variable contingency or differency of mans will but can work upon the will of man and by the will of man what pleaseth him and by second causes whether working freely and contingently or by a naturall necessity can wisely holily and powerfully bring about his own purpose in his set time the dayes come saith he wherein I will make a covenant with the house of Israel Wherein he taketh upon him the effectuall work of covenanting promising not only for his own part but also for the elect of Israel and Judahs part for his promise is that it shall come to passe that by inclining their will unto reconciliation they shall willingly consent unto a covenanting with God for he saith I will make a covenant with them he saith not if they will but absolutely I will make them close a covenant with Me heartily 9. The party to be converted and to enter in covenant is not all men nor every society but the Church Gods own family not every nation but Gods people chosen out of all nations on the whole earth I will make a covenant with the house of Israel as it is also cleared Deut. 7. 6 7 8. 10. The Church of Christ under the Gospel as the Apostle looketh on this place is comprehended under the name of Israel and Iudah partly because Israel hath the priority of all other people in Gods covenant and partly because all the Christian Church of the Jews and Gentiles is comprehended under the name of the house of Iudah which is Christs tribe whereof he came who is the prince and head of all believers and confederat persons reconciled to God and partly because the Israelits or Jews have this prerogative above all other people and nations on the earth that of that race of people the posterity of Abraham Isaac and Iacob there shall be in all ages some elected persons till the great bulk of the now scattered people turn Christians and till the end of the world Rom. 11. 5. 11. No age old nor young no sex man nor woman nor any externall difference of men that can be put between one and another in this life doth exclude any man from the benefit of this covenant or commend a man to God that his person should be respected of God but all and every one whom God shall externally call may safely accept the offer of grace and joyn themselves to Jesus Christ for the grace of God here is extended unto all degrees and sorts of men from the least to the greatest 12. In the mean time God knoweth his own man be man both great and small and with the same love doth embrace them all for the promise is that all those elect who are known to God shall know him from the greatest even to the least 13. The great obstacle which may be supposed to exclude any from coming in to God through Christ is here removed to wit the greatness and multitude of by-gone sins cast up against the in-coming of some when they are called The mercy and grace of Christ the Testator taketh this doubt out of the way saying I will forgive their iniquity and their sins I will no more remember Jer. 31. 34. 14. This promised remission the Lord will not have limited nor abridged neither by the number of sins nor grievousness thereof nor kinds of sins but he purposeth and promiseth to take away all iniquity by forgiveness and to forget their by-gone sins ver 34. And confirmeth this by repeating the promise of not casting them off who shall acknowledge him ver 37. 15. From this promise the Apostle Heb. 10. draweth this consequence that under the Gospel or new covenant there is but one offering for sin which offering cannot be repeated in regard that full remission thereby is purchased For ver 14. he saith by one offering he hath perfected for ever them that are sanctified and this he proveth from the words of the covenant ver 15 16 17. whence he concludes ver Now where remission of these are there is no more offering for sin 16. If any shall ask for the cause of so rich mercy and grace covenanted he shall find none in man at all The only cause is set down here to wit the will and good pleasure of God I will forgive their iniquity saith the Lord and their sins will I remember no more that is I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy 17. Because the Lord our God and Mediatour is here making his Testament wherein also he taketh upon him to be executor of his own latter will and to perform all that is promised therefore in confirmation he subscribeth and sets down his name Ier. 31. 35. Thus saith the Lord and that his subscription may be of weight with all men he designs himself by his stately stiles or titles taken from his creation and government of the creatures Thus saith the Lord which giveth the sun for a light by day and the ordinances of the moon and of the starrs for a light by night which divideth the Sea when the waves thereof roar the Lord of hosts is his name This he saith least the faith of his people should be shaken by their looking to impediments and difficulties and that they may gather strength and courage to go on in the Lords way constantly when they consider the power of God in the workmanship and government of the world 18. Unto his subscription he addeth both witnesses and pledges of his promises ver 36. If those ordinances depart from before me saith the Lord then the seed of Israel which comprehendeth the seed of Abrahams faith shall cease from being a nation before me forever ver 36. 19. Last of all least any man in the consideration of the grievousness of his sin or of the apparent impossibility of performing these promises should doubt of remission of sins to be granted to the confederat or of the perseverance of the true believer or of the perpetuation of the Church the Lord bids his people that come in to him be confident and quiet ver 37. saying If heaven above can be measured and the foundations of the earth searched out beneath I will also cast off all the seed of Israel for all that they have done saith the Lord Now both these are impossible that we can measure the heavens or search the bottom of the earth Therefore it is impossible that this covenant and the promises made therein should fail The maner of dispensing the new covenant outwardly and inwardly AS to the dispensation of this covenant both outwardly and inwardly first this promise of a new covenant is a challenge against the mis believing fathers who slighted the offer of grace and followed after the covenant of works seeking righteousness by works which covenant of works they were not able to perform and it served unto them only for their condemnation This the Apostle doth collect from this place of Ieremiah Heb. 8. 8. He found fault with
and at length that they shall wholly give themselves to religious exercises and a holy life mean time they conceive they may come in among the true converts and young beginners albeit they come not up the length which they intend but are unde the power of some beloved lusts which they cannot rid themselves of but do hope they shall betime overcome them Such men do miserably mistake the mater first in that they think their purpose of repentance and a new life bred in them by conviction of their duty to be the very grace of regeneration and begun sanctification Secondly they conceive that the lusts which do reign in themselves are common to them and all other regenerat persons of whom few or none think they want their own grosse faults Thirdly they conceive they can repent more seriously when they please and will repent after a whiles following of their beloved lusts as if repentance were not a saving grace of the holy Spirit whom they do daily provoke by their vilenesse but a work in the power of every mans free-will being once convinced of his sin Fourthly they do not consider that by the delay of repenting and turning from all sin unto God their heart is daily more and more in Gods Judgment hardened and God provoked to punish their voluntary impenitence with judicial hardness of heart that they shall never repent Such men our Lord compareth to the disobedient Son who promised to his Father he would go work in his vineyard and went not Math. 21. 30. Such men are they who know the well of the Lord but do it not and therefore worthy of double punishment Math 12. 47. The â—â—medy of this evil Christ giveth Luk. 13. 24 25 26. Strive to enter at the strait gate for many â— say unto you will seek to enter in and shall not be able Mâ—n know not how soon God may shut the door therefore men had need while it is to day not to harden their hearts psal 95. 8. 2. Other some are who being of a civil life professe and do perswade themselves that they indeed do repent and believe in Christ and by faith in him do certainly expect salvation freely of his grace If you pose any such men whether they do indeed believe in Christ they shall presently answer that they firmly do believe in him and that they never doubted but he is their sweet Saviour who died for them If you press them to speak in earnest from their heart they shall presently be ill pleased with the question and ask what cause of suspecting the sincerity of their faith and repentance can be justly alledged or what cause hath any man to suspect them or doubt of Gods favour toward them in Christ In whom should we believe say they if not in Christ Is there any other Saviour of sinners beside him If a man please to try the truth of their faith by their repentance they shall forthwith affirm that they repent day and night and have just cause so to do for in many things we sin all and why then should we not alwayes repent If they be asked of their love to God and their neighbour they shall answer after the same maner Such men are these of whom Christ speaketh that they will confidently come to him and call him Lord Lord and yet be found no wayes carefull to do the Lords will but servants to their own lusts 3. Such men do deceive themselves first by framing to themselves such carnal notions of faith and repentance and of the love of God and of saving hope and other spiritual graces