the ground of your Grief The more Gracious the more Glorious the more Holy the more Happy the better she was the fitter for Heaven There are two things which may trouble us at the death of Relations the one is when we can see no Evidence of Grace the other when we have neglected our Duty to them especially to their Souls in their life-life-time The reason why David did so wofully bewail the Death of Absalom is imagined to be one or both of these When our Relations are fitted for Glory I think 't is no uncharitable wish to wish them out of a troublesome World in those Coelestial Enjoyments Paul did desire to be dissolved and to be with Christ which was best of all But to wish those out of Glory that are in were both an unprofitable and uncharitable desire and argues more Passion and Self-love than well grounded Charity Now there is no going to Heaven but through the Gaâ—es of Death and 't is through Death's Portal that we must enter She hath paid the Debt we all owe and would you have her endure these Pangs and Pains over again You came not into the World together and it was unlikely that you would go together out and when ever a parting was it was like to be with grief She hath changed her Husband but 't is for the better an Earthly for an Heavenly she had a large Joynture before but 't is much amended 't is now advanc'd to a Crown and Kingdom She hath left her Relations behind but she hath better there Saints and Angels the Souls of Just Men made perfect There she can serve the Lord without distraction and sing Hallelujahs to Eternity without weariness here Corruption attended her best Duties there sin and sorrow shall be no more here she was troubled with Satan's Temptations there he cannot come to throw one Dart or shoot one Arrow at her here she was liable to Pains Aches Griefs and Troubles all these are there removed here she could scarcely open an Eye or an Ear but it let in sin or sorrow there all tears shall be wiped away and a sad or sorrowful thought shall never enter And what cause hath she to complain of wrong And if neither of you be wronged why is this wast Why so many sighs so many sobs so many sorrowful tears which might better run in another Channel Had she liberty â—o speak for her self it might probably be in such words as these which Christ upon the Cross spake â—o the Women that bewailed him Luke 23.28 Weep not for me but weep for your selves and for â—our children c. those that are yet in the Vale of Tears 't is the Church-Militant that deserves â—ity not the Church-Triumphant Lament raâ—her the condition of those that survive for you know not what their Sufferings may be the other are out of harms-way and safely landed in the Port of Heaven Now is there such a wrong done you or her that God takes her to himself before you were willing to part with her though he had a better Interest in her than you could pretend and made her fit for Glory and translated her thither You agree both in the thing but the Quarrel is about the time and the Controversie is whose Will must be obeyed or whose Judgment must be preferred which is the best time Many of the wiser Heathens have submitted with less contradiction Anaxarchus when told of the death of his two Sons answered I knew that they were Mortal Et stultus est qui mortem mortalium deflet Now in the present Controversie may not God say to you as sometimes he did to his People What iniquity have your fathers found in me that they are gone from me What wrong have I done that you thus complain One of us must submit and must it be me Must I alter my Eternal Decrees for your sake or will there be no Peace to be had The Lord may say as Jacob did to Laban when he so fiercely pursued him Gen. 31.36 What is my trespass What is my sin Declare it before the world that they may be our judges Nay hath not God in this very Affliction sugared your Pill which might have been much bittered she might have been taken away in her younger years before you had such hopes of her Integrity or at least denyed you such Evidence of her Conversion then might you have feared she had been lost indeed or instead of one he might have taken all your Children when as yet two survive oâ— by the same stroke he might have taken away your dear Husband better to you than ten Sons as Elkanah said to Hannah 1 Sam. 1.8 Or he might have suffered your Children to be a heart-breaking to you as too many in these days are by their vicious Lives and Conversations who bring their gray hairs with sorrow to the grave which makes them with with Augustiâ—â— that they had never married or had dyed childless These are not such rare Examples in our days but too frequent She dyed a Natural Death many now adays as well as Job Eli Aaron David and others in former times were not so happy as to say so of theirs Neither is there any guilt upon you as upon some that have cause to mourn for neglecting any means for the preservation of her Life when some be wickedly Accessory to their Childrens Death If there were any fault which yet I cannot accuse you of it was in the excess of your Love which I the more fear when I see the excess of your Sorrow and this is a fault which Indulgent Mothers are apt to run into But you 'll say you could more easily have born any other Burden or suffered any other Cross Why then it seems God hath let you Blood in the right Vein as he did the Young Man in the Gospel that was willing to do any thing Christ commanded but part with his Riches but Christ will have a full resignation of our selves and all that is ours or he will not own us No beloved Delilah must be retained the Cross that Christ appoints we must bear and must not pick and choose our own Burden Luke 14.26 If any man come to me and hate not his father and mother wife and children brethren and sisters and his own life also he cannot be my Disciple That is if he prize any of those before him or will rather part with Christ than with any or all of these he deserves not the name of a Christian for all we have in the World is given to us as Love-Tokens from God to signifie his Love to us and to oblige our Love to him and sometimes God calls back some of these Gifts to see whether we love him or his Tokens better God gave you liberty before she dyed to let her and you see the Fruit of her Womb a Son which though he soon called off the Stage yet at the Resurrection be shall stand in his lot But 't is
take themselves wings and flye away and on whose Tree they will roost we know not We usually call Riches Substance when 't is but really a Shadow an empty Nothing if we look upon it through the Devil's bewitching Spectacles it seems gilded 't is like the Serpent Scytale of whom 't is said she allureth Beasts to her by her beautiful Colours and stings them to death This made Paul be crucified to the world and David as a weaned child The World is but a blaze at best but many times proves an Ignis Fatuus which leads most Men out of the way the best Account Solomon could give of it was 'T is vanity and vexation of spirit Yet many load themselves with thick Clay but Death will unload them and cover them with common Earth Great Men a while disturb the World and grasp at Crowns and Kingdoms but now Alexander's Ashes are contained in a little Urn they are in the World as a Guest in an Inn for a Night they sit at the upper end of the Table fare of the best lye in the best Bed but in the Morning they have most to pay We are in a Journey to Heaven let us not fall in Love with what we see in our way or sit down at the Stile or Bridge Let us use the world as a Traveller doth his Staff keep it or throw it away as it helps or hinders us If Riches increase let us not set our hearts upon them neither think our selves much the better or safer for them for we know not what World we may Lodge in the next Night or whether our Money there will be currant Coin 'T is all one at Death whether we have little or much the Poor are as nigh to Heaven then as the Rich and sometimes better prepared Riches are uncertain at the best to the Possessors like the Sea sometimes there is a Storm sometimes a Calm sometimes it ebbs and sometimes flows They are like Winter Weather very variable we see sometimes in the Clouds like Towers and Castles in the Air but a blast of Wind comes and they are dasht into another form for they wanted a Foundation and so do many Men for their great Hopes The Devil easily blows up such blubs in proud Men's hearts yea such Tumours are apt to rise of themselves 'T is observed that a Sick Man a Covetous Man and a Discontented Man cannot take Pleasure in their Enjoyments still there is something wanting to give content Job was a Rich Man but his Heart did not cling to his Riches we see how patiently he suffered the loss of all He made not gold his hope neither said unto the fine gold Thou art my confidence c. Job 31.24 c. Riches make no great difference among Men the Wether that bears the Bell haply may be a little better cloathed and fatter than the rest but is a Sheep still and little the better for the Bell. Should the Devil not only shew us but also give us all the Glory of the World 't is not much worth these are but Thorns that choak the Word and make it unfruitful the harder we grasp them the deeper they wound us and ere long will be wrung out of our Arms we can find little Honey but many Stings But in Heaven there is Pleasure without Pain and Treasure which cannot be exhausted A Heart in Heaven is one of our surest Evidences for Heaven and a Heart set upon the Earth the saddest Symptom of a Wicked Man For where your treasure is there will your hearts be also Those that are Friends to the World are Enemies to God James 4.4 And though we expect a Paradice it will prove but a Bochim a place of Lamentation 4. As the World can give little Content and Satisfaction to a Man so it can do us little or no good in our great concerns here or hereafter it can do little for the Body and less for the Soul I know the former especially will seem a Paradox to many who look upon Riches as the only Happiness and hate Poverty more than the Devil and fear it more than Hell But consider Gold cannot nourish us nor keep us warm both which are necessary to our well-being we have read of some that have been famished to Death amidst infinite Treasures But it will be objected it will buy us Food and Raiment 't is true but Food cannot nourish nor Cloathes keep warm without a Commission from God and he can do it without them as in Moses Elijah and our Saviour Christ neither can they prevent Pain nor support us under it If they could so many Rich Men would not labour under such Tormenting Distempers as the Gout Cholick Stone Strangury c. as they do and usually Rich Men groan under such Distempers most and Riches causes them more than cures them Yea the raging pain of an aking Tooth puts Rich Men as well as the Poor out of Humour and all their Riches cannot ease them the Oyl of Angels can do them no good against the Plague or Pestilence or Pestilentious Diseases Fevers Small-Pox Consumptions Surfeits and such like Riches are neither preventing removing or supporting Physick Yea Death enters into the Courts of Kings as well as the Cottages of Peasants or the Beggar 's Cell The Poor Man's Diet feeds him as well as the Rich Man's Dainties as Daniel's Pulse and Water did him and his Fellows as well as Court-Junkets did the other yea they are as warm in their Rags as others are in their Robes Yea we oft-times find that Surfeits and nauceating Stomacks are the Fruits and Effects of Plentiful Tables As to the true and Primitive use of Cloathes viz. to cover our Nakedness and to distinguish the Sex a Russet Coat may serve as well as a Velvet Gown or Sattin Suit The Poor Man sleeps as soundly upon his hard Bed as the Rich upon his Bed of Down The sleep of a labouring man is sweet whether he eat little or much Eccles 5.12 'T is true his Fare is not so costly neither are his Cares so great but he can take his Rest without Distemper or Distraction while his Rich Neighbour his restless Spirit and carking Cares read him nightly Lectures upon his Bed I have read of Anacron who when he was Poor was Merry and Jocund which was observed by a Rich Neighbour who sent him two Talents which when he had his care to keep it and his fears of losing it so distracted his Mind that he could not sleep which after a while he observed sent back the Money and was as Merry as before Solomon tells us He that maketh hast to be rich shall not be innocent And no wonder if with Gold Men get Guilt if God throws sometimes some handfuls of Hell-fire into their Consciences and spoils all the Sport In a word many that eat their Bread in the sweat of their brows and are clad in their comely Russet have their Health as well many times better
Those are most like to neglect their Work that cast it out of sight and out of mind and those are likest to be surprized by an Enemy that neglect their Watch When the evil servant said in his heart my Lord deferreth his coming c. he was soon surprized and paid for his Folly Mat. 24.48 c. In the Psalmist's days there were many of whom he saith God is not in all their thoughts Psal 10.4 And are there not many in our days of whom it may be said Death is not in all their thoughts Do not the shew of their countenance the course of their lives testifie against them and they declare their sin 〈◊〉 Sodom and hide it not The course of their Lives cannot consist with a believing Meditation of God of Heaven and Hell Death and Judgment no no they put far from them the evil day Amos 6.3 This cursed Security is the source of all manner of sin and wickedness for God is neither in their Head nor Heart and therefore they sin boldly I have heard of some foolish Creatures that will thrust their Heads into a Bush and then because they see no body they think no body sees them such apprehension many Men seem to have of Death they think themselves secure because they have got Death out of their minds but misreckoning proves no Payment Many like the Rich Man Luke 12.16 c. promised himself a longer Lease than God had sealed him but Christ calls him Fool for his labour Many mens Glasses are almost run out when they thought they were but new turned but those that reckon without their Host must reckon twice 'T is folly in a Tenant to forget his Rent-day and then imagine his Land-lord forgets it also or for a Malefactor to forget the day of his Execution and think others forget it as well as he This was Jerusalem's fault and it proved her ruine Lam. 1.9 She remembred not her last end therefore she came down wonderfully and this proves many a man's ruine It was not in vain therefore that Moses prays Psal 90.12 So teach us to number our days that we may apply our hearts to wisdom We are apt to make some Preparation for the Body what to eat and what to drink and wherewithal we shall be cloathed and neglect not Fairs nor Markets where wanted Necessaries may be had many prepare in the Day for the Night in the Summer for Winter in Health for Sickness in Youth for Age yea and for their Posterity after them And what stupid Madness is it not to provide in time for Eternity and remember not the days of darkness for they are many Eccles 11.8 'T is the greatest folly to mind trifles and neglect the main The thoughts of Death will not hasten it the sooner but it may hasten our Preparation for it it can do us no harm but much good Let no day therefore pass without some serious thoughts and meditation of it this will make it less formidable 'T is fabled of the Fox that when he first saw a Lion he trembled but in process of time he grew bolder Thus by better Acquaintance we should do with Death that is most amazing that comes unexpectedly Let us put the Question to our selves Did I know I should dye the next Week or Month how should I spend this time And let 's live so seeing for ought we know we may not live so long Sure our Time-wasting Gallants would then find something else to do than to divide their Time as many do between Swearing Roaring Drinking