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liable_a to_o faâ—_n as_o low_a as_o this_o and_o it_o make_v our_o case_n to_o 〈◊〉_d much_o more_o grievous_a than_o otherwise_o it_o woulâ—_n be_v because_o we_o know_v not_o ourselves_o in_o the_o hour_n of_o our_o consolation_n and_o think_v not_o how_o apt_a we_o be_v to_o lose_v all_o our_o joy_n and_o what_o seed_n of_o doubt_n and_o fear_n and_o grief_n â—re_n still_o within_o we_o and_o what_o cause_n we_o have_v â—o_o expect_v a_o change_n and_o therefore_o when_o â—o_o sad_a a_o change_n befall_v we_o so_o contrary_a â—o_o our_o expectation_n it_o surprise_v we_o with_o â—error_n and_o cast_v the_o poor_a soul_n almost_o â—nto_o despair_n then_o cry_v the_o distress_a â—â—nner_n do_v i_o ever_o think_v to_o see_v this_o â—ay_n be_v my_o hope_n and_o comfort_n come_v to_o â—his_fw-la do_v i_o think_v so_o long_o that_o i_o be_v a_o child_n â—f_n god_n and_o must_v i_o now_o perceive_v that_o he_o â—isowneth_v i_o do_v i_o draw_v near_o he_o as_o 〈◊〉_d my_o father_n and_o 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to_o god_n p._n 323_o 3._o and_o want_v of_o love_n to_o one_o another_o p._n 324_o 8._o the_o insinuation_n of_o selfishness_n in_o all_o that_o wâ—_n do_v p._n 32â—_n 9_o the_o eruption_n of_o passion_n that_o seem_v morâ—tified_v p._n 34â—_n 10._o affection_n mix_v with_o carnality_n which_o seem_v pure_o spiritual_a p._n 33â—_n caution_n against_o overmuch_a suspicion_n or_o acâ—cusation_n of_o ourselves_o p._n 33â—_n 2._o sin_n surprise_v more_o dangerous_o 3._o anâ—_n the_o remedy_n be_v neglect_v through_o self-ignorance_n p._n 337_o 2._o what_o hinder_v believer_n from_o know_v their_o grace_n 1._o the_o sense_n of_o the_o contrary_n p._n 338_o 2._o the_o smallness_n of_o grace_n p._n 341_o 3._o not_o judge_v by_o sure_a mark_n the_o essential_o of_o holiness_n what_o they_o be_v p._n 343_o what_o mark_v uncertain_a p._n 345_o what_o sin_n consistent_a with_o true_a grace_n p._n 347_o 4._o overlook_v what_o we_o have_v by_o look_v at_o what_o we_o ought_v to_o be_v p_o 349_o 5._o judge_v upon_o disadvantage_n 1._o surprise_v ourselves_o unprepared_o 2._o judge_v in_o passion_n of_o fear_n or_o grief_n 3._o when_o help_n be_v absent_a 4._o when_o our_o body_n be_v melancholy_a or_o otherwise_o unfit_a p._n 350_o 6._o refuse_v the_o former_a judgement_n of_o our_o sincerity_n if_o we_o have_v not_o a_o continue_a sight_n of_o grace_n p._n 353_o 7._o the_o variety_n and_o confusion_n of_o the_o soul_n operation_n ibid._n motive_n to_o labour_n to_o know_v our_o sanctification_n 1._o it_o be_v a_o most_o excellent_a sort_n of_o knowledge_n p._n 354._o 2._o it_o be_v a_o most_o delightful_a felicitate_v knowledge_n p._n 355_o 3._o it_o may_v sweeten_v every_o place_n and_o state_n p._n 357_o 4._o it_o will_v much_o help_v our_o belief_n of_o scripture_n p._n 357_o 5._o and_o our_o trust_v on_o god_n in_o all_o strait_n p._n 359_o 6._o and_o our_o cheerful_a progress_n in_o religion_n p._n 361_o 7._o it_o may_v keep_v you_o from_o the_o terror_n of_o the_o 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personal_a help_n answer_v p._n 419_o quest_n how_o far_o a_o doubt_a person_n may_v rest_v in_o the_o judgement_n of_o a_o minister_n about_o the_o state_n of_o his_o soul_n p._n 429_o the_o