difficulty in fulfilling lusts there can never be any in the rising and sprouting of lusts It is no paines to conceive seede though it bee to bring forth a birth the longer any man lives in sinne the sweeter it is to him The eye is not satisfied with seeing nor the eare with hearing no more is a sinner with his deeds of darknesse if he should live for ever hee would sinne for ever Evill comes out of the heart as sparkles out of the fire which never cease while the fire continues Lust is like a furious rider never weary of the way hee may have enough to load him but can never have enough to weary him he may quickly have enough to sinke him but can never have enough to satisfie him Lust it selfe growes never olde nor weary when adultery in the heart hath worne out the body so as it strength withereth yet even then it will finde a vent in a wanton eye unchast speeches and thoughts full of uncleanenesse Though a man may weary himselfe in the acting sinne yet lust is never satisfied in conceiving sinne Lastly consider the propagation of this sinne which may well therefore be called an olde man because it dyes not but passeth from one generation to another A mans actuall sinnes are personal they both beginne and end in himselfe But originall sinne is naturall and therefore together with our nature it passeth over to our posterity It is an entaile that can never be cut off it hath held from Adam and so will continue to the worlds end Every parent is the channell of death to his posterity Adam diffused damnation to all mankinde Neither is it any wonder that from a cursed root should proceed branches fit for nothing but the fire What a watch then should we keepe over our evill hearts what paines should we take by prayer and unweariednesse of spirit to suppresse this enemie If there were any time wherein the flesh did sit still and sleepe wherein the water did not runne and seeke for vent wee might then lessen our care but since it is ever stirring in us wee should bee ever stirring against it using all meanes to diminish and abate the same Since the heart is unwearied in evill wee should not faint nor bee weary of well-doing Since the heart is so abundant in evill we should abound likewise in every good worke Retaine in thy freshest memory such quickening thoughts as these If I commit this sinne it will cost me unvaluably more heart-breake and spirituall smart before I can purchase assurance of pardon and peace of conscience then the sensuall pleasure is worth If I never repent it will be the ruine of my soule for ever When thou goest to buy a commodity if the price be great thou forbearest and wilt thou venture up on sinne knowing what it will cost thee If Iudas had knowne as much before he betrayed his Master as now he feeles hee would never have committed that villany Alas thy soule is incomparably more worth then the whole world and wilt thou for a little paltry pleasure of some base and rotten lust which passeth away in the act hazard the losse of so precious a jewell Doe not consider the smalnesse of thy sinnes but the greatnesse of thy God who is displeased with them Mortification is tedious but heaven is sweete men are content to goe all day after their hawkes and hounds enduring hunger and thirst for a little pleasure not worth the enjoying why then should wee refuse any labour for the obtaining so rich a reward In lust a man wearieth himselfe and hath no hope but here our labour is not in vaine in the Lord wee shall reape if we faint not A little glory in heaven nay a little comfort in earth will plentifully recompense all our travaile and paines in this kinde Looke not alwayes on Satans temptations the worlds solicitations and thine owne sinfull inclinations these as clogs will presse thee down and much dishearten thee in thy Christian course but looke unto Iesus the author and finisher of thy faith who will carry through al difficulties and overcome sinne in thee by his grace call therefore to him hee is within the voice of thy prayers and will come to strengthen thee How jealous ought Christians to bee over themselves having so dangerous an enemy nigh unto them Iob would not trust his eye without a covenant nor David his mouth without a bridle so strangely unexpectedly will nature breake out Vēture not on any tēptation presumptuously be not cōfident of any grace received so as to slacken your zeale Ioseph flung out and would not trust himselfe in the company of his Mistresse company might easily have kindled concupiscence and a little of Sathans blowing might have caried the fire from one stick to another David would have no wicked thing to abide in his sight hee knew how full of ill humours his heart was how apt to catch every infection that came neere it and therefore tooke speciall care to decline the very objects and examples of sin When men thinke there is least danger then the danger is greatest sinne and Sathan are ever watching their opportunities which is when wee watch not Security will rust us undoe us and eate out all that good is in our soules if any thing will awaken the dead and drowsie heart of man it is some vexing sin or other Me thinkes the consideration of this thorne in our flesh which we daily carry about us should much humble and abase our spirits Alas how long have we lived in an empty fruitlesse manner barren of grace and goodnesse spending our precious dayes in folly and vanity dedicating the flower of our age to sinne and Sathan How oft have we despised mercy and cast the precepts of the Almighty behinde our backes What little growth in holinesse have wee What little improvement in the wayes of God How much wearinesse and revolting of heart How evill and unprofitable in regard of the meanes we have enjoyed and what we might have beene How many notorious visible sinnes hast thou committed to the scandall of the Gospel and the wounding of thine owne soule How should the consciousnesse of this humble thee in secret before God Brethren think of this the more vile any man is in his owne eyes the more precious he is in Gods And the best way to bring a man to a base esteeme of himselfe is to reflect his thoughts seriously upon his owne estate to view himselfe in his naturall condition There is no good so truly good but his heart abhors it No evill so extreamely wicked but there is an inclinablenesse in him to embrace it no servant so ready to doe his masters will as hee is to doe the workes of the devill no rebell so desperately adverse to his lawfull soveraigne as hee is to God Oh that men were truely sensible of their carnall condition The want of this is the cause of
