come to see Arlande as his Kinswoman and Gracchus accompanying him as his friend she could not hinder the Visitations nor the Walks Arlande admitted of it being very uncomly for the daughter to play the Mistris before her mother not thinking also that it would have becomm'd a woman of her quality to testifie the least animosity against them at all to shew she affected him In the end she knew so well to plead her cause as she gained her suite Adraste asked pardon and the wronged party made the amends This day consumed in complaints and such like satisfactions took yet away all hate that the last falling out seemed to have ingendred in their hearts how ever it placed not there the wōted love not in that of Minerva's for that she yet mourned for the dead on whose behalf she seemed even to despise her life Nor in that of Adraste for that seeking in these disgraces to save him from the ambushes of Minerva hee was already faln in those of Cariclea which hee would have dissembled but Minerva intreating him to helpe her loose the remembrance of a man whom shee had loved hee againe begged of her advise how to acquire the affection of a woman that he adored You have already so acquired her answered Minerva thinking he had spake of her self as you need not care further but of means to preserve her Would to God that he you love were alive said Adraste and that I were in possession of her I desire I believe I should have lesse trouble to preserve then I shall have to acquire her How can that be said Minerva that you should be in possession of her you desire during the life of him I lament if you desire not some other then me And how think you also that it can be believed answered Adraste that I have acquired the affections of one that lives not but in the death of an other I have the wrong indeed on my side said Minerva and you the reason on yours Adraste to engage your thoughts upon such an object as hath not ingaged theirs But since I discover thus my malady to you if so you cannot give me help as there is none in death I pray at least refuse me not your comfort and be it so that in losing you for a Lover I may enjoy you as a friend Madam answered Adraste it hath bin the greatest unhappinesse that hath done me outrage to see how unapt you have bin to think the one or the other of me But I shall never cease to be both to you so long as God shall give me life and you no cause to die by the ill use you daily do me The night book of their discourse which else they had not known how to leave Minerva having prepared to retire to her house in the Country and apprehending in the solitude that place offered the sorrows that Arnolphes death did now make her so lively feel in the divertisements of this so excellent City again conjured Adraste that did sometimes apply him to such things to write somewhat in way of consolation and in verse on the death of Arnolphe an importune request to pray a Lover to busie himself in the commendations of a Rival and the more for that Adraste medled but unwillingly in making Verses seeing so many as he did come off with little credit in that subject But Arnolphe was dead and hee hoped in pray sing him hee should at least flatteringly sooth his Mistris and insensibly insinuate in her favours yet the more unwilling to give the repulse to a Lady to whom he had given himself without whom he could not rest and with whom he could not live he endevoured to render him pleasing and agreeable so far as to celebrate for her the affections of him that living had orethrown his own So after having brought Minerva home to her house and being retired to his own lodging hee made the same Evening the following Stanzaes as you see which the next morning he sent to her at her uprising to let her see with how much care and readinesse hee did imbrace all manner of occasion did at all pertain unto her service The Verses were these Stanzaes On the death of Arnolphe to Minerva CEase fair one cease your mournfull plaints lay by Arnolphe is not dead though absent hence More then the Sun remov'd from off our Skie In shady dark hath any residence No he 's immortall and amongst the Saints And vainly you importune Heaven too late That hath no eare to lend to such complaints But must in all things too give way to fate Great Iove himself that with one thunder might Dissolve the earth all things annihilate Saw maugre him brave Hector fall in fight And Troy in dust lament her ransackt state How often mov'd eye pressed by ' his Favorite And his fair daughter did he think to hide But destiny withstood and did deny it That goodly Empire from the Grecian pride For in the Eternity of vengefull fate Before was Priam doom'd his sentence past Else Pallas power nor Iuno obstinate Could have his land orerun or laid so wast But your Arnolphe here a blessed man Though beaven should chance refuse him deny you Is happy yet that he did serve you when He liv'd and more to be lamented by you And is not one death then enough but you Will with your tears bring back his soul to breath And he must so die twice and you would now Double your griefs and twice mourn for his death In vain then fall those tears along your face Nor can they move the destinies decree And if they could obtain you any grace That grace were yet more ill then death can be Minerva that the Heavens caus'd to come down Heer to be seen perfections object still Ought she to afflict her for the love of one That to acknowledge it hath power nor will You moan his body or his soul lament If 't befor's body you complain t' is gone And if for 's soul your grief hath worse extent For you a good in place of ill bemoane Leave to low mindes these bootlesse tears these moods Can so much heart so sooth the sence of crosse We should not drown our reasons in those floods Nor lose our selves in weeping others losse The room 's too fair to be th'retirement still Of a guest so foul as is perpetuall moan And they without cause use themselves but ill That pitying others cruell are t' their own Do you then celebrate's immortall fame And with proud marble heer his corps inshrine Then let some happy pen divulge his name Throughout the earth where ere the Sun do's shine This doth accord with great Augustus minde And your brave heart that wont not be so griev'd But t' feed your soul with sorrows so unkinde And griev'e he 's dead is to lament he liv'd Quit then your sorrows yet your grief make even And know when you lament that naturall throw Common to all
pleasing as I have imposed silence on my owne passions to give care to yours and forgotten all the ills you doe me to haste to your helpe even in those which you your selfe procure you I cannot deny Madam but your sorrowes are naturall since they proceed from love and from the death of a man you lov'd you have not loved him sans merit and you have lost him without possessing him so as you lament him justly This is a truth and cannot be denied without offending the resentment you have for him But Madam against whom complaine you of his death Is it against God who did permit him live or against your selfe most innocent of his death If it be against you are you not still the more afflicted and the more sorrowfull And if it bee against God knowes hee not better what is fit for us then we our selves Could not hee have suffer'd him whom you love dead to have beene living yet possessed by another Mistris within whose arms you had lesse loved him then in his grave Could not hee as well have taken you againe as him thereby reducing you to that first nothing which he made you of Consider what you complaine of Madam and you will finde that it is nought and that to be moane your selfe and vexe your soule for nothing is an inexcusable weaknesse We well may pardon the first complaints that griefe inforceth us to utter for that there is no courage so assured whom the violence of these first motions does not overturn But this storme ceased there is no more excuse if Reason reassumes not place at her turn does not obtrude those passions that had turn'd her out It is for this Men say that the superior part of the Soule should be like the supreame Region of the Aire that never is agitated with or storm or tempest See here Madam the difference twixt what you doe and what you ought to do for doubtlesse discourse time the necessity of death and a thousand other considerations I omit should before now have setled your resolution to have borne a remedilesse mishap Where see the quite contrary instead of making your constancy appeare and shine in such an accident shewing by how many waies you exceed in the beauties and perfections of your Sex you give your selfe over a prey to griefe like to some simple and ignorant woman you shut your spirits up which God ordained for heaven within a grave together with a dead Carkasse which he it may be hath deprived of life even for the immesurable love you bore him you sacrifice your Soule to a most singular griefe and vainly runne after a shadow you are sure you never can oretake Your Soule is the Temple of God and you adore there the image of a dead man whom hee permitted not that you should love not whilest he liv'd You make scruple of small thinges and make no conscience of Idolatry which you your self do know to be the grieuousest sinne that can be perpetrate The Lawes allow a widdow but one yeare to testifie her lawfull sorrowes which for the most part be but in apparance neither and you resolve to carry yours eternally within your soule You will nourish a Woolfe that devoures you embrace what betraies you ruine your repose outrage your beautie and your health and cause your selfe to die alive To conclude Madam you will openly resist the will of God according to which you make profession of ordering yours Who being our Father loves us his children better knowing what we want then we our selves rules all things by his Providence and not according to our fancies For if the world were governed by the various humors and divers passions of men Alas Madam to what new Chaos were wee then brought backe And if that sometimes hee afflict us here t is alwais yet to profit us never to our hurt and even that ill hee does us is either still to make us merit some greater good or else to cause us shun some greater ill Complaine not you unjustly then of what he justly doth Think not that he hath suffered now this losse for other cause then to acquit you of a greater griefe which howsoever you are unable to perceive yet see you that his power is infinite and that his judgements are unknown and which 't is better farre to apprehend then prove But you will tell me the same you told me yesterday that your passions are not so easily shifted as your petticotes It is true Madame and I finde it but too certaine in what I undergoe for you But where are now those so sufficient reasons by which you have erewhiles endeavoured to perswade me that I might easily put off mine Why serve you not your selfe against your selfe with those weapons you so well handle against others Why doe you thinke it impossible to free you of the passions you have for a shadow having before beleeved that it was nothing for me to divest me of these I have for you Is it that you are more capable of love then I am or that the subject of your love is more excellent then mine Madame I will not lessen the merit of your affections which you had never conceived had they not been most perfect of which it is no little proofe to see them live yet in you after the death of him that caused them Yet are they naturall and nothing is more common then to mourne for a lost friend But that I had power to humble me so to the pleasure of a woman as for her love I have lov'd even the rivall that hindred me to be beloved is a proofe of an affection Madame that in some sort exceeds the rule of nature And in the which you cannot deny but I surpasse you as much as you in all other things exceed me As to the subject of your love Madame he was most certainly lovely otherwise you had not made choice of him But without wroning your election or his merits I dare say that there was more correspondence in your humours then in your qualities and that more then the compliance and discretion wherewith he entertained you and whereby chiefly he was praise-worthy he was not possessed of so great perfections as could make him merit yours By which you may see that the subject of my love being more excellent then yours it followes that your passions must be lesse then mine and that you may easlier divest you of them then I of mine yea if so the cause remained which being now no more it is a marvell that the effect should yet continue But Madame I have given sufficient audience to your plaints it is now high time that you hearken unto mine if not for my ease yet for your own at least since the most miserable may finde in them some cause of comfort You bemoane the dead Madame and think not of those that die by your meanes I doe daily perish and am evenat the last gaspe and that for
