and his Conscience apprehended Gods anger and we shall see what a case he was in Iob 6. 8. 9. O that I might haue my request and that God would grant me the thing I long for even that it would please God to destroy me that he would let loose his hand and cut me off Nay worse Iob 7 14. 15. Thou scarest me with dreames and terrifiest me through visions so that my soule chooses strangling and death rather then life Gods grace preserues his Saints from selfe-murder but yet not alwaies from impatient wishes Iob wishes strangling and chooses it of the two but goes no further What wonder then that Iudas doth strangle himselfe when his Conscience stares him in the face when as Iob with whom God is but in iest in comparison chooses strangling If Iob wish it what wonder that Iudas doth the deed Conscience doth chastise the godly but with whips but it lashes the wicked with scorpions Now if the whips be so smarting to Iob as makes him choose strangling what wonder that the scorpions be so cutting as makes Iudas seeke reliefe at an halter Yea and that which addes to the misery of an evill Conscience being awakened it is such a misery as no earthly comfort can asswage or mitigate Diseases and distempers of the body though they be terrible yet Physicke sleepe rest upon a mans bed yeeldes him some ease some comfort Sometime in some griefes the comforrable vse of the creatures yeelds a man some refreshments Prou 31. 6. 7. Giue wine vnto those that be of heauie hearts let him drinke and forget his pouertie remember his misery no more But Conscience being disquieted findes no ease in these Darius against his Conscience suffers innocent Daniel to be cast into the Lyons denne What cheere hath he that night He passed the night in fasting Dan. 6. 18. Not in fasting in humiliation for his sinne but conscience now began to gall him and hee hauing marred the feast of his coÌ„science Conscience also marres his feasting none of his dainties will now downe his wine is turned into gall and wormewood no ioy now in any thing Hee had marred the musicke of his conscience and now he brookes not other musicke The Instruments of musike were not brought before him His guilty coÌ„science was now awakened and now he cannot sleepe His sleepe went from him So Iob in his conflict of Conscience hoped for ease in his bed Iob 7. 13. My bed shall comfort me my couch shall ease my complaint But how was it with him Either he could not sleepe at all vers 3. 4. Wearisome nights are appointed vnto mee when I lye downe I say when shall I arise and the night be gone and I am full of tossings to and fro vnto the dawning of the day Needes must he tosse whose conscience is like the Sea waues tossed with the windes or else if Iob did sleepe yet did not Conscience sleepe vers 14. but even in his sleepe presented him with ghastly sights and visions When I say my bed shall comfort me then thou scarest mee with dreames and terrifiest me through visions At other times when conscience hath been good Gods people though their dangers haue beene great yet neither the greatnes nor neerenes of their dangers haue broken their sleep Psa 3. 5. 6. I layd me downe and slept I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people that haue set themselues against me round about And yet if we looke to the title of the Psalme A psalme of Dauid when hee fled from Absolom his sonne one would thinke David should haue had little list or leasure to haue slept Peter thought to haue bin executed the next morrow by Herod and though he also lodge betweene a company of ruffianly Souldiers that happily one would feare might haue done him some mischiefe in his sleepe yet how soundly sleepes he that night Act. 12. And holy Bradford was found a sleep when they came to fetch him to bee burnt at the stake These fears brake not these mens sleepe How might this come to passe They did as Psal 4. 8. I will lay me down in peace and sleepe He that can lie down in the peace of Conscience may sleepe soundly whatsoever causes of feare there be otherwise But contrarily he that cannot lie downe with the peace of conscience will find but little rest sleepe though his heart bee free from all other feares Euill conscience being awakened will fill the heart with such feares as a man shall haue little liberty to sleepe Oh the sweet sleepe that Iacob had and the sweet dream when he lay vpon the cold earth and had an hard stone vnder his head for his pillow An hard lodging and an hard pillow but yet sweet rest and sweet communion with God A good conscience makes any lodging soft and easie but down-beds and down-pillowes if there bee thornes in the Confcience are but beds of thornes and beddes of nettles The bitternesse of an evill conscience distastes all the sweets of this life as when the mouth and tongue is furred in an hot Ague all meates and drinkes are bitter to the sicke partie This is the misery of an evill conscience awakened in this life 2. But it may bee many never feele this misery here there is therefore the more misery reserved for them in hell in the world to come Indeed more by many thousands goe to hell like Nabal â—han like Iudas more die like sots in securitie then in dispaire of Conscience Death it selfe can not awaken some consciences but no sooner come they into hell but Conscience is there awakened to the full never to sleepe more and then she lashes and gashes to the quicke lets men learne that forbearance was no payment Tell many men of Conscience and they are ready to flap one on the mouth with that prophane proverbe Tush Conscience was hanged many yeeres agoe But the time will come that they who haue lived in euill Conscience shall finde that Conscience which they haue counted hanged shall play the cruell hang-man and tormentor with them They shall finde Conscience vnhanged when it shall hang them vp in hell when day and night it shall stretch them there vpon the racke The torments which an evill Conscience puts the damned to in hell are beyond the expression of the tongue and the comprehension of mans conceit There bee two speciall things in the torments of hell wee haue them both thrice repeated together Mark 9. 44. 46. 48. Where their worme dies not and the fire is not quenched There is an ever-living worme and never-dying fire And marke that in all the three verses the worme is set in the first place as it were to teach vs that the prime and principall torment in hell is the worme rather then the fire And what is the worme but the guilt of an evill Conscience that shall lie eternally gnawing and grapping twiching and gryping the heart of the damned in hell