as in their phantasie they conceive they do practise which conceptions are not grounded upon the Word of God Secondly they esteem the assent of their mind unto the truth commending these duties unto men as good as the performance of them and they do take the sentence of their conscience concerning the equity of such duties for the sentence of their conscience bearing witnesse of their practice and obedience of these duties and while their conscience saith why should not I do so they take that for as good as if it had said I do so but saving graces go deeper then civil carriage and to commend the duties of repentance and faith in Christ is not enough except they be put in practice also in daily sorrow for sin and hatred of it and flying to Christ daily to be washen and more and more sanctified 4. Some there are who when they have heard that a man is justified by faith in Christ only without the works of the law do imagine a faith which needeth not to bring forth any good works at all and so they take off the justified man from all necessity of following good works as far as they take off good works from being the cause of justification and do open a door to themselves to live after their own will in the lusts of their flesh conceiving that they who believe in Christ are fred not only from the covenant of the law but also from the command of the law against whom our Lord doth speak and doth cut off such libertines and turners of the grace of God into wantonnesse from the kingdom of heaven Math. 5. 17 18 19. And the Apostle to guard against this self-deceit Heb. 12. 14. commandeth to follow holiness without which no man shall see the Lord. 5. Some there are who pretending to esteem well of the offer of the Gospel and of the duty of following the means of making them partaker of the marriage-supper do yet think themselves excusable when they have much ado in their worldly callings albeit they prefer the care of their family and provision for their things out-ward unto the main work of their entertaining communion with God yea they conceive that God will allow them in so doing as Christ doth insinuat in the parable of the ghuests invited to the feast answering the invitation with I pray have me excused Luke 14. 18 19. This is a rise evil in great personages rich persons and such as are much imploved in earthly affairs such men deceive themselves first in laying down this ground with themselves that their earthly affairs the necessity whereof doth first and most sensibly appear must in the first room be cared-for and that the one thing necessar may be followed after as their civil and earthly affairs may permit Secondly they reckon gain to be godliness 1 Tim. 6. 5. for they cannot be perswaded when gain may be had that God requireth of any man to slip the occasion or to put his worldly goods in hazard by defending or following maters of religion Thirdly they think themselves so wise as they can well enough serve two Masters God and covetousnesse albeit when it cometh to the proof they will be found to serve not God but their own lusts This error our Lord refuteth and giveth warning to beware of it Matth. 6. 24. And Luke 21. 34. Take heed
his yoke upon them are troubled with doubtings whether they be of the number of true believers whether they have rightly come unto Christ whether they have been well accepted of him and for their doubting they can give no other reason save this I cannot be quiet nor rest in assurance that I am in the state of grace if they be interrogat what they think of the evident signs of their regeneration which have been and are to be seen in their conversation since they began in earnest to seek the face of God in Christ They will possibly not altogether deny Gods work in them but yet dare not lean weight upon these signs because they do find these signs also brought in question whether they have been or are kindly and sincere mean time they are about to do that which is acceptable to God in the course of their calling albeit with more heavinesse and lesse alacrity then bâ—cometh persons reconciled to God in Christ. 2. This disease will be found complicat and made up of moe mistakes and errors then one and therefore is to be the more narrowly considered because it is no small hinderance of a comfortable christian conversation which God doth allow on his children for in the party troubled with unquietnesse we presuppone Iâ— there is a serious sense of sin and purpose to do better 2. An unfained embracing of the covenant of grace and reconciliation in Christ Jâ—sus And 3. an honest though weak endeavour to bring forth the fruits of new obedience and yet notwithstanding the person is not quiet but walketh heavily and is discouraged by reason of his uncertainty whether he be in the state of grace or not yea he is cast down and disquieted because he is disquieted and cannot get a reasonable answer from his conscience when he asketh of it why are thou cast down and disquieted within me 3. The mistakes and errors whence this dissatisfaction and unquietnesse doth flow are many but we shall condescend upon eight or nine only The first error and cause of unquietnesse is or may be this that the party afflicted albeit he have the habits of saving grace in him and doth by Gods grace put forth these habits in actual exercise yet he doth not reflect upon nor turn his eye to observe the operations of Gods holy Spirit in himself nor the acts of saving grace which the holy Spirit hath made him put forth of which if he take not notice they are to him for the time as if they were not and so no wonder he be disquiet while he perceiveth not in himself that which might make him quiet For example when the sense of sin is raised up in a mans spirit by the holy Ghost if he do not observe that this is one of the operations of the holy Spirit convincing the world of sin or if he do not turn back his eye on this operation and upon his own act stirred up thereby to subscribe the sentence of the law against himself no wonder that he doubt of his conversion till he see the foot-steps of God the converter of him from the love and approbation of sin unto the hatred of it and when he is â—lâ—d to Christ the only Redeemer from sin and misery and hath laid hold on him according to the covenant of grace offered in him if he do not look back on this operation of God drawing him to Christ and upon his own act of coming unto Christ by the draught of Gods Spirit what wonder he do not reckon himself among believers albeit he be in Gods account one of that number And when the holy Spirit hath kindled in him not only a purpose of new obedience but also a begun endeavour to live holily justly and soberly if he do not observe and acknowledge these operations of Gods Spirit making him to bring forth these acts what wonder that this mistake and inconsideration do open a door to disquietnesse and doubting whether he be in the state of grace or not 4. For removing this cause of disquietnesse the afflicted person must beware that he passe not sentence of Gods dispensation towards him according to the tentations and suggestions of Sathan nor yet according to the opinion which his Pastor or friend may have of him judging somewhat uncharitably of him upon sinister suspicions neither let him stand to the suspicions of his own incredulous heart but let him consider what the Word of the Lord hath said of the person in whom these three graceâ— do concur to wit 1. the sense of sin and inability to help our selves 2. flying unto Christ for relief from sin and misery and 3. some measure of upright purpose and endeavour to serve God in new obedience for of such saith the Apostle Phil. 3. 3 We are the Circumcision or true Israelits who have no confidence in the flesh but rejoyce in Iesus Christ and worship God in the spirit Let him therefore esteem the discovery of his sinfull and wretched estate in himself to be the very fruit of the eye-salve and work of the Spirit bestowed on him by Christ and let him esteem his hearty consent given to the covenant of grace and reconciliation to be the undoubted act of saving faith For hearty consent to the offer of grace in Jesus Christ presuppones first that the person sees no standing for him by the law or covenant of works but is beaten from all confidence in himself and made to believe and subscribe the righteous sentence of the law against himself to the praise of Gods truth and justice Secondly it imports the mans believing the testimony which God hath given of Christ Jesus to wit that God hath made a gift of life eternall to the soul that hungereth and thristeth for righteousnesse and that this life is in his Son yea it imports the mans receiving and embracing of Christ offered in the Gospel Thirdly it importeth that the consenter to the covenant of grace as he hath renounced confidence in his own works So he hath given up himself to God to live by the grace of Jesus Christ unto eternall life Now if the afflicted shall reflect upon these two operations of the holy Ghost making him humble in the sense of sin heartily to receive Christ Jesus for his relief and withall do observe an unfained purpose and begun endeavour to live more holily and fruitfully by the grace and furniture of Christ howsoever he labour under many infirmities not only is he undoubtedly a new creature but also by observing the foresaid evidence thereof may conclude that God hath begun a good work of grace in him and so shall this first cause of disquietnesse be removed 5. Another cause of disquietnesse is or may be this if the afflicted after examination of the work of grace in himself being convinced of his blessed estate and confirmed by present sense of Gods love shed abroad in his heart do not hold fast his estimation of Gods work in himself longer
