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god_n alone_o for_o nature_n be_v quite_o shut_v out_o chap._n v._n if_o sin_n be_v not_o neither_o will_v death_n be_v if_o death_n be_v not_o neither_o will_v there_o be_v a_o resurrection_n therefore_o all_o thing_n work_v together_o for_o good_a for_o the_o elect_a now_o that_o which_o first_o depart_v from_o earthly_a thing_n be_v present_o after_o elevate_v into_o divine_a and_o so_o remain_v in_o itself_o without_o death_n for_o though_o it_o may_v die_v as_o to_o its_o gross_a earthly_a nature_n or_o creature_n yet_o as_o to_o its_o self_n it_o be_v without_o death_n as_o have_v only_o change_v one_o state_n into_o another_o and_o stand_v still_o in_o its_o own_o life_n and_o yet_o be_v but_o the_o natural_a man_n in_o his_o own_o propriety_n though_o in_o a_o more_o pure_a estate_n and_o thus_o he_o proceed_v from_o state_n to_o state_n from_o a_o low_a to_o a_o high_a from_o a_o pure_a one_o to_o one_o more_o pure_a and_o although_o all_o that_o be_v here_o say_v of_o state_n be_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o death_n and_o corruption_n accomplish_v yet_o the_o man_n himself_o remain_v yet_o in_o himself_o without_o and_o beyond_o death_n and_o corruption_n for_o he_o be_v still_o the_o same_o and_o can_v forsake_v his_o propriety_n and_o stand_v in_o desire_n as_o to_o god_n as_o he_o before_o stand_v inâ—desâ—â—_n as_o to_o the_o creature_n and_o thus_o he_o ascend_v and_o go_v forward_o until_o he_o arrive_v at_o the_o most_o pure_a and_o noble_a state_n it_o be_v possible_a for_o he_o to_o arrive_v at_o and_o all_o this_o 〈◊〉_d still_o but_o a_o figure_n and_o a_o notion_n but_o a_o pure_a and_o noble_a figure_n but_o if_o we_o must_v come_v above_o
figure_n into_o mere_a estence_n he_o that_o thus_o ascend_v in_o image_n must_v now_o also_o die_v even_o to_o himself_o because_o by_o this_o his_o asent_a and_o go_v forward_o in_o image_n he_o be_v prepare_v so_o as_o he_o can_v be_v how_o touch_v with_o this_o death_n by_o which_o he_o die_v and_o be_v corrupt_v and_o then_o he_o suffer_v a_o death_n of_o all_o his_o ornament_n and_o gift_n yea_o of_o his_o own_o self_n and_o therefore_o he_o can_v never_o be_v restore_v more_o nor_o be_v make_v glad_a by_o any_o mean_n because_o the_o joy_n be_v reserve_v for_o he_o that_o abide_v after_o death_n as_o the_o prophet_n faith_n these_o shall_v be_v write_v for_o the_o generation_n to_o come_v and_o the_o people_n which_o shall_v be_v create_v shall_v praise_v the_o lord_n and_o again_o thy_o labour_n shall_v be_v reward_v and_o thy_o posterity_n shall_v rejoice_v therein_o this_o be_v that_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o fruit_n which_o spring_v out_o of_o that_o death_n and_o corruption_n and_o hence_o spring_v glory_n to_o the_o lord_n this_o be_v that_o bottle_n that_o can_v hold_v new_a wine_n which_o a_o natural_a man_n can_v contain_v though_o he_o shall_v have_v a_o state_n very_o pure_a and_o noble_a this_o be_v the_o seed_n whence_o conception_n arise_v wherefore_o it_o be_v not_o in_o vain_a nor_o be_v it_o in_o vain_a that_o by_o the_o good_a help_n of_o god_n 〈◊〉_d have_v separate_v himself_o and_o dispose_v himself_o unto_o divine_a thing_n for_o than_o be_v he_o compel_v to_o follow_v order_n and_o so_o he_o act_v right_o and_o have_v not_o do_v right_o unless_o he_o have_v do_v so_o because_o he_o will_v have_v be_v disobedient_a to_o god_n who_o be_v a_o god_n of_o order_n and_o lead_v a_o man_n in_o order_n whence_o eternal_a death_n that_o severe_a judgement_n of_o god_n will_v follow_v a_o man_n must_v be_v lead_v in_o order_n even_o unto_o his_o death_n for_o unless_o he_o shall_v follow_v order_n he_o will_v certain_o remain_v unprepared_a nor_o will_v ever_o come_v thereto_o and_o therefore_o we_o must_v first_o endeavour_v to_o yield_v ready_a obedience_n and_o always_o to_o attend_v to_o that_o which_o be_v next_o and_o also_o from_o the_o very_a first_o beginning_n the_o cross_n will_v not_o be_v want_v and_o by_o the_o way_n thereof_o we_o shall_v go_v by_o what_o a_o man_n depart_v from_o earthly_a thing_n in_o obedience_n to_o his_o conscience_n by_o that_o be_v he_o atlength_n right_o prepare_v to_o come_v into_o the_o earth_n that_o be_v into_o the_o corruption_n of_o himself_o and_o that_o which_o grow_v out_o of_o this_o stand_v before_o god_n this_o corrupttion_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n ought_v to_o last_v even_o to_o the_o corporal_a death_n of_o a_o man_n and_o after_o that_o the_o tender_a twig_n at_o last_o spring_v forth_o but_o the_o mind_n here_o even_o yet_o before_o the_o corporal_a death_n come_v into_o the_o resurrection_n and_o be_v make_v a_o son_n of_o grace_n and_o of_o the_o covenant_n which_o consist_v in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n now_o pour_v forth_o for_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n christ_n wash_v we_o from_o sin_n by_o his_o blood_n which_o speak_v better_a thing_n than_o the_o blood_n of_o abel_n without_o the_o effusion_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n there_o be_v accomplish_v no_o remission_n of_o sin_n or_o purification_n it_o be_v a_o most_o excellent_a thing_n to_o be_v free_v and_o purge_v from_o sin_n but_o to_o feel_v how_o that_o redemption_n be_v perform_v and_o to_o experience_n that_o misery_n be_v no_o pleasant_a matter_n but_o exceed_v sharp_a and_o difficult_a nor_o be_v it_o possible_a for_o a_o man_n so_o much_o as_o to_o behold_v the_o thing_n much_o less_o to_o execute_v and_o perform_v it_o but_o it_o be_v god_n alone_o who_o both_o begin_v and_o finish_v it_o to_o who_o nothing_o be_v deficient_a because_o