o the_o disorder_a condition_n of_o a_o soul_n at_o her_o first_o conversion_n the_o remedy_n acknowledge_v to_o be_v proper_a and_o necessary_a for_o she_o be_v prayer_n and_o the_o high_a degree_n of_o prayer_n that_o for_o the_o present_a she_o be_v capable_a of_o be_v either_o a_o much_o distract_a vocal_a prayer_n or_o discursive_a meditation_n in_o which_o the_o understanding_n and_o imagination_n be_v chief_o employ_v and_o the_o reason_n be_v because_o although_o god_n have_v imprint_v true_a charity_n in_o such_o a_o soul_n yet_o seduce_v image_n so_o abound_v and_o vicious_a affection_n be_v as_o yet_o so_o predominant_a in_o sensitive_a nature_n there_o be_v a_o necessity_n for_o the_o fortify_v it_o to_o chase_v away_o the_o say_a image_n and_o subdue_v such_o affection_n by_o store_v the_o imagination_n with_o contrary_a good_a image_n and_o set_v on_o work_n affection_n contrary_a to_o these_o and_o this_o be_v do_v by_o invent_v argument_n and_o motive_n especial_o of_o fear_n so_o that_o the_o exercise_n proper_a to_o a_o soul_n in_o this_o first_o imperfect_a state_n be_v those_o of_o sensible_a contrition_n and_o remorse_n for_o sin_n etc._n etc._n cause_v by_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o foulness_n of_o it_o of_o the_o misery_n that_o attend_v it_o the_o certainty_n and_o uncertainty_n of_o death_n the_o terror_n of_o god_n judgement_n the_o horror_n of_o hell_n etc._n etc._n as_o likewise_o a_o consideration_n that_o no_o less_o a_o price_n will_v serve_v for_o the_o reparation_n of_o a_o soul_n from_o sin_n then_o the_o ibloudy_a passion_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n such_o matter_n as_o these_o be_v now_o the_o seasonable_a subject_n of_o meditation_n and_o the_o action_n of_o mortification_n fit_a to_o attend_v such_o prayer_n be_v more_o sensible_a gross_a and_o exterior_a proper_a to_o repress_v she_o grosser_n defect_n 9_o now_o when_o by_o mean_n of_o such_o exercise_n the_o soul_n be_v become_v well_o ease_v from_o remorse_n and_o begin_v to_o be_v move_v to_o the_o resistance_n and_o hatred_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o love_n of_o god_n rather_o than_o fear_v of_o his_o judgement_n her_o discursive_a prayer_n for_o all_o that_o do_v not_o cease_v but_o there_o be_v a_o change_n make_v only_o in_o the_o object_n of_o it_o because_o instead_o of_o the_o consideration_n of_o judgement_n hell_n etc._n etc._n the_o soul_n find_v herself_o more_o incline_v to_o resist_v sin_n by_o the_o motive_n of_o love_n or_o a_o consideration_n of_o the_o charity_n patience_n and_o suffering_n of_o our_o lord_n as_o likewise_o out_o of_o a_o comfortable_a meditation_n of_o the_o future_a joy_n promise_v and_o prepare_v for_o she_o although_o charity_n be_v much_o increase_v yet_o not_o yet_o to_o such_o a_o point_n but_o that_o she_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o motive_n and_o consideration_n to_o set_v it_o on_o work_n as_o likewise_o of_o good_a holy_a and_o efficacious_a image_n of_o divine_a thing_n to_o allure_v she_o to_o forget_v or_o neglect_v the_o vain_a image_n that_o yet_o do_v much_o distract_v she_o the_o object_n of_o her_o thought_n now_o be_v the_o infinite_a joy_n of_o