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affection_n and_o excellent_a reputation_n than_o they_o which_o do_v good_a according_a to_o any_o other_o virtue_n yea_o a_o liberal_a man_n have_v the_o commendation_n of_o all_o virtue_n he_o be_v think_v wise_a because_o he_o know_v the_o true_a use_n of_o riches_n valiant_a because_o he_o can_v overcome_v the_o covetous_a desire_n which_o rule_v too_o many_o just_a because_o he_o willing_o make_v that_o to_o be_v another_o which_o be_v his_o own_o because_o he_o think_v it_o more_o due_a unto_o he_o for_o the_o good_a which_o may_v come_v thereof_o temperate_a because_o he_o do_v withdraw_v much_o from_o superfluity_n and_o excess_n that_o he_o may_v have_v wherewith_o to_o do_v other_o good_a and_o he_o will_v spend_v the_o less_o to_o give_v the_o more_o we_o must_v gain_v then_o that_o we_o may_v give_v and_o we_o must_v receive_v that_o we_o may_v bestow_v and_o do_v good_a with_o that_o we_o have_v the_o one_o be_v bless_v for_o the_o other_o and_o therefore_o the_o latter_a rather_o bless_v then_o the_o other_o but_o he_o which_o think_v that_o to_o keep_v in_o his_o gain_n be_v the_o only_a way_n to_o do_v himself_o good_a as_o if_o they_o be_v all_o lose_v if_o other_o shall_v occupy_v with_o he_o have_v as_o poor_a a_o trade_n as_o he_o which_o hide_v his_o talon_n in_o a_o napkin_n of_o which_o come_v no_o advantage_n for_o lack_v that_o it_o be_v not_o put_v out_o every_o christian_a must_v know_v himself_o to_o be_v as_o it_o be_v the_o stomach_n to_o digest_v and_o disperse_v those_o gift_n which_o he_o receive_v to_o the_o good_a of_o christ_n body_n christ_n empty_v himself_o to_o fill_v we_o he_o be_v rich_a say_v paul_n for_o your_o sake_n become_v poor_a that_o you_o through_o his_o poverty_n may_v be_v make_v rich_a what_o he_o get_v of_o his_o father_n by_o his_o holy_a life_n or_o patient_a death_n he_o bestow_v on_o we_o and_o what_o he_o may_v just_o claim_v at_o our_o hand_n for_o his_o gift_n bestow_v on_o we_o he_o leave_v to_o be_v dispose_v by_o we_o to_o the_o good_a of_o our_o mother_n as_o the_o tithe_n of_o our_o good_n on_o the_o minister_n which_o watch_v not_o for_o his_o but_o our_o good_a alm_n of_o our_o good_n which_o the_o poor_a receive_v and_o he_o accept_v and_o reward_v as_o if_o they_o be_v bestow_v on_o himself_o and_o if_o he_o bestow_v a_o spiritual_a grace_n on_o i_o he_o look_v not_o for_o the_o return_n but_o put_v it_o over_o to_o the_o brethren_n as_o when_o he_o say_v i_o have_v pray_v for_o thou_o peter_n that_o thy_o faith_n fail_v not_o strengthen_v thy_o brethren_n and_o for_o the_o good_a instruction_n which_o we_o receive_v in_o the_o church_n to_o our_o soul_n health_n he_o bind_v we_o to_o teach_v and_o exhort_v one_o another_o a_o christian_a then_o have_v a_o life_n both_o active_a and_o passive_a the_o one_o all_o in_o receive_v the_o other_o all_o in_o give_v he_o do_v receive_v faith_n hope_n charity_n and_o all_o this_o while_n nature_n do_v nothing_o grace_n do_v all_o then_o after_o by_o grace_n he_o live_v in_o do_v good_a according_a to_o his_o faith_n hope_n and_o love_n the_o first_o life_n bring_v he_o into_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n the_o second_o into_o the_o possession_n of_o his_o kingdom_n to_o do_v thyself_o most_o good_a be_v to_o depart_v with_o thy_o good_n unto_o other_o and_o in_o this_o cause_n they_o be_v keep_v better_a to_o serve_v thy_o turn_n then_o if_o they_o be_v in_o thy_o own_o keep_n for_o if_o thy_o treasure_n be_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o poor_a christ_n be_v thy_o treasurer_n who_o will_v make_v thou_o good_a account_n of_o all_o such_o expense_n i_o speak_v strange_a thing_n to_o the_o ear_n
law_n have_v figure_n for_o the_o time_n of_o grace_n the_o law_n come_v by_o moses_n so_o grace_n and_o truth_n be_v come_v unto_o we_o by_o jesus_n christ_n who_o gospel_n be_v preach_v in_o all_o the_o world_n what_o division_n and_o strife_n be_v rise_v up_o about_o it_o as_o be_v foretell_v how_o many_o enemy_n have_v it_o which_o with_o open_a force_n resist_v it_o how_o many_o false_a brethren_n which_o undermine_v it_o how_o many_o loose_a libertine_n which_o live_v under_o the_o shadow_n but_o will_v not_o be_v rule_v by_o the_o power_n of_o it_o how_o do_v faith_n waver_v and_o charity_n wax_v cold_a the_o world_n sway_n and_o the_o church_n suffer_v heresy_n prosper_v and_o truth_n pine_v if_o all_o the_o work_n of_o god_n hitherto_o have_v have_v their_o just_a course_n and_o time_n will_v he_o fail_v trow_v you_o in_o the_o last_o act_n nay_o some_o part_n of_o this_o act_n be_v begin_v already_o by_o the_o come_n of_o christ_n into_o the_o flesh_n for_o after_o this_o come_n of_o he_o it_o be_v say_v he_o that_o believe_v not_o in_o the_o son_n of_o god_n be_v condemn_v already_o but_o the_o second_o come_v of_o christ_n shall_v be_v a_o full_a consummation_n be_v he_o come_v in_o humility_n to_o suffer_v and_o save_v and_o will_v he_o not_o come_v in_o glory_n to_o put_v down_o all_o his_o enemy_n i_o will_v not_o say_v oh_o foolish_a and_o slow_a of_o heart_n that_o be_v