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as_o in_o the_o sinner_n lie_v it_o annihilate_v 1._o the_o be_v and_o presence_n of_o god_n for_o to_o do_v that_o abominable_a evil_n in_o his_o very_a eyesight_n which_o the_o presence_n even_o of_o a_o little_a child_n will_v restrain_v from_o this_o make_v nothing_o of_o he_o lay_v he_o low_o than_o the_o silly_a most_o despicable_a of_o his_o creature_n make_v he_o less_o and_o more_o contemptible_a than_o a_o very_a baby_n and_o rank_n he_o with_o irrational_a and_o non-intelligent_a being_n which_o be_v to_o un-god_n he_o 2._o it_o annihilate_v the_o authority_n and_o legislative_a power_n of_o god_n for_o to_o transgress_v notwithstanding_o the_o impress_n hereof_o upon_o the_o law_n be_v in_o effect_n to_o aver_v that_o there_o be_v no_o such_o thing_n that_o it_o be_v but_o a_o fable_n a_o fancy_n nay_o it_o be_v to_o despise_v and_o spurn_v it_o out_o of_o the_o world_n which_o be_v to_o kick_v out_o the_o be_v of_o god_n for_o that_o which_o have_v no_o authority_n can_v 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will_v duel_n it_o to_o death_n for_o whilst_o i_o be_o not_o afraid_a of_o and_o restrain_v from_o sin_n by_o the_o sanction_n of_o the_o law_n i_o send_v a_o defiance_n to_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n and_o set_v myself_o above_o it_o trample_v it_o under_o my_o foot_n with_o draw_a sword_n drive_v it_o before_o i_o gash_a with_o innumerable_a wound_n make_v a_o dishclout_n of_o it_o for_o do_v i_o believe_v that_o there_o be_v any_o such_o thing_n indeed_o as_o omnipotent_a righteousness_n to_o vindicate_v to_o the_o utmost_a all_o violation_n of_o the_o law_n it_o will_v effectual_o curb_v and_o quell_v the_o licentiousness_n of_o my_o spirit_n and_o action_n but_o whilst_o it_o do_v nothing_o with_o i_o i_o make_v nothing_o of_o it_o by_o not_o stand_v in_o awe_n of_o it_o any_o more_o than_o if_o it_o be_v not_o in_o effect_n i_o do_v my_o utmost_a endeavour_n that_o it_o be_v not_o i_o take_v away_o its_o be_v as_o to_o myself_o and_o as_o far_o as_o in_o i_o lie_v to_o all_o 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government_n 1_o sam._n 10.27_o and_o 11_o 12._o in_o this_o not_o thorough_o compose_v state_n of_o affair_n god_n command_v he_o to_o destroy_v utter_o the_o sinner_n the_o amalekite_n and_o all_o they_o have_v chap._n 15.3_o but_o he_o for_o fear_n of_o the_o peopel_n ver_fw-la 24._o i._n e._n lest_o they_o shall_v be_v discontent_v with_o he_o and_o upon_o his_o not_o harken_v to_o they_o ver_fw-la 24._o obey_v their_o voice_n be_v alienate_v from_o he_o and_o his_o government_n as_o a_o man_n of_o a_o stubborn_a inflexible_a spirit_n and_o uncounsellable_n spare_v the_o best_a of_o the_o cattle_n for_o sacrifice_n to_o god_n ver_fw-la 15._o a_o good_a and_o laudable_a end_n have_v it_o otherwise_o be_v due_o circumstantiate_v yet_o this_o god_n call_v rebellion_n ver_fw-la 23._o and_o equal_n it_o with_o the_o most_o horrid_a crime_n witchcraft_n and_o idolatry_n and_o punish_v it_o with_o the_o utter_a rejection_n of_o saul_n and_o his_o house_n from_o the_o kingdom_n 1_o sam._n 20.17_o 18._o now_o rebellion_n be_v