estate_n before_o god_n and_o that_o have_v make_v way_n now_o to_o a_o treatise_n of_o conscience_n which_o will_v show_v we_o what_o estate_n â—e_n be_v in_o before_o god_n i_o desire_v to_o handle_v common-place-wise_a and_o first_o i_o will_v â—â—l_v you_o in_o brief_a what_o the_o conscience_n of_o â—ery_a man_n be_v i_o say_v of_o every_o man_n for_o â—ngels_n and_o devil_n have_v a_o conscience_n â—o_o you_o may_v see_v it_o in_o the_o speech_n of_o the_o â—ngel_n to_o john_n when_o john_n will_v have_v worship_v he_o 19.10_o rev._n 19.10_o i_o be_o thy_o fellow-serâ—ant_a say_v he_o see_v thou_o do_v it_o not_o mark_v he_o have_v a_o conscience_n that_o can_v say_v i_o be_o a_o servant_n and_o therefore_o must_v not_o taâ—â—_n worship_n to_o i_o so_o for_o the_o devil_n wheâ—_n our_o saviour_n bid_v they_o come_v forth_o oâ—_n the_o possess_v 8.29_o matth._n 8.29_o they_o say_v be_v thou_o comâ—_n to_o torment_v we_o before_o our_o time_n see_v theâ—_n have_v a_o conscience_n that_o tell_v they_o therâ—_n will_v be_v a_o time_n when_o they_o shall_v bâ—_n further_o torment_v but_o i_o be_o not_o tâ—_n speak_v of_o such_o conscience_n but_o of_o thâ—_n conscience_n of_o man_n now_o the_o conscience_n of_o man_n be_v the_o judgement_n of_o maâ—_n upon_o himself_o as_o he_o be_v subject_a to_o god_n judgement_n divine_n use_v to_o express_v iâ—_n in_o this_o syllogism_n he_o that_o true_o believe_v in_o christ_n shall_v be_v save_v my_o conscience_n tell_v i_o this_o be_v god_n word_n but_o i_o believe_v true_o in_o christ_n my_o conscience_n tell_v i_o this_o also_o therefore_o i_o shall_v be_v save_v and_o so_o also_o on_o the_o contrary_a side_n so_o that_o conscience_n be_v a_o man_n true_a judgement_n of_o himself_o 11.31_o 1._o cor._n 11.31_o if_o we_o will_v judge_v ourselves_o that_o be_v if_o we_o will_v bring_v ourselves_o before_o the_o tribunal_n of_o conscience_n to_o receive_v its_o judgement_n four_o proposition_n be_v contain_v in_o that_o 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there_o be_v a_o conscience_n in_o all_o these_o heathen_a in_o the_o text_n conscience_n 1._o there_o be_v in_o every_o man_n a_o conscience_n their_o conscience_n â—ring_v they_o witness_v there_o be_v a_o conscience_n in_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharisee_n 8.9_o john_n 8.9_o be_v convict_v of_o their_o own_o conscience_n there_o be_v a_o conscience_n in_o good_a man_n as_o in_o paul_n 1.12_o 2._o cor._n 1.12_o our_o rejoice_v be_v this_o the_o testimony_n of_o our_o conscience_n there_o be_v a_o conscience_n in_o wicked_a man_n 1.15_o tit._n 1.15_o their_o mind_n and_o conscience_n be_v defile_v as_o it_o be_v impossible_a the_o fire_n shall_v be_v without_o heat_n so_o it_o be_v impossible_a that_o any_o man_n shall_v be_v without_o â—_o conscience_n indeed_o we_o use_v to_o say_v such_o a_o one_o have_v no_o conscience_n buâ—_n our_o meaning_n be_v that_o he_o have_v no_o good_a conscience_n but_o every_o one_o have_v a_o conscience_n either_o good_a or_o bad_a the_o lord_n engrave_v conscience_n in_o man_n when_o he_o create_v he_o at_o first_o true_a it_o be_v since_o the_o fall_n of_o man_n conscience_n be_v miserable_o corrupt_v but_o man_n can_v never_o put_v it_o off_o conscience_n continue_v for_o ever_o in_o every_o man_n whether_o he_o be_v in_o earth_n or_o heaven_n or_o hell_n the_o most_o base_a and_o devilish_a profaneling_n in_o the_o world_n have_v a_o conscience_n let_v they_o choke_v it_o or_o smother_v it_o as_o much_o as_o they_o can_v let_v they_o whore_n it_o or_o game_n it_o or_o drink_v it_o away_o as_o much_o as_o they_o be_v able_a for_o their_o heart_n yet_o conscience_n will_v continue_v in_o spite_n of_o their_o tooth_n 1._o no_o length_n of_o time_n can_v wear_v this_o conscience_n out_o what_o make_v joseph_n brethren_n to_o remember_v the_o cruel_a usage_n they_o show_v he_o but_o conscience_n it_o be_v about_o twenty_o year_n before_o yet_o â—hey_n can_v not_o wear_v it_o out_o 2._o no_o violence_n nor_o force_n be_v able_a to_o suppress_v conscience_n but_o that_o one_o day_n â—â—r_a other_o