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jesus_n david_n no_o doubt_n have_v toss_v many_o thought_n within_o himself_o when_o he_o come_v to_o utter_v this_o which_o here_o be_v pen_v he_o have_v a_o true_a sight_n no_o doubt_n of_o the_o misery_n and_o wretched_a estate_n wherein_o he_o stand_v by_o reason_n of_o his_o sin_n anâ—â—â—d_v there_o be_v any_o other_o way_n in_o the_o world_n to_o have_v get_v out_o of_o that_o â—â—ate_n he_o will_v have_v find_v it_o but_o â—â—rke_v he_o cast_v his_o eye_n only_o upon_o â—he_n â—â—rcie_n of_o god_n make_v that_o his_o sure_a resuge_n in_o this_o his_o great_a necessity_n even_o so_o howsoever_o the_o opinion_n of_o man_n as_o touch_v happiness_n be_v diverse_a poor_a man_n think_v riches_n the_o prisoner_n liberty_n the_o sick_a man_n health_n although_o these_o desire_v all_o these_o yet_o the_o sinner_n ever_o desire_v mercy_n this_o mercy_n of_o god_n david_n this_o sweet_a singer_n of_o israel_n have_v often_o time_n singe_v now_o he_o desire_v it_o and_o this_o be_v the_o 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to_o betray_v his_o master_n but_o how_o he_o digest_v the_o same_o in_o the_o end_n 26.27_o mat._n 26.27_o the_o evangelist_n declare_v when_o he_o see_v that_o christ_n be_v condemn_v he_o bring_v again_o the_o thirty_o piece_n of_o silver_n to_o the_o high_a priest_n and_o elder_n say_v i_o have_v sin_v betray_v the_o innocent_a blood_n and_o this_o shall_v all_o man_n one_o day_n be_v sure_a to_o find_v that_o the_o perish_a pleasure_n of_o sin_n shall_v have_v sorrow_n in_o the_o end_n that_o if_o they_o have_v not_o truth_n in_o the_o inward_a affection_n of_o the_o heart_n there_o must_v needs_o reign_v sin_n and_o sin_n be_v but_o a_o lie_a vanity_n and_o will_v deceive_v they_o in_o the_o end_n indeed_o all_o sin_n to_o a_o natural_a man_n be_v delightful_a and_o pleasant_a he_o find_v it_o sweet_a to_o his_o taste_n but_o it_o be_v as_o sweet_a meat_n that_o have_v poison_n mingle_v with_o it_o 3.3_o hebr._n 3.3_o that_o howsoever_o it_o be_v sweet_a in_o the_o taste_n yet_o in_o the_o end_n bring_v death_n so_o be_v it_o with_o sin_n it_o do_v delight_n in_o the_o commit_n thereof_o but_o in_o the_o end_n it_o turn_v to_o the_o destruction_n of_o the_o whole_a man_n use_v 1_o here_o then_o we_o may_v see_v the_o woeful_a fruit_n of_o sin_n which_o natural_a man_n make_v their_o chief_a hâ—ppinesse_n and_o felicity_n they_o may_v indeed_o delight_v for_o a_o time_n and_o please_v the_o carnal_a desire_n of_o natural_a man_n but_o oh_o alas_o they_o bring_v a_o heavy_a account_n and_o reckon_n in_o the_o end_n so_o that_o we_o may_v say_v to_o all_o natural_a and_o carnal_a man_n who_o portion_n be_v in_o this_o life_n as_o abner_n say_v in_o a_o other_o case_n 2.26_o 2._o sa._n 2.26_o know_v thou_o not_o that_o it_o will_v be_v bitterness_n in_o the_o latter_a end_n this_o we_o may_v see_v in_o cain_n in_o esau_n in_o ahab_n in_o judas_n etc._n etc._n that_o have_v taste_v of_o the_o bread_n of_o deceit_n have_v have_v their_o mouth_n fill_v with_o the_o gravel_n in_o the_o end_n for_o the_o motion_n of_o sin_n be_v like_o those_o locust_n of_o the_o bottomless_a pit_n have_v face_n like_o man_n 9_o revel_v 9_o and_o their_o hair_n like_o