a_o fugitive_n and_o be_v run_v away_o from_o god_n who_o as_o saint_n augustine_n 139_o in_o psal_n 139_o speak_v be_v not_o only_o a_o inquisitor_n but_o a_o inuestigatour_n do_v not_o only_o inquire_v of_o he_o but_o trace_n he_o step_v by_o step_n and_o will_v find_v he_o out_o though_o he_o hide_v himself_o in_o the_o top_n of_o carmel_n 3._o amos_n 9_o 3._o nay_o though_o he_o lie_v close_o in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o sea_n yet_o thence_o will_v he_o command_v the_o serpent_n and_o he_o shall_v bite_v he_o three_o the_o lord_n have_v 67._o deut._n 28._o 28_o 67._o smite_v he_o with_o madness_n as_o he_o threaten_v in_o the_o law_n so_o that_o he_o know_v not_o what_o to_o do_v nor_o where_o to_o rest_v nor_o how_o to_o pass_v the_o time_n but_o when_o it_o be_v morning_n he_o wish_v it_o be_v night_n and_o when_o it_o be_v night_n he_o wish_v it_o be_v morning_n and_o can_v sleep_v sweet_o but_o start_v out_o of_o his_o bed_n and_o be_v ready_a to_o kill_v himself_o like_o the_o keeper_n 27_o act_n 16._o 27_o of_o the_o prisoâ—_n at_o philippi_n four_o he_o be_v a_o malefactor_n condemn_v and_o adjudge_v to_o death_n expect_v hourly_o his_o deserve_a execution_n and_o therefore_o live_v in_o continual_a fear_n and_o punishment_n for_o timor_fw-la supplicamentum_fw-la fug_n id_fw-la est_fw-la supplicium_fw-la de_fw-fr fug_n habet_fw-la say_v tertullian_n fear_n have_v ever_o punishment_n annex_v to_o it_o five_o he_o be_v like_o the_o man_n possess_v of_o the_o devil_n who_o 3._o mark_n 5._o 3._o have_v his_o abide_n in_o the_o grave_n for_o the_o most_o pleasant_a prospect_n be_v to_o he_o but_o golgothaes_n last_o there_o be_v a_o worm_n scip._n the_o heathen_n shadow_v this_o by_o the_o eagle_n or_o vulture_n that_o feed_v upon_o the_o heart_n of_o prometheus_n macrobius_n l._n 1._o in_o some_o scip._n which_o lie_v gnaw_v and_o grable_v continual_o at_o his_o heart_n which_o shall_v never_o die_v never_o leave_v tug_v no_o not_o when_o he_o have_v lie_v thousand_o thousand_o year_n in_o hell_n for_o the_o certainty_n whereof_o it_o have_v please_v the_o holy_a ghost_n to_o repeat_v it_o three_o several_a time_n within_o the_o compass_n of_o five_o verse_n in_o these_o word_n where_o the_o 48._o mark_n 9_o 44._o 46_o 48._o worm_n die_v not_o and_o the_o fire_n never_o go_v out_o chap._n lxii_o that_o it_o be_v exceed_o dangerous_a for_o a_o man_n in_o horror_n of_o conscience_n to_o kill_v himself_o after_o the_o archenemie_n of_o mankind_n the_o devil_n have_v ensnare_v a_o man_n many_o year_n together_o in_o sensuality_n and_o worldliness_n and_o trail_v he_o along_o with_o the_o vain_a conceit_n of_o mercy_n at_o last_o he_o present_v himself_o in_o a_o ghastly_a shape_n with_o knife_n and_o halter_n in_o his_o hand_n continual_o urge_v he_o to_o become_v his_o own_o deathsman_n that_o so_o he_o may_v be_v rid_v of_o his_o present_a anguish_n against_o which_o bloody_a temptation_n the_o christian_n be_v most_o careful_o to_o arm_v himself_o with_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o danger_n that_o will_v accrue_v for_o if_o cleombrotus_n â—_o aug._n de_fw-fr ciu._n dei_fw-la l._n â—_o do_v ill_a to_o kill_v himself_o that_o he_o may_v be_v possess_v of_o those_o joy_n of_o heaven_n which_o his_o master_n plato_n so_o excellent_o have_v describe_v and_o if_o cato_n have_v get_v he_o a_o everlasting_a reproach_n among_o the_o true_o wise_a by_o dispatch_v himself_o in_o a_o disdain_n to_o yield_v to_o caesar_n a_o man_n of_o incomparable_a valour_n and_o clemency_n