as either when we quit and cleare our selues from suspition of a sinne by shunning the very appearance of euill all that hath any neerenesse with it or lookes but toward it or when wee rebuke and punish such as wee haue thought to beare withall in their sinnes or haue in truth borne withall after which sort it is likely the Corinthians vpon Pauls sharpe reprehension did cleare themselues in the case of the incestuous man whom they had winked at Or finally by an humble true confessing of our fault to God and to men if it were open and publike with hearty crauing of pardon as in the Publican Zacheus Dauid we haue examples of this clearing and well also might the godly Corinthians cleare themselues to Paul that they were displeased with their sinne in bearing with such an offendour not onely by their diligence in censuring him but by their vnfeined confessing of the offence both to God and to the Apostle whom they hadagreeued The third fruite it is indignation which is an holy anger stirred vp in our hearts not onely against other mens faults with a pitty toward their person but especially against some sins which haue escaped our selues that we-were so beastly and foolish as to doe such euils that we might haue auoyded and when we are moued to anger more against our owne then other mens this is a very good token of a repentant heart The fourth fruite is feare not seruill but filiall and child-like arising from the feeling of Gods mercies and our owne 〈◊〉 from whence commeth an holy awe and feare lest the euils which tofore wee haue offended by or such like through our corruption breake forth againe The fifth is desire as impenitent persons haue their desires to eate to drinke to sleepe to take their ease and pastime to fare deliciously to goe gallantly and brauely in apparell to grow rich to be aloft to be well thought of and spoken of although they deserue it not and are stuffed with many other such carnall and worldly desires as tokens of their naturall impenitent heart so the godly desire to liue honestly to keepe a good conscience to dwell in the House of God for euer to enioy the sincere milke of the word to be vnburthened of sinne to mortifie their lusts be dissolued and to be with Christ and finally not to offend againe in these particulars wherin they haue offended God or his people are the testimonies of a truly repentant heart The sixth fruite is zeale which is a great griefe conceiued for the hurt of Gods glory by sinne and an ardent loue to all such things as God may be honoured by and to hinder in our selues and others whatsoeuer may dishonour or displease him Reuel 3. Repent and be zealous Therefore as cold and luke-warme Christians are vtterly without all grace of true Repentance which worketh a zeale against all sinnes and for all good to crosse the one and aduance the other according to our places meanes so the truly zealous man whose zeale is guided by the knowledge of the Word and tempered with charity such as was in Paul and Barnabas Acts 14. in Phine as in Moses in Dauid it is the euidence to our soules that it is blessed with the grace of Repentance The last fruite is reuenge which is not a requiting of euill for euill towards others a fruite of the flesh but a voluntary punishment which a sinner taketh vpon himselfe for the euils done against his God his soule or his brethren in labouring more to bridle his vnruly heart from vnlawful desires and moderating it in those which be lawfull for bearing not sinfull delights or profits alone but euen such things as are within our liberty if the vse of them will be an occasion of finne either to our selues or other This curbing of our selues and cooping vp our affections mortifying the flesh denying our selues is that reuenge here meant Also enforcing ones selfe to doe the things quite contrary to our sinnes as the drunkard to repent and punish himselfe with abstinence also the glutton and riotous with fasting the great talker by keeping silence the adulterer by forbearing all things may prouoke lusts Let me not conceale from you that I iudge this reuenge if it be referred to the Corinthians to be their exercising of that ecclesiasticall Authority which God had giuen his Church against sinne with more seuerity then wonted that as they had offended by remissenesse so they would henceforth take due reuenge vpon open sinners according to the power giuen them of God And this is very like for it is a godly reuenge to set on worke all power which God giueth vnto any for stopping of the course and current of sinne Let Papists who take such vnlawfull yet painfull reuenge of themselues by whipping c. admonish true Christians to take all lawfull reuenge Aquila Now Sir I will propound some doubts vnto you touching Repentance if first you will call to mind those cautions which ye deliuered touching the same in your publike teaching Apollos Herein I will answer your desire But let ' me tell you by the way what