〈◊〉 〈◊〉 an account of words and if for idle 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 worklets words how much more of lying or biting words Learn more humility and self-censure blunt that fire-edge upon your own hardand disordered hearts that others may meet with nothing but charity and lenity at your hands But particularly beware this in more or less earnest or in jest to reproach Religion or those that profess it know how particularly the glorious name of God is interess'd in that and they that dare to be assronting him what shall they say how shall they stand when he calls them to account If you have not attained to it yet do not bark against it but the rather esteem highly of Religion love it and the very appearance of it where you fâ—â—d it give it respect and your good word at least and from an external approbation Oh! that you would aspire to inward acquaintance with it and then no more were needful to be said in this it would commend it self to you sufficiently but in the mean time be ashamed be 〈◊〉 of that prosess'd enmâ—y against God that is amongst you a malignant hateful Spirit against those that desire to walk holily whetting your Tongues against them 1. Consider What do you mean this Religion we all profess is it the way to Heaven or is it not do you believe this word or no If you do not what do you here If you do then you must believe too that they that walk closest by this Rule are surest in that way they that dare not share with your Oaths and excessive Cups and prophane Conversation what can you say it is not possible to open your mouth against them without renouncing this Word and Faith Therefore either declare you are no Christians and Christ not yours or in his name I enjoyn you that you dare no more speak an ill word of Christianity and the power of Religion and those that seek after it There be not many higher signs of a reprobate Mind than to have a bitter virulent Spirit against the Children of God Seek that tie of affection and fraternity for hereby we know says the beloved Apostle St. Iohn that we are translated from death to life because we love the Brethren But because those hissings are the natural Voice of the Serpents Seed expect them you that have a mind to follow Christ and take this guard against them that is here directed you having a good Conscience 'T is a fruitless verbal debate whether Conscience be a Faculty or Habit or not and as in other things so in this that most of all reqaires more solid and useful Consideration the vain mind of man feedeth on the wind loves to be busie to no purpose How much better is it to have this supernatural goodness of Conscience than to dispute about the Nature of it to find it duely teaching and admonishing reproving and comforting rather than to define it most exactly When all is examin'd 't will be found to be no other but the mind of man under the Notion of a particular Reference to himself and his own Actions And there is a twofold goodness of the Conscience Purity and Tranquillity and this flows from the other so that the former is the thing we ought primely to study and the latter will follow of it self for a time indeed the Conscience that is in a good measure pure may be unpeaceable but still it is the apprehension and sense of present or former impurity that makes it so for without the consideration of guiltiness there is nothing that can trouble it it cannot apprehend the wrath of God but with relation unto sin The Goodness of Conscience here recommended is the integrity and holiness of the whole inward Man in a Christian so the Ingredients of it are 1. A due Light or Knowledge of our Rule that as the Lamps in the Temple must be still burning within as filthiness is always the companion of darkness therefore if you would have a good Conscience you must by all means have so much Light so much Knowledge of the Will of God as may regulate you and shew you your way teach you how to do and speak and think as in his presence 2. A constant regard and using of this Light applying it to all not sleeping but working by it still seeking a nearer conformity with the known will of our God daily redressing and ordering the affections by it not sparing to knock off whatsoever we find irregular within that our hearts may be polish'd and brought to a right Frame by that Ruiâ— and this is the daily inward Work of the Christian his great business to purifie himself as his Lord is pure And 3. For the advancing of this work is needful a frequent search of our Hearts and of our Actions not only to consider what we are to do but what we have done these reflex inquiries as they are a main part of the Conscience's proper work they are a chief means of making and keeping the Conscience good 1 Acquainting the Soul with its own estate with the motions and inclinations that are most natural to it 2. Stirring it up to work out and purge away by repentance the pollution it hâ—th contracted by any outward act or inward motion of sin 3. This search both excites and enables the conscience to be more watchful teaches how to avoid and prevent the like errors for the time to come as natural wise Men labour to gain thus out of their former oversight in their affairs to be the wiser and warier by them and lay up that as bought wit that they have payed dear for and therefore are careful to make their best advantage on 't God makes the consideration of their falls preservatives to his Children from falling makes a medicine of this poyson Thus that the Conscience may be good it must be enlighten'd and it must be watchful both advising before and after censuring according to that light The most little regard this they walk by guess either ignorant Consciences