direction_n apply_v to_o both_o sort_n p._n 435_o hind_n 2._o prosperity_n and_o flattery_n direct_v 2._o desire_v not_o much_o prosperity_n and_o detest_v flatterer_n p._n 457_o hind_n 3._o converse_v only_o with_o bad_a man_n p._n 461_o direct_v 3._o converse_v with_o heavenly_a exemplary_a christian_n p._n 466_o 2._o internal_a hindrance_n 1._o pride_n p._n 470_o direct_v 1._o come_v to_o christ_n as_o little_a child_n p_o 473_o hind_n 2._o a_o unreasonable_a love_n of_o present_a ease_n p._n 475_o direct_v 2_o look_v to_o the_o time_n to_o come_v and_o be_v not_o too_o tender_a of_o present_a trouble_n p._n 477_o hind_n 3._o self-love_n blind_v p._n 481_o direct_v 3._o bring_v your_o mind_n to_o a_o just_a impartiality_n p._n 483_o hind_n 4._o n_v observe_v the_o heart_n in_o trial_n but_o 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sincerity_n oâ—_n their_o love_n to_o he_o and_o to_o make_v they_o believe_v that_o they_o be_v dear_a to_o god_n when_o they_o loaâ—â—_n themselves_o how_o hard_o be_v it_o to_o persuade_v theâ—_n that_o the_o riches_n of_o christ_n the_o promise_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o the_o inheritance_n of_o the_o saint_n belong_v to_o they_o and_o the_o reason_n among_o otherâ—_n be_v principal_o these_o 1._o the_o remnant_n of_o sin_n be_v so_o great_a and_o so_o active_a and_o troublesome_a as_o that_o the_o feel_n of_o these_o contrary_a disposition_n do_v hinder_v â—hem_n from_o observe_v the_o operation_n of_o â—race_n it_o be_v not_o easy_a to_o discern_v the_o sincerity_n of_o faith_n among_o so_o much_o unbelief_n â—r_o the_o sincerity_n of_o love_n where_o there_o be_v so_o â—uch_o averseness_n or_o of_o humility_n where_o â—here_o be_v so_o much_o pride_n or_o of_o repentanceâ—nd_a â—nd_z mortification_n where_o there_o be_v so_o much_o concupiscence_n and_o inclination_n to_o sin_n especial_o when_o grace_n by_o its_o enmity_n to_o sin_n do_v â—ake_v the_o soul_n so_o suspicious_a and_o sensible_a of_o 〈◊〉_d as_o that_o the_o observation_n of_o it_o turn_v their_o â—ind_n from_o the_o observation_n of_o the_o contrary_a â—â—od_n that_o be_v in_o they_o health_n be_v not_o observe_v in_o other_o part_n when_o the_o feel_n of_o the_o â—one_n or_o but_o a_o toothache_n take_v we_o up_o the_o â—â—oughts_n be_v call_v all_o to_o the_o part_n affect_v â—nd_v sickness_n and_o wound_n be_v feel_v more_o sensible_o than_o health_n the_o fear_n of_o misery_n by_o 〈◊〉_d be_v easily_o excite_v and_o be_v more_o passionate_a than_o love_n and_o hope_n and_o all_o the_o â—_z that_o be_v employ_v in_o the_o prosecution_n of_o good_a and_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o fear_n 〈◊〉_d be_v hard_o to_o feel_v the_o matter_n of_o our_o joy_n â—ear_n be_v a_o tyrant_n if_o it_o exceed_v and_o will_v not_o â—ermit_v we_o to_o believe_v or_o observe_v the_o causeâ—f_a â—f_z hope_n quod_fw-la nimis_fw-la metuunt_fw-la miseri_fw-la hoc_fw-la â—â—cile_fw-la credunt_fw-la &_o nunquam_fw-la amoveri_fw-la putant_fw-la â—ith_o seneca_n what_o we_o too_o much_o fear_n we_o too_o â—â—sily_o believe_v and_o hardly_o believe_v that_o it_o be_v go_v and_o the_o danger_n past_a these_o fear_n be_v useful_a to_o our_o preservation_n but_o they_o too_o often_o pervert_v our_o judgement_n and_o hindeâ—_n our_o due_a consolation_n