sin_n and_o serve_v much_o for_o aggravation_n see_v if_o thou_o have_v not_o sin_v against_o thy_o knowledge_n and_o if_o thou_o have_v do_v so_o thou_o be_v worthy_a of_o and_o shall_v receive_v double_a stripe_n know_v thou_o and_o be_v it_o not_o often_o tell_v thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v keep_v the_o sabbath_n in_o thy_o thought_n and_o discourse_n that_o thou_o shall_v renew_v thy_o repentance_n that_o thou_o shall_v what_o ever_o thy_o other_o employment_n be_v grow_v in_o grace_n and_o in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n that_o thou_o shall_v apply_v thy_o heart_n unto_o spiritual_a wisdom_n that_o thou_o shall_v not_o only_o hear_v and_o read_v but_o go_v apart_o and_o meditate_v upon_o god_n word_n and_o as_o occasion_n serve_v and_o thy_o ability_n shall_v permit_v to_o speak_v of_o it_o i_o say_v have_v thou_o know_v these_o thing_n and_o have_v they_o be_v ofttimes_o tell_v thou_o and_o yet_o because_o they_o be_v painful_a thou_o have_v forbear_v 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thou_o that_o therefore_o thou_o will_v continue_v to_o sin_n against_o he_o to_o provoke_v he_o to_o wrath_n shall_v thou_o not_o rather_o conclude_v be_v he_o so_o gracious_a indeed_o alas_o that_o ever_o i_o shall_v offend_v he_o i_o will_v no_o more_o do_v so_o by_o his_o grace_n and_o assistance_n be_v it_o not_o a_o wicked_a thing_n for_o a_o man_n to_o use_v another_o so_o to_o wit_n to_o abuse_v his_o lenity_n and_o goodness_n and_o clemency_n and_o kindness_n fie_o upon_o such_o a_o conclusion_n 4._o see_v if_o thou_o have_v sin_v scandalous_o either_o by_o thy_o sin_n be_v a_o evil_a example_n unto_o other_o and_o strengthen_v they_o in_o their_o sin_n whereby_o certain_o thou_o must_v not_o only_o be_v accountable_a for_o thy_o own_o sin_n but_o for_o other_o also_o or_o else_o by_o thy_o sin_n have_v give_v other_o occasion_v to_o think_v and_o speak_v ill_a of_o thy_o profession_n and_o so_o have_v be_v a_o scarecrow_n to_o religion_n or_o else_o by_o thy_o sin_n have_v make_v these_o thou_o have_v have_v to_o do_v with_o to_o take_v such_o a_o prejudice_n at_o thou_o that_o neither_o thy_o word_n nor_o thy_o work_n can_v any_o thing_n further_o their_o edification_n there_o be_v no_o sin_n more_o to_o be_v take_v heed_n to_o then_o this_o scandalous_a sin_v and_o therefore_o be_v careful_a against_o it_o and_o if_o thou_o have_v be_v guilty_a of_o it_o humble_v thyself_o great_o for_o it_o 4._o consider_v the_o mean_n against_o which_o thou_o have_v sin_v now_o under_o mean_n i_o comprehend_v both_o the_o mean_n of_o god_n word_n and_o of_o his_o work_n whereby_o he_o labour_v to_o reclaim_v we_o see_v then_o how_o thou_o have_v sin_v against_o his_o work_n and_o that_o both_o against_o his_o benefit_n and_o favour_n and_o also_o against_o his_o judgement_n and_o affliction_n whereby_o he_o study_v to_o reclaim_v thou_o and_o first_o for_o the_o first_o certain_o this_o be_v no_o small_a aggravation_n of_o thy_o sin_n in_o god_n sight_n that_o thou_o 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which_o i_o have_v inflict_v upon_o other_o i_o have_v further_o deliver_v thou_o from_o many_o