the World ordain'd by Heaven Your plaint is most unjust or that is so These Verses mortified not so many flames in the brest of Minerva as they produced teares in her fair eys this cure was one of those that stir up much more grief then they appease Yet marvelled shee at the strength of Adrastes affection which had born him to a complyance so contrary to his passion and how soever shee was extremly ingrate shee could not help it but she found her self extremly obliged to him in it But her departure some few days after did quickly efface this small good will Yet she saw Adraste once before shee went thanked him of his pains in her comforts and left him more affection then shee carried away with her For shee was then most stedfastly allied to the first object of her love And Adraste hung so even between the affections of Minerva and Cariclea that they called him the Knight of the cloven hart A little time after some Princes of France took armes pretending reformation of the State and comfort of the people whom the Souldiers much solaced by the discharging them of whatsoever they were able to carry away for them Tatius that had so well managed the affairs of his house would now needs meddle with the government of the Kingdome and seeking so to readvance his private fortunes upon the publique took part with them The small number of men that were of his condition caused that they not onely imbraced him but renewed the luster of his ancient titles by the glitter of a new dignity making him chief of the Councell of that faction and not putting him in lesser hopes then of the Seals of France He took this occasion to follow some means of reconciliation with his wife whom he disposed therto very easily for the part shee pretended to in the hopes of her husbands fortunes And Tatius sought her the rather for the need he had of her assistance for although he were not setled in his new office he needed mony for his use in it which he knew not how to raise but on the caution of Minerva who freely became bound for him deceived in the hopes of this false prosperity Fortune was not so favourable to him as shee promised for that such as had armed for the State and Republique comming to a Treaty used not a word but of their owne particular interests and left not the people onely more miserable more ruined then ever but also Tatius discharged of his Office and his wife burthened with part of his debts This last affection of Minerva being founded on the hope of advantage could endure no longer then the foundation so as that was no sooner ruin'd but this fell to the ground and Tatius and Minerva to as ill intelligence and accord as heretofore which brought her backe very sodainly to Paris Adraste failed not to go see her so soone as he knew she was come But in her absence the affections of Cariclea had so occupied his heart as it seemed there was small roome left for the reestablishing those of Minerva And besides dissention being as it were inseparable and ever fatal to the Realme of France where calmes doe but presage the following stormes and where those stormes are never calmed but in the occasion of greater and more furious ones and chiefly in the youth and first yeares of their kings This last emotion was not so soon appeased but there arose an other by so much the more to be feared as the pretext and cause was more honorable in shew plausible to most Which obliging the king to make an excursion into Normandy to assure him that Province consequently obliged Adraste to follow him who a more faithfull subject then a Lover preferred his sense of honour and courage to his apprehension of his amorous delights Hee let him proceed as far as Roane yet and then to Deepe But hearing hee intended to put himselfe into Cain where the Castle declared it selfe against the City and the City for his Majesty against the Castle he should have been exceeding sorry not to have beene at the first place which the King had ever yet in his owne person beleaguered He left then Minerva and Caricha at Paris where his desires ease would still have detained him and made all diligent haste to travailes to paines and perills where his devoire did call him The history of this siege not being our subject it shall suffice to let you know that the good fortunes providence counsell and diligence of the King conquered him this place in lesse then three dayes And three daies after al that great Province which gave him meanes and leisure to prevent his enemies as we hope to make it appeare elsewhere more seriously But Adraste seeing the warre ended on this side before any man had once meanes to give notice of his abilities in the least measure and the King to take the way to Manns tooke that to Paris without other cause then to see his two Mistresses by whom he was variably agitated He lov'd them both not onely through his inclination meerly but also with designe to the end the one should hinder him to give himselfe wholy to the other that his sufferance should be by so much the lesse as it should be divided and by so much the better moderated as it should bee the lesse An excellent remedy in affaires of love had not his too perfect fidelity hindred him to put it in practise for that he served himself as then most happily with it And after having sometimes seene one and sometimes the other he quit them both againe to look out the king that was as then at Manns with his armie The departure of Adraste the absence of Brassidas and Gracchus the disgrace of Tatius and death of Arnolphe gave Crassus opportunity who was then at Paris somewhat to renew his affection with Minerva but so far onely as the tearmes of a common wel-wisher Adraste having found a gentleman of his acquaintance called Chabrias a man of great abilities and no small execution who being married some three or foure dayes before had left those lawful pleasures of a bridegroom to embrace the travailes of warre met neere Manns an other Cavalier who tould them hee had found some Thirty Commanders about two or three leagues from thence which it was sayd were of the enemies party Adraste and Chabrias had over taken left behinde them a company of souldiers belonging to the Queen that were to joyne with the kings army They then intreated this Cavalier to advise them of their intentions and pray their Captaines to follow them a gallope whilest they went on before The gentleman failed not to give them the same advise and the company having overtaken them at a small Village where they stayed for guides they put themselves in front and went forwards altogether to a great Towne where these people lay intrenched But they found they belongd to the King and
you the most happie No Madam I love not for my pleasure I love for yours and love not to torment you but to vex my selfe for the love of you by whom I desire still to be tormented I say not this or to flatter you or to decline your anger I know that the one is bootlesse and the other impossible I speake it as a truth by which I am thereto inforced and to make it appeare to you how much my affections are elevate above all others the vassailes and the subjects of your boundlesse Empire The Argument He excuseth himselfe for putting his Mistris in coller by preferring a just complaint unto her and protesteth that hee will never more complaine since hee seeth he cannot complaine without giving her offence Epistle 13. Madam I Were not a man if I had not passions nor a Gascoine were I not violent nor could I be amorous were I not furious But that these conditions are so eminent in me that they have ever appeared to the prejudice of that respect that subjection or that obedience which I owe you I most humbly intreat you Madam be you your selfe the judge and do not as yesternight ye did when desiring with all the humility and submission a slave owes to his Lord but to lament a just resentment you caused me feele the effect of such wrath as I nere merited after the depriving me of an entertainment promised For you alone both pleaded and adjudged the cause with such precipitation not at all hearkning to me that I had more haste to obey you without reply then by reasons to defend my selfe though it were most evident on my side and that your award was not onely unjust but likewise injurious But Madam I begge yet of you though it were yesterday forbidden mee to speake it may be permitted this day to write and that you will receive this complaint as the last I hope ever to preferre For since I cannot complaine without offending you I shall rather chuse to undergoe all the rigours in the world then once to complaine of any one You are Madam so just as you never give cause of complaint to man and if any one do of himselfe offer it you returne him such satisfaction as a man much injured could not but be well contented There is none but mee onely destinate to suffer not alone hopelesse of satisfaction but more most ascertained to bee checked and curbed for all sorts of occasions and for all sorts of people which I should embrace yet as a fauour if no other but your selfe might take advantages thereby But you haue entitled mee unto the place that does give way to all the world and forceth me give you away to others for whom I should most gladly give my life If instead of those whole daies you say you will afford mee you would vouchsafe mee onely but one houre to accept the adue you have commanded me to come and render you it would be easie for me to justifie this truth If not then must I beare it away within my breast together with an eternal sorrow to have most innocently offended you The Answere Sir HAd I words so sufficient as I had yesterday cause to be in coller I should inforce you to confesse that you are in an error to take it ill at my hands And if you please to be at the paine to to come hither I shall not forbeare to tell you what I thinke therein and assure you that I am your Servant The Argument Hee endeavours to maintaine a wager hee had propounded to have lay'd that he would write no more to her and begs pardon that hee doth not aske her pardon for it Epistle 14. Madam YEsterday upon the assault of my first motions I offer'd to have laid a wager with you of which having better considered I find that I had reason to have done it and that you were in an error to take offence at it for what can I more in writing present you with which I have not alreadie sent and said unto you And if all that I have said and all that ever I can say will not yet encline you at all to pitty to what purpose should I trouble my selfe in a labour that is not onely bootlesse unto me but likewise hurtfull For is it not true that they are so many firebrands to incense those flames wherewith I am alreadie most miserably burned And if I must not hope for any ease therin why would you that I should againe enkindle them If the most perfect love of the world the most extreame fidelity the discreetest modesty and most stedfast constancie that ever was if all these together so often tried and so many times approved by your selfe have not power to leave the least impression in your breast but that on the contrary my complaints have served meerely for your sport and pastime why should I obstinately continue to lament me of an ill which you have told me and my perseverance lets me see is altogether helplesse In a word Madam why are you pleased that I should ever aske you that which you will never grant me Would you not thinke a man extreamly cruell that should put his enemie to death that had beg'd life at his hands Yet am not I your enemy and yet you use me in this manner I and worse for you do take offence both when I aske and when I do not aske But Madam I have so perfectly conceived the greatnesse of your demerits and finde my words so meane in comparison of this conceit as the despaire to attaine it onely is a sufficient cause to make me hold my peace and religiously adore in silence what I cannot in my discourses honour but imperfectly Here is the great offence I did you yesterday Madam I most humbly intreate you pardon me that I aske you not your pardon for it The Argument After his Mistris departure he comforteth her in her afflictions by the example of his own adversities Epistle 15. Madam AFter having bid adue and followed you with both my eyes so farre as the way you held would give me leave I returned to go visit those pledges you left here behind you in the Citty where the sorrow not to see you with them renew'd those griefes I had for your departure And sending my man thither to day Mistris N. let mee know that shee would write unto you which hath invited mee to doe the like I can assure you Madam if it be a consolation to the afflicted to have companions in misery you have great cause to comfort you in your sorrowes by the example of mine which really are the most sensible I ever yet have felt You have not wept alone you have taught me the mysterie and a mysterie that hath been altogether unknowne to me ere since I knew my selfe I most humbly intreat you that my sorrowes may mitigate yours that now at need you make use of your constancie and fit your heart to beare