and the blind you say swallow many a fly yea how many Consciences without sense as feared with an hot Iron stupified that feel nothing others satisfied with a civil righteousness an imagin'd goodness of conscience because they are free from gross crimes others that know the rule of Christianity yet study not a conscientiou respect to it in all things some transient looks upon the rule and their own hearts it may be but sit not down make it not their business have time for any thing but that share not with St. Paul do not exercise themselves in this to have a conscience void of offence towards God and Men. Those were his asceticks 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 he breath'd himself in striving against what might defile the Conscience or as the word signifies elaborately wrought and dress'd his conscience Think you that other things cannot be done without diligence and
intention and is this a work to be done at random no 't is the most exact and curious of all works to have the Conscience right and keep it so as watches or other such neat pieces of Workmanship except they be dily wound up and skillfully handled they will quickly go wrong yea besides daily inspection it would as they at sometimes be taken to pieces and more accurately cleansed for the best kept will gather soyl and dust sometimes a Christian should set himself to a more solemn examination of his own heart beyond his daily search and all little enough to have so precious a good as this a good Conscience They that are most diligent and vigilant find nothing to abate as superfluous but still need of more The heart to be kept withall diligence or above all keeping corruption within ready to grow and gain upon it if it be never so little neglected and from without to invade it and get in we breath in a corrupt infected air and have need daily to antidote the heart against it You that are studying to be excellent in this art of a good Conscienee go on seek daily progress in it the study of Conscience is a more sweet profitable study than of all Science wherein is much vexation and the most little or no fruit read this book diligently and correct your Errata by that book the word of God labour to have it pure and right other books and works are 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 curious and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 by works they shall not appear but this is one of the books that shall be opened in that great day according to which we must be judged On this follows a good Conversation as inseparably connexed with a good Conscience Grace is of a lively active nature and doth act like it self holiness in the heart will be holiness in the life too not some good actions but a good Conversation an uniform even tract of life the whole revolution of it regular the inequality of some Christians ways doth breed much discredit to Religion and discomfort to themselves But observe here 1. The order of these two 2. The principle of both 1. The Consâ—ience good and then the Conversation make the tree good and the fruit will be good says our Saviour so here a good Conscience the root of a good Conversation most Men begin at the wrong end of this work would reform the outward Man first that will do no good 't wil be but dead work Do not rest upon external reformations they will not hold there is no abiding nor no advantage in such a work you think when reprov'd Oh! I will mend and set about the redress of some outward things but this is as good as to do nothing the Mind and Conscience being defiled as the Apostle speaks doth defile all the rest 't is a mire in the spring although the pipes are cleansed they will grow quickly fowl again so Christians in their progress in grace would eye this most that the Conscience be growing purer the heart more spiritual the affections more regular and heavenly and their outward carriage will be holier whereas the outward work of performing duties and being much exercis'd in Religion may by the neglect of this be labour in vain and amend nothing foundly To set the outward Actions right though with an honest Intention and not so to regard and find out the inward disorder of the Heart whence that in the Actions flows is but to be still putting the Handle of a Clock right with your Finger while 't is foul or out of order within which is a continual business and does no good Oh! but a purified Conscience a Soul renew'd and refin'd in its temper and affections will make things go right without in all the duties and acts of our Callings 2. The Principle of Good in both is Christ. Your good Conversation in Christ. The Conversation not good unless in him so neither the Conscience 1. He the Person must be in him and then the Conscience and Conversation will be good in him the Conscience that is morally good having some kind of vertuous Habits yet being out of Christ is nothing but pollution in the fight of God it must be washt in his blood ere it can be clean all our pains will not cleanse it floods of tears will not do it 't is blood and that blood alone that hath the Vertue of purging the Conscience from dead Works Heb. 9. 