distress_n and_o carry_v thou_o through_o difficulty_n yea_o i_o have_v do_v so_o and_o so_o unto_o thou_o make_v thou_o eminent_a in_o regard_n of_o many_o other_o and_o yet_o for_o all_o this_o thou_o have_v sin_v against_o i_o thou_o will_v not_o for_o my_o sake_n renounce_v thy_o pleasure_n to_o resist_v such_o a_o corruption_n nor_o thy_o ease_n to_o discharge_v such_o duty_n what_o a_o just_a challenge_n think_v thou_o will_v this_o be_v how_o will_v thy_o own_o conscience_n subscribe_v to_o it_o and_o thy_o countenance_n blush_v at_o it_o consider_v also_o if_o thou_o have_v not_o finned_a against_o the_o lord_n judgement_n and_o affliction_n which_o he_o send_v to_o reclaim_v thou_o and_o fair_o to_o warn_v thou_o and_o so_o have_v kick_v against_o the_o prick_n isaiah_n or_o the_o lord_n by_o isaiah_n make_v this_o aggravation_n why_o shall_v you_o be_v strike_v any_o more_o you_o will_v revolt_v more_o and_o more_o and_o jer._n 5._o thou_o have_v strike_v they_o but_o they_o have_v not_o grieve_v thou_o have_v consume_v they_o but_o they_o have_v not_o receive_v correction_n this_o be_v also_o a_o great_a aggravation_n of_o sin_n the_o psalmist_n say_v be_v not_o like_o the_o horse_n or_o the_o mule_n which_o can_v be_v hold_v in_o but_o by_o bit_n and_o bridle_n but_o this_o be_v to_o be_v worse_o than_o horse_n or_o mule_n even_o we_o to_o be_v hold_v in_o with_o bit_n and_o bridle_n both_o these_o aggravation_n ezra_n put_v together_o chap._n 9_o v._n 13_o 14_o and_o after_o all_o that_o be_v come_v upon_o we_o for_o our_o evil_a deed_n and_o for_o our_o great_a trespass_n
and_o obeye_v the_o voice_n of_o his_o servant_n and_o therefore_o not_o only_o may_v but_o shall_v trust_v in_o the_o lord_n isa_n 50.10_o thou_o hate_v not_o to_o be_v reform_v and_o therefore_o may_v take_v his_o covenant_n in_o thy_o mouth_n psal_n 50.16_o 17._o thou_o keep_v his_o sabbath_n and_o choose_v the_o thing_n that_o please_v he_o and_o therefore_o may_v take_v hold_n of_o his_o covenant_n isa_n 56.4_o thus_o far_o for_o thy_o comfort_n but_o thou_o who_o ever_o thou_o be_v that_o want_v these_o thing_n whereof_o we_o be_v speak_v be_v not_o deceive_v thou_o have_v neither_o faith_n nor_o that_o humiliation_n that_o shall_v go_v before_o it_o 1._o be_v never_o thy_o conscience_n waken_v direct_o with_o the_o sense_n of_o sin_n be_v never_o thy_o mind_n trouble_v with_o the_o sense_n of_o spiritual_a want_n be_v it_o thou_o never_o solicitous_a for_o thy_o own_o salvation_n and_o take_v it_o to_o heart_n above_o all_o thing_n else_o alas_o it_o be_v too_o too_o evident_a thou_o be_v not_o right_a as_o yet_o 2._o want_v thou_o that_o tenderness_n of_o conscience_n have_v thou_o no_o care_n no_o fear_n of_o the_o snare_n of_o sin_n and_o satan_n nor_o watch_v thou_o to_o prevent_v sin_n be_v thou_o not_o with_o the_o apostle_n herein_o exercise_v always_o to_o keep_v a_o good_a conscience_n again_o and_o haâ—t_o thou_o no_o check_n nor_o accusation_n in_o thy_o conscience_n after_o the_o commission_n even_o of_o the_o small_a if_o know_a sin_n but_o can_v ban_v and_o swear_v speak_v sinful_a word_n think_v sinful_a thought_n etc._n etc._n and_o never_o be_v trouble_v a_o whit_n