treason_n to_o our_o power_n destroy_v the_o sovereignty_n of_o god_n therefore_o his_o be_v and_o life_n but_o a_o attempt_n against_o the_o life_n of_o god_n be_v a_o evil_a astonish_o great_a and_o heinous_a for_o 1._o it_o be_v in_o effect_v a_o hurl_v the_o whole_a creation_n into_o ruin_n and_o confusion_n because_o it_o can_v possible_o subsist_v a_o moment_n without_o he_o but_o 2._o and_o especial_o it_o be_v a_o virtual_a annihilation_n of_o god_n himself_o i._n e._n of_o infinite_a perfection_n and_o to_o design_n nay_o to_o effect_n the_o destruction_n of_o all_o create_a nature_n be_v nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o act_v towards_o the_o destruction_n of_o the_o deity_n for_o to_o he_o the_o whole_a world_n be_v as_o nothing_o all_o nation_n but_o as_o the_o drop_n of_o a_o bucket_n and_o the_o light_a small_a dust_n of_o the_o balance_n isa_n 40.15_o the_o world_n be_v but_o finite_a to_o murder_n and_o ruin_n all_o of_o it_o entire_o 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verse_n be_v connect_v causal_o i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o make_v sense_n of_o they_o if_o the_o slip_n and_o halt_v be_v other_o than_o the_o sin_v he_o sorrow_v for_o i_o take_v sorrow_n in_o the_o latter_a clause_n of_o the_o 17._o ver_fw-la not_o formal_o for_o the_o passion_n of_o sorrow_n but_o material_o and_o objective_o for_o the_o thing_n he_o sorrow_v for_o viz._n his_o sin_n and_o so_o account_v this_o a_o equivalent_a expression_n with_o that_o psal_n 51.3_o my_o sin_n be_v over_o before_o i_o and_o this_o be_v not_o a_o unusual_a thing_n in_o scripture_n for_o affection_n or_o action_n to_o be_v put_v for_o their_o object_n or_o effect_n as_o in_o that_o very_a psalm_n ver_fw-la 3._o there_o be_v no_o soundness_n in_o my_o flesh_n because_o of_o thy_o anger_n i._n e._n the_o effect_n of_o thy_o anger_n and_o ver_fw-la 9_o lord_n all_o my_o desire_n be_v before_o thou_o i._n e._n the_o object_n of_o my_o desire_n the_o thing_n i_o desire_v however_o the_o sorrow_n there_o be_v for_o sin_n ver_fw-la 18._o and_o so_o the_o sin_n be_v before_o he_o immediate_o in_o the_o sorrow_n i_o account_v that_o the_o clause_n of_o those_o two_o verse_n answer_v one_o another_o thus_o i_o be_o ready_a to_o halt_v for_o i_o will_v declare_v my_o sin_n i_o will_v not_o deny_v the_o truth_n though_o it_o give_v advantage_n to_o my_o adversary_n and_o occasion_n their_o magnify_v themselves_o against_o i_o i_o find_v myself_o oft_o liable_a to_o fall_v into_o sin_n i_o acknowledge_v it_o let_v they_o make_v the_o best_a and_o worst_a they_o can_v of_o it_o and_o triumph_v as_o they_o please_v only_o do_v not_o thou_o forsake_v i_o ver_fw-la 21._o hear_v i_o ver_fw-la 15_o 16._o so_o as_o to_o uphold_v my_o go_n that_o though_o i_o fall_v i_o may_v not_o be_v utter_o cast_v down_o psal_n 37.24_o the_o three_o place_n be_v a_o perfect_a parallel_n