heaven_n the_o sublime_a mystery_n of_o faith_n the_o bless_a humanity_n of_o our_o lord_n the_o glorious_a attribute_n of_o the_o divinity_n etc._n etc._n and_o the_o mortification_n answerable_a to_o the_o present_a state_n do_v grow_v more_o internal_a be_v much_o exercise_v about_o inward_a defect_n which_o by_o prayer_n be_v discover_v to_o she_o and_o correct_v now_o a_o soul_n whilst_o she_o continue_v in_o this_o sort_n of_o prayer_n and_o mortification_n stand_v in_o need_n of_o a_o much_o and_o frequent_a consideration_n of_o motive_n be_v proper_o say_v to_o be_v in_o the_o purgative_n way_n though_o towards_o the_o latter_a end_n there_o be_v a_o mixture_n of_o the_o illuminative_a 10._o in_o the_o second_o place_n when_o a_o soul_n by_o perseverance_n in_o such_o discursive_a prayer_n come_v to_o find_v as_o in_o â—â—me_n she_o will_v that_o she_o stand_v in_o less_o need_n of_o invent_v motive_n to_o induce_v she_o to_o exercise_v love_n to_o god_n because_o good_a affection_n by_o exercise_n abound_v and_o â—owing_v ripe_a do_v with_o facility_n move_v themselves_o so_o â—â—at_a the_o mere_a present_v of_o a_o good_a object_n to_o the_o soul_n suffise_v to_o make_v she_o produce_v a_o good_a affection_n thenceforward_o by_o little_a and_o little_a the_o soul_n in_o prayer_n quit_v discourse_v and_o the_o will_v immediate_o stir_v itself_o towards_o god_n and_o here_o meditation_n end_v the_o second_o and_o more_o perfect_a degree_n or_o state_n of_o internal_a prayer_n begin_v to_o wit_n the_o prayer_n of_o immediate_a act_n of_o the_o will_n 11._o now_o a_o soul_n live_v a_o solitary_a or_o abstract_a life_n and_o be_v arrive_v to_o this_o prayer_n if_o she_o shall_v be_v oblige_v by_o
which_o most_o probable_o be_v from_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n hereto_o therefore_o may_v be_v apply_v that_o say_n of_o s._n bernard_n modus_fw-la diligendi_fw-la deum_fw-la est_fw-la diligere_fw-la sine_fw-la modo_fw-la that_o be_v the_o measure_n and_o manner_n of_o love_v of_o god_n be_v to_o love_v he_o unmeasurable_o and_o free_o without_o a_o prescribe_a manner_n 9_o in_o the_o next_o place_n have_v show_v what_o encumbrance_n a_o soul_n be_v to_o avoid_v in_o her_o exercise_n of_o meditation_n i_o will_v proceed_v to_o declare_v positive_o and_o direct_o how_o i_o will_v advise_v she_o to_o behave_v herself_o therein_o 10._o let_v a_o soul_n that_o begin_v mental_a prayer_n with_o the_o exercise_n of_o meditation_n make_v choice_n of_o some_o good_a book_n of_o that_o subject_n as_o fuluius_n androtius_n granatensis_n or_o the_o abridgement_n of_o puentes_n meditation_n which_o i_o will_v especial_o recommend_v 11._o let_v she_o begin_v with_o the_o matter_n of_o the_o purgative_n way_n as_o concern_v sin_n death_n the_o final_a judgement_n hell_n or_o the_o like_a and_o let_v she_o abide_v in_o the_o exercise_n of_o that_o way_n till_o she_o find_v in_o herself_o a_o aversion_n from_o sin_n &_o that_o much_o of_o the_o fear_n and_o remorse_n that_o be_v former_o in_o she_o be_v depose_v so_o that_o she_o be_v come_v to_o have_v some_o good_a measure_n of_o confidence_n in_o god_n when_o she_o find_v these_o effect_n in_o she_o let_v she_o without_o regard_v whether_o