be_v present_v unto_o thou_o be_v it_o for_o thy_o taste_n or_o no_o then_o to_o choose_v allway_o the_o worst_a for_o although_o this_o late_a kind_n of_o mortification_n do_v seem_v more_o austere_a the_o other_o notwithstanding_o have_v great_a resignation_n for_o thereby_o one_o renounce_v not_o only_o his_o own_o taste_n but_o his_o own_o election_n withal_o neither_o be_v it_o a_o small_a mortification_n to_o alter_v a_o man_n taste_n at_o every_o hand_n and_o to_o have_v it_o in_o subjection_n at_o all_o occurrence_n moreover_o this_o kind_n of_o austerity_n be_v not_o so_o much_o mark_v nor_o trouble_v any_o man_n with_o ceremonious_a refusal_n and_o exceed_o befit_v a_o civil_a life_n to_o put_v by_o one_o meat_n and_o take_v another_o to_o scrape_v and_o lick_v every_o dish_n to_o find_v no_o mess_n well_o enough_o dress_v for_o we_o to_o use_v ceremony_n at_o every_o morsel_n betoken_v a_o nice_a nature_n and_o too_o attentive_a to_o the_o dish_n and_o platter_n i_o esteem_v 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with_o many_o recreation_n and_o refresh_n 7._o discipline_v the_o body_n likewise_o have_v a_o marvellous_a efficacy_n to_o stir_v up_o in_o we_o a_o desire_n of_o devotion_n when_o it_o be_v moderate_o use_v haircloth_n tame_v the_o flesh_n very_o much_o but_o the_o ordinary_a use_n thereof_o be_v neither_o for_o marry_a person_n nor_o delicate_a complexion_n nor_o for_o such_o as_o be_v exercise_v with_o painful_a labour_n true_a it_o be_v that_o upon_o the_o principal_a day_n of_o penance_n one_o may_v well_o use_v it_o with_o advice_n of_o a_o discreet_a confessor_n 8._o every_o one_o according_a to_o his_o complexion_n must_v spend_v as_o much_o of_o the_o night_n to_o sleep_v in_o as_o be_v requisite_a to_o make_v all_o the_o day_n after_o profitable_a and_o because_o the_o holy_a scripture_n in_o a_o hundred_o place_n the_o example_n of_o god_n saint_n and_o natural_a reason_n do_v serious_o commend_v the_o morning_n unto_o we_o as_o the_o best_a and_o most_o profitable_a 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balaam_n in_o rage_n beat_v she_o cruel_o with_o his_o staff_n to_o make_v she_o go_v forward_o until_o the_o silly_a beast_n the_o three_o time_n fall_v down_o under_o balaam_n of_o purpose_n miraculous_o speak_v unto_o he_o say_v what_o have_v i_o do_v to_o thou_o for_o which_o thou_o have_v beat_v i_o now_o three_o several_a time_n and_o by_o and_o by_o balaams_n eye_n be_v open_v &_o he_o see_v the_o angel_n which_o say_v unto_o he_o wherefore_o do_v thou_o beat_v thy_o ass_n if_o she_o have_v not_o turn_v back_o before_o i_o i_o have_v kill_v thou_o and_o save_v she_o then_o balaam_n say_v unto_o the_o angel_n lord_n i_o have_v sin_v for_o i_o know_v not_o that_o thou_o have_v place_v thyself_o in_o the_o way_n against_o i_o do_v thou_o see_v philotheus_n balaam_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o all_o this_o harm_n and_o he_o strike_v and_o beat_v his_o poor_a ass_n that_o can_v not_o do_v with_o all_o the_o very_a same_o chance_v oft_o time_n but_o above_o all_o it_o be_v necessary_a well_o to_o purify_v our_o affection_n &_o refresh_v our_o soul_n in_o all_o and_o over_o all_o keep_v this_o rule_n never_o to_o undertake_v corporal_a austerity_n but_o with_o advice_n of_o our_o spiritual_a conductour_n of_o company_n and_o solitariness_n chapter_n 24._o 1._o to_o seek_v company_n and_o utter_o to_o fly_v from_o it_o be_v two_o extreme_n to_o be_v blame_v in_o civil_a devotion_n which_o be_v that_o whereof_o i_o discourse_v for_o shun_v all_o company_n savour_v of_o disdain_n and_o contempt_n of_o our_o neighbour_n and_o seek_v after_o it_o smell_v of_o idleness_n we_o be_v bind_v to_o love_v our_o neighbour_n as_o ourselves_o and_o to_o show_v that_o we_o love_v he_o we_o must_v not_o fly_v from_o his_o company_n and_o to_o testify_v that_o we_o love_v ourselves_o we_o must_v take_v pleasure_n with_o ourselves_o when_o we_o be_v alone_o think_v first_o of_o thyself_o say_v s._n bernard_n and_o then_o of_o other_o if_o then_o no_o reason_n or_o cause_n urge_v thou_o to_o enter_v into_o any_o company_n stay_v in_o thyself_o and_o converse_v with_o thy_o own_o hart_n but_o if_o company_n chance_v thou_o or_o any_o just_a cause_n invite_v thou_o to_o be_v present_a go_v thither_o in_o god_n name_n philotheus_n &_o see_v thy_o neighbour_n willing_o and_o love_o 2._o they_o call_v that_o evel_a conversation_n which_o be_v keep_v for_o some_o evil_a intent_n or_o when_o they_o that_o keep_v it_o be_v vicious_a indiscreet_a and_o dissolute_a and_o such_o we_o must_v avoid_v as_o the_o bee_n do_v use_v to_o turn_v away_o from_o a_o swarm_n of_o harnets_n or_o butterfly_n for_o as_o they_o that_o be_v bite_v by_o mad_a dog_n have_v their_o sweat_n breath_n and_o spittle_n very_o contagious_a but_o principal_o dangerous_a for_o little_a child_n and_o for_o those_o of_o delicate_a complexion_n so_o vicious_a unmannerly_a and_o immodest_a person_n can_v be_v frequent_v but_o with_o hazard_n and_o danger_n and_o in_o especial_a by_o those_o who_o devotion_n be_v yet_o but_o tender_a and_o delicate_a 3._o there_o be_v some_o kind_n of_o conversation_n profitable_a for_o nothing_o but_o for_o mere_a recreation_n which_o be_v make_v by_o a_o simple_a turn_n or_o abstract_v of_o our_o mind_n from_o serious_a affair_n for_o such_o though_o a_o man_n must_v not_o be_v totallie_o addict_v unto_o they_o yet_o we_o may_v lend_v they_o so_o much_o leisure_n as_o be_v convenient_a for_o recreation_n 4._o other_o recreation_n have_v some_o honesty_n and_o good_a respect_n for_o their_o end_n as_o be_v mutual_a visitation_n and_o certain_a assembly_n make_v to_o do_v some_o honour_n to_o our_o neighbour_n touch_v these_o as_o one_o shall_v not_o be_v superstitious_a in_o practise_v they_o so_o one_o must_v not_o be_v uncivil_a in_o contemn_v they_o but_o satisfy_v with_o modesty_n the_o obligation_n to_o eschew_v equal_o the_o note_n of_o lightness_n or_o rusticity_n 5._o there_o remain_v now_o the_o profitable_a recreation_n such_o as_o be_v keep_v with_o devout_a and_o virtuous_a person_n o_o philothee_n it_o will_v always_o be_v a_o exceed_o good_a turn_n for_o thou_o to_o encounter_v oft_o time_n such_o recreation_n the_o vine_n plant_v by_o a_o olive-tree_n bear_v a_o fat_a kind_n of_o grape_n that_o savour_v something_o like_o the_o olive_n and_o a_o soul_n that_o happen_v to_o be_v in_o virtuous_a company_n can_v choose_v but_o be_v partaker_n of_o their_o good_a quality_n drone_n can_v make_v honey_n alone_o by_o themselves_o but_o by_o the_o help_n of_o the_o bee_n they_o make_v it_o it_o be_v a_o great_a help_n for_o weak_a soul_n to_o exercise_v devotion_n to_o converse_v and_o haunt_v with_o virtuous_a person_n 6._o in_o all_o conversation_n and_o company_n sincerity_n simplicity_n sweetness_n and_o modesty_n be_v still_o to_o be_v prefer_v there_o be_v
