been Imitators and Apeâ— of God to forge and make Grace like true Grace hence deceived This being pleasing to men is the practice of most men yea all men out of Christ. And this is one great part of the inward secret subtil spiritual whoredom of the soul. Thus men may force sorrow when yet there is little true sorrow and so in other cases SECT VII THat all these works though good in themselves yet are most vile before the Lord as Christ speaks of the Pharisees Its abomination in the sight of God which is glorious before man Luke 16. 15. 1. Because hereby the soul deprives Christ of the end of his coming for all men having lost the stock and power to live the Lord hence will trust no man with it again hence puts it into a surer and better hand that thither poor blind dead creatures might fly for life when they are there live there like â—ees on their hony Iohn 6. 27. 17. 23. He might never have looked after you and will you despise him now What folly and unkindnesse is this that when your pits are dry and bottles empty and souls miserable here you will not I do not say sip when water runs by your door but not live 2. Because whatever comeâ— from self it s ever for self A man can do nothing from himself but his last end is self As 't is with water-works they rise no higher than the spring Gen. 11. 4. This Babel I have built Dan. 4. 30. And a man that hath but common Grace look as by vertue of that Grace or gift of God he may act for God because it came from God so nature and sin being moâ—e powerful than that Grace hence he never so acts for God but in the last place acts for it self as in Iehu And so a man makes himself his own Goâ— 3. Because whatever a man doth from himself he will grow proud of it Rom. 4. Not of works lest any man should boast Hence Iâ—ab sent to David to take the City that he might have the Crown This robs Christ of the Glory 4. Because whatever work is not done by vertue of the Lord Jesus is a dead work which a living God and a living Christ and a living Spirit loâ—th Heb. 9. 14. Sprinkle your Consciences from dead works Deadly works are sins dead works are good works done but not from the principle of the life of Faith but life of Nature Now as Conscience is the principle of the life of Nature So Christ is the principle of a Christian life Col. 3. 1 Iohn 5. 10 11 12. For 't is not sanctification that is the principle of life but the life it self that flows from it as from union of soul and body the soul is not the life but the principle of it hence as soon as it s out the body is dead So c. And do you not find it thus whenas you do many duties how tedious wearison are they yet must be done this is a dead work What comfort what peace is there when you have done them because not from life 5. Because what come from self comes from all sin 't is dipt and dyed and tainted and poysoned with all sin in a manner Who can bring a clean thing out of an unclean 6. Because when a man will act from himself and not suffer Christ to act for him he will not have Christ to reign over him he puâ—â— down the Kingdom of God that should be within him For when a man professeth Christ is King of his Church he is now a King in name When a man feels an impossibility to rule himself and hence desireth and chuseth Christ to rule now Christ is a King by choice When the soul after this choice depends on Christ for what he chose him for and the Lord works now Christ is a King indeed Now if you will not have the Lord to reign over you you will be found enemies to the Lords Kingdom SECT V. HEnce it will follow The soul is to act wholly and only from the Lord Iesus Christ and whatever fruits of love it shows to Christ to bring them forth from Christ. Which doth not only concern them that never yet knew Christ and yet pride up themselves in what they have and do but those that be in Christ in a special manner For Iohn 15. 2. Every Branch in me that brings not forth fruit 'T is not meant of one indeed in Christ for he shall bring forth fruit but every branch i. e. by outward profession so that it brings not forth fruit but appears fair and deceives man God will cast away And without me even ye Disciples can do nothing 1. How is the soul to act from Christ only when it hath life especially the elect 2. By what means may this be done to get and keep this chastity First How is the soul to act from Christ alone when there is sanctification within 1. If the soul feel no power to act from Grace received as Saints somtimes do either after Gods deserting them or their forsaking God long or after some hardning sin then 't is clear the soul in this case is though not in a way of carelesseness to depend upon the Lord Jesus that he would quicken and help As David after his grosse fall Lord create in me a clean heart And Isa. 63. 17. Why hast thou hardned our hearts from thy fear Oh return In this case the soul is not to bring the soul to God but God to the soul. As many a Christian cannot prize not love the Lord not his waies he is not to say I will bring my soul and oâ—fer it to him but look to the Lord that he would raise up my dead affections again As the Centurion of his Servant Speak the word c. Christ marveiled at his Faith Men think when they feel nothing that they must and can work it out and hence comes one of these three things 1. Either the soul cannot love Christ when it sees such Lawes it cannot submit to And hence a Christian once said to me If the least thing was left for me to do of my self I could not love Christ but now that when brought low and can do nothing he brings all the help we need This makes the Spouse go to the bosom of her Husband Psal. 116. 6 7. Or else 2. It cannot do it for corruption in a Saint is too hard for his Grace I am but a child and thy people many 1 Kings 3. 7. Hence he must be strong in the Lord. Or 3. If it do it never hath any peace in what it doth the duties never so well done Whereas otherwise the poorest duty done from Christ witnesse Heb. 11. 4 5. as a child begoâ— of the Father he will own but other children not If any poor tired heart that heaâ—s me this day thou hast been making thy Brick and promises and vowes will not help
