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lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o to_o do_v i_o do_v not_o know_v and_o therefore_o i_o can_v tell_v how_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n nor_o yet_o how_o to_o procure_v my_o own_o peace_n when_o the_o israelite_n be_v drive_v to_o perplexity_n by_o the_o expression_n of_o god_n 〈◊〉_d against_o their_o 〈◊〉_d carriage_n in_o choose_v themselves_o a_o king_n and_o 〈◊〉_d cry_v out_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d we_o for_o we_o have_v sin_v 1_o sam._n 12._o 〈◊〉_d they_o dare_v not_o go_v to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n themselves_o but_o force_v out_o of_o guilt_n and_o horror_n they_o be_v ready_a to_o go_v the_o wrong_a way_n and_o therefore_o samuel_n by_o seasonable_a prevention_n stop_v their_o passage_n you_o have_v sin_v yet_o turn_v not_o aside_o from_o follow_v the_o lord_n q._n d._n the_o distress_a sinner_n as_o a_o traveller_n in_o amazement_n when_o they_o have_v once_o miss_v their_o way_n the_o further_o they_o go_v the_o further_o they_o go_v aside_o reason_n be_v two_n the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o 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he_o psal._n 1_o 30._o 7_o 8._o let_v israel_n hope_n in_o the_o lord_n for_o with_o he_o there_o be_v multiply_v 〈◊〉_d and_o he_o shall_v deliver_v he_o from_o all_o his_o iniquity_n thou_o have_v multiply_v thy_o sin_n and_o provocation_n he_o have_v multiply_v compassion_n lo_o there_o thou_o shall_v see_v a_o manasseh_n pardon_v a_o paul_n 〈◊〉_d and_o yet_o there_o be_v room_n for_o thou_o also_o he_o never_o cast_v off_o any_o that_o come_v unto_o he_o therefore_o it_o be_v thy_o fault_n only_o which_o cast_v off_o mercy_n if_o yet_o the_o sinner_n stand_v murmur_v behold_v yet_o further_o he_o have_v not_o only_a sufficiency_n and_o enough_o to_o do_v thou_o good_a but_o free_o and_o frank_o offer_v 〈◊〉_d to_o all_o that_o will_v have_v it_o he_o be_v not_o only_o content_a and_o ready_a that_o thou_o shall_v come_v but_o invite_v and_o persuade_v thou_o for_o to_o come_v that_o thou_o may_v be_v partaker_n of_o it_o jer._n 3._o 22._o come_v unto_o i_o you_o rebellious_a child_n and_o i_o will_v heal_v your_o backslide_n with_o that_o the_o sinner_n be_v at_o a_o wonderment_n with_o himself_o do_v he_o not_o say_v rebellious_a sinner_n do_v he_o not_o invite_v such_o why_o may_v not_o i_o therefore_o be_v entertain_v yes_o the_o word_n be_v express_v come_v you_o backslide_n child_n if_o then_o there_o be_v any_o doubt_n arise_v god_n clear_v it_o any_o question_n the_o lord_n answer_v it_o any_o hindrance_n he_o remove_v it_o jer._n 3._o 1._o 2._o 7._o they_o say_v if_o a_o man_n put_v away_o his_o wife_n shall_v she_o return_v again_o among_o man_n its_o usual_a and_o ordinary_a if_o a_o adultress_n wife_n depart_v away_o her_o husband_n receive_v she_o not_o again_o yet_o return_v unto_o i_o say_v the_o lord_n though_o thou_o have_v play_v the_o harlot_n with_o many_o lover_n and_o vers_fw-la 7._o after_o thou_o have_v do_v all_o these_o thing_n yet_o return_v unto_o i_o then_o the_o soul_n bethink_v itself_o shall_v all_o these_o abomination_n be_v 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importunate_o at_o his_o hand_n his_o own_o reconciliation_n with_o the_o lord_n 2_o cor._n 5._o 17._o the_o lord_n by_o we_o do_v beseech_v you_o to_o be_v reconcile_v the_o minister_n proclaim_v it_o but_o god_n profess_v it_o they_o desire_v man_n and_o god_n in_o they_o 〈◊〉_d and_o entreat_v to_o be_v reconcile_v this_o make_v the_o bowel_n of_o a_o sinner_n to_o roll_v within_o he_o and_o drive_v he_o to_o a_o stand_n and_o almost_o overcome_v our_o unkind_a nature_n what!