some_o so_o curious_a that_o no_o one_o motion_n they_o use_v but_o be_v do_v so_o artificiallie_o that_o they_o make_v the_o company_n weary_a and_o as_o he_o that_o will_v not_o walk_v but_o tell_v his_o step_n or_o never_o will_v speak_v but_o sing_v will_v be_v tedious_a to_o other_o man_n so_o they_o that_o ever_o use_v a_o artificial_a demeanour_n and_o will_v do_v nothing_o but_o in_o print_n trouble_v the_o company_n in_o which_o they_o be_v and_o be_v always_o subject_a to_o some_o spice_n of_o presumption_n let_v a_o modest_a mirth_n for_o the_o most_o part_n predominate_v in_o our_o conversation_n saint_n romuald_a and_o saint_n anthony_n be_v high_o commend_v and_o admire_v that_o notwithstanding_o all_o their_o most_o rare_a austerity_n they_o have_v always_o their_o countenance_n pleasant_a and_o their_o word_n adorn_v with_o cheerful_a alacrity_n rejoice_v with_o they_o that_o rejoice_v i_o say_v once_o again_o with_o the_o apostle_n rejoice_v in_o our_o lord_n always_o again_o i_o say_v rejoice_v let_v your_o modesty_n be_v know_v to_o all_o man_n to_o rejoice_v in_o our_o lord_n it_o be_v needful_a the_o cause_n of_o thy_o joy_n be_v not_o only_o lawful_a but_o honest_a also_o and_o this_o i_o say_v because_o there_o be_v some_o thing_n that_o be_v lawful_a which_o yet_o be_v not_o honest_a and_o to_o the_o end_n that_o thy_o modesty_n may_v appear_v keep_v thyself_o from_o all_o manner_n of_o insolency_n for_o it_o be_v always_o blame_v worthy_a to_o give_v one_o a_o fall_n in_o sport_n to_o begrime_v another_o face_n to_o pinch_n one_o and_o such_o trick_n as_o these_o be_v fond_a foolish_a and_o insolent_a merriment_n 7._o beside_o the_o mental_a solitude_n or_o spiritual_a hermitage_n whereunto_o thou_o may_v withdraw_v thyself_o even_o amid_o the_o great_a conversation_n that_o be_v as_o i_o have_v already_o declare_v thou_o must_v love_v to_o be_v locallie_o real_o and_o in_o very_a deed_n solitary_a not_o to_o go_v to_o the_o desert_n or_o wilderness_n as_o s._n marie_n of_o egypt_n saint_n paul_n saint_n anthony_n arsenius_n and_o the_o other_o father_n of_o the_o desert_n but_o to_o be_v sometime_o in_o thy_o garden_n or_o in_o thy_o chamber_n or_o else_o where_o as_o thou_o like_v best_o where_o thou_o may_v withdraw_v thy_o spirit_n into_o thy_o soul_n and_o recreate_v they_o self_n with_o good_a thought_n and_o holy_a consideration_n or_o some_o spiritual_a lecture_n according_a to_o the_o example_n of_o the_o great_a nazianzen_n bishop_n who_o speak_v of_o himself_o say_v i_o walk_v myself_o with_o myself_o about_o sunn-setting_a and_o pass_v the_o time_n upon_o the_o sea_n shore_n for_o i_o accustom_v to_o use_v this_o recreation_n to_o ease_v my_o mind_n and_o to_o shake_v of_o at_o least_o for_o a_o little_a while_n my_o ordinary_a trouble_n and_o upon_o this_o point_n he_o discourse_v of_o the_o good_a meditation_n which_o i_o declare_v unto_o thou_o in_o another_o place_n and_o according_a to_o the_o example_n of_o saint_n ambrose_n of_o who_o saint_n augustin_n recount_v that_o himself_o enter_v oft_o time_n into_o saint_n ambrose_n his_o chamber_n for_o entrance_n be_v deny_v to_o no_o man_n he_o behold_v he_o read_v in_o silence_n and_o expect_v sometime_o for_o fear_v of_o trouble_v he_o he_o return_v home_o without_o speak_v a_o word_n thinck_v that_o the_o little_a time_n which_o remain_v to_o this_o great_a pastor_n for_o refresh_v and_o recreate_v his_o spirit_n after_o the_o multitude_n of_o his_o affair_n shall_v in_o no_o wise_a be_v take_v from_o he_o so_o after_o the_o apostle_n one_o day_n have_v tell_v our_o lord_n how_o they_o have_v preach_v and_o labour_v come_v say_v our_o lord_n into_o the_o desert_n and_o repose_v yourselves_o a_o little_a of_o decency_n and_o handsomeness_n in_o attire_n chapter_n 25._o 1._o saint_n paul_n admonish_v devout_a woman_n and_o the_o same_o must_v be_v understand_v of_o man_n to_o be_v attire_v in_o decent_a apparel_n clothe_v themselves_o with_o shamefastness_n and_o sobriety_n now_o than_o the_o decency_n of_o apparel_n and_o other_o ornament_n depend_v of_o their_o matter_n fashion_n and_o cleanlines_n touch_v cleanlines_n it_o shall_v almost_o always_o be_v a_o like_a in_o our_o apparel_n upon_o which_o as_o near_o as_o may_v be_v we_o shall_v not_o permit_v any_o kind_n of_o uncomely_a foulnes_n or_o slovenrie_n exterior_a neatnes_n ordinary_o signify_v the_o inward_a cleanness_n of_o the_o soul_n god_n himself_o require_v corporal_a cleanlynesse_n in_o those_o that_o approache_v nigh_o his_o altar_n and_o have_v the_o principal_a charge_n and_o care_n of_o devotion_n 2._o as_o for_o the_o stuff_n and_o fashion_n of_o attire_n the_o comeliness_n and_o decency_n thereof_o be_v to_o be_v examine_v and_o consider_v according_a to_o many_o circumstance_n of_o time_n age_n estate_n company_n occasion_n man_n apparel_v themselves_o ordinary_o better_o upon_o festival_n day_n according_a to_o the_o solemnity_n of_o the_o feast_n which_o be_v celebrate_v in_o time_n of_o penance_n as_o in_o lend_v they_o rather_o humble_v and_o abase_v themselves_o at_o wedding_n they_o put_v on_o wedding-garment_n at_o burial_n mourn_v robe_n with_o prince_n man_n set_v forth_o themselves_o according_a to_o their_o estate_n at_o home_o they_o use_v themselves_o more_o homely_a the_o marry_a woman_n may_v and_o must_v adorn_v herself_o in_o her_o husbands_n presence_n when_o he_o desire_v it_o but_o if_o she_o do_v so_o in_o his_o absence_n one_o may_v ask_v she_o who_o eye_n she_o mean_v to_o please_v with_o that_o particular_a care_n the_o manner_n be_v to_o permit_v more_o gallant_a ornament_n to_o young_a maiden_n because_o they_o may_v lawful_o desire_v to_o please_v many_o with_o intent_n honest_o to_o win_v one_o alone_a for_o holy_a marriage_n neither_o be_v it_o esteem_v amiss_o that_o widow_n which_o pretend_v marriage_n deck_v up_o themselves_o handsome_o so_o that_o they_o show_v no_o lightness_n or_o fondme_n in_o their_o attire_n for_o have_v already_o be_v marry_v and_o charge_v with_o government_n of_o a_o family_n and_o pass_v the_o mourn_a state_n of_o widowhood_n they_o be_v hold_v to_o be_v and_o indeed_o shall_v be_v of_o a_o more_o ripe_a and_o settle_a judgement_n but_o as_o for_o those_o which_o be_v widow_n indeed_o not_o only_o in_o body_n but_o in_o hart_n and_o purpose_n no_o ornament_n better_o become_v they_o then_o humility_n modesty_n and_o devotion_n for_o if_o they_o intend_v to_o allure_v man_n with_o their_o bravery_n they_o be_v not_o true_a widow_n and_o if_o it_o be_v not_o their_o intention_n to_o allure_v man_n why_o do_v they_o use_v such_o instrument_n he_o that_o will_v not_o receive_v guest_n in_o his_o inn_n must_v pull_v down_o the_o sign_n from_o his_o lodging_n old_a folk_n be_v always_o ridiculous_a when_o they_o will_v play_v trick_n of_o youth_n for_o these_o folly_n be_v not_o to_o be_v tolerate_v but_o only_o in_o young_a person_n 3._o be_v handsome_a philotheus_n and_o suffer_v nothing_o about_o thou_o to_o trail_v undecentlie_o or_o to_o sit_v out_o of_o order_n we_o dishonour_v they_o with_o who_o we_o converse_v to_o come_v into_o their_o company_n in_o uncomelie_a apparel_n but_o take_v heed_n withal_o of_o wantonness_n