earth worthy to be affected but thy Saviour What is to be dreaded but his displeasure Is there any recompence to the joyes of heaven any danger to the torments of hell any pleasure to the sense of Gods favour Resolve then with thy selfe and say I have fully purposed to observe thy commandemēts for they are the joy of my heart but Lord I leane not upon mine owne strength but upon thy grace who givest both to will and to doe thou hast commanded me to keep thy testimonies give mee I pray thee to doe what thou requirest Teach me the way of thy statutes and I will keepe it to the end Some understand by the mortifying of sinne not onely the first wound which it receives at a sinners first conversion but also the whole practice of repentance renewed thorow the whole course of a mans life for a man after his conversion is continually to lie in armes against his owne flesh and to stir up the spirit with the forces thereof which otherwise will bee overwhelmed with the adversary not able to maintaine the fight For Christians whilest they are here are not wholly flesh nor wholly spirit but a part of each God hath placed in our bodies two inmates of contrary dispositions two strangers of divers natures and qualities not in the highest degree for then they would utterly expell one another but in a remisse māner which causeth this bickering and skirmishing in our inward man Now whereas every one whose understanding is renewed seeth the drift of his flesh however thorow the deceit thereof he doth not alwaies feele it give mee leave to prescribe some few directions wherby he may come to have his corruptions subdued and temptations vanquished that they triumph not over his spirit to the disquiet of his conscience That which I shall principally commend to every Christian is that hee buckle about him the compleat armour of God wee must not fly away from Sathan a run-away never makes a good conclusion of his temptations Some sins indeed are best conquered by flying but from sathan it is neither possible nor lawfull to fly However stand it out what if we quake better tremble every veine than sinne better die in the place than fly from the place Resist the devill and he will fly from you we are sure to conquer if wee keepe our ground Sathan will play his part to hold his hold and will never out unlesse hee be forced When a man comes to abhor his lusts then hee gives sinne its deaths wound It is the nature of sin not to be driven away without force and violence A few angry lookes and sharp words will not doe it you may rate away your dog but sinne is not so easie removed as appeares in many who will speake bitterly against their lusts calling themselves beast and wretch but presently they returne to their former courses Whē thou hast therefore to do with sinne have no compassion fight against it with all thy might never leave till thou hast got the heart bloud of it out so much as thou sparest sin so much thou hurtest thy selfe Saul spared Agag but it was his ruine and if thou sparest sinne it will cost thee the Kingdome of heaven kill therefore thy sinnes or they will kill thee It is a case of life and death bee carefull old wounds must have strong medicines What adoe have wee to bring under our unruly lusts hee that favours these let him want favour we weede our gardens and are ever weeding sins are ill weeds and grow apace our hearts are a step-mother to goodnesse and a natural mother to vice therefore bee alwaies dealing with it The Captaine that batters the enemies fort a day or two and then gives over gives the more courage to his enemy and loses his labour In this life thou shalt never want something to be mortified Hast thou begun to repent never give over so long as thou hast a heart to sigh for thy sinnes Sathan that strong man will not yeeld possession suddenly looke how much power wee get to resist sinne so much power Sathan loseth there is never a prayer wee make nor act of resisting that wee doe use but gives the devill a knock and sin a mortifying blow by fighting against our lusts what ever wee see and feele at first wee doe and shall conquer corruption at last Repell evill motions at their first onset if wee resist at the beginning the worke is halfe done wee shall find Sathan a coward but if wee resist not wee shall find him a lyon wee must trust neither our selves nor sathan with any temptation Begin as soon as the temptation begins to peepe and where sathan begins doe thou begin despise not the least sin a small wound may kil a man in time little gashes make way for greater If the enemy assault one way and the garrison defend another way the towne is lost Sathan will try his skill and doe his uttermost to prevaile against us why should wee not then improve our graces to make head against him we may preserve our selves from being conquered by him though we cannot utterly subdue him There is no possibility of remaining safe without resistance they are much deceived who think though they have no spirituall armour upon them they may rest secure Alas what can a naked man doe hee can no more free himselfe from the power of the devill than a poore silly lambe from a roaring lyon If we bee foyled the fault is our owne for God gives us means to stand fast Who would not be kept from spiritual wounds hurts from eternall bondage to sin and sathan 2. Beware of pride swelling in the body is dangerous so is it in the soule when a man pleases himselfe with his owne weldoing his heart is soone puffed up Hee that thinkes to stand by his owne strength shall suddenly fall the weakest shall be able to overcome their greatest enemies being under-propped of the Lord. In every strong encounter we must look for supply from above It is dangerous to looke for that frō our selves which wee must have from Christ. All our strength lies in him as Sampsons did in his haire therefore dependant spirits are alwaies the best Nothing is stronger than humility that goeth out of it selfe or weaker than pride that resteth upon its owne bottome Sathan knowes that nothing can prevaile against Christ or those that relye upon him therefore hee labours to keepe men in selfe dependancy If you would in truth mortifie sinne represent it to your thoughts as the most hurtfull hatefull and most loathsome thing in the world and represent to your minde the obeying of Gods will as the most sweete profitable and excellentest thing whatsoever and then you cannot but shunne the one and embrace the other for Sinne is the onely object of Gods infinite hatred he hates nothing at all properly but iniquity Now what a bedlam is hee who willingly commits any sinne
vice the gainer An unsound conscience is large and can swallow downe any thing the sincere conscience is strait and the least bone though but such as are in little fishes will sticke in her throat Neglect of smaller matters may justly bring our obedience in greater matters in suspition the same God that requires our fidelity in the one requires it also in the other A gracious heart is like the eye troubled with the least more certainly hee that is unjust in a little will bee also unjust in much Is the uprightnesse of others of Gods servants more highly esteemed by thee than thine owne Doest thou see greater excellencies in them than in thy selfe Feelest thou no bottome in other mens praises when thy heart tells all is not well within An humble Christian hides himselfe in the closet and as in prayer so in all good duties shuts the doore he is much affected with a sense of his owne infirmities resting it selfe wholly upon the power of God to be perfected in her weaknesse and is many times more humbled for the mixtures and defilements of good workes than for some workes simply evill in themselves he desires to be good rather then to be thought so Are the sinnes of others and the sorrowes of the Church as sensible and bitter to thy soule as thine owne Canst thou forget thy selfe and thy particular businesse to lay these to heart Doest thou rejoyce alwayes to be crossing and thwarting thy selfe in those succours and supports of sinne which thy corruption suggests Is that experience which thou hast of sinne and of grace no dead but a stirring experieÌ„ce quickening thee to duty and