too_o mild_a for_o such_o mocker_n but_o oh_o hard_a heart_a and_o desperate_a wretch_n who_o because_o they_o will_v not_o now_o believe_v the_o truth_n of_o a_o final_a judgement_n shall_v hereafter_o feel_v the_o terror_n and_o punishment_n of_o eternal_a condemnation_n meditation_n 36._o affliction_n affliction_n be_v ever_o profitable_a to_o the_o godly_a but_o there_o be_v very_o few_o of_o such_o and_o it_o be_v common_o see_v that_o man_n after_o a_o long_a and_o strong_a disease_n be_v much_o worse_a than_o before_o so_o that_o the_o fire_n of_o naughtiness_n which_o for_o a_o while_o lay_v cover_v under_o the_o ember_n of_o their_o disease_n have_v get_v but_o a_o little_a vent_n break_v forth_o the_o more_o forcible_o and_o the_o flood_n of_o their_o corruption_n stop_v for_o a_o while_n by_o the_o opposition_n of_o their_o pain_n have_v get_v some_o small_a passage_n do_v recover_v his_o course_n with_o the_o great_a violence_n it_o be_v very_o true_a that_o in_o our_o trouble_n we_o can_v call_v ourselves_o to_o account_n and_o pray_v to_o god_n with_o many_o vow_n and_o promise_n of_o amendment_n but_o no_o soon_o do_v he_o remove_v his_o hand_n than_o we_o start_v aside_o from_o our_o new_a resolution_n and_o follow_v our_o old_a by_o as_o and_o how_o come_v this_o to_o pass_v because_o we_o be_v bring_v unto_o it_o by_o constraint_n we_o do_v complain_v and_o cry_v but_o more_o for_o feel_v of_o anguish_n and_o pain_n like_o beast_n than_o any_o inward_a remorse_n or_o touch_v of_o conscience_n we_o be_v not_o offend_v at_o our_o sin_n but_o we_o be_v sorry_a for_o the_o loss_n of_o our_o health_n and_o liberty_n we_o humble_v not_o ourselves_o before_o the_o lord_n but_o it_o be_v grievous_a unto_o we_o that_o his_o hand_n be_v heavy_a on_o we_o we_o long_v not_o after_o the_o health_n of_o our_o soul_n but_o we_o inquire_v after_o all_o mean_n to_o remove_v the_o disease_n from_o our_o body_n therefore_o as_o soon_o as_o we_o have_v our_o will_n satisfy_v in_o this_o respect_n and_o seel_v our_o strength_n return_v we_o get_v cut_v as_o man_n shut_v up_o long_o in_o prison_n and_o forget_v all_o the_o good_a thought_n which_o come_v to_o we_o in_o extremity_n and_o as_o it_o fall_v out_o with_o the_o child_n of_o israel_n that_o because_o they_o be_v near_o the_o good_a land_n and_o may_v have_v enter_v into_o it_o by_o the_o conduct_n of_o god_n and_o will_v not_o therefore_o return_v they_o back_o again_o and_o their_o carcase_n perish_v in_o the_o wilderness_n so_o in_o this_o cause_n because_o we_o be_v near_o to_o amendment_n of_o life_n and_o may_v have_v be_v partaker_n thereof_o through_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o will_v not_o therefore_o fall_v we_o back_o to_o our_o old_a sin_n and_o in_o they_o we_o perish_v a_o godly_a mind_n may_v thrive_v well_o in_o trouble_n but_o he_o that_o be_v not_o prepare_v before_o hand_n shall_v find_v little_a comfort_n in_o it_o the_o sun_n which_o melt_v the_o wax_n harden_v the_o clay_n spice_n when_o they_o be_v beat_v smell_v the_o better_a but_o there_o be_v other_o thing_n which_o never_o smell_v so_o ill_o as_o when_o they_o be_v most_o handle_v these_o sudden_a flash_n terrify_v many_o but_o they_o enlighten_v none_o but_o such_o as_o live_v in_o the_o inward_a light_n alas_o what_o a_o interest_n have_v sin_n in_o we_o when_o we_o have_v once_o yield_v unto_o it_o we_o bear_v not_o only_o the_o guilt_n of_o what_o be_v past_a but_o we_o be_v ever_o after_o the_o more_o prone_a to_o do_v the_o like_a again_o so_o that_o there_o be_v no_o purgation_n so_o strong_a no_o affliction_n of_o such_o force_n to_o cleanse_v we_o of_o it_o without_o the_o special_a gift_n of_o his_o heavenly_a grace_n which_o no_o soon_o say_v but_o lazarus_n come_v forth_o therefore_o be_v we_o to_o look_v to_o our_o very_a beginning_n and_o if_o we_o have_v make_v any_o entrance_n to_o draw_v back_o with_o speed_n for_o sin_n of_o custom_n be_v like_o a_o old_a gout_n which_o know_v no_o remedy_n yet_o despair_v not_o at_o any_o time_n rather_o resist_v then_o give_v place_n if_o the_o tempter_n suggest_v unto_o thou_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o sin_n let_v it_o serve_v this_o way_n to_o make_v thou_o humble_v thyself_o more_o and_o to_o ask_v pardon_n if_o thou_o desire_v hearty_o to_o amend_v and_o commit_v thy_o cause_n to_o he_o which_o die_v for_o thou_o thy_o sin_n can_v hurt_v thou_o for_o he_o which_o give_v the_o desire_n will_v bring_v it_o to_o effect_v but_o herein_o beware_v of_o hypocrisy_n if_o god_n point_n unto_o thou_o particular_o by_o any_o affliction_n take_v it_o as_o a_o medicine_n from_o thy_o heavenly_a physician_n for_o thy_o soul_n health_n and_o let_v it_o be_v more_o displease_v that_o thou_o have_v offend_v god_n then_o that_o the_o cross_n be_v offensive_a to_o thou_o seek_v the_o health_n of_o thy_o soul_n more_o than_o the_o remove_n of_o outward_a cross_n and_o use_v all_o mean_n to_o be_v such_o a_o one_o in_o health_n as_o thou_o do_v desire_v to_o be_v in_o sickness_n in_o all_o affliction_n look_v not_o so_o much_o to_o the_o rod_n as_o to_o the_o