it_o will_v show_v itself_o what_o make_v judas_n go_v and_o carry_v back_o the_o money_n that_o he_o betray_v our_o saviour_n for_o â—nd_v also_o to_o cry_v out_o i_o have_v sin_v but_o conscience_n no_o question_n but_o he_o labour_v to_o suppress_v it_o but_o he_o can_v â—ot_n 3._o no_o greatness_n nor_o power_n be_v able_a do_v stifle_v conscience_n but_o that_o it_o will_v one_o â—ay_n like_o a_o band-dog_n fly_v in_o a_o sinner_n face_n what_o make_v pharaoh_n cry_v out_o i_o be_o â—icked_a but_o conscience_n he_o be_v a_o great_a king_n and_o yet_o he_o be_v not_o able_a to_o overâ—ower_n conscience_n 4._o no_o music_n mirth_n or_o jovialize_a â—an_v charm_n conscience_n but_o it_o will_v play_v â—he_n devil_n to_o a_o wretched_a soul_n for_o all_o â—hat_n what_o be_v the_o evil_a spirit_n of_o melancholy_n that_o come_v upon_o saul_n but_o conscience_n he_o think_v to_o allay_v it_o with_o instrument_n of_o music_n but_o it_o still_o come_v again_o 5._o death_n itself_o be_v not_o able_a to_o part_v conscience_n from_o a_o sinner_n what_o be_v that_o worm_n that_o shall_v never_o die_v but_o only_a conscience_n and_o in_o hell_n conscience_n be_v as_o that_o fire_n that_o never_o go_v out_o i_o confess_v some_o seem_v to_o have_v lose_v conscience_n quite_o they_o can_v omit_v good_a duty_n as_o though_o they_o have_v no_o conscience_n at_o all_o they_o can_v defer_v repentance_n and_o turn_n to_o god_n as_o though_o they_o have_v no_o more_o conscience_n than_o a_o beast_n but_o one_o day_n conscience_n will_v appear_v and_o show_v plain_o that_o it_o be_v present_a with_o they_o every_o moment_n of_o their_o life_n and_o privy_a to_o all_o their_o thought_n and_o all_o their_o way_n and_o set_v before_o they_o all_o the_o thing_n that_o they_o have_v do_v be_v man_n never_o so_o secure_a and_o senseless_a and_o sear_v for_o the_o present_a conscience_n will_v break_v out_o either_o first_o or_o last_o either_o here_o or_o in_o hell_n it_o will_v appear_v to_o every_o man_n that_o he_o have_v and_o ever_o have_v a_o conscience_n reason_n reason_n now_o the_o reason_n why_o the_o lord_n do_v plant_v a_o conscience_n in_o every_o man_n live_v be_v 1._o because_o the_o lord_n be_v a_o very_a righâ—ous_a judge_n and_o as_o he_o command_v â—rthly_a judge_n not_o to_o judge_v without_o â—itnesse_n so_o he_o himself_o will_v not_o judge_v without_o witness_n and_o therefore_o he_o plant_v a_o conscience_n in_o every_o one_o to_o bring_v in_o evidence_n for_o he_o or_o against_o he_o at_o god_n tribunal_n 2._o because_o the_o lord_n be_v very_o merciful_a we_o be_v wondrous_a forgetful_a and_o endless_a of_o god_n and_o of_o our_o own_o soul_n and_o have_v need_n to_o be_v quicken_v up_o to_o our_o duty_n therefore_o the_o lord_n have_v â—iven_v every_o one_o of_o we_o a_o conscience_n to_o â—â—e_z a_o continual_a monitour_n sometime_o â—e_v forget_v to_o pray_v and_o then_o conscience_n â—â—tteth_v we_o in_o mind_n to_o go_v to_o god_n sometime_o we_o be_v dull_a in_o the_o duty_n and_o conâ—â—â—ence_n be_v as_o a_o prick_n to_o quicken_v we_o someâ—ne_v our_o passion_n be_v distemper_v and_o â—en_o conscience_n check_v &_o command_v we_o to_o bridle_v they_o we_o shall_v neâ—r_o be_v keep_v in_o any_o order_n if_o it_o be_v not_o â—r_o conscience_n therefore_o have_v the_o â—ord_n in_o mercy_n give_v we_o a_o conscience_n use_v 1_o the_o first_o use_n be_v to_o condemn_v that_o diabolical_a proverb_n common_a among_o man_n conscience_n be_v hang_v a_o great_a while_n ago_o no_o no_o achitophel_n may_v hang_v himself_o buâ—_n he_o can_v hang_v his_o conscience_n saâ—_n may_v kill_v himself_o but_o conscience_n cannoâ—_n be_v kill_v 9.44_o mar_n 9.44_o it_o be_v a_o worm_n that_o never_o die_v as_o the_o reasonable_a soul_n of_o man_n
