but_o from_o gracious_a acceptation_n of_o they_o in_o that_o blood_n by_o dip_v wherein_o the_o spot_n of_o they_o be_v do_v away_o for_o there_o be_v i_o think_v none_o of_o we_o which_o deny_v but_o that_o god_n accept_v our_o work_n as_o perfect_v in_o christ_n do_v reward_v we_o for_o they_o as_o if_o they_o be_v perfect_a but_o see_v the_o reward_n become_v due_a in_o christ_n and_o not_o by_o the_o work_v themselves_o we_o think_v it_o a_o foolish_a pride_n to_o maintain_v the_o stately_a name_n of_o merit_n of_o work_n when_o we_o be_v fain_o to_o beg_v the_o reward_n for_o another_o sake_n and_o can_v challenge_v it_o simple_o for_o the_o work_v sake_n thus_o this_o truth_n enforce_v they_o after_o much_o turn_n and_o wind_v in_o effect_n to_o confess_v it_o though_o the_o truth_n be_v they_o will_v not_o have_v it_o seem_v so_o for_o fear_v of_o a_o sore_a loss_n that_o may_v follow_v thence_o unto_o their_o clergy_n kitchen_n and_o manger_n i_o mean_v their_o live_n and_o pomp_n but_o let_v they_o pass_v there_o be_v a_o second_o error_n of_o heretic_n puritan_n 2._o of_o perfection_n of_o holiness_n in_o this_o life_n dream_v of_o by_o the_o ancient_a puritan_n so_o they_o may_v well_o be_v call_v no_o less_o dangerous_a yea_o very_o i_o suppose_v much_o more_o dangerous_a than_o the_o former_a of_o old_a condemn_v under_o the_o name_n of_o puritan_n from_o a_o conceit_a and_o imaginary_a purity_n or_o absolute_a freedom_n from_o all_o sin_n whereof_o they_o boast_v and_o now_o as_o the_o speech_n go_v reviue_v in_o some_o part_n of_o this_o land_n this_o be_v that_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n in_o this_o life_n may_v attain_v to_o such_o perfection_n as_o not_o at_o all_o to_o commit_v any_o sin_n with_o such_o gay_a fancy_n they_o please_v to_o seed_v themselves_o and_o their_o seduce_a follower_n now_o it_o be_v most_o certain_a that_o these_o man_n be_v the_o most_o abominable_a and_o dissemble_a hypocrite_n in_o all_o the_o world_n or_o else_o the_o most_o besotted_a and_o benumb_a spirit_n for_o their_o own_o whole_a carriage_n and_o continual_a experience_n do_v confute_v they_o even_o to_o themselves_o and_o yet_o they_o will_v not_o see_v themselves_o confute_v if_o ever_o any_o of_o you_o meet_v with_o any_o foolish_a hypocrite_n offer_v to_o tell_v you_o a_o tale_n of_o such_o perfection_n that_o he_o hope_v to_o get_v or_o that_o he_o have_v get_v or_o that_o may_v be_v get_v by_o any_o in_o this_o life_n as_o never_o to_o sin_v any_o more_o never_o any_o more_o to_o need_v repentance_n do_v no_o more_o but_o turn_v he_o to_o saint_n johns_n epistle_n and_o tell_v he_o that_o he_o that_o say_v he_o have_v no_o sin_n deceive_v himself_o and_o the_o truth_n be_v not_o in_o he_o bid_v he_o consult_v with_o solomon_n again_o who_o propound_v the_o question_n as_o of_o a_o thing_n impossible_a who_o can_v say_v his_o heart_n be_v pure_a and_o tell_v he_o again_o that_o the_o same_o solomon_n know_v what_o he_o say_v when_o he_o say_v that_o there_o be_v a_o generation_n which_o be_v pure_a in_o their_o own_o eye_n but_o be_v not_o cleanse_v from_o their_o filthiness_n and_o tell_v he_o that_o those_o branch_n in_o christ_n which_o need_v no_o prune_n be_v sure_a like_o a_o branch_n overload_v with_o grape_n through_o the_o conceit_n of_o their_o much_o fruitfulness_n break_v off_o from_o he_o for_o he_o say_v that_o every_o one_o remain_v in_o he_o need_v and_o receive_v prune_v which_o be_v not_o needful_a if_o he_o be_v faultless_a and_o so_o leave_v the_o fond_a deceive_v and_o self-conceited_a hypocrite_n unto_o himself_o and_o have_v no_o more_o to_o do_v with_o he_o for_o either_o he_o speak_v altogether_o against_o his_o own_o heart_n or_o else_o his_o heart_n be_v nought_o worth_a as_o solomon_n say_v of_o the_o wicked_a yea_o more_o hope_n be_v there_o of_o the_o salvation_n of_o the_o most_o desperate_a sinner_n alive_a then_o of_o such_o a_o one_o for_o christ_n always_o 〈◊〉_d the_o full_a empty_a away_o and_o pronounce_v a_o 〈◊〉_d upon_o these_o spiritual_o rich_a person_n see_v thou_o a_o man_n wise_a in_o his_o own_o eye_n say_v solomon_n there_o be_v more_o hope_n of_o a_o fool_n then_o of_o he_o sure_o he_o be_v wise_a in_o his_o own_o eye_n that_o think_v he_o have_v no_o sin_n wherefore_o we_o can_v have_v little_a hope_n of_o he_o this_o error_n be_v so_o contrary_a to_o all_o the_o feel_n and_o sense_n of_o all_o god_n saint_n who_o be_v fain_o still_o to_o say_v with_o david_n lord_n who_o can_v know_v his_o error_n as_o that_o a_o man_n will_v marvel_v how_o any_o man_n in_o who_o there_o be_v ever_o any_o knowledge_n of_o the_o word_n and_o any_o show_n and_o beginning_n of_o goodness_n shall_v be_v so_o far_o seduce_v and_o draw_v away_o as_o to_o entertain_v such_o a_o opinion_n but_o the_o cause_n be_v manifest_a hypocrisy_n be_v always_o accompany_v with_o pride_n and_o the_o growth_n of_o hypocrisy_n breed_v also_o a_o growth_n of_o pride_n and_o pride_n swell_v out_o the_o eye_n that_o a_o man_n can_v see_v the_o clear_a truth_n and_o thus_o have_v we_o brief_o discover_v unto_o you_o these_o error_n to_o rectify_v your_o judgement_n for_o if_o the_o word_n of_o christ_n be_v true_a these_o opinion_n that_o be_v direct_o opposite_a unto_o the_o truth_n contain_v in_o they_o must_v needs_o be_v false_a now_o hear_v some_o other_o use_v to_o rectify_v your_o practice_n also_o chap._n viii_o contain_v a_o second_o use_n of_o the_o point_n stir_v up_o the_o servant_n of_o god_n to_o a_o holy_a longing_n for_o death_n use_v 2_o see_v here_o 〈◊〉_d how_o great_a cause_n we_o have_v to_o follow_v the_o apostle_n paul_n sin_n we_o shall_v long_o for_o the_o time_n of_o our_o dissolution_n when_o we_o shall_v be_v perfect_o free_v from_o sin_n and_o to_o long_o that_o we_o be_v once_o dissoln_v and_o perfect_o unite_v unto_o christ_n that_o as_o he_o pray_v for_o we_o be_v where_o he_o be_v and_o see_v his_o glory_n we_o may_v be_v perfect_o like_o he_o in_o a_o spotless_a purity_n and_o holiness_n impatient_a folk_n be_v many_o time_n so_o torment_v with_o worldly_a cross_n make_v so_o troublesome_a unto_o they_o alone_o by_o their_o own_o folly_n and_o pride_n whereby_o they_o neglect_v to_o see_v god_n and_o to_o stoop_v unto_o he_o in_o cross_n that_o they_o be_v even_o altogether_o weary_a of_o their_o life_n because_o of_o they_o and_o our_o of_o a_o kind_n of_o stomachful_a sullenness_n against_o god_n as_o once_o jonas_n or_o else_o a_o feeble_a sink_v under_o the_o burden_n of_o misery_n as_o once_o eliah_n they_o even_o think_v with_o themselves_o i_o will_v i_o be_v dead_a and_o be_v bold_a to_o trouble_v god_n with_o that_o unsavoury_a petition_n of_o make_v a_o end_n of_o their_o day_n that_o they_o may_v be_v rid_v of_o their_o cross_n which_o they_o have_v neither_o patience_n enough_o to_o bear_v for_o the_o present_a nor_o hope_n enough_o to_o look_v for_o a_o good_a issue_n out_o of_o for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v but_o my_o brethren_n consider_v have_v you_o not_o other_o and_o worse_a thing_n to_o be_v weary_a of_o then_z crosses_z and_o for_o which_o if_o for_o any_o thing_n to_o be_v weary_a of_o life_n also_o as_o of_o a_o burden_n which_o you_o long_v to_o be_v remove_v from_o off_o your_o shoulder_n have_v thou_o not_o pride_n passion_n worldliness_n ambition_n lust_n envy_n vainglory_n blindness_n hollowness_n deadness_n of_o heart_n and_o a_o thousand_o more_o beside_o these_o corruption_n within_o thou_o which_o give_v thou_o far_o just_a cause_n of_o pant_v for_o the_o period_n of_o thy_o day_n and_o wish_v that_o thy_o life_n here_o may_v be_v but_o short_a than_o the_o frowardness_n of_o a_o yoke_n fellow_n the_o stubbornness_n of_o a_o child_n the_o meanness_n of_o thy_o estate_n the_o falseness_n of_o thy_o friend_n the_o power_n and_o fury_n of_o thy_o enemy_n or_o any_o other_o cross_n if_o any_o be_v worse_o than_o these_o ah_o we_o have_v not_o sufficient_o inform_v ourselves_o of_o the_o loathsomnesse_n of_o sin_n neither_o be_v we_o sufficient_o heavy_a lade_v with_o the_o sense_n thereof_o if_o the_o cumbersomnesse_n of_o this_o do_v not_o cause_v we_o even_o in_o the_o time_n of_o our_o great_a immunity_n from_o other_o misery_n to_o covet_v our_o departure_n hence_o if_o sickness_n make_v man_n cry_v for_o death_n because_o they_o be_v terrible_a to_o the_o body_n how_o shall_v not_o the_o sickness_n of_o the_o soul_n make_v we_o much_o rather_o to_o seek_v for_o it_o see_v we_o shall_v not_o cease_v to_o suffer_v the_o fit_n of_o this_o disease_n till_o death_n be_v send_v to_o sever_v our_o soul_n from_o our_o body_n and_o both_o from_o our_o