smiter_n who_o if_o thou_o take_v it_o patitient_o do_v correct_v thou_o in_o love_n if_o otherwise_o in_o anger_n and_o indignation_n meditation_n 37._o humane_a society_n man_n be_v by_o nature_n sociable_a and_o frame_v thereunto_o by_o reason_n and_o speech_n whereunto_o he_o do_v the_o more_o willing_o apply_v himself_o though_o with_o some_o particular_a disadvantage_n because_o of_o the_o necessity_n of_o life_n which_o seem_v to_o require_v society_n for_o many_o commodity_n necessary_a to_o life_n be_v have_v in_o a_o society_n not_o otherwise_o to_o be_v obtain_v this_o have_v draw_v man_n from_o wander_v up_o and_o down_o to_o certain_a place_n of_o abode_n from_o den_n to_o house_n from_o wood_n to_o town_n and_o city_n from_o barbarous_a manner_n to_o civility_n and_o rather_o to_o commit_v themselves_o to_o the_o authority_n of_o a_o orderly_a government_n by_o law_n for_o their_o safety_n then_o to_o languish_v in_o a_o idle_a and_o unprofitable_a looseness_n without_o the_o use_n of_o one_o another_o help_n and_o society_n hence_o have_v be_v erect_v so_o many_o state_n and_o commonweal_n the_o glory_n of_o all_o age_n but_o yet_o this_o society_n how_o agreeable_a soever_o to_o man_n nature_n do_v not_o full_o content_v it_o neither_o do_v man_n find_v in_o man_n that_o which_o may_v satisfy_v his_o desire_n for_o man_n be_v make_v after_o the_o image_n of_o his_o maker_n do_v take_v more_o delight_n to_o see_v himself_o in_o the_o pattern_n of_o his_o first_o beauty_n then_o to_o see_v his_o own_o face_n in_o the_o face_n of_o his_o brother_n and_o though_o he_o need_v not_o for_o this_o purpose_n the_o use_n of_o his_o eye_n so_o much_o yet_o do_v the_o soul_n more_o perfect_o discourse_n and_o understand_v when_o it_o lift_v itself_o up_o to_o god_n then_o when_o it_o do_v converse_v with_o man_n again_o the_o happiness_n which_o we_o be_v to_o receive_v in_o a_o humane_a society_n do_v proceed_v from_o the_o society_n which_o we_o must_v first_o seek_v for_o with_o god_n and_o from_o the_o duty_n we_o owe_v unto_o he_o we_o right_o learn_v how_o to_o frame_v ourselves_o in_o all_o inferior_a duty_n
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the_o reins_n lest_o thou_o be_v overthrow_v have_v thou_o to_o deal_v with_o a_o cunning_a man_n which_o be_v like_a to_o overtake_v thou_o or_o a_o great_a man_n which_o will_v be_v too_o hard_a for_o thou_o or_o a_o hasty_a man_n which_o will_v offer_v to_o hurt_v thou_o or_o with_o a_o lewd_a man_n which_o may_v corrupt_v thou_o look_v well_o about_o thou_o there_o be_v more_o danger_n from_o thy_o own_o passion_n then_o from_o any_o or_o all_o these_o it_o be_v good_a to_o do_v nothing_o in_o passion_n give_v time_n to_o reason_n and_o use_v the_o help_n of_o prayer_n and_o thou_o shall_v anon_o espy_v the_o depth_n of_o some_o temptation_n which_o lie_v common_o hide_v under_o a_o ordinary_a passion_n there_o be_v tentation_n of_o all_o sort_n and_o for_o all_o sort_n of_o passion_n for_o merry_a man_n unlawful_a pleasure_n for_o sad_a man_n uncomfortable_a despair_n for_o presumptuous_a cry_v sin_n for_o angry_a man_n quarrel_n and_o brawl_n look_v to_o thy_o passion_n and_o thou_o may_v prevent_v many_o though_o not_o all_o temptation_n meditation_n 4._o of_o providence_n thou_o be_v not_o able_a to_o change_v the_o course_n of_o nature_n it_o be_v only_o in_o the_o power_n of_o god_n who_o make_v it_o the_o second_o cause_n be_v tie_v to_o the_o first_o but_o the_o first_o work_v free_o either_o with_o it_o or_o without_o it_o have_v god_n take_v order_n for_o one_o part_n of_o his_o work_n and_o not_o for_o all_o thou_o have_v a_o free_a will_n not_o to_o be_v constrain_v true_a yet_o be_v this_o thy_o will_n subject_n to_o the_o high_a and_o first_o will_n which_o move_v all_o our_o will_n be_v move_v of_o none_o thou_o must_v needs_o follow_v it_o that_o will_v not_o follow_v thou_o god_n make_v i_o in_o the_o first_o man_n as_o in_o my_o cause_n and_o he_o make_v the_o first_o man_n for_o himself_o wherefore_o the_o fall_n of_o man_n do_v not_o cross_v his_o supreme_a counsel_n for_o than_o shall_v not_o that_o have_v be_v which_o notwithstanding_o he_o do_v most_o willing_o and_o just_o suffer_v be_v it_o god_n will_v then_o that_o all_o man_n shall_v be_v conclude_v under_o sin_n that_o he_o may_v have_v mercy_n on_o who_o he_o will_v and_o who_o he_o will_v he_o may_v just_o forsake_v so_o it_o follow_v yet_o be_v his_o will_n no_o cause_n of_o sin_n but_o a_o rule_n of_o all_o righteousness_n so_o ought_v i_o to_o believe_v well_o do_v god_n look_v on_o i_o in_o the_o face_n of_o his_o well_o belove_a do_v i_o believe_v the_o christian_a faith_n do_v i_o desire_v to_o do_v all_o christian_a duty_n strive_v i_o against_o my_o own_o corruption_n this_o be_v god_n special_a favour_n unto_o i_o it_o be_v his_o work_n in_o i_o for_o which_o