itself_o neither_o the_o promise_n of_o this_o life_n nor_o of_o that_o which_o be_v to_o come_v conscience_n cry_v this_o belong_v not_o to_o i_o this_o mercy_n this_o comfort_n be_v not_o my_o portion_n second_o in_o a_o terror_n and_o anguish_n of_o mind_n from_o these_o three_o head_n 1._o from_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n 2._o from_o the_o apprehension_n of_o god_n wrath_n 3._o from_o fear_n of_o death_n and_o of_o judgement_n this_o be_v the_o three-stringed_n whip_v wherewith_o conscience_n be_v lash_v these_o you_o shall_v find_v upon_o the_o conscience_n of_o adam_n and_o eve_n when_o they_o have_v sin_v against_o god_n their_o conscience_n be_v whip_v 1._o with_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n they_o see_v they_o be_v naked_a gen._n 3.7_o 2._o with_o the_o apprehension_n of_o god_n wrath_n they_o hide_v themselves_o from_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n verse_n 8._o 3._o with_o the_o fear_n of_o some_o vengeance_n which_o they_o begin_v to_o look_v for_o i_o be_v afraid_a say_v adam_n verse_n 10._o this_o three-stringed_n whip_v you_o may_v see_v also_o be_v upon_o the_o conscience_n of_o cain_n after_o he_o have_v slay_v his_o brother_n his_o conscience_n be_v whip_v 1._o with_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n my_o sin_n be_v great_a â—hen_n can_v be_v forgive_v 2._o with_o the_o apprehension_n of_o god_n wrath_n from_o thy_o face_n o_o lord_n be_o i_o hide_v 3._o with_o the_o expectation_n of_o death_n and_o of_o judgement_n it_o shall_v come_v to_o pass_v that_o every_o one_o that_o find_v i_o shall_v slay_v i_o thus_o i_o have_v show_v you_o what_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n be_v the_o degree_n of_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n ii_o the_o next_o thing_n i_o promise_v to_o show_v be_v the_o degree_n of_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n a_o trouble_a conscience_n have_v divers_a degree_n for_o some_o conscience_n be_v more_o trouble_v than_o other_o some_o 1._o the_o first_o degree_n be_v such_o a_o degree_n as_o may_v be_v in_o god_n child_n and_o this_o arise_v not_o so_o much_o from_o the_o apprehension_n of_o god_n wrath_n as_o from_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n their_o conscience_n grieve_v anâ—_n be_v trouble_v to_o think_v that_o they_o have_v sin_v and_o offend_v the_o lord_n god_n thuâ—_n we_o see_v david_n can_v not_o be_v at_o quiet_a although_o nathan_n have_v tell_v he_o from_o goâ—_n that_o his_o sin_n be_v forgive_v yet_o his_o conscience_n still_o trouble_v he_o 51.4_o psal_n 51.4_o against_o the_o only_a have_v i_o sin_v and_o do_v this_o evil_a iâ—_n thy_o sight_n say_v he_o i_o grant_v the_o conscience_n of_o god_n child_n be_v trouble_v aâ—_n the_o apprehension_n of_o god_n anger_n but_o than_o it_o be_v his_o fatherly_a anger_n not_o the_o anger_n of_o a_o enemy_n though_o for_o a_o sâ—â—_n they_o may_v seem_v to_o apprehend_v that_o too_o yet_o most_o it_o be_v for_o that_o they_o have_v provoke_v their_o love_a father_n to_o anger_n against_o they_o a_o father_n may_v be_v angry_a with_o his_o child_n out_o of_o love_n and_o so_o the_o lord_n may_v be_v with_o his_o dear_a child_n the_o lord_n be_v angry_a with_o i_o too_o say_v moses_n deut._n 1.37_o o_o let_v not_o my_o lord_n be_v angry_a say_v abraham_n the_o father_n of_o the_o faithful_a o_o god_n of_o host_n 80.4_o psal_n 80.4_o how_o long_o will_v thou_o be_v angry_a with_o thy_o people_n that_o pray_v say_v the_o psalmist_n sometime_o â—he_v lord_n be_v angry_a with_o the_o prayer_n of_o his_o people_n but_o it_o be_v in_o love_n because_o he_o will_v have_v they_o pray_v better_o and_o obey_v better_o and_o look_v to_o their_o stand_a â—etter_n now_o the_o conscience_n of_o god_n people_n be_v very_o much_o trouble_v when_o â—he_n lord_n be_v thus_o angry_a with_o they_o 2._o the_o second_o degree_n of_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n be_v such_o as_o be_v in_o the_o wicked_a â—nd_v yet_o not_o altogether_o without_o hope_n the_o conscience_n be_v trouble_v but_o yet_o so_o â—s_v it_o conceive_v hope_v god_n be_v merciful_a and_o christ_n die_v for_o poor_a sinner_n â—c_z thus_o many_o a_o wicked_a man_n be_v trouble_v and_o affright_v in_o conscience_n not_o â—or_a sin_n but_o for_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n against_o it_o yet_o he_o conceive_v for_o the_o present_a