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draw_v therein_o so_o we_o shall_v observe_v sometime_o one_o passion_n sometime_o another_o to_o day_n we_o shall_v discover_v one_o delusion_n of_o self-love_n tomorrow_o another_o and_o by_o that_o mean_v we_o shall_v form_v by_o little_a and_o little_a a_o portraiture_n so_o like_a that_o we_o shall_v see_v every_o moment_n even_o what_o we_o be_v so_o that_o we_o shall_v have_v reason_n to_o say_v continual_o to_o ourselves_o behold_v what_o i_o be_o see_v here_o what_o i_o have_v love_v so_o much_o and_o can_v wish_v that_o the_o whole_a world_n may_v be_v the_o object_n of_o its_o esteem_n and_o affection_n 20._o we_o must_v not_o forget_v among_o the_o multitude_n of_o our_o fault_n those_o which_o be_v only_o outward_a and_o involuntary_a render_v we_o not_o proper_o guilty_a before_o god_n for_o those_o be_v they_o which_o oftentimes_o humble_v we_o the_o most_o in_o our_o own_o thought_n because_o we_o be_v so_o vain_a that_o we_o ordinary_o judge_v of_o ourselves_o rather_o 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the_o whole_a state_n of_o our_o life_n we_o shall_v know_v it_o clear_o in_o the_o next_o world_n and_o god_n will_v let_v we_o see_v there_o that_o he_o have_v make_v we_o escape_v a_o world_n of_o danger_n into_o which_o the_o weight_n of_o our_o concupiscence_n will_v have_v draw_v we_o headlong_o if_o he_o have_v not_o stop_v the_o course_n of_o it_o and_o we_o may_v likewise_o know_v some_o part_n thereof_o in_o this_o life_n if_o we_o reflect_v upon_o what_o may_v happen_v to_o we_o from_o all_o the_o fault_n which_o we_o have_v commit_v and_o on_o the_o excess_n whereunto_o our_o passion_n may_v have_v carry_v we_o if_o they_o have_v be_v violent_o excite_v by_o the_o object_n and_o favour_v by_o occasion_n and_o not_o hinder_v by_o the_o obstacle_n which_o god_n place_v there_o to_o keep_v they_o within_o certain_a boundary_n which_o make_v we_o acknowledge_v that_o it_o be_v not_o through_o our_o moderation_n and_o wisdom_n that_o we_o have_v escape_v these_o great_a inconvenience_n but_o mere_o by_o god_n mercy_n 23._o we_o must_v take_v away_o in_o the_o examen_fw-la of_o virtue_n which_o we_o believe_v we_o have_v what_o there_o be_v pure_o natural_a and_o wherein_o grace_n have_v no_o share_n at_o all_o for_o god_n who_o ought_v to_o be_v the_o rule_n of_o all_o our_o judgement_n make_v no_o account_n of_o what_o come_v from_o nature_n the_o effect_n of_o custom_n and_o habit_n which_o be_v nothing_o but_o another_o nature_n must_v be_v take_v away_o there_o must_v be_v a_o absolute_a deprive_v ourselves_o from_o the_o desire_n we_o have_v to_o please_v man_n and_o from_o other_o secret_a consideration_n from_o interest_n and_o passion_n because_o all_o that_o be_v very_o bad_a we_o must_v separate_v from_o it_o what_o we_o have_v destroy_v by_o our_o ingratitude_n and_o our_o sin_n because_o that_o not_o subsist_v in_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n ought_v not_o to_o subsist_v in_o we_o we_o must_v consider_v how_o many_o of_o these_o virtue_n such_o as_o they_o be_v have_v little_a extent_n force_n and_o solidity_n with_o how_o small_a zeal_n we_o carry_v ourselves_o therein_o and_o after_o all_o these_o separation_n we_o must_v ask_v ourselves_o what_o we_o have_v yet_o remain_v 24._o not_o only_o good_a quality_n and_o virtue_n be_v nothing_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n be_v destroy_v by_o crime_n but_o without_o have_v commit_v