i_o be_o bind_v to_o be_v thankful_a unto_o he_o in_o which_o i_o be_o to_o take_v comfort_n this_o be_v my_o duty_n to_o follow_v his_o call_n to_o be_v obedient_a to_o his_o government_n herein_o stand_v my_o eternal_a happiness_n or_o be_v it_o that_o i_o do_v not_o believe_v or_o love_n god_n or_o live_v in_o his_o fear_n yet_o be_v not_o this_o in_o my_o power_n to_o amend_v or_o have_v i_o any_o just_a cause_n of_o excuse_n examine_v not_o god_n decree_n by_o thy_o own_o reason_n or_o those_o law_n of_o justice_n which_o we_o be_v bind_v to_o observe_v fear_v his_o majesty_n humble_v thyself_o before_o his_o presence_n seek_v his_o mercy_n receive_v not_o grace_n in_o vain_a there_o be_v no_o way_n to_o heaven_n but_o a_o holy_a life_n and_o he_o that_o purpose_v thou_o shall_v besaved_a do_v call_v thou_o to_o faith_n and_o repentance_n if_o thou_o avoid_v the_o mean_n to_o attain_v unto_o either_o thou_o â—…est_v thyself_o out_o and_o be_v a_o â—…my_n to_o thy_o own_o soul_n if_o thâ—…_n come_v unto_o god_n he_o will_v not_o reject_v thou_o wherefore_o ask_v for_o grace_n that_o thou_o may_v come_v without_o which_o thou_o shall_v never_o come_v and_o it_o be_v necessary_a for_o thou_o to_o know_v this_o lest_o thou_o shall_v trust_v to_o nature_n and_o not_o seek_v grace_n or_o despair_n when_o thou_o see_v thou_o can_v not_o attain_v unto_o it_o by_o thy_o own_o strength_n ask_v not_o how_o he_o be_v merciful_a which_o save_v a_o few_o and_o condemn_v many_o how_o he_o be_v just_a which_o by_o his_o will_n so_o bring_v it_o about_o that_o we_o be_v all_o in_o the_o cause_n of_o damnation_n but_o believe_v it_o ask_v not_o why_o god_n do_v not_o change_v the_o will_n of_o wicked_a man_n with_o who_o and_o in_o who_o he_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o work_v but_o reverence_v his_o decree_n who_o judgement_n be_v just_a though_o unknown_a but_o thou_o be_v much_o trouble_v and_o vex_v to_o hear_v this_o doctrine_n and_o so_o be_v many_o other_o this_o trouble_n this_o vexation_n if_o thou_o belong_v to_o god_n shall_v turn_v to_o thy_o good_a for_o it_o shall_v so_o humble_a and_o cast_v thou_o down_o that_o thou_o shall_v whole_o depend_v on_o god_n and_o give_v he_o his_o glory_n but_o if_o thou_o belong_v not_o to_o he_o thou_o shall_v complain_v and_o murmur_v more_o and_o more_o and_o be_v nothing_o the_o better_a nothing_o the_o near_a for_o god_n will_v not_o cease_v to_o be_v god_n though_o we_o believe_v not_o nor_o good_a though_o we_o be_v wicked_a but_o who_o will_v care_v to_o believe_v to_o amend_v his_o life_n to_o strive_v against_o sin_n if_o it_o be_v not_o in_o we_o if_o without_o we_o god_n have_v dispose_v of_o we_o sure_o none_o of_o himself_o can_v or_o will_v they_o only_o do_v who_o god_n do_v vouchsafe_v to_o enable_v the_o word_n of_o god_n which_o be_v his_o reveal_v and_o conditional_a will_n be_v unto_o some_o the_o savour_n of_o life_n unto_o life_n and_o unto_o other_o the_o savour_n of_o death_n unto_o death_n to_o none_o the_o savour_n of_o life_n but_o to_o those_o that_o believe_v to_o none_o the_o savour_n of_o death_n but_o to_o those_o that_o believe_v not_o he_o will_v have_v all_o man_n to_o be_v save_v if_o they_o will_v themselves_o and_o he_o forsake_v none_o but_o they_o that_o forsake_v he_o these_o thing_n be_v for_o we_o to_o mark_v and_o observe_v yet_o to_o believe_v or_o not_o to_o believe_v to_o will_v salvation_n or_o to_o will_v it_o not_o do_v depend_v upon_o a_o high_a will_n who_o law_n be_v unknown_a to_o we_o we_o must_v live_v by_o that_o which_o be_v reveal_v and_o adore_v that_o which_o be_v hide_v from_o we_o so_o shall_v we_o neither_o neglect_v our_o duty_n nor_o deprive_v god_n of_o his_o glory_n and_o majesty_n meditation_n 5._o of_o patience_n there_o be_v none_o which_o can_v be_v merry_a none_o rich_a none_o well_o friend_v none_o in_o authority_n none_o have_v ever_o good_a success_n more_o safe_o than_o a_o christian_a for_o in_o all_o these_o he_o use_v a_o good_a conscience_n yet_o because_o such_o a_o stream_n of_o prosperity_n be_v dangerous_a to_o man_n frailty_n he_o be_v not_o to_o look_v for_o his_o heaven_n here_o but_o elsewhere_o because_o he_o be_v now_o in_o trial_n not_o in_o triumph_n a_o pilgrim_z and_o not_o at_o home_n that_o many_o trouble_n must_v be_v suffer_v either_o to_o purge_v he_o of_o vice_n or_o for_o his_o better_a exercise_n of_o virtue_n and_o both_o to_o god_n glory_n i_o see_v nothing_o more_o necessary_a for_o he_o then_o patience_n a_o virtue_n which_o do_v harden_v he_o to_o follow_v christ_n willing_o and_o quick_o in_o bear_v the_o cross_n and_o if_o we_o consider_v our_o saviour_n life_n we_o may_v observe_v that_o he_o use_v no_o one_o virtue_n more_o than_o patience_n not_o only_o in_o his_o passion_n but_o in_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o his_o life_n which_o as_o it_o be_v nothing_o but_o a_o passion_n throughout_o so_o be_v it_o but_o a_o exercise_n of_o his_o continual_a patience_n we_o must_v suffer_v many_o thing_n of_o our_o adversary_n which_o will_v oppose_v themselves_o to_o our_o vocation_n it_o be_v not_o in_o our_o power_n to_o put_v they_o by_o and_o take_v they_o quiet_o we_o can_v without_o patience_n yea_o which_o be_v worst_a of_o all_o god_n will_v seem_v sometime_o to_o be_v against_o we_o and_o take_v from_o we_o inward_a consolation_n will_v leave_v we_o to_o