all which meanes the Lord brings vs to mortification which be the little Deathes that thereby we may be the better armed and prepared for the great death when it commeth to endure the same with more ease For wee must learne to giue intertainment to the Herbengers seruants and messengers of Death that we may the better intertaine the Lord and Master when he commeth This point that blessed martyr Saint Bylney well considered who oftentimes before his burning and martyrdome did put his finger into the flame of a candle not only to make triall of his abilitie in suffering but also to arme strengthen and prepare himselfe against greater torments and paines in his death which hee did suffer with the more ease And thus you see the fourth dutie which we must in any wise learne and remember because otherwise wee cannot be so well able to beare and endure the pangs of death well except we be first well schooled nurtured and trained vp by inuring our selues to die through the sundrie afflictions and trials of this life The fift and last duety of our generall preparation is set downe vnto vs by the Preacher who saith Eccl. 9.10 All that thine hand shall finde to doe doe it with all thy power And marke the reason For there is neither worke nor inuention nor knowledge nor wisdome in the graue whither thou goest Therefore if any man be able to doe any good seruice or office either to the Church of God or Common-wealth or to any publike or priuate person let him doe it with all speed and with all his might lest by Death he bee preuented He that hath care thus to spend his dayes shall with much comfort and peace of conscience end his dayes Thus much of the generall preparation for death Now followeth the perticular preparation for Death and this is in the time of sicknesse and in the right and true manner of making this particuler preparation are contained three sorts of duties one concerning God another mans selfe and the third our neighbour The first concerning God is to seek to be reconciled vnto him in Christ and by Christ though wee haue bin long since assured of his fauour all other duties must come after in the second place and they are of no value or effect without this Touching the duties which hee is to performe to himselfe they are two-fold the one concerning his soule the other his body The dutie concerning his soule is that he must arme and furnish himselfe against the immoderate feare of present death and the reason hereof is very plaine because how soeuer naturally men feare Death through the whole course of their liues more or lesse yet in time of sicknesse when death approacheth this naturall feare bred in the bone will most of all shew it selfe euen in such sort as it will astonish the sences of the sicke partie And therefore it is necessarie that we should vse some meanes to strengthen our selues against the feare of Death which meanes are of two sorts Practise and Meditation Practise that the sicke man must not so much regard Death it selfe as the benefits of God whiâ—h are obtained after death He must not fixe his minde vpon the consideration of the pangs and torments of death but aâ—l his thoughts and affections must bee vpon that blessed estate that he is to enioy after death He that is to swim ouer some great and deepe Riuer must not looke downeward to the violent running of the streame but if he would prâ—uent feare hee must cast his eyes to the bancke on the further side to the which place he is to passe and euen so he that drawes neere vnto death must looke as it were ouer the waues of death and directly fixe the eyes of his faith vpon the eternall life and happinesse The meditations which serue for this purpose are principally three the first is borrowed from the speciall prouidence of God namely that the Death of euery man much more of euery child of God is not onely foreseene but also appoynted by God Yea the death of euery man deserued and procured by his owne sinnes is laid vpon him by God who in this respect may bee said to be the cause of euery mans death Acts 4.28 The Church of Ierusalem confessed that nothing came to passe in the Death of Christ but that which the foreknowledge and eternall counsell of God had appointed therefore also the Death of euery member of Christ is foreseene and foreordained by the speciall decree and prouidence of God I adde further that the very circumstances of Death as the time place and manner the beginning of the sicknesse the continuance the end of it euery fit in the sicknes and the pangs of Death are set downe particularly in the counsell of God For vnto the Lord saith the Psalmist belong the issues of Death Psal 68.20 The carefull consideration of this