have beene planted together with him into the likenesse of his death we shall also be to the likenesse of his resurrection And note this further that as the holy Ghost expresses the meriting causes diversly now by one then by another part of his mediation so sometime he applyes that his merit to one frâ—it sometime to another yet so that by one merit we understand all and by one effect of it all the rest Take a Text 1 Pet. 3.21 1 Pet. 3 21. The like figure whereunto baptisme now saveth us not the washing of the filth of the flesh but the answer of a good conscience in the resurrection of Iesus Christ Marke the resurrection of Christ being the compleatnesse of his satisfaction and the declaring of it is made here the meriting cause of the grace of Baptisme But by it all the satisfaction is meant And the effect of this Baptisme is called The answer of a good conscience which is the peace and security of it properly issuing from pardon of sinne and guilt yet in and by this all are meant both justification and sanctification The selfe same phrase is used Heb. 10.22 Heb. 10 22. Having your hearts sprinkled from an evill conscience and your bodyes washed with pure water that is with peace For this blood Hebrewes 12. cryeth better things than that of Abel The phrase of sprinkling compares Baptisme to the Israelites sprinkling their doore posts with the blood of the Lambe If they had not done it Exod. 12 22. they had beene in danger of slaying by the Angel But having done it Heb. 10.24 their heart was at quiet and peace through the promise So baptisme is a better sprinkling of a better blood upon a better object to a farre better peace even peace of conscience as being passed from death to life By all these places not unmeet to be conferred together we see that whole Christ crucified Christ in water Christ in our Regeneration Christ in our union and by it all his benefits are the extent of the grace of baptisme And that the Minister standing in Gods stead applying water to the Baptised doth by it apply the power of the Lord Iesus by the Spirit accompanying the same to create a new birth of Grace and life in the soule The which worke of the Spirit I shall more revive in the first use of this point Vse 1 This use is exhortation to all that bring or behold children brought and offred to the Lord in his Sacrament of Baptisme to lay in by faith for the Spirit of Christ in the water whereby the Lord would vouchsafe to thy child and renew to thy selfe if ever truly converted the Lord Iesus for regeneration and the new creature To this end doe two things First 2. Things 1. Behold the truth of the word Behold the truth of this offer of the Lord Iesus in the water by the helpe of the word and not so onely but what the word of Regeneration can worke of it selfe in the soule and therefore much more can further it by the Sacrament Secondly by and through this Word apply the merit and power of the Sacrament to thy soule in particular For the former know although a Sacrament be above a word yet it is so by a word and with it and not else Behold not a Sacrament without a word for then thou seest a meare empty vanishing Element Behold it in word and thou sest no lesse than Christ in the water true regeneration offred thee Take all those Texts I cited before looke up to God by prayer to see the truth of them Ephe. 4 22. as they are in Iesus to rivet every of them in speciall into thy spirit that so thou maist feele a bottome to thy faith out of a word Labour to see what makes this word so powerfull even the truth of a promiser the merit of a satisfyer who died shed his blood was buried and rose againe by the power of God that he might fill a promise with efficacy and perswade thy heart that seeing all that he suffered was for thee to make himselfe thine in remission of sinnes and renewing of the holy Ghost therefore the promise that offers this to thee in the Sacrament is sound and effectuall Reade and ponder that place I named Ephe. 5.26 Ephe. 5.26 Washing of water by the word And so be resolved if the word of a true God tell thee That he will wash thy soule by Christ in the Sacrament it shall be so it cannot be otherwise and if he have said Christ in the water water is spirituall birth regeneration renewing purging burying in the grave with Christ rising up with Christ then so it is This word will give a bottome to thy feete to stand upon while thou reachest out with thine hand to take Christ so that thou shalt not stagger Consider that the same word which hath held Christ and water in so strong an union can also hold thee upon sure ground Alas mens going to worke without a word marres the power of Baptisme and causeth the soule to be present with any object more than with Christ in the water It goes with the Spirit Further bee assured this word of Christ in his promise of the Sacrament never goes alone The truth of it alway is annexed to the Spirit of Christ in the water All the word is full of this tells us the Spirit is that which assists the Sacrament The Spirit quickneth 1 Ioh. 5.6 water profits nothing alone It is the Spirit which must joyne with the word with water and unto Christ to both in the soule or else the things of the Sacrament are as farre off as heaven and earth But the Spirit of Christ crucified water and blood meeting with the Sacrament fetches out all the power of Christ into the soule and makes the promise of blessing effectuall Hence it is that nothing is so common in Scripture as the Spirits concurring with Baptisme Matthew 3. Matth. 3.11 Hee shall baptise with the holy Ghost and fire Tit. 3.5 Water of Regeneration and renewing of the holy Ghost Tit 3 5. As it attended Christs baptisme so it must ours if it bee efficacious else not These two things being forelaid bring forth thy faith in the word Spirit of the Sacrament both for thy child and thy self These two things brin faith for begetting or reviving of Christ to regeneration And as the hand puts on the apparell upon the body yea as thou beholdest the Minister to dip thy child in water so concurre with him by faith and behold God the Father putting the Lord Iesus upon thy soule and the soule of thy childe for pardon peace joy confidence security grace and holinesse and fasten upon the Word and draw thereby the Spirit of Baptisme to helpe and satisfie thy soule with Christ in all these As thou wouldest put on a garment upon thy naked body How this 1 By the stripping
formality of serving God Matth. 11.28 But to such as know that God will have his yoake put on and hath promised to make it sweete it will become so if they will yeeld neckes to it and beleeve Let none mistake me heerein I know that no man must diminish or take away the least dramme of weight from any service of God Revel 22.18 it were cursed presumption and sacriledge to doe it and cursed be he that doth the worke of God negligently Ier. 48.10 Yet neyther ought any to adde any weight of his owne to the Lords worke and to make it heavier than himselfe hath made it But take it as God hath framed it most light and cheerefull to an heart applyed thereto Now to apply what I have sayd to this Sacrament Yet to the most it is tedious and why What one worke of God among the outward is so shrugged at and wearisome to the most as this of Tryall and receiving the Supper On the one side men feele a great difficulty in the dispatch and on the other side the Kings command is streight a necessity is layd upon them and woe to them that doe it not and what comes of this Surely they breake through it with head and shoulders and doe it as they can their owne ease and sloath they will not shake off and the Lords yoake they are loath to take on Rules against it 6. To prevent this eye-sore I have set downe these few directions which I commend to the teachable as for the foole set in his frame I know though one should bray him in a mortar yet would not his folly depart from him Rule 1 And first generally seeing that onely To the pure all things are pure Tit. 1.15 and nothing bee it never so pure is savory to an uncleane heart whose minde and spirit is defiled Let therefore this be the first rule That the heart and conscience be pure and so preserved daily Rom. 7.24 for so the inner man will delight in the law of God and the bent and streame of the soule will goe that way although wee be not continually bufied in the outward performance thereof as in receiving the Sacrament or hearing c. Whereas they who still abide in their uncleanenesse and their hearts are corrupt within them are at no time fit for any duty whether present or absent for why they delight onely in that which followes their owne principle yea in any thing save that which tends to the honour of God and their owne profit and comfort So then first I say let us get a beleeving heart and a pure minde thereby nourishing it daily and then the inward man will bend it selfe to walke with God in such duties as it meets with bee they liberties or crosses be they hearing prayer or Sacrament nothing shall through mercy come amisse to a prepared heart But as the playing of all lessons is equally seasonable to a well tuned instrument so heere Rule 2 Secondly being set thus in frame we must so goe to worke daily That is wee must live by faith daily apprehending Christ to our selves in his promise for the support of our life by his daily influence and nourishment For seeing the Lord is willing to give us Christ to be our wisedome and holinesse and to be ours to put on and doe all we have to doe in as well any day yesterday and forever as well as to day Heb. 13.8 yea as well every day as at the Sacrament to become our meate indeede and drinke indeede what save unbeleefe should hinder why wee should not take him every day as