a_o treatise_n of_o humility_n publish_v by_o e._n d._n parson_n sequester_v 1_o pet._n 5._o ver_fw-la 5._o be_v clothe_v with_o humility_n for_o god_n resist_v the_o proud_a and_o give_v grace_n to_o the_o humble_a london_n print_v for_o thomas_n johnson_n at_o the_o golden_a key_n in_o s._n paul_n churchyard_n 1654._o to_o the_o reader_n in_o every_o age_n and_o nation_n the_o sin_n that_o provoke_v god_n to_o wrath_n be_v many_o and_o the_o seer_n or_o remembrancer_n so_o be_v god_n minister_n call_v and_o so_o they_o be_v do_v sigh_n and_o mourn_v for_o they_o yea_o and_o forewarn_v and_o cry_v out_o against_o they_o as_o in_o ezek._n 9.4_o the_o sin_n of_o this_o our_o age_n and_o nation_n which_o have_v provoke_v the_o lord_n our_o god_n to_o pour_v out_o the_o vial_n of_o his_o wrath_n upon_o we_o though_o not_o easy_o number_v or_o name_v yet_o that_o one_o only_a sin_n of_o pride_n be_v so_o high_a so_o presumptuous_a and_o so_o general_a that_o even_o for_o this_o sin_n alone_o all_o the_o judgement_n which_o we_o have_v already_o feel_v or_o do_v hereafter_o fear_v be_v most_o due_a and_o just_a bless_a be_v the_o lord_n our_o god_n who_o have_v hitherto_o in_o mercy_n as_o a_o father_n chastise_v we_o for_o our_o amendment_n and_o not_o in_o fury_n as_o a_o judge_n utter_o consume_v we_o and_o as_o we_o acknowledge_v his_o justice_n and_o mercy_n in_o punish_v we_o so_o we_o take_v notice_n of_o his_o wisdom_n in_o choose_v such_o instrument_n to_o punish_v we_o man_n of_o mean_a and_o low_a rank_n and_o of_o common_a part_n and_o ability_n by_o these_o he_o do_v admonish_v all_o the_o honourable_a valiant_a learned_a and_o wise_a man_n of_o this_o nation_n &_o as_o it_o be_v write_v our_o sin_n in_o the_o character_n of_o our_o punishment_n and_o in_o the_o low_a condition_n of_o these_o instrument_n of_o his_o anger_n and_o displeasure_n the_o rod_n of_o his_o wrath_n he_o will_v abate_v and_o punish_v our_o great_a pride_n as_o remembrancer_n we_o have_v a_o double_a office_n on_o which_o we_o attend_v the_o one_o to_o call_v and_o cry_v unto_o god_n night_n and_o day_n with_o humble_a prayer_n and_o tear_n to_o be_v merciful_a to_o his_o people_n and_o to_o spare_v those_o which_o he_o have_v redeem_v with_o his_o precious_a blood_n and_o not_o to_o be_v angry_a with_o they_o for_o ever_o the_o other_o to_o call_v and_o cry_v unto_o the_o whole_a nation_n the_o proud_a and_o bold_a punisher_n with_o their_o vizour_n or_o form_n of_o godliness_n as_o well_o as_o the_o punish_v to_o humble_v themselves_o to_o repent_v to_o fast_o weep_v and_o mourn_v for_o our_o many_o and_o great_a wickedness_n especial_o for_o our_o pride_n it_o may_v please_v god_n that_o by_o his_o blessing_n this_o little_a book_n may_v prove_v as_o a_o sovereign_a poultice_n or_o medicine_n to_o assuage_v the_o swell_a tumour_n of_o pride_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o all_o they_o that_o will_v humble_v themselves_o so_o far_o as_o to_o read_v it_o david_n stone_n and_o sling_v which_o slay_v proud_a goliath_n and_o by_o that_o mean_n overthrow_v the_o pride_n and_o gallantry_n of_o a_o great_a army_n give_v some_o encouragement_n to_o i_o that_o even_o the_o pride_n of_o the_o army_n of_o the_o city_n of_o the_o whole_a nation_n may_v be_v in_o some_o measure_n lessen_v and_o abate_v by_o this_o small_a book_n wherein_o the_o reader_n will_v find_v all_o the_o kind_n and_o degree_n of_o our_o pride_n plain_o describe_v sad_o lament_v sharp_o reprove_v &_o thereby_o the_o necessity_n and_o excellency_n of_o the_o heavenly_a