she_o have_v run_v over_o all_o the_o exercise_n and_o matter_n in_o her_o book_n belong_v to_o the_o purgative_n way_n pass_v to_o the_o exercise_n of_o meditation_n which_o respect_v the_o illuminative_a way_n as_o they_o call_v it_o that_o be_v to_o such_o who_o matter_n or_o argument_n be_v some_o mystery_n of_o faith_n touch_v our_o lord_n life_n passion_n etc._n etc._n and_o which_o be_v apt_a to_o beget_v and_o increase_v humility_n patience_n and_o other_o virtue_n in_o she_o 12._o be_v enter_v into_o the_o illuminative_a way_n let_v she_o in_o like_a manner_n abide_v in_o the_o exercise_n thereof_o till_o she_o find_v herself_o apt_a for_o resignation_n love_n and_o other_o affection_n of_o the_o vnitive_a way_n to_o the_o exercise_n of_o which_o let_v she_o thereupon_o apply_v herself_o 13._o it_o may_v happen_v that_o a_o soul_n that_o be_v due_o &_o in_o right_a order_n come_v into_o the_o illuminative_a &_o vnitive_a way_n as_o those_o way_n be_v distinguish_v by_o the_o master_n of_o meditation_n &_o after_o some_o time_n spend_v in_o the_o exercise_n proper_a to_o those_o way_n may_v afterward_o find_v herself_o call_v back_o to_o the_o purgative_n as_o after_o the_o commit_n of_o some_o fault_n extraordinary_a or_o during_o some_o unusual_a tentation_n etc._n etc._n in_o which_o case_n she_o be_v to_o yield_v thereto_o &_o abide_v in_o those_o inferior_a exercise_n as_o long_o as_o she_o find_v they_o proper_a &_o profitable_a for_o she_o which_o be_v not_o like_a to_o be_v very_o long_o 14._o in_o like_a manner_n while_o she_o be_v in_o the_o purgative_n way_n if_o act_n of_o resignation_n love_n etc._n etc._n and_o much_o more_o if_o aspiration_n shall_v offer_v themselves_o to_o she_o as_o some_o time_n they_o may_v let_v she_o by_o all_o mean_n correspond_v unto_o they_o as_o long_o as_o they_o be_v relish_v to_o she_o neglect_v &_o forbear_v in_o the_o mean_a time_n to_o consider_v motive_n or_o to_o produce_v inferior_a act_n of_o contrition_n fear_v etc._n etc._n belong_v to_o the_o purgative_n way_n 15._o the_o ground_n of_o the_o reasonableness_n &_o necessity_n of_o these_o advice_n be_v this_o because_o the_o matter_n &_o manner_n of_o prayer_n be_v to_o be_v prescribe_v &_o order_v according_a to_o the_o temper_n &_o disposition_n of_o soul_n &_o not_o the_o method_n of_o book_n and_o therefore_o soul_n be_v to_o be_v apply_v to_o such_o a_o manner_n of_o prayer_n as_o god_n call_v they_o to_o &_o be_v likely_a to_o subdue_v inordinate_a affection_n in_o they_o therefore_o scrupulous_a &_o fearful_a soul_n even_o in_o the_o beginning_n eat_v to_o be_v forbid_v the_o exercise_n of_o terror_n etc._n etc._n which_o belong_v to_o the_o purgative_n way_n and_o they_o be_v to_o be_v apply_v to_o such_o exercise_n as_o be_v apt_a to_o produce_v love_n confidence_n in_o god_n etc._n etc._n 16._o for_o some_o short_a space_n before_o a_o soul_n begin_v her_o exercise_n of_o meditation_n let_v she_o look_v upon_o the_o book_n and_o therein_o peruse_v the_o point_n that_o she_o intend_v to_o meditate_v on_o or_o rather_o indeed_o those_o point_n be_v to_o be_v think_v upon_o and_o provide_v before_o hand_n that_o be_v overnight_n for_o the_o morning-meditation_n and_o after_o