for_o the_o matter_n but_o do_v sin_v secure_o and_o lie_v in_o sin_n secure_o without_o repentance_n and_o seek_v after_o reconciliation_n and_o so_o be_v every_o way_n a_o slight_a of_o sin_n then_o assure_o no_o work_n of_o humiliation_n have_v ever_o be_v wrought_v in_o thy_o heart_n and_o consequent_o no_o work_n of_o grace_n for_o this_o be_v the_o first_o work_n 3._o and_o last_o look_v how_o the_o matter_n be_v between_o you_o &_o god_n how_o thy_o soul_n carry_v itself_o in_o regard_n of_o secret_a sin_n namely_o of_o entertain_v sin_n in_o thy_o thought_n and_o in_o regard_n of_o secret_a duty_n if_o thou_o dare_v or_o do_v regard_v iniquity_n in_o thy_o heart_n feed_v thy_o thought_n upon_o ambitious_a and_o covetous_a pleasure_n or_o vanity_n or_o sinful_a lust_n without_o controllment_n yea_o and_o with_o delight_n and_o dare_v omit_v or_o shuffle_v over_o thy_o secret_a duty_n have_v thou_o not_o some_o constant_a inward_a principle_n and_o secret_a mover_n that_o let_v thou_o not_o alone_o but_o put_v thou_o on_o to_o a_o daily_a and_o constant_a discharge_n of_o christian_a secret_a duty_n daily_a prayer_n nightly_a repentance_n daily_a and_o nightly_a meditation_n upon_o the_o word_n of_o god_n but_o do_v all_o these_o duty_n by_o start_n and_o fit_n or_o superficial_o or_o not_o at_o all_o then_o certain_o no_o right_a humiliation_n no_o 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to_o do_v wherein_o although_o some_o thing_n be_v coincident_a with_o thing_n speak_v before_o the_o labour_n will_v not_o be_v unprofitable_a i._o the_o first_o mark_n of_o right_a humiliation_n and_o of_o the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o that_o respect_n be_v this_o to_o wit_n namely_o the_o right_a sight_n of_o sin_n the_o spirit_n of_o god_n when_o he_o come_v first_o into_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o christian_a work_v by_o the_o law_n or_o commandment_n give_v unto_o a_o man_n another_o sight_n of_o sin_n than_o any_o natural_a man_n how_o qualify_v soever_o he_o be_v with_o humane_a literature_n and_o natural_a wisdom_n can_v have_v this_o be_v clear_o understand_v by_o the_o doctrine_n and_o in_o the_o person_n of_o st._n paul_n rom._n 7._o i_o be_v alive_a without_o the_o law_n once_o that_o be_v in_o a_o good_a conceit_n of_o myself_o and_o of_o my_o own_o righteousness_n but_o when_o the_o commandment_n come_v that_o be_v the_o spirit_n with_o the_o commandment_n or_o law_n for_o he_o have_v the_o commandment_n or_o law_n in_o the_o letter_n before_o sin_v revive_v and_o i_o die_v i_o see_v another_o sight_n of_o my_o sinfulness_n then_o before_o to_o speak_v more_o plain_o and_o particular_o of_o this_o note_n when_o the_o spirit_n come_v and_o work_v this_o sight_n of_o sinfulness_n in_o he_o it_o work_v this_o threefold_a sight_n in_o he_o 1._o a_o sight_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o particular_a corruption_n 2._o of_o his_o gracelessness_n and_o want_n 3._o of_o his_o unrighteousness_n and_o imperfection_n of_o his_o best_a action_n now_o all_o these_o be_v hide_v from_o the_o natural_a man_n as_o be_v clear_a by_o example_n 1._o of_o the_o nation_n of_o the_o jew_n who_o