LOVE and VALOR OR The diuers Affections of Minerva Will Marshall sculpsit London Printed by Th Harper are sold by Tho Stater at his shop in Duck lane 1638. LOVE AND VALOVR Celebrated in the person of the Author by the name of ADRASTE OR The divers affections of MINERVA One part of the unfained story of the true Lisander and Caliste Translated out of the French by W. B. LONDON Printed by Thomas Harper for Thomas Slater and are to be sold at his shop at the Swan in Duck Lane 1638. TO THE RIGHT WORTHY AND MY Truely honoured Favourer Sir PETER TEMPLE Knight and Baronet Honoured Sir HOwsoever I have received more encouragement from your selfe alone then all men living besides had not my Author deemed his labour worthy the survey of so great a Prince I should not have entitled you to my worthlesse labours in the conversion since the difference between his originall drawn by a free and art commanding hand and my rough Copy being the first essay of my abilities in this nature may be more then the distance between your condition and a Princes In supplyance of which defect being unable to adde any thing but the bare figure of my devotion to serve you it were but ill rhetoricke and worse arithmeticke in me through many words multiplying ciphers by ciphers to blot my paper with infinite nothings Yet gracious Sir I perswade me that I see though I have not delivered in the booke many lines and draughts resembling the patheticke facility and gentlenesse of our best writers which draughts being but bare dissections and curious anatomies of humane nature it is impossible to be over-tedious if pertinent therein But I flourish as if I would say something where I am in truth a sceptique ignorant and doubting all things but my own weaknesse and the strength of those affections borne your service Worthy Sir by your vertues honourer W. B. To my Lord the MONSIEVR Sole Brother to the King of FRANCE MY Lord so much is to be said in your commendations as to forbeare in so ample a subject of elocution were rather an ingratitude then silence and I never sparing of my praises in all mens merits seeming to have refused them untill now to yours shall doe much better here to confesse then to defend my thanklesnesse It is not my good Lord but I have as much inclination to honour you as I have cause which is to have it in the greatest perfection that can be imagined but the same instigation I have had to speake hath made me still silent and the greatnesse of the subject which had animated most hath yet discouraged me There is so farre a distance from your highnesse to my lownesse and twixt my own power and my will as I deemed it a sinne against my knowledge rashly to have undertaken a thing not possible to be performed but in great imperfection and that my enterprise would much rather have discovered my weakenesse then my intentions Notwithstanding which my Lord are they not the most rare affections which men testifie to their owne prejudice how can I then more perfectly manifest mine then at the dispense and disrepute of my knowledge How can I better make seen to you the passions that I undergoe for your service and for your glory then by the exposing them amid my own weakenesses and my defaults This consideration my Lord hath changed my former feares into rashnesse and hath made me so bold to undertake that which I have not had the daring to thinke of beleeving that if the execution were impossible yet the enterprise was at least honourable and by so much the fitter to manifest my devotions bent to you wards as it beares me hood-winked beyond my knowledge and my power But I am erred my good Lord even at the entry of my discourse which beginning with your commendations as the greatest and richest argument that could be chose I know not how I have so suffered my selfe to be carried away with my passions as I have said without thinking that which I would not and have not yet spoke one word of what I would say The cause of my erring is the boundlesse extent of my subject Hardly could it be but I should lose me in a labyrinth from out of which it is so difficult to get but the wonder is I have not entred it and that in stead of loosing my selfe in search of the issue I have erred at the entry without once having found the beginning But indeed great Prince where is there any beginning in things infinite If I should begin at the greatnesse of your birth and weigh you as Prince of the chiefest kingdome in the world and Son and Brother to the two greatest Kings the earth hath ever bore were I not diverted by the excellence of your admirable nature by the exquisite education wherewith it is so happily propagate and by the ample hopes you give both of the one and the other what multitudes of other things might here be added in your commendations did I not feare to doe them wrong and loved I not more to honour them in silence then to injure them by going about to speake their greatnesse but reducing me to these three onely and speaking but one word of each what more excellent nature was there ever found in Prince or more generous then yours What Achilles fed with the marrow and pith of Lyons one day to subdue the force of Hector does not give way to you as well in noriture as couragious heart And what hopes may we not well conceive from such and so magnanimous a Prince as surpasseth the greatnesse of his birth by the excellence of his nature and the excellence of his nature by the goodnesse of his noriture But rising up to the fount head and scorse of your great Ancestors and so descending by the succession of so many Kings as have been since S. Lewis to Henry the great I not observe you onely as a green and flourishing branch of thestock of Bourbon or as a Sience of that of Anjou but as Sonne and Prince of France that is to say of the best house and most illustrious Empire of the world What can I hope lesse or the enemy feare more then some still and unexpected enterprise mannaged with no lesse silence and privacie even to the entire and generall conquest of all such authority as strangers do usurpe from us victories seeming as incident unto the house of Bourbon as crowns seem destinated unto that of Anjou Charles the brother of Lewis was the first of this family crowned King of Naples Sicile and Ierusalem Lewis brother to Charles the wise and first Duke of Anjou went to take possession of those kingdomes with 30000 horse And in our times the last Henry of the house of Valois being then Duke of Anjou and brother to Charles the ninth was crowned almost against his will King of Poland But the most honourable titles of all these
three dayes without writing backe one word to him whatsoever may be sayd in her answere for missing this morning shee seemes astonisht at his silence and commandeth him to aske her pardon for it 202 After so many complaints and delayes thereon upon which hee had resolved to speake no more then in one Letter he intended to send her on his departure he yet gives her answer and bids her farewell ibid. Meeting him yet by chance and being made friends she failes againe of her promise to him which obligeth him to breake with her once for all and send her this his last farewell 206 The Answer 210 His Mistris being informed hee was in blacks tooke occasion to write word unto him by which she condoled with him the new affliction she beleeved had beene befallen him ibid. After having a long while dispated with himselfe whether hee should answere her Letters or not he tels her that besides the afflictions hee under goes for her he slighted all such as could happen to him That he could not beleeve that she condoled theills she dayly augmented And wherefore he beleev'd so 211 She replyes that she is more amarvailed then offended at his Letter and wisheth that all his vanities were in that paper to the end they obliged no other one to answere them 213 He answers her threats and to the vanities she accuseth him of in a stile altogether estranged from the respect he had wont to render her though not from his discretion 214 He answers to certaine complaints that Minerva had made some while after as well to his friends as himselfe of his indifference and sheweth that it was founded on the necessity of obeying her and upon good reason 222 Faults escaped in some Copies PAge 10. line 30. for that reade it p. 11. l. 19. for others r. ours p. 21. l. 7. for revenger r. revenge l. 14. for who shall then r. who shall then l. 17. for such as r. those that l. 19. for inconstant r. constant l. 20. for misery r. mischiefe p. 39 l. 29. for these r. those p. 42. l. 7. for or what r. what p. 46. l. 15. for esteemed r. seemed p. 50. l. 15. for to obey r. to obey you p. 55. l. 2. for most provoked him r. most troubled him she was it that most provoked him p. 60. l. 15. for on yours Adraste r. on yours Adraste l. 27. for book r. broake p. 74. l. 7 for penthouse or a long r. penthouse a long p. 81. l. 3. for passion r. possession l. 22. for agreed r. angred l. 31. for forgot to r. forgot not to p. 82. l. 15. for after in death r. after death p. 83. l. 6. for to quite me of r. to quit me of p. 85. l. 10. for discourse that it r. discourse for that it line 18. for or least r. or at least l. 30. for Adraste hath purged r. Adraste having purged p. 95. l. 16. for could tender r. would render p. 100. l. 8. for and to went set r. and so went and set p. 106. l. 26. for compassionate r. compatiate p. 110. l. 11. for that would r. that she would p. 113. l. 31. for desire r. designe p. 116. l. 11. for nor to be to r. nor be to l. 17. for render me r. render it me p. 117. l. ult for satisfaction to r. satisfaction then to p. 118. l. 23. for light doth rejoyce r. light thou that dost rejoyce p. 119. l. 7. for state r. fate l. 13. for lesse r. left l. 27. for once as yet r. once more as yet and some others which in courtesie may be borne withall Love and Valour OR The divers affections of MINERVA The Argument Minerva commeth to solicite her suits in Paris is beloved of Balamyr Crassus Arnolphus and Adraste but loveth onely Arnolphus The dissavour of Adraste causeth that of Crassus Adraste desirous to give a Serenade to Minerva accompanied with Periste and Oristene runneth a dangerous misfortune CHAP. I. DId I desire to frame the foundations of a true story upon a tale I might say the earth never produced the equall of Minerva and deriving her originall from heaven it were not onely a lye but blasphemy to bring her backe againe to earth So then let us not speake untruths for feare of lying nor let us blaspheme for feare of blasphemy fable hath no part in this discourse the Star by which I meane to steere my course being truth it selfe This here is not that Minerva the Goddesse but a woman whose cleere minde and brave spirit hath acquired her the name of that Pallas president of Art and Armes her birth was not of the head of Iupiter but of an illustrious family the worth whereof hath beene ere whiles graced with the most honourable charges of this Realm her father having left her very young she was married at 9 yeeres old to a husband but of eleven and as the one nor the other were then capable of love they produced no other but hate Her desire to be divorced from one she loved not caused her come to solicite her affaires at Paris where her beauty did acquire her rather servants then Iudges and where her youth more proper to the exercises of love then businesse of law rendred her apter to hearken to the suits of her servants then to give eare to or prosecute her necessary suits I know not whether she were cruell or favourable on their behalfe but certaine am I that the Sejan horse was never more unhappy to his Masters then she to some of her servants Whilest she followed her affaires Balamyr was the first of whose service she admitted I have heard him say she esteemed more of his valour then she loved his person and that her vanity to captivate so great a courage caused her suffer the importunity of his pursuit their love became hatred Balamyr were it through judgement or inconstancy with or without cause quit her for another Mistresse and was unlamented of Minerva sometime after slaine But she continued not without a servant for she wonne on all she would and she would win on all she could and for all that she complained here sometimes of the miserable conquests she made against her will She made no acquisition but to her profit and wherewith she served not her selfe in some designe or other See here the cause why she contemned not the affection of Crassus howsoever his ill shape and worse favour rendred him sufficiently contemptible But Arnolph was he that most feelingly touched her to heart all the rest were amorous of her and she only of him It was not that his services or quality obliged her to love him more then ordinary it was a certain inclination proceeded of the sympathy in their wils and I know not what feminine humour more taken with a soothing observance or handsome legge making then with all the faire qualities or good parts can be in a man or the faithfullest services that can be rendred