Men talke much of hell fire and it were well they would talke more of it but yet there is another torment forgotten that would be thought on too There is an Hell worme as well as there is an hell-fire And it may be a question whether of the two is the greatest torment And yet no great question neither For as the Heaven of Heaven is the peace and ioy of a good so the very Hell of Hell is the guilt and worme of an evill Conscience A man may safely say it is better being in Hel with a good conscience thē to be in heauē if that might be with an evill one Heaven without a good cōscience what is it better thē Hel Paradise was an Heauen on earth but when Adam had lost the Paradise of a good conscience what ioy did Paradise and the pleasures of the Garden affoord him more then if he had beene in some sad solitary Desert A good conscience makes a Desert a Paradise an euill one turnes a Paradise into a Desert A good Conscience makes Hell to be no Hell and an evill one makes Heaven to be no Heaven Both the happinesse misery of Heaven and Hell are from the inward frame of the Conscience The Hell of Hell is the worme of Hell and that worme is the worme of an evill Conscience which if it bee not wormed out and so the conscience in this life made good it will bee an immortall worme in hell The hellish dispaire wherewith the damned are ouerwhelmed comes rather frō this werme then from the fire Whose worme dies not and whose fire is not quenched The fire of Hell never quenches because the worme of Hell never dies If the worme of Hell would die the fire of Hell would go out For if there were no guilt there should bee no punishment So that the very Hell of Hell is that selfe-torment which an evill conscience breeds Now then all this considered how powerfully should it move vs to labor for a good conscience Thou that goest on in thine euill courses and hatest to be reformed and reclaimed doe but bethinke thy selfe if God should awaken thy Conscience in what misery thou shouldest liue here what an Hell to haue a palsie Conscience what an Hell on earth to be alwaies vnder the accusations indictments and terrors of Conscience and to liue Caine-like in a land of Nod in a continuall restlesse agitation Vt ex cruditate febres noscuntur et vermes quando quis cibū sumit intemperāter it a si quis peccata peccatis accumulet nec decoquat eae poenitentia sed misceat pec cata peccatis cruditatem contrahit veterū recentiū delictorum igne adu retur proprio et vernibus consumetur Ignis est quem generat moestitia delictorum vermis est eo quod irrationabilia animi peccata mentem pungunt et viscera exedant vermes ex vnoquoque nascuntur tanquā ex corpore peccatoris hic vermis non morietur c. Amb. lib. 7. in Luk-c 14. But especially as thou fearest that euerliuing and evergrabbing worme so haue a care to get a good Conscience Greene and rawe fruits breed Chestwormes which if heede bee not taken will eat the very maw thorow A dead body and a putrified corrupt carkasse breedes wormes that lye gnawing at it in the graue The forbidden and rawe fruits of sinne are those which breede chest-wormes in the Conscience The corruptions of the soule and dead works are those that breed this liuing worme take hede therefore of medling with these fruits that will breede this worme get thy conscience purged from dead works get this worme killed with the soonest for if thou lettest it liue till thou die it will neuer die at all and will put thee to those exquisit torments from which to bee freed thou woldest willingly suffer ten thousand of the most cruell deaths that the wit of man were able to inuent As then I say thou fearest this worme of Hell so get a good Conscience Drinke down euery morning a hearty draught of Christs bloud which may make this worme burst And when once this worme is burst and voyded the cōscience well purged by Christs bloud take heed ever after of eating those raw fruites that will breed new wormes Lead so holy so vpright and so conscionable a life that thou mayst not by thy fresh sins clog thy Conscience with fresh guilt Get thy Conscience purged by Christs bloud thy conversation framed by Gods Word Thy words were found by mee and I did eat them Ier. 15. 16. Doe thou so eat no more the vnwholsome worm breeding fruites of sinne but drinke Christs bloud and eate Gods word and they both shall purifie and scoure thy Conscience from all such stuffe as may breed and feede the Hell-worme of an evill Conscience CHAP. XVI The portion and respect that a good Conscience findes in the world ANd thus haue we hitherto seene Pauls Protestation The second point followes namely Ananias his insolent impetuous Iniunction Verse 2. And the high Priest Ananias commanded them that stood by him to smite him on the mouth Paul had begunne his defence in the former verse and that by authoritie speciall command as appeares in the former Chapter at the 30. verse But he had no sooner begun but hee is interrupted aad cut off and hath not only his mouth stopt but stopt with Ananias fists Hee commanded to smite him on the mouth Out of which carryage and violence of his wee may obserue diuerse things First learne Doctr. 1 What is the Reward and portion of a good Conscience from the world It is the portion of a good Conscience full oft to be smitten either on the mouth or with the mouth Blowes either with the fist or with the tongue To be smitten one way or other is full often the lot of a good Conscience Smite him on the mouth sares Ananias But let vs a little expostulate the matter with Ananias Smite him on the mouth But yet as Pilate speakes in Christs case But what evill hath he done or what evill hath he spoken Smite him on the mouth But as our Saviour answers Iohn 18. 23. If he haue spoken evill take witnesse of the evill and proceed legally and formally If he haue spoken well or no manner of euil Why commandest thou him to be smitten What hath he spoken any treason against Caesar or the Romane government If he haue then as the towne-Clerk of Ephesus speaks Act. 19. 38. The law is open there are Deputies let thē accuse him bring him to his answer It is a base vsage of any ingenuous person to bee smitten on the mouth in a Court of Iustice a dishonorable vsage of a Romane Surely it should seem by such base bitter vsage that Paul hath some way or other fowly forgotten over-shot himself that Ananias his spirit is thus embittered and provoked against him What hath Paul given him any