grace_n and_o sweet_a virtue_n of_o humility_n affectionate_o persuade_v unto_o and_o commend_v the_o god_n of_o power_n wisdom_n and_o mercy_n vouchsafe_v to_o give_v his_o blessing_n to_o this_o weak_a mean_n as_o pray_v thou_o in_o christ_n jesus_n w._n b._n the_o content_n chap._n i._o of_o the_o excellency_n of_o the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n and_o of_o the_o need_n we_o have_v thereof_o page_n 1_o chap._n ii_o that_o humility_n be_v the_o foundation_n of_o all_o virtue_n page_n 6_o chap._n iii_o wherein_o it_o be_v declare_v more_o particular_o how_o humility_n be_v the_o foundation_n of_o all_o virtue_n and_o this_o be_v do_v by_o discourse_v of_o the_o chief_a of_o they_o page_n 10_o chap._n four_o of_o the_o particular_a necessity_n which_o they_o have_v of_o this_o virtue_n who_o profess_v to_o procure_v the_o salvation_n of_o their_o neighbour_n soul_n page_n 17_o chap._n v._o of_o the_o first_o degree_n of_o humility_n which_o be_v for_o a_o man_n to_o think_v mean_o of_o himself_o page_n 32_o chap._n vi_o of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o a_o man_n self_n which_o be_v the_o root_n and_o the_o necessary_a and_o only_a mean_n for_o the_o obtain_n of_o humility_n page_n 36_o chap._n vii_o of_o a_o most_o principal_a mean_n for_o a_o man_n know_v himself_o and_o obtain_v humility_n which_o be_v the_o consideration_n of_o his_o sin_n page_n 41_o chap._n viii_o how_o we_o be_v to_o exercise_v ourselves_o in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o what_o we_o be_v that_o so_o we_o may_v not_o be_v deject_v or_o dismay_v page_n 46_o chap._n ix_o of_o the_o great_a benefit_n and_o profit_n which_o grow_v by_o this_o exercise_n of_o a_o man_n know_v himself_o page_n 52_o chap._n x._o that_o the_o knowledge_n of_o one_o self_n do_v not_o cause_n dismay_v but_o rather_o give_v courage_n and_o strength_n page_n 58_o chap._n xi_o of_o other_o great_a benefit_n and_o advantage_n which_o grow_v by_o the_o exercise_n of_o a_o man_n knowledge_n of_o himself_o page_n 62_o chap._n xii_o how_o much_o it_o concern_v we_o to_o be_v exercise_v in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o page_n 65_o chap._n xiii_o of_o the_o second_o degree_n of_o humility_n and_o here_o it_o be_v declare_v wherein_o this_o degree_n consist_v page_n 74_o chap._n fourteen_o of_o some_o degree_n and_o step_n whereby_o a_o man_n may_v rise_v to_o the_o perfection_n of_o this_o second_o degree_n of_o humility_n page_n 82_o chap._n xv._o of_o the_o four_o step_n which_o be_v to_o desire_v to_o be_v disesteem_v and_o despise_v and_o to_o be_v glad_a thereof_o page_n 89_o chap._n xvi_o that_o the_o perfection_n of_o humility_n and_o of_o all_o other_o virtue_n consist_v in_o perform_v the_o act_n thereof_o with_o delight_n and_o cheerfulness_n and_o how_o much_o this_o import_v towards_o our_o perseverance_n in_o virtue_n page_n 93_o chap._n xvii_o of_o some_o mean_n for_o the_o obtain_n of_o this_o second_o degree_n of_o humility_n and_o particular_o of_o the_o example_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n page_n 98_o chap._n xviii_o of_o some_o humane_a consideration_n &_o reason_n whereby_o we_o be_v to_o help_v ourselves_o for_o be_v humble_a page_n 104_o chap._n xix_o of_o other_o humane_a reason_n which_o will_v help_v we_o to_o be_v humble_a page_n 109_o chap._n xx._n that_o the_o certain_a way_n for_o a_o man_n to_o be_v value_v and_o esteem_v even_o by_o man_n be_v to_o give_v himself_o to_o virtue_n and_o humility_n page_n 116_o chap._n xxi_o that_o humility_n be_v