any_o they_o become_v often_o useless_a and_o even_o render_v we_o culpable_a by_o the_o little_a use_n we_o make_v of_o they_o because_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n include_v always_o some_o new_a obligation_n he_o expect_v more_o from_o those_o to_o who_o he_o have_v give_v most_o we_o owe_v he_o for_o the_o interest_n of_o his_o favour_n and_o grace_n and_o if_o we_o fail_v to_o give_v it_o he_o he_o will_v rather_o we_o have_v not_o receive_v they_o if_o he_o have_v give_v we_o a_o favourable_a natural_a condition_n if_o he_o have_v preserve_v we_o from_o temptation_n which_o carry_v away_o most_o part_n of_o other_o if_o we_o have_v have_v little_a to_o contest_v within_o ourselves_o if_o he_o have_v give_v we_o some_o good_a quality_n of_o mind_n some_o propensity_n and_o inclination_n to_o virtue_n last_o if_o he_o have_v bestow_v on_o we_o virtue_n itself_o we_o ought_v to_o look_v upon_o all_o that_o as_o talent_n from_o god_n yet_o only_o conditional_a to_o increase_v they_o so_o that_o if_o we_o know_v we_o have_v not_o perform_v it_o there_o be_v nothing_o aught_o to_o give_v we_o more_o confusion_n and_o fear_n 25._o we_o ought_v above_o all_o to_o consider_v the_o ill_a use_n we_o have_v make_v of_o all_o the_o truth_n god_n have_v be_v please_v to_o discover_v to_o we_o be_v it_o in_o the_o elevate_n we_o thereby_o inward_o or_o outward_o be_v it_o in_o profane_v they_o by_o indiscreet_a entertainment_n or_o that_o we_o make_v use_v of_o they_o not_o to_o contemn_v or_o despise_v ourselves_o but_o other_o for_o that_o be_v the_o use_n or_o rather_o the_o most_o 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render_v we_o on_o the_o contrary_a clear-sighted_a in_o respect_n of_o those_o of_o other_o we_o see_v they_o such_o as_o they_o be_v we_o consider_v they_o as_o much_o as_o we_o will_v we_o hardly_o trouble_v ourselves_o to_o lessen_v they_o by_o favourable_a excuse_n this_o effect_n come_v doubtless_o from_o some_o bad_a cause_n but_o keep_v they_o within_o their_o boundary_n some_o profit_n may_v be_v draw_v from_o thence_o and_o use_v make_v thereof_o to_o deceive_v in_o some_o sort_n self-love_n for_o by_o consider_v thus_o the_o fault_n of_o other_o without_o this_o multiplicity_n of_o consideration_n and_o artificial_a excuse_n which_o deceive_v we_o in_o we_o we_o may_v easy_o discover_v what_o be_v the_o false_a light_n which_o dazzle_v they_o how_o they_o have_v engage_v themselves_o in_o this_o illusion_n what_o they_o ought_v to_o do_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o it_o and_o afterward_o in_o turn_v all_o these_o consideration_n towards_o ourselves_o we_o may_v easy_o apply_v they_o to_o ourselves_o if_o we_o have_v never_o so_o little_a sincerity_n and_o desire_v to_o know_v ourselves_o 32._o unless_o we_o make_v use_v of_o this_o cunning_a to_o profit_v by_o the_o fault_n of_o another_o which_o we_o can_v hinder_v ourselves_o from_o see_v they_o only_o blind_v we_o more_o instead_o of_o help_v we_o to_o know_v ourselves_o for_o either_o we_o take_v occasion_n to_o slight_v those_o who_o fall_v therein_o by_o raise_v ourselves_o above_o they_o as_o if_o we_o be_v exempt_a or_o if_o we_o acknowledge_v ourselves_o guilty_a as_o well_o as_o they_o we_o comfort_v ourselves_o that_o we_o alone_o be_v not_o subject_a to_o these_o weakness_n we_o be_v glad_a that_o they_o have_v not_o this_o advantage_n over_o we_o we_o diminish_v the_o idea_n we_o have_v of_o our_o own_o fault_n as_o look_v upon_o