and_o if_o lucretia_n chaste_a and_o innocent_a lucretia_n have_v wrong_v her_o name_n by_o the_o wilful_a abridgement_n of_o her_o life_n in_o a_o false_a supposal_n of_o dishonour_n and_o if_o the_o best_a commendation_n that_o they_o get_v be_v that_o they_o do_v it_o 22._o aug._n de_fw-fr ciu._n dei_fw-la l._n 1._o c._n 22._o magnè_fw-la but_o not_o benè_fw-la how_o shall_v they_o escape_v the_o judgement_n of_o god_n who_o in_o the_o bright_a sunshine_n of_o the_o gospel_n do_v most_o cruel_o bereave_v themselves_o of_o the_o great_a blessing_n of_o this_o present_a life_n which_o god_n have_v allot_v they_o for_o their_o comfort_n and_o repentance_n have_v not_o the_o lord_n say_v thou_o shall_v not_o kill_v without_o add_v the_o word_n neighbour_n as_o s._n augustine_n well_o 1._o de_fw-fr ciu._n dei_fw-la l._n 1._o note_v that_o thou_o may_v take_v heed_n of_o admit_v the_o least_o thought_n of_o destroy_v thyself_o again_o 23._o 2._o sam._n 17._o 23._o be_v not_o achitophel_n and_o judas_n that_o strangle_v 18._o act._n 1._o 18._o themselves_o leave_v to_o all_o posterity_n as_o most_o fearful_a spectacle_n of_o god_n vengeance_n for_o as_o for_o the_o fact_n of_o samson_n it_o be_v extraordinary_a and_o more_o as_o saint_n dei_fw-la de_fw-fr ciu._n dei_fw-la austin_n observe_v spiritus_fw-la latenter_fw-la hoc_fw-la iusserat_fw-la the_o spirit_n of_o god_n have_v secret_o command_v it_o beside_o the_o same_o father_n do_v peremptory_o affirm_v that_o for_o a_o man_n to_o slay_v himself_o be_v detestabile_fw-la facinuâ—_n &_o damnabile_fw-la 25._o de_fw-fr ciu._n dei_fw-la l._n 1._o c._n 25._o a_o crime_n that_o be_v both_o detestable_a and_o damnable_a further_o mâ—ns_n body_n be_v a_o part_n of_o the_o image_n of_o god_n and_o all_o the_o three_o person_n in_o the_o trinity_n 26._o gen._n 1._o 26._o consult_v about_o the_o make_n of_o it_o and_o all_o the_o creature_n in_o heaven_n and_o in_o earth_n be_v not_o able_a to_o make_v the_o least_o hair_n of_o one_o head_n last_o after_o death_n locuâ—_n salubris_fw-la 25._o de_fw-fr ciu._n dei_fw-la l._n 1._o c._n 25._o poenitentiae_fw-la non_fw-la datur_fw-la there_o be_v no_o fit_a place_n for_o repentance_n and_o therefore_o o_o man_n stay_v thy_o hand_n and_o commit_v not_o that_o murder_n in_o one_o instant_a which_o thou_o can_v never_o wash_v out_o with_o thy_o tear_n in_o infinite_a million_o of_o year_n chap._n lxiii_o certain_a forcible_a reason_n against_o despair_n to_o the_o end_n the_o devil_n may_v not_o sink_v down_o the_o soul_n irrecoverable_o into_o hell_n the_o distract_a sinner_n be_v to_o know_v that_o none_o in_o this_o life_n be_v apparent_o debar_v from_o hope_n of_o forgiveness_n but_o only_o the_o reprobate_a angel_n diaboli_fw-la &_o 54._o enarrat_fw-la in_o psa_n 54._o angeli_fw-la eius_fw-la say_v s._n austin_n manifestati_fw-la sunt_fw-la nobis_fw-la quòd_fw-la ad_fw-la ignem_fw-la aeternum_fw-la sunt_fw-la destinati_fw-la ipsorum_fw-la tantùm_fw-la desperanda_fw-la est_fw-la correctio_fw-la concern_v the_o devil_n and_o his_o angel_n most_o certain_a it_o be_v that_o they_o be_v praedestinate_a to_o everlasting_a fire_n and_o we_o be_v to_o despair_v of_o their_o correction_n only_o again_o it_o must_v be_v well_o weigh_v that_o there_o be_v no_o offender_n so_o hellish_a and_o abominable_a but_o that_o the_o church_n of_o god_n receive_v he_o into_o her_o arm_n upon_o his_o unfeigned_a conversion_n according_a to_o that_o sweet_a say_n of_o s._n augustine_n in_o quibuscunque_fw-la 27._o tom._n 10._o hom._n 27._o peccatis_fw-la non_fw-la