go_v about_o to_o establish_v their_o own_o righteousness_n 2._o of_o the_o papist_n who_o take_v upon_o they_o for_o want_v of_o this_o sight_n to_o fulfil_v the_o law_n to_o merit_v to_o supererrogate_v 3._o of_o our_o own_o ignorance_n who_o till_o the_o point_n of_o death_n can_v be_v bring_v to_o this_o sight_n of_o their_o own_o sinfulness_n but_o ever_o be_v justify_v themselves_o thank_v god_n they_o never_o wrong_v any_o instead_o of_o confess_v and_o humble_v so_o that_o this_o be_v clear_o the_o case_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n but_o to_o the_o particular_n 1._o the_o spirit_n give_v to_o a_o man_n a_o sight_n of_o his_o sinfulness_n and_o corruption_n when_o the_o commandment_n come_v sin_n revive_v that_o be_v there_o be_v a_o further_a sight_n of_o sin_n hence_o be_v it_o that_o 1._o they_o be_v out_o of_o conceit_n of_o themselves_o think_v themselves_o to_o be_v the_o chief_a of_o sinner_n 2._o that_o they_o complain_v so_o heavy_o of_o their_o own_o corruption_n who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o death_n 3._o they_o feel_v the_o flesh_n lust_a against_o the_o spirit_n gal._n 5._o now_o the_o ungodly_a or_o natural_a man_n be_v not_o so_o for_o 1._o he_o have_v not_o so_o evil_a a_o conceit_n of_o himself_o as_o to_o think_v himself_o to_o be_v the_o chief_a of_o sinner_n or_o a_o great_a sinner_n but_o quite_o contrary_a i_o thank_v god_n i_o be_o not_o like_o that_o publican_n 2._o he_o be_v not_o sensible_a of_o his_o sinfulness_n whether_o of_o the_o body_n of_o death_n or_o of_o his_o actual_a sin_n flow_v therefrom_o but_o on_o the_o contrary_a he_o flatter_v himself_o in_o his_o own_o eye_n until_o his_o iniquity_n be_v find_v to_o be_v hateful_a as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o 3._o psal_n he_o feel_v no_o such_o battle_n between_o the_o flesh_n and_o the_o spirit_n for_o why_o the_o strong_a man_n hold_v the_o house_n so_o that_o all_o thing_n be_v at_o peace_n hence_o the_o one_o sort_n be_v prepare_v for_o christ_n the_o other_o not_o the_o whole_a need_v not_o the_o physician_n but_o they_o that_o be_v sick_a i_o come_v not_o to_o call_v the_o righteous_a but_o sinner_n to_o repentance_n q._n but_o you_o will_v say_v have_v the_o wicked_a or_o natural_a man_n no_o sight_n of_o his_o sin_n a._n some_o sight_n of_o some_o grosser_n discernible_a sin_n by_o the_o light_n of_o nature_n but_o not_o such_o a_o sight_n of_o sin_n as_o the_o spirit_n give_v to_o the_o spiritual_a man_n they_o may_v see_v 1._o outward_a corruption_n of_o the_o flesh_n as_o theft_n fornication_n etc._n etc._n but_o not_o these_o more_o inward_a of_o the_o spirit_n pride_n spiritual_a idolatry_n unthankfulness_n infidelity_n impenitency_n 2._o they_o may_v see_v sin_n in_o the_o branch_n and_o stream_n that_o be_v actual_a sin_n but_o not_o in_o the_o root_n and_o fountain_n the_o body_n of_o death_n the_o sinfulness_n of_o their_o nature_n blindness_n of_o mind_n backwardness_n of_o will_n unholinesse_n and_o unheavenlinesse_n of_o affection_n hardness_n whore_v hypocrisy_n of_o their_o heart_n 3._o in_o
