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forth_o the_o dissolution_n and_o overthrow_n of_o discipline_n and_o necessary_a correction_n so_o oftentimes_o that_o be_v vice_n which_o be_v suppose_v to_o be_v virtue_n virtue_n vice_n be_v take_v or_o rather_o mistake_v for_o virtue_n so_o careless_a remissness_n be_v suppose_v to_o be_v gentle_a mildness_n and_o the_o vice_n of_o sloathfulnesse_n do_v imitate_v the_o virtue_n of_o quietness_n i_o feign_v myself_o to_o be_v that_o which_o i_o be_v not_o or_o that_o i_o will_v not_o do_v that_o which_o i_o will_v say_v one_o thing_n with_o my_o mouth_n and_o will_v another_o thing_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o so_o under_o the_o skin_n of_o a_o sheep_n i_o shrowd_v the_o conscience_n indeed_o of_o a_o subtle_a fox_n conscience_n fox_n note_n of_o a_o deceitful_a conscience_n for_o indeed_o a_o lukewarm_a conversation_n and_o a_o more_o natural_a and_o corrupt_a cogitation_n join_v with_o a_o feign_a confession_n a_o short_a compunction_n obedience_n without_o devotion_n prayer_n without_o earnest_a intention_n read_v without_o edify_v speech_n without_o careful_a circumspection_n be_v property_n of_o a_o foxlike_a and_o crafty_a conscience_n oh_o how_o hard_o be_v these_o thing_n to_o i_o which_o i_o speak_v because_o i_o smite_v &_o wound_v myself_o by_o speak_v they_o notwithstanding_o because_o i_o do_v not_o deny_v myself_o to_o be_v a_o sinner_n but_o do_v acknowledge_v my_o sin_n peradventure_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o my_o fault_n shall_v be_v the_o obtain_n of_o my_o pardon_n with_o god_n a_o merciful_a and_o pitiful_a judge_n remission_n the_o confession_n of_o sin_n be_v a_o ready_a way_n to_o obtain_v remission_n therefore_o i_o will_v declare_v my_o misery_n if_o peradventure_o his_o kindness_n and_o pity_n may_v
torment_v my_o innocent_a saviour_n mark_v how_o soon_o he_o be_v infect_v by_o their_o wicked_a manner_n how_o soon_o his_o soul_n be_v corrupt_v with_o their_o naughty_a condition_n for_o now_o he_o begin_v to_o protest_v with_o swear_v and_o to_o affirm_v with_o curse_v that_o he_o know_v not_o his_o love_a master_n to_o who_o not_o long_o before_o he_o have_v make_v a_o solemn_a vow_n not_o only_o to_o forgo_v his_o liberty_n for_o his_o cause_n but_o also_o to_o loose_v his_o life_n for_o his_o sake_n luke_n 22.33_o oh_o fearful_a downfall_n of_o so_o great_a a_o apostle_n for_o if_o his_o love_a master_n and_o merciful_a saviour_n have_v not_o be_v more_o constant_a towards_o he_o in_o his_o love_n and_o tender_o compassionate_a towards_o he_o by_o his_o mercy_n he_o have_v never_o recover_v himself_o but_o have_v perish_v for_o ever_o no_o man_n can_v touch_v pitch_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v defile_v no_o man_n can_v tread_v upon_o thorn_n with_o barefeete_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v prick_v nor_o any_o man_n hold_v his_o hand_n among_o fiery_a coal_n but_o they_o will_v be_v burn_v even_o so_o no_o man_n can_v remain_v among_o lewd_a person_n and_o converse_v in_o the_o company_n of_o the_o wicked_a but_o his_o mind_n shall_v be_v stain_v with_o the_o spot_n of_o impiety_n his_o conscience_n wound_v with_o the_o thorn_n of_o sin_n and_o his_o soul_n make_v loathsome_a with_o the_o botch_n and_o blain_n of_o iniquity_n but_o so_o soon_o as_o my_o belove_a jesus_n have_v turn_v his_o eye_n towards_o peter_n and_o with_o his_o look_n have_v awaken_v his_o drowsy_a memory_n then_o perplex_v peter_n remember_v the_o word_n of_o his_o master_n so_o that_o his_o heart_n be_v surcharge_v with_o sorrow_n and_o his_o eye_n flow_v with_o tear_n he_o leave_v that_o wicked_a company_n and_o go_v out_o and_o weep_v yea_o he_o weep_v bitter_o luk._n 22.62_o teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n to_o leave_v the_o dangerous_a society_n of_o the_o wicked_a neither_o let_v i_o desire_v or_o delight_n to_o dwell_v in_o the_o tent_n of_o the_o ungodly_a let_v i_o also_o learn_v by_o the_o example_n of_o thy_o sorrowful_a disciple_n to_o go_v into_o some_o secret_a