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shall_v be_v see_v to_o do_v it_o it_o will_v be_v repute_v a_o humility_n and_o condescent_n worthy_a of_o immortal_a memory_n now_o what_o be_v all_o this_o goodness_n and_o humility_n compare_v with_o god_n who_o so_o vouchsafe_v to_o converse_v with_o man_n true_o nothing_o else_o but_o malice_n and_o pride_n if_o then_o it_o seem_v so_o great_a goodness_n one_o worm_n of_o the_o earth_n to_o converse_v with_o another_o what_o bounty_n trow_v you_o be_v it_o to_o see_v the_o king_n of_o king_n and_o god_n of_o god_n familiar_a with_o a_o worm_n 49._o and_o which_o have_v nothing_o but_o come_v from_o he_o yea_o which_o be_v most_o of_o all_o with_o a_o sin_v full_a sowlle_n and_o his_o enemy_n seek_v she_o woo_v she_o cheer_v she_o show_v she_o all_o lovely_a and_o gracious_a regard_n and_o incessant_o honour_v she_o with_o some_o particular_a grace_n or_o other_o in_o fine_a make_v show_n as_o though_o he_o have_v some_o special_a need_n of_o she_o yea_o seek_a her_o grace_n 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ordinary_o be_v in_o great_a danger_n through_o inobedience_n by_o little_a and_o little_a to_o fall_v into_o some_o great_a error_n and_o ruin_n of_o his_o soul_n and_o also_o if_o he_o be_v of_o any_o particular_a order_n of_o religion_n by_o such_o leave_n of_o little_a custom_n and_o ceremony_n to_o help_v for_o his_o part_n to_o ruinate_v his_o order_n fence_v in_o and_o defend_v with_o such_o custom_n as_o a_o gardin_fw-fr with_o a_o hedge_n wherefore_o i_o wish_v he_o to_o hear_v what_o ecclesiastes_n say_v unto_o he_o 10._o qui_fw-la dissipat_v sepem_fw-la mordebit_fw-la eum_fw-la coluber_fw-la he_o which_o pull_v down_o the_o hedge_n the_o snake_n will_v bite_v he_o and_o to_o receive_v this_o admonition_n from_o the_o wise_a man_n 28._o ne_o transgrediaris_fw-la terminos_fw-la antiquos_fw-la quos_fw-la posuerunt_fw-la patres_fw-la tui_fw-la pass_v not_o the_o ancient_a bownd_n which_o thy_o father_n have_v put_v before_o thou_o for_o how_o can_v that_o tend_v to_o perfection_n that_o nourish_v proper_a will_n and_o leave_v of_o obedience_n or_o how_o can_v that_o tend_v to_o perfection_n that_o diminish_v true_a performance_n of_o profession_n but_o what_o more_o diminish_v true_a performance_n of_o his_o profession_n then_o to_o abandon_v the_o good_a custom_n and_o constitution_n of_o his_o religion_n which_o though_o they_o be_v not_o the_o essential_a or_o very_a substance_n throf_o yet_o be_v they_o the_o wall_n trench_n simile_n or_o bulwark_n to_o defend_v the_o same_o for_o as_o no_o captain_n of_o a_o castle_n or_o governor_n of_o a_o town_n be_v so_o foolish_a as_o to_o beat_v down_o the_o wall_n or_o bulwark_n or_o to_o fill_v up_o the_o trench_n or_o ditch_n of_o the_o same_o which_o defend_v the_o town_n and_o make_v the_o enemy_n employ_v his_o force_n and_o spend_v his_o munition_n shot_n and_o powder_n to_o win_v the_o same_o and_o to_o beat_v they_o down_o before_o he_o can_v assalt_n the_o castle_n or_o town_n itself_o so_o be_v he_o no_o wise_a who_o beat_v down_o and_o abolish_v such_o ceremony_n and_o custom_n which_o keep_v in_o safety_n the_o essential_a of_o his_o rule_n namely_o his_o three_o vow_n and_o other_o thing_n command_v under_o pain_n of_o sin_n and_o which_o make_v the_o spiritual_a enemy_n to_o spend_v their_o force_n in_o expugn_v the_o same_o before_o they_o can_v come_v to_o that_o which_o be_v of_o