his_o work_n be_v all_o perfect_a now_o here_o a_o man_n do_v nothing_o else_o but_o give_v himself_o up_o into_o tranquillity_n and_o sufferâ—_n the_o operation_n of_o god_n the_o work_n of_o redemption_n god_n have_v reserve_v to_o himself_o alone_o and_o the_o glory_n thereof_o be_v he_o and_o because_o god_n handle_v the_o matter_n no_o man_n needs_o to_o say_v that_o the_o thing_n be_v impossible_a because_o the_o work_n and_o purpose_n of_o god_n go_v forward_o here_o also_o do_v faith_n and_o patience_n take_v place_n which_o also_o be_v the_o work_n of_o god_n and_o not_o we_o when_o one_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n in_o the_o mind_n then_o in_o the_o flesh_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o of_o the_o sin_n of_o concupiscence_n and_o appetite_n remain_v in_o the_o flesh_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o misery_n affliction_n and_o death_n the_o man_n have_v for_o he_o walk_v not_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n as_o be_v that_o which_o condemn_v under_o the_o law_n and_o be_v hurry_v away_o violent_o by_o sin_n be_v crucify_v by_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n now_o where_o these_o thing_n be_v not_o there_o a_o man_n still_o walk_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o there_o be_v at_o that_o time_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o concupiscence_n and_o of_o appetite_n in_o the_o flesh_n so_o much_o the_o more_o of_o life_n and_o joy_n a_o man_n have_v but_o alas_o it_o be_v a_o miserable_a life_n which_o be_v follow_v by_o eternal_a death_n chap._n vi_o by_o what_o way_n or_o mean_n the_o resurrection_n and_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n be_v to_o be_v accomplish_v after_o this_o time_n no_o man_n live_a can_v comprehend_v or_o understand_v for_o whosoever_o will_v know_v or_o understand_v that_o he_o belong_v unto_o death_n and_o become_v subject_a unto_o death_n we_o have_v indeed_o a_o representation_n of_o the_o thing_n but_o what_o the_o very_a thing_n will_v be_v in_o the_o future_a be_v not_o lawful_a for_o we_o to_o know_v when_o the_o thing_n itself_o be_v present_a then_o at_o length_n it_o be_v know_v all_o thing_n to_o come_v be_v lock_v up_o from_o the_o natural_a man_n in_o darkness_n and_o ignorance_n yet_o he_o arrive_v so_o far_o as_o to_o know_v that_o he_o know_v nothing_o etc._n etc._n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o straight_a so_o much_o the_o more_o durable_a be_v the_o judgement_n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o desertion_n so_o much_o the_o near_o be_v any_o one_o to_o god_n for_o the_o most_o part_n inward_a affliction_n get_v entrance_n by_o outward_a affliction_n and_o outward_a affliction_n be_v as_o it_o be_v the_o gate_n by_o which_o the_o inward_a enter_v into_o a_o man_n for_o without_o outward_a affliction_n nature_n search_v out_o many_o escape_n that_o inward_a affliction_n can_v touch_v she_o as_o if_o one_o keep_v in_o a_o dungeon_n shall_v still_o see_v light_n by_o one_o only_a cranny_n and_o upon_o that_o account_n the_o evil_n of_o be_v in_o a_o dungeon_n will_v become_v much_o easy_a to_o he_o so_o also_o as_o nature_n can_v catch_v its_o propriety_n this_o internal_a affliction_n be_v hinder_v nor_o can_v gain_v a_o room_n or_o place_n for_o there_o be_v no_o place_n for_o inward_a suffering_n where_o nature_n have_v get_v escape_v hole_n great_a be_v the_o misery_n where_o nature_n be_v thus_o keep_v in_o death_n that_o she_o can_v hope_v for_o nothing_o but_o acquiescence_n can_v bear_v all_o thing_n he_o who_o be_v found_v in_o death_n destruction_n and_o misery_n and_o be_v quiet_a in_o they_o admit_v not_o comfort_n either_o of_o life_n or_o of_o joy_n and_o be_v unmoved_a as_o to_o all_o thing_n which_o be_v grateful_a and_o acceptable_a and_o no_o man_n can_v either_o comfort_v he_o or_o terrify_v he_o for_o if_o one_o shall_v threaten_v spoil_v death_n misery_n and_o affliction_n to_o he_o he_o already_o forsee_v all_o these_o and_o yield_v himself_o up_o unto_o they_o and_o be_v conversant_a in_o they_o and_o therefore_o he_o be_v immovable_a both_o in_o respect_n of_o thing_n grateful_a or_o of_o ungrateful_a no_o man_n can_v either_o make_v he_o merry_a or_o fright_v he_o death_n and_o the_o withdraw_n of_o all_o thing_n be_v indeed_o a_o terror_n to_o he_o but_o not_o such_o a_o one_o as_o now_o at_o length_n begin_v but_o now_o afflict_v he_o nor_o do_v grateful_a thing_n exhilerate_v he_o because_o he_o have_v renounce_v all_o thing_n and_o he_o can_v reasume_a nothing_o and_o therefore_o he_o be_v unmoved_a here_o nature_n be_v as_o it_o be_v ground_n between_o two_o mill_n stone_n because_o he_o acknowledge_v the_o judgement_n of_o god_n upon_o he_o to_o be_v just_a and_o suffer_v such_o misery_n that_o he_o must_v thus_o behold_v the_o thing_n and_o the_o thing_n must_v then_o be_v do_v but_o he_o be_v not_o like_o other_o malefactor_n who_o