they_o common_a to_o many_o and_o as_o be_v rather_o the_o consequence_n and_o infirmity_n of_o nature_n than_o of_o our_o disorder_n and_o thus_o we_o free_v ourselves_o in_o some_o sort_n secret_o from_o the_o reproach_n of_o our_o conscience_n by_o hide_v ourselves_o in_o the_o throng_n of_o the_o culpable_a 33._o but_o beside_o the_o instruction_n which_o may_v be_v draw_v out_o of_o other_o man_n fault_n which_o we_o perceive_v by_o ourselves_o very_o important_a one_o may_v likewise_o be_v draw_v from_o the_o judgement_n which_o we_o hear_v make_v of_o they_o by_o those_o who_o entertain_v themselves_o with_o they_o for_o we_o may_v learn_v that_o it_o be_v in_o vain_a to_o dissemble_v our_o own_o and_o be_v angry_a at_o those_o who_o speak_v of_o they_o we_o thereby_o only_o apply_v people_n more_o to_o do_v it_o because_o whereas_o they_o be_v ordinary_o very_o indulge_v to_o the_o imperfection_n of_o those_o who_o serious_o acknowledge_v they_o they_o do_v not_o suffer_v on_o the_o contrary_a patient_o those_o which_o we_o will_v hide_v or_o canonize_v and_o of_o which_o they_o do_v not_o permit_v we_o to_o speak_v with_o freedom_n although_o they_o be_v something_o reserve_v in_o speak_v with_o those_o of_o who_o they_o have_v some_o reason_n to_o be_v distrustful_a they_o may_v find_v always_o some_o one_o to_o who_o they_o may_v speak_v free_o so_o by_o this_o mean_n thing_n be_v disperse_v in_o secret_a from_o one_o to_o another_o almost_o as_o if_o they_o do_v speak_v they_o public_o so_o that_o we_o must_v show_v that_o the_o only_a way_n to_o hinder_v man_n from_o speak_v of_o our_o fault_n be_v to_o correct_v they_o our_o felve_n or_o to_o testify_v that_o we_o desire_v it_o serious_o and_o that_o we_o be_v well_o please_v to_o be_v put_v in_o mind_n of_o they_o 34._o we_o may_v learn_v by_o these_o judgement_n that_o hardly_o any_o one_o know_v what_o be_v think_v of_o he_o nor_o what_o impression_n his_o action_n make_v upon_o the_o mind_n of_o other_o from_o whence_o it_o happen_v that_o in_o form_v to_o ourselves_o false_a opinion_n of_o their_o disposition_n we_o take_v in_o conclusion_n false_a measure_n we_o do_v not_o the_o good_a we_o ought_v nor_o prevent_v the_o evil_n which_o we_o may_v we_o disturb_v other_o a_o thousand_o several_a way_n without_o know_v it_o and_o we_o break_v thus_o by_o little_a and_o little_a all_o the_o tie_n which_o knit_v the_o union_n we_o have_v with_o they_o we_o perceive_v it_o well_o at_o the_o end_n of_o some_o of_o these_o bad_a effect_n but_o that_o only_o increase_v the_o illusion_n we_o be_v in_o for_o the_o lack_n of_o know_v the_o cause_n which_o be_v give_v they_o we_o substitute_v false_a one_o we_o cast_v all_o the_o blame_v on_o other_o we_o attribute_v to_o they_o the_o motive_n intention_n and_o design_n on_o which_o they_o never_o think_v and_o upon_o that_o we_o form_n of_o they_o very_o disadvantageous_a idea_n which_o appear_v without_o by_o some_o exterior_a mark_n do_v yet_o increase_v the_o remoteness_n they_o have_v from_o we_o 35._o it_o be_v true_a we_o must_v not_o absolute_o rule_v our_o conduct_n by_o the_o opinion_n and_o impression_n of_o other_o but_o these_o opinion_n and_o impression_n be_v uniform_a they_o give_v we_o often_o mean_v to_o acknowledge_v that_o this_o conduct_n be_v not_o regulate_v according_a to_o god_n law_n other_o be_v ordinary_o more_o subtle_a than_o we_o to_o discover_v what_o happen_v in_o we_o of_o passion_n and_o self-love_n even_o often_o time_n when_o these_o