that there is but an hairs breadth between them and Death between them and Hell and inform them that 't is possible even for the most Profane to be saved if they come and submit to the Lord Jesus and break off their sins by Righteousness 3. O Conscience speak unto the Civilized sinners that trust in their own Righteousness Tell them that the Prophet counted his Righteousnesses as filthy Rags Isa 64. 6. And ask them how they dare to trust in theirs Convince them that 't is not enough to escape the more scandalous wickednesses for the Pharisee was not an Extortioner nor Vnjust nor an Adulterer he Fasted and Prayed and gave Tithes of all that he Possessed and yet all this could not Justifie him Tell them that they are not so whole but they need Christ the Physitian and must needs die without him as well as others Tell them that their very Hearts must be renewed and taken off from sin and the Creature and turned unto God else they must of Necessity perish 4. Speak O Conscience unto Hypocritical Professors tell them that that which is highly esteemed among Men is abomination many times in the sight of God Say to them in the words of the Apostle and be sure to speak home Gal. 6. 7 8. Be not deceived God is not mocked for whatsoever a Man Soweth that shall he also Reap He that soweth unto the Flesh shall of the Flesh Reap Corruption Tell them that their Secret sins their secret Intemperance and Uncleanness and Dishonest dealing is set in the Light of Gods Countenance and though they may shut their own Eyes and not see God yet they cannot shut Gods Eyes nor hinder him from seeing them Tell them that Hypocrisie is most hateful and that as Hell is prepared for the Devil and his Angels so in a special manner for the Hypocrite and the Unbeliever 5. O Conscience speak unto the Rich in this world and tell them how hard 't is for them to enter into the Kingdom of Heaven and as long as they love the World and desire it more than Communion with God 't is utterly impossible Bid them to think of the Rich Man in the Gospel that went from a great Estate and from a full Table and a brave House and sumptuous Fare unto a place of Torment Put them in mind that the Love of Money is the root of all evil and that wealth has proved unto Millions onely like a weight to sink them into Destruction and perdition Bid them mind a Treasure in Heaven which is infinitely better than Gold and Silver which are Corruptible 6. Speak O Conscience to the Poor and tell them 't will be sad for them to be miserable in both Worlds 't will be sad to receive evil things here and ten thousand times worse hereafter Bid them take heed of Lying and Stealing and trusting in any sinful course for a Livelihood but perswade them to seek first the Kingdom of God and his Righteousness that all other things which are needful may be added to them Mat. 6. 33. Charge them to be Poor in Spirit to be contented with their Condition without murmuring against God or envying at those who have more than themselves and above all things to endeovour that they may be rich towards God Rich in Faith and then they will be Heirs of the Kingdom which the Lord has promised to them that Love him James 2. 5. 7. O Conscience speak unto Traders of all sorts tell them that false Weights and Measures and Balances are an abomination in the sight of God When they are about to Cheat give them a check and assure them that an Estate gotten by fraud is attended with a Curse Be with them in their Shops and at the Exchange observe how they Buy and Sell and examine all their gains bid them to mete the same measure unto others that they would have mete unto themselves and to do as they would be done unto Mat. 7. 12. Tell them that 't is the height of Madness to venture the losing of their Souls for a pound or for a shilling or for Six-pence unjustly gained since Christ who knew the value of Souls says that a Soul is more worth than the World and all the Wealth of it put together 8. Speak O Conscience unto Back-sliders tell them that it had been better for them never to have known the way of Truth and Righteousness than after they have known it to turn from the Holy Commandment delivered to them 2 Pet. 2. 21. Call them Dogs for returning to their Vomit and Swine for wallowing again in their former Mire Tell them that where there was but one unclean Spirit before they are likely to be possessed with seven now and the latter end will be worse with them than the beginning 9. O Conscience speak unto them that are truly humbled for sin and are willing to have Christ upon any terms and tell them that God is rich in Mercy ready to forgive freely the Debt of many thousand Talents These are the Sons of Peace and therefore let thy Peace and thy Lords Peace come and abide upon them (m) Futurae beatudinis non est certius testimonium quam bona conscientia mundus enim volubilitate circumvoletur ploret ridea pereat transeat nunquam conscientia mercessit Bernard lib. de Conscen c. 4. Those that mourn for their Iniquities and hate every false way and are desirous to be washed and Sanctified by the Spirit of Christ as well as Justified and reconciled by his Blood oh be sure to comfort them tell them that the Lord will not break the bruised Reed nor quench the smoaking Flax untill he send forth Judgment unto Victory Mat. 12. 20. Bid them not to be cast down not to be disquieted but to hope in the Lord and praise him who is so nigh to them that are of broken Heart and saveth such as be of a contrite Spirit 10. Lastly O Conscience speak one word to the Preacher himself and speak effectually Thou that Teachest others be sure to Teach and Learn thy self Practice not the sins thou cryest out against neglect not the Duties thou urgest others to perform Be not like those who dig in Mines and enrich others but are poor themselves Or like that Statue in Greece which shewed the way to Thebes and Athens but it self stirred not Oh take heed lest after thou hast Preached Christ and Conscience unto others thou thy self be found a cast-away FINIS A Poem out of Mr. George Herbert Called Longing pag. 142 143 144 145. WIth sick and Famisht Eyes With doubling Knees and weary Bones To thee my cries To thee my groans To thee my sighs my Tears ascend No end My Throat my Soul is hoarse My heart is wither'd like a ground Which thou dost curse My thoughts turn round And make me giddy Lord I fall Yet call From thee all pity flows Mothers are kind because thou art And dost dispose To them apart Their Infants them and they suck thee More free Bowels of pity hear Lord of my Soul love of my mind Bow down thine ear Let not the wind Scatter my words and in the same Thy Name Look on my sorrows round Mark well my Furnace O what flames What heats abound What griefs what shames Consider Lord Lord bow thine ear And hear Lord Jesu thou didst bow Thy dying head upon the Tree O be not now More dead to me Lord hear Shall he that made the ear Not hear Behold thy dust doth stir It moves it creeps it aims at thee Wilt thou deferr To succour me Thy pile of dust wherein each crumb Says Come To thee help appertains Hast thou left all things to their course And laid the reins Upon the horse Is all lockt hath a sinners plea No key Indeed the World 's thy book Where all things have their leaf assign'd Yet a meek look Hath interlin'd Thy board is full yet humble guests Find nests Thou tarriest while I die And fall to nothing thou dost reign And rule on high While I remain In bitter grief yet I am I stil'd Thy child Lord didst thou leave thy throne Not to relieve how can it be That thou art grown Thus hard to me Were sin alive good cause there were To bear But now both sin is dead And all thy promises live and bide That wants his head These speak and chide And in thy bosome pour my tears As theirs Lord JESU heal my heart Which hath been broken now so long That ev'ry part Hath got a tongue Thy beggers grow rid them away To day My love my sweetness hear By these thy feet at which my heart Lies all the year Pluck out thy dart And heal my troubled brest which cries Which dyes
Palace and being there his sinful fear discovers it self he denies his Master to secure himself he denies him thrice and that with a Curse and Oath that he never knew him verse 74. See what became of all his Confidence A tender Conscience is always accompanied with self-diffidence and causes us upon this score to keep far off from what is evil God putteth no trust in his Servants yea his Angels he chargeth with folly surely then we have Reason to distrust our selves Enter not into the way of the Wicked says Solomon go not in the path of Evil Men avoid it pass not by it turn from it and pass away Prov. 4. 14 15. All Occasions of sin are heedfully to be avoided Tender Conscienced Joseph as he hearkned not to his Mistress so he cared not to be with her Gen. 39. 10. He thought it was not good to come too neer that fire so a naughty Woman is set forth Prov. 6. 27. for fear at last he might catch some heat 4. A tender Conscience if it suspect any thing to be sin it will forbear till satisfied 'T is better a great deal not to go to the utmost bounds of Christian liberty then to go beyond it better an indifferent thing should be abstained from as unlawful than that which is really unlawful should be ventured upon as if it were indifferent The Israleites when newly planted in Canaan were so tender that when they did but suspect that the Reubenites and Gadites and half Tribe of Manasseh had built an alter for Burnt-Offerings they they presently come out against them for as there is but one Mediator so there was to be but one Altar for Burnt-Offerings namely That which was made by Gods own appointment Josh 22. This unsatisfiedness concerning some things which yet we cannot peremptorily pronounce to be sinful is I grant an argument of infirmity and weakness in the Conscience but truly 't is bonum signum ex malâ causâ a good sign from a bad cause it argues a true fear of sin when not only all known sin but that which is suspected to be so is eschewed A tender Conscience is not bold and venturous 't is afraid of Errours in Judgement as well as wickedness in practise As Malice and VVickedness is compared unto leaven 1 Cor. 5. 