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prov._n 1.24_o because_o i_o have_v call_v and_o you_o have_v not_o hear_v and_o have_v stretch_v forth_o my_o hand_n and_o no_o man_n regard_v but_o you_o have_v set_v at_o nought_o my_o counsel_n and_o will_v have_v none_o of_o my_o reproof_n i_o also_o will_v laugh_v at_o your_o calamity_n and_o mock_v when_o your_o fear_n come_v then_o shall_v they_o call_v upon_o i_o but_o i_o will_v not_o answer_v they_o shall_v seek_v i_o early_o but_o shall_v not_o find_v i_o there_o can_v be_v a_o more_o fearful_a threaten_n then_o this_o and_o yet_o you_o see_v it_o be_v but_o just_a and_o proportionable_a which_o show_v the_o offence_n to_o be_v exceed_o great_a and_o indeed_o how_o great_a a_o sin_n must_v it_o be_v that_o the_o great_a god_n shall_v vouchsafe_v to_o speak_v to_o we_o base_a creature_n and_o that_o thou_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n shall_v not_o deign_v to_o hear_v he_o or_o hear_v he_o refuse_v to_o obey_v he_o now_o this_o thou_o have_v do_v so_o often_o as_o ever_o thou_o 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greatness_n of_o this_o sin_n to_o wit_n to_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o god_n negligent_o this_o sin_n be_v also_o fearful_o threaten_v isa_n 6._o v._n 12.66.4_o jer._n 7.13_o all_o which_o show_v that_o the_o contempt_n yea_o neglect_v of_o god_n word_n be_v not_o so_o small_a a_o sin_n as_o we_o apprehend_v it_o to_o be_v how_o then_o shall_v thou_o be_v humble_v who_o have_v be_v so_o often_o guilty_a of_o this_o sin_n see_v we_o not_o when_o malefactor_n be_v bring_v to_o the_o place_n of_o the_o execution_n even_o for_o cry_v sin_n that_o yet_o this_o sin_n cry_v loud_a in_o their_o conscience_n than_o all_o the_o rest_n as_o be_v to_o be_v see_v by_o their_o confession_n further_o consider_v how_o thou_o have_v sin_v not_o only_o in_o general_a against_o the_o light_n of_o god_n word_n but_o even_o in_o particular_a against_o the_o gospel_n against_o the_o offer_n of_o mercy_n and_o have_v neglect_v so_o great_a a_o salvation_n now_o this_o make_v thy_o sin_n to_o be_v exceed_o sinful_a it_o be_v fearful_a to_o sin_n against_o the_o very_a light_n of_o nature_n as_o be_v clear_a by_o the_o testimony_n of_o the_o lord_n wrath_n upon_o belshazzar_n dan._n 5._o and_o upon_o these_o rom._n 1._o they_o have_v but_o the_o very_a light_n of_o nature_n and_o yet_o because_o they_o abuse_v even_o but_o that_o light_n because_o when_o they_o know_v god_n they_o glorify_v he_o not_o as_o god_n neither_o be_v thankful_a therefore_o he_o give_v they_o over_o to_o a_o reprobate_a mind_n and_o far_o more_o fearful_a be_v it_o to_o sin_n against_o the_o light_n of_o the_o write_a law_n for_o that_o be_v a_o clear_a light_n and_o so_o we_o see_v the_o transgressor_n of_o the_o law_n be_v precise_o and_o peremptory_o punish_v every_o transgression_n receive_v a_o just_a recompense_n of_o reward_n but_o most_o fearful_a and_o sinful_a of_o all_o be_v it_o to_o sin_n against_o the_o most_o clear_a light_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o the_o offer_n of_o salvation_n in_o it_o as_o be_v clear_a out_o of_o these_o two_o place_n heb._n 2.1_o heb._n 10.28_o 29._o and_o our_o saviour_n say_v plain_o that_o it_o shall_v