upon them therefore saith the Apostle What things soever the Law saith it saith to them that are under the Law that is all the commands all the curses and threatnings that are spoken by it are spoken saith he that every mouth may be stopped mark I beseech you it saith saith he that every mouth might be stopped and that all the world might become guilty before God Rom. 3. 19. So that now in case any in the judgment day should object against the judgment of God as those in the 25. of Matthew do saying Lord when saw we thee thus and thus And why dost thou pass such a sad sentence of condemnation upon us surely this is injustice and not equity Now for the preventing of this the Law was given I and that it might prevent thee to purpose God gave it betimes before either thy first father had sinned or thou wast born So that again if there should be these Objections offered against the proceedings of the Lord in justice and judgment saying Lord why am I thus condemned I did not know it was sin now against these two was the Law given and that betimes so that both these are answered If the first come in and say why am I judged why am I damned then will the Law come in even all the Ten Commandments with every one of their cries against thy soul the first saying he hath sinned against me damn him the second saying also he hath transgressed against me damn him the third also saying the same together with the 4 5 6 7 8 9 10. even all of them will discharge themselves against thy soul if thou die under the first Covenant saying he or they have transgressed against us damn them damn them and I tell thee also that these ten great guns the Ten Commandments will with discharging themselves in justice against thy soul so rattle in thy conscience that thou wilt in spight of thy teeth be immediately put to silence and have thy mouth stopped and let me tell thee further that if thou shalt appear before God to have the Ten Commandments discharge themselves against thee thou hadst better be tied to a tree and have ten yea ten thousand of the biggest pieces of Ordnance in the world to be shot off against thee for these could go no further but only to kill the body but they both body and soul to be tormented in Hell with the Devil to all eternity 3. Again if the second thing should be objected saying But Lord I did not think this had been sin or the other had been sin for no body told me so then also will the giving of the Law take off that saying nay but I was given to thy father Adam before he had sinned or before thou wast born and have ever since been in thy soul to convince thee of thy sins and to controul thee for doing the thing that was not right Did not I secretly tell thee at such a time in such a place when thou wast doing of such a thing with such a one or when thou wast all alone that this was a sin and that God did forbid it therefore if thou didst commit it God would be displeased with thee for it And when thou wast thinking to do such a thing at such a time did not I say forbear do not so God will smite thee and punish thee for it if thou doest do it And besides God did so order it that you had me in your Houses in your Bibles and also you could speak and talk of me thus pleading the truth thou shalt be forced to confess it is so nay it shall be so in some sort with the very Gentiles and barbarous People that fall far short of that light we have in these parts of the world for saith the Apostle The Gentiles which have not the Law these do by nature the things contained in the Law these having not the Law that is not written as we have yet they are a Law unto themselves which sheweth the works of the Lavv is vvriten in their hearts Rom. 2. 14 15. that is they have the Law of works in them by nature and therefore they shall be left without excuse for their own consciences shall stand up for the truth of this where he saith Their conscience also bearing witness and their thoughts the mean while accusing or else excusing one another I but when Why in the day vvhen God shall judge the secrets of men by Jesus Christ according to my Gospel Rom. 2. 15 16. So this I say is another end for which the Lord did give the Law namely that God might pass a sentence in righteousness without being charged with any injustice by those that shall fall under it in the judgment 4. A fourth end why the Lord did give the Law it was because they that die out of Jesus Christ might not only have their mouths stopped but also that their persons might become guilty before God Rom. 3. 19. and indeed this will be the ground of silencing as I said before they finding themselves guilty their consciences backing the truth of the judgment of God passed upon them they shall become guilty that is they shall be fit vessels for the wrath of God to be poured out into being filled with guilt by reason of transgressions against the Commandments thus therefore shall the parties under the first Covenant be fitted to destruction Rom. 9. 22. even as wood or straw being well dried is fitted for the fire and the Law was added and given and speaks to this very end that sins might be shewn mouths might be stopt from quarrelling And that all the vvorld mark the vvorld might become guilty before God and so be in justice for ever and ever overthrown because of their sins And this will be so for these reasons First Because God hath a time to magnifie his justice and holiness as well as to shew his forbearance and mercy We read in Scripture that his eyes are too pure to behold iniquity Hab 1. 