advancement_n and_o then_o also_o that_o which_o be_v evil_a in_o we_o be_v feel_v and_o for_o its_o fake_n we_o can_v be_v affect_v with_o sorrow_n and_o can_v confess_v it_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n therefore_o prosperous_a thing_n be_v not_o to_o be_v seek_v nor_o adversity_n to_o be_v avoid_v for_o adversity_n be_v always_o safe_a and_o do_v advance_v we_o in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o and_o it_o behoove_v a_o man_n to_o be_v wary_a and_o to_o be_v in_o perpetual_a exercise_n and_o trial_n sweetness_n be_v deceitful_a and_o nature_n desire_v it_o bitterness_n be_v a_o medicine_n and_o nature_n hate_v it_o and_o therefore_o we_o must_v do_v not_o that_o which_o we_o will_v but_o that_o which_o we_o hate_v chap._n xxi_o to_o abstain_v from_o inordinate_a and_o unprofitable_a word_n make_v a_o man_n as_o if_o he_o be_v dumb_a and_o cause_v he_o to_o be_v silent_a in_o many_o case_n which_o else_o he_o will_v talk_v of_o a_o lascivious_a tongue_n extinguish_v zeal_n and_o render_v a_o man_n inordinate_a and_o weak_a and_o unfit_a to_o overcome_v temptation_n in_o which_o way_n soever_o i_o be_o willing_a to_o go_v forward_o according_a to_o life_n the_o gate_n be_v shut_v against_o i_o and_o then_o death_n be_v my_o refuge_n i_o must_v therefore_o shut_v the_o eye_n of_o life_n and_o rest_v quiet_a in_o death_n if_o i_o have_v beforehand_o know_v this_o affliction_n in_o which_o i_o now_o lie_v i_o have_v dye_v for_o mere_a grief_n but_o now_o when_o i_o be_o in_o it_o god_n keep_v i_o in_o it_o and_o i_o can_v bear_v it_o i_o never_o before_o have_v believe_v that_o the_o case_n will_v be_v thus_o as_o now_o i_o find_v it_o judgement_n do_v so_o drive_v i_o that_o i_o can_v have_v neither_o comfort_n nor_o hope_n nor_o faith_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n thus_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v suppress_v by_o judgement_n and_o thus_o the_o rod_n hang_v over_o he_o and_o which_o way_n soever_o he_o look_v death_n meet_v he_o but_o the_o mind_n be_v free_a i_o have_v no_o torture_n of_o soul_n and_o such_o suffering_n as_o francis_n spira_n endure_v i_o be_o ignorant_a of_o they_o adam_n be_v create_v pure_a in_o spirit_n soul_n and_o body_n but_o by_o his_o fall_n he_o depart_v from_o god_n and_o tumble_v down_o into_o his_o ownself_n he_o become_v estrange_v from_o god_n and_o be_v make_v his_o own_o propriety_n and_o a_o servant_n of_o the_o creature_n and_o this_o same_o growth_n of_o self_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o our_o desire_n endeavour_n or_o study_v of_o appropriate_v to_o ourselves_o which_o afterward_o be_v so_o subject_v unto_o judgement_n that_o it_o can_v have_v no_o comfort_n or_o life_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n therefore_o it_o behoove_v we_o to_o be_v reduce_v again_o into_o nothing_o in_o respect_n of_o all_o thing_n about_o which_o we_o be_v make_v somewhat_o and_o then_o at_o length_n god_n will_v be_v all_o himself_o in_o the_o man_n himself_o and_o that_o instead_o of_o his_o own_o propriety_n and_o then_o a_o man_n be_v restore_v without_o propriety_n and_o then_o a_o man_n find_v god_n with_o god_n and_o serve_v god_n with_o god_n and_o that_o be_v please_v to_o god_n for_o god_n have_v no_o good_a pleasure_n but_o in_o his_o ownself_n judgement_n be_v exercise_v upon_o this_o his_o propriety_n and_o then_o that_o lose_v all_o hope_n of_o restitution_n and_o nothing_o be_v due_a unto_o it_o either_o as_o to_o god_n or_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n thus_o it_o may_v be_v understand_v what_o the_o fall_n of_o adam_n be_v viz._n appropriation_n therefore_o be_v also_o he_o be_v to_o expect_v judgement_n and_o that_o too_o must_v be_v acknowledge_v to_o be_v just_a chap._n xxii_o without_o affliction_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o be_v promote_v in_o god_n and_o to_o have_v inward_a peace_n for_o where_o one_o be_v to_o be_v promote_v or_o advance_v in_o god_n and_o to_o have_v inward_a peace_n there_o it_o behoove_v the_o natural_a man_n to_o be_v purge_v from_o lust_n and_o to_o have_v no_o more_o delight_n life_n or_o joy_n in_o the_o creature_n but_o to_o want_v all_o these_o and_o to_o be_v suppress_v in_o death_n and_o to_o be_v fasten_v to_o the_o cross_n so_o the_o apostle_n say_v they_o that_o be_v christ_n have_v crucify_v the_o flesh_n with_o the_o affection_n and_o 〈◊〉_d thereof_o it_o behoove_v i_o to_o give_v place_n to_o judgement_n and_o therefore_o i_o be_o without_o alâ—_n solicitude_n for_o thing_n temporal_a whence_o they_o may_v be_v acquire_v for_o i_o have_v not_o 〈◊〉_d much_o time_n leave_v that_o my_o sense_n can_v meditate_v on_o such_o a_o thing_n it_o behoove_v i_o to_o be_v strip_v of_o the_o image_n of_o all_o thing_n and_o therefore_o i_o remain_v without_o purpose_n and_o without_o council_n nor_o do_v i_o know_v what_o in_o time_n to_o come_v i_o be_o to_o do_v or_o leave_v undo_v to_o be_v silent_a in_o or_o to_o speak_v but_o as_o thing_n be_v at_o present_a so_o they_o glide_v away_o without_o my_o privity_n and_o when_o all_o thing_n be_v past_a and_o do_v i_o be_o no_o more_o solicitous_a concern_v they_o my_o business_n be_v to_o attend_v that_o that_o be_v present_a and_o incumbent_a upon_o i_o that_o i_o thus_o suffer_v it_o be_v not_o for_o my_o piety_n but_o for_o evil_a sin_n and_o propriety_n because_o i_o descend_v from_o adam_n over_o all_o who_o judgement_n and_o death_n be_v impend_v without_o hope_n of_o recovery_n for_o whatsoever_o adam_n have_v he_o have_v it_o unjust_o he_o be_v therefore_o to_o be_v despoil_v of_o all_o thing_n that_o he_o may_v want_v all_o thing_n and_o retain_v nothing_o neither_o comfort_n nor_o pleasure_n nor_o joy_n either_o as_o to_o god_n or_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n for_o nothing_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o nothing_o belong_v unto_o he_o he_o also_o himself_o can_v never_o attain_v unto_o any_o truth_n but_o he_o be_v condemn_v and_o die_v in_o christ_n but_o whatsoever_o afterward_o rise_v again_o in_o christ_n be_v clean_o and_o without_o appropriation_n that_o christ_n have_v condemn_v sin_n itself_o be_v not_o to_o be_v understand_v as_o if_o he_o have_v sin_n in_o himself_o or_o he_o be_v pure_a like_o the_o sun_n void_a of_o all_o impurity_n whence_o it_o be_v that_o no_o unrighteousness_n can_v stand_v