well as any day him I say with all the benefits as pardon peace and direction both for doing and suffering living and dying welâ— Christ is not for a Pageant or Procession to gaze on once a yeare but for use and to live upon daily as Paul saith Now live I Gal. 2.15 yet not I but Christ in me and the life I live is by faith in the Sonne of God To this end consider further that wee receive the same Christ in the Sacrament and in the promise If then wee be upholden by faith in the promise daily that Christ will be our patience strength hope and will doe all our workes in us Esay 26.16 Then by the same faith the Sacrament will bee welcome to us although it were as daily as in the primitive Church Act. 2. end Act. 2. because still wee receive the same Christ though in a differing conveyance Deceive not thy selfe about thy life of faith and then thou shalt not bee easily unprepared for the Sacrament The Souldiar that lyeth alway in garison is fitter to encounter the enemy in the field than one that commeth from the shoppe or plough untrained for the battell Rule 3 Thirdly wee must bee vigilant against those evills daily which steale into us whereby we make a separation betweene God and us Eph. 6.18 and so betweene us and his ordinances setting a gulfe betweene us and them so that wee cannot come at them easily as the Sacrament by name And contrarywise wee must maintaine our daily fellowship with God daily in faith patience meekenesse diligent use of meanes meditating of the word absteyning from techinesse worldlinesse pride inconstancy unthankefulnesse remissenesse of spirit busying our selves about other or more things than wee are called to c. Iam. 4.2 Heb. 3.14 Which although at the time of committing them they seeme nothing we not thinking of after-reckonings or what hurt they will doe us yet in the meane time wee are corrupted and hardned therewith ere wee are aware Little dreaming what an ill handsell they make us toward the Sacrament And moreover when we would finde them out and confesse them at the Sacrament wee cannot so easily bring it to passe our hearts being a farre off to seeke through their distemper Psal 32.3 So then in a word keepe we our hearts undefiled and shun occasions as we may and we shall finde our Sacrament worke mightily set forward thereby so that the sollemnenesse and hardnesse of the taske will be well over and we shall come to it not as a Beare to the stake but as to our appointed food for why Is not this our fellowship with grace much furthered thereby Marke but this When we have newly bin at the Sacrament we seeme pretty well affected And what hinders us from being so continually if such scurfe brake not out to defile us but we imagine basely that fellowship with sinne and Christ light and darkenesse may be held together which cannot be 1 Cor. 6 19. Rule 4 Fourthly if we have beene prevented by Sathan our owne loosenesse or other occasions and have fallen into the sinnes before named or the like That wee practise a daily repentance thereof breaking our hearts and fastning upon the promise Lam. 3.40 by which we must get pardon and new strength to obey and abhorre
freer than gift to an unworthy one Lord I have long sate waiting for it both by promise and Sacrament At length when I little thinke let thy Chariots come to my doore as Iosephs to Iacob Gen. 45 28. Luke 2 29. that I may say It s enough Lord now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace I would not be to seeke of this againe for the world Say as Peter Wash not feete but all parts throughly drench mee in this laver Ioh. 13 9. urge the Lord Oh! though I am the unworthiest of thousands to enjoy it yet it is as easie for thee to set thy Seale upon mee as for mee to print soft wax to put on Iesus Christ upon mee Rom. 13 ult as for mee to put on my cloathes Let not my soule be sad and doubtfull all my dayes for that which its so easie for thee to give Let mee have that Seale Lord and it shal be above all securities of land and lease clothe me with this Robe and all other shreeds shall be base unto me Remember how long I have waitd for thy salvation Lord Gen. 49 18. as one that longeth for newes from a farre country Oh! they shall be welcome And for my part I confesse except thou helpe in the worke and apply thy Seale all my hearings all thy Ordinances Word Sacrament Promises shaâ—l leave me as they found me not one of the benefits of Christ can relish my heart nor goe into my spirit except thou draw it in to me Oh! how wofull shall it be Ioh. 6.44 to see all my labour as water spilt upon the ground Branch 3 Thirdly I adde this one item and caveat to all relapsed ones who are sunke from their first comfort hope in the promise To relapsed ones Give not the Lord over for all that Be not sullen and discontent with him nor thy selfe Mourne and spare not that thou shouldst no more watch to such a trust as the Lord hath put into thee That either thou shouldest be weary of clinging to the promise That Christ should not be to thee yesterday Heb. 13.8 too day and the same for ever That either by feare of holding out or presumption of thy owne or ease or worldlinesse or especially that body of death thou shouldst give way to new contents the divels painted bables and the fashion of this base declining formall hollow world But be not hereby discouraged and desperate with thy selfe Shall a man fall and not arise Looke backe to this Arke and ship of Baptisme Ier. 8 4. whence thou art fallen No new baptisme shall neede the old if ever thou wert baptised truly shall serve lay then hold of that and be comforted I knew an holy woman who never found her selfe ecclipsed and damped in her comfort but shee found comfort by her Baptisme but she was in indeede a very sweete patterne of humilitie and of acquaintance with God in all his Ordinances If thou consider well Baptisme is thy second boorde after shipwracke doe but lay hold upon one broken peice of this ship and say Lord I have beene thine save mee Psal 119 94. I have felt thee sweet in the Promise and Seale though now it be otherwise through a dead heart doe but crawle in the waters and touch a brim of this ship and lo the Pilot will receive thee in againe not to make a trade and falling sicknesse of often revolting but to make thee more wary and fearefull never to provoke the Lord in like matter through his grace sustaining thee Vse 5 Lastly if God have revived thy spirit by this Seale of Baptisme walke before him in the strength of it Seale backe to him the fruit of it in a most faithfull close and wary course Consider the sealing Spirit hath many blessed properties learne hold nourish them in thy heart and course Give testimony to God and his cause honour and Religion seale him this fruit of thy service who hath not neglected thee in such a favour Disdaine not any weaker ones who have not attained thy strength cannot saile upon the maine but are faine with their poore weake faith to goe by the shore pitty and helpe such with the Spirit of compassion for his sake who sealed thee when he ought thee no such mercy Apply thy selfe to the marks of this seale looke upon each letter of this stampe and let it teach thee thy duty The fruits of the sealing of Baptisme The sealing Spirit is a spirit of singular peace of conscience and joy in the lively hope of salvation liberty with God fulnesse of faith and perswasion confidence in prayer purenesse of heart and life and so of the rest Dost thou walke thus Approove thy selfe in some truth herein Touching the first 1 Pet. 3 21. S. Peter tels thee baptisme is the answer of a good that is an excusing conscience What is that If it be demanded whether it be broken humbled beleeving pardoned It answers yea Lord thou knowest it Hast thou peace therby Dost thou walke with it daily Rom. 5.1 and nourish it If so this peace will be as Armour to thee Ephes 6.15 Paul Eph. 6.15 calles it the shooes of peace for as by them our tender feete walke safely upon the flints and rockes and gravell which else would cut and wound us so by peace we have safety in troubles count them all joy Iam. 1.2 and are not unsetled by them in our course If so then also this peace will rule our hearts and minds Wee will be kept in awe by it that rather than we would lose and forfeit that Phil. 4 7. we would lose any jewell so deare it is and so hard to recover Oh! if so then wee shall not be moved in all the tumults of this hurrying world the malice of Tyrants the declining of Hypocrites the great jollitie of Timeservers the scuffling for honours and great things but this peace shall calme us Againe if this peace of heart by justification be in us it will present us with an holy complacence in our estate a sweet content in God above any other object as one that hath found a Pearle hath a fuller contentment than in the corne cattell and trifles formerly possessed this comprehends all and drownes them And the heart of such a man is at ease he carrieth more about him than they who have large possessions So there is not onely a quietnesse from former warre but an excellent reflexion of welfare such as was in Adam ere he sinned and in this better that he desires not to change it for any other And lastly to this present sweetnesse and joy there is also afforded to such a soule an undecaying taste of the glory to come a lively hope and waiting for it as one who hath an earnest in hand of a full summe waiteth for that summe to be wholly paid at the day appointed So is it here The peace which worketh sweetnesse of spirit