perdit_fw-la viscera_fw-la pia_fw-la mater_fw-la ecclesia_fw-la our_o holy_a mother_n the_o church_n do_v not_o forgo_v the_o bowel_n of_o her_o love_n in_o any_o sin_n be_v it_o never_o so_o heinous_a of_o this_o very_a mind_n be_v the_o bless_a martyr_n cyprian_n nec_fw-la quisquam_fw-la say_v demetr_v ad_fw-la demetr_v he_o aut_fw-la peccatis_fw-la retardetur_fw-la aut_fw-la annis_fw-la quò_fw-la â—â—inùs_fw-la veniat_fw-la ad_fw-la consequendam_fw-la salutem_fw-la let_v no_o man_n be_v keep_v back_o from_o seek_v mercy_n have_v he_o be_v never_o so_o mighty_a never_o so_o inveterate_a a_o transgressor_n in_o isto_fw-la adhuc_fw-la mundâ—_n manenti_fw-la nulla_fw-la poenitentia_fw-la sera_fw-it est_fw-la so_o long_o as_o a_o man_n be_v in_o this_o world_n repentance_n never_o come_v too_o late_o â—â—_o sub_fw-la ipso_fw-la licet_fw-la exitu_fw-la &_o aquavitae_fw-la temporalis_fw-la occâ—su_fw-la pro_fw-la delict_n be_v rogue_n venia_fw-la confitenti_fw-la datur_fw-la &_o ad_fw-la immortalâ—tatem_fw-la sub_fw-la ipsa_fw-la morte_fw-la transitur_fw-la though_o thou_o have_v defer_v the_o crave_n of_o forgiveness_n even_o till_o thou_o be_v draw_v on_o and_o in_o a_o manner_n at_o â—he_n last_o gasp_n yet_o if_o thou_o than_o parforme_v it_o sincere_o thy_o sin_n aâ—e_v pardon_v and_o thou_o be_v pâ—ssed_v from_o death_n to_o life_n which_o word_n be_v not_o write_v by_o this_o godly_a father_n to_o bolster_v up_o any_o man_n in_o his_o presumption_n but_o only_o to_o comfort_v the_o distress_a soul_n surcharge_v with_o his_o iniquity_n moreover_o the_o wound_a sinner_n be_v to_o take_v notice_n that_o to_o add_v despair_n unto_o his_o other_o wickedness_n be_v with_o the_o amorites_n to_o make_v it_o full._n for_o it_o be_v the_o judgement_n of_o saint_n augustine_n 27._o tom._n 10._o hom._n 27._o that_o judas_n sin_v more_o grievous_o by_o despair_v than_o by_o betray_v our_o saviour_n his_o word_n be_v these_o judam_n traditoren_n non_fw-la tam_fw-la scelus_fw-la quod_fw-la conmisit_fw-la quà m_fw-la indulgeniae_n desperatio_fw-la fecit_fw-la penitùs_fw-la interire_fw-la it_o be_v not_o so_o much_o the_o curse_a fact_n of_o judas_n the_o traitor_n that_o cast_v away_o his_o soul_n as_o the_o despair_v of_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n last_o the_o sin_n of_o despair_n be_v so_o notorious_a that_o some_o learned_a man_n have_v think_v it_o to_o be_v the_o unpardonable_a sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n because_o it_o be_v 43_o diâ—nys-carth_a in_o euang._n math._n c._n 27._o pet._n lomb._n l._n 2._o dist_n 43_o commit_v directè_fw-la contra_fw-la divinitatem_fw-la direct_o against_o the_o godhead_n videlicet_fw-la contra_fw-la infinitatem_fw-la bonitatis_fw-la &_o misericordiae_fw-la dei_fw-la that_o be_v against_o the_o infinitenes_n of_o god_n goodness_n and_o mercy_n the_o lord_n for_o his_o christ_n sake_n confirm_v we_o in_o the_o assurance_n of_o his_o favour_n by_o the_o testimony_n of_o his_o spirit_n and_o the_o comfortable_a fruit_n of_o a_o sanctify_a life_n that_o after_o this_o wearisome_a pilgrimage_n we_o may_v keep_v holy_a to_o he_o a_o everlasting_a sabbath_n in_o the_o heaven_n amen_n deo_fw-la gloria_fw-la qui_fw-la primas_fw-la non_fw-la potuit_fw-la habere_fw-la sapientiae_fw-la secundas_fw-la habeat_fw-la part_n modestiae_fw-la aug._n in_o lib._n retract_v
