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and_o likewise_o that_o he_o know_v when_o he_o commit_v it_o and_o thus_o have_v i_o show_v the_o rise_n progress_n and_o maturity_n of_o sin_n i_o have_v present_v to_o view_v both_o the_o imperfect_a embryo_n and_o the_o full_a proportion_a and_o animate_v monster_n all_o which_o i_o shall_v brief_o comprise_v in_o that_o compendious_a description_n of_o st._n james_n lust_n when_o it_o be_v conceive_v 15._o bring_v forth_o sin_n and_o sin_n when_o it_o be_v finish_v bring_v forth_o death_n 10._o there_o be_v one_o thing_n behind_o relate_v to_o the_o nature_n of_o sin_n in_o common_a which_o i_o shall_v brief_o consider_v and_o that_o be_v whether_o its_o nature_n be_v positive_a or_o privative_a the_o latter_a be_v general_o hold_v both_o by_o metaphysitian_n moralist_n and_o divine_n but_o upon_o what_o sufficient_a ground_n i_o can_v never_o yet_o understand_v the_o formal_a part_n of_o sin_n without_o all_o question_n be_v positive_a as_o be_v plain_a from_o the_o very_a notion_n of_o it_o for_o it_o denote_v only_o that_o special_a dependence_n which_o a_o irregular_a act_n have_v upon_o the_o will_n which_o be_v the_o same_o as_o well_o as_o the_o common_a substance_n of_o the_o act_n both_o in_o good_a and_o bad_a action_n and_o consequent_o alike_o positive_a 11._o all_o the_o controversy_n therefore_o remain_v concern_v the_o material_a part_n of_o sin_n whether_o that_o be_v positive_a or_o privative_a and_o this_o too_o not_o with_o respect_n to_o the_o mere_a act_n for_o that_o without_o question_n be_v positive_a but_o with_o respect_n to_o the_o irregularity_n of_o it_o 12._o here_o than_o i_o consider_v that_o according_a to_o the_o forego_n measure_v the_o irregularity_n of_o a_o action_n be_v not_o only_o its_o aberration_n from_o the_o rule_n but_o its_o cross_n or_o go_v contrary_a to_o it_o for_o it_o be_v not_o only_a its_o not_o promote_a but_o its_o oppose_a or_o at_o least_o its_o natural_a aptness_n to_o oppose_v the_o great_a and_o best_a of_o end_n so_o that_o it_o be_v not_o so_o proper_o a_o irregularity_n as_o a_o contra-regularity_n and_o therefore_o good_a and_o bad_a action_n be_v not_o privative_o but_o contrary_o oppose_v and_o consequent_o both_o positive_a for_o contrary_n be_v always_o so_o 13._o for_o as_o to_o be_v in_o pain_n be_v not_o privative_o but_o contrary_o oppose_v to_o be_v happy_a for_o pain_n be_v something_o more_o than_o want_v of_o happiness_n so_o that_o action_n which_o cause_v pain_n or_o misery_n be_v not_o privative_o but_o contrary_o oppose_v to_o that_o which_o be_v effective_a of_o happiness_n and_o consequent_o be_v as_o positive_a as_o the_o other_o 14._o those_o sin_n which_o bid_v the_o fair_a for_o privation_n be_v sin_n of_o omission_n but_o even_o these_o if_o we_o consider_v their_o nature_n will_v appear_v to_o be_v also_o positive_a for_o to_o speak_v proper_o their_o irregularity_n do_v not_o lie_v in_o the_o not_o do_v or_o the_o not_o willing_a to_o do_v what_o ought_v to_o be_v do_v but_o in_o the_o willing_a not_o to_o do_v it_o but_o to_o will_v the_o not_o do_v of_o a_o thing_n be_v as_o positive_a as_o the_o willing_a to_o do_v it_o as_o be_v not_o contradictory_o or_o privative_o but_o contrary_o oppose_v to_o it_o the_o sin_n therefore_o of_o omission_n be_v as_o positive_a as_o those_o of_o commission_n the_o only_a difference_n be_v that_o the_o positiveness_n of_o sin_n of_o commission_n lie_v both_o in_o the_o habitude_n of_o the_o will_n and_o in_o the_o execute_a act_n too_o whereas_o the_o positiveness_n of_o sin_n of_o omission_n be_v in_o the_o habitude_n of_o the_o will_v only_o 15._o and_o what_o be_v here_o determine_v concern_v moral_a evil_n will_n i_o suppose_v hold_v equal_o true_a in_o all_o evil_a except_o only_o that_o which_o be_v absolute_a that_o be_v who_o evil_a be_v not_o its_o noxiousness_n to_o any_o thing_n else_o but_o only_o the_o want_n of_o some_o constituent_a perfection_n due_a to_o its_o self_n according_a to_o that_o