one point will bee a notable meanes to arme vs against all feare distrust and impatience in the time of sicknes as also of our Death The second meditation is to be borrowed from the excellent promise that God hath made to the death of the righteous which is this Blessed are they that dye in the Lord for they rest from their labours and their workes follow them Reue. 14.13 this the Author of truth that can not lye hath spoken Now then let a man but throughly consider this that Death ioyned and accompanied with a reformed life hath a promise of blessednes adioyned with it and it alone will be a sufficient meanes to stay the rage of our affections and all immoderate feare of Death The third meditation is that God hath promised his speciall blessed and comfortable presence to his seruants in their sicknes and at their death And the Lord doth manifest his presence three wayes The first is by moderating and lessening the paines and torments of sicknes and Death and hence it comes to passe that to many men the sorrowes and pangs of sicknes and death are nothing so greiuous and troublesome as the crosses and afflictions which they suffer in the course of their liues The second way of Gods presence is by an inward and vnspeakeable comfort of his holy spirit as Saint Paul saith We reioyce in tribulation Rom. 5.3.4 but why is this reioycing Because saith he the loue of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the holy Ghost 2 Chro. 2.5 which is giuen vnto vs. Againe this Apostle hauing in grieuous sicknesse receiued the sentence of Death saith of himselfe that as the sufferings of Christ did abound in him so his consolation did abound through Christ Here then we doe see that when earthlie comforts doe faile the Lord himselfe drawes neere vnto the bed of the sicke and as it were doth visit them in his owne person and ministreth vnto them from aboue refreshing for their soules with his right hand hee holds vp their heads Can. 2.6 and
and shunne him because he would else soone make his filth cleaue vnto vs. So wicked and vngodly persons do set their sinnes as markes vpon those with whom they company and disperse and scatter their filth where they come and leaue a print or badge of their prophanesse behind them and shall wee sit so close vnto them who haue so plunged themselues in the myre of sin who should rather labour eyther to draw them out of filthinesse or withdraw our selues that we proue not as loathsome and filthy as they are Should we not rather say If any will be filthie let him be filthy still by himselfe If any will bee vniust let him be vniust still by himselfe If any will be beastly let him be beastly alone The filthie person and beastly man shall not haue me for a companion Heb. 10.38 My soule shall haue no pleasure in him And as saith the Prouerbes of the Ancients Wickednesse proceedeth of the wicked 1 Sam. 24.13 but mine hand shall not be vpon thee We cannot alwayes withdraw our selues and auoyde those that bee such yet we must in affection separate from them when we cannot in place but not delight to sitte downe with them on one stoole that is wee must not bee as they are Dauid had an eye to this blessed hope of being one of Christs attendants hereafter and therefore would not bee for all companies but professed himselfe to bee a companion onely of such as feared God Psal 119.63 I am a compani sayth he of all such as feare thee and of them that keepe thy precepts Hee would not hazard his fraile potsheard vpon the rocke of euill company for any thing And wherefore did Dauid say in one of his Psalmes Psal 26.4.5 I haue not sitten with vaine persons neyther will I goe in with dissemblers I haue hated the congregation of euill doers and will not sit with the wicked but because hauing fellowship with God he feared to haue any fellowship with the contemners of God and was perswaded that as God will not take the vngodly by the hand as Iob speaketh so none of Gods company should Iob. 8.20 Also he was loath to make them his companions on earth of whom he could haue no hope that they should bee his companions in heauen Wee are more inclinable to vice then to vertue so vice is more strong in the wicked then vertue in the good whereby it followeth that the societie of euil men is dangerous to the good and that as a hundred sound men shall sooner catch the plague from one infected person then hee recouer his health by them so the good are more often peruerted by the wicked then the wicked conuerted by the good and for this cause GOD loueth not to see his children amongst the wicked for this cause hee commanded his people to destroy the Inhabitants of the Countrey which they were to possesse Numb 16.26 lest