before_o he_o but_o as_o filthiness_n it_o be_v condemn_v by_o he_o just_a as_o in_o the_o sun_n all_o impurity_n be_v detect_v and_o demonstrate_v to_o be_v impurity_n so_o that_o the_o sun_n can_v endure_v it_o but_o rather_o destroy_v it_o so_o jesus_n christ_n be_v the_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n who_o by_o his_o own_o proper_a light_n virtue_n and_o pulchritude_n condemn_v all_o injustice_n and_o unrighteousness_n and_o suffer_v no_o darkness_n to_o stand_v before_o he_o i_o lie_v like_o the_o trunk_n of_o a_o tree_n nor_o have_v i_o in_o i_o any_o activity_n but_o i_o suffer_v only_o all_o that_o that_o be_v do_v in_o i_o but_o i_o can_v act_v either_o by_o reason_n or_o by_o understanding_n my_o 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not_o refuse_v death_n nor_o any_o pain_n or_o dolour_n blessed_n be_v the_o man_n that_o endure_v his_o trial_n etc._n etc._n we_o must_v either_o confess_v or_o deny_v christ_n in_o the_o time_n of_o afflicton_n and_o necessity_n and_o if_o then_o we_o do_v not_o deny_v christ_n but_o stay_v with_o and_o near_o he_o and_o firm_o keep_v our_o stand_n that_o temptation_n bring_v great_a increase_n and_o profit_n to_o we_o and_o our_o virtue_n be_v enlarge_v and_o strengthen_v so_o that_o we_o shall_v be_v enable_v to_o stand_v upright_o also_o in_o a_o great_a temptation_n and_o to_o confess_v christ_n therein_o the_o psalmist_n say_v they_o shall_v go_v from_o virtue_n to_o virtue_n or_o from_o strength_n to_o strength_n and_o the_o god_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v see_v in_o zion_n god_n do_v grant_v his_o gift_n to_o man_n yet_o not_o without_o try_v he_o either_o before_o or_o after_o wherefore_o it_o be_v write_v prepare_v thou_o for_o the_o trial_n and_o bear_v patient_o the_o 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thing_n can_v be_v attain_v to_o but_o by_o christ_n these_o be_v those_o thing_n whereof_o the_o scripture_n make_v so_o often_o mention_n viz._n our_o own_o proper_a righteousness_n our_o own_o proper_a work_n our_o own_o proper_a holiness_n and_o all_o such_o like_a viz._n if_o we_o trust_v too_o much_o to_o any_o of_o these_o mean_n which_o be_v grant_v unto_o we_o from_o the_o lord_n and_o stick_v rather_o unto_o they_o then_o to_o the_o only_a loâ—e_n god_n for_o to_o love_n god_n be_v no_o other_o thing_n then_o most_o accurate_o to_o do_v that_o which_o he_o will_v not_o for_o the_o hope_n of_o any_o salvation_n or_o of_o any_o good_a thing_n whatever_o for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n itself_o thus_o put_v a_o man_n on_o that_o he_o can_v do_v otherwise_o and_o here_o it_o be_v that_o we_o be_v able_a to_o search_v into_o the_o most_o inward_a corner_n of_o our_o heart_n whether_o or_o no_o we_o seek_v ourselves_o else_o where_o either_o in_o soul_n or_o body_n and_o whether_o 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righteousness_n which_o the_o law_n require_v by_o christ_n for_o in_o christ_n sin_n be_v utter_o condemn_v to_o death_n and_o as_o much_o as_o we_o be_v plant_v together_o with_o he_o in_o the_o likeness_n of_o his_o death_n so_o much_o also_o shall_v we_o through_o his_o resurrection_n be_v receive_v into_o the_o newness_n or_o the_o spirit_n who_o then_o perform_v in_o man_n the_o office_n of_o a_o governor_n and_o be_v to_o he_o in_o the_o stead_n of_o his_o life_n who_o place_n before_o this_o our_o flesh_n supply_v all_o that_o be_v beyond_o this_o the_o lord_n himself_o will_v manifest_v to_o we_o when_o we_o come_v thither_o if_o therefore_o we_o have_v our_o inward_a sense_n right_o exercise_v by_o the_o lord_n and_o do_v firm_o adhere_v to_o he_o with_o continue_a prayer_n then_o will_v he_o kindle_v in_o thy_o heart_n some_o live_a light_n which_o my_o dead_a writing_n can_v never_o effect_v by_o mean_n of_o which_o be_v inflame_v with_o a_o great_a zeal_n to_o renounce_v all_o flesh_n we_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o offer_v to_o the_o lord_n our_o heart_n empty_v and_o set_v free_a by_o a_o mere_a and_o pure_a submission_n unto_o and_o a_o firm_a purpose_n of_o remain_v and_o persevere_v in_o his_o will_n so_o will_v the_o thing_n prosper_v and_o our_o work_n will_v more_o happy_o succeed_v but_o why_o this_o work_n will_v succeed_v with_o so_o much_o difficulty_n and_o with_o such_o a_o length_n of_o time_n this_o be_v the_o reason_n because_o somewhat_o still_o will_v stick_v close_o to_o the_o heart_n which_o we_o can_v whole_o renounce_v for_o when_o but_o one_o half_a of_o the_o heart_n be_v yield_v up_o the_o offering_n remain_v impure_a nor_o be_v it_o accept_v whence_o it_o be_v that_o the_o scripture_n command_v we_o to_o have_v a_o great_a care_n of_o or_o to_o watch_v such_o a_o heart_n which_o seek_v double_a way_n and_o carry_v upon_o either_o shoulder_n and_o halt_v on_o either_o leg_n etc._n etc._n for_o we_o can_v at_o the_o same_o time_n satisfy_v the_o flesh_n conscience_n hinder_v we_o and_o conscience_n too_o the_o flesh_n hinder_v we_o therefore_o it_o be_v necessary_a that_o we_o yield_v ourselves_o up_o whole_o as_o a_o pure_a offering_n and_o grateful_a to_o the_o lord_n for_o such_o a_o one_o be_v receive_v by_o the_o lord_n and_o bless_v of_o he_o that_o thenceforth_o he_o may_v bring_v forth_o fruit_n and_o at_o length_n that_o thence_o may_v arise_v the_o righteousness_n that_o be_v available_a before_o god_n unto_o which_o may_v the_o lord_n promote_v we_o and_o keep_v we_o by_o his_o infinite_a mercy_n in_o christ_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n the_o lord_n preserve_v we_o that_o we_o may_v persevere_v in_o his_o grace_n according_a to_o the_o tenor_n of_o his_o