13. and then we shall find it true We read in Scripture that he will magnifie the Law and make it honourable and then he will do it indeed Now because the Lord doth not strike so soon as he is provoked by sin therefore poor souls will not know nor regard the Justice of God neither do they consider the time in which it must be advanced which will be when men drop under the wrath of God as fast as hail in a mighty storm 2 Pet. 3. 9. Psal. 50. 21 22. Now therefore look to it all you that count the long-suffering and forbearance of Gods slackness and because for the present he keepeth silence therefore to think that he is like unto your selves No no but know that God hath his set time for every purpose of his and in its time it shall be advanced most marvellously to the everlasting astonishment and overthrow of that soul that shall be dealt withal by Justice
sin-offering which is for the people and bring his blood within the vail and do with that blood as he did with the blood of the bullock and sprinkle it upon the mercy seat and before the mercy-seat verse 11 12 13 14 15. Now this was for the priest and the people all which doth signifie that Jesus Christ was after his death to go into heaven it self of which this holy place was a figure Heb. 9. and there to carry the sacrifice that he offered upon the Cross into the presence of God for to obtain mercy for the people in a way of justice And in that he is said to take his hands full of sweet incense it signifies that Jesus Christ was to offer up his sacrifice in the presence of his Father in a way of intercession and prayers I might have branched these things out into several particulars but I would be brief I say therefore the office of the Priests was to carry the blood into the holy place and there to present it before the mercy-seat with his heart full of intercessions for the people for whom he was a Priest Luke 1. 8 9 10 11. This is Jesus Christs work now in the kingdom of glory to plead his own blood the nature and vertue of it with a perpetual intercession to the God of mercy on the behalf of us poor miserable sinners Heb. 7. 24. Now in the intercession of this Jesus which is part of his priestly office there is these things to be considered for our comfort First There is a pleading of the vertue of his blood for them that are already come in that they may be kept from the evils of heresies delusions temptations pleasures profits or any thing of this world which may be too hard for them Father I pray not that thou shouldest take them out of the world saith Christ but that thou shouldest keep them from the evil John 17. 15. Secondly in case the devil should aspire up into the presence of God to acuse any of the poor Saints and to plead their back-slidings against them as he will do if he can then there is Jesus our Lord Jesus ready in the Court of Heaven at the right hand of God to plead the vertue of his blood not only for the great and general satisfaction that he did give when he was on the Cross but also the vertue that is in it now for the cleansing and fresh purging of his poor Saints under their several temptations and infirmities as saith the Apostle For if when we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son much more then being reconciled we shall be saved by his life that is by his intercession Rom. 5. 10. Thirdly The maintaining of grace also is by Jesus Christs intercession being the second part of his Priestly Office O! had we not a Jesus at the right hand of God making intercession for us and to convey fresh supplies of Grace unto us through the vertue of his blood being pleaded at Gods right hand how soon would it be with us as it is with those for whom he prays not at all John 17. 9. But the reason why thou standest while others fall the reason why thou goest through the many temptations of the world and shakest them off from thee while others are ensnared and intangled therein it is because thou hast an interceding Jesus I have prayed saith he that thy saith fail not Luke 22. 3 2. Fourthly It is partly by the vertue of Christs intercession that the elect are brought in there is many that are to come to Christ which are not yet brought in to Christ and it is one part of his work to pray for their salvation too Neither pray I for these alone but for all those that shall believe though as yet they do not believe on me but that they may believe through their word John 17. 20. And let me tell thee soul for thy comfort who art a coming in to Christ panting and sighing as if thy heart would break I tell thee soul thou wouldest never have come to Christ if he had not first by the vertue of his blood and intercession sent into thy heart an earnest desire after Christ and let me tell thee also that it is his business to make intercession for thee not only that thou mightest come in but that thou mightest be preserved when thou art come in Compare Heb. 7. 25. with Rom. 8. 33 34 35 c. Fifthly It is by the intercession of Christ that the infirmities of the Saints in their holy duties are forgiven Alas if it was not for the priestly office of Christ Jesus the prayers alms and other duties of the Saints might be rejected because of the sin that is in them but Jesus being our high Priest he is ready to take away the iniquities of our holy things perfuming our prayers with the glory of his own perfections and therefore it is that there is an answer given to the Saints prayers and also acceptance of their holy duties Rev. 8. 