by their societie they should bee drawne into their sinnes as afterwards they were indeede He commaunded also not to touch any creature that was vncleane and that whosoeuer toucheth a dead body should bee vncleane but no Creature is so vncleane as a sinner no death like to the death of sinne And therefore I will avoyde wicked men as the most vncleane of all liuing creatures and as the most loathsome of those which are dead I speake to the faithfull whom I would not haue to go out of the world to auoide the wicked that are in it 1 Cor. 5 9.10 11. but intreat by the tender mercies of â—od and of Christ to bee as carefull as they can to auoide them and their wicked assemblie and if they must vse them for necessity not to vse them as companions neyther to draw with them in any yoake of affection but rather to draw backe when the wicked are in place that they may not bee eye or eare-witnesses of their dayly dishonouring of God We are commaunded in the name of our Lord Iesus Christ 2. Thess 3.6 to withdraw our selues from euery brother that walketh disorderly All this may be done when we loue the men and hate the vices when we suffer them to haue no quietnesse in their sinnes and yet liue quietly and offer quietnesse to themselues Hee that will wholy abandon the company of them that are euill must as the Apostle sayth get himselfe out of the world 1 Cor. 5.10 and therefore Saint Ambrose sayeth fitlie to this purpose Wee ought to flie the company of wicked men in respect of priuate fellowshippe and not in respect of publike communion and that rather with our hearts and affections then with our bodies and outward actions wee may not hate our brother but loue him yet if we loue the Lord Leuit. 19.17 Psal 97.16 Rom. 12.18 wee must hate that which is euill where the Apostle sayth If it be possible as much as lyeth in you liue peaceably with all men We may haue no peace with the manners yet we must liue peaceably with the men Thus then in a word out of the words of the Apostle the controuersie may be decided If it bee possible so farre forth as may stand with our faith and profession as much as lyeth in you let vs doe our part and performe our best endeauour to liue peaceably if we cannot haue peace yet let vs liue peaceably with all men with the bad to reforme them with the good to conform our selues vnto them with our enemies to shunne them with our friends to keepe them And here is comfort for the children of God whom the wicked thrust out of their company and would if they could thrust out of the world because of their conscience to God Psal 38.20 and because they follow the thing that good is And hereof it is that the Wiseman saieth that Hee that is vpright in the way Prou. 29.27 is abomination to the wicked And hence it is also that the Prophet sayeth Hee that departeth from euill maketh himselfe a prey and the Lord saw it and it displeased him Esay 59.15 And though they bee not accepted where euill men beare sway which is no disparagement to them but glorie nor losse but gaine yet they are esteemed of the good and admired of the euill though not followed of them Doe the wicked hate them they shall loose nothing by such hatred for God and good men will loue them Will not the vnrighteous haue any fellowshippe with them It is so much the better for them for they are in lesse daunger of corruption and in more possibility of grace goodnes And where meÌ„ that be euil auoid them Christ his thousands of Angels wil stick close vnto theÌ„ Heb. 11.38 Those Worthies of whom wee reade in the Epistle to the Hebrewes were most cruelly dealt with all and persecuted in the World Of whom the world was not worthy for the wicked did driue them out of their companies by sharpe
the Hart desireth the water-brookes Psal 42.1 they labour by religious zeale to approue their liues to God and good men and they are so farre from fauoring their faults as that they seuerely punish them vpon themselues Must then amendement of life yeeld such worthy works and fruits Is care clearing indignation feare desire zeale and punishment required thereunto O then to repent can bee no light matter nor trifling labour which a man may haue at commandement or performe when he listeth no no for much toile and trauell belongeth vnto it Sinne cannot bee cast off as an vpper garment the hearts of sinners must suffer an earth-quake within them and tremble and rend like the vaile of the Temple Mat. 27.51 which was rent in twaine from the top to the bottom and like the earth which did quake and like the rocks which rent at the yeelding vp of the host of our Sauiour Christ for our sinnes so that must torment vs at the heart which delighteh vs in our bodies that must