make_v he_o shame_v thou_o before_o the_o whole_a world_n at_o the_o last_o judgement_n or_o make_v thou_o shame_v thyself_o to_o no_o purpose_n before_o many_o on_o thy_o deathbed_n every_o secret_a thing_n must_v be_v make_v open_a every_o hide_a thing_n must_v be_v bring_v to_o light_n o_o now_o drag_v this_o corner-seeking_a and_o light-shining_a vice_n into_o the_o open_a view_n by_o a_o free_a and_o plain_a confession_n as_o thou_o have_v be_v exhort_v that_o it_o may_v not_o at_o that_o day_n remain_v to_o be_v lay_v open_a to_o thy_o eternal_a confusion_n if_o thou_o tell_v i_o that_o thou_o have_v be_v long_a time_n a_o professor_n of_o religion_n &_o have_v long_o account_v thyself_o the_o child_n of_o god_n &_o therefore_o if_o the_o matter_n be_v bring_v to_o that_o pass_n that_o after_o all_o this_o while_n thou_o must_v be_v fain_o to_o take_v upon_o thou_o the_o name_n of_o a_o hypocrite_n thou_o can_v not_o see_v any_o hope_n of_o ever_o be_v true_a i_o answer_v thou_o that_o this_o be_v a_o vain_a fear_n with_o which_o satan_n seek_v to_o hinder_v thou_o from_o do_v that_o that_o be_v absolute_o needful_a to_o thy_o salvation_n for_o this_o be_v one_o and_o a_o principal_a cause_n that_o thou_o be_v never_o yet_o true_a because_o thou_o will_v never_o yet_o be_v make_v to_o see_v thy_o felse_a false_a but_o remove_v this_o impediment_n by_o the_o much_o persuade_v confession_n i_o call_v for_o at_o thy_o hand_n and_o whatsoever_o thou_o have_v be_v and_o how_o long_o soever_o thou_o shall_v be_v make_v true_a for_o god_n come_v hither_o now_o in_o this_o his_o ordinance_n to_o make_v thou_o true_a if_o thou_o do_v not_o make_v thyself_o uncapable_a of_o truth_n by_o refuse_v to_o acknowledge_v thy_o want_n of_o truth_n wherefore_o break_v through_o all_o unwillingness_n and_o delay_n and_o lay_v aside_o all_o shift_n and_o defence_n fall_v upon_o thy_o knee_n in_o thy_o secret_a chamber_n and_o there_o say_v unto_o thyself_o and_o in_o more_o word_n complain_v against_o thyself_o unto_o god_n that_o thou_o be_v as_o yet_o a_o hypocrite_n a_o barren_a branch_n that_o stand_v every_o hour_n in_o peril_n of_o be_v cut_v off_o this_o do_v hypocrisy_n 2._o a_o constant_a lament_v of_o his_o hypocrisy_n in_o the_o second_o place_n frame_v thyself_o to_o mourning_n and_o sorrow_n for_o thy_o hypocrisy_n and_o ferret_v out_o thy_o guile_n by_o lament_v it_o for_o there_o be_v no_o sin_n or_o corruption_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n so_o tyrannous_a and_o overruling_a but_o that_o godly_a sorrow_n will_v fetch_v it_o down_o and_o overmaster_n it_o indeed_o a_o little_a whimper_a grief_n a_o sigh_n or_o two_o a_o tear_n or_o two_o a_o sad_a countenance_n for_o a_o sermon_n time_n or_o so_o will_v not_o prevail_v the_o best_a medicine_n that_o be_v will_v not_o heal_v a_o sore_n if_o there_o be_v not_o a_o sufficient_a quantity_n of_o it_o apply_v if_o it_o be_v not_o constant_o apply_v and_o follow_v close_o he_o that_o will_v be_v content_a to_o grieve_v a_o little_a at_o church_n or_o so_o for_o his_o guile_n and_o out_o of_o the_o present_a evidence_n of_o the_o spirit_n work_v with_o the_o word_n will_v perhaps_o yield_v to_o see_v and_o to_o lament_v his_o hollowness_n but_o let_v the_o matter_n pass_v quick_o and_o take_v no_o more_o pain_n about_o it_o shall_v anger_v the_o sore_a as_o it_o be_v and_o not_o heal_v it_o and_o by_o careless_a neglect_v of_o god_n grace_n in_o such_o motion_n offer_v he_o shall_v cause_v his_o hypocrisy_n to_o fester_v more_o and_o grow_v more_o incurable_a for_o even_o this_o weak_a work_n of_o the_o word_n will_v help_v out_o of_o his_o own_o erroneous_a disposition_n to_o cozen_v he_o and_o to_o make_v he_o too_o soon_o think_v himself_o upright_o and_o so_o he_o shall_v never_o become_v upright_o but_o the_o sorrow_n i_o speak_v of_o must_v be_v a_o settle_a and_o constant_a sorrow_n which_o a_o man_n must_v let_v rest_n upon_o his_o soul_n and_o willing_o entertain_v within_o himself_o many_o a_o day_n together_o though_o not_o in_o a_o violent_a manner_n to_o hinder_v his_o other_o occasion_n yet_o in_o a_o still_o quiet_a manner_n to_o make_v his_o thought_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o other_o occasion_n as_o well_o they_o may_v without_o offer_v any_o wrong_n unto_o such_o occasion_n be_v still_o run_v upon_o the_o matter_n of_o his_o guile_n and_o in_o a_o inward_a and_o silent_a manner_n continue_v to_o bemoan_v the_o same_o within_o himself_o a_o spirit_n of_o grief_n will_v not_o change_v a_o hypocrite_n into_o a_o true_a christian_a a_o constant_a grief_n will_n this_o than_o do_v as_o he_o that_o have_v a_o grievous_a sore_n or_o wound_n apply_v the_o cure_n of_o that_o wound_n above_o all_o thing_n until_o it_o be_v whole_a set_v thyself_o for_o a_o good_a space_n of_o time_n together_o to_o make_v it_o thy_o principal_a work_n to_o observe_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o hypocrisy_n and_o to_o bewail_v the_o same_o sometime_o be_v earnest_a with_o thyself_o and_o in_o thy_o solemn_a and_o secret_a prayer_n and_o confession_n labour_v to_o rend_v and_o break_v thy_o heart_n with_o grievous_a sorrow_n and_o to_o be_v wonderful_a vile_a in_o thy_o own_o eye_n because_o of_o thy_o long_a continue_a hypocrisy_n and_o strive_v to_o do_v as_o peter_n do_v for_o his_o deny_v his_o master_n for_o a_o counterfeit_n follow_v he_o be_v little_o better_a than_o a_o denial_n of_o he_o even_o to_o get_v alone_o and_o weep_v at_o least_o grieve_v which_o may_v well_o be_v without_o weep_v very_o bitter_o and_o when_o thy_o other_o occasion_n call_v thou_o from_o thy_o chamber_n yet_o hold_v thy_o thought_n still_o on_o work_n and_o let_v the_o plaster_n lie_v to_o the_o sore_a all_o the_o day_n be_v think_v ah_o wretched_a creature_n i_o that_o have_v so_o great_a a_o space_n of_o time_n continue_v a_o hypocrite_n a_o professor_n of_o religion_n not_o change_v in_o heart_n not_o wash_v in_o the_o inner_a man_n not_o make_v a_o new_a creature_n o_o how_o great_a cause_n have_v god_n to_o abhor_v i_o have_v i_o to_o abhor_v myself_o that_o have_v so_o long_o go_v about_o to_o cousin_n god_n and_o to_o mock_v my_o own_o soul_n and_o so_o whatsoever_o thou_o be_v do_v let_v thy_o heart_n be_v feed_v on_o this_o bitter_a herb_n of_o inward_o bemoan_v thy_o guile_n and_o thy_o irreformednesse_n and_o unchangednesse_n of_o heart_n bid_v these_o cogitation_n welcome_a as_o thou_o sit_v at_o meat_n and_o count_v they_o as_o the_o best_a sauce_n for_o thy_o meat_n yea_o as_o the_o best_a dish_n