form Isa 6.6 Heb. 4.14 Hence may it not be inferr'd that the framing Fire in which Christ appears will be so far from being hurtful painful to his and their glorified Bodies as to be an object of special Sensitive Delectation and cause a pleasurable refreshment wonderfully grateful to those Celestial Natures which shall dwell for ever in and be cloathed with the Eternal Light of Heaven That if it were possible for a glorified Saint to be hurried into the material Fire of Hell 't would not be hurt or for a Damned Wretch to be led through Heaven the Light thereof to him would be tormenting Fire But this I leave in Medio as a Speculation perhaps too curious I question not but that the Almightiness of God which is engaged to promote to the utmost the happiness of the Saints can make those things that now to the Body are most painful to be then most pleasureful that even in its Physical Constitution as well as Moral it shall be delighted with that which is distastful in this Life if it be not sinful And possibly Adam's Body in its Primitive Innocent Estate of Creation might be of the same Constitution invulnerable incombustible c. as far as was requisite to his security from Death For I cannot so much as implicitly impute such Collusion to the Divine Majesty as to imagine that he only threat ned that as a Punishment of his Sin which was the condition and necessity of his Nature Neither will I deny that the Tree of Life was a Sacrament of Immortality But conceive that nor he nor it could be ubiquitary or inseparable nor do I think that the Deity obliged himself to a Providence respecting innocent Mankind which would have been a perpetual series of Miracles since 't was as easie with God to make Impassibility an amissible Condition of this Nature as Immortality But I am not Determinate here neither However the Elevated Sense of that Immortal State above will be abundantly pleasured with Super-natural and Super-sensual Gratifications in the Jucundity Profitableness and Honour of Heaven the vain and empty Shadows whereof engage it in endless Pursuits during this its Degenerate state on Earth The Generosity and Nobleness thereof will be so Transcendent that it cannot but entertain with Indignation Scorn and Horror all imaginable Solicitations to any thing sinfully Delightful Commodious and vain Glorious Every thing to it being as it self Sublimated into a Spiritual and Celestial Nature that it enjoys the sweet of all without the sowr in an unfading Quintessence of most exquisitely delicious Contentments where although there can never be any troubled Thoughts yet may we ever sing Thy Comforts Oh Lord delight my Soul Then Oh my Soul delight thou thy self in and with them alone and not meerly as in the Streams but in the Well-spring it self Own God in every inferiour means but rest no where except in God Oh do not in a pompous Dress of Shadowy delusory Satisfactions cheat thy self into substantial Miseries Secure to thy self something of a solid durable Nature by making the son of God Jesus Christ thy sure and everlasting Foundation that being strongly built upon the Rock when the Rain descends and the Floods come and the Winds blow and beat upon thee thy Comforts may not perish with thee And Phil. 4.7 The Peace of God which transcends or passes all mind or understanding 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 shall watchfully guard or keep as with a Garrison 2 Cor. 11.32 thy heart and the devices thoughts of thy mind through Christ Jesus Must God be all in that Eternal Heaven after which thou aspirest and is there enough in him to satiate the most raised and sublime Desires of the Spirits of just Men made perfect and even the Angels those more Noble and Capacious Creatures Nay is there an all-sufficiency in him Commensurate to his own infinite Love in all the possibilities of its Perfection And canst not thou Oh my Soul fill thy self to the brim and measure out a Satisfaction more than adaequate to thy Rational Appetite in that unmeasurable fulness which comprehends the eminency and glory of all things If Infiniteness cannot overfill thee a poor Worm a little Atome of that which in comparison of him is less than nothing Isa 40.17 then mayst thou with some Shadow of reason attempt to eek out thy content with the Accumulation of other things But since there is in God all that good Vertually Unitedly and Transcendently as in a common Store-House and Treasury and that without the rebatement and allay of any the least commixtures of Evil Vanity or Imperfection which stain the Glory of all those dispersed Excellencies in the Creation that thy most unboundable desires in all their conceivable Varieties can court or make Suit unto and whatever thy longings reach out after thou mayest enjoy it cheaper and better in God than any where and since beside all this there is an unfathomable Surplusage of proper Excellency and Glory in that 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as Maximus Tyrius calls the Deity Immense Ocean of all Goodness which has been is and will be his own and the whole Superiour Worlds Everlasting Contentation And since he declares his ready willingness to communicate and impart of all this unto thee not only what thine own Rational Consideration but even what his own unmatchable Love and Graciousness can make thee willing to receive thou canst not but be altogether inexcusable if thou goest about to patch up an evanid and delusory Felicity to thy self out of those cast-away Shreds and Rags of the inferiour Creation which are not sufficient for themselves but will be fatally disappointing to thee and frustrate thy most Solicitous Expectations whilst in the mean time thou sottishly and frantickly defraudest thy self of that plenary Satisfaction and Joy which is tendered to thee by and in God both on Earth to raise and quicken thy devout and active Suspirations and in the Heaven of Heavens to terminate and perfect them in an Everlasting Fruition Here then only Oh my Soul build thy Tabernacle Is it not good to be here Where thy Faith it self shall be converted into Sense Sight and Taste in a never ending Possession of what Eye hath not seen nor Ear heard nor hath entred into the Heart of Man to conceive Thou art allowed to eye and enjoy God in the Creature obliged to make all sensitive Contents which thou mayest lawfully or sinlessly receive from the Creature as so many steps to mount upon and ascend towards the Spiritual Contents of Heaven necessitated to use every good thing below as a Remembrancer to thee of its Perfection in God that it may blow up thy passionate Aspirations into a more vehement and inextinguishable Flame and Ardour toward him In all things thou mayst taste that the Lord is Gracious and enjoy sweet and comfortable Prelibations of Heaven This is thy privilege But on the other hand thou art prohibited to make a God of this World
Land of Light that New Jerusalem It cannot be expected that a Compleat Draught of this worthy Man's Life should be drawn by any Pencil but his own May these hints of so rare a Patern of Piety have influence upon his surviving Relations and Hearers to transform them into the same Image that this Legacy of so Rational a Discourse may have a perswasive Power to attract Souls to a Capacity for Divine Consolations and such a real Example have a compulsive Power to draw many to follow this Heroe and others into Eternal Mansions if both do not effect these Ends the Spectator and Reader have more to Answer for ERRATA PAge 2. line 24. read near Series l. 32. r a Prolepsis p. 3. l. 1. r. our collapsed p. 4. l. 14. blot out in p. 5. l. 28. r. interline p. 6. l. 24. r. my Troublers p. 8. l. 33. r. 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In the Multitude of my Thoughts within me thy Comforts delight my Soul LORD I am Hell but thou art Heaven Bp Hooper was the pathetick Exclamation of the Spirit of Martyrdom in a devout Soul Here you have a prospect of both Tormenting Thoughts are the veriest Fiends nothing can make us miserable without them nor in the enjoyment of the sweet Delectation of those divine desirable Joys which are most suitable and proper to rational Nature and the appetite of an immortal Spirit The former are our natural Inheritance these the free Donations of infinite Goodness or the unmerited communications of Fidelity and Righteousness 1 Job 1.9 By our Apostacy from God we rendered our selves insufficient to attain that Felicity which our innocent Estate did entitle us unto and possess no sufficiency to any thing but the making our selves the most wretched of the whole Creation and are relievable by nothing but the All-sufficiency of Heaven The inanimate Creatures may indeed be dispossest of their Heaven viz. their Centre and Rest but the Evil thereof they can neither fear nor feel Vegetables may live in a Hell through the burning Fever of a Summer's drought but cannot smart and be in pain Sensitive Natures may be farther divested of their Happiness be driven out of their Paradise in Gilead and Bashan and be yet more miserable under the Servitude of that torturing Devil the Lust of degenerate man but a final period is put to all their Infelicities by that which if infinite Grace prevent not will be only the beginning of our remediless Woe at the worst they can but die and 't is without the sting of a cruciating Fear that a Life without end after Death will introduce a Series of never-ending Plagues But Immortality the highest Prerogative of humane Nature is through Sin become its most dismal cause of horrour and in being better than the rest of the inferiour Creation we through our own default are only render'd capable of being worse both in another and even in this present life as far as our dreadful Expectations become prolepsis or pre-occupation of those Sufferings which are no less durable than intolerable