sorrow_n and_o sadness_n of_o spirit_n as_o if_o we_o be_v forsake_v these_o thing_n befall_v unto_o our_o lord_n who_o use_v patience_n as_o the_o best_a remedy_n teach_v we_o not_o only_o to_o bear_v his_o cross_n but_o how_o to_o bear_v it_o also_o till_o it_o shall_v please_v god_n to_o return_v again_o unto_o we_o with_o comfort_n we_o must_v have_v patience_n to_o bear_v great_a tentation_n as_o well_o as_o small_a and_o to_o bear_v they_o as_o long_o as_o it_o please_v god_n whether_o great_a or_o small_a great_a trouble_n will_v need_v great_a patience_n and_o small_a trouble_n 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man_n judgement_n be_v subject_a for_o he_o execute_v his_o judgement_n as_o god_n and_o not_o according_a unto_o man_n weakness_n he_o be_v not_o bind_v to_o time_n or_o place_n or_o examination_n of_o witness_n all_o thing_n be_v present_a before_o he_o which_o shall_v be_v our_o judge_n as_o every_o man_n conscience_n do_v condemn_v he_o so_o shall_v he_o feel_v and_o know_v the_o sentence_n of_o the_o judge_n neither_o shall_v one_o prevent_v or_o interrupt_v the_o other_o if_o thou_o can_v not_o run_v from_o thy_o own_o conscience_n how_o can_v thou_o escape_v his_o judgement_n who_o be_v great_a than_o thy_o conscience_n a_o sheep_n may_v stray_v from_o the_o flock_n among_o stranger_n but_o he_o bear_v a_o mark_n which_o try_v he_o from_o the_o rest_n and_o discover_v he_o to_o the_o owner_n in_o like_a manner_n the_o conscience_n have_v its_o mark_n which_o wheresoever_o thou_o run_v or_o think_v to_o hide_v thyself_o will_v dog_v thou_o back_o to_o judgement_n and_o there_o lie_v open_a thy_o most_o secret_a crime_n sin_n and_o enormity_n but_o these_o &_o the_o former_a surmise_n of_o thou_o proceed_v not_o so_o much_o from_o ignorance_n as_o infidelity_n and_o impiety_n and_o do_v sound_a in_o their_o true_a meaning_n this_o far_a the_o day_n of_o account_n will_v never_o come_v therefore_o we_o may_v well_o say_v it_o will_v be_v long_o in_o come_v it_o be_v impossible_a there_o shall_v be_v such_o a_o general_a judgement_n therefore_o some_o must_v needs_o escape_v this_o be_v that_o bitter_a root_n which_o spring_v up_o now_o and_o then_o among_o carnal_a professor_n first_o to_o sin_n and_o then_o to_o deny_v god_n against_o who_o majesty_n we_o sin_n for_o if_o there_o be_v a_o god_n which_o be_v the_o great_a blaspemy_n to_o think_v otherwise_o there_o must_v needs_o be_v a_o judgement_n and_o his_o judgement_n can_v be_v just_a which_o be_v most_o wicked_a to_o imagine_v if_o he_o be_v partial_a to_o any_o or_o not_o able_a to_o punish_v all_o and_o mark_v to_o this_o purpose_n the_o order_n of_o god_n work_n first_o that_o be_v the_o creation_n than_o there_o follow_v the_o fall_n of_o man_n after_o a_o general_a corruption_n of_o man_n and_o last_o of_o all_o the_o deluge_n and_o desolation_n of_o sinner_n the_o old_a world_n be_v a_o figure_n of_o succeed_a age_n the_o law_n be_v publish_v by_o moses_n between_o god_n and_o the_o people_n the_o covenant_n break_v on_o the_o people_n part_n the_o punishment_n of_o the_o disobedient_a to_o the_o utter_a root_a our_o of_o that_o people_n and_o their_o temple_n which_o be_v the_o visible_a sign_n of_o god_n presence_n among_o they_o the_o
and_o they_o shall_v receive_v right_a which_o will_v not_o do_v right_a prince_n and_o pope_n which_o none_o do_v dare_v to_o call_v in_o question_n shall_v be_v here_o both_o examine_v and_o censure_v and_o the_o more_o mighty_a man_n have_v be_v to_o do_v wrong_n the_o more_o mighty_o shall_v they_o be_v confound_v last_o the_o sentence_n be_v very_o short_a come_v you_o bless_v go_v you_o curse_v but_o of_o the_o great_a weight_n and_o strength_n that_o ever_o be_v for_o this_o do_v not_o pass_v on_o one_o man_n or_o a_o family_n or_o a_o nation_n only_o but_o on_o all_o mankind_n at_o one_o time_n neither_o be_v it_o touch_v good_n and_o land_n or_o credit_n or_o limb_n or_o life_n of_o the_o body_n but_o it_o do_v concern_v body_n and_o soul_n too_o for_o salvation_n or_o damnation_n and_o that_o not_o for_o a_o day_n or_o year_n to_o continue_v but_o for_o ever_o without_o any_o repeal_n and_o be_v these_o thing_n so_o what_o manner_n of_o person_n ought_v we_o to_o be_v then_o in_o holy_a conversation_n and_o godliness_n look_v for_o and_o haste_v to_o the_o come_n of_o the_o day_n of_o god_n for_o these_o thing_n must_v so_o come_v to_o pass_v not_o to_o fear_v or_o trouble_v god_n child_n but_o to_o take_v revenge_n on_o his_o enemy_n as_o when_o some_o mighty_a prince_n come_v towards_o a_o castle_n of_o his_o besiege_a by_o the_o enemy_n and_o bring_v a_o great_a army_n with_o he_o to_o raise_v the_o siege_n this_o put_v they_o in_o no_o fear_n which_o be_v within_o but_o be_v to_o they_o a_o great_a comfort_n and_o therefore_o they_o look_v over_o the_o wall_n and_o rejoice_v at_o it_o with_o shout_n and_o cry_n but_o they_o which_o be_v without_o be_v perplex_v with_o fear_n for_o the_o hurt_n which_o be_v near_o unto_o they_o know_v you_o not_o that_o to_o the_o world_n end_n the_o church_n be_v besiege_v by_o the_o devil_n the_o world_n