impression_n be_v unjust_a they_o do_v not_o forbear_v to_o have_v some_o cause_n in_o we_o the_o which_o we_o may_v â—â—medy_v in_o fine_a how_o unreasonable_a they_o be_v as_o they_o may_v be_v either_o sharpen_v or_o sweeten_v by_o our_o conduct_n they_o may_v serve_v for_o obstacle_n to_o certain_a enterprise_n and_o facilitate_v other_o and_o we_o may_v sometime_o take_v other_o course_n to_o avoid_v they_o it_o be_v always_o good_a to_o know_v they_o provide_v we_o be_v able_a to_o undergo_v they_o 36._o we_o may_v obtain_v this_o advantage_n and_o we_o may_v shun_v one_o part_n of_o the_o inconvenience_n if_o we_o do_v practice_n sincere_o what_o be_v observe_v in_o st._n thomas_n of_o canterbury_n life_n which_o be_v that_o one_o of_o his_o friend_n shall_v advertise_v he_o of_o all_o that_o he_o find_v fit_a to_o tell_v he_o again_o in_o his_o carriage_n and_o it_o be_v what_o they_o have_v in_o prospect_n who_o have_v order_v that_o in_o certain_a religious_a house_n that_o there_o shall_v be_v one_o person_n charge_v to_o receive_v the_o complaint_n that_o each_o shall_v make_v of_o the_o superior_n behaviour_n to_o give_v he_o a_o account_n thereof_o without_o name_v the_o author_n but_o as_o all_o the_o world_n can_v enjoy_v this_o good_a we_o ought_v to_o endeavour_v to_o supply_v it_o by_o procure_v a_o faithful_a and_o understand_a friend_n to_o who_o a_o entire_a liberty_n shall_v be_v give_v to_o advertise_v we_o of_o what_o shall_v be_v say_v of_o we_o in_o the_o world_n and_o after_o what_o manner_n our_o action_n may_v be_v take_v therein_o 37._o it_o seem_v at_o first_o that_o the_o most_o part_n of_o the_o world_n do_v follow_v these_o advice_n and_o that_o at_o least_o it_o be_v practise_v by_o all_o person_n who_o profess_v piety_n for_o there_o be_v none_o who_o have_v not_o a_o confessor_n and_o this_o confessor_n ought_v to_o be_v that_o faithful_a friend_n who_o shall_v advertise_v we_o of_o our_o fault_n of_o the_o scandal_n which_o we_o cause_v see_v that_o we_o give_v he_o that_o right_n in_o address_v ourselves_o to_o he_o he_o may_v know_v they_o so_o much_o better_a as_o he_o join_v to_o the_o knowledge_n we_o give_v he_o of_o ourselves_o that_o which_o he_o sometime_o may_v get_v elsewhere_o and_o that_o thus_o he_o see_v the_o limit_n of_o our_o light_n that_o be_v to_o say_v what_o we_o know_v of_o ourselves_o and_o what_o we_o know_v not_o and_o as_o the_o practice_n of_o this_o office_n of_o charity_n make_v one_o of_o the_o chief_a part_n of_o his_o ministry_n there_o be_v hardly_o any_o one_o who_o do_v not_o flatter_v himself_o that_o it_o be_v that_o he_o seek_v in_o submit_v himself_o to_o the_o conduct_n of_o a_o director_n and_o who_o do_v not_o believe_v that_o he_o give_v he_o in_o this_o point_n all_o the_o liberty_n which_o he_o can_v desire_v 38._o whosoever_o will_v unfold_v these_o secret_a wind_n of_o his_o own_o heart_n will_v find_v that_o although_o he_o think_v not_o to_o address_v himself_o to_o a_o confessor_n except_o to_o draw_v from_o thence_o some_o help_n the_o better_a to_o know_v himself_o he_o have_v at_o the_o bottom_n of_o his_o heart_n a_o quite_o contrary_a end_n and_o a_o secret_a design_n to_o make_v use_n thereof_o to_o justify_v himself_o in_o his_o fault_n which_o be_v proper_o not_o know_v himself_o this_o it_o be_v we_o do_v not_o take_v heed_n of_o to_o confess_v in_o ourselves_o see_v