inestimable_a jewel_n and_o not_o suffer_v the_o soul_n to_o lie_v neglect_v and_o forlorn_a while_o the_o body_n be_v curious_o prank_v and_o trick_v up_o dominam_fw-la ancillari_fw-la &_o 3._o medit._fw-la c._n 3._o ancillam_fw-la dominari_fw-la magna_fw-la abusio_fw-la est_fw-la say_v saint_n bernard_n it_o be_v a_o foul_a in_o 〈◊〉_d that_o the_o 〈◊〉_d to_o â—he_n 〈◊〉_d of_o saint_n cyprian_n who_o be_v very_o earnest_a virg._n de_fw-fr discip_n &_o hab._n virg._n and_o copious_a in_o the_o reproof_n of_o it_o chap._n xxx_o that_o a_o good_a conscience_n comfort_v in_o infamy_n the_o speech_n of_o job_n be_v very_o 36._o job._n 31._o 35_o 36._o memorable_a though_o my_o adversary_n shall_v write_v a_o book_n against_o i_o will_v i_o not_o take_v it_o upon_o my_o shoulder_n and_o bound_v it_o as_o a_o crown_n unto_o i_o his_o meaning_n be_v that_o in_o the_o uprightness_n of_o his_o conscience_n he_o will_v make_v himself_o garland_n of_o the_o report_n of_o sycophant_n fideliter_fw-la in_o conspectu_fw-la dei_fw-la dico_fw-la 6._o cont._n lit._n petil._n li._n 3._o c._n 2_o &_o 6._o say_v saint_n augustine_n nihil_fw-la eorum_fw-la quibus_fw-la petilianus_n tempus_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la meâ—_n posteaquam_fw-la in_o christo_fw-la baptizatus_fw-la sum_fw-la criminatus_fw-la est_fw-la mihi_fw-la conscius_fw-la sum_fw-la idâ—oque_fw-la non_fw-la solum_fw-la contristari_fw-la non_fw-la debere_fw-la verum_fw-la etiam_fw-la gaudere_fw-la &_o exultare_fw-la i_o speak_v it_o solemn_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n that_o i_o be_o not_o guilty_a of_o any_o of_o those_o action_n wherewith_o petilian_n charge_v i_o since_o the_o time_n i_o be_v baptize_v in_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n and_o therefore_o have_v i_o no_o cause_n to_o be_v sad_a but_o rather_o to_o rejoice_v and_o exult_v what_o though_o tertullus_n very_o eloquent_o do_v call_v saint_n paul_n a_o pestilent_a fellow_n 6._o act._n 24._o 5._o 6._o and_o charge_v he_o with_o sedition_n heresy_n sacrilege_n so_o long_o as_o he_o be_v able_a to_o answer_v he_o point_n by_o point_n and_o to_o clear_v himself_o of_o epist_n caluin_n in_o epist_n the_o calumny_n o_o bona_fw-la conscientia_fw-la quantum_fw-la pole_n ac_fw-la vale_n o_o innocent_a conscience_n of_o how_o great_a force_n and_o efficacy_n be_v thou_o for_o if_o the_o lord_n speak_v peace_n unto_o my_o soul_n the_o tongue_n that_o be_v as_o hot_a as_o coal_n of_o juniper_n can_v 4._o psal_n 120_o 4._o hurt_v i_o but_o if_o i_o be_v guilty_a and_o conviect_v in_o myself_o what_o avail_v a_o universal_a acclamation_n of_o my_o goodness_n but_o to_o my_o further_a plague_n for_o my_o palliate_v hypocrisy_n chap._n xxxi_o that_o a_o good_a conscience_n comfort_v in_o poverty_n the_o moralist_n do_v well_o 6._o eth._n 3._o 6._o to_o place_n povertie_n in_o the_o rank_n of_o thing_n terrible_a for_o beside_o the_o nip_v and_o pinch_v it_o give_v which_o shrink_v up_o the_o heart_n like_o a_o piece_n of_o northern_a cloth_n not_o virtue_n herself_o but_o shall_v pass_v unsaluted_a if_o she_o go_v in_o ill_a clothes_n howbeit_o the_o christian_a have_v the_o legacy_n of_o peace_n bequeath_v he_o by_o 27._o joh._n 14._o 27._o his_o saviour_n in_o who_o person_n 9_o 2._o cor._n 8._o 9_o also_o poverty_n be_v sanctify_v content_v himself_o with_o the_o saâ—ing_n of_o saint_n je_fw-fr heliod_n ad_fw-la heliod_n room_n affatim_fw-la dives_fw-la est_fw-la qui_fw-la cum_fw-la christo_fw-la pauper_fw-la est_fw-la he_o be_v abundant_o rich_a that_o be_v poor_a with_o christ_n thus_o jacob_n can_v sleep_v on_o a_o pillow_n 15._o gen._n 28._o 11_o dan._n 1._o 15._o of_o stone_n daniel_n be_v content_a with_o pulse_n and_o water_n and_o the_o