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A57573 A discourse concerning trouble of mind and the disease of melancholly in three parts : written for the use of such as are, or have been exercised by the same / by Timothy Rogers ... ; to which are annexed, some letters from several divines, relating to the same subject. Rogers, Timothy, 1658-1728. 1691 (1691) Wing R1848; ESTC R21503 284,310 522

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of_o the_o world_n as_o also_o the_o reason_n why_o good_a people_n be_v many_o time_n very_o willing_a to_o die_v and_o of_o the_o inexcusableness_n and_o misery_n of_o those_o that_o be_v without_o god_n favour_n and_o whence_o it_o be_v that_o some_o grow_v in_o grace_n more_o than_o other_o and_o be_v more_o earnest_n for_o a_o share_n in_o god_n love_n p._n 207._o chap._n xiii_o show_v that_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n be_v diligent_o to_o be_v seek_v and_o what_o be_v to_o be_v do_v that_o we_o may_v obtain_v it_o p._n 228._o chap._n iu._n that_o we_o ought_v to_o take_v heed_n that_o we_o do_v not_o lose_v the_o favour_n of_o god_n after_o we_o have_v once_o enjoy_v it_o and_o what_o we_o be_v to_o do_v that_o we_o may_v not_o fall_v into_o a_o condition_n so_o miserable_a as_o this_o will_v be_v p._n 241._o chap._n v._n of_o assurance_n and_o of_o the_o false_a ground_n from_o which_o many_o be_v apt_a to_o conclude_v that_o they_o be_v god_n favourite_n when_o they_o be_v not_o 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