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end_n that_o we_o may_v take_v heed_n thereof_o whereas_o pride_n be_v ever_o tread_v as_o it_o be_v upon_o the_o heel_n of_o good_a work_n that_o so_o it_o may_v destroy_v they_o superbia_fw-la bonis_fw-la operibus_fw-la insidiatur_fw-la ut_fw-la pereant_fw-la a_o man_n go_v prosperous_o sail_v with_o his_o hart_n raise_v up_o towards_o heaven_n because_o at_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o action_n he_o have_v address_v it_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o behold_v when_o sudden_o there_o come_v a_o wind_n of_o vanity_n and_o cast_v he_o upon_o a_o rock_n by_o procuringe_v to_o make_v he_o desire_v to_o please_v man_n and_o to_o be_v celebrate_v and_o esteem_v by_o they_o take_v some_o vain_a contentment_n therein_o and_o therewith_o the_o whole_a business_n sink_v and_o so_o both_o s._n gregory_n and_o s._n bernard_n say_v very_o well_o qui_fw-la sine_fw-la humilitate_fw-la vertutes_fw-la congregat_fw-la quasi_fw-la in_o ventum_fw-la puluerem_fw-la portat_fw-la he_o who_o assemble_v any_o other_o virtue_n without_o humility_n be_v like_o a_o man_n who_o carry_v a_o little_a dust_n or_o ash_n against_o the_o wind_n in_o which_o case_n the_o same_o wind_n will_v be_v sure_a to_o scatter_v and_o carry_v it_o all_o away_o that_o humility_n be_v the_o foundation_n of_o all_o virtue_n chapter_n ii_o saint_n cyprian_n say_v humilitas_fw-la est_fw-la sanctitatis_fw-la fundamentum_fw-la s._n hierome_n prima_fw-la virtus_fw-la christianorum_fw-la est_fw-la humilitas_fw-la s._n bernard_n humilitas_fw-la est_fw-la fundamenâ—um_fw-la custosque_fw-la virtutum_fw-la they_o all_o say_v that_o humility_n be_v the_o foundation_n of_o sanctity_n and_o of_o all_o virtue_n and_o s._n gregory_n in_o one_o place_n call_v it_o â—he_v mistress_n and_o mother_n of_o all_o virtue_n and_o he_o say_v alsoe_o in_o another_o place_n that_o it_o be_v the_o root_n and_o very_a of_o springe_n of_o virtue_n this_o metaphor_n and_o comparison_n of_o the_o root_n be_v very_o proper_a and_o do_v very_o well_o declare_v â—he_n property_n and_o condition_n of_o humility_n for_o first_o s._n gregory_n say_v that_o as_o the_o â—oote_n sustain_v and_o support_v the_o flower_n â—nd_v when_o the_o root_n be_v pluck_v up_o the_o â—lower_n do_v instant_o dry_a and_o wither_v â—oe_v every_o virtue_n whatsoever_o be_v instant_o â—ost_o if_o it_o persevere_v not_o in_o the_o root_n of_o humility_n but_o as_o the_o root_n which_o lie_v under_o ground_n and_o be_v trample_v and_o tread_v upon_o have_v no_o beauty_n or_o odour_n in_o it_o and_o yet_o the_o tree_n receive_v life_n from_o thence_o just_o so_o the_o humble_a man_n be_v bury_v and_o disesteem_v and_o disgrace_v and_o seem_v to_o carry_v no_o lustre_n nor_o brightness_n in_o himself_o but_o be_v cast_v a_o side_n into_o a_o corner_n and_o forget_v and_o yet_o this_o very_a thing_n be_v that_o which_o conserve_n he_o and_o make_v he_o thrive_v but_o with_o all_o as_o to_o the_o end_n that_o the_o tree_n may_v be_v able_a to_o grow_v and_o continue_v and_o bear_v much_o fruit_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o the_o root_n lie_v deep_a and_o how_o much_o the_o more_o deep_a it_o be_v and_o more_o cover_v with_o earth_n so_o much_o more_o fruit_n will_v the_o tree_n yield_v and_o so_o much_o the_o long_o will_v it_o contineve_v according_a to_o that_o of_o the_o prophet_n esay_n mittet_fw-la radicem_fw-la deorsum_fw-la &_o faciet_fw-la fructum_fw-la sursum_fw-la it_o shall_v send_v the_o root_n downward_o and_o make_v the_o fruit_n grow_v upward_o so_o the_o fructisy_v of_o a_o soul_n in_o all_o virtue_n and_o the_o conserve_n itself_o therein_o consist_v in_o lay_v a_o low_a