Neither can we be eas'd by the hopes that the least part or degree hereof is avoidable through the efficacy of our home-bred endowments or any thing we can scrape out of the rubbish of collapsed Natures since by experience we find that our greatest preventive care is not able totally to exclude and keep down those prepossessing horrible anticipations nor the Furniture we are enrich'd with of power to support and ease our minds under much less to antidote those real Plagues which actually infest and sink us towards a State much more insupportable our hope and help must needs therefore perish from within our relief is wholly from without yet not from Earth but Heaven There 's no Malady so perplexing so dangerous but there 's a sufficient and suitable Remedy in God In Bedlam I have seen a Man under the Severity of that most rigid and most uncomfortable Confinement so not only unconcern'd but triumphant as to bear up himself in the Port and Majesty of a King and in his imaginary height and glory with a disdainful stateliness converse with those little shreds of Mortality who were blest as he thought in the Honour of his Empire and Government and sometimes with a stately humbleness invite them to glory in his Condescensions with such a creative power is Fancy endow'd that it can produce almost any thing out of nothing dwindle substantial Woes into Shadows convert a Hell into an Elysium Of such Madmen the World is full We as the Prisoners of Justice carry our Chains about with us and they sit and sink into our Flesh yea our very bones yet as if we possest an unconfinable liberty we jovially dance about and solace our selves with this lamentable dream till our real Miseries confute our false Imaginations For a Man's state may be miserable yet the Man so rationally stoically or brutishly mad as not to be miserable That is since nothing can make a Man unhappy but by the mediation of something within him his Fancy his Folly his Fears his Feeling his Reasonable
as tender Mercy speaks the height of his Power as fully as the depth of his Love whence Elihu in Job 34.29 When he maketh quietness who then can condemn so all Translations Chald. Greek Lat. c. or make trouble and when he hideth his Face who then can behold him whether it be done 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 upon a Nation or upon a Man only against is not so ordinary a signification of the Word not doth so well suite both the opposite parts of the foregoing Clause of the Verse which it respects in common If God thus give Rest and Quiet and thereby Peace and Comfort what Power can controll him and destroy his Work surely none And why the reason is to be deduced from his Almightiness All the Malignancy and Enmity of Earth and Hell though in a confederacy of united Virulence Policy Power and Violence indeavouring to make a breach in or of that secure Peace wherewith a Good Conscience as a Brazen Wall doth guard fortifie and surround a true Servant of God by a Commission deriv'd from Heaven will but be like the vain attempts of the impotent Waves against a Rock which instead of overturning it only dash themselves in pieces Without the interposure of Omnipotence the Comfort of sinful Man would be impossible in that order of Government which Divine Wisdom hath pitch'd upon as most congruous for his Salvation For supposing Sin and God's purpose not to permit all Mankind to perish everlastingly under that Justice into the Hands whereof the administration of his Kingdom did necessarily fall upon the Apostacy of Man and supposing God's determination to uphold the honour of his Justice and Government in pardoning none but upon Consideration and in virtue of a satisfaction given to Justice I affirm 1. That satisfaction could not possibly be made for the injury done to God by Sin except only by Omnipotency For Death being threatned for Sin the threatning in the substance of it must be executed or both Justice and Fidelity violated For since in the nature of the thing some Punishment cannot but be due for so high an affront to the Divine Authority and Regiment and since the Commination had determin'd and exprest the kind of Punishment in substance to be Death with an Emphasis How could the Deity be just in his Word or his Deed had all been wholly wav'd Therefore the Satisfaction given must be by suffering the Penalty to the full in its substance The Threatning doth not express any thing concerning the greatness extensive or intensive of the Punishment only that it be proportionable to the Crime Justice requires The Crime is vertually infinite The Condition of the Creature will not admit of a Punishment intensively infinite Therefore the Death threatned can only be extensively infinite that is Eternal But an eternal duration that has a beginning is not actually infinite vertually therefore The Sin then being vertually infinite the Punishment proportion'd and threatned must be vertually infinite also i. e. as infinite as the state of the Creature was capable to admit If now this viz an Aeviternal Death be inflicted in kind because an end of it is impossible there could not possibly be any Satisfaction any Salvation Satisfaction therefore must be in another kind of vertually infinite suffering viz. that intensively so And 't is very consistent with Justice to admit this Commutation since it has its full demand therein viz. a Punishment proportionable to the Fault i. e. vertually infinite But now nothing short of Omnipotency or infinite Power can bear or wrestle thorow a Punishment infinite or which is Omnipoenal 2. Neither could any Power less than infinite raise the Satisfier of Justice from the Death Temporal which was indispensibly to be undergone by him and to this 't is ascribed Eph. 1.19 20. to be presently transcribed Lastly the same Power qualifies for the Fruits of this Satisfaction in Pardon and Consolation Eph. 1.19 20. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the exceeding greatness of his Power to us-ward who believe according to the working of his mighty Power which he wrought in Christ raising him from the Dead and you who were dead in Trespasses c. Chap. 2.1 If this be not Omnipotency what is I had rather speak and think as the Holy Ghost teaches than in the profundity of my Reason make my self wiser than him who inspired the Holy Men of God whose Names these Writings bear Yet do constantly and confidently affirm that in working these Preparations or creating Grace in the Heart which quickens it Omnipotence is sufficiently able so to act under the conduct of Omniscience as to offer no violence to the faculties of Man at all Cleared before but through the influence of a more commanding Light in his Mind doth lead him in the exercise of a full intemerate and ingenuous liberty through the strait Gate of Regeneration into Eternal Rest and Peace In short we are sometimes involved in such Soul-troubles so insuperable and intolerable Prov. 18.14 A wounded Spirit who can bear and such inextricable insupportable straits exigences and occurrents of Providence and are reduc'd to such a pinch of extremity that without a 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 God in the Mount a supernatural Conduct and Power 't is impossible to bear up under them or be delivered from them These were oft experimented Cases with our Psalmist as appears particularly from ver 17 18. and as much is insinuated ver 20 21 22. and the cruel oppressions of the whole Church ver 5 6. evidence that it was not exempted And where can an over-whelmed Soul or a wasted desolate Church groaning under the Fury and Madness of Malice and Violence in numberless Legions of Principalities and Powers and spiritual and carnal Wickednesses in high and low Places and the Rulers and Sons of the Darkness of the World the whole Militia of Satan in Hell Earth and their own Hearts O where can they find defence refuge and relief against such an over-match of barbarous Enmity except in the Almightiness of Heaven In such distresses we have nothing left to comfort us beside this Omnipotent Power of God and it is enough more than enough All-sufficient § 5. God's Fidelity and Vnchangableness in Word and Deed to which I refer ver 14 15. For the Lord will not cast off his People c. This is still a more near ground of Consolation For other Divine Perfections stand in an indifference to us we have no right to take comfort in them till a Promise bring and lay them before us and engage them for us upon certain terms which accomplished all our Mercy is rendred Necessity and Destiny Yet a Promise that may never be perform'd will administer no certain indefeisible relief being only as a broken Reed * Hence the promised Mercies are suspended upon Conditions in us that the whole right of performing them may not stand in the liberty of the Maker but become Justice and Necessity to him that