the_o hair_n of_o woman_n but_o a_o tail_n like_o a_o scorpion_n which_o sting_v to_o death_n use_v 2_o we_o learn_v hence_o what_o must_v be_v the_o christian_n practice_n of_o a_o godly_a man_n namely_o to_o walk_v plain_o and_o sincere_o to_o be_v a_o true_a israelite_n indeed_o in_o who_o be_v no_o guile_n this_o be_v that_o which_o solomon_n teach_v he_o that_o walk_v upright_o walk_v bold_o but_o he_o that_o pervert_v his_o way_n shall_v be_v know_v oh_o it_o be_v a_o gracious_a thing_n for_o a_o mâ—n_z 10.9_o prou._n 10.9_o in_o all_o thing_n to_o labour_n to_o keep_v faith_n and_o a_o good_a conscience_n such_o a_o man_n may_v assure_v himself_o that_o the_o lord_n love_v he_o for_o he_o love_v truth_n in_o the_o inward_a affection_n but_o such_o as_o commit_v wickedness_n without_o care_n or_o conscience_n shall_v be_v sure_a to_o feel_v the_o smart_n in_o the_o end_n therefore_o have_v thou_o teach_v i_o wisdom_n in_o the_o secret_a of_o my_o heart_n why_o david_n sin_n heinous_a why_o in_o this_o last_o place_n the_o prophet_n david_n aggravate_v his_o sin_n by_o that_o knowledge_n which_o god_n in_o mercy_n have_v bestow_v upon_o he_o namely_o that_o god_n have_v teach_v he_o heavenly_a wisdom_n by_o the_o law_n of_o god_n whereby_o he_o know_v very_o well_o what_o god_n require_v at_o his_o hand_n and_o how_o he_o ought_v to_o serve_v and_o worship_n god_n nay_o that_o he_o have_v teach_v he_o wisdom_n not_o after_o a_o common_a manner_n but_o even_o by_o his_o holy_a spirit_n have_v teach_v he_o wisdom_n in_o the_o secret_a of_o his_o heart_n in_o a_o special_a manner_n secret_o because_o god_n have_v teach_v he_o wisdom_n secret_o reveal_v his_o will_n unto_o he_o and_o therefore_o he_o confess_v that_o his_o sin_n be_v the_o more_o heinous_a and_o grievous_a for_o if_o he_o have_v never_o be_v sanctify_v nor_o true_o call_v if_o he_o have_v be_v ignorant_a and_o blind_a in_o the_o word_n of_o god_n though_o it_o can_v not_o excuse_v he_o yet_o his_o sin_n have_v not_o be_v so_o great_a but_o see_v he_o who_o have_v make_v so_o good_a proceed_n in_o the_o service_n and_o worship_n of_o god_n who_o have_v teach_v other_o who_o be_v so_o insighted_a by_o the_o spirit_n and_o be_v teach_v in_o a_o special_a manner_n against_o knowledge_n against_o conscience_n and_o so_o foul_o sin_v against_o god_n this_o high_o increase_v and_o aggravate_v his_o sin_n doctr._fw-la 1_o hence_o then_o learn_v that_o it_o be_v a_o fearful_a and_o very_a dangerous_a sin_n for_o any_o man_n or_o woman_n to_o sin_n against_o the_o know_a truth_n of_o the_o word_n knowledge_n a_o fearful_a thing_n to_o sin_n against_o knowledge_n and_o law_n of_o god_n against_o knowledge_n and_o conscience_n when_o as_o we_o have_v not_o only_o know_v the_o will_n and_o word_n of_o god_n but_o believe_v it_o be_v enlighten_v by_o the_o spirit_n and_o be_v teach_v of_o god_n in_o our_o inward_a affection_n then_o against_o all_o these_o mean_n to_o sin_n and_o to_o commit_v iniquity_n against_o knowledge_n and_o conscience_n it_o be_v a_o most_o dangerous_a thing_n this_o may_v here_o appear_v in_o david_n who_o be_v grievous_o wound_v for_o this_o sin_n above_o all_o other_o and_o feel_v the_o smart_n of_o it_o to_o humble_v he_o all_o the_o day_n of_o