dinner_n for_o the_o evening_n so_o do_v she_o will_v be_v less_o to_o seek_v about_o they_o &_o better_o employ_v the_o time_n appoint_v for_o her_o exercise_n 17._o let_v she_o not_o trust_v her_o memory_n for_o the_o point_n that_o she_o be_v to_o meditate_v on_o but_o have_v the_o book_n ready_a that_o she_o may_v look_v on_o it_o as_o she_o shall_v have_v need_n and_o let_v she_o take_v one_o point_n after_o another_o as_o they_o lie_v in_o the_o book_n or_o as_o she_o shall_v have_v determine_v before_o when_o she_o prepare_v for_o the_o succeed_a recollection_n 18._o in_o her_o meditate_v on_o each_o point_n let_v she_o behave_v herself_o after_o this_o manner_n 1._o with_o her_o memory_n and_o understanding_n let_v she_o think_v on_o the_o matter_n of_o that_o point_n 2._o out_o of_o which_o let_v she_o draw_v a_o reason_n or_o motive_n by_o which_o the_o will_n may_v be_v incline_v some_o way_n or_o other_o towards_o god_n 3._o and_o thereupon_o let_v she_o produce_v a_o act_n of_o the_o will_v as_o of_o humiliation_n adoration_n resignation_n contrition_n etc._n etc._n abide_v in_o such_o application_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o god_n as_o long_o as_o the_o will_n have_v life_n and_o activity_n for_o it_o or_o as_o long_o as_o she_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o do_v it_o 4._o the_o which_o fail_v and_o grow_v to_o be_v disgustful_a let_v she_o proceed_v to_o the_o next_o point_n therein_o behave_v herself_o likewise_o after_o the_o same_o manner_n so_o proceed_v in_o order_n to_o the_o other_o follow_a till_o she_o have_v spend_v a_o competent_a time_n in_o her_o recollection_n 19_o now_o i_o conceive_v a_o competent_a time_n for_o one_o recollection_n spend_v in_o meditation_n to_o be_v a_o hour_n or_o very_o little_a less_o whereas_o for_o the_o exercise_n of_o immediate_a act_n of_o the_o will_v a_o lesser_a space_n will_v suffice_v and_o the_o reason_n of_o the_o difference_n be_v 1._o because_o in_o this_o latter_a exercise_n more_o act_n of_o the_o will_v wherein_o all_o good_a do_v consist_v be_v produce_v then_o in_o meditation_n 2._o and_o beside_o the_o exercise_n of_o act_n be_v more_o dry_a and_o wearisome_a except_o in_o some_o few_o that_o abound_v in_o sensible_a affection_n then_o be_v meditation_n to_o soul_n fit_a for_o it_o 20._o during_o meditation_n let_v the_o soul_n neglect_v the_o too_o common_a practice_n in_o which_o meditation_n be_v make_v rather_o a_o study_n and_o speculation_n than_o a_o exercise_n of_o the_o spirit_n spend_v no_o more_o time_n in_o invent_v motive_n and_o in_o internal_a discourse_n then_o shall_v be_v necessary_a to_o move_v the_o will_n to_o good_a affection_n but_o as_o for_o such_o affection_n let_v she_o abide_v in_o they_o as_o long_o as_o she_o can_v for_o therein_o consist_v all_o the_o profit_n and_o if_o upon_o one_o consideration_n or_o motive_n she_o can_v produce_v many_o act_n of_o the_o will_n let_v she_o not_o fail_v to_o do_v so_o and_o to_o continue_v in_o each_o act_n as_o long_o as_o she_o find_v that_o she_o be_v enable_v it_o be_v no_o matter_n though_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n the_o understanding_n shall_v lie_v quiet_a as_o it_o be_v a_o