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if_o sin_n lie_v quiet_o in_o the_o soul_n it_o be_v peace_n it_o be_v not_o hatred_n hatred_n breed_v variance_n enmity_n opposition_n conflict_n paul_n hate_a sin_n rom._n 7._o 15._o and_o war_n with_o it_o v._o 23._o be_v it_o a_o deadly_a war_n be_v it_o for_o life_n will_v this_o suffice_v thou_o that_o sin_n do_v not_o terrify_v thy_o conscience_n or_o will_v thou_o not_o be_v satisfy_v till_o sin_n be_v mortify_v and_o crucify_v in_o the_o lust_n and_o affection_n thereof_o be_v it_o like_o david_n war_n wherein_o he_o leave_v not_o one_o amalekite_n to_o escape_v and_o carry_v tiding_n and_o not_o like_o saul_n to_o kill_v some_o and_o spare_v the_o rest_n can_v thou_o say_v lord_n i_o hate_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v evil_a psal_n 97._o 10._o and_o i_o hate_v every_o false_a way_n oh_o if_o there_o be_v raise_v in_o thou_o upon_o the_o consideration_n of_o sin_n a_o deadly_a enmity_n and_o defiance_n with_o it_o a_o implacable_a general_a dislike_n abomination_n resistance_n and_o desire_v to_o root_v it_o out_o happy_a be_v thou_o thy_o consideration_n of_o sin_n be_v right_o and_o effectual_o penitential_a 4._o if_o it_o work_v in_o he_o reformation_n of_o sin_n do_v you_o not_o read_v in_o reformation_n if_o it_o work_v in_o thou_o reformation_n psal_n 119._o 59_o that_o david_n consider_v and_o think_v on_o his_o way_n i_o think_v on_o my_o way_n say_v david_n so_o do_v many_o many_o indeed_o do_v so_o but_o not_o as_o david_n do_v for_o after_o he_o have_v say_v i_o think_v on_o my_o way_n he_o add_v and_o turn_v my_o foot_n unto_o thy_o testimony_n he_o so_o think_v of_o his_o ill_a way_n that_o he_o leave_v they_o and_o betake_v himself_o unto_o good_a way_n if_o think_v on_o sin_n do_v not_o produce_v leave_v of_o sin_n it_o be_v nothing_o if_o think_v of_o sin_n do_v not_o breed_v leave_v of_o sin_n then_o go_v on_o in_o sin_n will_v make_v you_o leave_v think_v of_o sin_n and_o though_o we_o think_v of_o a_o ill_a way_n yet_o if_o we_o do_v not_o 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