wonders you have felt him on your feete your shooes not waxing old worne him upon your backes your apparrell not tearing and shall the Lord be still a stranger So I may say heere you grope him Act. 17 27 touch and tast and see him in Sacramentall bread and doe yee remaine distrustfull Objection But they seeme not to have any such power in them Answer They are I confesse as the craggy hill which Ionathan and his Armorbearer went up upon all foure when they were to goe fight against the Philistims We know what Ionathan said to his servant Bee of good courage 1 Sam. 14 1â— if God give us a signe that our journey is from him we shall prevaile So I say this hill is craggy and there is small likelinesse of overcomming if we looke to carnall reason But seeing these Elements or rather the Lord in them say to us Come up be wee of good cheere beleeve and goe up the Lord is with us and hath given us a signe that we shall prevaile as unlikely things as these may seeme to resemble and convey Christ our nourishment unto us Secondly as touching the aptnesse of Bread and wine to exhibit the nourishment of our Lord Iesus 2. Aptnesse wee may consider how like to himselfe the Lord Iesus is both in his word and seales rather ayming graciously at the most easie peculiar way to let in Christ than dealing in some darke course little to the purpose for our good He knew it was no easy thing for flesh and blood to be subdued to the Sacrament of Christ our nourishment therefore he offers him most aptly and fitly unto us that like might carry us to like As he saith 1 Cor. 14.19 I had rather speake one word in the Church to understanding and edifying than 1000. in a strange language So 1 Cor 14 19 the Lord had rather give us one or two signes of our spirituall refreshing with propriety and facility than a 1000. with darkenesse And why because hee knowes they are mysteries which he offereth both in word and Sacraments If then he should speake to us in strange phrases a farre off or offer us Sacraments of things intricate and obscure how should wee conceive him when a darke thing is opened by a darker 1 Cor. 14 8. If the Trumpet give an uncertaine sound who shall prepare to the battell Sacraments are Gods legacies If then wise men would not leave legacies unapt to their children as Bookes to an Idiot or shop and tooles to a Student but wife and apt gifts according to the use of such as are to enjoy them how much more the Lord Vse The use is to confute Popish preaching and Sacraments in point of their obscurity Alas farre are they from Crucifying Christ plainely before the people by manifest ripping up of the mystery of godlinesse â— Tim. 3 ult Christ incarnate crucified and ascended to be the life and support of his Church Rather they maintaine this principle That ignorance is the mother of devotion and wrap Christ againe in his swathe bands of darkenesse that no man may conceive him yea when they have so handled the matter that the people are carryed furthest from Christ both in doctrine and seales then are they quietest and their hearts most at peace A signe that Sathan the God of this world dwelles among them and keepes all locked up in peace 2 Cor. 4 4. mindes consciences and affections so that the light of Christ might not enter but rather all profanenesse Idolatry might beare sway As for the aptnesse of nourishing Elements what shew is there left in their Sacrament of their Altar either in the matter which they have taken in part from the people or in their administration which stands in Heathenish obscurities and rites of no significancy or in their scope which is to give God a sacrifice not to take from him any nourishment Therefore let us abhorre them and both blesse God that hee hath not quite suffered us to be drowned in their darkenesse beseech him to purge us more and more in these ordinances and especially grow more capable by them for if these Glasses will not helpe us we are not dimme but blinde I proceede to the third the simplicity of them 3. simplicity We see by what homely naked Elements the Lord Iesus resembles this spirituall nourishment not by costly bread spiced and delicate nor by compound and costly drinkes such as some nations Turkish and others use at this day such as might better sute with the palate than ought else nor yet with costly state of Celebration but homely bread and common wine yea and that when the bellies of the Disciples had beene filled To the hungry and thirsty meate and drinke is welcome for it selfe But our Saviour offring these to full stomacks would have them to know that other things were by him intended The use is to confute all Popish bravery in the administration of this Sacrament their apish ceremonies and trickes used to set forth Gods materialls as if hee were too simple for them Oh! They must have so many pompors Rites of Altars Adoration Circumgestation as if Gods naked Elements were base things Nay their cursed transubstantiation as it offends in other higher respects especially in turning a base creature into the similitude of God and so destroyes all Sacramentall relation so also against this in speciall that it destroyes the plaine homelinesse of Gods invention thinking that except bread and wine turne flesh and blood their goodly Idoll is disparaged An abuse properly to be taxed in this place for in the other Sacrament they maintaine no such Transelementation of common water into the water or blood of Christ Vse 2 Secondly it should teach all true receivers of this Sacrament to take order against a carnall heart in their comming to or taking of this Sacrrment Let our hearts be to all carnall receiving as the stomacks of the Disciples now were to bread and wine whereof they were filled Come to the Lord as one weary of thy sensuall appetites and objects Bring not the thoughts of thy trade money belly pleasures thither Its an holy thing of the highest nature which the Lord offers thee If thou shouldst behold all precious outward objects of gold and silvet and Iewels to melt and run downe the streets how base they would be Thinke here when thou commest to this Sacrament and seest the Lord Iesus offered under such bare poore creatures that God sets him above all outward glorie of the earth and would shew thee his glorious grace in the true lustre thereof so that no base thing should eclipse it Bee then or strive to be as Christ would have thee wholly spirituall Col. 3 1. and set thy affections upon thy treasure where Christ sits looke not upon the outside behold not the ragges and cloathes of Christ risen Luk. 24.5 but heare the Angell saying Behold he is risen he is not here
secretly distributing the masse into severall parts according to their variety of substance and need so is it with faith she comes to the masse and full heape of blood and nourishment she finds an hoorde of fulnesse in Christ and there fastens her pipes and veine of conveyance and thence she carryes to the uses of the soule whether for blessings a sober thankfull heart or for crosses an humble meeke beleeving and confident upon the promise of Christs protection heer shee layes in grace to rule her selfe well in marriage then in family in hearing in prayer heer shee catches at grace to resolve her doubts to bane her corruptions to better her conscience to comfort her in forgivenesse none comes amisse as the need and measure of each part requires so she drawes and derives from Christ her wisedome righteousnesse sanctification and redemption And looke how the distribution of nature doth by secret instinct derive meete juice for each part not that to one which is the others due but the tenderest to the most fleshly and the viscous or course to the stiffer as muscles and joints so is it heere the derivation of faith is wiser than of nature And the veines of last concoction Secondly having so done the lesser veines neerest to each member to bee nourished by the heate and concoction of it doth turne this proper nourishment into the substance of the nourished that both may be one and this is the eminent worke of faith also that turnes the Lord IESVS into the beeing of the soule spiritually it doth not only carry meet juice to the part leaving it there unapplyed but makes the meat and the member one The Lord Iesus by faith dwells in the soule inhabites it is one with it bone of her bone and flesh of her flesh and by his owne strength prayes heares meditates in her by his owne strenght patience love humilitie puttes an influence into her for the like so that of his fulnesse the soule hath grace for grace yea Esay 26 He doth all her works for her and in her hee is afflicted and suffers with her rejoyces in her and shee sayeth Now live I yet not I but Christ in mee Lastly faith is like the naturall soule her selfe in her Operation 4. By the Natural soule for as wee see men well fed are fit for worke so is it here Faith exercises the grace of the soule received from CHRIST Sacramentall in the severall passages of life concerning each mans calling Looke how it is with ten men that have bin wel fed at one feast although they have 10. several workes to doe yet they go cheerfully about them the plowman to toile the Merchant to project the Scholler to his study the traveller to his journey the workes are severall but the same feast affords strength and cheere of body and spirit to each of them for the menaging of his taske even so 1 Kings 19.8 in the strength of this cake and water this Lord Iesus his body and blood the refreshed soule goes about every lawfull service which the Lord calls her too One hinders not another But there is enough in Christ to fulfill all and to fit each for his taske So that if he be put on well as the Apparrell lo in the warmth and comfort of it the soule is ready to goe from duty to duty from her rising to her lying downe who of her selfe was good for nothing And thus she boasteth 1 Cor. 1.30 boasts of the Lord and sees that as her selfe cut off from him is as the branch