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but_o in_o word_n etc._n etc._n so_o that_o i_o be_v constrain_v to_o publish_v the_o truth_n of_o the_o case_n in_o a_o sheet_n of_o paper_n call_v a_o appeal_n to_o the_o light_n which_o though_o it_o evince_v the_o falsehood_n of_o their_o report_n and_o no_o one_o man_n do_v ever_o after_o justify_v they_o that_o ever_o i_o can_v hear_v of_o yet_o do_v they_o persevere_v in_o their_o general_n accusation_n and_o i_o have_v letter_n from_o several_a country_n that_o the_o london_n accuser_n have_v write_v to_o they_o that_o i_o have_v both_o in_o the_o sermon_n and_o in_o that_o paper_n call_v a_o appeal_n to_o the_o light_n do_v more_o to_o strengthen_v popery_n than_o ever_o be_v do_v by_o any_o papist_n this_o be_v the_o reward_n of_o all_o my_o labour_n from_o the_o separate_n independent_o §_o 280._o so_o sinful_o ready_a be_v man_n to_o receive_v false_a report_n that_o many_o of_o sober_a principle_n and_o some_o of_o my_o most_o intimate_a friend_n believe_v they_o and_o 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deprive_v i_o much_o of_o the_o end_n of_o life_n which_o be_v more_o to_o i_o than_o life_n itself_o §_o 282._o while_o i_o be_v thus_o murmur_v at_o by_o backbiter_n sectary_n and_o prelatist_n when_o the_o king_n be_v licenses_fw-la be_v recall_v as_o aforesaid_a i_o be_v the_o first_o that_o be_v apprehend_v by_o warrant_n and_o bring_v before_o the_o justice_n as_o a_o conventicler_n one_o kete_v a_o ignorant_a fellow_n have_v get_v a_o warrant_n as_o bailiff_n and_o informer_n to_o search_v after_o conventicle_n papist_n and_o protestant_n which_o he_o prosecute_v with_o great_a animosity_n and_o violence_n have_v then_o leave_v st._n james_n the_o lease_n of_o the_o house_n be_v out_o i_o preach_v only_o on_o thursdays_n at_o mr._n turner_n and_o by_o the_o act_n i_o be_o to_o be_v judge_v by_o a_o justice_n of_o the_o city_n or_o division_n where_o i_o preach_v but_o to_o be_v distrein_v on_o by_o warrant_n from_o a_o justice_n of_o the_o division_n or_o county_n where_o i_o 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world_n experience_n loud_o tell_v we_o that_o clergyman_n be_v fit_a to_o be_v keep_v by_o the_o sword_n in_o peace_n and_o quietness_n than_o to_o be_v trust_v with_o the_o sword_n and_o we_o will_v not_o have_v king_n be_v make_v their_o executioner_n for_o we_o be_v past_a doubt_n that_o the_o controversy_n and_o contention_n of_o the_o worldly_a tyrannical_a and_o the_o self-conceited_a clergy_n have_v be_v many_o hundred_o year_n more_o calamitous_a to_o the_o christian_a world_n than_o the_o most_o bloody_a war_n we_o be_v ourselves_o so_o far_o from_o desire_v grandeur_n and_o dominion_n that_o we_o will_v not_o be_v so_o much_o as_o the_o pastor_n of_o any_o but_o consenter_n and_o wish_v that_o the_o clergie_n state_n be_v such_o as_o neither_o starve_a or_o straiten_v the_o diligent_a labourer_n nor_o so_o tempt_v and_o invite_v ambitious_a worldly_n mind_n as_o that_o such_o be_v the_o seeker_n must_v usual_o be_v the_o master_n of_o the_o church_n who_o be_v like_a to_o 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that_o we_o be_v render_v so_o unserviceable_a in_o that_o kind_n and_o that_o well_o mean_v man_n shall_v so_o long_o misunderstand_v our_o cause_n and_o judge_n defame_n and_o use_v we_o as_o if_o we_o be_v the_o hinderer_n of_o that_o sweet_a agreement_n which_o our_o soul_n most_o earnest_o desire_v and_o will_v purchase_v by_o any_o lawful_a price_n in_o sum_n the_o belief_n of_o the_o heavenly_a glory_n through_o christ_n kindle_v the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o man_n and_o teach_v we_o to_o live_v sober_o righteous_o and_o godly_a and_o the_o government_n of_o magistrate_n keep_v all_o in_o peace_n upon_o these_o term_n be_v the_o religion_n and_o state_n that_o we_o desire_v and_o the_o grief_n of_o our_o soul_n for_o the_o present_a division_n do_v call_v up_o our_o thankful_a remembrance_n that_o once_o by_o your_o majesty_n favour_n we_o be_v commissioned_n to_o speak_v for_o ourselves_o about_o the_o old_a conformity_n and_o to_o treat_v with_o your_o bishop_n for_o such_o alteration_n as_o be_v necessary_a to_o our_o concord_n and_o that_o your_o majesty_n publish_v so_o gracious_a a_o declaration_n of_o ecclesiastical_a affair_n as_o have_v it_o live_v have_v prevent_v our_o present_a fraction_n yea_o that_o your_o house_n of_o commons_o give_v your_o majesty_n the_o public_a thanks_o for_o your_o heal_a mean_n though_o now_o some_o take_v all_o our_o division_n and_o distraction_n to_o be_v a_o small_a evil_n than_o the_o term_n of_o that_o your_o majesty_n declaration_n will_v be_v and_o if_o ever_o your_o favour_n allow_v we_o to_o speak_v for_o ourselves_o also_o as_o to_o the_o new_a conformity_n and_o to_o open_v to_o the_o world_n the_o matter_n and_o reason_n of_o our_o nonconformity_n we_o can_v doubt_v but_o it_o will_v much_o abate_v the_o censure_n and_o injury_n of_o multitude_n that_o understand_v we_o not_o and_o consequent_o abate_v their_o guilt_n and_o all_o unbrother_o distance_n and_o schism_n and_o man_n unthankful_a dislike_n of_o 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