curiosity_n foolery_n and_o vanity_n as_o far_o as_o thou_o be_v able_a keep_v thyself_o always_o on_o plain_a simplicity_n side_n for_o modesty_n without_o duplicitie_n be_v the_o great_a ornament_n of_o beauty_n and_o the_o best_a excuse_n for_o hard-favour_n 4._o saint_n peter_n advertise_v young_a woman_n especial_o that_o they_o shall_v not_o wear_v their_o tress_n of_o their_o hair_n curl_v frizzle_a toured_a and_o torment_v as_o now_o be_v the_o ordinary_a fashion_n but_o if_o man_n shall_v affect_v such_o fondness_n in_o their_o own_o lock_n they_o shall_v justly_o be_v style_v effeminate_a person_n even_o vain_a woman_n give_v to_o these_o toy_n affectionate_o be_v count_v scant_o of_o chastity_n or_o if_o they_o have_v any_o it_o be_v not_o perceive_v among_o so_o many_o foolery_n they_o say_v they_o have_v no_o ill_a meaning_n in_o it_o but_o i_o reply_v as_o i_o have_v else_o where_o say_v that_o the_o devil_n have_v enough_o in_o it_o always_o 5._o i_o will_v have_v my_o friend_n who_o i_o affect_v to_o be_v apparel_v best_a of_o all_o the_o company_n but_o yet_o with_o the_o least_o pomp_n and_o curiosity_n and_o as_o they_o common_o say_v that_o he_o be_v adorn_v with_o good_a carriage_n comeliness_n and_o worthiness_n saint_n lewes_n say_v in_o one_o word_n that_o one_o shall_v be_v apparel_v according_a to_o his_o call_n so_o that_o grave_a 4._o above_o all_o thing_n perform_v this_o angelical_a office_n mild_o and_o sweet_o not_o in_o manner_n of_o correction_n but_o by_o way_n of_o inspiration_n for_o it_o be_v wonderful_a how_o powerfullie_o a_o lovely_a and_o sweet_a manner_n of_o propose_v good_a
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my_o god_n thou_o be_v there_o if_o i_o descend_v into_o hell_n thou_o be_v there_o present_a we_o must_v they_o use_v the_o word_n of_o jacob_n who_o after_o he_o have_v see_v the_o mystery_n of_o the_o sacred_a ladder_n he_o say_v o_o how_o holy_a and_o dreadful_a be_v this_o place_n very_o god_n be_v in_o this_o place_n and_o i_o know_v it_o not_o that_o be_v he_o think_v not_o of_o it_o for_o he_o be_v not_o ignorant_a that_o god_n be_v in_o all_o and_o every_o where_o when_o thou_o come_v they_o to_o prayer_n philotheus_n say_v inward_o to_o thy_o own_o hart_n o_o my_o hart_n my_o hart_n god_n almighty_a be_v here_o present_a in_o very_a deed_n 3._o the_o second_o mean_a to_o place_v thyself_o in_o this_o sacred_a presence_n be_v to_o think_v and_o consider_v that_o god_n be_v not_o only_o in_o the_o place_n where_o thou_o be_v but_o that_o he_o be_v by_o a_o most_o particular_a and_o peculiar_a manner_n in_o thy_o hart_n and_o in_o the_o very_a bottom_n of_o thy_o spirit_n which_o he_o quicken_v and_o animate_v with_o his_o divine_a presence_n be_v there_o as_o the_o hart_n of_o thy_o hart_n and_o the_o spirit_n of_o thy_o spirit_n for_o as_o thy_o soul_n be_v as_o it_o be_v spread_v through_o all_o thy_o body_n and_o in_o every_o part_n and_o parcel_n thereof_o and_o yet_o be_v in_o a_o more_o special_a and_o remarkable_a manner_n present_a in_o the_o hart_n so_o likewise_o god_n be_v very_o present_a in_o all_o thing_n assi_v notwithstanding_o with_o a_o more_o particular_a &_o notable_a presence_n in_o our_o spirit_n for_o this_o cause_n david_n call_v god_n the_o god_n of_o his_o hart_n and_o s._n paul_n say_v that_o we_o live_v we_o move_v and_o we_o be_v in_o god_n in_o consideration_n then_o of_o this_o verity_n stir_v up_o in_o thy_o hart_n a_o great_a reverence_n towards_o thy_o god_n who_o be_v so_o inward_o present_a in_o thy_o soul_n 4._o the_o three_o manner_n of_o presence_n be_v to_o consider_v and_o behold_v our_o bless_a saviour_n who_o 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much_o of_o my_o neighbour_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o have_v do_v i_o have_v not_o receive_v the_o sacrament_n with_o so_o great_a reverence_n as_o i_o ought_v and_o such_o like_a for_o say_v such_o like_a accusation_n thou_o bring_v nothing_o in_o particular_a that_o may_v make_v thy_o confessor_n understand_v the_o estate_n of_o thy_o conscience_n for_o all_o the_o man_n upon_o earth_n and_o all_o the_o saint_n of_o paradise_n may_v say_v the_o self_n same_o with_o all_o truth_n if_o they_o shall_v come_v to_o confession_n consider_v therefore_o what_o particular_a subject_n or_o cause_n thou_o have_v to_o accuse_v thyself_o in_o that_o general_a manner_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v discover_v it_o then_o accuse_v thyself_o of_o that_o default_n simple_o and_o plain_o for_o example_n when_o thou_o accuse_v thyself_o not_o to_o have_v cherish_v thy_o neighbour_n as_o thou_o ought_v to_o have_v do_v peradventure_o because_o have_v see_v some_o poor_a body_n in_o great_a necessity_n who_o thou_o may_v easy_o have_v succour_v and_o comfort_v thou_o do_v neglect_v that_o good_a occasion_n of_o do_v that_o work_n of_o mercy_n well_o then_o in_o this_o case_n accuse_v thyself_o thus_o in_o particular_a have_v see_v a_o poor_a man_n in_o necessity_n i_o do_v not_o assist_v he_o as_o i_o can_v well_o have_v do_v through_o my_o mere_a negligence_n or_o hardness_n of_o hart_n or_o contempt_n or_o ill_a will_n bear_v to_o the_o party_n or_o according_a as_o thou_o know_v the_o occasion_n of_o that_o default_n so_o likewise_o accuse_v not_o thyself_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o pray_v unto_o god_n with_o such_o devotion_n as_o thou_o ought_v but_o if_o thou_o have_v admit_v any_o voluntary_a distraction_n or_o neglect_v to_o take_v convenient_a place_n due_a time_n and_o leisure_n requisite_a for_o attention_n in_o prayer_n accuse_v thyself_o with_o all_o plainness_n and_o simplicity_n of_o that_o particular_a cause_n of_o thy_o default_n not_o allege_v those_o general_a term_n which_o make_v the_o confession_n neither_o hot_a nor_o cold_a 6._o think_v it_o not_o enough_o to_o confess_v thy_o venial_a sin_n but_o accuse_v thyself_o also_o of_o the_o motive_n which_o induce_v thou_o to_o commit_v they_o for_o example_n be_v not_o content_a to_o say_v that_o thou_o have_v lie_v without_o endamage_v any_o person_n but_o declare_v whether_o it_o be_v for_o vainglory_n to_o praise_v or_o to_o excuse_v thyself_o or_o for_o vain_a mirth_n or_o for_o wilful_a stubborness_n if_o thou_o have_v sin_v in_o game_n express_v whether_o it_o be_v for_o greediness_n of_o lucre_n or_o for_o conversation_n and_o company_n sake_n and_o so_o forth_o of_o other_o sin_n manifest_a likewise_o how_o long_o thou_o have_v persevere_v in_o the_o sin_n which_o thou_o confess_v for_o continuance_n of_o time_n be_v a_o circumstance_n noteablie_o increase_a and_o aggravate_v the_o guilt_n of_o the_o sin_n because_o there_o be_v great_a difference_n betwixt_o a_o light_a vanity_n or_o foolery_n that_o present_o be_v give_v over_o and_o lay_v a_o side_n or_o which_o slip_v into_o our_o spirit_n for_o some_o quarter_n of_o a_o hour_n and_o one_o wherein_o our_o hart_n have_v be_v steep_v and_o souse_a for_o two_o or_o three_o day_n we_o must_v then_o confess_v the_o particular_a