on_o thy_o table_n in_o company_n let_v these_o cogitation_n be_v thy_o most_o esteem_a companion_n and_o in_o solitariness_n give_v thyself_o over_o to_o they_o and_o so_o continue_v to_o do_v till_o thou_o find_v a_o plain_a change_n of_o thy_o heart_n a_o manifest_a alteration_n and_o so_o evident_a a_o frame_v thou_o to_o be_v another_o then_o thou_o be_v before_o that_o at_o last_o thou_o may_v be_v able_a which_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o be_v weary_a of_o strive_v within_o no_o long_a space_n of_o time_n thou_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o say_v now_o i_o find_v and_o feel_v that_o i_o be_o make_v new_a brethren_n if_o any_o of_o you_o have_v a_o very_a sore_a leg_n or_o arm_n he_o will_v be_v content_a to_o go_v to_o some_o chirurgeon_n to_o dress_v the_o same_o every_o morning_n and_o evening_n and_o let_v perhaps_o a_o smart_a plaster_n lie_v upon_o it_o all_o day_n long_o and_o all_o night_n too_o for_o three_o week_n or_o a_o month_n space_n together_o that_o he_o may_v be_v heal_v and_o not_o lose_v his_o joint_n o_o why_o shall_v not_o he_o that_o have_v a_o heart_n disease_v with_o that_o grievous_a fistula_n of_o hypocrisy_n be_v content_v as_o it_o be_v to_o dress_v it_o twice_o a_o day_n by_o some_o solemn_a secret_a and_o earnest_n lament_v it_o before_o god_n and_o to_o let_v the_o plaster_n of_o grief_n lie_v at_o it_o all_o day_n by_o frequent_a renew_n of_o his_o sorrowful_a thought_n for_o it_o that_o this_o foul_a and_o fester_a sore_n may_v be_v heal_v and_o he_o may_v not_o lose_v his_o soul_n and_o body_n both_o by_o it_o will_v thou_o not_o bestow_v as_o much_o time_n pain_n care_n in_o heal_v thy_o soul_n as_o thy_o leg_n or_o arm_n doubtless_o this_o care_n will_v go_v happy_o forward_a for_o god_n himself_o will_v be_v the_o chirurgeon_n and_o health_n will_v follow_v without_o fail_n for_o the_o medicine_n be_v sovereign_a and_o have_v be_v try_v by_o many_o and_o prescribe_v by_o a_o excellent_a and_o skilful_a person_n saint_n james_n bid_v wavering-minded_n and_o double-hearted_n man_n he_o mean_v hypocrite_n to_o turn_v their_o laughter_n into_o tear_n and_o to_o afflict_v themselves_o and_o
how_o will_v every_o one_o fear_n lest_o the_o lot_n of_o death_n may_v fall_v upon_o himself_o and_o how_o careful_a will_v each_o one_o be_v if_o it_o be_v possible_a to_o come_v unto_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o matter_n whether_o himself_o shall_v be_v among_o the_o live_n or_o the_o dead_a brethren_n it_o be_v certain_a that_o in_o the_o church_n of_o god_n there_o be_v diverse_a hypocrite_n which_o must_v be_v damn_v this_o our_o saviour_n teach_v here_o and_o we_o have_v deliver_v you_o in_o his_o name_n can_v it_o therefore_o but_o be_v needful_a for_o every_o one_o among_o you_o to_o make_v a_o diligent_a enquiry_n into_o his_o own_o estate_n and_o that_o so_o much_o the_o rather_o because_o this_o very_a willingness_n to_o search_v into_o one_o self_n falsehood_n willingness_n to_o search_v a_o sign_n of_o truth_n the_o the_o contrary_n of_o falsehood_n be_v a_o good_a sign_n of_o truth_n and_o the_o contrary_a of_o falsehood_n the_o hypocrite_n of_o the_o close_a sort_n be_v only_o therefore_o a_o hypocrite_n because_o he_o will_v not_o endure_v the_o pain_n of_o discover_v his_o own_o hypocrisy_n a_o hypocrite_n in_o the_o hear_n of_o such_o a_o point_n as_o this_o can_v soon_o see_v cause_n enough_o in_o his_o conceit_n to_o think_v hardly_o of_o another_o man_n sure_a if_o this_o be_v so_o say_v he_o within_o himself_o such_o a_o man_n must_v needs_o be_v in_o hard_a case_n for_o he_o can_v be_v no_o better_o than_o a_o hypocrite_n but_o for_o himself_o he_o let_v pass_v all_o such_o thought_n concern_v himself_o and_o feed_v himself_o still_o with_o his_o former_a strong_a and_o long_o continue_a conceit_n of_o be_v a_o good_a christian_a what_o ever_o man_n think_v of_o he_o but_o the_o true_a christian_a upon_o hear_v of_o such_o thing_n because_o he_o have_v have_v some_o acquaintance_n with_o the_o guilefulnesse_n of_o his_o own_o spirit_n be_v therefore_o apt_a to_o be_v timorous_a of_o himself_o and_o think_v to_o this_o effect_n within_o himself_o alas_o what_o be_v my_o estate_n these_o thing_n come_v hard_a upon_o i_o i_o fear_v i_o fear_v much_o lest_o all_o be_v not_o well_o within_o i_o and_o so_o search_v he_o find_v hollowness_n find_v bewail_v it_o bewail_v confess_v it_o confess_v reform_v it_o and_o reform_v be_v not_o overcome_v by_o it_o wherefore_o again_o and_o again_o i_o beseech_v you_o let_v every_o man_n and_o woman_n consider_v diligent_o of_o himself_o let_v he_o try_v and_o prove_v his_o estate_n by_o the_o note_n which_o i_o have_v former_o set_v down_o in_o as_o much_o plainness_n and_o perspicuity_n as_o i_o can_v say_v thou_o that_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o god_n this_o day_n in_o which_o thou_o be_v teach_v that_o the_o true_a vine_n have_v branch_n on_o it_o that_o be_v not_o true_a as_o well_o as_o those_o that_o be_v true_a what_o do_v thou_o deem_v of_o thyself_o be_v thou_o a_o upright-hearted_n man_n or_o a_o dissembler_n again_o i_o demand_v of_o thou_o what_o a_o kind_n of_o christian_a thou_o accounte_v thyself_o in_o name_n and_o show_v and_o profession_n thou_o be_v one_o of_o christ_n member_n but_o be_v thou_o so_o indeed_o and_o truth_n or_o be_v thou_o not_o thy_o answer_n will_v like_v enough_o be_v this_o that_o thou_o hope_v thou_o be_v a_o true_a christian_a i_o say_v unto_o thou_o therefore_o that_o it_o may_v fall_v out_o thou_o can_v not_o so_o much_o as_o say_v thou_o do_v hope_v so_o if_o thou_o do_v not_o answer_v rash_o and_o without_o all_o deliberation_n because_o thou_o be_v a_o errand_n gross_a hypocrite_n that_o do_v know_v thyself_o if_o thou_o will_v confess_v it_o but_o mere_o to_o counterfeit_v some_o outward_a show_n of_o goodness_n whereas_o in_o thy_o secret_a conversation_n and_o the_o unobserue_v part_n of_o thy_o life_n thou_o follow_v and_o like_v wickedness_n well_o evough_o and_o if_o it_o be_v so_o suffer_v not_o thy_o heart_n to_o beguile_v thou_o any_o long_o and_o lay_v no_o claim_n to_o the_o name_n of_o a_o true_a christian_a which_o thyself_o do_v well_o enough_o perceive_v to_o be_v altogether_o unbecome_v one_o of_o thy_o carriage_n come_v now_o and_o grow_v to_o take_v notice_n of_o that_o monstrous_a gross_a guile_n which_o thou_o can_v not_o but_o feel_v within_o thyself_o false_a some_o do_v think_v themselves_o upright_o yet_o at_o end_n prove_v false_a if_o thou_o will_v but_o lay_v thy_o hand_n upon_o it_o but_o if_o thou_o boast_v not_o so_o gross_o and_o so_o palpable_o hypocritical_a but_o that_o it_o may_v be_v possible_a for_o thou_o to_o say_v deliberate_o that_o thou_o hope_v thou_o be_v a_o true_a christian_a yet_o i_o wish_v thou_o to_o take_v great_a heed_n that_o thy_o hope_n be_v not_o ill_o ground_v for_o many_o a_o man_n think_v and_o hope_v that_o he_o be_v upright_o which_o in_o the_o end_n prove_v himself_o otherwise_o and_o lose_v all_o his_o fair_a hope_n and_o so_o be_v fulfil_v upon_o he_o that_o the_o scripture_n affirm_v the_o expectation_n of_o the_o wicked_a shall_v perish_v but_o will_v thou_o know_v indeed_o what_o to_o say_v of_o thyself_o then_o lie_v the_o line_n to_o thy_o own_o soul_n and_o apply_v thyself_o to_o the_o rule_v former_o set_v down_o say_v then_o where_o find_v thou_o most_o fault_n at_o home_o or_o abroad_o in_o thou_o own_o heart_n fault_n where_o do_v thou_o find_v most_o fault_n or_o in_o the_o way_n of_o other_o man_n and_o what_o fault_n do_v most_o disquiet_a