be_v easy_a in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n even_o for_o sodom_n and_o gomorrah_n than_o it_o shall_v be_v for_o the_o neglecter_n of_o the_o gospel_n consider_v then_o how_o thou_o have_v sin_v in_o this_o last_o kind_n and_o so_o how_o great_a thy_o sin_n must_v be_v be_v the_o breaker_n of_o the_o law_n severe_o punish_v yea_o even_o those_o who_o have_v nothing_o but_o the_o light_n of_o nature_n o_o what_o deserve_v thou_o what_o need_n have_v thou_o to_o be_v humble_v that_o have_v sin_v against_o the_o high_a light_n if_o by_o humiliation_n thou_o do_v not_o prevent_v it_o it_o shall_v be_v more_o tolerable_a for_o sodom_n then_o for_o thou_o now_o the_o thing_n that_o make_v sin_n against_o the_o gospel_n to_o be_v so_o sinful_a be_v this_o because_o they_o be_v against_o not_o only_o the_o lord_n commandment_n but_o his_o most_o love_a entreaty_n and_o that_o by_o his_o tender_a mercy_n and_o the_o precious_a merit_n of_o his_o son_n and_o therefore_o notwithstanding_o these_o to_o disobey_v and_o so_o to_o despise_v the_o offer_n of_o grace_n be_v and_o must_v be_v exceed_o sinful_a for_o it_o be_v no_o less_o then_o as_o the_o apostle_n call_v it_o to_o neglect_v so_o great_a a_o salvation_n to_o tread_v under_o foot_n the_o blood_n of_o christ_n and_o to_o count_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o covenant_n a_o unholy_a thing_n for_o by_o the_o law_n the_o lord_n command_v we_o indeed_o so_o to_o do_v but_o the_o tenor_n of_o the_o gospel_n be_v by_o entreat_v to_o win_v obedience_n out_o of_o love_n i_o beseech_v you_o by_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n rom._n 12.1_o if_o a_o just_a king_n shall_v out_o of_o authority_n command_v his_o subject_n any_o reasonable_a lawful_a thing_n and_o he_o shall_v disobey_v certain_o his_o disobedience_n be_v great_a and_o great_o to_o be_v punish_v but_o if_o the_o prince_n lay_v aside_o his_o authority_n or_o with_o his_o authority_n shall_v request_v and_o allure_v with_o benefit_n and_o yet_o be_v neglect_v what_o punishment_n think_v thou_o be_v that_o person_n worthy_a of_o now_o the_o case_n be_v thy_o own_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n have_v more_o interest_n in_o thou_o than_o all_o the_o king_n in_o the_o world_n and_o be_v more_o worthy_a to_o be_v obey_v than_o they_o all_o also_o he_o have_v be_v command_v thou_o and_o not_o only_o so_o but_o request_v beseech_v thou_o and_o that_o not_o by_o any_o common_a favour_n but_o by_o his_o tender_a mercy_n and_o the_o precious_a merit_n of_o his_o son_n and_o renew_v the_o offer_n of_o salvation_n and_o remission_n of_o thy_o sin_n to_o leave_v such_o and_o such_o sin_n and_o to_o do_v such_o and_o such_o duty_n but_o thou_o will_v not_o o_o then_o how_o great_a and_o how_o just_a shall_v be_v thy_o damnation_n be_v not_o this_o to_o tread_v under_o foot_n the_o blood_n of_o christ_n o_o that_o this_o be_v consider_v if_o a_o subject_a shall_v rebel_v against_o his_o prince_n his_o punishment_n shall_v be_v both_o just_a and_o great_a but_o if_o the_o prince_n notwithstanding_o all_o that_o have_v pass_v will_v of_o his_o free_a grace_n offer_v he_o a_o free_a remission_n and_o pardon_n and_o entreat_v he_o to_o accept_v of_o it_o and_o no_o more_o to_o continue_v in_o his_o rebellion_n and_o yet_o nevertheless_o he_o shall_v despise_v the_o pardon_n and_o continue_v in_o his_o former_a rebellion_n what_o punishment_n can_v be_v devise_v sufficient_a for_o such_o a_o one_o just_o such_o be_v the_o case_n of_o such_o who_o sin_n against_o the_o gospel_n the_o lord_n offer_v free_o