seeking by mourning They have the Lord himself not Kingdoms nor Heaven not guard of Angels noâ— pardon nor comfort or Grace only but which is greater and than which there can be no greater the Lord of Glory himself Is there any thing that is good there 't is theirs I doubt not but Angels stand amazed at this What hast thou Thou hast peace and ease and duties and friends but no Christ then poor and cursed thou art SECT VII HEnce leâ—rn to judge of your Faith whether it be of the right make or no whether it be such a Faith as will never fail you but shall in deepest miseries in soreâ—t agonies and most furious temptations nay in greatest sins and desertions be indeed a friend unto you Is it such a Faith as pitcheth on and closeth with the person of Christ himself and him alone So that all the delights in creatures quiet thee not unlesse thou canst find him through them Nay no Ordinances cheer thee unlesse thou canst see him in them Nay Heaven it self will not content thee but him in Heaven Psal. 73. 25. And hence 't is him thou seekest 't is him thou feet 't is him thou approvest thy self unto and servest So that 't is this Rock of ages thou trustest to Isa. 26. 3 4. 'T is his strength thou art strong by 't is his life thou livest by 't is the Lord himself that thy Faith fadoms This is right 1 Pet. 2. 7. For now what good can the Father deny thee when he hath given a Son to thee What hurt can Satan do thee by all his shakings when thou hast the Son himself this corner-stone this horn of salvation to support thee What hurt can the Law do thee when thou hast righteousnesse in a Son What hurt can delusion do thee when thou hast wisdom ever plotting for thy good in such a glorious Head as the Son What hurt can death do thee or sin do thee when thy life is in the Son Oh lead me to the Rock saith David that is higher than I. Oh here is a rock higher than death than grave than sin than Satan Who can hurt thee now But oh Beloved how many fall short of entring into this rest and closing with this person And there are four sorts of them that spin the finest thread of deceit to themselves that think they believe when yet they have not the Son 1. Those that do not close with himself but only come to him for some righteousness out of himself for I shall not speak of them that forsake all and follow Christ for the bagg and for the loaves for 't is with all men living naturally as 't is with men that have been rich shop-keepers but now they are broke and cast into great want steal they will not digg they cannot begg they know not how turn Prentice to another they must not they have not been used to that life hence they resolve to set up their Trade again though they sell but Pins and Points and small Wares and because they cannot set up for themselves they go unto Merchants to help them and run into their Books on trust and desire day and patience and they will pay them all again now 't is not the man that they respect but to make up their markets out of him but alass they cannot pay their Debts and hence to Prison they go so 't is here God set up Adam with a stock in his own hand now he is broken and cast into great want and fears the arrest of Gods displeasure now sin men dare not digg and help themselves they cannot and to begg and live upon the Lord and his Alms they know not how indeed they will not they are not used to this life hence seek to set up their Trade again though in never so small duties and because they cannot help themselves hence they go to Christ not as to an Husband for himself but as to a Merchant to set them up again and truly Christ for many ends and to shew his freenesse to his own gives many Talents to such which they receiving hope to please the Lord by when I can get the Lord to give me some more knowledg brokennesse affections enlargements abilities to do then I hope I shall please him but either they spend all and fall away to nothing before they dye or else Death come and carries them captive to the judgement-seat of God and there they see they are run but the deeper in Debt and not able to pay Thus it is with Papists who profess that none of their own Works save but his works in us and his Blood meriting that thesâ— shall save Hence they trust not to what they do but to what the Lord does against which very Faith the Apostle disputes Rom. 4. 5. Thus it was with the Jews divers despised Christ and sought a righteousness of their own others cryed Lord Lord Lord there be these sins that wring my Conscience ease me of them here be these duties I must do else never saved and my heart is dead Oh affect me and help me to do them there be such works I am to perform and have no strength to Pray to Prophesie Lord assist me Mat. 7. 