and Whoring Death will make a wonderful change both in the good and in the bad In the good 't is an outlet to all their Misery and an inlet to Heaven and Glory In the bad 't is an end of all their Felicity and the date of their Misery and can this on either side be such a contemptible change as not worth thinking of Should a poor Woman upon a fixed day be to be married to some Mighty Prince could she forget the day or neglect to prepare for it Can a Maid forget her ornaments or a Bride her attire c. Or were a Man upon an appointed day to go to Prison to Banishment or to Execution would it signifie nothing to him Were our Houses on fiâ—e over our Heads or were we pursued by a Lion or Bear or other ravenous Beast or some deadly Enemy that sought our Lives should we be so unconcerned And is not the Soul in a thousand times greater danger of Eternal Death than the Body can be of Temporal and yet shall this be slighted Is it not high time for us when the Sergeant waits to Arrest us to take Christ's Counsel and agree with our Adversary before we are cast into Prison Mat. 5.25 And not as ill Husbands do stay till we are arrested and cast into Prison I know there are too many that think God and Devil Heaven and Hell are but Fables these will know to their sorrow they are Realities and deserve our serious thoughts And 't is not enough to think of Death for many do so against their wills but they must prepare for it also let us consider every Evening what we have done in reference to Preparation the day past and whether we are a days Journey nearer Heaven as we are nearer our Graves This course is likely to fit us for Death and Judgment Lesson 7. The Seventh Lesson we may learn from this sad and unexpected Providence is Seeing all are under a necessity of dying to bring our minds to be willing to dye how and when God in his Providence shall think fit It is appointed unto all men once to dye and after death the Judgment Heb. 9.27 Now 't is our Duty to subscribe our consent to this Law He that hateth not his father mother wife and children brethren and sisters and his own life also he cannot be my Disciple Luke 14.26 These are Love-Tokens God hath given us to win our Love and when he requires them again 't is to try whether we love Him or his Gifts better 'T is as I shew'd before our Duty to submit as Aaron patiently to the death of our Relations and sometimes the Lesson proves hard enough but here is a further tryal we shall be put upon to submit to our own Death When Job bore the loss of his Estate and Relations so well the Devil would try him by afflicting him in his Body and Mind Skin for skin and all that a man hath will he give for his life Job 2.4 As if he should say Any thing for his own Life Cattle Servants Children all shall go so he may sleep in a whole Skin I know the Lesson to be willing to dye seems hard to Flesh and Blood but we must have something more or we cannot dye well the same Reason that makes us submit to another's Death is good here I know there are greater Temptations lying at some mens doors than others 't is
that you complain and spend so many sighs and sobs and sorrowful tears Why is your Countenance cast down or why doth Discontent appear in your Face Why God hath taken away from you your Daughter which you loved and from whom you expected much comfort and that without your leave and â—iking and against your will But will this bear an Action Did not he love her as well as you And was he not as well able to prefer her Was not she his as well as yours Yea had he not a greater Interest in her She was his by â—â—ght of Creation did not he make her of nothing Was she not his also by right of Redemption when his only Son lost his Life to buy her out of Slavery She is Christ's by Donation being one that his Father gave to him which he will not lose John 6.39 And she hath also devoted her self to him and resigned her self and all she had to his dispose She is also his by Preservation 't is he that maintained her at his own Cost and Charges ever since she had a Being and paid you well for Nursing her Christ hath also a Matrimonial Right in her she being espoused to him In the time of the Law the Children begotten in Bondage were accounted the Master's and you being God's Servant he hath an Interest in your Children also She is his Daughter as well as yours his by Adoption What Interest you have was only given or lent you being but Instrumental in her production and will you yet dispute the Point which hath most Right to dispose of her She call'd him Father and so she was his Adopted Child as well as you Mother She was the Work of his hands he was the Potter she but the Clay and whose is the Pot but the Pot-makers He made her for his Glory and will you not give him leave to glorifie himself in her Salvation By a mutual consent she is married to Christ and if he demand his Wife will you deny her If any other lay any claim to her Body yet the Spirit returns to God that gave it He breathed into her the breath of Life and 't is he alone that restrains her breath She was yours indeed by Relation both you and she are God's by Purchase You are not your own but bought with a price And he that hath call'd her hence will ere long send for you after her This is no continuing City you look for and she hath found one above whose Builder and Maker is God While she was here she was a Tenant at will in a poor crazy Cottage a House of Clay subject to moulder about her eaâ—s Now she is commanded by the Landlord to surrender yet with a Promise of a better Habitation God hath commanded to pull down this Earthly Tabernacle and hath provided her a Palace A house not made with hands but eternal in the heavens whose builder and maker is God and hath exalted her from a Cottage to a Crown And is this the wrong that you complain of Hath not God much more cause to complain of you that do what you can to hinder her Promotion She was under Age but now comes to Inherit If you say you had her not long enough who shall be Judge her Father or you Do you pretend to any Promise of a longer time Produce it if you can if not lay your hand upon your mouth Could you have provided better for her than he hath done If not why do you envy her Happiness He hath sent for her home to his own Court provided a Husband for her married her to his Son who hath lodged her in his own Bosom And what wrong is in all this What cause of sighs and groans and showers of tears And he claims as great a Priviledge in you as in her and ere long if it be denied will distrain for it and try his Title and repining will do no good 't is much better to submit as David did who fasted and prayed when his Son was living but when he was dead comforted himself and said I shall go to him but he shall not come to me 2 Sam. 12.23 But perhaps if a separation must be you had rather have gone before her But must your Will needs be preferred before God's who gave you liberty to choose Indeed this was David's fault and failing till he was chid out of this Humour 2 Sam. 18.33 O my son Absalom my son my son Absalom would God I had died for thee O Absalom my son my son Jonah in a pet had rather have died than his Gourd should have withered he prayed for Death and told the Lord That he did well to be angry even unto death for the Gourd's sake but God had determined he should live and the Gourd should die Our Lives are not in our own hands nor in our Enemies hands but in the hands of God we cannot appoint God what to do or who to call for neither is it fit we should he knows best when our Task is done and when we are ready But you did expect she should have lived longer but what ground had you to build such an Expectation upon T is true she was young but do not far younger than she was feel the dint of Death Yea haply if it were well considered as many die before they come to her Age as live beyond it you your self buried one at a far younger age your knew she was Mortal and why should you promise her more time than God had promised her I am sure God never made any Promise to frustrate his Eternal Decrees she might indeed have lived longer even to the Age of Methusalem had God will'd it and she might also have died younger yea and never saw the Sun But who is it that he hath made of his Cabinet-Counsel Or who is it that can come to a composition for a Lease of his own or Friend's Life But is this all the thanks you render to God for sparing her with you to comfort you for about Twenty Years that you murmur Had it been more haply had it been Twenty more the thanks had been all one and your sorrow at the parting never the less and will nothing content except we be our own carvers But suppose you hoped she should survive you and what then Would not there have been grief at the parting But you would have had the burden cast upon her shoulders but God that bids us take up the Cross will have the making of it himself and lays it upon whose back he pleaseth and will not humour us so far as to let us have our will when it stands in competition with his own And truly this Cross is so perfectly of God's making that he that runs may read it But had he made use of any Instrument his Hand might have been seen in the Work But she was hopeful and could not be spared and is not this matter of Comfort to you which you make
Oyl of Angels But to pass by that exploded conceit or rather deceit as a groundless Fiction But whether the Soul be in Heaven or Hell for a third place the Scripture owns not it is in a stated condition which Eternity it self cannot alter and our Tears nothing avail to the one or to the other In Heaven there can be no augmentation of Glory for how can they have more than fulness of Joy and Pleasures for evermore What can they have more than the Beatifical Vision of God and Fruition of Glory than rivers of pleasures at God's right hand for evermore Communion with and Enjoyment of God blessed for ever And can your Tears procure greater Glory Here is the maximum quod sic the highest Pinacle of Glory as much as sâ—â—ll Creatures are capable of at present and at the Resurrection Soul and Body being reunited their Glory shall be compleat yea everlâ—â—â—â—â—g Joy in the Presence of God And had you your wish for her it would fall a thousand times shorter than her real Enjoyment And what cause is there of Tears unless it be in those that envy her Happiness Now on the other side miscarrying Souls can have no diminution of their Torments by the Tears of their Friends in their life-time Prayers and Tears to God in their behalf had been sit Physick but when Death comes 't is too late let the Papists say what they will to the contrary As the tree falleth so it lyeth and as Death leaves us so Judgment shall find us Their own Tears can then do them no good though they should weep as much Water as there is in the Sea There is a time when God will be found and there is a time when he will not be found The Rich Glutton could not in Hell procure one drop of Water to cool his Tongue There is no Redemption out of Hell and there is no other place for miscarrying Souls but Hell the Tormentors will not be bribed nor the fire quenched with Tears Their worm dyeth not and their fire never goeth out Tophet is ordained of old even for the King it is prepared he hath made it deep and large the pile thereof is fire and much wood and the breath of the Lord like a river of brimstone doth kindle it Isa 30.33 So that 't is evident immoderate Mourning for deceased Friends either needs not or boots not those that dye well are set out of the reach of Danger and those that miscarry out of the reach of Recovery But I desire you further to consider were your Daughter sensible in Heaven what sorrow you have for her on Earth which is a thing too hard for me to determine what thanks think you would she return We may imagine she would speak to you in the Language our Saviour Christ used to the Women thâ—â— lamented him upon the Cross Daughters of Jerusalem weep not for me but weep for your selves for the misery that is like to come upon you Yoâ— may sigh away your Comfort and sob away youâ— Health and weep away your precious time and disable your self for your present Duty but if you mourn all the days of your Life and weep till Dooms-day you would find your self where you began and to have gotten no ground It is your Duty to do what you can for your Children while they live as David fasted and prayed for his Son but when dead say as he I shall gâ— to her she shall not come to me Or as Job Thâ— Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away blessed be the name of the Lord. God will not be perswaded by all your Tears and Complaints to alter his Eternal Decrees to fit your Humour though you should drench your self in Sorrow and drown your self in Tears yet 't is all one you may as well mourn that God will not give you Power to resist the Tide when it comes in in its strength or resist the universal Darkness that comes upon us at the Sun 's setting or stop the Sun and Moon in their courses or remove the Pillars of Heaven or the Foundations of the Earth as this for you cannot alter his Decree or preserve the Life of one that he hath appointed to dye He doth not only appoint that all Men shall dye but the number of their Months are with him and he appoints their Bounds that they cannot pass the time when the manner how the Instrument by whom are all known to him and by immoderate mourning at the execution of his Will you seem to mourn that you are not God or not able to resist him or that he made you not of his Counsel when he decreed your Daughter's death which is so absurd that no Heathen could in plain words own it And doth not Experience convince you your Tears are vain Was there ever any that by mourning brought a Soul out of Heaven or Hell or got any benefit by it And will you think you shall be the first I know some have been raised from the Dead by the mighty Power of God who had determined it should be so for the confirmation of the Gospel But what is this to your case Let your Grief therefore never exceed the bounds of Moderation for it will never do you good or any one else But suppose it were possible to prevail with God in such a Request and he should give her her choice to go or stay you would be never the better you would never prevail with her to return There was indeed such a Petition made to Abraham for Lazarus to come back into the World but it was refused and Lazarus had met with such hard Measures in the World that he was not fond of the Journey and doubtless she would not be perswaded with all your Arguments to leave the Bosom of Christ and the sweet Embraces of her dear Redeemer to accompany you for a while for long it cannot be before a separation must be made again for this is no continuing City and truly to wish her to leave the perfection of Glory and to embrace an estate of Sin and Misery and subject her self again to Drudgery and Slavery Pain and Sickness Dread and Danger Persecution and Affliction argues more of Self-love than of true Affection to her and I believe when the Passion is over upon consideration you would not do it If a poor Beggar 's Daughter going from door to door were affected and beloved by some Mighty Prince who should take her cloath and adorn her marry her and make her his Queen and after this her Mother should perswade her to leave her Crown and Dignity her Husband Honour and Preferment and Pleasure and go along in her hand as before a begging it would be hard to perswade her The Application is easie and the Condescension far greater in this case than in that to leave Heaven to converse with you on the Earth and were it in your power would you expose her again to Sin and Suffering and to