the_o mean_n to_o obtain_v inward_a peace_n of_o mind_n and_o that_o without_o it_o this_o can_v be_v have_v page_n 123_o chap._n xxii_o of_o another_o kind_n of_o mean_n more_o efficacious_a for_o the_o obtain_v the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n which_o be_v the_o exercise_n thereof_o page_n 132_o chap._n xxiii_o that_o we_o must_v take_v heed_n of_o speak_v any_o such_o word_n as_o may_v redound_v to_o our_o own_o praise_n page_n 141_o chap._n xxiv_o in_o what_o manner_n we_o be_v to_o make_v a_o particular_a examination_n of_o our_o conscience_n concern_v the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n page_n 146_o chap._n xxv_o how_o it_o may_v be_v compatible_a with_o humility_n to_o be_v willing_a to_o be_v account_v of_o and_o esteem_v by_o man_n page_n 157_o chap._n xxvi_o of_o the_o three_o degree_n of_o humility_n page_n 166_o chap._n xxvii_o it_o be_v declare_v wherein_o the_o three_o degree_n of_o humility_n consist_v page_n 174_o chap._n xxviii_o the_o foresay_a truth_n be_v more_o declare_v page_n 179_o chap._n xxix_o the_o three_o degree_n of_o humility_n be_v further_o declare_v and_o how_o it_o grow_v from_o thence_o that_o the_o true_a humble_a man_n esteem_v himself_o to_o be_v the_o least_o and_o worst_a of_o all_o page_n 184_o chap._n xxx_o how_o good_a and_o holy_a man_n may_v with_o truth_n esteem_v themselves_o less_o than_o other_o yea_o and_o affirm_v themselves_o to_o be_v the_o great_a sinner_n of_o the_o world_n page_n 192_o chap._n xxxi_o that_o this_o three_o degree_n of_o humility_n be_v a_o good_a mean_n to_o overcome_v all_o temptation_n and_o to_o obtain_v the_o perfection_n of_o all_o the_o virtue_n page_n 202_o chap._n xxxii_o that_o humility_n be_v not_o contrary_a to_o magnanimity_n but_o rather_o
very_a gibbet_n which_o he_o have_v cause_v to_o be_v provide_v for_o mardochaeus_n this_o be_v the_o pay_n which_o the_o world_n be_v wont_a to_o give_v to_o such_o as_o serve_v it_o and_o now_o let_v we_o consider_v from_o whence_o all_o this_o catastrophe_n grow_v because_o forsooth_o mardochaeus_n will_v not_o rise_v up_o and_o do_v he_o reverence_v when_o he_o pass_v by_o for_o such_o a_o foolery_n as_o this_o be_v able_a to_o keep_v proud_a man_n so_o unquiet_a and_o restless_a that_o they_o shall_v ever_o be_v wound_v by_o it_o and_o make_v sad_a at_o the_o heart_n and_o so_o we_o see_v it_o at_o this_o day_n in_o worldly_a man_n and_o so_o much_o more_o do_v we_o see_v it_o as_o the_o man_n be_v in_o more_o eminent_a place_n for_o all_o such_o thing_n as_o these_o be_v as_o so_o many_o needle_n point_n to_o they_o which_o gall_n and_o transpeirce_v they_o from_o side_n to_o side_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o sharp_a lance_n which_o they_o can_v feel_v nor_o do_v they_o ever_o want_v their_o part_n of_o this_o how_o much_o soever_o they_o be_v extol_v and_o whatsoever_o they_o possess_v but_o they_o ever_o have_v their_o heart_n as_o bitter_a as_o gall_v and_o they_o ever_o walk_v up_o and_o down_o the_o world_n with_o perpetual_a unquietnes_n and_o want_v of_o rest_n from_o hence_o we_o may_v understand_v another_o particular_a which_o we_o experiment_n very_o often_o namely_o that_o although_o it_o be_v true_a that_o there_o be_v a_o sickness_n of_o melancholy_n yet_o many_o time_n it_o happen_v that_o a_o man_n be_v melancholy_a and_o sad_a be_v not_o the_o humour_n of_o melancholy_n or_o any_o corporal_a infirmity_n but_o it_o be_v the_o very_a humour_n of_o pride_n which_o be_v a_o sickness_n of_o the_o soul_n you_o be_v melancholy_a