move_v he_o i_o will_v confess_v my_o sin_n because_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o sin_n be_v the_o begin_n of_o salvation_n i_o carry_v myself_o kind_o towards_o man_n i_o exceed_v not_o in_o my_o garment_n i_o be_o careful_a to_o observe_v ecclesiastical_a order_n to_o pray_v and_o sing_v at_o hour_n appoint_v but_o my_o heart_n be_v far_o from_o my_o god_n i_o look_v upon_o the_o outward_a part_n think_v all_o thing_n be_v safe_a and_o well_o to_o i_o not_o feel_v the_o inward_a worm_n which_o gnaw_v the_o inward_a bowel_n as_o it_o be_v record_v in_o the_o seven_o chapter_n of_o oseas_n stranger_n have_v eat_v up_o my_o strength_n and_o i_o know_v it_o not_o and_o therefore_o whole_o occupy_v and_o employ_v about_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v without_o and_o altogether_o ignorant_a of_o the_o thing_n within_o i_o i_o be_o pour_v out_o like_o water_n and_o bring_v to_o nothing_o forget_v thing_n past_a neglect_v thing_n present_a not_o foreseeing_a thing_n to_o come_v i_o be_o unthankful_a for_o benefit_n receive_v prone_a to_o evil_n and_o slow_a to_o good_a how_o every_o man_n ought_v to_o consider_v himself_o motive_n xii_o if_o i_o do_v not_o look_v upon_o myself_o i_o know_v not_o myself_o but_o if_o i_o look_v upon_o myself_o i_o can_v tolerate_v or_o endure_v myself_o because_o i_o find_v such_o great_a thing_n in_o myself_o which_o be_v worthy_a of_o reprehension_n and_o confusion_n and_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o narrow_o and_o more_o often_o i_o examine_v myself_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o be_v the_o abomination_n i_o find_v in_o the_o secret_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n for_o from_o the_o very_a first_o moment_n i_o begin_v to_o sin_n i_o can_v not_o let_v one_o day_n pass_v without_o sin_n neither_o as_o yet_o do_v i_o cease_v to_o sin_n but_o from_o day_n to_o day_n i_o add_v sin_n to_o sin_n and_o i_o have_v they_o before_o my_o eye_n death_n when_o we_o sin_n without_o sense_n of_o sin_n our_o soul_n be_v sick_a even_o unto_o death_n i_o behold_v they_o yet_o i_o do_v not_o groan_v nor_o sigh_v for_o they_o i_o see_v thing_n to_o be_v blush_v at_o neither_o do_v i_o blush_v i_o look_v upon_o thing_n to_o be_v grieve_v at_o neither_o be_o i_o grieve_v which_o thing_n be_v a_o sign_n of_o death_n and_o a_o token_n of_o damnation_n for_o a_o member_n which_o feel_v not_o the_o pain_n be_v mortify_v and_o dead_a and_o a_o disease_n insensible_a be_v always_o incurable_a i_o be_o unconstant_a and_o dissolute_a neither_o do_v i_o reform_v myself_o but_o i_o return_v daily_o to_o the_o sin_n i_o have_v confess_v neither_o do_v i_o take_v heed_n of_o the_o ditch_n into_o which_o i_o wretched_a creature_n have_v fall_v or_o into_o which_o i_o have_v make_v or_o see_v another_o fall_n into_o and_o when_o i_o shall_v have_v weep_v and_o pray_v for_o the_o evil_n i_o commit_v and_o for_o the_o good_a thing_n i_o neglect_v oh_o grief_n it_o turn_v to_o i_o into_o the_o contrary_a for_o i_o be_v lukewarm_a and_o i_o be_v quite_o cold_a from_o the_o fervent_a heat_n of_o prayer_n and_o now_o have_v remain_v cold_a without_o sense_n and_o therefore_o i_o can_v bewail_v myself_o because_o the_o grace_n of_o tear_n be_v depart_v from_o i_o of_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o conscience_n every_o where_o motive_n xiii_o i_o can_v conceal_v my_o sin_n because_o wheresoever_o i_o go_v my_o conscience_n be_v with_o i_o carry_v with_o it_o whatsoever_o i_o have_v lay_v up_o in_o it_o either_o evil_a or_o good_a it_o keep_v the_o pledge_n which_o it_o have_v receive_v from_o i_o be_v alive_a it_o will_v restore_v the_o same_o to_o i_o be_v dead_a if_o i_o do_v evil_o it_o be_v present_a if_o i_o seem_v to_o do_v well_o and_o therefore_o be_o lift_v up_o it_o be_v present_a be_v present_a to_o i_o be_v alive_a it_o follow_v i_o be_v dead_a there_o be_v inseparable_a confusion_n to_o i_o everywhere_a according_a to_o the_o quality_n of_o the_o pledge_n it_o have_v receive_v so_o so_o in_o my_o own_o house_n himself_o a_o sinner_n have_v his_o accuser_n within_o himself_o and_o from_o my_o own_o family_n i_o have_v my_o accusors_n witness_n judge_n and_o tormentor_n my_o conscience_n do_v accuse_v i_o my_o memory_n be_v the_o witness_n against_o i_o reason_n the_o judge_n my_o will_n the_o prison_n fear_v the_o executioner_n and_o my_o delight_n the_o torment_n for_o how_o many_o wicked_a delight_n there_o have_v be_v to_o procure_v my_o carnal_a pleasure_n so_o many_o torment_n there_o shall_v be_v in_o my_o grievous_a punishment_n for_o we_o be_v thereby_o punish_v from_o whence_o we_o delight_v of_o the_o three_o enemy_n of_o man._n motive_n xiiii_o help_v i_o oh_o my_o god_n because_o my_o enemy_n have_v besiege_v and_o compass_v my_o soul_n round_o about_o namely_o the_o body_n the_o world_n and_o the_o devil_n man_n the_o flesh_n the_o first_o enemy_n of_o man_n i_o can_v fly_v from_o the_o body_n nor_o drive_v it_o away_o from_o i_o i_o must_v needs_o carry_v it_o about_o i_o because_o it_o be_v fast_o tie_v and_o bind_v unto_o i_o i_o may_v not_o destroy_v it_o i_o be_o compel_v to_o nourish_v and_o sustain_v it_o and_o when_o i_o make_v it_o fat_a i_o nourish_v my_o adversary_n against_o myself_o for_o if_o i_o shall_v pamper_v myself_o and_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v lusty_a and_o strong_a the_o health_n and_o strength_n of_o it_o do_v trouble_v and_o molest_v i_o man_n the_o world_n the_o second_o enemy_n of_o man_n likewise_o the_o world_n do_v hem_v i_o in_o and_o