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continue_v in_o the_o hardness_n of_o their_o heart_n and_o rebellion_n against_o god_n we_o have_v abundance_n of_o saying_n among_o we_o that_o if_o they_o be_v examine_v will_v prove_v false_a and_o unsound_a as_o that_o the_o viper_n die_v when_o they_o bring_v forth_o their_o young_a for_o say_v they_o the_o young_a eat_v out_o the_o old_a one_o bowel_n that_o bear_v shape_v all_o their_o young_a by_o lick_v of_o they_o that_o the_o swan_n sing_v sweet_a at_o her_o death_n that_o the_o adamant_n stone_n be_v soften_v by_o goat_n blood_n etc._n etc._n these_o thing_n be_v not_o so_o as_o may_v be_v show_v out_o of_o ancient_a writer_n so_o belove_v there_o be_v abundance_n of_o saying_n that_o go_v up_o and_o down_o among_o man_n concerning_o divinity_n which_o if_o they_o be_v examine_v will_v prove_v to_o be_v rot_a saying_n as_o he_o that_o make_v they_o will_v save_v they_o it_o be_v not_o so_o say_v the_o prophet_n esai_n 27._o 11._o he_o that_o make_v they_o will_v not_o have_v mercy_n on_o they_o and_o he_o that_o form_v they_o will_v not_o pity_v they_o it_o be_v common_o believe_v if_o man_n come_v to_o church_n hear_v the_o word_n and_o call_v upon_o god_n that_o then_o present_o they_o be_v good_a christian_n belove_a it_o be_v not_o so_o matth._n 7._o 21._o not_o every_o one_o that_o say_v lord_n lord_n shall_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n man_n be_v ready_a when_o they_o can_v but_o call_v lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o o_o sweet_a saviour_n pity_v i_o most_o merciful_a lord_n jesus_n have_v compassion_n on_o i_o if_o they_o can_v pray_v in_o their_o family_n and_o pray_v at_o church_n etc._n etc._n to_o think_v now_o all_o be_v well_o with_o they_o and_o christ_n can_v but_o save_v they_o and_o give_v they_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n but_o our_o saviour_n put_v a_o not_o upon_o it_o and_o say_v not_o every_o one_o that_o say_v lord_n lord_n it_o be_v not_o a_o lord_n a_o lording_n of_o christ_n with_o the_o tongue_n only_o it_o be_v not_o a_o take_n up_o of_o a_o outward_a profession_n of_o christ_n only_o that_o be_v sufficient_a for_o a_o man_n that_o shall_v inherit_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n no_o say_v christ_n but_o he_o that_o do_v the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n but_o of_o this_o by_o the_o by_o second_o there_o be_v needless_a discouragement_n which_o do_v much_o hurt_v in_o prayer_n needless_a discouragement_n do_v much_o hurt_v to_o many_o a_o poor_a soul_n that_o have_v forcible_a woulding_n and_o wrack_v desire_n after_o grace_n and_o holiness_n and_o yet_o be_v hold_v by_o discouragement_n yea_o many_o a_o christian_a heart_n lie_v a_o long_a time_n under_o it_o wrestle_a and_o strive_v
natural_a instinct_n of_o blind_a reason_n that_o be_v in_o all_o the_o creature_n ibid._n 3._o it_o be_v speak_v by_o way_n of_o supposition_n if_o they_o have_v reason_n they_o will_v groan_v p._n 77._o 4._o intelligent_o because_o a_o man_n can_v wreng_v the_o creature_n but_o he_o wrong_v god_n in_o the_o creature_n p._n 78._o 5._o specifical_o because_o the_o godly_a come_v before_o god_n in_o the_o behalf_n of_o all_o the_o creature_n and_o mourn_v for_o the_o abuse_n of_o the_o creature_n p._n 79._o four_o reason_n why_o the_o creature_n groan_n 1._o because_o they_o be_v distract_v in_o their_o service_n p._n 80._o 2._o because_o of_o the_o unprofitableness_n of_o their_o service_n p._n 82._o 3._o because_o of_o the_o uncessantness_n of_o their_o service_n p._n 83._o 4._o because_o of_o that_o misery_n and_o woe_n the_o creature_n lie_v under_o p._n 84._o every_o creature_n have_v 1._o a_o specifical_a end_n p._n 85._o 2._o a_o ultimate_a end_n ibid._n a_o wicked_a man_n have_v no_o true_a right_n unto_o the_o creature_n p._n 86._o but_o he_o have_v 1._o a_o civil_a right_n ibid._n 2._o a_o providential_a right_n ibid._n 3._o a_o vindicative_a right_n p._n 87._o 4._o a_o creature_n right_a as_o he_o be_v a_o creature_n ib._n but_o he_o have_v no_o filial_a right_n no_o sonlike_a right_n in_o christ_n p._n 89._o use_n to_o show_v that_o wicked_a man_n have_v