Minerva with discourses of his own lightnesse inconstancy and the Trophes he reared therby to his vanity ye even to the prejudice of that discretion ought to be used in like cases But she as if shee had had power to render him as well faithfull as loving beleeved that he would become better to her than God himself had made him lived encharmed within the circle of a faith much more amorous then reasonable Adraste told her all these things and that he much marvelled that already having bin deceived by one inconstant man shee could yet again set her affections on an other more to be doubted then the first But said she this is bad Rhetorick in you to speak ill with intention to cause me wish you well I cannot be so perfect as you goe about to make me beleeve of my selfe if so I have not judgement sufficient to make an election worthy me And grant that he wanteth all those qualites you speake of yet ought not my affection to be the lesse that is not tyed at all unto the qualities and fortunes of a man but meerely to his vertues and his demerits Then did Adraste take the course is seldome used amongst Rivals Since it is so said he that your will and pleasure beares you to this I will by no meanes stand in opposition It being altogether reasonlesse that you having the power you have upon my liberty should not have the like upon your own In my example you shall see allover that doth for the love of his Mistresse love his rivall I will for your love serve him to the end that you even for his sake shall beare me some good will But yet remember you that there shall be no justice left in heaven it for the faithfull love of a slave that doth adore you you endure not the shamefull tyrannies of a faithlesse and impetuous Master and in place of that eternity of divine honours and everlasting faithfulnesse which I vow to you you drown not your life in endlesse sorrowes and soile not your name with as many infamous scandals An unfortunate presage that yet did prove more true Howsoever Minerva loved Arnolph deerely yet could she not helpe it but this extreme submission of Adraste did o'recome her And though Adraste grieved to see Minerva loved another yet could not he avoyd it but this great freedome with which she trusted him in a secret concerned her so neerly must needs oblige him much so as notwithstanding they seemed to renounce each others love yet disavowed they not each others friendship Adraste therefore in stead of becomming Minerva's servant became her friend an exchange more necessary then favourable but which depended meerly on her pleasure Whilst Adraste and Arnolphe thus pretended to Minerva there was yet a third competitor that bore away the prize they expected and laboured for but he enjoyed it not o're-long nor without much cost for indeed he was Clericus in libro as we say and not in this craft a Master Minerva for want of good prosecution and not of right was quite o'rethrowne in her suit There was one of the common Councell of the City an ancient man and of the longest continuance in the Court of Parliament one powerfull in meanes and authority and one that was not ignorant of all the quirks and quillets in the law and in truth a most proper instrument to re-edifie and gaine againe a lost cause Minerva needed such a man as this and her fortune would in stead of seeking him out she was her selfe sought out by him Tatius so was this Councellor called was of an amorous complexion and covered glowing fires beneath the embers of a grey beard He had no sooner seen Minerva but he was taken with her and she well managing the occasion made him so wed her cause as in place of counsell he became Solicitor and party and in a word gaind her the sute which she had absolutely lost and got her to be sequestred both body and goods from her husband and all this without Minerva's once troubling her self which was the thing indeed she required best liked of But this you may think could never be without much charge the which Tatius very freely had disbursed furnishing her with 5 or 600 crownes that Minerva secured him out of her estate For though Tatius were a gallant Gentleman yet knew he well that it sufficed not to carry away this prize from so many others braver then himselfe and he cleerly found that it behoved him render himself the more necessary by so much as he was the lesse pleasing and that he should begin to ingage her estate somewhat to him the better afterwards to interest him in her selfe The design was profound and subtile and succeeded well in the acquisition howsoever it fell out but ill to him in the possession The first took notice hereof was Adraste who incontinently told as much to Minerva letting her understand besides she would become as meane a slave as those are commonly sold in Barbary at market if so she ever marryed this old Sire that could not be so soon marryed as jealous of her And if it chance said he as I have told you otherwhiles that for being too covetous of your favours to one so capable of the knowledge of their worth the heavens shall after as a just revenger consent that you be liberall of them unto some ignorant that no way shall finde cause to acknowledge them or shall not be able to return their price but on the contrary be satiate with your kindnesses afflicted with his happinesse and openly neglect even these your excellent beauties for some slight regard And who shal then assist you to lamentyour cause after so fair a warning as is this of your disgrace Who will not think fit such a cruell one as bathes her self still in the bloud of such as love her best and is not pleased but in the murther of their inconstant loves at last should fall into the hands of such a sot as should revenge by his contemptuous outrages the most injurious disdaines wherewith she hath crucified so many faithfull soules And to remember you that I have said it is a misery fatall unto such as you and by so much the more assured as it is little feared Minerva did but laugh at these his ominous predictions and told him then she could with ease render them all wholly false Aruolphe wer't that he deemed it for the good of Minerva or that he loved her rather for a Mistresse then a wife freely advised her to marry Tatius But she having drawn and got from him what she would now thought not but of the readiest meanes to discard and cast him off Tatius was a Church-man and upon that she told him that her friends took it amisse that one of his coate should so frequent her company he sent to Rome and having obtained a dispensation for marriage he sought her openly Minerva excused her then upon the
within the course of which theyby a time return to their first heads his destiny constrained him now return into that honorable servitude in which shee captivated the most beautious souls Minerva not lesse wondring at the love of Adraste then satisfied with her own beauties of which she had heer an illustrious proof in this second conquest of this lover answered him in these terms If any other then your self should talk to me thus Adraste either I should not believe him at all or at least should fain not to believe him But the knowledge I have of your goodnesse makes me that as I esteeme you veritable so will I answer you from my own heart believing you speak to me from the bottom of yours And to observe the same method you hold with me in confessing your thoughts I shall discover mine to you and acknowledge that if I were in such condition as I could give me to any one it should be you But I will not forbear to tell you many things that hinder me therin though you do know them neer as well as I to the end that if you do not receive the satisfaction you have promised you you may lay the fault on your own errours and not upon my will that never shall be wanting in good wishes to you nor to perform like deeds on your behalf Minerva discoursing afterwards the causes hindred her from loving of Adraste missed not to put that of god in the first place whom wee ought to love and fear above all things and you said shee that love and feare him above other men would cause me render him my enemy for your love This divine reason is of such force as there is no humane passion can or convince it or withstand the being overcome by it But if you dis esteeme of god which were so enormous an offence wher of the monstrous impiety could never be sufficiently chastised or what could perswade you to make mee believe that I could ever live after being robbed of my honour in this World And you that hazard oft so generously your life to save your honour how dare you heere propose to mee the losse of mine Is not the honour of us Ladies pray all out as choice and delicate as that of men And if you love me as you say and as I do believe why do you desire to lose mee so can you love my person and neglect my honour Madam answered Adraste my discretion may be shield unto your honour and this same innocent feare you have of doing ill by favouring me is void of likelihood God is not the enemy but the author of nature and the offence without scandall is no offence Believe you that the naturall affection the author of nature imprinteth in our souls is averse to the will of him that gives it us and that the first thing he ever commanded he should now forbid us God wisheth us no il but for the ils we do to our selvs nor takes amisse the offeces done to him but those we do to our selvs for being maker of the universe his care is most to perserve his workmanship his offence at that would hinder it and not at that which meerly tendeth to the conservation of it Then is he the enemy of violence injustice cruelty and the ingratitude that tend to the subversion of love and not of love it self and he is angred that we turn his sweets to bitternesse and doe convert to our dammage that which he hath given us for our benefits For as love is the cause of our greatest goods so may it become of our greatest ils but then it must be by our own improvidence and not by his See then who offends most the divinity Madame or I that follow the lawes of love according to the end for which they first were made or you that do endeavour what you may to change and to pervert his institutions and chuse rather to apply you to the counsell of a thanklesse and unnaturall rigour then the true apprehension of a naturall inclination that is not only permitted but commanded It is true that God hath commanded love said Minerva but that which is legitimate all other affections being forbid not only by divine but humane lawes In which I 'le speake no more to him that teacheth others A good cause defends it selfe and one word is sufficient in a truth whereas a lye needs the support of a large discourse Both of them spake against their conscience and contrary to their own beliefe for this discourse of Adraste was quite averse to what he thought and Minerva's answer was no lesse farre from her meaning Adraste desiring to perswade a woman that would be perswaded and whom he perceived to seeke some honest meanes that she might love him without blushing endeavoured by this talk to take from her such shame as naturally retaines all women In which nerethelesse he knew well that he did ill but one so common amongst men whose reasons are overcome by appetite as it seems custome not onely renders them permitted but authorised Minerva speaking truely according to her beliefe stretched yet her thoughts unto such things as she might do accompanying the coldnesse of her words with the quickning flames of her faire looks drew by the gentlenesse of her fweet charms him that she yet repulsed by the force of her strong reasons to let him see the beauty of her minde in the refusing him that of her body so as in yeelding both one and the other to him he should owe the favour rather to her love then to her ignorance And permitting him some small privacies which did not much forbid the greater as they seemed to promise unto him caused him hope that she would doe like the good wives that often resuming what men aske of them yet forbeare not to doe some part of their demands but saying still they will doe nought Whilest Adraste so eagerly solicited Minerva Brassidas and Gracchus both came athwart his designes Brasidas was a little of kinne to Minerva but not so much but he could have wished to have been more neer A man discreet wise subtile and a boon companion chiefly amongst women Gracchus was a little more earthy and retained more of the Souldier then of the Courtier but nerethelesse both of them brave Gentlemen and both Lovers of Minerva who seeing Adraste first in time and consequently in right however such a consequence is not alwaies necessary in affairs of love where the last commers are many times first received agreed both together to ruine him The occasion was offered them by the means of Asteria one that Adraste saw some times and Gracchus likewise however for divertisement onely and each single without the other notwithstanding which they often met there Gracchus being then one day with Asteria she would needs know the newes of Minerva and he knowing that she knew not her but through the report of Adraste asked her again what he said
