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for_o the_o remedy_n of_o sin_n to_o recover_v or_o prevent_v they_o or_o to_o be_v imform_v aright_o concern_v his_o present_a estate_n or_o to_o have_v his_o conscience_n quiet_v and_o settle_v 3._o penitential_a which_o be_v make_v only_o to_o god_n this_o the_o scripture_n god_n penitential_a to_o god_n do_v command_v and_o this_o we_o hold_v as_o absolute_o necessary_a when_o we_o do_v repent_v then_o to_o make_v confession_n of_o our_o sin_n to_o god_n or_o penitential_a confession_n consider_v in_o respect_n of_o the_o material_a part_n only_o or_o second_o this_o penitential_a confession_n may_v be_v consider_v either_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o material_a part_n only_o and_o so_o it_o consist_v of_o word_n whereby_o we_o acknowledge_v wherein_o we_o have_v transgress_v hos_fw-la 4._o ver_fw-la 1_o 2._o or_o of_o the_o formal_a part_n also_o and_o thus_o it_o contain_v these_o also_o of_o the_o formal_a also_o ingredient_n which_o specify_v and_o distinguish_v it_o from_o all_o 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to_o another_o use_n which_o shall_v be_v not_o to_o hide_v our_o sin_n but_o to_o declare_v and_o acknowledge_v they_o in_o a_o right_n penitential_a manner_n before_o the_o lord_n that_o sin_n use_v 2._o exhortation_n to_o confess_v our_o sin_n in_o a_o penttential_a manner_n not_o to_o cover_v our_o sin_n so_o we_o may_v declare_v ourselves_o true_a penitent_n this_o exhortation_n you_o see_v consist_v of_o two_o part_n not_o to_o cover_v to_o discover_v i._n not_o to_o hide_v and_o cover_v our_o sin_n there_o be_v a_o twofold_n cover_v of_o our_o sin_n one_o be_v natural_a which_o be_v that_o veil_n of_o ignorance_n and_o blindness_n draw_v over_o the_o soul_n by_o original_a sin_n keep_v the_o mind_n in_o spiritual_a darkness_n not_o able_a to_o see_v itself_o nor_o act_n nor_o way_n aright_o this_o be_v such_o a_o cover_n wherein_o we_o ourselves_o be_v hide_v from_o ourselves_o there_o be_v another_o cover_v which_o be_v voluntary_a and_o artificial_a wherein_o we_o dig_v deep_a 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19_o sol._n it_o be_v true_a every_o particular_a numerical_a thought_n and_o act_n of_o sin_n be_v not_o possible_a to_o be_v cite_v and_o confess_v but_o who_o urge_v that_o this_o belong_v to_o thou_o 1._o to_o study_v thy_o heart_n and_o life_n 2._o to_o observe_v what_o the_o lord_n forbid_v and_o command_v 3._o to_o hear_v what_o thy_o conscience_n will_v speak_v for_o kind_n and_o act_n 4._o to_o give_v diligence_n to_o find_v out_o as_o many_o of_o thy_o sin_n as_o thou_o can_v and_o by_o no_o mean_n to_o omit_v thy_o special_a sin_n and_o so_o to_o spread_v all_o of_o they_o with_o humble_a hearty_a and_o mournful_a acknowledgement_n before_o the_o lord_n object_n this_o be_v the_o way_n to_o breed_v despair_n to_o see_v a_o army_n of_o sin_n on_o a_o sudden_a raise_v up_o in_o the_o soul_n sol._n 1._o see_v they_o you_o must_v first_o or_o last_o either_o now_o to_o your_o humiliation_n or_o hereafter_o to_o your_o confusion_n better_o see_v they_o now_o when_o you_o have_v time_n to_o get_v god_n to_o pardon_v they_o then_o after_o life_n when_o it_o be_v god_n time_n only_o to_o condemn_v you_o for_o they_o and_o 2._o he_o who_o bid_v