as_o tender_a mercy_n speak_v the_o height_n of_o his_o power_n as_o full_o as_o the_o depth_n of_o his_o love_n whence_o elihu_n in_o job_n 34.29_o when_o he_o make_v quietness_n who_o then_o can_v condemn_v so_o all_o translation_n chald._a greek_a lat._n etc._n etc._n or_o make_v trouble_n and_o when_o he_o hide_v his_o face_n who_o then_o can_v behold_v he_o whether_o it_o be_v do_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d upon_o a_o nation_n or_o upon_o a_o man_n only_o against_o be_v not_o so_o ordinary_a a_o signification_n of_o the_o word_n not_o do_v so_o well_o suit_n both_o the_o opposite_a part_n of_o the_o forego_n clause_n of_o the_o verse_n which_o it_o respect_v in_o common_a if_o god_n thus_o give_v rest_n and_o quiet_v and_o thereby_o peace_n and_o comfort_n what_o power_n can_v control_v he_o and_o destroy_v his_o work_n sure_o none_o and_o why_o the_o reason_n be_v to_o be_v deduce_v from_o his_o almightiness_n all_o the_o malignancy_n and_o enmity_n of_o earth_n and_o hell_n though_o in_o a_o confederacy_n of_o unite_a virulence_n policy_n power_n and_o violence_n endeavour_v to_o make_v a_o breach_n in_o or_o of_o that_o secure_a peace_n wherewith_o a_o good_a conscience_n as_o a_o brazen_a wall_n do_v guard_n fortify_v and_o surround_v a_o true_a servant_n of_o god_n by_o a_o commission_n derive_v from_o heaven_n will_v but_o be_v like_o the_o vain_a attempt_n of_o the_o impotent_a wave_n against_o a_o rock_n which_o instead_o of_o overturning_a it_o only_o dash_v themselves_o in_o piece_n without_o the_o interposure_n of_o omnipotence_n the_o comfort_n of_o sinful_a man_n will_v be_v impossible_a in_o that_o order_n of_o government_n which_o divine_a wisdom_n have_v pitch_v upon_o as_o most_o congruous_a for_o his_o salvation_n for_o suppose_v sin_n and_o god_n purpose_n not_o to_o permit_v all_o mankind_n to_o perish_v everlasting_o under_o that_o justice_n into_o the_o hand_n whereof_o the_o administration_n of_o his_o kingdom_n do_v necessary_o fall_v upon_o the_o apostasy_n of_o man_n and_o suppose_v god_n determination_n to_o uphold_v the_o honour_n of_o his_o justice_n and_o government_n in_o pardon_v none_o but_o upon_o consideration_n and_o in_o virtue_n of_o a_o satisfaction_n give_v to_o justice_n i_o affirm_v 1._o that_o satisfaction_n can_v not_o possible_o be_v make_v for_o the_o injury_n do_v to_o god_n by_o sin_n except_o only_o by_o omnipotency_n for_o death_n be_v threaten_v for_o sin_n the_o threaten_a in_o the_o substance_n of_o it_o must_v be_v execute_v or_o both_o justice_n and_o fidelity_n violate_v for_o since_o in_o the_o nature_n of_o the_o thing_n some_o punishment_n can_v but_o be_v due_a for_o so_o high_a a_o affront_n to_o the_o divine_a authority_n and_o regiment_n and_o since_o the_o commination_n have_v determine_v and_o express_v the_o kind_n of_o punishment_n in_o substance_n to_o be_v death_n with_o a_o emphasis_n how_o can_v the_o deity_n be_v just_a in_o his_o word_n or_o his_o deed_n have_v all_o be_v whole_o wave_v therefore_o the_o satisfaction_n give_v must_v be_v by_o suffer_v the_o penalty_n to_o the_o full_a in_o its_o substance_n the_o threaten_v do_v not_o express_v any_o thing_n concern_v the_o greatness_n extensive_a or_o intensive_a of_o the_o punishment_n only_o that_o it_o be_v proportionable_a to_o the_o crime_n justice_n require_v the_o crime_n be_v virtual_o infinite_a the_o condition_n of_o the_o creature_n will_v not_o admit_v of_o a_o punishment_n intensive_o