Powers hence that which a Man either is above the sence of or hath no sense of is to him as if it were not though never so real in it self Therefore the Venom and Sting of Infelicity is our Sense and the Gall and Bitterness of our Sense lies in our Thoughts the workings of our Minds A Man that lies asleep bound hand and foot upon the top of a Precipice with his Head and a great part of his Body hanging over a bottomless Gulf is in a case most wretched in it self the least hitch tumbles him down into remediless Ruine yet in the condition he is in viz. Sleeping he is aware of no danger to him all 's well and secure he has no apprehensions except of Ease Safety and Rest But awake him that he look about see feel and think of his Peril and Helplessness then will he be all Agony and Horror ready to swoon and die through the direful Apprehensions of his as to himself irremediable Death This is our Case we are naturally asleep in Security and Iniquity upon the brinks of Hell bound hand and foot in the Chains of our Sins and an Adversary Satan at hand to push us headlong into the Abyss of Misery Beside the Omnipotent Vengeance of Heaven awaits us ready to arraign condemn and execute us to which we even dare it every moment But being asleep nay dead Eph. 2.1 we feel nothing reckless and careless in a Bedlam Dream we conceit that we swim upon a smooth and Halcyon Sea of sensual Joys as if 't were a Voyage to Paradise 'till God awake us by the Calls and Convictions of his Word and Spirit but then Oh the inexpressible Troubles Terrors and Astonishment that arrest us because our amazing Jeopardy whereof we had no apprehensions before is now entertain'd into our Thoughts and works so much the more violently there by how much we find our selves the more helpless and therefore hopeless Thus whatever perplexes us does it by way of Thoughts as it invests our Mind and Consideration it tortures us 'Till it thus get within us and engage our considering Faculties it does not ordinarily commit a Rape upon our Irascible or Interrupt the Sweet and Peace of a secure and quiet Composure and Rest But when this Tempest this Hurricane of Thoughts beats upon us we cannot tell which way to turn how to bear up against it It confounds our Reason discomposes our Affections terrifies our Consciences tears down all our Confidences reduces us to an absolute Nonplus Our Thoughts trouble us as Dan. 4.19 even to astonishment and so much the more by how many the more they are Multitudes of Thoughts beget multitudes of Cares and Fears and Griefs and Cumbers and Disquiets and Despondencies and of these so many the more by how much the more intimate and deep within and by how much the more they are our own not of a divine Injection but a corrupt Mind's Fabrication In the multitude of my thoughts within in me in intimo meo intestin in my Heart Septuagint Vulgar Lat. expressing the general sense of the Original Word by the noblest part within to which the Scripture sometimes attributes Thoughts as Gen 6.5 c. Both in conjunction amount to my inmost Heart or Soul If they be Thoughts not meerly the workings of my sensitive Powers inward or outward my Follies or Fancies but the mature and genuine off-spring of my Mind If they be not a few stragglers whereof I can say apparent rarae nantes in gurgite vaslo that they swim only here and there thinly in the vast Ocean of my Understanding but cover the face of my Soul in Multitudes If they be only my Thoughts such as spring in my own Garden having no Author but my self no Original but in and from my self whatever their object be whether that which I feel in my own Brest or that which is an effect of the same cause in others which has such a dismal aspect upon me even Sin And if they be penetrating Thoughts that sink and soak into the bottom and become most intimate within me not lying shallow upon the furface of my Soul In such multitudes of my thoughts within me I cannot find the least glimmering of Comfort at home nothing but Terror and Despair constrain'd am I therefore to look abroad and no where can I enjoy any thing reviving Refer to the 1. Direction but in thee O Lord the Comforts which refresh me must be thine or none And since nothing can pass into my Soul but at the door of Thoughts even these thy Comforts cannot affect me but as Troubles do they must enter into my Thoughts too be apprehended by my Mind ere they can relieve my Heart The same Engine that introduced my Misery must usher in my Mercy I must be cured through the same Weapon that wounded me Thoughts the first born of my Soul must bear my Comforts that heal me the healing is not from any vertue in the Weapon but thy Comforts the Salve upon it My Soul by its Thoughts viewing thy Comforts and transmitting them to my Affections is in a transport of delight and joy The Word rendered Thoughts is but twice found in Scripture Interpreters judge from the affinity of it with other Words of the same sound and almost the same Letters that it carries an allusion to the Boughs of a Tree Such Thoughts then are here to be understood which in like manner proceeding from the Mind of Man spread every way and divide into smaller Branches and the smallest Twigs so entangling themselves together as upon every motion to wound each other and the Tree they spring from Therefore the Seventy render the Word by 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 which signifies the Pangs of of a Woman in Travail In the fulness of the pangs of my Heart c. Others render it Perplexities entangled Thoughts c. Neither does the English fully express the sence of the other Word translated Delight which primarily signifies to look upon The Mood 't is here used in imports a looking upon with Pleasure Content Love Complacency even as Lovers look upon one another 't is Dr. Hammonds's Paraphrase with a sweet and amiable Regard with loving and lovely glances of Favour and good will The Original does not intimate so much the Act as the Power and Possibility of delighting not that the Psalmist did actually lay hold upon embrace and apply to himself but only that those Comforts of God did rather manifest a forwardness and favorable readiness to lay hold upon him they were not already apprehended by him but offered themselves to him lay plain and fair before him inviting him by their benign and amiable looks by their goodness and sweetness and suitableness to close with and espouse them Even then when we are so overwhelmed with Perplexities and Troubles that we do not or will not or cannot or dare not appropriate divine Comforts to our selves they notwithstanding are prepared for
Man shall see the Lord. Matth. 5.8 Blessed are the pure in Heart for they shall see God So Isa 33.15 17. Sin therefore is the greatest Evil because it deprives mediately of the greatest Good natural or supernatural God and as it deprives immediately of the greatest good Moral Holiness As 't is contrary to the purity of the Creature it is but a finite evil but infinite as contrary to the Purity of the Creator As a violation of the Law and Principles of Nature and Reason in us 't is only of a limitted Malignity but of a boundless and unlimited Pestilency as a violation of the Law and Principles of Holiness in God 'T is a transgression of the Law of God therefore a contempt and scorn put upon his infinite Authority and Justice and Holiness and Power and Goodness and Glory and Happiness One would imagin it was but a light matter to eat the Fruit of a Tree in Paradise but 't was no light matter to do it against a great God against the express prohibition and in a slighting neglect of or vilifying disregard or despite to the severe Sanctions of an infinitely Wise Holy and Just Creator Therefore Infinitennss it self being concerned in Sin renders it exceeding sinful whence nothing in it more afflicts a good Soul than its contrariety and offensiveness to that glorious Majesty And indeed Sin as Sin is against none but God The Facts that are sinful as being against God may be hurtful or injurious as against Men but the formal nature of Sin lies not in that neither is the violation of Humane Laws therefore a Sin because against the Sanctions of Man but only because and as far as Violations of the Law of God immediately in the matter or remotely in the Transgression of the Fifth Command requiring subjection to Authority Therefore says David Psal 51.4 Against thee thee only have I sinned What Because being King he was by no Man Challengable to none accountable for any wrong but God alone Admit this true in Thesi yet in Hypothesi 't is absurd and ridiculous as part of an Address to God and an exercise of Repentance If it be not understood comparatively or with respect to the formality of Sin spoken absolutely 't is absolutely false In Sin there is a Fault and a Guilt so in David's Murther and Adultery Consider the former taking away Life is sometimes Justice When is it a Fault only when against Law What Law God's or Man's Not as against Man's further than as first against God's For Man's Law cannot make that Murther which is Justice by the Law of God nor the contrary That is Man cannot reverse what God hath established 'T is therefore the Divine Law in Nature or Scripture and that alone which determines concerning the Faultiness or Faultlessness of matters Originally and Architectonically Man 's Law only Secondarily and Subordinately The formal reason then of the faultiness is the contrariety to the Law of God And nothing is Sin meerly in respect of the matter but the Formality So the taking away Vriah's Life was not a fault merely as taking away Life for had he been a Criminal that would have been Justice But a Sin it was only under the notion as 't was taken away under such Circumstances as the Law of God dissallow'd The matter of the Sin therefore was against Vriah but the Form and Essence of the Sin did consist in nothing but only in its being against God a Transgression of the Law of God 1 Joh. 3.4 So then 't is not the Offence against Man simply and abstractly considered but the Offence against God that properly and formally constitutes Sin Every wrong that is in Sin to our selves to Men to our fellow Creatures that groan under their thraldom to our Lusts and fare worse for their sake should affect us but most of all the wrong we do to God as being the greatest injury against the greatest Majesty For even upon Earth Crimes advance in their heinousness according to the degree and dignity of Persons To call a mean Man Knave is a light matter scarce actionable to call a Nobleman Scandalum Magnatum deeply finable to call the King so Treason punishable with Death Oh then what is Blasphemy or any Sin against the King of Kings the infinitely glorious King of Heaven and Earth Common sense will assure us that the more mischief and hurt a Sin does or may do the greater it is and merits greater Punishments