3 4. But Christ being come an high Priest of good things to come by a greater and more perfect Tabernacle not made with hands that is to say not of this building Neither by the blood of goats and calves but by his own blood he entred in once into the holy place having obtained eternal redemption for us For if the blood of bulls and goats and the ashes of an heifer sprinkling the unclean sanctifieth to the purifying of the flesh How much more shall the blood of Christ who through the eternal Spirit offered himself without spot to God purge your consciences from dead works to serve the living God And for this cause he is the Mediator of the New Testament or Covenant that by means of death for the redemption of the transgressions that were under the first Testament they which are called notwithstanding all their sins might receive the promise of eternal inheritance Heb. 9. 11 12 13 14 15. The third thing now to be spoken to it is to shew where and how Jesus Christ out-went and goes beyond these priests in all their qualifications and offices for the comfort of poor Saints First They that were called to the priest-hood under the Law were but men but he is both God and Man Heb. 7. 28. 3. 2. Their qualifications were in them in a very scanty way but Jesus was every way qualified in an infinite and full way They were consecrated but for a time Heb. 7. 23. but he for ever more ver 24. 4. They were made without an oath ver 20 21. but he with an oath 5. They as servants but he as a Son Heb. 3. 6. 6. Their garments were but such as could be made with hands Ez. 28. but his the very righteousness of God Rom. 3. 22. 7. Their offerings were but the body and blood of beasts and such like Phil. 3. 8. but his offering was his own body and soul Heb.
inward man a change and through the outward man a change from head to foot as we use to say For he that is in Christ and so in this Covenant of Grace is a new Creature 2 Cor. 5. 17. or hath been twice made made and made again O now the soul is resolved for Heaven and Glory now it crieth out Lord if there be a right eye that is offensive to thee pluck it out or a right foot cut it off or a right hand take it from me now the soul doth begin to studdy how it may honour God and bring praise to him Now the soul is for a preparation for the second coming of Christ endeavouring to lay aside every thing that may hinder And for the closing in with those things that may make it in a beloved posture against that day Fifthly And all this is from a Gospel Spirit and not from a Legal natural principle for the soul hath these things as the fruits and effects of its being separated unto the Covenant of Grace and so now possessed with that spirit that doth attend yea and dwell in them that are brought into the Covenâ—nt of Grace from under the Old Covenant I say these things do spring forth in the soul from another root and stock then any of the actings as other men do for the soul that is thus wrought upon is as well dead to the Law and the righteousness thereof as the first Covenant as well as to its sins Sixthly Now the soul begins to have some blessed experience of the things of God even of the glorious mysteries of the Gospel 1. Now it knoweth the meaning of those words My flesh is meat indeed and my blood is drink indeed John 6. 55. and that by experience for the soul hath received peace of conscience through that blood by the effectual application of it to the soul. First by feeling the guilt of sin dye off from the conscienceâ— by the operation thereof Secondly by feeling the power thereof to take away the curse of the Law Thirdly By finding the very strength of Hell to fail when once the blood of the man Jesus Christ is received in reality upon the soul. 2. Now the soul also knoweth by experience the meaning of that Scripture that saith Our old man is crucified with him that the body of sin might be destroyed Rom. 6. 6. Now it sees that when the man Jesus did hang on the tree on Mount Calvary that then the body of its sins was there hanged up dead and buried with him though it was then unborn so as never to be laid to its charge either here or hereafter and also so as never to carry it captive into perpetual bondage being it self overcome by him even Christ the head of that poor creature And indeed this is the way for a soul both to live comfortably as touching the guilt of sin and also as touching the power of the filth of sin for the soul that doth or hath received this indeed and in truth finds strength against them both by and through that man that did for him and the rest of his fellow sinners so gloriously overcome it and hath given the victory unto them so that now they are said to be overcomers nay more than conquerâ—rs through him the one man Jesus Christ Rom. 8. 33 34 35 36 37. 3. Now the soul hath received a â—aith indeed and a lively hope indeed such a one as now it can fetch strength from the fulness of Christ and from the merits of Christ. 4. Yea now the soul can look on it self with one eye and look upon Christ with another and say indeed it is true I am an empty soul but Christ is a full Christ I am a poor sinner but Christ is a rich Christ I am a foolish sinner but Christ is a wise Christ I am an unholy ungodly unsanctified creature in my self But Christ is made of God unto me wisdom righteousness sanctification and redemption 1 Cor. 1. 