that withers so all her sufficiency is from God and as the sea sends forth al l waters and receives them so doth the Lord receive from faith the honour of his al-sufficiency These few things may serve for a draught of this Truth how faith Sacramentall applyes Christ to be her Nourishment having taken him in the Promise Vses Now I conclude with breefe use partly of admonition and partly of exhortation to all Gods People First be warned against the lets of this Application Admonition in many Caveats Beware least thy vaine heart bee seduced by Satan to forsake the Lord in the plaine way of his ordinance as if because it is seely to fleshly shew therefore thou stumbling at it shouldest be carried from that which should doe thee most good to do thee most hurt Helpe thy hand of faith by the hand of sence assure the one by the other but hurt it not Resolue to get the Lord by his owne way Misse not the gripe and hold of a Promise for a shaddow of thy owne conceit Let not wandrings of thy mind suspicions and jelousies against God and thy selfe the guilt of old receivings the examples of the common sort of Communicants who make a custome of going as they come the temptations by thy owne unworthinesse emptinesse and basenesse carry thee from the steddy beleeving of the promise Tye not God to thy girdle rather fasten thy Boat to his Barge to be carried by the motion of it Nourish not an evill eye against others that they grow by their receivings and prosper but not hou Turne envy into faith and the fulnesse of him who hath blessed him can also satisfie thee Let not an evill heart of unbeleefe possesse thee to thinke the Sacrament will proove no better to thee than it hath bin rather thinke it s the way whereby GOD hath appointed to break through the pikes therefore the Lord will not suffer thee to live so barren as formerly Thinke not basely of CHRIST as if hee oversaw all thy sorrowes wants lets doubts annoyances corruptions temptations as if hee cared not that thou still welter in them and get not out Although they have continued long 2 Pet. 3 8. yet know a thousand yeeres with him are as one day hee hath a day of salvation an accepted time and will one day pick out speciall Sacraments and by them speciall graces for speciall needs cure thee of all the deadnesse world hollownesse pride and selfe which is in thee if thou mourne under thy burden say Corruption shall downe and grace shall outlive it and I shall yet see better dayes and best at last though I feele little seeing GOD hath saied it I beleeve it Doe not appoint GOD his measure nor his time but wait and try thy patience perhaps GOD lookes for it Light is sowne for the righteous let them waite till it come up Such health growth stayednesse and measures as God hath alotted thee shall bee thine that Demensum which thy wise steward sees best is better for thee than a greater Thou hast no promise of such a measure but of grace sufficient If thou hast any dram of it know its pretious thou art not worth the ground thou goest upon the breath thou drawest and wilt thou carve for thy selfe in the degrees of grace Vse 2 Exhortatiō Secondly and lastly come and bring thy faith to Christ thy nourishment and
used by the Apostle The difficulty of this triall 1 To discerne hypocrisie from soundnesse is not a word which aimes at some defect in the measure of our grace onely as the triall of light gold may be dispatch'd by weights which any man may use but it especially signifieth triall of substance and soundnesse of mettals such as onely the Goldsmiths skill can finde out the Touchstone and the Fornace onely can trie gold or separate the silver from the drosse Even so it s not a common skill nor easie worke to discover the soundnesse or falsehood of the heart in matter of grace There is nothing more hard than this discovery 2 Cor. 11 14.15 Satan and Hypocrites can transforme themselves into Angels of light and make men to think them so And the hollownesse and depth of the heart and the selfe-love of it in easily beleeving our selves to be that wee would be and yet are loth to be is unspeakeable Nothing more easie than to pray for such things as indeed wee would not have if God would give because then our hearts and courses must be changed and yet wee thinke wee pray aright Nothing more easie than to looke upon our selves in our outside of duties and performances and reflect an opinion thereby that wee are true worshippers No grace but a false heart will counterfeit and the depth of the heart is such that there is no shew of meekenesse innocencie tendernesse of spirit thankefulnesse love of Gods people but a bad person may accommodate himselfe unto and act a part therein The soundnesse of the heart is very hard to discerne 2 To discerne soundnesse where it is Secondly although there be soundnesse in the heart yet it is not alway discernable As it is not easie to finde a Pearle in the dunghill nor a needle lost in rushes so its hard to finde out a little truth of heart and faith when they are so covered and mixed with abundance of drosse Besides it is no easie thing although a man finde them yet to walke constantly with God in the practise thereof 3 To discerne our not improving of grace Either in our privacie 2 Iohn 8. It s with us as with the foole who not knowing the worth of gold stoppes here a peece in an hole there another in the thatch and forgets it So doe wee slight tha grace which should rule us in each part of life lose the good things which have cost us labour to come by It s hard to improove the things wee have heard and learned and to bring them forth in due season they are to seeke with us patience when wee are provoked faith when wee see no likelihood of Gods hearing or answering our prayers and so of the rest as it is with tooles seldome used so there growes a rust upon the gifts of God in us for lacke of watchfull improovement Sloth and ease do fret into us as a kanker and creepe so insensibly upon us that they marre us ere wee be aware The Talents of God which wee have received become unprofitable in us The greatest part of the duties we do is not the least of them we omit in the use of meanes and Ordinances formality and commonnes unreverence unsavorines defiles us and the life of faith in crosses blessings duties is very poore and wanzing in us It were endlesse to speake of all Or in our outward course Now if it be so hard to trie our grace how much hard to trie our whole course in which the wearisomnesse of our hearts doth tire us so that the errors thereof in so manifold parts cannot be reckoned as the sinnes of our single estate or married state our callings dealings in the world lawfull liberties company solitarinesse with other innumerable occasions wherein as it is hard to survey our selves distinctly so it s as hard to watch to our rule unweariedly Much more is it hard to trie our corruptions To conclude if the triall of our grace be such what is the triall of our corruption Who can perceive the danger whereto the best lie open by the unspeakable sweetnesse of their personall and beloved sinnes How secretly doth Satan and lust creepe in as sleepe to one warme in his bed even to an honest heart ere it be aware By what fine slights is it at first entertained either because it is but one or small or soone shaken off And having once entred how doth it defile the conscience When once the tendernesse and sensiblenesse of the soule which is the Sentinell is gone how soone doth sinne grow upon it and increase That whereas at first it seemed a great thing to attempt now it seemes little to goe through with it and that which seemed little now becomes as nothing till at length it foulds up the heart in selfe-love and carelessenesse and growne to a custome and falling sicknesse that it is a great difficultie for a man to picke out an end in this confusion of estate or to know where to beginne or where to end So then if triall bee so hard a taske how due and conscionable ought the practise of it to bee seeing the Lord hath set the Sacrament to bee the awer and holder in compasse of our course Reason 2 Secondly except wee trie our selves before wee come the Lord who searcheth and trieth the reins will search and trie us to our cost and little to our likeing Hee will revenge our profaning of his Seale with sealing up our soules and giving us over to those evils in which we presumed to come so that they shall become our scourges penalties to harden and defile us draw impenitencie over our spirits that although we would we shall not repent Perhaps if we may escape present judgement upon our persons Rom. 2.3 to be smitten downe suddenly with a thunder-bolt or to be plagued in our bodies and children with sicknesse or death as those Corinthians wee are content the Lord should deale with us otherwise as hee pleaseth 1 Cor. 11.29 But oh wretches To be accursed with barrennesse for ever with an insensible dedolent heart with a dead benummed spirit to be stript of those gifts wee seem'd to have to be sent more emptie away from God than wee came to be pull'd out with that guest that wanted his wedding garment and cast into utter darkenesse Mat. 22.11 these are curses tenne times greater than the former Thou eatest and drinkest thy owne condemnation as Iudas did the handsell whereof was this that upon the eating of the soppe Ioh. 13.27 Satan entred into him and fill'd his heart ripened his treachery and seal'd him up to a desperate resolution that he would finish it though hee went to hell for it They that judge not themselves make worke for the Lord to judge them finally 1 Cor. 11 30. and although it appeare not to men yet the wrath of God abides upon them and shall in time smoake out as