Now the more publick and useful any Persons are so much the more mischievous are any actings against them because Government is essential to the good of the whole Community and therefore those who make attempts against Men in Publick Place and Authority strike at and attempt the destruction of all subject to their Jurisdiction To kill a Judge upon the Bench is High Treason both as a vertual acting against the King and also as a murthering the Justice of the Nation a violence against the Right and Property and Life of all that are or may be in a capacity to receive Justice from him So to kill the King is vertually a killing the whole Kingdom with its Honour Authority Justice Right Property Government all that the King is entrusted with the Privileges Laws Liberties and Immunities of all Men. Sin therefore is an Evil transcendently great above all Expression above all Imagination as a horrid mischievous attempt against the Life the All of God himself 1. Vertually and Practically as far as in the Sinner lies it annihilates 1. The Being and Presence of God For to do that abominable Evil in his very Eye-sight which the presence even of a little Child would restrain from this makes nothing of him lays him lower than the sillyest most despicable of his Creatures makes him less and more contemptible than a very Baby and ranks him with Irrational and Non-intelligent Beings which is to un-God him 2. It Annihilates the Authority and Legislative Power of God For to transgress notwithstanding the impress hereof upon the Law is in effect to averr that there is no such thing that 't is but a Fable a Fancy nay 't is to despise and spurn it out of the World which is to kick out the Being of God For that which has no Authority cannot be God 2. 'T is a direct affront to the Holiness of God as perfectly and irreconcileably repugnant to it and Contraries as far as they can destroy each other By thy Impurities thou thrustest God out of thy Soul he departs when this Evil Spirit enters with allowance he bears an eternal Antipathy against it cannot live together it There can be no Communion betwixt God and Bolial If Idols be set up God is tumbled down If Sin must live within thee thou dost thy utmost to make God die stabbing him to the Heart in that which is the Heart of all his Perfections his Holiness He cannot live if that die 3. 'T is a Challenge to his Justice and
would Duel it to Death For whilst I am not affraid of and restrain'd from Sin by the Sanctions of the Law I send a Defiance to the Justice of God and set my self above it trample it under my Feet with drawn Sword drive it before me gasht with innumerable Wounds make a Dish-clout of it For did I believe that there were any such thing indeed as Omnipotent Righteousness to vindicate to the utmost all violations of the Law 't would effectually curb and quell the licentiousness of my Spirit and Actions but whilst it does nothing with me I make nothing of it By not standing in awe of it any more than if it were not in effect I do my utmost endeavour that it be not I take away its being as to my self and as far as in me lies to all the World by making a slight of it How these Attributes Holiness and Justice are the Noblest Life of God his richest Glory which whilst I I rob him of I labour to destroy him Lastly Sin is a Contradiction or Contrafaction rather to Gods Government an opposition to and counteracting his Regality Dominion and Rule over the Rational World Treason Rebellion against the Soveraign Majesty of Heaven Yea any the least Sin is no less One would think that a partly enforced transgressing a Law of God in mere indifferent matter when done with a good intention for a good end were the least of all Sins And such was Saul's sparing the best of the Amalekites Cattle for Sacrifices to God 1 Sam. 15. Saul was but newly settled in his Kingdom and some grumbled at his Government 1 Sam. 10.27 and 11 12. In this not throughly composed state of affairs God commands him to destroy utterly the Sinners the Amalekites and all they had chap. 15.3 But he for fear of the Peopel ver 24. i. e. least they should be discontented with him and upon his not hearkning to them ver 24. obeying their Voice be alienated from him and his Government as a Man of a stubborn inflexible Spirit and uncounsellable spared the best of the Cattle for Sacrifices to God ver 15. A good and laudable end had it otherwise been duly circumstantiated Yet this God calls Rebellion ver 23. and equalls it with the most horrid Crimes Witchcraft and Idolatry and punishes it with the utter rejection of Saul and his House from the Kingdom 1 Sam. 20.17 18. Now Rebellion is Treason to our power destroying the Soveraignty of God therefore his Being and Life But an attempt against the Life of God is an Evil astonishingly great and hainous For 1. 'T is in effect a hurling the whole Creation into Ruin and Confusion because it cannot possibly subsist a Moment without him But 2. And especially 't is a vertual annihilation of God himself i. e. of Infinite Perfection and to design nay to effect the destruction of all Created Nature is nothing in comparison of acting toward the destruction of the Diety For to him the whole World is as nothing all Nations but as the drop of a Bucket and the light small dust of the Balance Isa 40.15 The World being but finite to Murther and Ruin all of it intirely Angels Men Brutes Inanimates would but be a finite Evil. But God being an Infinite Nature a vertual destroying him must needs be an Evil vertually infinite and 't is but Justice to proportion Punishments to Crimes especially where the only saving Remedy of infinite value is contemned which is another act of God-slaughter or Murther The Holy Ghost therefore calls it a Crucifying afresh the Son of God and putting him to open shame Heb. 6.6 And which comprehends yet more Indignity a treading under Foot the Son of God and accounting the Blood of the Covenant wherewith he or rather it viz. the Covenant was Sanctified See Heb. 9.18 19 20 22 23. a common translated unholy thing and doing despite to the Spirit of Grace Heb. 10.29 Wilt thou not then Oh my Soul dislike disavow relinquish detest and abhor this greatest of Evils for God's sake whom it so highly affronts and offends Shall any of this abominable cursed thing cleave unto thee And wilt thou in Affection adhere to it Oh let the honourable Respect and Veneration thou bearest to that ever adorable infinite Nature which thou unconceivably wrongest by every Sin prevail with and overcome thee to a willingness to debase and loath thy self for that Evil that only Evil Ezek. 7.5 Evil beyond all superlative even to an Hyperbole Rom. 7 13. How canst thou do less than prosecute with an indignant and implacable Malice those base sensual desires which have glu'd thee to the present dreggy dirty Dunghil Contentments of a vain ensnaring turbulent vexatious defiling World and diverted to a sordid wallowing in the nasty puddle and sink of all Moral Pollutions those noble Faculties which were formed by God to ascend above all Visibles and ravish themselves with the view and fruition of his own incomprehensible Glories Oh Folly and Frenzy not to be parallel'd or equal'd by all the Bedlams upon Earth to prefer the Devil and Hell before God and Heaven Thou art destitute of all Sense Reason and Shame if it do not cut thee to the Heart bleed out at thy Eyes blush in thy Face and groan in thy Conscience Wilt thou then Oh my Soul in sincerity love thy Maker who is infinitely worthy to beloved Wilt thou from that Principle engage thy self to the utmost against every thing which he hates Shall he to whom thou owest thy Being Beauty Hopes and Happyness have that interest in thee as to over-rule all thy inward-Motions and byas them into a course perfectly contrary to that wherein they naturally run and convert all thy Powers into Irascibles or passionate yet rational Combatants against those implacable Adversaries of the Divine and Humane Nature which turn the World upside down and will ere long bury it in Ashes and Ruins Oh my Soul What is there in thy Lusts thut thou canst Love What in thy Sin that merits not a Vatinian hate Is it not all Filth Poyson Curse Hell What in a thing of so pestilent a Nature can bewitch thee to dote upon it Why must that which is worse than all the Devils in the Regions of Infernal Darkness be advanced above thy Self Vertue Peace Comfort Christ and Celestial Glory Are thy reasonable Powers so abominably seduc'd and abus'd by false and fallacious Shadows and Phantasms as to represent that in the dress of Heaven which is the very deformity foam and venom of those dark Mansions of Horrour Would any Man in his Wits ever chuse and embrace those poysonful Toads and Vipers to lie next his Heart and be warm in his very inmost Affections which to his in tolerable anguish and woe will be gnawing out his very Bowels for ever and not intermit those torturings for a moment but augment them gradually to the uttermost But alas this is only an Evil to thy self a poor mean