thou_o to_o see_v thy_o sin_n bid_v thou_o to_o confess_v they_o and_o he_o who_o bid_v thou_o to_o confess_v they_o have_v promise_v also_o to_o pardon_v they_o object_n but_o i_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a to_o confess_v they_o so_o many_o so_o foul_a transgression_n sol._n 1._o if_o it_o be_v to_o man_n than_o thou_o may_v blush_v and_o fear_n he_o may_v wonder_v at_o thou_o and_o perhaps_o incompassionate_o censure_v and_o blab_v 2._o but_o it_o be_v to_o a_o god_n only_o one_o who_o be_v very_o merciful_a and_o will_v keep_v counsel_n he_o be_v very_o ready_a to_o pity_v and_o to_o spare_v thou_o 3._o the_o commission_n of_o sin_n shall_v be_v a_o shame_n but_o the_o confession_n of_o it_o be_v a_o honour_n it_o be_v a_o honourable_a thing_n that_o a_o sinner_n will_v glorify_v god_n and_o confess_v and_o forsake_v his_o sin_n let_v the_o disease_n be_v what_o it_o will_v thou_o will_v discover_v it_o to_o the_o physician_n why_o then_o this_o sinful_a modesty_n to_o reveal_v thy_o sin_n to_o god_n and_o 4._o especial_o if_o thou_o consider_v thus_o much_o that_o thy_o confession_n be_v not_o to_o give_v he_o knowledge_n of_o any_o fact_n with_o which_o he_o be_v not_o acquaint_v but_o to_o yield_v a_o testimony_n of_o thy_o obedience_n and_o repentance_n and_o grief_n and_o to_o get_v thy_o acquittance_n and_o discharge_n ii_o but_o discover_v and_o confess_v they_o and_o to_o move_v you_o to_o this_o consider_v 1._o though_o it_o be_v a_o shame_n to_o commit_v sin_n yet_o it_o be_v a_o honour_n motive_n but_o discover_v and_o confess_v they_o motive_n to_o confess_v it_o my_o son_n give_v glory_n to_o the_o god_n of_o israel_n and_o confess_v unto_o he_o say_v joshua_n cap._n 7._o 19_o to_o achan_n 2._o though_o the_o commission_n of_o sin_n bring_v heavy_a guilt_n yet_o the_o confession_n of_o it_o bring_v peace_n and_o ease_n it_o be_v the_o let_v out_o of_o corrupt_a &_o ulcerous_a matter_n which_o rage_v and_o swell_v and_o boil_v in_o the_o conscience_n 3._o be_v it_o so_o great_a a_o matter_n be_v great_o guilty_a free_o and_o humble_o to_o confess_v if_o the_o prophet_n have_v bid_v thou_o to_o have_v do_v some_o confess_v be_v it_o so_o great_a a_o matter_n for_o the_o guilty_a person_n free_o to_o confess_v great_a thing_n etc._n etc._n so_o if_o the_o lord_n have_v require_v of_o thou_o some_o great_a matter_n proper_a and_o high_a satisfaction_n for_o the_o wrong_n thou_o have_v do_v unto_o he_o thousand_o of_o ram_n or_o ten_o thousand_o river_n of_o oil_n etc._n etc._n
repentance_n and_o not_o be_v make_v the_o cause_n of_o despair_n or_o more_o sin_v if_o thy_o sinning_n have_v not_o be_v so_o high_a it_o have_v be_v better_a but_o be_v so_o thy_o remedy_n be_v not_o a_o addition_n of_o a_o worse_a sin_n or_o a_o continuance_n in_o the_o same_o sin_n but_o to_o pray_v unto_o the_o lord_n to_o turn_v thou_o and_o to_o forgive_v thou_o object_n why_o i_o have_v pray_v and_o yet_o i_o can_v get_v no_o mercy_n not_o mercy_n i_o have_v pray_v and_o yet_o can_v get_v no_o mercy_n see_v any_o hope_n or_o appearance_n of_o mercy_n therefore_o sure_o god_n will_v not_o be_v so_o ready_a to_o show_v i_o mercy_n sol._n this_o be_v a_o sore_a objection_n and_o usual_o trouble_a conscience_n be_v enthrall_v with_o it_o answer_v answer_v and_o many_o time_n