and_o trouble_v thou_o and_o make_v thou_o most_o inward_a work_n and_o heaviness_n thou_o own_o or_o those_o of_o other_o man_n if_o thy_o own_o in_o all_o likelihood_n all_o be_v well_o with_o thou_o if_o other_o man_n lo_o here_o the_o carp_a vain_a of_o a_o hypocrite_n lay_v thy_o hand_n upon_o it_o and_o feel_v it_o with_o shame_n and_o sorrow_n and_o say_v to_o thyself_o o_o now_o the_o pulse_n of_o my_o soul_n beat_v hollow_a and_o hereafter_o till_o thou_o have_v turn_v thy_o edge_n another_o way_n take_v not_o thyself_o for_o other_o than_o thou_o be_v a_o hypocrite_n if_o thou_o feel_v this_o busy_a meddle_v humour_n and_o lament_v it_o thou_o be_v not_o overcome_v of_o hypocrisy_n but_o if_o it_o carry_v thou_o away_o and_o thou_o satisfie_v thyself_o in_o it_o and_o think_v thou_o have_v cause_n so_o to_o do_v and_o resiste_v it_o not_o i_o condemn_v thou_o for_o a_o rank_n dissembler_n but_o tell_v i_o yet_o further_o thyself_o be_v thou_o confidene_a or_o fearful_a of_o thyself_o how_o stand_v thou_o affect_v towards_o thyself_o be_v thou_o bold_a confident_a adventurous_a dream_v that_o thou_o trow_v all_o the_o world_n shall_v not_o draw_v thou_o to_o commit_v such_o a_o sin_n and_o brag_v that_o thou_o be_v one_o of_o these_o dissembler_n or_o be_v thou_o fearful_a of_o thyself_o scarce_o dare_v to_o trust_v thyself_o and_o often_o almost_o ready_a to_o tremble_v for_o fear_n lest_o thou_o shall_v be_v beguile_v in_o thyself_o if_o it_o be_v with_o thou_o in_o this_o latter_a fashion_n i_o say_v unto_o thou_o bless_a be_v he_o that_o fear_v always_o with_o such_o a_o fear_n as_o make_v he_o examine_v and_o pray_v and_o seek_v for_o strength_n from_o heaven_n against_o his_o corruption_n but_o if_o otherwise_o it_o be_v certain_a this_o foolhardiness_n come_v from_o nothing_o but_o thy_o not_o know_v of_o thy_o own_o weakness_n therefore_o i_o can_v pronounce_v thou_o no_o better_o than_o a_o hypocrite_n and_o tell_v i_o yet_o again_o do_v time_n company_n places_z make_v such_o a_o change_n in_o thou_o that_o what_o evil_a thou_o will_v not_o do_v in_o one_o place_n or_o company_n that_o thou_o will_v do_v in_o another_o and_o what_o good_a thou_o do_v in_o some_o place_n and_o time_n no_o do_v company_n place_n etc._n etc._n change_v thou_o yea_o or_o no_o that_o thou_o care_v not_o to_o perform_v in_o other_o i_o say_v then_o thou_o have_v cause_n to_o esteem_v thyself_o a_o double_a mind_a man_n but_o if_o thy_o resolution_n be_v to_o be_v still_o the_o same_o and_o thy_o strife_n not_o to_o alter_v and_o so_o in_o conclusion_n thou_o be_v thyself_o though_o satan_n may_v trouble_v thou_o by_o such_o disadvantage_n i_o say_v then_o thou_o may_v just_o repute_v thyself_o true_a heart_v yea_o if_o perceive_v such_o inclination_n to_o change_v and_o vary_v with_o time_n and_o place_n thou_o see_v and_o bewail_v this_o folly_n and_o strive_v against_o it_o thou_o may_v be_v true_a for_o all_o that_o but_o if_o thou_o extenuate_v and_o excuse_v this_o vary_a and_o think_v with_o thyself_o that_o no_o man_n can_v choose_v so_o cast_v the_o blame_n upon_o other_o and_o not_o thyself_o i_o assure_v thou_o again_o that_o thou_o be_v but_o hollow_a but_o proceed_v we_o in_o this_o examination_n be_v all_o or_o thy_o chief_a care_n
of_o ceremony_n and_o can_v scarce_o abide_v they_o that_o can_v abide_v those_o petty_a thing_n which_o i_o have_v dislike_v and_o yet_o i_o never_o lament_v but_o rather_o applaud_v myself_o in_o this_o bitterness_n and_o i_o myself_o have_v be_v very_o careless_a of_o great_a thing_n when_o profit_n plead_v for_o they_o that_o have_v seem_v so_o very_o strict_a in_o form_n and_o shadow_n and_o external_a rite_n and_o yet_o i_o please_v myself_o well_o enough_o in_o this_o largeness_n of_o conscience_n o_o lord_n thy_o word_n have_v find_v i_o out_o thy_o word_n have_v discover_v unto_o i_o the_o secret_n of_o my_o heart_n it_o have_v judge_v i_o it_o have_v condemn_v i_o i_o desire_v to_o give_v glory_n to_o thou_o and_o no_o long_o to_o hide_v my_o sin_n this_o sin_n this_o upholder_n of_o all_o sin_n this_o damnable_a hypocrisy_n i_o see_v it_o have_v rule_v in_o i_o and_o i_o for_o want_n of_o care_n have_v never_o yet_o perceive_v it_o but_o now_o i_o perceive_v it_o and_o now_o i_o confess_v it_o o_o lord_n to_o thou_o that_o know_v it_o already_o to_o thou_o from_o who_o it_o can_v be_v hide_v i_o humble_o acknowledge_v i_o have_v all_o this_o while_n be_v but_o a_o hypocrite_n brethren_n will_v you_o thus_o plead_v guilty_a hypocrisy_n a_o man_n shall_v be_v loath_a thus_o to_o confess_v his_o hypocrisy_n if_o you_o be_v guilty_a before_o the_o lord_n i_o know_v it_o be_v marvelous_a hard_a to_o bring_v the_o guilty_a soul_n to_o plain_a confession_n self-love_n reign_v in_o our_o heart_n natural_o and_o that_o can_v hardly_o endure_v to_o speak_v any_o evil_n against_o itself_o though_o upon_o never_o so_o just_a cause_n he_o that_o have_v long_o feed_v himself_o and_o make_v himself_o if_o not_o peaceable_a yet_o secure_a with_o tell_v himself_o he_o be_v a_o good_a christian_a will_v be_v very_o loath_a now_o perhaps_o after_o many_o year_n abide_v in_o this_o false_a opinion_n to_o acknowledge_v himself_o to_o have_v be_v deceive_v we_o see_v it_o be_v very_o hard_a to_o draw_v man_n out_o of_o those_o error_n wherein_o they_o have_v be_v long_o train_v up_o every_o man_n have_v be_v even_o train_v up_o in_o a_o conceit_n that_o he_o be_v a_o good_a christian_n it_o be_v conceit_n have_v long_o possess_v he_o and_o this_o error_n have_v become_v a_o very_a prejudice_n within_o he_o he_o have_v ever_o take_v it_o for_o grant_v and_o be_v angry_a that_o it_o shall_v be_v once_o call_v into_o question_n it_o be_v therefore_o no_o wonder_n if_o man_n find_v themselves_o loath_a to_o recant_v their_o own_o good_a conceit_n of_o themselves_o and_o to_o go_v from_o all_o that_o they_o have_v former_o esteem_v undeniable_a but_o for_o all_o this_o confess_v but_o he_o must_v for_o all_o that_o confess_v i_o pray_v you_o be_v persuade_v to_o see_v yourselves_o to_o have_v be_v dissembler_n if_o you_o have_v be_v such_o for_o all_o your_o unnatural_a unwillingness_n the_o thief_n indeed_o have_v cause_n as_o he_o think_v to_o be_v impudent_a in_o deny_v himself_o to_o have_v commit_v felony_n though_o he_o know_v full_a well_o that_o he_o have_v commit_v it_o because_o confession_n be_v require_v of_o he_o as_o a_o help_n to_o his_o conviction_n and_o so_o to_o his_o condemn_v but_o the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n do_v not_o desire_v thou_o to_o confess_v thyself_o to_o have_v be_v but_o a_o hypocrite_n because_o he_o want_v other_o mean_n to_o convict_v thou_o or_o because_o he_o may_v the_o more_o easy_o proceed_v to_o condemn_v thou_o pardon_v for_o that_o be_v the_o only_a way_n to_o get_v it_o pardon_v nay_o therefore_o only_o he_o will_v have_v thou_o confess_v that_o thou_o may_v be_v capable_a of_o pardon_n because_o it_o be_v a_o overruled_n case_n in_o heaven_n and_o a_o thing_n peremptory_o conclude_v of_o by_o the_o divine_a justice_n that_o no_o sinner_n shall_v ever_o be_v pardon_v till_o he_o deal_v plain_o and_o free_o confess_v that_o he_o be_v such_o a_o sinner_n as_o he_o be_v thy_o confession_n be_v call_v for_o only_o to_o sit_v thou_o for_o pardon_n not_o to_o urge_v against_o thou_o to_o any_o worse_a purpose_n wherefore_o forbear_v no_o long_o wink_v no_o long_o be_v ignorant_a of_o thyself_o no_o long_o hide_v thy_o guile_n no_o long_o but_o in_o thy_o very_a soul_n now_o in_o the_o thought_n of_o it_o and_o hereafter_o in_o more_o word_n betwixt_o