qui_fw-la insidias_fw-la timet_fw-la iâ—_n nullas_fw-la incidet_fw-la nec_fw-la cito_fw-la perit_fw-la ruina_fw-la qâ—â—_n rvinam_fw-la timet_fw-la semper_fw-la metuendo_fw-la sapiens_fw-la viâ—tat_fw-la malum_fw-la say_v seneca_n he_o that_o feareâ—â—_n snare_n do_v not_o fall_v into_o they_o nor_o do_v 〈◊〉_d quick_o perish_v by_o ruin_n that_o fear_v ruin_n 〈◊〉_d wise_a man_n escape_v evil_a by_o always_o fear_v it_o and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n say_v prov._n 28.14_o happy_a be_v the_o man_n that_o fear_v always_o but_o he_o that_o harden_v his_o heart_n shall_v fall_v into_o mischief_n moderate_a fear_n than_o be_v give_v to_o believer_n for_o their_o necessary_a preservation_n that_o walk_v among_o enemy_n and_o snare_n they_o may_v take_v heed_n and_o escape_v they_o but_o when_o this_o passion_n do_v exceed_v it_o abuse_v we_o and_o drown_v the_o voice_n of_o reason_n it_o make_v we_o believe_v that_o every_o temptation_n be_v a_o sin_n and_o every_o sin_n be_v such_o as_o can_v stand_v with_o grace_n and_o will_v hardly_o ever_o be_v pardon_v by_o christ_n every_o sin_n against_o knowledge_n and_o conscience_n do_v seem_v almost_o unpardonable_a and_o if_o be_v deliberate_a after_o profession_n of_o religion_n it_o seem_v to_o be_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n as_o child_n and_o other_o frightful_a person_n that_o fear_v the_o devil_n by_o way_n of_o apparition_n do_v think_v in_o the_o dark_a he_o be_v ready_a to_o lay_v hold_n on_o they_o and_o they_o look_v when_o they_o see_v he_o so_o the_o fearful_a christian_a as_o still_o think_v that_o thing_n he_o fear_v be_v upon_o he_o or_o come_v upon_o he_o the_o fear_n of_o a_o unrgenerate_a unpardoned_a state_n do_v make_v he_o think_v he_o be_v in_o it_o and_o that_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n do_v make_v he_o think_v that_o he_o be_v under_o it_o and_o the_o fear_n of_o damnation_n make_v he_o imagine_v he_o shall_v be_v damn_v it_o be_v wonderful_a hard_a in_o a_o frightful_a state_n or_o indeed_o in_o any_o passion_n that_o be_v strong_a to_o have_v the_o free_a use_n of_o judgement_n for_o the_o know_v of_o ourselves_o and_o to_o discern_v any_o grace_n or_o evidence_n or_o mercy_n which_o be_v contrary_a to_o our_o fear_n especial_o when_o the_o feel_n of_o much_o corruption_n do_v turn_v our_o eye_n from_o the_o observation_n of_o the_o good_a and_o we_o be_v still_o take_v up_o with_o the_o matter_n of_o our_o disease_n 2._o another_o cause_n that_o we_o hardly_o know_v our_o grace_n be_v because_o they_o be_v weak_a and_o small_a and_o therefore_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o so_o much_o corruption_n be_v ofttimes_o hardly_o discern_v from_o none_o a_o little_a faith_n even_o as_o a_o grain_n of_o mustard_n seed_n may_v save_v we_o a_o little_a love_n to_o god_n that_o be_v sincere_a will_v be_v accept_v and_o weak_a desire_n may_v be_v fulfil_v but_o they_o be_v frequent_o undiscerned_a or_o their_o sincerity_n question_v by_o those_o that_o have_v they_o and_o therefore_o bring_v but_o little_a comfort_n peter_n little_a faith_n do_v keep_v he_o from_o drown_v but_o not_o from_o doubt_v and_o fear_v he_o shall_v be_v drown_v nor_o from_o beginning_n to_o sink_v mat._n 14.29_o 30_o 31._o he_o walk_v on_o the_o water_n to_o