2. In him the perfect pattern of Holiness the Heart and Life to be conformed to him and so made truely good 3. He the Spirit of Grace whence it is first derived and always fed and maintained and made active a Spirit goes forth from him that cleanseth our Spirits and so makes our Conversation clean and holy If thou wouldst have thy Conscience and Heart purify'd and pacify'd and have thy Life certify'd go to Christ for all make use of him as of his blood to wash of thy guiltiness so of his spirit to purifie and sanctifie thee if thou wouldst have thy Heart reserv'd for God pure as his Temple if thou wouldst have thy Lusts cast out that pollute thee and findest no power to do it go to him desire him to scourge out that filthy Rable that abuse his House and make it a Den of Thieves Seek this as the only Way to have thy Soul and ways righted to be in Christ and then walk in him Let thy Conversation be in Christ study him and follow him look on his Way on his Graces his Obedience and Humility and Meekness till by looking on them they make the very Idea of thee new as the Painter doth of a Face he would draw to the Life so behold his Glory that thou maist be transformed from glory to glory but as it is there added this must be by the Spirit of the Lord do not therefore look on him simply as an example without thee but as lâ—e within thee having received him walk not only like him but in him as the Apostle St. Paul speaks and as the word is here your Conversation not only according to Christ but in Christ draw from his fullâ—ess Grace for Grace 2dly The other thing in the Words is the advantage of this good Conscience and Conversation 1 Even external towards the malicious ungodly World they shall be ashamed that falsly accuse you thus often it is â—ven most evident to men the victory of Innocency silent Innocency most strongly confuting all calumny making the ungodly false accusers hide their heads thus without stirring the Integrity of a Christian conquers as a Rock unremoved breaks the Waters that are dashing against it And thiâ— not only a lawful but laudible way of revenge shaming calumny out of it and punishing evil-speakers by well-doing shewing really how false their acâ—users were this the powerfullest Apology and Refutation as his was of the Sophister that would prove there were no motion by rising up
death and resurrection study them set thine eye upon them till thy Heart take in the Impression of them by much Spiritual and affectionate looking on them beholding the Glory of thy Lord Christ then be transformed unto it 2 Cor. 3. It is not only a moral Patern or Copy but an effectual Cause of thy sanctification having real influence into thy Soul dead with him and again alive with him Oh Happiness and Dignity unspeakable to have this Life known and cleared to your Souls If it were how would it make you live above the World and all the vain hopes and fears of this wretched Life and the fears of Death it self yea it would make it most lovely to them that is the most affrightful Visage to the World It is the Apostles Maxime that the carnal mind is enmity against God as it is universally true of every carnal mind so of all the motions and thoughts of it even where it seems to agree with God yet it s still contrary if it acknowledge and conform to his Ordinances yet even in so doing it s in direct opposite terms to him particularly in this that which he esteems most in them the carnal mind makes least account of He chiefly eyes and values the inside the Natural Man dwells and rests in the shell and superfice of them God according to his Spiritual Nature looks most on the more Spiritual part of his worship and Worshippers The carnal mind 's in this just like it selfe altogether for the sensible external part and cannot look beyond it Therefore the Apostle here having taken occasion to speak of Baptism by terms of Paralel and resemblance with the Flood is express in correcting this mistake It is not says he in putting away the filth of the flesh but the answer of a good conscience Were it possible to perswade you I would recommend one thing to you learn to look on the Ordinances of God suitably to their Natures spiritually and enquire after the spiritual effect and working of them upon your Consciences We would willingly have all Religion reduced to outwards this is ouâ— natural choice and would pay all in this coyn as cheaper and easier by far and would compound for the Spiritual part rather to add and give more external perâ—ormance and ceremony Hence the natural complacency of Popery which is all for this service of the flesh and body-services and to those prescribed of God all deal so liberally with him in that kind as to add more and frame new Devices and Rites what you will in this kind Sprinklings and Washingâ— and Anointings and Incense but whither all this is it not a gross mistake of God to think him thus pleased or is it not a direct afront knowing that he is not pleased with these but desires another thing to thrust that upon him that he cares not for and refuse him what he calls for that single humble heart worship and walking with him that purity of Spirit and Conscience that he only prizes and no outward-service but for these as they tend to this end and do attain it Give me says he nothing if you give not this Oh! saith the carnal Mind any thing but this thou shalt have as many washings and offerings as thou wilt thousands of Rams and ten thousand Rivers of Oyl yea rather then fail let the Fruit of my Body go for the Sin of my Soul Thus we will the outward use of Word and Sacraments do it then all shall be well baptised we are and shall I hear much and communicate ofâ—en if I can reach it shall I â—e exact in poâ—nt of Family Worship shall I pray in secret all this I do or at least I now promise Ay but when all that is done there is yet one thing may be wanting and if it be so all that amounts to nothing is thy Conscience purged and made good by all these or art thou sâ—â—king and aiming at this by the use of all means then certainly thou shalt â—ind life in them But does thy heart still remain uncleansed from the old ways not purified from the Pollutions of the World do thy beloved sins still lodge with thee and keep possession of thy heart then art thou still a stranger to Christ and an enemy to God the word and seals of Life are dead to thee and thou still dead in the use of them all Know you not that many have made shipwrack upon the very rock of Salvation that many which were baptised as well as you and as constant attendants on all the Worship and Ordinances of God as you yet remained without Christ and died in their sins and are now past recovery Oh! that you would be warned there are still multitudes running headlong that same course tending to destruction through the midst of all the means of Salvation the saddest way of all to it through Word and Sacraments and all heavenly Ordinances to be walking hellwards Christians and yet no Christians baptised and yet unbaptised as the Prophet takes in the prophane multitude of God's own People with the Nations Jer. 9. 