place_n and_o withdraw_v myself_o from_o the_o people_n when_o i_o call_v my_o self_n to_o reckon_v for_o my_o transgression_n but_o alas_o i_o be_o negligent_a in_o cast_v up_o this_o account_n and_o begin_v to_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o shed_v tear_n for_o my_o grievous_a offence_n that_o all_o impediment_n may_v be_v remove_v from_o my_o eye_n and_o as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a all_o vain_a and_o wicked_a cogitation_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n when_o i_o come_v before_o thy_o presence_n oh_o lord_n to_o prostrate_v myself_o before_o thou_o in_o submissive_a humility_n desire_v thou_o to_o pass_v over_o my_o offence_n and_o to_o forgive_v i_o my_o sin_n through_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n then_o oh_o my_o good_a lord_n so_o deep_o wound_n my_o conscience_n with_o horror_n of_o my_o detestable_a sin_n that_o i_o may_v offer_v up_o a_o break_a and_o contrite_a heart_n unto_o thou_o because_o thou_o be_v always_o well_o please_v with_o such_o a_o sacrifice_n and_o it_o send_v up_o a_o sweet_a savour_n into_o thy_o nostril_n now_o consider_v oh_o my_o soul_n that_o as_o the_o trespass_n of_o peter_n denial_n be_v great_a so_o his_o sorrow_n be_v grievous_a as_o the_o remembrance_n of_o his_o fall_n be_v sour_a so_o the_o stream_n of_o his_o tear_n be_v bitter_a yet_o they_o be_v not_o so_o bitter_a unto_o he_o for_o fear_n of_o punishment_n as_o they_o be_v bitter_a because_o he_o have_v deny_v so_o sweet_a and_o so_o love_v a_o master_n the_o remembrance_n of_o his_o horrible_a ingratitude_n be_v more_o bitter_a unto_o he_o then_o gall_n and_o more_o unpleasant_a than_o wormwood_n his_o tear_n be_v bitter_a unto_o he_o in_o respect_n of_o his_o presumption_n who_o promise_v so_o much_o and_o perform_v so_o little_a and_o they_o be_v bitter_a unto_o he_o when_o he_o think_v upon_o the_o sweet_a love_n of_o his_o master_n and_o the_o great_a benefit_n he_o have_v receive_v of_o he_o and_o yet_o their_o bitterness_n be_v mix_v with_o sweetness_n because_o they_o be_v sign_n of_o his_o hearty_a sorrow_n and_o token_n of_o his_o true_a repentance_n for_o where_o true_a repentance_n go_v before_o remission_n of_o sin_n always_o follow_v after_o eze._n 33.19_o thou_o see_v also_o that_o the_o look_n of_o the_o lord_n do_v draw_v out_o tear_n from_o peter_n eye_n neither_o be_v it_o any_o wonder_n for_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v as_o a_o flame_n of_o fire_n and_o the_o eye_n of_o peter_n as_o ice_n which_o begin_v to_o melt_v into_o tear_n by_o the_o influence_n of_o their_o heat_n as_o true_a token_n of_o his_o sorrowful_a relent_a and_o penitent_a heart_n oh_o happy_a be_v thy_o eye_n my_o bless_a saviour_n which_o do_v so_o warm_v the_o coldness_n of_o our_o heart_n that_o they_o may_v be_v able_a to_o have_v some_o sense_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o do_v so_o illuminate_v our_o dim_a understanding_n that_o we_o may_v see_v our_o error_n and_o see_v may_v sigh_v and_o weep_v for_o our_o transgression_n oh_o how_o soon_o do_v they_o dissolve_v the_o ice_n and_o melt_v the_o frost_n of_o our_o hard_a heart_n and_o turn_v it_o into_o the_o water_n of_o bitter_a lamentation_n and_o sorrowful_a devotion_n oh_o my_o most_o bountiful_a jesu_n oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o pity_v my_o woeful_a case_n shut_v not_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o compassion_n against_o i_o oh_o let_v i_o taste_v of_o the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o wont_a clemency_n which_o have_v so_o often_o so_o stubborne_o renounce_v thou_o through_o the_o peevishness_n of_o my_o will_n so_o often_o deny_v thou_o by_o my_o wicked_a word_n and_o most_o often_o forswear_v thou_o by_o my_o wretched_a deed_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesus_n let_v the_o beam_n of_o thy_o eye_n make_v their_o reflection_n towards_o i_o that_o my_o 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to_o eat_v with_o impure_a hand_n and_o unwashed_a foot_n