and when he could not have the first place in his fathers blessing contented himself with what portion in the earth he could have beside Therefore let the afflicted labour to understand well the nature of the covenant of grace and the several articles thereof and let him consider that there is no advantage to be had by excluding of himself from that covenant but that if he will be saved in every condition he must draw near to Christ and lay hold on him for remission of sin and fresh furniture of grace for every duty for it is good alwayes to draw near to him because he will destroy all them that depart far from him Ps. 73. 27. CHAP. XXVI Wherein is solved the true converts dâ—ubt whether he be regenerat because he findeth himself not only far from the measure of holinesse which he observeth to have been in the Saints commended in Scripture but also short of the measure which some of his acquaintance have attained unto SOme true converts are who in the time wherein they are about to strengthen their saith by all means do fall in comparision of themselves with other converts in the mater of their faith love endeavour and attainment of an holy conversation and finding themselves very short of that measure which not only Saints commended in Scripture have attained unto but also short of what sundry of their acquaintance have gained and given proof of sudainly are overtaken with a sad suspicion that they may be found none of the number of true converts as for example when they read what David saith of himself in the Psalmes and namely in the hundred and nineteen Psalme they seem to themselves so unlike the copy he hath cast unto them so far short of that affection to the Word of God of that faith of that diligence of that sincerity of that patience of that fortitude in afflictions and delectation in God which the practice of this servant of God doth hold forth that they are ashamed to assume the name of a visible Saint or faithfull servant of God And for the same reason do forbear under this exercise to apply unto themselves the precious promises made to the faithfull servants of God in the Scripture What am I saith the afflicted that I should presume to intrude my self in the number of the Saints what am I that I should apply to my self what is promised to true converts and sincere servants of God Were I such a one as this person or that person is I might then for my consolation apply promises made unto such Saints but now I cannot apply their priviledges except for conviction of my conscience that I am justly for my unlikenesse unto them secluded from the promises made unto them and those that are like unto them 2. For lousing of this doubt we must acknowledge that the comparison of our selves with the rule of perfection holden forth in the Scripture is to be aimed at by all and the comparison of our selves with the eminent servants of God who have attained a great measure of growth in holinesse is very profitable if it be prudently managed For the first comparison teacheth us what we should endeavour to attain and the other teacheth us what may be by the grace of God attained unto even in this life Again both these comparisons do serve to humble us before God when we perceive our selves not only short of perfection which cannot be fully attained unto in this life but also short of these degrees which may be attained and have been attained by others in this life we cannot choose but think the more meanly of our selves and put down the sailes of self-estimation Thirdly this sort of comparison is profitable to make us more uprightly renounce all confidence in our own inherent righteousnesse and flye for refuge to the righteousnesse of Christ obedience and satisfaction imputed unto all that believe in him according as the example of the Apostle Paul who renounced all confidence in his priviledges performances sufferings and inherent righteousnesse counting them all but dung that he might win Christ and be found in him not having his own righteousnesse which is of the law but that which is through the faith of Christ the righteousnesse which is of God by faith Phil. 3. 8 9. 3. But this sort of comparison is dangerous and hurtfull when it tendeth to discouragment when it maketh us think little of the measure of Gods grace granted unto us when it makes us heartlesse in the course of obedience and hopelesse that we shall attain unto the measure whereunto the Saints have attained 4. Wherefore let the afflicted strengthen the thing which remaineth and is ready to die Rev. 3. 2. let him beware lest he quench the smoaking flax or break the bruised reed wherein he hath Christs help to look unto Isa. 42. 3. Again let the afflicted consider that there are divers degrees of saving faith divers degrees of the measure of sanctification and growth in grace for some are old men some young and strong men and some babes in Christ and that the same duties in the same measure are not to be expected from the tender and weak beginner which are required of the strong and experimented souldier 3. Let the afflicted remember that nothing is given nor promised nor done unto the Saints in Scripture or in latter ages for any merit or worthinesse in them but altogether of free grace and so much the more should this be remembred as this doubting of the afflicted arising from comparison of his condition with the measure of sanctification in others doth presuppone the contrary as if God did deal with his children according to the worthinesse of their persons and merit of their good works which is a false supposition for why doth the afflicted cast down his courage and weaken his faith and confidence in God but for this very cause that he counteth himself a much more unworthy man and of lesse merit before God then those Saints were or are with whom he hath compared himself 4. Let the afflicted by so much as he doth preceive himself more unworthy and more sinfull then those Saints with whom he hath compared himself thrust himself the more into the bosome of rich grace let him so much the more lay hold on the imputation of Christs righteousnesse and cover his nakednesse therewith and employ Christ by faith so much the more that out of his fulnesse he may receive grace for grace and be made able by his Spirit to bring forth more abundant fruits and come up nearer unto conformity with Christ and the examples of renouned Saints 5. Let the afflicted consider that we must live by rules set down in Scripture aiming sincerely at obedience of holy precepts albeit we have not yet come up unto the practice of the rule in that measure which others have attained unto CHAP. XXVII Wherein is solved the true converts doubt whether he be in the blessed state
or hesitation of the heart in as far as it is not purged from the relicts of incredulity and backwarddesse unto godlinesse on the other hand or because he puts no difference between the effects of renewing grace and the effects of in-dwelling sin in himself both of them putting forth their power in the self same actions for if this difference shall not be observed and sentence so given as that which is in the renewed man be absolved and commended and that which flowes from indwelling sin be disallowed and condemned without prejudice to any good which shall be found in the renewed man it is impossible that the conscience can be quiet or that any good action of the Saints can be approven by reason of sin in us for the evil which we would not shall be found in us as is clear in the Apostles censure of himself Rom. 7. 15. to 20. 10. For removing this fourth cause of disquietnesse let the afflicted learn so to observe the inlakes and sinfull imperfections and pollutions of his best works as he observe also that which is good in his actions that of the good he may make thankfull confession unto God and pray for the increase thereof and of the inlakes and pollutions of his works he may make confession also and be humbled for them and flye to the unsported righteousness of Christ and to the founta in opened up in his house for sin and uncleannesse Zech. 13. 1. This wisdom is taught us in the example of the father of the child possessed with a dumb and deaf spirit crying out and saying with tears Lord I believe help thou my unbelief Mark 9. 24. he maintains the begun work of faith in himself and confesseth the evil he found in himself and flyeth by prayer to Christ to help him 11. The fifth cause of disquieâ—nesse is or may be this if the true convert suspenâ— the absolution of his own faith and fruits thereof from being hypocritical and counterfeit untill he find himself freed from disquietnesse and do injoy peace and tranquillity of mind which he doth apprehend should alwayes accompany sound sincere and unfained faith and on this ground he esteemeth that faith only to be true faith which hath overcome all doubtings and now being victorious bringeth peace and quietnesse with it and that faith which is tossed or troubled with doubtings he thinketh may justly be suspected of unsoundnesse as if tentation to doubting were a sufficient reason to make a question of the sincerity of believing or as if it were a sufficient reason for a man to call his faith in question whether it be true faith or not because Sathan calleth it in question for if this were a sufficient reason to question a work or act of grace in a man no work of grace nor no point of true religion should be holden for sound and true because Sathan never ceaseth to calumâ—iat and quarrel the truth both of Gods Word and working for he was so malicious and impudent as to question Christ If thou be the Son of God Mat. 4. 3. 12. For removing of this cause of disquietnesse let the afflicted consider first that the assaults of the enemy do neither diminish the worth nor the estimation of faith for faith fighting is no lesse solid and sound in the time of battel then it is after victory standing victorious 2. Let him consider that we are called to a warfare not only against flesh and blood but also against principalities and powers and spiritual wickednesses Ephes. 