26. Egypt and Iudah and Edom all these Nations are uncircumcised and the worst came last and all the House of Israel are uncircumcised in the Heart Thus thus the most of us unbaptised in the heart and as this is the way of personal destruction so it is that as the Prophet there declares that brings upon the Church so many publick Judgments and as the Apostle tells that for the abuse of the Lord's Table many were sick and many slept Certainly our abuse of the holy things of God and want of their proper Spiritual Fruits are amongst the prime sins of this Land 〈◊〉 which so many 〈◊〉 have fallen in the Fields by the Sword and in the Streets by Pestilence and more likely yet to fall if we thus continue to provoke the Lord to his Face for it is the most avowed direct affront to prophane his holy things and thus we do while we answer not their proper end and are not inwardly sanctify'd by them we have no other Word nor other Sacraments to recommend to you than these that you have used so long to no purpose only we would call you from the dead forms to seek the living power of them that you perish not You think the renouncing of Baptism a horrible Word and that we would speak only so of witches yet it is a common guiltiness that cleaves to all who renounce not the filthy lusts and the self will of their own hearts for Baptism carries in it a renouncing of these and so the cleaving unto these is a renouâ—cing of it Oh! we all were sealed for God in Baptism who lives so few that have the Impression of it on the Conscience and the expression of it in the walk and fruit of their life We do not as clean washed persons abhor and fly all pollutions all fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness We have been a
doing of good The main is to be inwardly principled for it a heart stampt with the love of God and his Commandments for conscience of his Will and Love to him and desire of his Glory to do all a good action even the best kind of actions in an evil hand and from an evil unsanctified heart passes amongst evils Delight in the Lord and his ways David's Oh! how I love thy Law can tell that he esteems it above the richest and pleasantest things on Earth but how much he esteems and loves it he cannot express And upon this will follow as in the former a constant tract and course of obedience even contrary to the stream of wickedness about a man and the bent of his own corrupt heart within him moving against all a serious desire and endeavour after all good within our calling and reach but especially that particular good of our calling that which is in our hand and is peculiarly requir'd of us For in this some deceive themselves look upon such a condition as they imagin were for them or such as is in their eye when they look upon others and think if they were such and had such place and such power and opportunities they would do great matters and in the mean time neglect that good to which they are called and have in some measure power and place to do this is the roving sickly humour of our minds and speaks their weakness as sick persons that would still change their Bâ—d or Posture or place of Abode thinking to be better but a staid mind applies it self to its own station and seeks to glorifie him that set it there reverencing his Wisdom in disposing of it so and there is certainty of a a blessed approbation of this be it never so low 't is not the high condition but much fidelity cures it thou hast been faithful in little We must care not only to answer occasions when they call but to catch at them and seek them out yea to frame occasions of doing good whether in the Lord 's immediate Service delighting in that private and publick or to Men in assisting one with our means another with our admonitions another with counsel or comfort as we can labouring not only to have something of that good that is most contrary to our Nature but even to be eminent in that setting Christian resolution and both the example and strength of our Lord against all oppositions and difficulties and discouragements Looking unto Iesus the Author and Finisher of our Faith c. We see our rule and 't is the rule of peace and happiness what hinders but we apply our hearts to it this is our work and setting aside the advantage that follows consider the thing in it self 1. The opposition of Sin and Obedience under the Name of evil and good 2. The Composition of our rule in these Eschew and do Consider it thus evil and good and it will perswade us to eschew and do And if perswaded to it then 1. Desire light from above to discover to you what is evil and offensive to God in any kind and what pleaseth him what is his will for that is the rule and reason of good in our actions that ye may prove what is the good and holy and acceptable will of God And to discover in your selves what is most enemy and repugnant to that will 2. A renew'd