_o a_o king_n to_o entreat_v a_o traitor_n to_o be_v pardon_v the_o judge_n a_o thief_n to_o be_v acquit_v a_o conqueror_n fall_v at_o the_o foot_n of_o a_o captive_n and_o his_o prisoner_n and_o desire_v he_o to_o be_v reconcile_v i_o hat_n god_n the_o great_a god_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n who_o be_v offend_v by_o we_o who_o have_v no_o need_n of_o we_o who_o be_v infinite_o happy_a in_o himself_o without_o we_o who_o may_v with_o the_o breath_n of_o his_o nostril_n for_o ever_o confound_v we_o and_o that_o 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but_o rather_o that_o he_o shall_v repent_v and_o live_v ezek._n 33._o 11._o if_o god_n do_v not_o desire_v my_o death_n but_o my_o repentance_n why_o shall_v i_o desire_v my_o own_o death_n so_o that_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o sinner_n can_v almost_o be_v content_a to_o give_v way_n but_o yet_o his_o loose_a domineer_a lust_n will_v not_o give_v leave_n if_o yet_o the_o sinner_n will_v not_o come_v away_o but_o stay_v still_o and_o cling_v to_o his_o darling_n lust_n the_o lord_n leave_v the_o record_n of_o these_o his_o kindness_n upon_o his_o heart_n and_o still_o out_o of_o his_o long_a sufferance_n wait_v
the_o head_n of_o the_o second_o covenant_n when_o he_o come_v to_o 〈◊〉_d a_o holy_a seed_n and_o call_v home_o his_o son_n to_o himself_o he_o will_v then_o make_v the_o old_a man_n fall_v and_o this_o the_o lord_n jesus_n force_v the_o understanding_n to_o submit_v unto_o and_o this_o be_v easy_o yield_v on_o all_o hand_n for_o it_o be_v common_o confess_v by_o philosopher_n and_o divine_n that_o there_o be_v a_o constrain_a force_n in_o the_o undeniable_a evidence_n of_o argument_n 〈◊〉_d on_o by_o the_o spirit_n that_o the_o judgement_n be_v necessitate_v to_o fall_v under_o and_o yet_o hereby_o no_o liberty_n be_v prejudice_v for_o that_o be_v in_o the_o will_n thus_o paul_n commission_n run_v act_n 26._o 18._o to_o open_v their_o eye_n to_o turn_v they_o from_o darkness_n to_o light_n from_o the_o power_n of_o satan_n to_o god_n what_o be_v the_o open_n of_o the_o eye_n distinct_a from_o that_o which_o follow_v it_o may_v be_v 〈◊〉_d that_o common_a enlighten_v in_o the_o history_n 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psal._n 19_o 7._o the_o law_n of_o god_n make_v wise_a the_o simple_a 2._o tim._n 3._o 15._o its_o able_a to_o make_v we_o wise_a unto_o salvation_n 3_o there_o be_v a_o sufficiency_n of_o god_n to_o content_v and_o satisfy_v we_o bless_a be_v they_o who_o walk_v in_o his_o way_n and_o bless_v be_v they_o that_o keep_v his_o testimony_n psal._n 119._o 1._o 2._o great_a prosperity_n have_v they_o that_o love_v the_o law_n and_o nothing_o shall_v offend_v they_o ver_fw-la 16._o and_o in_o truth_n there_o can_v be_v no_o great_a reward_n for_o do_v well_o than_o to_o be_v enable_v to_o do_v well_o he_o that_o have_v attain_a his_o last_o end_n he_o can_v go_v further_o he_o can_v be_v better_a now_o by_o sin_n we_o justle_v the_o law_n out_o of_o its_o place_n and_o the_o lord_n out_o of_o his_o glorious_a sovereignty_n pluck_v the_o crown_n from_o his_o head_n and_o the_o seepter_n out_o of_o his_o hand_n and_o we_o say_v and_o profess_v by_o our_o practice_n there_o be_v not_o 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therefore_o it_o will_v destroy_v the_o be_v of_o jehovah_n psal._n 