bee soure to our soules which was sweete in our liues wee must chaunge our vices into so many vertues and so turne to our gracious God as if neuer more wee would returne vnto sinne For mourning is in vaine saith Saint Augustin if we sinne againe Great sinnes saith Saint Ambrose craue great weeping lamentation the Angels in heauen sing at this lamentation neither doth the earth afford any so sweete musick in the eares of God And if wee will purge our selues from the filthines of our sinnes wee must often rince our selues with teares wee must vndergoe the agonie of repentance mingle our drinke with weeping water our couches with teares Psal 6.6 yea the very bloud as it were of our soules must gush out of our eyes O that our head saith the Prophet were waters Ierem. 9.1 and our eyes a fountaine of teares that we might weepe day and night for our sinnes Psal 119.136 O that riuers of waters saith the Psalmist would run downe our eyes because we keepe not the law of God Wee must be greeued because wee cannot alwaies be greeued Repentance is a baptisime of teares the greater that our fall hath bin the greater must bee the terrent of our teares It is naturall to men that their lamentation bee in some sort answerable to their losse Naamans bodie must bee seuen times washed in water and our soules seuentie times seuen times purified by repentance Will examples moue vs to the performance of this dutie Looke vpon repenting Dauid and behold there are ashes vpon his head and sack-cloth vpon his backe hee did not braue it in attire nor lye streaking vpon his bed with a bare Lord helpe me in his mouth Looke vpon the repenting Nineuites Luk. 7.37 and behold King and people are strangely humbled men and beasts fast and drinke water they sat not belching at their bordes saying pardon Sir and so post it ouer Looke vpon repenting Magdalen and behold saith Gregory so many pleasures as she found in her selfe she had abused so many sacrifices shee made of her selfe shee had abused her eyes to wanton lookes and therefore now she caused them to ouer-flow with teares she had made her lips the weapons of lasciuiousnesse and gates of vanitie and therefore now shee caused them to kisse her Sauiours feete her haire once set out and frizled after the newest fashion doth shee now make serue in stead of a napkin her pretious oyntment that was her wonted perfume shee now powred vpon Christs feete which her eyes had watred her haire wiped her mouth had kissed so many sinnes so many sacrifices such sinnes such sacrifices notable examples to teach all their duties Haue you delighted in pride of attire Put on sackc-loth haue you offended in surfeting and drunkennes Fast and drinke water Hath your mirth bin immoderate Weepe and strangle that sinne with the streame of teares Haue you robbed oppressed and wronged your brethren Make restitution with Zacheus No restitution no attonement Nay further Luke 19.8 reuenge that sinne vpon your selues by giuing somewhat of your owne Haue you beene vncleane and fleshly liuers Chastise your bodies with Paul and keepe it vnder and br◅g it in subiection by all meanes possible 1. Cor. 9.27 auoid vncleannesse which commonly driueth two at once to the Diuell together Psal 38.8 Roare with Dauid for very griefe of heart and not for one sinne alone but for all Christ cast not six diuils only Luk. 8.2.30 out of the woman but the seuenth also he left not one of a whole legion We are not freed till we be freed from all We must not slay Amaleck onely which is a master-sin 1. Sam. 15.3 but likewise all his cattell euen all our beloued sinnes and say vnto the diuell as Moses said vnto Pharaoh 2. King 5.18 Exo. 10.26 wee will not leaue a hoofe behind which may cause desire of returning into Egipt It is not sufficient to pluck out the arrow but we must apply a plaister to the wound We must leaue off the rotten ragges of Adam and be wholy renued turne vnto our God with a setled purpose euer whilst we liue more and more to amend our liues Hast thou failed in thy faith and repented Luke 22.61 Behold Gods mercy to repenting Peter Hast thou robbed thy neighbour and repented Luk. 23.40 Behold Gods mercy to the repenting theefe Hast thou couetously gained and repented Luke 19.8 Behold Gods mercy to repenting Zacheus Hast thou burned in vncleane lust and repented Luke 7.37 Behold Gods mercy to repenting Magdalen Hast thou committed adulterie and repented 2. Sam. 12.13 Psal 136.2 Behold Gods mercy to repenting Dauid Vnto the repenting person hee giueth a soft heart for his mercy endureth for euer He sendeth the comfort of his holy spirit for his mercie endureth for euer He gi◅h peace of conscience for his mercy endureth And bestoweth