21 22. Depart I know you not never accepted of you you thought these things would please me you closed not with me Oh now depart from me from my fellowship my bosom my presence for this is ever their frame they think to pacifie God by what they do and though they think his justice cannot yet they hope there is such indulgence in his mercy that he will accept Thus it was Isai. 58. 2. for this is their temper they are not wounded with the want of Christ himself but with some jarrings against the Law for which they fear they must dye Hence not seeing into the spiritual nature of the Law they are wounded not slain by the Law they hope they shall live if they can leave such sins perform such duties feel such abilities Now having made tryal at home they go to Christ and seek him with delight for to work this or that and then they are well now if they do not receive at present then they hope by seeking to find in time if he doth not help them then they shall be well Hence they ever live in some sin and know it not as these did and as the young man Mat. 19. And thus 't is as 't is with two Princes one is in trouble by inroders he sends for aid to another but doth not cast down his Crown and put himself in subjection to the other So men will be Kings and hence send for aid against the inrodes of some sin that stings Conscience but put not themselves under the Lord Jesus Bring those mine enemies hither Luke 19. 27. In one word as the Wound is so is my closing with Christ if one be in outward trouble now to Christ he goes to deliver if pressed with
while this feâ—â— lasts you will not long till needs must to be with 〈…〉 you fear or suspect Christ as an enemy you will not hearâ—â—ly love 〈…〉 long to be with him therefore get these fears removed How may this be â—om 8. 15 16. By the Spirit of Adoption only for though I do not exclude the work of sanctified reason from the witnesse of the Spirit yet this I say that all the men in the world nor all the wisdom and reason of man can never chase away all fears scatter all mists till the Spirit it self saith peace and be still and puts its hand and seal to the Evidence till the Spirit not by an audible but powerâ—â— voice shews and â—erswades Acts 12. 13 14 15 16. They had been praying for Pâ—ter Peter knocks the Damsel saith Peter is there now see their unbelief after such a mighty Spirit of Prayer 'T is his Angel say they and could not be perswaded till he came in and shewed himself So the soul is praying a mans own Spirit goes out and sees there is more unbelief and fear say no ' â—is a delusion well the Spirit still knocks and the soul opens and then he comes in and the soul is astonished And that you may have it 1. See there he no guilt upon thy conscience no reservation love liking to some lost Heb. 10. 22. For these fears are commonly the fruit of guilt which is not washed away but by the blood of sprinkling 2. Pray for the Sâ—irit Psalm 8 5. from 4. to 9. say they 1. Tâ—â—n us from siâ— 2. Turn from thy â—rath when the Father is angry then no good word 3. The end That our hearts may rejoyce â—â— thee 4. Sâ—ew us mercy 5. Then they come to listen after it for many times a Friend speaks not because he hath us not alone 3. Moâ—â—n heavily for want of it Psal. 51. 8 and so look for it in a word Labour to partake of the fellowship of Christs Resurrection else no desires can be raised up Col. 3 1. 2. Quest. What is that Ans. Look as we then have fellowship with Christ and with the Churâ—h in miseries when we from the serious apprehension of their sorrows condole and 〈◊〉 with them so with Christ in Glory when from serious deep apprehensions of his Glory we reign with him we are risen with him for let a man be assured Christ is not his if he knows not what the worth and glory of his fellowship is a man will then never long to be with him Oh therefore labour to compâ—ehend this glory of the Lord Jesus and that by the spiâ—it of Revelation Ephes. 1. 17. 18. The word reveals the Glory of Saints that there is a kingdom that they shall be Perfect in one that they shall have that Glory the Father hath given to Christ Iohn 17. 22. Oh get the Spirit to shew thee the thing what this means what this is else somthing in the world will make you look back There are false Spies that vilifie Gods Kingdom to his Saints Oh say 't is a good God and countrey and Christ and Mercy and love let me go up and possesse it Oâ— get the Lord to give thee but one glimpse of this Thus much of the first verse CHAP. XII Shewing that there are Hypocrites in the best and purest Churches V. 2. And five of them were wise and five were foolish SECT I. FRom this Second verse to the Fifth there is set down the difference appearing between the Virgins wherein the Lord the searcher of hearts makes an open discovery of the particular estates of these Virgins for all the best Churches especially to take notice of to the second coming of the Lord Jesus This difference is set down 1. Generally in this second verse 2. Particularly in the 3 d and 4 th verses I. Generally in this verse 1. That some of them were sincere and wise-hearted to the number of five 2. Others of them were foolish and false-hearted to the number of five more So that the summe is this one half of them were indeed Virgins another half were in appearance Virgins the one part were Virgins in the sight of God who saith they are wise the other were so in the judgment of man and hence called foolish ones In this general description therefore of them we may note First Their description from the number of each sort viz. five Secondly From their different qualities or qualifications holy wisdom or prudence in the one sinful folly in the other He doth not say five were holy