into_o those_o wherein_o it_o seem_v it_o may_v have_v the_o least_o share_n and_o which_o be_v design_v to_o mortify_v and_o to_o destroy_v it_o it_o can_v sometime_o make_v religious_a person_n fast_o or_o at_o least_o assuage_v one_o part_n of_o the_o trouble_n of_o their_o fast_a the_o hair_n clothes_n and_o discipline_n be_v sometime_o for_o their_o use_n and_o there_o be_v hardly_o any_o humiliation_n which_o self-love_n be_v not_o capable_a to_o practise_v and_o although_o it_o find_v not_o its_o account_n in_o solitude_n in_o silence_n and_o in_o secret_a austerity_n there_o be_v perchance_o certain_a hide_a passage_n and_o certain_a subterraneous_a way_n through_o which_o it_o may_v may_v be_v find_v some_o entrance_n in_o fine_a self-love_n be_v also_o capable_a to_o make_v we_o suffer_v even_o death_n with_o joy_n and_o to_o the_o end_n that_o there_o may_v be_v no_o certain_a way_n to_o distinguish_v it_o from_o charity_n by_o martyrdom_n the_o saint_n do_v teach_v we_o after_o st._n paul_n that_o there_o be_v martyr_n of_o vanity_n as_o well_o as_o of_o charity_n therefore_o st._n austin_n have_v say_v that_o vanity_n do_v imitate_v so_o exact_o the_o work_n of_o charity_n that_o there_o be_v almost_o no_o difference_n at_o all_o betwixt_o their_o effect_n that_o charity_n do_v nourish_v the_o poor_a and_o that_o vanity_n do_v so_o likewise_o that_o charity_n fa_v that_o vanity_n can_v fast_o also_o that_o these_o work_n do_v strike_v we_o but_o that_o we_o can_v distinguish_v which_o come_v from_o a_o good_a and_o which_o from_o a_o ill_a principle_n he_o add_v at_o last_o that_o charity_n die_v and_o bring_v we_o at_o the_o end_n to_o martyrdom_n and_o that_o vanity_n die_v also_o and_o suffer_v martyrdom_n videte_fw-la qualia_fw-la opera_fw-la faciat_fw-la superbia_fw-la quam_fw-la similia_fw-la faciat_fw-la &_o prope_fw-la paria_fw-la charitati_fw-la pascit_fw-la esurientem_fw-la charitas_fw-la pascit_fw-la &_o superbia_fw-la charitas_fw-la ut_fw-la deus_fw-la laudetur_fw-la superbia_fw-la ut_fw-la ipsa_fw-la laudetur_fw-la jejunat_fw-la charitas_fw-la jejunat_fw-la &_o superbia_fw-la opera_fw-la videmus_fw-la in_fw-la operibus_fw-la non_fw-la discernimus_fw-la moritur_fw-la charitas_fw-la moritur_fw-la superbia_fw-la 40._o but_o there_o be_v this_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o hard_a troublesome_a and_o humble_v action_n of_o virtue_n and_o those_o which_o have_v nothing_o but_o what_o be_v beautiful_a without_o be_v troublesome_a that_o when_o self-love_n persuade_v man_n to_o humility_n patience_n and_o to_o suffering_n it_o be_v by_o a_o kind_n of_o unusualness_n or_o disorder_n for_o it_o be_v evident_a for_o example_n that_o the_o way_n to_o attain_v to_o our_o end_n which_o we_o propose_v be_v not_o to_o shut_v ourselves_o up_o in_o solitude_n to_o have_v no_o converse_n with_o man_n or_o to_o have_v nothing_o speak_v of_o but_o our_o sin_n and_o fault_n and_o thus_o it_o be_v almost_o impossible_a that_o there_o be_v any_o who_o embrace_v this_o kind_n of_o life_n so_o contrary_a to_o the_o inclination_n of_o nature_n and_o who_o persevere_v therein_o by_o other_o motive_n than_o those_o of_o salvation_n but_o it_o be_v not_o the_o same_o with_o the_o most_o part_n of_o the_o action_n of_o virtue_n which_o may_v be_v do_v in_o the_o world_n self-love_n obtain_v its_o end_n better_a by_o practise_v they_o it_o can_v omit_v they_o without_o lose_v what_o it_o aim_v at_o and_o it_o must_v be_v carry_v away_o by_o some_o unreasonable_a passion_n against_o its_o true_a interest_n to_o follow_v any_o other_o ride_v but_o this_o 41._o thus_o one_o