but God our Lord who is not rigorous to any but righteous to all God sanctifie your afflictions and free you from misery comfort you in Paradise and establish you really with Glory Amen Wednesday Meditations WHen the LORD doth visite vs and not presently free vs out of trouble we must beware and take heed that wee murmure not against God to require or grudge at his chastisements God sometimes suffers his euen to wrestle against desperation and to see no glimering of his mercies sometimes againe hee causeth the hearts of his dearest Children to leape for ioy then making his Maiesty most knowne when it may tend most for the comfort of the Elect Learne wee all to waite the Lords leasure for our deliuerance not to prescribe his time but stay his leasure and willingly waite till he comfort vs againe God forgetteth not to bee gracious though sometimes hee seemeth as though hee would shut vp his louing kindnesse in displeasure Howsoeuer it pleaseth GOD now and then to humble his Children yet he forsaketh them not for euer What are many nights of afflictions in comparison of the ioyfull morning and sun-shine of the euerlasting mercies and fauours of God These these reioyce our soules and comfort our hearts which are oppressed with sorrow Deutro 8.16 The Lord humbleth his Chosen people and prooueth them that hee may doe them good at their latter end A man may gather more vndoubted assurance of GODS euerlasting fauours towards his soule by inward afflictions then by any outward prosperity in the world Let vs all consider the manner of Gods dealing with his people in the world hee will now and then spoile vs of all our Sences and feeling of his Mercies in Christ yea suffer vs to lie bleeding in our miseries yea scorhed and tormented with the heate of Gods anger for sinne But when our hope rests euen gone then doth our heauenly Father send a gracious raine and a blessed shower to quench the heate of our poore afflicted soules for sinne which shall be as mercy to men in smart and misery Obiect But tell mee this Obiect why seeketh God his seruants in so much misery Ans To make vs all to depend of him onely with faith and patience Answ Secondly to make vs to know and see that wee are nothing of our selues but that all the strength wee haue it is onely in Christ Thirdly to stirre vp our hearts to seeke and pray vnto the Lord more earnestly for helpe and succour Fourthly to make vs esteeme the mercy of God more highly because things easily come by are lightly esteemed but things long in getting costing much trouble and paines are most sett by often therefore doth the Lord deferre his mercy vnto the last gaspe that so it might be the more esteemed Oh waite wee GODS leasure though hee deferre long and seeme to forget vs wee hope Lord for life in the middest of death and say though thou kill vs yet will wee trust in thee although thou deferre thine helpe and comfort for many yeares yet will wee neuer let goe our hold but still hang on thy mercy with our hands of Faith saying thus Lord though thou hast already whipt mee diuers wayes yet will I neuer forget to meete thee with my repentant teares well knowing thou esteemest nothing when Reformation of heart and life is wanting Iudgements come eftsoones from God for our sinnes yet layeth hee no more crosses vpon vs then hee in mercy will make vs well able to beare granting such an issue as wee shall gaine more in the Spirit then wee shall loose in the flesh Content your selfe my Brethren the Crosse in GODS due time shall bee your aduantage and leaue a sure blessing behinde it GOD imposing no punishments vpon vs but for our sinnes the tryall of our Faith Patience c. For our Heauenly Father doth afflict vs with light affliction to make vs runne vnto him and kisse his rod he afflicting vs for our good the reformation of our liues and the saluation of our soules I deny not but the best of Gods children may be afflicted with sicknes and wounds with troubled Consciences Gods rod being good both to purge our corrupt and cankered hearts and for the humbling of them throughly to the exercise of faith patience and prayer Hee knowes little that knowes not this how the poore Members of CHRIST must bee afflicted and liue in sorrow sicknesse and griefe of minde yet granteth the Lord patience to endure all By teares sorrowes and grieuous sicknesse doth God fyle away the cankered rust of our Rebellions that wee might bee more feruent in Prayer hunger more after Heauen and the more eagerly depend of his fatherly goodnesse and diuine graces When wee doe aske one thing hee giueth vs another that 's better for vs that wee might learne wholy to depend of his goodnesse all the dayes of our liues Are you in distresse fling your selfe into the blessed Armes of the LORDS mercy so will hee vndoubtedly giue you euerlasting rest vnto your soules such is the loue of GOD that hee neuer failes nor forsakes his Children Neuer despaire for any troubles but perswade your soule this that the God of peace will shortly treade downe