and five prophane five were friends to the Bridegroom five were â—ersecutors of him but five were wise and five were foolish Why the Virgins are described by the number of ten Ispake before either because it was a perfect number and so signifies the estate of all Virgin-Churches or because it was the custom not to exceed the number of Ten to honour them at their Marriage Now why five of them were wise and five foolish as though the one half of them only were sincere the other false this seems to carry the face of Truth but I am fearful to rack torment Parables wherein I chiefly look unto the scope and that is this that not one or two but a great part of them were sincere and a great part of them false And hence the Observations out of these words are these omitting all the rest 1. That when the Churches of Christ Iesus prove Virgin-Churches and are most pure yet even then there will be some secret Hypocrites that shall mingle themselves with them Or There will be a number of Hypocrites mingling themselves with the purest Churches 2. That when the Churches are Virgin-Churches the Hypocrites in those times will be Evangelical Or The secret Hypocrites of pure Churches are Evangelical 3. That there are certain special saving qualifications of heart whereby ariseth a great internal difference between sincere-hearted Virgins and the closest Hypocrites 4. That the Spring or one main principle of Evangelical sincerity or hypocrisie it lies in the understanding or mind of man SECT II. THat there is and will be a mixture of close Hypocrites with the wise-hearted Virgins in the purest Churches This I might manifest out of several Scriptures from several times Look but upon Iosias time where there was as great a reformation as under any King before him 2 King 23. 25. Yet Ier. 3. 10. 4. 3 4. Look on the Apostles time and what apostacy afterward The Apostle complained of it Every one seeks their own Phil. 2. 21. Many walk c. Phil. 3. 18 19. Whom he could not think on without tears The mystery of iniquity began to work even then Christ manifests this by divers Parables Mat. 22. 14. Many are called and so called as to come in and so sit and not to be known till the Lord looks on them And here the wise-hearted could not discern and keep out
Christian with Satans Image is the shame of a Christian but to be like our Head this is our glory though it be in sufferings 2 Cor. 3. 18. heavenly humble compassionate holy as he was and hence when God hath a mind to make Churches or Christians base in the eyes of the world he will withdraw here and when he intends to draw the world after him he will glorifie it with his glory Isai. 60. 6 7. 3. It cuts off a Christian from all hope of glory how many be there that scramble and catch at Christ and every one saith he is mine The proud man saith he is mine and hopes now verily to be saved but that hope is vain they have Christ out of them but where is Christ in them The life of Christ and the Spirit of Christ Col. 1. 27. Christ in you the hope of glory 4. Give me but one place in all the Book of God where blessedness is bestowed upon or conveyed unto any or promised but to such as have these graceâ— Blessed is he that feareth the Lord and greatly delighteth c. Psal. 112. 1 2. If there be no such thing let any man expect it if he can II. The Causes 1. A magnifying Christ and making him our Sanctification when as you heard the last day this is to deny him to be our Sanctification He becomes our righteousness by imputation of his holiness and our Sanctification by infusing of it Nay hence a man depriveâ— himself of all good in the Lord Jesus when a man denies all grace in himself and then flies for Sanctuary unto Jesus Christ â— Iohn 1. 6 7. If we say we have fellowship with him and walk in darkness we lie c. And hence it seems they denied men to have sin vers 8. boasting of fellowship with Christ vers 6. 2. Because there are say men onely immediate actings of the Spirit If this be so then there is seeing in a Christian without an eye and hearing without an ear and knowing Christ without an understanding and loving without love and living without life and feeding and eating without a mouth and then when these actings are over a Christian is like another man there is no Law remains written on his heart and so Christ should enter into his Saints like Satan into the Serpent who only acts the Serpent and when that is done he remains a Serpent again Know it the Lord Jesus his greatest work is not onely to change the acts but to change the frame of the heart not only to put new actions but a new nature into men 3. Because men know not the Spirit never felt the presence not power nor comfort of it themselves and hence men do as some Countries because themselves are black they paint the Devil whiâ—e Iohn 14. 