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to_o kindle_v o_o desire_n of_o my_o soul_n thou_o know_v my_o tribulation_n my_o thought_n lie_v naked_a in_o thy_o sight_n thou_o see_v how_o for_o thou_o my_o heart_n sorrow_v my_o breast_n sigh_v my_o eye_n weep_v my_o body_n faint_v and_o my_o soul_n languish_v and_o wherefore_o tarie_v thou_o wherefore_o do_v thou_o prolong_v my_o longing_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o martyr_v i_o with_o delay_n why_o suffer_v thou_o i_o thus_o long_o to_o be_v vex_v be_v the_o cause_n hereof_o in_o thou_o or_o be_v it_o in_o myself_o be_v thy_o mercy_n spend_v be_v thy_o love_a kindness_n at_o a_o end_n will_v thou_o no_o more_o be_v entreat_v by_o sinner_n or_o be_o i_o only_o cancel_v out_o of_o thy_o conceit_n no_o no_o i_o do_v not_o so_o feelinglie_o want_v thou_o i_o do_v not_o so_o ardent_o desire_v thou_o as_o my_o case_n require_v verily_o the_o cause_n be_v in_o myself_o and_o not_o in_o thou_o there_o be_v some_o trespass_n in_o my_o tear_n my_o sorrow_n be_v season_v with_o some_o sin_n thou_o see_v some_o cause_n for_o which_o i_o can_v see_v thou_o else_o will_v thou_o not_o thus_o estrange_v thyself_o else_o thus_o thou_o will_v not_o give_v i_o over_o i_o be_o rather_o unworthy_a to_o entertain_v thou_o than_o thou_o unwilling_a to_o come_v unto_o i_o well_o then_o i_o will_v still_o stir_v up_o the_o coal_n of_o my_o dull_a devotion_n i_o will_v heap_v on_o more_o fuel_n i_o will_v not_o cease_v blow_v until_o it_o rise_v to_o a_o full_a and_o constant_a flame_n i_o will_v not_o entreat_v only_o but_o i_o will_v importune_v thou_o i_o will_v wrestle_v with_o thou_o as_o jacob_n do_v with_o the_o angel_n i_o will_v not_o let_v thou_o go_v until_o thou_o bless_v i_o verse_n four_o turn_v thou_o o_o lord_n and_o deliver_v my_o soul_n oh_o save_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n 1_o a_o prayer_n 2_o the_o pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n how_o unprofitable_a they_o be_v 3_o the_o great_a distance_n between_o god_n and_o a_o sinner_n 4_o how_o bring_v together_o 5_o how_o 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sea_n of_o sin_n i_o feel_v how_o fast_o it_o sink_v how_o violent_o it_o be_v swallow_v i_o have_v greedy_o grasp_v at_o the_o float_a comfort_n of_o this_o life_n but_o i_o find_v no_o stay_n in_o they_o i_o find_v they_o rather_o pester_v then_o relieve_v i_o i_o find_v they_o like_o a_o flash_n of_o lightning_n in_o a_o dark_a stormy_a night_n which_o serve_v to_o show_v the_o present_a infelicity_n and_o to_o increase_v the_o horror_n of_o ensue_a darkness_n and_o therefore_o do_v i_o now_o strain_n out_o my_o voice_n and_o stretch_v forth_o my_o hand_n unto_o thou_o for_o help_v glad_o will_v i_o turn_v to_o thou_o but_o i_o be_o not_o able_a for_o there_o be_v so_o great_a a_o distance_n between_o a_o sinner_n and_o thou_o that_o by_o his_o own_o force_n he_o can_v return_v and_o come_v near_o thou_o depart_v from_o thou_o and_o adhere_v to_o evil_a of_o ourselves_o we_o may_v but_o we_o can_v forsake_v evil_a and_o turn_n to_o thou_o but_o by_o thy_o special_a power_n no_o man_n by_o his_o proper_a virtue_n be_v able_a to_o save_v and_o consequent_o to_o justify_v himself_o thy_o grace_n must_v always_o prevent_v he_o thou_o must_v first_o call_v he_o before_o he_o be_v able_a to_o call_v upon_o thou_o 3_o the_o beginning_n of_o our_o conversion_n must_v be_v from_o thou_o from_o thy_o prevent_n and_o incite_v grace_n and_o therefore_o turn_v to_o i_o and_o then_o shall_v i_o be_v turn_v to_o thou_o turn_v unto_o i_o not_o by_o any_o change_n in_o thyself_o for_o thou_o be_v immutable_a but_o turn_v to_o i_o by_o thy_o goodness_n and_o grace_n and_o i_o will_v turn_v to_o thou_o by_o repentance_n and_o amendment_n of_o life_n oh_o how_o grievous_a be_v it_o to_o be_v separate_v and_o estrange_v from_o thou_o what_o good_a can_v comfort_v what_o evil_n