Sathan vnder your feete hee is faithfull that haue made vs this promise Rom. 16.20 Rom. 16.20 Affliction being our portion on earth wee must labour to get faith and patience in our soules that so wee may hold out vnto the end As wee are Gods Children we finde no promise in the Word of God to be freed from temptations and trials pouerty sicknesse c. Howbeit as wee are Gods Children wee haue this promise that these things shall neuer hurt vs because the Lord will so sanctifie them vnto vs as they will surely leaue a blessing behinde them In time of danger and death nought in the world should more comfort vs then this to remember that wee haue walked before GOD in truth and with an vpright heart Esay 28.3 This cheered Ezechiah when hee was going the way of all flesh that hee had vndertaken much paines to know the LORDS Will. The best Christian is the most couetous in all heauenly knowledge of God and our saluation by Iesus Christ the Childe of God is no sooner in perill but the Lord putteth vnder his owne hand to deliuer him from death and danger Forget not God who sayth Esay 54.17.8 For a little time haue I forsaken thee but with great compassion will I gather thee Psal 34.17 18. Psal 34.17.18 The Lord is neere vnto all those that are of a contrite heart and will saue such as are afflicted in spirit Doth not our Sauiour comfort his Disciples thus Iohn 14.18 I will not leaue you comfortlesse but I will come vnto you euen I and I am with you to the end of the world Doubt not but there is comming a time of refreshing that will breake out as the rising of the Sunne and the bright beames of the Morning
Gods Children passed before feare wee not therefore to follow after them Christ himselfe is gone before by a farre harder passage then his meaning is to leade any of vs by Thinke it no strange thing for the perfect to suffer neither be you discomforted or dismayed at it knowing that afflictions happen by heapes to all Gods Children in this world Learne both you and I to suffer patiently with Christ then shall we be sure to be crowne gloriously with him When you are tempted most with fierce aduersaries mighty enemies the Deuill with his lost and forsaken traine The world is full of bayts and allurements vnto Euill the flesh euer ready and greedy to take them What though you be heauy laden for a while yet comfort your selfe knowing that your anguishes griefes and molestations shall haue an end your teares shall be wiped away and dryed vp but the ioyes that shall be giuen you are euerlasting Those seede-teares which you sowe now are nothing to that Haruest of ioy which hereafter shall be reaped Consider I beseech you well that nothing commeth vnto vs by happe or chance but all is disposed by the will prouidence of Almighty God It is the meere loue and absolute righteousnesse of God that we are corrected it is not for our harme but to our good either for the tryall of our faith or for the reformation of our life So that either man or woman fearing God walking vprightly in his sight hauing the testimony of a good conscience cannot want matter of consolation hauing still in the Lord whereof to be comforted make we not our hearts heauy and our liues most vncomfortable shake we off rather our causelesse teares and we shal finde matter enough for glorious and vnspeakeable ioyes Am I regenerate God is my father Christ resteth my elder brother Heauen my house and habitation and the Glory thereof mine inheritance none can be poore that haue Heauen for their portion neyther any deiected much that haue the comfortes thereof belonging to them Whilest God giueth vs assurance of a better Life what matter is it if hee shall depriue vs of this If Angels and Saints be with vs what care wee though sinners bee agaynst vs Doe people on earth seeke to make you ignominous we are not in their power but in Gods who will make vs glorious Your comfort may bee departed and yet not vtterly lost we may feare we are cut of and yet not perish for therein the power of God is seene in our weakenesse and imperfection Lord pitty our soares and sicknes rather then proceede in seuerity against vs. The assurance of the sufferings of Christ in his death for vs should take away the horrour of death from vs For he is that Lambe of GOD which taketh away the sinnes of the world Which now is our aduocate with his father to whom be all glory Amen Saterday Meditations IT beeing euident that the greatest part of good people are most of all and oftnest afflicted grieuously yea many times slayne by wicked and seditious Tyrants this dealing of God thus with his Children assureth vs that he reserueth vs some Port of safety for his children where after their troubles here they may arriue at some Hauen of perpetuall rest after their Death No happier then such Christians as will suffer no sinnes to wrestle in their soules nor Viper like vices to dwell or continue in their heartes Neyther doe I suppose the Lord to loue any better then those whom hee most scourgeth and correcteth making the end