little_a cause_n to_o be_v merry_a at_o any_o time_n because_o there_o be_v nothing_o near_o they_o but_o groan_v under_o they_o p._n 90._o all_o creature_n groan_n to_o god_n for_o vengeance_n to_o be_v pour_v upon_o the_o wicked_a p._n 92._o and_o these_o groan_n be_v 1._o upbraid_v groan_n p._n 95._o 2._o witness_v groan_n p._n 96._o 3._o accuse_v groan_n p._n 100_o 4._o judge_v and_o condemn_v groan_n ibid._n use_n for_o exhortation_n 1._o to_o take_v heed_n how_o we_o do_v abuse_v the_o creature_n of_o god_n p._n 101._o 2._o take_v heed_n of_o sin_v against_o god_n by_o the_o creature_n ibid._n 3_o take_v heed_n of_o set_v thy_o heart_n upon_o the_o creature_n p._n 102._o 4._o use_v all_o the_o creature_n in_o humility_n and_o thankfulness_n p._n 102._o 5._o use_v the_o creature_n as_o so_o many_o ladder_n to_o help_v thou_o to_o climb_v up_o towards_o heaven_n p._n 103._o the_o content_n of_o that_o sermon_n 1_o john_n 2._o 6._o the_o open_n of_o the_o word_n in_o four_o particular_n p._n 108._o doct._n a_o true_a christian_a walk_n as_o christ_n walk_v p._n 109._o a_o man_n must_v first_o be_v in_o christ_n before_o he_o can_v walk_v as_o christ_n walk_v p._n 110._o object_n can_v any_o man_n walk_v as_o christ_n walk_v p._n 111._o answ._n none_o can_v walk_v as_o christ_n walk_v in_o regard_n of_o equality_n but_o in_o regard_n of_o similitude_n they_o may_v p._n 111._o the_o life_n of_o christ_n shall_v be_v the_o example_n of_o our_o life_n p._n 112._o christ_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o redeem_v we_o for_o our_o justification_n and_o to_o be_v a_o example_n of_o life_n unto_o we_o for_o our_o sanctification_n p._n 114._o this_o question_n answer_v viz._n what_o it_o be_v to_o walk_v as_o christ_n walk_v p._n 116._o four_o reason_n of_o the_o point_n 1._o because_o as_o christ_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o justify_v the_o ungodly_a so_o he_o come_v to_o conform_v they_o to_o his_o image_n p._n 117._o 2._o because_o in_o vain_a we_o be_v call_v christian_n if_o we_o be_v not_o imitator_n of_o christ_n and_o live_v as_o he_o live_v p._n 119._o 3._o because_o all_o that_o be_v in_o christ_n be_v member_n of_o his_o body_n therefore_o they_o must_v have_v the_o same_o life_n and_o be_v quicken_v by_o the_o same_o spirit_n p._n 121._o 4._o because_o of_o that_o near_a relation_n that_o be_v betwixt_o christ_n and_o every_o one_o of_o his_o member_n p._n 123._o 1._o use_n to_o show_v that_o all_o man_n that_o live_v not_o the_o life_n of_o christ_n do_v blaspheme_v the_o name_n of_o christ_n p._n 127._o of_o all_o sin_n under_o heaven_n god_n can_v endure_v the_o sin_n of_o they_o that_o take_v the_o name_n of_o christ_n upon_o they_o p._n 198._o doct_n every_o minister_n be_v bind_v to_o preach_v home_o to_o man_n in_o particular_n p._n 132._o 3._o reas._n 1._o particular_n be_v most_o operative_a p._n 133._o 2._o particular_n be_v most_o distinct_a and_o most_o powerful_a p._n 135._o 3._o particular_n be_v most_o sensible_a p._n 137._o doct_n every_o minister_n be_v bind_v to_o preach_v so_o as_o to_o make_v a_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o precious_a and_o the_o vile_a p._n 138._o reas._n 1._o because_o otherwise_o a_o minister_n profane_v the_o holy_a thing_n of_o god_n p._n 139._o 2._o otherwise_o he_o can_v be_v the_o minister_n of_o christ_n p._n 141._o 3._o otherwise_o he_o be_v like_a to_o do_v no_o good_a by_o his_o ministry_n ibid._n the_o content_n of_o that_o sermon_n on_o john_n 3._o 20._o the_o context_n open_v in_o four_o particular_n 1._o what_o man_n natural_a estate_n and_o condition_n be_v without_o christ_n p._n 145._o 2._o god_n gracious_a provision_n for_o man_n salvation_n p._n 146._o 3._o the_o condition_n require_v viz._n faith_n ibid._n 4._o the_o reprobation_n of_o the_o world_n if_o they_o do_v not_o believe_v ibid._n but_o christ_n be_v neither_o the_o efficient_a nor_o deficient_a cause_n thereof_o ibid._n but_o the_o cause_n of_o their_o damnation_n be_v from_o themselves_o prove_v 1_o by_o their_o own_o conscience_n p._n 147._o 2_o by_o experience_n p._n 148._o 3._o by_o reason_n p._n 149._o in_o the_o word_n be_v two_o part_n 1._o the_o wicked_n rejection_n