mortifying corruption in thee so as not onely knowledge but conscience also swayes thee to Christian duties and art thou as carefull to persevere in grace as once to imbrace it these are good signes Cheere up therefore thy drooping spirit the Lord by the power of his grace hath tooke possession of thee Nothing but grace alone is able to keep the love of sinne out of the heart though peradventure some other thing may keepe it out of thy hand Civility and hypocrisie may a little snib sinne or bid it for a while stand aside and give way to better things but it is onely grace that strikes this Goliah dead It is onely the spirit which subdues the flesh But wee must know there is a great deale of difference betweene forsaking of sinne through the strength and power of grace and for other carnall ends and by-respects for an hypocrite may sometimes forsake sinne not out of any love to God or hatred of ill but because sinne leaves him happily hee feares it will bee some losse or discredit to him or else fit meanes and opportunity of committing it serve not his turne and therefore hee forbeares It is nothing for a man to bee chast where there is no provocation to uncleanenesse Here was the tryall of Iosephs integrity that though the occasion were offered by his owne Mistresse to doe the deed in such secresie and security that no eye perceived it yet the feare of God overruled him Many seem to bee meeke and moderate men while they are well dealt with but let some injury bee offered and the contrary will appeare That wee are indeed which wee are in temptation Examine thy heart then in this particular what is the ground of that divorce which seems to bee betwixt thee and thy olde lusts If it flowes from any thing in the world but the love of God and goodnesse thou art in a wretched conditioÌ„ be thy thoughts of thy selfe never so pleasing Art thou one whose heart likes well of sinne though thou canst not or darest not commit it Art thou one who when thou art convinced and rebuked of thy failings thy heart riseth against the reproofe though for thy credit and profit sake thou seemest to welcome and thankfully entertaine the same I tell thee thou art in a dangerous condition thou hast but weake and slender evidence of the spirits prevailing in thy heart But why saith the Apostle here yee shall dye and not yee shall be damned in as much as that is chiefly meant Because the Spirit of God would drive men from sinne by that which is most fearefull to their present apprehension the remembrance of death doth more forcibly move the minde than the remeÌ„brance of Hell though hell bee a thousand times more grievous then death for our affection is moved according to our knowledge of the thing that which most wayes is knowne affecteth most wee know hell onely by faith but we know death to bee fearefull by reason and sense because we feel it growing upon us eveâ—y day The opposition made here by the Apostle warnes us that a necessity lyes upon us to mortifie our sinfull lusts It stands upon our lives unlesse we slay sinne sinne will not faile to slay us It is like a Serpent in our bosome which cannot live but by sucking out that blood whereby wee live What pittiful folly is this we hate them which pursue our bodily life we eschew them by all meanes that would spoile us of our worldly goods onely wee cannot hate Sathan to the death who seekes by sinne to spoyle us of eternall life That same commandement which was given to Adam and Eve If ye eate of the forbidden tree ye shall dye is in effect here given to us all If you live after the flesh you shall dye let not us make an exception where God hath made none every sinne to us is that forbidden tree to Adam if wee meddle with it we shall finde no better fruit than he found Bitter death growes upon the pleasant tree of sinne for the wages of sinne is death It is therefore a point of great wisdome to discerne betweene the deceit of sinne and the fruit of sinne Hee that would rightly know the face of sinne when it stands before him to tempt him let him looke backe to the taile of that sinne which he hath already committed and the sting which it leaves behinde it The perishing pleasures of sin are paid home with everlasting perdition it is done in a moment but brings forth death and breeds a worme that will never die Men may sleep in their sinne but their damnation sleepes not Every mans state in this life is a prediction of that condition which hee shall have hereafter Hee that soweth to the flesh shall of the flesh reape corruption but hee that soweth to the spirit shall reape immortality and life No man commeth to heaven or hell but by the way that leads thereunto A wicked life is a thorow-way to the place of darknesse But a godly life is the direct path to salvation As the tree fals so it lyes and it commonly falls on that side which did most bend towards the earth before if the greatest growth of our affections and actions spring out after the spirit no doubt we shall fall on the right
the body and all the parts thereof being corrupted are become unto the wicked soule as the convenient tooles for the artificer or as a picklocke or fitted weapon in the hand of a theefe therefore Paul calleth them 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Weapons of unrighteousnesse or as a shrewish servant to an upright Master 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Servants to uncleannesse For the soule sealing up every evill action with voluntary consent may be said to bee the theefe and the body the receiver both alike culpable before God seeing each in his nature place hath stricken a stroke in the committing of sin That our whole man is naturally corrupt appeares by the verdict of God himselfe who saith that he is but flesh a very heape and lumpe and bundle of iniquity The imagination of mans heart is evill from his youth and so accordingly his whole disposition and estate even from his subsisting to thâ—s present I know that in me that is in my flesh or nature dwelleth no good saith the Apostle There is not so much as a thought of time betwixt a mans naturall being and his sinfull being So soone as ever wee are borne wee are borne sinners being guilty of Adams transgression before God which is therefore called Originall sinne in regard of the auncientnesse of it continuing eversince Adams fall accompanying the nature of man from his very first being and having the source and fountaine of all sinfull practises in it Our first parents being once corrupt how could any cleane thing bee brought out of their filthinesse Of flesh nothing could bee borne but flesh Adam begat children in his own likenesse If the roote had beene holy so had the branches beene but the tree being once corrupt the fruit could not chuse but be according How should this startle and affright the secure worldlings of our time sawest thou ever a leprous person whose body is bespred with sores and scabs Such and a thousand times worse art thou in the sight of God Knewest thou at any time a man in debt for some hundreds of pounds more than he is worth for whom the Bayliffes and Serjeants lye in waite at every corner see the shadow of thy own estate in him A world of actions hath the Lord against thee and his justice is ready to attache thee and seise upon thee every houre Could we seriously thinke on this it would make us unsatisfied in abasing our selves and cause us never to rest till we