great_a consequence_n for_o as_o when_o such_o defence_n of_o the_o town_n be_v destroy_v the_o enemy_n layeng_v his_o siege_n against_o it_o forthwith_o plant_v his_o canon_n and_o beat_v at_o his_o will_n and_o pleasure_n against_o the_o very_a house_n of_o the_o same_o even_o unto_o the_o heart_n thereof_o and_o so_o it_o be_v in_o great_a danger_n to_o be_v take_v and_o subdue_v in_o like_a manner_n when_o such_o ceremony_n be_v abrogate_a the_o enemy_n beseige_v the_o city_n of_o the_o soul_n without_o any_o let_v lay_v on_o his_o whole_a force_n and_o with_o his_o fiery_a arrow_n shoot_v full_a butt_n against_o the_o naked_a essential_a point_n and_o undefended_a vow_n of_o his_o profession_n so_o that_o he_o ought_v to_o be_v so_o far_o from_o such_o contempt_n of_o those_o thing_n that_o though_o he_o be_v in_o great_a sublime_a contemplation_n yet_o if_o he_o know_v that_o such_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v do_v he_o ought_v for_o the_o cause_n above_o say_v to_o leave_v the_o same_o but_o herein_o lie_v the_o sore_a and_o imperfection_n in_o this_o case_n that_o they_o think_v they_o shall_v be_v far_o from_o god_n and_o diminish_v their_o spiritual_a light_n while_o they_o be_v employ_v in_o the_o accomplishment_n of_o such_o little_a thing_n and_o ceremony_n so_o that_o they_o do_v not_o only_o omit_v they_o by_o frailty_n but_o also_o witting_o and_o of_o set_v purpose_n but_o â—f_o so_o it_o be_v that_o by_o these_o mean_v they_o be_v sequester_v from_o god_n and_o their_o light_n decrease_v it_o be_v either_o because_o they_o do_v it_o unwillinglie_o namely_o exteriorlie_o and_o not_o in_o mind_n which_o in_o effect_n before_o god_n who_o regard_v the_o will_n be_v as_o much_o as_o to_o leave_v it_o undo_v or_o else_o if_o they_o do_v it_o willing_o it_o be_v not_o as_o here_o be_v teach_v for_o the_o will_n of_o god_n only_o for_o if_o this_o be_v their_o end_n so_o far_o shall_v they_o be_v from_o be_v alienate_v from_o god_n and_o their_o light_n diminish_v that_o they_o shall_v thereby_o be_v near_o unto_o he_o and_o their_o light_n much_o increase_v because_o this_o will_v which_o be_v spirit_n and_o life_n do_v illuminate_v illustrate_v and_o so_o change_v the_o work_n that_o of_o corporal_a they_o become_v spiritual_a of_o dark_a and_o exterior_a clear_a and_o interior_a and_o therefore_o of_o those_o that_o so_o do_v they_o it_o be_v write_v 38._o quia_fw-la tenebraenon_fw-mi obscurabuntur_fw-la a_o
part_n of_o thy_o sowlle_n from_o all_o spot_n of_o passion_n and_o disordinate_a affection_n and_o radical_o to_o plant_v my_o will_n in_o thou_o whereby_o to_o make_v thou_o my_o lively_a temple_n holy_a tabernacle_n paradise_n of_o pleasure_n and_o brief_a to_o make_v thou_o one_o spirit_n with_o i_o yea_o my_o own_o sweet_a spouse_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o 2._o for_o sponsabo_fw-la te_fw-la mihi_fw-la in_o aeternum_fw-la i_o will_v espouse_v thou_o for_o ever_o the_o sowlle_n thus_o see_v that_o such_o be_v his_o divine_a will_n which_o be_v her_o only_a life_n and_o joy_n and_o to_o the_o which_o she_o aspire_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o her_o heart_n with_o a_o unsatiable_a desire_n to_o resign_v herself_o whole_o thereunto_o 13._o answer_v domine_fw-la non_fw-la tanâ—um_fw-la pedes_fw-la meos_fw-la sed_fw-la &_o manus_fw-la &_o caput_fw-la o_o lord_n wash_v not_o only_o my_o foot_n but_o my_o hand_n and_o head_n also_o that_o