root_n of_o humility_n how_o much_o the_o more_o humble_a you_o be_v so_o much_o the_o more_o will_v you_o profitt_a and_o grow_v in_o virtue_n and_o perfection_n to_o conclude_v as_o pride_n be_v the_o beginning_n and_o root_n of_o all_o sin_n according_a to_o that_o of_o the_o wise_a man_n initium_fw-la omnis_fw-la peccan_n est_fw-la superbia_fw-la so_o the_o saint_n declare_v that_o humility_n be_v the_o foundation_n and_o root_n of_o all_o virtue_n but_o some_o man_n will_v say_v perhaps_o how_o can_v you_o affirm_v that_o humility_n be_v the_o foundation_n of_o all_o virtue_n and_o of_o all_o spiritual_a building_n when_o common_o we_o be_v teach_v by_o spiritual_a man_n that_o faith_n be_v the_o foundation_n according_a to_o that_o of_o s._n paul_n fundamentum_fw-la enim_fw-la aliud_fw-la nemo_fw-la potest_fw-la ponere_fw-la praeter_fw-la id_fw-la quod_fw-la positum_fw-la est_fw-la christus_fw-la jesus_n to_o this_o s._n thomas_n answear_v very_o well_o two_o thing_n be_v necessary_a for_o the_o well_o sound_v of_o a_o house_n first_o it_o be_v necessary_a to_o open_v the_o ground_n well_o and_o cast_v out_o all_o that_o which_o be_v loose_a till_o at_o length_n you_o arrive_v to_o that_o uhich_v be_v firm_a that_o so_o you_o may_v builld_v afterwand_n upon_o it_o and_o uhen_o this_o be_v do_v you_o begin_v 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with_o stand_v because_o for_o the_o settle_n of_o this_o foundation_n there_o be_v need_v alsoe_o of_o that_o other_o humility_n be_v alsoe_o call_v a_o foundation_n and_o so_o he_o who_o by_o mean_n of_o humility_n will_v open_v the_o soil_n well_o and_o dig_v deep_a into_o the_o knowledge_n of_o himself_o and_o cast_v out_o all_o the_o saind_v of_o his_o own_o esteemation_n and_o confidence_n in_o himself_o will_v arrive_v to_o that_o true_a foundation_n which_o be_v christ_n our_o lord_n and_o this_o man_n will_v raise_v a_o good_a building_n which_o will_v not_o be_v drive_v down_o though_o the_o wind_n blow_v and_o the_o water_n beat_v because_o it_o be_v found_v upon_o the_o firm_a rockeâ—_n but_o on_o the_o other_o side_n if_o he_o build_v without_o humility_n the_o buildinge_n wilâ—_n instant_o sink_v down_o because_o it_o iâ—_n found_v upon_o saind_a they_o be_v not_o true_a virtue_n but_o apparent_a only_a and_o false_a which_o be_v not_o found_v upon_o humility_n and_o so_o s._n augustine_n say_v that_o in_o those_o roman_n and_o ancient_a philosopher_n there_o be_v no_o true_a virtue_n not_o only_o because_o they_o want_v charity_n which_o be_v the_o form_n and_o give_v life_n and_o be_v to_o all_o virtue_n and_o without_o which_o there_o be_v no_o true_a and_o perfect_a virtue_n but_o beside_o because_o they_o want_v alsoe_o the_o foundation_n of_o humility_n and_o in_o their_o fortitude_n temperance_n and_o justice_n they_o desire_v to_o be_v esteem_v and_o to_o be_v talk_v of_o when_o they_o be_v dead_a and_o so_o their_o virtue_n be_v but_o certain_a empty_a thing_n and_o without_o substance_n and_o indeed_o they_o be_v but_o shadow_n or_o show_v of_o virtue_n and_o so_o as_o they_o be_v not_o perfect_a and_o true_a but_o only_o apparent_a the_o saint_n say_v that_o god_n reward_v the_o roman_n for_o they_o with_o temporal_a blessing_n of_o this_o life_n which_o â—re_n alsoe_o blessing_n but_o of_o appearance_n if_o therefore_o you_o mean_v to_o 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kaptaine_n &_o conductour_n of_o his_o people_n &_o to_o work_v by_o his_o mean_n such_o woudrous_a and_o prodigious_a thing_n as_o he_o resolve_v to_o let_v the_o world_n so_o think_v fit_a for_o the_o cause_n aforesaid_a that_o first_o that_o very_a hand_n wherewith_o he_o be_v to_o deride_v the_o read_v sea_n &_o effect_v of_o