8. so likewise errour and false Doctrine Mat. 16 12. Then understood they how that he bad them beware not of the leaven of Bread but of the Doctrine of the Pharisees and Sadduces Since Errour is like unto Leaven is of an insinuating and spreading Nature and Christ himself sayes Beware no wonder if a tender Conscience be cautious and flies from those who publish divers and strange Doctrines 'T was a notable saying of Augustine (f) Quae est enim peior mors animae quam libertas erroris omnes pacem quam omnis doctus indoctus intelligit praeponendam esse discordiae diligamus teneamus unitatem Hoc jubent Imperatores quod jubet Christus quia cum bonum jubent per illos non jubet nisi Christus Aug. Epist 166 ad Donat. That the liberty of Errour is the Souls death 5. A tender Conscience takes notice of Gods anger while it hangs in the threatnings and before that anger break forth urges unto deep humilation Thus Josiahs heart was tender and he did humble himself before God when he heard his words denounced against Jerusalem and the inhabitants thereof and did rend his Clothes and wept before the Lord 2 Chron. 34. 27. A tender Conscience is not satisfied unless contrition be true such as God calls by that Name and such as he has promised reviving to Esaiah 57. 15. 't is not satisfied unless the Heart be rent as well as the Garment and be broken off from sin as well as broken for it Oh how will a tender Conscience bring sins to Remembrance t will lay on load and not spare to this end that Christ may be prized who alone can give rest David cryes out Innumerable evils have compassed me about my Iniquities have taken hold upon me so that I am not able to look up they are more then the hairs of my Head therefore my Heart faileth me Psal 40. 12. and then he adds ver 13. Be pleased O Lord to deliver me O Lord make hast to help me 6. A tender Conscience is afraid of casting any of Gods Commands behind the back but presses a respect unto all the Lords precepts David was truly tender when he said I esteem all thy Commandements concerning all things to be right Oh that my ways were directed that I might keep thy Statues then shall I not be ashamed when I have respect unto all thy Commandements Psal 119. 5 6. 128. 'T is said concerning Zachary and Elizabeth that they were both Righteous before God walking in all the Commandments and Ordinances of the Lord blameless Luke 1. 5 6. A tender Conscience bids us eye such copies as these and write after them No Ordinance of Gods institution but God is ready to own it and to be found in it if he be sought in a due order and therefore no Ordinance is to be neglected To live in the omission of any duty which God has Commanded is to cut off a golden pipe whereby Grace may be conveyed to us and herein we do not consult our own good You see how the tenderness of Conscience discovers it self But the great question will be How may Conscience be made thus tender surely a question needful to be resolved For tender Consciences where are they to be found stupidness of Soul is an Epedimicall malady 't is the disease of the Age and the nearer the world approaches to its end the more is this Disease likely to prevail For such a security will go before the burning of the World at the last day as went before the drowning of it in the dayes of Noah The profane among us have so much lost that they laugh at tenderness of Conscience Multitudes of professors their Consciences can swallow almost any thing they can live in pleasures and care about the World more then about the better part they can fulfil their fleshly lusts and yet Conscience is so wretchedly blind and dumb that at present it does not disquiet them Nay the Wise Virgins themselves slumber Believers many of them have lost their first tenderness and therefore more then we are aware of are concerned in this question How may a Conscience be made tender I answer 1. Study better the Nature of Sin I will boldly say that a stupid Conscience knows not what sin is if once 't were understood it could not possibly be made light of All that are hardned in sin are deceived by it Therefore the Apostle gives that caution Heb. 3. 13. Exhort one another daily while it is called to day lest any of you be hardned through the deceitfulness of sin As God is an incomprehensible good so sin is an incomprehensible evil
then Learn if the Conversation be bad Conscience must needs be bad also If wickedness be Ordinarily practised in the Life 't is a sign either that Conscience is stupid and takes little notice of what is done or if it does observe yet 't is without power to restrain and hinder it 2. Learn what an Happiness 't is to a Nation to have much of a Good Conscience among them This will hinder Warres and Fightings and Confusion this will hinder Injustice and Oppression and Uncleanness This would cause Unity and Peace turning our Swords into Plough-shares and our Spears into Pruning-hooks and prevent our hurting and destroying one another any more Isa 11. 6 7 8 9. Those are Enemies to the common Good who endeavour to debauch the Consciences of men for they go the ready way to fill the places where they live with all Impiety and Unrighteousness VSE II. Of Advice which shall be in the words of the Psalmist Shew that you have indeed a good Conscience by departing from Evil and by doing Good Psal 37. 27. 1. Depart from Evil. There cannot possibly be a greater Evil than Sin this is the procuring Cause of all other evils there had never been any such thing as Sickness Pain Death Hell if Sin had never been Sin dos alienate from God Col. 1. 21. 'T is a most base Employment we cannot be engaged in fouler and filthier work than in working of Iniquity and is there any good that comes of it No no the works of Darkness are Unfruitfull Rom. 6. 21. What fruit had ye then in those works whereof ye are now ashamed All will repent of these evil works sooner or later the sooner the better for to repent in Hell will be too late Mind therefore your Consciences bidding you cease to do Evil else Evil will be extremely aggravated But if Evil be forsaken the great Bar to Mercy is removed and God is ready to pardon and be at peace with you Isa 55. 7. 2. Learn to do well Conscience will be pleased if God be pleased God is a Gracious Lord compare Him and Sin together Him and Satan together His Commands are not grievous he is ready to help you to do whatever he requires and to work all your works in you and for you Isa 26. 12. Your work if truely good will be wages because of that Peace and Joy at present to be found in the way of Righteousness for by good works it appears that Faith is of the right kind is the Faith of Gods Elect. Finally you must be judged according to your VVorks Rev. 22. 12. Behold I come quickly and my reward is with me to give to every man according as his work shall be As you would stand at that day up and be doing the work of the Lord now I have done with that fourth Doctrine A good Conscience has a great and lasting Influence upon the Life and all the Actions Doct. 5. The fifth Doctrine is this A good Conscience steels a mans Heart with courage and makes him fearless before his Enemies Paul earnestly beheld the Councel He was not afraid to face them because his Conscience was clear Nay we read that Foelix the Judge trembled while Paul the Prisoner was confident the reason was because the Judge had a bad Conscience which flew in his face when he heard of Righteousness Temperance and Judgement to come Act. 24. 25. but the Prisoner being acquitted by a good Conscience did not tremble but rejoyce at the thoughts of Judgement to come VVhen Bradford was brought before the Chancellour he thought to brow-beat him but could not Bradford look'd him steadfastly in the Face and out-look'd him and then look'd up to Heaven I do not wonder that he did not fear the the Look of a Popish Bishop who was not afraid as it appeared afterwards of a fiery Faggot Now the grounds why those that have a good Conscience are Fearless be these 1. The Strength of God who is engaged for them is everlasting Isa 26. 4. In the Lord Jehovah is everlasting strength 2. As his Strength so his Covenant and Kindness are also everlasting Isa 54. 10. For the Mountains shall depart and the Hills be removed but my Kindness shall not depart from thee nor the Covenant of my Peace be removed saith the Lord that hath mercy upon thee Nothing shall be able to separate Believers from the Love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord Rom. 8. ult 3. Let the weakness of Enemies be considered Why should he that has a good Conscience be afraid of a Man that shall die and of the Son of man that shall be made as Grass 4. As Enemies are weak so they are limited they are absolutely under Gods Power they are as a staffe in his hand and cannot move or strike but as he pleases Let not the Axe boast it self against him that heweth therewith Isa 10. 15. Why should a good Conscience be afraid of the Axe since the Lord in whose hand the Axe is is so sure and great a Friend 5. There is an excellent Promise That what Men do mean for Evil shall turn to Good Nay all all things shall work together for good to them that love God Rom. 8. 28. God does admirably over-rule the Sins of men and does make these subservient to his own Glory and the Good of his people (i) Bonum est ut mala sint aliter non sineret Deus ut mala essent non sinit autem nolens utique sed volens Augustin The Selling of Joseph was the Preservation of Israel the Persecuting of the Christians the Enlargement of the Church the Killing and Death of Christ the Redemption and Salvation of Mankind VSE I. Of Encouragement to the Saints the Lord takes care to secure them from Fear as well as Harm His Spirit dwells in them to comfort them and Conscience is commanded to speak Peace unto the Sons of Peace in the Lords Name (k) Injustè torqueris quid nunc diceres si juste nullum nempe tormentum conscientia majus est illâ incolumi externâ haec despicito intra te est consolatur tuus Quosdam career ad insignem gloriam alios ad eximiam fortunam multos ad coelum misit ad sepulchrum omnes nullum cepit quem non redderet Petrarch VSE II. Of Caution Take heed of wounding Conscience for that will make you exceeding timerous If you comply a little in a sinfull way and use any unlawfull Means for securing of your selves this will spoyl your Peace and your Confidence and you must expect greater straits to make you see the folly of the Course you have taken And 't will be very sad to have a Storm without and a Tempest within at the same time VSE III. Of Terrour to Believers Adversaries There is very good reason why Fear should seize upon them they are engaged in bad work they have a bad Conscience and their End if they go on in this way