17. The World cannot reâ—eive because it knows him not Give me any Christian living that ever found the sweetness of it but his longings were to have more of that grace to forget things behinde and reach to things before even to the resurrection of the dead whom I believe none will say want all habits of grace I look upon the Opinion as coming with a curse from God A man hath been a dry Professor long Conscience saith There is no grace in the heart and hence is troubled True saith he there is none in Saints it is in Christ and there he catcheth and deceives himself Secondly Those that do acknowledge them but any power or activity in them they deny they say there is oyl indeed in the Vessel but it helps not 't is no means to make the Lamp to burn or shine there is the life of Christ but it is a dead life they call them the graces of Christ but they are but fruitless graces I confess it if you consider them without the Spirit of Christ they are no true graces much less active or living ones but consider them thus they have a power as take the least grain of corn there is a growing power in it fructifying too in it by dying first though it actually doth not fructifie presently and though there must be rain and Sun must shine also and a providence accompanying of it so it is in the graces of Saints And hence it s called a Law of the mind there is a power of a Law as of sing and hence as Christ grew in wisdome and stature so all the members of Christ are like unto him I. The evill of this 1. This abates of the excellency of grace as from a Jewel to take away the operâ—tive vertue of it Foâ— it 's not like Christs now which is strong through God not weak which is living noâ— dead This is not like the glorious Graces of Saints triumphing This makes the Graces of Saints of less excellency then common Graces common Grace will make a man â—ide over many a sin and run exceeding fast though he fall at last A man that hath bin angry it will make him very quiet and still and is there no more power in this 2. This will make a man content himself with a bare form with a false confidence if this be true For take a man that hath bin long seeking to get strength against a vile heart and â—e finds none there is no power of heavenliness he is earthy no meekness he is proud I would say to him do you ever think to get any power of meekness love faith c. You shall never do it never have it here all your strength is immediatly from Christ look for it there in conscience a man must cease there And 't is certain all our strength is in and from the Lord but 't is dispensed mediatly Eph. 3. 16. Paul prays he may be strengthned with might in the inner man Or thus a man may not pray for strength of Grace which Paul refused not 3. Then the Saints if they be asked whether they believe or can love the Lord Jesus their answer must be no I have no power to love nor beleeve and then Peter did ill to answer so Lord thou knowest that I love thee Then Paul to say We can do nothing but for the Truth Then that Martyr that to then that said the Lord strengthen you yes saith he the Lord doth I know if the Lord withdraw his Spirit we are gone as Adam but is there not the immutable assistance of it Is there not the Promise I will never leave thee though sometimes weaker sometimes stronger 4. This will make a Christian hide and not improve his Talents he hath Grace but no power to put it forth Then suppose God gives power to see Truth one day I must not see it with this eye the next but look up to Christ and say I cannot see at all II. Causes of this 1. In opposing the outward principle of life or first principle and this second I must live on Câ—rist hence I must noâ— I have no power to act my self in any measure
of the Spirit of God as that they should never have fallen nor have been able to fall in respect of the assistance of the Spirit He should have been green all the year long his Blossom should not have been blasted his fruit should never have withered And the ground is the Rule of Justice for if he falling all his posterity are forsaken of God and under the reign of sin and death and Satan Rom. 5. 18 21. Then he standing all his posterity should have had the everlasting presence of God and should have bin under the reign of the Spirit of Grace life Thus also the Covenant ran do and live 2. That the Lord Jesus the second Adam standing and rising in the room of all his people hence he doth convey and propâ—gate to all his posterity the immutable and constant assistance and presence of his Spirit whereby being once begotten of him called to him they never afterward depart from him And though weak in themselves yet assisted by this Spirit do not cannot depart wickedly again The Lord Jesus having stood they cannot fall because by vertue of his standing they have this presence of the Holy Ghost Iohn 14. 19. Because I live you shall live also John 6. 57. As the living Father sent me and I live by him c. Christ standing next to the Father lives by him we standing next to Christ live as infallibly by him And I say the ground is Christs standing For though there be many reasons why the Saints can never fall from Christ as the Spirit of Grace Covenant of Grace Intercession of Christ yet the main ground is Christs standing without the least fall from the fulfilling of the first Covenant which we having the first moment of believing kept in Christ hence the Spirit is given and the Covenant of Grace of strength And hence Rom. 5. 21. v. 17 18. And hence the Spirit is said to dwell in Believers Rom. 8. 11. And we are the Temples of the Spirit whether he dwell in them in his person personally the well is here deep but he dwells in theâ— so as he never ceaseth assisting of them so that they cannot depart from the Lord again hence Isa. 59. 21. My Spirit shall not depart from thy Seed Iohn 14. 