of her Asteria either to give him cause of jealousie or to make her selfe merry said that Adraste did speake all the good i' th world of her but in his particular he thought no longer of her And that others might now with his free good will visite her if they would for he had taken his leave Gracchus whether he beleeved her or that he was well pleased to have such an advantage on Adraste was so sottish or malitious as to report again to Minerva for a truth what the other had spoken in jest And the ill fortune was that Adraste not seeing her of 3 or 4 dayes she was so weake to beleeve it The next day after Minerva having agreed to goe take the ayre with Brassidas and Gracchus in the Tuilleries and having given them notice of the time she would passe over the new Bridge she by chance met with Adraste alone neere his lodging that it may well be thought then of her but not of the mischiefe she wished him nor of the charitable office was provided for him from so far as she could see him she called to him having caused him come into her coach told him as they went the cause she had or she believed she had to be offended at his words Adraste judged presently from whence it came but he would say nothing behinde the backe of those hee seemed the Authors of this imposture which were as he beleeved Brassidas and Gracchus and by so much the lesse he spake by so much the more he seemed guilty and to confesse it so as Minerva extreamely offended at his words took yet more offence at his silence by which he esteemed to confirm them Brassidas and Gracchus failed not of the time at the place appointed by Minerva but were presently seene on horseback at the lower end of the street Dauphine neer the new Bridge Minerva offered them roome in her Coach and they went both into one of the boots Adraste being with her in the other They were scarse set before Gracchus turning him towards Adraste so Sir said he you have taken your leave and parted with this Lady for all which me thinks you are here still I stay Sir answered Adraste to tell you that is a tale and nothing so In saying which they being set back to back one against the other laid hand on their swords Adraste on that of Gracchus and Gracchus on Adrastes which they drew neer halfe out Minerva and her mother that sate at the end of the Coach both shrieked out extreamely afrighted Brassidas put himselfe between them the Coachman stayed and both of them sate down againe without a blow striking out of their respect to Minerva who was yet irreconcileably offended at the-small regard they had had of her She complained of wrong to the one and the other and they both excused themselves to her deferring their difference untill a fitter opportunity But Brassidas could not forbeare to tell Adraste that he had done ill Adraste hearing such words from him he esteemed and who was indeed partly author of the quarrell told him very hotly that he was none of his Iudge and that he should doe well to stay the medling in his causes till they were brought before him Brassidas being before interessed in the businesse for love of Gracchus was now become ingaged on his own behalfe Note either of them had a sturdy Laquay and each of them a sword and that Adraste had but a little boy who bore none with him neither so as if they would have took their advantage the match had been ill made The Coach drove along strait to the Tuilleries whilest Minerva forethinking they would strive who should leade her at the going out of the Coach and fearing some worse matter might yet arise in the businesse very privately charged and conjured Adraste to take her mother telling him that she had had promised this day to walke with them and that shee met him but by chance Adraste asked her why if she had made them such a promise she called him along and said that since he was first in time if any one led her it must be he She then intreated him he would let her goe alone and promised that none of the other should leade her Adraste deeming it unfit to enforce her to suffer her selfe to be led against her will agreed to that And as she came out of the Coach every of them tendring his hand she beseecht them leave her at liberty saying she was old enough to walke without help of a leader Notwithstanding Adraste kept close on one side of her and Brassidas and Gracchus on the other without any one once offering to conduct Arlande though she had more need of their help then Minerva not out of incivility or want of courtesie but through excesse of pride and courage fearing in leading the mother they might seem to decline the daughter They walked in this posture so farre as the grande alley of the Tuilleries and from thence as farre as the Echo Adraste and Gracchus interchanging some braving looks arose observed one another not speaking one word till they came to the end of the alley when the King entred at the other end and Minerva that had shooke all this while took Adraste aside whom she had not spoken to since their comming into the Parke more then to the rest And just the same feare a poor woman might have said she to see two men of her company fight have I to this minute had not but I thought ve had both sufficient discretion to forbeare doing me such discourtesie but that I mistrusted my self of sufficient merit to retain the violence of your first motions till now the Kings comming frees me from the feare and you from the means to change blowes I conjure thee Adraste by that great power which thou hast made me beleeve I have in thee not to trouble the delights we expect in this daies walke with thy company You have been sufficiently troublesome already though I think innocently so as I could wish that true was told me of you and that I had not had the honour to meet you at all this day not but your company is deere to me that being the cause I intreat you now indeed to reserve it for some other time for now I cannot entertain you for feare of offending them nor them for the same feare of offence to you And this little time I spend with you makes me doubt I have distasted them since I know well you would be angry to seem talke so long to them Adraste was no way agrieved at this discourse for having cleered himselfe to Minerva and driven his enemies to winde ward hee was soon weary of the company had lost what ever could be called pleasure in it in the bitternesse of this dispute he desired much to converse with Minerva but he as much shunned all common entertainments as he sought particular The comming of the King
ours Nor have we spoke of it but to avoid a more tedious discourse which must have beene made to continue the adventures of Adraste whose particular return comprehending in the generall we have not now to say but that having still followed the Court hee came therewith to Paris where from the morrow of his arrivall he was taken with a quoridian Fever which brought him so low as it was not hoped he could ever get up again He had the help of an excellent Physician in his art a worthy man his intimate and perfect friend to whose care and goodnesse next under God hee stands obliged for his life Amongst his visitants Minerva was one that came to see him not onely contrary to his expectation but his hope also for the continuance of his absence the travail of the journey and most of all the violence of his sicknesse had so efaced all impressions of his love as there remayned not so much as any line or draught therof in his memory He was not in the height of his disease but in the greatest weaknes of his person so as when his Fever somewhat ceased on the one side it seems that this visit prepared for him a new cause to re-alight his affection on the other But yet being visited more by Chariclea then by Minerva the assaults and batteries of the one ruined and oreturned even to the ground whatsoever the other erected Reason and Civility willed that hee being well should see such as had visited him sick Of which he acquit him very religiously to all but Minerva whom he saw not in doubt that freeing him of one malady he might fall into an other by so much the more to be feared as those of the minde are generally more dangerous than they of the body Contempt is the greatest vexation to a high minde especially when it comes from such of whom they have made esteeme or from whom they have been accustomed to receive honour and respect Minerva having been so perfectly honoured of Adraste could not indure without despight that he that had not liv'd but in her and for her and of the life and health of whom she had testified so great a care should visit all such as had seen him but her self And her indignation was by so much the greater for that she knew he faild not in this duty for want of civility nor of knowledge He offends not said she of ignorance but contempt and believed that it was of purpose In the end Adraste must needs go see her for shee had sent so often to his lodging as it had bin discourtesie and ingratitude to have done otherwise She congratulated his recovery she civilly complained of his incivility and pray'd him not onely to see her but also to write unto her Adraste well saw that these were so many snares set by Minerva for his liberty but hee had scarce power to refuse a thing which he had first demanded of her had he not bin prevented And as love is an Enemy not to be vanquished but by the absence of the thing beloved very hardly could hee avoid being overcome by such approaches as these were Two strong conceits wrought in his thoughts like two contrary winds at Sea with a perishing vessell the most violent which was yet most pleasing counselled and almost constrained him against his will to love this woman the other more gentle and yet more troublesome did utterly forbid it And as his imaginations figured to him the matchlesse delights he might gather from the passion of such beauties his memory again presented to him the most affrightfull torments he was sure to suffer but pretending therunto and the divers shipwracks he had undergone in the same Port did counsell him in any wise not now to re-imbarke him there But the means likewise for him to avoid it he that lov'd not his own eys without it were for seeing her in whom he had already harboured the chiefe felicities of his life was away In this conflict of difficulties hee addressed him unto her self as sole and sovereigne Arbiter of his thoughts beg'd of her to restore them back the rest she had bereft them off and to render to her self the same contentment which her cruelty had ravished from him in outraging the constance of a Lover and betraying her own proper desires through the ingratefull misacknowledgement wherby she did receive his pure affections As Minerva had bin provoked and agreed at the indifference of Adraste she was now well pleased to see him stirred again with love of her But being a discreetand subtile woman chiefly in the art of faining in which she out-went the most exquisite of her sex shee so farre as possibly she could hid him from her intents that were to re-ensnare him And as the ordinary custome of women is to oppose their honour to such as speak to them of love Minerva forgot to hold up this buckler against such armes as Adraste could advance talking to him yet nerethelesse in such a manner of the sence shee had of the one as shee put him not in despair of such as he had of the other But they so long had known and were so well acquainted with one another that they could not possibly so well dissemble it but that they espied each other behinde the best curtain could be drawn Minerva proposed extreme difficulties in the love of Adraste and Adraste as many resolutions upon those difficulties of Minerva shee alleaged first her marriage which absolutely hindred her to be any way lawfully sought Adraste put her in minde of Arnolphe whom shee had lov'd before and since and whom yet shee lov'd after in death however shee was straightly obliged to love him that lived and was in affection before the other By which hee let her see that the marriage she alleaged was but a pretext by which she covered her ingratitude being assured that if it had been the true cause that hindred her from loving him it had bin so as well for another as him I lov'd Arnolphe before I married said shee and that love which indeed I bore unto his vertues nor that which as yet I bear his memory did ever wrong my honour where yours tendeth meerly to the subversion of it Your honor is easily protected in my discertation answered Adraste and though mine be one thousand times more deer to me then my life I should chuse rather a thousand times to lose it then ever so little to have tainted yours But you are too wise a woman to be ignorent that honour chiefly doth insist upon the managing and is not incompatible with love You are too wise a man likewise answered Minerva to think what you say But if so be I should grant you any thing so unfit to be granted what reason have I yet to quite me of Arnolphes affection to reinvest me in those of Adraste it were but to passe from one extream to another and not onely from a love permitted to a