sleep_n and_o without_o exercise_n 21._o indeed_o in_o soul_n which_o have_v a_o effectual_a call_n to_o a_o internal_a life_n their_o meditation_n will_v have_v little_a study_n or_o speculation_n in_o they_o for_o after_o a_o short_a and_o quick_a reflection_n on_o the_o matter_n mystery_n or_o motive_n they_o will_v forthwith_o produce_v act_n of_o the_o will_n and_o their_o consideration_n of_o the_o matter_n be_v not_o so_o much_o by_o way_n of_o reason_v or_o infer_v as_o a_o simple_a call_n to_o mind_n or_o think_v on_o a_o subject_n out_o of_o which_o the_o will_n may_v produce_v some_o act_n or_o other_o answerable_a to_o the_o point_v reflect_v on_o by_o the_o understanding_n and_o this_o sort_n of_o meditate_v be_v proper_a for_o many_o ignorant_a person_n especial_o woman_n which_o have_v not_o the_o gift_n of_o internal_a discourse_v 22._o a_o soul_n that_o practice_n meditation_n will_v find_v
to_o the_o exercise_n of_o immediate_a act_n may_v &_o indeed_o ought_v at_o the_o first_o to_o take_v for_o the_o subject_n of_o her_o recollection_n those_o act_n which_o belong_v to_o the_o vnitive_a way_n to_o wit_n act_n of_o divine_a love_n resignation_n etc._n etc._n but_o the_o case_n be_v otherwise_o with_o a_o soul_n that_o be_v find_v utter_o unfit_a for_o meditation_n and_o consequent_o must_v necessary_o begin_v a_o spiritual_a course_n with_o the_o prayer_n of_o immediate_n acts._n for_o for_o such_o a_o soul_n ordinary_o speak_v it_o will_v be_v expedient_a that_o at_o the_o beginning_n she_o take_v for_o the_o matter_n of_o her_o act_n such_o as_o be_v proper_a for_o the_o purgative_n way_n as_o act_n of_o contrition_n fear_v of_o judgement_n hell_n etc._n etc._n and_o this_o advice_n be_v conformable_a to_o the_o direction_n of_o blosius_n in_o the_o x._o &_o xi_o chapter_n of_o his_o institution_n 4._o now_o for_o the_o use_n of_o the_o say_a exercise_n of_o immediate_a act_n &_o affection_n i_o will_v advise_v a_o soul_n that_o be_v well_o dispose_v &_o resolve_v to_o practice_v they_o that_o at_o the_o first_o she_o will_v rather_o use_v they_o mental_o because_o it_o be_v less_o distractive_a &_o more_o recollective_a unless_o by_o experience_n she_o find_v that_o the_o use_v they_o vocal_o do_v most_o relish_n with_o her_o spirit_n and_o as_o in_o some_o disposition_n it_o may_v cause_v a_o more_o intime_fw-la and_o perfect_a recollection_n 5._o whereas_o every_o exercise_n consist_v of_o about_o ten_o clause_n of_o act_n or_o affection_n let_v she_o not_o tie_v herself_o precise_o to_o that_o number_n in_o any_o recollection_n but_o if_o one_o exercise_n will_v not_o serve_v let_v she_o borrow_v from_o the_o next_o follow_a and_o again_o if_o one_o be_v too_o much_o for_o one_o time_n let_v she_o use_v as_o many_o of_o those_o act_n in_o order_n as_o they_o lie_v as_o will_v suffice_v for_o the_o time_n &_o no_o more_o and_o in_o the_o next_o recollection_n let_v she_o begin_v where_o she_o last_o end_v 6._o a_o devout_a soul_n will_v find_v that_o by_o diligent_a practice_n in_o progress_n of_o time_n the_o number_n of_o act_n or_o affection_n to_o be_v exercise_v in_o each_o recollection_n will_v come_v to_o diminish_v so_o that_o whereas_o at_o the_o beginning_n perhaps_o