30. 5. Now also that fiery Law that it could not once endure nor could not once delight in I say now it can delight in it after the inward man now this Law is its delighe it would always be walked in it and always be delighted in it being offended with any sin or any corruption that would be any ways an hinderance to it Rom. 7. 24 25. And yet it will not edure that even that that Law should offer to take the work of its salvation out of Christs hand no if it once comes to do that then out of doors it shall go if it was as good again For that soul that hath the right work of God indeed upon it cries not my prayers not my tears not my works not my things do they come from the work of the spirit of Christ it self within me yet these shall not have the glory of my salvation no it is none but the blood of Christ the death of Christ of the man Christ Jesus of Nazareth the Carpenters Son as they called him that must have the Crown and Glory of my salvation None but Christ none but Christ and thus the soul labours to give Christ the preeminence Col. 1. 18. Now before I go any further I must needs speak a word from my own experience of the things of Christ and the rather because we have a company of silly ones in this day of ignorance that do either comfort themselves with a notion without the power or else do both reject the notion and the power of this most glorious Gospel therefore for the further conviction of the Reader I shall tell him with David something of what the Lord hath done for my soul and indeed a little of the experience of the things of Christ is far more worth than all the world It would be too tedious for me to tell thee here all from the first to the last but something I shall tell thee that thou mayest not think these things are fables Reader when it pleased the Lord to begin to instruct my soul he found me one of the black sinners of the world he found me making a sport of Oaths and also of Lies and many a soul-poysoning meal did I make out of divers Lusts as Drinking Dancing Playing Pleasure with the wicked ones of the world The Lord finding of me in this condition did open the glass of his Law unto me wherein he shewed me so clearly my sins both the greatness of them and also how abominable they were in his sight that I thought the very clouds were charged with the wrath of God and ready to let fall the very fire of his jealousie upon me yet for all this I was so wedded to my sins that thought I with my self I will have them though I lose my soul O wicked wretch that I was but God the great the rich the infinite merciful God did not take this advantage of my soul to cast me away and say then take
Grace through the Redemption that is in Christ whom God hath set forth to be a Propitiation through Faith in his Blood c. Fourthly How men are to reckon it theirs and that is upon the same terms which God doth offer it which is freely as they are worthless and undeserving Creatures as they are without all good and also unable to do any good This I say is the right way of applying the merits of Christ to thy Soul for they are freely given to thee a poor Sinner nor for any thing that is in thee or done by thee but freely as thou art a Sinner and so standest in absolute need thereof And Christian thou art not in this thing to follow thy sense and feeling but the very Word of God The thing that doth do the People of God the greatest injury it is their too little hearkning to what the Gospel saith and their too much giving credit to what the Law Sin the Devil and Conscience saith and upon this very ground to conclude that because there is the certainty of guilt upon the Soul therefore there is also for certain by Sin Damnation to be brought upon the Soul This is now to set the Word of God aside and to give credit to what is sormed by the contrary but thou must give more credit to one syllable of the written Word of the Gospel than thou must give to all the Saints and Angels in Heaven and Earth much more than to the Devil and thy own guilty Conscience Let me give you a Parable There was a certain man that had committed Treason against his King but for as much as the King had Compassion upon him he sent him by the hand of a faithful Messenger a Pardon under his own Hand and Seal but in the Countrey where this poor man dwelt there was also many that sought to trouble him by often putting of him in mind of his Treason and the Law that was to be executed on the Offender Now which way should this man so honour his King but as believing his Hand-writing which was the Pardon certainly he would honour him more by so doing than to regard all the Clamours of his Enemies continually against him Just thus it is here thou having committed Treason against the King of Heaven he through Compassion for Christs sake hath sent thee a Pardon but the Devil the Law and thy Conscience do continually seek to disturb thee by bringing thy Sins afresh into thy remembrance But now wouldest thou honour thy King why then He that believeth the RECORD that God hath given of his Son hath set to his SEAL that God is true And this is the Record that God hath given to US eternal Life and this Life is in his Son 1 Joh. 5. 