distinction_n mention_v by_o suarez_n in_o his_o disputation_n de_fw-fr malo_n of_o malum_fw-la in_o se_fw-la and_o malum_fw-la alteri_fw-la this_o indeed_o do_v import_v no_o more_o than_o a_o privation_n and_o this_o i_o suppose_v may_v be_v the_o occasion_n of_o mistake_n to_o those_o who_o first_o think_v moral_a evil_n to_o consist_v in_o a_o privation_n only_o for_o absolute_a evil_n do_v so_o and_o they_o as_o i_o intimate_v above_o take_v moral_a evil_n to_o be_v a_o kind_n of_o absolute_a nature_n 16._o many_o thing_n i_o know_v may_v be_v and_o be_v common_o object_v against_o the_o positiveness_n of_o sin_n but_o i_o can_v think_v but_o of_o one_o that_o be_v worth_a consider_v which_o be_v that_o if_o sin_n be_v positive_a it_o will_v be_v a_o real_a entity_n and_o if_o so_o than_o we_o be_v press_v with_o a_o double_a absurdity_n one_a that_o god_n will_v be_v the_o author_n of_o it_o as_o be_v the_o efficient_a cause_n of_o all_o entity_n 2_o that_o it_o will_v be_v good_a goodness_n be_v a_o necessary_a affection_n of_o ens._n 17._o to_o this_o i_o answer_v one_a that_o i_o not_o only_o free_o acknowledge_v but_o contend_v that_o sin_n be_v a_o real_a entity_n but_o then_o i_o distinguish_v of_o entity_n there_o be_v physical_a and_o there_o be_v moral_a entitys_n by_o the_o latter_a which_o alone_o need_v explication_n i_o understand_v certain_a mode_n of_o determination_n superad_v to_o physical_a thing_n or_o motion_n by_o intelligent_a being_n in_o order_n either_o to_o the_o interest_n or_o disinterest_n of_o the_o universe_n 18._o this_o be_v premise_v i_o answer_v to_o the_o first_o part_n of_o the_o objection_n by_o deny_v that_o it_o hence_o follow_v that_o god_n be_v the_o author_n of_o sin_n god_n indeed_o be_v the_o author_n of_o all_o physical_a being_n and_o motion_n but_o not_o of_o those_o mode_n of_o
determination_n superad_v by_o intelligent_a being_n which_o i_o call_v moral_a entitys_n as_o to_o the_o second_o i_o grant_v the_o consequence_n but_o deny_v the_o absurdity_n of_o it_o for_o it_o be_v no_o absurdity_n that_o moral_a evil_n shall_v be_v metaphysical_o good_a for_o this_o metaphysical_a transcendental_a goodness_n which_o be_v the_o affection_n of_o ens_fw-la be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o being_n have_v that_o essence_n whereof_o it_o be_v capable_a or_o as_o suarez_n express_v it_o its_o have_v that_o perfection_n which_o be_v convenient_a to_o it_o but_o this_o be_v very_o consistent_a with_o the_o nature_n of_o moral_a evil_n for_o this_o may_v have_v what_o belong_v to_o its_o idea_n as_o well_o as_o good_a and_o it_o be_v the_o perfection_n of_o sin_n to_o be_v exceed_o sinful_a sect_n iv._o corollarys_n deduce_v from_o the_o whole_a the_o foulness_n and_o deformity_n of_o sin_n represent_v that_o it_o be_v the_o great_a of_o evil_n that_o no_o formal_a sin_n 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self_n it_o will_v certain_o appear_v according_a to_o the_o precedent_a measure_n to_o be_v the_o most_o deform_v monstrous_a thing_n that_o can_v either_o be_v find_v or_o conceive_v in_o nature_n 2._o for_o if_o we_o consider_v it_o in_o its_o full_a latitude_n it_o be_v the_o high_a 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d or_o habitude_n of_o the_o will_n to_o the_o worst_a of_o object_n than_o which_o what_o can_v be_v imagine_v more_o monstrous_a and_o absurd_a if_o we_o consider_v it_o as_o a_o violation_n of_o positive_a law_n what_o can_v be_v more_o indecorous_a than_o for_o a_o creature_n to_o violate_v the_o command_n and_o trample_v upon_o the_o authority_n of_o that_o awful_a excellence_n to_o who_o he_o owe_v his_o life_n his_o motion_n and_o his_o very_a be_v if_o we_o consider_v it_o as_o a_o violation_n of_o the_o law_n of_o reason_n what_o can_v be_v more_o monstrous_a and_o unnatural_a than_o for_o a_o man_n to_o rebel_v against_o the_o vicarious_a power_n of_o god_n in_o his_o soul_n to_o refuse_v to_o live_v according_a to_o that_o part_n of_o he_o whereby_o he_o be_v a_o man_n