most_o holy_a will._n epist._n vi_o be_v a_o christian_a exhortation_n which_o contain_v many_o point_n very_o useful_a and_o profitable_a to_o all_o christian_n to_o the_o same_o lady_n most_o belove_a lady_n see_v that_o there_o remain_v no_o more_o time_n to_o i_o in_o this_o life_n as_o far_o as_o by_o my_o uttmost_a capacity_n of_o sense_n and_o reason_n i_o be_o able_a to_o judge_v or_o be_v to_o i_o know_v i_o be_o constrain_v of_o myself_o free_o to_o open_v and_o more_o and_o more_o to_o unfold_v my_o mind_n to_o you_o yet_o the_o true_a fruit_n of_o proficiency_n in_o the_o lord_n be_v not_o attain_v to_o by_o my_o leter_n nor_o by_o our_o mutual_a converse_n appoint_v in_o the_o lord_n of_o purpose_n but_o only_o and_o alone_o by_o the_o grace_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n for_o that_o the_o same_o depend_v only_o on_o the_o meet_a divine_a commiseration_n he_o best_a know_v yet_o only_o in_o soul_n and_o conscience_n who_o himself_o be_v exercise_v in_o the_o very_a work_n oâ—_n the_o lord_n in_o the_o first_o place_n therefore_o it_o behoof_n be_v diligent_o to_o beware_v that_o we_o be_v not_o 〈◊〉_d our_o lust_n drive_v to_o that_o pass_n as_o to_o think_v that_o god_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o sin_n whereas_o the_o night_n can_v soon_o be_v make_v the_o day_n than_o he_o be_v any_o such_o thing_n because_o in_o god_n there_o be_v no_o darkness_n at_o all_o but_o mere_a light_n and_o whosoever_o will_v come_v to_o know_v this_o work_n of_o god_n through_o his_o mercy_n they_o must_v begin_v this_o knowledge_n with_o sincerity_n of_o mind_n which_o seek_v nothing_o else_o but_o god_n alone_o whosoever_o proceed_v with_o a_o double_a heart_n be_v a_o abomination_n to_o the_o lord_n now_o doubleness_n of_o heart_n consist_v in_o this_o when_o we_o be_v not_o with_o out_o whole_a heart_n soul_n and_o thought_n give_v up_o and_o whole_o leave_v to_o the_o lord_n also_o when_o we_o pour_v out_o our_o prayer_n before_o he_o with_o a_o heart_n divide_v in_o two_o whence_o also_o it_o be_v that_o we_o be_v not_o hear_v according_a â—o_o our_o desire_n for_o the_o lord_n love_v we_o â—ore_o than_o we_o ourselves_o do_v love_v our_o â—elves_n inasmuch_o as_o he_o be_v averse_a to_o our_o estruction_n and_o always_o free_o bestow_v 〈◊〉_d we_o that_o which_o be_v most_o useful_a and_o â—ost_o profitable_a for_o our_o happiness_n which_o â—â—deed_o be_v that_o which_o at_o first_o be_v unâ—â—own_v 〈◊〉_d we_o but_o be_v at_o length_n make_v know_v 〈◊〉_d we_o though_o by_o and_o through_o great_a affliction_n because_o that_o we_o be_v so_o far_o fall_v into_o our_o desire_n and_o into_o that_o evil_n which_o we_o call_v our_o propriety_n that_o we_o must_v first_o be_v subject_v to_o great_a anguish_n and_o grief_n before_o we_o can_v become_v submit_v to_o the_o will_n and_o obedience_n of_o god_n which_o be_v that_o which_o can_v be_v never_o do_v without_o a_o spiritual_a death_n and_o the_o
then_o â—nto_o the_o understanding_n his_o salvation_n also_o â—n_v go_v no_o further_o then_o into_o the_o understanding_n and_o reason_n so_o that_o it_o must_v at_o last_o need_v die_v in_o that_o death_n that_o be_v so_o necessary_a to_o all_o christian_n viz._n wherein_o reason_n be_v destroy_v for_o in_o this_o death_n there_o remain_v nothing_o but_o the_o soul_n or_o mind_n only_o but_o if_o it_o be_v object_v that_o our_o faith_n and_o knowledge_n do_v penetrate_v even_o into_o the_o most_o inward_a region_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o mind_n i_o answer_v thereto_o that_o then_o also_o it_o be_v necessary_a that_o this_o our_o soul_n and_o mind_n when_o it_o shall_v live_v with_o such_o a_o estrangedness_n from_o the_o flesh_n that_o it_o can_v but_o with_o great_a nauseousness_n and_o tedious_a disdain_n bear_v in_o its_o self_n all_o the_o desire_n and_o lust_n which_o spring_n from_o the_o nethermost_a part_n of_o the_o flesh_n so_o as_o it_o will_v rather_o die_v infinite_a death_n and_o to_o be_v free_v from_o they_o then_o with_o pleasure_n even_o once_o to_o perform_v they_o in_o the_o verv_v act_n behold_v my_o g._n this_o brief_a proposal_n how_o every_o one_o ought_v to_o prove_v and_o try_v hâ—â—_n faith_n if_o any_o man_n believe_v in_o chriâ—â—_n from_o the_o very_a bottom_n of_o his_o soul_n 〈◊〉_d must_v need_v be_v wrack_v with_o great_a doâ—lours_n in_o his_o soul_n by_o reason_n of_o sin_n so_o thâ—_n he_o will_v account_v of_o sin_n for_o the_o most_o grievous_a torture_n that_o can_v be_v find_v in_o all_o thâ—_n world_n and_o for_o his_o great_a enemy_n and_o how_o then_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o act_v it_o can_v he_o enter_v into_o a_o friendship_n with_o it_o although_o therefore_o the_o vulgar_a knowledge_n of_o those_o who_o glory_n in_o the_o gospel_n may_v say_v on_o this_o wise_a sin_n if_o so_o be_v it_o be_v not_o perpetrate_v in_o the_o very_a act_n though_o it_o shall_v lurk_v in_o the_o heart_n do_v we_o no_o hurt_n yet_o do_v 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thou_o understand_v scripture_n therefore_o let_v thy_o constant_a endeavour_n be_v to_o approve_v thyself_o faithful_a in_o these_o thing_n which_o be_v viz._n make_v know_v to_o thou_o in_o and_o by_o mortification_n and_o a_o continual_a access_n to_o god_n by_o prayer_n nor_o let_v any_o time_n slip_v by_o thou_o in_o vain_a and_o without_o thus_o do_v if_o thou_o reply_v that_o thou_o understand_v not_o what_o thou_o read_v again_o say_v that_o though_o thou_o may_v noâ—_n understand_v all_o yet_o be_v it_o incumbent_a oâ—_n thou_o to_o exercise_v thyself_o in_o the_o sacred_a word_n of_o the_o lord_n as_o also_o to_o be_v unwearied_o solicitous_a about_o it_o for_o by_o these_o exercise_n thou_o shall_v soon_o be_v amend_v then_o by_o idleness_n and_o these_o be_v the_o beâ—â—_n mean_v of_o institute_v and_o of_o exercise_v anâ—_n man_n