and_o sad_a because_o you_o be_v forget_v and_o cast_v aside_o into_o some_o corner_n and_o because_o they_o make_v no_o account_n of_o you_o you_o be_v melancholy_a and_o sad_a because_o you_o perform_v not_o such_o or_o such_o a_o thing_n with_o so_o much_o credit_n and_o reputation_n as_o you_o fancy_v to_o yourself_o but_o rather_o you_o conceive_v that_o you_o be_v disgrace_v the_o business_n prove_v not_o as_o you_o desire_v that_o sermon_n that_o disputation_n those_o conclusion_n but_o you_o rather_o think_v that_o you_o have_v lose_v opinion_n and_o credit_n by_o it_o and_o therefore_o you_o be_v melancholy_a and_o sad_a yea_o and_o when_o you_o be_v to_o do_v any_o of_o these_o public_a thing_n thevery_a fear_n of_o the_o success_n and_o whether_o you_o shall_v gain_v or_o loose_a honour_n by_o it_o make_v you_o afflict_v and_o grieve_v these_o be_v some_o of_o those_o thing_n which_o make_v the_o prond_n man_n melancholy_a and_o sad_a but_o now_o the_o humble_a of_o heart_n who_o desire_v no_o honour_n or_o estimation_n and_o content_v himself_o with_o a_o mean_a place_n be_v free_a from_o all_o this_o restlessness_n and_o disquiet_v and_o enjoy_v great_a peace_n according_a to_o the_o word_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n from_o who_o that_o saint_n take_v this_o say_n of_o he_o if_o there_o be_v peace_n in_o this_o world_n the_o humble_a of_o heart_n possess_v it_o and_o therefore_o though_o there_o be_v no_o way_n of_o spirit_n or_o perfection_n to_o be_v look_v after_o but_o only_o our_o own_o interest_n and_o the_o keep_v our_o heart_n in_o peace_n and_o quietness_n even_o for_o this_o and_o this_o alone_a we_o be_v to_o procure_v humility_n for_o thus_o we_o shall_v come_v to_o live_v whereas_o the_o other_o be_v but_o to_o lead_v a_o kind_n of_o die_a life_n saint_n augustine_n to_o this_o purpose_n recount_v a_o certain_a thing_n of_o himself_o whereby_o he_o say_v that_o our_o lord_n give_v he_o to_o understand_v the_o blindness_n and_o misery_n wherein_o he_o be_v as_o i_o go_v one_o day_n say_v he_o full_a of_o affliction_n and_o care_n in_o thought_n of_o a_o certain_a oration_n which_o i_o be_v to_o recite_v before_o the_o emperor_n in_o his_o praise_n whereof_o the_o great_a part_n be_v to_o be_v false_a and_o myself_o procure_v to_o be_v praise_v for_o my_o pain_n even_o by_o they_o who_o know_v that_o it_o will_v be_v false_a that_o man_n may_v see_v how_o far_o the_o vanity_n and_o folly_n and_o madness_n of_o the_o world_n extend_v itself_o as_o i_o go_v i_o say_v with_o much_o thought_n hereof_o and_o be_v full_a of_o trouble_n and_o care_n how_o the_o business_n may_v succeed_v and_o have_v as_o it_o be_v even_o a_o kind_n of_o fever_n upon_o i_o of_o consume_a thought_n it_o happen_v that_o in_o one_o of_o the_o street_n of_o milan_n there_o be_v a_o poor_a beggar_n who_o after_o he_o have_v get_v well_o to_o eat_v and_o drink_v be_v play_v trick_n and_o take_v his_o pleasure_n and_o in_o fine_a be_v very_o merry_a and_o jolly_a but_o when_o i_o see_v this_o i_o fall_v to_o sigh_v and_o represent_v to_o my_o friend_n who_o be_v present_a there_o to_o what_o misery_n our_o madness_n have_v make_v we_o subject_a since_o in_o all_o our_o trouble_n and_o namely_o in_o those_o wherein_o we_o find_v ourselves_o at_o that_o time_n carry_v a_o great_a burden_n of_o infelicity_n upon_o our_o back_n and_o be_v wound_v with_o the_o vexation_n of_o a_o thousand_o inordinate_a appetite_n and_o daily_o add_v one_o burden_n to_o another_o we_o do_v not_o so_o much_o as_o procure_v to_o seek_v