'T is called the Spirit that abides for ever It knits the soul to the Lord and keeps it so for ever Never suffers that love-knot to be untied again When the soul is weak the Spirit helps him when careless of it self the Spirit keeps him though the soul offers to run from the Lord yet this Spirit follows him though he grieves the Spirit yet this Spirit still keeps his own house will not depart from him and so not suffer the soul to depart from the Lord. And this is the reason why the Saints never fall from the Lord though they have weak Grace poor beginnings many sins and Adam stood noâ— though with the perfect Image of God upon him because he had not this Spirit yet given though he had the Spirit of God yet not this Spirit which some call the Spirit of Adoption given to him because he had not fulfilled the first Covenant which we in Christ have which is not only the ground of our never falling but of assurance we shall never fall For what breaks a mans peace after Faith Apparition of sin in the Conscience What makes that terrible The Law Now when I see in Christ I have kept all things in the Law not only the cry and accusations of the Law and â—in are stilled but also there ariseth a holy boldness and confidence and joy even before the face of an angry God Eph. 3. 12. And as soul and body are ever knit so here c. 3. This Spirit thus assisting no unregenerate man ever hath I speak not now of keeping the soul from falling from Grace but from Christ. 1. Because the Spirit of Satan fills them he is the strong man that keeps the Palace under whose Kingdom and power they are and therefore this Spirit which destroyes the Kingdom of Satan is not in them 2. Because this was a Preâ—ogative that Adam had not though he had great Gifts and Glory otherwise So this is not the Gift which is given unto them 3. Because this ariseth and therefore is given because Christ stood and therefore those he never stood for rose for suffered for never have it 4. Therefore we shall see in experience take the best Professors living though they may come as they and others judged to the Lord and follow the Lord yet they will in time depart somtime outwardly Iohn 6. 64. There be some of you that believe not See them v. 66. And why did thâ—y depart It was not given them of the Faâ—her The Spirit never was given effectually to draw them nor yet to keep them Iâ— not outwardly at leâ—â—t inwardly and hence Hypocrites though they have marvellous affections unto Christ and so have spoke of him and commended him and seemed to be carried above all creatures and duties toward him yet himself and his mercy and his blood becomes a common thing to them and his knowledge and promise common and hence they slight and loath him and mourn not for it and so are so far from being kept close unto Christ as that they are nearer the unpardonable 〈◊〉 then him But all they have is like Ioâ—ahs gourd which suddenly riseth but there is a Worm at the root that pulls it down again And so their love dies to Ministers that Christ sent and to his Truth and Ordinances But if the Spirit doth thus Who then shall be saved for who is there that departs not When I say the Spirit doth so assist the faithful as that they never depart The meaning is not as though the soul should now never fall into any more sin or unbelief for what do the Saints more complain of then their backslidings Isa. 63. 17. Heb. 12. 1. Saints hearts are no sooner raised up but their weights grow heavy and press them down no sooner do they walk in the way but they begin to fall off But when I say so I say three things 1. Their whole heart never departs 2. They do not depart for ever 3. Though they do depart from the Lord yet the Spirit doth not depart from them as it is in common reason the same thing may go either in a straight or crooked line to the same point As a River may run in a straight or crooked line to the Sea So the Saints their springs their hearts being set a running after the Lord though they do not follow him in a straight line so as never to depart to the right hand or left yet they are so kept by the Spirit that they are continually making after him cleaving to him though with many crooked windings of their hearts this way and that way from the Lord. And therefore as it is in a wheel it
hath much affection and grace but when he hath it what is it but leave to adorn and beautifie himself But he lives not to the Lord another man will live to the Lord in what he does the Lord is so dear and himself so vile as that he doth thus 4. If you pray for it in Christs Name Objectâ— Many pray Answ. But when Christ and you pray together you will speed and then Christ praies when his Spirit cries at the Throne of Mercy then himself is at the Throne of Justice And his Spirit cries 1. Not for an unfit person that hath some slight change but 〈◊〉 his Saints whose hearts are endeared to him and his whole will 2. Noâ— foâ—â—â— evil or private end but the Lords 3. Not coldly but with groâ—â—s unutterable Is it thus with thâ—e Oh then how canst thou fall I Dost fear 〈◊〉 Mat. 16. 18. he shall not prevail against thee but thou shalt give the last blow and wouâ—d Dost fear the world the deceits of it Mat. 24 24. if possible the elect Dost fear the evil or good things of it Iohn 17. 13 though in the world yet Christ prays you may be delivered from the evil of it Dost fear thy sin that will separate Answ. Rom. 6. 2. How can we that are dead live any longeâ— therein 'T is a strong but a wounded but a dying enemy Dost fear the Lord thou hast walked so unworthy of him He will not break the bruised reed till judgment come to victory though little though weak Oh therefore be comforted against this in these times which are apostaâ—ical declining evil daies and bless the Lord SECT V. HEnce we learn what verdict to pass and give in concerning those men that decay and fall off from the Lord. They never had Oyl in their Vessel never had dram of Grace in their heart Thus 1 Iohn2 19. If they had been â—f us they would doubtlesse have continued with us It seems they were such men which were so eminent and excellent as that there were no brands nor marks upon them to give notice to the Churches that they were markt out for apostacy but were only discovered to be unsound by their apostacy and this was argument good enough Hence Christ when some of the Iews began to believe in him with a temporary Faith Iohn 8. 