may_v say_v true_o that_o absolute_o to_o reform_v the_o world_n that_o be_v to_o say_v to_o banish_v all_o the_o vice_n and_o all_o the_o gross_a disorder_n therein_o and_o to_o make_v mankind_n happy_a even_o in_o this_o life_n there_o needs_o only_o instead_o of_o charity_n to_o give_v every_o one_o a_o harmless_a self-love_n which_o may_v be_v able_a to_o discen_n its_o true_a interest_n and_o to_o incline_v thereto_o by_o the_o way_n which_o true_a reason_n shall_v discover_v to_o it_o how_o corrupt_v soever_o this_o whole_a society_n may_v be_v within_o and_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n there_o will_v be_v nothing_o without_o better_a order_v more_o civil_o more_o just_a more_o peaceable_a more_o honest_a more_o generous_a and_o what_o will_v be_v more_o admirable_a it_o be_v that_o not_o be_v animate_v and_o stir_v but_o by_o self-love_n self-love_n will_v not_o appear_v at_o all_o there_o and_o be_v absolute_o void_a of_o charity_n we_o shall_v see_v every_o where_o nothing_o but_o the_o form_n and_o character_n of_o charity_n 42._o perhaps_o it_o will_v not_o be_v amiss_o that_o those_o who_o be_v charge_v with_o the_o education_n of_o great_a person_n shall_v have_v this_o engrave_v in_o their_o mind_n to_o the_o end_n that_o if_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o inspire_v they_o with_o these_o sentiment_n of_o charity_n which_o they_o will_v glad_o do_v they_o shall_v endeavour_v at_o least_o to_o form_v their_o self-love_n and_o teach_v they_o how_o the_o most_o part_n of_o the_o way_n which_o they_o take_v to_o content_v this_o self-love_n be_v false_a ill_o understand_v and_o contrary_a to_o their_o true_a interest_n and_o how_o it_o will_v be_v facile_a for_o they_o to_o take_v some_o other_o which_o will_v conduct_v they_o without_o trouble_n to_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o will_v get_v they_o the_o affection_n the_o esteem_n and_o the_o admiration_n of_o all_o the_o world_n if_o they_o shall_v not_o prosper_v by_o this_o mean_n to_o render_v they_o useful_a to_o themselves_o they_o will_v at_o least_o make_v they_o useful_a for_o other_o and_o will_v put_v they_o in_o a_o way_n which_o will_v always_o be_v less_o remote_a from_o the_o way_n to_o heaven_n than_o that_o which_o they_o take_v see_v that_o it_o will_v be_v only_o to_o change_v the_o end_n and_o the_o intention_n to_o render_v themselves_o as_o agreeable_a to_o god_n by_o a_o true_o christian_a virtue_n as_o they_o will_v be_v to_o man_n by_o the_o splendour_n of_o this_o human_a civility_n to_o which_o we_o will_v form_v they_o 43._o but_o it_o will_v be_v of_o little_a or_o no_o moment_n that_o these_o two_o principle_n so_o different_a the_o one_o whereof_o bear_v the_o fruit_n of_o life_n the_o other_o of_o death_n shall_v be_v confound_v in_o the_o outward_a action_n at_o least_o if_o it_o be_v easy_a for_o every_o one_o to_o know_v distinct_o that_o which_o make_v he_o do_v it_o to_o the_o end_n that_o he_o may_v be_v able_a to_o judge_v thereby_o of_o his_o action_n and_o condition_n what_o be_v more_o strange_a be_v that_o many_o time_n this_o mixture_n and_o this_o confusion_n begin_v in_o the_o heart_n itself_o so_o that_o we_o can_v distinguish_v whether_o it_o be_v through_o charity_n or_o self-love_n that_o we_o act_n whether_o it_o be_v god_n or_o ourselves_o we_o seek_v for_o whether_o it_o be_v for_o heaven_n or_o hell_n we_o labour_v this_o obscurity_n proceed_v from_o divers_a cause_n and_o i_o will_v take_v