have made our peace with God Thou beholdest abroad a vaine person fairely set out to the eye tricked and trimmed in the best fashion and it may be thou knowest of some secret foule disease he hath or of some great debt he is in Dost thou not in thy thoughts now scorne such a one of folly Dost thou not say to thy selfe no marvell sure he should be so proud that hath such a deale of filthinesse underneath his gaynesse that lies in every bodies debt and owes more than hee is able to discharge Turne this home to thine own soule and wonder as much at thy selfe that can bee so carelesse so fearelesse so presumptuous when thy soule hath such neede of washing and there are against thee such Bills of iniquity and for ought thou knowest not yet blotted out before the Lord. Canst thou thinke well of thy selfe that hast by nature such a filthy soule Oh bewail that spirituall thraldome wherein thou art plunged commune w th thine own heart and say Into what misery boÌ„dage have I brought my selfe Thou Lord madest me holy pure and upright but by sin I sold my selfe unto the service of Sathan from which to this day I cannot get deliverance My mind is blind vaine foolish my will perverse and rebellious all my affections out of order there is nothing whole or sound within me Night and day I am pestered with sinfull motions The desires of my deceitfull heart bee so strong and prevailing that I am carried headlong to that which is evil The cursed earth is not so apt to bee overgrowne with weedes bryers and thornes as this soule of mine with lusts passions distempers worldly cares and sinfull thoughts the law of the flesh rebelleth against the law of my minde and diffuseth its venome into every action I performe and carrieth me violently to the committing of sin against knowledge and conscience The Gally-slaves condition is very hard and miserable but mine is farre worse No drudgery so base as the service of sinne No Tyrant so cruell aâ— sinne which allows no respite or time of refreshing O miserable man that I am who shall deliuer me from this body of death I have deepely defiled my selfe by transgression but have no power to cleanse my heart O Lord. I have defaced thine image but cannot repuire it I have yeelded the powers of my soule to the obedience of sinne and now I would cast off that subjection and breake those snares I am altogether unsufficient for it When I would do well evill is present and I know no meanes to perfect my desire I want no strength to perfect that which is evill and I am ready and apt upon all occasions to goe astray but I am not able to doe any good such is my feeblenesse I am invironed and beset with sinne on every side Oh when shall I bee set at liberty that I may runne the wayes of Gods commandements Hitherto of the phrase of speech used by the Holy Ghost namely the flesh for the whole man body and Soule the particular corruption of either which that wee may shun as farre as wee may wee must learne to know theÌ„ in their speciall heads that so with some certainty we may kenne our owne stepps and discerne our owne hearts whether we walke according to the flesh yea or not Concerning the corruption of the soule and first as touching the fleshly understanding As the fierce dragon bringeth not forth the innocent dove or the roaring Lyon the harmelesse sheepe no more did Adam in the state of his impurity beget children sutable with his condition in the state of innocency but having defiled the holinesse of his nature by eating the forbidden fruit as a little levin levineth the whole lumpe so he imparted the same nature to his son as most evidently appeared in Cain and from him to all the rest of his posterity even unto our selves being all of us begotten in sin and conceived in iniquity So that whereas before the minde was endued with a perfect actuall knowledge of God so far as the humane nature may be supposed capable yea and which is more was enriched with power and ability of knowing more than as yet he had actually attained Now as the cleere sunshine overwhelmed with a cloud so is the minde of man overcast with palpable darknesse being destitute not onely of all reall knowledg excepting that naturall knowledge he hath of God taught him by the creatures which is rather a
all that security and deadnesse of spirit which seares up the heart of many thousands of people This makes so little care of being saved Hence it is that the Gospell preached is so smally reckoned of the name of Christ is no more precious the word of grace no more honoured the promise of salvation no more laid hold on and hearkened after the threatnings of hell no more stood in feare of then they bee it is indeed one and not the smallest part of our native wretchednesse that our eyes are so holden with selfe-love that wee cannot perceive our misery nay wee are pleased with it and think it a peece of our happinesse to continue in it Wee have not onely no disposition to goe from it but which is worse a strong desire to remaine still therein Where is the man that truely discernes he is lost and undone that sensibly groanes under the weight and burthen of sinne that cryes out with the Leaper I am uncleane I am uncleane I have not in me by nature so much as a graine of goodnesse I am a very lumpe of corruption I am an enemy to God and to my owne soule I cannot so much as frame a thought tending to the furtherance of my best good Every thing I meddle with is defiled by me the very earth is weary to beare me and according to the kinde thereof both it and all the creatures complaine to God against me I am a burthen to the times and places wherein I live every man I converse with is the worse for mee c. Lastly to prevent surprisalls by this cruell enemy study his policies before hand for howsoever the strength of the flesh be very great yet the policy thereof doth farre exceed it for being not a professed enemy but a secret traitor it is more exercised in cunning undermining of our safety with subtle slights and politique stratagems then in assaulting us after an open and hostile manner Sathan cannot deceive us unlesse our owne flesh assisting him doe first deceive us The danger whereof is so much the greater because it is so deep and disguised that it can hardly be discovered and found out it displayes not its colours in open field but lyes hid in secret ambushments mingling it selfe with our owne forces and making a shew of simplicity and sincerity when there is nothing but craft and deceit in it perswading us that we are nothing so evill and corrupt as indeed wee are and that those good things which wee seeme to have are of farre more excellency then in truth they bee that our little mite is a great treasury that we are in an happy and blessed condition whereas wee were never neerer unto death and destruction that surely God loves us because we prosper in the world and live civilly and quietly amongst our neighbours wronging no man that so much zeale and strictnesse is more then neede that the best have their failings that great sinnes are very small ones and little sinnes are none at all c. Infinite are the windings and labyrinths of the heart of man the counsells and projects of this flesh of ours to establish the kingdome of sinne in it selfe What man is there who will not outwardly seeme to spit at Sathan and defie his workes of darknesse and yet what man is there in whose bosome secretly Satā doth not plot devise