31. If my Word continue in you ye are my Disciples as if he should say your Faith is a Fancy if it continue not Look therefore as the Prophet said Zach. 1. 5. Your Prophets where are they Your Fathers where are they So say I to you Your Tears your Tenderness your Groanings your Heart-breaking Prayers c. Where are they Is it with them as with ships that are sunk and wrackt some of the ribs remain which gives you to see and say there was a fair ship but itâ—s sunk 1 Tim. 1. 19. Make shipwrack of Conscience and so lose their Faith also Some men for a time seem to keep a whole Conscience wind and water-tite they can pass through many storms yet at last it breaks and when that is lost their Faith is lost also Their Faith before God and Conscience before men both of them break Now there are two sorts of Apostates 1. Open in mens life whose falls are like the falls of a mighty tree it falls with noise and breaks down all the under-wood So their falls make a noise in all the Country where they lived and by their falls some are sadded others offended and damned 2. Secret when men are Apostates in heart Prov. 14. 14. which have chosen some sinful ways Ier. 3. When 't is with men as it was with Saul there is no commendation of him but this that he was higher by the head and shoulders then any of Israel So 't is with these in outward profession higher than others but their oyle is spent But do not many of the Saints fall openly and secretly True they may and do fall exceeding greatly But as Moses prophecying of the apostacy of Israel after his death Deut. 32. 29. yet 't is said 't is not the corruption nor spot of his children Deut. 32. 5. There is a great difference between an Hypocrites Apostacie from his grace and Saints from theirs It s one thing to fall from branch and root too another thing only for the branches to be broken off and the root not pulled up Iude 12. There are some apostacies that argue there was never a dram of grace in that soul. Saints fall down but do not fall away And of such Apostacies as argue want of grace take the following Discoveries 1. When a mans rising is the cause of his fall or seals a man up in his fall or at least the cause through his corruption Ex. gr Time was a man lived a loose careless carnal life by the Minstry of some Word or reading of some Book or speaking with some Friend he comes to be convinced of his misery and woful condition and sees no good nor grace in himself he hath been even hitherto deceived at last he comes to get some light some taste some sorrows some heart to use the means some comfort and mercy and hope of life And when 't is thus with him now he falls he grows full and falls and this rising is the cause of his fall his light is darkness and death to him and grows to a form of knowledge His rising makes him fall to formality and then to prophaneness and so his tasting satisfies him his sorrows empty his heart of sorrow for sin and his sorrows for his falls harden his heart in his falls and all the means of recovering him harden him that now if men never had had means even Sodom they would have relented before now This is a sad token of falling away and having had only lighter work it being a plain evidence that at their best they were filled with their lusts because a little light and affection satisfied them which is now turned by the power of their lust to harden them Isai. 6. 9. This is given as one sure sign of a people forsaken of God when in seeing they see not and hearing they hear not Look as it is in diseases if the Physick and meâ—t turns to be Poyson then there is no hope of recovery a man is sick to death now The Saints little measure makes them forget what is behinde Prov. 4. 18. He shines brighter and brighter till the perfect day So that let him fall he cannot be quiet there but when he remembers from whom he is fallen if once he tasted the Lord this will fetch him again and make him restless till he return But if it be so as now it is with these then the case is woful when there is such a plague on men and they know it not When a man saith to himself as the Glutton said to his soul Take thy rest for thou hast goods laid up for many years so thou hast
apprehends not by his dearest love For here were Virgins many of them who cryed Lord Lord only looking for salvation from him hanging upon grace clasping about his feet as it were and who in their life-time went out to meet the Bridegrom expecting love from him and yet Christ here professeth I know not you I love you not I say this is by a seeming â—aith for no man apprehends Christ by a lively Faith but iâ— appreheâ—ded of Christ Iâ—hn 1. 12. But if it be by a seeming Faith i. e which seemes to be Faith in the judgement and opinion of others and also which seemes only to be so to their own apprehension as it did unto these Virgins the Lord doth not apprehend such by his 〈◊〉 love and that is I say with his dearest love with common love he may but with deare and eternal love never The Faith of some men is like the casting of some Anchor at Sea it sometimes falls upon a Rock or light sand it toucheth the ground but the Rock holds not it and hence the Ship is ever driven before the winde or carried away with the ebbings and flowings of the water So it is here and hence men are tossed to and fro with lusts and temptations and driven before strong windes Or as it was of Saul to Samuel he apprehended Samuel but Samuel departed from him saw him no more untill the day of his death So here the Kingdome and Love of Christ is rent from you Iohn 2. 