besiege_v i_o on_o every_o side_n and_o by_o five_o gate_n to_o wit_n by_o the_o five_o sense_n of_o the_o body_n namely_o the_o sight_n hear_v taste_v smell_a and_o touch_v do_v wind_v i_o with_o his_o arrow_n and_o death_n enter_v by_o my_o window_n into_o my_o soul_n my_o eye_n look_v back_o and_o turn_v away_o my_o understanding_n my_o ear_n hear_v and_o turn_v aside_o the_o intention_n of_o my_o heart_n smell_a hinder_v my_o devout_a cogitation_n my_o mouth_n speak_v and_o deceive_v by_o touch_v the_o burn_a of_o lust_n be_v stir_v up_o by_o any_o small_a occasion_n and_o unless_o it_o be_v quench_v it_o sudden_o possess_v burn_v and_o inflame_v the_o whole_a body_n first_o it_o tickle_v the_o flesh_n a_o little_a with_o thought_n afterward_o it_o defile_v the_o mind_n with_o filthy_a delight_n and_o at_o last_o it_o subiugate_v and_o captive_v the_o mind_n by_o consent_n unto_o wickedness_n further_o the_o devil_n who_o i_o can_v see_v man_n the_o devil_n the_o three_o enemy_n of_o man_n and_o therefore_o can_v the_o less_o be_v wary_a of_o he_o he_o have_v bend_v his_o bow_n and_o make_v ready_a his_o arrow_n in_o it_o that_o he_o may_v sudden_o wound_v i_o he_o have_v declare_v that_o he_o will_v hide_v his_o snare_n and_o have_v say_v bane_n the_o devil_n use_v gold_n and_o silver_n for_o allure_a bait_n to_o procure_v the_o soul_n bane_n who_o shall_v see_v they_o he_o have_v lay_v a_o snare_n in_o gold_n and_o silver_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n which_o we_o abuse_v with_o they_o we_o be_v evil_o delight_v and_o be_v ensnare_v he_o have_v not_o only_o lay_v a_o snare_n but_o also_o bird-lime_n the_o love_n of_o possession_n be_v bird-lime_n the_o affection_n of_o kindred_n lime_n the_o devil_n bird_n lime_n the_o desire_n of_o honour_n and_o the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o flesh_n by_o which_o the_o soul_n be_v glue_v and_o entangle_v that_o it_o can_v 〈◊〉_d through_o the_o street_n of_o heavenly_a zion_n with_o the_o wing_n of_o contemplation_n devil_n the_o arrow_n of_o 〈◊〉_d devil_n the_o arrow_n and_o shaft_n of_o the_o devil_n be_v anger_n envy_n concupiscence_n and_o other_o vice_n with_o which_o the_o soul_n be_v wound_v and_o who_o be_v he_o which_o be_v able_a to_o quench_v his_o fiery_a dart_n oh_o lamentable_a grief_n a_o faithful_a soul_n be_v often_o wound_v with_o these_o dart_n and_o overcome_v with_o these_o temptation_n alas_o for_o i_o because_o i_o see_v war_n prepare_v for_o i_o on_o every_o side_n dart_n fly_v about_o every_o where_o on_o every_o side_n assailment_n on_o every_o side_n danger_n wheresoever_o i_o shall_v turn_v myself_o there_o be_v no_o safety_n no_o security_n i_o fear_v both_o those_o thing_n which_o delight_v i_o and_o also_o those_o thing_n which_o make_v i_o sad_a and_o molest_v i_o i_o fear_v all_o thing_n hunger_n and_o refection_n sleep_n and_o watch_v labour_n and_o rest_v do_v fight_v against_o i_o je_a be_v no_o less_o suspect_v of_o i_o then_o anger_n for_o i_o after_o give_v offence_n unto_o many_o by_o jest_v neither_o do_v i_o less_o fear_v prosperity_n then_o adversity_n for_o prosperous_a thing_n with_o their_o sweetness_n make_v i_o careless_a
accuser_n and_o when_o it_o shall_v be_v say_v of_o i_o behold_v the_o man_n and_o his_o work_n then_o i_o shall_v reduce_v and_o bring_v again_o before_o my_o eye_n all_o my_o sin_n and_o offence_n for_o it_o shall_v be_v bring_v to_o pass_v by_o a_o certain_a divine_a power_n that_o good_a and_o evil_a work_n shall_v be_v recall_v to_o the_o remembrance_n of_o every_o one_o and_o shall_v be_v see_v in_o the_o view_n of_o the_o mind_n with_o a_o wonderful_a speed_n and_o celerity_n that_o the_o knowledge_n of_o they_o may_v accuse_v or_o excuse_v the_o conscience_n and_o that_o so_o both_o every_o man_n several_o and_o general_o may_v be_v judge_v together_o every_o man_n shall_v be_v judge_v for_o his_o deed_n and_o all_o the_o secret_n of_o all_o man_n shall_v appear_v and_o lie_v open_a unto_o all_o for_o that_o which_o we_o be_v ashamed_a manifest_a at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n all_o thing_n shall_v be_v make_v manifest_a and_o blush_v at_o to_o confess_v now_o shall_v then_o be_v manifest_a and_o apparent_a to_o all_o and_o there_o the_o revenge_a and_o devour_a fire_n shall_v burn_v and_o consume_v whatsoever_o here_o we_o cloak_n and_o flatter_v by_o dissemble_v the_o swift_a fire_n shall_v rage_v and_o reign_v every_o where_n have_v get_v free_a scope_n and_o liberty_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o long_o the_o lord_n do_v wait_v and_o tarry_v for_o our_o amendment_n so_o much_o the_o more_o strict_o he_o will_v judge_v we_o if_o we_o shall_v abuse_v and_o neglect_v his_o patience_n why_o therefore_o do_v we_o so_o earnest_o covet_v this_o life_n in_o which_o the_o long_a we_o live_v the_o more_o we_o sin_n for_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o the_o day_n of_o our_o life_n be_v lengthen_v condition_n nothing_o more_o mutable_a than_o humane_a condition_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o our_o fault_n and_o transgression_n be_v augment_v for_o evil_a thing_n do_v daily_o increase_v but_o good_a thing_n decay_v and_o be_v diminish_v man_n state_n do_v never_o stand_v at_o a_o stay_n but_o be_v continual_o change_v by_o prosperity_n and_o adversity_n and_o he_o know_v not_o when_o he_o shall_v die_v for_o as_o a_o blaze_a star_n in_o the_o sky_n run_v swift_o and_o vanish_v away_o sudden_o similitude_n the_o shortness_n of_o man_n life_n shadow_v out_o by_o a_o double_a similitude_n or_o