will_v not_o annoy_v when_o thou_o be_v turn_v away_o thou_o be_v the_o rock_n of_o my_o faint_a faith_n 13.24_o the_o anchor_n of_o my_o waver_a hope_n the_o centre_n of_o my_o languish_a desire_n and_o love_n in_o thou_o i_o trust_v upon_o thou_o i_o rely_v i_o be_o so_o earnest_a in_o desire_v thou_o that_o i_o neither_o desire_v nor_o almost_o think_v upon_o any_o other_o thing_n but_o where_o be_v thou_o in_o what_o cloud_n do_v thou_o hide_v thyself_o what_o mean_v thou_o to_o suspend_v thy_o comfort_n so_o long_o to_o punish_v my_o desire_n so_o much_o with_o delay_n wherefore_o hide_v thou_o thy_o face_n and_o take_v i_o for_o thy_o enemy_n albeit_o thou_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o yet_o will_v not_o i_o have_v thou_o depart_v from_o i_o i_o have_v rather_o enjoy_v thou_o angry_a than_o not_o at_o all_o 71.9_o because_o thou_o be_v most_o extreme_o angry_a when_o thou_o turn_v from_o us._n when_o thou_o be_v angry_a and_o present_a than_o do_v thou_o instruct_v we_o then_o reform_v we_o but_o when_o thou_o turn_v from_o we_o than_o thou_o give_v we_o over_o than_o thou_o leave_v we_o to_o innumerable_a and_o unavoidable_a evil_n albeit_o my_o friend_n forsake_v i_o albeit_o my_o enemy_n persecute_v i_o albeit_o all_o the_o society_n of_o man_n and_o of_o devil_n tumult_n against_o i_o yet_o do_v not_o thou_o forsake_v i_o do_v not_o thou_o depart_v from_o i_o 9.12_o for_o woe_n to_o they_o from_o who_o thou_o departe_v but_o take_v heed_n o_o trouble_a soul_n and_o consider_v well_o what_o thou_o require_v of_o the_o lord_n be_v not_o thou_o a_o sinner_n 10.6_o a_o grievous_a sinner_n be_v not_o god_n a_o searcher_n of_o sin_n a_o grievous_a punisher_n of_o grievous_a sin_n do_v thou_o not_o pray_v to_o he_o to_o turn_v away_o his_o face_n from_o thy_o sin_n 13_o do_v not_o holy_a job_n say_v where_o shall_v i_o hide_v i_o from_o thy_o countenance_n because_o i_o have_v sin_v and_o will_v thou_o have_v he_o turn_v his_o face_n to_o thou_o be_v a_o most_o heinous_a sinner_n yes_o yes_o i_o know_v well_o enough_o what_o i_o desire_v i_o know_v that_o god_n have_v more_o face_n than_o one_o 33.20_o he_o have_v a_o face_n of_o majesty_n which_o no_o man_n can_v see_v and_o live_v this_o face_n i_o can_v see_v he_o have_v a_o face_n of_o justice_n 33.5_o this_o face_n i_o will_v not_o see_v it_o be_v terrible_a to_o sinner_n this_o face_n be_v upon_o they_o who_o do_v evil_a to_o destroy_v their_o memorial_n from_o the_o earth_n but_o he_o have_v another_o face_n of_o compassion_n and_o mercy_n and_o this_o face_n be_v like_o the_o sun_n exceed_v full_a both_o of_o beauty_n and_o of_o virtue_n this_o face_n he_o hide_v from_o sinner_n this_o face_n i_o desire_v to_o be_v display_v upon_o i_o be_v it_o never_o so_o cloudy_a never_o so_o angry_a the_o anger_n of_o this_o face_n be_v to_o make_v sinner_n pure_a 6.25_o lord_n make_v this_o face_n to_o shine_v upon_o i_o and_o be_v merciful_a to_o i_o lord_n this_o face_n do_v i_o seek_v 27.9.10_o oh_o hide_v not_o thou_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o nor_o cast_v away_o thy_o servant_n in_o displeasure_n come_v come_v gracious_a lord_n withhold_v no_o long_o o_o water_n of_o life_n o_o shower_n of_o our_o salvation_n distil_v into_o i_o one_o drop_n of_o thy_o dew_n see_v i_o be_o nothing_o without_o thou_o let_v i_o taste_v the_o benefit_n of_o be_v thou_o i_o desire_v thou_o and_o not_o thou_o for_o thyself_o not_o for_o thy_o gift_n i_o desire_v thou_o only_o not_o thou_o for_o any_o thing_n nothing_o for_o thou_o nothing_o with_o thou_o nothing_o beside_o thou_o come_v deliver_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o chain_n of_o sin_n wherewith_o i_o be_o bind_v to_o satisfy_v the_o rigour_n of_o thy_o justice_n by_o eternal_a death_n and_o damnation_n deliver_v i_o from_o long_a custom_n