of_o the_o word_n of_o grace_n ibid._n 2._o the_o cause_n of_o that_o rejection_n ib._n viz._n 1._o first_o from_o the_o qualification_n of_o their_o person_n 2._o from_o the_o disposition_n of_o their_o nature_n ib._n doct_n a_o wicked_a man_n hate_v the_o word_n of_o god_n grace_n yea_o grace_n itself_o p._n 150._o this_o hatred_n be_v 1._o a_o actual_a hatred_n ibid._n 2._o it_o be_v a_o passion_n of_o the_o heart_n p._n 151._o 3._o it_o cause_v the_o heart_n to_o rise_v up_o against_o a_o union_n with_o the_o word_n p._n 153._o this_o union_n of_o the_o word_n be_v set_v in_o opposition_n 1._o to_o general_a preach_n p._n 154._o 2._o to_o merciful_a preach_n p._n 155._o 3._o to_o now_o and_o then_o preach_v p._n 156._o to_o p._n 160._o if_o the_o world_n do_v not_o hate_v a_o righteous_a man_n it_o be_v either_o 1._o because_o he_o be_v a_o great_a man_n p._n 160._o 2._o because_o he_o be_v a_o man_n of_o admirable_a wit_n end_n knowledge_n ibid._n 3._o or_o because_o god_n give_v he_o favour_n in_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o world_n ib._n 4._o this_o hatred_n cause_v the_o heart_n to_o rise_v against_o that_o which_o be_v repugnant_a to_o its_o lust_n p._n 162._o a_o wicked_a man_n may_v love_v 3_o kind_n of_o preach_v 1._o eloquent_a preach_n that_o savour_v more_o of_o humanity_n then_o of_o divinity_n ib._n 2._o impertinent_a preach_n p._n 163._o 3._o now_o and_o then_o some_o preach_n to_o satisfy_v the_o crave_n of_o his_o conscience_n p._n 164._o reas_n 1._o a_o wicked_a man_n hate_v the_o word_n because_o he_o hate_v all_o truth_n even_o the_o very_a being_n of_o the_o word_n p._n 165._o 2._o because_o he_o hate_v the_o very_a nature_n of_o the_o word_n p._n 167._o 3._o because_o he_o can_v endure_v the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o word_n p._n 169._o all_o natural_a man_n hate_v the_o word_n 1._o because_o no_o entreaty_n no_o beseech_v can_v possible_o reconcile_v they_o p._n 171._o 2._o because_o neither_o money_n nor_o price_n can_v make_v they_o friend_n p._n 175._o 3._o because_o all_o the_o love_n in_o the_o world_n can_v unite_v they_o together_o p._n 176._o 4._o because_o neither_o the_o love_n of_o god_n nor_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n will_v solder_v they_o together_o p._n 177._o every_o natural_a man_n have_v rather_o be_v damn_v then_o leave_v his_o sin_n rather_o go_v to_o hell_n then_o be_v a_o new_a creature_n p._n 178._o the_o content_n of_o that_o sermon_n on_o isaiah_n 42._o 24._o the_o word_n contain_v five_o thing_n 1._o the_o author_n of_o the_o destruction_n p._n 185._o 2._o the_o cause_n of_o it_o ibid._n 3._o the_o judgement_n itself_o p._n 186._o 4._o the_o people_n on_o who_o it_o be_v inflict_v ibid._n 5._o the_o effect_n of_o it_o p._n 187._o 1._o doct._n god_n be_v the_o author_n of_o all_o judgement_n that_o befall_v a_o nation_n ibid._n 1._o use_v for_o comfort_n to_o god_n child_n see_v god_n be_v the_o orderer_n of_o all_o event_n p._n 119._o 2._o use_v for_o terror_n to_o the_o wicked_a that_o god_n who_o they_o hate_v shall_v be_v their_o judge_n p._n 190._o 3._o use_n to_o learn_v in_o all_o calamity_n to_o
under_o its_o want_n and_o yet_o keep_v out_o from_o grace_n and_o from_o grow_v in_o grace_n because_o of_o discouragement_n yea_o the_o best_a and_o strong_a of_o god_n saint_n have_v be_v keep_v off_o and_o have_v hang_v much_o on_o discouragement_n fear_v not_o say_v god_n to_o abraham_n genes_n 15._o 1._o so_o fear_v not_o joshua_n say_v god_n to_o joshua_n josh._n 1._o 9_o intimate_v that_o both_o abraham_n and_o joshua_n be_v afraid_a of_o discouragement_n they_o be_v afraid_a that_o many_o evil_n will_v befall_v they_o that_o they_o shall_v meet_v with_o many_o rub_n and_o difficulty_n that_o will_v be_v too_o hard_a for_o they_o therefore_o the_o lord_n call_v to_o they_o fear_v not_o be_v not_o dismay_v nor_o discourage_v thou_o say_v fear_v not_o hence_o observe_v that_o god_n will_v not_o have_v any_o christian_a doct._n soul_n to_o be_v discourage_v in_o prayer_n thou_o say_v fear_v not_o for_o our_o clear_a proceed_v herein_o first_o let_v i_o show_v you_o what_o 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