as_o a_o sparkle_n of_o fire_n be_v sudden_o extinguish_v and_o turn_v into_o ash_n so_o we_o may_v see_v this_o life_n quick_o end_v and_o sudden_o consume_v for_o while_o man_n tarry_v willing_o and_o live_v most_o pleasant_o in_o this_o world_n and_o suppose_v that_o he_o shall_v live_v long_o and_o purpose_v many_o thing_n to_o be_v do_v in_o long_a time_n he_o be_v sudden_o snatch_v away_o by_o death_n and_o the_o soul_n be_v take_v from_o the_o body_n before_o he_o beware_v of_o it_o yet_o the_o soul_n be_v separate_v with_o great_a fear_n much_o pain_n and_o bitter_a grief_n from_o the_o body_n for_o the_o angel_n come_v to_o take_v she_o that_o they_o may_v bring_v she_o before_o the_o tribunal_n seat_n of_o a_o most_o fearful_a judge_n then_o she_o call_v to_o mind_v her_o evil_a and_o most_o wicked_a work_n which_o she_o have_v do_v day_n and_o night_n tremble_v and_o seek_v to_o shun_v and_o avoid_v they_o and_o to_o desire_v a_o truce_n of_o they_o say_v grant_v i_o the_o space_n yea_o but_o of_o one_o hour_n then_o her_o work_n as_o it_o be_v judgement_n our_o work_n will_v follow_v we_o to_o judgement_n speak_v together_o shall_v answer_v and_o say_v thou_o have_v make_v we_o we_o be_v thy_o work_n we_o will_v go_v forward_o with_o thou_o to_o judgement_n vice_n also_o shall_v accuse_v she_o with_o many_o and_o manifold_a crime_n and_o shall_v bring_v many_o false_a testimony_n against_o she_o although_o one_o suffice_v to_o her_o damnation_n the_o devil_n also_o shall_v terrify_v she_o with_o their_o ghastly_a countenance_n and_o horrible_a aspect_n they_o shall_v persecute_v she_o and_o take_v hold_v of_o she_o as_o terrible_o so_o also_o horrible_o desirous_a to_o retain_v she_o unless_o there_o be_v one_o who_o can_v deliver_v she_o from_o they_o then_o the_o soul_n find_v the_o eye_n shut_v the_o mouth_n and_o other_o sense_n of_o the_o body_n by_o which_o she_o be_v wont_a to_o have_v passage_n and_o to_o be_v delight_v in_o these_o outward_a thing_n close_v soul_n the_o state_n of_o a_o damn_a soul_n shall_v return_v to_o herself_o and_o see_v herself_o alone_a and_o naked_a strike_v with_o exceed_a horror_n she_o shall_v faint_v in_o herself_o and_o fall_v down_o with_o desperation_n and_o because_o for_o the_o love_n of_o the_o world_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o flesh_n she_o forsake_v the_o love_n of_o god_n she_o wretched_a shall_v be_v quite_o forsake_v in_o the_o hour_n of_o such_o great_a necessity_n and_o shall_v be_v deliver_v to_o the_o devil_n to_o be_v torment_v in_o hell_n so_o the_o soul_n of_o a_o sinner_n in_o the_o day_n wherein_o he_o be_v ignorant_a and_o hour_n in_o which_o he_o know_v not_o be_v snatch_v away_o of_o death_n and_o be_v separate_v from_o the_o body_n and_o proceed_v forward_o full_a of_o misery_n tremble_v and_o sorrow_v and_o when_o she_o have_v no_o excuse_n which_o she_o may_v allege_v for_o her_o sin_n she_o faint_v and_o fail_v with_o dreadful_a fear_n to_o appear_v before_o god_n she_o be_v shake_v and_o quake_v with_o exceed_a horror_n and_o be_v toss_v and_o trouble_v with_o manifold_a tempest_n of_o perplex_a thought_n and_o dispairefull_a cogitation_n the_o dissolution_n and_o separation_n of_o the_o flesh_n grieve_v she_o and_o all_o be_v remove_v out_o of_o her_o sight_n she_o consider_v herself_o and_o that_o time_n to_o which_o she_o approach_v and_o after_o a_o little_a while_n she_o find_v in_o that_o that_o which_o can_v never_o be_v alter_v nor_o reverse_a she_o consider_v thorough_o how_o severe_a the_o eternal_a judge_n come_v and_o what_o straight_o account_v she_o must_v make_v before_o the_o severity_n of_o such_o great_a justice_n for_o although_o she_o have_v escape_v all_o the_o work_n which_o she_o can_v understand_v yet_o for_o all_o that_o come_v before_o a_o strict_a and_o severe_a judge_n she_o dread_v those_o more_o which_o she_o understand_v not_o in_o herself_o fear_n increase_v when_o she_o think_v she_o can_v not_o pass_v through_o the_o way_n of_o this_o life_n without_o a_o fault_n neither_o that_o time_n which_o she_o have_v live_v commendable_o be_v without_o offence_n if_o it_o be_v judge_v pity_n and_o mercy_n exclude_v for_o who_o be_v able_a to_o consider_v how_o many_o and_o how_o great_a evil_n we_o commit_v in_o moment_n of_o time_n omission_n sin_n be_v of_o two_o sort_n of_o commission_n and_o omission_n and_o what_o great_a good_a thing_n we_o neglect_v to_o do_v for_o as_o the_o commission_n of_o a_o evil_a thing_n be_v sin_n so_o the_o omission_n of_o a_o good_a thing_n be_v a_o offence_n for_o great_a be_v the_o loss_n and_o damage_n when_o we_o neither_o do_v nor_o think_v good_a thing_n but_o suffer_v our_o heart_n to_o wander_v &_o stagger_v abroad_o through_o vain_a and_o unprofitable_a thing_n nevertheless_o it_o be_v a_o very_a hard_a and_o difficult_a thing_n to_o bridle_v the_o heart_n and_o keep_v it_o from_o a_o unlawful_a cogitation_n also_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n overhard_v to_o execute_v earthly_a affair_n without_o sin_n wherefore_o no_o man_n can_v perfect_o comprehend_v and_o discern_v himself_o but_o be_v busy_v &_o toil_v with_o many_o thought_n and_o cogitation_n he_o remain_v in_o some_o measure_n unknown_a unto_o himself_o that_o he_o know_v not_o all_o those_o thing_n which_o he_o tollerate_v fearful_a why_o man_n be_v at_o his_o death_n fearful_a wherefore_o his_o departure_n out_o of_o the_o world_n be_v instant_a and_o press_v he_o he_o be_v terrify_v with_o a_o more_o exact_a fear_n because_o although_o he_o remember_v that_o he_o have_v not_o omit_v those_o thing_n which_o he_o know_v yet_o he_o dread_v those_o thing_n which_o he_o know_v not_o of_o the_o dignity_n of_o the_o soul_n motive_n iii_o oh_o soul_n seal_v with_o the_o image_n of_o god_n adorn_v with_o his_o similitude_n soul_n excellency_n of_o the_o soul_n betroth_v to_o he_o by_o faith_n endow_v with_o the_o spirit_n redeem_v by_o blood_n associate_v with_o angel_n capable_a of_o beatitude_n heir_n of_o goodness_n partaker_n of_o reason_n what_o have_v thou_o to_o do_v with_o the_o flesh_n of_o who_o thou_o suffer_v so_o many_o evil_n because_o of_o the_o flesh_n the_o sin_n of_o another_o be_v impute_v to_o thou_o and_o thy_o virtue_n repute_v as_o a_o stain_a and_o filthy_a clout_n and_o thou_o thyself_o be_v bring_v to_o nothing_o and_o repute_v as_o nothing_o the_o flesh_n be_v no_o other_o thing_n with_o