to_o suffer_v the_o ferine_n and_o brutish_a part_n to_o get_v the_o ascendent_n over_o that_o which_o be_v rational_a and_o divine_a to_o refuse_v to_o be_v govern_v by_o those_o sacred_a digest_v which_o be_v the_o transcript_n of_o the_o moral_a nature_n of_o god_n and_o to_o act_v against_o the_o very_a frame_n and_o contexture_n of_o his_o be_v last_o if_o we_o consider_v it_o as_o a_o transgression_n against_o that_o great_a and_o sovereign_a law_n of_o promote_a the_o common_a happiness_n what_o a_o monstrous_a evil_n must_v that_o be_v which_o cross_n and_o oppose_v the_o best_a of_o end_n and_o which_o be_v also_o propose_v by_o the_o best_a of_o being_n that_o for_o the_o interest_n of_o a_o inconsiderable_a part_n common_o one_o self_n justle_v the_o great_a wheel_n of_o society_n out_o of_o its_o proper_a tract_n that_o by_o pursue_v a_o lesser_a in_o prejudice_n to_o a_o great_a good_a disturb_v the_o order_n of_o thing_n dislocate_v the_o frame_n and_o untune_n the_o harmony_n of_o the_o universe_n 3._o we_o may_v also_o hence_o conclude_v that_o sin_n be_v the_o great_a evil_n that_o be_v or_o that_o can_v possible_o be_v for_o it_o be_v contrary_o oppose_v to_o the_o great_a possible_a good_a and_o consequent_o must_v needs_o be_v the_o great_a evil_n and_o beside_o it_o be_v that_o which_o in_o no_o case_n or_o juncture_n whatsoever_o be_v to_o be_v commit_v and_o therefore_o must_v be_v the_o great_a evil_n because_o otherwise_o it_o may_v happen_v to_o come_v into_o competition_n with_o a_o great_a and_o so_o commence_v eligible_a which_o be_v contrary_a to_o the_o supposition_n moreover_o the_o greatness_n of_o this_o evil_n above_o all_o other_o be_v à _fw-fr posteriori_fw-la further_o confirm_v from_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o sacrifice_n require_v for_o its_o atonement_n god_n can_v not_o or_o at_o least_o think_v not_o fit_a to_o remit_v it_o without_o the_o shed_n of_o blood_n and_o that_o too_o of_o the_o blood_n of_o god._n so_o great_a a_o fool_n be_v he_o so_o little_o do_v he_o consider_v that_o make_v a_o mock_n at_o sin_n 4._o again_o it_o may_v be_v hence_o collect_v that_o no_o formal_a sin_n can_v be_v in_o its_o own_o nature_n venial_a for_o according_a to_o the_o former_a measure_n every_o formal_a sin_n though_o never_o so_o small_a be_v a_o sin_n against_o the_o great_a charity_n imaginable_a for_o it_o be_v against_o that_o charity_n whereby_o i_o ought_v to_o promote_v the_o end_n of_o god_n and_o prosecute_v the_o great_a interest_n of_o the_o universe_n and_o consequent_o can_v be_v in_o its_o own_o nature_n venial_a or_o pardonable_a without_o repentance_n 5._o nay_o may_v i_o not_o further_o conclude_v according_a to_o the_o precede_a measure_n that_o it_o be_v very_o probable_a that_o no_o sin_n can_v have_v be_v pardon_v even_o with_o repentance_n have_v there_o not_o be_v also_o 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reverence_n of_o any_o man_n cause_v thou_o to_o sin_n which_o it_o certain_o will_v do_v unless_o we_o observe_v the_o former_a rule_n and_o reflect_v with_o due_a reverence_n upon_o our_o own_o worth_n and_o dignity_n 22._o from_o these_o consideration_n not_o to_o urge_v any_o more_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o very_o evident_a that_o it_o be_v not_o only_o lawful_a but_o in_o some_o respect_n high_o expedient_a that_o our_o opinion_n of_o ourselves_o shall_v rise_v up_o so_o as_o to_o be_v of_o a_o level_n with_o our_o excellency_n whatsoever_o they_o be_v let_v one_o of_o the_o scale_n be_v mount_v never_o so_o high_a yet_o if_o there_o be_v a_o proportionable_a weight_n in_o the_o other_o the_o balance_n move_v regular_o and_o as_o it_o shall_v do_v we_o may_v then_o proceed_v so_o far_o as_o this_o standard_n 23._o but_o second_o we_o must_v not_o go_v beyond_o it_o for_o all_o beyond_o this_o be_v pride_n pride_n that_o turn_v the_o angel_n out_o of_o heaven_n adam_n out_o of_o 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it_o unqualify_v we_o for_o the_o