that_o the_o sin_n be_v pardonable_a and_o may_v be_v forgive_v christ_n may_v forgive_v god_n may_v pardon_v it_o be_v indeed_o but_o a_o poor_a ground_n of_o hope_n &_o comfort_n upon_o possibility_n but_o yet_o this_o lighten_v the_o trouble_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n and_o it_o may_v be_v within_o a_o while_n shake_v it_o quite_o off_o like_o the_o wicked_a jew_n isa_n 57.10_o who_o be_v worry_v and_o weary_v most_o grievous_o yet_o they_o say_v not_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n there_o may_v be_v much_o horror_n and_o disquiet_n in_o these_o conscience_n for_o a_o time_n but_o there_o be_v a_o high_a degree_n yet_o a_o worse_a trouble_a conscience_n then_o this_o 3._o the_o three_o degree_n of_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n be_v when_o it_o be_v for_o the_o present_a altogether_o hopeless_a such_o a_o conscience_n as_o be_v swallow_v up_o in_o despair_n when_o man_n think_v of_o their_o manifold_a sin_n of_o the_o direful_a wrath_n of_o god_n of_o the_o dreadful_a torment_n of_o hell_n for_o everâ—_n their_o conscience_n make_v they_o despair_v of_o all_o hope_n or_o possibility_n of_o avoid_v this_o bring_v such_o thought_n as_o these_o whaâ—_n a_o deal_n of_o time_n have_v i_o spend_v in_o sin_n wherein_o i_o may_v have_v make_v my_o peace_n with_o god_n anâ—_n have_v prevent_v all_o this_o what_o a_o great_a and_o omnipotent_a god_n have_v i_o offend_v what_o a_o infinite_a judge_n have_v i_o provoke_v who_o be_v able_a to_o revenge_v himself_o on_o i_o and_o who_o will_v be_v my_o foe_n to_o eternity_n conscience_n also_o bring_v in_o thought_n of_o the_o torment_n and_o unsufferable_a pain_n to_o be_v endure_v in_o hell_n and_o such_o swallow_v up_o in_o despair_n without_o all_o hope_n for_o the_o present_a or_o the_o future_a like_o the_o wicked_a man_n which_o eliphaz_n speak_v of_o aug._n desperatio_fw-la est_fw-la homicida_fw-la animae_fw-la aug._n he_o believe_v not_o that_o he_o shall_v return_v out_o of_o darkness_n job_n 15.22_o so_o these_o have_v no_o hope_n of_o escape_v expect_v to_o perish_v as_o spira_n o_o say_v he_o i_o envy_v cain_n and_o judas_n i_o will_v i_o be_v in_o their_o case_n they_o be_v damn_v but_o i_o shall_v be_v worse_o for_o evermore_o now_o though_o to_o these_o all_o hope_n be_v go_v for_o the_o present_a yet_o some_o of_o these_o trouble_a conscience_n scramble_v up_o again_o with_o vain_a hope_n and_o some_o do_v not_o cain_n get_v â—p_v again_o it_o shall_v seem_v but_o judas_n do_v not_o those_o that_o never_o get_v up_o again_o eiâ—her_o 1._o they_o live_v in_o intolerable_a horror_n and_o vexation_n of_o spirit_n isid_n desperare_fw-la est_fw-la in_o infernum_fw-la descendere_fw-la isid_n as_o if_o they_o have_v a_o devil_n in_o they_o to_o put_v they_o to_o anguish_n and_o 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ahab_n and_o then_o you_o will_v say_v as_o he_o do_v have_v thou_o find_v i_o 21.20_o 1._o king_n 21.20_o o_o my_o enemy_n yea_o i_o have_v find_v thou_o thou_o have_v sell_v thyself_o to_o work_v wickedness_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o lord_n thou_o have_v be_v a_o profane_a beast_n thou_o have_v run_v against_o heaven_n and_o against_o god_n and_o christ_n and_o thy_o life_n have_v be_v full_a of_o rebellion_n etc._n etc._n now_o i_o have_v find_v thou_o out_o the_o day_n will_v come_v when_o thy_o conscience_n shall_v be_v like_a job_n messenger_n you_o know_v what_o news_n the_o messenger_n bring_v job_n first_o news_n of_o one_o great_a evil_n and_o then_o of_o another_o great_a and_o then_o of_o a_o three_o worst_a of_o all_o cattle_n and_o good_n take_v away_o servant_n dead_a son_n and_o daughter_n dead_a i_o only_o be_o leave_v alive_a to_o tell_v thou_o so_o i_o say_v the_o time_n will_v come_v when_o conscience_n shall_v thus_o report_v thy_o pleasure_n be_v dead_a thy_o profit_n be_v dead_a thy_o comfort_n be_v dead_a thy_o heart_n be_v dead_a thy_o soul_n be_v curse_v and_o must_v die_v for_o ever_o and_o i_o only_o be_o leave_v alive_a to_o tell_v thou_o and_o then_o he_o