thy_o daily_a consume_a life_n thou_o may_v see_v the_o bright_a and_o glorious_a appear_v of_o that_o evershining_a morning_n who_o ever-glistering_a sun_n shall_v never_o set_v nor_o his_o golden_a beam_n be_v ever_o obscure_v with_o any_o cloudy_a evening_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v also_o see_v with_o thy_o clear-sighted_a eye_n never_o weary_v in_o behold_v to_o thy_o soul_n eternal_a solace_n to_o the_o infinite_a joy_n of_o thy_o triumph_a mind_n and_o constant_a delight_n of_o all_o thy_o purify_a sense_n the_o resplendent_a and_o radiant_a beam_n of_o the_o glifter_a sun_n of_o conspicuous_a righteousness_n in_o which_o thou_o may_v behold_v the_o bountiful_a the_o beautiful_a the_o glorious_a bridegroom_n the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n unite_v with_o his_o everlasting_a most_o dear_a best_a and_o only_o belove_a spouse_n who_o he_o have_v deck_v with_o his_o rich_a and_o royal_a robe_n adorn_v with_o superexcellent_a and_o admirable_a beauty_n have_v with_o his_o own_o precious_a blood_n yea_o blood_n we_o be_v cleanse_v by_o christ_n blood_n his_o heartblood_n wash_v cleanse_v and_o rince_v she_o from_o all_o the_o foul_a stain_n spot_v and_o blemish_n of_o her_o former_a sinful_a deformity_n he_o that_o be_v one_o and_o the_o same_o lord_n of_o eternal_a glory_n who_o live_v and_o reign_v by_o time_n which_o be_v without_o any_o bound_n of_o measure_n and_o who_o ever-durable_a continuance_n shall_v never_o have_v any_o end_n finis_fw-la a_o most_o zealous_a and_o devout_a lamentation_n of_o bless_a anselmus_n sometime_o archbishop_n of_o canterbury_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o his_o soul_n virginity_n appliable_a unto_o the_o soul_n of_o every_o mortify_a christian_a oh_o my_o soul_n sorrowful_a soul_n 3.10_o job_n 14.1.5.7_o eccles_n 1.13_o &_o 3.10_o oh_o miserable_a soul_n of_o a_o miserable_a wretched_a and_o contemptible_a creature_n arise_v out_o of_o the_o bed_n of_o senseless_a security_n and_o narrow_o examine_v the_o particular_n of_o thy_o great_a and_o grievous_a transgression_n sorrow_n great_a sin_n desire_n and_o deserve_v great_a sorrow_n rouse_v up_o thy_o drowsy_a understanding_n let_v the_o sense_n of_o thy_o heinous_a sin_n wound_v thy_o heart_n with_o such_o a_o doleful_a compunction_n that_o thy_o deep_a fetch_v sigh_n may_v pierce_v the_o sky_n with_o the_o sharp_a accent_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n let_v the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o 18.4.5_o thy_o ezech._n 18.4.5_o wickedness_n affright_v thou_o with_o dismay_v horror_n and_o deep_o wound_v thou_o with_o intolerable_a dolour_n conscience_n the_o terror_n of_o a_o wicked_a conscience_n thou_o i_o say_v which_o sometime_n be_v make_v as_o white_a as_o snow_n with_o the_o 5.10_o the_o eph._n 2.22_o rom_n 3.25_o and_o 5.10_o celestial_a fountain_n and_o lavor_fw-la endow_v with_o the_o holy_a spirit_n bind_v by_o a_o sacred_a oath_n to_o maintain_v thy_o christian_a profession_n be_v a_o virgin_n have_v be_v obedient_a espouse_v to_o christ_n thy_o glorious_a 25.1.5.6_o glorious_a mat._n 19.15_o &_o 25.1.5.6_o bridegroom_n alas_o too_o well_o i_o remember_v it_o oh_o who_o have_v i_o name_v very_o not_o so_o kind_a a_o spouse_n of_o my_o chaste_a virginity_n as_o a_o terrible_a 2.1_o terrible_a wis_v 17.1_o mat._n 16.27_o rom._n 2.1_o judge_n of_o my_o odious_a impurity_n alas_o woeful_a be_v the_o remembrance_n of_o my_o decay_a pleasure_n why_o do_v thou_o more_o and_o more_o increase_v the_o sorrow_n of_o the_o possessor_n how_o miserable_a be_v the_o lot_n of_o wicked_a and_o heinous_a offence_n to_o who_o both_o good_a and_o evil_a do_v breed_v nothing_o else_o but_o torment_n and_o torture_v for_o a_o evil_a 17.10_o evil_a wis_v 17.10_o conscience_n do_v trouble_v and_o vex_v i_o and_o horror_n of_o that_o unquenchable_a fire_n do_v terrify_v i_o in_o which_o i_o fear_v i_o shall_v burn_v continual_o and_o never_o be_v consume_v the_o remembrance_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n and_o of_o the_o reward_n of_o it_o do_v afflict_v and_o affright_v i_o which_o i_o know_v i_o have_v lose_v and_o shall_v never_o repossess_v or_o recover_v woe_n be_v i_o to_o lose_v to_o lose_v that_o without_o hope_n of_o recovery_n which_o shall_v have_v be_v careful_o 23.16_o careful_o act_n 23.16_o preserve_v for_o ever_o oh_o comfortless_a sorrow_n to_o lose_v that_o which_o do_v not_o only_o deprive_v i_o of_o good_a thing_n but_o do_v also_o multiply_v my_o torment_n oh_o virginity_n now_o not_o belove_v of_o i_o but_o lose_v &_o depart_v from_o i_o thou_o be_v now_o not_o my_o only_a solace_n and_o felicity_n but_o alone_o my_o only_a sorrow_n and_o incurable_a misery_n how_o be_v thy_o former_a