She is dead also And would there not be another separation if she survived We are in this Life like Men in a croud almost thronged to Death and he that first gets out is best at ease and would you wish her again in the midst of the throng Now if you say as I believe you will these are not your desires to have her back Why then all these Tears these Sighs these Sobs if you imagine she is better than you This looks as if you envied her Happiness and would have her bear part of your Burden Nay immoderate Sorrow signifies that you have hard thoughts of her condition for who can mourn for those he thinks happier than himself Who mourns for his Childrens Advancement especially if he knew they were out of Danger this would look more like Envy than Love to mourn for another's Welfare If Galeacius that Italian Marquess when he was offered great Riches if he would renounce his Religion cryed out Let their Money perish with them that hold all the Wealth in the World worth one day's Communion with Christ How much more may a glorified Saint say so if he were tempted by the World's Splendour to leave his Coelestial Enjoyment that City of Pearl that Mansion of Glory the Beatifical Vision the Enjoyment of Christ those Rivers of Pleasures to come and make his abode in the World for any earthly Greatness how scornfully would a glorified Saint entertain such a Motion And how little would these Promises affect him The Martyrs that had comparatively but a little taste of Christ yet disrelished all things else in comparison of him and forsook all for him Yea loved not their lives to the death but laid them down at the Stake for his sake and in his cause But now they enjoy him in Glory what value think you they put upon him The greatest cause of sorrow for a dead Child is when we fear their miscarrying and are conscious of the neglect of our Duty to them in reference to their Salvation This we may mourn for and it may be a corrosive to our hearts and it should make us careful for the time to come But to mourn for those immoderately that we believe are translated into Glory and have the highest pitch of Happiness we could wish for them is our weakness or our sin or both Such Tears will neither glorifie God nor benefit us or our Relations living or dead but are spent in vain And seeing weeping cannot prevail with God nor with our departed Friends to return let us dry up those Tears and make no more such wast but turn them into a right Channel and mourn for sin which is the cause of their Death and of our Trouble 5. The last Consideration I shall commend unto you is to consider your own Condition the uncertainty of your Life and the hast that Death makes to post you after her yea you are following your lamented Daughter at the very heels For when your Part is play'd you will march off the Stage How soon a parting blow will be given to divide you from your other Relations you know not how soon Death will enter into your Lodgings had your Daughter lived 't is not likely you would have continued long together You have lived a considerable time the most People in the World die younger why then take it you so ill that your Daughter is stept over the Stile before you when you your self are ready to tread upon her heels and to tread out her foot-steps Yet a few years and then I shall go whence I shall not return Job 16.22 And your place will know you no more Job 7.10 The thread of your Life will soon be cut which can never be pieced and your Glass run out which will never be turned and the Day be over which will never dawn again Such Meditations of Death did always run in Job's mind he is much upon this Subject and had Death always in his Eye And the like would do you no hurt but much good O remember that my life is wind mine eye shall no more see good The eye of him that hath seen me shall see me no more Thine eyes are upon me and I am not As the cloud is consumed and vanisheth away so he that goeth down to the grave shall come up no more He shall return no more to his house neither shall his place know him any more Job 7.7 c. Let me alone that I may take comfort a little before I go hence whence I shall not return even to the land of darkness and the shâ—dow of death Job 10.20 21. He knew that he had not long to trouble the World and therefore desired he might not meet with much Trouble in the World Death whether it strikes you or your Relations gives a parting blow and which ever goes first the other will not stay long behind Now is it worth the while to spend your days in sorrowing for your dead Daughter when she hath drunk that Health that you your self must so quickly Pledge Or to wish her again for so short an Enjoyment when one of these days you will enjoy her to Eternity when she shall be much more lovely than here she was If you place your Happiness in the Enjoyment of your Relations in this Life 't is a short-liv'd Happiness and you will shortly have occasion to say as one about to leave the World Spes fortuna vale te Farewel Hope and Comfort for ever But sure while God is present a Christian need not care much who is absent If we could be as sensible of the with-drawings of God from the Soul as of the departure of Friends and Relations it would prove our greater trouble If our hopes were only in this life we should of all men be most miserable Indeed there is cause of sorrow if they die unconverted and breath out their Happiness with their Lives But for the Godly they cannot only say Dum spiro spero While there is Life there is Hope but also Dum expiro spero I have Hope in Death it self Prov. 14.32 Death it self is a Door of Hope to give them entrance into the Paradice of God but to the Wicked a Trap-door to let them into Hell Both Godly and Wicked shall change their Place but not their Company for they shall have such Company they delighted in here Those that must leave all their Comforts behind no wonder if they are unwilling to depart Never had Adam more cause to be unwilling to leave Paradice or the Jebusites the strong Holds in Sion or the unjust Steward to leave his Office or the Devils to go out of the Demoniack when they knew they should never enter there again than a wicked Man hath to leave the World Solomon calls the Grave our long Home Man goeth to his long home Eccles 12.5 And well he may some haply may sleep there Six Thousand Years before the Resurrection but Heaven and Hell may be
called so much better for what is that space of time to Eternity 'T is called also The house of all the living because all that ever did or shall live shall there dwell together God hath provided all Men one House in the Womb and another in the Tomb one when they enter into the World and another when they go out and the Wise Man tells us The day of death is better than the dayâ— of ones birth Eccles 7.1 For man that is born of a woman is born to sorrow Job 14.1 therefore the Coffin is to be preferred before the Cradle An Ancient Father calls the days wherein the Martyrs suffered their Birth-days because then they began to live indeed their Marriage-day because then the Marriage was consummate between Christ and their Souls It was an Epicure that said Ede bibe lude post mortem nulla voluptas But 't is better saith Solomon to go to the house of mourning than to the house of feasting Eccles 7.2 Now through this Gate your dear Daughter is gone and you are stepping after her you are treading out her steps and others ere long will do as much for you you are but a Vessel of Clay and begin to crack your Pains and Aches and Decays in Nature may mind you that you are declining that you have one foot in the Grave and are you troubled that another hath stept in before you Yet a little while and you will enjoy her to Eternity when both of you will be stript of all Infirmities and Corruption which here renders Communion less delightful Where you shall be ever with the Lord and with the spirits of just men made perfect 1 Thess 4.17 Heb. 12.23 Blessed is that Day and happy will that Union be between Christ and the Soul and happy is that Man whether he die old or young that shall come to Mount Sion unto the City of the living God the Heavenly Jerusalem and to an innumerable company of Angels to the general assembly and Church of the first-born which are written in Heaven and to God the Judge of all and to the spirits of just men made perfect and to Jesus the Mediator of the new Covenant c. Heb. 12.22 23 24. Oh what a Glorious Meeting will here be in Heaven how Happy and Glorious will that day be when we leave this wretched World and wicked Company to enjoy the Assembly of holy and happy Saints and Angels yea of God himself blessed for ever Now she that formerly was in her blood and no eye pityed her Ezek. 16.3 4 5 6. doth now shine by the Beauty her Husband hath put upon her as the stars for ever and ever and ere long you will meet where you shall never part Then will you solace your selves in each others Love and both in the love of your dear Redeemer When she will never repent that she died so young nor you that she lived no longer She is not lost but found she is but gone a days Journey before you and at Night you will Lodge together you will over-take her and find her in her Father's Cabinet among his Jewels She hath gotten the start and is at the Race end before you she hath won the Prize and is this matter of Grief or Rejoycing She hath cast her Ground and recovered the Hill and is at the Race end before you You came not together into the World and it was unlikely you should leave it together There was a probability you think she might have survived you but God determined otherwise Some Roses are taken in the bud some are full blown when others wither and fall but those that grow longest prove but fading Flowers and are of short continuance sic transit gloria mundi God is not engaged to shew us the Reason of his Actings his Will is his Law and 't is our Duty to acquiesce in it We cannot resist his Power and we pray his Will may be done let us not contradict our own Petition God knows best what is best and he tells us All shall work for the best to those that love God Rom. 8.28 and this may suffice us If you prefer your own Will before his or loved your Daughter better than your God you cannot be his Disciple If you had rather enjoy her Company than submit to God God will take it ill from you he took her hence when he saw her Work was done and left you as yet to moil and toil and sweat in the Vineyard Submission under his strokes is your best and wisest course contending against his Will is foolish and sinful foolish because you cannot resist it sinful because you ought not to resist love to God and the Creature cannot be both in the same Party in the prevailing degree we cannot serve God and Mammon 'T is your Wisdom rather to mind your own end than to lament hers The Scripture frequently minds us and not in vain for we are apt to forget it of our latter end and the brevity of our Lives And this if well minded would imbitter all Earthly Enjoyments and make us set a low value upon all Creature-Comforts Man that is born of a woman saith Job is of few days and full of trouble he cometh forth like a flower and is cut down he fleeth also as a shadow and continueth not Job 14.1 2. And what more fading than a Flower What more fleeting than a Shadow And sometimes 't is compared to a Weaver's Shuttle yea to a Post that hasteth away Your Glass is also running and the last Sand is ready to drop 'T is the Complaint of Old Themistocles that a Man must die even when he begins to live when he begins to be Wise Death calls him hence we usually spend the flower of our Age the strength of our Bodies and the vigour of our Spirits in sinful Vanities before we know why we live or what Errand we came into the World upon little considering that upon a little Inch of Time depends Eternity our everlasting well or ill Being many had their time before they begin their Work not considering that whether they sleep or wake work or play their Glass is running and their Time wasting Few and evil saith old Jacob are the days of the years of my Pilgrimage and yet few attain to the number of Years which he then had attained There is but a little time between our Spring and Fall and therefore our Lives may fitly he compared to Jonah's Gourd that sprung up in one Night and perished in another Death is stealing upon us tacito pede with a silent foot and 't is an absurd thing saith one to ask when we shall die but rather when we shall make an end of dying for every day Death seizes upon some of our Lives and gains ground upon us and steals upon us insensibly as the shadow doth upon the Dial till our Sun be set and whether sleeping or waking we are in continual motion we are like Men
under Sail whether we heed or no we are in continual motion Yet many that have one foot in the Grave and the other ready to drop into Hell yet put far from them the evil day and under gray hairs nourish green hopes and desires and Young Persons depend over-much upon their Youth But the Jewish Proverb is That many an old Camel carries a young ones Skin to the Market And we say A young Sheep-skin may go thither as well as the old And Experience teacheth us that Old Men many times carry Young ones to their Graves Man in Scripture is compared unto Grass which in the morning grows up and flourisheth and in the evening is cut down dead and withered Psal 90.5 6. Or like unto a Sleep ver 4. Or to a Dream when one awakes To the Dream of a Shadow as Pindarus hath it or the shadow of Smoak saith another Or if there be any thing more vain it may lively represent our Lives and when Death comes he knows no difference between the Poor and the Rich the Noble and the Base Time with his Sithe mows down the Lillies of the Crown as well as the Grass of the Field All flesh is grass and the glory thereof as the flower of the field the grass withereth the flower fadeth c. Isa 40.6 7. Who then would trouble themselves much about Worldly things Who would cark and care pine and repine when he knows not whether he have a day to live or what shall be in the Womb of the next Morning How much better is it to mind our own end than to be troubled at anothers Death For we must deny our selves in our Relations if we will be the Disciples of Christ If we love any thing in the World above Christ we cannot be his Disciples he will have the prevailing degree of our love or he will not love us if we lodge any thing nearer to our heart than himself he will give us a Bill of Divorce and put us away The resigning up our Comforts and Relations to him is the best way to secure them for God will remove our Idols out of his sight we are his Spouse and have devoted our selves to him and must hang loose to the Creature and stick fast to him and not break our Vows to God made when we were espoused to him lest we provoke him to Jealousie by our over-fond affecting any Creature-Comfort These things we can spare Christ we cannot spare let all go so our Husband remain If we keep up our Love to him unspotted these saddest Providences will work for our good Rom. 8.28 Submission under the Correcting Hand of God is the surest soonest way to get from under the Rod when murmuring and repining makes him double his strokes for he will either bend us or break us humble us or make our hearts ake he will bring down our stubborn Wills or he will know why for 't is in vain for us to think to struggle out of his hands or to keep out of his reach and indeed the World is not so desirable now neither have the Godly found it so heretofore So as to desire it for our selves or Relations for though it be a Wicked Man's Heaven 't is a Godly Man's Purgatory yea all the Hell they are like to have and who would desire to live in Hell When our Work is done and our Wages ready who would wish himself again in the Vineyard to moil and toil and bear the burden and heat of the day When we are entring Canaan shall we again have a hankering mind after Egypt the Onions and Garlick and the Flesh-pots and to have our Ears bored and be made Bond-slaves for ever The World is full of the Devil's Lime-twigs and he baits his Nets and Hooks with Riches Honours and Pleasures when he fishes for Souls It may be said of Poverty and Riches as the Women in their Dances said of Saul and David Poverty hath slain Thousands but Plenty Ten Thousands Many thousands dye of a Surfeit Oh how hard have many found it to guide a great Ship in a Storm and Tempest when a little one can thrust into any little Creek or Harbour 'T is hard carrying our Cup even in a prosperous condition 't is much to keep under Pride Sensuality Passion Luxury Drunkenness and Debauchery and other enormous sins which are the Worms which breed in abundance 'T is not in vain that Agur prays Prov. 30.8 Give me neither poverty nor riches feed me with food convenient for me lest I be full and deny thee and say Who is the Lord Or lest I be poor and steal and take the Name of God in vain A Mediocrity a Competency a Sufficiency without Superfluity is the surest Portion a State too big may be as troublesome as a Shooe too big for the Foot 'T is not the greatness of the Cage that makes the Bird sing neither a great Estate that produceth inward Joy A Staff may be helpful to a Traveller when a burden of Staves may be troublesome The Moon never suffers Eclipse but at the Full. I know Poverty is a hard Weapon but Abundance is more dangerous and wounding Hence it is our Saviour Christ tells his Disciples how hard it is for a Rich Man to enter Heaven even as hard as for a Camel to go through the eye of a needle Matth. 