wickedness_n shall_v have_v no_o opportunity_n to_o undermine_v my_o weakness_n if_o a_o building_n be_v weak_a and_o the_o wall_n decline_v a_o small_a force_n be_v sufficient_a to_o prostrate_v it_o to_o the_o ground_n but_o our_o weak_a nature_n detort_v from_o original_a justice_n and_o much_o impair_v by_o frequency_n of_o sin_n be_v always_o prone_a and_o enclinable_a to_o evil_a the_o imagination_n of_o man_n heart_n be_v evil_a even_o from_o his_o youth_n 8.21_o and_o therefore_o i_o will_v avoid_v all_o outward_a occasion_n that_o may_v attract_v i_o to_o evil_n among_o which_o familiar_a converse_v with_o evil_a man_n be_v the_o chief_a 18.25_o for_o if_o two_o contrary_n be_v apply_v together_o the_o strong_a must_n necessary_o destroy_v the_o weak_a but_o as_o we_o be_v more_o enclinable_a to_o vice_n then_o to_o virtue_n so_o vice_n be_v more_o strong_a in_o the_o wicked_a than_o virtue_n in_o the_o good_a whereby_o it_o follow_v that_o the_o society_n of_o evil_a man_n be_v most_o dangerous_a to_o the_o good_a and_o that_o as_o a_o hundred_o sound_a man_n shall_v soon_o take_v the_o plague_n from_o one_o infect_a person_n 10._o than_o he_o recover_v his_o health_n by_o they_o so_o the_o good_a be_v more_o often_o pervert_v by_o the_o wicked_a than_o the_o wicked_a convert_v by_o the_o good_a for_o this_o cause_n god_n love_v nor_o to_o see_v his_o child_n among_o the_o wicked_a for_o this_o cause_n he_o command_v his_o people_n that_o they_o shall_v not_o join_v in_o marriage_n with_o the_o gentile_n exo._n 34._o for_o this_o cause_n also_o he_o command_v they_o to_o destroy_v the_o inhabitant_n of_o the_o country_n which_o they_o be_v to_o possess_v lest_o by_o society_n in_o their_o conversation_n 105._o they_o shall_v be_v draw_v into_o society_n of_o their_o sin_n as_o afterward_o they_o be_v indeed_o elihu_n marvel_v at_o job_n 2._o and_o the_o apostle_n at_o the_o philippian_n that_o among_o the_o wicked_a they_o can_v live_v well_o lot_z who_o live_v in_o sodom_n 19_o need_v the_o hand_n of_o a_o angel_n to_o draw_v he_o forth_o saint_n peter_n be_v in_o the_o company_n of_o the_o other_o apostle_n confess_v the_o lord_n to_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n but_o deny_v he_o in_o caiphas_n house_n when_o he_o stand_v among_o the_o wicked_a by_o the_o fire_n 26._o god_n command_v that_o no_o man_n shall_v touch_v any_o creature_n that_o be_v unclean_a 15._o and_o that_o whosoever_o touch_v a_o dead_a body_n he_o shall_v be_v unclean_a but_o no_o creature_n be_v so_o unclean_a as_o a_o sinner_n no_o death_n be_v like_a to_o the_o death_n of_o sin_n and_o therefore_o i_o will_v avoid_v wicked_a man_n as_o the_o most_o unclean_a of_o live_a creature_n and_o the_o most_o loathsome_a of_o those_o that_o be_v dead_a i_o will_v not_o regard_v either_o kindred_n or_o kind_a acquaintance_n malum_fw-la i_o will_v esteem_v all_o the_o wicked_a alike_o i_o will_v cast_v off_o my_o near_a friend_n i_o will_v pull_v out_o my_o eye_n i_o will_v cut_v off_o my_o hand_n rather_o than_o they_o shall_v draw_v i_o to_o evil_n i_o will_v rather_o live_v in_o desert_n and_o cave_n 26._o rather_o with_o dragon_n and_o viper_n 13._o then_o in_o the_o society_n of_o those_o that_o be_v evil_a i_o will_v not_o touch_v these_o pitchy_a companion_n i_o will_v not_o in_o the_o least_o matter_n have_v to_o deal_v with_o they_o if_o a_o small_a rupture_n in_o a_o bank_n be_v not_o timely_a stop_v it_o will_v wear_v great_a and_o all_o the_o valley_n will_v be_v surrownd_v thereby_o 14._o of_o the_o seed_n of_o a_o serpent_n come_v the_o cockatrice_n and_o of_o small_a beginning_n dangerous_a effect_n may_v ensue_v i_o will_v not_o therefore_o be_v negligent_a in_o small_a matter_n i_o will_v not_o contemn_v any_o enemy_n he_o that_o despise_v small_a thing_n by_o lâ—ttle_a and_o little_o shall_v decay_v 1_o the_o wine_n say_v the_o prophet_n be_v mix_v with_o water_n very_o as_o wine_n mingle_v with_o water_n lose_v both_o sweetness_n &_o 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