81._o 15._o sinner_n be_v call_v the_o hater_n of_o the_o lord_n john_n 15._o 24._o they_o hate_v both_o i_o and_o my_o father_n now_o he_o that_o hate_v endeavour_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a the_o annihilation_n of_o the_o thing_n hate_v and_o its_o most_o certain_a be_v it_o in_o their_o power_n they_o will_v pluck_v god_n out_o of_o heaven_n the_o light_n of_o his_o truth_n out_o of_o their_o conscience_n and_o the_o law_n out_o of_o the_o society_n and_o assembly_n where_o they_o live_v that_o they_o may_v have_v elbow_n room_n to_o live_v as_o they_o list_v nay_o what_o ever_o they_o hate_v most_o and_o intend_v and_o plot_n more_o evil_a against_o in_o all_o the_o world_n they_o hate_v god_n most_o of_o all_o and_o intend_v more_o evil_a against_o he_o than_o against_o all_o their_o 〈◊〉_d beside_o because_o they_o hate_v all_o for_o his_o sake_n therefore_o wicked_a man_n be_v say_v to_o destroy_v the_o law_n psal._n 126._o 119._o the_o adulterer_n loathe_v that_o law_n that_o condemn_v uncleaness_n the_o earthworm_n will_v destrow_v that_o law_n that_o forbid_v covetousness_n they_o be_v say_v to_o hate_v the_o light_n john_n 3._o 21._o to_o hate_v the_o saint_n and_o servant_n of_o the_o lord_n john_n 15._o 18._o the_o world_n hate_v you_o he_o that_o hate_v the_o lantern_n for_o the_o light_n sake_n he_o hate_v the_o light_n much_o more_o he_o that_o hate_v the_o faithful_a because_o of_o the_o image_n of_o god_n and_o the_o grace_n that_o appear_v there_o he_o hate_v the_o god_n of_o all_o grace_n and_o holiness_n most_o of_o all_o so_o god_n to_o zenacharib_n isa._n 37._o 28._o i_o know_v thy_o go_v out_o and_o thy_o come_v in_o and_o thy_o rage_n against_o i_o oh_o it_o will_v be_v their_o content_n if_o there_o be_v no_o god_n in_o the_o world_n to_o govern_v they_o no_o law_n to_o curb_v they_o no_o justice_n to_o punish_v no_o truth_n to_o trouble_v they_o learn_v therefore_o to_o 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darnel_n instead_o of_o wheat_n thank_v sin_n for_o that_o rom._n 8._o 22._o the_o whole_a creature_n or_o creation_n groan_v under_o vanity_n either_o can_v do_v what_o it_o will_v or_o else_o miss_v of_o that_o good_a and_o end_n it_o intend_v breed_v nothing_o but_o vanity_n bring_v forth_o nothing_o but_o vexation_n it_o crook_n all_o thing_n so_o as_o that_o none_o can_v straiten_v they_o make_v so_o many_o want_n that_o none_o can_v supply_v they_o eccles._n 1._o 15._o this_o make_v crooked_a servant_n in_o a_o family_n no_o 〈◊〉_d can_v rule_v they_o 〈◊〉_d inhabitant_n in_o town_n crooked_a member_n in_o congregation_n there_o be_v no_o order_n nor_o joint_v of_o they_o in_o that_o comely_a accord_n and_o mutual_a subjection_n know_v they_o say_v the_o adversary_n sin_n have_v do_v all_o this_o man_n be_v the_o mean_a betwixt_o god_n and_o the_o creature_n to_o convey_v all_o good_a with_o all_o the_o constancy_n of_o it_o and_o therefore_o when_o man_n break_v heaven_n and_o 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you_o &_o your_o sin_n have_v hide_v his_o face_n that_o he_o will_v not_o hear_v for_o he_o profess_v psal._n 5._o 4._o that_o he_o be_v a_o god_n that_o will_v not_o wickedness_n neither_o shall_v iniquity_n dwell_v with_o he_o into_o the_o new_a jerusalem_n shall_v no_o unclean_a thing_n enter_v but_o without_o shall_v be_v dog_n rev._n 21._o 27._o the_o dog_n to_o their_o kennel_n and_o hog_n to_o their_o sty_n and_o mire_n but_o if_o a_o impenitent_a wretch_n shall_v come_v into_o heaven_n the_o lord_n will_v go_v out_o of_o