on them the ioyes of Heauen for his mercy endureth for euer We must repēt instantly continually without any delay God wil not permit vs to giue the prime daies to the diuell the dog-dayes to him to poure out our wine to the world and to serue him with the dregges Wee may not repent by quauers and starts but goe through stitch We must follow repentance as the widdow in the Gospell did her suite Luke 18.40 and keepe our hold as Iacob did in wrestling Gen. 32.26 Amend to day amend to morrow runne on not for a time but euen our whole time with a continued act immoderately at the first time constantly in the midst and cheerefully to the end All the trees in Gods orchard must bee Palmes and Cedars Palmes which bring forth fruit betimes and Cedars whose fruit lasteth very long And let vs consider well the manifold dangers which follow the want either of speede or continuance in repentance First our liues of all things are most vncertaine as we
the loue of this world and worldly things and cause mee more and more to settle my conuersation and meditations on heauen and heauenly things And whether thou shalt recouer or not recouer thy former health againe by prayer that belongeth to thy God and resteth altogether in his good will and pleasure For God saith Wisedome hath power of life and death Wisd 16.13 And to God the Lord saith the Psalmist belong the issues of death Psal 68.20 And to speake truth God for the most part seemeth to sleepe that so he might be awakened by our intreaties For God as S. Augustine notes amat nimium vehementes and is so delighted with our prayers as that he doeth many times deny vs our suites that hee might heare vs continue earnest in our prayers And againe if he should vpon euery motion wee make vnto him grant our requests his benefits at last would come to be contemned of vs. For we know it an ordinarie practise amongst men citò data citò vilescunt we account it scarce worth the taking that is not twice worth the asking Therefore before he grant hee would haue vs earnest with him indeed and to awake him with our prayers if perchance he should seeme to vs to be asleepe For God loueth and is especially delighted with an earnest suter and therefore doth many times deny men their requests at the first that hee might find them more feruent and constant in their prayers to him afterwards But if God of his mercie be awakened by thy importunitie and hath at length heard thy prayer or the prayers of others for thee and hath restored thee to thy health againe For the Lord saith Hanna killeth and maketh aliue 1. Sam. 2.6 hee bringeth downe to the graue and bringeth vp And the Lord himselfe saith in Exodus I am the Lord that healeth thee Exod. 15.26 and againe I kill and giue life I wound and I make whole thou hast thy desire or rather perhaps not thy desire seeing the holiest and best men of all encline neither this way nor that way but wholy resigne themselues as in all other things so especially in this case to Gods good will and pleasure or if they determinately desire any thing it is for the most part with the Apostle to be dissolued and to be with Christ Phil. 1.23 which is best of all But suppose thou desirest to recouer and doest recouer indeed consider then with thy selfe that thou hast now receiued from God as it were another life and know that it is but for a short time and therefore spend it to the honour and glory of God that restored it vnto thee and in newnesse of life let thy sinnes die with thy sicknesse but liue thou by grace to holinesse But then as thou obtainest thy desire thou must performe thy promise which thou madest when thy body was grieued with sicknesse and paine euen readie to die and when thy soule was oppressed with heauinesse pensiuenesse and sadnesse Isal 6.6 when thou with the Prophet diddest water thy couch with thy teares And what was that promise namely that if it pleased God to grant thee life and health and adde vnto thy daies some few yeeres more as he did to king Ezechiah 2. King 20.6 then thou wouldest loue him more sincerely serue him more obediently tender his glory more deerely pray vnto him more heartily repent more soundly follow thy calling more faithfully hate sinne more effectually and liue hereafter more warily and religiously then euer thou didst before And if thou hast offended him with pride to humble thy selfe hereafter if with dissolutones to be more sober if with swearing to leaue it if with prophaning of the Sabbaoths to make more conscience in sanctifying it if with vncleannesse to bee chaste and vnblameable it with conuersing with the wicked to abandon their societie and to say vnto them with the Prophet Dauid Depart from mee all yee workers