death_n that_o be_v knowable_a to_o the_o humane_a wisdom_n and_o because_o aâ—_n to_o their_o own_o strength_n in_o which_o they_o live_v they_o die_v not_o in_o body_n and_o soul_n be_v whole_o condemn_v before_o god_n hencâ—_n it_o be_v that_o they_o usurp_v to_o themselves_o as_o theiâ—_n propriety_n that_o intellect_n of_o god_n that_o be_v that_o they_o themselves_o may_v by_o the_o benefit_n of_o that_o thing_n conserve_v life_n which_o proper_o ought_v to_o be_v the_o condemn_a sentence_n and_o the_o death_n of_o their_o ipseity_n for_o if_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n shall_v enter_v into_o they_o in_o &_o by_o a_o certain_a essential_a state_n it_o will_v be_v impossible_a that_o a_o man_n can_v endure_v one_o spark_n thereof_o without_o be_v melt_v quite_o down_o therefore_o we_o must_v die_v not_o only_o as_o to_o our_o wisdom_n in_o the_o high_a degree_n but_o as_o to_o our_o own_o proper_a salvation_n that_o god_n alone_o may_v be_v our_o wisdom_n life_n and_o salvation_n 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to_o my_o mind_n for_o the_o liberty_n of_o christ_n belong_v to_o the_o inward_a man_n and_o do_v only_o affect_v the_o mind_n unto_o eternal_a salvation_n in_o divine_a truth_n but_o the_o flesh_n be_v condemn_v and_o suppress_v and_o bind_v down_o into_o death_n so_o as_o that_o no_o man_n can_v then_o right_o use_v the_o creature_n of_o god_n but_o with_o grief_n and_o misery_n because_o that_o in_o all_o these_o a_o man_n may_v behold_v his_o own_o death_n in_o which_o former_o he_o have_v think_v to_o have_v find_v life_n and_o yet_o with_o these_o very_a thing_n he_o be_v well_o content_v acknowledge_v this_o divine_a judgement_n for_o truth_n and_o so_o remain_v yield_v up_o into_o death_n but_o the_o inward_a man_n be_v then_o conversant_a in_o eternal_a joy_n be_v sign_v or_o seal_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n i_o have_v write_v this_o in_o haste_n that_o i_o may_v satisfy_v thy_o desire_n according_a to_o the_o testimony_n of_o my_o mind_n the_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o they_o on_o we_o all_o and_o pluck_v we_o quick_o out_o of_o our_o error_n alas_o who_o be_o i_o a_o miserable_a wretch_n who_o thus_o write_v i_o beg_v grace_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o without_o his_o grace_n i_o shall_v never_o be_v advance_v nor_o abide_v in_o he_o epist._n xxiii_o a_o further_a consideration_n concern_v the_o opinion_n of_o h._n n._n to_o his_o brother_n a._n w._n dear_a brother_n thou_o may_v read_v over_o this_o small_a treatise_n and_o send_v it_o back_o again_o to_o i_o because_o i_o must_v treat_v something_o thereof_o with_o n._n that_o i_o may_v oppose_v he_o somewhat_o about_o those_o thing_n which_o he_o account_v for_o true_a for_o that_o which_o he_o make_v his_o scope_n be_v not_o please_v to_o i_o which_o they_o call_v the_o intellect_n of_o god_n in_o which_o both_o heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v indeed_o local_o move_v and_o every_o creature_n vanish_v out_o of_o its_o condition_n or_o state_n and_o yet_o in_o the_o same_o mystery_n and_o inheritance_n they_o conclude_v nature_n to_o be_v leave_v alive_a whereas_o notwithstanding_o nature_n can_v in_o and_o by_o its_o life_n arrive_v at_o that_o pass_n but_o only_o and_o alone_o by_o the_o benefit_n of_o its_o death_n introduce_v into_o it_o by_o christ_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n and_o that_o in_o so_o much_o verity_n that_o nature_n appear_v no_o more_o with_o its_o own_o proper_a life_n but_o remain_v eternal_o cast_v off_o with_o the_o death_n and_o curse_n thereof_o but_o that_o nature_n which_o they_o call_v purge_v and_o dead_a to_o its_o reason_n in_o my_o opinion_n do_v indeed_o only_o depend_v on_o principle_n of_o understanding_n and_o science_n but_o not_o on_o truth_n itself_o for_o hitherto_o it_o have_v not_o approach_v to_o the_o essence_n itself_o nor_o be_v unite_v therewith_o for_o though_o reason_n lay_v aside_o its_o natural_a discretion_n that_o thereby_o it_o may_v be_v near_o to_o the_o divine_a intellect_n yet_o for_o all_o that_o the_o intellect_n be_v not_o yet_o then_o make_v one_o with_o the_o essence_n but_o be_v rather_o contrary_a to_o it_o and_o as_o it_o be_v a_o enemy_n to_o truth_n see_v that_o that_o spiritualised_a nature_n hide_v itself_o under_o the_o show_n of_o intellect_n but_o not_o of_o essence_n and_o be_v in_o that_o still_o entertain_v who_o shall_v deliver_v a_o man_n from_o these_o intricacy_n the_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o we_o anâ—_n my_o brother_n i_o therefore_o write_v thus_o that_o i_o may_v also_o discover_v to_o thou_o my_o opinion_n for_o that_o man_n be_v endow_v with_o no_o smaâ—â—_n understanding_n yet_o he_o be_v deep_o seduce_v and_o be_v deep_o wise_a but_o withal_o he_o be_v deep_o to_o be_v dispute_v with_o the_o lord_n keep_v we_o humble_a in_o the_o truth_n that_o that_o which_o belong_v to_o death_n may_v be_v also_o throw_v off_o into_o death_n but_o let_v he_o reign_v and_o rule_v to_o all_o eternity_n epist._n xxiv_o be_v a_o brief_a argument_n that_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o family_n of_o love_n be_v lay_v and_o build_v upon_o carnal_a liberty_n to_o the_o same_o person_n i_o w._n be_v here_o and_o have_v utter_o and_o cordial_o renounce_v the_o thing_n its_o self_n because_o he_o have_v experience_v &_o find_v from_o their_o presence_n that_o they_o be_v