and_o the_o flesh_n then_o god_n will_v come_v to_o raise_v this_o siege_n and_o bring_v all_o his_o enemy_n under_o his_o foot_n and_o his_o come_n be_v not_o to_o put_v they_o in_o fear_n which_o be_v within_o his_o church_n but_o which_o assault_n it_o and_o therefore_o christ_n say_v to_o his_o own_o lift_v up_o your_o bead_n for_o your_o salvation_n draw_v nigh_o and_o in_o another_o place_n he_o say_v behold_v i_o come_v short_o and_o my_o reward_n be_v with_o mâ—e_n to_o give_v every_o man_n according_a to_o his_o work_n bless_v be_v they_o that_o do_v his_o commandment_n that_o their_o right_n may_v be_v in_o the_o tree_n of_o life_n and_o may_v enter_v in_o through_o the_o gate_n into_o the_o city_n for_o without_o shall_v be_v dog_n and_o enchanter_n and_o whoremonger_n and_o murderer_n and_o idolater_n and_o whosoever_o love_v or_o make_v lie_n meditation_n 45._o hell_n a_o thought_n of_o hell_n be_v sad_a not_o so_o sad_a as_o to_o feel_v the_o pain_n and_o they_o shall_v certain_o feel_v it_o which_o think_v not_o oft_o on_o it_o and_o that_o sad_o too_o make_v thy_o choice_n if_o thou_o like_o i_o go_v forward_o with_o i_o it_o be_v a_o punishment_n which_o shut_v we_o out_o from_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n that_o be_v a_o loss_n of_o all_o good_a it_o be_v a_o pain_n of_o grief_n in_o all_o part_n of_o man_n according_a as_o their_o dispostion_n be_v to_o take_v grief_n easlesse_a that_o be_v the_o extremity_n comfortless_a it_o find_v no_o pity_n endless_a it_o have_v no_o remedy_n it_o be_v call_v the_o second_o death_n a_o worm_n of_o the_o conscience_n a_o bottomless_a pit_n utter_a darkness_n fire_n unquenchable_a a_o river_n of_o brimstone_n which_o be_v kindle_v by_o the_o breath_n of_o the_o lord_n of_o host_n there_o be_v no_o order_n but_o confusion_n weep_v and_o gnash_v of_o tooth_n will_v know_v where_o it_o be_v how_o spacious_a the_o rage_n of_o the_o tormentor_n the_o fury_n of_o the_o torment_n the_o despair_n of_o the_o torment_v god_n keep_v thou_o and_o i_o from_o this_o experience_n but_o be_v god_n so_o infinite_o angry_a will_v he_o so_o unmerciful_o forsake_v so_o hardly_o handle_v these_o which_o may_v have_v know_v and_o love_v he_o have_v he_o so_o list_v and_o can_v never_o do_v he_o hurt_v though_o they_o will_v dispute_v not_o vain_a clay_n thou_o be_v in_o the_o potter_n hand_n to_o deal_v with_o thou_o as_o he_o please_v his_o judgement_n be_v too_o high_a for_o thou_o believe_v his_o word_n obey_v thy_o call_n follow_v he_o which_o descend_v into_o hell_n to_o fetch_v thy_o condemnation_n thence_o and_o thou_o shall_v find_v god_n merciful_a to_o thy_o soul_n yea_o nothing_o but_o mercy_n and_o in_o this_o cause_n i_o put_v thou_o over_o for_o a_o conclusion_n of_o all_o to_o the_o meditation_n of_o heaven_n meditation_n 46._o heaven_n and_o the_o heavenly_a inheritance_n this_o be_v not_o meat_n for_o all_o mouth_n be_v thou_o true_o humble_v for_o thy_o sin_n persecute_v for_o the_o truth_n oppress_v in_o thy_o right_n do_v thou_o hate_v the_o world_n and_o be_v thou_o prepare_v for_o death_n than_o be_v thou_o a_o gomer_n fit_a to_o keep_v this_o manna_n without_o corrupt_v but_o thou_o must_v believe_v else_o shall_v thou_o not_o understand_v for_o most_o true_a be_v that_o which_o the_o apostle_n say_v we_o walk_v by_o faith_n and_o not_o by_o sight_n the_o thing_n which_o be_v see_v be_v temporal_a but_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v not_o see_v be_v eternal_a and_o as_o saint_n john_n say_v now_o be_v we_o the_o son_n of_o god_n but_o yet_o it_o do_v not_o appear_v what_o we_o shall_v be_v and_o we_o know_v that_o when_o he_o shall_v appear_v we_o shall_v be_v like_o he_o for_o we_o shall_v see_v he_o as_o he_o be_v if_o a_o king_n can_v do_v so_o much_o what_o trow_v you_o will_v the_o king_n of_o king_n do_v for_o that_o man_n which_o he_o mean_v to_o honour_n he_o have_v already_o give_v his_o son_n for_o thou_o and_o by_o he_o forgive_v thy_o sin_n he_o have_v give_v unto_o thou_o the_o privilege_n of_o thy_o call_n the_o honour_n of_o thy_o profession_n the_o liberty_n of_o thy_o conscience_n the_o help_n of_o his_o sacrament_n the_o use_n of_o his_o word_n the_o communion_n of_o saint_n the_o counsel_n of_o the_o wise_a the_o familiarity_n of_o the_o good_a the_o beginning_n of_o regeneration_n the_o proceed_n of_o faith_n hope_n and_o love_n the_o fruit_n of_o patience_n peace_n joy_n and_o conscionable_a deal_n last_o of_o all_o that_o great_a prerogative_n the_o intercession_n of_o christ_n in_o all_o thy_o prayer_n if_o he_o have_v do_v so_o much_o for_o thou_o in_o this_o pilgrimage_n what_o will_v he_o do_v for_o thou_o in_o thy_o country_n if_o thou_o have_v have_v such_o benefit_n in_o the_o wilderness_n what_o be_v thou_o to_o hope_v for_o in_o canaan_n the_o eye_n have_v not_o see_v the_o heart_n of_o man_n be_v not_o able_a to_o conceive_v how_o then_o can_v the_o tongue_n utter_v they_o but_o believe_v thou_o in_o thy_o soul_n which_o love_v god_n the_o thing_n which_o he_o have_v provide_v for_o they_o that_o love_v he_o this_o world_n be_v make_v without_o any_o