ten_o act_n will_v scare_v suffice_v for_o one_o recollection_n afterward_o five_o or_o three_o yea_o it_o may_v be_v one_o will_v ofttimes_o be_v sufficient_a 7._o let_v she_o general_o observe_v the_o order_n and_o sequel_n of_o the_o say_a act_n contain_v in_o the_o exercise_n proper_a for_o she_o beginning_n and_o prosecute_n they_o as_o they_o lie_v for_o otherwise_o she_o will_v spend_v the_o precious_a time_n allot_v for_o prayer_n in_o look_v here_o and_o there_o for_o somewhat_o that_o may_v be_v please_v to_o her_o fancy_n or_o humour_n &_o yet_o in_o the_o end_n perhaps_o not_o content_v herself_o or_o at_o the_o least_o the_o satisfaction_n that_o she_o may_v come_v to_o find_v will_v scarce_o countervail_v the_o distraction_n incur_v and_o time_n lose_v and_o again_o it_o be_v a_o ill_a custom_n of_o some_o to_o take_v at_o random_n the_o act_n or_o affection_n on_o which_o they_o will_v exercise_v themselves_o open_v the_o book_n and_o at_o adventure_n make_v use_n of_o what_o their_o eye_n first_o light_n on_o 8._o yet_o let_v she_o not_o tie_v herself_o so_o rigorous_o &_o superstitious_o to_o any_o of_o the_o say_a act_n but_o that_o if_o without_o search_v there_o shall_v be_v offer_v to_o her_o any_o other_o kind_n of_o act_n or_o affection_n be_v it_o resignation_n love_n or_o aspiration_n &_o which_o may_v be_v gustfull_a to_o she_o let_v she_o entertain_v it_o &_o therein_o abide_v as_o long_o as_o the_o relish_n of_o it_o last_v and_o that_o cease_v let_v she_o return_v to_o prosecute_v the_o act_n of_o the_o present_a exercise_n 9_o yet_o one_o special_a case_n there_o be_v in_o which_o a_o soul_n ought_v by_o no_o mean_n to_o oblige_v herself_o to_o any_o order_n prescribe_v in_o the_o say_a exercise_n and_o that_o be_v when_o she_o find_v that_o fear_n or_o scrupulosity_n do_v over_o much_o abound_v in_o she_o cause_v unquietnes_n dejection_n and_o want_n of_o confidence_n in_o god_n in_o which_o caâ—â—_n let_v she_o by_o all_o mean_n omit_v such_o exercise_n or_o act_n as_o be_v apt_a to_o raise_v or_o feed_v such_o passion_n in_o she_o and_o instead_o of_o they_o let_v she_o apply_v herself_o to_o exercise_n of_o hope_n love_n and_o joy_n in_o god_n which_o ought_v to_o be_v cherish_v in_o she_o 10._o yea_o soul_n that_o be_v of_o such_o a_o disposition_n ought_v even_o in_o the_o beginning_n after_o their_o first_o conversion_n not_o to_o dwell_v long_o upon_o the_o exercise_n that_o concern_v remorse_n for_o sin_n or_o other_o matter_n of_o fear_n as_o death_n judgement_n and_o hell_n but_o rather_o to_o fix_v upon_o affection_n contrary_a to_o their_o present_a disposition_n and_o in_o case_n of_o new_a fault_n commit_v let_v their_o contrition_n or_o detestation_n of_o sin_n be_v rather_o exercise_v in_o a_o generality_n or_o virtual_o in_o act_n of_o conversion_n to_o god_n then_o particular_o direct_o and_o express_o and_o let_v they_o not_o be_v scrupulous_a herein_o out_o of_o a_o opinion_n that_o at_o such_o time_n god_n expect_v painful_a remorse_n from_o they_o or_o earnest_a expression_n of_o detestation_n of_o their_o sin_n for_o such_o detestation_n be_v sufficient_o involue_v in_o a_o act_n of_o direct_a love_n to_o god_n which_o contain_v much_o