heaven_n iniquity_n shall_v not_o dwell_v with_o sin_n that_o then_o that_o deprive_v i_o of_o my_o great_a good_a for_o which_o i_o come_v into_o the_o world_n and_o for_o which_o i_o live_v and_o labour_v in_o the_o world_n and_o without_o which_o i_o have_v better_o never_o to_o have_v be_v bear_v nay_o that_o which_o deprive_v i_o of_o a_o universal_a good_a a_o good_a that_o have_v all_o good_a in_o it_o that_o must_v needs_o be_v a_o evil_a but_o have_v 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show_v mercy_n to_o who_o he_o will_v show_v mercy_n rom._n 9_o 19_o as_o nothing_o can_v deserve_v his_o mercy_n so_o nothing_o can_v resist_v his_o good_a pleasure_n when_o he_o will_v show_v it_o he_o will_v make_v thou_o find_v it_o and_o other_o see_v it_o james_n 1._o 18._o of_o his_o own_o good_a will_n beget_v he_o we_o by_o the_o word_n of_o truth_n it_o be_v not_o according_a to_o the_o will_n of_o satan_n for_o then_o no_o man_n shall_v be_v save_v it_o be_v not_o according_a to_o the_o will_n of_o man_n fall_v for_o then_o no_o man_n can_v be_v save_v but_o he_o dispense_v the_o work_n of_o his_o grace_n according_a to_o his_o own_o will_n and_o his_o counsel_n shall_v stand_v and_o he_o will_v do_v what_o he_o wil._n isai._n 46._o 11._o let_v the_o will_n of_o man_n and_o devil_n oppose_v it_o to_o the_o utmost_a of_o their_o power_n quiet_v thou_o thy_o heart_n i_o can_v do_v any_o thing_n that_o may_v purchase_v not_o yet_o in_o truth_n will_v i_o have_v grace_n if_o 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heart_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d man_n can_v think_v it_o how_o this_o shall_v be_v do_v we_o measure_v god_n compassion_n according_a to_o our_o narrowscantling_n but_o god_n thought_n be_v not_o we_o nor_o his_o way_n we_o so_o far_o as_o the_o heaven_n be_v above_o the_o earth_n so_o great_a be_v his_o mercy_n unto_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o isai._n 55._o psal._n 103._o 11._o infinite_o above_o and_o beyond_o our_o own_o desire_n and_o thought_n our_o imagination_n and_o expectation_n they_o be_v i_o confess_v amaze_a expression_n of_o miraculous_a compassion_n of_o the_o lord_n yet_o such_o they_o be_v as_o he_o be_v please_v to_o manifest_a to_o sinful_a dust_n and_o ash_n he_o can_v tell_v how_o to_o have_v the_o
christ_n 〈◊〉_d purchase_v to_o himself_o for_o if_o he_o can_v he_o 〈◊〉_d do_v it_o some_o of_o these_o way_n either_o by_o force_n we_o must_v take_v it_o rush_n by_o 〈◊〉_d into_o the_o right_n and_o possession_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n 〈◊〉_d wrest_v by_o strong_a hand_n everlasting_a happiness_n from_o 〈◊〉_d whether_o he_o will_v or_o no._n but_o that_o be_v impossible_a 〈◊〉_d what_o be_v the_o clay_n to_o the_o potter_n so_o the_o prophet_n ex_fw-la 9_o press_v the_o difference_n the_o interogation_n show_v 〈◊〉_d impossibility_n of_o the_o opposition_n they_o may_v 〈◊〉_d 6_o with_o his_o will_n but_o they_o can_v cross_v it_o 〈◊〉_d the_o 〈◊〉_d who_o have_v resist_v his_o will_n and_o therefore_o the_o lord_n 〈◊〉_d 19_o the_o vineyard_n determine_v it_o by_o his_o absolute_a good_a 〈◊〉_d sure_a mat._n 20._o 14_o 15._o i_o will_v give_v to_o this_o last_o 〈◊〉_d thou_o may_v i_o not_o do_v what_o i_o will_v with_o my_o own_o as_o by_o force_n we_o can_v take_v it_o so_o by_o justice_n we_o 〈◊〉_d not_o challenge_v it_o or_o claim_v any_o interest_n therein_o for_o 〈◊〉_d thing_n we_o have_v or_o do_v nothing_o we_o have_v can_v 〈◊〉_d it_o nothing_o we_o can_v do_v can_v deserve_v it_o at_o the_o