the death of Adraste and Polinice For having seen them laid hands on and invironed by so many he bleeved not that they could escape and for him it was easie to flee for that they had nothing to do but with his light which being at first put out they gave him very good leisure to retire So soon as Minerva saw Adraste she seemed to rejoyce extreamly And I assuredly beleeve it was no way fained whatsoever hath beene sayd that this ambush was layd and Minerva had not sent for the booke by her Laquay so much for that as to bring him in compasse of the snares of these Rascals which could never enter in the thought or beliefe of Adraste You have prevented me of an ill nights rest sayd she which this companion went about to prepare for mee I beleeve you could not have bestowed a visit on me this good while or so pleasing or necessary as this was But tell mee how happened this misfortune to you Madam answered Adraste your Laquay is not so blame worthy as you may thinke for he saw me in such case as there was more liklihood that he left me dead then alive But it pleaseth God that I live yet for your service and to bestow on you more necessary visits and more pleasing nights then this And then he recounted at large to her what had befallen him since Supper whilst the uncloaked gentleman Polinice entertained her women with the same discourse Very well sayd Minerva then I bid you good night and desire you come no more at such houres to see mee That is to take good nights from me answered Adraste and not to give mee good night this same command not to see you any more by night It shall be what you please replied Minerva for I shall indeed rather chuse to take from you good nights then suffer upon my occasion that you perchance have your life taken from you as you have now very narrowly escaped with it Adraste accepting her will for reason retir'd with his good or ill night after having tould her that God did reserve him to some better end and that on no occasion his life could be so well imployed as in the losse of it for so worthy a Subject Adraste being retired without any further mischance passed the night as accustomed in the thought and contemplation of an enchanted Lover by the charmes of a fair Mistris The next morning rising very early he went to take a turn at the Louvre where he was informed of the departure of the King It was at the time of the great assembly at Rochell which being made against his Majesties permission and continued contrary to his cōmand gave cause to the Court of Parliament to declare them that held it rebels and to the King to arme himself for the defence of his authority Adraste went from thence to the uprising of Minerva carried her these sad news not so much lamenting the publique misfortune that threatned the State with a civill war as his own particular condition that forced him leave his Mistris to use his life in a quarrell wherin he had so little interest For howsoever he were not constrained by any place or benevolence of the Kings he was nerethelesse born and enforced therto by the laws of his own worth and honour But since that nothing induceth you said Minerva to follow the King but your honour you are not obliged to follow him other where then in service Let other men then go along and wait on him whose offices and pensions doe oblige them to attendance every where besides and do you stay untill he does sit down before some place or that hee hath made some overture of war wherin you may be seen to do the service you desire and think not then that I will make it difficult to give you leave for that your life being of smaller esteem to me by much then is your honour I shall rather chuse to command then to forbid it you Adraste was easily perswaded to stay with a Lady whom indeed hee could not indure to part from but seeing he had not liberty to entertain her as hee wished in her house where she was watched by her own people gained and corrupted by Crassus the prime of the Spring inviting every one to see the beauty of the Country hee intreated her to bear him company to Ruel to the end that no other but the Nymphs of those fountains should be by at the last farwels hee would take of her Minerva that desired but to passe time away rendred Adraste his desires in that by contenting likewise her own But what she might easily and absolutely of herself have done was accompained with so many limitations and circumstances as the pleasure of it was ever lesse then the sufferance were it that by the difficulty she would render her favours the more estimable or were it a quality inseparable in love that often promiseth much sweetnesse where naught is reaped but much bitternesse Reason and what was decent not suffering that she should go alone with Adraste caused her to take with her an old Gentlewoman that was rather her Governesse then Servant with two little children that she had had by Tatius and would yet have Plancus and Melite besides of the company Melite was one of her friends and Plancus a new Captive of Minerva's whom shee had insnared without Adraste once perceiving it whom she made believe how shee could tender him amorous of Melite Adraste agreed very willingly to that thinking that whilst Plancus entertained Melite and that the Governesse should be busied with Minerva's children he should have no ill opportunity to govern her But the difficulty was to get from her house and people unsuspected for she would not by any means that they should know of this journy for fear it might come to Crassus eare And this Lady otherwise exceeding able had already given him such Empire over her as not so much as ever remembring Tatius that was her husband she let her self be troubled with the jealousie of a man that she said was nothing to her and that she seemed not onely to be unable to love but also one of whom shee could not endure to be beloved It is most certain that such as be in love are blinde for if Adraste absolutely had not bin so he might by this have seen that Crassus had more interest in his Mistris then himself But he believed more in her words then in his own eyes To the end then that Minerva's people should take no notice of the designe she willed that Adraste should wait very early in the morning at Church with a coach and four horses that Plancus and Melite should come thither another way without either of them comming neer her and that she would meet there at the same time with her little companions The Coach and horses they were ready almost before day scarce was the Church doore opened but Adraste was got in hee
yet so capable of reason in the end as he promised not onely to give up his Lease but also to become conformable to the will and pleasure of Minerva Minerva as then had few thoughts to which Adraste was not made privy for in recompence of his service she communicated her secrets at least such as he had not interest in For proofe whereof she recounted to him an action of Tatius which well noteth the great confidence betweene them Tatius being privately some time before come to Paris got one day unperceived to his Wives house where staying below in a little Parlour hee caused Minerva to be called downe thither who not beleeving she might honestly refuse to see her husband not mistrusting any ill came down to the same roome where he stayed her After having saluted Minerva praying him to walke up into her chamber he tould her that he had but a little while to stay there with her aud hee desired not to be seene no not of her servants and that being borne away by that extreame affection which he ever had for her she must beleeve that this visit so unexpectedly made and by stealth was a sufficient testimony thereof But thou most faire Minerva cōtinued he having tane her in his armes art thou not in pitty any whit sensible of my misfortunes Sir answered Minerva I am not so insensible stony but I suffer some impression from your passion and in your disgraces do compassionate yet as in mine own But you know well the cause that parted mine from your interest and I wish no other Iudge in this case then your selfe Indeed said Tatius I did not use you I confesse as your demerits did oblige me but excuse the passions of a Lover pardon him that does repent him forget the ills that I have done you and but now remember you of all the good that I have wished you you shall make nature a lyar if you become not then as pittifull as you are faire if you have not the same sweetnesse in your minde you carry in your looks They were all alone for the servant that had called downe Minerva was gon out and Tatius enjoying those rights the opportunity and his cōdition afforded him and reducing so his words into actions touching the heart of Minerva which was not made of wood or marble as partly by consent partly by force he reentred the possession of those favours he had formerly lost But so soone as hee had satisfied his owne desires See but the thanks of this disloyall and ingratefull soule No man can witnesse said he that I have now been heere Thinke not I came for love of thee but of my owne revenge to the end that after having left with thee what I can utterly deny I so may give thee lost Lo here the wicked act of Tatius which amongst the most remarkable basenesses that ere were perpetrate may hold the place of the most enormous treason and the most faithlesse wickednesse that husband ever committed gainst a wife Minerva never trusted this secret but to the fidelity of Adraste who never abused that trust or ever wronged her in it and if hee hath spoke on 't since it hath beene still to her defence gainst such as have accused and blamed her much for living from her husband And to make seen what cause she had to be for ever doubtfull and mistrusting such and so inveterate and setled a malice As Adraste had no care that tended not to the service of Minerva it seemed no lesse that shee had no inclination but tended to the love of Adraste She spake not but of his merits remembred her not but of his services nor in appearance thought of any thing more then of the meanes to acknowledge them Yet this faire sun-shine but presaged a storme Sailors have cause to seare a calme too smiling And physitians think it not amisse to doubt a health too perfect and secure for as the one doth but presage a furious storme the other argues still a dangerous disease But when that sicknesse doth succeed excesse of health Raines a great winde or stormes ensue grosse clouds no man at all is moved thereat for that already were foreseeen the signes that usually precede But when that in a time cleere and serene the face of heaven is in an instant bound about with clouds Or that we see a man to die at going out of bed that did arise in health T is then we do become affraid and that amazement seiseth us for that we are surprized and by so much the more astonished from these accidents as we could not foresee the event So had there beene but any cause or a pretext that had preceded the disgrace of our Adraste here hee had not marvailed at it aught for he knew well what kinde of soule he had to deale withall But all at once when he the lest expected it and that he did esteeme himselfe the most in favour with his Mistris not knowing why or doubting how hee found him fallen in her contempt and in the place of recompence and those kinde favours whereof his tried affections and his services did render him most worthy he did yet undergo the scornes and chastisements which he had no way merited He had not three dayes to stay in Paris when going to see her one morning a little later then hee was wont hee found shee was gone to Church whither very readily following her rather in desire to see her then for any other devotion he had It is no mervaile that God permitted him to be so ill entreated She had in her company only the Governesse and had already heard Masse upon the arivall of Adraste who having bid her good morrow presented her his hand to leade her home dinner time pressed them not so but having sufficient leisure fair weather to walk in and the place they were in inviting them thereto Adraste that thought he might have better liberty to entertaine her in this walke then at her house intreated her to take a turne in the Garden of that faire house belonging to the Queene Mother And Minerva admitted him to conduct her as well to entertaine him though very differently and with an entertainment and welcome much contrary to the desires and hopes of Adraste So as he pressed her to recompence his services and at the least would needes have some kinde favour from her for him to beare along with him unto the warres Minerva changing her discourse did tell him straite that his so frequent visits and disorderly addresses unto her had scandalized her much with all the Neighbours bout her house so as she was inforced to intreat him come more seldome there that esteeming his company as she did she could not deprive her of it she sayd with little griefe of which she did beleeve that hee would have his part but knowing likewise that he did esteeme more of her reputation then himselfe she hoped he alwaies would preferre that good