go_v to_o jesus_n but_o when_o he_o see_v the_o wind_n boisterous_a he_o be_v afraid_a and_o beginning_n to_o sink_v he_o cry_v say_v lord_n save_v i_o and_o immediate_o jesus_n stretch_v forth_o his_o hand_n and_o catch_v he_o and_o say_v unto_o he_o o_o thou_o of_o little_a faith_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o doubt_v so_o the_o little_a faith_n of_o the_o disciple_n keep_v they_o from_o perish_v but_o not_o from_o their_o fear_n of_o perish_v mat._n 8.24_o 25_o 26._o when_o a_o great_a tempest_n arise_v so_o that_o the_o ship_n be_v cover_v with_o wave_n they_o cry_v lord_n save_v we_o we_o perish_v and_o he_o say_v to_o they_o why_o be_v you_o afraid_a o_o you_o of_o little_a faith_n the_o little_a faith_n of_o the_o same_o disciple_n entitle_v they_o to_o the_o fatherly_a protection_n and_o provision_n of_o god_n but_o it_o keep_v they_o not_o from_o sinful_a care_n and_o fear_n about_o what_o they_o shall_v eat_v or_o drink_v or_o wherewith_o they_o shall_v be_v clothe_v as_o be_v intimate_v in_o mat._n 6.25_o 28_o 30._o take_v no_o thought_n for_o your_o life_n what_o you_o shall_v eat_v or_o drink_v or_o for_o your_o body_n what_o you_o shall_v put_v on_o why_o
and_o some_o sin_n be_v also_o of_o so_o heinous_a a_o nature_n or_o degree_n that_o he_o that_o habitual_o hate_v sin_n can_v frequent_o commit_v they_o nor_o at_o all_o while_o his_o hatred_n to_o they_o be_v in_o act_n and_o he_o that_o true_o repent_v of_o they_o can_v frequent_o return_v to_o they_o because_o that_o show_v that_o repentance_n be_v indeed_o either_o but_o superficial_a or_o not_o habitual_a but_o some_o sin_n be_v not_o so_o great_a and_o heinous_a and_o therefore_o do_v not_o â—o_o much_o deter_v the_o soul_n and_o some_o be_v not_o so_o full_o in_o the_o power_n of_o a_o sanctify_a will_n as_o â—_z thought_n etc._n etc._n and_o therefore_o may_v â—fter_o be_v commit_v in_o consistency_n with_o habitual_a repentance_n or_o hatred_n of_o sin_n to_o examine_v particular_n will_v be_v tedious_a and_o digressive_a 2._o and_o i_o must_v further_o answer_v that_o our_o â—afety_n and_o consequent_o our_o peace_n and_o comfort_n lie_v in_o fly_v as_o far_o from_o sin_n as_o we_o â—an_v and_o therefore_o he_o that_o will_v sin_n as_o much_o â—s_n will_v consist_v with_o any_o spark_n of_o grace_n shall_v â—ury_v those_o spark_n by_o his_o sin_n and_o shall_v not_o know_v that_o he_o have_v any_o grace_n nor_o have_v the_o comfort_n of_o it_o as_o be_v in_o a_o condition_n unfit_a for_o actual_a assurance_n and_o comfort_n till_o he_o be_v bring_v to_o actual_a repentance_n and_o amendment_n thus_o i_o have_v show_v you_o by_o what_o you_o must_v try_v your_o sanctification_n if_o you_o will_v know_v â—t_a which_o i_o before_o prove_v to_o you_o from_o scripture_n and_o further_o may_v do_v when_o the_o occasion_n will_v excuse_v i_o from_o the_o imputation_n of_o disproportion_n and_o unseasonableness_n â—n_o repeat_v the_o proof_n of_o all_o that_o we_o speak_v in_o explication_n or_o application_n of_o the_o principal_a point_n 4._o another_o cause_n that_o many_o christian_n be_v ignorant_a of_o their_o state_n of_o grace_n be_v their_o look_v so_o much_o at_o what_o they_o shall_v be_v anâ—_n what_o other_o be_v that_o have_v a_o high_a degree_n 〈◊〉_d grace_n and_o what_o be_v