notwithstanding_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n i_o know_v that_o thy_o clemency_n be_v far_o great_a than_o my_o indignity_n and_o thy_o mercy_n far_o exceed_v my_o misery_n and_o therefore_o confident_a in_o thy_o great_a benignity_n and_o rely_v whole_o upon_o thy_o immeasurable_a mercy_n i_o be_o bold_a to_o receive_v thou_o and_o be_v infect_v with_o so_o many_o dangerous_a and_o deadly_a disease_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o be_v a_o skilful_a and_o love_a physician_n that_o i_o may_v be_v cure_v from_o my_o grievous_a malady_n by_o thy_o sovereign_a medicine_n for_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o weak_a i_o be_o and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a the_o malady_n be_v which_o do_v afflict_v i_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o i_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o thy_o help_n
poison_v thy_o affection_n thou_o go_v about_o in_o thy_o monstrous_a madness_n and_o unbrideled_a fury_n to_o kill_v the_o immortal_a lord_n who_o be_v truth_n itself_o to_o direct_v we_o and_o life_n itself_o to_o quicken_v we_o and_o to_o bring_v he_o to_o the_o slaughter_n who_o only_o be_v able_a and_o none_o but_o he_o to_o bring_v all_o man_n to_o death_n &_o to_o restore_v all_o man_n to_o life_n tell_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o thou_o wicked_a and_o foolish_a madman_n be_v not_o thou_o also_o as_o well_o as_o the_o other_o disciple_n with_o the_o lord_n jesus_n when_o he_o reviue_v the_o maiden_n which_o be_v dead_a when_o he_o cure_v the_o son_n of_o the_o ruler_n when_o he_o raise_v lazarus_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n when_o he_o cleanse_v the_o leper_n heal_v the_o man_n sick_a of_o the_o palsy_n deliver_v they_o which_o be_v possess_v with_o devil_n when_o he_o make_v he_o to_o see_v which_o be_v bear_v blind_a and_o restore_v many_o other_o to_o their_o sight_n tell_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o have_v he_o be_v able_a to_o have_v do_v these_o miracle_n if_o god_n have_v not_o be_v with_o he_o what_o egyptian_a darkness_n have_v blind_v thy_o eye_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v his_o divinity_n what_o ignorance_n have_v blinde-folded_n thy_o understanding_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o know_v he_o to_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n by_o his_o admirable_a work_n where_o be_v thou_o when_o at_o two_o sundry_a time_n he_o feed_v a_o great_a multitude_n of_o people_n with_o a_o little_a bread_n and_o a_o few_o fish_n but_o to_o let_v these_o merciful_a and_o miraculous_a work_n pass_v which_o he_o do_v for_o other_o why_o do_v not_o these_o gracious_a and_o charitable_a deed_n which_o he_o perform_v towards_o thou_o so_o move_v thy_o mind_n that_o although_o thou_o have_v imagine_v yet_o thou_o may_v not_o have_v practise_v thy_o horrible_a intend_a mischief_n against_o he_o remember_v thou_o most_o wretched_a creature_n and_o ungrateful_a disciple_n how_o thy_o humble_a master_n wash_v thy_o foot_n john_n 13.5_o how_o shall_v this_o wonderful_a humility_n of_o so_o great_a a_o master_n have_v humble_v thy_o mind_n be_v so_o base_a a_o servant_n remember_v how_o he_o always_o extend_v the_o token_n of_o his_o love_n to_o thou_o as_o he_o do_v to_o the_o other_o apostle_n yet_o no_o kindness_n can_v restrain_v thy_o wicked_a will_n nor_o change_v thy_o covetous_a mind_n consider_v thou_o most_o ungrateful_a and_o cruel_a traitor_n how_o often_o my_o love_a jesus_n do_v mild_o admonish_v thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v retire_v from_o thy_o wicked_a purpose_n who_o all-seeing_a eye_n be_v able_a to_o penetrate_v into_o the_o dark_a corner_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o to_o search_v the_o secret_n of_o thy_o inward_a bowel_n it_o may_v have_v check_v thy_o guilty_a conscience_n when_o he_o say_v after_o he_o have_v wash_v his_o disciple_n foot_n you_o be_v clean_o but_o not_o all_o john_n 13.11_o and_o again_o i_o speak_v not_o of_o all_o of_o