disciple_n be_v glad_a of_o 1._o mat._n 12._o 1._o ear_n of_o corn_n on_o the_o best_a day_n of_o the_o seven_o chap._n xxxii_o that_o a_o good_a conscience_n comfort_v in_o imprisonment_n when_o lenâ—ulus_n the_o cat._n sallust_n con._n cat._n conspiratour_n be_v carry_v to_o prison_n and_o put_v in_o the_o dungeon_n call_v tullianum_fw-la a_o room_n overhead_n uâ—â—lted_v with_o a_o stone-arch_n and_o exceed_v dark_a and_o unsavourie_a oh_o with_o what_o horror_n be_v he_o surprise_v have_v no_o friend_n to_o fly_v to_o but_o his_o conscience_n which_o like_o his_o executioner_n be_v ready_a to_o strangle_v he_o but_o when_o paul_n and_o silas_n be_v sore_o beat_v with_o rod_n be_v cast_v into_o the_o inner_a prison_n &_o set_v fast_o in_o the_o stock_n they_o cheerful_o sing_v at_o midnight_n tantum_n interest_n non_fw-la 8._o aug._n de_fw-fr civit_n dei_fw-la lib._n 1._o cap._n 8._o qualia_fw-la sed_fw-la qualis_fw-la cuique_fw-la patiatur_fw-la such_o difference_n be_v there_o not_o between_o the_o suffering_n but_o the_o sufferer_n these_o holy_a man_n have_v peace_n of_o conscience_n which_o as_o saint_n austin_n describe_v it_o be_v the_o garden_n of_o eden_n a_o golden_a bed_n of_o rest_n and_o the_o mercy-seat_n of_o the_o cheru_n bin_n for_o they_o be_v thus_o shameful_o entreat_v for_o christ_n sake_n who_o sacred_a 2._o mat._n 27._o 2._o hand_n have_v be_v bind_v with_o cord_n for_o the_o purchase_n of_o their_o liberty_n o_o 4._o bern._n de_fw-fr passion_n dom._n c._n 4._o rex_fw-la regum_fw-la &_o domine_fw-la dominantium_fw-la quid_fw-la tibi_fw-la &_o vinculis_fw-la o_o king_n of_o king_n and_o lord_n of_o lord_n alas_o what_o have_v bond_n to_o do_v with_o thou_o chap._n xxxiii_o that_o a_o good_a conscience_n comfort_v in_o sickness_n the_o comfort_n that_o ahaziah_n 2._o 2._o king_n 1._o 2._o have_v when_o he_o be_v cast_v upon_o his_o bed_n of_o sickness_n be_v baal-zebub_a the_o god_n of_o ekron_n when_o asa_n be_v 12._o 2._o chron._n 16._o 12._o trouble_v with_o the_o gout_n his_o only_a hope_n be_v the_o physician_n but_o when_o hezekiâ—h_n be_v 3._o isai_n 38._o 3._o â—eere_o unto_o death_n he_o have_v recourse_n to_o conscience_n for_o succour_v i_o besecch_v thou_o lord_n remember_v now_o how_o i_o have_v walk_v before_o thou_o in_o truth_n and_o with_o a_o perfect_a heart_n and_o have_v do_v that_o which_o be_v good_a communicatiwm_fw-la bonum_fw-la conseâ—uatâ—uum_fw-la congregalâ—uum_fw-la communicatiwm_fw-la in_o thâ—_n sight_n he_o mean_v it_o of_o all_o kind_n of_o goodness_n whether_o it_o be_v preserve_v or_o unite_n or_o communicate_v which_o yet_o he_o speak_v not_o in_o a_o vain_a confidence_n of_o merit_n but_o in_o a_o cheerful_a testification_n of_o his_o faith_n not_o unlike_a to_o this_o be_v the_o behaviour_n of_o god_n child_n in_o their_o languishment_n for_o thus_o they_o resolve_v from_o the_o apostle_n paul_n whether_o 8_o rom._n 14._o 8_o we_o live_v we_o live_v unto_o the_o lord_n or_o whether_o we_o die_v we_o die_v unto_o the_o lord_n whether_o we_o live_v therefore_o or_o die_v we_o be_v the_o lord_n chap._n xxxiiii_o that_o a_o good_a conscience_n comfort_v at_o the_o time_n of_o death_n there_o be_v four_o thing_n that_o make_v death_n formidable_a the_o part_v with_o the_o world_n the_o bitter_a pang_n of_o it_o the_o horror_n of_o the_o grave_n &_o the_o consideration_n of_o judgement_n follow_v against_o all_o these_o do_v good_a conscience_n arm_v the_o christian_n and_o enable_v he_o to_o encounter_v they_o either_o joint_o or_o divide_o and_o first_o for_o part_v