infect_v with_o the_o venom_n of_o carnal_a liberty_n and_o that_o all_o issue_v out_o of_o that_o fountain_n also_o i_o restore_v to_o he_o the_o book_n if_o haply_o they_o may_v be_v willing_a to_o have_v they_o restore_v again_o to_o they_o he_o also_o be_v most_o full_o satisfy_v admire_v that_o so_o sublime_a a_o understanding_n be_v subject_a to_o error_n for_o he_o confess_v that_o my_o opinion_n be_v beyond_o all_o doubt_n true_a see_v that_o a_o man_n be_v always_o to_o be_v subject_v to_o divine_a terror_n but_o that_o such_o elevate_a spirit_n do_v fall_v into_o error_n be_v from_o thence_o that_o they_o too_o much_o covet_v their_o proper_a security_n whence_o at_o length_n spring_v up_o boast_v and_o pride_n and_o then_o after_o that_o a_o fall_n the_o lord_n preserve_v we_o all_o from_o evil_n according_a to_o his_o great_a mercy_n that_o see_v it_o be_v of_o grace_n that_o we_o be_v save_v so_o also_o in_o grace_n be_v we_o conserve_v and_o not_o through_o our_o own_o self_n epist._n xxv_o concern_v the_o opinion_n of_o plato_n to_o the_o same_o person_n my_o brother_n i_o send_v thou_o back_o the_o little_a book_n concern_v plato_n which_o when_o i_o have_v read_v i_o find_v just_a so_o as_o thou_o write_v for_o the_o fall_n of_o these_o who_o call_v themselves_o the_o family_n of_o love_n be_v subtle_a though_o in_o that_o small_a tract_n they_o be_v mighty_o defend_v all_o thing_n be_v interpret_v for_o the_o better_a yet_o the_o excuse_n relish_v not_o well_o with_o i_o except_o i_o shall_v say_v that_o by_o their_o ultimate_a scope_n to_o which_o they_o think_v they_o shall_v come_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o love_n their_o wisdom_n be_v shameful_a as_o in_o they_o so_o also_o in_o we_o yet_o with_o this_o distinction_n for_o what_o in_o they_o be_v righteousness_n truth_n and_o wisdom_n must_v be_v to_o we_o unrighteousness_n falseness_n and_o foolishness_n if_o so_o be_v that_o glory_n to_o the_o lord_n must_v spring_v up_o through_o we_o all_o which_o yet_o they_o be_v willing_a to_o reserve_v and_o ascribe_v to_o themselves_o as_o also_o do_v the_o jew_n though_o in_o a_o more_o excellent_a degree_n now_o it_o behoove_v a_o christian_n to_o die_v as_o to_o they_o both_o and_o by_o the_o lord_n to_o be_v condemn_v to_o death_n viz._n as_o to_o wisdom_n and_o righteousness_n moreover_o may_v the_o lord_n also_o free_o bestow_v on_o we_o his_o grace_n according_a to_o his_o most_o holy_a will_n epist._n xxvi_o a_o christian_a consideration_n concern_v
the_o resurrection_n to_o the_o same_o person_n dear_a brother_n we_o will_v beg_v of_o the_o lord_n that_o he_o may_v have_v mercy_n on_o we_o and_o that_o he_o will_v lead_v we_o into_o the_o power_n of_o the_o resurrection_n every_o one_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n of_o his_o illumination_n by_o the_o quicken_a power_n of_o his_o spirit_n by_o the_o benefit_n of_o who_o all_o seed_n do_v put_v forth_o their_o faculty_n in_o grow_v for_o the_o natural_a life_n faculty_n understanding_n wisdom_n and_o sense_n do_v all_o tend_v to_o death_n in_o time_n and_o though_o a_o man_n delude_v by_o some_o fair_a show_n may_v imagine_v to_o himself_o a_o eternal_a permanency_n of_o these_o thing_n yet_o when_o the_o sun_n be_v rise_v to_o a_o burn_a strength_n all_o these_o will_v dry_v up_o or_o wither_v nor_o be_v it_o possible_a for_o they_o to_o consist_v or_o abide_v the_o just_a judgement_n of_o god_n as_o be_v that_o which_o melt_v all_o down_o yea_o furthermore_o the_o very_a 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that_o thou_o may_v likewise_o write_v back_o thy_o opinion_n to_o i_o whereby_o it_o may_v appear_v wherein_o we_o agree_v and_o wherein_o we_o differ_v if_o we_o be_v careful_a concern_v this_o opinion_n the_o lord_n look_v upon_o we_o all_o in_o his_o mercy_n and_o bring_v we_o into_o his_o own_o clearness_n epist._n xxvii_o a_o faithful_a admonition_n concern_v the_o resurrection_n of_o the_o flesh_n to_o his_o brother_n a._n w._n my_o brother_n let_v we_o go_v to_o that_o man_n and_o let_v we_o set_v before_o he_o death_n and_o life_n resurrection_n and_o incorruptibility_n all_o unfolded_a in_o their_o own_o degree_n and_o nature_n and_o it_o shall_v be_v at_o his_o pleasure_n to_o make_v choice_n of_o any_o one_o of_o these_o for_o if_o he_o shall_v choose_v nature_n in_o his_o life_n then_o in_o good_a earnest_n he_o must_v perish_v in_o a_o eternal_a death_n nor_o shall_v he_o ever_o arrive_v at_o such_o a_o life_n as_o he_o seek_v but_o if_o he_o will_v approach_v unto_o the_o truth_n even_o as_o also_o the_o thing_n be_v he_o shall_v live_v while_o he_o die_v and_o he_o shall_v acknowledge_v the_o true_a resurrection_n which_o else_o be_v deny_v to_o he_o my_o brother_n may_v god_n exhibit_v to_o he_o and_o to_o we_o his_o mercy_n according_a to_o the_o variety_n of_o his_o compassion_n nor_o may_v he_o ever_o leave_v we_o in_o our_o misery_n but_o remember_v we_o in_o this_o life_n subject_a to_o so_o many_o suffering_n in_o which_o we_o cry_v out_o laborious_o unto_o the_o lord_n with_o many_o sigh_n that_o by_o his_o hand_n we_o may_v be_v promote_v to_o incorruptibility_n which_o can_v by_o no_o mean_n be_v effect_v but_o by_o our_o death_n which_o comprehend_v in_o itself_o the_o relinquish_a of_o all_o those_o thing_n which_o we_o know_v by_o
