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in_o his_o flock_n so_o preacher_n must_v not_o only_o preach_v the_o word_n of_o god_n in_o general_a but_o they_o must_v preach_v in_o particular_a the_o ground_n of_o this_o will_v appear_v if_o we_o consider_v three_o thing_n in_o particular_a first_o particular_n be_v most_o operative_a it_o be_v not_o fire_n in_o general_a that_o burn_v operantur_fw-la but_o it_o be_v this_o or_o that_o fire_n so_o it_o be_v not_o sin_n in_o general_a that_o will_v humble_v a_o man_n it_o be_v not_o repentance_n in_o general_a that_o will_v turn_v a_o man_n it_o be_v not_o faith_n in_o general_a that_o will_v save_v a_o man_n but_o this_o fiâ—ne_n and_o that_o sin_n this_o repentance_n and_o that_o repentance_n this_o faith_n and_o that_o faith_n all_o action_n they_o be_v of_o singular_n a_o universal_a man_n can_v reason_v a_o universal_a man_n can_v dispute_v a_o universal_a man_n can_v see_v nor_o hear_v no_o it_o be_v this_o man_n and_o that_o man_n that_o see_v and_o hear_v and_o dispute_v particular_n be_v most_o operative_a preach_v to_o man_n in_o particular_a be_v powerful_a preach_n that_o work_n upon_o man_n conscience_n how_o come_v the_o prophet_n to_o preach_v powerful_o to_o the_o people_n he_o declare_v to_o jacob_n his_o sin_n and_o to_o israel_n his_o transgression_n micha_n 3._o 8._o i_o be_o full_a of_o power_n by_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o lord_n say_v the_o prophet_n here_o be_v the_o way_n whereby_o the_o prophet_n preach_v powerful_o so_o that_o the_o spirit_n go_v and_o rend_v man_n heart_n and_o conscience_n and_o make_v they_o tremble_v how_o why_o he_o make_v every_o soul_n see_v his_o sin_n so_o that_o minister_n that_o will_v preach_v powerful_o to_o the_o conscience_n of_o his_o people_n he_o must_v make_v every_o one_o of_o they_o to_o see_v their_o sin_n against_o god_n and_o his_o commandment_n so_o that_o they_o may_v confess_v i_o see_v i_o have_v be_v a_o grievons_fw-fr sinner_n and_o i_o be_o in_o the_o state_n of_o damnation_n and_o i_o must_v repent_v or_o else_o i_o shall_v be_v damn_v second_o particular_n be_v most_o distinct_a when_o the_o preacher_n preach_v only_o in_o general_n it_o work_v a_o confuse_a knowledge_n knowledge_n of_o sin_n in_o general_a a_o confuse_a repenta_fw-la nce_n a_o confuse_a humiliation_n and_o a_o confuse_a faith_n in_o the_o general_a it_o may_v be_v it_o may_v make_v a_o man_n see_v he_o be_v a_o sinner_n in_o the_o general_a but_o there_o be_v many_o thousand_o thousand_o sin_n in_o particular_a that_o he_o take_v no_o notice_n of_o but_o swallow_v they_o down_o in_o the_o general_a it_o may_v be_v his_o sin_n may_v be_v discover_v in_o the_o general_a but_o alas_o there_o be_v many_o yea_o multitude_n of_o deceit_n of_o turn_n and_o wind_n of_o the_o heart_n in_o particular_a that_o be_v never_o discover_v to_o they_o all_o the_o religion_n of_o these_o man_n be_v only_o general_a i_o love_v god_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n saiâ—thone_o and_o yet_o the_o man_n be_v gross_o 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the_o lord_n say_v the_o prophet_n ver_fw-la 7._o wherein_o say_v they_o you_o have_v weary_v the_o lord_n with_o your_o word_n say_v the_o prophet_n chap._n 2._o ver_fw-la 17._o wherein_o say_v they_o you_o have_v rob_v god_n chap._n 3._o ver_fw-la 8._o wherein_o say_v they_o see_v your_o word_n have_v be_v stout_a against_o the_o lord_n say_v the_o prophet_n yet_o they_o say_v what_o have_v we_o speak_v ver_fw-la 13._o they_o can_v not_o tell_v wherein_o till_o the_o prophet_n tell_v they_o herein_o have_v you_o rob_v god_n herein_o have_v you_o despise_v the_o lord_n herein_o you_o have_v profane_v the_o worship_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n so_o shall_v the_o minister_v of_o god_n come_v to_o man_n and_o tell_v they_o in_o particular_a thou_o be_v a_o enemy_n to_o god_n grace_n thou_o have_v abuse_v god_n patience_n wherein_o say_v thou_o thou_o be_v one_o that_o scorn_v the_o word_n of_o god_n and_o thou_o defile_v all_o the_o ordinance_n of_o god_n wherein_o say_v thou_o thou_o be_v 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