24. â—lt But he committed not himself to them Luke 13. 26 27. Hâ—ve â—ot we eat and drunk in thy presence and yet Christ will say I knâ—w you not and this is the â—ase of many Iob 8. 13 14. When an Hâ—pocrite dyes his hope perisâ—â—â— if the Lord had apprehended him with his dearest love it could not be so For Explication of this Point three things are to be opened 1. How one may be said to apprehend Christ Jesus by a seeming Faith 2. How Christ is sâ—id not to apprehend such 3. Why he dotâ— not Quâ—st First How may one be said to apprehend Christ by a seeming faith Answ. Five wayes usually 1. When men are forced â—o fly to Christ meerly out of extremity and pressures of misery the stroâ—ks and dry â—lowes of Divine Vengeance light upon them and now they cry Lord pity us It may be in time of peace while conscience and Divine Vengeance were asleep they regarded not Faith nor Prayer nor Christ nor any thing else notwithstanding aâ—l the heart-breaking cryes and loud calls of God but were merry and light and licentious c. but in extremity then they will cry and prize mercy above a thousand worlds Prov. 1. 28. One would think their mouths should be stopped then some think those words are an allusion to the Aâ—k in Noâ—hs time Hosea 8. 1 2 3. When the Eagle shall câ—me against Gods pâ—opâ—e Psal. 78. 35. they shâ—ll cry My God we know thâ—e No saâ—th the Lord The enemy shall apprehend them I will not this is not faith but only self-love when as men are naught before and their hearts sitting loose fâ—om God continualâ—y having no daily embracements of him and would be worse after Gods afflicting hand if he should help them but so it is that they cry out to God for help meerly because of torment c. This is like that cry of our Indians to the Devil who worship and cleave to him because he pâ—agues them True in times of extremity the faith of the Saints may be awakened which was asleep before and when God hedgeth their way with Thornes they may then returne to their first Husbaâ—d because iâ— was better but when exâ—remity begets it it begins and ends with it lives aâ—d dyes with it here such may feare that then Christ apprehends them not Psalme 66. 3. Because of thy power thy enemies shall staâ—er and submit A proud Rebelâ—ious Wretch in times of peace swells bigger than God and is above God the Lord Jesus hath his times wherein â—he grapples with them when no Ministers can and flings them down with his Sword at their heart and his hand at their Throat and terrours in their consciences and now they yield Christ may hence take these as common Subjects but never as special favourites to stand before him and this is the case of thousands who fly to Christ meerly for extremities Thus the case stood with old Ioab he should have dyed before 1 Kings 2. 30. but at last he neglects his harge he runâ—es to the Aâ—tar only out of selfâ—ove and there he will dye one would think a man that had been so useful flying to the Altar in his old age might be pitied No the Altar which secures others secures not him justice may be shewn to him that will abuse favour long so 't is here 2. When men fly to Christ in times of peace that so they may preserve their sins with greater peace of conscience so that sin makes them flie to Christ as well as misery not that they may destroy and abolish sin but that they may be preserved in their sins with peace For this is the frame of all men living sin before it is commited not all sin but what is 〈◊〉 able â—o mens constitutions corruptions place temptations is very sweet and if conscience be awake it 's after the commission bitter sweet in the mouth bitter in the belly or else they know it will be bitter another day Prov. 23. 32 sâ—ings like a Cockatriâ—e and what profit in inheriting lyes Now because men have not other good to live upon or delight in for God they have not hence many an heart secretly saith this If I can have my sin and peace and conscience quiet for the present and God merciful to pardon it afterward then all is well hereupon hearing those that put their trust in Christ shall be pardoned for present and saved afterward hence he doâ—h reâ—ie as he saith only on the mery of God in Christ and now this hardens and blindes him and makes him secure and his Faith is Sermon-proof nothing stirres him c. and were it not for their faith they should despaire but this keeps them up and now they think if they have any troâ—ble of minde the Devil troubles them and so make Christ and Faith protectors of sin not purifiers from sin which is most dreadful turning grace to wantonness as they â—id sacrifice so these would sin under the shadow of Christ because the shadow is good and sweet Miâ—ah 3. 11. they had subtle slye ends in good duties for therein may lie a mans sin yet they lean upon the Lord c. Matthew 3. 7 8. The Scribes came in peace to Iohâ—s Ministry which was to awaken men to believe in the Messiah Oh generation of Vipers who hath forâ—warned you to flee from wrath to come hence saith he Bring forth fruits as if he should say You would have the blessing of the warme Sun