yet seem good to me But I complain of heaven that hath bestowed on me so little merit and so boundlesse love according unto which proportions the one beares me to adore and honour you the other doth invite you to disdain and scorn me Nor can I deny also but that it seems extreamely cruell unto me to see you harke to any other speech then that of my complaint Nor that I conceive not an ill opinion of my selfe by the slight esteem that you have of my sufferance Yet Madame since that you are so pleased I shall conform me to your humours and make you see that I have no content at all but in what pleaseth you But if my frequent visits rēder you my passions importune I shall most humbly beg you will accuse your own perfections of the fault that in the image of such beauties have caused me to adore even cruelty it selfe and seeke the vaine shadow of contentment in a most sure and reall martyrdome The Answer Epistle 5. Sir I Expected the least of any thing such a Letter from you whom I beleeved better then ever satisfied in my deportments and intentions You judge both of the one and other rather by opinion then by reason and falsely accuse me to have done you ill since I have neither had the power or will and that you never can reape the good I wish you You have cause to say that I will accuse you of raving and to call to minde that I have promised to love you more then others This truth me thinks should hold sufficient place in your beliefe to hinder that any other contrary impression should ever usurpe the roome But if you take the pains to remember you of what you do complaine and chiefly of the complyance wherewith you say I gratifie all the world without remembring you You will finde they are but complements to which civility inviteth and obligeth me and that they have been more liberally imparted to your selfe then any man I am never importuned by your visits but on the contrary they have been so valued by me that I desire the continuance on condition that you give no more faith to any thing averse to the esteem I have of your demerits The Reply Epistle 6. Madame I Iudg'd what you would answer me before I wrote unto you and well I knew that you would not want words whatsoever reason you might see deficient in But I know not nor can I as yet learne on what deportment of yours I ought take up my satisfaction for either I am very blinde or else I have not seen any so favourable as might render me more satisfied then I have been Notwithstanding you have cause to say that I rather judge thereofby opinion then by reason for that I have pronounced them just against my selfe which reasonably I never could To say I accuse you wrongfully of the ill you do me and that you have nor power nor will therto were not onely against my knowledge but also against yours and cannot be said without gaine-saying the most certaine experience that I have proved therein against which it is impossible to beleeve that you have ever wished mee well As to my raving I my selfe give sentence against my selfe upon condition you confesse that it proceeds not but of too much love And for the verity of your promise I know not what place it may hold in my beliefe to hinder a contrary impression not having ever seen the proofe that was not to the contrary To remember me of things whereof I doe complaine were but to afflict me more It were better seek some meanes to forget them as her hath been their causer since that I neither can or ought hope other thing The Argument He amorously seemes angry with his Mistris Epistle 7. Madam I Should indeed never write more no nor speak calling to minde how much both the one and the other have beene bootlesse to me and how much that faithfull stedfast and most perfect affection which I beare you continued of so long time and with so wonderfull a perseverance might speak for me were not you on my behalfe the most imperswasible woman under heaven But the violence of my torments and that rigorous usage wherwithall you entertaine me when I ought be rather cloyed then starved with your favours constraine me to lament my selfe and to accuse you both of ingratitude and cruelty What is the matter Madam have you lost the name and memory of him that hath not any but to love you to serve you And is it not enough that you are lovelesse but you will be too without memory without knowledge How long have I sighed for you and you withstood not onely my felicity but more your owne Remember you that he that begs love on you now is he that of so long hath beene your suppliant and that it is not a vaine humor that invites him to it but the truest passion love did ever yet inforce Content your selfe in that so violent resistance you have made till now against your own good happe and suffer you your selfe to be orecome at last by an invincible spirit All things invite you to it and nothing lets you your honour is protected in my warinesse and my discretion and this same innocent feare you have to doe amisse in my favour is altogether causlesse God is no enemy of Natures but its Author and the offence committed without scandalls is no offence for this'tis said that they are blessed whose sinnes are covered But Madam the men of the first times having composed their civill Lawes did after give them out unto the people as divine to the intent to render them the more venerable and themselves the better obeyed in their Authority So Numa made the Romans beleeve hee had the Lawes hee gave them from the Goddesse Egeria And Lycurgus perswaded the Greekes that Apollo had given him his Stand you not then on so vaine a scruple which indeed is no other then a bare pretence to hide your cruelty And if you still doubt of that so faithfull constancie of which you have had so long experience Alas with what manner of proofe have I not testified the same which notwithstanding if so bee there yet remaines one I have not renderd may it include my life and all that ever I have command me heere that I present you with it that so living and dying in obedience as in affection I may cause you find me more worthy of the good you refuse me then of the il you do me The Argument He comforteth his Mistris on the death of his Rivall and manifesteth the excellence of his Love above all other affections Epistle 8. Madam YOu commanded mee to ease you of a passion gave you offence and at the same time promised to cure mee of another gave me death And howsoever I hope nothing lesse then the effects of such a promise your repose is so deare to me and your Empire so
are not obliged to doe more nor justly to grieve your selfe for acciâ—ents you cannot avoid Here be the remedies that I often practise on my selfe continually since I first knew me wrastling beneath so injurious a fortune as the most miserable may finde wherewith to comfort themselves in the contemplating me But I am estrayed Madame and forget that I increase the number of your troubles by the length of this my Letter which may witnesse for me if you please that the desire I have to live is not so deare to me as that I have to preserve me yours The Argument He answereth to a Letter of Minerva's Epistle 21. YOur note enforceth me to avow it that you have a better memory on my behalfe then heretofore you have had acknowledgement and that you doe something acquit you of what you owe me if so you can pay all my love with one bare remembrance I finde also that you have cause to beare me in minde for if so be I have not rendred you the service the memory whereof may be deare unto you at the least I have given you no offence that ought to render you ill apaid As for me I have a thousand reasons that oblige me to cherish yours but one onely forbids me which is that I cannot remember me of you without passion and to suffer a mans selfe to become passionate for a thing cannot be had is but a folly I have of late pretended to wisedome and have believed my selfe but ill favouredly therein as you may thinke notwithstanding which if so I cannot attain to it I will at least seeme to have done it and begin by the forgetting of my passions and of her that was the cause of them it is true that it is but an ill way this to begin to forget my love by renewing the memory thereof and indeed of what should I ever remember me after once having forgotten you The Argument A Ladies answere to her Lover Epistle 22. THe care which you have to preserve my memory and the passion you feele for my absence to my thinking are lesse then the meanes you have to expresse them notwithstanding I value them so as I am not much displeased to see the new assurances you give me of your affections which are not over-pleasing unto me though I were well satisfied with the former The fairest proofes and most desired effects you can give me of your good will consists in your return I imagine not that you have cast the affection behinde you that you had for me but contrariwise I deeme that you ever laid it amongst the most eminent of your best thoughts aud that like enough you may draw your crâ—â—es after you but cannot breake them As to the â—â—cape you have made without my leave I attribute it to your affaires never having any designe that tended to the diverting you from them if I render you beautifull thoughts it is not in such abundance but I alwaies reserve some to my selfe for the entertainment of my solitude in your absence you say that you resolve to attend my answer at Brux elles and I am resolved to write to you thither by an expresse messenger if so your comming doe not prevent me Adue I am your servant The Argument Hee makes answer to a complaint she had made of him for his silence and not writing Epistle 23. Madame ONe chanced to deliver me a note which by the hand and the stile I knew to be yours I confesse to you Madame that I scarse understood any thing in it and that as I have no cause to beleeve that my good wishes are any thing valued by you so have you yet lesse to say that you cannot consent to the losse of them You thinke not that such as love not but in presence know well how to love I know not wherefore you say that Madame to one that both in your presence and in your absence hath testified so much love unto you and one that therein hath been so ill requited as you cannot renew the memory of his affection without refreshing that of your owne ingratitude You continue to write to me almost against your will Indeed I cannot deny but in that you doe me a favour which I hold extreamly deare but with it you ought to avow that my affections do merit a greater and that for every word that you have wrote to me you have received many Letters from me from any of which I cannot thinke that you can draw argument to prove that I desire not the continuation of yours And to demand that I should cleer your scruples thereupon is it not to demand new proofes of a passion which you cannot be ignorant of without belying your own experience you say that should be much contrary to your desire so sure should it be to mine that hath never tended but to honour you though to no purpose and that cannot yet repent the time therein lost Thus would I entreat you to write to me answering my Letters as I reply to yours and arguing with me reasonably without framing to your selfe such chimera's as have not for support but your own phantasie You will be thereby more satisfied and I more contented since my contentment depends on your satisfaction I am not in the meane time your servant but I shall alwaies be so whilest it shall please God and you to let me live The Argument Vpon some discontent a little before his departure Epistle 24. Madame IF so be this paper be not as unwelcome to you as my selfe I intreate you here peruse a word or two which my extreame dolors hinder me to come and tell you I nurse sufficient ills in my despaire without the need to have had them more exasperated by the interdiction of your speech and of your sight Yet nerethelesse are any of them so cruell but I would rather undergo them still without complaint then be displeasing unto you No Madame I am sufficiently possessed of my affections but not so much to the prejudice of my obedience that they shall ever give you cause to tearme your selfe a miserable one I know not what you thinke but I wish no part in heaven if there be any manner of misfortune upon earth I would not undergoe to render you in happy state thereby Adue I goe to breath forth my afflictions in some place whereas my worst of sufferings never shall offend the due respect I owe to you and which I ever shall preserve to you even in my own losse The Answer 25. YOu have made an ill construction of my intentions if so be you thinke that I desire to banish you my sight since yours have ever been too deare to me to value it now no better And you shall much offend me if you doe not bid adue by word of mouth When you shall enter into your selfe you will I assure me confesse that you are in an errour that all such things as you accuse me of are