11 12. And therefore my Brethren seeing God our Father hath sent us damnable Traitors a Pardon from Heaven even all the Promises of the Gospel and also hath sealed to the certainty of it with the heart-blood of his dear Son let us not be daunted though our Enemies with terrible Voices do bring our former life never so often into our Remembrance Object But saith the Soul how if after I have received a Pardon I should commit Treason again What should I do then Answ. Set the case thou hast committed abundance of Treason he hath by him abundance of Pardons Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts and let him return to the Lord and he will have mercy upon him and to our God for he will abundantly pardon Sometimes I my self have been in such a straight that I have been almost driven to my Wits ends with a sight and sense of the greatness of my sins but calling to mind that God was God in his Mercy Pitty and Love as well as in his Holiness Justice c. And again considering the ability of the satisfaction that was given to Holiness and Justice to the end there might be way made for Sinners to lay hold of this Mercy I say I considering this when tempted to doubt and despair I have answered in this manner Lord here is one of the greatest Sinners that ever the the ground bare A Sinner against the Law and a Sinner against the Gospel I have sinned against Light and I have sinned against Mercy and now Lord the guilt of them breaks my heart the Devil also he would have me despair telling of me that thou art so far from hearing my Prayers in this my distress that I cannot anger thee worse then to call upon thee for saith he thou art resolved for ever to damn and not to grant me the least of thy favour yet Lord. I would fain have forgiveness And thy word though much may be inferred from it against me yet it saith If I come unto thee thou wilt in no wise cast me out Lord shall I honour thee most by believing thou canst pardon my Sins or by believing thou canst not Shall I honour thee most by believing thou wilt pardon my Sins or by believing thou wilt not Shall I honour the Blood of thy Son also by despairing that the vertue thereof is not sufficient or by believing that it is sufficient to purge me from all my blood-red and crimson Sins surely thou that couldest find so much Mercy as to pardon Manasseh Mary Magdalen the three thousand Murderers persecuting Paul Murderous and Adulterous David and blaspheming Peter thou that offeredst Mercy to Simon Magus a Witch and didst receive the Astrologers and Conjurers in the nineteenth of Acts thou hast Mercy enough for one poor sinner Lord set the case my Sins were bigger than all these and I less deserved Mercy than any of these yet thou hast said in thy word that he that cometh to thee thou wilt in no wise cast out And God hath given comfort to my Soul even to such a Sinner as I am and I tell you there is no way so to honour God and to beat out the Devil as to stick to the truth of Gods Word and the merits of Christs Blood by believing When Abraham believed even against hope and reason he gave Glory to God Rom. 4. And this is our Victory even our Faith Believe and all things are possible to you He that believeth shall be saved He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting Life and shall never perish neither shall any man pluck them out of my Fathers Hands 1. Joh. 5. 4. And if thou dost indeed believe this thou wilt not only confess him as the Quakers do That is that he was born at Bethlehem of Mary suffered on Mount Calvary under Pontius Pilate was Dead and Buried Rose again and Ascended 〈◊〉 For all this they confess and in the midst of their confession they do verily deny that his Death on that Mount Calvary did give satisfaction to God for the Sins of the World and that his Resurrection out of Josephs Sepulchre is the cause of our Justification in the sight
by this Law to purpose I do beseech you to take notice of these following particulars besides what hath been already spoken First I shall shew the danger of them by reason of the Law as they come from Adam Secondly as they are in their own persons particularly under it 1. First as they come from Adam they are in a sad condition because he left them a broken Covenant or take it thus because they while they were in him did with him break that Covenant Oh! this was the treasure that Adam left to his posterity it was a broken Covenant insomuch that death reigned over all his Children and doth still to this day as they come from him both natural and eternal death Rom. the 5. It may be Drunkard Swearer Liar Thief thou dost not think of this 2. Secondly he did not only leave them a broken Covenant but also made them himself sinners against it he made them sinners By one mans disobedience many were made sinners Rom 5. 19. And this is worse than the first 3. Thirdly not only so but he did deprive them of their strength by which at first they were enabled to stand and left them no more than dead men Oh helpless state Oh! how beggarly and miserable are the sons of Adam 4. Fourthly not only so but also before he left them he was the conduit-pipe through which the Devil did convey of his poisoned spawn and venome nature into the hearts of Adams sons and daughters by which they are at this day so strongly and so violently carried away that they flie as fast to Hell and the Devil by reason of sin as chaff before a mighty wind 5. Fifthly in a word Adam led them out of their Paradise that is one more and put out their eyes that is another and left them to the leading of the Devil O sad Canst thou hear this and not have thy ears to tingle and burn on thy head Can'st thou read this and not feel this and not feel thy