receive_v great_a discouragement_n because_o of_o the_o silence_n of_o mercy_n to_o their_o tear_n and_o prayer_n but_o let_v we_o see_v how_o we_o may_v instruct_v and_o support_v person_n in_o this_o case_n 1._o god_n be_v ready_a prayer_n god_n be_v ready_a to_o hear_v prayer_n to_o hear_v prayer_n psal_n 65._o 2._o o_o thou_o that_o hear_v prayer_n before_o they_o call_v i_o will_v answer_v and_o while_o they_o be_v speak_v i_o will_v hear_v isa_n 65._o 2._o of_o all_o man_n prayer_n he_o be_v most_o ready_a to_o hear_v the_o prayer_n of_o afflict_a afflicted_a most_o ready_a to_o hear_v the_o prayer_n of_o the_o afflicted_a person_n psal_n 18._o 27._o thou_o will_v save_v the_o afflict_a psal_n 22._o 24._o he_o have_v not_o despise_v nor_o abhor_v the_o affliction_n of_o the_o afflict_a neither_o have_v he_o hide_v his_o face_n from_o they_o but_o when_o he_o cry_v unto_o he_o he_o hear_v he_o of_o all_o the_o prayer_n which_o he_o be_v ready_a to_o hear_v there_o be_v none_o which_o he_o do_v more_o feel_o and_o compassionate_o tender_a than_o the_o prayer_n of_o afflict_a people_n especial_o such_o as_o be_v inward_o afflict_v in_o their_o soul_n and_o conscience_n for_o their_o sin_n no_o people_n be_v more_o apt_a to_o fear_v that_o the_o lord_n do_v not_o hear_v their_o prayer_n and_o yet_o no_o prayer_n do_v god_n soon_o hear_v than_o they_o for_o as_o much_o as_o the_o lord_n do_v exceed_o delight_v in_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o a_o break_a spirit_n and_o he_o be_v full_a of_o pitifulness_n and_o bowel_n towards_o they_o i_o have_v sure_o hear_v ephraim_n bemoan_v himself_o jer._n 31._o 18._o when_o ephraim_n smite_v upon_o the_o thigh_n and_o be_v confound_v and_o ashamed_a why_o you_o know_v the_o lord_n can_v not_o contain_v his_o affection_n be_v ephraim_n my_o dear_a son_n be_v he_o a_o pleasant_a child_n for_o since_o i_o speak_v against_o he_o i_o do_v earnest_o remember_v he_o still_o therefore_o my_o bowel_n be_v trouble_v for_o he_o i_o will_v sure_o have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o say_v the_o lord_n david_n you_o find_v he_o much_o afflict_a and_o distress_a in_o his_o soul_n psal_n 32._o 3_o 4._o he_o do_v no_o soon_o acknowledge_v his_o sin_n but_o god_n do_v express_v his_o mercy_n v._o 5._o the_o like_v you_o may_v see_v of_o he_o in_o psal_n 6._o 1_o 2._o compare_v with_o v._o 8_o 9_o the_o lord_n have_v hear_v the_o voice_n of_o my_o weep_n the_o lord_n have_v hear_v my_o supplication_n the_o lord_n have_v receive_v my_o prayer_n so_o true_a be_v that_o of_o the_o prophet_n isa_n 30._o 19_o he_o will_v be_v very_o gracious_a unto_o thou_o at_o the_o voice_n of_o thy_o cry_n when_o he_o shall_v hear_v it_o he_o will_v answer_v thou_o but_o then_o know_v we_o that_o there_o may_v be_v sometime_o part_n god_n do_v not_o present_o make_v know_v his_o mercy_n reason_n of_o it_o on_o our_o part_n some_o special_a reason_n why_o the_o lord_n do_v not_o present_o make_v know_v his_o mercy_n to_o the_o trouble_a and_o seek_v soul_n the_o reason_n may_v be_v either_o on_o their_o part_n or_o on_o god_n part_n 1._o quick_a mercy_n must_v first_o see_v quicken_v fervency_n though_o god_n be_v ready_a to_o hear_v their_o prayer_n yet_o there_o may_v be_v some_o reason_n want_v quicken_v fervency_n may_v be_v want_v why_o