infinite_a therefore_o the_o death_n threaten_v can_v only_o be_v extensive_o infinite_a that_o be_v eternal_a but_o a_o eternal_a duration_n that_o have_v a_o beginning_n be_v not_o actual_o infinite_a virtual_o therefore_o the_o sin_n then_o be_v virtual_o infinite_a the_o punishment_n proportion_v and_o threaten_a must_v be_v virtual_o infinite_a also_o i._n e._n as_o infinite_a as_o the_o state_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v capable_a to_o admit_v if_o now_o this_o viz_o a_o aeviternal_a death_n be_v inflict_v in_o kind_n because_o a_o end_n of_o it_o be_v impossible_a there_o can_v not_o possible_o be_v any_o satisfaction_n any_o salvation_n satisfaction_n therefore_o must_v be_v in_o another_o kind_n of_o virtual_o infinite_a suffering_n viz._n that_o intensive_o so_o and_o it_o be_v very_o consistent_a with_o justice_n to_o admit_v this_o commutation_n since_o it_o have_v its_o full_a demand_n therein_o viz._n a_o punishment_n proportionable_a to_o the_o fault_n i._n e._n virtual_o infinite_a but_o now_o nothing_o short_a of_o omnipotency_n or_o infinite_a power_n can_v bear_v or_o wrestle_v through_o a_o punishment_n infinite_a or_o which_o be_v omnipoenal_n 2._o neither_o can_v any_o power_n less_o than_o infinite_a raise_v the_o satisfier_n of_o justice_n from_o the_o death_n temporal_a which_o be_v indispensible_o to_o be_v undergo_v by_o he_o and_o to_o this_o it_o be_v ascribe_v eph._n 1.19_o 20._o to_o be_v present_o transcribe_v last_o the_o same_o power_n qualify_v for_o the_o fruit_n of_o this_o satisfaction_n in_o pardon_n and_o consolation_n eph._n 1.19_o 20._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o exceed_a greatness_n of_o his_o power_n to_o us-ward_n who_o believe_v according_a to_o the_o work_n of_o his_o mighty_a power_n which_o he_o wrought_v in_o christ_n raise_v he_o from_o the_o dead_a and_o you_o who_o be_v dead_a in_o trespass_n etc._n etc._n chap._n 2.1_o if_o this_o be_v not_o omnipotency_n what_o be_v i_o have_v rather_o speak_v and_o think_v as_o the_o holy_a ghost_n teach_v than_o in_o the_o profundity_n of_o my_o reason_n make_v myself_o wise_a than_o he_o who_o inspire_v the_o holy_a man_n of_o god_n who_o name_n these_o write_n bear_v yet_o do_v constant_o and_o confident_o affirm_v that_o in_o work_v these_o preparation_n or_o create_v grace_n in_o the_o heart_n which_o quicken_v it_o omnipotence_n be_v sufficient_o able_a so_o to_o act_v under_o the_o conduct_n of_o omniscience_n as_o to_o offer_v no_o violence_n to_o the_o faculty_n of_o man_n at_o all_o before_o clear_v before_o but_o through_o the_o influence_n of_o a_o more_o command_a light_n in_o his_o mind_n do_v lead_v he_o in_o the_o exercise_n of_o a_o full_a intemerate_v and_o ingenuous_a liberty_n through_o the_o strait_a gate_n of_o regeneration_n into_o eternal_a rest_n and_o peace_n in_o short_a we_o be_v sometime_o involve_v in_o such_o soul-trouble_n so_o insuperable_a and_o intolerable_a prov._n 18.14_o a_o wound_a spirit_n who_o can_v bear_v and_o such_o inextricable_a insupportable_a strait_n exigence_n and_o occurrent_n of_o providence_n and_o be_v reduce_v to_o such_o a_o pinch_n of_o extremity_n that_o without_o