hand_n 〈◊〉_d christ._n for_o the_o conclusion_n be_v firm_a when_o we_o 〈◊〉_d do_v all_o we_o can_v we_o be_v 〈◊〉_d servant_n 〈◊〉_d have_v do_v no_o more_o than_o we_o shall_v luke_n 17._o 〈◊〉_d nay_o we_o do_v much_o that_o we_o shall_v not_o do_v psal._n 〈◊〉_d 3._o if_o 〈◊〉_d shall_v strict_o mark_v what_o be_v do_v 〈◊〉_d miss_v lord_n who_o can_v abide_v it_o we_o of_o ourselves_o be_v not_o capable_a of_o this_o 〈◊〉_d provide_v and_o free_o offer_v to_o we_o john_n 1._o 5._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d shine_v in_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o darkness_n 〈◊〉_d deed_n it_o not_o john_n 14._o 17._o i_o will_v send_v the_o spirit_n who_o the_o world_n can_v receive_v 1_o cor._n 2._o 14._o the_o natural_a man_n receive_v not_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o spirit_n neither_o can_v he_o receive_v they_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o therefore_o 37._o our_o saviour_n complaìn_v that_o his_o word_n find_v no_o place_n in_o they_o all_o the_o room_n be_v take_v up_o already_o as_o our_o saviour_n when_o he_o come_v into_o the_o world_n so_o when_o 〈◊〉_d come_v into_o man_n heart_n yea_o if_o a_o natural_a man_n may_v 〈◊〉_d heaven_n for_o the_o take_n if_o it_o be_v put_v into_o his_o hand_n 〈◊〉_d be_v not_o able_a to_o hold_v it_o so_o the_o young_a man_n when_o he_o 〈◊〉_d as_o free_v a_o offer_n and_o as_o fair_a term_n as_o ever_o be_v 〈◊〉_d to_o any_o go_v and_o sell_v all_o that_o thou_o have_v come_v 〈◊〉_d 22._o i_o and_o thou_o shall_v have_v treasure_n in_o heaven_n it_o 〈◊〉_d say_v he_o go_v away_o sorrowful_a he_o will_v none_o of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n upon_o those_o term_n he_o neither_o 〈◊〉_d nor_o can_v receive_v it_o a_o man_n will_v not_o be_v make_v capable_a he_o will_v not_o 〈◊〉_d god_n enable_v he_o to_o receive_v that_o grace_n which_o be_v 〈◊〉_d will_v take_v away_o those_o distemper_n which_o do_v 〈◊〉_d take_v place_n in_o he_o hence_o come_v all_o those_o quarrel_n 〈◊〉_d that_o contention_n between_o the_o heart_n and_o the_o word_n 〈◊〉_d man_n be_v not_o able_a to_o bear_v or_o hear_v the_o bless_a truth_n 〈◊〉_d god_n that_o it_o shall_v reveal_v or_o remove_v their_o 〈◊〉_d from_o they_o the_o soul_n say_v to_o the_o word_n as_o he_o do_v 〈◊〉_d thou_o find_v i_o o_o my_o enemy_n the_o carnal_a 20._o 〈◊〉_d be_v not_o subject_a to_o the_o law_n of_o god_n nor_o indeed_o can_v 〈◊〉_d rom._n 8._o 7._o so_o augustine_n consess_v that_o when_o 〈◊〉_d pray_v against_o his_o lust_n he_o secret_o wish_v that_o 〈◊〉_d will_v not_o hear_v his_o prayer_n it_o dash_v the_o vain_a imagination_n of_o a_o company_n of_o 〈◊〉_d 1_o ignorant_a creature_n who_o satan_n carry_v 〈◊〉_d down_o to_o hell_n by_o a_o false_a conceit_n of_o their_o 〈◊〉_d to_o compass_v and_o contrive_v their_o own_o spiritual_a 〈◊〉_d according_a to_o their_o own_o humour_n they_o put_v 〈◊〉_d opportunity_n slight_a all_o offer_n of_o life_n and_o mean_v 〈◊〉_d grace_n proceed_v fearless_o in_o the_o pursuit_n of_o any_o 〈◊〉_d what_o ever_o best_a suit_n their_o own_o carnal_a 〈◊〉_d presume_v vain_o of_o their_o own_o power_n to_o help_v as_o they_o list_v and_o like_o best_a when_o and_o 〈◊〉_d they_o will_n tell_v they_o of_o the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o the_o work_n shortness_n of_o their_o time_n uncertainty_n of_o their_o life_n how_o 〈◊〉_d and_o irrecoverable_a their_o hazard_n and_o loss_n will_v be_v and_o therefore_o they_o shall_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o take_v greedy_o