6. and that we may not promise to our selves freedom or exemption from Sathans throwing fiery darts at us â—o long as we live as the Apostle doth warn us Ephes. 5. Let him consider thirdly that objections and questions moved against the converts faith are rather a token of the sincerity thereof then a reason for bringing it in question for the Pirat Sathan can discern well enough between an empty vessel and a ship loadened with precious wares and useth to set upon the rich ship that he may spoil it if he can of that most precious faith and not trouble himself to molest a secure presumptuous person lest he should waken him by such means out of his dream and chase him unto God But as for a man that is already fled from him and turned to God by faith in Christ he will not fail to follow the chase that if he cannot bring him back yet he may vex him and dog him at the heels till his entry in heaven Fourthly let him consider that the Lord useth to suffer Sathan to trouble the believer with suggestions to waken his faith of set purpose to teach the believer to fight his battels and by frequent exercises to be purified more and more like gold or silver put oft-times in the furnace yea and that the wrestler may be made valiant in fight Heb. 11. 34. whereupon the afflicted must be exhorted not only to take courage and to despise the malice of the adversary but also to rejoyce when he doth meet with manifold tentations as we are charged Iam. 1. 2. because of the fruit following by Gods blessing on such exercise And to this end let him put on the whole armour of God that when he hath resisted and overcome one tentation he may stand and resist another Ephes. 6. 13. The sixth cause of disquietnesse is or may be this if the true convert do not distinguish but confound the peace he hath with God and the peace he hath in his conscience if he do not distinguish but confound peace with God and rest from assaults of the 〈◊〉 if he do not distinguish but confound peace of mind and peace of conscience if he do not distinguish and put a due difference between these sorts of peace he cannot choose but be disquieted by suspâ—â—ting his peace with God because he hath not rest nor peace from Sathans assaults he cannot eshew disquietnesse when he conceives that his peace with God is dissolved when trouble ariseth in his own conscience And no wonder he be disquieted when he apprehendeth every perturbation of his mind to be a breach of peace with God or with his own conscience 14. For removing of this cause of disquietnesse the afflicted must consider first that peace with God doth follow immediatly upon an humbled sinners flying to Christ and embracing the offer of reconciliation with God in Christ when in the mean time the conscience possibly may be going on pursuing the convert with challenges for all sort of sin and guiltinesse for he that is fled to Christ by faith is justified and being justified by faith he hath peace with God granted decreed pronounced in his favours and registrat in the Court-book of the Evangel albeit possibly the absolved convert hath not drawn forth the extract of the decreet nor considered it when he hath read it nor applied the same to himself according as the general sentence giveth him warrand Therefore the humbled sinner fled
the believer as may bestâ—erve the good of the believer and glory of God â—gracious dispensation and therefore Thirdly let the afflected person whatsoever crossedispensatiâ—n he meâ— with whatsoever distemper of soul he 〈◊〉 into vâ—aâ—soever grace or measure of grace he missâ—â— or coâ—â—eth short of seek his relief in Gods order 〈◊〉 is to say let him justifie the Lords wisdom and jâ—ice humble himself under his mighty hand renewâ—e acts of repentance in humility turn his face to 〈◊〉 Christ by the renewed acts of faith in him lay hâ—d on his right unto Christs person and benefits that â—â—may â—om to the sensible feeling of what he hath right â—to by the covenant of Grace And whatsoever dects transgressions temptations unto discouragment and â—isbelief do brangle his confidence let them humble himself indeed but so as they do not drive him from that Covenant but be made use of as spurres and forcible motives to lay the faster hold on Christ and his infinit grace contracted in that Covenant 17. The eight cause of disquietnesse is or may be this if the true convert daily lamenting his own sinfulnesse and daily troubled with suspicion of his own blessed estate by reason of his felt maniâ—old corruptions shall meet either with the calumâ—ies of men or coâ—forters like Iob's friends who in stead of healing his wounds in his affliction shall foster his suspicion of his estate by uncharitable censure of the poor mans complaint of himself in this case if the affâ—cted do not maintain his righteousnesse by â—aith in Christ as Iob did and his upright endeavour to please God which is manifest by his daily godly grief for his short coming in his aimed-at holinesse no wonder he be disquieted 18. For removing of this cause let the afflicted consider and distinguish what is right in him and what is wrong and beware to confound these For example 1. This is right that he doth not lean to the worth of his own works nor is pussed up with a vain conceit of himself before God 2. That he is sensible of his sinfull imperfections and corruptions and of the bitter root of original sin in him 3. It is right in him also that he aimeth toward perfection forgetting what is behind and pressing toward the mark and prize of his calling But this is wrong in him 1. that he fostereth suspicions unjustly of his own blessed estate 2. That he doth not observe the work of Gods grace in himself so carefully as he observeth his imperfections and corruptions 3. That he doth not so much the more make use of Christs imputed righteousnesse as he findeth the imperfection of his own inherent righteousnesse 4. That he measureth Gods estimation of him according to the estimation he hath of himself when indeed God in Scripture doth shew no lesse approbation of him in his wrestleing then he doth in the time of his victory and quiet condition 5. That he doth not observe the difference of the way he doth walk into which is good from the flidings imperfections errors and mistakes in particular actions and passages in that way 6. That he doth lay more weight oft-times upon the judgment of mistaking spectators of his course then he hath reason to do and doth not take heed to the sentence of the Lord in the Gospel concerning the poor in spirit the contrite the meek and lowly disciple These things let the afflicted consider and make good use thereof for his encouragment in the way of new obedience 19. The ninth cause of disquietnesse is or may be this if the true convert be not acquainted with living by faith for there are many honest and tender-hearted converts who in the sense of their sins are fled unto Christ resolved never to depart from him and carefull to lead a blamelesse life who notwithstanding whensoever they meet with changes of dispensation with variety of temptations fresh feeling of the power of sin in themselves or any crosse bodily or spiritual are disquieted and cast in suspicion of their state and albeit they neither will give over to follow after Christ nor will God suffer them to perish yet they make themselves an uncomfortable and miserable life by their leaning to present sense and feeling when they should remember the saying of the Apostle 2 Cor. 5. 7. we walk not by sight but by faith they are cast down do mourn and complain because it is not with them as they would and are most part male-content with their lot frequently regrating unto God their wants and imperfections and seldom are they praising or thanking God for what they have gotten of him 20. For removing this cause let the afflicted first consider what the Apostle speaketh to the afflicted Hebrews Heb. 10. 36. ye have need of patience that when ye have done the will of God ye may receive the promise for yet a little while and he that will come shall come and will not tarry Now the just man shall live by faith saith he Secondly let him consider that to live by faith doth require these six duties 1. That we renounce our own corrupt reason and sense lest we count that to be our life which may be seen or felt or that which may be altered and changed but reckon that to be our life which is hid with God in Christ and shall be revealed at the glorious coming of our Lord. 2. That the covenant of grace and rich promises of the Gospel be esteemed of us as our meet and drink whereby our hearts may be sustained in all adversity and our hope upholden in patience through the comfort of the Scriptures 3. That we make use of all Gods benefits bestowed upon us by vertue of that new right made unto us in Christ for being partakers thereof 4. That in all our actions we implore and seek our strength from Christ and give him thanks for the measure whatsoever he bestoweth So did the Apostle live Gal. 2. 20. The life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God 5. That we rejoyce and glory more in Christ Jesus in the midst of trouble then we grieve for our troubles whatsoever whereby as with a sharp pinsell he is drawing in us the lineaments of his own Image and conformity with himself So did the Saints Rom. 5. 3 4 5. Last of all to live by faith requireth that in every condition we should keep faith and a good conscience in Christ Jesus and esteem our selves blessed of the Lord albeit we be tossed with troubles immediatly sent from God to exercise us albeit we do fall in manifold tentations be assaulted with doubtings and persecuted unjustly by men for it should and may suffice a believer in Christ if he be not distressed albeit he be troubled on every side he must not dispair albeit he be perplexed he shall not be forsaken albeit he be persecuted he shall not be destroyed albeit he be cast down 2 Cor. 4. 8 9. Upon