Pet 2.4 To love thy self into Sobriety or Prudent self Government to cloath thy self with a Robe of Righteousness and Mercy in thy dealings with Men is not enough is not the full and adequate Doctrine and Duty taught by the Grace of God which brings Salvation Titus 2.11 There must be superadded not only a denying Vngodliness so as to crucifie it but a living Godly leading a Religious Life towards God in Love Faith Fear Honour Universal Acknowledgment out of Conscience For what Conscience in dealing well with Men and ill with God that is with the Subjects fairly and not with the Soveraign What Conscience in breaking the first Article betwixt God and Man which is to give him the sole command in his House thy Heart that living Temple which is the sum of the First Commandment What Conscience to dwell in his House and pay him no Rent No external Acknowledgment and Worship in Publick in thy Family in thy Closet the sum of the Second Command What Conscience whilst tender of thy own Name to be regardless of Gods forbid in the Third Command What Conscience in stealing time from God's reserved part when he allows thee so much beside the Fourth Command violated Be never so sober just free kind to Man-ward if thou respect not God O my Soul thou hast no Conscience For where there 's no Godliness there can be no Conscience Oh make it thy first and main business to approve thy self to God Thou canst never be true to thy self or Man if thou be a Traytor to God Thou hast no greater assistance in thy dutifulness to Men than a due regardfulness of God Thou canst have no better evidence of a due regardfulness of God than thy conscientious dutifulness to Men. Thou forfeit'st the reputation of thy Religiousness towards God if thou be not Righteous towards Man and of thy Righteousness if not Religious Like Hippocrates's Twins these are born and act and sicken and die together That 's the 4th ingredient of the Psalmist's Character he upheld universal Innocency and Integrity of Conscience CHAP. VII The Subject of Comfort Publickly Spirited c. True Christianity c. 5. THis Holy Man was of a Publick Spirit living under a Catholick sence of and care for the common concerns of the Church of God Lamenting its Miseries ver 5 6. longing and praying for its redemption from them by the Power and Justice of God ver 1 2 3 4 20. and encouraging his own and its hopes thereof by a serious reflection upon the Divine Attributes ver 1 2 8 9 10 11. Providences ver 12 13. and his own particular experience ver 17 18 19 21. withal by a Prophetick Spirit foretelling it ver 14 15 23. all which are plain in the Psalm and plain demonstrations of a Heart enlarged in its desires and endeavours for Publick Good A good Soul is not well at ease when the Servants of God are ill at ease The Sufferings of the Church are made its own by a sympathizing Spirit which is afflicted in all its Afflictions and cannot enjoy Prosperity or it self in Contentation when God's Children are groaning under the Cross Mourns with Mourning Rejoyces with rejoycing Sion and uses its interest in Heaven to work upon the Bowels of the ever-blessed Son of God that he may demonstrate his tender Commiserations toward his own Members in Misery by turning the course of his Providence And that this is a proper method to Comfort we see Isai 66.10 11. Rejoyce ye with Jerusalem and be glad with her all ye that love her rejoyee for joy with her all ye that mourn for her that ye may suck and be satisfied with the Breasts of her Consolations that ye may milk out and be delighted with the abundance of her Glory God had a People a Heritage which though Afflicted and broken in pieces here ver 5. yet he would not cast off nor forsake either in respect of Affection or Communion ver 14. So neither must we For 't is by Vertue of our Union and Communion with that Body and its Head that all those comfortable Spirits and Influences are derived to us which refresh and revive us I confess 't is through our internal and spiritual Confederation and Fellowship but he that values and receives benefit by this cannot despise and vilifie the External Hence our Psalmist here as a Member vitally joined to the Body and partaking of a common Sense does not only comfort himself and it with the consideration of the inviolableness of that Union and Communion which was of a spiritual Nature ver 14. nor only reflects upon those external Ligaments and Bonds which ty'd together so numerous a People into one single Heritage or Church but also was grievously afflicted for those external breakings in pieces rents and disunion of parts though involuntary which were the fruit of the outward Violence and Rage of Persecutors So should we But then Oh what Affliction would have rent his tender Heart in the view of those voluntary tearing in pieces the Seamless Coat of Christ the Divisions and Breaches we make amongst our selves Those Fractions were only some kind of dissolution of their Civil Political Union ours of the Ecclesiastical and Wounds are most dangerous in the most noble Parts State Factions are not more to be dreaded than those of the Church because these have more immediate respect to the Soul and God Lamentable are the Miseries of a Civil War where Thousands Born Bred up Nourished by one common Mother Brethren by Stock Blood Condition Cohabitation Membership of the same Body Politick perhaps of one Name and Kindred and Family of the same Body Mystical the Church Blind and Dumb and Deaf to the Cries and Shreeks and Wounds and Groans and Deaths of their own proper Limbs in a barbarous drunken rage tear off their own Skin Flesh and Bones rive open their very Hearts to let out Spirit Life Strength Soul hurl one another down to Hell under their Sin in a deluge of Blood and worry themselves by piece-meal into eternal Damnation And are the Church Digladiations in the Christian World less deplorable when those whose respite from everlasting Burnings cost no less than the Blood of God who are denominated from that most venerable Name wash'd in the same Laver of Regeneration Members of the same Spiritual Body privileged with the same most excellent Gospel and Covenants of Promise and would every one be ready to tear out his Heart that should dare to tell them that they shall not each possess the blessedness of an unspeakably glorious Heaven where therefore as in a Center they must meet if their hopes fail not When these I say who thus concenter and agree in their Titles Royalties and Expectations are so far from combining in the common profession and practice of Unity Love Peace Goodness Vertue Godliness Brotherly kindness Charity as to grind one another into Atoms bite and devour one anothers Hearts by bloody Animosities Reproaches
and Goodness but only from Peace and Rest sinking it into Disconsolateness till he took Sanctuary in the Refreshments of Heaven The Text plainly intimates that if he had not found some effectual help in these his Thoughts would have been an overmatch for him and have born him down Therefore Afflicting they were but not Defiling This was their General Nature 2. Particularly They were of the nature of Meditations i. e. Heart-affecting Thoughts Not mere Speculations or notional Thoughts that were confin'd within the boundaries of his Mind and Understanding but Thoughts that sunk downwards and produc'd some effects on his Soul For since no Thoughts are afflicting to us but only as they work upon those Passions of our Minds which are of a turbulent tormenting Nature hence it appears that these had an influence upon his Irascible Affections as by a Synecdoche they are call'd representing to them some Evils from which they could not but retire in an hostile aversation For no Evils without us cruciate us till they thus get within us and fight us by our own Passions This is the Beelzaebub that possesses us and creates a Hell in our Minds even our masterly imperious Appetite The Thoughts that create a tumult here are as so many Fiends to torture us That rebel rage which they infuse into our Blood and Spitits disorders discomposes our whole Man and makes us Devils to our selves Thoughts then they were exciting Passions Therefore we must search and consider what Passions in particular were in a civil war within the Psalmist and also the quality of those Evils which excited them And that I may not be necessitated to repeat things over and over as the more natural Synthetical way and method of enquiry first after the Objects here particularly set down thence concluding the general Acts which only are implyed would compel me I shall chuse the Analytical rather proposing first the General Passions conversant about the numerous special Objects which shall respectively be referr'd to their general and proper Heads together with such as are of Affinity therewith though not exprest in the Psalm The Thoughts then were of three kinds answerable to three Affections which were vehemently moved by them viz. Fear Grief Dispair Any one of these alone is torturous but altogether intolerable Grief pains our Hearts as an oppressing load wasts and washes away those Spirits that should support us weakens and effeminates our Minds into an insufficency or unwillingness to regard any thing but what will contribute to its own excesses till as an impetuous Torrent or Deluge it overwhelm our Soul and Spirit and sometimes destroy the Body also and herein it is more anguishful than Fear because the Evil present and felt stings more cruelly than when only foreseen in its Causes the Sense presenting many things to torment us which before our Fears were not privy to even as Fear sometimes represents Evils more terrible than they are in reality found to be But now if to the present troublesome Experience be adjoined a dreadful expectation of worse to come or more of the same kind this will double the torture because it doubles the perturbation and further betrays the succours which Reason or Hope might administer to us But if to both these be superadded an absolute hopelessness of relief that we see and foresee and feel our selves miserable without any likelyhood of Redemption that either our Reason is darken'd by the suffusion of our Passions so as not to be able to gain a prospect of remedy or the magnitude of the Evil it self is altogether invincible this strangles Nature and makes it sink under its despondencies into a Hell upon Earth Of these Fear is the first and lightest and many times comes single For whilst an evil is at a distance there 's a possibility to prevent its actual incursion But Grief does often succeed the torment of Fear as when the evil does not surprize but gradually invade us and this is like a new Wound in an old Sore