wicked enterprises The more time a man spends to make himself acquainted with himselfe and begs of God to reveale the hidden corruption of his evill nature to him the more abhorrency and condemnation will hee have of himselfe and the more adoration and wonderment at the infinite mercy of God that hee is not consumed when once a man hath his evil wayes discovered to him by Gods spirit he will be abased and confounded in his owne sight It is nothing but ignorance that keepes men in pride If to bee wise to doe evill and foolish to doe good if to plead for sinne and Sathan If to receive good parts and abilities from God and to fight against him with the same bee matters to be boasted of then there is a great crop of pride in every mans nature else wee must all conclude that hee which gloryeth in any thing meerely in himselfe hath chosen nothing to glory in but his owne shame Alas the best of our wisedome is but sensuall and devillish fleshly deceit as the Scripture speakes a man may bee very wise and yet imploy the same upon nothing but mischiefe You have heard the lineaments of originall corruption which in the wisdome of the Holy Ghost is called flesh Now as a body infected with the plague doth not presently complaine or shew the disease till afterward So this venome in children lyeth lurking and worketh not till the faculties of the soule are prettily well hatched up and then like a charmed cup it fumeth up into the braine and fills it with idle thoughts it enchanteth the conscience invenometh the affections and maketh the heart like a tipling house full fraught with ruffian-like passions Such strange and totall disorder such contention betwixt the heart and the conscience such raging in the affections such desperate unrulinesse in the will such error and staggering in the understanding that a man may well be compared to a rude family consisting of treacherous servants al false and idle of equall authority being subject to none but Lords of themselves Vnderstanding directed by the law of nature attempteth to advise the will saith shee will not yeelde but doe as shee lists Affections prevaile with Will and overcast judgement Conscience cryeth out upon them all and threatneth the Law Faire spoken pleasure entreateth it to be quiet and that all villany may bee cōmitted without check Lust by degrees entreateth the will to put out the candle and light of knowledge then when ignorance as dark as hell hath invaded and overshadowed the whole man the minions of Venus court may walke dismasked without kenning adultery fornication uncleanenesse wantonnesse idolatry witchcraft hatred debate envy murther drunkennesse gluttony c. and the whole Crew of fleshly workes may creepe out of the heart like the serpent and her brood in the night or as the Graecians out of the Trojan horse and goe hand in hand securely and without reproofe seeing Conscience being drowsie through the strong wine of voluptuousnesse is laid asleepe and therefore will not awaken unlesse the sins be too great and pricke him sore or els dead feared being deprived of understanding as the body of vitall spirits which should quicken and direct her in both her actions of testimony and judgement The whole man is full of disorder trust not therefore any of thy members alone without making a covenant with it If thou hast occasion to use thine eye take heed unto it it is full of the seeds of adultery pride envy covetousnesse there are lusts of the eye If to use thy tongue set a doore before thy lips
despaire and in the wicked to torment them before their time yet in respect of God a most friendly admonition for by this a man is suffered in a vision to see and feele the torment of hell to know the price of Christs blood to labour by all meanes possibly to make sure his election In the wicked also it hath this use I could never have thought it possible for a mortall man to have beene capable of that measure of distresse had not the Lord in his mercy for the further subduing also of my bedlame flesh suffered mee sometimes to behold and feele the flashings of hell through his grace causing me as a child to be stilled by the view of fearefull beasts If then in a dream or in a mans life time there may bee such an incredible horror that it may cause the eyes to stare the tongue to rave the haire to stand an end How much more hideous will it be when really and in deede with perfect knowledge sense broad waking we shall feele the strokes of the Almighty the terrours of God shall lay hold of us In consideration whereof in the name of God as you tender your eternall welfare enter into the examination of your selves and discerne of your estates whether they bee carnall or no cry out for the spirit you heare what the Holy Ghost saith If you walke after the flesh ye shall dye How strangely doth the sentence of Corporall death appall a man though pronounced by a wretch like himselfe and shall not the doome of death eternall given out by the Holy Ghost at all astonish you Oh let not Sathan harden your hearts resist the devill and he will flye from thee It is a Commandement and a promise What faire warnings doth God give unto men by himselfe and Ministers by the motions of his Spirit and checkes of our consciences from time to time and shall we bee so voide of grace as to make our selves a booty for Sathan to stand still while he deprives us of our lives and soules and all Me thinks reason should something prevaile with us in things so neerely concerning our best good But alas a hardened heart like Pharaohs a flint an adamant a marble spirit no admonition will serve its turn where grace is wanting no impression takes any roote Men will make triall and then beleeve A feareful experience this is thou maist first try in an earthly cause and then be warned but from hell thou canst not returne Remember Dives credit not the multitude Olde Tophet is wide and large humble thy selfe therefore betime and repent of thy grievous sinnes 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 But if ye mortifie As before the Apostle described an infallible token of death so here he proceedeth to shew in like manner a teckmerion or a certaine signe of life and that is the killing and slaying of sinne which is called Mortification For as seed which thou sowest is not quickened before it die or this corruptible body glorified before it be for a season dead and buried So neither is the manâ—ramed â—ramed in us which according to God is created in righteousnesse and true holinesse untill the olde man bee wounded and laid for dead in us which like a gyant standeth up to expell and oppose the prosters and meanes of all holinesse And this is the cause that the holy Ghost maketh mention onely of this weakning of the force of sin through the death and buriall of Christ not excluding the other part of sanctification which is vivification viz. a vertue flowing from the resurrection of Christ causing us also to rise to newnesse of life It were to small purpose to bring place upon place to prove that which through the whole booke of God is so cleerely apparant How shall we that are dead to sin live yet therein They that are Christs have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts thereof What can be plainer than this As the Physitian first purgeth before hee giveth a restorative so every one that shall be saved hereafter must first receive an allayer of his corruption here