any_o other_o thing_n than_o only_o some_o secure_a kind_n of_o contentment_n and_o joy_n wherein_o that_o poor_a beggar_n have_v outstripped_n we_o already_o who_o perhaps_o shall_v never_o be_v able_a to_o overtake_v he_o therein_o for_o that_o which_o he_o have_v now_o obtain_v by_o mean_n of_o a_o little_a alm_n namely_o the_o joy_n of_o temporal_a felicity_n i_o still_o go_v seek_v and_o hunt_v out_o with_o so_o much_o solicitude_n and_o care_n it_o be_v true_a say_v saint_n augustine_n that_o the_o poor_a man_n have_v no_o true_a joy_n but_o it_o be_v also_o true_a that_o the_o contentment_n which_o i_o seek_v be_v more_o false_a than_o this_o and_o in_o fine_a he_o then_o be_v merry_a and_o i_o say_v he_o be_v secure_a and_o i_o full_a of_o care_n and_o fear_n and_o if_o any_o man_n shall_v ask_v i_o now_o whether_o i_o have_v rather_o be_v glad_a or_o grieve_a i_o shall_v quick_o make_v answer_n that_o i_o have_v rather_o be_v glad_a and_o if_o he_o shall_v ask_v i_o yet_o again_o whether_o i_o have_v rather_o be_v that_o beggar_n or_o myself_o i_o shall_v then_o rather_o choose_v to_o be_v myself_o though_o i_o be_v then_o full_a of_o affliction_n but_o yet_o for_o aught_o i_o know_v i_o shall_v have_v no_o reason_n to_o make_v this_o choice_n for_o i_o ask_v what_o cause_n i_o can_v allege_v for_o my_o being_n more_o learned_a give_v i_o then_o no_o contentment_n at_o all_o but_o only_o desire_v to_o give_v contentment_n to_o other_o by_o my_o knowledge_n and_o yet_o that_o not_o by_o way_n of_o instruct_v they_o but_o without_o doubt_n say_v he_o that_o poor_a man_n be_v more_o happy_a than_o i_o not_o only_o because_o he_o be_v merry_a and_o jolly_a when_o i_o be_v full_a of_o cogiration_n and_o care_n which_o draw_v even_o my_o very_a bowel_n out_o of_o my_o body_n but_o because_o he_o have_v get_v his_o wine_n by_o lawful_a mean_n whereas_o i_o be_v hunt_v after_o vain_a glory_n by_o the_o way_n of_o tell_v lie_v chap._n xxii_o of_o another_o kind_n of_o mean_n more_o efficatious_a for_o the_o obtain_v the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n which_o be_v the_o exercise_n thereof_o we_o have_v already_o speak_v of_o the_o first_o kind_n of_o mean_n which_o be_v usual_o assign_v for_o the_o obtain_n of_o virtue_n which_o be_v certain_a reason_n and_o consideration_n both_o divine_a and_o humane_a but_o yet_o the_o inclination_n which_o we_o have_v to_o this_o vice_n of_o pride_n be_v so_o very_o great_a by_o reason_n that_o the_o desire_n of_o divinity_n eritis_fw-la sicut_fw-la dii_o remain_v so_o root_v in_o our_o heart_n from_o our_o first_o parent_n that_o no_o consideration_n at_o all_o be_v 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wretched_a creature_n that_o i_o be_o saint_n john_n baptist_n be_v sanctify_v in_o his_o mother_n womb_n and_o yet_o notwithstanding_o all_o that_o be_v continual_o exercise_v about_o repentance_n and_o i_o have_v commit_v so_o many_o defect_n and_o have_v never_o lament_v they_o no_o nor_o even_o consider_v they_o as_o they_o deserve_v with_o this_o the_o devil_n not_o like_v to_o endure_v so_o great_a humility_n on_o the_o one_o side_n nor_o so_o great_a confidence_n in_o the_o other_o as_o we_o may_v imagine_v say_v thus_o to_o she_o be_v thou_o accurse_v and_o he_o also_o who_o have_v teach_v thou_o this_o for_o i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o make_v entrance_n here_o since_o if_o i_o abase_v thou_o by_o confusion_n thou_o raise_v thyself_o up_o as_o high_a as_o heaven_n by_o the_o considetation_n of_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o