mind to hate that evil the closest and most connatural to you and to love that good even that is most contrary 3. Strength and skill that by another Spirit than your own you may avoid evil and do good and resist the incursions and sollicitings of evil the slights and violences of Satan who is both a Serpent and a Lyon and Power against your own inward corruption and the fallacies of your own heart And thus you shall be able for every good work and be kept in such a measure as suits your present estate blameless in Soul and Body to the coming of Iesus Christ. Oh! but I am often entangled and plunged in Soul-evils and often frustrate in my Thoughts against these evils and aims at the good which is my task And was not this Paul's condition may you not complain in his Language and happy if with some measure of his sense happy in crying out of wretchedness was not this his malady when I would do good evil is present with me But know once that tho' thy duty is this to eschew evil and do good yet thy Salvation is surer founded than on thine own good that perfection that answers Justice and the Law is not required of thee thou art to walk not after the flesh but after the Spirit but in so walking whether in a low or high measure still thy comfort lyeth in this that there is no condemnation to them that are in Christ Iesus As the Apostle begins the next Chapter after his sad complaints Again consider his thoughts in the close of the same Chapter perceiving the Work of God in him and differencing that from the corrupt notions of himself and so finding at once matter of heavy complaint and yet of cheerful exultation O! wretched Man that I am and yet with the same Breath thanks to God through Christ Iesus our Lord. So then mourn with him and yet rejoyce with him and go on with courage as he still fighting the good fight of Faith when thou fallest in the mire be asham'd and humbled yet return and wash in the Fountain open'd and return and beg new strength to walk more surely learn to trust thy self less and God more and up and be doing against thine enemies how tall and mighty soever be the Sons of Anak Be of good courage and the Lord shall be with thee and shall strengthen thy heart and establish thy goings Do not lye down to rest upon lazy conclusions that 't is well enough with thee because thou art out of the common puddle of profaneness but look further to purge from all filthiness of flesh and Spirit perfecting holiness in the fear of God Do not think thy little is enough or that thou art desperate of attaining more but press press hard toward the mark and prize of thy high calling do not think all is lost because thou art at present foyled the experienc'd Souldier knows that he hath often won the day after a fall or a wound receiv'd and be assur'd that after the short combats of a Moment follows an Eternity of Triumph Let him seek peace and ensue it Omitting the many acceptations of the word peace here particularly external peace with Men I conceive is meant and this to be sought and not only so to be sought when'â—is willingly found but to pursue and follow it when it seems to fly away but yet so to pursue it as never to step out of the way of holiness and righteousness after it and to forsake this rule that goes before it of eschewing evil and doing
and walking And without this good Conscience and Conversation we cut our selves short of other Apologies for Religion whatsoever we say for it one unchristian action will disgrace it more than we can repair by the largest and best framed Speeches on its behalf Let those therefore that have given their names to Christ honour him and their holy profession most this way speak for him as occasion requires why not providing with meekness and fear as our Apostle hath taught but let this be the main defence of Religion live like it and commend it so Thus all should do that are called Christians adorn that holy Profession with holy Conversation but the most are nothing else but spots and bloâ—s some wallowing in the mire and provoking one another to uncleanâ—ess Oh! the unchristian Life of Christians an Evil to be much lamented more than all the Troubles we sustain But these indâ—ed do thus deny Christ and declare that they are not his So many as have any realiâ—y of Christ in you be so much the more holy the more wicked the rest are strive to make it up and to honour that name which they disgrace and if they will reproach you because ye walk not with them and cast the mire of false reproaches on you take no notice but go on your way it will dry and easily rub off be not troubled with misjudgings shame them out of it by your blamless and holy carriage that will do most to put lies out of countenance however if they continue impudent the day is at hand wherein all the Enemies of Christ shall be all cloathed over and covered with shame and they that have kept a good Conscience and walked in Christ shall lift up their faces with joy 2dly There is an intrinsecal good in this goodness of Conscience that sweetens all sufferings as follows Verse 17. 