provision_n what_o a_o world_n will_v that_o be_v which_o god_n do_v provide_v so_o long_o before_o hand_n and_o he_o tell_v thou_o he_o have_v provide_v it_o that_o thou_o may_v know_v thou_o can_v not_o be_v deceive_v before_o we_o have_v it_o we_o have_v the_o earnest_n of_o it_o and_o when_o we_o have_v it_o nothing_o can_v take_v it_o from_o we_o so_o that_o there_o be_v present_o a_o immunity_n from_o evil_a and_o a_o security_n never_o to_o return_v to_o evil_a and_o there_o be_v also_o plenty_n and_o community_n we_o enjoy_v all_o good_a yea_o god_n himself_o the_o well_o of_o goodness_n therefore_o we_o live_v still_o but_o what_o we_o be_v be_v a_o shadow_n to_o what_o we_o be_v yea_o the_o best_a we_o be_v be_v almost_o nothing_o to_o that_o we_o be_v we_o be_v in_o grace_n we_o be_v in_o glory_n we_o live_v still_o but_o more_o in_o god_n than_o in_o ourselves_o we_o rejoice_v as_o much_o for_o other_o as_o for_o ourselves_o we_o be_v not_o only_o reform_v in_o body_n and_o soul_n but_o also_o transform_v into_o a_o divine_a nature_n as_o the_o angel_n free_a from_o necessity_n as_o christ_n high_o favour_v in_o christ_n as_o god_n eternalnal_o bless_v such_o be_v the_o heavenly_a inheritance_n of_o the_o saint_n which_o although_o it_o be_v common_a to_o many_o yet_o every_o one_o of_o the_o family_n have_v his_o proper_a right_n in_o it_o and_o though_o it_o be_v divide_v yet_o be_v not_o the_o propriety_n of_o any_o the_o less_o or_o the_o communion_n the_o weak_a for_o every_o one_o be_v full_o content_a with_o his_o part_n and_o do_v rejoice_v as_o much_o in_o
of_o man_n addict_v to_o this_o life_n where_o plenty_n be_v before_o want_n and_o prosperity_n before_o poverty_n to_o who_o give_v seem_v spend_v and_o receive_v a_o fruitful_a harvest_n but_o to_o the_o spiritual_a man_n who_o life_n be_v in_o god_n it_o be_v plain_a as_o ground_v upon_o a_o true_a contempt_n of_o the_o world_n and_o be_v the_o right_a exercise_n of_o charity_n which_o christian_n must_v regard_v and_o christ_n at_o the_o last_o day_n will_v confirm_v it_o to_o be_v true_a by_o that_o final_a judgement_n when_o he_o shall_v pronounce_v they_o bless_v which_o have_v give_v and_o other_o curse_v which_o have_v have_v more_o care_n to_o gain_v then_o give_v oh_o my_o soul_n think_v nothing_o thou_o that_o charity_n bid_v thou_o spare_v or_o if_o it_o be_v thou_o it_o be_v by_o the_o right_n of_o use_v it_o well_o to_o the_o good_a of_o other_o for_o the_o rest_n thou_o shall_v answer_v as_o for_o thing_n steal_v meditation_n 21._o say_v well_o and_o do_v well_o let_v every_o man_n speak_v as_o he_o mean_v but_o first_o let_v he_o mean_v well_o for_o he_o which_o use_v to_o speak_v well_o and_o have_v no_o good_a meaning_n do_v soon_o prove_v a_o dissembler_n it_o be_v simple_o good_a always_o to_o mean_v well_o for_o that_o cause_v a_o man_n to_o speak_v well_o and_o to_o be_v the_o same_o in_o deed_n which_o he_o be_v in_o word_n let_v every_o man_n speak_v as_o he_o listen_v so_o he_o live_v well_o say_v another_z as_o though_o man_n can_v speak_v without_o affect_v as_o many_o time_n they_o speak_v without_o truth_n he_o that_o do_v use_v to_o speak_v ill_a will_n short_o be_v the_o man_n he_o speak_v of_o transform_v himself_o by_o little_a and_o little_a into_o the_o image_n of_o his_o own_o word_n such_o a_o man_n indeed_o speak_v plain_o but_o dangerous_o to_o himself_o and_o other_o for_o his_o meaning_n be_v no_o better_a than_o his_o speech_n he_o embolden_v himself_o and_o corrupt_v other_o and_o this_o be_v the_o rule_n custom_n of_o good_a speech_n do_v not_o alter_v the_o meaning_n which_o be_v ill_a but_o the_o use_n of_o ill_a speech_n do_v alter_v the_o meaning_n which_o be_v good_a and_o make_v it_o naught_o whence_o it_o be_v if_o i_o hear_v a_o man_n speak_v well_o i_o be_o still_o uncertain_a but_o if_o i_o see_v he_o do_v well_o than_o i_o certain_o know_v he_o though_o he_o be_v silent_a because_o his_o meaning_n be_v show_v true_o in_o deed_n which_o in_o word_n be_v dark_a or_o doubtful_a it_o be_v the_o proverb_n say_v well_o be_v good_a but_o do_v well_o be_v better_a how_o be_v it_o good_a if_o it_o make_v not_o a_o bad_a man_n the_o better_a or_o prove_v not_o one_o to_o be_v good_a nay_o it_o be_v oft_o time_n the_o vizard_n of_o a_o foul_a face_n the_o curtain_n of_o a_o unclean_a bed_n the_o plaster_n of_o a_o fester_a sore_n the_o ceiling_n of_o some_o rot_a wall_n and_o be_v first_o a_o countenance_n to_o sin_n which_o lie_v hide_v under_o it_o and_o in_o the_o end_n a_o disgrace_n to_o goodness_n as_o though_o it_o be_v nothing_o else_o but_o verbal_a wherefore_o say_v well_o be_v good_a not_o positive_o or_o simple_o of_o itself_o but_o privative_o that_o be_v less_o hurtful_a than_o do_v or_o say_v ill_o respective_o as_o it_o be_v join_v with_o a_o good_a meaning_n so_o say_v well_o be_v good_a when_o it_o show_v a_o man_n as_o he_o be_v affect_v but_o do_v well_o be_v better_a for_o that_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o a_o good_a affection_n the_o vessel_n do_v yield_v such_o liquor_n as_o it_o have_v and_o as_o the_o man_n trade_n be_v