portans quod in ea posui siue bonum siue maluÌ„ seruat vino restituet defuncto de positum quod seruandum aâ—cepit Ber. medit de vot c. 13. most of all at the last day the day of iudgement when it shall be more solemnly called in to giue in euidence Rom. 2. 15. 16. Their conscience bearing witnesse c. In the day when God shall iudge secrets of men At that day it shal especially witnes either for or against a man if our life and actions haue been good it will then doe like the true witnesse Pro. 14. 25. A true witnesse deliuers soules If wicked vngodly it wil deale with it as Iob complaines God did with him Iob. 10. 17. Thou renewest thy witnesses against me It will testifie according to euery mans deeds And this testimony of conscience is without all exception for in the mouth of two or three witnesses euery word shall stand and conscience as our common saying is is a thousand witnesses for it is an ey-witnesse of all our actions yea a pen-witnesse bringing testimony from the authentique Records Registers of the Court of Conscience Concerning this testifying office of conscience that place is worth the noting Isa 59. 12. For our transgressions are multiplyed before thee and our sinnes testifie against vs for our transgressions are with vs and as for our iniquities we know them By which place wee may know the meaning of the word Conscience Conscience is a knowledge together How together First a knowledge together with another person namely with God when God and a mans heart know a thing there is Conscience knowledge together Rom. 9. 1. My Conscience 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Co-witnessing witnessing together How together God knowes it witnesses my conscience together with him knows witnesses SecoÌ„dly a knowledge ioyned together with another knowledge for there is a double act of the vnderstanding First that whereby wee thinke or know a thing Secondly there is a reflecting act of the soule whereby wee thinke what we thinke and know what we know and this is the action of the Conscience and this ioyning of this second knowledge to the first giues it the name of Conscience As here in this place As for our iniquities we know them that is wee know that wee haue had euill thoughts our knowledge tels vs and witnesses to vs that we haue done so This agrees with Bernards definition that Conscientia est cordis scientia Conscience is the knowledge of the heart namely passiuely It is the knowing of what the heart knowes which others in better tearmes haue expressed thus Conscience is the recoyling of the soule vpon it selfe Sutable to that of the Apostle 1. Cor. 4. 4. I know nothing but my selfe As if hee had said I know not any thing that I know against my selfe my Conscience doth not witnesse against me And this second office of Conscience in bearing witnesse is also in the memory And accordingly accusing or excusing absoluing or condemning These acts of Conscience we finde Rom. 2. 15. Their thoughts accusing or excusing one another Rom. 14. 22. Happy is he that condemneth not himselfe in that which he allowes The ground of these Acts is this conscience before actions are to be done determines of their lawfulnes and vnlawfulnesse iudges of them whether they be good or euill And if it iudge them good it inuites stirres vp vrges bindes to the doing of them Rom. 13. 5. Yee must be subiect for Conscience sake that is because conscience determines it to be good vrges and binds thereunto Hence that phrase in common speech my conscience vrgeth me to it or he was vrged in conscience to do it and I am bound in conscience to doe it Certainely if it iudge and determine actions to be euill and vnlawfull then it binds from them So much that speech implyes 1 Cor. 10. 27. Eate asking no question for Conscience sake So that Conscience hath a power to binde to and to binde from Now then when a man in his particular actions doth follow the Prescriptions Dictates Iniunctions Prohibitions Determinations of conscience and hearkens to the incitements thereof then coÌ„science excuses him acquits and absolues him But if in his actions he goe against any of these then conscience accuses him of offence and condemnes him for that offence The accusation of conscience hath respect vnto a mans guilt the condemnation of it vnto a mans punishment Accusation is an act of Conscience passing sentence vpon a mans action as when conscience tels him This was ill done this action was sinfull Condemnation is an act of conscience passing sentence not only vpon a mans action but vpon a mans person as when it tels him Thou deseruest Gods wrath for this sin Conscience in accusing shewes what is the quality in condemning what is the desert of a mans action And these actions of Conscience are in the mind and vnderstanding part of the soule The act of Conscience in the memory determines de facto and tels vs what wee haue done or not done The act of Conscience in the vnderstanding determines de iure and tells vs whether we haue done well or ill and so accordingly either excuses or accuses acquits or condemnes Comforting or tormenting the same these be the last acts of conscience following the former If Conscience determining prescribing and inciting to good be hearkened vnto then it excuses acquits and thereupon followes comfort ioy hope 2 Cor. 11. 2. This is our reioycing the testimony of our conscience Contrarily if the dictates of conscience be not regarded it accuses and coÌ„demnes then torments with feare griefe despaire and violent perturbations in all which is that Worme Mar. 9. 44. And these actions of the Conscience are in the will and in the affections And thus according to the diuers parts of the soule the acts and office of Conscience are diuers In the Sic sic in do mo propria a propria famâ—lia habeo accusatores testes iudices tortores Accusat me conscien testis est memoria voluÌ„tas carcer timor tortor ablectameÌ„tum tormeÌ„tum Ber. med de vot c. 13. memory it hath the office of a Notary Register and witnesse In the vnderstanding it hath the office of a Iudge and an Accuser of a Felix and a Tertullus In the affections either of a Comforter or a Tormenter The summe of all may be thus knit vp CoÌ„science containes three things 1. Knowledge practicall 2. ApplicatioÌ„ of that knowledge to our particular estates and actions 3. Those affections which arise thereupon Now the speciall worke of Conscience consists in the second in the applying our knowledge to our estates and actions Now in this application it lookes on things past or present simply as things and so it witnesses of them to be done or not done Eccles 7. Super nos etiam posuit ad custodiendum si deliquissent qui accusarent qui testificareÌ„tur