the furthest may be from any design of mine The Reply 26. IF I have ill interpreted your intentions you may blame your selfe that have alwaies hidden them in words so mysticall as I have been unable ere to penetrate I well might thinke you interdicted me your speech and sight when I perceived that you would neither see nor yet give care unto me And that hath caused me to resolve to bid adue by Letter not to offend you but to avoyd your offence and to punish my selfe for the sinne I have committed in loving you too perfectly But since you let me know that I should give you offence if so I should not come to present it you by word of mouth I shall collect whatsoever remaines to me of life to come and tender you that word the sole and onely thought whereof is killing I beleeve I shall confesse me in an error if once I doe re-enter in my selfe for really I think not therein ever to re-enter Yet am I not so besides my selfe that I shall ever forget me so as to accuse you of any thing no it is I that I accuse of all the ills I undergoe and I the man that doth impute them still to my misfortunes and my ill deserts THe next Epistle he wrote unto her is the last mentioned in the story where wee leave him departed for the Army from whence having sent her sixe or seven severall Letters before he received one backe being returned to Paris hee wrote the following Epistles which may give much light to the Reader of the argument of the second part that was neer finished but could not wholly for that what the Author intended otherwise as may be thought fill out an unhappy tragedy signed with his owne lives bloud after he had foure or five times victoriously returned out of the field on severall appeals honoured with the better on his enemies by whom he was unfortunately murthered neer the bed-side of this Lady The Argument Being returned to Paris he found that his Mistresse had harkened to some ill reports of him whereof hee complaineth and for that she had taken from him such houres of visitation as he had hardly acquired to give them to another The first occasion of breach betweene them Epistle 27. YEt ought I not to die without so much as one word speaking nor see my selfe condemned in a cause so just without defending me at all I had thought to have smothered my complaints in silence of my death But the griefes are too too smarting and the injustice you accuse them of oblige me to defend them Madame when I remember me of my departure of my absence and of my return and do consider that in all the three I have not cone any thing but still adore and worship you amid the most affrightfull and the hazardfullest divertisements could be and that in recompence of this and of an infinite of love which I have testified to you you in the instant and almost on the first day of my arrivall picked a quarrell with me upon pretence as false as my affections are most true and as remote from my deportments as two extreames can be the one from the other When I call to minde that you have too forbidden me the honour of your entertainment and of visiting you at the houres which I acquired by such and so many cares and which you now have taken away from me to give them to the jealousie of a watchfull spie that day and night orelooketh and controules your carriage and continually besiegeth your person When I see the importunity of his tyrannie unworthily prefer'd the merit of my services and that there is not that troublesome or pratling gossip that doth not importunely approach your eare and entertaine you three or foure houres without the least offence where I am onely he to whom minutes I and moments still are interdicted being forced to passe whole daies entire at home with you to attend the opportunitie to speake one word and notwithstanding after this to goe my waies unable once to doe it It is impossible such bitternes succeeding such sweetes I promised me and which you caused mee hope on my returne can be digested and past ore without complaints In one thing it may be Madam I have failed indeed I meane in that I have dared before you ere to sigh them forth to whom no sort of plaint as yet was ever just So have you accused them of injustice and wrote to me that you have not loved the possession of my amity but to cōsent unto the losse of it which is a strange conceit and I dare say not yours for you have too much judgment ere to love a thing unto no end without it be to loose it For me right well you may loose mee even when you please ther 's nought so certaine Madam and I shall readily serve you therein against my selfe But for my love you never can and if I would I have sworne to you that it shall abide eternally And once againe I promise you it shall but never importune or with such tyrannie as doth extend unto the deprivation of your libertie But on the contrary I never shall pretend once to stretch mine but to depend alwaies absolutely on yours Here is what I had wrote when your man gave mee your Letters After dinner I shall tell you more if so you please The Argument Vpon that shee had answered to his former Letter how she was inforced to her griefe to suffer anpleasing company and that she was sorry she could not admit of his entertainment as she would He returnes that the party whom shee fained her to be unable to be rid of was rather commanded to stay purposly to keepe him off And that he needed not his assistance in such case knowing well that she might absolutely command and forbid him what she pleased in full assurance to bee obeyed Epistle 38. INdeed Madam I apprehend you freer of your elbowes then of your heart as we say and that the party you faine ye unable to keepe off is rather commanded to stay with you purposely to keepe me away and by his presence to deprive me of that which otherwise you cannot deny to the justnesse of my desires For how should it possibly be but having so good a wit a judgment so excellent as you have and both accompanied with so sublime a spirit you should give such power over your selfe unto a man that is nothing to you so as he should not give you leave to dispose of one poore houre that I have any time this month begg'd at your hands if you had not expresly bid him so to doe And what indignity were it that he upon pretence of service and affection should so possesse him of your estate and of the libertie of your person that not so much as a breathing time should be free to you And if that it be so Madam you little need the use of his assistance
the end they obliged no other one to answere them Epistle 60. I Am more amazed then I am offended at your Letter and I could wish that all your vanities were inclosed in the paper you sent me to the end that being unknown to any one but me they should not oblige any man to answer them I meane not for what hath respect to my self howsoever you have reported that I entreated you to come and see me and that you had no desire nor would do it you know it a thing I never thought and me think it would better become you to observe a modest silence then to discourse of your goodnesse and of my demerits since both the one and the other are but imaginary as whatsoever appeareth or in your Letters or your discourse be but vanities which I feare every one wil not ever suffer from you And for that you accuse me to have said I will let you see so soone as you pleasein presence of those have made that report the cause you had to give credit thereunto and the wrong you doe me to complain of my walks I have not refused your conduct when it was fit I should admit it and for the rest the little interest you have in my actions ought to forbid you or meddle with or observe them I conclude with this counsell which I entreat you make use of viz that you speake of others as they doe of you that is to say worthily The Argument He answers her threats and to the vanities she accuseth him of in a stile altogether estranged from the respect he had wont to render her though not from his discretion Epistle 61. YOu have cause to say that you are more amazed then offended at my Letters since indeed there is more cause of astonishment then of offence In all the rest you are in the wrong and chiefly in accusing me throughout of vanity wherewith you manifest your selfe so stored as you thinke to arrest and stay my words by your threatnings I answer not to what hath been reported to you because indeed it merits not an answere and that it is altogether opposite to common sence that a man that hath perpetually complained that you would never see him should vaunt to have been intreated thereunto and not to have been willing But there is no imposture so manifest to which you rather lend not your beliefe then to my best reasons provided that it be against me for that sufficeth to render it ever just Notwithstanding you know that I have other manner of subjects to cherish my vanities with would I embrance them and if I were not more discreet then your advice can render me I avow it that it had been better indeed for me not to have spoken so worthily of your demerits or my goodnesse but not that the one or the other are imaginary nor that the modest silence seems to you so comely hath ever been broken yet unlesse by you As to that you say that whatsoever appeares in my discourse or in my Letters is all but vanity I appeale unto the judgement you your selfe have heretofore pronounced thereof and to posterity that better farre shall judge therin then you But you know me little having had so long experience of me and have exceeding ill impressions of my courage if so you think 't is feare that renders me so modest as I a m. I never feard but you for that I never loved but you and and when I shall not love you any more I shall then feare you no longer Those whom you think to oblige to answer me are for themselves already sufficiently ingaged and they shall finde me ever as free but more advised then they have found me yet You are afraid that they should know what I have said and I will print it to the end that none be ignorant thereof I take no knowledge of the report was made to me and so lightly beleeve not what is said of you as you beleeve whatsoever is said of me but by that you have said to my selfe I have judged what you might say to others As to your walks it is true I have no interest in them more then in the rest of your deportments but you deserve well to see some sport made you for your love and my promise and your threats oblige me to let you finde that I doe not forget you For conclusion you counsell me to speake of others as they speake of me that indeed were good if other mens actions were as even as mine But I give you an advice which is not to menace a man you can neither hurt nor fright Reasons of the Authors against his Love IT is true that it is the thing of all the world that I have loved the most but it is that also loves me the least I have a great delight in loving but it is traversed with a thousand torments I grieve extreamely to forgoe it but that is sweetened with abundance of peace And indeed how should I preserve that I never well acquired have I not done my utmost both in the acquisition and preservation what can I doe more then after the most I was able I never loved woman equall to her but it is better not to love at all then to love ones vexation and render a man miserable in the humour of an ingratefull one She hath at all times sought me but it hath been to loose me and those pleasures she hath caused me have been so short so thwarted and so imperfect still that compared with the painefull afflictions she hath procured me it hath beene a twinkling of faire weather in the incessant haile of a perpetuall storme and one drop of sweet water amid the boundlesse extent of a vast sea brackish and bitter where the continuall windes and billowes roaring and rowling on each others necke in their contentions move an eternall tempest that meets no calme in her embroiles nor end in the strife of its perpetuall motions In a word she 's an ingratefull one that hath done all that ere she could to torment and offend me And one that hath not worthily acknowledged my affections but recompenced them with her outrages Where is the memory of those indignities and those offences which she hath so often done me Hath she not poorely abandoned me in favour of my enemies hath she not taken from me her converse and company to give it them Hath she not permitted that they have challenged me three or four times not once or twice but I say three or four times And if she shall deny the approving of their actions her own bearing gives her words the lye For hath she not since opposed me to sustain their quarrell hath she not preserv'd their friendship with the losse of mine Had she loved her honour or my life could she ever have seen again the men conspired both against the one and the other And nerethelesse having broken the band of her affections sworn tome