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my_o soul_n let_v thy_o impatiente_a bear_n of_o lying_n slander_n backbiting_n and_o false_a accusation_n humble_v thou_o and_o drive_v thou_o to_o seek_v to_o god_n by_o prayer_n and_o tear_n to_o assist_v and_o help_v thy_o weak_a patience_n and_o faith_n and_o make_v thou_o more_o conformable_a to_o christ_n thou_o can_v bear_v other_o injury_n learn_v to_o bear_v these_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v bless_v o_o my_o god_n do_v thou_o preserve_v i_o support_v i_o and_o hold_v i_o up_o that_o i_o may_v not_o fall_v by_o wrath_n and_o impatience_n though_o the_o injury_n i_o receive_v be_v never_o so_o great_a unjust_a and_o false_a yet_o let_v i_o be_v support_v by_o thy_o word_n and_o thy_o spirit_n in_o i_o assure_v i_o of_o reward_n in_o heaven_n o_o my_o god_n let_v i_o content_o submit_v to_o thy_o chastisement_n and_o let_v i_o be_v assure_v that_o thou_o will_v bring_v good_a out_o of_o evil_a and_o that_o they_o be_v send_v by_o thou_o for_o my_o good_a that_o i_o shall_v not_o 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that_o thy_o servant_n be_v a_o dog_n yet_o he_o do_v what_o the_o prophet_n have_v foretell_v 2_o king_n 8._o so_o god_n withhold_v abimeleck_n from_o sin_v with_o abraham_n wife_n so_o david_n before_o he_o be_v afflict_v he_o go_v astray_o but_o learned_a god_n judgement_n by_o affliction_n and_o say_v thy_o rod_n and_o thy_o staff_n have_v comfort_v i_o by_o which_o say_v of_o david_n it_o appear_v that_o another_o end_n of_o affliction_n be_v for_o spiritual_a comfort_n therefore_o it_o be_v say_v in_o st._n james_n count_v it_o all_o joy_n when_o you_o fall_v into_o manifold_a temptation_n for_o as_o sin_n as_o soon_o as_o commit_v fly_n in_o our_o face_n and_o tell_v we_o that_o we_o have_v deserve_v all_o the_o curse_n threaten_v in_o god_n word_n for_o our_o conscience_n immediate_o tell_v we_o that_o the_o wage_n of_o sin_n be_v death_n and_o damnation_n so_o affliction_n bring_v to_o mind_v our_o sin_n and_o make_v our_o conscience_n search_v themselves_o what_o sin_n lie_v 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enjoyment_n for_o god_n it_o shall_v all_o be_v make_v up_o in_o heaven_n god_n give_v we_o good_a thing_n that_o we_o may_v have_v something_o of_o value_n to_o leave_v for_o christ_n philip_n 1_o they_o rejoice_v and_o wax_v confident_a by_o st._n paul_n bond_n suffer_v adversity_n credit_n the_o gospel_n and_o creadit_v thou_o who_o suffer_v for_o satan_n and_o his_o instrument_n be_v know_v to_o strike_v at_o the_o fair_a and_o best_a according_a to_o that_o say_n placet_fw-la in_o vulnus_fw-la maxima_fw-la cervix_fw-la sen._n if_o affliction_n be_v cause_n of_o joy_n to_o a_o believer_n as_o the_o scripture_n make_v out_o as_o that_o of_o st._n james_n c._n 1._o count_v it_o all_o joy_n when_o you_o fall_v into_o temptation_n know_v that_o the_o trial_n of_o your_o faith_n work_v patience_n etc._n etc._n then_o in_o respect_n of_o their_o spiritual_a good_a they_o ought_v to_o contemn_v temporal_a loss_n as_o this_o holy_a precept_n teach_v the_o example_n of_o the_o practice_n of_o this_o duty_n be_v in_o those_o bless_a martyr_n who_o take_v joyful_o the_o spoil_n of_o their_o good_n not_o accept_v deliverance_n from_o their_o persecuter_n the_o like_a example_n we_o find_v in_o st._n paul_n gal._n 1.14_o he_o glory_v in_o his_o affliction_n say_v god_n forbid_v that_o i_o shall_v glory_v in_o any_o thing_n save_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n by_o who_o the_o world_n be_v crucify_v to_o i_o and_o i_o to_o the_o world_n it_o may_v be_v render_v by_o which_o the_o world_n be_v crucify_v to_o i_o etc._n etc._n i._n e._n though_o the_o contemplation_n of_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n and_o his_o bitter_a suffering_n do_v thorough_o motify_v the_o apostle_n the_o contemplation_n of_o the_o same_o operation_n of_o it_o to_o he_o make_v he_o glory_n or_o the_o affliction_n which_o he_o suffer_v for_o christ_n which_o wrought_v such_o a_o mortification_n in_o he_o make_v he_o therefore_o glory_n in_o they_o the_o like_a be_v put_v in_o practice_n by_o other_o 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god_n because_o it_o see_v in_o he_o all_o cause_n of_o love_n all_o exeellency_n of_o power_n majesty_n &_o glory_n be_v in_o he_o all_o perfection_n of_o beauty_n in_o he_o every_o excellent_a work_n from_o he_o his_o kindness_n love_n and_o beneficence_n to_o we_o above_o our_o merit_n hope_v or_o expectation_n his_o paternal_a relation_n to_o we_o as_o his_o creature_n and_o adopt_a child_n in_o christ_n his_o pity_v of_o we_o and_o pardon_v our_o sin_n and_o not_o punish_v we_o according_a to_o the_o fear_n of_o our_o guilty_a conscience_n his_o peculiar_a pity_n to_o humane_a nature_n more_o than_o to_o fall_v angel_n the_o need_n we_o have_v of_o he_o and_o the_o benefit_n we_o expect_v from_o he_o on_o who_o for_o all_o temporal_a and_o eternal_a good_a we_o depend_v