said of them as Shaphan speakes of Iosiah his seruants 2 Chron. 34. 16. All that was committed to thy seruants they doc it 2. To make conscience of small Duties and small sinnes This also rises out of the text All good Conscience If of all things then of small things It might haue beene comprehended vnder the former but yet for Conviction sake I distinguish them The good Conscience makes not conscience onely of great duties and sins but even of the least knowing that as Gods great power and omnipotence is the same in the making of an Angell and a worme so Gods authoritie wisedome and holinesse is the same in the least Commandements as in the greatest of them all It makes conscience specially of Iudgement and the weightie matters of the law but yet doth not therefore thinke it selfe discharged of all care in smaller things doth not therevpon challenge a dispensation from obedience in meaner matters as if it were needlesse scrupulosity and too much precisenesse to tythe Mint Anise and Cummin A Cummin-seed indeed is but a small thing a very toy but yet as small a thing and as light as it is yet will it lye heavie vpon a good Conscience being iniuriously and fraudulently deteyned from the Levites The Pharises tythed Mint Anise and Cummin but they neglected the weighty matters of the Law It is no good Conscience that lookes to small and neglects great duties neither is it a good conscience on the other side that looks after the great and weightie duties and makes no reckoning of Mint and Anise Our Saviour sayes both ought to be done Pharaoh could be content that the people should goe sacrifice but hee cannot abide that Moses should be so peevishly precise that not an hoofe shall be left behinde Alas an hoofe is but a toy not worth the mentioning what need Moses be so strict as to stand vpon an hoofe Yet a good Conscience will stand vpon it having Gods Cōmandement will make Conscience as well of carrying away hoofs as of whole bodies of cattell It is with a good Cōscience as it is with the apple of the eye of al the parts of the body it is the most tender not onely of some great shiues or splints vnder the eye-lid but even the smallest haire and dust grieues and offends it It is so with a tender good conscience not onely beames but also moats disquiet the eye of a good conscience and not onely greater and fowler sins but even such as the world counts veniall trifles doe offend it A good Conscience straines not onely at a camell but at a gnat also Neither doth our Sauiour blame the Pharises simply for strayning at a Gnat but for their hypocrisie who would pretend Conscience in smaller things meane while made none in the greater for otherwise a good conscience indeede hath a narrow passage for a Gnat as well as for a Camell The least corn of grauell galles his foote that hath a streight shooe but he that hath a large wide shooe slopping about his foot it is no trouble to him It is iust so with Consciences good and euill A Gnat is but a small thing yet Pope Hadrian the fourth was choakt with a Bal. pag. of Popes pag. 97. Gnat and one fly though but a small thing to a whole box of oyntment yet dead flies as small things as they are cause the oyntment of the Apothecary to send forth a stinking savour Eccl. 10. 1. so doth a little folly though but little doe a great deale of hurt And therefore a good cōscience liues by Salomons rule Giue not water a passage no not a little And takes not onely the Foxes but the little Foxes which spoyle not only the Vines but the tender Grapes Cant. 2. 15. It knowes a little will make way for much Pharaoh is content that the people the men should go Sacrifice Exod. 10. but their little ones should not goe he knew if hee had but their little ones with him he should be sure enough of their returne therefore Moses will not onely haue the men goe but their little ones also And therefore a good cōscience deales with Satan as Marcus Arethusius Putantes pauperē vel medietatē petebant pecuniarū no vissime vel paucū aliquid exigebant Quibus ait nec obolum vnum pro omnibus da bo Hist Tripart l. 6. c. 12. Ad impietatem inquit obolū conferre vnum perinde valet ac si quis conferat omnia Theodoroit l. 3. cap. 7 dealt with his tormentours who hauing pulled downe an Idolatrous Temple being vrged by them to giue so much as would build it vp againe refused it They vrged him to giue but halfe he still refused They vrged him at last to giue but a little towards it but he refused to giue them so much as one halfe-penny No not an halfe-penny sayes he for it is as great wickednes to conferre one halfe-penny in case of Impietie as if a man should bestow the whole What was a poore half-penny it was a very small matter specially considering in what torture hee was from which an half-penny gift would haue released him Indeed an half-penny is but a little but yet it is more then a good conscience dares giue to the maintenance of idolatrous worship A good conscience will not giue so much as a farthing token to such an vse as little a thing as it is For he that is faithfull in that which is least is faithfull also in much he that is vniust in the least is vniust also in much Luc. 16. 10. Euen the least things are as great trials of a good conscience as the greatest A good conscience will not gratifie Satan nor neglect God no not in a little Put mens consciences now vpon this trial Who cracks not of his good conscience there be none if they may bee beleeued but they haue goood consciences But why are they good They can swallow no Camells Well yeeld them that though if their entrals were well searcht a man might finde huge bunch backt camells that haue gone down their gullets They can swallow no camells but what say they to gnats can they swallow them Tush Gnats are nothing whole swarmes of them can goe downe their throats and they neuer once cough for the matter Fowle and grosse scandalls such as are infamous amongst meere heathen such Camels they swallow not but what say they to vnsauory and naughtie thoughts which their hearts prosecute with delight what say they to them Gnatts doe not swarme more abundantly in the fennes then such vile thoughts doe in their hearts The prodigious oaths of wounds bloud the damned language of Ruffians and the Monsters of the earth oh their hearts would tremble to haue such words passe out of their mouths but yet what say they to the neater and Civilified Complements of Faith Troth tush these are trifles meere Gnatts alas that you shall stand vpon such niceties To rob a