other_o thing_n so_o very_o strange_a be_v first_o put_v into_o his_o bosom_n shall_v be_v then_o draw_v forth_o &_o see_v by_o himself_o to_o be_v full_a of_o leprosy_n a_o second_o reason_n for_o which_o we_o stand_v in_o more_o particular_a necessity_n of_o humility_n be_v to_o the_o and_o that_o we_o may_v gather_v fruit_n in_o those_o very_a ministery_n wtherein_o we_o be_v employ_v so_o that_o humility_n be_v necessary_a for_o we_o not_o only_o in_o regard_n of_o our_o own_o improvement_n lest_o otherwise_o we_o shall_v grow_v vain_a &_o proud_a &_o so_o cast_v away_o ourselves_o but_o beside_o for_o the_o gain_v of_o our_o neighbour_n &_o the_o bring_v 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more_o good_a we_o read_v in_o the_o life_n of_o our_o b._n father_n ignatius_n that_o by_o certain_a discourse_n of_o the_o christian_a doctrine_n which_o he_o make_v some_o time_n in_o rome_n with_o plain_a and_o rude_a and_o improper_a word_n for_o he_o be_v they_o nothing_o skilful_a in_o the_o italian_a tongue_n he_o yet_o wrough_a so_o great_a fruit_n in_o soul_n that_o upon_o the_o end_n of_o his_o speech_n his_o auditor_n will_v have_v their_o heart_n all_o wound_v &_o come_v with_o such_o sigh_n &_o sob_n &_o tear_n to_o the_o foot_n of_o a_o ghostly_a father_n that_o through_o excess_n of_o grieve_v and_o weep_v they_o can_v hardly_o speak_v and_o this_o grow_v because_o he_o put_v no_o trust_n in_o his_o own_o word_n but_o only_o in_o that_o spirit_n by_o which_o he_o speak_v non_fw-fr in_o persuasibilibus_fw-la humanae_fw-la sapientiae_fw-la verbis_fw-la sed_fw-la in_o ostentione_n spiritus_fw-la &_o virtutis_fw-la not_o in_o the_o persuade_a word_n of_o humanae_fw-la wisdom_n but_o in_o the_o manifestation_n of_o spirit_n &_o truth_n as_o s._n paul_n say_v he_o be_v distrustful_a of_o himself_o &_o place_v all_o his_o confidente_a in_o god_n &_o so_o god_n give_v strength_n and_o spirit_n to_o those_o improper_a and_o rude_a word_n of_o he_o which_o seem_v even_o to_o dart_v burn_a flame_n into_o the_o heart_n of_o his_o hearer_n and_o now_o i_o know_v not_o whether_o the_o reason_n why_o we_o produce_v not_o at_o this_o day_n so_o great_a fruit_n be_v not_o because_o we_o stick_v much_o close_o to_o the_o opinion_n of_o our_o own_o prudence_n &_o because_o we_o rest_v and_o rely_v much_o upon_o our_o own_o mean_n of_o persuasion_n and_o our_o learning_n &_o discourse_n &_o our_o polite_a and_o elegant_a manner_n of_o declare_v our_o mind_n and_o we_o go_v gustinge_a and_o delight_v ourselves_o much_o with_o ourselves_o o_o well_o then_o say_v god_n when_o you_o conceive_v that_o you_o have_v say_v the_o best_a thing_n &_o deliver_v the_o most_o convince_a reason_n and_o remain_v content_a and_o jolly_a with_o conceit_n that_o you_o have_v do_v great_a matter_n you_o shall_v then_o effect_v least_o of_o all_o and_o that_o shall_v be_v fulfil_v in_o you_o which_o the_o prophet_n oâ—â—_n say_v dam_fw-la eye_n domine_fw-la quid_fw-la dabis_fw-la eye_n dam_fw-la eye_n vuluam_fw-la sine_fw-la liberis_fw-la &_o ubera_fw-la arentia_fw-la i_o will_v take_v order_n that_o thou_o shall_v be_v a_o barren_a mother_n &_o that_o thou_o shaâ—t_v have_v no_o more_o thereof_o but_o the_o name_n you_o shall_v be_v such_o or_o such_o a_o father_n and_o such_o a_o preacher_n you_o shall_v be_v call_v but_o you_o shall_v remain_v as_o i_o say_v with_o the_o only_a name_n and_o you_o shall_v have_v no_o spiritual_a child_n i_o will_v give_v you_o dry_a breast_n such_o as_o no_o child_n shall_v hang_v upon_o nor_o shall_v any_o thing_n stick_v by_o they_o which_o thou_o say_v for_o this_o do_v he_o deserve_v who_o will_v needs_o usurp_v the_o good_n 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