notice_n here_o of_o the_o three_o principal_a one_o 44._o the_o first_o be_v that_o these_o consideration_n of_o the_o judgement_n of_o man_n and_o the_o motion_n of_o their_o heart_n in_o regard_n of_o we_o which_o be_v the_o rule_n the_o source_n and_o the_o object_n of_o human_a civility_n be_v not_o always_o accompany_v with_o formal_a and_o express_a reflection_n and_o that_o the_o motion_n which_o they_o produce_v be_v yet_o more_o imperceptible_a to_o we_o these_o be_v often_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o mind_n only_o as_o certain_a look_n and_o certain_a transitory_a thought_n by_o which_o it_o be_v carry_v as_o by_o stealth_n towards_o these_o judgement_n which_o be_v make_v of_o we_o and_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o heart_n only_o as_o certain_a hide_a propensity_n which_o stop_v it_o gentle_o on_o this_o side_n so_o that_o we_o do_v not_o make_v any_o express_a reflection_n neither_o on_o this_o propensity_n nor_o on_o the_o thought_n which_o produce_v it_o although_o that_o may_v be_v the_o thing_n which_o give_v the_o motion_n to_o our_o outward_a action_n and_o which_o be_v the_o principle_n thereof_o 45._o the_o second_o be_v that_o it_o may_v often_o happen_v that_o even_o when_o we_o be_v not_o remove_v in_o effect_n but_o through_o fear_n of_o displease_a man_n or_o through_o a_o desire_n to_o please_v they_o we_o have_v not_o absolute_o any_o knowledge_n nor_o any_o distinct_a thought_n neither_o of_o the_o one_o nor_o the_o other_o and_o that_o because_o we_o act_v often_o without_o a_o distinct_a knowledge_n and_o by_o a_o simple_a custom_n which_o be_v not_o guide_v unless_o by_o confuse_a thought_n be_v force_v to_o look_v upon_o certain_a action_n as_o able_a to_o bring_v upon_o we_o public_a infamy_n and_o the_o hatred_n of_o honest_a man_n it_o form_v itself_o in_o the_o mind_n a_o confuse_a
of_o shadow_n see_v that_o they_o be_v nothing_o but_o the_o vain_a image_n of_o temporal_a thing_n and_o oftentimes_o false_a thing_n also_o 36._o sin_n have_v open_v the_o eye_n to_o make_v man_n see_v with_o pleasure_n the_o vanity_n of_o this_o world_n and_o grace_n in_o open_v the_o eye_n of_o the_o soul_n for_o the_o thing_n of_o god_n shut_v they_o to_o worldly_a thing_n through_o a_o blindness_n much_o more_o fortunate_a than_o that_o miserable_a sight_n which_o sin_n have_v procure_v we_o it_o be_v this_o wholesome_a blindness_n say_v st._n paulinus_n which_o the_o prophet_n beg_v of_o god_n when_o he_o say_v hinder_v my_o eye_n from_o see_v vanity_n and_o which_o our_o lord_n prefer_v before_o the_o clear_a see_v eye_n of_o the_o jew_n when_o he_o tell_v they_o si_fw-mi caeci_fw-la essetis_fw-la non_fw-la haberetis_fw-la peccatum_fw-la if_o you_o be_v blind_a you_o shall_v have_v no_o sin_n if_o then_o we_o be_v oblige_v in_o quality_n of_o christian_n to_o beg_v of_o god_n that_o he_o will_v take_v away_o our_o eye_n from_o all_o worldly_a folly_n of_o which_o play_n be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o compendium_n and_o imprint_v in_o we_o a_o hatred_n and_o a_o aversion_n for_o they_o in_o the_o heart_n how_o can_v we_o think_v that_o we_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o satisfy_v our_o eye_n with_o these_o vain_a sight_n and_o to_o place_v our_o satisfaction_n and_o content_a in_o what_o ought_v to_o be_v the_o object_n of_o our_o aversion_n and_o horror_n the_o five_o treatise_n of_o report_n 1._o we_o scarce_o see_v any_o one_o who_o do_v not_o complain_v