of this tryall both in Scripture and reasons For the former whereof First the Analogy of the old Passeover will proove it wherein sundry charges were given which typifie repentance and that in each part of it As wee know the sorrow and yrking of heart and mourning bitterly for sinne committed was urged under the ceremony of sowre hearbes Exod. 12.8 not onely to shew what it cost the Lord Iesus ere he could satisfy But to shew what they are who come to this Sacrament even such as peirced him by their sinnes Zach. 12.10 and therefore ought to come in bitternesse to the signes of his body and blood and eate this sweete meate with sowre sawce So also the Lord required a separation from the filthinesse of the heathen when they came to eate the Pascall Lambe Ezra 6.21 Ezra 6.21 yea from all legall pollution Numb 9.6 Num. 9.6 which as it concerned the Iewes alway in any offering or worship so especially at the Passeover And the Apostle 1 Cor. 5.7 1 Cor. 5.7 urgeth one other solemne ceremony of casting out leaven He that kept in his house any leaven at that time more or lesse was to be cut off Now least wee should thinke this to have lost his force under the Gospel he saith Purge out therefore all sowre leaven meaning their Communion with that incestuous man which sowred their holy assemblyes that yee may be a cleane lumpe even as yee are unleavened And why For Christ is our Passeover sacrificed for us therefore let us eate him with sincerity and repentance And the weaning and abstinence of the poore Lambe from the damme foure dayes before Exod. 12. â— typified no lesse than separation of such as worship God thus from the love of their sweet lusts and liberties that they might bee free for the Lord And when the Apostle urges the Corinthians to examine themselves 1 Cor. 11.28 what entends hee save that having defiled themselves by their love feasts they would search and cast out that sinne ere they came to the Sacrament Secondly from Reasons Now for Reasons First every ordinance requires repentance least the ordinance be defiled 1 Tit. 1.15 To the pure all things not onely meates are pure But to the impure all things both blessings crosses and ordinances are defiled The sinne of man can put no defilement into the things themselves but it makes them so to the sinners that use them It is a rule concerning both Minister people Esay 52.11 Psal 26 6. Prov. 28 9. 1 Tim. 2 8. Be ye holy that beare the vessells of the Lord. And I will compasse the Altar with washen hands And the prayers of them that turne their eares from the Word are abominable S. Paul requires us to lift up pure hands 1 Pet. 2 1. without wrath and doubting And S. Peter bids them that would heare to grow thereby to clense all superfluities away Epist 1. Cap. 2.1.2 Reason 2 Secondly no man can comfort his owne heart that hee hath saving faith except he have repentance Act. 3.26 Act. 15.15 But true repentance argues faith because it onely purifies the heart True faith workes by love 1 Tim. 1 5. and the end of the commandement is love from whence from a pure heart and whence is that from faith unfaigned Levit. 10 3. See Gal. 5.6 Act 24.16 2 Cor. 5.17 Reason 3 Thirdly the Lord will be honoured in all that draw neare to him None can honour the Lord in their worship save the holy and repentant Those that presume otherwise the Lord will be honoured in their destruction Reason 4 Lastly holinesse affords sweete confidence to the soule that it shall be welcome to God None shall ever see his glory without it Heb. 12 14. 1 Pet. 1 16. therefore none should behold him in his beauty of holinesse or in his ordinances without it Bee yee holy because I am holy These few may serve Tryalls of repentance But I hasten to the triall of it And first very breefely of the substance of it wrought in the soule 1 By the substance Tit. 3.5 This may bee tryed by the roote of it No repentance can subsist without an inward principle That is the spirit of renovation wrought by the word and Baptisme putting into the soule a seede of God and the image of God as farre as in these suburbes of heaven I meane in the militant Church may be obteyned Now for the opening of this to the Reader let him in a few points conceave and try himselfe about it First in the mother and nurse of it In sundry particulers 1. The mother of it That is faith shedding the love of God Rom. 5.5 into the soule being of it selfe destitute of all such list ability life or savour The Lord in reconciliation by faith becomes our sanctification God having freed us from our old yoake will put upon us a new most willingly which eases our heavy hearts and pacifies the conscience sets the minde in frame and shewes us Christ in his true and lively colours not a Christ of loosenesse but as the truth is in Iesus Ephe. 3 18. 2 Cor. 5.9 That having the roote of his love set in our hearts we may conteine his sweetnesse and it may let us on worke yea constreine us to doe the like to him Oh! How should this try us What is our repentance Is it a cutting off some shreds of evill or a pang of goâ—d devotion now and then in tempest thunder and lightning in our passion of feare or when God pleases us Or is it an inward workeman at the roote of our hearts and doth it engraft and inoculate us into his stocke Pro. 6 27. Doth it as a corner stone hold in and encompasse us that wee can more forbid fire in our bosome to burne us than the love of God to compell us to love him and turne our heart to him It is a good signe Secondly try it in tne materiall of repentance 2. By the matter Act. 26.18 It s a conversion or turning home to God from our Idols a setting of our face backward from evill and our backes forward to goodnesse and that in a contrariety As if a foole going on pilgrimage to Rome and her Idols should there be smitten and turned home with Naaman to the true worship of the living God This tryall will search also for the repentance of most is no such turne Men have rectified thoughts sometime of a good course and their sinnes yrke them and tyre them and cause them to ease themseâ—ves by complaints and turne aside from them in their accusing moode But it is with them as it is with Sea-men who can hold their course as well when they coast about as when the winde is on their backes So doe these their lusts keepe still in their spirit though they keepe them out of sight as David did Absolon 2 Sam. 14.24 forbidding him his presence
that can finde them or admonish such as are decayed or scare such from the Sscrament as never had them But I hasten to that which more nearely concernes Sacramentall repentance which is the practise of repentance 2. By the practise of it In two thing 1. Ordinary course Concerning which I will devide my selfe into these two maine heads First The practise of it in an usuall course of Christianity Secondly in our revolts And my method shall bee this First to lay downe the will of God about them both and in what particulars they stand Secondly in the use of the doctrine to presse the tryall of them at the Sacrament with a revived affection For the former then the usuall practise of repentance may bee thus divided eyther to the first understanding part secondly the willing or affecting part thirdly the acting part in the life The Iudiciall part stands in the inquiry and search of those speciall errors abuses and corruptions of heart tongue or life which have passed us from Sacrament to Sacrament or before Eyther in the understanding Lam. 3.40 beginning as hee Genesis 44. Verse 12. at the eldest and ending at the yongest Both spirituall as hardnesse deadnesse and defilednesse of heart of the tongue rash idle uncharitable false vaine offensive or superfluous words morrall of the heart and life hollownesse earthlinesse unprofitablenesse selfe-love pride rancor and bitternesse of stomacke passions of rage As search base feares hopes joyes sorrowes unrighteous unmercifull censorious deedes and passages or the like These although like Saul and Gehazi's booty they lye hidden must be watched as they utter themselves and breake out notice being taken and a Register of them kept by us that they may ever be before us when wee come to the Lord. And if the conscience play booty in concealing or excusing them the soule must goe to the candle of the Lord which searches the bowels of man and begge light to discerne Prov. 20.27 and strength to convince it selfe of them and the curse due to them till the soule bee even caused to stoppe her owne mouth and give up her weapons of defence standing as mute and guilty before God of them Concerning which worke of search because I spake of it in generall in the first Chapter of this Treatise I remit the Reader to that place Heere onely this It were good for us to make use both of our best friends and worst enemies if we would know our selves and not wholly be our owne judges Helpes to search Our friends perhaps see us better than we our selves spy out our secret haunts loose liberties declining in our zeale and falling to our pleasures loving them and such base companions as become us not for our pleasures sake more than Gods secret company or his servants So also our enemies sometimes might tell us our secret corruptions As hee once who fought with his enemy searcht out that impostume which his friends could not Yea Gods crosses as great enemies as wee thinke them if wee would hearken to their voyce would tell our hearts presently what the sinne is which God aymes at perhaps unfruitfull deadnesse under blessed meanes of grace dallying with the ordinances neglect of our family earthlinesse and walking loosely with God And although wee should not neede to seeke out to spy thefaults of others for lacke of our owne yet it were a good way to search our owne in the glasse of the sinnes of these times