beauty_n change_v into_o disdainful_a deformity_n into_o what_o deep_a pit_n of_o calamity_n have_v thou_o deject_a i_o oh_o thou_o hateful_a fornication_n which_o have_v defile_v my_o mind_n with_o thy_o contagious_a uncleanness_n and_o infect_v my_o soul_n with_o deadly_a disease_n how_o and_o from_o whence_o do_v thou_o creep_v into_o my_o wretched_a bosom_n to_o vex_v and_o molest_v i_o from_o what_o glorious_a and_o delightful_a state_n of_o felicity_n have_v thou_o tumble_v i_o headlong_o to_o languish_v in_o continual_a misery_n on_o this_o side_n bitter_a sorrow_n do_v sting_v i_o on_o the_o other_o side_n extreme_a pang_n and_o terrible_a fear_n do_v torment_v i_o while_o my_o mind_n be_v distract_v with_o heavy_a meditation_n upon_o my_o unrecoverable_a loss_n and_o as_o my_o loss_n be_v void_a of_o hope_n and_o consolation_n so_o my_o torment_n will_v admit_v no_o moderation_n and_o a_o sea_n of_o woe_n do_v overflow_v i_o but_o if_o that_o which_o be_v good_a and_o that_o which_o be_v evil_a do_v both_o alike_o punish_v and_o just_o afflict_v i_o so_o that_o i_o often_o feel_v the_o horror_n of_o death_n while_o i_o live_v in_o this_o wretched_a life_n my_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v tell_v i_o and_o my_o perplex_a thought_n teach_v i_o that_o i_o have_v worthy_o deserve_v it_o for_o thou_o my_o soul_n disloyal_a perjure_a against_o god_n thy_o creator_n and_o become_v a_o filthy_a strumpet_n to_o the_o dishonour_n of_o christ_n thy_o love_a lord_n and_o redeemer_n art_n woeful_o throw_v down_o from_o thy_o glorious_a &_o high_a estate_n of_o unspotted_a virginity_n into_o the_o bottomless_a lake_n of_o loathsome_a adultery_n thou_o sometime_o espouse_v to_o the_o king_n of_o heaven_n be_v now_o become_v a_o harlot_n to_o the_o tormentor_n of_o hell_n alas_o for_o thou_o that_o be_v cast_v out_o of_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n who_o do_v so_o kind_o regard_v thou_o and_o be_v expose_v to_o the_o malice_n of_o the_o devil_n who_o will_v most_o cruel_o torment_v thou_o nay_o rather_o thou_o which_o have_v cast_v away_o god_n and_o embrace_v the_o devil_n for_o thou_o be_v change_v most_o miserable_o from_o a_o virtuous_a virgin_n to_o a_o vicious_a strumpet_n and_o a_o impudent_a harlot_n thou_o first_o have_v offer_v a_o unkind_a refusal_n of_o thy_o first_o love_n to_o god_n thy_o gracious_a creator_n and_o wilful_o and_o willing_o have_v prostitute_v thyself_o to_o the_o lust_n of_o the_o devil_n a_o cunning_a deceiver_n and_o thy_o cruel_a murderer_n oh_o damnable_a exchange_n most_o miserable_a and_o more_o than_o most_o miserable_a alteration_n alas_o from_o what_o high_a seat_n of_o blessedness_n be_v thou_o throw_v down_o into_o what_o deep_a dungeon_n of_o cursednesse_n be_v thou_o overwhelm_v alas_o how_o kind_a and_o love_a a_o husband_n have_v thou_o treacherous_o reject_v how_o malicious_a merciless_a and_o dreadful_a a_o tyrant_n have_v thou_o accept_v ah_o what_o have_v thou_o do_v thou_o furious_a madness_n of_o my_o dote_a understanding_n thou_o dote_a uncleanness_n and_o unclean_a impiety_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v thou_o have_v utter_o forsake_v thy_o chaste_a and_o faithful_a spouse_n who_o glorious_o rain_v in_o heaven_n and_o have_v eager_o follow_v the_o author_n of_o thy_o odious_a uncleanness_n into_o hell_n and_o in_o that_o deep_a gulf_n of_o everlasting_a darkness_n have_v not_o prepare_v for_o thyself_o a_o bride-chamber_n to_o solace_v thyself_o with_o thy_o true_a and_o chaste_a belove_a but_o a_o filthy_a brothel-house_n where_o thou_o may_v be_v defile_v and_o pollute_v with_o incurable_a uncleanness_n what_o wonderful_a horror_n do_v attend_v upon_o thou_o what_o perverse_a will_n and_o lustful_a desire_n have_v bewitch_v thou_o oh_o horrible_a wonder_n oh_o voluntary_a madness_n how_o oh_o god_n be_o i_o fall_v into_o the_o corruption_n of_o such_o great_a impiety_n how_o oh_o lord_n god_n shall_v i_o make_v satisfaction_n unto_o thou_o for_o my_o grievous_a iniquity_n throw_v thyself_o down_o thou_o miserable_a and_o curse_a creature_n into_o the_o depth_n of_o immoderate_a mourning_n and_o misery_n who_o haste_v willing_o cast_v thyself_o down_o into_o the_o gulf_n of_o immeasurable_a and_o horrible_a iniquity_n let_v the_o weight_n of_o thy_o wickedness_n overwhelm_v thou_o let_v the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o thy_o unsupportable_a sorrow_n
poison_v thy_o affection_n thou_o go_v about_o in_o thy_o monstrous_a madness_n and_o unbrideled_a fury_n to_o kill_v the_o immortal_a lord_n who_o be_v truth_n itself_o to_o direct_v we_o and_o life_n itself_o to_o quicken_v we_o and_o to_o bring_v he_o to_o the_o slaughter_n who_o only_o be_v able_a and_o none_o but_o he_o to_o bring_v all_o man_n to_o death_n &_o to_o restore_v all_o man_n to_o life_n tell_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o thou_o wicked_a and_o foolish_a madman_n be_v not_o thou_o also_o as_o well_o as_o the_o other_o disciple_n with_o the_o lord_n jesus_n when_o he_o reviue_v the_o maiden_n which_o be_v dead_a when_o he_o cure_v the_o son_n of_o the_o ruler_n when_o he_o raise_v lazarus_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n when_o he_o cleanse_v the_o leper_n heal_v the_o man_n sick_a of_o the_o palsy_n deliver_v they_o which_o be_v possess_v with_o devil_n when_o he_o make_v he_o to_o see_v which_o be_v bear_v blind_a and_o restore_v many_o other_o to_o their_o sight_n tell_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o have_v he_o be_v able_a to_o have_v do_v these_o miracle_n if_o god_n