was saide of the meanes to quicken and stirre vp this daily Repentance Namely diligent reading of Scripture and other godly Bookes the humble submission of our mindes to all godly admonitions of the Saints blessing God in our soule after the example of Dauid for such rebukes as are priuately and friendly reached out yea thanking God for the reproaches of enemies by whom sometime one shall heare his sinne tolde him sooner then by a friend though not in a good manner nor for any good ende on their part yet considering God sets them on worke as Dauid the Prophet saide God hath bid him rebuke mee Therefore endeauour our selues to make vse of them giuing good heed both to the checkes of our conscience which often proues a faithfull monitor and to the strokes of Gods hand sensible and insensible in soule and body seeking to profit by them to amendment that wee feare him the more yea euen in the dayes of our prosperity and peace making this good vse to be inuited by them to speedy and true repentance and so we shal preuent Gods chastisements if wee voluntarily fall to iudging of our selues Yet of all other good meanes to awaken vs and bring vs vnto the practise of Repentance this is not the least euen our daily examination of our owne heart and wayes to consider particularly what escapes haue been in thoughts words and deeds in omission or commission with the circumstances of our actions for manner of doing and for the end of our workes and the persons and such like things that so we may come to see both what is to be sorrowed for presently and vpon faithfull and humble confession we may make all euen with God through Christ for that which is past and also what cause there is to watch ouer our selues for time
hating our sinnes and we through sinne extreamly hating God the guilt of these sinnes and punishment being wholy done away freely pardoned by the merit of Christ his death we haue now God pacified towards vs of a more then terrible Iudge becom a most amiable and kinde Father taking vs now for sonnes by grace who were children of his wrath before Secondly from this peace and reconciliation made with God our faith accepting the mercy forgiuenesse by his gracious promise freely offered there followeth another peace and happy tranquility of our cōscience which the woundes and terrors of it being now healed and quieted vpon that blessed consent betweene Gods promise and our faith instead of accusing and trobling as it was wont doth now excuse and acquite vs before God with vnspeakable rest so as in the sense of Gods pacification towards vs wee are not greatly terrified with sinne and other enemies of our saluation and though there be some agreement likenesse betweene this true peace of a good conscience that false peace of a dead and benummed conscience inasmuch as both are quiet and free from trouble or anguish yet there is in other respects as great ods betweene them as is betweene heauen and hell 1. For first a dead conscience is quiet because it hath no feeling of sinne at all like to dead flesh which you may prick with a Needle and yet it feels nothing so is it with a sleeping dead conscience it hath no sense of sinne or iudgment and thence growes the quietnes it hath which will quickly be shaken off and horrible terror succeede in the roome with sin reuiueth And it is awaked by the knowledge and due consideration of the Law of God But an holy conscience washed in the blood of Christ it is quiet because it so feeleth sinnes as it 〈◊〉 them al forgiuen and God pacified and well pleased in his Son Hence ariseth her peace which passeth all vnderstanding 2. Secondly a benummed conscience though it be quiet yet it comforteth not but lyeth as asleepe there may be in the heart naturall liuelinesse and comfort by presence of things pleasing to nature but no spirituall comfort in the conscience at all whereas the truly pacified conscience hath great comfort in it selfe chearing vp the soule as a man is cheared at a feast a good conscience is a continuall feast 3. Thirdly the benummed conscience is awlesse feareth not the offence of God by sinne nor his wrath for sinne Whereas the truely appeased conscience is fearefull to offend such a Father though it now feare not damnation which is taken away by faith in Christ yet it feareth transgression breach of the Law as it is written of Iob that he feared alwayes and of 〈◊〉 that he feared God greatly Aquila Sir may it please you ere you passe ouer to the next fruite First to shewe how this blessing of a peaceable conscience is gotten and how to be preserued and also whether and how farre it may be lost and what is to be done to recouer it Apollos There are two wayes vvhereby to attaine this peace First by an vnfeigned displeasure sorow conceyued in our hearts against our owne sinnes breaking forth in an humble sincere and constant confession of them particularly so far as they are knowne with an earnest endeauour against