17. For it is better if the will of God be so that ye suffer for well-doing then for evil-doing A Necessity of suffering in any way wherein ye can walk if ye chuse the way of wickedness you shall not escape suffering so And that suppos'd this is by far the better to suffer in well-doing and for it than to suffer either for doing evil or simply to suffer in that way as the Words run 1. The way of the ungodly not exempt for suffering even in present setting aside the judgement and wrath to come often from the hands of men whether justly or unjustly and often from the immediate hand of God always just both in that and the other causing the Sinner to ear of the Fruit of his own ways When prophane ungodly men offer violences and wrongs one to another in this God is just against both in that wherein they themselves are both unjust they are both rebellious against him and so though they intend not his quarrel he means it himself sets them to lash one another As the wicked profess their combined enmity against the Children of God yet they are not always at peace amongst themselves They often revile and desame each other so 't is held up on both sides whereas the godly cannot hold them game in that being like their Lord who when he was reviled reviled not again Besides although the ungodly flourish at sometimes yet they have their days of suffering are subject to the common miseries of the life of Man and the common calamities of evil times the Sword and Pestilence and such like publick judgements Now in what kind soever it be that they suffer they are at a great disadvantage compared with the godly in their sufferings Here impure Consciences may lie sleeping while they are at ease themselves but when any great trouble comes and shakes them then readily the Conscience begins to awake and busle and proves more grievous to them than all that comes on them from without When they remember their despising the ways of God neglecting him and holy things whence they are convinc'd how that comfort might be reapt in these days of distress this cuts and galls them most looking back at their licentious prophane ways each of them strikes to the heart As the Apostle calls sin the sting of death so is it of all sufferings and the Sting that strikes deepest into the very Soul no stripes like those that are secretly given by an accusing Conscience A sad condition to have from thence the greatest anguish where the most comfort should be expected to have thickest darkness whence they should look for most light Men that have evil Consciences love not to be with them are not much with themselves as St. Augustine compares them to such as have shrew'd Wives love not to be at home but yet outward distress sets a Man inward as foul weather drives him home and there where he should find comfort he is met with such accusations as are like a continual dropping as Solomon speaks of a contentious Woman It is a most wretched estate to live under sufferings or afflictions of any kind and a stranger to God then a Man hath God and his Conscience against him that should be his solace in times of distress being knocked off from the comforts of the World whereon he rested and having no Provision of spiritual comfort within nor expectation from above But the Children of God in their sufferings especially such as are for God can retire themselves inwards and rejoyce in the testimony of a good Conscience yea the Possession of Christ dwelling within them All the trouble that befalls them is but as the ratling of Hail upon the Tiles of the House to a man that is sitting within a warm Room at a rich Banquet such is a good Conscience a Feast yea a continual Feast The Believer looks on his Christ and in him reads his deliverance from condemnation and that is a strong Comfort a Cordial that keeps him from fainting in the greatest distresses The Conscience gives this testimony that sin is forgiven raises the Soul above inward sufferings Tell the Christian of loss of Goods or Liberty or Friends or Life he answers all with this Christ is mine and my sin is pardoned That 's enough for me What would I not have suffered to have been delivered from the wrath of God if any suffering of mine in this World could have done that now that is done to my hand All other sufferings are light they are light and but for a moment one thought of Eternity drowns the whole time the World's endurance which is but as one instant or twinkling of an eye betwixt eternity before and eternity after how much less is any short life and a small part that is spent in sufferings though it were all sufferings without interruption which yet it is not when I look forward to the Crown all vanishes and I think it less than nothing Now these things the good Conscience speaks to the Christian in his sufferings therefore certainly his choice is best that provides it
be filthy still in the sight of God There is such a Generation a Multitude of them that is pure in their own Eyes and yet are not washed from their filthiness Moral evil persons that are most satisfied with their own estate or such as have further a form of Godliness but their lusts not mortified by the power of it secret pride and earthliness of Mind and vain glory and carnal wisdom still pleasingly entertained within these are foul Pollutions filthy and hateful in the sight of God so that where it is thus that the heart is peaceably possest with such guests there the blood and Spirit of Christ are not yet come neither can there be this answer of a Good Conscience unto God This answer of a Good Conscience unto God as likewise its questioning to enable it self for that answer is touching two great points that are of chief concern to their Soul its Iustification and Sanctification for Baptism is the Seal of both and purges the Conscience in both respects that water as the figure both of the blood and water the justifying blood of Christ and the pure water of the sanctifying Spirit of Christ takes away the condemning guiltiness of sin by the one and the polluting filthiness by the other Now the Conscience of a real Believer enquiring within upon right discovery will make this answer unto God Lord I have found that there is no standing before thee for the Soul in it self is overwhelmed with a World of guiltiness but I find a blood sprinkled upon it that hath I am sure vertue enough