shall_v cry_v our_o curse_v be_v i_o that_o ever_o i_o be_v bear_v and_o curse_v be_v the_o womb_n that_o bear_v i_o and_o the_o pap_n that_o give_v i_o suck_v then_o shall_v thou_o mourn_v at_o the_o last_o when_o thy_o flesh_n and_o thy_o body_n be_v consume_v and_o thy_o conscience_n shall_v say_v how_o have_v i_o hate_a instruction_n and_o my_o heart_n despise_a reproof_n i_o have_v not_o obey_v the_o voice_n of_o my_o teacher_n nor_o incline_v my_o ear_n to_o they_o that_o instruct_v i_o such_o doleful_a message_n conscience_n will_v bring_v in_o one_o day_n and_o than_o it_o shall_v hiss_v like_o a_o snake_n in_o thy_o bosom_n know_v now_o that_o for_o all_o these_o thing_n thou_o shall_v come_v to_o judgement_n and_o so_o thy_o conscience_n shall_v bray_v thou_o like_o a_o fool_n in_o a_o mortar_n as_o it_o be_v with_o a_o pestle_n and_o it_o shall_v pounce_n thou_o and_o beat_v thou_o and_o distress_v thou_o for_o evermore_o this_o be_v the_o moth_n that_o get_v into_o the_o cloth_n and_o do_v eat_v it_o 39.11_o psal_n 39.11_o when_o thou_o with_o rebuke_n do_v correct_v man_n for_o iniquity_n thou_o make_v his_o beauty_n to_o consume_v away_o like_a as_o when_o a_o moth_n fret_v a_o garment_n this_o will_v make_v thy_o face_n gather_v blackness_n and_o thy_o spirit_n be_v overwhelm_v for_o evermore_o i_o must_v add_v another_o use_n yet_o for_o all_o this_o be_v the_o law_n and_o until_o you_o be_v in_o christ_n you_o be_v all_o under_o the_o law_n the_o curse_n of_o it_o the_o rigour_n of_o it_o and_o we_o be_v bind_v to_o tell_v you_o how_o you_o shall_v find_v it_o if_o you_o do_v not_o submit_v to_o the_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n but_o though_o we_o do_v preach_v the_o law_n yet_o we_o do_v preach_v it_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o a_o mediator_n 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whosoever_o call_v upon_o the_o lord_n shall_v be_v save_v rom._n 10.13_o hence_o the_o wicked_a may_v falseâ—y_o conclude_v i_o call_v upon_o the_o lord_n and_o i_o pray_v unto_o he_o therefore_o i_o shall_v be_v save_v and_o so_o on_o the_o contrary_a a_o weak_a christian_a who_o find_v not_o in_o himself_o those_o degree_n of_o grace_n which_o some_o place_n of_o scripture_n seem_v to_o require_v conclude_v from_o thence_o against_o himself_o therefore_o i_o have_v no_o grace_n at_o all_o this_o be_v a_o second_o 'cause_o of_o mistake_v reas_n 3_o 3._o a_o three_o cause_n be_v the_o not_o try_v â—nd_n examine_v our_o own_o heart_n some_o â—re_n loath_a to_o trouble_v themselves_o about_o it_o they_o be_v loath_a to_o think_v so_o bad_a of_o themselves_o as_o that_o they_o be_v in_o such_o a_o course_n as_o wherein_o god_n will_v not_o love_v they_o nay_o they_o can_v endure_v that_o other_o shall_v discover_v their_o heart_n unto_o they_o they_o have_v as_o lief_o they_o shall_v 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that_o fly_v by_o it_o fly_v so_o fast_o by_o a_o man_n eye_n that_o he_o can_v scarce_o tell_v whether_o it_o be_v a_o sparrow_n or_o no_o so_o it_o be_v not_o easy_o perceive_v whether_o it_o be_v a_o condemn_a conscience_n or_o no_o it_o give_v such_o sudden_a nip_v and_o away_o that_o man_n seldom_o take_v notice_n belove_a there_o be_v never_o a_o wicked_a man_n under_o heaven_n unless_o he_o be_v deliver_v up_o absolute_o to_o a_o reprobate_a sense_n but_o have_v a_o thousand_o of_o these_o sudden_a momentany_a nip_v every_o day_n in_o the_o year_n have_v he_o the_o heart_n to_o observe_v they_o but_o he_o have_v not_o he_o may_v see_v his_o wretched_a estate_n to_o trouble_v he_o and_o provoke_v he_o to_o christ_n and_o to_o be_v convert_v that_o god_n may_v heal_v he_o i_o say_v have_v he_o a_o heart_n he_o may_v see_v it_o but_o these_o nip_v be_v so_o secret_a and_o sudden_a that_o he_o do_v not_o so_o likewise_o it_o be_v with_o the_o godly_a in_o regard_n of_o true_a 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and_o we_o must_v live_v as_o he_o speak_v and_o do_v he_o make_v their_o conscience_n say_v thus_o and_o to_o tell_v they_o they_o be_v not_o right_a