you_o i_o know_v who_o i_o have_v choose_v john_n 13.18_o but_o although_o these_o general_a reprehension_n be_v motive_n of_o small_a moment_n to_o mollify_v thy_o stony_a heart_n yet_o he_o speak_v unto_o thou_o particular_o say_v do_v that_o quick_o which_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o do_v john_n 13.27_o do_v thou_o not_o clear_o see_v that_o he_o know_v thy_o inward_a thought_n and_o the_o secret_a plot_n of_o thy_o wicked_a counsel_n and_o who_o but_o god_n be_v able_a to_o know_v the_o secret_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o to_o discover_v our_o hide_a cogitation_n but_o be_v not_o thy_o heart_n as_o flinty_a as_o a_o adamant_n that_o it_o do_v not_o relent_v with_o sorrow_n be_v not_o thy_o forehead_n as_o hard_o as_o brass_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o blush_v for_o shame_n be_v not_o thy_o eye_n more_o dry_a than_o a_o rock_n that_o they_o can_v shed_v no_o tear_n when_o thy_o love_a master_n and_o my_o belove_a lord_n say_v mild_o unto_o thou_o what_o judas_n do_v thou_o betray_v the_o son_n of_o man_n with_o a_o kiss_n luke_n 22.48_o oh_o great_a humility_n exceed_o meekness_n most_o admirable_a clemency_n of_o my_o saviour_n jesus_n yet_o neither_o the_o mildness_n of_o his_o word_n nor_o wonderfulnesse_n of_o his_o work_n can_v soften_v thy_o obdurate_a heart_n or_o reclaim_v thy_o obstinate_a mind_n oh_o thou_o pernicious_a traitor_n my_o saviour_n call_v he_o friend_n mat._n 26.10_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o direful_a foe_n that_o the_o meekness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v a_o little_a calm_v the_o fury_n of_o his_o nature_n but_o the_o devil_n have_v sow_v such_o naughty_a seed_n in_o the_o furrow_n of_o his_o covetous_a heart_n that_o he_o become_v a_o wicked_a guide_n to_o deliver_v his_o love_a master_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o bloody_a enemy_n who_o hate_v his_o innocent_a life_n have_v long_v for_o opportunity_n to_o put_v he_o to_o a_o cruel_a and_o shameful_a death_n tell_v i_o thou_o damn_a judas_n what_o bring_v thou_o into_o such_o a_o hellish_a frenzy_n that_o thou_o do_v complot_v with_o the_o bloody_a jew_n to_o betray_v thy_o gracious_a lord_n with_o a_o token_n of_o kindness_n have_v thirsty_a covetousness_n so_o inflame_v thy_o mind_n that_o thou_o do_v run_v headlong_o to_o sell_v thy_o soul_n for_o a_o little_a piece_n of_o money_n if_o thou_o have_v come_v like_o a_o foe_n thy_o crime_n have_v not_o be_v so_o heinous_a nor_o thy_o cruelty_n so_o odious_a but_o thou_o like_o a_o cozen_a hypocrite_n do_v cunning_o mask_v thy_o deadly_a hate_n with_o the_o vizard_n of_o counterfeit_a love_n thou_o do_v salute_v my_o love_a jesus_n with_o no_o friendly_a but_o a_o deadly_a kiss_n that_o with_o this_o token_n of_o peace_n and_o kindness_n thou_o may_v cast_v a_o mist_n before_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o faithful_a disciple_n that_o they_o may_v think_v thou_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o those_o wicked_a person_n who_o come_v to_o apprehend_v their_o lord_n &_o master_n thou_o think_v thou_o have_v complot_v so_o cunning_o and_o contrive_v thy_o matter_n so_o careful_o that_o all_o shall_v have_v be_v hide_v in_o darkness_n and_o no_o man_n have_v know_v thy_o damnable_a practice_n but_o only_o the_o curse_a crew_n of_o thy_o confederate_n but_o the_o devil_n who_o be_v the_o author_n to_o allure_v thou_o to_o this_o mischief_n do_v beguile_v thou_o with_o a_o deceitful_a imagination_n and_o so_o he_o will_v do_v all_o other_o that_o follow_v thy_o crooked_a step_n and_o walk_v in_o thy_o curse_a way_n such_o juggle_a hypocritical_a trick_n may_v often_o be_v hood_v from_o the_o dim_a sight_n of_o man_n but_o they_o can_v never_o be_v hide_v from_o the_o all-seeing_a eye_n of_o almighty_a god_n thou_o come_v with_o a_o word_n of_o peace_n in_o thy_o mouth_n when_o thou_o do_v pretend_v nothing_o but_o war_n in_o thy_o heart_n thy_o speech_n be_v as_o soft_a as_o butter_n but_o thy_o inward_a thought_n be_v more_o sharp_a