command_v as_o our_o duty_n that_o they_o observe_v not_o what_o they_o have_v already_o because_o it_o be_v short_a of_o what_o they_o ought_v 〈◊〉_d have_v we_o be_v thus_o too_o much_o about_o outward_a mercy_n too_o we_o mourn_v more_o 〈◊〉_d one_o friend_n that_o be_v dead_a than_o we_o rejoice_v 〈◊〉_d many_o that_o be_v alive_a we_o be_v more_o trouble_n for_o one_o mercy_n take_v from_o we_o than_o comfortâ—â—_n in_o many_o that_o be_v leave_v we_o we_o observe_v 〈◊〉_d disease_n and_o our_o sore_n more_o sensible_o than_o 〈◊〉_d health_n david_n for_o one_o absalon_n be_v so_o afflicteâ—_n that_o he_o wish_v he_o have_v die_v for_o he_o though_o a_o rebel_n when_o his_o comfort_n in_o soâ—lomon_n and_o his_o other_o child_n be_v lay_v aside_o as_o all_o the_o humour_n flow_v to_o the_o pain_a place_n so_o do_v our_o thought_n as_o be_v aforesaid_a and_o so_o we_o overlook_v the_o matter_n of_o our_o comfort_n 5._o and_o it_o very_o much_o hinder_v the_o knowledge_n of_o our_o grace_n that_o we_o search_v upon_o 〈◊〉_d great_a disadvantage_n as_o hinder_v a_o true_a discovery_n among_o many_o other_o i_o will_v instance_n but_o in_o two_o or_o three_o 1._o we_o surprise_v our_o soul_n with_o sudden_a question_n and_o look_v for_o a_o full_a and_o satisfactory_a answer_n before_o we_o caâ—â—_n well_o recollect_v ourselves_o and_o call_v up_o our_o evidence_n and_o we_o expect_v to_o know_v the_o sum_n or_o product_v before_o our_o conscience_n have_v have_v leisure_n deliberate_o to_o cast_v up_o their_o account_n yea_o when_o we_o have_v set_v to_o it_o and_o â—y_a diligent_a search_n with_o the_o best_a assistance_n â—ave_n discover_v our_o sincerity_n and_o record_v the_o judgement_n if_o conscience_n can_v present_o recall_v its_o proof_n and_o make_v it_o out_o upon_o every_o surprise_n we_o unjust_o question_v all_o 〈◊〉_d past_a and_o will_v never_o rest_v in_o any_o judgement_n but_o be_v still_o call_v over_o all_o again_o as_o â—f_o the_o cause_n have_v never_o be_v try_v and_o â—hen_o the_o judgement_n pass_v according_a to_o â—ur_n present_a temper_n and_o disposition_n when_o many_o of_o the_o circumstance_n be_v forget_v and_o many_o of_o the_o witness_n be_v out_o of_o the_o way_n that_o last_o assist_v we_o 2._o perhaps_o we_o judge_v as_o i_o say_v before_o in_o the_o fit_a of_o a_o passion_n of_o fear_n or_o grief_n which_o imperious_o over-ruleth_a or_o disturb_v reason_n and_o then_o no_o wonder_n if_o in_o our_o haste_n we_o say_v that_o all_o man_n that_o will_v comfort_v we_o be_v â—yars_fw-mi and_o if_o with_o david_n psal_n 77.2_o 3_o 7_o 8_o 9_o in_o the_o day_n of_o our_o trouble_n our_o soul_n do_v even_o refuse_v to_o be_v comfort_v and_o if_o we_o remember_v god_n and_o be_v trouble_v more_o and_o if_o our_o spirit_n be_v overwhelm_v in_o we_o when_o he_o hold_v our_o eye_n wake_v and_o we_o be_v so_o trouble_v that_o we_o can_v speak_v and_o if_o we_o question_v whether_o the_o lord_n will_v cast_v off_o for_o ever_o and_o will_v be_v favourable_a no_o more_o whether_o 〈◊〉_d mercy_n be_v clean_o go_v for_o ever_o and_o his_o promise_n fail_v for_o evermore_o whether_o he_o have_v forget_v to_o be_v gracious_a and_o have_v shut_v up_o 〈◊〉_d tender_a mercy_n in_o displeasure_n till_o a_o calâ—_n deliver_v we_o from_o the_o mistake_n and_o make_v 〈◊〉_d say_v