the desperate formalnesse of men and abhorring of any more religion than will runne in the streame of our ease and wills Idolatry contempt of the best examples To end if some of us would but aske our consciences for what sinnes wee are faint on the sudden to forsake and turne backe upon the Sacrament for feare of shame when yet perhaps we came into Church with purpose to receive it were not amisse And so much for this judiciall part Our Soule part The next is the soule part or the affecting And heere in the first place is required a broken mourning heart for sinne being thus searched out 1. Brokennes and that with uprightnesse and tendernesse as Zachary describeth it Zach. 12 10.11 They shall see him whom they have peirced and mourne as one mourneth for his sonne and heire yea they shall be in bitternes note the phrase that is godly sorrow shall soke and sape them they shall be in the power of it so that it shall over-rule them they shall not easily shake it off yea it shall be exceeding sorrow as that of Hadrimmon for the sadde losse of Iosia and further it shall be fervent and sincere both signified by the secrecy of it husband apart wife apart and family apart as we say He mournes truly that mournes without witnesse Such a sorrow such teares hearty and unfaigned not in a mood comming from a full heart impotent and powring it selfe out before God plentifully because it hath greeved the Spirit of so good a God so patient and longsuffering I say such a one is the true badge of repentance which issues from faith Wherein eyther teares are abundant as at Bochim or Mizpeh when the people drew buckets before the Lord Iudge 2.4 or else in the want thereof the heart sheds teares of blood 1 Sam. 7 6. and the soule sighes under a burden which shee cannot well utter This sorrow usually beares the name of repentance as being a maine companion inseparable from it and that true eating of sowre hearbes required of him that ate the Passeover which hearbes grow no where save in the garden of grace Onely the love of that God whom the soule hath dishonored even in the middest of mercy and when she peirced the Lord of life then was that Lord willingly peirced to death by her that shee might live Act. 2.37 I say this love onely can melt a heart of stone and breake it in peeces so that it cannot but repent whereas before by the hardnesse of heart Rom. 2.4 despising the patience of God it could not repent True search of heart will worke true brokennesse and cause the belly to tremble Habac. 3.16 and rottennesse to enter into the bones that it may finde peace in the day of trouble Yea as the Lord turned the captivity of Iob Iob 42.10 when he prayed for his friends So in this through mourning of heart tne Lord turnes the captivity of the soule and converts it to himselfe No terrours of conscience can soften an hard heart but rather they will harden it and bind it up to greater hardnesse As we see an hammer may breake a bell to gobbets fit to be melted but the fire onely can melt them that so they may be moulded a new So the love of God can onely effect this mourning after God and broken heart a most welcome sacrifice to God till which the soule cannot beteame the Lord herselfe to be offered up unto him Rom.
the woefull course which hee hath runne Deut. 29.19 Rom 2 3 4. adding drunkennesse to thirst and heaping up wrath against the day of wrath that hee is as one who hath run out above his ability to pay and therefore his booke of accounts is yrkesome to cast over it is death to him to thinke of it Thus it was with Cain each hundred of yeeres that hee lived the debt of his murther was so encreased by other sinnes and the penalties thereof that at last it became inextricable But repentance in the true children of God causes the view of sinne and the chaine thereof to bee presented with some hope of forgivenesse because although perhaps the conscience is amazed yet it s not privie to that trechery which the wicked were carried by in sinning Psal 51 4. Mark 14 72. And therefore their sinne is sayd to bee ever before them they are sayd to come to themselves Peter is sayd to weigh his sinne ere hee went out which argues that the weight of it oppressed him not Thi reviving of the mind from the horrour and oppression of it is a great mercy in the midst of such misery Iona was infolded as in a labyrinth of Sea Ionah 2 6. Whale and conscience yet in this gulfe hee was not swallowed up but conceaved in his mind a possiblenesse for God to bring order out of his confuzion So that the first occasions of revolt the circumstances attending the degrees following and the danger incurred rather serve to magnifie mercy in keeping the soule from utter Apostacy from the living God than to beate off the soule from hope The 4. Branch The fourth and one of the many is the recovering of a sensible and broken heart after long hardnesse by the deceitfulnesse and sweete baites of sinne Heb. 3 12. A most sweete fruit of the spirit of election For it was not possible for the hard heart of Saul or Iudas to relent upon the checke of conscience there was no droppe of the seede of repentance in them It would seeme impossible that Peter and David after so long a lying in so hideous sinnes Mark 14 72. 1 Sam. 12 3 4. should at the first conviction of Nathan relent and breaking through all the barres of his sinne say I have sinned It was not in the words speaking 1 Sam. 15 24. Mat. 27 3 4 for Saul and Iudas spake the same but in the broken heart which uttered them But the cause was That grace and mercy which lay at the roote Oh! that they should after such mercy once felt and vowes so oft renued so basely handle the Lord and hazard as much as in them lay their title to heaven and sell their birthright And yet should the Lord renue a second charter or rather the first a second time Oh! it pierces them to the quicke This chases away the cloudes of dedolence and impenitency and cleeres the coast againe The fifth is The 5. Branch That yet they doe not so easily shake off their feares the Lord so orders it that either by his word or workes they feele his wrath for their revolt so seazing upon their conscience that it doth worke out and purge their corruption through mercy so that they vomit up their sweete morsells And as one under the Phisition his hand lying in an hot bath sweates out the venome of his disease so is it with a penitent soule Gpd mixes gall and wormewood for them to drinke Hee causes them to possesse the sinnes of their youth with sorrow though long since committed Lam. 3 19. Psal 6 5. hee payes them for old and new at once makes their bed a bath of teares till hee have caused all that sinne which they dranke in with such greedinesse to returne backe with as much loathsomnes Then being under this racke hee makes them feele in their owne spirits how their sinne lyes upon his shoulders and by their owne pinching hee makes them confesse Now I see what my pride ill company stollen liberties come to and must cost ere I be rid of them As I like such sawce so let me returne to the meate againe I thought I had but dallied I cast arrowes and darts into the flesh of the Lord Iesus in sport But now they gugg mee Now I see ihe Lord will not beare all I must beare somewhat and if I provoke him it must bee to the confusion of my face As I troubled and greeved the Spirit of God so the Lord troubles mine this day Iosh 7 25 The shame the ill report the sorrow and sting outward and inward which I sustaine sinne is no trifle The 6. Branch Sixtly the Lord now in season proceeds to offer himselfe in a promise to this revolting penitent And that in two kinds First That their revolt hath not extinguisht mercy Esay 57.17 18. Ier. 3 1 2. See Esay 57 17. I will heale their covetuousnesse Ier. 3 1 2. If a mans wife play the harlot wilt thou returne to her Wilt thou not write her a Bill of divorcement Yet returne to me and I will receive thee after all thy whoredomes And againe I will heale all their backeslidings c. So Ier. 3.12 Rev. 2 5. 3.19 Revelations chap. 3 verse 19. Bee zealous and amend Yea the spirit of grace in that fulnesse of Satisfaction by Christ doth fixe and settle such promises upon the soule so that it heares them not as the sound of many waters but dwells upon and digests them as concerning her So that they leave not a wanzing conceit as in presumptuous hypocrites who sinne that grace may abound But they so fasten upon the promise as a reall comfort to cure them of their falling sicknesse Rom 6 1. Secondly the Lord reveales the promise to them as the due order of their recovery For whereas the ungodly doe returne to their trade See Iona 3 21. â—1 upon the suppozall that their doggish vomit shall serve the turne Lo the Lord alway comes betweene the revolting and repenting of his owne with a savory application of the promise Teaching them that if there were no more but their mourning to make up their repentance Alas It would vanish and come to nought Therefore hee will have them lay hold upon the promise of free grace which may quiet and clense their conscience Psal 51.10.12 and restore them to that former influence which they had from grace And although their pipes are still set in the welhead yet because they are stopped the Lord by faith cleeres the passage of grace for them that they may partake that strength and encouragement from their head which may cause their repentance to bee sound and put new hope of holding out into them Lastly by this meanes They keepe themselves well while they are so The 7. branch and dare not by that experience they have gotten of smarty sinne adventure upon it any more They abhorre to tempt