i_o may_v not_o only_o have_v clean_a foot_n for_o to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n but_o also_o a_o illumine_v understanding_n to_o know_v thy_o law_n and_o innocent_a hand_n to_o do_v good_a work_n whereby_o be_v whole_o despoil_v of_o the_o old_a man_n i_o may_v from_o henceforth_o say_v 5._o not_o only_a lavi_fw-la pedes_fw-la meos_fw-la quomodò_fw-la coinquinabo_fw-la eos_fw-la i_o have_v wash_v my_o foot_n how_o shall_v i_o now_o fowlle_v they_o any_o more_o but_o also_o exui_fw-la i_o tunica_fw-la mea_fw-la ibid._n quomodò_fw-la induam_fw-la illam_fw-la i_o have_v put_v of_o my_o garment_n how_o shall_v i_o put_v it_o on_o again_o whereunto_o the_o spouse_n answer_v 13._o qui_fw-la lotus_fw-la est_fw-la non_fw-la indiget_fw-la nisi_fw-la ut_fw-la lavet_fw-la pedes_fw-la sed_fw-la est_fw-la mundus_fw-la totus_fw-la he_o that_o be_v wash_v need_v not_o but_o only_o to_o wash_v his_o foot_n but_o be_v whole_o clean_a for_o if_o thou_o have_v no_o vain_a affection_n thou_o shall_v be_v clean_o all_o over_o et_fw-la macula_fw-la non_fw-la erit_fw-la in_o te_fw-la 4._o and_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o spot_n in_o thou_o and_o therefore_o let_v i_o do_v my_o will_n in_o thou_o let_v i_o operate_v like_o a_o true_a spouse_n let_v my_o spirit_n repose_n in_o thou_o let_v i_o labour_v together_o with_o thou_o for_o that_o according_a to_o the_o word_n i_o have_v pass_v unto_o thou_o 2._o sponsabo_fw-la te_fw-la mihi_fw-la in_o fide_fw-la i_o will_v espouse_v thou_o in_o faith_n the_o sowlle_n have_v understand_v this_o mystery_n as_o one_o whole_o dissolve_v into_o sweetness_n and_o inflame_v with_o love_n 5._o say_v anima_fw-la mea_fw-la liquefacta_fw-la est_fw-la ut_fw-la dilectus_fw-la locutus_fw-la est_fw-la i_o be_v whole_o dissolve_v assoon_o as_o i_o hear_v my_o belove_a speak_v and_o go_v on_o in_o spirit_n with_o the_o virgin_n marie_n say_v 1._o ecce_fw-la ancilla_fw-la domini_fw-la fiat_fw-la mihi_fw-la secundum_fw-la verbum_fw-la tuum_fw-la loe_o here_o thy_o handmaid_n oh_o lord_n be_v it_o unto_o i_o as_o thou_o have_v say_v and_o heerupon_o by_o such_o her_o sweet_a consent_n and_o hearty_a resignation_n to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n she_o become_v straight_o unite_v thereunto_o receive_v it_o into_o she_o and_o final_o be_v become_v thereby_o the_o mother_n of_o jesus_n christ_n for_o quoth_v he_o quicunque_fw-la fecerit_fw-la voluntatem_fw-la patris_fw-la mei_fw-la qui_fw-la est_fw-la in_o coelis_fw-la hic_fw-la frater_fw-la &_o soror_fw-la &_o mater_fw-la mea_fw-la est_fw-la who_n so_o do_v the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n who_o be_v in_o heaven_n he_o be_v my_o brother_n my_o sister_n and_o my_o mother_n and_o the_o sowlle_n have_v so_o spiritual_o conceive_v he_o and_o be_v become_v great_a of_o he_o she_o chary_o keep_v cherish_v nourish_v worship_v and_o adore_v he_o in_o her_o heart_n like_v as_o the_o virgin_n marie_n do_v in_o her_o body_n and_o so_o to_o be_v short_a she_o be_v bless_v not_o for_o be_v the_o womb_n which_o bear_v he_o or_o the_o teat_n which_o nurse_v he_o but_o for_o be_v she_o who_o have_v hear_v the_o word_n of_o god_n and_o keep_v it_o 11._o now_o spirit_n albeit_o this_o dialogue_n pass_v not_o betwixt_o god_n and_o the_o sowlle_n in_o these_o express_a and_o formal_a term_n yet_o silent_o and_o in_o spirit_n they_o pass_v in_o effect_n and_o substance_n within_o the_o sowlle_n