with_o the_o world_n he_o have_v his_o witness_n within_o himself_o that_o since_o the_o time_n of_o his_o effectual_a call_n he_o never_o set_v his_o heart_n upon_o it_o so_o the_o absence_n can_v be_v very_o grievous_a where_o the_o possession_n be_v but_o faint_o take_v as_o for_o the_o pang_n that_o clap_v to_o the_o heart_n in_o death_n i_o confess_v with_o saint_n augustine_n that_o 11._o tam_fw-la molesta_fw-la est_fw-la mors_fw-la ut_fw-la nulla_fw-la explicari_fw-la locutione_n possit_fw-la de_fw-fr civit._n l._n 13._o c._n 11._o they_o be_v so_o sharp_a as_o that_o no_o tongue_n be_v able_a to_o express_v they_o but_o yet_o this_o be_v his_o comfort_n that_o have_v a_o regenerate_v conscience_n that_o the_o lord_n in_o mercy_n will_v either_o mitigate_v the_o pain_n or_o proportion_v the_o patience_n or_o else_o cause_v he_o to_o triumph_v in_o s._n hieromes_n word_n which_o he_o heliodor_n ad_fw-la heliodor_n borrow_v from_o the_o prophet_n hosea_n o_fw-la mors_fw-la quae_fw-la fratres_fw-la 14._o hos_fw-la 13._o 14._o dividis_fw-la &_o amore_fw-la sociatos_fw-la crudelis_fw-la ac_fw-la dura_fw-la dissocias_fw-la devorasti_fw-la &_o devorata_fw-la es_fw-la o_o death_n that_o be_v wont_a to_o part_v owne-brother_n and_o inexorable_a as_o thou_o be_v do_v separate_v those_o friend_n who_o affection_n have_v make_v one_o thou_o have_v devour_v but_o be_v now_o devour_v thyself_o now_o for_o the_o grave_n it_o be_v true_a that_o as_o job_n describe_v 22._o job._n 10._o 22._o it_o it_o be_v a_o lâ—nd_n of_o darkness_n and_o confusion_n but_o yet_o good_a conscience_n that_o suck_v comfort_n out_o of_o gall_n and_o wormwood_n iâ—_n not_o in_o this_o case_n destitute_a for_o can_v darkness_n strike_v terror_n when_o
the_o body_n be_v asleep_a can_v stinch_v annoy_n 13._o 1._o thes_n 4._o 13._o when_o the_o sense_n be_v bind_v up_o can_v the_o worm_n affright_v which_o be_v my_o mother_n and_o 14._o job._n 17._o 14._o my_o sister_n can_v scalp_n and_o shin_n bone_n terrify_v and_o amaze_v i_o since_o he_o that_o shall_v one_o day_n sever_v the_o sheep_n 32_o mat._n 25._o 32_o from_o the_o goat_n do_v now_o present_o distinguish_v betwixt_o bone_n and_o bone_fw-la in_o the_o charnel-house_n and_o have_v not_o my_o saviour_n 41._o john_n 19_o 40._o 41._o take_v possession_n of_o the_o grave_n with_o his_o own_o bless_a body_n which_o be_v imbalm_v with_o sweet_a odour_n and_o make_v it_o of_o a_o rot_a cabin_n a_o delightful_a bed_n of_o 2._o isai_n 57_o 2._o down_o and_o for_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n shall_v i_o not_o lift_v up_o my_o head_n to_o think_v of_o it_o since_o it_o be_v the_o day_n of_o my_o redemption_n etc._n luk._n 21._o 28_o 1._o cor._n 15._o 14._o etc._n etc._n take_v away_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o resurrection_n and_o take_v away_o the_o staff_n of_o christianity_n for_o then_o my_o faith_n be_v vain_a and_o my_o zealous_a endeavour_n of_o holiness_n be_v vain_a and_o the_o tear_n vain_a that_o i_o have_v shed_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o the_o prayer_n vain_a that_o i_o have_v make_v for_o their_o forgiveness_n and_o those_o unspeakable_a joy_n be_v vain_a which_o so_o oft_o i_o have_v wish_v which_o so_o long_o i_o have_v long_v for_o and_o the_o sacrament_n the_o seal_n of_o my_o salvation_n be_v vain_a and_o the_o book_n of_o book_n the_o holy_a bible_n be_v vain_a and_o woe_n be_v i_o that_o ever_o i_o be_v bear_v for_o the_o pagan_a be_v happy_a than_o i_o and_o the_o epicure_n be_v happy_a than_o i_o and_o the_o