so_o be_v his_o talk_n oh_o my_o soul_n conceive_v thy_o thought_n according_a to_o the_o idea_n of_o that_o divine_a goodness_n which_o thy_o mind_n do_v behold_v and_o when_o they_o be_v bear_v into_o word_n jacob_n lamb_n shall_v not_o be_v more_o like_o the_o particoloured_a stick_n lay_v before_o the_o ewe_n in_o time_n of_o conception_n than_o thy_o word_n and_o deed_n shall_v be_v unto_o that_o idea_n but_o if_o thou_o suffer_v thyself_o to_o talk_v without_o good_a meaning_n thy_o word_n shall_v be_v without_o feeling_n and_o rather_o to_o condemn_v thyself_o then_o to_o amend_v other_o another_o proverb_n be_v that_o true_a meaning_n have_v no_o fellow_n there_o be_v none_o to_o who_o thou_o may_v commit_v thyself_o more_o safe_o and_o which_o will_v do_v thou_o more_o good_a than_o true_a meaning_n it_o will_v save_v thou_o from_o sin_n and_o shame_n and_o make_v thy_o word_n and_o deed_n both_o one_o and_o it_o will_v cause_v thy_o friend_n safe_o to_o commit_v himself_o unto_o thou_o and_o to_o find_v as_o much_o good_a in_o thy_o word_n and_o deed_n as_o thou_o do_v in_o thy_o own_o true_a meaning_n by_o it_o thou_o shall_v free_v thyself_o from_o much_o lip-labour_n and_o study_v of_o cloquence_n for_o true_a meaning_n shall_v teach_v thou_o to_o speak_v in_o few_o word_n and_o yet_o to_o be_v well_o understand_v and_o shall_v add_v such_o grace_n and_o force_v to_o thy_o word_n as_o if_o persuasion_n herself_o do_v speak_v for_o thou_o but_o who_o speak_v without_o true_a meaning_n have_v lose_v his_o voice_n because_o he_o speak_v from_o a_o hollow_a heart_n which_o yield_v a_o uncertain_a sound_n and_o if_o man_n hear_v any_o thing_n it_o be_v the_o least_o part_n and_o as_o a_o echo_n it_o be_v present_o go_v a_o sound_a heart_n make_v a_o sound_a tongue_n the_o tongue_n in_o nature_n can_v and_o in_o reason_n shall_v not_o move_v without_o the_o heart_n and_o therefore_o if_o the_o tongue_n move_v of_o itself_o or_o before_o the_o heart_n order_n be_v break_v and_o it_o be_v ominous_a to_o say_v as_o we_o mean_v be_v to_o follow_v god_n who_o be_v truth_n itself_o but_o to_o do_v otherwise_o be_v to_o imitate_v the_o practice_n of_o the_o devil_n who_o by_o this_o deceive_v our_o first_o parent_n meditation_n 22._o of_o obedience_n there_o be_v a_o obedience_n of_o the_o law_n and_o a_o obedience_n of_o faith_n the_o obedience_n of_o the_o law_n tell_v i_o what_o i_o ought_v to_o be_v the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n lead_v i_o unto_o it_o the_o obedience_n of_o the_o law_n condemn_v i_o for_o not_o be_v as_o i_o ought_v the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n do_v quit_v i_o from_o the_o law_n the_o obedience_n of_o the_o law_n do_v bring_v i_o into_o bondage_n of_o the_o curse_n the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n make_v i_o a_o inheritor_n of_o the_o blessing_n in_o my_o mind_n i_o do_v allow_v the_o obedience_n of_o the_o law_n but_o in_o my_o conscience_n i_o trust_v to_o the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n i_o be_o cotent_a that_o my_o life_n be_v order_v by_o the_o obedience_n of_o the_o law_n but_o look_v to_o be_v censure_v by_o the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n the_o obedience_n of_o the_o law_n have_v boast_v and_o merit_n repentance_n pardon_n acceptation_n desire_v unfeigned_a belong_v not_o to_o the_o obedience_n of_o the_o law_n but_o of_o faith_n i_o have_v nothing_o to_o boast_v of_o except_o i_o shall_v boast_v of_o my_o own_o shame_n and_o i_o have_v no_o claim_n but_o mercy_n except_o god_n look_v on_o my_o repentance_n and_o forgive_v my_o sin_n in_o christ_n except_o he_o do_v accept_v what_o be_v do_v in_o his_o fear_n and_o pardon_v what_o be_v leave_v undo_v except_o he_o regard_v my_o desire_n more_o than_o my_o deserve_n and_o measure_v my_o desire_n rather_o by_o their_o sincerity_n than_o their_o strength_n what_o will_v become_v of_o i_o meditation_n 23._o temptation_n shake_n not_o hand_n with_o any_o tentation_n but_o turn_v quick_o and_o fly_v speedy_o from_o it_o as_o joseph_n do_v from_o his_o mistress_n it_o be_v a_o great_a hap_n not_o to_o go_v down_o into_o such_o a_o pit_n than_o any_o sure_a hope_n to_o return_v out_o of_o it_o oh_o my_o soul_n thou_o know_v what_o i_o mean_v and_o thou_o feel_v the_o danger_n thou_o can_v more_o true_o dislike_v sin_n then_o leave_v it_o and_o hate_v it_o then_o be_v rid_v of_o it_o yet_o he_o which_o command_v lazarus_n forth_o of_o the_o grave_n can_v raise_v thou_o and_o have_v he_o not_o do_v a_o like_a thing_n for_o thou_o why_o do_v thou_o still_o love_v danger_n to_o fall_v into_o it_o i_o neither_o love_v the_o danger_n nor_o the_o fall_n but_o sin_n plead_v custom_n and_o the_o more_o i_o yield_v the_o less_o able_a be_o i_o to_o resist_v i_o be_o only_o strong_a in_o opinion_n but_o weak_a in_o tentation_n and_o i_o find_v more_o safety_n in_o fly_v then_o fight_v while_o i_o stand_v on_o my_o guard_n my_o weapon_n to_o which_o i_o ordinary_o trust_v be_v strike_v out_o of_o my_o hand_n the_o base_a town_n of_o my_o sense_n be_v surprise_v the_o castle_n of_o reason_n so_o