this_n be_v our_o infirmity_n we_o thinâ—_n that_o god_n do_v cast_v off_o our_o soul_n and_o hideâ—eth_v his_o face_n from_o we_o when_o our_o soul_n be_v fuâ—â—_n of_o trouble_n and_o our_o life_n draw_v nigh_o 〈◊〉_d the_o grave_n when_o we_o be_v afflict_v and_o reaâ—â—â—_n to_o die_v from_o our_o youth_n up_o and_o be_v distract_v while_o we_o suffer_v the_o terror_n of_o the_o lord_n 〈◊〉_d he_o complain_v psalm_n 88.3.14_o 15_o 16_o passion_n judge_v according_a to_o its_o nature_n anâ—_n not_o according_a to_o truth_n 3._o or_o perhaps_o we_o judge_v when_o ouâ—_n friend_n our_o memory_n and_o other_o help_n be_v 〈◊〉_d of_o the_o way_n and_o we_o be_v destitute_a of_o 〈◊〉_d assistance_n 4._o or_o when_o our_o body_n be_v weak_a or_o distemper_v with_o melancholy_n which_o representetâ—_n all_o this_o in_o black_a and_o terrible_a colour_n to_o thâ—_n soul_n and_o will_v hear_v no_o language_n but_o forsake_a miserable_a and_o undo_v you_o may_v aâ—_n well_o take_v the_o judgement_n of_o a_o man_n haâ—â—_n drink_v or_o half_a asleep_a about_o the_o great_a matter_n of_o your_o life_n as_o to_o take_v the_o judgement_n of_o conscience_n in_o such_o a_o state_n oâ—_n disadvantage_n about_o the_o condition_n of_o your_o â—ouls_n 6._o another_o hindrance_n to_o we_o be_v that_o we_o cannot_v take_v comfort_n from_o the_o former_a sight_n of_o â—race_n that_o we_o have_v have_v unless_o we_o have_v a_o continue_v present_a sight_n and_o so_o all_o our_o labour_n in_o â—rying_a and_o all_o our_o experience_n and_o all_o god_n former_a manifestation_n of_o himself_o to_o â—he_n soul_n be_v lose_v as_o to_o our_o present_a comfort_n when_o over_o grace_n be_v out_o of_o sight_n like_o foolish_a traveller_n that_o think_v they_o be_v out_o of_o â—he_n way_n and_o be_v ready_a to_o turn_v back_o when_o ever_o any_o hill_n do_v interpose_v and_o hinder_v they_o from_o see_v the_o place_n they_o go_v to_o as_o if_o it_o be_v no_o matter_n of_o comfort_n to_o we_o to_o say_v i_o do_v find_v the_o evidence_n of_o grace_n i_o once_o record_v a_o judgement_n of_o my_o sincerity_n but_o the_o former_a be_v still_o question_v rather_o than_o the_o late_a when_o with_o david_n we_o shall_v consider_v the_o day_n of_o old_a the_o year_n of_o ancient_a time_n and_o call_v to_o remembrance_n our_o song_n in_o the_o night_n and_o commune_v with_o our_o heart_n in_o such_o a_o diligent_a search_n and_o remembrance_n of_o the_o mercy_n former_o receive_v psal_n 77.5_o 6_o 7._o 7._o last_o the_o operation_n of_o man_n soul_n be_v natural_o so_o various_a and_o from_o corruption_n be_v so_o confuse_v and_o so_o dark_a that_o we_o be_v ofttimes_o in_o a_o maze_n and_o at_o a_o loss_n when_o we_o be_v most_o desirous_a to_o judge_v aright_o anâ—_n scarce_o know_v where_o in_o so_o great_a disorder_n 〈◊〉_d find_v any_o thing_n that_o we_o seek_v and_o knowâ—_n not_o when_o we_o find_v it_o so_o that_o our_o heart_n 〈◊〉_d almost_o as_o strange_a to_o themselves_o as_o to_o one_o aweather_n and_o sometime_o more_o confident_a of_o othâ—â—_n man_n sincerity_n then_o our_o own_o where_o thâ—â—_n be_v no_o more_o matter_n for_o our_o confidence_n have_v thus_o show_v you_o the_o cause_n 〈◊〉_d our_o ignorance_n of_o our_o sanctification_n i_o shall_v brief_o tell_v you_o some_o reason_n thâ—â—_n
