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never_o lie_v quiet_a that_o have_v not_o learned_a to_o set_v light_n by_o other_o causeless_a ill_a conceit_n 5._o they_o that_o set_v too_o high_a a_o price_n upon_o themselves_o where_o other_o will_v not_o come_v up_o to_o their_o price_n they_o be_v discontent_v 6._o those_o who_o condition_n be_v above_o their_o worth_n and_o their_o pride_n above_o their_o condition_n shall_v never_o want_v forrow_o yet_o we_o must_v maintain_v our_o authority_n in_o our_o place_n for_o that_o be_v god_n and_o not_o we_o and_o we_o ought_v ro_o carry_v ourselves_o so_o as_o that_o we_o may_v approve_v ourselves_o to_o their_o conscience_n though_o we_o can_v have_v their_o good_a word_n 7._o one_o end_n why_o god_n suffer_v the_o soul_n to_o tire_v and_o beat_v itself_o be_v that_o find_v no_o rest_n in_o itself_o it_o may_v seek_v to_o god_n 8._o a_o man_n can_v be_v in_o no_o condition_n wherein_o god_n be_v at_o a_o loss_n if_o comfort_n be_v want_v he_o can_v create_v comfort_n not_o only_o 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himself_o in_o god_n bosom_n 23._o in_o prosperity_n fear_v god_n in_o adversity_n love_n god_n 24._o pray_v will_n make_v thou_o leave_v sin_v or_o sin_v make_v thou_o leave_v pray_v 25._o our_o weakness_n and_o inability_n break_v not_o the_o bond_n of_o our_o duty_n 26._o no_o sin_n but_o be_v easy_a keep_v out_o than_o cast_v out_o 27._o what_o we_o be_v afraid_a to_o do_v before_o man_n we_o shall_v be_v afraid_a to_o think_v before_o god_n 28._o nature_n vex_v and_o nature_n arm_v soon_o discover_v itself_o 29._o they_o that_o retain_v the_o memory_n of_o mercy_n seldom_o lose_v the_o sight_n of_o mercy_n 30._o what_o unthankfulness_n be_v this_o to_o think_v upon_o two_o or_o three_o cross_n so_o as_o to_o forget_v a_o hundred_o blessing_n what_o folly_n be_v it_o to_o darken_v our_o spirit_n and_o to_o indispose_v ourselves_o to_o the_o take_n or_o do_v of_o good_a 31._o a_o limb_n out_o of_o joint_n can_v do_v nothing_o without_o deformity_n and_o pain_n dejection_n take_v off_o the_o wheel_n of_o the_o soul_n joy_n be_v as_o oil_n to_o the_o soul_n it_o make_v duty_n come_v off_o cheerful_o from_o ourselves_o please_v to_o other_o and_o acceptable_a to_o god_n 32._o let_v we_o go_v on_o to_o add_v grace_n unto_o grace_n a_o grow_a christian_n be_v always_o a_o comsortable_a christian_a the_o oil_n of_o grace_n will_v bring_v forth_o the_o oil_n of_o gladness_n 33._o melancholy_n person_n be_v thing_n that_o seem_v black_a and_o dark_a to_o themselves_o their_o soul_n be_v as_o it_o be_v dead-black_a whatsoever_o come_v to_o a_o melancholy_a person_n come_v in_o a_o dark_a way_n to_o his_o soul_n 34._o in_o all_o grievance_n let_v we_o look_v to_o something_o that_o may_v comfort_v we_o as_o well_o as_o discourage_v we_o let_v we_o look_v as_o well_o to_o what_o we_o enjoy_v as_o to_o what_o we_o want_v as_o in_o prosperity_n god_n mingle_v some_o cross_n to_o diet_v we_o so_o in_o all_o cross_n there_o be_v some_o thing_n to_o comsort_v we_o as_o 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imprimatur_fw-la sept._n 14._o 1678._o georg_n thorp_n reverend_a in_o christo_fw-la patri_fw-la &_o d._n dom._n gulielmo_n archiep_n cant_n a_o sacris_fw-la domesticis_fw-la the_o godly_a man_n delight_n or_o a_o family_n guide_n to_o piety_n contain_v direction_n to_o a_o holy_a life_n with_o certain_a christian_a dialogue_n also_o prayer_n &_o meditation_n upon_o several_a occasion_n josua_n amalek_n aaron_n moses_n christ_n hur_z josua_n and_o his_o family_n john_n in_o the_o isle_n of_o patmos_n paul_n hezekiah_n jâ—â—â—â—â—â—_n the_o meaning_n of_o the_o frontispiece_n reader_n this_o emblem_n dark_o do_v foretell_v the_o way_n preserve_v we_o from_o the_o jaw_n of_o hell_n piety_n that_o narrow_a way_n that_o lead_v to_o heaven_n prayer_n the_o conduct_n plain_n and_o make_v it_o even_o and_o though_o the_o one_o side_n be_v water_v the_o other_o flame_n yea_o though_o the_o hill_n be_v steep_a yet_o prayer_n sustain_v and_o help_v we_o to_o endure_v gibbet_n and_o fire_n and_o 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always_o before_o your_o eye_n question_v with_o yourselves_o how_o you_o shall_v answer_v any_o thing_n you_o do_v when_o call_v before_o the_o great_a tribunal_n of_o the_o most_o high_a god_n whether_o it_o be_v neither_o the_o cause_n to_o incur_v his_o displeasure_n or_o wound_v your_o soul_n and_o conscience_n and_o this_o we_o find_v holy_a david_n in_o the_o practice_n of_o psal_n 26_o 8._o i_o have_v set_v the_o lord_n always_o before_o i_o we_o find_v job_n in_o this_o same_o practice_n job_n 