not make much of a Cordiall that might cheare him then of a receipt that might feede him then As then we would be glad of a chearfull and comfortable spirit vp on our sicke beds so make much of a good Conscience Whence is it that most men in their sicknesses haue such drooping spitits lye groaning altogether vnder their bodily paines or lye sottishly and senselesly no sense of any thing but paine and sicknes Meerely from the want of a good Conscience they haue laid vp no Cordiall no comfortable Electuary for themselues in their health time against the day of sicknes Indeed you shall haue the miserable comforters of the world on this maner chearing them Why how now man where is your heart Plucke vp a good heart man neuer feare for a little sicknes c. True indeed they should not need to feare if they could plucke vp a good heart But they that will pluck it vp when they are sick must lay it vp when they are well He that hath a good conscience to get when he lyes vpoÌ„ his sick-bed is like a man that hath his Aqua vitae to buy when he is fallen into a swoune A wise man that feares swouning would haue his hot-waterbottle hanging alwaies ready at his beds-head But as in other crosles by sicknes and the like so is the comfort of a good conscience neuer more sweet then when a man is vnder the crosse for conscience sake suffers affliction and vexation to keepe a good conscience Then aboue al other times will conscience doe the office of a CoÌ„forter and will stand to him that will stand for it When Nebuchadnezzar heates his Fornace seauen times hotter then at other times then a good Conscience will speak comfort seuen times sweeter then at other times Are Gods Saints for good Conscience Fox Acts and Mon. Omnis nobis vilis est poena vbi purae comes est conscientia Tiburt apud Baron An 168. sake in prison Good Conscience will make their prisons delectable hortiards So doth Algerius an Italian Martyr date a comfortable Epistle of his From the delectable hortyarde of the Leo nine prison a prison in Vâ—nice so called So that as he said that he had rather be in prison with Cato then with Coesar in the Senate house so in this regard it was more coÌ„fortable to be with Philpot in the Cole-house then with Bonner in his Pallace Bonners Conscience made his Pallace a Cole-house and a Dungeon whilst Philpots made the Cole-house a Pallace Are Gods Saints in the Stocks Better it is sayes Philpot to sit in the Stocks of the world then in the Stocks of a damnable Coâ—science Therfore though they be in the Stockes yet euen then the righteous doth sing and reioyce yea euen in the Stockes and prison Paul and Silas sang in the Stockes Sing in Hinc est quod è contrarioinnocens etiam inter ipsae tormenta fruitur CoÌ„scientiae securitaete et cum de poena metuat de innocentia gloriaetur Hierony ad Demetri ad ep 1. the Stockes Nay more they can sing in the flames and in the midst of the fires Is 24. 15. Glorifie God in the fires And worthy Hawkes could clap his hands in the midst of the flames So great and so passing all vnderstanding is the peace comfort of a good conscience So that in some sense that may be sayd of it which is spoken of faith Heb. 11. 34 By it they quenched the violence of fire Gods servants were so rapt rauisht with the sense of Gods loue and their inward peace of Conscience that they seemd to haue a kind of happy dedolency and want of feeling of the smart of outward torments Who knowes what tryalls God may bring him to We haue no patent for our peace nor this free liberty in the profession of the Gospell Suppose we should be cald to the stake for Christs sake Would we be chearefull would we sing in the flames Get a good CoÌ„science The cause of Christ is a good cause now with a good cause get a good conscience and we shall be able with all cheerfulnes to lay downe our liues for Christ and his Gospell sake CHAP. XII The comfort and benefit of a good Conscience in the dayes of Death Iudgment IN the fourth place The time of 4 The Comfort of a good Conscience at the day of Death death is a time wherein the benefite and comfort of a good Conscience is exceeding great Death hath a ghastly looke and terrible able to daunt the proudest brauest spirit in the world but then hath it a ghastly look indeede when it faces an euill conscience Indeed sometimes and most commonly Conscience in many is secure at the time of death God in his iustice so plaging an affected security in life with an inflicted security at Death And the Lord seemes to say as once to the Prophet Goe make their Consciences asleep at their death as they haue made it asleepe all their life least Conscience should see and speake and they heare and be saued God deales with conscience as with the Prophet Ezek. 3. 26. I will make thy tongue cleaue to the roofe of thy mouth that thou shalt be dumb Therfore they die though not desperately as Saul and Achitophel yet sottishly without comfort and feeling of Gods loue as Nabal But if conscience bee awakened and haue its eyes mouth opened no heart can imagine the desperate and vnsufferable distresses of such an heart Terrors take holde of him as waters Iob. 27. 20. Terrours make him afraide on euery side Iob 18. 11. Then is that true Iob 25 23. 24. He knowes that the day of darknes is ready at hand Trouble and anguish shal make him afraid they shall preuaile against him as a King ready to the battell And no wonder for hee is now brought vnto the King of Terrours as Death is called Iob 18. 14. A man that hath an ill Conscience if his eyes be opened and his Conscience a wakened he sees death in all the terrible shapes that may bee Sometimes he sees death comming like a mercilesse Officer and a cruell Sergeant to arrest and to drag him by the throat to the prison and place of Torment Ps 55. 15. Let death cease vpon them They see it comming like that cruell servant in the Parable to his fellow Math. 18. catching them by the very throat Sometimes he sees death in the shape of some greedy LyoÌ„ or some rauening Wolfe ready to deuour him to feed vpon his carkase Ps 49. 14. Death shall feede in them euen as a ravenous beast shall feed vpon his prey Imagine in what a terrible plight the Samaritans were in when the Lyons set vpon theÌ„ 2. Kin. 17. by it imagine in what case an ill conscience is when it beholdes the face of death It puts an ill Conscience into that case in good earnest that David was in in the case of tryall Ps â—â—