each_o opportunity_n that_o be_v present_v unto_o they_o they_o 〈◊〉_d their_o retreat_n hither_o and_o here_o they_o 〈◊〉_d themselves_o against_o all_o fear_n that_o may_v surprise_v terror_n that_o may_v take_v hold_n upon_o they_o threaten_n of_o the_o 〈◊〉_d which_o may_v shake_v their_o heart_n in_o their_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d they_o have_v find_v a_o near_a way_n and_o 〈◊〉_d will_v not_o put_v themselves_o to_o unnecessary_a 〈◊〉_d though_o they_o begin_v late_o they_o can_v do_v 〈◊〉_d with_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d bour_o and_o much_o 〈◊〉_d and_o yet_o do_v it_o well_o what_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d out_o his_o day_n in_o melancholy_a 〈◊〉_d sink_v his_o heart_n in_o sadness_n and_o discouragement_n 〈◊〉_d his_o 〈◊〉_d of_o her_o present_a content_n and_o delight_n and_o 〈◊〉_d themselves_o more_o miserable_a than_o they_o need_v when_o 〈◊〉_d year_n grow_v on_o and_o their_o eye_n grow_v dim_a 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d strength_n 〈◊〉_d they_o than_o they_o will_v cry_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d seek_v pardon_n and_o repent_v of_o their_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d of_o christ_n and_o then_o 〈◊〉_d be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d thus_o they_o conceive_v 〈◊〉_d be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d either_o to_o 〈◊〉_d mercy_n or_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d to_o 〈◊〉_d or_o take_v eternal_a 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d salvation_n as_o they_o list_v true_a they_o can_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d nor_o be_v they_o able_a to_o purchase_v it_o but_o 〈◊〉_d have_v 〈◊〉_d rit_v eternal_a life_n and_o god_n so_o free_o 〈◊〉_d it_o to_o 〈◊〉_d man_n that_o will_v they_o put_v it_o beyond_o 〈◊〉_d peradventure_o 〈◊〉_d make_v no_o doubt_n of_o it_o but_o to_o make_v 〈◊〉_d their_o own_o as_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o by_o this_o selfdeceiy_a 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d man_n sudden_o drop_v down_o to_o destruction_n 〈◊〉_d they_o do_v indeed_o 〈◊〉_d where_o they_o be_v and_o what_o 〈◊〉_d do_v but_o what_o a_o desperate_a folly_n be_v this_o so_o to_o 〈◊〉_d man_n soul_n as_o to_o put_v the_o weight_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o salvation_n and_o all_o the_o hope_n thou_o have_v mere_o upon_o 〈◊〉_d so_o that_o according_a to_o the_o course_n thou_o have_v plot_v it_o be_v utter_o impossible_a thou_o shall_v 〈◊〉_d of_o any_o good_a for_o first_o thou_o know_v not_o whether_o thou_o shall_v live_v it_o be_v 〈◊〉_d in_o thy_o hand_n to_o maintain_v thy_o own_o natural_a life_n for_o 〈◊〉_d what_o be_v our_o life_n a_o bubble_n a_o flower_n a_o shadow_n 〈◊〉_d bubble_n break_v and_o the_o flower_n fade_v and_o the_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d away_o thou_o be_v not_o certain_a thou_o shall_v live_v till_o 〈◊〉_d evening_n or_o if_o thou_o do_v how_o do_v thou_o know_v 〈◊〉_d shall_v have_v ability_n to_o seek_v to_o the_o lord_n for_o mercy_n 〈◊〉_d thy_o brain_n be_v grow_v weak_a not_o able_a to_o remember_v or_o 〈◊〉_d the_o thing_n belong_v to_o thy_o peace_n and_o when_o 〈◊〉_d be_v grow_v 〈◊〉_d weak_a it_o be_v not_o able_a to_o grapple_v with_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d when_o the_o day_n of_o sorrow_n and_o sickness_n be_v 〈◊〉_d upon_o thou_o and_o thou_o say_v i_o have_v no_o pleasure_n in_o 〈◊〉_d imagine_v god_n give_v thou_o life_n