faith when the consolations are withdrawn from us and we are put to hard exercise wherein it is our duty to glorifie our God for his truth and grace whereof we have sometime had confirmations by felt consolation and patiently to wait till he restore unto us the joy of his Spirit for if in the want of sensible consolation we shall put aspersions upon the Lords work and graces bestowed upon us and call them in question we shall be found in so doing more carefull of self-satisfaction then to do the duties which God requireth of us Fourthly let the afflicted learn so to describe and define every saving grace of faith repentance hope love and mortification of sin as the description may take in the meanest measure of those graces for it is hard to say that there is no sound faith where there is not a full perswasion for the hungry looking of a trembling sinner unto Christ must not be excluded from being an act of faith it is hard to restrain the exercise of repentance to the sheding of tears for many other signs of repentance may be found where these are seldom such as is the hatred of sin striving against all tentations unto it and flying from all occasions which may insnare the believer in Christ in trespasses Fifthly let the afflicted distinguish between faith and sense of joy both are Gods gifts but the grounds of faith whereupon we are commanded to rest our selves should be rested on constantly whatsoever dispensation of joy or grief we shall meet with and this is our perpetual duty but sense is at Gods free dispensation to give and withdraw and restore at his pleasure and is a movable benefit which the Lord as his wisdom seeth expedient for our good doth give and continue withdraw and restore diminish or augment And therefore the afflicted is bound by duty still to believe and rejoyce in believing And to have the joy of sense also he may lawfully study but ought not to suffer his faith to be weakened by the want of it as the Prophet doth teach us Ps. 42. 11. and 43. 5. and 88. Last of all let the afflicted be posed upon his conscience if he dare condemn his flying to Christ in the sense of his sins as no act of faith or if he dar deny his hunger after renewed consolation and beholding of God with joy as reconciled in Christ to be an act of love to God and of communion with him Therefore let him confesse with the Psalmist Ps. 77. 10. This my doubting is my infirmity I will remember the years of the right hand of the Lord. CHAP. XVI Wherein is solved the true converts doubt of his regeneration because he seemeth to himself not to grow in grace by the use of the means appointed for his growth SOme true converts are brought to suspect their own regeneration because in the using of the means leading to sanctification and salvation sundry complain and say I do not perceive the Lords blessing on my pains and diligence I grow not in the knowledge of things spiritual my faith doth not grow by hearing nor reading of the Word of God nor by meditation of it I do not prevail in wrestling against my in-bred sin and corrupt nature neither by prayer nor fasting and therefore what shall I judge of my state but that it is like I am not converted and renewed For if I were indeed converted and reconciled with God I conceive it should fair otherwayes with me then it doth 2. In this case the true convert is in hazard of growing slack and careless in the use of the means and to grieve the holy Spirit by prescribing unto him and limiting of him unto such a measure of profiting in the use of the means and making him know how far he had profited and advanced in the course of sanctification Yea there is danger lest in this case the convert not only become cold-rife in the exercises of piety but also turn loose in his conversation and follow the allurements of the world having so far hearkened to the temptation as to think it in vain that he hath washen his hands in innocency as Ps. 73. befell the Prophet 3. For removing of this doubt the afflicted hath reason to check himself for hearkening so far unto the temptation as to joyn with hypocrits in his complaint Isa. 58. 5. Wherefore have we fasted say they and thou â—â—st not wherefore have we afflicted our souls and thou â—ikest no knowledge But because nothing doth more trouble the afflicted then his suspicion of his own hypocrisie let the causes be searched from which his suspicion doth arise One of them may be this that in the use of the means the eyes of the afflicted are more and more opened to perceive the power and poyson of his natural corruption more clearly then he perceived before And this deciphering of sin more and more doth hinder him to see the growth of his light and the growth of his hatred against manifested sin joyned with the overturning of his own high imaginations and native pride Another cause may be this that the true convert hath promised unto himself in the use of the means more and greater benefits spiritual from God then he doth by experience find which because he doth not find he thinketh he hath not profited A third cause may be this that the Lord is about the purging of him from practical errors such as are the high estimation of his own diligence in the use of the means as if there were some sort of merit annexed unto the works prescribed to the convert by the Lord or as if the use of the means had in them some force and efficacy in producing such effects in him as the convert hath expected or as if the Lord had oblieged himself to blesse sensibly diligence in the use of the means to the diligent mans satisfaction 4. Therefore first let the afflicted continue in his diligence and bewar of the foresaid practical errors let him humble himself before Christ that he may draw more vertue out of him by faith and by so much the more as he â—indeth sin himself and not profiâ—ing in the use of the means let him lay the faster hold on the covenant of grace and on Christ offered therein for giving righteousnesse and sanctification Secondly let him set upon the exercise of every duty with prayer that he may follow the duty in Christs name with his eye fixed on Gods grace and after the discharge of the duty let him look to Christ that from him he may have the blessing for without Christ we can do nothing acceptably nor with profit Last of all let him not esteem lightly of the effects of his diligence as if he did no wayes profit but when he hath rightly considered maters if he find the least fruit following his using of the means let him give the glory of it to God in Christ the giver thereof and humbly put up
not please God Now it is an act of injustice not to give unto God the praise of every good thing in a man especially when the man is found to be cast down in himself and to be thirsting in his soul for a more intimat communion with Christ as is presupposed in this case 3. The second cause is or may be this that the afflicted albeit he hath had oft times sweet and sensible consolation and confirmation of the promises of the Gospel and hath thereby been put out of doubt of his adoption for the time yet when new temptations do arise according to what was expedient for the exercise of his faith because the same sweetnesse is not felt but heavinesse for the while 1 Pet. 1. 6 7. he forgetteth the consolations he hath had or suffereth them to be called in question For removing whereof whensoever the afflicted is cut short in the point of sense or sensible consolation let him then strive to abound in the work of the Lord and not slacken his hand in the exercise of religion and of his lawfull calling and his indeavour to please God in all things for seing the covenant of grace imbraced is a firm and solid ground for â—aith to fix upon albeit full perswasion and victorious consolation were neither at all or but very rarely â—elt in this life the afflicted whom we have to speak to here hath no cause to stumble but reason to blesse God who hath in any measure at any time comforted him by the Gospel for that condition which the afflicted wisheth for is reserved unto us in heaven and promises such as are made to the meek and mercifull Mat. 5. which qualified promises they look upon as conditional excluding them as they conceive who do not find in themselves such qualifications and partly because they are not clear about their right to receive the offer of the Gospel because they want as they conceive fitnesse in themselves to receive the same and thus are they oft-times vexed with doubts whether they be in the state of grace or not 2. For lousing of this doubt sundry things are already said by the way in answering other doubtfull cases But because many do meet with this difficulty we shall speak a little more particularly to the case and first it is needfull that the afflicted be confirmed about that which is right in him that the thing which remaineth and is ready to die may be strengthened To this intent we commend the afflicted that being sensible of sin and feared for-wrath he hath fled unto Christ for refuge next we commend him that he hath begun to give new obedience to Gods Law and doth purpose to follow on as he shall be enabled and thirdly we commend him that albeit he cannot attain that near conjunction with Christ which he would yet he neither will nor dare forsake Christ not put himself out of the number of weak believers in Christ for he hath said in his heart with Peter Joh. 6. 68. To whom shall I go for Christ hath the words of eternal life Hitherto all is right and the afflicted must resolve to cleave close to this foundation because Christ hath said Ioh. 6. 