than_o a_o raisor_n thou_o do_v presume_v to_o offer_v a_o traitor_n kiss_n mat._n 26.49_o to_o my_o bless_a saviour_n when_o thy_o lip_n be_v full_a of_o poison_n and_o thy_o throat_n a_o open_a sepulchre_n thou_o come_v like_o a_o subtle_a fox_n to_o salute_v he_o with_o a_o word_n of_o health_n when_o thou_o be_v a_o wicked_a guide_n to_o a_o hand_n of_o cruel_a soldier_n who_o mean_v he_o nothing_o but_o hurt_n so_o strong_a be_v the_o desire_n of_o filthy_a lucre_n to_o hale_v thou_o to_o mischief_n so_o eager_a be_v thy_o greedy_a appetite_n to_o bite_v at_o this_o pleasant_a bait_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v the_o kill_a hook_n for_o when_o thou_o do_v sell_v the_o precious_a life_n of_o thy_o love_a master_n thou_o do_v give_v thy_o damn_a soul_n to_o the_o devil_n to_o be_v torment_v with_o he_o for_o ever_o in_o the_o fire_n which_o flame_v continual_o and_o burn_v so_o extreme_o that_o the_o pain_n of_o the_o least_o sparkle_n of_o it_o be_v more_o than_o intolerable_a wherefore_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n so_o mollify_v my_o heart_n and_o moderate_v my_o mind_n which_o be_o thy_o most_o unworthy_a servant_n that_o i_o may_v not_o give_v such_o direful_a and_o deadly_a kiss_n unto_o thou_o which_o be_v my_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a master_n and_o grant_v unto_o i_o by_o thy_o gracious_a clemency_n that_o i_o may_v offer_v unto_o thou_o the_o sweet_a kiss_n of_o loyal_a obedience_n and_o constant_a love_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v say_v unto_o thou_o kiss_v i_o with_o the_o kiss_n of_o thy_o mouth_n cant._n 1.1_o for_o thy_o love_n be_v better_a than_o wine_n run_v oh_o my_o soul_n and_o neither_o let_v the_o bait_n of_o terrene_a pleasure_n nor_o the_o brunt_n of_o worldly_a sorrow_n hinder_v thou_o in_o thy_o way_n when_o thou_o go_v to_o kiss_v thy_o
sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n but_o first_o of_o all_o kiss_n his_o bless_a foot_n and_o bathe_v they_o as_o mary_n do_v with_o the_o tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n sigh_v and_o groan_v with_o sense_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o mercy_n may_v be_v extend_v unto_o thou_o when_o such_o welcome_a token_n of_o thy_o love_n be_v bestow_v upon_o he_o prostrate_v thyself_o oh_o my_o soul_n on_o the_o earth_n that_o thou_o may_v cease_v to_o be_v wretched_a embrace_v the_o foot_n of_o thy_o jesv_n pacify_v they_o with_o thy_o tear_n who_o spare_v not_o to_o pour_v forth_o blood_n out_o of_o his_o foot_n hand_n heart_n and_o side_n to_o cleanse_v thy_o pollution_n and_o to_o wash_v away_o thy_o sin_n so_o that_o after_o thy_o sorrowful_a contrition_n thou_o may_v hear_v he_o pronounce_v unto_o thou_o the_o joyful_a word_n of_o salvation_n say_v thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o and_o now_o my_o soul_n after_o we_o have_v fall_v down_o before_o the_o lord_n in_o true_a humility_n and_o have_v pour_v out_o before_o he_o the_o tear_n of_o a_o unfeigned_a contrition_n let_v we_o arise_v with_o a_o comfortable_a heart_n to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a hand_n and_o then_o do_v we_o kiss_v his_o gracious_a hand_n with_o a_o reverend_a and_o lowly_a heart_n when_o our_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o his_o worthy_a praise_n for_o his_o bountiful_a benefit_n free_o bestow_v upon_o we_o proclaim_v his_o wonderful_a mercy_n and_o disclaim_v our_o unworthy_a merit_n who_o hand_n have_v raise_v we_o up_o out_o of_o the_o mire_n and_o have_v advance_v we_o to_o everlasting_a honour_n last_o after_o we_o have_v reverent_o kiss_v his_o hand_n we_o may_v more_o bold_o approach_v to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a mouth_n to_o behold_v the_o glory_n of_o our_o creator_n that_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o his_o countenance_n may_v illuminate_v our_o obscure_a understanding_n and_o that_o his_o sweet_a breath_n may_v so_o inspire_v our_o soul_n that_o all_o our_o cogitation_n may_v be_v consonable_a and_o our_o action_n conformable_a