god_n and_o thyself_o in_o secret_a say_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o deny_v not_o but_o acknowledge_v o_o lord_n i_o see_v plain_o that_o yet_o i_o have_v be_v but_o a_o bypocrite_n brethren_n safe_o and_o if_o he_o do_v it_o not_o he_o be_v no_o whit_n safe_o ignorance_n of_o one_o ill_a estate_n can_v help_v it_o be_v a_o man_n one_o jot_n the_o better_a if_o he_o be_v a_o hypocrite_n because_o he_o refuse_v to_o acknowledge_v it_o shall_v he_o escape_v better_o because_o he_o can_v make_v himself_o blind_a and_o not_o see_v it_o doubtless_o the_o lord_n will_v discover_v the_o secret_n of_o every_o soul_n at_o the_o last_o day_n and_o at_o the_o day_n of_o death_n to_o every_o man_n soul_n first_o and_o after_o to_o all_o the_o world_n and_o then_o a_o man_n shall_v be_v discover_v to_o himself_o fearful_o and_o horrible_o without_o all_o hope_n without_o all_o possibility_n of_o be_v pardon_v suffer_v the_o word_n of_o god_n wherein_o he_o come_v to_o exercise_v judgement_n in_o a_o merciful_a manner_n to_o draw_v you_o to_o a_o plain_a and_o save_a acknowledgement_n that_o you_o may_v not_o be_v force_v by_o the_o last_o sentence_n to_o see_v and_o feel_v your_o hypocrisy_n when_o there_o will_v be_v neither_o leisure_n nor_o mean_n to_o redress_v it_o now_o thou_o may_v be_v help_v now_o thou_o may_v be_v change_v from_o a_o hypocrite_n to_o a_o true_a christian_a from_o a_o dissembler_n to_o soundness_n of_o spirit_n now_o therefore_o while_o upon_o confession_n mercy_n and_o heal_a may_v be_v procure_v bring_v thy_o soul_n to_o it_o and_o suffer_v the_o word_n of_o god_n to_o over-rule_v all_o thy_o unwillingness_n and_o fall_v to_o a_o free_a confession_n and_o as_o i_o have_v often_o say_v tell_v the_o god_n of_o heaven_n o_o lord_n it_o be_v true_a too_o true_a too_o plain_a i_o can_v deny_v it_o unless_o i_o will_v deny_v it_o wilful_o and_o against_o my_o conscience_n i_o be_o but_o a_o hypocrite_n as_o yet_o brethren_n we_o therefore_o labour_v about_o this_o point_n so_o much_o because_o we_o do_v well_o know_v the_o necessity_n of_o it_o if_o we_o can_v attain_v thus_o much_o from_o you_o so_o but_o shall_v for_o ever_o remain_v so_o you_o will_v always_o remain_v hypocrite_n and_o the_o word_n of_o god_n through_o your_o oppose_v it_o will_v prove_v but_o a_o mean_n of_o harden_v you_o in_o your_o hypocrisy_n but_o if_o we_o draw_v you_o to_o acknowledgement_n it_o will_v not_o be_v impossible_a to_o direct_v you_o to_o amendment_n i_o know_v that_o your_o heart_n may_v possible_o hold_v off_o from_o confession_n by_o think_v to_o this_o effect_n that_o if_o you_o have_v be_v but_o hypocrite_n all_o this_o while_n it_o will_v never_o be_v better_o with_o you_o and_o you_o shall_v never_o attain_v to_o be_v upright_o but_o this_o be_v a_o false_a suggestion_n of_o satan_n if_o you_o will_v not_o see_v yourselves_o to_o have_v but_o dissemble_v you_o shall_v in_o very_a deed_n never_o be_v better_o but_o rather_o worse_a and_o worse_o and_o more_o and_o more_o sell_v under_o the_o power_n of_o hypocrisy_n true_a only_o by_o confess_v and_o lament_v he_o may_v be_v make_v true_a but_o if_o you_o will_v see_v it_o and_o lament_v it_o before_o god_n and_o oppose_v it_o by_o strive_v to_o cast_v out_o the_o belove_a sin_n and_o to_o step_v that_o one_o step_n which_o hitherto_o you_o have_v not_o step_v of_o fall_v out_o with_o that_o one_o sin_n whatsoever_o which_o hitherto_o you_o have_v harbour_v and_o constant_a pray_v against_o that_o one_o fault_n which_o hitherto_o you_o have_v be_v content_a to_o wink_v at_o and_o let_v pass_v with_o a_o privilege_n of_o see_v and_o allow_v you_o shall_v be_v true_a you_o shall_v be_v upright_o you_o shall_v be_v sincere_a and_o of_o fruitless_a &_o barren_a become_v fruitful_a and_o profitable_a branch_n a_o man_n may_v weep_v out_o hypocrisy_n aswell_o as_o other_o vice_n confess_v and_o lament_v guile_n will_v sure_o free_v a_o man_n from_o the_o power_n of_o guile_n and_o he_o shall_v cease_v to_o be_v a_o hypocrite_n that_o will_v now_o begin_v &_o hereafter_o daily_o continue_v to_o see_v acknowledge_v and_o bewail_v his_o hypocrisy_n before_o the_o lord_n who_o see_v and_o hate_v it_o where_o it_o be_v not_o confess_v sees_z &_o pity_v it_o where_o it_o be_v chap._n xii_o contain_v a_o three_o use_n for_o they_o that_o
busy_a in_o labour_v to_o obey_v and_o a_o man_n that_o live_v with_o he_o may_v even_o perceive_v in_o he_o and_o he_o in_o himself_o a_o strife_n this_o way_n for_o in_o truth_n as_o there_o be_v a_o great_a difference_n betwixt_o lust_a to_o be_v rich_a and_o labour_v for_o wealth_n so_o betwixt_o a_o bare_a lust_a to_o be_v good_a and_o endeavour_v after_o goodness_n the_o sluggard_n will_v be_v content_a to_o take_v wealth_n if_o he_o can_v find_v it_o under_o his_o foot_n or_o if_o with_o little_a ado_n he_o can_v entreat_v it_o to_o fall_v into_o his_o lap_n yea_o sometime_o when_o he_o want_v money_n or_o clothes_n or_o food_n and_o be_v pinch_v with_o need_n he_o have_v a_o kind_n of_o angry_a eagerness_n after_o it_o and_o he_o will_v as_o lief_o as_o his_o life_n have_v so_o good_a a_o live_n as_o his_o neighbour_n have_v but_o he_o can_v shake_v off_o sleep_v in_o a_o cold_a morning_n he_o can_v endure_v no_o sweat_n he_o can_v endure_v no_o sweat_n he_o love_v not_o to_o rise_v betimes_o and_o set_v to_o work_v he_o can_v travel_v he_o can_v take_v pain_n not_o so_o the_o good_a husband_n for_o he_o think_v of_o his_o business_n whither_o he_o may_v go_v what_o he_o may_v do_v what_o time_n he_o must_v observe_v for_o the_o get_n of_o a_o shilling_n and_o according_o take_v those_o time_n dispatch_v those_o business_n and_o go_v to_o such_o place_n and_o neither_o heat_n nor_o cold_a nor_o wet_a nor_o dry_a nor_o night_n nor_o darkness_n shall_v hinder_v he_o but_o he_o will_v go_v forward_o with_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v requisite_a for_o his_o thrive_a even_o so_o the_o foolish_a man_n sometime_o can_v find_v in_o his_o heart_n to_o leave_v such_o a_o sin_n and_o to_o do_v such_o good_a duty_n o_o it_o be_v very_o well_o if_o he_o have_v such_o virtue_n and_o be_v rid_v of_o such_o vice_n and_o what_o a_o good_a turn_n have_v he_o if_o he_o can_v do_v as_o such_o and_o such_o and_o in_o a_o twinge_n of_o his_o conscience_n or_o in_o a_o fit_a when_o he_o be_v tell_v of_o heaven_n he_o can_v be_v content_a to_o leap_v out_o of_o his_o skin_n to_o get_v heaven_n and_o to_o get_v out_o of_o hell_n but_o after_o his_o fit_n be_v over_o he_o can_v away_o with_o this_o confess_v of_o his_o sin_n in_o secret_a with_o this_o rend_n of_o his_o soul_n with_o this_o earnest_n contend_v with_o god_n and_o with_o this_o cross_n of_o his_o own_o nature_n and_o fight_v against_o the_o lust_n of_o his_o flesh_n even_o with_o this_o labour_a for_o the_o righteousness_n of_o god_n above_o all_o thing_n but_o the_o christian_n stand_v otherwise_o affect_v he_o muse_v of_o the_o way_n and_o mean_n of_o get_v grace_n he_o think_v serious_o what_o be_v to_o be_v do_v for_o the_o beat_n down_o of_o such_o a_o vice_n and_o build_v up_o of_o such_o a_o virtue_n he_o beat_v upon_o his_o own_o heart_n all_o such_o reason_n as_o he_o can_v bring_v to_o fix_v his_o will_n in_o a_o resolution_n of_o do_v good_a leave_v evil_a he_o take_v pain_n with_o call_v hard_o upon_o god_n take_v pain_n in_o check_v and_o control_v in_o provoke_v and_o stir_v up_o himself_o in_o labour_v to_o lament_v and_o bewail_v to_o hate_v and_o detest_v his_o sin_n and_o to_o work_v in_o himself_o earnest_a sorrow_n and_o sound_a grief_n for_o