19.24 The Reason is because 't is hard for those that have Riches to keep off their Affection from making them their God by loving them trusting in them and taking them for their Portion But this doth not always follow some great Men are good Men but many times Pride and Sensuality are the Worms that breed in the fairest Fruit or in the finest Cloath And if Riches be so dangerous what Estate should we wish for our Friends The World also is a Pest-House and almost every one ready to infect another and is there not cause to rejoyce when any of our Relations are out of the reach of the Infection 'T is an Egypt not only for Slavery Misery and Bondage but also there is scarce a House where there is not some dead Person in it yea many Families Villages and Towns there are where very few Spiritually alive are to be found and who but Mad-men would delight to live among the Tombs 'T is a Sodom for Wickedness and but a few Righteous Lots to be found in it and their Souls also are continually vexed with the unclean Conversation of their wicked Neighbours 'T is a Raging Sea and the Godly are Weather-beaten and continually driven up and down by Storms and Tempests and many Professors here make ship wrack of Faith and a good Conscience 'T is an Inn where good and bad are Entertained for a Night but the worst Men are accounted the best Guests and if any suffer it shall be the Godly The World is an Own Mother to Vice but a Step-mother to Vertue as the Earth is to Weeds when it would choak
Grapes may be gathered from these Thorns and some Figs from these Thistles some Honey may be lick'd off these Briars for God's Rod like Jonathan's hath Honey at the end Sensible we must be of this Providence as doubtless Aaron was at his two Sons deaths but discontent we must not be God complains that Righteous persons perish and no man lays it to heart and merciful men were taken away and no man considers it Isa 57.1 Some use of such Providences we should make and get some benefits by these Tryals Now among the many Lessons this Providence holds out to us I shall only point out these seven following which if you and I can learn by it it will be happy for us Lesson 1. From this Lecture of Mortality your dead Daughter we may learn the cursed Nature of sin which was the cause of her Death and how little beholding we are to it that thus rends one Friend out of the Arms of another for whatever Distemper our deceased Friends dye of sin lies at the bottom and sets the Disease on work but for sin 't is probable we had never dyed For the wages of sin is death but the gift of God is eternal life By one man's offence sin came into the world and death by sin and so death passed upon all for as much as all have sinned Now shall we love the Tree and hate the Fruit Love the Cause and hate the Effect Shall we be like foolish Children that hate the smarting Plaister and consider not the Ulcerous Sore that makes it necessary We would have the Wound cured and yet not have the Weapon drawn out for fear of a little smart Had not Sin gone before Death had not followed many Men love the Drunkenness and hate the Surfeit But did we see sin in its own Colours it would be worse than the Effects for 't is the only Object of God's infinite hatred for he hates nothing but sin or for sins sake and yet sin seems lovely when we behold it in the Devil's Glass or through his Spectacles If we could strip the Devil himself of his vicious Qualities he would return to his former Angelical Glory yea into God's Favour for he hates nothing he hath made Man in his first Creation was made Holy and Happy and had Power given him so to continue and though by his Constitution he was Mortal yet by God's Blessing he had been Immortal for ought we know â—s the Soul is But by eating the Forbidden Fruit Gen. 2.17 in all probability he had suddenly dyed had not Christ interposed and become a Surety to his Father and so gained a longer Lease and paid the Fine however Man became obnoxious to Death and dye he must See how dangerous it is to play at the hole of the Asp and to ask Counsel at the Devil's Mouth for so Eve did and for that Offence all her Posterity must eat bread in the sweat of their brows till they return to the dust out of which they were taken No Greatness can excuse us no Wisdom can prevent it but the most dangerous Death is to dye in our sins Sin it is that makes us uncurable otherwise we had been so armed Death could never have entred or pierced the heart Rom. 5.12 And shall we hug this Viper in our Bosom that will sting us to Eternal Death For sin is the very sting of death without which Death were not so formidable Adam's Offence diffuseth it self to all his Posterity as Poison doth to every part of the Body and shall we love the Work and hate the Wages Actual Sin is the Fruit of Original Corruption and springs from this bitter Root and 't is the cause of all our Misery and shall we like the foolish Dog bite the stone and let the Passenger that threw it go free Let us turn therefore all our sorrow into sorrow for sin for all is little enough to run in this Channâ—l And let this be your Motive though not one of the greatest sin was the cause of your dâ—ar Daughter's Death and will ere long be the cause of yours also and happy will it be for you if this bitter Pill have this Operation upon you to make you hate sin with a perfect hatred 2. Nay 't is not only Death but also all the Miseries that accompany Life and are the fore-runners of Death which are the direful Fruits and Effects of Sin Could we see Sin in its own proper shape it would appear most hateful and detestable but the Devil hides its Deformity from us what he can and to this end lends us his Spectacles in which it appears lovely and amiable but we may best see it in the Effects It was this that turned Angels out of Heaven Adam out of Paradice and many thousands into Hell and can the Tree be good that brings forth such unsavoury Fruit This raced out the Image of God and engraved upon the Soul the very Image of Satan The Devil knows well enough that if we saw Sin in its own Colours we must needs hate it for who can fall in Love with Deformity it self And therefore misrepresents it as a deformed Hag paints her Face and covers her Deformity thereby to take her Prey and allure unwary Youth So the Devil deals by Sin and represents it in Vertue 's Colours but the Glass of the Word would shew it in its own shape Indeed there is nothing in the World that can fully resemble it yet in the Scripture 't is represented by the foulest things imaginable to filthy Ulcerous Sores James 1.21 To the Mire that Swine wallows in the Vomit of a Dog to filthy Rags Menstruous Cloathes deadly Poison a fretting Cancer or Gangreen 't is so infectious none can escape the Infection it infects the whole Man like the Leprosie in the Head the Thoughts Words Desires Affections and Actions are all polluted and unclean and smell of the Cask and stink in the Nostrils of God our Eating Drinking Buying Selling Trading yea Plowing is sin Prov. 21.4 And all our Religious Duties if not performed with the Incense of Christ's Righteousness are defiled Isa 1.11 c. and 66.3 Why Those Duties though commanded by God yet proceeding not from a right Principle directed to a right End and done in a right manner must needs be faulty Now sin though looked upon as a harmless innocent thing and when Men have put a fair Mask upon its soul Face looks lovely and the Devil hides its soul Visage as 't is said the Panther doth his deformed Head purposely to take his Prey yet still it remains ugly Pride covers it self with the name of Cleanliness Drunkenness is taken for Good-fellowship and Covetousness for Good Husbandry c. But the Effects are not so lovely let the Devil and his Instruments say what they will to the contrary for 't is the occasion of all the Miseries that ever befel Mortal Man We had never had aking Head or aking Heart or Loss or
are all of a value So here some pass for Kings and some for Peasants but when Death hath gotten them into his Box the Grave they are all alike Yet how much need have great Men of Philip's Monitor for they are apt to forget their Mortality See Job 3.17 c. Some of the wiser Heathens have accounted Mortality a great Mercy that poor Creatures may be freed from their Misery And so doubtless 't is for those that are prepared for Death for they rest from their Labours The Hebrew Proverb is That in Calvary there are Sculls of all sorts and sizes Kings and Captains Lords and Lozels one takes no more out of the World than the other Naked they come and naked they shall go Great Saladine had but his Shirt Now though Riches cannot prevent Death yet it may hasten it Rich Men many times are as Oxen in a fat Pasture fitted for the Slaughter sometimes they are butcher'd by others for their Wealth and many times they prove their own Butchers and kill themselves by Intemperance The Sun-shine of Prosperity quickly ripens the Fruit of Sin and when Sin is ripe Ruine is ready Bachus or Venus opens the Door for Death to enter Now what good will it do to have a fair Suit of Cloathes and a Plague-sore under it Or a dainty Dinner with a Surfeit How often is Intemperance which ends in Gouts Surfeits Dropsies and such-like Diseases the Fruits of a Plentiful Table These open the Door of Eternity and light them a Candle to find the way to Death Now these are Diseases Riches cannot cure Seeing therefore the World is of so little use when we have most need why should we so greedily grasp after and spend so much time about it as to neglect our greater Concerns and despond so much when we meet with disappointments And why should we suffer those Vultures carking Cares to breed in and feed upon our Hearts and eat out all the Comfort of our Lives What Recompence can the World make us for all our pains and broken sleeps we have had upon its Account It cannot warrant us a Comfortable Life nor a Happy Death nay not one day free from pain Let such as over-greedily grasp after it remember Solomon's words H◠〈◊〉 maketh hast to be rich cannot be innocent And at leisure read James 5.1 2 c. Luke 6.24 Yet consider 't is not the having Riches â—ut the over-loving of them that is dangerous for they are not evil of themselves but great Blessings if not abused and some of those Talents put into our hands to be improved by us but prove dangerous when abused over-loved or over-trusted in But seeing they can neither prevent Death nor Diseases the cause of Death we should not put too high a value upon them nor take them for our Portion 2. As the World cannot prevent Death no more can it procure a happy Life And why Because it cannot give Content and Satisfaction to the Enjoyer of it and how then can our Lives be Happy when we are not content with our Condition and satisfied with our present Enjoyments Content never did nor never will grow in the World's Garden neither can Satisfaction be found in any thing under the Sun If we seek it here Riches will say 't is not in me Honours 't is not in me Pleasure 't is not in me c. Can we expect the Sun in a Pail of Water Indeed if the Sun shine upon the Water we may see the reflexion of it but if the Sun be clouded all the Water in the World cannot shew it When God shines upon us he may be seen in every Creature if not the World cannot shew him Our Earthly Enjoyments caâ— do us no good bring us no Comfort without a Commission from God and could they satisfie us for the present it would be but a miserable Portion yea a great Judgment for what should we do at Death when they leave us God did never give us these for our Portion but only aâ— a Viaticum in our Journey Our deceitful Hearts haply may promise Content had we an Hundred Pounds per Annum but they will deceive us for our desires would be enlarged from an Hundred to a Thousand and so in infinitum till Kingdoms yea the World would be too little for us as it was to Alexander Covetous Men have a dry Dropsie the more they have the more they thirst Theocritus brings in the Cove-Man wishing he had a Thousand Sheep when this wish was obtained he cries out Pauperis est numerare pecus 'T is but a Poor Man that is able to number his Cattel And 't is no wonder He that loveth silver shall not be satisfied with silver The World is of too base a Birth and Breeding to give the Soul content for two things are requisite to Satisfaction and both of those are wanting there must be Proportion and Propriety but what proportion is there between a Piece of Gold and an Immortal Soul It can neither feed it nor cloath it nor make it better And for Propriety this also is lost by the Fall that which we call our own is but lent us and we must be Accountable for it And 't is vain also for what Satisfaction can an Hungry Man take in a Pebble or a Thirsty Man in a dry Pumice-stone What Satisfaction had Haman in his Riches Honours or Preferments without Mordecai's bow or Ahab's Kingdom without Nabath's Vineyard Something is still out of Order some string or other out of Tune that marâ—s the Musick And no wonder Content is not to be found here for God himself could not find Adam a help meet for him If we could turn a heap of Diamonds into a Spiritual substance then it might bear some proportion to the Soul which is a Spirit but except we could change it into God the work would not be done for none but God can make the Soul happy These Earthly things are far worse than the Body how then can they be a fit Match for the Soul Gold and Silver Gemms and Jewels are but the Garbadge of the Earth they seldom make bad Men good or good Men better but oft-times they make both worse they seldom procure Content for the desire enlarges with the Estate as the Israelites Shooes did in the Wilderness with their Feet Solomon could had nothing in them but Vanity and vexation of spirit Eccles 1.14 They are like Smoak they wring Tears from the Eyes but draw not Sorrow from the Heart or like Thorns the faster they are grasped the deeper they wound If God smile upon us they may bring us some Comfort if not all the Gold in the Indies will do us no good for this Coin is not currant in another World we may as well satisfie an empty Stomack with Air as a Covetous Man with Gold for the more Wood we lay upon the Fire the more furiously it burns a Ship may sink under its Burden before it be half full