37. These that come unto me I will in no case cast out 3. For his doubt arising from the nature of the promises absolute conditional and qualified looked upon by him as if they were conditional we answer â— That these qualified promises having some mark in them of true believers are not exclusive of these believers who find in themselves a defect of the qualification but they are inductive unto all believers to study the attaining of that qualification and are corroborative of these belivers who find in any sensible measure these qualifications For example promises made to the mercifull to the peace-makers to the upright in heart do not exclude these who find themselves short in these graces and yet are hungry and thristy for righteousnesse yet are poor and indigent of all good in themselves and daily beggers at the throne of grace for what they want Mat. 5. for these qualifications found in a weak believer are signes and effects of sound faith in them And we must grant that of these graces specified in these qualified promises some of them are more eminent in some of the Saints and other some of them more eminently seen and felt in other some of the Saints And in the same person one of these qualifications may sometime shine more clearly and at another time by some tentation or mistake be over-clouded and not shine so clearly as before yet the qualifications are comfortable to all them who find the same in themselves and are inductive to make every believer to aime to excell in these graces and so to confirm their own faith more and more as 2 Pet. 1. 4 5 6 7. we are exhorted Again these qualifications are signs of a believer already entered in the covenant of grace by faith in Christ and begun to bring forth good fruits but they are not the conditions of entering into the covenant for then none could enter in covenant till first these qualifications in exercise were sound in them and that were to dis-annull the covenant of grace and to set up a sort of covenant of works for there is not another condition of entering in the covenant but faith in Christ only whereby the humbled sinner renouncing all confidence in any good in himself or from himself doth betake himself wholly to the grace offered in Jesus Christ in whom perfect righteousnesse is to be found Now unto the man who shall believe in Christ all the promises of the Gospel are made upon this condition that he do believe in Jesus Christ which condition of presuppose the afflicted should have what he wisheth consolations alwayes running like a river where were place for trying exercising and training of him in his faith but let him work and wrastle on and among hands he shall have as much peace as may suffice a pilgrim 4. The third cause is or may be this that the afflicted hath grieved the Spirit of God either by ascribing his gracious operations to some other cause then grace or counting his consolations to be but flashes and like unto delusions or that the afflicted by corrupt communication or grosse offences hath provoked God to anger as befell David Psal. 51. For removing of this cause whether the sin of the afflicted hath been more or lesse provoking let him with David Ps. 51. renew the exercise of repentance and faith in Gods mercy who only can renew a right spirit in him or rather restore him to the formerly-felt consolation and joy of his Spirit and let him walk more warily hereafter that he provoke not to wrath so mercifull a father 5. The fourth cause is or may be this that the afflicted albeit he hath consented to the covenant of grace and hath embraced Christ Jesus offered in the Evangel yet he doth not
the present And in this sense an unrenewed man is said to be in a better or worse condition for the present in comparison with other unrenewed men or with himself at another time In which sense Mark 12. 34. Christ speaking to the Scribe who answered him in all things discreetly saith thou art not far front the kingdom of heaven The condition for the present of this Scribe was better then his fellows and better then his own at another time and yet his person was in the state of wrath because he was not entered in the state of grace or in the kingdom of heaven howsoever he was not far from it In this more strict sense the judicial state of the mans person is fixed so long as the judicial sentence of the Judge binding the unconverted to the curse that is pronounced in the Law or in the Gospel lousing the converted from the curse doth stand But the morall disposition and the condition of the man whether in the state of grace or nature is variable and changeable to the better or worse in comparison with others or himself at another time Whence it is that one and the same person may be in a better or worse condition his state remaining the same to wit good if he be renewed and evil if he be still in nature unrenewed 2. But here we are about the condition of the renewed man only which may be better at one time and worse at another time as his disposition and caâ—â—age in order to the duties of religion and righteousnesse falleth out to be better or worse according as his actions and behaviour are more or lesse conform to the revealed will of God and as his conscience doth its duty more or lesse commendably Sometimes his conscience upon good grounds speaketh good to him while he studieth to walk before God unto all well-pleasing and then he may say with the Psalmist Ps. 26. 12. My foot standeth in an even place in the congregation will I blesse the Lord. To this good condition we need not say much because there is no present disease which calleth for cure of this case Only it is for the child of God in this case necessary to observe dyet and exercise to maintain his good condition and to watch over his heart and wayes that he may continue and go on therein All that we have to deal with is the ill condition of the true convert when his conscience doth deceive him or doth not discharge its duty for in this case only remedy and cure is called for 3. As that condition wherein the convert is best pleased with himself is not alwayes the best So neither is that condition wherewith he is worst pleased alwayes the worst But that is the best condition wherein the holy Spirit doth most bear down the power of sin and advance the work of sanctification of the man and that condition is the worst wherein sin most prevaileth And as the goodnesse of a mans condition is is not to be estimat by any eventual accident but by its own nature and proper effects So the illnesse of a mans condition is not to be estimat by any eventual accident but by its own nature and proper effects as God in the Scripture giveth grounds of judgment of a good or ill condition for otherwayes by the default of the renewed man the best condition may degenerat in a very ill condition As when a man doth abuse divine consolations and after receiving of the renewed earnest of the inheritance from the holy Spirit groweth carnally secure and negligent in his duties or when after some grosse pollution of himself in body or soul having grieved the holy Spirit he doth not humble himself as became him but by Sathans suggestion of wicked thoughts against God and his former work in him doth fall in suspicion of all former gracious operations of the holy Spirit in him and mis-calleth all these former experiences and in his tentation esteemeth and nameth them among Sathans delusions or else at least suspecteth and feareth they shall prove no better then such On the other hand the worst conditions of the renewed man by the wisdom mercy and power of God may be turned to advantage in order to Gods glory and the renewed mans salvation as the experience of the Psalmist doth shew us Psal. 116 3 4. c. 4. An evil condition is so called either 1. in respect of the evil which the convert not only feeleth really but laments it seriously or 2. in respect of the converts estimation only who laments his good condition without cause or 3. in respect of a reall evil which the convert lamenteth not at all but lyeth under it securely Of the first sort is the condition of the convert when he seeth his own blindnesse nakednesse and misery the hardnesse of his own heart and the deceitfulnesse of it and doth flye for remedy thereof to Christ the true Physician to cover and cure all his diseases This condition is evil only in respect of felt evil but in respect of the converts making the right use of the discovery of these evils and flying unto Christ for relief therefrom it is a good condition because the diseased convert carryeth himself well and wisely in this exercise Of the second sort is the converts condition when his faith is put to tryall by manifold afflictions and tentations and he conceives himself to be in a very evil condition wherein he ought not to afflict himself but to judge this condition to be a good condition according to the Apostles exhortation Iam. 1. 2 3. My brethren count it all joy when ye fall in divers tentations knowing that the tryall of your faith worketh patience Of the third sort is the condition of the convert who when for example he feels himself unapt and unable to pray or praise or discharge any duty heartily doth not trouble himself with this his ill case but either layeth-by the doing of the duty or doth the work negligently and perfunctoriously and pleaseth himself in so doing for a time This condition is evil indeed both in respect of his spiritual diseases and of his sinfull slighting the duty of seeking relief thereof 5. For rectifying the judgment of the conscience in any or all of those conditions first let difference be put between the sinfull diseases and distempers of our spirit which are evil indeed and the discovery thereof unto us which is a benefit in it self and a gift of eye-salve bestowed by Christ upon us and the right use of that discovery by flying unto Christ which is yet a greater blessing even the work of God drawing us to the Saviour of souls the remedy of every evil Secondly let difference be put between tentation or tryal of faith and yielding to tentation under affliction The observation of tentation offered to make us depart from the truth in tryal is a matter of joy but yielding is a sin and mater of