if_o they_o do_v not_o but_o mark_v what_o follow_v some_o do_v not_o see_v this_o why_o the_o god_n of_o this_o world_n say_v he_o have_v blind_v their_o eye_n so_o the_o god_n of_o this_o world_n blind_v the_o eye_n of_o the_o wicked_a that_o what_o their_o conscience_n show_v they_o they_o do_v not_o see_v it_o nor_o observe_v it_o so_o for_o god_n people_n though_o they_o be_v in_o a_o good_a and_o a_o bless_a estate_n and_o their_o conscience_n can_v say_v it_o yet_o satan_n oftentimes_o hinder_v they_o that_o they_o do_v not_o perceive_v their_o own_o comfort_n 3._o man_n do_v not_o love_v conscience_n we_o shall_v love_v conscience_n better_o than_o the_o dear_a friend_n we_o have_v under_o heaven_n we_o will_v do_v much_o for_o a_o friend_n sake_n but_o we_o shall_v do_v a_o thousand_o time_n more_o for_o conscience_n sake_n 13.5_o rom._n 13.5_o obey_v magistrate_n for_o conscience_n sake_n suffer_v disgrace_n reproach_n any_o thing_n for_o conscience_n sake_n it_o be_v better_a than_o all_o the_o friend_n in_o the_o world_n but_o the_o wicked_a they_o do_v not_o love_v conscience_n let_v conscience_n speak_v they_o care_v not_o to_o hear_v it_o they_o will_v hear_v friend_n but_o they_o will_v not_o hear_v conscience_n let_v their_o lust_n call_v and_o their_o profit_n and_o pleasure_n call_v for_o this_o and_o that_o thing_n they_o hear_v all_o but_o they_o love_v not_o to_o hear_v conscience_n nay_o many_o wicked_a man_n be_v angry_a to_o hear_v talk_n of_o it_o when_o paul_n have_v make_v mention_n of_o conscience_n ananias_n command_v he_o shall_v be_v smite_v 23.1_o act_n 23.1_o man_n and_o brethren_n say_v paul_n i_o have_v live_v in_o all_o good_a conscience_n before_o god_n until_o this_o day_n smite_v he_o on_o the_o mouth_n say_v the_o high_a priest_n ananias_n he_o be_v angry_a to_o hear_v he_o talk_v of_o a_o good_a conscience_n this_o be_v most_o certain_a man_n do_v not_o love_v conscience_n nor_o to_o be_v curb_v by_o conscience_n nor_o inform_v by_o conscience_n they_o have_v as_o lief_o see_v the_o devil_n as_o that_o their_o conscience_n shall_v inform_v they_o of_o their_o estate_n and_o tell_v they_o thus_o and_o thus_o they_o be_v they_o be_v tell_v right_o and_o yet_o they_o be_v mistake_v because_o they_o do_v not_o love_v to_o hear_v conscience_n of_o that_o theme_n of_o a_o good_a and_o bad_a conscience_n you_o have_v hear_v concern_v the_o witnesse-bearing_a of_o conscience_n about_o our_o estate_n the_o next_o thing_n to_o be_v speak_v of_o be_v that_o welknown_a distinction_n of_o â—_o good_a and_o a_o bad_a conscience_n this_o distinction_n we_o read_v of_o in_o scripture_n concern_v a_o good_a conscience_n see_v heb._n 13.18_o we_o trust_v we_o have_v a_o good_a conscience_n concern_v a_o bad_a conscience_n see_v heb._n â—0_n 22_o have_v our_o heart_n sprinkle_v from_o â—n_o evil_a conscience_n there_o be_v both_o the_o member_n of_o the_o distinction_n of_o they_o both_o brief_o and_o in_o order_n and_o first_o of_o a_o good_a conscience_n the_o goodness_n of_o conscience_n be_v twofold_a natural_a and_o renew_v conscience_n concern_v a_o good_a conscience_n 1._o the_o natural_a goodness_n of_o conscience_n consist_v in_o those_o relic_n of_o goodness_n which_o it_o retain_v since_o the_o creation_n you_o know_v man_n deprave_v and_o corrupt_v his_o conscience_n by_o his_o fall_n yet_o there_o be_v some_o relic_n leave_v as_o reason_n and_o knowledge_n and_o reflection_n i_o do_v not_o mean_a relic_n of_o any_o spiritual_a goodness_n in_o conscience_n for_o as_o there_o be_v no_o