if_o i_o raise_v thou_o up_o towards_o presumption_n thou_o abase_v thyself_o by_o the_o consideration_n of_o thy_o sin_n as_o low_a as_o hell_n by_o way_n of_o humility_n now_o after_o this_o very_a manner_n be_v we_o to_o use_v this_o exercise_n and_o so_o shall_v we_o on_o the_o one_o side_n be_v full_a of_o circumspection_n and_o fear_v and_o on_o the_o other_o full_a of_o courage_n and_o joy_n fearful_a in_o regard_n of_o ourselves_o and_o joyful_a through_o our_o hope_n in_o god_n these_o be_v those_o two_o lesson_n which_o god_n give_v daily_o to_o his_o elect_a the_o one_o to_o make_v they_o see_v their_o defect_n and_o the_o other_o to_o make_v they_o see_v the_o goodness_n of_o god_n who_o take_v they_o from_o we_o with_o so_o much_o love_n chap._n ix_o of_o the_o great_a benefit_n and_o profit_n which_o grow_v by_o this_o exercise_n of_o a_o man_n know_v himself_o to_o the_o end_n haâ—_n we_o may_v yet_o be_v more_o animate_v to_o this_o exercise_n of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o we_o will_v go_v on_o declare_v some_o great_a benefit_n and_o advantage_n which_o be_v contain_v therein_o one_o of_o the_o chief_n 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he_o who_o make_v you_o lose_v eternal_a glory_n and_o deserve_v hell_n for_o even_o him_z who_o wrought_v you_o so_o much_o hurt_v and_o still_o persist_v in_o do_v it_o do_v you_o not_o think_v that_o you_o have_v cause_n to_o detest_v well_o now_o this_o person_n be_v yourself_o a_o opposite_a and_o enemy_n of_o god_n a_o opposite_a and_o enemy_n of_o your_o own_o salvation_n chap._n x._o that_o the_o knowledge_n of_o one_o self_n do_v not_o cause_n dismay_v but_o rather_o give_v conrage_v and_o strength_n there_o be_v another_o great_a benefit_n which_o grow_v from_o the_o exercise_n of_o know_v a_o man_n self_n that_o not_o only_o it_o cause_v no_o dismay_n or_o base_a fear_n as_o perhaps_o some_o may_v doubt_v but_o rather_o a_o great_a heart_n and_o courage_n towards_o all_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v good_a and_o the_o reason_n of_o this_o be_v that_o when_o a_o man_n know_v himself_o he_o see_v that_o here_o be_v no_o colour_n why_o he_o shall_v rely_v upon_o himself_o but_o 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confidence_n in_o himself_o and_o in_o his_o own_o diligence_n and_o mean_n he_o be_v forsake_v by_o almighty_a god_n this_o say_v saint_n basil_n be_v the_o cause_n why_o when_o we_o desire_v to_o make_v our_o prayer_n best_o and_o to_o have_v most_o devotion_n in_o certain_a principal_a time_n and_o occasion_n it_o sal_n out_o many_o time_n that_o we_o have_v less_o because_o we_o put_v our_o confidence_n in_o our_o own_o mean_n and_o in_o our_o own_o diligence_n and_o preparation_n and_o at_o other_o time_n we_o be_v prevent_v with_o great_a benediction_n and_o sweetness_n when_o we_o look_v for_o they_o least_o to_o the_o end_n that_o we_o may_v know_v that_o this_o be_v a_o effect_n of_o the_o grace_n and_o mercy_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o of_o no_o diligence_n or_o merit_n of_o we_o so_o that_o a_o man_n know_v his_o misery_n and_o frailty_n cause_v no_o cowardice_n or_o dismay_v but_o rather_o give_v courage_n and_o strength_n in_o regard_n that_o it_o make_v he_o distrust_v himself_o and_o place_n all_o his_o confidence_n in_o god_n and_o this_o be_v also_o that_o which_o â—e_a apostle_n say_v when_o i_o be_o weak_a then_o be_o i_o strong_a 2_o cor._n 12.10_o that_o be_v when_o i_o be_o humble_v than_o i_o be_o exalt_v for_o