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My heart is sore pained within me and the terrors of death are fallen vpon mee fearefulnes trembling are come vpon me and horrour hath over whelmed me Sometimes again he sees death as the Israelites the fiery Serpents with mortal stings Sometimes as a merciles Landlord or the Sheriffe comming with a Writ of Firmae eiectione to throw him out of house and home and to turne him to the wide Common yea he sees death as Gods executioner and messenger of eternall death yea he sees death with as much horrour as if hee saw the Diuell In so many fearefull shapes appeares death to an evill conscience vpon the death-bed So as it is indeed the King of Terrors to such an one that hath the Terrours of Conscience within There is no one thought so terrible to such an one as the thought of death nothing that he more wishes to avoyd Oh! how loath and how vnwilling is such an one to dye But come now to a man that hath liued as Paul did in all good conscience and how is it with him vpon his death-bed His end is peace so full of ioy comfort so is he ravished with the inward and vnspeakable consolations of his Conscience that it is no wonder at all that Balaam should wish to dye the death of the righteous the death of a man with a good Conscience The day of a mans marriage is the day of the ioy of a mans heart Cant. 3. 11. and the day of marriage is not so ioyfull a day as is the day of death to a good conscience There are but fewe that can marry with that ioy wherwith a good conscience dyes It enables a man not onely to looke Ananias and the Councell in the face but even to looke death it selfe in the face without those amazing terrours yea it makes the face of death seeme louely and amiable He whose conscience is good and fees the face of God reconciled to him in Christ he can say as Iacob did when he saw the face of Ioseph Gen. 46. 30. Now let me dye since I haue seene thy face It is the priviledge of a good Conscience alone to goe to the grave as Agag did to Samuel and to say that truely which he spake besides the booke 1 Sam. 15. 32. He came pleasantly And he sayd Surely the bitternesse of death is past He was deceived and therefore had no such cause to be so pleasant but a good Conscience can yea cannot chuse but be so pleasant even when going out of the world because the gilt of sin being washed away in Chists bloud it knowes that the bitternes of death is past and the sweetnesse of life eternall is at hand A man whose debts are paid he dares goe out of dores dare meete and face the Sergeants and the conscience purged by the bloud of Christ can looke as vndaūtedly on the face of death He that hath gotten the sting that is the guilt of cōscience taken away by faith in Christ he lookes not vpon death as the Israelites vpon the fiery Serpents but lookes vpon it as Paul doth 1. Cor. 15. O death where is thy sting Who feares a Bee an Hornet a Snake or a Serpent when they haue lost their sting The guilt of sinne is the sting of Conscience is the sting of death that stings the conscience The sting of death is sinne 1 Cor. 15. Plucke then sinne out of the conscience and at once the conscience is made good and death made weake and is disarmed of his weapon And when the cōscience sees death vnstingd and disarmed it is freed of feare and even in the very act of death can ioyfully tryumyh over death oh Death where is thy sting A good Conscience lookes vpon death as vpon the Sheriffe that comes to giue him possession of his Inheritance or as Lazarus vpon the Angels that came to carry his soule into Abrahams bosome and therefore can wellcome death and entertain him ioyfully And wheras an ill conscience makes a man see death as if he saw the Devill a good conscience makes a mā see the face of death as Iacob saw Esaues face Gen. 33. I haue seene thy face as the face of God they see the face of death with vnspeakable ioy rauishment of heart and exultation of spirit Well now what a motive haue wee here to make vs labor for a good conscience Even Balaam himselfe would faine make a good end dye in peace and who wishes not his deathbed may be a Mount Nebo from whence he may see that heavenly Canaan Lo here Balaam the way to dye the death of the righteous I haue liued in all good Conscience vnto this day They that haue conscience in their life shall haue comfort at their death They that liue conscionably shal die comfortably They that live in all good Conscience til their dying day shall depart in the abundance of comfort at their dying day There will come a day wherein we must lay downe these Tabernacles the day of death will assuredly come How lamentable a thing will it then be to be so destitute desolate of all comfort as to be driven to that extremity as to curse our birth day oh what would Comfort be worth at our last houre at our last gaspe whilest our dearest friēds shall be weeping wringing their hands and lamenting then then what would inward cōfort be worth Who would not hold the whole world an easie price for it then Well then would wee then haue Comfort and Ioy oh then get a good cōscience now which wil yeeld comfort when all other comforts shall vtterly faile and shal be life in the middest of death How happy is that man that when the sentence of death is passed vpon him can say with Hezekiah Isa 38. 3. Remember now O Lord I beseech thee how I haue walked before thee in truth and with a perfect heart and haue done that which is good in thy sight Indeed the Text sayes that Hezekiah wept sore but yet not as fearing death for hee could not feare death who had thus feared God but because the promise was not yet made good to him in a son and Heire of his kingdome hence came those teares It is otherwise an vnspeak able ioy that such a Conscience as Hezekiahs was will speake to a man vpon his death-bed Euery one professes a desire to make a good ende Here is the way to make good that desire to live in all good cōscience Alas how pittifull and miserable a condition live most men in All the dayes of their lifes healths they haue no regard of a good Conscience Notwithstanding that men are pressed continually to this one care by the instancy and importunity of Gods Ministers yet how miserably is it neglected Well at last the day of death comes then what would they not giue for a comfortable end If the gold of Ophir would purchase comfort it should fly then Then poast for this Minister