and_o thou_o have_v ability_n 〈◊〉_d nature_n about_o thou_o yet_o who_o know_v whether_o ever_o god_n will_v give_v thou_o a_o heart_n to_o look_v for_o mercy_n luke_n 23._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d be_v say_v one_o of_o the_o thief_n revile_v christ_n when_o 〈◊〉_d be_v to_o die_v he_o fall_v a_o rail_n afresh_o upon_o our_o saviour_n 〈◊〉_d say_v if_o thou_o be_v the_o christ_n save_v thyself_o 〈◊〉_d we_o one_o will_v have_v think_v the_o place_n of_o 〈◊〉_d and_o the_o ghastly_a look_n of_o death_n now_o present_v 〈◊〉_d his_o eye_n may_v have_v put_v other_o word_n into_o his_o 〈◊〉_d other_o thought_n into_o his_o mind_n but_o he_o can_v 〈◊〉_d leave_v his_o life_n than_o his_o blasphemy_n so_o a_o 〈◊〉_d go_v to_o die_v a_o minister_n come_v to_o he_o stir_v 〈◊〉_d up_o to_o cry_v to_o the_o lord_n and_o to_o look_v to_o heaven_n for_o 〈◊〉_d he_o profess_v though_o he_o be_v then_o go_v to_o 〈◊〉_d gallow_n that_o he_o will_v not_o do_v it_o o_o say_v he_o i_o 〈◊〉_d
reject_v counsel_n in_o my_o life_n and_o i_o can_v take_v 〈◊〉_d at_o my_o death_n if_o yet_o the_o rack_n of_o conscience_n do_v constrain_v thou_o towards_o thy_o latter_a end_n to_o vent_v out_o those_o hideous_a apprehension_n of_o god_n displeasure_n and_o thy_o own_o misery_n and_o therefore_o thou_o be_v now_o restless_a in_o seek_v for_o mercy_n it_o shall_v be_v all_o in_o vain_a and_o without_o 〈◊〉_d john_n 8._o 21._o the_o rebellious_a jew_n who_o disdain_v christ_n and_o all_o his_o counsel_n and_o refuse_v his_o mercy_n when_o it_o be_v tender_v to_o they_o at_o their_o door_n christ_n say_v to_o they_o you_o shall_v seek_v i_o but_o you_o shall_v not_o find_v i_o but_o shall_v die_v in_o your_o sin_n you_o live_v in_o they_o and_o you_o shall_v die_v in_o they_o though_o you_o leave_v your_o life_n your_o sin_n will_v not_o leave_v you_o they_o shall_v rot_v with_o you_o in_o your_o grave_n and_o rise_v with_o you_o to_o judgement_n and_o go_v with_o you_o to_o hell_n whither_o i_o go_v you_o can_v come_v therefore_o you_o can_v come_v to_o christ_n and_o grace_n for_o if_o they_o may_v do_v so_o they_o may_v come_v to_o heaven_n it_o be_v one_o part_n of_o the_o folly_n of_o the_o foolish_a virgin_n to_o sleep_v away_o their_o time_n and_o never_o seek_v to_o get_v oil_n into_o their_o lamp_n until_o it_o 25._o be_v too_o late_o and_o then_o they_o cry_v to_o their_o fellow_n 〈◊〉_d we_o some_o of_o your_o 〈◊〉_d for_o our_o lamp_n be_v go_v out_o some_o of_o that_o faith_n and_o repentance_n which_o former_o they_o conceive_v they_o can_v find_v at_o every_o shop_n but_o they_o have_v little_a enough_o for_o themselves_o and_o therefore_o bid_v they_o go_v into_o the_o city_n and_o buy_v but_o all_o be_v in_o vain_a they_o miss_v of_o their_o oil_n and_o miss_v of_o their_o entrance_n also_o into_o the_o bridegroom_n chamber_n thou_o be_v one_o of_o these_o delude_a creature_n thou_o think_v either_o thou_o can_v make_v oil_n or_o buy_v oil_n when_o thou_o list_v thou_o will_v find_v too_o late_o that_o thou_o do_v egregious_o befool_v thyself_o when_o though_o thou_o knocke_v never_o so_o hard_o cry_v never_o so_o loud_o thou_o shall_v find_v no_o acceptance_n nor_o gain_v any_o entertainment_n from_o the_o lord_n nay_o our_o saviour_n that_o he_o may_v crush_v such_o 〈◊〉_d conceit_n he_o 〈◊〉_d down_o the_o conclusion_n peremptory_a that_o it_o may_v for_o ever_o silence_v such_o imagination_n after_o the_o young_a man_n have_v the_o offer_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o trample_v it_o under_o sit_fw-mi and_o