before God ibid. 280 c. Why we should do thus 283 The Application 288 Doct. 4. A good Conscience has a great and lasting influence upon the Life and all the Actions 291 There is no Action but Conscience is to examine ibid. A good Conscience will not admit of loose Principles 292 'T will not abuse Christian Liberty ibid. It takes notice what Principles we are acted from 293 It eyes the matter of our Actions 294 Our Obligation to the Moral Law ibid. The Precepts of the Gospel 295 A good Conscience looks to the Manner of our Obedience ibid. And to the End of it ibid. A good Conscience particularly has an influence upon our holy Duties 296 The works of our Calling 297 Our Words and Discourses 299 The Manner of spending our Time ibid. Our Natural Actions 300 Our Recreations ibid. Our carriage in Relations 301 Behaviour in Prosperity and Adversity c. p. 302 Application 303 Doct. 5. A good Conscience steels a mans heart with courage and makes him fearless before his Adversaries 305 The Grounds of this Fearlesness 306 The Vses 307 Doct. 6. Those that are truly Conscientious love their Enemies and wish them no worse than if they were their Brethren 308 The Reasons of this ibid. 309 The Application 309 310 The Conclusion of the whole Discourse in an Address to Conscience 311 c. There is in Man a Conscience ACTS 23. 1. And Paul earnestly beholding the Council said Men and Brethren I have lived in all good Conscience before God untill this Day IN the foregoing Chapter the Apostle Paul declares at large unto the Jews the miraculous manner of his conversion to the Christian Faith and being thus converted he was very forward to propagate that Faith which once he endeavoured to destroy He tells them plainly that in opposing Jesus of Nazareth he had been 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a fighter against God himself and that the Stone which heretofore he had stumbled at is that chief Corner-stone which is laid in Zion for a Foundation on which whoever builds his building shall never fall This he perceived evidently in his way to Damascus as he was journeying with Authority and Commission to persecute the Christians Christ himself both meets and stops him at Mid-day he saw a Light from Heaven above the Brightness of the Sun which did both strike him Blind with its excessive Shining and yet also opened his Eyes to behold his former Errour in setting himself against the Lord of Life and Glory The design of this Relation was to convince the Jewes and to perswade them to embrace that Jesus who was crucified indeed that he might redeem them from the curse which they could never escape by any other means but liveth by the power of God and is exalted far above all Heavens that he might fill all things Well They hear the Apostle with patience untill he told them of his Commission to preach the Gospel to the Gentiles and then a most Satanical Envy and Fury stops their Ears and they cry out Away with such a Fellow from the Earth And truly from the Earth they had quickly sent him if the chief Captain Lysias understanding that he was a Roman that is though a Jew by birth yet having the priviledge of a Roman Citizen (a) Nâ—runt historiae Romanae periti quosdam in provinciae civitate fuisse donatos si de Republicâ bene meriti hanc sibi mercedem à Proconsulibus rogarent ita nihil absurdi est natum fuisse Romanum civem qui tamen ex provinciâ remotâ oriundus nunquam in Italiâ pedem posuisset Calv. in Act. Apost had not rescued him out of their hands Being thus delivered from the multitude he is brought and set before the Councel He stands alone indeed to make his defence but as the Lord stood by him to strengthen him so he brings with him a good Conscience which was as much nay more to make him undaunted then if he had had a thousand witnesses of his innocency And Paul earnestly beholding the Councel said Men and Brethren I have lived in all good Conscience before God unto this day The words contain the Apostles profession in which several particulars are very remarkable 1. He professes that he had lived in good Conscience he speaks of Conscience to his Adversaries that he might awaken Their's to do their Duty that hereby they might be hindered from doing wrong to him but more wrong to themselves by unrighteous judgment He farther adds that his Conscience was good and did not at all accuse but cleer him 2. He had acted as before God and had good Assurance that God approved of what he had done he had cause to be confident that the Supream and Most Righteous Judge would not condemn him but was pleased at that for which the Jews were so much offended Chrisost observes (b) 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Chrysost in Act. Apost 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 that the Apostle speaks thus to take away the Jewes prejudice against him and to convince them that he had done nothing which was injurious to them or worthy of the bonds which were upon him 3. He had approved himself unto God and Conscience in all things he was not ruled by carnal interest or fleshly Wisdom but there was simplicity and godly sincerity in the whole course of his conversation since his first conversion to the Christian Faith 4. Neither was this only for a while but even unto that very day wherein there were such loud exclamations against him as if he were unfit to live any longer in the World 5. You are to take notice of the persons before whom he professes all this and those were the Council of the Jews And 1. He stedfastly and earnestly lookes upon them to shew both his Courage and his Innocency he is not afraid to face them neither does he cast down his eyes through guilt or shame 2. He calls them not only Men but Brethren His Brethren they were according to the Flesh and though full of hatred against him yet he had a Brotherly love to them and his Hearts desire was that they might be saved I shall observe from the Text several points of Doctrine 1. God has placed a Conscience in Man The Apostle had a Conscience and 't was a good Conscience all others have a Conscience likewise either good or evil 2. To have a good conscience should be every one 's greatest care Every one should strive to resemble the Apostle and be able to say I have lived in good Conscience 3. A good Conscience will make men to set themselves as before God continually I have lived in good Conscience before God 4. A good Conscience has a great and lasting influence upon the Life and all the Actions I have lived in all good Conscience and that unto this day 5. A good Conscience makes a Man fearless and and steels his Heart with courage when he stands before his Enemies Paul
heard his Word and according as Conscience was perswaded it was her Duty and Interest she minded the One thing needful and made choice of that better part which could not be taken away from her Luke 10. 39 42. 3. Pray that the Lord would open your hearts When Lydia's heart was Opened then she attended to what was spoken by the Apostle Paul Acts 16. 14. The Seeing Eye and the Hearing Ear the Lord has made even both of them Beg that he would throughly awaken Conscience and keep it awake Scoffers do say that we do make Prayer a Drug in all our prescritps I confess we do so and are not ashamed of it to Pray is to call in the help of the great Physitian without whom all means that are used must needs be ineffectual for our Cure Every good gift is from above and comes down from the Father of Lights and therefore Conscience can be made to see and to be attentive by no other Thus of that Third particular The goodness of Conscience lies in its being Watchful end attentive 4. The goodness of Conscience lies in its tenderness A great deal of tenderness there is in the World how tender are many in points of Honour They cannot put up any thing that looks like an Affront but demand satisfaction their hearts rise against any that stand in their Light or lessen their Repute nay some are so tender of their Fame that they will venture even Life it self to secure it How tender are others of their Estates they will part with their Eyes almost as soon as part with their Wealth Their Gold is their Confidence and their God Others are tender of their Relations Wives Children how careful are they that no harm befall them and especially of their own Flesh they are tender the Body can lack nothing but many sollicitous thoughts are spent about it for its supply and if it be in any danger for its security But all this while where shall we find any tenderness of Conscience Some do look upon this as an Argument of a mean Spirit others fancy this tenderness to be be needless and that it onely betrays want of wit and will be prejudicial to our Interest But certainly since God is so tender of his Honour and Authority and since he will so severely punish them that break his Commandments Conscience cannot be over tender in this matter we are truly the more wise the more tender we are Some do think the English word Righteous is derived from Right-wise I am sure the Righteous Man is the right wise Man he whose Conscience is stupid is in the worst sence fool-hardy The tender Conscience has these ensuing Properties whereby its tenderness may be known 1. The tender Conscience is afraid of Secret sins as well as Open of heart-sins as well as those which appear in the Conversation Open sins are worse than Secret in this regard because of scandal but in secret sins there is a more fixed resolution many times against Reformation When sin retires to the Heart and is not so much taken Notice of by any breaking forth in the Practice its strength may be greatest just as an Oven unto which Wicked Mens hearts are compared Hos 7. 7. is then hottest when 't is stop'd closest Sin may Reign most absolutely in the Heart which is its Throne when 't is not at all discerned by the Eye of others Thus 't is said of the Persian Kings that none were more absolute Monarchs and yet they were very seldom seen by the People (d) Apud Persus Persona Regis sub specie Majestatis occulitâ—r Justin lib. 1. A tender Conscience is afraid of open sin because hereby the way of Truth may come to be evil spoken of 't is afraid of secret also because as these when they prevail do commonly abound more in Number so besides the Lord who is most offended at them is privy to them O the Foolish contempt of God when his Eye is despised and onely Mans is feared God hates sin ten thousand times more than Man can hate it and can likwise inflict ten thousand times a greater punishment Solomon tells us the Lord requires the Heart Prov. 23. 