to purge it all away and to present it pure unto thee and I know that wheresoever thou findest that blood sprinkled thine anger is quench'd and appealed presently upon the sight of it That hand cannot smite where that blood is before thine eye And this the Lord does agree to and authorises the Conscience upon this account to return back an answer of safety and peace to the Soul So for the other Lord I find a living Work of holiness on this Soul though there is yet corruption there yet it is as a continual grief and vexation it s an implacable hatred there is no peace betwixt them but continual enmity and hostility and if I cannot say much of the high degrees of Grace and faith in Christ and love to him and heavenliness of Mind yet I may say there is a beginning of those at least this I most confidently affirm that there are real and earnest desires of the Soul in these things It would know and conform to thy will and be delivered from it self and its own will and though it were to the highest displeasure of all the World it would gladly walk in all well pleasing unto thee And he that sees the truth of these things knowing it to be thus owns it as his own work and engages himself to advance it on and bring it to perfection This is a taste of that intercourse the purified Conscience hath with God as the saving fruit of Baptism And all this it doth not of it self but by vertue of the resurrection of Jesus Christ which refers both to the utmost effect Salvation and the nearer effect as a means and pledge of that the purging of the Conscience By this his Death and the effusion of his Blood in his sufferings are not excluded but are included in it His Resurrection being the evidence of all that work of Expiation both compleated and accepted full Payment made by our Surety and so he set free and his Freedom the Cause and the Assurance of ours Therefore the Apostle St. Paul expresses it so That he died for our sins and rose for our righteousness and our Apostle shews us the worth of our living hope in this same resurrection Chap. 1. v. 3. Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Iesus Christ which according to his abundant mercy hath begotten us again unto a lively hope by the Resurrection of Iesus Christ from the dead Now that Baptism doth apply and seal to the Believer his Interest in the death and resurrection of Christ the Apostle St. Paul teaches to the full Rom. 8. 3. The dipping into the waters our dying with him and the return thence our rising with him The last thing is the resemblance of Baptism in these things with the saving of Noah in the Flood and it holds in that we spoke last of for he seemed to have rather entred into a Grave as dead than into a safeguard of Life in going into the Ark yet there being buried he rose again as it were in his coming forth to begin a new World The Waters of the Flood drown'd the Ungodly as a heap of filthiness washt them away they and their sin together as one being inseparable and upon the same Waters the Ark floating preserved Noah Thus the Waters of Baptism are intended as a deludge to drown Sin and to save the Believer that by Faith is separated both from the World and from his Sin so it sinks and he is saved And there is further one thing specified by the Apostle wherein though it be a little hard yet chiefly intends the paralel The fewness of these that are sav'd by both for though many are sprinkled with the Elemental Water of Baptism yet few so as to attain by it the Answer of a good Conscience towards God and to live by participance of the Resurrection and Life of Christ. Thou that seest the World perishing in a deluge of Wrath and art now most thoughtful for this how thou shalt escape it fly into Christ as thy safety and rest secure there thou shalt find life in his death and that life further ascertained to you in his rising again so full and clear a Title to Life in these two that thou canst challenge all Adversaries upon this very Ground as unconquerable whilest thou standest on it and speak thy challenge in the Apostles stile It is God that justifieth who shall condemn But how know you that he justifies it is Christ that died yea rather that is risen who sitteth at the right hand of God who also maketh intercession for us It alludes to that place Isa. 50. where Christ speaks of himself but in the name of all that adhere to him he is near that justifies me who is he that will contend with me so that what Christ speaks there the Apostle with good reason imparts to each Believer as in him If no more to be laid to Christ's charge being now acquitted as is clear by his rising again then neither to thine who art cloathed with him and one with him This the grand Answer of a good Conscience and in point of justifying them before God no answer but this What have any to say to thee thy debt is paid by him that undertook it he is free answer all accusations with this Christ is risen And then for the mortifying of sin and strengthing of thy Graces look daily on that