he must first be launced before he can be healed You may know the body of sinne in all his particular members by that which hath beene spoken touching the Flesh. Let every man woman here present examine himselfe from top to toe what cure is wrought by the spirit in his soul whether the kingdome of sinne and Sathan be demolished and weakned and the Kingdome of Jesus Christ advanced and built up in him whether corruption dyes and grace lives in his heart I beseech you deale faithfully with your owne soules and answer me directly to these interrogatories Are thy words which heretofore have beene full of prophanenesse and worldlinesse now directed to Gods glory and the good of those among whom thou livest Are thy thoughts which heretofore were loose and ungodly now bounded within a sacred compasse and spent wholly on heavenly things Is thy understanding informed of the mysteries of Christs Kingdome Is thy memory which heretofore hath beene stuffed with trash and toyes now capable and greedy of divine knowledge Doest thou order every passage of thy life by direction out of Gods word Art thou inwardly conscionable in the performance of holy duties Doth the tendernesse of thy coÌ„science smite thee not onely for grosse and open sinnes but even for vaine cogitations and the least appearance of any evill Art thou watchful against all occasions and temptations of sinne Doest thou feele thy selfe grow and increase in the wayes of holinesse Hast thou such a gracious taste of the glory of God and eternall life that thou desirest to meete thy Saviour in the clouds not so much to be rid out of the miseries of this life as to bee freed from the heavy burthen of sin which hangs so fast upon thee In a word doest thou so judge of things now as thou wouldest doe hereafter when thy soule is best able to judge as in the houre of death and the day of distresse Doest thou approve of things as they further thy last account as they commend thee more or lesse unto God and will bring true peace or sorow to thy soul at last and no otherwise then blessed and happy is thy condition and know this for the comfort of thy soule that thou art dearely beloved of God yea his peculiar one and precious in his eyes Sathan and all the powers of darknesse are fast chained up for ever doing thee any hurt Thou shalt never more bee afraid of evill tidings though the earth be moved and the mountaines fall into the midst of the Sea yet thy heart shall abide strong and comfortable I dare boldly pronounce that God is reconciled unto thee and that his sweete love which never changeth hath seized on thy soule What will it availe a man to say he is rich like the bragging Laodicean and yet be extreame miserable poore and naked what will it
which being once done is inseparably attended with the infinite hatred of so great a God for which the paines of hell must of necessity be suffered bee suffered either by the party himselfe or his surety Sinne is the most filthy thing in the world even fowler than the foulest fiend in hell or the devill himselfe for sinne made him a devill and sunke him into hell and whatsoever maketh a thing evill is it selfe much more evill the Sunne lightens all other bodies is it selfe much more light Hence it is that in Scripture it is compared to the filthyest myre in which a sow lyes downe and wallowes to the pollutions and impurities of the world singularly so called sinne being indeed the transcendent filth of the whole world How are the bodies and soules of men stained and defiled with this gangreene It is likewise very infectious corrupting every thing comes neere it The first sinne that ever the Sunne saw was so pregnant with soule-killing poyson that it polluted all the sonnes and daughters of Adam that ever were since At the first breaking out thereof it suddenly blasted as it were both heaven and earth staining the beauty of the one and the brightnesse of the other so as from that houre the whole creation hath groaned under the same If but one sinne be doted upon and delighted in like a lumpe of leaven it sowres all the soule Yea it is the greatest ill that can befal the creature greater than damnation it selfe A man would thinke it a lesser ill to tell a lye than to lye in hell But what saith a Father though wee thinke hell to be the forest of all evills yet I thinke it is farre bitterer and more grievous to offend Christ then to bee tormented with the torments of hell Who would for a space of pleasure here deprive himself of eternal blisse hereafter of the unknowne pleasures of an appeased conscience a Iewell of such infinite value as that all humane glory is but as dust in the ballance to it In the day of tryall the comfort of a good conscience will bee worth ten thousand worlds never was any sound joy or sanctified peace without this Who art thou that liftest up thy proud heart against the Almighty a base unworthy worm the vilest creature that ever God made next unto the devill who when thy breath is gone which may fall out many times in a moment thou turnest to dust rottennesse and filth Oh let the consideration of the immortality and dearnesse of that precious soule that lyes in thy bosome curbe thy corruptions and make thee startle at sinne Onely sinne wounds the soule filling it with the pangs of death though it never dye and with paine not onely above all patience but all resistance Consider the infinite and inestimable price that was paid for sinne I meane the heart blood of Jesus Christ blessed for ever and when ever thou art tempted to doe wickedly suppose thou seeest thy Saviour comming towards thee besmeared with goare blood and speaking thus unto thee Oh goe not forward upon any termes commit not this sinne by any meanes it was that which drew me downe from the fountaine of all blisse to put on this corruptible and miserable flesh to drinke off the dregs of the bitter cup of my Fathers wrath to wrastle with all the forces of infernall powers to lay downe my life at the gates of hell with intolerable paine what an heart hast thou if thou darest goe on against the sweet intreaty of so sweet a Saviour in every sinne thou committest thou layest as it were the blood of Christ in one scale and some worldly preferment or sensuall vanity in the other and shall these things out-weigh that Moreover labour for a tender and wakefull conscience which may bee sensible of the least offence and apprehensive of Gods wrath attending the same what hope is there of his repentance whose conscience is seared and yet how busie are many to increase their owne woe by putting sinne out of their remembrance Certainely a lively conscience that shall faithfully present us with an exact view of our estates is a great blessing if it were not so why should God threaten the Israelites to smite them with blindnesse and with a stony heart meaning that hee would inflict such a kinde of brawny and insensible dulnesse upon them that in doing evill they should bee utterly without any apprehension of their misdoing well is hee that hath a conscience stirring him upon the least sinne that will awake at the least blow and performe its office David could have no peace till he had made his peace with God hee did but cut off the lappe of Sauls garment and his heart smote him and brought him upon his knees and made him cry Lord I have sinned exceedingly take away the trespasse of thy servāt for I have done very foolishly Had his