danger_n of_o the_o judgement_n ver_fw-la 28._o whosoever_o look_v upon_o a_o woman_n to_o lust_n after_o she_o have_v comit_v adultery_n v._o 33_o 34._o he_o tell_v they_o it_o be_v not_o sufficient_a not_o to_o forswear_v themselves_o but_o say_v swear_v not_o at_o all_o and_o ver_fw-la 39_o bid_v they_o not_o to_o resist_v wrong_n therefore_o we_o ought_v to_o be_v such_o person_n and_o that_o command_a word_n that_o make_v the_o world_n can_v make_v we_o to_o be_v what_o he_o command_v we_o to_o be_v and_o he_o have_v pray_v sanctify_v they_o by_o thy_o truth_n and_o his_o prayer_n be_v always_o hear_v and_o it_o be_v the_o office_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n to_o sanctify_v we_o it_o be_v the_o only_a end_n and_o design_n of_o the_o ministry_n as_o it_o be_v say_v by_o st._n paul_n of_o who_o i_o travel_v in_o birth_n till_o christ_n be_v form_v in_o you_o the_o apostle_n write_v to_o the_o disciple_n do_v as_o you_o have_v we_o for_o a_o example_n and_o revel_v 2.8_o the_o church_n of_o smyrna_n their_o grace_n want_v nothing_o but_o god_n will_v try_v they_o whether_o they_o will_v hold_v on_o to_o the_o end_n and_o the_o church_n of_o philadelphia_n god_n commend_v she_o and_o bid_v she_o hold_v on_o that_o holiness_n be_v the_o only_a true_a interest_n 2._o meditation_n mot._n a_o good_a conscience_n be_v a_o continual_a feast_n the_o authority_n of_o the_o scripture_n do_v prove_v it_o general_o and_o particular_o and_o do_v refel_v and_o destroy_v and_o baffle_v all_o other_o interest_n according_a to_o that_o say_n of_o the_o apostle_n godliness_n have_v the_o promise_n of_o this_o life_n and_o of_o that_o which_o be_v to_o cemo_fw-la consider_v my_o soul_n a_o while_n the_o interest_n of_o of_o the_o mistake_a man_n of_o the_o world_n who_o end_n design_n and_o restless_a endeavour_n be_v after_o the_o vain_a and_o transitory_a thing_n of_o the_o world_n which_o they_o think_v to_o enjoy_v and_o repose_v themselves_o in_o the_o enjoyment_n 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bitter_a grape_n to_o ahabs_n family_n and_o david_n bitter_a sweet_n which_o he_o find_v by_o steal_a pleasure_n be_v by_o himself_o sufficient_o deplore_v in_o psal_n 51._o the_o sweet_a enjoyment_n of_o noah_n wine_n bring_v shame_n to_o himself_o and_o a_o curse_n upon_o his_o son_n and_o his_o seed_n ambitious_a haman_n fall_v by_o his_o ambition_n just_o then_o when_o he_o expect_v the_o great_a height_n of_o honour_n and_o herod_n assume_v to_o himself_o divine_a honour_n immediate_o be_v seize_v upon_o and_o devour_v by_o vermin_n the_o same_o cause_n procure_v julius_n caesar_n murder_n many_o like_a instance_n my_o soul_n thou_o have_v hear_v and_o read_v both_o sacred_a and_o civil_a writer_n testify_v what_o sad_a exits_z have_v attend_v pursuer_n of_o these_o sensual_a interest_n of_o covetousness_n lust_n gluttony_n drunkenness_n ambition_n etc._n etc._n thou_o have_v see_v in_o thy_o own_o time_n many_o of_o these_o example_n chief_o of_o lust_n drunkenness_n pride_n 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himself_o to_o attain_v to_o revile_v calumniate_v or_o otherwise_o put_v a_o affront_n upon_o they_o the_o example_n hereof_o abound_v this_o they_o conceive_v they_o be_v bind_v to_o revenge_n that_o they_o may_v vindicate_v their_o honour_n which_o otherwise_o will_v be_v lose_v but_o this_o by_o which_o they_o pretend_v to_o assert_v their_o honour_n taint_v it_o the_o vanity_n of_o this_o mistake_v worldly_a interest_n david_n example_n towards_o his_o revile_v enemy_n reprove_v because_o by_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n he_o believe_v that_o god_n be_v the_o author_n of_o his_o suffering_n and_o will_v reward_v his_o patience_n therefore_o he_o submit_v to_o it_o and_o if_o god_n be_v provoke_v by_o we_o poor_a dust_n and_o ash_n every_o day_n we_o may_v be_v content_v if_o he_o cause_v our_o mean_a brother_n sometime_o to_o provoke_v we_o or_o our_o servant_n eccles_n 7.22_o nam_fw-la lingua_fw-la mali_fw-la pars_fw-la pessima_fw-la servi_fw-la juv._n and_o it_o serve_v to_o 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