the_o hard_a condition_n that_o can_v befall_v it_o for_o what_o be_v other_o cross_n which_o be_v to_o be_v but_o for_o a_o moment_n &_o what_o be_v other_o comfort_n so_o long_o as_o the_o main_a iâ—_n want_v that_o soul_n have_v more_o than_o good_a reason_n cheerful_o and_o careful_o to_o serve_v the_o lord_n who_o have_v bestow_v so_o precious_a a_o pearl_n upon_o it_o but_o alas_o i_o miss_v all_o or_o the_o most_o part_n of_o these_o mark_n and_o so_o my_o case_n be_v most_o doleful_a p._n 188_o indeed_o i_o may_v just_o accuse_v myself_o that_o my_o pray_n have_v not_o be_v so_o frequent_a nor_o so_o fervent_a so_o constant_a nor_o so_o earnest_a as_o it_o ought_v to_o be_v but_o i_o have_v often_o pray_v and_o as_o earnest_o as_o i_o can_v and_o find_v but_o little_a increase_n either_o of_o faith_n itself_o or_o of_o these_o mark_n of_o faith_n p._n 190._o i_o dare_v not_o apply_v the_o covenant_n the_o promise_n to_o myself_o i_o think_v they_o do_v not_o belong_v to_o i_o although_o very_o sweet_a in_o themselves_o and_o that_o because_o i_o fiâ—d_v not_o these_o mark_n in_o i_o which_o be_v in_o god_n child_n now_o the_o promise_n belong_v only_o to_o such_o p._n 198._o 205._o 248._o whether_o our_o good_a work_n and_o sanctification_n of_o â—ife_n be_v a_o sufficient_a ground_n and_o mark_v of_o assurance_n p._n 200_o i_o have_v spend_v all_o my_o day_n in_o sin_v so_o that_o just_o i_o may_v fear_v that_o the_o day_n of_o grace_n be_v expire_v the_o door_n of_o mercy_n be_v shut_v p._n 213_o i_o continual_o slide_v back_o to_o the_o same_o sin_n daily_o p._n 215._o many_o be_v call_v but_o few_o be_v choose_v why_o may_v not_o i_o be_v of_o the_o number_n of_o these_o p._n 219._o but_o you_o will_v say_v although_o the_o lord_n will_v not_o be_v the_o first_o yet_o when_o we_o break_v with_o he_o as_o we_o do_v continual_o will_v not_o the_o lord_n then_o as_o he_o may_v most_o just_o break_v with_o we_o and_o so_o alter_v the_o covenant_n p._n 244._o i_o hear_v that_o upon_o my_o repentance_n i_o shall_v have_v access_n to_o this_o precious_a covenant_n though_o after_o 70._o time_n 7._o time_n sin_v yea_o infinite_o often_o for_o god_n way_n be_v not_o like_o man_n way_n but_o be_v above_o they_o as_o far_o as_o the_o heaven_n be_v above_o the_o earth_n which_o be_v very_o comfortable_a and_o also_o that_o the_o lord_n will_v take_v pain_n with_o i_o to_o bring_v i_o to_o repentance_n will_v visit_v i_o with_o the_o rod_n etc._n etc._n o_o but_o what_o if_o i_o continue_v in_o sin_n without_o repentance_n if_o i_o be_v not_o to_o be_v reclaim_v no_o not_o by_o rod_n and_o so_o fall_v away_o altogether_o p._n 228._o but_o may_v it_o not_o be_v object_v that_o this_o doctrine_n of_o the_o sureness_n everlastingnes_n and_o steadfastnesse_n of_o