sorrow indeed Thirdly let difference be put between grief of mind or heavinesse in affliction and anguish of conscience for sin committed For a man may have a grieved mind and a quiet conscience at one time Fourthly let difference be put between our sinfull sicknesse of indisposition to spiritual duties for which we should be humbled and Gods dispensation for the time partly chastiseing us with a lesse and more sparing measure of ability for these duties and partly teaching us thereby to make better use of Christs offices for pardon of sin for helping and healing our infirmities then we have made Fifthly let difference be put between Gods part and Sathans the worlds and corrupt natures part and the part of the new creature Gods part is ever wise holy just and gracious tending to bring his children unto a good and better condition Sathan the worlds and the flesh or corrupt natures part is to procure and hold on and make worse an evil condition and the part of the new creature is variable as it falls forth in the battel against the flesh which lusts against the spirit and it against the flesh so that neither of them have the victory alwayes till the warfare be ended and grace be crowned with glory for and through Jesus Christ our Lord These differences being observed the conscience may discern between a good or evil condition so much the better 6. One and the same convert may observe in himself if not all yet the vicissitude of the most notable changes of a spiritual condition as may be seen in some especially of his Ministers of whose exercises he is to make use for the consolation of his afflicted people which Ministers may say with the Apostle 2 Cor. 1. 6. Whether we be afflicted it is for your consolation and salvation which is effectual in the enduring of the same sufferings which we also suffer or whether we be comforted it is for your consolation and salvation 7. Sundry converts may be diversely disposed and exercised about the same evil or spiritual disease for one under the observation of his evil case may wrestle against it and not call his own blessed state in question another under the same disease may fall in question and doubt whether he who is in such a condition may be a true convert or not and his person in the state of grace or not yea one and the same convert in the beginning of his ill condition while he first entereth in conflict with his evil condition may for a time look upon himself as a true convert notwithstanding of his present ill condition but afterward when he findeth his evil condition to remain and not likely to be removed he may fall in doubt about the state of his person whether he be a true convert or not In which case let him make use as is said in the former Book 8. The variety of changes of the conditions of the true convert ariseth from the variety of the causes thereof As for example 1. sometime in the warfare between the flesh and the spirit the new creature prevaileth sometime corrupt nature and both of them prevail sometime more sometime lesse whence vicissitude of changes of condition cannot but follow 2. Sometime Sathans temptations setting on in his assaults more or lesse furiously or more or lesse subtilly do make diversity of conditions as Sathan is more or lesse wisely resisted 3. Sometime the Lord hideth his countenance from his child more or lesse sometime in adversity sometime in outward prosperity as his wisdom findeth it meet for the welfare of his beloved children 9. Sometime the conscience doth discern an evil condition and doth give forth a right sentence about it In which case let use be made of the ordinar remedy of sin and misery As 1. let the afflicted search into the causes which have procured his evil condition as the Lord after prayer shall furnish light 2. Let him acknowledge his sin and ill deserving and the Lords holy wise and righteous dispensation 3. Let him grow in humiliation and in diffidence of his own wisdom ability and righteousnesse 4. Let him renew the exercise of his faith in Christ for pardon of sin for mortifying the roots of it and for letting forth his helping hand for ability to make him watch over his own heart and wayes and to bring forth good fruits 10. When the converts conscience faileth in right judging of its own ill condition 1 it either taketh an ill condition to be good and in this case it is silent and saith nothing but lyeth secure and well pleased without cause or 2. it judgeth a good condition to be altogether bad or at least not so good as it is indeed or 3. it doth not distinguish a good or ill condition simply from a condition partly good and partly evil or 4. it stands in doubt what to judge of the mans condition being uncertain what to pronounce of it till light dispell the mist and confusion wherein it lyeth for the time Let us instance some cases and examples in every one of these four kinds CHAP. II Wherein is handled the case of such as are fallen from their first love and are well pleased in this case The first rank shall be of some cases wherein the conscience of the convert is deceived by judging the mans evil condition to be good enough IT cometh to passe sundry times that the renewed man seemeth both to himself and others also to go on in bringing forth external fruits of new obedience when in the mean time his love to Christ is much abated and cooled toward him in comparison of the fervency which in his first conversion he had whence it cometh to passe that his works in his calling are discharged without that eye and affection toward Christ which sometime he carried toward him for in the beginning of his conversion when remission of sins reconciliation with God and the blessed change made in his state through Christ was green and fresh in his present sense how dear Christ was unto him cannot be expressed but this fervor oft-times doth cool when his wonted estimation of Christ is not entertained as appeareth in the Galatians who at their conversion were carried with such a measure of love toward Christ that if it had been possible they would have plucked out their own eyes and given them to the Apostle Paul for Christs cause Gal. 4. 15. and yet this love did soon cool both toward Christ and the Apostle It cometh to passe also oft-times that the renewed man contenting himself with the seal of the holy Spirit and the consolation which once he felt resolveth to go on in the discharge of Christian duties in his calling and either doth not observe this cooling of his love to Christ or layeth it not to heart but pleaseth himself in this condition as sufficient to carry a converted man to heaven And so usually three faults do concur in this sicknesse The first is
be grosly scandalous for with such we are forbidden to eat 1 Cor. 5. 11. Ans. This place pertains to the exercise of the key of discipline and execution of the censure of excommunication judicially pronounced by the Church as ver 12. following doth declare And this as it doth not cut off natural duties of parents or children or parties married one to another So it can well consist with charity toward the excommunicat who in order to his salvation should be thus dealt with that he may be humbled and brought to repentance And so doth the Apostle give warrand for when he hath given order to excommunicat such as walk disorderly 2 Thess. 3. 14 15. he subjoines for keeping charity to the excommunicat person saying Count him not as an enemy but admonish him as a brother 9. Obj. But I saith he have been mistaken and deceived oft-times when I esteemed charitably of some loved them dearly and bestowed not sparingly on those who proved afterward unworthy of such respect and dealing Ans. Our Lords words may satisfie this objection promising whatsoever is done to a disciple in name of a disciple shall not want a reward Thou therefore needs not count thy self deceived in this respect But if thou by rash intruding thy self to judge better or worse of the mans inward condition hath deceived thy self be more wise in time coming For remedy of this evil 1. let not the convert mistaken in the point of charity be feared to be mistaken and hindered from exercise of his charity because he knoweth not the sincerity of the mans profession There are relations enough between him and the party toward whom charity is to be exercised such as bonds natural civil ecclesiastick and spiritual obliging to the duty 2. Let him be sparing in judging of his neighbour even within himself and far more in expressing his judgment of him to his prejudice 3. Let him rather judge this that he lay no stumbling block before his feet which may hinder him in a good or harden him in an evil course Rom. 14. 13. Let him not be rigid and censorious in aggreging every sinfull infirmity in his neighbour for this is forbidden Iam. 3. 