of_o the_o report_n which_o be_v make_v of_o he_o and_o who_o pretend_v not_o that_o other_o violate_v in_o regard_n of_o he_o the_o rule_n of_o honesty_n and_o justice_n and_o as_o these_o sort_n of_o complaint_n have_v not_o only_o a_o place_n in_o the_o world_n but_o among_o person_n of_o piety_n and_o in_o society_n the_o most_o orderly_o it_o seem_v that_o we_o have_v right_a to_o conclude_v from_o thence_o 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who_o waist_n and_o poison_v the_o most_o innocent_a and_o the_o most_o harmless_a discourse_n who_o have_v neither_o fidelity_n nor_o secrecy_n but_o we_o see_v not_o therein_o who_o attribute_n these_o fault_n to_o themselves_o and_o who_o believe_v they_o want_v neither_o sincerity_n nor_o honesty_n final_o each_o will_v observe_v this_o law_n willing_o that_o it_o may_v be_v permit_v he_o to_o tell_v all_o that_o he_o will_v of_o other_o man_n discourse_n and_o that_o it_o may_v not_o be_v allow_v any_o one_o to_o report_v any_o thing_n of_o he_o but_o as_o all_o the_o world_n pretend_v to_o this_o privilege_n no_o man_n obtain_v it_o indeed_o it_o must_v make_v account_n that_o all_o thing_n will_v go_v always_o almost_o alike_o and_o that_o the_o world_n will_v always_o follow_v its_o fancy_n and_o passion_n that_o there_o will_v always_o be_v find_v people_n who_o will_v suffer_v themselves_o to_o report_v what_o they_o shall_v thing_n fit_v and_o thus_o they_o need_v only_o to_o be_v mindful_a to_o rule_v themselves_o that_o they_o may_v observe_v in_o this_o point_n in_o respect_n of_o other_o what_o honesty_n charity_n and_o justice_n demand_v of_o we_o 3._o it_o be_v almost_o the_o sole_a real_a interest_n which_o we_o may_v have_v therein_o for_o provide_v that_o we_o ourselves_o commit_v not_o fault_n the_o indiscretion_n and_o wickedness_n of_o other_o can_v hardly_o hurt_v we_o they_o be_v evil_a for_o they_o and_o sometime_o for_o those_o who_o give_v ear_n to_o they_o and_o believe_v they_o but_o not_o for_o those_o who_o these_o report_n be_v make_v of_o if_o they_o bear_v they_o as_o they_o ought_v god_n oftentimes_o make_v use_n of_o they_o to_o procure_v they_o considerable_a benefit_n and_o thereby_o to_o make_v they_o prosper_v by_o the_o design_n of_o his_o mercy_n upon_o they_o thus_o we_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v but_o to_o stand_v upon_o our_o guard_n against_o our_o seles_a and_o we_o shall_v be_v shelter_v from_o all_o the_o rest_n 4._o we_o be_v so_o much_o more_o oblige_v thereunto_o because_o unless_o we_o be_v very_o attentive_a to_o ourselves_o it_o be_v very_o hard_a to_o avoid_v commit_v these_o kind_n of_o fault_n because_o direction_n have_v no_o certain_a and_o precise_a rule_n and_o because_o we_o can_v establish_v upon_o this_o point_n general_a maxim_n it_o be_v not_o true_a that_o we_o can_v at_o some_o time_n report_n what_o we_o have_v hear_v it_o be_v not_o true_a that_o it_o be_v never_o permit_v to_o tell_v what_o may_v be_v displease_v to_o those_o who_o have_v speak_v it_o it_o be_v not_o true_a that_o it_o may_v be_v allow_v to_o relate_v all_o that_o may_v be_v gainsay_v without_o displease_v they_o and_o final_o except_v the_o maxim_n which_o command_v that_o we_o relate_v nothing_o but_o truth_n all_o the_o rest_n be_v not_o universal_a truth_n and_o they_o must_v be_v restrain_v by_o divers_a condition_n to_o make_v they_o just_o 5._o but_o it_o be_v not_o unprofitable_a nevertheless_o 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