in_o this_o her_o desire_n of_o humiliation_n the_o which_o spiritual_a effect_n a_o man_n can_v express_v but_o by_o such_o articulate_a word_n and_o thus_o by_o this_o degree_n of_o humiliation_n ought_v the_o sowlle_fw-fr learn_v to_o humble_v herself_o amid_o the_o familiar_a visitation_n and_o blandishment_n of_o her_o heavenly_a spouse_n that_o be_v to_o say_v behave_v she_o with_o as_o profownd_a reverence_n towards_o that_o great_a majesty_n as_o it_o daign_v to_o stoop_v in_o so_o great_a familiarity_n to_o she_o and_o aught_o to_o take_v great_a heed_n not_o to_o render_v herself_o reciprocal_o familiar_a unto_o he_o as_o to_o her_o equal_a for_o so_o shall_v she_o make_v of_o this_o familiarity_n a_o wall_n betwixt_o god_n and_o she_o and_o a_o very_a thick_a cloud_n which_o will_v hinder_v she_o from_o the_o clear_a aspect_n of_o the_o spouse_n and_o from_o wade_v forward_o into_o his_o greatness_n a_o point_n wherein_o many_o spiritual_a person_n do_v very_o much_o prejudice_n themselves_o forget_v through_o god_n great_a familiarity_n with_o they_o to_o render_v unto_o he_o a_o due_a and_o profownd_a reverence_n the_o reason_n why_o such_o familiarity_n of_o the_o sowlle_n towards_o god_n be_v such_o a_o obstacle_n and_o cloud_n soul_n be_v because_o that_o thereby_o she_o accomodate_v the_o greatness_n of_o god_n to_o her_o smallnesse_n and_o his_o divinity_n to_o her_o humanity_n and_o so_o see_v almost_o nothing_o at_o all_o out_o of_o herself_o nor_o any_o greatness_n above_o her_o own_o whereas_o by_o profownd_a reverence_n she_o be_v raise_v up_o above_o herself_o to_o the_o greatness_n of_o god_n and_o 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say_v better_a than_o wine_n 5._o
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serge_n so_o the_o least_o work_n exterior_a with_o perfect_a intention_n be_v better_a than_o the_o great_a with_o a_o imperfect_a intention_n final_o the_o remedy_n of_o this_o doubt_n be_v to_o remember_v to_o what_o the_o apostle_n exhort_v we_o say_v 3._o omne_fw-la quodcunque_fw-la facitis_fw-la in_o verbo_fw-la aut_fw-la in_o opere_fw-la omne_fw-la in_o nomine_fw-la domininostri_fw-la jesu_fw-la christi_fw-la facite_fw-la all_o whatsoever_o you_o do_v or_o say_v do_v it_o in_o the_o name_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n for_o say_v that_o all_o our_o work_n shall_v be_v do_v for_o god_n he_o except_v not_o the_o least_o work_n yea_o include_v the_o least_o word_n and_o s._n augustin_n to_o this_o purpose_n say_v 46._o thou_o do_v praise_v god_n when_o thou_o do_v thy_o business_n the_o three_o kind_n of_o thing_n whereof_o these_o doubt_n and_o this_o hesitation_n come_v causae_fw-la be_v thing_n pleasant_a and_o sensual_a as_o eat_v drink_v recreation_n and_o the_o like_a 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in_o cubiculum_fw-la genitricis_fw-la meae_fw-la i_o have_v catch_v he_o and_o will_v not_o let_v he_o go_v until_o i_o bring_v he_o into_o my_o mother_n house_n and_o into_o her_o chamber_n which_o bring_v i_o forth_o i_o have_v catch_v he_o to_o weet_v by_o the_o six_o internal_a act_n and_o degree_n aforesaid_a and_o will_v not_o let_v he_o go_v by_o my_o negligence_n and_o coldness_n but_o will_v keep_v he_o with_o great_a vigilance_n and_o will_v cherish_v he_o by_o intimate_a affection_n and_o ardent_a love_n until_o i_o bring_v he_o into_o my_o mother_n house_n the_o church_n by_o virtuous_a â—ife_n good_a example_n