and_o then_o in_o discontent_n and_o in_o hatred_n and_o then_o in_o hardness_n of_o heart_n the_o lord_n rebuke_v he_o and_o yet_o his_o heart_n be_v so_o hard_o that_o still_o he_o go_v on_o in_o evil_a then_o he_o murder_v his_o brother_n and_o last_o he_o despair_v 4.13_o gen._n 4.13_o my_o sin_n be_v great_a say_v his_o conscience_n then_o can_v be_v forgive_v he_o think_v god_n can_v not_o find_v in_o his_o heart_n to_o forgive_v he_o so_o when_o man_n sin_n and_o sin_n and_o the_o lord_n do_v rebuke_v they_o and_o yet_o they_o do_v sin_n and_o their_o conscience_n do_v check_v they_o and_o yet_o they_o go_v on_o at_o last_o they_o come_v to_o have_v secret_a despair_n in_o their_o heart_n that_o god_n now_o will_v not_o look_v towards_o they_o whereas_o if_o yet_o they_o have_v a_o mind_n to_o stoop_v to_o jesus_n christ_n they_o may_v be_v forgive_v 2._o a_o second_o cause_n of_o despair_v be_v multitude_n of_o temptation_n indeed_o the_o godly_a shall_v not_o be_v so_o apt_a to_o think_v themselves_o forsake_v of_o god_n by_o reason_n of_o temptation_n as_o sometime_o they_o be_v they_o shall_v rather_o count_v it_o joy_n as_o james_n speak_v chap._n 1.2_o but_o yet_o many_o of_o the_o wicked_a despair_n final_o by_o this_o mean_n because_o they_o do_v so_o often_o fall_v into_o temptation_n therefore_o they_o conclude_v they_o be_v forsake_v of_o god_n 3._o ignorance_n of_o god_n word_n when_o the_o guiltiness_n of_o sin_n meet_v with_o mind_n not_o instruct_v in_o the_o doctrine_n of_o free_a grace_n and_o reconciliation_n by_o christ_n this_o be_v a_o cause_n of_o despair_n 4._o so_o also_o enure_v custom_n of_o sin_v be_v another_o cause_n when_o man_n be_v often_o quicken_v and_o grow_v dead_a again_o then_o quicken_v again_o for_o a_o fit_a and_o then_o harden_v again_o in_o the_o end_n they_o fall_v to_o despair_v these_o and_o the_o like_a be_v the_o cause_n of_o despair_a conscience_n and_o thus_o i_o have_v show_v also_o the_o second_o thing_n propound_v to_o be_v handle_v namely_o the_o sundry_a degree_n of_o trouble_a conscience_n iii_o the_o three_o thing_n be_v the_o difference_n between_o the_o trouble_a conscience_n in_o the_o godly_a and_o in_o the_o wicked_a the_o conscience_n of_o god_n child_n may_v be_v trouble_v and_o be_v many_o time_n and_o the_o conscience_n of_o the_o wicked_a they_o be_v trouble_v too_o now_o the_o question_n be_v how_o do_v they_o differ_v i_o answer_v 1._o that_o trouble_n in_o the_o conscience_n of_o wicked_a man_n be_v accompany_v with_o impenitency_n and_o sometime_o with_o blasphemy_n i_o will_v i_o be_v able_a to_o resist_v god_n say_v francis_n spira_n like_o those_o in_o the_o revelation_n who_o blaspheme_v god_n because_o of_o their_o torment_n sometime_o it_o be_v accompany_v with_o curse_n as_o isai_n 8.21_o sometime_o with_o infinite_a murmur_a but_o in_o god_n child_n it_o be_v not_o so_o when_o their_o conscience_n be_v trouble_v they_o justify_v god_n and_o clear_a god_n and_o give_v he_o the_o glory_n of_o all_o and_o submit_v under_o his_o hand_n and_o subdue_v their_o heart_n unto_o he_o as_o david_n in_o his_o trouble_n do_v not_o fret_v and_o murmur_v against_o god_n but_o say_v he_o if_o god_n have_v no_o pleasure_n in_o i_o lo_o 15.26_o 2._o sam._n 15.26_o here_o i_o be_o let_v he_o do_v with_o i_o what_o seem_v he_o good_a so_o that_o the_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n in_o the_o child_n of_o god_n and_o in_o the_o wicked_a do_v much_o differ_v in_o this_o first_o respect_n 2._o the_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n in_o the_o wicked_a arise_v only_o from_o the_o apprehension_n of_o god_n wrath_n and_o fear_n of_o judgement_n for_o sin_n not_o for_o the_o sin_n itself_o and_o from_o the_o love_n of_o holiness_n but_o that_o in_o god_n child_n arise_v chief_o for_o sin_n and_o the_o want_n of_o the_o apprehension_n of_o god_n love_n unto_o they_o how_o long_o will_v thou_o forget_v i_o o_o lord_n for_o ever_o how_o long_o will_v thou_o hide_v thy_o face_n from_o i_o psal_n 13.1_o mark_v whence_o the_o trouble_n of_o the_o psalmist_n come_v this_o be_v his_o trouble_n that_o god_n do_v hide_v his_o face_n 3._o trouble_v of_o conscience_n in_o the_o wicked_a never_o make_v they_o part_n with_o sin_n never_o breed_v a_o hatred_n of_o sin_n in_o they_o but_o that_o in_o god_n child_n do_v true_a it_o be_v that_o a_o wicked_a man_n trouble_a conscience_n may_v make_v he_o vomit_v up_o his_o sin_n like_o a_o dog_n that_o vomit_v up_o his_o troublesome_a meat_n but_o he_o do_v not_o vomit_v up_o his_o stomach_n to_o that_o meat_n for_o when_o the_o trouble_n be_v over_o he_o return_v to_o his_o