he_o do_v not_o present_o give_v they_o sensible_a token_n that_o they_o be_v hear_v if_o you_o pray_v for_o pardon_v mercy_n as_o austin_n do_v for_o repentance_n if_o you_o pray_v with_o a_o careless_a dull_a flat_a formal_a neglect_v spirit_n not_o esteem_v of_o god_n mercy_n and_o favour_n as_o your_o life_n nay_o above_o your_o life_n if_o you_o seek_v not_o the_o lord_n in_o this_o with_o all_o your_o heart_n pardon_v mercy_n be_v the_o great_a mercy_n for_o the_o soul_n and_o must_v be_v desire_v with_o the_o great_a affection_n of_o the_o soul_n with_o cry_n with_o importunity_n if_o you_o do_v not_o mighty_o wrestle_v with_o he_o as_o david_n in_o psal_n 6._o and_o as_o daniel_n in_o c._n 9_o no_o marvel_n that_o cold_a suit_n have_v slow_a answer_n though_o you_o be_v afflict_v in_o your_o conscience_n yet_o if_o those_o inward_a affliction_n can_v raise_v the_o price_n of_o mercy_n and_o set_v a_o strong_a edge_n upon_o your_o affection_n if_o the_o burn_n of_o your_o conscience_n do_v not_o kindle_v flame_n of_o affection_n for_o mercy_n you_o may_v wait_v for_o your_o answer_n 2._o as_o it_o must_v be_v a_o quicken_v affection_n which_o must_v find_v quick_a mercy_n so_o it_o must_v be_v a_o pure_a affection_n i_o will_v that_o man_n pray_v every_o affecction_n or_o a_o pure_a affecction_n where_o lift_v up_o pure_a hand_n 1_o tim._n 2._o 8._o be_v thou_o sure_a that_o no_o iniquity_n cleave_v unto_o thou_o and_o be_v a_o impedit_fw-la to_o thy_o suit_n for_o mercy_n thou_o be_v trouble_v with_o the_o grossness_n of_o some_o one_o of_o thy_o sin_n but_o do_v not_o thou_o connive_v at_o the_o shred_n of_o the_o same_o sin_n the_o limb_n of_o it_o afflict_v thou_o but_o do_v not_o the_o leaf_n and_o the_o twig_n hang_v on_o still_o if_o we_o do_v not_o pure_o and_o entire_o put_v off_o our_o sin_n why_o shall_v we_o complain_v that_o god_n do_v not_o let_v down_o his_o mercy_n if_o i_o regard_v iniquity_n in_o my_o heart_n the_o lord_n will_v not_o hear_v i_o psal_n 66._o 18._o if_o you_o favour_v your_o know_a sin_n in_o any_o part_n or_o the_o least_o degree_n of_o it_o where_o now_o have_v god_n promise_v to_o show_v thou_o favour_n or_o mercy_n or_o suppose_v thou_o shake_v off_o one_o cry_v sin_n and_o yet_o retain_v some_o other_o sin_n put_v off_o one_o servant_n and_o take_v another_o be_v trouble_v for_o one_o transgression_n and_o yet_o live_v in_o another_o be_v this_o repentance_n thou_o do_v not_o change_v thy_o course_n but_o thy_o sin_n and_o how_o then_o can_v thou_o expect_v mercy_n but_o if_o thou_o prepare_v thy_o heart_n and_o stretch_v out_o thy_o hand_n towards_o god_n and_o cutte_v iniquity_n far_o from_o thou_o then_o shall_v thou_o lift_v up_o thy_o face_n without_o spot_n say_v zophar_n job_n 11._o 13_o 14._o if_o thou_o thus_o return_v to_o the_o almighty_a and_o put_v away_o iniquity_n job_n 22._o 23._o thou_o shall_v make_v thy_o prayer_n unto_o he_o and_o he_o shall_v hear_v thou_o v._o 27._o as_o your_o prayer_n must_v be_v servant_n so_o they_o must_v be_v the_o fervent_a prayer_n of_o a_o righteous_a man_n which_o do_v prevail_v much_o not_o that_o he_o who_o pray_v must_v have_v no_o sin_n but_o that_o he_o must_v love_v and_o connive_v at_o none_o 3._o thy_o heart_n be_v trouble_v with_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n but_o