or_o preach_v and_o â—â—to_o her_o chamber_n which_o bring_v i_o forth_o namely_o into_o my_o particular_a order_n by_o a_o religious_a life_n and_o celestial_a contemplation_n and_o so_o cherish_v he_o daily_o in_o my_o soul_n will_v make_v he_o repose_v on_o this_o seat_n of_o continuation_n and_o i_o shall_v prepare_v this_o throne_n with_o the_o six_o degree_n for_o my_o â—â—rue_a king_n solomon_n quem_fw-la laudant_fw-la simul_fw-la astra_fw-la maatina_fw-la 38._o who_o the_o morning_n star_n together_o do_v raise_v loe_o how_o this_o holy_a soul_n speak_v for_o the_o instruction_n consolation_n and_o encouragement_n of_o other_o which_o be_v not_o as_o yet_o so_o perfect_a and_o so_o far_o advance_v neither_o ought_v any_o man_n to_o think_v that_o â—ee_n put_v or_o constitut_v too_o many_o degree_n in_o his_o intention_n dewne_v because_o that_o even_o of_o itself_o be_v perfect_a it_o have_v they_o all_o and_o that_o without_o they_o it_o can_v not_o be_v perfect_a though_o in_o lieu_n of_o their_o be_v there_o implicitè_fw-fr or_o obscure_o cause_n we_o have_v declare_v they_o explicitè_fw-fr and_o more_o clear_o to_o the_o end_n we_o may_v well_o and_o perfect_o discern_v of_o our_o interior_a which_o be_v the_o point_n of_o great_a importance_n of_o all_o and_o for_o want_v of_o which_o very_o spiritual_a man_n often_o remain_v in_o 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as_o without_o they_o in_o vain_a a_o man_n aspire_v to_o spiritual_a life_n as_o the_o brevity_n of_o this_o abridgement_n do_v not_o permit_v to_o treat_v of_o they_o direct_o but_o only_o indirect_o so_o be_v it_o not_o necessary_a see_v they_o be_v clear_o see_v and_o most_o perfect_o practise_v in_o this_o will_n of_o god_n which_o though_o it_o be_v manifest_a by_o the_o second_o chapter_n declare_v how_o all_o perfection_n be_v herein_o contain_v every_o one_o whereof_o contain_v all_o mortification_n and_o virtue_n yet_o for_o better_a satisfaction_n of_o all_o man_n that_o will_v sollow_v this_o rule_n example_n it_o seem_v not_o amiss_o to_o show_v it_o by_o example_n whoesoever_o then_o be_v greivous_o and_o injust_o persecute_v and_o support_v and_o patient_o endure_v the_o same_o according_a to_o the_o foresay_a document_n of_o the_o will_n of_o god_n who_o will_v have_v it_o so_o such_o a_o one_o shall_v mortify_v the_o passion_n of_o envy_n practise_v the_o virtue_n of_o patience_n and_o imitate_v our_o saviour_n who_o in_o like_a persecution_n have_v like_o patience_n likewise_o he_o that_o be_v mock_v and_o with_o outrageous_a speech_n revile_v and_o keep_v silence_n for_o this_o only_a will_n and_o pleasure_n of_o god_n hall_n mortify_v the_o passion_n of_o anger_n practice_n â—he_v virtue_n of_o meekness_n and_o imitate_v our_o saviour_n who_o when_o he_o be_v blaspheamed_a and_o mock_v of_o the_o jew_n behave_v himself_o in_o like_a manner_n so_o also_o he_o that_o wash_v the_o foot_n of_o some_o poor_a pilgrim_n or_o of_o his_o brethren_n as_o the_o custom_n be_v in_o religious_a house_n with_o this_o pure_a intention_n he_o shall_v mortify_v the_o vice_n of_o pride_n practise_v the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n and_o imitate_v our_o saviour_n wash_v the_o foot_n of_o his_o apostle_n again_o who_o for_o the_o only_a pleasure_n of_o god_n pray_v for_o those_o that_o do_v he_o open_a injury_n and_o seek_v his_o death_n shall_v mortify_v the_o 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