26. My Son give me thy Heart a tender Conscience dares not allow sin so much as a Lodging there though it seem content never to shew its Face abroad 2. A tender Conscience is afraid of little sins as well as great As Camels are not swallowed so Gnats are strained at (e) Quicquid nunc parvi pendendo transimus palpando tegimus dissimulando negligimus quanto illic cruciatu vindex flamma consumet Vtinam magis nunc daret quis capiti meo aquos oculis meis fontem lachrimarum fortè enim non reperiâ—et ignis exurens quod interim fluens lachryma diluisset Bern. de Dil. Deo p. mihi 408. Little sins are great enough if unrepented of to undo the sinner there is no sin so little but there is a need of the Blood of Jesus to make an attonement for it When we speak of the degrees of sin we should think of the degrees of torment in Hell though some places in Hell are hotter than others yet none are cool those that are least of all tormented shall be tormented for ever and shall have no cause to brag of ease So though some sins are more evil and hainous than others yet there are none but what are very bad and if made light of will prove heavy enough to sink the Soul into condemnation A tender Conscience is perswaded of all this and does not cry concerning any sin Is it not a little one A little Leak in a Ship is feared and stop'd a little fire in an undue place is feared and quenched a little sin by a tender Conscience is not allowed but mortified Little sins are not without their peculiar Aggravation for we stand with God in a small matter this Argues great carelessness and neglect of him And hence that saying holds true Quò levius mandatum eò gravius peccatum The easier the Command the more is the transgression aggravated 3. A tender Conscience is afraid of the Occasions of Evil it knows very well how vehement the bent of corrupted Nature is and upon this score 't is unwilling we should come where there is forbidden Fruit lest that Fruit be lusted after and then eaten He that ventures upon Occasions of sin 't is a sign that there is a secret hankering after it and then no wonder if he fall into it or at least that he has high thoughts of his own strength to withstand any Temptation and such self-confidence is ordinarily punished by Divine withdrawings and then to be sure Temptation will be prevalent Peter cryed out though all men should be offended because of thee yet will I never be offended and afterwards though I should dye with thee yet will I not deny thee Mat. 26. 33. 35. He unadvisedly follows Christ to the High-Priests
second Conscience its acting would be insignificant it would be little or not at all heeded nay it self would become dull and heedless 2. The Spirits motions do differ from the impulses of Conscience Where the Spirit of the Lord does move more immediately his motions are with greater power and with greater Liberty The ungodly themselves are not altogether strangers unto the Power of the Spirit How doth it check them and restrain them and dam up the stream of Corruption for a season as long as 't is put forth but chiefly this power is apparent in them that are effectually called The Spirit impelling them to come to God does bring them quite home his impulse shall fetch them out of the farthest Country and bring them to their Fathers house Where the Spirit of the Lord is there is power and where the Spirit of the Lord is there is Liberty 2 Cor. 3. 17. The Spirit not only moves us to obey but also enlarges our hearts that we may run the way of the Lords commandments 3. The Spirits Convictions differ from the Accusations of Conscience as the Cause and Effect as the Antecedent and the Consequent The Spirit first sets sin in order before our eyes and then Conscience does accuse and reproach us because of it And where the Spirit does by a more immediate operation give a sight of sin and bring it to remembrance Oh how is the heart affected What self-abhorrency and abasement what Sorrow and Shame what Knocking of the Breast and Smiting upon the Thigh is there Surely sayes Ephraim after I was turned I repented and after I was instructed I smote upon my Thigh I was ashamed yea even confounded because I did bear the reproach of my Youth Jer. 31. 19. Now 't was the Spirit that did thus instruct and turn him Thus Ezek 36. 27. I will put my Spirit within you And it follows ver 31. Then shall ye remember your evil wayes and your doings that were not good and shall loath your selves in your own sight for your iniquities and for your abominations 4. The Spirits witness concerning our adoption differs from the witness of our own Spirits from the testimony of our own Consciences The Apostle speaks very plainly of a twofold witness that of Our Spirits and that of Gods Spirit Rom 8. 16. The Spirit it self beareth witness with out Spirits that we are the children of God This witness of the Spirit does not lye onely in his declaring in the Scriptures what kind of Persons are the children of God but he also helps Believers to see that they are such kind of persons and then enables them to draw the conclusion that they are Children and Heirs Heirs of God and Joint-heirs with Christ unto the incorruptible and undefiled inheritance Now the difference between the witnesse of the Spirit and that of Conscience touching our adoption is in these particulars 1. The Spirits witness is more clear Consciences more conjectural As we see things ten thousand time more plainly by the Light of the Sun than by a dim Lamp that burns by us and yet by that Lamp we may see something 2. The Spirits witness causes greater Boldness and Confidence than that of Conscience When the Spirit of Adoption is sent into the heart it makes Believers to come with Boldness to the Throne of Grace and to cry Abba Father that is Father Father the word is doubled to shew with what confidence the Spirit makes it to be spoken Gal. 4. 6. Then they draw nigh with high Hopes and raised Expectations that their Father will deal bountifully give liberally and though they open their mouths never so wide that yet they shall be filled with his fulness 3. The Spirits testimony is more firm and not so easily questioned that of Conscience is more apt to be cavill'd at by Satan If I see a thing plainly in the day time I know I see it and though many should question whether I saw or no yet I make no question nay though some distracted persons that are kept in darkness and chains should say they see when they don't yet I know I see when I do The Spirits testimony does make things thus clear And the objections of the Accuser of the Brethren 't is evident they are but cavils Thus says the Apostle We have known and believed the love that God hath to us 1 Joh. 4. 16. But the testimony of Conscience Satan will be more bold to question and will start an hundred things whereby a weaker Faith may be puzled and the heart still kept under doubts and fears 4. The Spirits testimony produces joy that of Conscience at best onely a calmness and tranquillity I confesse the Apostle sayes the testimony of Conscience was his rejoycing but you must know that he had also received the witness and earnest of the Spirit so that he had more than Consciences bare testimony The joy that the Spirit creates by his assuring Believers of their adoption is unspeakable and full of glory 'T is such as no Tongue can utter and no Heart can conceive it but such as have had a taste and experience of it 'T is not meerly a negative thing or freedom from trouble but positive and carries with it such a delight as is not to be found in the highest sensuality The Malefactor is at peace when he receives a pardon but if he be not only pardoned but Preferred this causes joy The Spirit lets the Soul see 't is pardoned and preferr'd to be a Child of God an Heir of Glory and gives a taste how Gracious the Lord is this causes not only peace but joy and triumph of Spirit in the God of Salvation I come now to the third thing I proposed to give you the reasons why it should be every ones great care to have good Conscience 1. We can have no Communion with God without a good Conscience unless our Hearts are sprinkled from an evil Conscience we cannot draw nigh to him neither will he draw nigh to us Though we say with never so great confidence that we have Fellowship with God if Conscience knows that we walk in darknesse and we allow our selves in the works of darkness the Holy Ghost gives us the lye to our face and we do not the Truth 1 John 1. 6. There cannot be a question asked of greater importance than this wherein does mans happinesse lye and the truest answer unto this question is Mans felicity does lye in Fellowship with God Therefore the happinesse of the triumphant Saints is so full because they are admitted unto so near Communion with God Therefore the Misery of the damned is so great because they are banished from the Lords presence and despair of ever coming neer to him or enjoying of him And therefore the happiness of militant Saints is imperfect because the remainders of sin in them do hinder them from enjoying so much of God as otherwise they might enjoy But where Conscience is evil there is
no enjoying of God at all Where there is no true Holiness sinners are without God in the World they spend their Mony for that which is not Bread and their labour for that which satisfies not Isa 55. 2. They only have recourse to broken Cisterns that can hold no water but they neglect and by their iniquities are kept at a distance from the Fountain of living Waters Thus that which is the Hell of Hell they undergo on Earth and yet such is their stupidness they are little if at all concerned 2. Without a good Conscience no service that we perform can be acceptable A bad Conscience is like the dead Flie in the Apothecaries Oyntment that spoils the whole This was it that made the Lord to speak thus to Israel of old Isa 1. 11 12 13. To what purpose is the multitude of your sacrifices unto me I am full of Burnt-Offerings and the fat of fed Beasts and I delight not in the Blood of Bullocks or of Lambs or of He-Goats When ye come to appear before me who hath required at your hands to tread my Courts Bring no more vain Oblations incense is an Abomination to me the Sabbaths and calling of Assemblies I cannot away with it is Iniquity even the solemn meeting When ye spread forth your hands I will hide mine Eyes from you yea when you make many Prayers I will not Hear And the reason of all this was because their Consciences were defiled with Blood with injustice with unmercifulness with oppression Thus also Isa 66. 3. because their Consciences were defiled by chusing their own way and their souls delighted in their abominations the Lord says He that kills an Oxe is as if he slew a man he that sacrifices a Lamb is as if he cut off a Dogs neck he that offers an Oblation as if he offered Swines Blood he that burneth Incense as if he blessed an Idol Two things are absolutely necessary unto the acceptation of our services one is the Mediation of our Lord Jesus and therefore our sacrifices though never so spiritual are said to be acceptable through Jesus Christ 1 Pet. 2. 