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to_o know_v that_o you_o be_v belove_v it_o will_v make_v christ_n much_o more_o dear_a to_o you_o to_o know_v how_o dear_a you_o be_v to_o he_o what_o be_v say_v of_o affective_a love_n in_o we_o may_v partly_o be_v say_v of_o attractive_a love_n in_o christ_n eccles_n 8.7_o many_o water_n can_v quench_v love_n neither_o can_v the_o flood_n drown_v it_o no_o riches_n can_v purchase_v what_o it_o can_v attract_v when_o you_o find_v that_o he_o have_v you_o as_o a_o seal_n upon_o his_o arm_n and_o heart_n v_o 6._o and_o that_o you_o be_v dear_a to_o he_o as_o the_o apple_n of_o his_o eye_n what_o holy_a flame_n will_v this_o kindle_v in_o your_o breast_n if_o it_o be_v almost_o impossible_a with_o your_o equal_n upon_o earth_n not_o to_o love_v they_o that_o love_v you_o which_o christ_n tell_v you_o that_o even_o publican_n will_v do_v matth._n 5.46_o how_o much_o more_o shall_v the_o love_n of_o christ_n constrain_v we_o abundant_o to_o love_v he_o when_o be_v infinite_o above_o we_o 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knowledge_n of_o our_o interest_n sit_v we_o for_o his_o praise_n psal_n 118.28_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n and_o i_o will_v praise_v thou_o thou_o be_v 〈◊〉_d god_n i_o will_v exalt_v thou_o psal_n 116.16_o 17_o o_n lord_n true_o i_o be_o thy_o servant_n i_o be_o thâ—_n servant_n and_o the_o son_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n thou_o have_v â—â—â—sed_v my_o bond_n i_o will_v offer_v 〈◊〉_d thou_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o thanksgiving_n and_o wiâ—â—_n call_v upon_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n his_o praise_n be_v for_o the_o congregation_n of_o his_o saintâ—_n psal_n 141.1_o 2._o let_v israel_n rejoice_v in_o he_o thâ—â—_n make_v he_o let_v the_o child_n of_o zion_n be_v joyâ—ful_a in_o their_o king_n psal_n 148.13_o 14_o let_v they_o praise_v the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o his_o name_n alone_o be_v excellent_a his_o glory_n iâ—_n above_o the_o earth_n and_o heaven_n he_o also_o exalt_v the_o horn_n of_o his_o people_n the_o praise_n of_o all_o his_o saint_n even_o of_o the_o child_n of_o 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&_o 18.22_o 24_o 25._o but_o you_o may_v certain_o perceive_v that_o iâ—_n will_v be_v much_o more_o easy_a to_o part_v with_o all_o and_o undergo_v and_o do_v all_o this_o when_o we_o have_v the_o great_a encouragement_n of_o our_o assure_a inetrest_n then_o when_o we_o have_v no_o more_o but_o the_o common_a offer_n to_o instance_n in_o some_o particular_n 1._o do_v you_o live_v where_o serious_a godliness_n be_v deride_v and_o you_o can_v obey_v the_o word_n of_o god_n and_o seek_v first_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o its_o righteousness_n without_o be_v make_v the_o common_a scorn_n and_o the_o daily_a jest_n and_o byword_n of_o the_o company_n let_v it_o be_v so_o if_o you_o know_v that_o you_o have_v christ_n within_o you_o and_o be_v secure_v of_o the_o everlasting_a joy_n will_v you_o feel_v will_v you_o regard_v such_o thing_n as_o these_o â—_o shall_v the_o jest_n of_o a_o distract_a miserable_a fool_n abate_v the_o joy_n of_o your_o assured_a happiness_n prince_n and_o 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