perfection_n beside_o such_o act_n therefore_o be_v more_o beneficial_a to_o she_o be_v consequent_o more_o acceptable_a to_o god_n 11._o a_o soul_n have_v pitch_v upon_o any_o act_n or_o affection_n contain_v in_o the_o say_a exercise_n let_v she_o tarry_v as_o long_o upon_o each_o of_o they_o without_o pass_v to_o a_o other_o as_o her_o gust_n unto_o such_o a_o affection_n last_v and_o as_o she_o find_v profit_n to_o her_o spirit_n by_o it_o 12._o whensoever_o in_o any_o clause_n there_o be_v contain_v matter_n of_o several_a desire_n or_o affection_n let_v she_o in_o she_o mind_n and_o exercise_v separate_v they_o and_o rest_n upon_o each_o of_o they_o several_o for_o by_o this_o mean_v the_o say_v exercise_n will_v last_v long_o and_o yield_v more_o profit_n 13._o after_o that_o all_o the_o exercise_n appoint_v for_o she_o have_v be_v pass_v over_o let_v she_o repeat_v and_o pursue_v they_o again_o and_o again_o unless_o she_o do_v find_v herself_o draw_v by_o god_n to_o some_o other_o exercise_n more_o perfect_a as_o be_v that_o of_o aspiration_n and_o indeed_o whensoever_o in_o her_o exercise_n during_o her_o recollection_n she_o do_v find_v herself_o move_v to_o perfect_a aspiration_n elevation_n of_o the_o will_v &c_n &c_n or_o else_o to_o produce_v some_o other_o act_n as_o of_o resignation_n &c_n &c_n upon_o occasion_n of_o some_o present_a cross_n to_o be_v sustain_v let_v she_o not_o fail_v to_o correspond_v to_o such_o a_o invitation_n 14._o those_o that_o can_v find_v no_o profit_n or_o relish_n by_o any_o of_o these_o prescribe_a exercise_n or_o the_o like_a may_v conclude_v that_o they_o be_v not_o as_o yet_o ripe_a for_o they_o and_o that_o therefore_o they_o be_v to_o continue_v in_o discursive_a prayer_n till_o it_o lose_v its_o relish_n and_o that_o they_o begin_v to_o find_v gust_n in_o affection_n 15._o the_o act_n and_o affection_n in_o the_o follow_a exercise_n be_v for_o the_o most_o part_n direct_v to_o god_n himself_o or_o the_o pure_a divinity_n as_o if_o they_o be_v internal_a conversation_n with_o god_n the_o which_o be_v perfect_a introversion_n and_o of_o all_o active_a assume_v exercise_n be_v the_o most_o profitable_a 16._o but_o withal_o such_o actuation_n be_v ofttimes_o very_o painful_a by_o reason_n that_o such_o introversion_n be_v exercise_v without_o the_o help_n of_o grosser_n image_n the_o which_o have_v some_o kind_n of_o recreate_v diversion_n in_o they_o and_o when_o such_o image_n do_v offer_v themselves_o the_o soul_n tend_v to_o the_o naked_a divinity_n tarry_v not_o in_o they_o but_o transcend_v or_o reject_v they_o and_o if_o her_o mind_n find_v no_o gust_n in_o a_o object_n so_o perfect_o spiritual_a become_v willing_a to_o ease_v itself_o by_o fasten_v upon_o some_o other_o good_a but_o inferior_a object_n she_o be_v by_o some_o writer_n teach_v to_o withdraw_v her_o attention_n from_o any_o thing_n but_o god_n the_o which_o violence_n and_o self_n contradiction_n can_v be_v without_o much_o pain_n in_o so_o much_o that_o soul_n become_v thereby_o sometime_o so_o tire_v with_o such_o introversion_n and_o find_v so_o great_a difficulty_n in_o seek_v the_o divine_a presence_n so_o above_o the_o course_n of_o nature_n that_o they_o lose_v all_o comfort_n