fact_n the_o motive_n and_o the_o continuance_n of_o our_o sin_n for_o though_o ordinary_o we_o be_v not_o bind_v to_o be_v so_o punctual_a in_o explicate_v our_o venial_a sin_n nay_o we_o be_v not_o absolute_o bind_v to_o confess_v they_o at_o all_o yet_o they_o that_o desire_v to_o cleanse_v and_o purify_v their_o soul_n in_o good_a sort_n the_o better_a to_o attain_v to_o the_o perfection_n of_o true_a devotion_n must_v be_v careful_a to_o manifest_v and_o lay_v open_a to_o their_o spiritual_a physician_n the_o disease_n whereof_o they_o wish_v to_o be_v heal_v be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a 7._o spare_v not_o to_o tell_v plain_o what_o soever_o be_v requisite_a to_o declare_v pure_o the_o quality_n of_o thy_o offence_n as_o the_o cause_n subject_n or_o occasion_n which_o thou_o have_v take_v to_o be_v angry_a or_o to_o support_v and_o maintain_v one_o in_o his_o fault_n for_o example_n a_o certain_a personage_n to_o who_o i_o bear_v no_o like_n at_o all_o by_o chance_n speak_v to_o i_o some_o merry_a word_n in_o jest_n and_o i_o construe_v it_o in_o the_o worsle_v part_n rise_v into_o choler_n for_o it_o whereas_o if_o a_o other_o man_n that_o have_v be_v more_o agreeable_a and_o acceptable_a to_o i_o have_v speak_v a_o shrodder_n word_n i_o shall_v have_v take_v it_o in_o good_a part_n in_o such_o a_o case_n i_o will_v not_o omit_v to_o say_v i_o have_v use_v choleric_a and_o angry_a speech_n against_o a_o certain_a parson_n take_v in_o ill_a part_n at_o his_o hand_n some_o word_n which_o he_o speak_v to_o i_o not_o so_o much_o for_o the_o quality_n of_o the_o word_n in_o themselves_o as_o for_o the_o little_a good_a will_n or_o like_n i_o have_v of_o the_o party_n that_o speak_v they_o and_o if_o it_o be_v moreover_o needful_a to_o express_v the_o very_a angry_a term_n use_v against_o that_o party_n to_o declare_v thyself_o the_o better_a i_o will_v think_v it_o be_v good_a to_o express_v they_o for_o accuse_v thyself_o so_o plain_o and_o clear_o thou_o do_v not_o only_o discover_v the_o fault_n commit_v but_o with_o all_o the_o naughty_a inclination_n custom_n and_o habit_n and_o other_o root_n of_o sin_n so_o that_o by_o this_o mean_v thy_o ghostly_a father_n come_v to_o have_v a_o perfect_a knowledge_n of_o the_o conscience_n which_o he_o deal_v with_o and_o of_o the_o remedy_n most_o convenient_a to_o be_v apply_v unto_o it_o yet_o must_v thou_o always_o procure_v to_o conceal_v the_o three_o person_n who_o have_v be_v partaker_n with_o thou_o in_o the_o offence_n as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a 8._o take_v diligent_a heed_n of_o many_o cowert_a sin_n which_o reign_v so_o secret_o and_o insensiblie_o in_o our_o conscience_n that_o we_o scarce_o perceive_v or_o discover_v they_o and_o that_o thou_o may_v find_v they_o out_o and_o know_v they_o when_o thou_o meet_v with_o they_o read_v attentivelie_o the_o 6._o 27._o 28._o 29._o 33._o &_o 36._o chapter_n of_o the_o three_o part_n and_o the_o 8._o the_o chapter_n of_o the_o 4._o the_o part_n 9_o change_n not_o light_o nor_o easy_o thy_o confessor_n but_o have_v make_v choice_n of_o a_o sufficient_a one_o continue_v constant_o render_v he_o account_v of_o thy_o conscience_n on_o the_o day_n and_o time_n appoint_v open_v to_o he_o free_o and_o plain_o the_o sin_n thou_o have_v commit_v from_o time_n to_o time_n and_o monthly_o or_o from_o two_o month_n to_o two_o month_n tell_v he_o likewise_o the_o estate_n of_o thy_o inclination_n though_o thou_o have_v not_o sin_v by_o they_o as_o whether_o thou_o be_v torment_v with_o sadness_n or_o with_o peevishness_n whether_o thou_o be_v give_v to_o over_o much_o mirth_n or_o desirous_a of_o gain_n or_o such_o like_a inclination_n of_o frequent_v the_o holy_a communion_n chapter_n 20._o 1._o it_o be_v say_v that_o mithridates_n king_n of_o pontus_n have_v invent_v the_o mithridate_n so_o strengthen_v his_o body_n by_o the_o mean_n of_o the_o same_o that_o endeavour_v afterward_o to_o poison_v himself_o so_o to_o avoid_v the_o servitude_n of_o the_o roman_n he_o can_v not_o possible_o do_v it_o our_o bless_a saviour_n have_v institute_v the_o venerable_a sacrament_n of_o the_o eucharist_n which_o contain_v real_o and_o very_o his_o flesh_n and_o his_o blood_n to_o the_o end_n that_o he_o that_o eat_v it_o shall_v live_v eternal_o who_o so_o ever_o then_o shall_v use_v it_o often_o with_o sincere_a devotion_n so_o confirm_v his_o health_n and_o secure_v the_o life_n of_o his_o soul_n that_o it_o be_v all_o most_o impossible_a he_o shall_v be_v empoison_v with_o any_o kind_n of_o naughty_a affection_n one_o can_v be_v nourish_v with_o this_o flesh_n of_o life_n and_o yet_o live_v in_o affection_n of_o death_n man_n dwell_v in_o the_o terrestrial_a paradise_n can_v never_o have_v die_v corporal_o through_o virtue_n of_o the_o tree_n of_o life_n which_o god_n have_v plant_v there_o so_o can_v good_a christian_n in_o the_o church_n of_o god_n die_v spiritual_o through_o the_o efficacy_n of_o this_o sacrament_n of_o life_n if_o the_o tender_a fruit_n that_o be_v and_o most_o subject_a to_o corruption_n as_o cherry_n strawberry_n and_o apricock_n be_v preserve_v easy_o all_o the_o year_n long_o be_v confit_v in_o sugar_n or_o honey_n it_o be_v no_o wonder_n that_o our_o heart_n though_o never_o so_o frail_a and_o feeble_a be_v preserve_v from_o the_o rot_v of_o sin_n when_o they_o be_v candy_v and_o sugar_a with_o the_o incorruptiblie_o flesh_n and_o blood_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n o_o philotheus_n those_o christian_n that_o must_v
the_o pleasure_n and_o delight_n ordain_v and_o command_v in_o marriage_n itself_o for_o though_o it_o be_v lawful_a to_o use_v those_o delight_n which_o be_v necessary_a for_o the_o end_n and_o institution_n of_o matrimony_n yet_o for_o all_o that_o we_o must_v never_o fix_v our_o hart_n thereupon_o 4._o all_o person_n and_o estate_n need_v this_o virtue_n they_o that_o be_v in_o widowhood_n must_v have_v a_o courageous_a and_o strong_a chastity_n to_o avoid_v not_o only_o the_o present_a or_o future_a object_n and_o occasion_n of_o delight_n but_o to_o resist_v the_o imagination_n which_o lawful_a pleasure_n receive_v in_o marriage_n in_o former_a time_n may_v breed_v in_o their_o remembrance_n their_o mind_n therefore_o be_v more_o subject_a to_o unclean_a allurement_n and_o unchaste_a impression_n for_o which_o cause_n s._n augustin_n admire_v the_o purity_n of_o his_o dear_a friend_n alypius_n who_o have_v whole_o despise_v and_o forget_v the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o flesh_n though_o taste_v by_o he_o sometime_o in_o his_o youth_n and_o true_o we_o see_v that_o when_o fruit_n be_v not_o yet_o taint_v with_o rottenness_n they_o may_v be_v well_o preserve_v some_o in_o straw_n some_o in_o sand_n &_o some_o in_o their_o own_o leaf_n but_o be_v once_o taint_v with_o a_o little_a rot_n it_o be_v almost_o impossible_a to_o preserve_v they_o long_o but_o by_o confit_v or_o conserve_n they_o in_o honey_n and_o sugar_n even_o so_o chastity_n which_o be_v not_o yet_o