sin_n and_o think_v not_o much_o even_o to_o weary_a and_o toil_v himself_o in_o these_o spiritual_a labour_n he_o plough_n his_o heart_n he_o sow_n in_o the_o word_n be_v seek_v for_o shower_n of_o grace_n he_o weed_n his_o heart_n he_o break_v the_o clod_n of_o his_o heart_n thus_o he_o set_v himself_o to_o task_n and_o be_v a_o right_a husbandman_n in_o his_o own_o soul_n further_o the_o thing_n about_o which_o his_o desire_n and_o endeavour_n be_v conversant_a god_n about_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n reveal_v in_o his_o word_n not_o the_o will_n of_o man_n not_o the_o secret_a and_o hide_a will_n of_o god_n nor_o a_o suppose_a imaginary_a will_n of_o god_n but_o that_o selfsame_o will_n of_o god_n which_o be_v deliver_v unto_o he_o in_o the_o writing_n of_o the_o prophet_n and_o apostle_n for_o so_o say_v david_n his_o delight_n be_v in_o the_o law_n of_o god_n 119.105_o psal_n 1.2_o psal_n 119.105_o and_o again_o thy_o word_n be_v a_o lantern_n to_o my_o foot_n and_o a_o light_n to_o my_o path_n he_o look_v to_o that_o which_o be_v reveal_v and_o desire_n to_o be_v wise_a according_a to_o that_o which_o be_v write_v and_o not_o above_o it_o his_o desire_n and_o labour_n be_v limit_v by_o the_o manifestation_n of_o god_n will_n in_o thing_n tender_v to_o the_o thought_n of_o his_o mind_n he_o demand_v how_o it_o be_v write_v scripture_n reveal_v in_o scripture_n and_o how_o do_v i_o read_v so_o far_o and_o no_o further_o stoop_v and_o yield_v as_o he_o find_v divine_a authority_n with_o prophetical_a and_o apostolical_a testimony_n to_o call_v for_o yeeldance_n i_o have_v walk_v in_o thy_o truth_n 26.3_o psal_n 26.3_o say_v david_n he_o know_v that_o what_o the_o lord_n have_v commend_v to_o his_o church_n by_o those_o principal_a pastor_n of_o his_o church_n the_o prophet_n and_o apostle_n that_o be_v god_n truth_n and_o therefore_o he_o subdue_v his_o reason_n and_o affection_n unto_o it_o but_o if_o any_o man_n will_v bring_v any_o thing_n to_o he_o and_o press_v it_o as_o necessary_a to_o salvation_n which_o have_v not_o the_o stamp_n of_o divine_a inspiration_n he_o know_v not_o how_o to_o submit_v his_o conscience_n to_o such_o baseness_n as_o to_o yield_v itself_o to_o any_o other_o than_o the_o royal_a sovereignty_n of_o the_o lord_n of_o lord_n and_o king_n of_o king_n like_o a_o right_n good_a subject_n and_o withal_o noble_a and_o ingenuous_a that_o as_o he_o can_v be_v induce_v to_o withdraw_v his_o neck_n from_o his_o prince_n yoke_n so_o can_v he_o by_o no_o mean_n endure_v the_o burden_n of_o a_o usurper_n sceptre_n and_o therefore_o he_o have_v rather_o die_v with_o the_o honourable_a liberty_n of_o a_o subject_n of_o the_o lord_n than_o live_v a_o slave_n enthral_v to_o the_o tyranny_n of_o a_o usurp_a creature_n now_o this_o will_n of_o god_n he_o strive_v both_o to_o know_v same_o both_o to_o know_v and_o do_v the_o same_o and_o also_o to_o do_v not_o to_o know_v alone_o nor_o to_o do_v alone_o but_o to_o know_v and_o do_v both_o even_o to_o do_v out_o of_o know_v ledge_n be_v the_o mark_n that_o his_o endeavour_n aim_v at_o a_o hypocrite_n separate_v these_o two_o thing_n he_o will_v know_v but_o regard_v not_o to_o practice_v he_o admit_v god_n word_n into_o his_o head_n willing_o and_o with_o applause_n in_o most_o thing_n but_o into_o his_o heart_n and_o into_o his_o life_n he_o do_v not_o admit_v it_o neither_o do_v he_o therefore_o study_v to_o understand_v that_o he_o may_v be_v rule_v by_o the_o light_n he_o have_v get_v but_o alone_o that_o he_o may_v make_v himself_o a_o teacher_n of_o other_o or_o a_o carper_n at_o other_o and_o a_o well_o applaud_v discourser_n before_o other_o he_o have_v lame_a foot_n though_o he_o have_v a_o see_a eye_n and_o never_o care_v to_o go_v where_o he_o see_v his_o duty_n lead_v he_o thus_o the_o forward_a dissembler_n and_o quite_o contrary_o the_o ordinary_a formal_a man_n he_o seem_v to_o be_v all_o for_o do_v and_o do_v little_o care_v to_o know_v or_o understand_v as_o if_o a_o man_n shall_v talk_v of_o dispatch_v his_o work_n in_o the_o dark_a without_o a_o candle_n doubtless_o this_o work_n will_v be_v but_o bungling_o perform_v but_o the_o christian_a desire_v to_o rectify_v his_o life_n by_o knowledge_n to_o guide_v his_o foot_n by_o his_o eye_n and_o his_o eye_n by_o the_o lantern_n of_o the_o word_n that_o so_o he_o may_v neither_o have_v a_o fruitless_a knowledge_n nor_o a_o blind_a practice_n but_o may_v attain_v the_o blessing_n that_o our_o saviour_n pronounce_v say_v now_o you_o know_v these_o thing_n 13.17_o john_n 13.17_o happy_a be_v you_o if_o you_o do_v they_o and_o this_o be_v the_o matter_n of_o a_o good_a life_n a_o settle_a will_n and_o endeavour_v to_o know_v and_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n set_v down_o in_o scripture_n let_v we_o acquaint_v you_o with_o the_o move_a cause_n thereof_o 14.15_o the_o motive_n of_o fruitfulness_n be_v love_n to_o god_n john_n 14.15_o which_o must_v be_v the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o christ_n according_a as_o our_o saviour_n himself_o assure_v we_o say_v if_o you_o love_v i_o keep_v my_o commandment_n in_o like_a manner_n the_o apostle_n tell_v we_o that_o faith_n must_v work_v by_o love_n 15_o 2._o cor._n 5.14_o 15_o and_o say_v of_o himself_o that_o the_o
love_n of_o god_n constrain_v he_o to_o preach_v the_o gospel_n for_o thus_o do_v he_o judge_v that_o see_v one_o die_v for_o all_o therefore_o all_o be_v dead_a and_o that_o he_o die_v for_o all_o that_o they_o which_o live_v shall_v hereafter_o live_v not_o to_o themselves_o but_o to_o he_o that_o die_v for_o they_o the_o holy_a ghost_n at_o what_o time_n it_o incorporate_v the_o christian_a into_o christ_n body_n and_o make_v he_o a_o true_a branch_n of_o this_o vine_n do_v ground_n in_o his_o soul_n a_o settle_a and_o firm_a persuasion_n of_o the_o unspeakable_a love_n of_o god_n unto_o he_o in_o christ_n his_o mcdiatour_n and_o though_o he_o have_v not_o always_o a_o sense_n of_o this_o love_n yet_o the_o persuasion_n of_o it_o do_v always_o take_v such_o deep_a root_n in_o he_o that_o it_o evident_o show_v itself_o in_o draw_v his_o soul_n to_o be_v one_o with_o god_n make_v his_o heart_n still_o to_o hang_v towards_o he_o and_o to_o be_v affect_v with_o great_a good_a will_n unto_o he_o now_o love_n be_v a_o affection_n that_o tend_v to_o unite_v the_o thing_n love_v and_o because_o there_o can_v be_v none_o union_n betwixt_o the_o creature_n and_o the_o creator_n unless_o the_o creature_n do_v even_o resign_v and_o yield_v up_o his_o will_n to_o god_n will_v to_o be_v carry_v move_v and_o guide_v by_o it_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o the_o soul_n love_v god_n must_v needs_o subject_v its_o will_n unto_o he_o and_o therefore_o be_v careful_a to_o know_v and_o do_v his_o will_n because_o it_o be_v his_o will_n that_o he_o shall_v so_o endeavour_n to_o know_v and_o do_v and_o so_o be_v the_o christian_a heart_n allure_v forward_o to_o obedience_n for_o we_o love_v god_n because_o he_o love_v we_o first_o 4.19_o 1._o john_n 4.19_o faith_n the_o apostle_n and_o then_o must_v our_o love_n need_v bring_v forth_o this_o obedience_n and_o this_o thing_n be_v of_o so_o absolute_a necessity_n in_o the_o point_n of_o good_a live_n that_o without_o it_o no_o seem_a goodness_n can_v be_v acceptable_a unto_o god._n 13.2_o 1._o cor._n 13.2_o for_o so_o we_o have_v the_o apostle_n plain_o affirm_v unto_o we_o that_o though_o a_o man_n give_v his_o body_n to_o be_v burn_v and_o though_o he_o give_v all_o his_o substance_n to_o the_o poor_a yet_o if_o he_o have_v not_o love_n