of our sorrow to be as the beginning of another like the droppes of Raine distilling from the top of the house as soone as one is gone another followeth or a ship at the Sea neuer safe till wee come into the Hauen and harbour of Heauen by the death and blood-shedding of Iesus Christ are wee sanctified and cleansed from our sins Our heauenly Father is both pacified and pleased with vs through the death of Christ who forgiuing and pardoning our sinnes imputeth vnto vs his owne righteousnesse so that through beleeuing in the Lord Iesus Christ we shal be saued and haue life euerlasting and shall neuer come into condemnation Through the name of our Redeemer are the inestimable benefits of Christ wrought in vs and brought vnto vs for by faith onely in Christ without any workes of our owne either concurring or furthering we are freely iustified No punishment discharged but by that perfect man Christ Iesus who hath vanquished death and swallowed vp the paires of Hell yea satisfied the seuerity of Gods euerlasting Iudgment Looke wee all vpon the Sun-set of our seuerall ages and wee may soone behold how the rotten house wherein our soule dwelleth rests euen ready to fall vpon our head We dwell as in a ship that most dangerously leaketh very like to drowne vs ere we get to the shoare which still causeth vs to long for the house and hauen of our euerlasting security Although death be a sting to the wicked piercing them to the heart yet to the Elect deaths sting is pulled out and they are freed from terror by the death of our Sauiour The death of a faithfull friend yeelds rather cause of comfort then of sorrow of mirth then of mourning of reioycing rather then of weeping and lamenting death is to the godly like sleepe whereby we are refreshed Vnfit is it therefore to celebrate the funerals of the faithfull with weeping wayling when we doe well know our friends haue liued religiously dyed vertuously Let your passed misery yeeld your selues some soulerellish to future ioy What is our Inheritance on Earth but monthes of vanity and paynefulnes as our allotted parts and portions here Who is he that knoweth not Iob. 17.13 That the graue shal be his house and how hee shall make his bed in the darke Our hearts must pitty those whom the hand of GOD toucheth Do not thinke but that God is able to defend and carry you free from danger yea to keepe you in the time of the greatest suffering It is none but God that keepeth the Keyes of the prison that open and shuts when hee pleaseth It is the LORD that maketh whole and maketh sicke the issues of Life and Death doe belong to him We rise daily agaynst sinne as did Ioshua against the Cananites not because wee are able to ouer-come sin of our selues but in assurance that our heauenly Father will not fayle vs but giue vs ability to vanquish it in our mortall bodies Forget not Iesus Christ to be your shield and buckler of defence whose promise is to free vs all from our streights and extreamities Lay wee hold by Faith on Gods promises and as a childe sucketh milke from his mothers breast So when wee are ready to faynt wee must sucke the milke of consolation out of the promises of God in his VVord that rest full of comfort Art thou euen at Deaths doore there rests milke of consolation enough if thou wilt
doth crosse and afflict him therefore GOD doth hate forsake and vtterly cast him off those with whom he so now dealeth It is true that Christ Iesus hath taught vs to call vppon him by the name of a Father who now loueth vs more then our mothers did First instructing vs as parents doe their children Secondly admonishing vs as Schoole-maisters scourging vs now and then with his Rod. Thirdly if we grow stubborne spend-thrifts wanton and prodigall vsing ill company then God draweth vs out by the eares whipping or beating vs till our bones doe cracke yet with a fatherly true affection still to bring vs to amendment or he vtterly cast vs off Our heauenly Father warneth vs by his rods to walke in his wayes and to liue in his obedience which if we dispise and refuse to follow then will the Lord vse his scourges pouerty sicknesse diseases crosses in Children stocke or croppe fire or sword till that wee humbling our selues vnder Gods mighty hand shal subiect our selues to his gouernment suffering in our selues a holy reformation of manners and amendment of life Learne we also to reioyce in the middest of our troubles and afflictions with contented minds and sanctified affections no Parents so louing to their Children as is our heauenly Father for our safety in our sufferings cling wee therefore the faster and the more faithfully vnto God in our troubles God hath turned heretofore the penury and the captiuity of his people vnto their good by greatest crosses working his people their greatest comforts God doth oftentimes make our sicknesses and sorrowfull diseases as purgations to euacuate our pride vayne-glory hypocrisie and the corruptions of our putrified soules And sometimes for preseruatiues to keepe vs from falling