violate_v may_v many_o way_n be_v guard_v and_o keep_v whole_a and_o untouched_a but_o be_v once_o corrupt_v though_o but_o a_o little_a can_v not_o be_v preserve_v but_o by_o a_o excellent_a devotion_n which_o as_o i_o have_v oft_o repeat_v be_v the_o honey_n and_o sugar_n of_o the_o mind_n 5._o virgin_n have_v need_n of_o a_o marvellous_a simple_a and_o tender_a chastity_n not_o suffer_v the_o touch_n of_o any_o thing_n contrary_a to_o their_o cleanness_n but_o to_o bannisbe_fw-mi without_o all_o delay_n from_o their_o very_a thought_n all_o sort_n of_o curious_a conceit_n representation_n or_o remembrance_n of_o carnal_a pleasure_n which_o indeed_o deserve_v not_o that_o man_n shall_v desire_v they_o since_o ass_n and_o swine_n be_v more_o capable_a of_o they_o than_o man_n let_v these_o pure_a and_o lovely-cleane_a soul_n therefore_o never_o doubt_v but_o that_o chastity_n be_v incomparablie_o better_a more_o delightful_a &_o more_o honourable_a than_o any_o pleasure_n contrary_a thereunto_o for_o as_o great_a saint_n hierom_n say_v the_o devil_n endevour_v violent_o to_o force_v virgin_n to_o desire_v the_o trial_n of_o these_o fleshlie_o pleasure_n present_v and_o paint_v they_o to_o their_o thought_n infinitlie_o more_o pleasant_a and_o delicious_a then_o indeed_o they_o be_v which_o many_o time_n trouble_v they_o much_o esteem_v as_o this_o saint_n say_v that_o to_o be_v more_o sweet_a which_o they_o have_v not_o as_o yet_o taste_v for_o as_o the_o little_a butterfly_n see_v the_o flame_n of_o a_o candle_n honer_v curious_o about_o it_o to_o prove_v whether_o it_o be_v as_o sweet_a as_o it_o be_v fair_a and_o force_v with_o this_o fantasy_n cease_v not_o till_o she_o burn_v herself_o to_o death_n â—…ching_v one_o another_o without_o danger_n of_o break_v and_o like_o fruit_n which_o be_v they_o never_o so_o sound_a and_o well-seasoned_n yet_o by_o touch_v one_o another_o be_v taint_v with_o rottenness_n water_n itself_o in_o a_o vessel_n be_v it_o never_o so_o fresh_a be_v once_o touch_v by_o any_o beast_n can_v long_v time_n be_v preserve_v in_o his_o freshness_n never_o suffer_v any_o man_n o_o philothee_n to_o touch_v thou_o uncivil_o either_o for_o mirth_n or_o for_o favour_n for_o though_o peradventure_o chastity_n may_v be_v preserve_v in_o those_o action_n that_o be_v more_o of_o lightness_n then_o of_o malice_n yet_o the_o purity_n and_o flower_n of_o chastity_n receave_v some_o detriment_n &_o loss_n by_o they_o but_o to_o suffer_v thyself_o to_o be_v touch_v dishonest_o by_o any_o be_v the_o utter_a ruin_n and_o overthrow_v of_o chastity_n 3._o chastity_n depend_v of_o the_o soul_n as_o of_o her_o original_a root_n and_o respect_v the_o body_n as_o the_o matter_n about_o which_o she_o work_v this_o be_v the_o cause_n that_o she_o may_v lose_v herself_o by_o all_o the_o exterior_a sense_n of_o the_o body_n and_o by_o the_o temptation_n and_o desire_n of_o the_o soul_n it_o be_v lasciviousness_n to_o behold_v to_o hear_v to_o speak_v to_o smell_v or_o touch_v any_o dishonest_a thing_n when_o the_o soul_n observe_v it_o dally_v in_o it_o and_o take_v delight_n and_o pleasure_n therein_o saint_n paul_n in_o one_o word_n say_v let_v not_o fornication_n be_v so_o much_o as_o once_o name_v among_o you_o the_o bee_n not_o only_o refuse_v to_o touch_v any_o carrion_n but_o hate_v extreme_o and_o therefore_o fly_v hasty_o from_o all_o unsavourie_n smell_v proceed_v from_o it_o the_o sacred_a spouse_n in_o the_o canticle_n be_v say_v to_o have_v her_o hand_n full_a of_o myrrh_n that_o it_o drop_v down_o from_o her_o finger_n and_o myrrh_n preserve_v from_o corruption_n her_o lip_n be_v colour_v with_o a_o blush_a vermillion_a betoken_v modesty_n and_o shamefastness_n in_o word_n her_o eye_n be_v of_o dove_n for_o their_o purity_n she_o wear_v golden_a earing_n as_o never_o dare_v to_o hear_v of_o any_o uncleanness_n her_o nose_n be_v compare_v to_o the_o cedar_n of_o libanus_n that_o be_v incorruptible_a such_o aught_o to_o be_v the_o soul_n of_o christ_n servant_n chaste_a honest_a clean_a in_o hand_n lip_n eye_n ear_n and_o all_o her_o body_n 4._o to_o this_o purpose_n will_v i_o tell_v thou_o what_o the_o ancient_a father_n john_n cassian_n report_v as_o from_o the_o mouth_n of_o saint_n basil_n the_o great_a who_o speak_v of_o himself_o say_v i_o know_v not_o what_o belong_v to_o woman_n yet_o be_o i_o not_o a_o virgin_n for_o true_o chastity_n may_v be_v lose_v as_o many_o way_n as_o there_o be_v kind_n of_o lasciviousness_n and_o fleshlie_o delight_v which_o according_a as_o they_o be_v great_a or_o little_a so_o d_o you_o they_o weaken_v wound_n or_o kill_v it_o out_o right_a there_o be_v certain_a particular_a friendship_n and_o undiscreet_a foolish_a sensual_a passion_n which_o to_o speak_v proper_o do_v not_o violate_v and_o corrupt_v chastity_n but_o yet_o do_v great_o weaken_v it_o and_o stain_v the_o beautiful_a white_a of_o this_o pure_a virtue_n there_o be_v other_o familiarity_n and_o passionate_a friendship_n not_o only_o indiscreet_a but_o vicious_a not_o only_o fond_a but_o dishonest_a with_o all_o not_o only_o sensual_a but_o carnal_a and_o by_o these_o chastity_n be_v at_o least_o sorelie_o hurt_v and_o wound_v i_o say_v at_o the_o least_o wound_a because_o it_o die_v and_o perish_v altogether_o when_o these_o dalliance_n and_o wanton_a action_n do_v cause_n in_o the_o flesh_n the_o uttermost_a effect_n of_o voluptuous_a delight_n for_o than_o it_o be_v lose_v more_o vild_o wicked_o and_o detestablie_o then_o when_o it_o be_v corrupt_v by_o fornication_n by_o adultery_n by_o incest_n since_o these_o latter_a kind_n of_o dishonesty_n be_v only_o sin_n but_o the_o former_a as_o tertuallian_n say_v in_o his_o book_n of_o chastity_n or_o shamefastness_n be_v certain_a monster_n of_o iniquity_n now_o neither_o cassian_n nor_o i_o myself_o thihck_o that_o s._n basils_n word_n be_v to_o be_v understand_v of_o any_o such_o filthy_a disorder_n when_o he_o say_v of_o himself_o that_o he_o be_v no_o virgin_n but_o he_o say_v so_o only_o for_o unchaste_a &_o voluptuous_a thought_n which_o though_o they_o defile_v not_o his_o body_n yet_o do_v they_o contaminat_fw-la his_o soul_n of_o the_o purity_n and_o chasteness_n whereof_o all_o generous_a and_o noble_a spirit_n be_v exceed_o jealous_a 5._o haunt_v not_o the_o company_n of_o unchaste_a person_n principal_o if_o withal_o they_o be_v shameless_a and_o impudent_a as_o for_o the_o most_o part_n they_o be_v for_o as_o the_o he_o goat_n lick_v the_o sweet_a almond_n tree_n with_o their_o tongue_n do_v make_v they_o degenerate_a into_o bitter_a almond_n so_o these_o wanton_a soul_n infect_v with_o the_o stench_n of_o fleshlie_o lust_n do_v scarce_o speak_v to_o any_o of_o either_o sex_n but_o they_o make_v they_o in_o some_o sort_n fall_v from_o the_o cleanness_n of_o their_o chastity_n they_o bear_v poison_n in_o their_o eye_n and_o in_o their_o breath_n like_o basilisk_n but_o contrariwise_o keep_v company_n with_o chaste_a &_o virtuous_a people_n meditate_v &_o read_v often_o holy_a thing_n for_o the_o word_n of_o god_n be_v chaste_a and_o make_v they_o chaste_a that_o delight_n therein_o which_o make_v david_n compare_v it_o to_o the_o topas_n a_o precious_a stone_n who_o property_n be_v to_o assuage_v the_o ardour_n of_o concupiscence_n 6._o keep_v thyself_o always_o near_o and_o close_o to_o jesus_n christ_n crucify_v spiritual_o by_o