all_o be_v of_o no_o worth_a or_o reckon_n whatsoever_o therefore_o do_v not_o arise_v out_o of_o his_o fountain_n and_o grow_v from_o this_o root_n it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v call_v fruit_n unless_o you_o will_v mean_v rot_v and_o worm_n caten_v fruit_n and_o we_o may_v say_v assure_o that_o unless_o the_o thing_n induce_v we_o to_o the_o care_n of_o know_v and_o do_v god_n will_v be_v a_o dear_a and_o hearty_a affection_n which_o we_o bear_v in_o our_o soul_n to_o he_o out_o of_o a_o persuasion_n that_o we_o have_v of_o the_o great_a and_o tender_a compassion_n that_o he_o bear_v unto_o we_o in_o christ_n and_o a_o apprehension_n of_o the_o infinite_a riches_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o wisdom_n show_v in_o his_o son_n our_o endeavour_n be_v not_o accept_v neither_o can_v be_v call_v holy_a but_o the_o people_n of_o god_n do_v find_v themselves_o so_o link_v and_o tie_v unto_o god_n in_o regard_n of_o that_o his_o most_o wise_a gracious_a and_o favourable_a deal_n with_o they_o in_o his_o son_n and_o those_o insinite_a excellency_n which_o from_o the_o sight_n of_o this_o goodness_n they_o begin_v to_o discern_v in_o he_o that_o out_o of_o the_o sweet_a and_o gentle_a motion_n of_o this_o love_n they_o be_v full_o resolve_v to_o obey_v he_o thus_o there_o be_v a_o joint_a operation_n of_o faith_n and_o love_n in_o their_o obedience_n it_o be_v utter_o impossible_a that_o the_o creature_n shall_v love_v god_n but_o out_o of_o some_o true_a persuasion_n of_o god_n love_n to_o he_o wherefore_o how_o godly_a or_o good_a soever_o any_o man_n life_n be_v in_o show_n and_o appearance_n if_o the_o main_a motive_n to_o that_o goodness_n be_v the_o love_n of_o man_n alone_o or_o the_o love_n of_o himself_o or_o any_o such_o like_a and_o not_o the_o love_n of_o god_n spring_v from_o a_o inward_a and_o ground_a apprehension_n of_o god_n grace_n towards_o he_o in_o the_o face_n of_o christ_n it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v call_v goodness_n indeed_o neither_o be_v so_o in_o god_n account_n let_v we_o instance_n in_o one_o or_o two_o particular_n a_o man_n meeting_n with_o a_o miserable_a person_n be_v liberal_a towards_o he_o with_o money_n for_o his_o relief_n the_o thing_n that_o induce_v he_o thereto_o be_v the_o entreaty_n of_o the_o party_n or_o a_o kind_n of_o natural_a compassion_n or_o the_o labour_n of_o some_o friend_n but_o he_o never_o consider_v that_o god_n who_o so_o infinite_o love_v he_o as_o to_o make_v his_o only_a son_n poor_a that_o he_o may_v be_v make_v rich_a have_v require_v such_o duty_n of_o love_n and_o bounty_n at_o his_o hand_n towards_o his_o brethren_n for_o his_o sake_n neither_o do_v provoke_v and_o stir_v up_o himself_o to_o exercise_v this_o bounty_n with_o lift_v up_o his_o mind_n to_o god_n commandment_n and_o good_a pleasure_n and_o to_o the_o goodness_n and_o kindness_n of_o god_n towards_o he_o to_o who_o it_o be_v a_o shame_n of_o all_o shame_n for_o he_o to_o deny_v so_o small_a a_o matter_n as_o the_o bestow_n of_o a_o little_a pittance_n of_o his_o own_o wealth_n at_o his_o appointment_n this_o almsdeed_n this_o act_n of_o liberality_n be_v not_o a_o fruit_n of_o piety_n it_o be_v not_o a_o fruit_n of_o faith_n it_o be_v not_o a_o fruit_n of_o christianity_n it_o be_v not_o in_o he_o and_o to_o he_o a_o good_a deed_n or_o a_o act_n of_o obodience_n to_o the_o lord_n but_o another_o meeting_n with_o the_o like_a person_n be_v pronoke_v by_o the_o forename_a meditation_n to_o help_v and_o comfort_v he_o and_o by_o the_o stir_n of_o such_o thought_n in_o his_o mind_n have_v his_o heart_n incline_v to_o give_v he_o what_o he_o need_v or_o if_o the_o sodainenesse_n of_o their_o meeting_n or_o some_o other_o like_o occasion_n cause_n that_o he_o have_v not_o these_o thought_n present_o stir_v in_o his_o mind_n yet_o they_o have_v be_v in_o he_o often_o before_o to_o beget_v in_o he_o a_o habit_n of_o liberality_n this_o now_o be_v a_o fruit_n of_o grace_n this_o be_v to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n in_o christ_n this_o be_v a_o true_a good_a work_n and_o such_o as_o god_n himself_o accept_v and_o account_v good_a so_o in_o go_v to_o church_n to_o hear_v the_o word_n or_o to_o receive_v the_o sacrament_n in_o labour_v in_o a_o man_n calling_n in_o do_v of_o justice_n and_o in_o all_o other_o particular_a point_n of_o goodness_n if_o we_o be_v not_o move_v to_o these_o by_o love_n to_o god_n in_o obedience_n to_o his_o commandment_n out_o of_o faith_n to_o his_o gradious_a promise_n in_o christ_n but_o by_o consideration_n take_v mere_o from_o ourselves_o whether_o in_o regard_n of_o the_o present_a life_n or_o that_o that_o be_v to_o come_v we_o can_v say_v that_o we_o be_v fruitful_a branch_n neither_o do_v we_o indeed_o serve_v god_n in_o such_o duty_n but_o when_o our_o mind_n do_v lift_v itself_o up_o to_o god_n and_o by_o the_o consideration_n of_o his_o good_a will_n and_o pleasure_n do_v stir_v up_o itself_o to_o do_v good_a because_o we_o know_v he_o will_v have_v it_o to_o be_v do_v who_o we_o so_o love_v that_o we_o can_v but_o desire_v that_o his_o will_n shall_v be_v satis_fw-la fie_v and_o accomplish_v for_o he_o that_o love_v any_o person_n do_v also_o careful_o bind_v himself_o to_o fulfil_v his_o will_n who_o he_o love_v unless_o his_o will_v be_v to_o have_v that_o do_v which_o will_v be_v for_o his_o own_o hurt_n which_o can_v never_o befall_v the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n because_o of_o his_o perfect_a and_o infinite_a wisdom_n when_o i_o say_v our_o mind_n do_v thus_o stir_v up_o themselves_o to_o do_v good_a or_o avoid_v evil_a then_o do_v we_o true_o serve_v god_n and_o this_o be_v such_o obedience_n as_o god_n do_v take_v pleasure_n in_o as_o it_o be_v in_o grape_n of_o good_a taste_n that_o grow_v upon_o the_o vine_n of_o his_o own_o plant_n furthermore_o glory_n the_o end_n of_o fruitfulness_n be_v god_n glory_n the_o end_n of_o our_o do_v god_n will_v must_v be_v god_n glory_n or_o which_o be_v all_o one_o that_o we_o may_v please_v he_o for_o in_o seek_v to_o please_v he_o we_o glorify_v he_o and_o these_o two_o thing_n be_v always_o coincident_a 10.31_o 1._o cor._n 10.31_o so_o the_o apostle_n direct_v say_v whatsoever_o you_o do_v 1.12_o ephes_n 1.12_o let_v all_o be_v do_v to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o again_o that_o we_o may_v be_v to_o
of_o uprightness_n we_o can_v overcome_v the_o small_a corruption_n of_o our_o hart_n in_o our_o own_o strength_n but_o it_o must_v be_v a_o divine_a power_n which_o must_v enable_v we_o to_o prevail_v against_o sinful_a disposition_n now_o this_o strength_n the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n the_o strong_a god_n the_o author_n of_o all_o strength_n be_v ready_a and_o willing_a to_o bestow_v upon_o all_o that_o humble_o sue_v unto_o he_o for_o it_o for_o he_o give_v to_o all_o liberal_o and_o hit_v no_o man_n in_o the_o tooth_n beg_v then_o for_o the_o spirit_n of_o power_n and_o of_o a_o right_a mind_n and_o beg_v hearty_o and_o confident_o because_o thou_o beg_v of_o he_o that_o be_v able_a to_o give_v and_o much_o more_o willing_a than_o thou_o be_v to_o receive_v he_o that_o have_v make_v other_o of_o weak_a to_o become_v strong_a and_o of_o false_a to_o become_v true_a can_v and_o will_v perform_v the_o same_o grace_n to_o thou_o according_a to_o his_o promise_n for_o he_o command_v all_o to_o ask_v and_o shut_v up_o his_o mercy_n from_o none_o that_o true_o and_o hearty_o beseech_v the_o same_o at_o his_o hand_n perhaps_o the_o devil_n may_v seek_v to_o turn_v