Barrel as one saith or as Lime-stones or Tiles in a Kiln to be burnt The greatest Men are but as Passengers in an Inn the Goods they enjoy are but lent them for a Night and they may say of them as the Prophet of his Ax Alas Master for it is borrowed We should use these things as a Traveller doth his Staff which he keeps or throws away as it proves a help or an hindrance to him When we go to Bed we know not but we may wake in Eternity next Morning and then whose are these We should think never the better of our selves neither think we are the safer for them for they cannot better or secure us for what World we shall be in to Morrow we know not and then it will not be much to us whether we leave Poverty or Riches behind us Riches may make us more unwilling often more unfit to dye They are like to Winter Weather variable and uncertain or like the Sea ebbing and flowing a double uncertainty always accompanies them they may be taken from us or we from them sometimes our hopes are great and then soon dash'd Yet how soon can the Devil blow up the bubble of Pride with the wind of Vain-glory 'T is observed that a Covetous Man a Sick Man and a Discontented Man though they possess much yet can enjoy nothing when a Believer though he possess little yet he enjoys all things 2 Cor. 6.10 A Covetous Man cannot be Rich nor a contented Man Poor those that have God for their Portion want nothing and those that have not have nothing that is truly necessary If we search the World from end to end we cannot find Happiness in it and therefore in the loss of all Job was content as knowing his Redeemer lived and then his Happiness was not lost In the World we find a little Honey and many Stings a little bitter-sweet Pleasure and much Pain but in Heaven there is Treasure worth the enjoying And rivers of pleasures at God's right hand for evermore And a Heart in Heaven would be a good Evidence for Heaven if we love Pleasure we shall enter into our Master's Joy here Pleasure will be without mixture measure or end if Riches be desirable here are true Treasures if we sell all to buy this Pearl we make a good Bargain here we may have Wine and Milk without money and without price here is no danger of coveting too much the more we covet the more we shall have a true desire is the required condition of Enjoyment the better we love Heaven the better God loves us We are in continual danger of losing the the things of the World but Heaven cannot be lost if once made sure In a word the World daily exposeth us to the wrath of God and the pains of Hell and the loss of Heaven See then all these things considered whether the World be of so much worth as 't is usually taken to be and whether it be worth the Care Industry Pains and Diligence we usually bestow upon it Lesson 3. The shortness of your Daughter's Life the suddenness and unexpectedness of her Death teach us also the worth of Grace and the necessity of a good Conscience for these are the necessary Qualifications to fit us for Death and to give us an Interest in Glory We know neither the day nor the hour when our Lord and Master cometh and woe to us if we are found unprepared This Oyl must not be wanting when the Bridegroom comes nor the Wedding-Garment at the Marriage-Supper If a bare Profession of Religion would serve turn for Salvation then Christ's Flock would not be a little one but many are called but few are chosen There are many in the World that like Uriah carry Letters with them of their own Condemnation For if Religion be not good why do they Profess it If it be why do they not Practice it The Lamps of Profession without the Oyl of Grace will not serve turn 't is but sparks of their own kindling and notwithstanding these they will lye down in sorrow Isa 50.11 Christ must be apprehended by Faith and honoured by a Holy Life by all those that shall enjoy him He came to save us from sin as well as from Hell and never changeth the Relation but he changeth the Nature and Disposition also and is the Author of Sanctification as well as of Justification Rom. 8.30 For this Golden Chain cannot be broken There is nothing but the Life of Grace and the Death of Sin can make us fit for the Life of Glory for if Sin dye not before us we must dye eternally Now we know not whether we have a day to live or what may be in the Womb of the next Morning and is it not then time to look about us whether we are prepared to dye or no We usually prepare for a Journey before hand especially if it be long and for a Fair or Market before it comes The Souldier will not Encounter his Enemy without his Armour and dare we grapple with Death unprepared who is the King of Terrors and a Terror to Kings We have not Flesh and Blood to wrastle with but Principalities and Powers and spiritual wickednesses in high places Ephes 6.11 12. And 't is a thousand times better to meet an Enemy without Armour than Death without Grace Now this is our time to get Grace and we know not how soon the Market will be over and Night come when no man can work Upon this little Inch of Time depends Eternity our Everlasting well as ill Being The greatest Weights hang upon the smallest Wyers Grace though it cannot pâ—event Death yet it sweetens it and steels the Heart against the dint of it this made Old Simeon sing that Swan-like Song Luke 2.29 Lord now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace c. And Paul desire to be dissolved and to be with Christ And though Grace now be disrespected it will prove the best Flower in the Garland and the most Orient Pearl in the Crown This is the Key that must let us into Heaven when the World will prove a Bar to keep us out it will prove a Comfort at Death when the World will prove but Vexation Grace and Peace were the choicest Jewels the Apostle could wish to those he loved Heb. 3.25 1 Pet. 1.2 Riches Honours and Pleasures are not of so great a value but others are not of this mind The pleased Face of God cannot be seen but in this Mirrour when all other things vanish into smoak this will endure this fetches Water from the Fountain Light and Heat from the Sun and all that good is comes in at this Door Sin is the only Make-bate between God and the Soul and Grace the Reconciler Now that I may shew you something of the worth of Grace and the Necessity of it I beseech you observe well these following Considerations 1. Consid Grace and a good Conscience are abundantly useful and
Excuse then also And think you God will be thus put off And is it not a sad thing that the main Concern should be neglected and time found for every thing else But for wicked Men there is no cause why they should desire Death nay great reason why they should dread it as the worst of Evils they leap but out of the Frying-pan into the Fire out of a Temporal Misery into Eternal Torments and by hastning their Death out-run their Happiness and fall into endless Misery which comes fast enough without hastning But many of those mind no more their Eternal Concerns than the Ox that perisheth These Men either think Repentance is not necessary or else that they have time enough to repent in but ere long they will be sadly convinc'd of their mistake Many hasten Death by their Intemperance which yet they fear more than God himself But to let these pass I would have Believers be better acquainted with Death than to fear it for it cannot separate them from the love of Christ and those that have the Riches of Assurance cannot fear Death greatly knowing when this earthly tabernacle shall be dissolved they have a building of God a house not made with hands but eternal in the heavens And who will not part with Rags for Robes with a Cottage for a Crown and with a handful of Muck for a handful of Angels Now this Assurance is the Top-Gallant of Faith the Triumph of Trust and the Sweet-meat of the Feast of a good Conscience where there are many dainty Dishes but this is the Banquet 't is Heaven upon Earth and such a Jewel no wicked Man upon Earth can know the worth of it any more than Aesop's Cock did of the Precious Jewel When the love of Christ warms the Heart it raiseth the desires of stricter Union and Communion with him and a fuller Enjoyment of him which will never be satisfied till the full fruition in Glory He that loves God better than Father and Mother c. will part with these for his sake If we hate Hell we shall not so earnestly desire to live in the Suburbs of Hell We complain of Sin and well we may it being the cause of all our Misery but did we hate it as we ought to do we should be willing to dye that we might be rid of it for when we enter through this strait Passage and narrow Way we shall leave this and all other Burdens behind us We pretend we would serve God without Distraction and shall we fear the time and place when and where it can only be done But till Grace be in the Heart Heaven it self cannot be desirable the Employment the Company and Society cannot please a Wicked Man But Grace enables a Man to see that Death it self cannot break the Marriage-Contract between Christ and the Soul but then the Marriage will be fully consummate and when the Soul is separated from the Body it shall by the Angels be carried into the Bosom of Christ where sin and sorrow shall be no more Those that are sufficiently satisfied of the vanity of the World the emptiness of the Creature the fulness of Christ and the worth of Heaven we cannot rationally imagine but they will be willing to part with one to enjoy the other in Earth we shall never meet with Content or Satisfaction in Heaven we shall meet with no Disappointment Troubles or Vexations will a Wise Man choose a Prison or a Pest-House for his Habitation if he might have a Palace Or any but a Mad-man dwell among the Tombs The World is all this and much more He that looks upon the World as an Enemy and the Body but a Skreen between God and the Soul will not be unwilling to have both removed Will not a sick Man desire his Health and an hungry Man his Meat a Captive his Liberty and a Souldier the Victory the Husband-man the desired Harvest and the Labourer his Wages And why then should not Christians long for the time when they shall receive at God's hand the promised Reward for all they have done and suffered for the sake of God Shall those that have done and suffered so much for Heaven now be unwilling to have it when offered The Assurance of Eternal Life may make us willing to leave these our Temporal Enjoyments Well then you see though a small measure of Grace cannot overcome all Difficulties yet there is nothing else but Grace can fit us for Death or enable us to grapple with it And therefore above all gettings get Grace 3. Consider Grace is such a Qualification that without it we can neither please God nor enjoy Him who is our Chiefest Happiness Heb. 11.8 Without Faith 't is impossible to please God These are the Ornaments of a Christian the Gems and Jewels that make him lovely in the sight of God the Gold tryed in the Fire the white Raiment the Spiritual Eye-salve which God adviseth Laodicea to buy of him Rev. 3.17 18. greater Riches than the Indies can produce Christ and Grace go together he that hath one will have the other also without Grace all our Duties are worse than nothing abominable Sins for how can pure Water come from a polluted Fountain The Heart by Nature is an Augean Stable full of Filthiness but without Holiness we shall never see God Heb. 12.14 We may fast and pray and give Alms with the Pharisee Mat. 6.1 c. and offer Sacrifices c. with those Isa 1.11 c. and God will not regard us though it be commanded Duties if they proceed from a rotten Heart or be performed for a by end the Sacrifices of the Wicked are an abomination to God The Incense of the Wicked stinks of the Hand that holds it their Good Words are uttered with a stinking Breath though they may be materially good they are formally evil a good Motion cannot proceed from a soul Mouth these men deny in their Lives what they profess with their Lips they are like the Aethiopians black all but the Mouth some of them are fair Professors but foul Livers dicta factis crubescunt their Practice shames their Profession You may see how such Men's Sacrifices are accepted Isa 66.2 3. The Fountain must be cleansed or the Streams cannot be sweet the Tree must be good or the Fruit will be bad Whatever proceeds from a Wicked Man smells of the Cask If the Heart be right God accepts of Pence for Pounds Mites for Millions and esteems a Man as good as he truly desires to be Dat bene dat multum qui dat cum munere vultum God loves a chearful giver and esteems the willingness of the Mind before the worth of the Work the more of the heart is in the Sin the worse but the more of it is in the Duty the better God loves no heartless or grumbling Service My son saith he give me thy heart Prov. 23.26 David's intention to build God an House was accepted as if he had
is not an hour free from one Danger or other for Soul or Body or both our very sleep is not free but pestered with vain or sinful Dreams or fearful Visions of the Night our Corruption disturbing our Fancy nay in our Lawful Enjoyments Latet anguis in herbas for no Enjoyment we have but the Devil will weave it into a Net for our Feet in licitis perimus omnes we cannot look into the World but one thing or other is making suit for our Affections so that many times I have thought an Hermitage or some secret Cell were to be chosen free from the noise of the World but such places are not without their Temptations as Experience proveth when we open our Eyes we see Vanity and when we open our Ears we hear Folly something that tends to provoke to some base Lust Pride Vain-glory Lasciviousness Envy Malice Revenge or such-like or otherwise we see or hear some Command of God broken which should provoke our sorrow So bitter and malicious an Enemy the Devil is if he cannot keep us out of Heaven he will make the way thither troublesom and the World is such a sworn Enemy to us also not only in our Civil Enjoyments but in our Spiritual Duties in our Addresses unto God it proves a hindrance and our own Hearts prove treacherous these Fly-blow our Duties yea make us pride in our Graces â—ea to be proud of our Humility if we look not about us Now who would desire to live among all these Snares and Temptations but here is our comfort Death will free us from these and all others whatsoever and set us out of the reach of danger for the actual Enjoyment of God and Christ and Heaven and Glory will wholly take us up that we shall have no time for no mind to these things 3. As at Death they are freed from Sin and the Occasions of Sin from the Devil and his Temptations so are they also from his Instruments which Christ calls his Children John 8.44 Ye are of your Father the Devil and the works of your Father ye will do They have the same Nature and Disposition he hath viz. a hatred to God and Godliness for where ever they see the Image of God they pour Contempt upon it and hence it is they Persecute the Righteous for Righteousness-sake whatever they pretend to the contrary But in Heaven the Saints shall hear no more of this grinning Language but shall be free from not only the violence of Hands but the strife of Tongues There the wicked shall cease from troubling and the weary are at rest there the Prisoners rest together and hear not the voice of the oppressor the small and the great are there and the servant is free from his master c. Job 3.17 c. This Life is the day of Temptation and the hour of Darkness but at Death it will be over the Enemy may and oft-times doth persecute the Godly to Death but cannot reach them after except they Triumph over their dead Bodies as they did over the Witnesses that were slain but when they arose again their Sport was spoiled this was but over their Bodies but their Souls they cannot reach no Torment can touch them and though they burn their Bodies or rend them into a thousand pieces yet the least Atome of them shall not be wanting at the Resurrection There are none in the World that carry themselves more inoffensively than they do yet never any meet with harder measures from the World than they do and the reason is because the World hates them for Christ's sake and no wonder it hated him before it hated them Jeremy wonders why every one cursed him that had neither given nor taken upon Usury Jer. 15.10 The Apostles that wronged none but only laboured the Conversion and Good of all met with hard dealing in the World as we may see 1 Cor. 4.9 c. and 2 Cor. 11.23 c. And from them we may know the World's