our_o saviour_n have_v tell_v they_o it_o be_v easy_a for_o a_o camel_n to_o go_v through_o the_o eye_n of_o 〈◊〉_d needle_n than_o for_o a_o rich_a man_n to_o enter_v in_o at_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n they_o reply_v who_o then_o can_v be_v save_v he_o answer_v plain_o and_o beyond_o all_o question_n mat._n 19_o 26._o with_o man_n it_o be_v impossible_a if_o all_o the_o angel_n in_o heaven_n will_v come_v to_o help_v if_o all_o the_o minister_n on_o earth_n shall_v labour_v to_o persuade_v it_o will_v be_v impossible_a that_o of_o thyself_o thou_o shall_v entertain_v the_o offer_n of_o grace_n if_o thou_o supporte_v thy_o heart_n and_o thy_o hope_n also_o upon_o this_o what_o thou_o purpose_v what_o thou_o intend_v to_o do_v know_v it_o be_v impossible_a that_o ever_o thou_o shall_v be_v good_a or_o partake_v of_o any_o spiritual_a good_a for_o thy_o 〈◊〉_d welfare_n it_o be_v not_o in_o thy_o power_n to_o live_v to_o have_v 〈◊〉_d ability_n to_o seek_v or_o a_o heart_n if_o able_a or_o success_n in_o seek_v nay_o it_o be_v impossible_a thou_o shall_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o any_o spiritual_a good_a if_o thou_o will_v go_v no_o other_o way_n to_o gain_v interest_n therein_o ground_n of_o trial_n and_o examination_n whether_o ever_o 2._o we_o have_v any_o save_n and_o spiritual_a good_a apply_v unto_o we_o in_o a_o right_a manner_n in_o our_o temporal_a estate_n in_o civil_a proceed_n among_o man_n it_o be_v not_o enough_o to_o lay_v claim_n to_o land_n and_o inheritance_n unless_o by_o a_o legal_a course_n they_o be_v convey_v and_o settle_v upon_o we_o otherwise_o a_o man_n may_v be_v unsettled_a and_o shake_v out_o of_o all_o before_o he_o be_v aware_a it_o be_v so_o in_o our_o spiritual_a estate_n those_o high_a and_o happy_a privilege_n which_o christ_n have_v purchase_v 〈◊〉_d great_a salvation_n he_o have_v wrought_v and_o tender_v also_o in_o the_o gospel_n it_o be_v not_o enough_o to_o claim_v it_o and_o catch_v at_o the_o comfort_n and_o benefit_n that_o come_v thereby_o unless_o they_o be_v convey_v and_o settle_v upon_o we_o in_o a_o gospel_n way_n otherwise_o the_o devil_n may_v sink_v our_o heart_n and_o shake_v all_o our_o hope_n when_o we_o least_o suspect_v it_o thou_o say_v the_o pardon_n that_o christ_n have_v purchase_v the_o holiness_n that_o he_o have_v promise_v to_o bestow_v upon_o his_o that_o grace_n and_o life_n that_o rich_a mercy_n and_o plentiful_a redemption_n which_o he_o have_v reveal_v so_o full_o so_o free_o tender_v to_o his_o thou_o say_v it_o be_v thou_o i_o say_v how_o come_v thou_o by_o it_o how_o come_v thou_o to_o be_v make_v possessor_n of_o it_o thou_o will_v happy_o answer_v though_o long_o it_o be_v before_o i_o either_o know_v or_o consider_v what_o sin_n or_o 〈◊〉_d mean_v yet_o the_o lord_n at_o last_o by_o the_o ministry_n of_o the_o word_n and_o the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n make_v i_o see_v the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o my_o heart_n and_o life_n the_o terror_n of_o my_o conscience_n be_v like_o a_o continue_a wrack_n night_n and_o day_n and_o the_o wound_n thereof_o be_v so_o dreadful_a that_o i_o find_v it_o beyond_o the_o skill_n 〈◊〉_d power_n of_o mean_n to_o do_v i_o good_a until_o the_o lord_n christ_n and_o his_o abundant_a mercy_n and_o rich_a redemption_n which_o he_o have_v wrought_v be_v proclaim_v and_o there_o i_o hear_v and_o find_v there_o be_v no_o name_n under_o heaven_n whereby_o i_o may_v be_v save_v 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