Conscience begin to throb and dagg If so surely it is because thou art either possessed with the Devil or besides thy self But I pass this and come to the second thing which is the cause of their being in a sad condition which is by reason of their being in their Particular persons under it First therefore they that are under the Law they are in a sad condition because they are under that which is more ready through our infirmity to curse than to bless they are under that called the ministration of condemnation 2 Cor. 3. that is they are under that dispensation or administration whose proper work is to curse and condemn and nothing else Secondly their condition is sad who are under the Law because they are not only under that administration that doth condemn but also that which doth wait an opportunity to condemn the Law doth not wait that it might be gracious but it doth wait to curse and condemn I it came on purpose to discover sin Rom. 5. 20. The Law entred saith the Apostle that the offence might abound or appear indeed to be that which God doth hate and also to curse for that which hath been committed as he saith Cursed is every one that continueth not in all things that are written in the book of the Law to do them Gal. 3. 10. Thirdly they are in a sad condition be-because that administration they are under that are under the Law doth always find fault with the sinners obedience as well as his disobedience if it be not done in a right spirit which they that are under that Covenant cannot do by reason of their being destitute of Faith therefore I say it doth controle them saying This was not well done this was done by the halves this was not done freely and that was not done perfectly and out of love to God and hence it is that some men notwithstanding they labour to live as holy as ever they can according to the Law yet they do not live a peaceable life but are full of condemnings full of guilt and torment of Conscience finding themselves to fail here and to fall short there omitting this good which the Law commands and doing that evil which the Law forbids but never giveth them one good word for all their pains Fourthly they that are under the Law are in a sad condition because they are under that administration that will never be contented with what is done by the sinner if thou be under this Covenant work as hard as thou can'st the Law will never say Well done never say My good servant No but always it will be driving of thee faster hastning of thee harder giving of thee fresh commands which thou must do and upon pain of damnation not to be left undone Nay it is such a Master that will curse thee not only for thy sins but also because thy good works were not so well done as they ought to be Fifthly they that are under this Covenant or Law their state is very sad because this Law doth command impossible things of him that is under it and yet doth but right in it seeing man at the first had in Adam strength to stand if he would have used it and the Law was given then as I said before when man was in his full strength and therefore no unequality if it commands the same still seeing God that gave thee strength did not take it away I will give you a similitude for the clearing of it set the case that I give to my servant ten pounds with this charge lay it out for my best advantage that I may have my own again with profit now if my servant contrary to my command goeth and spends my money in a disobedient way is it any unequality in me to demand of my servant what I gave him at first nay and though he have nothing to pay I may lawfully cast him into Prison and keep him there until I have satisfaction So here the Law was delivered to man at the first when he was in a possibility to have fulfilled it now then though man have lost his strength yet God is just in commanding the same work to be done I and if they do not do the same things I say that are impossible for them to do it is just with God to damn them seeing it was they themselves that brought themselves into this condition therefore saith the Apostle What things soever the Law or Commands saith it saith to them that are under the Law that every mouth may be stopped and all the world may become guilty before God Rom. 3. 19. and this is thy sad condition that art under the Law Gal. 3. 10. But if any should object and say but the Law doth not command unpossible things of natural man I should answer in this case as the Apostle did in another very much like unto it saying They know not what they say nor whereof they affirm For doth not
him Devil seeing he cares for me no more no but he followed me still and won upon my heart by giving of me some understanding not only into my miserable state which I was very sensible of but also that there might be hopes of mercy also taking away that love to lust and placing in the room thereof a love to religion and thus the Lord won over my heart to some desire after the means to hear the word and to grow a stranger to my old companions and to accompany the people of God together with giving of me many sweet encouragements from several promises in the Scriptures but after this the Lord did wonderfully set my sins upon my conscience those sins especially that I had committed since the first convictions temptations also followed me very hard and especially such temptations as did tend to the making of me question the very way of salvation viz. whether Jesus Christ was the