5. and the other the cleansing of Conscience from all known and allowed sin for iniquity will separate between us and our God and make him hide his face from us 3. Without a good Conscience there can be no quiet or Peace but will prove exceedingly to our prejudice (p) Malâ tranquillâ conscientiâ sicut nihil pejus ita nihil iâ—foelicius haec est illa quae nec Deum timet nec hominem reveretur Bern. De Conscien cap. 3. pag. 1109. The mirth of distracted and phrantick persons makes us ready to weep because we know how little reason there is for it and thus unreasonable is security and peace where there is an evil Conscience Sin is such a Master as none of its Servants have cause to be very jocund When Death and Hell which is the wages of sin is paid then I am sure 't will be sad day with sinners and all their jollity will be turned into the height of anguish and tribulation Art thou without a good Conscience and yet art quiet thy quietness is thy Disease As there is a Natural Lethargy whereby Bodies sleep unto natural Death so there is a Spiritual Lethargy whereby Souls sleep unto Eternal Death and they wake not till the sight of an angry God upon the Judgment-seat and the feeling of the unquenchable flames of Hell awake them He had a bad Conscience that said Soul take thine ease and so had he that fared sumptuously every day but their ease did them harm and was a means to bring them unto these torments where no ease is to be looked for Ah woe unto sinners that are at ease the ease of the simple does slay them and the prosperity of Fools destroyes them Prov. 1. 32. 4. Without a good Conscience 't is impossible that we should be truly good our selves If Conscience be bad all things else within us are likely to be a great deal worse If this which should restrain from sin connive at sin how will iniquity abound if this which should be urging unto duty does not it self do its Duty how will duty be cast off there will quickly be a saying unto God depart from us for we desire not the knowledge of thy wayes what is the Almighty that we should serve him Job 21. 14 15. To say that a man has no Conscience is as much as to say that a man has no goodness When a sinner is indeed turned unto God one of the first things that is wrought upon in him is his Conscience and the more Holy he is still his Conscience does become more Pure and wakeful and tender When a sinner that is almost perswaded to be a Christian falls back again and becomes as vile nay viler than ever his Conscience rings him many a sad peal to prevent his relapse and 't is sometimes a great while before his Conscience can be charmed But if once this is laid into a Dead sleep the lusts of the Heart will grow impetuous and strong the affections will be vile and at length there may be a running out to all excesse of Riot in the Conversation Certainly if Conscience be bad the whole man is defiled if Conscience does exercise no Authority for God sinners will fulfill the desires of the Flesh and of the Mind and will walk according to the course of this World according to the Prince of the Power of the Air the Spirit which worketh in the Children of Disobedience 5. Without a good Conscience as nothing is good in us so nothing is good or pure to us The Apostlet ells us that unto the pure all things are pure but to them whose Minds Consciences are defiled there is nothing pure Tit. 1. 15. A bad Conscience defiles every thing A man that is Conscious to himself of loved and regining sin whatever Creatures he uses he abuses his Food his Estate his Health his Strength are all impure to him because his Corruptions are served with all these his blessings are turned into Curses because he makes a sinful and Cursed use of them Nay not only things secular but also things sacred even the Ordinances of God are prophaned and polluted by an evil Conscience Prayer is turned into an Abomination and the Lord calls it Howling Hos 7. 14. They have not cryed unto me with their Hearts when they howled upon their beds The word becomes a savour of Death unto Death the Eyes being shut and the Ears closed and the Heart being more hardened under it Receiving the Lords Supper is turned into a being guilty of the Body blood of the Lord and Eating and Drinking Damnation to our selves 1 Cor. 11. Thus a bad Conscience which suffers sin to rule without any considerable disturbance spoyls all we do turns good into Evil and the better things are in themselves makes them so much the worse to us
(q) As dirty hands foul all they touch And those things most which are most pure and fine So our clay-hearts ev'n when we crouch To sing thy praises make them less divine Yet either this Or none thy portion is Herb. Misery p. 93. 6. Till Conscience be good how extreamly dangerous is our Estate We are the Children of Wrath the Sons of Death Condemned already not sure to be a day or hour out of that place of Torment where the Worm does not dye and the Fire none can quench When the Lord speaks to the Ungodly his mouth is full of threatnings his words are woes and curses and not one syllable of Encouragement or hope does he give them as long as they are resolved to continue in their wickedness Indeed if they are willing to have their Consciences and Conversations cleansed then he declares himself inclined to Mercy and to make them white as Wool or Snow though before red like Scarlet or like Crimson Isa 1. 16. 18. But as long as Conscience is secure and the sinner is resolved and obstinate alas God is angry with him every day the Vial is continually filling fuller and more wrath is treasured up against the day of wrath If the sinner turn not the Lord hath whet his Sword he hath bent his Bow and made it ready and who knows how soon the Arrow may be shot that may dispatch the sinner in the twinkling of an Eye and both kill and damn together 7. If Conscience be not good how great and intolerable may be the torture of it when it is awakened Solomon tells us That the Spirit of a Man may sustain his Infirmities but a wounded Spirit who can bear These wounds are made by sin as the Meritorious caus e and by the hand of God himself as an Holy Righteous Dreadful Sin-revenging Majesty The buffetings of Satan indeed are sometimes very troublesome and terrible but what are the buffetings of a Creature if compared with the blows and wounds of Him that is Almighty When God shall say to a sinful soul Behold I am against thee Ezek. 5. 8. When God shall run upon a Transgressor as a Giant and break him with breach upon breach surely his hands will not be strong his heart will not be able to endure 'T was a saying of Luther (q) Animus malè sibi conscius potiùs in mille rerum formas verteretur ac citiùs per saxa per ignes per ahaeneos montes denique ad Diabolum ipsum ferretur quam ad Deum accederet Luther Tom. 1. In Genes c. 43. That an evil Conscience being indeed wounded had rather be turned into a thousand forms had rather venture upon Rocks and Flames Mountains of brass nay upon the Devil himself than have to do with God The Design of which passage is to shew how terrible the Lord is unto a guilty and enraged Conscience Such are said to be Drunken but not with Wine unless it be the Wine of Astonishment and they are compared to a wild Bull in a Net being full of the Fury of the Lord and the Rebuke of God Isa 50. 20 21. If you look into Scripture you may find the Saints themselves complaining of these wounds in their Consciences Listen to Job Chap. 6. 2 3 4. O that my grief were throughly weighed and my Calamity laid in the Balances together For now it would be heavier thâ—â— the sand of the Sea therefore my words are swallowed up for the Arrows of the Almighty are within me the Poyson whereof drinketh up my spirit the terrors of God do set themselves in array against me The Psalmist speaks to the same purpose Psal 88. 14 15 16. Lord why castest thou off my soul why hidest thou thy Face from me I am Afflicted and ready to die from my youth up while I suffer thy terrors I am distracted thy fierce wrath goeth over me thy terrors have cut me off And if Saints have drank so deep of this Cup of Trembling oh how bitter may it be to sinners (r) Est intus animi vigor Arce conditus abditâ Haec venena potentius Detrahunt hominem sibi Dira quae penitus meant Nec nocentia corpori Mentis vulnere saeviunt Boetius l. 4. Met. 3. pag. mihi 122. As therefore you would avoid the Lords contending with you which will make your spirits fail before him it should be your care to have a good Conscience 8. A good Conscience as it will make those that have it to be better and better themselves so it will render them exceedingly beneficial and make them blessings unto others A good Conscience like Rebecca of old is weary of the Daughters of Heth and is not satisfied unless the Flesh be like the house of Saul growing weaker and weaker and the Spirit be like the house of David growing stronger and stronger Conscience puts the Saints upon following on to know the Lord and following harder after him and though the least Grace deserve Infinite and Eternal thanks and Conscience urges unto praise yet withall it adds that the highest measures of Holiness are not to be rested in but still there must be a growing up into Christ in all things untill we arrive unto a perfect stature in his Kingdom A good Conscience will also make us publick Blessings unto others (s) Vir bonus est commune bonum It considers we are not Born or New-born onely for our selves It will make us beneficial to the Church and to the World 1. To the Church If there were more of Conscience it would hinder Animosities Contentions Divisions Declinings the decay of Love and of the Power of Godliness Conscience is for Peace and Unity and for walking as Saints and Brethren Mens Passions and Interests put them upon those courses that tend to Dividing and Destroying the Church of Christ 2. To the World A good Conscience will make us to put on Bowels and to compassionate Mankind 't will hinder us from Offending them and hardening them against Religion 't will make us pray for and endeavour the gaining and saving of them It will cause our Light so to shine before Men that they seeing our good Works may Glorifie our Father which is in Heaven and at length they may be brought to desire to become themselves of the Number of his Children I have done with the Reasons of the Doctrine I come now to the Application VSE 1. Shall be of Reproof If it should be the care of all to have a good Conscience alas whose heart may not smite him who has not Reason to acknowledge that a sharp Reproof is but justly due Conscience in these last and worst days seems to have left the Earth and truly till there are better Consciences there may not be better days or if there should be better times they would but prove a Judgment For if Mens Hearts are stupid under Adversity Prosperity is not likely to awaken them The Lord looks down from Heaven