fourfooted_a beast_n that_o eat_v hay_n be_v happy_a than_o i_o chap._n xxxv_o that_o a_o good_a conscience_n comfort_v at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n now_o if_o the_o contemplation_n of_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n approach_v do_v bring_v with_o it_o such_o a_o weight_n of_o consolation_n oh_o what_o unspeakable_a gladness_n of_o heart_n will_v the_o true_a professor_n be_v possess_v of_o when_o he_o shall_v actual_o appear_v before_o his_o redeemer_n o_o the_o sweet_a music_n of_o come_v you_o 34._o mat._n 23._o 34._o bless_v and_o o_o the_o thunderclap_n of_o go_v you_o curse_v etc._n 41._o ad_fw-la heliod_n veniet_fw-la veniet_fw-la illa_fw-la dies_fw-la etc._n etc._n to_o this_o very_a purpose_n s._n jerome_n speak_v notable_o the_o day_n will_v come_v yes_o it_o will_v sure_o come_v when_o this_o corruptible_a and_o mortal_a shall_v put_v on_o incorruption_n and_o immortality_n and_o then_o bless_a be_v that_o servant_n who_o the_o lord_n find_v wake_v the_o earth_n with_o her_o inhabitant_n shall_v tremble_v at_o the_o sound_n of_o the_o trumpet_n but_o thou_o good_a christian_n shall_v rejoice_v the_o world_n shall_v mourn_v and_o roar_v and_o knock_v the_o breast_n the_o heart_n of_o mighty_a king_n shall_v be_v see_v to_o beat_v and_o throb_v through_o their_o side_n the_o wanton_a mistress_n shall_v be_v bring_v forth_o with_o her_o bat_n and_o the_o jovial_a younker_n with_o his_o plume_n and_o buskinlike_a eloquence_n then_o foolish_a plato_n and_o his_o scholar_n must_v answer_v for_o their_o community_n and_o profound_a aristotle_n shall_v not_o have_v one_o poor_a argument_n to_o help_v himself_o withal_o but_o thou_o now_o forlorn_a and_o despise_v christian_n shall_v then_o exult_v and_o triumphant_o say_v loe_o this_o my_o judge_n be_v the_o child_n that_o cry_v when_o he_o be_v swaddle_v in_o the_o manger_n this_o be_v he_o that_o in_o contempt_n be_v call_v the_o carpenter_n son_n this_o be_v he_o that_o in_o his_o infancy_n do_v fly_v from_o man_n be_v god_n into_o egypt_n this_o be_v he_o that_o be_v clad_v in_o purple_a be_v wound_v with_o the_o crown_n of_o thorn_n be_v hold_v a_o conjurer_n a_o samaritan_n and_o one_o possess_v of_o a_o devil_n o_o jew_n behold_v the_o hand_n which_o thou_o nail_v o_fw-mi roman_a look_v upon_o the_o side_n which_o thou_o diggedst_a come_v near_o and_o see_v whether_o it_o be_v the_o self_n same_o body_n or_o no_o because_o you_o give_v out_o that_o his_o disciple_n have_v close_o steal_v he_o away_o by_o night_n hitherto_o s._n jerome_n chap._n xxxvi_o a_o complaint_n that_o good_a conscience_n be_v so_o little_o set_v by_o notwithstanding_a all_o that_o have_v be_v speak_v concern_v the_o incomparable_a treasure_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n what_o man_n alas_o make_v any_o account_n of_o it_o the_o ambitious_a be_v hot_a in_o the_o pursuit_n of_o honour_n but_o make_v not_o conscience_n privy_a to_o his_o intent_n so_o neglect_v the_o one_o he_o fall_v short_a of_o the_o other_o for_o gloria_fw-la virtutem_fw-la quasi_fw-la umbra_fw-la sequitur_fw-la say_v s._n jerome_n &_o virg._n ad_fw-la eustoch_n virg._n appetitores_fw-la svi_fw-la deserens_fw-la appetit_fw-la contemptores_fw-la it_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o glory_n to_o follow_v virtue_n as_o her_o shadow_n and_o to_o forsake_v her_o follower_n while_o she_o follow_v her_o contemner_n but_o will_v he_o consult_v with_o the_o book_n of_o god_n and_o take_v in_o his_o 30._o 1_o sam._n 2._o 30._o way_n