of iniquity Psal 6.8.9 for the Lord hath heard the voyce of my weeping the Lord hath heard my supplication the Lord will receiue my prayer Psal 119.115 and againe Depart from me you euill doers for I will keepe the commandements of my God Remember that thou hast promised and vowed amendement and newnes of life deferre not to performe the same When thou vowest a vow vnto God saith the Preacher defer not to pay it Eccles 5.4.5 for he hath no pleasure in fooles pay that which thou hast vowed for better it is thou shouldest not vow then vow and not pay Againe When thou shalt vow a vow vnto the Lord thy God saith Moses Deut. 23.21 thou shalt not be slacke to pay it for thy Lord thy God will require it of thee and it would be sinne in thee Thus if these and such other like promises and vowes thou wilt most conscionably and constantly performe then in a good houre as we say and in a happy time thou didst recouer And be thou not then the more secure and carelesse in that thou art restored to health neither with the chiefe Butler be thou forgetfull of thy promises Gen. 40.23 nor insult in thy selfe that thou hast escaped death but call thy sinnes and faults to remembrance with the same chiefe Butler Gen. 41.9 and remember rather that God seeing how vnprepared thou wast hath of his infinit mercy spared thee and giuen thee some little longer time and space of breathing and respite that thou mayest performe thy vowes and promises in the amendement of thy sinfull life and in putting thy selfe in a better readines against another time and how soone thou knowest not for though thou hast escaped this dangerous sicknesse which many others haue not and then canst say with the Prophet The Lord hath chastened me sore Psal 118.18 but he hath not giuen me ouer vnto death yet it may be that thou shalt not escape the next It may bee when a ship is come to the mouth of the hauen a blâ—st driueth it backe againe but there it will arriue at the last so must thou at length at the gates of death though thou hast escaped this Too too many there are that when God visits them with sharpe diseases that wakens vp their consciences and then sicke sicke and then if God will repriue them vntill a longer day oh what Christians courses they vow to take God proues them they mend in bodies yeeres in manners no no more then Pharaoh after the plagues remoueall for many in their afflictions and sicknesses looking for death how liberall are they in their promises but afterward how basely niggardly are they in their performances they play childrens play with God they take away a thing assoone as they haue giuen it When Nebuchadnezzar besieged Ierusalem then the Iewes made a solemne couenant with the Lord to set free their seruants but no sooner had the king remooued his siege but they retracted and repealed their vow and
of Canaan not through the Land of the Philistims Exod. 13.17.18 although that were neere For God siad lest peraduenture the people repent when they see warre and returne to Egypt but God led the people about thorow the way of the wildernesse of the red sea So God for many causes best knowne to himselfe doth bring his children out of this Egyptian world vnto the spiriutall Canaan which is the kingdome of heauen not the neerest way but by many windings and turnings and the furthest way about euen as it were thorow the red sea of miseries and afflictions that all Gods waues and billowes may goe ouer them Psal 42.7 The Lord can if he please bring them as he doth many other of his children the neerest way to heauen but this further way about is for Gods owne glorie and for his childrens owne good And God as a most wise Father is not euer kissing his childe but many times correcting him and the same God that doth mercifully exalt vs by giuing vs a sweete taste and liuely feeling of his grace and the efficacie of it in vs doth in much loue many times for our health humble vs when hee leaues vs without that sence and feeling in our selues and then doth he cure vs of the most dangerous disease of pride and confidence in our selues settle in vs a true foundation of humilitie cause vs to deny our selues and depend wholly vpon him to cast our selues into the armes of his mercie to hunger for his grace to pray more zealously and with greater feeling of our wants and to set an high price vpon the sence of Gods fauour to make more esteeme of it when we haue it againe and to kill and mortifie some special sinne for which before we had not seriously and heartily repented For when it is his good will and pleasure to make men depend on his fauour and prouidence hee maketh them first to feele his anger and displeasure and to be nothing in themselues to