therefore does more smartingly gall us Yet both these together are nothing to Despair which is a compound of the other two besides what it brings of its own to make a Man inexplicably unsupportably miserable 1. Fearing Thoughts terrifing Imaginations are bloody Tormenters 1 Joh. 4.18 and tear the Soul in pieces When an Evil is imminent and we are conscious of an inability to avoid or resist it our Spirits succumb sink and in a pale horrour retire and run away from the approaching danger For some kind of danger is commonly the object of Fear which is excited when the Mind apprehends and the Thoughts dwell upon the greatness nearness or unavoidableness of the Peril The danger in the Psalmist's Thoughts seems to be double viz. of two the greatest evils Sin and Death 1. Of Sin for of that under Correction I interpret ver 18. When I said my foot slippeth c. The Expression is but thrice beside that I find in the Psalms and in two of them 't is evident that a moral slipping or sliding into Sin is meant and the context gives fair probability for the third also Psal 17.5 Hold up my goings in thy paths that my footsteps slip not that is that I sin not Psal 38.16 17 18. When my foot slippeth they magnifie themselves against me For I am ready to halt and my Sorrow is continually before me For I will declare my Iniquity I will be sorry for my Sin These 3 Verses are connected causally I know not how to make sence of them if the slipping and halting be other than the sinning he sorrowed for I take Sorrow in the latter clause of the 17. ver not formally for the Passion of Sorrow but materially and objectively for the thing he sorrowed for viz. his Sin and so account this an equivalent Expression with that Psal 51.3 My Sin is over before me And this is not an unusal thing in Scripture for Affections or Actions to be put for their Objects or Effects as in that very Psalm ver 3. There is no soundness in my Flesh because of thine Anger i. e. the effects of thine Anger And ver 9. Lord all my desire is before thee i. e. the objects of my desire the things I desire However the Sorrow there was for Sin ver 18. and so the Sin was before him immediately in the Sorrow I account that the Clauses of those two Verses answer one another thus I am ready to halt for I will declare my Sin I 'll not deny the Truth though it give advantage to my Adversaries and occasion their magnifying themselves against me I find my self oft liable to fall into Sin I acknowledge it let them make the best and worst they can of it and triumph as they please Only do not thou forsake me ver 21. Hear me ver 15 16. so as to uphold my goings that though I fall I may not be utterly cast down Psal 37.24 The third place is a perfect parallel
a third Man A Bird in the hand is best Faith and Hope are beggarly things in the estimate of most Men. A competency of Necessaries in Possession more contents us than a World in Reversion In that modicum we can rejoyce though we do not wallow in those affluent Delights which the sensual Beasts of the Earth batten and rot in A sufficiency of suitable Comforts fills our Appetite Convenience being the essential Property if not Essence of Goodness When every thing hits us lies pat and even and easie upon our Hearts in a pleasing agreeableness we do not envy Crowns and Scepters But if we have all and enough to spare can never see through our Enjoyments be full and abound not only in opinion and with respect to the content of our Minds but in the reality of the thing we then begin to sing a requiem to our Souls and sit down under the shadow of these Gourds with delight And have we not a sufficiency nay a redundancy an infiniteness of all Necessaries and Agreeables in God's Love and Goodness of which Eye hath not seen nor Ear heard neither hath it entred into the Heart of Man to conceive the fulness the glory the sweetness the amiableness the suitableness the comfortableness Thy Mansion House here is the Bosom of Love replenished with a confluence of all desirable Satisfactions thy Garden the Paradise of God thy Demesne the Celestial Canaan thy Revenues and Incomes the unperishing Treasures of Divine Goodness and Grace and Glory the unsearchable Riches of Christ But be a Man's-Comforts never so sweet if there be an equal mixture of sowre he writes Cabul upon the front of all his Enjoyments And ordinarily a drachm of Gall will spoil an ounce of Honey one Cross embitter a thousand Comforts If now I be secure either that the Evils will be as the morning Cloud and early Dew or that I shall be no loser not be rob'd of the least real satisfaction but gain equivalent if I have a reserve of other better sweeter Joys and Blessings which will countervail my Sufferings or if when the Tempest lies hard upon me I be certain of a safe retiring Place and Refuge where I am out of danger or if I have weathered out the Storm that the worst is past and a prospect is given me of so great an advantage so happy an issue as will compensate the trouble if all along I find by experience that 't is for the best and if I had been to carve for my self and spin the thread of my own Fortune I could not have pitch'd upon any thing so eligible as what is dispens'd to me without my choice by the Wisdom and provident Goodness of Heaven every of these things singly yields me a plentiful harvest of quiet in my Mind and contentedness with my Condition much more joyntly altogether And has not every good Soul the amplest security that it shall be blest with all this and much more in and through the benignity and Love of God Have we not ground to believe that Love will not permit any evil to interrupt our Joys except there be need That Love will cut it short in Righteousness it shall be but for a moment a little moment Love being afflicted in all our Afflictions will not long torment it self What Love promises Power can command In that very small moment of continuance I am secure that Love will not suffer my Miseries and Disquiets to commit a rape upon my best satisfactions in it self and that I shall lose no Metal but only Dross which 't is my happiness to do and even that loss if my gain of Refinement and Purity deserve that Name will be recompenced to the full in those infinitely better things laid up in store for me in the plenitude and all-sufficiency of unboundable Goodness in the Divine Nature and Persons But be the Calamity as great and malignant as is imaginable I have a Rock higher than I where I may be safe above the reach of ruin For having past the pangs of the New Birth the worst is past both in respect of Pain and Danger Sorrow and Fear Though my Vessel the Body may be broken yet shall I certainly land in safety upon the blessed shore of Eternity with all my real Riches and Comforts environing me I am I hope in a sound bottom indeed Christ carries me in his Body his Bowels that 's the Ship wherein I am wafted over the Tempestuous Ocean of Miseries in this World to the fair Havens of everlasting Loves Joys and Rest The foreknowledge whereof together with my present sense of profit in my Soul strength against Sin resolution for God evidence and experience of his Presence Support Influence Grace the affectionate workings of his Heart in Love Care Kindness flowing over all the banks in multitudes of unmerited Blessings in Temporals but especially in Celestials These sweeten all my Sorrows and ease my burthened Spirit that I cannot but acknowledge the Provisions of Infinite Wisdom incomprehensibly more eligible and beneficial than the utmost that could ever enter into my utmost raised Imaginations But if the pinch come yet a little nearer that though accommodated with an affluence of all terrestrial Contentments without yet a dangerous Disease preys upon my Vitals or the Arrows of the Almighty gall wound and smart in my Conscience that I am destitute of the Blessings of a sound Mind in a sound Body the enjoyment whereof would add an Emphasis to all external Comforts a living Lam 3.39 Neh. 2.2 a healthful Man and Mind having no reason to complain and be sad But now Love is Life and Health and all things The breath of thy Nostrils the length of thy Days and Delights but the shortner of thy Pains and Sorrows Dost thou keep thy Tongue from evil Psal 34.12 13 14 15. and thy Lips from speaking guile depart from evil and do good seek Peace and pursue it Then are the Eyes of the Lord upon thee and his Ears open to thy cry thou shalt enjoy desired Life and beloved Days that thou mayst see Good yea the Goodness of the Lord in the Land of the Living Psal 118.17 thou shalt not die but live and declare the Works of the Lord. How can that Body or Soul be sick that 's embrac'd in the healing Bosom of the great Physician Forgiveness of Sin is a Medicine for every Malady Isa 32.24 If he whom Christ loves be sick 't is not unto Death but for the Glory of God Joh. 11.3 4. Love will loose the Pains of Death Thou hast loved me from the Pit of Corruption for thou hast cast all my Sins behind thy Back Isa 38.17 God bears not a grudge against those he loves 'T is Loves property to chastize none of its Office to impute guilt and punish but to cover a multitude of Sins 1 Pet. 4.8 An infallible Cure or Remedy for Distempers of Body and Soul supports a sinking Spirit revives a disconsolate Heart