thou_o from_o this_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n by_o cast_v in_o a_o cavil_n against_o thou_o to_o this_o purpose_n that_o the_o prayer_n of_o hypocrite_n can_v be_v accept_v and_o thou_o have_v be_v hitherto_o but_o a_o hypocrite_n how_o shall_v thy_o prayer_n prevail_v in_o heaven_n for_o the_o settle_n of_o thy_o soul_n against_o this_o doubt_n know_v that_o the_o prayer_n of_o a_o hypocrite_n that_o do_v not_o see_v and_o lament_v his_o hypocrisy_n can_v indeed_o be_v bid_v welcome_a in_o heaven_n but_o all_o that_o be_v heavy_a lade_v with_o sin_n have_v a_o command_n to_o come_v unto_o christ_n jesus_n and_o a_o promise_n that_o they_o shall_v be_v refresh_v wherefore_o now_o thou_o have_v begin_v to_o see_v and_o detest_v and_o be_v burden_a and_o grieve_a with_o thy_o guile_n good_a warrant_n have_v thou_o to_o ask_v help_n and_o good_a assurance_n that_o thy_o ask_n shall_v not_o be_v in_o vain_a therefore_o i_o say_v again_o lift_v up_o thy_o heart_n and_o voice_n and_o cry_v mighty_o to_o god_n for_o the_o powerful_a work_n of_o his_o spirit_n to_o make_v thou_o sincere_a before_o he_o o_o lord_n say_v thou_o which_o art_n only_o able_a to_o form_v the_o soul_n of_o man_n anew_o within_o create_v thou_o in_o i_o a_o new_a heart_n and_o form_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o make_v i_o sound_v in_o thy_o precept_n and_o let_v not_o iniquity_n have_v dominion_n over_o i_o make_v i_o lord_n a_o true_a israelite_n in_o who_o spirit_n there_o be_v no_o guile_n make_v i_o true_o good_a good_a for_o thy_o sake_n and_o because_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o good_a that_o i_o may_v please_v thou_o and_o not_o only_o or_o chief_o that_o i_o may_v serve_v my_o own_o turn_n yea_o or_o save_v my_o own_o soul_n yea_o general_o and_o universal_o good_a good_a in_o all_o thing_n with_o such_o a_o goodness_n as_o thou_o accounte_v perfect_a in_o thy_o son_n christ_n perfection_n because_o he_o in_o who_o it_o be_v do_v strive_v &_o labour_v after_o perfection_n follow_v this_o suit_n most_o close_o and_o earnest_o and_o give_v not_o over_o till_o thou_o find_v it_o grant_v &_o if_o thou_o can_v not_o go_v on_o in_o variety_n of_o word_n yet_o repeat_v over_o the_o same_o petition_n often_o and_o often_o and_o be_v not_o weary_a for_o so_o they_o be_v hearty_a &_o fervent_a the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n will_v never_o be_v weary_a of_o such_o repetition_n our_o saviour_n have_v speak_v a_o parable_n to_o the_o intent_n that_o we_o shall_v pray_v always_o and_o not_o wax_v faint_a thou_o know_v i_o presume_v what_o the_o parable_n be_v a_o poor_a widow_n by_o importunity_n force_v a_o unrighteous_a judge_n to_o do_v her_o justice_n against_o her_o adversary_n how_o much_o more_o shall_v the_o righteous_a god_n avenge_v the_o cause_n of_o his_o servant_n that_o cry_v day_n and_o night_n unto_o he_o and_o if_o his_o compassion_n be_v such_o towards_o they_o that_o he_o will_v avenge_v they_o of_o their_o external_a enemy_n which_o only_o seek_v to_o make_v their_o life_n tedious_a by_o persecution_n shall_v he_o not_o much_o rather_o assist_v they_o against_o their_o inward_a corruption_n which_o tend_v to_o bring_v their_o soul_n to_o destruction_n wherefore_o resolve_v thyself_o to_o be_v importunate_a and_o to_o take_v no_o nay_o nor_o ever_o to_o give_v over_o till_o thou_o have_v speed_v in_o thy_o suit_n wherein_o nothing_o can_v hinder_v thou_o from_o speed_v but_o thy_o own_o too_o soon_o give_v over_o the_o suit_n through_o weariness_n man_n be_v trouble_v with_o earnestness_n and_o importunity_n and_o among_o they_o many_o time_n a_o stout_a beggar_n have_v a_o stoutnay_n because_o they_o condemn_v it_o as_o a_o matter_n of_o impudence_n to_o be_v a_o stout_a beggar_n but_o to_o god_n nothing_o be_v more_o please_a than_o this_o stir_v up_o ourselves_o to_o take_v hold_n upon_o his_o name_n and_o this_o give_v he_o no_o rest_n day_n nor_o night_n till_o he_o hear_v our_o prayer_n and_o with_o he_o only_o faint_a suitor_n that_o will_v take_v a_o repulse_n easy_o and_o be_v soon_o put_v back_o do_v go_v away_o empty_a of_o the_o thing_n they_o sue_v for_o know_v then_o that_o thy_o salvation_n depend_v upon_o this_o matter_n and_o therefore_o as_o in_o a_o case_n of_o the_o great_a importance_n in_o the_o world_n make_v thy_o desire_n fervent_a and_o resolve_v never_o to_o cease_v ask_v till_o thou_o shall_v receive_v the_o spirit_n of_o truth_n and_o uprightness_n and_o know_v that_o god_n do_v not_o deny_v to_o hear_v thy_o prayer_n at_o first_o because_o he_o be_v not_o able_a or_o willing_a to_o grant_v they_o or_o because_o he_o count_v it_o a_o matter_n too_o troublesome_a for_o he_o but_o alone_o to_o endear_v the_o benefit_n obtain_v to_o make_v thou_o see_v the_o worth_n of_o it_o and_o become_v the_o more_o thankful_a pray_v therefore_o and_o pray_v fervent_o and_o pray_v continual_o o_o lord_n create_v a_o right_a spirit_n in_o i_o and_o make_v i_o sound_v in_o thy_o precept_n and_o to_o prayer_n god_n 4._o to_o meditate_v often_o on_o the_o excellent_a nature_n of_o god_n join_v in_o the_o four_o place_n holy_a meditation_n of_o the_o nature_n of_o god_n for_o he_o that_o know_v god_n thorough_o and_o be_v to_o any_o purpose_n acquaint_v with_o the_o excellency_n of_o his_o nature_n in_o himself_o and_o see_v the_o beauty_n of_o his_o grace_n in_o the_o face_n of_o christ_n can_v but_o be_v so_o far_o in_o love_n with_o he_o as_o even_o to_o be_v good_a for_o his_o sake_n and_o to_o make_v he_o the_o beginning_n and_o end_v of_o all_o his_o desire_n and_o endeavour_n it_o be_v alone_a ignorance_n of_o god_n that_o make_v we_o set_v ourselves_o in_o god_n room_n and_o aim_v at_o our_o own_o benefit_n in_o stead_n of_o his_o glory_n but_o he_o that_o will_v take_v pain_n to_o clear_v up_o his_o own_o eye_n and_o to_o behold_v the_o glory_n of_o god_n as_o he_o have_v reveal_v it_o in_o his_o word_n and_o in_o his_o gospel_n shall_v be_v so_o affect_v with_o the_o splendour_n thereof_o as_o that_o now_o he_o will_v account_v nothing_o worth_a any_o thing_n but_o that_o surpass_v glorious_a majesty_n that_o infinite_o excel_v all_o thing_n and_o so_o hypocrisy_n must_v needs_o vanish_v the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n will_v make_v a_o man_n to_o perceive_v how_o little_a it_o shall_v avail_v he_o to_o disguise_v himself_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n will_v make_v he_o to_o see_v how_o worthy_a the_o lord_n be_v of_o all_o the_o service_n of_o all_o creature_n the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n will_v make_v his_o heart_n to_o become_v in_o love_n with_o god_n and_o no_o man_n will_v dissemble_v with_o he_o who_o he_o love_v wherefore_o labour_n to_o get_v and_o to_o grow_v in_o this_o knowledge_n by_o a_o frequent_a ponder_v and_o muse_v upon_o the_o nature_n of_o god_n and_o behold_v in_o his_o temple_n the_o beauty_n of_o his_o majesty_n as_o david_n speak_v tell_v thyself_o often_o of_o his_o infiniteness_n and_o eternity_n and_o that_o all_o thing_n be_v from_o he_o and_o by_o he_o and_o for_o he_o and_o he_o alone_o be_v from_o and_o of_o himself_o say_v unto_o thy_o soul_n he_o be_v the_o owner_n of_o all_o thing_n and_o the_o ruler_n of_o all_o thing_n all_o the_o good_a property_n of_o all_o creature_n be_v but_o drop_n of_o his_o sea_n and_o spark_n of_o his_o flame_n and_o there_o be_v infinite_o more_o of_o all_o good_a thing_n in_o he_o alone_o then_o in_o all_o they_o and_o whatsoever_o be_v in_o they_o it_o be_v more_o his_o then_o they_o and_o there_o