1 2. In a word let a convert beware to alienat any man from making use of his charity whether by injust suspicion of him or inhumane dealing with him or imprudent speeches of him but rather let his whole carriage toward all in every case be such that a patent door may be for mutual giving and getting good one by another CHAP. XX. Concerning the converts mistaking his condition because of felt in-lake in his charity and love to God and men HItherto we have spoken of two sorts of the converts mistaking of their condition and have given some instances of their being well pleased with themselves in an evil condition and some instances of their being displeased with themselves in a good condition It follows that we give some instances of a third sort of mistaking in the converts complaining of his condition as if it were altogether evil when indeed his condition is partly good and partly evil and the first shall be of those who do lament their condition because they cannot be affected with the sense of their sins nor with the sense of Gods benefits and favours bestowed on them as they should cannot be affected with the sense of threatened judgments as is required and cannot be affected with the sense of the miseries and mercies dispensed toward others and cannot come up to the obedience of the Apostles precept to rejoyce with them that rejoyce and to mourn with them that mourn which doth so afflict them as they reckon this their condition altogether evil and are near unto discouragment because of their apprehended hardnesse of heart 2. For remedy of this evil 1. let the convert consider that the hardnesse of heart whereof he complains is not that hardnesse of heart which the Scripture calleth hardnesse of heart For the Scriptures do not charge any man of this sin who lamenteth his sinfulnesse but those who do not acknowledge their sins and go on in them when they hear them reproved mis-regarding what God saith commandeth commendeth or threatneth Mean time we do not deny but those in-lakes whereof the convert doth complain are sinfull defects of duty and inclinations of corrupt nature unto hardnesse of heart But we deny that this defect lamented is charged in Scripture for hardnesse of heart 2. Let the convert consider the difference between the evil whereof he complaineth and the good gift of God pointing out that evil unto him and making him to dis-allow it and lament it and he shall find his condition not altogether evil but such as he hath cause to be humbled in himself for it and also to blesse God for discovering this defect and making him lament it 3. Let him consider that his lamenting his coldrise affection to God and his small compassion toward men is good and commendable for this lamenting the defect beareth witnesse of his will and desire toward the duty and in effect is a part of the exercise of repentance and of begun renovation of his heart 4. Let him consider that there may be made good use of this condition both for the exercise of humility because of felt defects of needfull graces and also for the exercise of faith in Christ by application of his imputed righteousnesse which hideth the nakednesse of felt defects and drawing vertue from Christ to sanctifie and renew the heart more and more 5. And last of all let the convert under the sense of this defect in his affection study to bring forth the effects of those affections that is to say let him go about to do the work of a lover of God in having respect to all his commandments and to do the work of a compassionat affection toward men in misery of soul or body and so what seems to him in-laking in his heart shall be found forth-coming in his hand and actions for the greater glory to God and edification of his neighbour CHAP. XXI Concerning the converts despising of his own exercises of religion because of his felt vanity of mind therein ALI true coâ—verts do agree in this principle that God should be worshiped in spirit and truth and that the more a man strive to be sincere and upright in his worship the lesse can be comport with the sin which doth hinder his worship When therefore a true convert doth perceive in himself so great levity of his thoughts that in the very time of hearing Sermon praying to God or singing of Psalms his mind runneth out to think of naughty and profane things impertinent idle and foolish maters unworthy of his thoughts at any time but most untimous and sinfull in the time of divine service he is so displeased with his condition that he condemns all the service and devotion he is about for the time and cast it away as altogether polluted and
if he find this sicknesse from day to day cleaving fast unto him he falleth in discouragement and in question with himself whether it be better to break off at least in secret such ragged worship or to go on to offer the sacrifice of a fool unto God for so he doth esteem of his devotion thus leavened with vaiging and vanity of his mind In this case the convert doth not only mis-regard what is right in his devotion or divine service but also by fretting discouragement and mis-behaviour of his spirit is ready to augment his sinfull condition and to provoke the Lord to be wroth with him indeed 2. For remedy of this evil let the convert judge wisely of his condition that he charge not himself with guiltinesse more then he ought to do and that he may take a right course to be free of guiltinesse and healed of this sicknesse where guiltinesse is found And to this end 1. let him put difference between vaiging of mind with interruption of worship and the natural course of his phantasie and understanding which may consist with the continued acts of worship for as the eyes of a man running to some place cannot choose but see every visible thing in his way and yet runneth on without staying till he come to the place he aimeth at So the phantasie and understanding cannot choose but take up and discern whatsoever is offered unto them in time of prayer from the outward senses or from the memory and yet make no interruption of prayer such is the natural agility of a mans mind and therefore this natural course of imagination or phantasie must not be charged as guiltinesse upon the worshiper who followeth on the work of worship notwithstanding 2. Sundry suggestions may be cast into the converts mind by Sathan to marr his worship which must be charged on Sathan chiefly and the worshiper not alway made guilty thereby 3. When the worship indeed is interrupted and the mind falleth off from the work of devotion or divine service and entereth upon discourses about vain vile or impertinent maters let the convert not only acknowledge guiltinesse here but also examine if this his vaiging of mind in prayer and divine service be not also a chastisement from God for his not acknowledging of God in his affairs and and for loosing reins to his mind to roave all the day which justly meeteth him at night in his devotion as a rod on his back for his voluntar vaiging from God in his former walking 3. These considerations being premised and the sins which have drawn on this evil being discovered and the power of indwelling-sin perceived and the power of Sathans temptations noticed and the Lords chastiseing rod justified and his own culpable infirmity acknowledged 1. Let him humble himself and flye to the rich grace of God offered in Christ and lay stronger hold on the satisfaction made by Christ imputed to all believers in him that guiltinesse may be by free pardon removed 2. Let him pray for more assistance of the holy Spirit in all the exercises of religion and expect a gracious granting thereof in Gods wise dispensation of the measure of his grace in the use of holy Ordinances 3. Let his heart be in the fear of the Lord all the day long making him lift up his eyes from time to time to God in the midst of his lawfull affairs how mean so ever 4. Let him gather his thoughts before every religious exercise by way of preparation lest he take the name of the Lord in vain by rash and unreverent rushing in upon divine Service 5. Let him thank the Lord for granting him grace to see his sinfull vaiging of mind and to be displeased with it and to confesse it 6. Let him be comforted in the Lord who gathereth the ragged and scattered honest desires of supplicants and taketh away the iniquity of the service of his clients as our high Priest bearing in his appearing for us as it were on his fore-head Holiness unto the Lord. CHAP. XXII Concerning the converts discour agment for felt want of ability to do the duties commanded whereunto his renewed will is very bent SUndry true converts finding a will to do that which is good but not finding power how to perform that which is good do fall in disquietnesse and discouragement when they should go and seek to make good use of their infirmity and go to Christ for remeed as the Apostle did Rom. 7. 18. The cause of this evil is the relicts of corrupt natural inclination to seek to be justified by works and to have in our hand ability to do the good which we would do for albeit the convert be forced to seek reconciliation with God by remission of sins in his conversion yet in his course toward heaven and salvation he desireth to have a store-house and treasure of strength in himself to be made use of as he willeth For it seemeth to him in his carnal wisdom a poor shift to be in every good action put to beg supply from Christ by prayer and to stand waiting on in a dependance on Christ till furniture come from heaven unto him Which furniture of strength because our Lord doth suspend to give till his infirm and humble child hold up his heart as an empty vessel to receive influence from him according to his wise pleasure the inconsider at convert doth trouble himself and falleth in a distemper 2. This case is not altogether evil as the convert doth take it but this much is right that he looks upon the Law as holy spiritual and good that he desireth earnestly to obey it and that he loaths himself for his felt unconformity unto it Yet this is wrong in him that he doth not humble himself but is cast down and discouraged that he doth not make Christ his sanctifications as well as his righteousnesse that he doth not consider of the furniture to be brought unto him from heaven by faith in Christ and that this grace is nearer and more ready to serve his turn then if it were in his own hand 3. Therefore let him renounce more and more all confidence in his own righteousnesse with the Apostle Phil. 3. 8 9. let him thank God in Christ in whom an out-gate is to be found in all difficulties Rom. 7. 25 let him trust Christ for supply in all service in whom if a man abide he shall bring forth much fruit and without whom he can do nothing Ioh. 15. 5. For if he depend on Christ in his emptinesse and weaknesse he shall find by experience that when he is weakest then is he strongest CHAP. XXIII Concerning the converts imprudent censure of himself for felt ingratitude SOme converts sometime do passe rash sentence against themselves for ingratitude namely when after receiving some notable benefit for which they had made earnest supplication to God and for which before the receiving of the benefit they had oblieged themselves by vow to a