never_o judge_v their_o neighbour_n but_o with_o rigour_n and_o bitterness_n such_o man_n have_v great_a need_n of_o the_o help_n of_o some_o spiritual_a physician_n that_o may_v teach_v they_o how_o to_o vanquish_v this_o bitterness_n of_o hart_n which_o because_o it_o be_v natural_a unto_o they_o be_v hardly_o amend_v and_o though_o in_o itself_o it_o be_v no_o sin_n but_o only_o a_o imperfection_n yet_o be_v it_o very_o dangerous_a because_o it_o cause_v this_o vice_n of_o rash_a judgement_n to_o reign_v in_o the_o hart_n other_o some_o judge_n rash_o not_o for_o harshenes_n of_o condition_n but_o of_o mere_a pride_n imagine_v that_o by_o diminish_v and_o suppress_v other_o man_n honour_n they_o advance_v and_o increase_v their_o own_o arrogant_a and_o presumptuous_a spirit_n which_o admire_v themselves_o and_o place_n themselves_o so_o high_a in_o their_o own_o estimation_n that_o they_o hold_v all_o man_n in_o comparison_n of_o they_o to_o be_v abject_a base_a and_o of_o no_o worth_n at_o all_o so_o say_v the_o fond_a pharisee_n in_o the_o gospel_n i_o be_o not_o as_o other_o man_n some_o there_o be_v that_o have_v not_o in_o they_o this_o manifest_a pride_n but_o only_o of_o a_o vain_a complacence_n or_o delight_v which_o they_o have_v in_o their_o own_o excellence_n consider_v other_o man_n imperfection_n to_o taste_v as_o it_o be_v with_o more_o content_n the_o contrary_a perfection_n wherewith_o they_o presume_v themselves_o to_o be_v endow_v this_o self-pleasing_a conceit_n be_v so_o secret_a and_o so_o hard_a to_o be_v perceave_v that_o unless_o one_o have_v great_a insight_n in_o disease_n of_o the_o soul_n he_o can_v not_o discover_v it_o and_o they_o themselves_o that_o be_v sick_a of_o it_o do_v not_o know_v it_o until_o it_o be_v show_v unto_o they_o other_o there_o be_v that_o to_o flatter_v and_o excuse_v themselves_o and_o to_o mitigate_v the_o remorse_n of_o their_o own_o guilty_a conscience_n glad_o judge_v other_o man_n faulty_a in_o the_o same_o vice_n whereunto_o they_o feel_v themselves_o to_o be_v addict_v as_o if_o the_o multitude_n of_o offender_n make_v their_o sin_n less_o to_o be_v blame_v many_o give_v themselves_o to_o judge_v rash_o of_o other_o only_o of_o a_o vain_a pleasure_n which_o they_o take_v to_o discourse_v and_o prognosticate_v other_o man_n humour_n and_o behaveour_n exercise_v their_o wit_n at_o the_o cost_n of_o their_o neighbour_n credit_n and_o good_a name_n and_o if_o by_o mischance_n they_o chance_v to_o giesse_n aright_o in_o their_o judgement_n they_o will_v be_v bold_a thereafter_o in_o like_a judgement_n that_o one_o shall_v very_o hardly_o draw_v they_o from_o this_o folly_n other_o judge_v of_o passion_n thinck_v that_o best_a which_o they_o love_v and_o that_o stark_v naught_o which_o they_o hate_v save_v in_o one_o case_n only_o admirable_a yet_o true_a and_o daily_a experience_a whetin_n the_o excess_n of_o love_n make_v man_n judge_v ill_o of_o that_o which_o thy_o love_n a_o monstrous_a effect_n proceed_v always_o from_o a_o impure_a and_o sensual_a love_n trouble_v and_o sick_a with_o jealousy_n which_o as_o every_o man_n know_v upon_o a_o bare_a look_n upon_o the_o least_o smile_n in_o the_o word_n condemn_v the_o party_n belove_v of_o disloyalty_n or_o adultery_n to_o conclude_v fear_v ambition_n and_o other_o such_o like_a defective_a passion_n and_o disease_n of_o the_o mind_n do_v ordinary_o contribute_v towards_o the_o oree_n of_o suspicion_n and_o rash_a judgement_n 3._o but_o what_o remedy_n do_v we_o prescribe_v to_o this_o disease_n there_o be_v a_o herb_n in_o ethopia_n call_v ophiusa_n the_o ivice_n whereof_o be_v drink_v make_v man_n imagine_v that_o they_o see_v themselves_o all_o environ_v with_o hotrible_a serpent_n so_o they_o that_o have_v swallow_v down_o pride_n envy_n ambition_n &_o hatred_n imagine_v all_o thing_n which_o they_o see_v to_o be_v faulty_a and_o defective_a these_o to_o be_v heal_v must_v drink_v wine_n make_v of_o palm_n and_o these_o other_o must_v drink_v as_o much_o as_o they_o can_v of_o the_o sacred_a wine_n of_o charity_n and_o it_o will_v purge_v they_o of_o these_o naughty_a humour_n which_o cause_n they_o to_o make_v such_o rash_a and_o perverse_a judgement_n charity_n fear_v to_o meet_v with_o evil_n so_o far_o of_o be_v she_o from_o seek_v after_o it_o when_o she_o meet_v with_o it_o she_o turn_v away_o her_o face_n and_o make_v as_o if_o she_o see_v it_o not_o nay_o at_o the_o first_o noise_n of_o evil_a she_o shut_v her_o eye_n that_o she_o may_v not_o see_v it_o &_o afterward_o with_o a_o holy_a simplicity_n believe_v that_o it_o be_v not_o evil_a but_o only_o the_o shadow_n or_o likeness_n of_o evil_a and_o if_o by_o no_o mean_n she_o can_v excuse_v it_o but_o evident_o see_v it_o to_o be_v evil_a she_o turn_v away_o her_o sight_n &_o endevour_v present_o to_o forget_v the_o ugly_a shape_n thereof_o charity_n be_v the_o sovereign_a remedy_n against_o all_o evil_n but_o especial_o against_o this_o all_o thing_n seem_v yealowe_v to_o their_o eye_n that_o be_v sick_a of_o the_o iaunder_n and_o they_o say_v to_o heal_v they_o they_o must_v wear_v the_o herb_n celydonia_n under_o the_o plant_n of_o their_o foot_n the_o sin_n of_o rash_a judgement_n be_v a_o spiritual_a iaunder_n &_o make_v all_o thing_n appear_v reprehensible_a to_o their_o eye_n that_o be_v infect_v therewith_o he_o that_o will_v be_v cure_v of_o it_o must_v apply_v the_o remedy_n not_o to_o his_o eye_n nor_o to_o his_o understanding_n but_o to_o his_o affection_n which_o be_v the_o foot_n of_o the_o soul_n if_o thy_o affection_n be_v mild_a &_o gentle_a such_o will_v thy_o judgement_n of_o thing_n be_v if_o thy_o affection_n be_v charitable_a thy_o judgement_n will_v also_o be_v charitable_a i_o present_v unto_o thou_o three_o admirable_a example_n isaac_n have_v say_v that_o rebecca_n be_v his_o sister_n abimelech_n see_v he_o play_v with_o she_o that_o be_v make_v very_o much_o of_o she_o &_o he_o judge_v persent_o that_o she_o be_v his_o wife_n a_o naughty_a eye_n will_v rather_o have_v judge_v she_o to_o have_v be_v his_o stroumpet_n or_o if_o she_o be_v his_o sister_n that_o he_o have_v be_v incestuous_a but_o abimelech_n follow_v the_o most_o charitable_a opinion_n that_o he_o can_v gather_v of_o such_o a_o action_n we_o must_v always_o do_v the_o like_a my_o philotheus_n as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a in_o censure_v our_o neighbour_n action_n and_o if_o one_o action_n have_v a_o hundred_o face_n we_o shall_v always_o cast_v our_o sight_n upon_o the_o fair_a our_o lady_n be_v great_a with_o child_n and_o s._n joseph_n perceave_v it_o well_o enough_o but_o because_o on_o the_o other_o side_n he_o see_v she_o to_o be_v pure_a holy_a and_o of_o a_o angelical_a