31.14_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v when_o god_n rise_v up_o or_o when_o he_o visit_v what_o shall_v i_o answer_v he_o we_o find_v joseph_n make_v use_n of_o this_o engine_n to_o resist_v the_o devil_n in_o the_o temptation_n of_o his_o mistress_n how_o shall_v i_o do_v this_o great_a evil_n and_o sin_n against_o god_n gen._n 39.9_o we_o find_v these_o three_o worthy_n always_o upon_o their_o watch_n with_o this_o javelin_n and_o indeed_o it_o be_v the_o reason_n many_o time_n why_o man_n run_v into_o so_o many_o wicked_a and_o diabolical_a practice_n and_o so_o help_v forward_o the_o devil_n design_n and_o temptation_n and_o congratulate_v the_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n because_o they_o do_v not_o either_o right_o conceive_v what_o god_n be_v or_o else_o not_o set_v he_o before_o their_o eye_n 3._o let_v morning_n and_o evening_n sacrifice_n of_o prayer_n and_o praise_n be_v offer_v up_o unto_o god_n occasion_n to_o which_o purpose_n we_o have_v compose_v a_o few_o short_a prayer_n for_o every_o day_n in_o the_o week_n and_o also_o for_o other_o occasion_n ps_n 92.1_o 2._o beware_v to_o be_v find_v prayerless_a family_n that_o call_v not_o on_o god_n name_n for_o why_o shall_v there_o be_v wrath_n upon_o your_o family_n jer._n 10.25_o o_o miserable_a family_n that_o be_v without_o god_n in_o the_o world_n that_o be_v without_o family_n prayer_n what_o have_v you_o so_o many_o family_n want_v family_n sin_n family_n mercy_n every_o day_n every_o moment_n and_o no_o family_n prayer_n what_o be_v it_o to_o pray_v with_o all_o prayer_n and_o supplication_n to_o have_v no_o prayer_n beware_v to_o say_v i_o have_v no_o time_n what_o have_v thou_o all_o thy_o time_n for_o have_v thou_o it_o on_o purpose_n to_o serve_v thy_o god_n and_o be_v careful_a for_o nothing_o less_o than_o to_o serve_v and_o glorify_v he_o in_o it_o o_o beware_v of_o this_o have_v god_n command_v to_o pray_v continual_o or_o without_o cease_v that_o be_v always_o to_o be_v in_o a_o pray_a frame_n and_o be_v thou_o no_o more_o solicitous_a to_o obey_v god_n command_n in_o a_o word_n prayer_n be_v the_o procurer_n of_o all_o our_o mercy_n jer._n 29.12_o 2_o sam._n 7.2_o 9_o it_o will_v be_v very_o requisite_a that_o some_o preparation_n be_v make_v 1._o it_o will_v be_v of_o great_a use_n to_o examine_v how_o you_o have_v spend_v your_o time_n if_o at_o night_n how_o you_o have_v walk_v with_o god_n if_o in_o the_o morning_n how_o kind_a god_n have_v be_v unto_o you_o in_o keep_v you_o from_o all_o spiritual_a and_o corporal_a enemy_n and_o consider_v far_o how_o god_n may_v have_v throw_v you_o into_o hell_n i_o remember_v i_o have_v read_v concern_v a_o heathen_a that_o use_v every_o night_n to_o set_v a_o hour_n time_n apart_o to_o examine_v himself_o how_o he_o have_v spend_v the_o antecede_a day_n and_o to_o beg_v of_o the_o god_n to_o pardon_v both_o his_o misspend_v time_n and_o entreat_v for_o a_o supply_n of_o his_o want_n and_o shall_v a_o heathen_a shame_n those_o that_o profess_v to_o be_v the_o soldier_n of_o christ_n consider_v what_o mercy_n you_o have_v receive_v or_o what_o you_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o most_o and_o let_v the_o vital_n of_o your_o soul_n be_v most_o for_o that_o only_o let_v it_o be_v with_o a_o holy_a submission_n to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o and_o for_o all_o thing_n especial_o in_o temporal_n or_o in_o thing_n conduce_v to_o the_o body_n 4._o when_o thou_o appear_v before_o god_n let_v it_o be_v with_o a_o elate_v 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miserable_a condition_n into_o which_o he_o be_v fall_v and_o that_o he_o may_v be_v bring_v into_o a_o near_a union_n and_o communion_n with_o god_n by_o that_o hypostatical_a union_n in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o be_v there_o not_o matter_n of_o admire_v both_o the_o infinite_a wisdom_n and_o power_n of_o god_n in_o his_o great_a work_n and_o contrivance_n yea_o that_o that_o may_v carry_v a_o soul_n out_o of_o itself_o as_o it_o be_v by_o admire_v he_o in_o this_o very_a work_n 5._o never_o come_v unto_o god_n but_o upon_o the_o account_n of_o the_o precious_a death_n and_o suffering_n of_o a_o crucify_a saviour_n lay_v aside_o all_o thy_o own_o righteousness_n as_o a_o menstruous_a cloth_n and_o as_o filthy_a rag_n consider_v that_o he_o that_o come_v unto_o christ_n that_o be_v believe_o what_o he_o ask_v he_o will_v do_v it_o witness_v that_o gracious_a promise_n in_o john_n 14.13_o and_o john_n 15.16_o and_o joh._n 16.23_o 24_o 26._o do_v all_o in_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n 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