to_o his_o most_o holy_a will_n show_v we_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n and_o then_o our_o heart_n shall_v be_v fill_v with_o gladness_n and_o we_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o everlasting_a goodness_n for_o to_o see_v the_o beauty_n of_o thy_o face_n be_v our_o chief_a felicity_n and_o to_o be_v banish_v from_o thy_o face_n be_v our_o endless_a misery_n therefore_o kiss_v the_o son_n lest_o he_o be_v angry_a for_o if_o his_o wrath_n be_v kindle_v yea_o but_o a_o little_a bless_v be_v all_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o he_o psal_n 2.12_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n how_o traitorous_a judas_n betray_v my_o innocent_a jesus_n consider_v the_o cruelty_n of_o the_o one_o wonder_v at_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o other_o oh_o that_o all_o treacherous_a person_n and_o bloody_a mind_a traitor_n may_v have_v a_o view_n of_o desperate_a judas_n strangle_v himself_o with_o a_o halter_n that_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o curse_a death_n upon_o earth_n and_o the_o terror_n of_o his_o continual_a pain_n in_o hell_n may_v stay_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o furious_a mind_n and_o manacle_v their_o bloody_a hand_n for_o although_o desperate_a judas_n be_v so_o torment_v with_o horror_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n that_o he_o can_v have_v no_o peace_n in_o his_o fearful_a thought_n nor_o choose_v but_o cry_v in_o his_o torment_a misery_n deprive_v of_o all_o hope_n of_o comfortable_a mercy_n i_o have_v sin_v in_o betray_v the_o innocent_a blood_n matth._n 27.4_o and_o can_v find_v no_o other_o medicine_n to_o cure_v his_o desperate_a malady_n but_o the_o help_n of_o a_o halter_n be_v his_o own_o hangman_n to_o shorten_v his_o woeful_a day_n upon_o earth_n that_o he_o may_v make_v the_o more_o haste_n to_o abide_v everlasting_a torment_n in_o hell_n yet_o there_o be_v many_o who_o heart_n be_v so_o sore_o infect_v with_o his_o venomous_a humour_n and_o their_o thought_n so_o poison_v with_o greedy_a desire_n of_o unlawful_a gain_n that_o they_o make_v no_o conscience_n to_o betray_v their_o prince_n and_o country_n to_o prove_v disobedient_a and_o cruel_a to_o their_o natural_a parent_n and_o faithless_a to_o their_o dear_a friend_n yea_o to_o sell_v heaven_n their_o soul_n and_o themselves_o for_o a_o base_a piece_n of_o money_n but_o woeful_a be_v their_o inheritance_n which_o buy_v hell_n for_o their_o purchase_n yet_o let_v i_o not_o so_o bitter_o inveigh_v against_o the_o monstrous_a fact_n of_o curse_a judas_n that_o i_o forget_v the_o mildness_n of_o my_o merciful_a jesus_n who_o do_v not_o rate_n and_o revile_v he_o call_v he_o in_o name_n as_o he_o be_v indeed_o a_o damnable_a traitor_n salute_v his_o master_n with_o a_o kiss_n as_o a_o token_n of_o his_o love_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v only_o to_o betray_v he_o my_o patient_a saviour_n jesus_n call_v he_o by_o the_o name_n of_o a_o friend_n mat._n 26.50_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o deadly_a foe_n that_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v breed_v remorse_n in_o his_o heart_n but_o that_o the_o devil_n have_v take_v full_a possession_n in_o his_o mind_n and_o rule_v powerful_o over_o his_o thought_n but_o why_o do_v my_o love_a saviour_n use_v such_o affable_a word_n to_o such_o a_o detestable_a traitor_n it_o be_v to_o teach_v i_o to_o repress_v my_o affection_n from_o rage_a fury_n when_o any_o of_o his_o wicked_a brood_n lie_v in_o wait_n to_o take_v away_o my_o life_n and_o secret_o seek_v to_o contrive_v my_o death_n teach_v i_o my_o jesu_n to_o imitate_v thy_o patience_n when_o my_o courtesy_n be_v reward_v with_o cruelty_n when_o suppose_a friend_n prove_v faithless_a and_o when_o my_o kindness_n be_v recompense_v with_o bad_a word_n and_o reward_v with_o worse_a deed_n thou_o have_v will_v we_o to_o bless_v they_o that_o curse_v we_o and_o to_o pray_v for_o our_o persecutor_n mat._n 5.44_o but_o our_o flesh_n be_v wayward_a and_o it_o