safety then suddain Destruction cometh upon them as Travail upon a Woman With-child and they shall not escape Be ready to speak a word in due season to the weary but be cautious in solacing such as the Apostle describes and reproves Rom. 3.17 18. Who have not known the way of Peace Why There is no fear of God before their eyes least the terror of that threatning arrest thee Ezek. 33. For by publishing Peace to those against whom thou should'st proclaim War from Heaven thou wilt delude them into everlasting Death in their Sins under the mask of Life and Comfort but their Blood shall be required at thy hands God's Tenders of Peace are only conditional and so must thine Look to it then O my Soul as the one thing needful in the first place that the Grace of God bringing Salvation and therefore everlasting Consolation to thee do efficaciously teach thee this Righteousness to be very industrious to lead others whose Concern God sometimes seems to prefer before his own Matth. 5.23 24. and Chap. 12.1 4 5 6 7 8. especially thy Relations in the right way to Peace informing their Judgments rousing their Consciences reproving their Sins directing their Practice counselling commanding restraining and constraining them as far as possible to be good and do good freely with an ingenuous spontaneity and readiness of mind But as thou must learn others so under the influence of that beneficial Grace thou thy self must be learnt to deny so as to crucifie all Vngodliness spiritual Evil and worldly Lusts carnal Wickedness and live soberly in a just temper and moderation of thine own Spirit Affections Passions Appetite and godlily in a religious assiduity of Endeavour to please the Lord and approve thy self to him through Christ in all things This is both the true undeceiving Mean to attain Comfort and also the certain and inseparable Fruit of it The more thou growest herein the more redundant will be thy satisfaction and if on the other hand thy Peace be as a River thy Righteousness will be as the waves of the Sea Isai 48.18 Try then thy Comfort by its Productions If it will permit thee to dishonour God and defile thy Conscience to be vain in thy Spirit and vile in thy Communication and Conversation to debauch others and damn thy self neither fearing God nor regarding Man nor valuing and taking care for thine own self 't is no better than its Progeny and will but only lead thee hood-wink'd in a pleasing dream of Paradise into the depth of Hell But contrarily if thy Peace be procreative and bring forth Twins a heavenly Spirit and a holy Life If it be as the Dew to thy Graces and cause them to flourish and yield their Fruit in due season If it enlarge thy heart God-ward and carry thee as upon Eagles Wings to thy Redeemer in a more intire affectionate cordial subjection to his Authority and Government its Origin is Heaven and in those everlasting Pleasures and Joys will it finally terminate Leading thee to sound and real Goodness it will undoubtedly issue in that far more exceeding and eternal weight of Glory The Reprehensive part of this kind of Inferences cannot be omitted happy we if there were no reason for it I only will prosecute it in one Instance Therefore just Matter of Challenge and Rebuke will arise upon this Doctrine for sitting down under the Perplexities of our own mad Thoughts without a due care to prepare for and possess our selves of the Comforts of God I confess the generality of Men are presumptuously bold in dividing these and with a daring Impudence will rashly arrest the Promises with a heady Violence rack and torture them or cut and mangle them as Sciron and Procrustes did all Passengers till they seem to be made fit for their own Beds and become unwillingly willing to lie down with them Comfort must conform to them they will not to it But these will certainly inherit Confusion when those ravish'd Comforts relinquish their too sate awakened Souls at Death or lie down in the most grievous Horrors if before that dismal hour they be ever roused into Repentance And oft it falls out that those who most audaciously usurp'd Divine Consolations in their impenitent Estate become most shy of them after their real awakenings they dare not be deluded again by an over-forwardness their assuming to themselves Peace without Right before cost them so dear that it makes them more jealous suspicious and cantious in bottoming it ere they can adventure again to apply the Promises But as Presumption leads some blindfold into a false Peace so Despair causes many to reject a true Some receive this at the hands of Justice as a merited Punishment for aggravated Sins and procrastination of Repentance to be judicially given up by the Lord to Horrors of Conscience so deep so durable as not to be able to see any thing but Terror in the whole Book of God till he remit this Punishment and lighten his hand Others are knock'd off from the Promises by the Spirit of Bondage in a smart and home-conviction of Sin and divine indignation because of it God hereby designing to make them more meet for it And indeed none are more afraid of receiving Comfort than those that being throughly startled with the discoveries of their Corruptions and God's just Anger do really stand in most need of it and are under the divine Methods of Preparation for it Such stand off and dispute their own Title either 1. through Ignorance or Inadvertency not understanding or considering themselves and the Work of God within them Or 2. through Humility and Tenderness as afraid of presuming Or 3. through a Spice of Pride and Haughtiness as resolv'd to bring their Peny to the Promise 't is Mr. Hooker's Phrase not content with such Qualifications as God limits in the Word in order to Peace they must super-errogate in their Preparations and be better than they can be still complaining of Unworthiness Unworthiness which in one sence is true as if they would not receive Comfort gratis nor accept of the Gift upon God's Terms making them need it and meet for it except they be which none possibly can be worthy of it merit and deserve it Or lastly through a kind of obstinacy and stubbornness of Spirit and the predominancy of Melancholy to which every thing that is saddening and dejecting hath too much of agreeableness and sweetness as if they were in love with their Griefs and Woes will not attend to any rational or religious Arguments that might relieve them Rachel-like refusing to be comforted although they can give no just and satisfying reason for that Recusancy It may be they are pleased with the Sensuality of Sorrow because it hits their Humour harmonizes with their Dumpishness and gives them a little ease by cherishing their Disease as Water in a Dropsie Neither can I render any other reason why others who pretend higher should imagine they can never be
excessive enough in their grief for Sin but are still ambitions to find their Head become Waters and theirs Eyes a Fountain of Tears that they may weep day and night which if they experience in any desired measure then are they well satisfied and at ease making this an Ingredient of their Comfort stiling it melting and being affected which when they feel not they are all upon the whine and cannot be reconciled to their more deep solid and less superficial Repentings and Dolors But this womanish part of Repentance in God's Whinls as one used to call them though in its due degree and place desirable and commendable yet is the least considerable and lowest thing in it as every judicious Divine and Christian very well knows being only sensitive not deliberative or spiritual in its rise and acting and real nature and the former viz. melancholick Pensiveness and delight therein is no part of Repentance at all but only an effort of natural Constitution or a gratification thereof including nothing reasonable and humane nor divine and spiritual No more is any thing in that Person who cannot satisfactorily resolve that Quaere of the Psalmist Why art thou cast down ob my Soul And why art thou disquieted within me Psal 42. ult For this is distinctive of sound trouble and unsound the former has some special and particular Matter as a reason and ground to alledge for it self the latter either can give no reason at all or hovers in the wild confusion of generals whence it springs and how it rises and for what it is lies in the dark Let not that pass then for right trouble which cannot give a just account of it self at the bar of Reason guided by the Word of God and if it cannot stand there how will it plead before the Tribunal of Christ Where we must render a reason of all things done in the Flesh whether good or evil 2 Cor. 5.10 the very Thoughts of the heart being there to be judged Rom. 2.15 16. troubled and troubling thoughts as well as others As then those are infinitely blame-worthy who maintain an ungrounded Peace in their minds although their hearts have never been sensible and sick of their native habitual enmity against God and Holiness and will not be beaten out of their presumptuous confidence in the Goodness and Covenant of God although altogether unqualified and those also who being a little chastized with the Whips and Scorpions of the Law in a tart Conviction and Terror of Conscience soon grow weary of the burthen and pain and being more sick of their Corrosives than their Corruptions begin Dog-like to lick whole their Sores and will have the Promises right or wrong as a lenitive or stupefactive rather to ease their pains or destroy their sence though the Core abide within and being well-pleas'd and satisfy'd with the palliate Cure trail on a little while 'till the more deep lancings of a thorough Conviction discover the deceit or the incurable gangrene break out at Death and Judgment to their ineffable Horror So likewise are they worthy to be greatly blamed on the other hand who are really sick but afraid of Balm and the Physician and though every Sin be made grievous and pain them at the very heart and nothing in the World would be more acceptable than a Saviour whom to subject themselves to they appear heartily resolved and willing to embrace every one of his Laws yet make danger of applying to themselves and taking encouragement from his Promises of Mercy that in Him are Yea and in Him Amen because forsooth they are not so and so humbled holy affectionate c. As if 't was not Evangelical New Covenant-Perfection i. e. Vprightness but Legal Personal Vniversal and Perpetual Obedience which God