God or greeve his Spirit againe Rom. 6.6.13 Psal 51.13 but learne wisedome for ever If thou wilt cleanse this blot oh Lord I shall shew forth thy mercy and convert others but my selfe shall be farre from falling at that stone any more 1 King 22 41. with 2 King 3.7 And the truth is Wee rarely reade of any who after their recovery offended in like sort the second time They so hearken to the promise and what the Lord will say to his people that is his speaking peace unto them Psal 85 8. that they dare no more returne to folly but passe the rest of their dwelling in feare and get that speech by heart Blessed is hee that feareth alway Prov. 28.14 To the stopping of the foule mouthes of all Cavillers who abuse this Doctrine with the nicke name of licenciousnesse being in very truth the Doctrine of the most precise strictnesse to the flesh to all that beleeve it and the contrary a Doctrine of desperate loosenesse teaching them that are over shoes to rush over head and eares And this also may serve for a view to the Reader of Repentance upon Revolts Vses of it 1 Having thus finished the grounds of Sacramentall repentance I should adde the trials But seeing that will better agree with an use of triall by it selfe I will hasten to the Vses of the Point and conclude with Examination The first Vse then of this Point is Terrour to many Terror 1 Sort. who dare rush upon this Sacrament without this grace Alas they know not wherein this preparation stands They make of Repentance no other than the speaking of three words at their death By the which reason they might as well put off the Sacrament till they die As for the search of their sins Alas looke how they have walked so they walke still the works of the flesh are manifest No man neede light a torch to search out those sinnes which they proclaine as Sodome Esay 3 9. drunkennesse swearing Sabbath-profaning uncleannesse lying covetousnesse and all other abominations and yet when the Sacrament comes to it they will goe Their sinne is written in their forehead and lies cluttered in their soules and unserch'd from seven yeares to seven If any seeke to convince them Preacher or friend they are so high and stately so jolly and alive that they are ready to flie in the faces of their reproovers Luke 18.1.2 And as they reverence not man whom they see so much lesse God whom they see not Nay most of them shunne the light Rom. 2.3 least their sinnes should be seene As for any breaking of heart or mourning alas they cannot repent by the hardnesse of their hearts which are become as flints and Adamants and therefore their trade is to justifie excuse to palliate and blanch their villanies they are seered with an hot iron and have consciences past feeling 1 Tim. 4.2 And as their course is void of renouncing any sinne for no sinne comes amisse or returning with the Prodigall so Luke 15.18 in stead of making up their revolts their whole life is nothing else but one falling sicknesse if their course were but survei'd one day how from morning to evening they cut out the day spending it in the pursuit of one lust under another from drinking to lust from that to gaming pleasures eating company sloth and sensualitie it were easie to esteeme what their whole life amounts unto 2 Sort. Secondly to these I may joyne another sort of common and carnall or civill Protestants and Hypocrites who thinke themselves the best receivers but alas if repentance be as I have said rooted in renovation of the Spirit planted in a course of walking with God and redresse of their falls then are these Pharisees as farre off as the other Publicans for they were never rolled upon their leez Jer. 48.11 and therefore their taste and filth abides in them They are closer than the former but no chaster their leaven is not purged out still in the midst of all their hearings Pro. 30.12 Prayers and Sacraments as false unbeleeving unrenew'd and unmortified in heart tongue affections as ever their sinne hath seene no light this many yeares but is kept within as the mizers hoard If they can with much adoe keepe out of grosse evils simper before the honester sort and get up their names once let them alone to maintaine their opinion with slinesse and temporising subtiltie when yet in all these wayes of theirs seeming good in their owne eyes they were never renewed by repentance not to speake of a worse kinde of some of them who have so long dallyed with God and men till they have deceived themselves and grow open revolters and returners with the dogge to their vomits againe And yet in these sinnes either the heate of open or the guilt of secret wickednesse who but they dare venture upon the Sacrament Oh! ye wilfull reproaches and spots of Assemblies more worthy of Church censure than private terror of a pen how dare ye rush your selves upon this rocke of the Sacrament and split your selves in peeces But perhaps some of you are not so farre gone but you will say It s a good thing to come to the Sacrament with repentance and hereafter you hope to repent but as yet ye finde it too hard a taske hereafter you hope to turne a new leafe they goe farre that never turne and fall to keepe your Church better and heare pray and reade good bookes but oh poore wretch What wilt thou do the whilest The Sacrament is present and calls each moneth or quarter upon thee Repent repent and come else come not and thy repentance is to come thou hast none for the present what Lookes thou to be welcome in hope of after repenting What if thou be taken away as thousands have beene who have hoped for more before another Sacrament come Oh foole Rather blesse God for these warning peales of the Sacrament and that it will not let thee lie sleeping in thy sinne but awakens thee to repent Oh! ply the worke in season Acts 8. if it be possible that the wickednesse of thy course may be forgiven thee then shalt thou rejoyce as many have done for the watch-word of a Sacrament if it shall send thee to the Law and to the covenant for an humbling and convincing of thy sinfull soule and a hunger after righteousnesse then shall the seale be sweet unto thee But as for this dallying with God for hereafter alas it is not because thou meanest to bring it at last but to spin out time and spare thy selfe a labour of repenting at all For why Is it not as easie for thee to alledge it next Sacrament as this When shall there be an end And say thou hadst a lease of thy life as Cain had to no purpose what use wouldst thou make of it Admonition save to abuse the patience of God leading thee to
Whereas love is supporting and tender Gal. 6 1. 1 Cor. 8 10. chusing rather never to eate flesh than to offend the weake But some if their conceit bee crossed though never so mildly and with reason given yet with a prejudicate heart forestall their intentions suspect and shunne their persons and judge them instantly for refractary and opinionate Not remembring that so it hath ever beene and will bee in the Church that in some particulars which some allow others will streine and scruple and therefore such should be forborne and tendred so farre as may stand with the common peace Lastly and especially dissimulation 9. Dissimulation Rom. 12 9. 1 Iohn 3.18 Other vices seeme to teare the coate but this to stabbe the heart of communion Therefore Paul chargeth that love be without dissimulation let there bee no false brother who under colour of love should undermine his brother Paul also saith All have not faith hee meanes there fidelity to bee trusted sound to God and his brother 2 Thes 3 2. Such as can say to their brethren I am as thou art and my horses as thy horses I am weake in my love but sure and true 2 King 3 4. Whereas it is with many as it was with Ioabs sword It s sometime in and sometime out They are not true and constant in their love yea many their tongues are ready to jangle and their feete to carry tales against those whom they will seeme to love and honour belike hypocrites they speake faire words and their words are as smooth as oyle but their tongues are as swords and coales of Iuniper yea themselves as Ioab taking Abner and Amasa by the beard in great love and with the other hand shed their bowells to the earth 2 Sam. 20 10 These are some few of those many distempers which faith purgeth love from or rather them who professe to love By the which judge of the rest The third point is 3. Point reviving of love at Sacrament that this love is to bee revived at the Sacrament Hence it s called Sacramentall No winde of an Ordinance but bloweth good to love for all are more or lesse sanctified to this purpose Sweetely sayd the Psalmist Oh Psal 133 1. how good and comely a thing it is for brethren to dwell together Meaning that as cohabitation is a great improover of civill love so the house of God in which Gods weatherbeaten servants in this world doe meete together is a singular band and provoker of love When they consider one God Christ Spirit truth Eph. 4 5 6. one baptisme one Supper one hope one faith all which the Ordinances of word prayer and Sacraments doe exhibite oh how doe they conceive heate of love before these rods But above all the Sacrament of the Supper is ordeined for love So faith Paul The bread which wee breake 1 Cor. 10.16.17 and the wine which we drinke are not they our Communion with the body and blood of Christ And what of this Marke how hee inferres For wee being many are one bread and one body for we are all partakers of one bread Many wheate Cornes and grapes doe not more partake of one loafe and cup of wine than the Receivers doe of one Christ So that next our partaking of him wee partake of each other and that under the most reall Symboles of Communion The Papists may in this teach us who when they have any villany which they would most combine and secret themselves in come to the Sacrament In this I grant basely that they