them to shun all occasions of them Secondly by stirring vp the heart to embrace that promise of the Gospell which offereth to vs the forgiuenesse of them verily beleeuing them to be indeede remitted to vs from God according to that his mercifull promise which hee can no more breake then he can denie himselfe for he is true and cannot lie Now hauing thus gotten this peace of mind there must great care be taken for the preseruation of it seeing it is no lesse praise to keepe a treasure then at first to purchase it And it is to be kept euen by the same meanes by which it was come by euen by often and earnest confession of our sinnes and crauing pardon thereof and by beleeuing the truth of the promise but especiallie by a carefull auoiding of euery knowne sinne euen the least labouring still as to get a cleerer insight of sins by the lanterne of the Law so as they are more brightly known and perceiued to encrease in care and watchfulnesse ouer our hearts to stop the course of sin in the very thoughts and desires where sinne being yet but young and weake may most easily be crushed neuer let it goe so farre as to get consent of the will to agree to the motion of it much lesse the helpe either of tongue or hand or other part of the body to execute it for then it will raise vp new stormes and trouble the quiet peace of the soule Hereunto ioyne a desire and study how to performe all knowne duties which concerne vs in our generall or speciall calling with all vprightnesse and singlenesse of heart as in Gods sight out of loue to please him and true desire to glorifie him by our obedience to his will For great is the peace that they haue which walke in his Statutes saith the Psalmist Therefore that which we cannot doe perfectly let vs striue to doe sincerely and aske forgiuenesse of our imperfections and so it will come to passe that our peace will not onely stand to vs but encrease daily and more abound in vs. Whereas you desire to know touching this peace if it may be lost To this I answer you it cannot be lost none can take it away no more then reconciliation with God or faith can be lost Indeede this peace of conscience as touching the sense and feeling of it may be and sometime is lost as appeareth both in the examples of Scripture as in Iob Dauid Ezekiah and by the experience of others in these our dayes who either by falling into some grosse actuall sinne or by some fearefull security not looking to and watching ouer theirwayes or by some strong fit of temptation haue beene for a time in an hell of horror and soule-sorrow hauing no more sence of peace then a man vpon a racke doth feele any ease complaining in the anguish and bitternesse of their griefe that the terrour of God hath beene vpon them that their soule hath beene disquietted within them that they were cast out of Gods sight mourning as a Turtle chattering as a Crane weeping and watering their cheekes and couch with teares weary of life wishing for death finding nothing but feare on euery side yet all this while their liuely faith the remission of their sinnes their atonement with God and the blessed peace of minde comming thereof not vtterly lost but the sense onely of these benefits taken away it faring with them as with the Sunne which being vnder the darke cloudes yet is still in it selfe a lightsome creature and when it hath power to scatter the thicke cloudes giueth forth his
and his owne soule yet should refuse to doe it hoping that God would be good to him if hee doe in secret repent Might not Dauid and Salomon haue thought so and others also who haue done as they did Nay friend Aquila then may a sinner looke for Gods fauour when hee readily and dutifully walkes in Gods way and Gods way is publike repentance for publike scandals when he feeles his heart so affected toward God for the doing his will and setting forth his honour as that in regard thereof he doth little or nothing recount of his owne credite this is a good token that all is pardoned him But haue you any further matters to say friend Aquila as touching this purpose Aquila None but that I am much bound to you for enduring me with such patience to obiect what I thought Were it not that the time is so farre spent already I would request you that wee might passe forward to the fruites of Repentance to deliuer the doctrine of good workes Of good workes the fruites of Repentance Apollos NOw friend Aquila we thought that we had spent much time in our last conference and so as we needed not to looke back to our worke but I haue thought of something since our parting which will enforce vs to doe as Trauellers who hauing lost or let something fall are wont to goe backe againe and take it vp and carry it along with them Thus must we be faine to do for we haue left something behind vs worthy the looking backe for and the taking vp that we may carry it along with vs. And if you would know what it is I meane it of one peculiar note and marke whereby