the end they might value and prize their vocation and calling at an higher rate and estimate and wholly and altogether rely and depend vpon him and be whatsoeuer they are in him only This point being then well weighed and considered it is more then manifest that the child of God may passe to heauen euen thorow the very depth and gulfe of hell For the loue fauour and mercie of God is like to a sea into which when a man is cast he neither feeles bottom nor sees banke For thy mercy saith the Psalmist is great aboue the heauens Psal 108.4 and thy truth reacheth vnto the clouds So that touching despaire whether it ariseth of the weaknesse of nature or of the conscience of sinne though it fall out about the time of death it can be but the voice and opinion of their sicknesse and a sicke-mans iudgement of himselfe at such time is not to be regarded and besides it cannot preiudize the saluation of their soules that are effectually called For the gifts and calling of God saith the Apostle are without repentance Rom. 11.29 and those whom God loueth hee loueth to the end and world without end And as for other strange euents which fall out in death they are the effects of diseases Rauings blasphemies and idle speeches arise of the disease of melancholy and phrensies which often happen at the end of hot burning feauers the choler shooting vp to the braine the writhing of the lips turning of the necke and buckling of the ioynts and the whole body proceed of crampes and convulsions which follow after much euacuation and whereas some in sicknesse are of that strength that three or foure can hardly hold them without bonds it comes not alwayes of witchcraft as people commonly thinke but of choler in the veines and whereas some when they are dead become as blacke as pitch it may rise by a bruise or impostume or by the blacke Iaundise or the putrefaction of the liuer and doth not alwayes argue some extraordinary iudgement of God in the wicked it doth but in the godly not Now these and the like diseases with their symptomes and strange effects though they doe depriue man of his health and of the right vse of the parts of his bodie and the vse of reason and vnderstanding yet they cannot depriue his soule of eternal life and happinesse which with the soule of Dauid is bound vp in the bundle of life 1. Sam. 25.29 with the Lord his God in eternall peace and blessednesse And all sins procured by these violent and sharpe diseases proceeding from repentant sinners are sins only of infirmity and weaknesse for which if they knew them and came againe to the vse of reason and vnderstanding they will further repent if not yet they are pardoned and buried in the bloud of Christ and in his death who is their Sauiour and great Bishoppe of their soules 1. Pet. 2.24.25 for he that forgiueth the greater sinnes will also in his children forgiue the lesse And againe wee ought not to stand so much vpon the strangenesse of any mans end when we knew before the goodnesse of his conuersation and life For wee must iudge a man in this case not by his vnquiet death but by his former quiet godly life And if this bee true that strange diseases and thereupon very strange behauiour in death may befall the best childe of God we must then learne to reforme our iudgements of such as lye thus at the point of death The common opinion is if a man lye quietly in his sicknesse and goe away like a lambe which in some diseases as in consumptions and such like lingring diseases any man may doe that then he goes straight-way to heauen though he haue liued neuer so wickedly But if the violence of the disease stirre vp impatiencie and cause in the partie frantick and vnseemely behauiour then men vse to say though hee be neuer so godly that there is a iudgement of God seruing either to discouer an Hypocrite or to plague a wicked man But the truth is farre otherwise for in truth one may die like a lambe and yet goe to hell For the Psalmist saith Psal 7 3.4.5 There are no bonds in their death but their strength is firme they are not in trouble as other men neither are they plagued as other men And againe another dying in exceeding torments and strange behauiour of the body may goe to heauen examples whereof we haue in that holy and iust man Iob as may appeare throughout his whole booke and in diuers others Gods deare Saints and children Therefore by these strange and violent kinds of sicknesse and death which doe many times happen to the deare Saints of God wee must take great heed that wee iudge not rashly of them in condemning them to be wicked and notorious Hypocrites and offenders for it may be our owne cafe for ought wee know This rash censuring and iudging was the sinne