Wages and what to expect from them Their Persecutors were sharp and severe Verberibus pluunt colaphis grandinant 't is the practise of bloody Persecutors to endeavour to effect that by Arms they cannot do by Arguments as when the Apostle had confounded the Jews by the Scriptures at Damascus they sought to kill him Acts 9.22 But 't is Ignorance that breeds the Quarrel they are Ignorant and will be so for like Bats they shun the Light and are like Barbarians that curse the Sun when it shines hot upon them Believers dare not run into the same excess of Riot hinc ille lachrymae they hated Christ because he bore Witness their deeds were evil and all a Believer's Sufferings are but a Chip of Christ's Cross the seed of the Serpent will hate the seed of the Woman for though like Dogs they worry each other yet all joyn together against the Godly as Herod and Pilate against Christ Ephraim is against Manasseh and Manasseh against Ephraim yet both against Judah Whatever the pretence be to root out Holiness is the intent they are instigated by the Devil and they must needs go when he drives them but 't is a comfort he cannot go beyond his Chain he cannot make a Louse Exod. 8.18 nor drown a Pig Mat. 8.32 nor throw down a House Job 1.19 without leave and his Chain will never suffer him to reach them in Heaven Here they suffer by Hand and Tongue but those Hands and Tongues will suffer hereafter as we see in the Rich Glutton here their Tongues are set on the fire of Hell but then they shall be set on fire in Hell when the Godly for their Crown of Thorns shall have a Crown of Glory Here the Wicked whip their own faults upon the Saints backs as Nero set Rome on fire and laid it upon the Christians and others since have taken the same course but there will be a Resurrection of Names as well as of Bodies 't is the Evening crowns the Day and the last Scene the Play when the Game is up we shall know who loseth Christ tells us we shall be hated of all men for his sake In Nero's time whoever professed himself a Christian must dye without further Tryal as an Enemy to Mankind and in after-ages those that own Religion in sincerity suffer by those that profess what they practice The Apostle bids us not to think it strange concerning the fiery tryal 1 Pet. 4.12 And Experience tells us 't is no strange thing it is good to prepare for it it will not come the sooner but will be better born yea we should rejoyce to be accounted worthy to suffer for Christ 1 Pet. 4.13 I have read of Vincentius the Martyr that laughed at his Tormentors and walked upon hot burning Coals as upon Roses and called Death and Tortures Jocularia ludicra matters of Sport to Christians but whatever Tortures they suffer now there will be none in Heaven but the cry of the Souls under the
Altar will be heard for Vengeance against those that shed their Blood Rev. 6.9 and those that shed it will have their bellies full of Blood their Tyranny will be over and their Place shall no more be found in Heaven Rev. 18.8 It was a mistake of the poor Indians that refused to go to Heaven lest the Spaniards should torment them there Wicked Men may here take away their Lives but not their Graces their Heads but not their Crowns Christianity is pretended by many practised by few when serious Holiness is loaded with many reproachful Titles when their Innocency triumphs in their Enemies Consciences those that cast them out say Let the Lord be glorified Isa 66.5 They deal by them as Naboth was dealt with at Jezabels Fast God's Glory pretended Naboth's Death intended for his Vineyard but God that searcheth the Heart knows the bottom of the business But those that really suffer for Christ are truly blessed and have cause to rejoyce Mat. 5.11 for they serve the best Master who will not suffer them that either do or suffer for him to go without a Reward what is wanting in Possession shall be made up in Reversion an hundred fold They have something in hand some of Canaan's Grapes to bear up their Heads and Hearts but the best is behind The Primitive Christians were reproached that in their Meetings they used promiscuous Copulation a Slander not yet forgotten which did the Reporters really believe it would be the strongest Argument to make them turn Phanaticks as they stile them but their Innocency triumphs in their Enemies Consciences they are not able to prove against one single Person what they charge upon the whole Society many are the Reproachful Names they are loaded with like the Primitive Christians that were put into Beast skins and then thrown to wild Beasts to be baited and devoured but God knows his own though in a Disguise the best of Saints have been accounted the worst of Sinners but wronged Saints shall to Heaven when railing Rabshakehs come not there the vilest Sinners are sometimes drest up in the Garb of Saints but these Garments fit them not but God will undress them ere long and strip them of their borrowed Robes then their Paint and Plaister will not abide the fire and the dirt they threw into other mens faces will appear in their own In this Life the Godly may have unlawful Edicts made to force them to sin and to drive them from their Duties as Daniel and his fellows had and then they cry out If thou let this man live thou art not Caesar 's friend then those that dare not run with them into the same excess of riot are with Peter cast into Prison or with Jeremy into the Dungeon or with John banished into some remote Country or corner of the World or by Torments end their Lives whose Blood like the Blood of Abel will cry aloud to Heaven for Vengeance for precious in his sight is the death of his Saints Psal 116.15 What the Wit of Man or the Policy of Hell could invent hath been poured out upon the best of Men as in the Primitive Times and in succeeding Ages to this very day none out of Hell have suffered more than they but in Heaven they have a resting place when their Enemies shall be in endless easeless and remediless Torments then shall the Saints be set out of the reach of danger and all their Sufferings will be made up into a Crown of Glory for them for though they may nay 't is odds they will lose something for Christ they shall never lose any thing by him hence the Apostle adviseth us to rejoyce when we fall into divers temptations James 1.2 c. As their Sufferings abound so will their Comforts also for God hath Cordials against fainting Fits Now the Enemies Triumph when the Witnesses are slain but when they shall rise again their Mirth will be over they are now but carrying Faggots for their own burning or like Haman making Gallowses for their own Execution Now their Hands are full of Blood and their Hearts of Cruelty but then they shall have Blood enough even their own blood to drink for they are worthy Now God's People cannot Pray in their Families or sing forth God's Praises but one or other is offended but then they shall Trumpet out his Praise without controul when their Enemies shall wring their hands in the dolour of their hearts The thoughts of this Glorious Liberty made the Martyrs suffer joyfully the spoiling of their Goods yea to kiss the Stake and embrace the Flames and welcome Death as a Messenger of good News then all the Floods of Persecution will be dryed up and the Church call'd out of the Wilderness and the New Jerusalem shall come down from Heaven then there shall be no more Tortures or Torments for them to suffer no Schismatick wounded and a Saint found bleeding there will then be no more Divisions but perpetual Peace Love Unity and Concord Eternal Enjoyment of God in Glory Oh what a happy Change will this be who would not rejoyce in the fore-sight of this and welcome Death it self that must put us in the Possession of it 4. At Death a Believer is not only freed from the Devil the World and Sin and all his other Enemies but also from all the direful Fruits and Effects of Sin which he cannot be till Death sets him free and this will be to no small Advantage for though Sin in a Believer hath its Deaths-wound yet so long as it hath a Being and that will be while he hath a Being in the Flesh it will have its Fruits and Effects such as these Losses Crosses Sickness Sorrows and Death it self for these or some of these we shall be sure to have a share in while we live but at Death when Sin shall cease the Effects will cease also Sin and Sorrow always attend one the other as the Shadow doth the Substance but neither Sin nor Sorrow shall have any Being in Heaven all Bodily Griefs and Spiritual Maladies shall be removed and Death must be the Physician Our Bodies here are subject to many Distempers and each one will have a snatch at us as so many Angry Curs at a Passenger but some bite harder than others do and by reason of these Maladies we spend our days inter suspiria lachrymas between sighs and sobs no day nor hour passeth but something or other either doth or well may disturb our Peace or spoil our Sport No perfect Consolation is here to be expected in this Bochim or place of Lamentation for there should be some proportion between our Sin and our Sorrow some storms of Sighs if not a shower of Tears for all Constitutions are not prone to weep one hour's sin may disturb many a night's sleep as doubtless it did in David when he watered his couch with his tears yea made his bed to swim Psal 6.6 His Bed that was Witness of his
enter into Heaven Mat. 19.24 Heaven is a spacious Palace but 't is a narrow Way and strait Gate that leads to it and Men cannot enter with the World upon their backs there must be stooping and stripping to get in Hence the Apostle charges rich men not to be high minded nor trust in uncertain riches 1 Tim. 6.17 'T is much ado to look and not to lust to have Riches and not fall in love with them When Pride breeds in Riches as Worms do in Apples they suddenly corrupt and will do the Owners no good to use the world and not abuse it is a Lesson not easily learned and having only food and raiment therewith to be content In Christ's time the poor received the Gospel when few of the Great Ones were called 1 Cor. 12.20 Were there but half so much spoken against Poverty and half so many cautions given as against Riches there would be some Plea for the Covetous but few see the danger of a great Estate but Death will equal the Poor with the Rich the Emperour must leave his Robes behind and the Beggar his Rags and great Saladine shall carry nothing with him but his Shirt nor that neither into the other World Haud ullas portabis opes Acherontis ad undas Naked we came into the world and naked shall we return out of it Job 1.21 1 Tim. 6.7 The Jews were permitted when they came into their Neighbour's Field Orchard or Vineyard to pluck and eat but must carry none away and so we may do in the World Riches at last will do us no more good than they did the great Chaliph that the Great Cham of Tartary caused to be famished amidst his Treasures then will their Sun set under a Cloud and no difference between them and their poor Neighbour those that have carried the greatest Burden have the sorest Back and those that have received the most Talents are to make the greatest Account Oh that this were well considered in time then should we lay up our treasure where neither moth nor rust corrupteth nor where thieves break not through nor steal Mat. 6.20 For all other Treasure will deceive them that put their trust in it Thus you see at Death Wicked Men whatever their Enjoyments now be will be stript of all 2. And as Wicked Men must leave their Riches behind â—hâ—n at Death so likewise their Pleasures will bid them â—dieu for ever Now Pleasure is one of the â—hree Deities most Men adore for Riches Honours and Pleasures share the World between them but at Death these Idols will disappear many spend their days in pleasure and suddenly go down to Hell Job 21.13 Many spend their Time in Recreation and follow no other Calling and some cannot give a good Account of one hour's Work in a whole Week spent in any Lawful Labour they think 't is a greater shame to be seen working than to be seen drunken or debauch'd such as these the Apostle calls lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God 2 Tim. 3.4 and well he may for they spend more Time in and are at more Cost about their Pleasures than in God's Service and thirst as greedily after them as ever Covetous Man did for Gold or Ambitious Man for Honour There aâ—e many in our common Dialect are called Ladies of Pleasure and the Name pleaseth them that both God and former Ages call'd common Whores and 't is like they will be owned for such at the day of Judgment and then woe be to them for they are of the Society that are appointed for Destruction 1 Cor. 6.9 c. Solomon tells us Prov. 21.17 He that loveth pleasure shall be a poor man and we see many times Luxury and Beggery succeed each other and unlawful Lusts have ruined many Ancient Families and made them leave Marcus Livius his Portions to their Children Nihil praeter Coelum Caenum Air and Water But if it go ill with the Body it will go much worse with the Soul for those that can take no Pleasure in God God will take no Pleasure in them these Men seem to think they were sent into the World as Leviathan into the Sea to sport therein and that their Talents were given to no other end than to be consumed this way and then when God said to Man after the Fall In the sweat of thy face thou shalt eat thy bread that he spake only to the Poor and not to them but they will at Death find their mistake and see it was a bad Bargain to sell their part in Paradise for a part in Paris to sell their Souls to satisfie their Lusts to part with Eternal Joy for momentany Delights they will find they parted with a great deal in Reversion for a little in Possession they will then have time enough if Eternity may be called Time to repent the Bargain they will see it had been better to have been preserved in Brine than to have rotted in Honey Now they can take the Timbrel and the Harp and rejoyce at the sound of the Organ and spend their days in mirth as the Holy Ghost saith and suddenly go down to the pit Job 21.12 13. I will not say as Tully Nemo Sobrius saltat nor as Diogenes The better Dancer the worse Man or that these Recreations are absolutely unlawful yet I think Christians have not much time to spend this way from their more serious Business and greater Concerns and truly if we consider the state of the Protestant Churches throughout the World it might take off much of the edge of our Affections from these Vanities But at present I am speaking of those to whom the satisfying of their Lusts is the main design they aim at and the Affliction of the Church is not so much as the loosing one spot off their Faces one Feather out of their Fan or one Ribon out of their Head-tire let such read well Isa 3.11 12 c. and see if God delight as much in their Ornaments as they do and what he saith to such Amos 6.3 c. They put far from them the evil day and cause the seat of violence to draw near They lye upon their beds of Ivory and stretch themselves upon their Couches they eat the Lambs out of the flock and the Calves out of the stall They chant to the sound of the Viol and invent to themselves Instruments of Musick like David They drink wine in bowls and anoint themselves with chief Oyntment but are not grieved for the affliction of Joseph c. And is not this an exact Description of many in our times Read further the Destruction that God threatens to such and they will find he spake in earnest what they took in jeast Those that God curseth will be cursed however they bless themselves in their heart those that are no mourners in Sion shall not be marked and those that are not marked shall be slain Ezek. 9.1 2 c. Those that Sympathize not with