honorantes_fw-la me_fw-it honorabâ—_n he_o shall_v find_v that_o conscience_n be_v the_o compendiary_a way_n to_o true_a glory_n which_o the_o very_a heathen_a shadow_a as_o be_v note_v by_o s._n austin_n when_o they_o build_v 12_o aug._n de_fw-fr ciu._n l._n 5._o c._n 12_o the_o temple_n of_o virtue_n and_o honour_n so_o close_o together_o that_o none_o can_v pass_v unto_o the_o last_o but_o through_o the_o former_a the_o great_a ill_a man_n have_v discharge_v conscience_n for_o come_v upon_o his_o ground_n sacrilegious_o take_v away_o the_o tithe_n and_o 30_o leu._n 27._o 30_o offering_n which_o scripture_n avouch_v to_o be_v a_o part_n of_o the_o lord_n crown_n and_o ancient_a demayne_n and_o be_v flesh_v with_o the_o revenue_n of_o the_o church_n run_v with_o open_a mouth_n upon_o the_o commons_o and_o devour_v whole_a town_n and_o country_n be_v before_o he_o in_o hope_n at_o length_n to_o be_v lord_n of_o as_o much_o ground_n as_o a_o kite_n can_v well_o fly_v over_o in_o a_o day_n o_o raven_n for_o he_o build_v his_o nest_n alone_o and_o dip_v his_o bill_n in_o poor_a man_n blood_n up_o to_o the_o eye_n he_o have_v get_v the_o advantage_n of_o the_o hill_n that_o his_o deadly_a pile_n may_v strike_v down_o all_o before_o it_o which_o be_v cast_v counter-mont_a or_o in_o a_o plain_a levill_a can_v not_o be_v so_o dangerous_a which_o s._n chrysostome_n consider_v latimer_n this_o say_n of_o chrysost_n be_v often_o cite_v by_o latimer_n conclude_v thus_o severe_o against_o the_o whole_a rank_n of_o they_o miror_fw-la si_fw-la aliquis_fw-la rectorum_fw-la potest_fw-la saluari_fw-la i_o wonder_v if_o any_o of_o these_o great_a man_n can_v be_v save_v where_o yet_o he_o do_v not_o import_v a_o impossibility_n but_o a_o difficulty_n the_o usurer_n and_o his_o broker_n unmerciful_o fasten_v their_o grope_v talon_n upon_o the_o bosom_n of_o the_o decay_a borrower_n tell_v they_o of_o good_a conscience_n they_o term_v you_o pragmatical_a and_o with_o full_a mouth_n talk_v of_o their_o thousand_o as_o if_o they_o be_v able_a to_o spit_v shilling_n in_o the_o face_n of_o any_o one_o that_o dare_v oppose_v they_o the_o subtle_a lawyer_n that_o plead_v in_o ill_a cause_n sell_v silence_n take_v fee_n with_o both_o hand_n and_o like_o a_o ill_a surgeon_n keep_v the_o wound_n of_o his_o client_n green_a esteem_v of_o conscience_n as_o the_o richman_n in_o s._n james_n of_o his_o poore-apparreled_a footstool_n jam._n 2._o 3._o sit_v thou_o here_o under_o my_o footstool_n guest_n that_o be_v he_o make_v she_o his_o footstool_n footstool_n the_o deceitful_a tradesman_n that_o keep_v a_o weight_n and_o a_o weight_n because_o he_o have_v a_o heart_n and_o a_o heart_n hold_v conscience_n a_o utter_a enemy_n to_o his_o thrift_n and_o because_o he_o mean_v to_o be_v unreasonable_o rich_a he_o can_v well_o be_v content_a to_o be_v unmeasurable_o sinful_a the_o bold_a face_a stage-player_n that_o trade_n in_o poison_v all_o sort_n and_o age_n with_o verse_n reezd_v in_o the_o smoke_n of_o lust_n and_o blasphemous_a scripture-iest_n break_v in_o the_o very_a face_n of_o god_n be_v worthy_o cast_v out_o as_o the_o bane_n of_o conscience_n to_o the_o utmost_a welt_n of_o the_o skirt_n of_o the_o suburb_n chap._n xxxvii_o that_o god_n dear_a child_n be_v often_o trouble_v in_o conscience_n it_o be_v the_o manner_n of_o the_o unreclaimed_a person_n to_o bless_v himself_o in_o the_o conceit_n of_o his_o light-heartednesse_n and_o to_o wonder_v that_o the_o staid_a and_o mortify_a christian_n can_v be_v so_o sad_a and_o so_o unsociable_a but_o alas_o he_o