into those or the like sinnes And sometimes God vseth them as Cordials to strengthen our decaying graces and to animate vs vnto holy duties to pray Reade and heare the more attentiuely to beare the Rod of God more patiently and to performe each holy duty with the more cheerefulnes Be not ignorant of that Lesson which Dauid teacheth vs all Psalm 119 It is good for vs that wee haue bin afflicted For the learning of Gods Statutes and Keeping of his word and testimonies with-hold vs from going a stray in ill wayes so that each one of vs may truly say of our troubles sorrows and sicknesses that we haue suffered them and haue learned to loue God more and our owne deserts the lesse let vs all learne to make holy medicines for our soules out of such calamities as do often befall vs in the World and so shall we haue no cause to vexe our selues with cures for the sanctified crosses that do vs much good we grieue at the vntimely death of our Children which we hoped should haue beene the staffe of our old Age inherite our houses and keepe still our name but we minde not how many children of as good hope as ours haue prooued parents crosses and some mothers vpon their knees haue wished they had neuer beene borne or that they had then carried them to their graues when they had them to weane Sure it is that God for the most time doth lay such afflictions vpon vs eyther because he will procure vs some good or preuent some Euill by them Which things if we commonly see them come to passe why mourne we so that which tendeth vnto our welfare and greater comfort There is nothing in the world but still works for the best to the children of God aswell the stratagems of Sathan as the imaginations of men are for the Weale of Gods children Yea out of one of the most poisonfull things as sinne and death doth the Lord draw healthfull and medicinall preseruatiues to them that loue him still strengthning their Faith whilest they giue glory vnto God Care you not what outward punishment you indure so that you may feele the guilt of your sinnes washed out of your Conscience and the louing countenance of our heauenly Father in Christ Iesus to wipe your trespasses cleane away Let the goodly sorrows of our seuerall wounded consciences driue vs to GOD who hath vndoubtedly physicke for our sickly and sinnefull soules Are you weake and sicke sad and confounded in minde desire the LORD so to stampe the impression of his sacred spirit into your hearts as washing your selues in the water of Repentance you wallow no more in the mire of former filthines the Lord so kill and clarifie your flesh as the life of Grace may assure your soules of election to glory Remember what Queene Esther did being in danger of death Chap. 14.1 Shee resorted vnto the Lord shee layd away her glorious apparell and put on the garments of sighing and mourning instead of precious oyntment scattering ashes and Earth vpon her Head humbling her body greatly with fasting filling all the places of her ioy with the haire shee plucked from her Head It is very good for GODS Children that this world now and then much discourageth them and that wee and they likewise rest seldome free from one calamity or another to make vs to cry with Christ in our troubles vnto God that he may pitch his Tents about vs so as we finally miscarry not nor goe astray from the Kingdome of God apply our hearts wholy vnto Christ and cleaue we all still vnto him with sure purpose of soule to rest throughly sanctified Beware of temporary faith which is lame of one hand onely able to take Christ but not to giue himselfe to Christ This is to offer the same offering without the burnt offering hast thou Hope against Hope feelest thou Hell in thy Conscience yet here must thou apprehend Heauen and with Ionas in the Whales belly call vpon GOD in faith for faith is the subsistance of things that are not much more then of things that in deed are though not in appearance Be of good cheere for Christ hath fastened Sathan Sinne and Death to his Crosse Now amidst thy bitterest torments and tortures remember how Christ drunke the most bitter and sharpe Cup of his Fathers wrath in our name Remember that Peter suffering for the truth of God returned from the Councell with ioy and gladnesse when hee had beene whipped and had heard that hee should dye a violent death through which conflict and repugnance hee stroue still with violence not for other peoples pleasure but for his owne saluation There is no Christian but he must fight before he can tryumph and be daily calling yea earnest by praying and crauing for helpe at Gods hands remembring that against the ignomy of the Crosse wee haue to set the decree and purpose of God fore-told by the Prophets of Christ How that first of all hee should bee crucified here vpon Earth And then he should appeare from Heauen the Iudge and Restorer of all things that all Beleeuers might be saued and all vnbeleeuers vtterly perish Vnderstand and Know this that God vseth to wrappe vp his Church with the wicked in