can_v away_o with_o this_o doctrine_n wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o gracious_a lord_n to_o lend_v i_o thy_o help_a hand_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o work_n to_o conform_v my_o mind_n to_o thy_o bless_a will_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v obsequious_a and_o obedient_a to_o thy_o sacred_a law_n but_o now_o my_o soul_n turn_v aside_o thy_o eye_n from_o hateful_a judas_n to_o look_v upon_o love_a peter_n who_o begin_v to_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o true_a love_n when_o he_o see_v his_o master_n attach_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o do_v bold_o object_v his_o own_o life_n unto_o danger_n that_o he_o may_v deliver_v his_o harmless_a master_n out_o of_o peril_n and_o that_o he_o may_v perform_v in_o deed_n that_o which_o a_o little_a before_o he_o have_v profess_v in_o word_n mat._n 26.35_o joh._n 18.10_o as_o his_o love_n be_v much_o so_o his_o courage_n be_v great_a in_o the_o defence_n of_o his_o dear_o belove_a master_n he_o regard_v not_o the_o multitude_n that_o 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life_n be_v free_v and_o deliver_v from_o the_o curse_n it_o be_v the_o fervency_n of_o thy_o love_n that_o have_v inflame_v thy_o age_a heart_n with_o courage_n thou_o can_v not_o hold_v thy_o hand_n when_o thou_o do_v see_v thy_o belove_a master_n so_o violent_o apprehend_v so_o currish_o handle_v and_o hale_v to_o the_o slaughter_n for_o whosoever_o my_o loving_a saviour_n have_v his_o heart_n knit_v unto_o thou_o with_o band_n of_o true_a love_n he_o dread_v no_o danger_n for_o thy_o sake_n but_o will_v be_v more_o willing_a to_o forgo_v his_o life_n then_o to_o leave_v his_o true_a love_n but_o thou_o do_v not_o desire_v my_o loving_a jesus_n nay_o thou_o do_v not_o allow_v that_o peter_n shall_v show_v his_o manhood_n or_o
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be_v cast_v down_o with_o true_a sorrow_n and_o that_o i_o may_v weep_v yea_o weep_v bitter_o with_o sorrowful_a peter_n luk._n 22.62_o for_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o comfortable_a mercy_n and_o obtain_v remission_n of_o my_o grievous_a transgression_n by_o true_a repentance_n as_o he_o do_v thou_o have_v leave_v this_o example_n of_o the_o fall_n of_o thy_o love_a disciple_n record_v in_o thy_o holy_a word_n not_o to_o animate_v we_o to_o commit_v the_o sin_n of_o presumption_n but_o to_o comfort_v we_o that_o we_o run_v not_o into_o the_o pit_n of_o woeful_a desperation_n when_o we_o be_v overtake_v with_o the_o like_a fault_n and_o have_v commit_v the_o like_a folly_n therefore_o teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n so_o to_o presume_v of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v always_o stand_v in_o awe_n of_o thy_o justice_n i_o be_o not_o assure_v that_o thou_o will_v turn_v thy_o eye_n towards_o i_o as_o thou_o do_v towards_o he_o so_o that_o my_o heart_n may_v be_v smite_v with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o eye_n stream_n forth_o bitter_a tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v receive_v i_o into_o thy_o bless_a service_n again_o as_o thou_o do_v he_o after_o i_o have_v deny_v thou_o to_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o master_n it_o be_v thy_o free_a mercy_n to_o afford_v unto_o he_o such_o a_o unspeakable_a grace_n of_o thy_o extraordinary_a love_n he_o can_v plead_v no_o worthiness_n of_o word_n nor_o merit_n of_o work_n to_o deserve_v thy_o favour_n but_o oh_o most_o gracious_a lord_n if_o my_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v at_o any_o time_n tell_v i_o that_o i_o have_v or_o do_v commit_v the_o same_o offence_n yet_o vouchsafe_v that_o i_o may_v resort_v to_o the_o everlasting_a fountain_n of_o thy_o plentiful_a mercy_n that_o there_o my_o thirsty_a soul_n may_v be_v refresh_v with_o the_o sweet_a water_n of_o comfort_n so_o that_o it_o may_v neither_o be_v drown_v in_o the_o sea_n of_o excessive_a sorrow_n nor_o 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viperous_a generation_n