Saviour or no and whether I had best to venture my soul upon his blood for salvation or take some other course But being through grace kept close with God in some measure in prayer and the rest of the ordinances but went about a year and upwards without any sound evidence as from God to my soul touching the salvation as comes by Jesus Christ. But at the last as I may say when the set time was come then the Lord just before the men called Quaker's came into the Countrey did set me down 〈◊〉 blessedly in the truth of the Doctrine of Jesâ—s Christ that it made me marvail to see first how Jesus Christ was born of a Virgin walked in the world a while with his Disciples afterwards hanged on the Cross spilt his Blood was Buried Rose again Ascended above the Clouds and Heavens their lives to make intercession and that he also will come again at the last day to judge the World and take his Saints unto himself These things I say I did see so evidently even as if I had stood by when he was in the world and also when he was caught up I having such a change as this upon my soul it made me wonder and musing with my self at the great alteration that was in my spirit for the Lord did also very gloriously give me in his precious word to back the discovery of the Son of God unto me so that I can say through grace it was according to the Scriptures 1 Cor. 15. 1 2 3 4. and as I was musing with my self what these things should mean methought I heard such a word in my heart as this I have set thee down on purpose for I have something more than ordinary for thee to do which made me the more marvel saying What my Lord such a poor wretch as I yet still this continued I have set thee down on purpose and so forth with more fresh incomes of the Lord Jesus and the power of the blood of his Cross upon my soul even so evidently that I saw through grace that it was the blood shed on Mount Calvary that did save and redeem sinners as clearly and as really with the eyes of my soul as ever methoughts I had seen a penny-loaf bought with a penny which things then discovered had such operation upon my soul that I do hope they did sweetly season every faculty thereof Reader I speak in the presence of God and he knows I lye not much of this and such like dealings of his could I tell thee of but my business at this time is not so to do but only to tell what operation the blood of Christ hath had over and upon my conscience and that at several times and also when I have been in several frames of spirit As first sometimes I have been so loaden with my sins that I could not tell where to rest nor what to do yea at such times I thought it would have taken away my senses yet at that time God through grace hath all of a suddenâ— so effectually applied the blood that was spilt at Mount Calvary out of the side of Jesus unto my poor wounded guilty conscience that presently I have found such a sweet solid sober heart comforting peace that it hath made me as if it had not been and withal the same I may say and I ought to say the power of it hath had such a powerful operation upon my soul that I have for a time been in a straight and trouble to think that I should love and honour him no more the vertue of his blood hath so constrained me Again sometimes methinks my sins have appeared so big to me that I thought one of my sins have been as big as all the sins of all the men in the Nation I and of other Nations too Reader these things be not fancies for I have smarted for this experience but yet the least stream of the heart blood of this man Jesus hath vanished all away and hath made it to flie to the astonishment of such a poor sinner and as I said before hath delivered me up into sweet and heavenly peace and joy in the holy Ghost Again sometimes when my heart hath been hard dead slothful blind and senseless which indeed are sad frames for a poor Christian to be in yet at such a time when I have been in such a case then hath the blood of Christ the precious blood of Christ the admirable blood of the God of Heaven that run out of his body when it did hang on the Cross so softned livened quickned and inlightned my soul that truly Reader I can say O it makes me wonder Again when I have been loaden with sin and pâ—stâ—red with several temptations and in very sad manner then have I had the trial of the vertue of Christs blood with the trial of the vertue of other things and I have found that when tears would not do prayers would not do repentings and all other things could not reach my heart O then one touch one drop one shining of the vertue of the blood of that blood that was let out with a spear it hath in a very blessed manner delivered me that it hath made me to marvel O â—methinks it hath come with such life such power with such irresistible and marvellous glory that it wipes off all the slurs silences all the out-cries and quenches all the fiery darts and all the flames of hell fire that are begotten by the charges of the Law Satan and doubtful remembrances of my sinful life Friends as Peter saith to the Church so I say to you I have not preached to you cunningly devised â—ables in telling you of the blood of Christ and what authority it hath had upon my Conscience O no but as Peter saith touching the coming of the Lord Jesus into the world so in some measure I can say of the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ that was shed when he did come into the world There is not only my single testimony