destruction I would here propose these three things unto them whose Consciences are of so great a latitude 1. This largeness of Conscience argues great contempt of God and of his Will there is not a standing in aw of him and of his word His word is very strict his commands holy and requires that we should walk 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 exactly and circumspectly this is to be wise to do otherwise is to discover the most dangerous folly Eph. 5. 15. What manner of persons sayes the Apostle ought ye to be in all holy Conversation and Godliness 2 Pet. 3. 11. But notwithstanding all this large consciences live at random as if preciseness were more ado than needs and as if the Lord did but jest in his Holy Precepts and those terrible threats which back them but they to their cost shall find and feel he is in good earnest 2. This largeness of Conscience is a shrewd sign that sinners are in the broad way They that can swallow camels 't is easier for a Camel to go through the eye of a needle than for them to enter into the Kingdom of Heaven The Scribes and Pharisees of old did omit the weightier matters of the Law Judgement Mercy and Faith But Christ does denounce a wo unto them Mat. 23. 23. Largeness of Conscience discovers a great carelessness of the soul and too great an indifferency what becomes of it for ever And what souls are likely to miscarry if such be not We must work out our Salvation with fear and trembling if we will be saved 3. The larger Conscience is and the more is swalowed at present the greater hereafter will the account be We are all Stewards which must shortly give an account of our stewardship and though a◠present some like the steward in the Gospel many take their Bills and write Fourscore or Fifty for an Hundred Yet our Lord who will call us to an Account will be exact in reckoning and cannot be deceived by us His judgement is according to Truth Rom. 2. 2. And oh how many things will he condemn at the last day which sinners defend at present 'T will be indeed a day of Light and Manifestation both of things and persons Many persons that went for Saints will then be unmasked and found Hypocrites and have their sad portion with the Hypocrites And many things that where counted no sins will be found great sins and the lighter they were made of the more heavy and damnable they will prove unto the sinner A large Conscience therefore take heed of Attend unto the Law and to the Testimony which does discover evil and be afraid of every evil way 3. They are to be reproved whose Consciences are at peace but that peace has no solid and good foundation The most of sinners in the world have this false peace in their own Spirits sometimes they are a little awakened but are quickly hushed asleep again by that evil One who does destroy souls by thousands and by millions by carnal security Transgressors when first they venture upon sin their Consciences recoyl upon them but by degrees they grow senselesse Custom in sin and Quiet in sin do go commonly together (t) Primùm quando homo peccat videtur ei importabile processu temporis grave videtur paulo post leve judicat cùm crebris ictibus verberetur vulnera non sentit verbera non attendit In brevi vero temporis spacio non solùm non sentit sed placet dulce fit quod amarum erat asperum vertitur in suave Ad extremum non potest avelli quia consuetudo vertitur in naturam quod priùs ad faciendum erat impossibile jam impossibile est ad continendum Bernard De Consc c. 3. pag. 1109. One of the Fathers does excellently describe how the ungodly arrive unto this false peace At first sayes he sin does seem intolerable afterwards onely heavy after that being frequently given way to and Conscience stunned by many wounds makes no great matter of them in process of time sin is not burthensome at all but pleasant at last 't is turned into a second nature and the sinner can no more be drawn from it than the Ethiopian can change his skin or the Leopard his spots Jer. 13. 23. Can the Ethiopian change his skin or the Leopard his spots then may ye also do good that are accustomed to do evil A great many not onely Profane but Professors are concerned in this reproof and have no better than a false peace of Conscience Here therefore I am to shew what that peace of Conscience is which is false and also how unreasonable it is to give entertainment to it A false peace of Conscience I shall describe to you in these particulars 1. That peace of Conscience is false where Sin and Misery were never seen They who never perceived any harm in sin and wonder why the Lord in his word does speak so much against it and why his Ministers cannot let men quietly alone in the commission of it who never lookt so far as to behold that eternal death and destruction that is threatned to be brought upon the workers of iniquity these are at peace because they do not apprehend what reason they have to be troubled there is sufficient cause of grief and fear and horrour onely they want an eye to see it so as to be indeed affected There are some that are such fools as to make a mock of sin and count it a pastime to do wickedly These do no more understand what sin is nor the Hell which the Holy God has entail'd upon it than the mad-man understands what he does when he casts Fire-brands and Arrows and Death and saith am I not in sport Prov. 26. 18. Others though far from being indeed justified think they are righteous though sick after a deadly manner yet imagine they are whole and undervalue the great Physitian Both these sort of Persons have peace but 't is without ground for the former do grosly mistake sin and the later do as grosly mistake themselves 2. That peace of Conscience is false where the strong man armed keeps possession where Satan works and rules without resistance Our Lord sayes When the strong man armed keepeth his Palace his goods are in peace Luk. 11. 21. By the strong man we are to understand the Devil by his Palace we are to understand the sinners heart because as a King reigns and commands all especially in his Palace so the Devil bears sway in the hearts of the ungodly And a false peace and quiet is the great means whereby the Devils Rule and Government is upheld If you are careless and unconcerned whom you are led by 't is certain that the Devil leads you for none are led by the Spirit of God without great sollicitousness and fear of being misguided and strong cryes that they may be guided by his counsel unto his Kingdom and Glory Satan is
of this Judge at that day be Every mouth shall be stopt and every sinner speechlesse Oh then the Evil of sin will be made Manifest and how Righteous 't is for the Lord to Sentence the Wicked unto Everlasting Fire Whom He Condemns every one will Condemn and they shall not choose but Condemn themselves 4. After the Judge has past Sentence he will be inexorable no Cryes no Tears will prevail with him to Repeal it Those that then are Condemned can never be Justified can never be saved Oh what is that Misery which is Extream as to the Measure and as to the Duration of it Everlasting 5. Thou in Particular must give Account of thy self unto this Judge All must appear before the Judgement seat of Christ and that All includes thee Every one of us must give account of himself to God Rom. 14. 12. And Oh secure sinner if all must be judged according to their Works begin now to tremble that thy works have been all so bad what kind of Sentence is likely to be past upon thee Is thy Worldliness and Uncleanness and neglect of God and Christ and Duty and thy stupidness of Conscience notwithstanding all this likely to be rewarded with Heaven No no that which is thy due and thy due shall be given thee is everlasting Destruction from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of his Power 10. Take some encouragement that 't is not too late to awake as yet though Conscience hitherto has slept securely Thy Glasse is not yet run thy Sun is not yet set thy Day is not yet ended there may be possibly an Inch of thy Span of time remaining Oh sleep no longer but up and be doing thy main business When the ship was drowning the Marriners come to Jonah with a just rebuke What meanest thou O sleeper Jon. 1. 6. When Souls are sinking and when sinners are damning there is much more reason to say to Conscience what meanest Oh Sleeper Awake before it be quite too late Call upon God to awaken you throughly he can make the sleepy nay the dead to hear his voice Joh. 5. 25. Verily verily I say unto you the hour is coming and now is when the dead shall hear the Voice of the Son of God and they that hear shall live So much be spoken and Lord make what has been spoken Effectual to awaken secure Consciences In the second place I am to shew how wounded and awakened Consciences may be Cured and Comforted And here it will be needfull first to shew you some mistakes about trouble of Conscience which are very common Secondly to discover when Conscience is troubled after a right manner Thirdly how Comfort is to be applied in that trouble For the first of these namely the mistakes about trouble of Conscience they are these following 1. That is not right trouble of Conscience which is onely the product of and lasts no longer than Affliction When Pharoah was under the smart of the Rod he cryed out I have sinned but this was not real trouble for sin for as soon as ever the Rod is taken off Pharoah is as resolved to sin as ever The mettal while the Fire burns is Liquid and you may cast it into any form but take away the Fire and it becomes hard as ever Such kind of mettall are many hearts while in the Furnace of Affliction how melted and tender do they seem but when taken out of that Furnace then they quickly cool and become perhaps more obdurate than before Who would have thought though so indeed it was that the Israelites who when God slew them did seek him and returned and enquired early after him and remembred that he was their Redeemer and their Rock should all this while onely flatter him with their Lips and that their Hearts should not be right with him nor stedfast in his Covenant 2. That is not right trouble of Conscience which is onely sorrow after the world (*) Tristitia mundi est quum propter terrenas afflictiones animos despondent luctu opprimuntur tristitia autem secundum Deum quae Deum respicit dum unicam miseriam ducunt excidisse à Dei gratiâ ac timore judicii ejus perculsi peccata sua lugent Calvin this kind of sorrow is so far from having a promise of life made to it that the Apostle affirms it works death 2 Cor. 7. 