be_v it_o not_o enough_o to_o have_v stop_v your_o clamorous_a mouth_n to_o have_v mollify_v your_o flinty_a heart_n and_o to_o have_v stay_v your_o bloody_a hand_n when_o you_o see_v my_o meek_a and_o kind_a saviour_n so_o cruel_o scourge_v currish_o scorn_v and_o pitiful_o torment_v as_o though_o he_o have_v be_v a_o man_n dangerous_a to_o your_o state_n and_o a_o pernicious_a foe_n to_o your_o country_n but_o although_o all_o those_o insupportable_a injury_n and_o opprobrious_a indignity_n be_v contrary_a to_o all_o piety_n and_o without_o any_o pity_n inflict_v upon_o he_o when_o as_o by_o the_o testimony_n of_o pilate_n a_o stern_a &_o severe_a judge_n he_o be_v pronounce_v to_o be_v innocent_a and_o clear_a from_o all_o offence_n joh._n 19.6_o yet_o you_o suppose_v that_o all_o those_o torment_n be_v too_o little_a and_o nothing_o too_o much_o which_o be_v unjust_o do_v to_o that_o innocent_a lamb_n who_o open_v not_o his_o mouth_n once_o to_o murmur_n or_o mutter_v against_o his_o cruel_a persecutor_n here_o have_v thou_o cause_n oh_o my_o soul_n to_o admire_v the_o unspeakable_a mildness_n of_o my_o jesus_n and_o to_o stand_v amaze_v at_o the_o implacable_a cruelty_n of_o the_o jew_n when_o pilate_n perceive_v that_o his_o word_n can_v not_o prevail_v to_o slake_v the_o flame_n of_o their_o envious_a mind_n but_o rather_o add_v more_o fuel_n to_o their_o boil_a fury_n and_o that_o delay_n of_o his_o death_n do_v so_o mad_a &_o vex_v their_o confuse_a thought_n that_o they_o will_v not_o be_v quiet_v before_o they_o have_v shed_v his_o innocent_a blood_n then_o he_o willing_a to_o satisfy_v their_o frantic_a humour_n and_o to_o show_v himself_o a_o friend_n unto_o caesar_n presume_v against_o the_o contradiction_n and_o care_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n to_o pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n yea_o of_o a_o most_o vile_a and_o shameful_a death_n against_o the_o innocent_a lamb_n my_o love_a lord_n jesus_n nevertheless_o he_o will_v make_v a_o fair_a show_n to_o the_o world_n that_o he_o do_v acquit_v he_o in_o his_o heart_n although_o he_o condemn_v he_o with_o his_o mouth_n and_o take_v water_n he_o wash_v his_o hand_n before_o the_o people_n say_v i_o be_o innocent_a from_o the_o blood_n of_o this_o just_a man_n look_v you_o unto_o it_o mat_n 27.24_o then_o all_o the_o people_n cry_v out_o aloud_o with_o open_a mouth_n and_o bloody_a mind_n his_o blood_n be_v upon_o we_o and_o our_o child_n mat._n 27.25_o and_o indeed_o at_o last_o they_o find_v the_o woeful_a effect_n of_o their_o bloody_a wish_v they_o feel_v the_o smart_n of_o their_o bloody_a desire_n though_o then_o in_o the_o heat_n of_o their_o fury_n they_o dread_v no_o danger_n nor_o dream_v on_o the_o day_n of_o their_o sorrow_n wherein_o their_o city_n be_v fill_v with_o slaughter_a body_n and_o the_o channel_n of_o their_o street_n stream_v with_o blood_n although_o my_o tender_a heart_a saviour_n have_v foretold_v they_o of_o their_o 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mean_v hurt_v nor_o think_v any_o evil_n tell_v i_o thou_o wicked_a judge_n how_o can_v thou_o pretend_v any_o shadow_n to_o cover_v thy_o sin_n where_o can_v thou_o think_v to_o find_v a_o place_n of_o refuge_n for_o thy_o guilty_a soul_n do_v thou_o more_o dread_a the_o displeasure_n of_o the_o people_n than_o the_o horror_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v thou_o stand_v in_o more_o awe_n of_o mortal_a man_n then_o of_o the_o eternal_a god_n do_v thou_o more_o regard_n to_o protest_v thyself_o a_o friend_n unto_o caesar_n who_o although_o he_o be_v a_o great_a king_n be_v but_o a_o feeble_a creature_n than_o thou_o have_v care_v to_o discharge_v thy_o office_n to_o god_n thy_o omnipotent_a creator_n tell_v i_o do_v not_o thy_o heart_n ache_v and_o all_o thy_o body_n tremble_v so_o soon_o as_o wrongful_a judgement_n have_v pass_v out_o of_o thy_o lip_n against_o my_o innocent_a saviour_n be_v thou_o not_o torment_v with_o the_o sting_n of_o thy_o wound_a conscience_n or_o be_v 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