have_v not_o be_v with_o he_o what_o egyptian_a darkness_n have_v blind_v thy_o eye_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v his_o divinity_n what_o ignorance_n have_v blinde-folded_n thy_o understanding_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o know_v he_o to_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n by_o his_o admirable_a work_n where_o be_v thou_o when_o at_o two_o sundry_a time_n he_o feed_v a_o great_a multitude_n of_o people_n with_o a_o little_a bread_n and_o a_o few_o fish_n but_o to_o let_v these_o merciful_a and_o miraculous_a work_n pass_v which_o he_o do_v for_o other_o why_o do_v not_o these_o gracious_a and_o charitable_a deed_n which_o he_o perform_v towards_o thou_o so_o move_v thy_o mind_n that_o although_o thou_o have_v imagine_v yet_o thou_o may_v not_o have_v practise_v thy_o horrible_a intend_a mischief_n against_o he_o remember_v thou_o most_o wretched_a creature_n and_o ungrateful_a disciple_n how_o thy_o humble_a master_n wash_v thy_o foot_n john_n 13.5_o how_o shall_v this_o wonderful_a humility_n of_o so_o great_a a_o master_n have_v humble_v thy_o mind_n be_v so_o base_a a_o servant_n remember_v how_o he_o always_o extend_v the_o token_n of_o his_o love_n to_o thou_o as_o he_o do_v to_o the_o other_o apostle_n yet_o no_o kindness_n can_v restrain_v thy_o wicked_a will_n nor_o change_v thy_o covetous_a mind_n consider_v thou_o most_o ungrateful_a and_o cruel_a traitor_n how_o often_o my_o love_a jesus_n do_v mild_o admonish_v thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v retire_v from_o thy_o wicked_a purpose_n who_o all-seeing_a eye_n be_v able_a to_o penetrate_v into_o the_o dark_a corner_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o to_o search_v the_o secret_n of_o thy_o inward_a bowel_n it_o may_v have_v check_v thy_o guilty_a conscience_n when_o he_o say_v after_o he_o have_v wash_v his_o disciple_n foot_n you_o be_v clean_o but_o not_o all_o john_n 13.11_o and_o again_o i_o speak_v not_o of_o all_o of_o you_o i_o know_v who_o i_o have_v choose_v john_n 13.18_o but_o although_o these_o general_a reprehension_n be_v motive_n of_o small_a moment_n to_o mollify_v thy_o stony_a heart_n yet_o he_o speak_v unto_o thou_o particular_o say_v do_v that_o quick_o which_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o do_v john_n 13.27_o do_v thou_o not_o clear_o see_v that_o he_o know_v thy_o inward_a thought_n and_o the_o secret_a plot_n of_o thy_o wicked_a counsel_n and_o who_o but_o god_n be_v able_a to_o know_v the_o secret_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o to_o discover_v our_o hide_a cogitation_n but_o be_v not_o thy_o heart_n as_o flinty_a as_o a_o adamant_n that_o it_o do_v not_o relent_v with_o sorrow_n be_v not_o thy_o forehead_n as_o hard_o as_o brass_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o blush_v for_o shame_n be_v not_o thy_o eye_n more_o dry_a than_o a_o rock_n that_o they_o can_v shed_v no_o tear_n when_o thy_o love_a master_n and_o my_o belove_a lord_n say_v mild_o unto_o thou_o what_o judas_n do_v thou_o betray_v the_o son_n of_o man_n with_o a_o kiss_n luke_n 22.48_o oh_o great_a humility_n exceed_o meekness_n most_o admirable_a clemency_n of_o my_o saviour_n jesus_n yet_o neither_o the_o mildness_n of_o his_o word_n nor_o wonderfulnesse_n of_o his_o work_n can_v soften_v thy_o obdurate_a heart_n or_o reclaim_v thy_o obstinate_a mind_n oh_o thou_o pernicious_a traitor_n my_o saviour_n call_v he_o friend_n mat._n 26.10_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o direful_a foe_n that_o the_o meekness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v a_o little_a calm_v the_o fury_n of_o his_o nature_n but_o the_o devil_n have_v sow_v such_o naughty_a seed_n in_o the_o furrow_n of_o his_o covetous_a heart_n that_o he_o become_v a_o wicked_a guide_n to_o deliver_v his_o love_a master_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o bloody_a enemy_n who_o hate_v his_o innocent_a life_n have_v long_v for_o opportunity_n to_o put_v he_o to_o a_o cruel_a and_o shameful_a death_n tell_v i_o thou_o damn_a judas_n what_o bring_v thou_o into_o such_o a_o hellish_a frenzy_n that_o thou_o do_v complot_v with_o the_o bloody_a jew_n to_o betray_v thy_o gracious_a lord_n with_o a_o token_n of_o kindness_n have_v thirsty_a covetousness_n so_o inflame_v thy_o mind_n that_o thou_o do_v run_v headlong_o to_o sell_v thy_o soul_n for_o a_o little_a piece_n of_o money_n if_o thou_o have_v come_v like_o a_o foe_n thy_o crime_n have_v not_o be_v so_o heinous_a nor_o thy_o cruelty_n so_o odious_a but_o thou_o like_o a_o cozen_a hypocrite_n do_v cunning_o mask_v thy_o deadly_a hate_n with_o the_o vizard_n of_o counterfeit_a love_n thou_o do_v salute_v my_o love_a jesus_n with_o no_o friendly_a but_o a_o deadly_a kiss_n that_o with_o this_o token_n of_o peace_n and_o kindness_n thou_o may_v cast_v a_o mist_n before_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o faithful_a disciple_n that_o they_o may_v think_v thou_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o those_o wicked_a person_n who_o come_v to_o apprehend_v their_o lord_n &_o master_n thou_o think_v thou_o have_v complot_v so_o cunning_o and_o contrive_v thy_o matter_n so_o careful_o that_o all_o shall_v have_v be_v hide_v in_o darkness_n and_o no_o man_n have_v know_v thy_o damnable_a practice_n but_o only_o the_o curse_a crew_n of_o thy_o confederate_n but_o the_o devil_n who_o be_v the_o author_n to_o allure_v thou_o to_o this_o mischief_n do_v beguile_v thou_o with_o a_o deceitful_a imagination_n and_o so_o he_o will_v do_v all_o