to distinguish that true Repentance which floweth from Sanctification and is proper to the regenerate child of God from that which many vnregenerate persons may by a common restraining grace attaine vnto Aquila What may that be I pray you certifie me of it in particular There be very many who will be glad with me to vnderstand it Apollos This it is That as the Elect in their Sanctification haue thogh not a perfect yet a generall change and reformation in mind and reason will and affection body and actions in all these they are somewhat and that truly altered by grace of new birth though vnperfectly So in the practise of this grace the regenerate man repenteth him not for one two or a few but of his whole corruption and of all euill fruits of his naturall corruption Albeit he cannot vtterly be without sinne in this life no more then he can be without a soule and body yet he doth not willingly nor wittingly foster nor harbour any sinne whatsoeuer but is equally an enemy to all and euery sinne though with vnequall successe labouring daily and nightly the forsaking and shaking off of all their sinnes in a true loathing of them for the godly repentant persons haue learned of Saint Iames that to be guilty of one maketh a man guilty of all it being the same God that commanded all who commanded one so that his authority is 〈◊〉 in one as in all And from the wise man they haue receiued that as one dead flie marreth a whole boxe of Oyntment so a little follie him who is in estimation for wisedome Ecclesiastes 10. 1. Also in the example of that godly man King Dauid they see this duty as in a glasse for he witnesseth of himselfe that he hateth whatsoeuer his owne wickednesse Psalme 18. 22. And surely it cannot be that any man should truly repent of other sins though he leaue the practise of them if he doe loue and keepe any one knowne sinne neither he that hateth any sinne can be thought other but that he hath repented of all for hee hauing power in his Sanctification against all doth therefore bend himselfe against all and hating one sinne in as much as therein is the displeasure and offence of his heauenly Father vpon this ground will hate and greeue for euery sinne with endeuour against it but whosoeuer retaineth a liking in his heart to any sinne with a purpose though he know of it to be a sin and his conscience checke him for it to continue in it can indeed hate no sinne at all though he leane the outward act of many sinnes as Herod as Simon Magus as Iudas did for worldly fame or feare of hell punishment denounced by the Word True it is that euen regenerate ones who haue shaken off their sinnes haue haply some sinne or sinnes hanging about them as burres or lime which yet they would not haue so and they beare them not onely with checke of conscience and mislike in iudgement for so the wicked ones may doe but with vnfeined sorrow of heart greeued according to God that they should be so yoked and entangled with the remnants of their corruption and they striue vnder hope more and more to ouercome those lingering vices as they haue conquered their fellowes and expericuce hath taught that there is not any of Gods Children but as they haue corruption left in them euen after new birth for such purposes as God would to humble them to exercise and stirre vp the gift of prayer to make them watchfull to declare his owne grace in forgiuing and might in vpholding and for other such like ends so in the whole host and army of their remaining sinnes there is some more rebellious and mutinous then the rest a predominant corruption wherewith they are faine to wrestle hard mightily and long ere they can put it downe Euery man hath one or other outward enemy more tedious then the rest sent to vexe him and to humble him likewise there is some one inward sinful affection that doth longer and more greeuously trouble them then all the rest doe But a regenerate man will be at no league nor take any truce with it he stands at defiance euen as I srael did with the Amalekites whom they were to prosecute to the rooting of them out and did so Right so doth euery repentant person prosecute all his vicious lusts especially his most dangerous lusts vnto the rooting them out for he wel knoweth that it were in a manner as good to keepe all sinnes as to hold one vnrepented of one being sufficient for Sathan to ensnare vs by it Yet one will not be one and alone but as one theese within the house makes way for all the rest to follow after so one sinne cherished will open a window for others to come in To conclude if the heart be false in one sinne it wil be false in more as occasion is offered and as temptations doe prouoke and when the heart is framed to vprightnesse and truth by the Spirit of Sanctification though it do not alike preuaile against euery sinne yet it doth vnfeinedly detest and resist one sinne as well as another Againe the like is to be saide for the doing of good that the regenerate