stretch it to strengthen hellish communion But well if by it they did provoke themselves more to serve in love to bee faithfull and painefull for each other Psal 122.5 Therefore the Psalmist speaking of the union of the Church addes There are the thrones of discipline and assemblies of Religion as if they were the sinewes of it And who is hee that is not utterly debaucht whose heart hath not this instinct that the Supper is for love Vse having prevailed to call it The Communion Witnesse the Conscience of the worst though rotten who then count it a mayne thing to be at amity though it bee but while the day lasteth The 4. The forme Psal 122 4. The fourth point is the forme and essence of love That is Vnion Ierusalem is as a Citty compacted that is dwelling close noting that love takes all joynts and compacts them together Not onely them whom other bands of nature civilnesse or family hath linked but such as are otherwise strangers and farre off Hence the Prophet saith that under the Ghospell Esay 11 6. the lambe and the Lyon should seede together that is put off their contrariety and the little childe shall then put his finger into the hole of the Cockatrice So Paul Hee hath reduced or contracted all into one by his death Eph. 2.15 making peace and destroying enmity All both in heaven earth and under it being brought to a league either to love or not to feare each other Either so findes or makes one As the soule makes the body one by the band of the spirits so doth love make the members of this spirituall body one One soule one mind Act. 2.46 one heart one fellowshippe was in the Primitive Church yea even one wealth as then occasion required Note this then The being of love is union be there never such disproportion of particulars for yeeres gifts birth wealth place or mâ—nners yet this grace makes all unequalls equall and one There could not else bee such a sensiblenesse betweene the members such sympathy likenesse of minde of heart of course if this were not One spirit causes them though so farre off as England and America to be one Wee know a member cut off feeles no more the welfare or paine of the body But union causes each toe to be afflicted with the affliction of the legge thigh backe or head All are knit by the mediation of fit joints sinewes and bandes into one Ephe. 4.16 and therefore greeve or joy in each others greefe or welfare yea doe but cut off these Pipes of union and sensiblenesse and what becomes of that instinct which sends every member about the others businesse The foote to goe and the hand to worke for the good of the whole The fift point is the Act or exercise of love The fifth The Act. Col. 3.8 This stands partly in the negation of all opposite vicious dispositions as wrath crying bitternesse sullennesse envie rejoycing in the evill of others heartburning contention quarrels jealosies uncharitablenesse unmercifulnesse and the like of which I spake in the act of faith purging and partly in negative acts as occasion is offered For instance 1. Negative Iam. 5. ult hiding of a multitude of sinnes when they may bee hidden passing by offences both in word and deed concerning our name or goods so farre as may bee if necessity require that wee
Perhaps one hath beene sicke or upon a journey and his wife was loth to receive till they might goe together I doe not mislike the joyning of couples but if God by disease have hindred thy husband or by absence must his wife needs hold off what scurffe is this for sinister ends to balcke the Sacrament Oh! the qualmes of cold undesirous Communicants should justly stirre the faithfull to loathe it in themselves Such as come not with desire either may come or not come upon any base pretext as because they see others come or because t is Easter or because they thinke it is a better thing at so holy a time to be among devout folke than to sit in the chimney corner at home alone So alas Many come because they came not last time and they are loath to be noted to absent themselves too often or because some of their neighbours receive to day Oh fulsome beast Avant from the presence of that God who will be followed in the savor of his ointments Marke 9.50 who will receive no sacrifice from any but such as have salt in them and season it therewith Who abhorres a dead beast with the throat cut and not raised up and burning upon his Altar If the least drop of relish were in thee could these be the motives to bring thee to Gods table God give thee an heart to tremble at thy sottish profanenes and if meere ignorance have hitherto caused it adde no more drunkennesse to thirst least the Lord by some fearefull hand rend thee from thy companions with horror at thy death or else leave thee a most saped senselesse conscience in thy presumption Tremble to thinke how many thousand of affections of Gods Ministers both by Sermons and Sacraments must finally be lost upon such stones and stockes If ye lay sicke upon your beds and your stomackes were lost what an outcry would your wives make in the eares of the Physitian saying Helpe for Gods cause my husband is a dead man he takes nothing But Oh thou beast Thou takest neither droppe nor crumme of the flesh or bloud of Iesus Sacramentall and yet feelest no aile Beware least sence be reserved for thee in hell except thou repent Vse a reproofe Math. 11.10 Secondly here is also reproofe even of Gods owne for comming to the Sacrament without renewed appetite It is with many unsavory receivers as it was with Iohn Baptist hearers at the first they rejoyced in his light but shortly they became so fulsome that their savor was gone So that our Saviour upbraides them saying What went ye out into the wildernesse to see a reede shaken with the wind Or a man wearing soft raiment Their zealous devotion was turned into forme and custome So it is with these Those sacred layes of first Love which shined in you at your first receivings then when the Sacrament was as honey to their taste lo now they are damped and cooled Plenty makes no daintie now with you but except God rouse ye up to meditate of the object which first drew your affections to burne within you while he preached and reached out the Sacrament unto you so that the same fulnesse makes as great daintie as ever and the oftner the greater God shall not hold ye guiltlesse of this forfeit I tell thee the very besotted Papists shall rise up against this saplesse age and condemne it for they as Esay saith inflame themselves under every greene tree with their Idols They burne in their adulterous desire after their Wafer and their saplesse god their Agnus Deis and Crucifixes Images of the Virgin and the Saints But as for us the Lord Iesus preach'd and offered in the feast of a Supper leaves us as barren emptie and saporlesse as a chip Oh brethren be zealous and amend What cold or surfeit hath taken us that the things of God should wax as dry Manna to the Israelites Num. 11.4 Could the Lord endure their brutishnesse Did he not sweare they should not enter into his rest Heb. 12.11 If there be but a dramme of old appetite and sparke of old fire left upon the Altar take Gods bellowes of indignation and blow it up that it die not Strengthen the feeble knees and hands Heb. 3.12 12. that they faint not Hath the day beene wherein the morning watches of a Sabboth have beene more precious than all the dayes of the weeke And yet every houre in the day appointed for Gods honour more sweet than the houres of eating and working and is now meate drink gaming and pleasure so full of taste that Christ and his Supper can afford no appetite The Lord recover it in thee if thou be his he will by some smarty Crosse or sting of conscience rather than suffer thy affections to lie buried in the earth Doe as those do who must carry home logges or timber which are sunke and buried in some dirty ditch or quagmire first they must raise it by their skill and unsettle it and then being loose they may carry it and carry it home So doe thou if there were ever true desire in thee lo it s sunke into some dirtie pit of the world leud company sloth and ease raise it first out of it and after thou shalt the better carrie it home with thee to Gods house Oh! I touch a sinne now more frequent than I know any in the Church viz. of sleepy dead Sacraments without affection If thou seest that the Lord will not take of this cover off darkenesse Esay 25. â—7 and dampe of undesirousnesse from the body because of their long desperate carelesnâ—sse yet steppe in for thy owne soule that it perish not in this common yea Epidemiall lathergie Vse 3 Thirdly let this be admonition Admonition to all that know what this point meanes to be weary of all those enemies of desire which haunt the soule in an insensiblenesse and indifferencie of appetite toward the Sacrament They are these first 1. Against resting upon former affections a resting upon former affections in receiving and supposing they are still the same when as yet they are oppressed and surfeited with such scurffe as hath choked them and therefore are not now at hand as they have beene to cheere us at the Sacrament whereas affection had neede be revived daily in secret above all things What should be a Christians daily exercise but this to try how those promises of the Sacrament can affect us as this Christ is my feast of full nourishment his flesh is meate indeede c. These would have affected mee in time past but now they will not stirre mee As that Courtier told Alexander that hee would appeale from him drunke to himselfe sober so had wee neede to doe when wee feele neither judgement nor affections tender and open to the Sacrament nor perhaps to any thing else either word or workes of God shake thy selfe before God and say It is not with me as