do_v it_o morn_n sin_n do_v thou_o mourn_v for_o the_o vileness_n and_o fithiness_n of_o thy_o sin_n for_o the_o viteness_n and_o filth_n of_o thy_o sin_n thou_o seek_v for_o a_o cordial_n but_o do_v thou_o pray_v for_o salve_n too_o vehement_a thou_o be_v for_o mercy_n but_o what_o for_o grace_n where_o guilt_n only_o trouble_v it_o may_v make_v i_o earnest_a for_o mercy_n to_o ease_v i_o that_o be_v involuntary_a will_v not_o be_v trouble_v but_o be_v trouble_v because_o he_o be_v trouble_v but_o where_o the_o filthiness_n of_o sin_n trouble_v i_o now_o i_o do_v not_o only_o importune_v in_o prayer_n but_o mourn_v also_o and_o amas_fw-la desirous_a of_o heal_v as_o i_o be_o of_o pardon_v this_o be_v voluntary_a he_o will_v mourn_v and_o mourn_v because_o he_o can_v mourn_v no_o more_o if_o thou_o seek_v the_o lord_n with_o a_o mourn_a heart_n as_o well_o as_o with_o a_o trouble_a heart_n the_o fountain_n be_v set_v upon_o for_o transgression_n and_o sin_n zach._n 13._o 1._o and_o if_o the_o fountain_n be_v open_v for_o thou_o it_o can_v be_v long_o ere_o mercy_n will_v swim_v unto_o thou_o 4._o and_o with_o what_o faith_n have_v thou_o pray_v thy_o trouble_a conscience_n pray_v with_o what_o faith_n
confession_n he_o be_v the_o man_n who_o abound_v most_o with_o the_o thankful_a lip_n the_o watchful_a heart_n the_o fruitful_a hand_n and_o tender_a conscience_n two_o thing_n make_v we_o harden_v and_o careless_a forgetfulness_n of_o mercy_n from_o god_n and_o of_o sin_n against_o god_n but_o no_o more_o of_o this_o assertion_n there_o be_v another_o implicit_a observation_n from_o the_o carriage_n of_o the_o father_n to_o this_o penitential_a prodigal_n upon_o his_o confession_n it_o be_v this_o as_o there_o be_v nothing_o in_o the_o son_n thought_n and_o expression_n but_o his_o sin_n so_o there_o be_v nothing_o in_o the_o father_n intention_n and_o expression_n but_o kindness_n the_o son_n he_o think_v of_o his_o sin_n intend_v to_o leave_v his_o sin_n and_o to_o confess_v they_o and_o so_o he_o do_v the_o father_n he_o think_v of_o mercy_n and_o compassion_n intend_v to_o accept_v and_o pardon_v he_o and_o when_o he_o come_v he_o do_v not_o speak_v a_o word_n of_o his_o sin_n 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change_v into_o another_o love_v into_o hatred_n and_o hatred_n into_o love_n joy_n into_o grief_n boldness_n into_o fear_n late_o the_o desire_n be_v who_o will_v show_v we_o any_o good_a now_o the_o desire_n be_v what_o shall_v we_o do_v to_o be_v save_v late_o the_o delight_n be_v iâ—_n sin_n in_o sensuality_n in_o vain_a society_n now_o they_o be_v in_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n in_o jesus_n christ_n in_o pardon_n of_o sin_n in_o heavenly_a communion_n late_o the_o love_n be_v set_v on_o that_o which_o be_v most_o unlovely_a now_o it_o be_v set_v on_o the_o most_o lovely_a object_n indeed_o christ_n be_v the_o centre_n etc._n etc._n late_o the_o grief_n be_v a_o turbulent_a sea_n for_o worldly_a loss_n but_o now_o it_o be_v a_o run_a river_n for_o sin_v against_o god_n late_o the_o affection_n be_v wing_n for_o iniquity_n but_o now_o they_o be_v spring_n for_o duty_n i_o may_v not_o enlarge_v by_o what_o you_o have_v hear_v it_o may_v plain_o appear_v conversion_n dâ—monstrations_n 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