the_o covenant_n be_v ready_a to_o fast_a security_n and_o to_o prove_v a_o obstruction_n to_o christian_a obedience_n p._n 249._o when_o i_o consider_v this_o sureness_n and_o everlastingness_n of_o the_o covenant_n sure_o i_o must_v think_v they_o happy_a that_o have_v propriety_n and_o interest_n in_o it_o but_o i_o fear_v that_o i_o have_v none_o p._n 251_o o_o but_o i_o be_o so_o unworthy_a guilty_a sinful_a graceless_a i_o can_v think_v that_o it_o belong_v to_o i_o p._n 252_o o_o but_o this_o covenant_n promise_n that_o i_o shall_v have_v a_o new_a heart_n be_v cleanse_v from_o my_o filthiness_n etc._n etc._n those_o thing_n i_o find_v not_o hence_o be_v it_o that_o just_o i_o doubt_v that_o the_o promise_n of_o remission_n of_o sin_n belong_v not_o to_o i_o see_v the_o other_o promise_n of_o sanctification_n be_v not_o accomplish_v p._n 255._o o_o but_o i_o fail_v in_o these_o two_o i_o can_v believe_v nor_o pray_v as_o i_o shall_v and_o therefore_o i_o fear_v to_o come_v short_a of_o these_o precious_a promise_n p._n 261._o o_o but_o i_o be_o so_o unworthy_a that_o i_o dare_v not_o believe_v it_o belong_v to_o i_o so_o graceless_a and_o so_o full_a of_o want_n so_o full_a of_o bypass_a guiltiness_n of_o present_a sinfulness_n p._n 264._o o_o but_o i_o want_v the_o condition_n that_o shall_v be_v on_o my_o part_n i_o can_v believe_v i_o can_v repent_v how_o shall_v i_o then_o lie_v hold_v on_o the_o covenant_n for_o remission_n of_o sin_n see_v it_o be_v at_o what_o time_n a_o sinner_n repent_v the_o lord_n will_v do_v away_o his_o iniquity_n p._n 264._o the_o touchstone_n of_o conversion_n or_o the_o mark_n of_o true_a faith_n 2_o cor._n 13.5_o examine_v yourselves_o whether_o you_o be_v in_o the_o faith_n prove_v your_o own_o self_n know_v you_o not_o your_o own_o self_n how_o that_o jesus_n christ_n be_v in_o you_o except_o you_o be_v reprobate_n q._n what_o be_v we_o to_o consider_v to_o stir_v we_o up_o whereof_o ourselves_o be_v so_o slack_a and_o so_o secure_a to_o discharge_v this_o so_o necessary_a a_o duty_n diligent_o and_o without_o delay_n a._n i._o you_o shall_v serious_o consider_v the_o doleful_a and_o dreadful_a case_n of_o those_o who_o want_v this_o true_a and_o save_a faith_n which_o certain_o if_o true_o believe_v thorough_o see_v and_o due_o think_v upon_o be_v a_o most_o fearful_a and_o lamentable_a condition_n for_o it_o be_v full_a of_o sinfulness_n and_o guiltiness_n they_o be_v the_o slave_n of_o the_o devil_n ephes_n 2.7_o yea_o of_o sin_n which_o be_v worse_o than_o the_o devil_n rom._n 6.16_o they_o be_v the_o child_n of_o wrath_n ephes_n 2.13_o now_o who_o know_v the_o power_n of_o his_o wrath_n even_o in_o this_o life_n psal_n 90.11_o beside_o that_o which_o be_v to_o come_v 1_o thes_n 5.10_o they_o have_v the_o lord_n who_o be_v infinite_o good_a kind_a merciful_a and_o gracious_a the_o fountain_n of_o all_o goodness_n not_o only_o to_o be_v a_o stranger_n unto_o they_o ephes_n 2.12_o which_o be_v lamentable_a as_o deprive_v they_o of_o the_o interest_n of_o all_o sort_n of_o good_a thing_n and_o favour_n but_o which_o be_v due_o consider_v be_v most_o dreadful_a they_o have_v 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