conscience beene dull and hard what security would have crept upon him what carelessenesse to become a petitioner to God for mercy Never therefore turne thine eyes frō beholding that which conscience offers to thy view Alas conscience doth nothing of it selfe but by speciall authority and commissiō from God whose deputy it is Yet it is possible to turne that which of it self is a blessing into a curse It is a blessing to live under a faithfull Ministery yet if a man bee not a doer of the word but a hearer onely he may increase his owne judgement thereby When men come to the Ordinance their consciences are many times wrought upon more strongly than they would now it is good simply for the conscience thus to run and it is a token of Gods great love unto man to furnish his minde with such a reflecting faculty upon himselfe But here lyes the mischiefe many deale with their consciences as rich men doe with an earnest beggar or as great men with an importunate petitioner whom they will make as if they did not heare and passe along by without regard when their heart smites they will not answere when it brings sinne to their sight they turne their heads aside and will not behold it If they find by experience that when they are alone their conscience use to encounter them they furnish themselves with vain and wretched company such as wil be sure to give conscience no leisure to speak If the word of God any whit awakens them and stirres up conscience to doe its office they thrust it from their remembrance by worldly thoughts and cares or sleepe it out that they may not be disquieted The poore conscience must bee conscience off till another time as Paul was when hee disputed with Faelix such variety of trickes doth the devill teach to decline and shun the workings of conscience upon sinfull persons By which meanes that which in it selfe is a great blessing becomes a wonderfull curse unto them the using of conscience in this unkinde manner is the next way to
hand and be blessed but if otherwise they grow downeward and thou live after the flesh assuredly thou shalt fall on the left hand and perish irrecoverably Wee shall not be judged according to the particular instant of our death but according to our general course of life 〈◊〉 according to our deeds in that present but according to the desires of our hearts before But seeing they who walke after the flesh are dead already why doth the Apostle say You shall die I answer both are true every ungodly person is now dead but yet a more fearefull death abides them For albeit they be dead in sinne and deprived of the favour of the Creator yet the vaine comforts of the creature doe so bewitch them that they know not how miserable and wretched they are but when the last sentence of damnation shall bee pronounced against them they shall not onely bee banished from the presence of God into everlasting perditiō where the fire of the Lords indignation shall perpetually torment them but they shall also bee stripped of all comfort and refreshment from the creature whatsoever The least degree of their punishment shall be a fearefull famine of worldly supportments Hee that knowes any thing of the narrow way to heaven of the nature of Gods justice and the cunning sleights of Satan of the difficulty of true repentance and how fearfully mans heart is hardned by custome and continuance in sinne would not delay making peace with God till his last houres for ten thousand worlds Which when I consider I cannot but deplore the iniquity of our times wherein not onely carnall men have set themselves to worke all manner of sinne with greedinesse but even they which heretofore have probably seemed to mortifie the deeds of the body doe now renue the battle and are in outward view reconciled and shake hands with the flesh Now are the dayes wherein the love of many shall waxe cold when men shall bee lovers of themselves lovers of pleasure more then lovers of God Oh how is the Spirit quenched and the flesh inflamed every where shew me the man that truly endeavours the suppressing of sinne Oh this is a hard taske it requireth much patience and vigilancie and will bring no small paine and sorrow to the flesh in the end What then be not dismayed thy future peace will more then recompense thy present trouble What availes a little outward flashy joy when the conscience is disquieted and vexed within who would redeeme a moment of pleasure with eternity of paine All is but bitter sweetes so long as sinne raignes What is the reason of these fearefull outcryes and desperate conclusions of Christians concerning their spiritual estate Whence is it that they taking Satans part in accusing and condemning themselves do utter such dolefull exclamations as these when conscience is throughly awakened Alas I have most wretchedly spent the prime and strength of mine age in vanity and pleasure in lewdnesse and lust The best of my time hath been wofully wasted in obeying Sathan and serving my selfe and therefore though I be weary of my former wayes and looke backe upon them with a trembling heart and grieved spirit yet I am affraid God will never vouchsafe to cast his eye of compassion upon my soule Though I have beene a professour long yet many times my heart is full of doubting when I call to minde the hainousnesse of my unregenerate life and see since I was enlightened and should have behaved my selfe in forwardnesse and fruitfulnesse for God answerable to my former folly and licentiousnesse in evill so many slips and imperfections every day and such weake distracted discharging of duties commanded both towards God and man that my very spirits sink within me Many times when I reach out the hand of my faith to fetch some speciall promise into my soule for refreshing and comfort comparing advisedly my owne vilenesse and nothingnesse with the riches of mercy and grace shining therein I am overwhelmed with admiration and thinke with my selfe how is it possible that this should bee Can such glorious things belong to such a wretch and worme as I am I cannot deny but there is mercy enough in God but for me such a notorious wicked liver as I am mercy for me surely it cannot be Alas I have beene no ordinary sinner my corruptions have carryed me beyond the villanies of the vilest creature you can name the enormity of my wayes have set an infamous brand upon mee in the sight of the world besides those secret pollutions and sinfull practises which no eye ever beheld save God alone Had I not beene extreamely outragious and gone on thus with a high hand I might have had some hope but now all expectation failes me I despaire of salvation c. Oh the feares and perplexities which pursue the soule when sinne is once committed conscience unpacified will rave and dragge a sinner before Gods tribunall The sting of an accusing conscience is like an Harlot more bitter then death Who so pleases God shall escape from it but the sinner shall bee taken in it Conscience being disquieted no earthly thing can asswage and mitigate it Yee shall live After that God hath called iustified and sanctified a poore sinner hee glorifieth him at last with himselfe in eternall blisse Death is but a sleepe to such as are in Christ wherein the body is separated from the soule rotting in the earth a while that it may bee the more capable of glory hereafter but the soule is immediately transported into heaven and there remaineth unto the last