the Church are none of the Church Nehemiah though he was the King's Cup-bearer and wanted nothing was yet troubled at the Desolation of Jerusalem Neh. 1.1 2 c. The Rich Glutton when he fared deliciously every day pitied not Lazarus but little did he think how soon the Tables would be turned and Lazarus should have the better gainâ— he little thought a Reckoning-day was behind for all his sweet Morsels Feasting doubtless in its season is Lawful but for some to keep a continual Feast when others are forc'd to keep a continual Fast is not convenient but many seem to live only to eat and drink and rise up to play Oh how much good might many of those do with their Estates that now spend it all in Gormandâ—zing in Drunkenness and Debauchery How many of our Female Gallants are there that think the Morning short enough to sleep and rise and dress themselves before Dinner and perhaps have more than one to assist them in the work when their Devotion is shut up in a little room if at all thought upon and haply more Curses than Prayers are put up especially if their Taylor Sempster Waiting-Maid Painter have not pleased them And the Afternoon the time is little enough for Diversion some idle Visit some wanton or obscene Discourse some Stage-Play Shew or Interlude Cards or Dice or some such Recreations or some Exercise haply worse and thus they pass one Day Week Year after another till Death snatches them hence and they never have any time to be serious or think upon their Eternal Condition But Christ never directed us in such a pleasant way to Heaven nor the Apostles never found it neither can it be the narrow way the Scripture speaks of These put the evil day far from them and the thoughts of Death will put them out of Humour but Death will make them more serious Now these Extravagant Courses put them on to rack their Rents and Oppress their Tenants and poor Neighbours and keep back the Poor's Portion and all little enough to maintain their Pride and Prodigality thus they spend their time in Drinking Swearing Ranting and Blaspheming in Ramming Damning and in Persecuting those that make any shew of Religion or Civility in rioting drunkenness chambering and wantonness Rom. 13.13 These are they that make their bellies their God Phil. 3.19 And many of both Sexes there are that Sacrifice to these Dunghill-Deities so that a Scavenger whose Office is to empty Jakes is to be preferred before these that only live to fill them They are like unto the Panphagi a People of Aethiopia whose very Life was to eat and to devour from whence they had their Name whom these Men seem to succeed and they may fitly be compared unto the Jerfe a Beast in the North of Suetia which having got his Prey eats as long as his Skin will hold and then strains himself backward between two Trees that grow near together till he hath evacuated his Meat and then eats as before a fit Emblem of a Drunkard and Glutton that when they have gormandized use means for Evacuation and at it again Of this Herd were Epicurus Heliogabalus Sardanapalus and many more Monsters in Nature They are like Swine for scarce any other Creature will eat or drink more than sufficeth Nature they are saith the Prophet like fed Horses every one Neighing after his Neighbour's Wife I have read of one that to satisfie all his Senses and sensual Appetites in three Years time spent Thirty Thousand Pounds and sware that had he ten times as much he would spend it all to live like a God in Pleasure for one Week though he knew he should be damned for it the next day after But little did he know what Damnation signifieth but in Hell he will change his Mind And such desires I fear are too frequent in the World and were not Men bounded by their Estate I fear their Desires would be as unbounded as his and were it but for the loss of the Soul they would not stick at it I doubt not but 't is Lawful to eat the fat and drink the sweet and partake of the good things God hath given us but we must not Feast without fear neither abuse hâ—s Creatures to Gluttony or Drunkenness 'T is said of a Town in Africa called Tombutum that the Inhabitants spend their days in Dancing and Singing and I fear if other Recreations did not call them off many of ours would follow their Example God for Sin did thrust Man out of Paradice but many in our days would wind themselves in again they think 't is only the Poor are enjoyned to Labour but the Rich may live Idle but those that have neither Head nor Hand nor Heart at work for the common Good are but the unprofitable Burdens of the Common-wealth and such as the Apostle commands should â—â—t eat These wax wanton and nourish themselves aâ— for a day of slaughter James 5.5 Pride fulness of Bread and abundance of Idleness were the sins of Sodom from which England cannot wash her Hands for she is like Jeshurun waxen fat and kicketh Fulness breeds forgetfulness not only of her self but of her God also Alexander the Conquerour gloried as much in this as in any of his Victories that he could drink down any Man and of such Champions we have more than enow and if Enemies were thus to be vanquished we should not want Souldiers 'T is said he provided a Crown for him that could drink most of 180 pounds but forty one of his Companions striving for the Mastery drank themselves to Death and were there but the like Prize offered and the like Liberty given in our time there would be a far greater number to open the Door to Death yea I suppose upon a far lesser Temptation in a small Circuit of Land in a small compass of Time and many of them of the Gentry a greater number have ended their days in such a drunken Contest The Lord grant it may be a warning to the rest let such beware they be not forc'd to drink up the full Vials of God's wrath which will be worse than boyling Lead or burning Brimstone and lest they be forced to pledge those Healths of Damnation in Hell which they have drunk here in their Jollity they may read their Portion 1 Cor. 6.9 c. For God speaks in earnest what they took in jest Here our Voluptuous Gallants will be forc'd to leave their Hawks and Hounds and Whores and our Swaggering Roaring Gallants will become Roaring Boys indeed Now they stuff their Discourse and bombast their Words with Oaths of the greatest Magnitude and Damn and Ram and Curse and Swear as if they challenged God himself to a Duel and drink Healths to the Devil himself as if they would make Peace with him and drink Healths of Damnation But in Hell they shall have nothing to do but to pledge them Had there been any other Healths there the Rich Glutton
had not begg'd so earnestly for a drop of Water to cool his Tongue Here are no Ladies of Pleasure for they will be found with another Name Here are no wanton Delilahs to sport with upon the Bed of Lust no changeable Suits of Apparel no new Fashions for our mincing Minions no Recreations to drive away the weary hours then they will have time enough if we may call Eternity Time to think upon their past Folly and Repent though too late to think of the bad Bargain they made when they sold their Souls their Heaven and their Happiness for a little Temporary Pleasure which perish ere they were budded which bear no more proportion to true Pleasure than painted Fire upon the Wall to true Fire that hath neither Light nor Heat then will their Garb be changed and their Diet and Attendants they will be stript of all their Costly Robes and Ornaments which will be forgotten or remembred with sorrow there will be neither Mirth nor Musick Singing nor Dancing but Weeping Wailing and wringing of Hands no Curious Sights to please the Eye no Melody for the Ear no delicious Taste for the Palate or any thing else to please the other Senses those curious Bodies to the pampering of whom the Soul is neglected will be exposed to Torture and Torments were a man condemned to lye one Year upon a red-hot Gridiron upon a raging Fire and his Life could so long be continued we should think him to be a miserable Creature But what is this to Hell-Torments Or what is a Year to Eternity where they shall never dye yet alwaies endure the Pangs of Death At Death they will find an end of all their Pleasures but Eternity will not end their Miseries Their Laughter here is not Mirth but Madness like a frantick man that is going to Execution and shrieks and bawls for others to bear him company yet these are the good things the rich Glutton had in this Life and for which he must pay so great a Reckoning at his Death This was his Heaven his Hell came after O Death how bitter is the remembrance of thee to a man that lives at ease in his possessions and hath prosperity in all things Ecclus. 41.1 Now these delicate Bodies are so nice that they cannot endure the Summers heat nor Winters cold but the Flames will not regard their Beauty nor the Tormenter their Niceness Then farewel all their Merry-meetings and drunken Matches their Feasts their Plays their wanton Dalliance all those Toys will be laid aside Now Pleasure is the God they worship and sacrifice their Souls unto but the Name of it then will never more sound in their Ears nor any thing that bears the least resemblance of it be presented to them their witty Jests and merry Jokes will then be left and well it were for them if they could forget them and it will be their Trouble to think how this way they drive away their Time that was too swift of it self The Thought of Death is troublesome to them and they think 't is unseasonable for a 〈◊〉 but Poor Folks Old People or Ministers but for the Young the Rich the Strong it will but indispose them and dispirit them and put them out of Humour they will not see Death and then they think Death will forget them but it steals upon them tacito pede with a silent Foot and enters their Lodging before they are aware and however they now esteem highly of their Carnal Delights ere long they will find that one grain of Godly Sorrow is worth a pound of Frantick Mirth for the one ends in Eternal Pleasure the other in endless Misery when their Sport will be spoiled Oh what alteration will Death make when it comes no time will then be spent in Wanton Embraces Amorous Songs or Lascivious Discourse the Adulterer and Adulteress will take no delight in each others Company nay they will curse the time they ever saw the Face each of other When Fire from Heaven fell upon Sodom it quench'd their heat of Lust O that these Sons and Daughters of Pleasure would think of the time when their Pleasures will vanish but the Sting remain for certainly this will be the case of every one that dyes in an unregenerate condition let them be High or Low Rich or Poor Noble or Base for God is no excepter of Persons 3. The Third thing that Wicked Men must leave at their Death is all their Honour and their Glory for this will not follow them then though they greedily hunt after it now Psal 49.12.16 17. For though the Memory of the godly i◠blessed the name of the wicked shall rot Prov. 10.7 How Odoriferous do the Names of the Patriarchs Prophets Apostles and other Saints smell in all Ages And how fulsomly do the Names of Wicked Debauch'd and Bloody Persecutors stink Such as Cain Pharaoh Haman Jeroboam Judas Herod and such-like Those whose Names have survived them have such a blot upon them that will never be wiped off But what they now Glory so much in must ere long be left behind those proud aspiring Nimrods those Babel-builders their Dust ere long will be mingled with the Dust of their meanest Slaves and Servants for those who are hewen out of the same Rock why should they not be buried in the same hole of the Pit These External Advantages make no real difference in the Eyes of God or Wise Men for who values a Horse for his Trappings But however these will be taken away and then they will stand upon even ground and although many Men now do Worship a Golden Calf they will then perceive it was but a dumb Idol All those lofty Titles which now they load themselves with as Worshipful Right Worshipful Honourable Right Honourable Reverend Right Reverend Majesty Holiness c. must then descend with them into the Dust for great Saladine can carry nothing with him but his Shirt Indeed Holiness will go with us into another World as it is an inherent Quality not as 't is a Title unjustly attributed to some Men in that Kings and Emperours nay the Pope himself will speed never the better for their Crowns nor the Beggar the worse for his Rags for as Death so God accepteth of no Man's Person for outward Advantages 't is Internal Qualifications he regards Acts 10.35 External Splendour dazles not his Eyes Titles of Honour signifie nought these of themselves neither please nor displease neither help nor hinder though the abuse may hinder these are given to good and bad and no man knows love or hatred by them The Rich Glutton had Plenty when Poor Lazarus was in want Crowns and Kingdoms are but the Crumbs which the great Housholder throws to the Dogs that shall not taste of the Childrens Bread But now Dives hath none to wait at his Table or any to receive his Scraps none new to bow the knee before him or to be uncovered these days are over Now many Mens greatest design
of Peace called home Hearing Reading Praying Meditating which were of use and now our Duty can then do us no good no Petition now can be accepted the Spirit hath now done striving here the worst of Sinners call God Father and would fain adopt the Devil's Brats to be God's Children but it will then appear these profligate Wretches are none of the Off-spring of Heaven for God will own no such Children here they are not perswadable but then their Consciences will inform them and their Torments instruct them that their courses were not good now Heavens Glory though never so lively set forth doth not much affect them their Eyes are not opened to behold it but had they but a glimpse of it as the Apostles had in the Transfiguration or such a sight as Paul had in the third Heaven it would convince them 'T is storied of Nicostratus that cunning Artist That seeing an admirable Piece of Work looked at it with admiration being observed he was asked by one why he looked so intent upon it replied Oh Sir had you my Eyes you would wonder as well as I at this inimitable Piece of Work And had the men of the World their Eyes open or had they ever tasted one dram of the Rivers of Pleasure which are at the right hand of God for evermore they would be of another mind they would see the Riches Honour Carnal Delights Friends and Favourites yea whatever the World affords we can spare but God we cannot spare And to miscarrying Souls the consideration that the Time was the enjoyment of these coelestial things was possible for us as well as for others we were set upon the Stage of the World to play our part we had the same Means Ministers Ordinances Helps and Furtherances as others had the motions of the Spirit and the Checks of our own Consciences as they but the Devil blinded our Eyes and hardened our Hearts and the World bewitched us but all these Means and Helps are gone and 't is too late alas too late to repent we indulged our Flesh we satisfied our Lusts we contented our carnal Companions and we deluded one another Nay we had not only a possibility of Glory but a fair probability We had many Convictions upon our Spirits that our way was not good and that the way of Holiness was to be chosen hence we had many Resolutions to alter our Courses yea especially in our Sickness and Distress we made many Promises yea Vows and Covenants to amend yea set upon the performances of some Duties and refrained from some Sins and made some Profession of Religion and were almost Christians and yet suffered the Temptations of Satan the Alurements of the World and the Enticements of our own Corruptions and the Perswasions of our wicked Companions to stifle these hopeful Beginnings these perswaded us there was time enough for Repentance and that we had many a fair day yet to live and now Death hath taken us away in our Sins cursed be the time that ever we listened to these Syren Songs which lull'd us asleep in the Cradle of Security we were not far from the Kingdom of Heaven but for want of a little more we shall never come there and now our Sun is set and will never rise again our day is over that will never dawn and the night is come that no man can work our golden hours