10. There is a great sorrow in thy Heart and it appears in thy very looks but what is the cause of it If hard times trouble thee but an hard Heart is no affliction if crosses and losses in the World perplex thee but the losse of thy Soul is not at all feared neither is there any care taken to prevent it if thy poverty in the World do grieve thee but thou dost not sorrow at all because destitute of the true Riches how canst thou call any of this a right trouble The Israelites did weep and Howl but the cause was they wanted Corn and Wine and so they had but these things in Plenty they could be well contented to live without God Hos 7. 13 14. Every pensive sinner is not penitent nor fit to be comforted their very pensiveness is a very great sin as long as sin is not but only worldly crosses the cause of it 3. That is not right trouble of Conscience where there is onely a slavish fear of punishment but love to sin does still remain in strength Where there is slavish fear and no more there is an hatred of God and a secret wish to get from under his Power the slave you know hates his Master and wishes he might be at liberty and never see or serve him more there is also an hatred of the Commands of God and a repining and murmuring at the strictness of them Sin is dear as ever a grief there is because of those threats which terrifie and hinder the free commission of it If such a Soul might have its wish It should not be Oh that I might be turned to God and that my wayes were directed to keep his Statutes but it should be Oh that I might have liberty to do as I list and that there were no such thing as the Word and Will of God to be observed where such a Spirit is which the Heart-searching God perfectly understands abstaining from the outward act of sin signifies not much The Merchant in a Storm cannot be said to hate his goods because he flings them overboard he is sorry because driven to such a strait and when he comes ashore wishes as much for his goods as ever 4. That is not right trouble of Conscience which Sinners being impatient under do fly for Comfort to the Creatures If thou art indeed wounded the same hand that gave the wound must bind it up I wound and I heal says God Deut. 32. 39. If sensual delights if Sports and Pastimes if carnal Company if immersing thy self in worldly business can divert
nigh him the Bread and Water of life is brought to his very mouth but he will taste of neither though he so much needs both and may have both freely The Conscience therefore is troubled for unbelief for the sinners rejecting Christ in times past that when such great Salvation was offered it should be neglected and that the Lord Jesus should stand so long and knock so often at the door but it was kept shut and barr'd against him Oh 't were just sayes the sinner for Christ to go away and never to give so much as one knock at my Heart again and now I see my Need of his Salvation utterly to deny that Salvation to me 5. When the Conscience is rightly troubled The Anger of the Lord and the Curse of his Law are a very great burthen Sin has been committed Commands Holy Just and Good have been transgressed and Christ who alone can appease Divine Anger satifie for transgression and Mediate a Peace has been contemned well therefore may the Sinner be afraid How great and how fierce is this wrath of the Almighty there is never a single sin but makes the sinner liable to the Curse of the Law and how Cursed a wretch do iniquities ten thousand times ten thousand many times told render him every transgression makes the Lord Angry to how great an height then is that anger by Millions of transgressions raised The awakened sinner sees the Lord whetting his glittering Sword and his hand taking hold of vengeance hereupon fear does come upon him and pain as of a Woman in travel How scalding are the Drops of the Lords wrath what then are the full showers If God run upon any like a Gyant they must needs be broken with breach upon breach I dare not say that the anger of the Lord does lye alike heavy upon all awakened Consciences and truly humbled Souls nor that these terrors of Soul are equal in all that are brought home to Christ Though all humbled sinners are made with Ephraim to bemoan themselves yet some are made to bemoan themselves much longer and much louder than others Levi taken from the Receipt of Custom and Lydia felt not that we read of such Agonies and Terrors of Conscience as Persecuting Saul and the trembling Gaoler All the vessels of Mercy are not of the same temper and that which cannot abide the Fire 't is sufficient that as under the Old Law it passe through the Water Numb 31 23. As to these Legal terrors I would say these five things 1. These terrors in themselves are a punishment and therefore not to be desired in so great a degree we are not to be fond of them though when they are upon us we must desire support under them and that they may prosper unto the end whereunto they are appointed namely to wean us from our lusts and drive us out of our selves unto the Lord Jesus 2. These Terrors being a Punishment surely are not saving Grace Reprobates have had them in a great measure O Judas thou hadst an Hell upon Earth by Reason of legal Horror before thou wentest to thy appointed place and 't is possible to exceed in regard of these Therefore the Apostle takes care in reference to the incestuous Corinthian that he should not be swallowed up with over much sorrow 2 Cor. 2. 7. 3. Barely from these Terrors of the Law none can conclude that they shall certainly be joined to the Lord Jesus They are not alwayes fore-runners of Faith but sometimes they issue in despair and sometimes they wear off and sinners become more hardened and confirmed in their wickedness Thus it was with Pharaoh notwithstanding all his trouble and fear at some times of the Lords anger 4. Those that complain for want of these legal Terrors are really under them in a more remisse degree for those who are perplexed with doubts and fears about their Eternal state and think because they never were sufficiently troubled that they never yet closed with Christ what are these afraid of but Gods anger and his Curse which by sin has been deserved 5. Do not go about to direct or Counsell the Spirit of the Lord. If he bring thee home by a more gentle way give thee a sight of thy Remedy as soon almost as of thy sin misery thou hast the more cause to be thankful but withal to be the more vigilant and watchful for if wrath has not lain so hard upon thee thou wilt be the more subject to make bold with sin afterward and art not likely to be so fearful to incurre Divine displeasure for the future 6. Where the Conscience is rightly troubled the sinner is filled with grief and shame because of ' its iniquities God complains of the Children of Israel that they were Impudent and hard hearted Ezek. 3. 7. But the troubled Soul is confounded before God the humbled sinner thinks thus that if the World did know all the sins which he has been guilty of he should be ready to wish himself out of the World but Gods knowledge signifies more than if All Creatures were acquainted with his abominations I do not wonder at that expression Jer. 3. ult We lye down in our own shame and our confusion covereth us How foul does sin make us how unlike to God! how monstrously to resemble the unclean Spirit what high and horrible ingratitude is there in sin is this the requital for all the Lords goodness is this the return for millions of mercies shame upon this grows great and sorrow goes hand in hand with it We read that a voice was heard upon the high places weeping and supplication of the Children of Israel for they have perverted their way and they have forgotten the Lord their God Jer. 3. 21. Behold O Lord sayes the Church for I am in distresse my bowels are troubled my heart is turned within me why what ails her I have grievously rebelled this made her sighes many and her Heart faint Lam. 2. 20 22. Sin does best deserve sorrow because 't is so great an evil and there is such encouragement in Scripture here to spend our grief And the troubled Soul gives sin the greatest share and is sorry after all that 't is so little sorry Heark to one of our English Poets †Herbert pag. 158. Grief O who will give me tears Come all you springs Dwell in my head and eyes come Clouds and rain My grief hath need of all the watry things That Nature hath produc'd Let every vein Suck up a River to supply mine eyes My weary weeping eyes too dry for me Vnless they get new conduits new supplies To bear them out and with my state agree What are two shallow fords two little spouts Of a less World The greater is but small A narrow Cupboard for my griefs and doubts Which want provision in the midst of all Verses ye are too fine a thing too wise For my rough sorrows cease be dumb and mute Give up your
not too great for God to forgive if himself is willing to forsake his wickedness The Lord has proclaimed his Name 34. 6 7. He is a God Merciful this may relieve us when sensible of our misery he is Gracious this may encourage us against our vilenesse and unworthiness he is Long-suffering this may keep us from sinking into despair though 't was long before we thought of turning to him He is abundant in Goodness and Truth though we are never so empty here is enough to fill us He keeps Mercy for thousands his Treasures are not exhausted by former ages we may go to him and be enriched he forgives iniquity transgression and sin Let none then say there is no Hope of what sorts or sizes soever their sins be But here let me Caution again that no sin be secretly cherished for if the cause of trouble remain how can Conscience be truly Comforted In good earnest set upon the Mortification of all the Members of the Body of sin but especially pluck out the right Eye and cut off the right Hand Let not thy Soul spare any Lust 't will be more fatal to thee than Saul's sparing Agag which cost him his Kingdom Herbert does very Ingenuously and truly tell us that Peace of Conscience is not to be attained unless there be a flight of sin The Church page 117. 