other_o that_o follow_v thy_o crooked_a step_n and_o walk_v in_o thy_o curse_a way_n such_o juggle_a hypocritical_a trick_n may_v often_o be_v hood_v from_o the_o dim_a sight_n of_o man_n but_o they_o can_v never_o be_v hide_v from_o the_o all-seeing_a eye_n of_o almighty_a god_n thou_o come_v with_o a_o word_n of_o peace_n in_o thy_o mouth_n when_o thou_o do_v pretend_v nothing_o but_o war_n in_o thy_o heart_n thy_o speech_n be_v as_o soft_a as_o butter_n but_o thy_o inward_a thought_n be_v more_o sharp_a than_o a_o raisor_n thou_o do_v presume_v to_o offer_v a_o traitor_n kiss_n mat._n 26.49_o to_o my_o bless_a saviour_n when_o thy_o lip_n be_v full_a of_o poison_n and_o thy_o throat_n a_o open_a sepulchre_n thou_o come_v like_o a_o subtle_a fox_n to_o salute_v he_o with_o a_o word_n of_o health_n when_o thou_o be_v a_o wicked_a guide_n to_o a_o hand_n of_o cruel_a soldier_n who_o mean_v he_o nothing_o but_o hurt_n so_o strong_a be_v the_o desire_n of_o filthy_a lucre_n to_o hale_v thou_o to_o mischief_n so_o eager_a be_v thy_o greedy_a appetite_n to_o bite_v at_o this_o pleasant_a bait_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v the_o kill_a hook_n for_o when_o thou_o do_v sell_v the_o precious_a life_n of_o thy_o love_a master_n thou_o do_v give_v thy_o damn_a soul_n to_o the_o devil_n to_o be_v torment_v with_o he_o for_o ever_o in_o the_o fire_n which_o flame_v continual_o and_o burn_v so_o extreme_o that_o the_o pain_n of_o the_o least_o sparkle_n of_o it_o be_v more_o than_o intolerable_a wherefore_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n so_o mollify_v my_o heart_n and_o moderate_v my_o mind_n which_o be_o thy_o most_o unworthy_a servant_n that_o i_o may_v not_o give_v such_o direful_a and_o deadly_a kiss_n unto_o thou_o which_o be_v my_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a master_n and_o grant_v unto_o i_o by_o thy_o gracious_a clemency_n that_o i_o may_v offer_v unto_o thou_o the_o sweet_a kiss_n of_o loyal_a obedience_n and_o constant_a love_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v say_v unto_o thou_o kiss_v i_o with_o the_o kiss_n of_o thy_o mouth_n cant._n 1.1_o for_o thy_o love_n be_v better_a than_o wine_n run_v oh_o my_o soul_n and_o neither_o let_v the_o bait_n of_o terrene_a pleasure_n nor_o the_o brunt_n of_o worldly_a sorrow_n hinder_v thou_o in_o thy_o way_n when_o thou_o go_v to_o kiss_v thy_o
in_o he_o they_o rejoice_v continual_o in_o other_o creature_n he_o be_v admirable_a because_o he_o creat_v all_o thing_n powerful_o govern_v all_o thing_n wise_o dispose_v all_o thing_n bountiful_o in_o man_n he_o be_v amiable_a because_o he_o be_v their_o god_n and_o they_o be_v his_o people_n he_o dwell_v in_o they_o even_o as_o in_o his_o temple_n and_o they_o be_v his_o temple_n he_o disdain_v neither_o particular_a nor_o universal_a whosoever_o be_v mindful_a of_o he_o and_o do_v both_o know_v and_o also_o love_v he_o god_n motive_n to_o move_v we_o to_o love_v god_n he_o be_v with_o he_o we_o ought_v to_o love_v he_o because_o he_o have_v first_o love_v we_o and_o have_v make_v we_o after_o his_o image_n and_o similitude_n which_o thing_n he_o will_v not_o impart_v to_o any_o other_o creature_n we_o be_v make_v according_a to_o the_o image_n of_o god_n that_o be_v according_a to_o the_o understanding_n and_o knowledge_n of_o the_o son_n by_o who_o we_o understand_v and_o know_v the_o father_n and_o have_v access_n unto_o he_o so_o great_a be_v the_o affinity_n between_o we_o and_o the_o son_n of_o god_n as_o that_o we_o be_v the_o image_n of_o he_o who_o be_v the_o image_n of_o god_n which_o affinity_n also_o the_o similitude_n do_v testify_v because_o we_o be_v not_o only_o make_v according_a to_o his_o similitude_n but_o also_o to_o his_o likeness_n therefore_o it_o behove_v that_o that_o which_o be_v make_v according_a to_o his_o image_n do_v agree_v with_o his_o image_n and_o not_o participate_v only_o a_o vain_a name_n of_o the_o image_n in_o which_o regard_n let_v we_o represent_v and_o express_v his_o image_n in_o ourselves_o in_o the_o fervent_a desire_n of_o peace_n in_o the_o behold_n of_o truth_n and_o in_o the_o love_n of_o charity_n let_v we_o hold_v he_o in_o our_o memory_n let_v we_o carry_v he_o in_o our_o conscience_n and_o let_v we_o adore_v and_o worship_v he_o every_o where_o who_o be_v present_a every_o where_o for_o our_o understanding_n in_o that_o same_o respect_n be_v the_o image_n of_o he_o in_o which_o it_o be_v capable_a of_o he_o and_o may_v be_v partaker_n of_o the_o same_o the_o mind_n or_o soul_n be_v not_o therefore_o the_o image_n of_o he_o because_o the_o mind_n remember_v itself_o god_n how_o the_o soul_n be_v say_v to_o be_v the_o image_n of_o god_n understand_v and_o love_v itself_o but_o because_o it_o may_v be_v able_a to_o remember_v understand_v and_o love_v he_o of_o who_o it_o be_v make_v the_o which_o when_o it_o do_v it_o become_v wise_a trinity_n the_o three_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o wit_n memory_n will_n and_o understanding_n resemble_v the_o trinity_n for_o nothing_o be_v more_o like_a to_o that_o most_o excellent_a and_o high_a wisdom_n than_o a_o reasonable_a soul_n which_o through_o memory_n understanding_n and_o will_v consist_v in_o that_o unutterable_a trinity_n but_o it_o can_v consist_v and_o abide_v in_o the_o same_o unless_o it_o remember_v understand_v and_o love_v the_o same_o let_v it_o therefore_o remember_v she_o god_n love_n and_o worship_v he_o after_o who_o image_n it_o be_v make_v with_o who_o it_o may_v always_o be_v bless_v oh_o bless_a soul_n with_o who_o god_n have_v find_v