a_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d god_n in_o the_o mount_n a_o supernatural_a conduct_n and_o power_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o bear_v up_o under_o they_o or_o be_v deliver_v from_o they_o these_o be_v oft_o experiment_a case_n with_o our_o psalmist_n as_o appear_v particular_o from_o ver_fw-la 17_o 18._o and_o as_o much_o be_v insinuate_v for_o 20_o 21_o 22._o and_o the_o cruel_a oppression_n of_o the_o whole_a church_n ver_fw-la 5_o 6._o evidence_n that_o it_o be_v not_o exempt_v and_o where_o can_v a_o overwhelm_v soul_n or_o a_o waste_a desolate_a church_n groan_v under_o the_o fury_n and_o madness_n of_o malice_n and_o violence_n in_o numberless_a legion_n of_o principality_n and_o power_n and_o spiritual_a and_o carnal_a wickedness_n in_o high_a and_o low_a place_n and_o the_o ruler_n and_o son_n of_o the_o darkness_n of_o the_o world_n the_o whole_a militia_n of_o satan_n in_o hell_n earth_n and_o their_o own_o heart_n o_o where_o can_v they_o find_v defence_n refuge_n and_o relief_n against_o such_o a_o over-match_n of_o barbarous_a enmity_n except_o in_o the_o almightiness_n of_o heaven_n in_o such_o distress_n we_o have_v nothing_o leave_v to_o comfort_v we_o beside_o this_o omnipotent_a power_n of_o god_n and_o it_o be_v enough_o more_o than_o enough_o all-sufficient_a §_o 5._o god_n fidelity_n and_o vnchangableness_n in_o word_n and_o deed_n to_o which_o i_o refer_v ver_fw-la 14_o 15._o for_o the_o lord_n will_v not_o cast_v off_o his_o people_n etc._n etc._n this_o be_v still_o a_o more_o near_a ground_n of_o consolation_n for_o other_o divine_a perfection_n stand_v in_o a_o indifference_n to_o we_o we_o have_v no_o right_a to_o take_v comfort_n in_o they_o till_o a_o promise_n bring_v and_o lay_v they_o before_o we_o and_o engage_v they_o for_o we_o upon_o certain_a term_n which_o accomplish_v all_o our_o mercy_n be_v render_v necessity_n and_o destiny_n yet_o a_o promise_n that_o may_v never_o be_v perform_v will_v administer_v no_o certain_a indefeisible_a relief_n be_v only_o as_o a_o break_a reed_n condition_n reed_n hence_o the_o promise_a mercy_n be_v suspend_v upon_o condition_n in_o we_o that_o the_o whole_a right_n of_o perform_v they_o may_v not_o stand_v in_o the_o liberty_n of_o the_o maker_n but_o become_v justice_n and_o necessity_n to_o he_o that_o
safety_n then_o sudden_a destruction_n come_v upon_o they_o as_o travail_n upon_o a_o woman_n with-child_n and_o they_o shall_v not_o escape_v be_v ready_a to_o speak_v a_o word_n in_o due_a season_n to_o the_o weary_a but_o be_v cautious_a in_o solace_v such_o as_o the_o apostle_n describe_v and_o reprove_v rom._n 3.17_o 18._o who_o have_v not_o know_v the_o way_n of_o peace_n why_o there_o be_v no_o fear_n of_o god_n before_o their_o eye_n lest_o the_o terror_n of_o that_o threaten_a arrest_v thou_o ezek._n 33._o for_o by_o publish_v peace_n to_o those_o against_o who_o thou_o shall_v proclaim_v war_n from_o heaven_n thou_o will_v delude_v they_o into_o everlasting_a death_n in_o their_o sin_n under_o the_o mask_n of_o life_n and_o comfort_n but_o their_o blood_n shall_v be_v require_v at_o thy_o hand_n god_n tender_v of_o peace_n be_v only_o