thus_o do_v hoth_a saint_n augustine_n and_o saint_n ambrose_n declare_v it_o when_o i_o humble_a and_o abase_v myself_o and_o know_v that_o i_o be_o good_a for_o nothing_o then_o be_o i_o exalt_v and_o raise_v up_o whilst_o i_o know_v and_o see_v my_o infirmity_n and_o misery_n fasten_v myself_o upon_o god_n i_o find_v myself_o more_o strong_a and_o more_o full_a of_o courage_n for_o he_o be_v all_o my_o confidence_n and_o strength_n hereby_o you_o may_v understand_v that_o it_o be_v not_o humility_n nor_o any_o thing_n which_o spring_v from_o thence_o when_o there_o come_v to_o we_o sometime_o certain_a dismay_v and_o dejection_n concern_v our_o little_a progress_n in_o grace_n and_o when_o we_o fear_v that_o we_o shall_v never_o 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yet_o will_v i_o hope_v in_o god_n psal_n 27._o though_o i_o walk_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o very_a shadow_n of_o death_n and_o arrive_v even_o at_o the_o very_a gate_n of_o hell_n yet_o my_o heart_n shall_v not_o fear_v because_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v with_o i_o psal_n 23._o with_o what_o variety_n of_o word_n do_v the_o holy_a prophet_n express_v the_o self_n same_o thing_n and_o indeed_o we_o have_v the_o psalm_n full_a of_o this_o to_o signify_v the_o abundance_n of_o pious_a affection_n and_o of_o the_o confidence_n which_o he_o have_v and_o which_o we_o ought_v to_o have_v in_o god_n in_o my_o god_n i_o will_v pass_v over_o a_o wall_n how_o high_a soever_o it_o may_v be_v nothing_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o put_v itself_o between_o i_o and_o home_n god_n can_v conquer_v giant_n by_o grasshopper_n in_o my_o god_n i_o will_v tread_v lion_n and_o dragon_n under_o my_o foot_n by_o the_o grace_n and_o favour_n of_o our_o lord_n we_o shall_v be_v strong_a he_o teach_v my_o hand_n to_o fight_v and_o my_o arm_n shall_v break_v even_o a_o bow_n of_o steel_n chap_n xi_o of_o other_o great_a benefit_n and_o advantage_n which_o grow_v by_o the_o exercise_n of_o a_o man_n knowledge_n of_o himself_o one_o of_o the_o principal_a mean_n which_o for_o our_o part_n we_o be_v able_a to_o employ_v to_o the_o end_n that_o our_o lord_n may_v show_v we_o favour_n and_o communicate_v great_a grace_n and_o gift_n to_o we_o be_v that_o we_o humble_v ourselves_o and_o know_v our_o own_o frailty_n and_o misery_n and_o so_o say_v the_o apostle_n st._n paul_n i_o will_v glad_o glory_v in_o my_o infirmity_n and_o weakness_n that_o so_o the_o power_n of_o christ_n may_v dwell_v in_o i_o and_o st._n ambrose_n upon_o those_o word_n i_o be_o please_v in_o my_o infirmity_n say_v if_o a_o christian_a be_v to_o glory_n it_o be_v to_o be_v in_o his_o own_o poverty_n and_o misery_n whereby_o he_o may_v increase_v and_o prosper_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n st._n augustine_n bring_v that_o of_o the_o prophet_n to_o this_o purpose_n thou_o o_o god_n send_v a_o gracious_a rain_n upon_o thy_o inheritance_n and_o refresh_v it_o when_o it_o be_v weary_a when_o think_v you_o that_o god_n will_v give_v the_o voluntary_a and_o sweet_a rain_n of_o his_o gift_n and_o grace_n to_o his_o inheritance_n which_o be_v the_o soul_n of_o man_n when_o the_o same_o soul_n shall_v understand_v she_o own_o infirmity_n and_o misery_n then_o will_v he_o perfect_v it_o and_o the_o voluntary_a and_o sweet_a shower_n of_o his_o gift_n and_o grace_n shall_v fall_v down_o upon_o it_o and_o as_o here_o among_o we_o the_o more_o our_o poor_a beggar_n discover_v their_o wretchedness_n and_o their_o sore_n to_o