required as the Condition of the Covenant of Grace and they must not dare to accept of Christ and his Benefits except they were so good before-hand as to stand in no need of them But why I beseech you thus in love with your own Torture and desirous still to abide upon the Rack of Anxiety and Dolour Trouble is not its own end God does not wound our Consciences or crucifie our Comfort in carnal Things merely because he loves to torment us or that we may be Devils to ourselves by protracting our own Woes beyond the bounds of Decorum and Necessity He only designs by the Antiperistasis of our Sorrows more to sweeten the Joys of his Salvation which he hath prepared for us and by mingling Gall and Wormwood with our delicious Sins to embitter that which only prepares us for and assigns us over unto the direful Miseries of everlasting Damnation In brief one would not think that the reason of any could be reconcil'd to their own Woes much less their Sense Yet common Experience tells us that some will every moment be conjuring up new Fiends to torture themselves and seem to study nothing else but by fetching in all the Fuel they can possibly reach and all the Fire that divine Vengeance breaths out in the Scriptures to kindle a Hell in their own Consciences as though Misery were their proper Element and infinitely more desirable than divine Mercy which they solicitously fly from and with all imaginable Artifice and Industry fence against as if in a pernicious Malice against themselves they were sure 't would be their utter undoing to be happy Corruption Temptation and a dark cloudy Complexion with confederate strength and stratagems besiege and storm their Imaginations which having invested from thence as a strong Citadel they batter down their Reason so that nothing can be heard or regarded but what will take the stronger side to war against Comfort and God Display before them all the amiable Beauties of Infinite Goodness and Love in its wonderful descents to the Chief of Sinners with whose Transgressions their sober Considerations cannot dare to equal their own Represent to their view in a clear Heaven of Light the incomprehensible Glories and Condescensions of the ever to be admired and adored Son of Righteousness whose astonishing Free Grace induced him to be willing for the sake of lost Mankind to suffer an Eclipse under that thick Cloud of divine Vengeance which was due for the Sins not of one particular Sinner only but of the whole World and the Merit of whose Passion was sufficient to expiate the Sins of infinite Worlds yet will they scarce allow this to be a balance for their own Lay open before their Eyes the rich and glorious Treasury of the divine Promises and gracious Invitations to such as are under like Circumstances with theirs and therefore to them as fully and clearly as if their Names were engraven in the Front of every one of those Bonds upon God's Fidelity or these written upon their own Foreheads or proclaimed to them by name from Heaven Discover to them with the brightest Evidence that their Spirit Condition Frame and Preparations are really such as God hath described and
engage my self to the use of all possible means of thy appointment to suppress all Motions to Sin to strengthen and renew my Resolutions dayly to establish me against Temptations and carry me on in an assiduous Exercise of Repentance till I have no more Sin to repent of and yet will not account this any Amends for the Wrong I have done thee but in an absolute Renunciation of all that I am can be or do my repenting it self my holy Duties my striving against Sin the World the Devil and my Religious Performances as altogether insufficient and unavailable to give Compensation or secure me from Justice I come despairing of my self and all the stock I can be furnish'd with at home hopeless and helpless by the whole world and in an humble and hearty Prostration of Soul throw down my self at thy feet seeking Relief where alone it is to be found and that is in thy self Oh Lord thy Son and Spirit and therefore with my whole mind will desire delight and strength I freely heartily fully give up my self all my Powers and Possibilities unto thee alone avouching Thee only to be my God and All-sufficient Goodness and Happiness and therefore with a lowly Reverence and Submission I cast my self as thy sworn Vassal at thy gracious Foot-stool in a sincere and absolute Choice and Acceptance of Thee O blessed Trinity Father Son and Holy Ghost for my sole Portion and Rest dedicating my self from my very inmost Soul to Thee O Heavenly Father as my Soveraign Creator Owner and Governour to be wholly and unreservedly Thine entirely at thy Disposal from the very bottom of my Heart devoting the Remainder of my Spirits Strength and Life universally to thy Fear Love Honour Worship and Service in the Works of Repentance and Mortification of my Sin watchfulness against and resistance of Temptation and over my Heart and Way and diligence in exercising my self unto Godliness Righteousness and Sobriety And to this purpose as one utterly lost and undone in my self with a renewed humble Veneration I offer up my self wholly to thee O blessed Redeemer of the World the only begotten Son of the Eternal Father and with a bleeding broken Heart that hath no other relief but only in and through thee being in my self a very Hell of Wickedness and Woe condemned by thy Law condemned by mine own Conscience I lift up mine Eyes look unto and long for thee O dear Lord Jesus as my only Saviour Joy and Crown thee I earnestly press after I value above my Life my Hopes my Soul heartily approving of pleasing my self in and closing with that Method of Salvation ordained through thee as the only Mean and Help into the Favour and Love of God Therefore with the All of my Understanding and Will and Might I chuse and embrace and honour and love and delight and rejoyce in and venture my self my hopes my happiness my All upon thee for ever and ever trusting solely to thy Merit and Mediation accepting Thee in all thy Offices and Relations as Prophet Priest King Wisdom Righteousness Sanctification Redemption as my Soveraign Lord and Master the only Espoused Bridegroom of my Soul resolving through thy Grace to betake my self only to Thee to be Thine alone abrenunciating and disclaiming all that stands in competition with Thee and receiving cordially all thy Holy Counsels and Laws as the only Guide and Rule of my Thoughts Affections Words and Actions with a thorow purpose and endeavour to take the highest Care under the Aids of thy Grace both to conform in every thing thereto and boggle at no difficulties dangers or sufferings which I may expect or meet with in these thy ways but persevere therein to the end neither shall any Corruption within or Temptation from without have my heart or liking or allowance so as to withdraw my Soul from these Holy Resolves For which end I cast my self whole and entire upon thy Free Grace and Almighty Power and Holy Spirit to work in me both to will and to do all according to thy good pleasure being firmly engaged to be Thine and to take Thee to be Mine without a Moments farther Procrastination Come Holy Ghost Eternal God and breathe into my Soul infuse thy Gifts and Graces communicating thy Power to a poor impotent succourless Sinner that here lo consecrates himself to Thee and with a self-resigning Spirit resolves to venture all upon thy Conduct and Influence to be at thy Beck and Command in all things not knowing nor being able nor therefore willing to do any thing without thee Inspire my Mind direct my Heart awe my Conscience regulate my Life strengthen and uphold my goings that notwithstanding mine own insufficiency I may by Thee be enlarged in heart to run in the ways of thy Commandments And now Merciful God Father Son and Holy Ghost through that All-sufficient Merit that has procured all Blessings accept of me and own me as none of mine own but thy Portion and Inheritance who have taken Thee to be mine This this O my Soul is the One thing needful to be done in good earnest speedily with an uncontroulable Bent and Steadiness of Will and never to be repented of I am pained in my very Soul for and heartily bewail my Neglects Deferrings and Aversations And here I am blessed Lord setting to my Seal and firmly binding my self in this my Baptismal Covenant with an irreversible purpose to act all the remainder of my Life thro' thy Mercy and Assistance only according to the Tenour of it Be serious then here O my Soul or thou abjurest all solid Consolation Thou canst never enjoy good Hopes without a good Conscience If thou desirest to build high in thy Comforts be sure thou lay a good Foundation If thou never enterest into such Meditations and Resolutions as these bid everlastingly adieu to all true Contentation If thou do not really turn to God thou turnest away thy Peace The Holy Ghost will never be a Comforter where He is not a Converter Except thou be born again of Water and the Spirit thou canst not enter into the Kingdom of God the Kingdom of Peace See to it therefore that thou be raised from thy Death in Trespasses and Sins as ever thou desirest a Resurrection of thy Joys No Purity no Peace 5. Having thus begun go on Make Repentance Mortification Watchfulness Faith Love Resignation to the Will of God thy daily uninterrupted Exercise and endeavour to grow in all and be upright in all else all 's nothing Make Sincerity thy great Aim and Endeavour Hypocrisie is Heritor no where but in the Land of Darkness and dismal Woe Thy Joys will resemble their Parents If they be a Cheat so will they also Be really good and eminently so too Aut Caesar aut nullus Lean Graces do but devour fat Comforts never enjoy them The sweetest promises yield no lasting Refreshment to fickle hearts unestablished with Grace If thy Spiritual Strength be small when thy standing in