are over and our Opportunities are lost and that sweet Gale of Mercy that once we had will never blow upon us more Oh that we were intrusted with one Year more the World should see what Reformed persons we would be we would live as mortified a Life as ever Saint did upon the Earth and scorn with the highest Disdain the Pleasures Profit and Honours of the World how exactly would we live how painfully would we work out our Salvation how would we watch our Hearts and our Tongues and order our Actions but alas these are vain Wishes our Time is gone our Glass is run out our Opportunity lost and our Hopes are perished God hath forsaken us and become our Enemy a Crown of Glory was once offered upon easie Terms but the Market-day is over and will never come again it was under our Feet and we would not stoop for it Life and Death were set before us and we had our Choice Heaven was offered and we refused it and chose the World before it and lodged it in the best Room of our Hearts and now it hath deceived us we should have forsaken all for Christ but we forsake Christ and all for a Lust we indulged the Flesh yielded to the Temptation and made a woful Choice for a few vanishing Pleasures we parted with Heavenly Joys and in the room had endless easeless and remediless Torments it had been better for us that we had been torn in pieces with wild Horses than to have yielded to the Temptations of Sin as we have done Now we find our Minister's Words true which warned us of the bitter Fruits of Sin but alas too late our time is gone and will not be recalled cursed be the time we fell into such lewd Company How did we delude each other to Destruction now I see the Fruits the Effects and Ends of all our merry Meetings drunken Matches of our merry Songs and wanton Catches and all our effeminate Dalliance how much better might the time have been spent in Prayer Hearing and Meditation Taverns Ale-houses and Whore-houses have been our Ruine These or such-like will be the sad Complaints of miscarrying Souls for when God forsakes them all that Good is will leave them then must they bid farewel to the Saints and Angels for ever for they will be in the presence of God to Eternity and had they but enjoyed them one day in Heaven now all their Corruptions are done away they would better know their worth and their own loss but Heaven and Hell as they are out of sight so they are out of mind but those that mind them of it are like Elijah accounted the Troublers of Israel and like Paul Pestilent Fellows for they at present scorn the Society of the Godly and then the Godly will scorn them they shall then reap the Fruit of their own Folly which will be a large Harvest But among all their Losses they shall lose their Souls also which Loss is considerable the Soul being of more value than the World Mat. 16.26 and this will be an aggravation to them they sold them for nothing Yet this Loss signifies not the annihilation of the Soul or that it shall be made nothing this would be joyful News to them for upon that Condition they would be willing the Devil should tear it into a thousand pieces supposing it divisible so he would tear it into nothing But this cannot be the Soul will run parallel with the longest Line of Eternity neither can the Faculties thereof be lost the Understanding Memory Conscience will remain and be much
a Prisoner that begs for his Life and is not the life of the Soul of greater value 'T is the Immortal Soul that lyes at the stake while we are playing a Game at Folly God is in earnest his Messengers are in earnest and shall we who are most concerned and who are like to be the greatest losers be in jest Were it our Riches Honours Pleasures or such like that were in danger the matter were not much but 't is the Soul and need not we be in earnest But seeing 't is for Souls I shall back this Exhortation with these following Considerations 1. Consider seriously that we must dye but when we know not 't is our Wisdom to have Death always in our Eye and with the Apostle to dye daily 1 Cor. 15.31 Death comes never the sooner for our Preparation for it neither stays the longer if we expect it not the frequent thoughts of it will put us on to our Duty when the putting far from us the evil day Amos 6.3 will make us neglect it This cursed Security and hope of Impunity is the source of all the Wickedness in the World Because Sentence against an evil work is not executed speedily therefore the heart of the sons of men is wholly set in them to do wickedly Eccles 8.11 But this is not preservation but a reservation to a greater Evil this Forbearance is no Acquittance whatever we think of it Death is stealing upon us tacito pede with a silent foot and how soon he will enter our Lodgings we know not and then the Play is ended and we must march off the Stage This Motive haply may seem needless to mind Men of what they all know already but I think 't is not useless for though all Men will easily confess they must dye yet 't is not easie to make them consider of it or believe their Death is near nay if we look upon most mens Actions and manner of Living 't is easie to conclude that neither God nor Death are in their thoughts Were we but sure that Christ would come to Judgment within a Month whâ—t a Reformation should we see in the World Our Time-wasting Gallants would not then spend so much time in Hawking Hunting Drinking Whoring as now they do Holiness would not then be their scorn nor Religion their reproach and yet who knows whether it may not be within a Week Or could we be assured that Death would then Summon us to render an account of our Steward-ship in so short a time it would make the proudest of us to vail our Peacocks Plumes and entertain other thoughts of Death and Judgment and of Eternity than at present we have and we should not be so prodigal of our time as now we are but spend more of our time in hearing reading meditating and other Religious Exercises than now we do So that 't is the vain hopes of long Life which God never promised to any that encourages many in their wickedness and makes the Godly themselves the more secure 't is good therefore to view our Charter and see what time is granted us and not like the unfaithful Servant say My Lord deferreth his coming c. lest he come unawares and give us a Reward of our Folly the Poet shews these mens Folly that future their Repentance upon hopes of long life Fleres si scires unum tua tempora mensem Rides cum non sit forsitan una dies Many would weep and lament did they know they had but a Month to live that now laugh and rejoyce not having a day to live of this sort was the Rich Man mentioned Luke 12.16 c. O vain World how dost thou cheat us O cunning Devil how dost thou delude us and hide from our Eyes our latter end How dare any Poor Man that hath not made his Peace with his God neither hath any assurance of his Love spend an hour in an Ale-house or a day in Vanity and not know but it is his last We have many Spectacles of Mortality daily before us younger and stronger than we go to the Grave before us and many Monitors of Mortality within us Pains and Aches Griefs and Troubles even gray Hairs to mind us of our Winding-sheets The Lord grant we may know the voice of the rod and of him that sends it The Rich Man Luke 12.16 promises himself a lasting Happiness in the World when he had not a day to live and no doubt we have many such in our Times But alas one Month or one Year for ought we know may make a great and considerable alteration in our Families and haply those may be taken away that thought they had many a fair Year to live and much Worldly Happiness to enjoy Sometimes Death strikes the Child in the Womb when he spares them that stoop for Age there is no Degree Age or Sex that is secure neither Rich nor Poor Noble nor Base Young nor Old Fair nor Foul Religious nor Profane can plead an Exemption from the Arrest of Death for all of us are dust and unto dust we must return Gen. 3.19 Eccles 12.7 Those Houses of Clay wherein we live will ere long moulder into dust about our Ears 2 Cor. 5.1 'T is our Wisdom therefore to look out for another Habitation a building an house not made with hands but eternal in the Heavens whose foundation and builder is God This Life of ours for the shortness and uncertainty of it is compared unto the most fleeting fading perishing things we can name as to Grass to the Flower of the Field a Bubble a Post a Weaver's Shuttle a Thought a Shadow the dream of a Shadow or if any thing be more vain and what manner of men then ought we to be 1 Pet. 3.11 The dimness of our Eyes the deafness of our Ears the rottenness of our Teeth the wrinkles in our Cheeks the feebleness of our Limbs and every decay in Nature warns us of our approaching ends Death shoots many Darts at us and at length will hit us to the heart It was Jerusalem's fault and folly and I wish it be not ours to forget our latter end Lam. 1.9 2. Consid Let us further consider that we have a great deal of Work to do before we can be fit to dye and but a little short uncertain time to do it in and therefore more Diligence is required and 't is work of the greatest Concernment if our time were in our own power and at our own dispose sure and certain or were our Work but a little or of little concern whether it were or no it might be some excuse to us for our Idleness and Time-wasting but this is not our case Were Pleasures the end why we were sent into the World as many of our Gallants of both Sexes seem to suppose then many in our times take an effectual course but endless Pleasures they mind not the way to Heaven will prove a little rougher God sent us into the World
is won the Enemies are fled the Victory is ours and the Crown is ready it tells us our Work is done in the Vineyard and we must come to receive our Wages It tells us all our Pains Aches Miseries and Sufferings are at an end and God hath sent for us in his Triumphant Chariot to the Marriage of the Lamb and to lye for ever in his Bosom and inhabit those Mansions of Glory provided for us that for a Cottage we shall have a Crown and Robes instead of Rags and that a period is put to all that we call Trouble and will such a Messenger displease us This is the time that all tears shall be wip'd away and sin and sorrow shall be no more Rev. 7.17 and 21.4 God shall wipe all their tears from their eyes and there shall be no more death neither sorrow nor crying neither shall there be any more pain See also Isa 53.10 Their Bacha shall be turned into Barachah their Misery into Melody the Sighing into Singing and the Misery into Majesty and Mortality shall be swallowed up of Life whatever 't is that makes our Life uneasie shall be done away all that is called Trouble shall then vanish for sin and sorrow shall be no more Who would not bear one Fit of Sickness for Everlasting Health a little Pain for Eternal Ease a little Trouble for Eternal Freedom In this Life we are always under the Hatches sometimes pester'd with a sickly weakly Body subject to a thousand Infirmities languishing under Pains and Aches and Distempers hardly a day free but Death is the Physician that will Cure us of all this At other times we are full of â—â—â—rs and doubts concerning our Spiritual Estate questioning whether we have any Interest in Christ or Title to Glory whether the Soul be regenerate whether the Match were ever made up between Christ and us and whether all we have done be not in Hypocrisie and so lost labour whether God love us or not seeing he oft-times hides his Face from us Holy Men even David himself have sometimes such desponding thoughts upon God's with-drawings but Death will put all this out of question they need not then fear their Evidences when they are put into actual Possession nor God's Love when they enjoy the Beatifical Vision where they shall never see one wrinkle more in the Face of God Here they are pestered with the Devil's Temptations and 't is their trouble and grief that he foists in such foul Suggestions he lays Snares in their ways to entrap them Snares in all their Enjoyments in all their Duties in all their Actions in all their Relations in all they see or hear or come to know but then he shall never throw Dart more at us Here his Instruments do molest us some by cruel mocks and taunts scoffs and scorns some by Wrongs Persecutions and Tryals there we shall be out of their reach We can hardly open any Sense but we let in either sin or sorrow Our own Corruptions bring us no little trouble this makes us such strangers to God spoils our Duties and makes us scarce to have a glimpse of God in an Ordinance These and a thousand more troubles Death frees us from and yet shall we run from him as an Enemy and rather endure all this than feel his Dart We may stand amazed at our own Folly 3. Let us Consider how unbeseeming and uncomely a thing it is for a Christian to be unwilling to dye when God and his Cause requires it yea not to carry his Life in his hand and resign it up to him that gave it whenever he shall require it of him for he that laid down his life for us shall we deny our lives for him if he require it We have listed our selves Souldiers under him our General and when danger is near shall we run from our Colours We have made a Profession of our Faith and Trust and Confidence in him boasted of his Love to us of Power and Ability to save us and of the Reward we expected for oâ—r Faithful Service and now shall we let the World know there is no such matter that we dare not trust him with our Lives or Estates We find this was an Argument with those that returned out of Babylon Ezra 8.22 I was ashamed to require of the King a band of Souldiers and Horsemen to help us against the Enemy in the way because we had spokâ—n to the King saying The hand of our God is upon all them for good that seek him but his power and his wrath is against all them that forsake him He durst not do it lest the Name of God should have been dishonoured by it and how dare we proclaim our fears and diffidence in the like case to God's dishonour 'T is a discredit to a Master when his own Servants dare not trust him Shall we that have had more Experiences of God's Power Mercy Goodness and Truth now forsake him or distrust him God hath communicated himself more to his People than to others and done more for them than for others and so laid a greater Obligation upon them than on the rest of the World and after all shall they prove treacherous It was a great aggravation to Solomon's sin that it was after God had appeared twice to him 1 Kin. 11.9 God may say to his revolting People as Christ did to the Jews Many good works have I done among you for which of these do you stone me John 10.32 'T is not so much for others to be afraid of the Journey that are strangers in the Country but we that have had so many to direct us in the way we that pretend there our Father keeps his Court that Jerusalem that is above is the Mother of us all that Christ is our Head our Husband and our elder Brother and shall be our Judge that the Saints departed are our Brethren and Sisters in Christ that Heaven is our Inheritance and those Mansions of Glory provided for us and shall we be afraid or unwilling of the Journey 'T is no wonder that others hang back that have their Portion in their hands at present for who will willingly lose what they have and are assured of no more 'T is no wonder that a Malefactor that hath deserved Death and is in expectation of it is loath to go before the Judge but 't is wonder an Innocent Man is not willing to be freed out of Prison The Grave it self is but a resting place in Job's account Job 3.13 Now should I have been still and have been quiet I should have slept then had I been at rest Ver. 17. There the wicked cease from troubling and there the weary be at rest there the Prisoners rest together thâ—y hear not the voice of the Oppressor the small and the great are there and the servant is free from his master c. Yea some of the Heathen upon the consideration of the troubles of Man's Life thought Mortality a