heard the voice of the Lord God walking in the garden in the coole of the day Luther layes the Emphasis of the aggravation of his feare vpon this word the winde or coole of the day The night indeed is naturally terrible and darkenes is fearefull whence that phrase Ps 91. The terrors of the night But the day and the light is a cheerefull and a comfortable creature Eccl. 11. 7. Truely the light is sweet and a pleasant thing it is for the eyes to behold the Sunne How is it then that in the faire day light which giues courage and comfort that Adam feares and runnes into the thickets Oh his Conscience was become Grauis malâ— Conscientiae lux est Senec. ep 123. evill and full of darkenes and the darknesse of his conscience turned the very light into darknesse and so turned the comforts of the day into the terrours of the night So that in this sense it may be said of an evill Conscience which of the Lord is sayd in another Psal 139. 12. Vnto it the darknes and the light are both alike As full of feare in the light as in the darke And besides the Lord came but in a gentle wind the coole breath of the day now what a small matter is a coole winde and that in the day time to to put a man in a feare Such small things breede great feares in euill consciences In what a woefull plight would Adam thinke wee haue bin if the Lord had come to him at the dead and darke mid-night with earth-quakes thunder and blustring tempest We may see the like in Gain After hee had defiled his Conscience with his brothers blood in what feares yea what idle feares liued he Hee is so haunted with feares that though hee had liued in Paradise yet had he liued in a land of Nod in a land of agitation yea of trepidation Iudge what case his euill Conscience made him in by that speech Gen. 4. 14. It shall come to passe that euery one that findes me shall slay me Surely there could not bee many yet in the world and those that were in the world were either his parents brethren sisters or neere kinred His feare seems to imagine multitudes of people that might meet him yea that euery one he meetes would murther him What will his Father or Mother bee his executioners What if any of his sisters meete him shall they slay him is not such a swash-buckler as he able to make good his party with them Loe what fearfull terrible things a guilty conscience proiects As an euill Conscience is miserable in its feares so in those perplexities which this feare breedes These perplexities doe miserably and restlesly distract a man Is 57. 20. The wicked are like the troubled Sea when it cannot rest whose waters cast vp mire and dirt What is the reason of these troublesome perplexities The want of the peace of a good Conscience vers 21. There is no peace saith my God to the wicked The windes make the sea restles and stirre it to the very bottome so as the waters cast vp mire and dirt See in the troubled Sea the embleme of a troubled Conscience But the Torment exceedes all and the main misery of an euill conscience lies in that It is a misery to be in feare a misery to haue inward turbulencies commotions but to be alwayes on the racke alwayes on the Strapado this is farre more truely the suburbs of Hell then is the Popish Purgatory Oh! the gripes and girds the stitches and twitches the throws pangs of a galling and a guilty Conscience So sore they are and so vnsufferable that Iudas seeks ease with an halter and thinkes hangging Poena auteÌ„ vehemens et multo saeuior illis Quas et Ceditiuâ— grauis invenit RhadamaÌ„ thus ease in comparison of the torture of his euill Conscience All the rackes wheeles wilde horses hot pincers scalding leade powred into the most tender and sensible parts of the body yea all the mercilesse barbarous and inhumane cruelties of the holy Nocte dieque suum gest are in pectore testem Iuvenal Satyr 3. house are but flea-bitings meere toyes and May-games compared with the torment that an euill conscience will put a man to when it is awakened It is no wonder that Iudas hangs himselfe it had beene a great wonder rather if he had not hanged himselfe The Heathens fabled terrible things Noliteenim putare quemadmodum in fabulis saepenumero videtis eos qui aliquid impie scelerateque coÌ„miserint agitari perterreri furiarum taedis ardeÌ„tibus Sua quemque fraus et suus terror maxime vexat suum quemque scelus agitat a mentiâ—que afficit Suae malae cogitationes Conscientiaeque animi terrent Hae sunt impiis assiduae domesticaeque furiae quae dies noctesque parentum poenas à consceleratissimis filiis repâ—tant Circer pro Rosc A mer. Suum quemque facinus suum scelus suae audatia de sanitate ac mente deturbat Haec sunt impiorum furiae flammae hae faces Id. m L. Pison of their hellish Furies with their snakes and fiery torches vexing tormenting haynous and great offenders These their Furies were nothing else but the hellish torments of guilty Conscience wherewith wicked persons were continually haunted as some of the wiser of themselues haue well obserued All snakes and torches are but idle toyes and meere trifles to the most exquisite torment of a guilty and accusing Conscience The sting of Conscience is worse then death it selfe Apoc. 9. 5. 6. Their torment was as the torment of a scorpion when he strikes a man And in those dayes shall men seeke death and shall not finde it and shall desire to dye death shall flee from them Popish ones tormented in their consciences by the terrible and vncomfortable doctrines of satisfactions Purgatory fire c. which those Locusts should so terrifie them withall should rather choose death then liue in such vncomfortable condition The sting of death not so smart as the sting of a Scorpion in the conscience The sting of an accusing Conscience is like an Harlot Prov. 7. 26. More bitter then death And as Salomon there speakes of the Harlot so may it be sayd of a tormenting Conscience Who so pleases God shall escape from it but the sinner shall be taken by it Gods deare children themselues many of them are not freed from trouble in their Consciences but they haue their hells in this life Ion. 2. 2. Out of the belly of hell I cryed vnto thee God for their tryal speaks bitter things to them and not onely denyes them peace but causes their consciences to be at warre with them Now when God puts his owne children to these trials and disquiets of Conscience they are so bitter so biting that had they not the grace of God to vphold and preserue them even they could not bee saved from dangerous miscariages Iob was put to this triall