conditional_a and_o so_o must_v thou_o look_v to_o it_o then_o o_o my_o soul_n as_o the_o one_o thing_n needful_a in_o the_o first_o place_n that_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n bring_v salvation_n and_o therefore_o everlasting_a consolation_n to_o thou_o do_v efficacious_o teach_v thou_o this_o righteousness_n to_o be_v very_o industrious_a to_o lead_v other_o who_o concern_v god_n sometime_o seem_v to_o prefer_v before_o his_o own_o matth._n 5.23_o 24._o and_o chap._n 12.1_o 4_o 5_o 6_o 7_o 8._o especial_o thy_o relation_n in_o the_o right_a way_n to_o peace_n inform_v their_o judgement_n rouse_a their_o conscience_n reprove_v their_o sin_n direct_v their_o practice_n counsel_v command_a restrain_v and_o constrain_a they_o as_o far_o as_o possible_a to_o be_v good_a and_o do_v good_a free_o with_o a_o ingenuous_a spontaneity_n and_o readiness_n of_o mind_n but_o as_o thou_o must_v learn_v other_o so_o under_o the_o influence_n of_o that_o beneficial_a grace_n thou_o thyself_o must_v be_v learn_v to_o deny_v so_o as_o to_o crucify_v all_o ungodliness_n spiritual_a evil_n and_o worldly_a lust_n carnal_a wickedness_n and_o live_v sober_o in_o a_o just_a temper_n and_o moderation_n of_o thy_o own_o spirit_n affection_n passion_n appetite_n and_o godly_o in_o a_o religious_a assiduity_n of_o endeavour_n to_o please_v the_o lord_n and_o approve_v thyself_o to_o he_o through_o christ_n in_o all_o thing_n this_o be_v both_o the_o true_a undeceive_a mean_a to_o attain_v comfort_n and_o also_o the_o certain_a and_o inseparable_a fruit_n of_o it_o the_o more_o thou_o grow_v herein_o the_o more_o redundant_fw-la will_v be_v thy_o satisfaction_n and_o if_o on_o the_o other_o hand_n thy_o peace_n be_v as_o a_o river_n thy_o righteousness_n will_v be_v as_o the_o wave_n of_o the_o sea_n isai_n 48.18_o try_v then_o thy_o comfort_n by_o its_o production_n if_o it_o will_v permit_v thou_o to_o dishonour_n god_n and_o defile_v thy_o conscience_n to_o be_v vain_a in_o thy_o spirit_n and_o vile_a in_o thy_o communication_n and_o conversation_n to_o debauch_v other_o and_o damn_v thyself_o neither_o fear_v god_n nor_o regard_v man_n nor_o value_v and_o take_v care_n for_o thy_o own_o self_n it_o be_v no_o better_o than_o its_o progeny_n and_o will_v but_o only_o lead_v thou_o hoodwink_v in_o a_o please_a dream_n of_o paradise_n into_o the_o depth_n of_o hell_n but_o contrary_o if_o thy_o peace_n be_v procreative_a and_o bring_v forth_o twin_n a_o heavenly_a spirit_n and_o a_o holy_a life_n if_o it_o be_v as_o the_o dew_n to_o thy_o grace_n and_o cause_v they_o to_o flourish_v and_o yield_v their_o fruit_n in_o due_a season_n if_o it_o enlarge_v thy_o heart_n god-ward_o and_o carry_v thou_o as_o upon_o eagle_n wing_n to_o thy_o redeemer_n in_o a_o more_o entire_a affectionate_a cordial_a subjection_n to_o his_o authority_n and_o government_n its_o origin_n be_v heaven_n and_o in_o those_o everlasting_a pleasure_n and_o joy_n will_v it_o final_o terminate_v lead_v thou_o to_o sound_v and_o real_a goodness_n it_o will_v undoubted_o issue_v in_o that_o far_o more_o exceed_a and_o eternal_a weight_n of_o glory_n 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