life_n he_o can_v not_o believe_v that_o she_o come_v to_o be_v with_o child_n otherwise_o then_o become_v her_o sainctitie_n in_o so_o much_o that_o he_o resolve_v to_o forsake_v she_o secret_o and_o leave_v the_o 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either_o sin_n or_o damage_n to_o let_v his_o word_n pass_v without_o contradict_v they_o and_o by_o this_o mean_n a_o man_n may_v be_v sure_a to_o escape_v all_o quarrel_n and_o debate_n but_o when_o necessity_n constrain_v to_o oppose_v thy_o opinion_n against_o another_o man_n use_v mildness_n wariness_n and_o dexterity_n not_o seek_v to_o vex_v his_o spirit_n who_o thou_o gainsayest_n nor_o to_o confound_v he_o for_o nothing_o be_v gain_v by_o sharp_a reprehension_n or_o too_o much_o stomach_n in_o contradict_v 4._o the_o ancient_a sage_n high_o commend_v they_o that_o speak_v little_a which_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v not_o of_o they_o that_o speak_v few_o word_n but_o of_o they_o that_o use_v not_o many_o needless_a and_o unprofitable_a word_n for_o in_o this_o matter_n of_o talk_n we_o regard_v not_o so_o much_o the_o quantity_n as_o the_o quality_n and_o in_o my_o opinion_n we_o ought_v for_o to_o fly_v both_o extreme_n for_o to_o show_v one_o self_n a_o grave_n profound_a 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save_v only_o by_o continual_a fidelity_n and_o loyalty_n towards_o his_o majesty_n 2._o what_o temptation_n so_o ever_o then_o do_v arrive_v unto_o thou_o and_o what_o delight_n so_o ever_o ensue_v of_o that_o temptation_n so_o long_o as_o thy_o will_n refuse_v to_o give_v her_o consent_n both_o to_o the_o tentation_n and_o to_o the_o delight_n follow_v it_o trouble_v not_o thyself_o god_n be_v not_o offend_v with_o thou_o when_o one_o fall_v into_o asound_a so_o that_o there_o appear_v no_o more_o sign_n of_o life_n in_o he_o man_n usual_o lay_v their_o hand_n on_o his_o hart_n and_o at_o the_o least_o motion_n that_o they_o feel_v in_o his_o hart_n they_o judge_v he_o yet_o to_o retain_v life_n and_o by_o some_o precious_a liquor_n or_o restorative_n make_v he_o come_v again_o to_o himself_o and_o recall_v he_o to_o his_o sense_n and_o feeling_n so_o do_v it_o chance_n when_o through_o the_o violence_n of_o tentation_n our_o soul_n seem_v as_o it_o be_v fall_v into_o a_o sound_n and_o into_o a_o utter_a decay_n of_o all_o her_o spiritual_a force_n life_n and_o motion_n but_o if_o we_o will_v know_v in_o what_o state_n she_o be_v let_v we_o lay_v our_o hand_n on_o our_o hart_n let_v we_o consider_v if_o the_o hart_n and_o will_v do_v yet_o retain_v their_o spiritual_a motion_n that_o be_v if_o they_o do_v their_o endeour_n to_o refuse_v all_o consent_n to_o the_o tentation_n and_o delight_n thereof_o for_o so_o long_o as_o this_o motion_n of_o refusal_n be_v with_o in_o our_o hart_n we_o may_v be_v assure_v that_o charity_n the_o life_n of_o our_o soul_n remain_v yet_o in_o we_o and_o that_o jesus_n christ_n our_o saviour_n be_v there_o present_a though_o hide_a and_o secret_o so_o that_o by_o virtue_n of_o continual_a prayer_n and_o use_v of_o the_o sacrament_n and_o of_o confidence_n in_o god_n grace_n we_o shall_v recover_v our_o force_n and_o live_v a_o sound_n healthy_a and_o delectable_a life_n how_o tentation_n and_o delectation_n may_v be_v sin_n chapter_n 6._o 1._o the_o princess_n of_o who_o we_o speak_v right_o now_o can_v not_o hinder_v the_o dishonest_a demand_n make_v unto_o she_o because_o as_o we_o presuppose_v it_o come_v to_o she_o unaware_o and_o against_o her_o will_n but_o if_o on_o the_o other_o side_n she_o shall_v by_o some_o wanton_a glance_n give_v occasion_n to_o be_v request_v by_o those_o secret_a or_o careless_a token_n declare_v herself_o not_o unwilling_a of_o render_v love_n to_o he_o that_o shall_v court_v she_o then_o doubtless_o be_v she_o culpable_a of_o the_o message_n itself_o and_o though_o she_o show_v herself_o never_o so_o quaint_a and_o coy_a she_o shall_v for_o all_o that_o deserve_v blame_n and_o punishment_n so_o chance_v it_o many_o time_n that_o the_o very_a tentation_n itself_o be_v a_o sin_n in_o we_o because_o we_o ourselves_o willing_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o it_o for_o example_n i_o know_v that_o in_o game_n i_o fall_v easy_o to_o rage_n &_o blasphemy_n &_o that_o game_n be_v to_o i_o as_o it_o be_v a_o tentation_n to_o those_o sin_n i_o sin_v therefore_o as_o often_o and_o as_o many_o time_n as_o i_o play_v at_o that_o game_n and_o be_o guilty_a of_o the_o tentation_n which_o thence_o arise_v again_o if_o i_o know_v certain_o that_o such_o a_o conversation_n be_v ordinary_a a_o cause_n of_o tentation_n and_o fall_n unto_o i_o and_o yet_o notwithstanding_o do_v willing_o go_v to_o it_o i_o be_o accessary_a to_o all_o the_o tentation_n which_o do_v ensue_v from_o thence_o 2._o when_o the_o delight_n which_o proceed_v from_o the_o tentation_n may_v be_v avoid_v it_o be_v always_o sin_n to_o receive_v it_o according_a as_o the_o pleasure_n which_o we_o receive_v and_o as_o the_o consent_n which_o we_o give_v unto_o it_o be_v great_a or_o little_a long_o or_o short_a in_o durance_n so_o it_o
all_o this_o sweetness_n tenderness_n and_o consolation_n separate_v our_o affection_n from_o it_o as_o much_o as_o we_o can_v protest_v that_o albeit_o we_o receive_v these_o favour_n humble_o and_o love_n and_o esteem_v they_o because_o god_n send_v they_o to_o we_o as_o it_o be_v dish_n and_o dainty_n from_o his_o own_o table_n to_o provoke_v we_o the_o more_o to_o his_o love_n yet_o it_o be_v not_o those_o delight_n that_o we_o seek_v and_o desire_v but_o god_n himself_o and_o his_o perfect_a love_n not_o the_o comfort_n but_o the_o comforter_n not_o the_o sweetness_n but_o the_o sweet_a saviour_n that_o give_v they_o not_o that_o tenderness_n of_o delight_n but_o he_o that_o be_v the_o delight_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o in_o this_o affectuous_a abrenunciation_n of_o these_o delight_n we_o must_v dispose_v ourselves_o to_o persevere_v constant_a and_o firm_a in_o the_o holy_a love_n of_o god_n though_o in_o all_o our_o life_n long_o we_o shall_v not_o taste_v one_o dram_n of_o consolation_n and_o procure_v unfeigned_o to_o say_v as_o well_o upon_o the_o mount_n of_o caluary_n as_o on_o the_o mount_n of_o tabor_n o_o lord_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o to_o be_v with_o thou_o be_v thou_o in_o torment_n upon_o thy_o cross_n or_o be_v thou_o in_o glory_n in_o heaven_n 6._o to_o conclude_v i_o advertise_v thou_o that_o if_o thou_o shall_v chance_v to_o feel_v any_o extraordinary_a abundance_n of_o such_o consolation_n tenderness_n sweetness_n devout_a tear_n or_o some_o unwoonted_a thing_n that_o then_o thou_o confer_v it_o faithful_o with_o thy_o spiritual_a conductour_n that_o be_v may_v teach_v thou_o how_o to_o moderate_v and_o behave_v thyself_o therein_o for_o it_o be_v write_v have_v thou_o find_v honey_n eat_v of_o it_o but_o as_o much_o as_o be_v sufficient_a of_o dryness_n and_o barrenness_n in_o our_o spiritual_a exercise_n chapter_n 