his_o life_n so_o peter_n denial_n of_o christ_n luke_n 23._o chapter_n though_o it_o be_v of_o fear_n yet_o be_v against_o knowledge_n and_o also_o conscience_n oh_o it_o cause_v he_o to_o weep_v bitter_o and_o indeed_o sin_n of_o knowledge_n and_o against_o conscience_n be_v do_v with_o some_o presumption_n against_o god_n and_o therefore_o if_o ever_o a_o man_n be_v touch_v for_o they_o they_o will_v wound_v deep_a and_o cause_n tear_n to_o follow_v use_v 1_o see_v it_o be_v so_o fearful_a and_o dangerous_a to_o sin_n against_o knowledge_n and_o conscience_n because_o thereby_o we_o do_v what_o lie_v in_o we_o to_o quench_v the_o spirit_n to_o wound_v our_o conscience_n and_o it_o be_v a_o great_a step_n unto_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n oh_o then_o let_v we_o in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n take_v heed_n we_o never_o give_v that_o liberty_n to_o our_o own_o lust_n and_o like_n as_o to_o sin_n against_o knowledge_n and_o conscience_n if_o the_o devil_n tempt_v thou_o to_o any_o sin_n which_o thou_o know_v be_v condemn_v in_o the_o word_n of_o god_n as_o swear_v lie_a steal_v note_n note_n murder_n adultery_n etc._n etc._n and_o thy_o conscience_n tell_v thou_o of_o it_o and_o check_v thou_o for_o it_o do_v not_o commit_v it_o though_o thou_o may_v gain_v a_o kingdom_n by_o it_o for_o that_o which_o follow_v will_v be_v a_o far_o great_a loss_n for_o thou_o shall_v lose_v peace_n of_o conscience_n and_o joy_n in_o the_o spirit_n feel_v of_o god_n love_n comfort_n in_o affliction_n and_o if_o god_n be_v not_o mercfull_a unto_o thou_o thou_o shall_v run_v on_o from_o sin_n to_o sin_n to_o a_o reprobate_a sense_n it_o be_v true_a ignorance_n shall_v excuse_v no_o man_n yet_o sin_n of_o ignorance_n be_v far_o less_o than_o sin_n of_o knowledge_n and_o against_o conscience_n 1.13_o 1._o tim._n 1.13_o paul_n persecute_v the_o church_n of_o god_n but_o it_o be_v by_o ignorance_n and_o therefore_o god_n show_v he_o mercy_n but_o if_o thou_o of_o spite_n and_o malice_n shall_v persecute_v and_o against_o knowledge_n and_o the_o check_n of_o thy_o conscience_n hurt_n and_o injury_n the_o servant_n of_o god_n and_o member_n of_o christ_n how_o can_v thou_o ever_o look_v to_o find_v mercy_n thou_o know_v that_o god_n forbid_v and_o condemn_v lie_v swear_v steal_v murder_n adultery_n drunkenness_n etc._n etc._n and_o if_o thou_o shall_v witting_o and_o willing_o rush_v into_o they_o though_o thou_o know_v they_o be_v forbid_v thou_o may_v look_v for_o some_o fearful_a judgement_n of_o god_n upon_o thou_o and_o therefore_o if_o thou_o be_v tempt_v answer_n i_o will_v not_o yield_v it_o be_v write_v i_o may_v not_o steal_v lie_v commit_v adultery_n 4.2_o matth._n 4.2_o etc._n etc._n as_o christ_n answer_v the_o devil_n use_v 2_o we_o see_v that_o if_o god_n leave_v his_o child_n they_o may_v fall_v dangerous_o into_o great_a sin_n yea_o against_o knowledge_n and_o conscience_n as_o david_n abraham_n peter_n etc._n etc._n for_o of_o ourselves_o we_o have_v no_o power_n to_o resist_v the_o subtle_a temptation_n and_o assault_n of_o the_o devil_n but_o even_o as_o a_o staff_n stand_v so_o long_o as_o it_o be_v stay_v but_o when_o it_o be_v leave_v
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