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nature_n to_o a_o sick_a man._n i_o hearty_o salute_v thou_o in_o the_o lord_n most_o dear_a n._n as_o to_o what_o concern_v thy_o disease_n i_o hope_v the_o best_a of_o thou_o according_a to_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o that_o his_o hand_n be_v not_o in_o vain_a lift_v up_o over_o thou_o for_o he_o by_o his_o discipline_n will_v lead_v and_o conserve_v we_o that_o no_o rottenness_n shall_v grow_v in_o we_o but_o that_o by_o his_o judgement_n we_o be_v still_o more_o and_o more_o purify_v and_o cleanse_v from_o all_o impurity_n of_o nature_n breed_v with_o we_o and_o dead_a still_o lurk_v in_o we_o the_o grace_n and_o mercy_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v with_o thou_o dear_a n._n in_o that_o thy_o misery_n and_o disease_n which_o thou_o must_v bear_v in_o the_o flesh_n and_o may_v he_o grant_v to_o thou_o true_a submission_n and_o yield_v up_o under_o his_o hand_n that_o with_o a_o bow_a heart_n thou_o may_v bear_v all_o thing_n in_o obedience_n to_o he_o according_a to_o his_o holy_a 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adversity_n lest_o perhaps_o that_o prove_v able_a to_o hinder_v we_o in_o our_o way_n that_o our_o continue_a anxiety_n conjoin_v with_o the_o high_a danger_n to_o which_o in_o this_o combat_n we_o must_v subject_v ourselves_o lest_o it_o be_v in_o vain_a nor_o draw_v we_o back_o but_o rather_o may_v fruitful_o promote_v we_o to_o a_o perpetual_a progression_n and_o success_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o of_o divine_a benediction_n may_v thou_o remain_v recommend_v unto_o god_n who_o will_v free_v we_o out_o of_o this_o present_a dungeon_n of_o this_o temporary_a flesh_n and_o imbecility_n according_a to_o his_o own_o acceptable_a will_n will_v elevate_v we_o into_o the_o sublimity_n of_o eternity_n into_o the_o life_n of_o the_o spirit_n through_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n to_o who_o be_v the_o glory_n to_o all_o eternity_n epist._n xxix_o how_o a_o purify_a mind_n ought_v to_o bear_v without_o any_o commotion_n the_o fail_n of_o his_o neighbour_n with_o all_o patience_n to_o his_o brother_n d._n john_n w._n dear_a brother_n that_o that_o man_n be_v affect_v with_o such_o strait_n and_o with_o such_o grief_n of_o heart_n that_o we_o also_o must_v suffer_v together_o with_o he_o for_o in_o that_o that_o he_o be_v always_o subject_v to_o suffering_n nor_o can_v come_v at_o any_o peace_n be_v indeed_o not_o the_o work_n of_o man_n but_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n yea_o a_o great_a and_o eminent_a gift_n to_o endure_v the_o folly_n of_o another_o and_o to_o cover_v it_o over_o with_o a_o unvariable_a mind_n towards_o his_o neighbour_n for_o though_o we_o be_v undue_o use_v or_o handle_v by_o our_o neighbour_n yet_o in_o truth_n a_o purify_a heart_n ought_v not_o to_o be_v move_v by_o it_o but_o must_v always_o act_v according_a to_o the_o bond_n of_o charity_n which_o be_v alone_o its_o aim_n for_o in_o that_o there_o arise_v no_o suspicion_n of_o evil_n and_o although_o modest_a reason_n also_o may_v descend_v to_o make_v a_o excuse_n yet_o even_o all_o that_o too_o must_v be_v always_o do_v without_o any_o motion_n of_o mind_n for_o as_o much_o as_o he_o be_v such_o a_o one_o as_o the_o injury_n and_o trouble_n of_o no_o creature_n can_v move_v he_o because_o he_o remain_v confirm_v in_o that_o which_o be_v true_o immovable_a dear_a brother_n i_o therefore_o write_v thus_o that_o if_o that_o same_o trouble_n shall_v be_v reiterated_a thou_o may_v always_o have_v this_o aim_v fix_v in_o thy_o sight_n for_o although_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n the_o justice_n be_v on_o your_o part_n yet_o the_o mind_n ought_v to_o remain_v always_o free_a without_o the_o use_n of_o this_o right_n otherwise_o there_o will_v arise_v a_o enmity_n from_o thence_o and_o a_o bitterness_n of_o heart_n for_o thus_o that_o which_o be_v earthly_a overwhelm_v that_o which_o be_v heavenly_a with_o such_o a_o blindness_n that_o it_o plain_o seem_v to_o a_o man_n that_o he_o have_v some_o divine_a right_n whenas_o yet_o god_n can_v but_o love_n nor_o do_v he_o require_v any_o other_o thing_n of_o we_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n of_o his_o justice_n not_o as_o if_o i_o will_v willing_o lay_v some_o blame_n upon_o thou_o do_v i_o say_v thus_o but_o that_o thy_o heart_n may_v not_o be_v nor_o that_o any_o rule_n shall_v be_v want_v to_o thou_o if_o you_o behave_v yourself_o otherwise_o thou_o will_v be_v obnoxious_a to_o a_o heavy_a judgement_n except_o thou_o proceed_v with_o caution_n my_o brother_n strive_v to_o have_v a_o mind_n unmoved_a which_o can_v be_v hinder_v but_o rather_o promote_v by_o the_o enmity_n of_o the_o creature_n all_o thing_n to_o a_o just_a man_n turn_v to_o good_a whether_o it_o be_v death_n or_o life_n or_o dissension_n or_o love_n for_o such_o a_o one_o overlook_v the_o creature_n
take_v all_o as_o from_o the_o creator_n whether_o they_o be_v grateful_a or_o ungrateful_a and_o though_o we_o may_v not_o as_o yet_o come_v thus_o far_o yet_o be_v this_o to_o be_v account_v for_o a_o rule_n and_o to_o be_v follow_v with_o all_o endeavour_n and_o with_o this_o i_o will_v have_v thou_o recommend_v to_o the_o lord_n who_o will_v be_v helpful_a to_o we_o all_o and_o keep_v and_o promote_v we_o all_o more_o and_o more_o in_o his_o own_o way_n epist._n xxx_o how_o a_o noble_a plant_n spring_v up_o out_o of_o the_o dead_a seed_n through_o the_o divine_a fuitfulness_n to_o his_o brother_n a._n w._n dear_a brother_n the_o herb_n we_o have_v receive_v the_o omnipotent_a lord_n who_o from_o his_o eternal_a beam_a forth_o have_v make_v to_o come_v forth_o the_o outflowing_a power_n of_o all_o his_o creature_n according_a to_o the_o common_a and_o outstreaming_a operation_n of_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n replenish_v thou_o and_o the_o common_a emptiness_n of_o other_o with_o 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