vomit_n again_o so_o a_o carnal_a man_n return_v to_o his_o deadness_n of_o heart_n again_o and_o to_o his_o security_n again_o when_o the_o trouble_n be_v over_o pharaoh_n while_o his_o conscience_n be_v trouble_v at_o the_o sense_n of_o god_n judgement_n o_o then_o say_v he_o i_o have_v sin_v i_o pray_v moses_n let_v i_o have_v your_o prayer_n and_o i_o will_v let_v you_o go_v if_o the_o child_n of_o israel_n can_v have_v pack_v up_o and_o depart_v while_o this_o trouble_n have_v last_v they_o may_v have_v be_v go_v but_o when_o he_o see_v there_o be_v respite_n 8.15_o exod._n 8.15_o he_o harden_v his_o heart_n again_o mark_v his_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n do_v not_o make_v he_o part_v with_o his_o sin_n but_o that_o in_o god_n child_n do_v 4._o that_o in_o the_o wicked_a drive_v they_o from_o god_n they_o have_v little_a heart_n to_o come_v unto_o he_o they_o see_v nothing_o but_o wrath_n and_o they_o rather_o go_v about_o to_o seek_v ease_n in_o other_o thing_n then_o to_o seek_v his_o favour_n as_o saul_n seek_v ease_v in_o music_n and_o cain_n in_o build_v castle_n and_o city_n and_o judas_n in_o a_o desperate_a course_n their_o trouble_n fetch_v they_o not_o to_o god_n but_o the_o trouble_n in_o god_n child_n work_v otherwise_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n they_o rest_v upon_o god_n as_o heman_n cry_v 88.1_o psal_n 88.1_o o_o lord_n god_n of_o my_o salvation_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o trouble_n of_o his_o soul_n the_o eye_n of_o god_n child_n be_v still_o towards_o heaven_n they_o think_v still_o they_o shall_v have_v some_o help_n from_o god_n they_o pray_v and_o cry_v and_o though_o god_n seem_v to_o neglect_v they_o yet_o they_o can_v give_v over_o they_o will_v not_o be_v beat_v off_o from_o wait_v on_o god_n when_o he_o will_v speak_v comfort_n to_o they_o 5._o that_o trouble_n that_o be_v in_o the_o wicked_a make_v their_o heart_n sullen_a but_o that_o in_o the_o godly_a melt_v their_o heart_n my_o soul_n be_v like_o melt_a wax_n say_v david_n in_o his_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n his_o soul_n melt_v before_o god_n and_o be_v even_o pour_v out_o before_o he_o psal_n 22.13_o this_o be_v a_o kindly_a work_n thus_o you_o see_v the_o difference_n use_v use_v 1_o 1._o by_o this_o we_o see_v what_o a_o miserable_a thing_n it_o be_v to_o have_v such_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n it_o be_v the_o great_a misery_n that_o can_v be_v it_o be_v even_o a_o hell_n to_o man_n here_o upon_o earth_n it_o be_v like_o a_o dismal_a ghost_n to_o terrify_v the_o soul_n it_o be_v like_o a_o burn_a furnace_n in_o the_o bosom_n it_o make_v the_o life_n bitter_a in_o a_o word_n the_o spirit_n of_o man_n be_v not_o able_a to_o bear_v it_o the_o spirit_n of_o man_n will_v sustain_v its_o infirmity_n 18.14_o prov._n 18.14_o but_o â—a_o wound_a spirit_n who_o can_v bear_v as_o long_o as_o a_o man_n spirit_n be_v sound_a it_o will_v bear_v any_o thing_n some_o have_v bear_v ague_n fever_n stone_n colick_n convulsion_n racking_n torturing_n as_o long_o as_o a_o man_n spirit_n be_v sound_a he_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v any_o of_o they_o all_o of_o they_o but_o a_o wound_a spirit_n who_o can_v bear_v never_o be_v there_o man_n that_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v a_o wound_a spirit_n we_o may_v see_v by_o many_o of_o god_n child_n how_o heavy_a it_o be_v david_n roar_v with_o the_o anguish_n of_o it_o a_o strange_a phrase_n he_o man_n be_v ready_a even_o to_o run_v out_o of_o his_o wit_n with_o it_o while_o i_o suffer_v thy_o terror_n say_v â—he_n i_o be_o distract_v psal_n 88.15_o moses_n put_v himself_o into_o the_o number_n we_o be_v even_o consume_v by_o thy_o anger_n psal_n 90.7_o ethan_n complain_v that_o it_o be_v like_o a_o burn_a fever_n how_o long_o o_o lord_n will_v thou_o hide_v thy_o face_n for_o ever_o shall_v thy_o wrath_n burn_v like_o fire_n psal_n 89.46_o if_o it_o be_v thus_o with_o god_n child_n what_o may_v we_o think_v of_o the_o wicked_a if_o we_o can_v search_v into_o the_o bosom_n