rest_n in_o who_o tabernacle_n he_o dwell_v and_o remain_v bless_v how_o the_o soul_n be_v say_v to_o be_v true_o bless_v bless_a which_o may_v say_v and_o he_o which_o create_v i_o rest_v in_o my_o tabernacle_n for_o he_o can_v deny_v the_o rest_n of_o heaven_n unto_o she_o therefore_o why_o do_v we_o forsake_v ourselves_o and_o seek_v god_n in_o these_o external_a and_o outward_a thing_n who_o be_v at_o home_n with_o we_o if_o we_o will_v be_v with_o he_o very_o he_o with_o we_o and_o in_o we_o but_o as_o yet_o by_o faith_n until_o we_o shall_v see_v he_o face_n to_o face_n we_o know_v say_v the_o apostle_n that_o christ_n dwell_v in_o our_o heart_n by_o faith_n us._n how_o god_n dwell_v in_o us._n because_o christ_n be_v in_o our_o faith_n faith_n in_o our_o understanding_n our_o understanding_n in_o the_o heart_n the_o heart_n in_o our_o breast_n through_o faith_n i_o call_v god_n to_o mind_n as_o a_o creator_n i_o adore_v he_o as_o a_o redeemer_n i_o attend_v and_o wait_v for_o he_o as_o a_o saviour_n i_o believe_v to_o behold_v he_o in_o all_o his_o creature_n to_o have_v he_o in_o myself_o and_o that_o which_o be_v more_o pleasant_a and_o bless_v then_o all_o these_o unspeakable_a to_o know_v he_o in_o himself_o be_v what_o life_n everlasting_a be_v for_o to_o know_v the_o father_n son_n and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v life_n everlasting_a perfect_a blessedness_n be_v what_o life_n everlasting_a be_v chief_a pleasure_n the_o eye_n have_v not_o see_v the_o ear_n have_v not_o hear_v neither_o have_v it_o enter_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n what_o great_a love_n what_o great_a sweetness_n and_o what_o great_a pleasantness_n do_v remain_v unto_o we_o by_o that_o vision_n when_o we_o shall_v see_v god_n face_n to_o face_n which_o be_v the_o light_n of_o those_o which_o do_v inlighten_v rest_n to_o the_o labour_a a_o country_n to_o they_o that_o return_v from_o exile_n life_n to_o the_o live_n a_o crown_n to_o the_o conquer_a therefore_o in_o my_o understanding_n i_o find_v the_o image_n of_o that_o most_o high_a and_o supreme_a trinity_n to_o the_o which_o most_o supreme_a trinity_n always_o to_o be_v remember_v look_v upon_o and_o to_o be_v love_v that_o i_o may_v remember_v it_o be_v delight_v with_o it_o embrace_z and_o view_v it_o i_o must_v refer_v and_o employ_v that_o time_n which_o i_o live_v the_o mind_n be_v the_o image_n of_o god_n ghost_n the_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n resemble_v to_o the_o father_n the_o son_n &_o the_o holy_a ghost_n in_o which_o be_v these_o three_o thing_n memory_n understanding_n and_o will_v or_o love._n we_o attribute_v to_o the_o memory_n all_o which_o we_o know_v although_o we_o think_v not_o of_o it_o we_o attribute_v to_o the_o understanding_n all_o which_o we_o find_v to_o be_v true_a in_o think_v which_o we_o also_o commit_v unto_o memory_n by_o memory_n we_o be_v like_a to_o the_o father_n by_o understanding_n to_o the_o son_n by_o will_n to_o the_o holy_a ghost_n nothing_o in_o we_o be_v so_o like_a to_o he_o as_o will_v love_n or_o charity_n which_o be_v a_o more_o excellent_a will_n for_o love_n or_o charity_n be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n so_o that_o no_o gift_n of_o god_n be_v more_o excellent_a than_o this_o for_o the_o love_n which_o be_v of_o god_n and_o which_o be_v also_o god_n be_v call_v proper_o the_o holy_a spirit_n by_o who_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v disfuse_v in_o our_o heart_n by_o who_o the_o whole_a trinity_n do_v inhabit_v and_o dwell_v in_o us._n of_o the_o misery_n of_o man_n and_o the_o examination_n of_o the_o last_o judgement_n motive_n ii_o concern_v the_o outward_a man_n i_o proceed_v from_o those_o parent_n which_o make_v i_o to_o be_v worthy_a of_o damnation_n before_o i_o be_v bear_v sinner_n beget_v a_o sinner_n and_o nourish_v i_o with_o sin_n the_o miserable_a bring_v a_o miserable_a creature_n into_o the_o misery_n of_o the_o light_n i_o have_v nothing_o from_o they_o but_o misery_n sin_n and_o this_o corruptible_a body_n which_o i_o carry_v about_o i_o and_o i_o hasten_v to_o go_v to_o they_o which_o through_o the_o death_n of_o the_o body_n be_v depart_v from_o hence_o when_o i_o look_v upon_o their_o grave_n and_o sepulcher_n i_o find_v nothing_o in_o they_o but_o ash_n worm_n stink_n and_o loathsomnesse_n what_o i_o be_o they_o have_v be_v and_o what_o they_o be_v i_o shall_v be_v what_o be_o i_o man_n proceed_v from_o a_o liquid_a humour_n for_o in_o a_o moment_n of_o conception_n i_o be_v conceive_v of_o humane_a seed_n afterward_o that_o froth_n congeal_v increase_v a_o little_a be_v make_v flesh_n corruption_n man_n corruption_n and_o afterward_o cry_v and_o lament_v i_o be_v deliver_v to_o the_o banishment_n of_o this_o world_n and_o behold_v now_o i_o die_v full_a of_o iniquity_n and_o abomination_n now_o even_o now_o i_o shall_v appear_v before_o a_o severe_a and_o strict_a judge_n to_o render_v a_o account_n of_o my_o work_n woe_n be_v to_o i_o miserable_a wretch_n when_o that_o day_n of_o judgement_n shall_v come_v and_o the_o book_n shall_v be_v open_v in_o which_o all_o my_o action_n and_o cogitation_n shall_v be_v recite_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o lord_n then_o hang_v down_o my_o head_n with_o confusion_n of_o a_o evil_a conscience_n i_o shall_v stand_v in_o judgement_n before_o the_o lord_n tremble_v and_o sorrowful_a to_o wit_n reckon_v up_o my_o wicked_a deed_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v accuser_n the_o conscience_n of_o the_o wicked_a shall_v be_v their_o own_o