118. Sweet Peace where dost thou dwell I humbly crave Let me once know I sought thee in a secret Cave And ask'd if Peace were there A hollow wind did seem to answer No Go seek elsewhere I did and going did a Rainbow note Surely thought I This is the Lace of Peaces Coat I will search out the matter But while I lookt the Clouds immediatly Did break and scatter Then went I to a Garden and did spy A gallant flower The Crown Imperial Sure said I Peace at the root must dwell But when I digg'd I saw a Worm devour What shew'd so well At length I met a rev'rend good old man Whom when for Peace I did demand he thus began There was a Prince of Old At Salem dwelt who liv'd with good increase Of Flock and Fold He sweetly liv'd yet sweetness did not save His Life from Foes But after Death out of his Grave There sprang twelve stalks of Wheat Which many wondring at got some of those To Plant and Set. It prosper'd strangely and did soon disperse Through all the Earth For they that taste it do rehearse That Virtue lies therein A secret Virtue bringing Peace and Mirth By flight of sin Take of this Grain which in my Garden grows And grows for you Make Bread of it and that repose And Peace which every where VVith so much earnestness you do pursue Is onely there I have laid down several grounds of Consolation for troubled Consciences it will be needful now to Answer some Objections they are wont to make against all that Comfort which is tendred to them Object 1. Some do cry out that their sins are primae Magnitudinis of the first Magnitude that guilt which they have contracted is so vast and themselves are so inexcusable in their wickedness that they cannot let it once enter into their thoughts that ever God should pardon or save such provoking wretches and rebels as They have been They call to remembrance what they have been and what they have done their Iniquities which they have committed have been of a very hainous Nature and as to their Number what was said concerning Abraham's Seed may very well be applied here they have been so many as the Stars of the Sky in multitude and as the Sand which is by the Sea-shore innumerable To speak Truth the Greatness of sin is the grand Objection against Comfort Answ 1. VVhen the greatness of sin causes perplexity behold how much greater the Mercy of the Lord is This Mercy is high as Heaven what canst thou do deeper than Hell what canst thou know The measure thereof is longer than the Earth and broader than the Sea But yet as great as 't is it does not give the least encouragement to presumption but against despair and despondency it may be a mighty Antidote Contemplate the Mercy of God in Christ eye his sufferings which were very great eye the greatness of him that suffered and then you will see sin (*) Peccatum est sicut Magnus Goliah omnibus viribus oppugnat Conscientiam sed si credas in Dominum Jesum pro te morruum senties peccatum stipulâ levius infirmius Luther Tom. 3. p. 367. b. exceeded by the sufferings of Christ and the Mercy of God Hark to the Apostle Rom. 5. 20. Moreover the Law entred that the Offence might abound but where sin abounded Grace did much more abound that as sin hath Reigned unto Death even so might Grace Reign through Righteousness unto Eternal Life by Jesus Christ our Lord. Though Souls are sensible never so much of the abounding of sin Grace does superabound let Man do as much as he can in a way of wickedness the Lord can out-do him in a way of Grace and Mercy That is a notable promise Mic. 7. 19. having said Who is a God like unto thee pardoning Iniquity delighting in Mercy it follows thou wilt cast all their sin into the depth of the Sea In the deepest part of the Sea the greatest Mountains if they could be cast in would be swallowed up as well as Mole-hills Divine Mercy is such a depth it can cover the greatest sins as well as the smallest and being once cast into this depth they shall never rise again unto the sinners Condemnation any more than things cast into the deepest part of the Ocean can ever be fetched up again 2. In Scripture you may find the greatness of sin used and pleaded as an Argument for the obtaining of Mercy and forgiveness Listen to the Psalmist Psal 25. 11. For thy Name-sake O Lord pardon my Iniquity for it is great this is a strong Argument for the greater sin is the more Glorious is the Lords Name and Grace in passing it by Just as 't is more for a mans Honour to forgive the Debt of a Thousand pound than of a few pence onely The Lord is willing to Honour his own Mercy and ready to forgive much But he expects that they to whom much is given should love much as there is very good reason Object 2. Those in trouble of Conscience do Object They fear 't is now too late to come to Christ and turn to God indeed if they had accepted of invitations in time it might have been well with them but now they are afraid the Sun is set and will never rise more and that the day of Grace is past and gone and that the Night of Darkness and Trouble upon their Souls is but the sore-runner of the blackness of darkness for ever Answ 1. Who tells thee that the day of Grace is past If it be Satan surely such a Liar is not to
'T is a Mercy and a great one to have a good Name to be in good Health to have good Eyes and other Senses perfect to have good Natural Parts to have a competency of the good things of this Life to Live in good and Peaceable Days but to have a good Conscience is better than any of these nay than all these put together To excite you unto Thankfulness for a good Conscience think of three sorts of Persons Of the Secure of the Troubled of the Damned 1. Think of the secure what woful work are they employed about they sin boldly and dare to be damned for that love which they bear to their Fleshly and Worldly Lusts How say they must we part with these if we will go to Heaven Nay we will keep them though we go to Hell along with them These secure sinners are like one that lies down in the midst of the Sea or as he that sleeps upon the top of a Mast They are like unto Solomon's Drunkard they strike themselves but say they are not sick they beat themselves but for the present feel it not Prov. 23. 34 35. And who is it that makes you to differ from the most Profane and stupid sinner upon the Face of the Earth Admire and Magnifie that distinguishing Grace and Love which has granted you a well-grounded Peace when so many Thousands onely cry Peace to themselves but are every moment in danger of Wrath and Hell and everlasting Trouble 2. Think of the troubled in Spirit to make you the more thankful for a good Conscience While your Souls are at ease in the Arms and Embraces of the Lord Jesus how many complain of broken Bones How many do make their Beds to swim and water their Couches with their Tears How many cry out that Terrors are turned upon them and pursue their Souls as the wind and that when they call unto the Lord he is so far from regarding that with his strong hand he does oppose himself against them Job 30. 15. 20 21. Meditate well upon the torture of a wounded Spirit and then let all that is within you bless the Lord for Healing you 3. Think of the Damned whose Consciences are in a perpetual Rage who are Racked with Despair and whose Torment shall never end They are Fetter'd in the same Chains of Darkness with the Apostate Angels and these Chains are Everlasting Ah now their Wounds are incurable because their Physitian all their days was slighted and their Wounds were made light of and no Healing is to be at all expected And you that are Saints if Rich Grace had not taken hold of you would have been of the number of these miserable Souls if you had been dealt with according to your deservings you would have been weeping and wailing in outer Darkness that are now rejoycing in Hope of the Glory of God surely such differencing Kindness calls aloud for Praise 2. You that have a good Conscience be Compassionate to them whose Consciences are evil They need your Pity because they have none to themselves and your pity may not be altogether unprofitable to them Reprove them for their evil ways with mildness and wisdom and faithfulness hate them not so much as to suffer sin to lie upon them Lev. 19. 17. Cain indeed did say Am I my Brothers Keeper But be you of a contrary Spirit if you see your Brother go in the Road to Hell warn him and by warning endeavour to stop him If your Neighbours House were on Fire at Midnight and he himself fast asleep oh what pains would you take How would you pull him out of his Bed how loud would you cry Fire Fire to wake him Alas the sinner with a secure Conscience is in a far worse case he is fast asleep upon the brink of the burning Lake and have you nothing to say to him Oh that you would put on Bowels and speak for Souls and prevent their being lost for ever And because your speaking of it self must needs be ineffectual cry vehemently unto the Lord to Second you and speak with Mighty Power Awake awake you that sleep and arise from the dead and live for ever And let your Reproofs and Prayers be followed with such an Holy Harmless Heavenly Self-denying Conversation as may tend unto their Conviction If the Profane if the Persecuters if Carnal Professors had but a good Conscience it would be better for the Nation better for the Church better for particular Believers and ah how good would it be for themselves 3. Be very sensible that a good Conscience is matter of the Devils Envy therefore it concerns you to be Vigilant for he will endeavour to wound it Satan could behold the Rich Man in brave Apparel and his Table sumptuously Furnished and tumbling in wealth and Pleasures and yet he did not Envy him he knew that these things could not make him Happy and would be so far from hindring that they would rather further his eternal Misery But to see any with a good Conscience vexes and grieves the Devil which as it shews that there is a great Excellency in such a Conscience above all Earthly good things so it should make you stand upon your Guard against this Adversary You must know that although Grace cannot be totally lost yet a good Conscience may be both Defiled and Disturbed David's sin polluted him therefore he prays to be washed throughly from his Iniquity and to have his Heart cleansed His sin also broke his Peace therefore he Prays for the Light of God's Countenance that the Bones which were broken might Rejoyce Psal 51. If you do not watch and pray that you may not enter into Temptation if you are not strong in the Lord and in the Power of his Might if you do not put on the whole Armour of God that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the Devil up-upon a sudden he may take Advantage and draw you to some perhaps grosser sins and this may make you to go in the bitterness of your Souls mourning to your Graves If it had not been for his abominable fall David's latter part of his Life might have been sweeter and for ought I know his Crown in Heaven brighter 4. Be sure with all keeping to keep the good Conscience (b) Curandum est nobis atque hoc in omni vitâ suâ quemque à rectâ conscintia transversum unguem non oportere discedere Cicer. ad Atticum l. 13. Epist 20. Let not the Apple of the Eye let not Life it self be preserved with greater care Skin for skin and all that a Man has will he give for his Life And truly skin for skin and all that we have we should give rather than make shipwrack of a good Conscience Oh never Repent of your Uprightness hold fast your Integrity whatever comes on 't I Read concerning Brutus that stout maintainer of his Countries Liberty when all his Endeavours were to no purpose and the Cause