judgement praising God and expecting the consummation of the Kingdome of glory Before the comming of Christ the powers of heaven shall be shaken Sunne and Mooone shall suspend their light the starres shall seeme to fall from heaven the Elect shall rejoyce the reprobate shall tremble the whole universe shall bee consumed with fire and depart with a noise of the chariot wheeles the earth and elements with the workes thereof shall be consumed in a moment and brought to nothing At the same time shall the trumpet be heard soūded by an archangell Christ shall come in the clouds with great power glory with a troop of angels Then the Elect which were dead at the hearing of the trumpet shall rise with their bodies and the rest alive shall be changed in a moment and all of them shall bee made like the glorious body of Christ. After which they being gathered before the throne of God shall bee separated from the reprobate and caryed in the aire set upon the right hand of God where they shall heare this sentence Come ye blessed c. After which they shall enjoy everlasting happinesse the parts whereof is eternall life and perfect glory This eternall life is that fellowship with God whereby God of himself is life unto the Elect. They shall not need meat drinke sleepe aire heate cold breath physick apparell the light
of the sun or moone for the spirit of God shall bee instead of all these from whom immediately they shall bee quickened for ever Their glory consisteth in this that they shall continually behold the face of God 2. They shall be like unto Christ just holy incorruptible glorious honourable beautifull strong nimble 3. They shall possesse the new heavens and the new earth they shall joyfully praise and laud the name of the Lord world without end FINIS A Table of the principall heads A DIsorderly Affections discovered Page 41 Misery of being guided thereby 47 Antidotes against sinne 65 B BEginnings of sinne to be resisted 190 Better be in hell than offend Christ. 197 Body not to be pampered 220 C HOw a man may know whether his heart be carnall 87 Conscience corrupted and how 33 What a stirring conscience is 35 Carnall men indocible 38 Corrupt motions natural to a carnall heart 61 A fleshly conscience described 93 The distresse of conscience that betides the wicked 154 The estate of a creature cursed of God 131 Rejoycing to crosse a mans selfe a signe of sincerity 244 D DEath what is meant by it here 127 What the first death is 141 The second death described 133 Then the most secret sinne shall be discovered 149 Danger of being unarmed 191 218 Discovery of a true Christian or infallible marks to try himself by 236 Christians should discerne betwixt the deceit of sin and the fruit of sin 252 F FAith a speciall means to overcome temptations 212 How it doth this 213 Nothing hurts us so much 〈◊〉 our owne flesh 220 Forsakings of sin different 246 Flâ—sh what it signifieth 7 It disperseth sinne into the whole man 11 Why naturall corruption is called by the name of flâ—sh 8 It cleaves close to our nature 50 What it is to be fleshly minded 31 It derives venome upon every action 51 It tempts daily 52 It continually warres against the spirit 55 It is unwearied in sinfull follicitations 59 It raignes in naturall men 57 Not so in the godly 100 They are part flesh and part spirit 101 We must fight with Sathan if wee would overcome him 186 G GRace abides not in a carnall memory 96 How a man may know whether grace hath got the upper hand in him 230 Grace cannot stand with the Regiment of sinne 232 Nothing but grace can subdue sin To bee deprived of Gods favour an unspeakeable misery 141 246 H HEart narrowly to be watched 64 An unsound one discovered 99 The thorne in our flesh should humble us 70 Want of Humiliation very prejudiciall to the soule 73 Symptomes of a good heart 237 Hypocrites speake after the spirit and live after the flesh 107 Hypocrisie the danger of it 170 L LAw hath a double use 1 Little sins very dangerous 117 Lust growes never old 62 Losse of Gods presence what it is 138 Loathsomnesse of sin described 194 M MIsery of being under the flesh 16 Memory corrupt through sin 36 How discerned 94 No member to be trusted alone 85 Man by nature uncapable of goodnesse 27 Hee hath nothing in himselfe to glory of 80 Mortification described discovered 165 183 How we are said to mortifie sin 174 Meanes to subdue the flesh 185 Markes of a spirituall Christian. 239 Jealousie over our hearts a meanes to keepe out sinne 69 Licentious Ministers reprooved 106 O ORiginall sin a hereditary disease 48 It overspreads the whole man 88. 49 It is full of propagation 63 Its manner of tempting us 81 P FLesh powerfull to bring about its projects 57 Policies of the flesh to be studied 76 Pride disableth to resist temptations 192 Provision for the flesh must be hindered 219 Peace with the flesh dangerous 226 Carnall Professors reproved 109 Discovered 112 Our present condition a prediction of our future 253 Price of sin infinite 199 R SInners shall be exceedingly reproched at the day of judgment 146 Root of sin must be killed 171 Reason a weak thing to expell temptations 214 S SOule corrupted by sin 23 Sin must be slaine or it will slay us 250 Signes of a fleshly mind 50 Sinne the greatest ill 197 Hainous sins waste the conscieÌ„ce 116 To live in any sin a signe we are under Sathans bondage 120 Many begin in the spirit and end in the flesh 109 Impenitent sinners shall surely bee damned 122 Society with the devills every sinners portion 151 The Spirit onely can mortifie the flesh â—5 Sinne is not driven away with an â—â—gry locke 186 Signes of the Spirits prevailing in us 235 A Christians strength is in God 216 193 Severity against our owne sinnes a blessed signe of grace 240 T TEmptations of the flesh undiscernable 77 Tendernesse of conscience a speciall preservative against sin 201 It is a great blessing 202 Yet may be turned into a curs 203 Tryall of a true Christian. 166 V VOyce of conscience to bee hearkened to 206 Vniversall hatred of sin discovers a gracious heart 241 W WIll since the fall corrupted 39 A corrupt will discovered 96 Men weake in themselves 176 Every sinner underualues the bloud of Christ. 200 FINIS 1 Pet. 3. 18 1 Cor. 7. Gal. 1. 13. Esay 44. 7. Reas. Gen. 6. 3. Genes 8. John 3. 6. Rom 7. RoÌ„ 7. 21. 1 Cor. 2. 14. Rom 7. 45. Rom. 1. 19. 2 Cor. 3. 5. Luk. 24. 45 Quest. Answ. Tit. 1. 15. What a dead conscience is 1. Tim 4. What a stirring conscience is Phil. 2. 3. Luke 15. Rom. 7 Rom. 7. Iames 1. 14. Joh. 14. 30. Gal. 5. 1 Pet. 2. Mar. 9. 24. Rom. 6. Rom. 7. 23 Rom. 7. Heb. 13. 5. Hos. 14. James 4. 7. Eccles. 1. 8. Vse Job 31. 1. Psal. 39. Gen. 39. Psal. 101. Vse 3. Gal. 5. Iob 31. 1. James 3. 6. Psal 39. 1. Rom. 12. 2. Vse Ephes. 4. 23 2 Cor. 3. 1 Rom. 8. Vse 1. Vse 2. Phil. 3. 8. Mat. 5. Quest. Answ. Obiect Answ. Acts 5. Mat. 25. Eccles. 11. Job 27. Job 2. Rev. 2. 11. Rev. 21. 18 Quest. Answ. 1 Thes. 4. 16. Mat. 25. Quest. Answ. Job 1. Psal. 139. 1 Joh. 2. 18. Esay 66. Rev. 22. 8. Mat. 13. 1 Cor. 15. What vivification is Rom. 6. Gal. 5. Revel 3. Quest. Answ. 2 Chro. 20 Psal. 119. Ephes. 6. 2 Tim. 2. 1 Pet. 5. 1 Sam. 15. 2 Pet. 2. Deut. 28. 18. Psal. 51. 2. Sam. 24. 10. Acts 24. 26 Jonah 4. 4. 1 Joh. 5. 4. Rom. 4. 7. Vse Heb. 12. Bellum est non triumphans Quest. Answ. Rom. 7. Rom. 7 22 1 Pet. 4. Col. 3. Psal. 40. Mat. 16. 25 Quest. Answ. Every sin is as the forbidden fruit Eccles. 11. Obiect Answ. Vse Prov. 7.