long time hearers of the Gospel whereof Baptism is the seal and most of us often at the Lord's Table What hath all this done upon us ask within are your hearts changed is there a new Creation there where is that spiritual minâ—â—dness are your hearts dead to the World and 〈◊〉 and alâ—ve to God your Consciences purged from dead works What mean you is not this the end of all the ordinances to make all clean and to renew and make good the Conscience to bring the Soul and your Lord into a happy amity and a good correspondence that it may not only be in speaking terms but often speak and converse with him may have liberty of answering and demanding as this Word hath both That it may speak the language of faith and humble obedience unto God and he may speak the language of peace to it and both the language of the Lord each to other That Conscience alone is good that is much busied in this work in demanding and answering that speaks much with it self and with God this is both the sign that it is good and the means to make it better That Soul will doubtless be very wary in its walk that takes daily account of it self and renders up that account unto God it will not live by guess but readily examin each step before hand because it is resolved to examin all after will consider well what it should do because it means to ask over again what it hath done and not only to answer it self but to make a faithful report of all unto God to lay all before him continually upon tryal made tell him what is in any measure well done as his own work and bless him for that and tell him too all the slips and miscarriages of the day as our own complaining of our selves in his presence and still intreating free pardon and more wisdom to walk more holily and exactly and gaining even by our failings more humility and more watchfulness If you would have your Consciences answer well they must enquire and question much both before hand whether is this I purpose and go about agreable to my Lord's will will it please him ask that more and regard that more than this that the most fâ—llow will it please or profit my self fits that my own humour And not only the bulk and substance of thy way and actions but the manner of them how thy heart is set sâ— think it not enough to go to Church or to pray but take heed how yea hear consider how pure he is and how piercing his eye whom thou servest Then after again think it not enough I was praying or hearing or reading it was a good work what need I question it further No but be still reflecting and asking how it was done how have I â—heard how have I prayed was my heart humbled by the discoveries of sin from the Word was it refresht with the promises of grace did it lye level under the word to receive the stamp of it was it in prayer set and kept in a holy bent towards God did it breath forth real and earnest desires into his ear or was it remiss and roving and dead in the service So in my Society with others in such and such Company what was my time and how did I follow it did I seek to honour my Lord and to edifie my Brethren by my carriage and speeches or did the time run out in trifling vain discourse when alone what 's the carriage and walk of my heart where it hath most liberty to move its own pace is it delighted in converse with God are the thoughts of heavenly things frequent and sweet to it or does it run after the earth and the delights of it spinning out it self in impertinent vain Contrivances The neglect of such inquiries is that which entertains and increases the impurity of the Soul so that Men are afraid to look into themselves and to look up to God But Oh! what a foolish course is this to shift off that which cannot be avoided in the end answer must be made to that all-seeing Judge with whom we have to do and to whom we owe our accompts And truly it would be seriously considered what makeâ— this good Conscience that makes an acceptable answer unto God That appears by the opposition not the puting away the filth of the flesh then it is the puting away of Soul â—ilthiness so then its the renewing and purifying of the Conscience that makes it good pure and peaceable In the purifying it may be troubled which is but the stirring in cleansing of it which makes more quiet in the end as Physick or the launcing of a sore and after it is in some measure cleansed it may have fits of trouble which yet still add further purity and further peace so there is no hazard in that work but all the misery is a dead security of the Conscience remaining filthy and yet unâ—tirred or after some stirring or pricking as a wound not thoroughly cured skin'd over which will but breed more vexation in the end it will fester and grow more difficult to be cur'd and if it be cur'd it must be by deeper cutting and more pain than if at first it had endured a thorough search O My Brethren take heed of sleeping unto death carnal â—ase resolve to take no rest till you be in the Element and place of Soul rest where solid rest indeed is rest not till you be with Christ though all the World should offer their best turn them by with disdain if they will not be turned by throw them down and go over them and upon them you have no rest to give me nor will I take any at your hands nor from no creature no rest for me till I be under his shaddow who endured so much trouble to purchase my rest and having found him may sit down quiet and satisfied and when the World makes boaâ—t of their highest contents I will 〈◊〉 them all with this own Word my beloved is mine and I am his Towards God The Conscience of 〈◊〉 is never right at peace in it self till it be rightly perswaded of peace with God which while it remains â—ilthy it cannot be for he is holy and iniquity cannot dwell with him what Communion betwixt light and darkness so then the Conscience must be cleansed e're it can look upon God with assurance and peace This cleansing is sacramentally performed by Baptism effectually by the Spirit of Christ and the blood of Christ and he lives to impart both Therefore here is mention'd his resurrection from the dead as that by virtue whereof we are assured of this purging and peace Then can it in some measure with confidence answer Lord though polluted by former sins and by sin still dwelling in me yet thou seest that my desires are daily more like my Christ I would have more love and zeal for thee more hatred of sin that can answer with St. Peter