23. Iesus answered him If I haue spoken evill beare witnesse of the evill but if well why smitest thou me And yet his precept and practice doe not interferre nor crosse shinnes For though by his precept he forbids vs to retaliate or recompence iniury with iniury out of the heate of a vindictiue spirit yet by his practice he warrants vs in cases of iniurie to make a manifestation both of our own innocency and others iniustice Religion bindes no man to be a Traitor to his owne innocency and the iustice of his cause and by silence to abet others iniustice With a good Conscience may a man speake so long as he speaks as Paul did before Festus Acts 26. 25. The words of truth and sobernesse So a man answer truely soberly without tackes of gall and impatient touches of revenge Christ and Religion say to man convented and iniuriously proceeded against as Agryppa did to Paul Acts 26. 1. Thou art permitted to speake for thy selfe This in generall more particularly in this Denunciation Consider the iudgement denounced that is this God shall smite thee From which we may obserue two things First Doct. 1 See Gods iudgements and the severity of his iustice against the enemies of a good Conscience and his faithfull servants Ananias smites Paul and for his good Conscience and what gets hee by it God will smite him and giue him as good as he brings God will smite smiters Ananias smites Paul and God wil smite Ananias yea and God did smite Ananias for hee was afterwards slaine by Manaimus one of Captaines of the Iewes It is a dangerous thing not to smite when God commands 1 King 20. 35. 36. He that would not smite a Prophet when God commanded was smitten with an heauy iudgement It is no lesse dangerous to smite when God forbids smiting God hath an heauy hand for those that are so light fingred and hee will giue them blow for blow that will be smiting his for a good Conscience Touch not my annoynted nor doe my Prophets no harme Psal 105. 15. Hee that touches them touches the apple of Gods eye Zach. 2. 8. So hee that smites them smites the apple of his eye The eye is a tender place and sensible of a little blow God will not take a blow on the eye nor beare a blow on his face at the hands of the proudest enemies of them all and though we must turne the other cheeke rather then smite againe yet the Lord to whom vengeance belongs will take no blowes at their hands but if they will be smiting they shall bee sure to heare of him to their cost You finde Exod. 2. 11. an Egyptian smiting an Israelite It becomes none better then Egyptians to be smiting Israelites Moses spies an Egyptian smiting of an Hebrew What gets the Egyptian in the end See verse 12. God stirs vp the spirit of Moses to smite him and to slay him Thus will God teach Egyptians to be medling Pashur smites Ieremy Ier. 20. 2. What got he by it The heavy stroake of Gods hand vpon himselfe and all his friends vers 3. 4. 5. 6. Herod was a smiter too Acts 12. 1. 2. Hee stretched forth his hands to vexe certaine of the Church and he killed Iames the brother of Iohn with the sword And what became of him in the ende See ver 23. The Angell of the Lord smote him and he was eaten vp of wormes and he gaue vp the Ghost It is said of Ionas his gourd that a worme smote it and it withered Ion. 4. That was much that a worm should so soon smite the gourd But when men will bee smiting Gods people and his Prophets for a good Conscience and when Herod will be so busie as to smite Apostles God can send not onely an Angell one of his most glorious creatures but even a base worme even one of the weakest creatures to smite Herod and eate him both Ieroboam stretches forth his arme against the Prophet 1. King 13. and his arme withers he doth but threaten to smite and God smites him How much more when Herod stretches forth his hands to vexe the Church to smite Gods Ministers will God not onely wither them but smite him as Sampson smote the Philistims hippe and thigh and make them a rotten and a stinking spectacle to all malicious smiters to the worlds end Thus is that true which the Prophet implyes in that speech Esa 27. 6. Hath hee smitten him as hee smote his smiter Marke then Gods dealing he vses to smite smiters Neither is this true onely of smiters with the fist and with the sword but it is also true of those smiters Ierem. 18. 18. Come and let vs smite him with the tongue Euen such smiters will God smite also as we may see there verse 21 22. 23. Thus God met with Nabal David sends for reliefe to him vpon his festival day and he instead of an almes falls a rayling on him and calls him in effect a Rogue a Vagabond and a runne-away Thus he smote David with his tongue What followes See vers 38. And it came to passe abouâ— ten dayes after that the Lord smote Nabal And how smote he him That he dyed So Zach. 14. 12. Their tongue shall consume away in their mouth What might the reason be of that iudgment Because happily many that cannot or dare not fight with their hands for feare of the law yet fight against Gods Ministers and his servants with their tongues Well God hath a plague to smite such smiters Though they smite but with the tongue yet God wil smite them giue them their portion with the rest of the adversaries of the Church And if God will not spare such smiters how much lesse will hee spare such as smite with the sword Vse 1 Terrour to all smiters eyther with hand or tongue Smite on goe on in your malicions courses doe so but yet know that there is a smiter in heauen that will meet with you Had Zimri peace who slew his Master So said Iezabel to Iehu and so may it bee said in this case Search the Scriptures search the Histories of the Church Had euer any smiter peace which lifted vp either hand or tongue against any of the Lords people Did smiters euer scape scot-free Had they any cause to brag in the end Had they euer any cause to brag of the last blow Did Herod prosper that smote Iames with the sword Did Ananias prosper that smot Paul Did the Egyptian prosper that smote the Hebrew Did Doeg prosper who was a tongue-smiter as well as an hand-smiter Psal 52. Oh consider this you that dare lift vp your hands and tongues against a good Conscience be afraid of Gods smiting hand tremble to meddle in this kind Learne to hold your hands and tongues vnlesse ye long to feele Gods smiting hand Especially take heed of smiting Gods Ministers in any kinde Deut. 33. 11. Levi hath a strange blessing Blesse Lord his substance