performance_n of_o many_o duty_n second_o that_o it_o betray_v we_o into_o many_o sin_n and_o three_o that_o it_o frustrate_v all_o method_n of_o reformation_n of_o these_o very_o brief_o 25._o first_o a_o excessive_a opinion_n of_o ourselves_o and_o that_o be_v so_o which_o surpass_v the_o measure_n of_o our_o real_a worth_n unqualify_v we_o for_o the_o performance_n of_o many_o duty_n and_o that_o both_o in_o relation_n to_o god_n our_o neighbour_n and_o ourselves_o first_o in_o relation_n to_o god._n 26._o as_o folly_n lead_v to_o atheism_n so_o do_v a_o overween_a opinion_n of_o our_o own_o wisdom_n or_o any_o other_o excellency_n to_o profaneness_n for_o as_o the_o fool_n have_v say_v in_o his_o heart_n there_o be_v no_o god_n so_o it_o be_v say_v in_o another_o place_n that_o the_o ungodly_a be_v so_o 4._o proud_a that_o he_o care_v not_o for_o he_o pride_n then_o be_v altogether_o inconsistent_a with_o that_o subjection_n honour_n and_o 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unqualify_v we_o for_o gratitude_n towards_o god_n and_o consequent_o put_v a_o bar_n to_o all_o those_o good_a action_n which_o we_o will_v otherwise_o perform_v upon_o that_o principle_n and_o by_o this_o it_o become_v a_o multiply_v a_o legion_n evil_n for_o how_o can_v he_o acknowledge_v a_o obligation_n pass_v upon_o he_o by_o god_n favour_n who_o call_v they_o not_o by_o that_o name_n but_o esteem_v they_o as_o reward_n and_o payment_n and_o invert_v the_o protestation_n 10._o of_o the_o good_a patriarch_n think_v himself_o worthy_a of_o the_o great_a of_o his_o mercy_n 28._o then_o second_o in_o relation_n to_o our_o neighbour_n it_o unqualify_v we_o for_o obedience_n to_o civil_a government_n for_o how_o can_v he_o submit_v to_o the_o wisdom_n of_o his_o superior_n and_o pay_v a_o implicit_a deference_n to_o the_o occult_a reason_n of_o state_n who_o think_v himself_o wise_a than_o a_o whole_a senate_n and_o dispute_v even_o the_o way_n of_o providence_n pride_n be_v ever_o observe_v to_o be_v the_o mother_n of_o faction_n and_o rebellion_n and_o according_o st._n judas_n make_v it_o part_n of_o the_o character_n of_o the_o proud_a gnostic_n to_o despise_v dominion_n and_o speak_v evil_a of_o dignity_n 29._o again_o it_o unqualify_v we_o for_o those_o act_n of_o justice_n which_o consist_v in_o a_o due_a observation_n of_o our_o neighbour_n merit_n and_o a_o deference_n of_o external_a respect_n proportionable_a to_o that_o observation_n for_o how_o can_v he_o be_v at_o leisure_n to_o take_v notice_n of_o another_o worth_n who_o be_v so_o whole_o take_v up_o in_o the_o contemplation_n of_o his_o own_o let_v the_o reputation_n of_o his_o best_a friend_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o a_o proud_a man_n to_o have_v any_o be_v in_o never_o so_o great_a danger_n he_o like_v archimedes_n be_v so_o overbusie_a in_o admire_v the_o creature_n of_o his_o own_o brain_n those_o draught_n and_o idea_n which_o he_o have_v form_v of_o himself_o there_o that_o he_o regard_v not_o the_o ruin_n that_o be_v about_o he_o or_o if_o he_o do_v he_o be_v so_o far_o from_o appear_v in_o their_o defence_n as_o in_o justice_n he_o ought_v that_o he_o rather_o rejoice_v at_o their_o spot_n as_o accession_n to_o his_o own_o brightness_n 30._o again_o it_o unqualify_v we_o for_o the_o office_n of_o humanity_n and_o civil_a behaviour_n and_o all_o kind_n of_o homilitical_a virtue_n for_o how_o can_v he_o treat_v those_o with_o any_o tolerable_a civility_n who_o he_o look_v down_o upon_o as_o a_o whole_a species_n below_o he_o 31._o last_o it_o unqualify_v we_o for_o gratitude_n towards_o our_o benefactor_n for_o how_o can_v he_o think_v himself_o oblige_v by_o man_n who_o count_v god_n his_o debtor_n 32._o then_o three_o in_o relation_n to_o ourselves_o here_o be_v this_o grand_a ill_a consequence_n of_o a_o immoderate_a self-esteem_a that_o it_o unqualify_v we_o not_o only_o for_o high_a attainment_n but_o even_o for_o the_o very_a endeavour_n of_o 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