14._o 1._o thus_o then_o must_v thou_o behave_v thyself_o as_o i_o have_v now_o describe_v in_o time_n of_o spiritual_a comfort_n but_o alas_o philotheus_n this_o fair_a weather_n will_v not_o last_v always_o and_o the_o time_n will_v come_v when_o thou_o shall_v be_v so_o destitute_a and_o deprive_v of_o all_o feel_n of_o this_o devotion_n that_o thy_o soul_n will_v seem_v unto_o thou_o a_o fruictlesse_a and_o barren_a field_n or_o a_o desert_a wilderness_n in_o which_o there_o appeer_v neither_o cawsee_a nor_o pathway_n to_o find_v god_n nor_o any_o dew_n of_o grace_n to_o moisten_v and_o water_v it_o through_o excessive_a driene_n which_o threaten_v to_o reduce_v she_o altogether_o to_o dust_n alas_o the_o poor_a soul_n in_o this_o case_n deserve_v compassion_n and_o especial_o when_o this_o desolation_n be_v vehement_a for_o at_o that_o time_n like_o holy_a david_n she_o feed_v herself_o with_o sad_a tear_n night_n and_o day_n mean_v while_o the_o enemy_n by_o a_o thousand_o suggestion_n endeavour_n to_o drive_v she_o to_o despair_v and_o mock_v she_o bitter_o say_v in_o derision_n wretch_n where_o be_v thy_o god_n now_o in_o thy_o distress_n by_o what_o mean_n will_v thou_o find_v he_o out_o who_o shall_v ever_o be_v able_a to_o restore_v thou_o the_o joy_n of_o his_o grace_n 2._o and_o what_o will_v thou_o do_v at_o that_o time_n philotheus_n consider_v from_o what_o cause_n so_o great_a a_o misery_n proceed_v for_o oft_o time_n we_o ourselves_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o our_o own_o drienne_n and_o desolation_n in_o the_o exercise_n of_o the_o spirit_n 1._o as_o a_o careful_a mother_n deny_v to_o give_v sugar_n to_o her_o child_n when_o she_o see_v he_o trouble_v with_o the_o worm_n so_o god_n take_v away_o his_o consolation_n from_o we_o when_o we_o take_v some_o vain_a self-pleasing_a in_o they_o and_o be_v subject_a to_o the_o worm_n of_o overweening_a to_o self-conceipt_n and_o opinion_n of_o our_o own_o good_a progress_n in_o devotion_n o_o my_o god_n say_v the_o psalmist_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o that_o thou_o have_v humble_v i_o yes_o in_o deed_n it_o be_v very_o profitable_a for_o i_o for_o before_o i_o be_v humble_v i_o do_v offend_v thou_o 2._o when_o we_o neglect_v to_o gather_v the_o sweetness_n and_o deliciousness_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o due_a time_n then_o in_o punishment_n of_o our_o slothfullnesse_n he_o absent_v his_o delight_n from_o us._n the_o israelite_n in_o the_o desert_n that_o gather_v not_o manna_n early_o in_o the_o morning_n can_v not_o find_v any_o after_o the_o sunrising_a for_o than_o be_v it_o all_o melt_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o the_o sun_n 3._o we_o be_v also_o sometime_o lay_v in_o the_o bed_n of_o sensual_a contentment_n and_o transitory_a comfort_n as_o the_o sacred_a spouse_n be_v in_o the_o canticle_n come_v i_o the_o bridegroom_n and_o knock_v at_o the_o door_n of_o our_o hart_n and_o inspire_v we_o to_o return_v to_o our_o spiritual_a exercise_n but_o we_o play_v the_o niggardly_a chapman_n with_o he_o for_o it_o anger_v we_o to_o leave_v of_o our_o toy_n and_o to_o separate_v ourselves_o from_o our_o false_a delight_n for_o this_o cause_n the_o true_a lover_n of_o our_o soul_n go_v his_o way_n from_o we_o and_o let_v we_o lie_v as_o we_o listen_v but_o afterward_o when_o we_o will_v fain_o find_v he_o out_o we_o have_v much_o a_o do_v to_o meet_v with_o he_o and_z deserve_o because_o we_o be_v so_o uncourteous_a and_o faithless_a unto_o his_o love_n as_o to_o refuse_v to_o follow_v our_o exercise_n for_o his_o love_n and_o to_o choose_v to_o follow_v worldly_a vanity_n ah_o then_o as_o yet_o thou_o have_v some_o of_o the_o bran_n of_o egypt_n remain_v thou_o shall_v then_o have_v not_o a_o jot_n of_o the_o heavenly_a manna_n bee_n detest_v all_o kind_n of_o artificial_a odour_n and_o the_o sweetness_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n can_v agree_v with_o the_o sophisticated_a delight_n of_o the_o world_n 4._o the_o double_a deal_n and_o slight_n which_o thou_o use_v in_o confession_n and_o spiritual_a communication_n with_o the_o conductour_n and_o master_n of_o thy_o soul_n many_o time_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o this_o drought_n and_o barrenness_n for_o if_o thou_o lie_v to_o the_o holy_a ghost_n no_o marvel_n if_o he_o withdraw_v his_o consolation_n from_o thou_o thou_o will_v not_o be_v simple_a plain_a and_o without_o guile_n as_o a_o little_a child_n be_v thou_o shall_v not_o then_o enjoy_v these_o spiritnall_a comfit_n give_v only_o to_o god_n little_a child_n 5._o thou_o be_v fill_v and_o glut_v with_o worldly_a contentment_n no_o wonder_n then_o if_o spiritual_a delight_n come_v not_o to_o thy_o table_n or_o have_v no_o good_a taste_n in_o thy_o mouth_n dove_n already_o fill_v say_v the_o ancient_a proverb_n do_v think_v cherry_n bitter_a he_o which_o fill_v the_o hungry_a with_o good_a thing_n say_v our_o bless_a lady_n and_o send_v the_o rich_a away_o empty_a they_o that_o be_v rich_a of_o worldly_a vanity_n be_v not_o capable_a of_o spiritual_a treasure_n 6._o have_v thou_o conserve_v well_o and_o careful_o the_o fruit_n of_o consolation_n already_o receive_v then_o shall_v thou_o receive_v more_o store_n again_o for_o to_o he_o that_o have_v more_o shaloe_n give_v and_o he_o that_o have_v not_o negligent_o lose_v that_o which_o he_o receive_v even_o that_o he_o have_v shall_v be_v take_v away_o from_o he_o he_o shall_v be_v deprive_v of_o the_o favour_n and_o grace_n which_o be_v prepare_v for_o he_o if_o he_o have_v use_v well_o the_o former_a the_o rain_n quicken_v they_o plant_n that_o be_v green_a but_o from_o they_o that_o be_v not_o green_a it_o take_v away_o altogether_o all_o likely_a hood_n of_o life_n &_o growth_n for_o it_o rot_v they_o whole_o 3._o for_o many_o such_o cause_n do_v we_o loose_v comfort_n in_o devotion_n and_o fall_v into_o barrenness_n and_o drienes_n of_o spirit_n let_v we_o then_o examine_v our_o conscience_n and_o see_v whether_o we_o can_v find_v in_o we_o such_o faulty_a cause_n as_o these_o but_o note_n philotheus_n that_o this_o examination_n be_v not_o to_o be_v make_v with_o unquietness_n of_o mind_n or_o overmuch_o curiosity_n but_o after_o thou_o have_v faithful_o consider_v thy_o go_v awry_o in_o this_o respect_n if_o thou_o find_v the_o cause_n of_o the_o evil_a in_o thyself_o give_v god_n thanck_n for_o the_o harm_n be_v half_o heal_v who_o cause_n be_v discover_v if_o on_o the_o other_o side_n thou_o find_v our_o no_z cause_n in_o particular_a which_o may_v seem_v unto_o thou_o to_o have_v occasion_v this_o desolation_n busy_a not_o thyself_o about_o any_o more_o curious_a search_n for_o it_o but_o with_o all_o simplicity_n without_o examine_v any_o more_o particularity_n do_v this_o which_o i_o will_v tell_v thou_o 4._o first_o of_o all_o humble_a thyself_o reverent_o before_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n acknowledge_v thy_o misery_n thy_o frailty_n the_o nothing_o that_o thou_o be_v in_o thyself_o