of his bondage under the law of sin O wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from the body of this death Rom. 7.24 apprehending his deliverance by Christ he adds I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. 3 His power wisdom Lastly the glory of Gods wisdom and power doth also thus shine out to the world by this his manner and method of dealing with converts and in making them new creatures We all do confesse that the works of creation especially the heavens do declare the glory though not the will of God How much more doth his glory appear in this work of effectual Redemption Psal 19.1 where by a like manner of proceeding his glory appears in greater brightnesse as in the creation There and here he works by contraries he in the creation made first a confused vast and grosse Chaos or rude lump where was nothing but darknesse and confusion yet out of that darknesse he brought light out of that confusion he brought order and this goodly frame and comely structure of Heaven and Earth do shew his wisedom power goodnesse beauty and glory beyond all expression Rom. 1.20 21. and he is glorified or should be in and by the right acknowledgement of these Oh how then doth his glory appear when in the new creation or conversion of a sinner he first casts all strong holds and high things into ruinous heapes into rubbish into a confused Chaos staining the pride of man laying him level with the ground what darknesse is in the minde what impotency in the will what confusion in the affections yea what feares and terrours is the confounded soul first brought into and yet such is the infinite power and wisdom of God he out of these ruines raiseth a goodly building even an house a Temple for himself to dwel in he brings light out of darknesse strength out of weaknesse order out of confusion joy out of sorrow and feares in a word heaven out of hell God in dealing roughly with such intends and prepares way for mercy Now for the conclusion of these proofs we hence may see how mans greatest good is wrought and Gods glory most manifested whilst God in the conversion of a sinner shewes himself terrible as there is just cause in us why he should indeed be so and so he is to impenitent sinners and yet intends nothing but love and mercy and by humility to exalt us to glory dealing with us as Joseph dealt at first with his brethren roughly imprisoned some charging all of them to be spies and threatning them and yet he even intended to discover himself in due time as a loving brother unto them Thus before God entred into covenant with his people to be their God Exod. 19. he shewed himself most terrible unto them by lightning fire thunder and black clouds Heb. 12.18 19. c. yea when the Spirit was sent down on the day of Pentecost Act. 2.2 6. there was a mighty rushing winde from heaven and shew of fire whereby they were confounded or troubled in minde and thereby the better prepared to hear that word which so wounded and pricked these converts in their heart And so was Elias prepared to hear the still voyce of God in which God made his will known to him by a strong winde rending the mountaines by an earth-quake as also the Jailor Acts 16. and by fire And so were the Israelites humbled terrified driven out of themselves by thunder and raine in time of harvest and prepared for repentance 1 Sam. 12.17 18 19 20. Let this suffice for the Demonstration of the aforesaid point of doctrine after which should follow the Application of it by way of Vse but to make further way for the same we will as we at first propounded speak of the Order degrees and steps by which God proceeds in perfecting this work of Conversion CHAP. IX Of the order of Conversion first as it depends on Gods Love Where ten Approaches of Gods grace to us 4 The Order steps and Degrees of Conversion and of faith THE work of mans Conversion is an effect both of Gods Love and of his power and so is to be considered of us but yet especially according to the latter respect which is more pertinent to my scope There is an order of Gods proceeding in each of these but first we may briefly consider that there is an order to be observed between these two First Love and then Power the one leading the way to the other The Conversion of a sinner faith and the meanes of both come to us first from the Love and then from the power of God And first as it depends on love in God not but that the power of God accompanieth his Love for Gods love is an effectuall and working love it is reall and operative in its time and the Love of God goeth along with his power even then when he seems to pull and rend us in pieces by his power his seeming rigour is mitigated and moderated by mercy and ever tends to and ends in the good and conversion of his elect This is taught us Jer. 31 3. I have loved thee with an everlasting Love therefore with loving kindnesse have I drawn thee So Joh. 6.37 and 44. All that the Father giveth me lo there is Gods free love shall come unto me c. there is expressed the power of his grace And no man can come to me except the Father which hath sent me draw him No man can come to Christ but by Gods free grace in love giving Christ as a surety John 3.16 and then by power applying him to our justification as our head Rom. 3.25 26. It skills not much in shewing the order degrees and steps by which Conversion is wrought whether I name it conversion faith yea or salvation seeing each includes or inferres the rest Ten divers degrees and approaches of Gods grace to us First then briefly for the Order of Gods work of Love by which we come to conversion faith to all other saving and sanctifying graces and to salvation 1 We must first begin with the consideration of Gods eternall decree of Election and Predestination To which purpose see and consider of these places of Scripture Ephes 1.3 4 5 c. Gods blessing us in time is according to his election of us in Christ before all time 1 Election Tit. 1. so 2. Thes 2.13 Matth. 11.25.26 hence faith is onely of Gods elect and onely such as are ordained to eternall life beleeve Acts 13.48 2 Next to this there is Gods sealing and ordaining of Christ the object authour and finisher of our faith 2 The sealing of Christ Heb. 12.1 from eternity also Joh. 6.27 1 Pet. 1.19 20 21. Where of Gods covenant with Christ and transaction with him 3 The publishing of the Promise 3 There is the publishing and promising of Christ made of old to our first parents after the fall
chiefly against the sincerest holiest and most conscionable Christians and Ministers yea and most soyall Subjects of his Majesty whose molestations and banishments by false suggestions have been procured Hence also such interruption of godly proceedings for Reformation whilest Christs easie yoke of discipline is accounted such a burthen and his cords so strait hence such and so many mighty plots and machinations such associations and practises such ill counsels and instigations and all by raising a combustion to hinder the work of Reformation which they cannot bear to draw in which upon too just grounds is feared the Irish Rebels to be our butchers here also Ah poor Ireland and ah poor England thus after so long a continued outward peace with the Gospel now after fourscore yeers to be divided against thy self and to seek thine own ruine And now beloved Brethren let us but look to God and we cannot but taking all blame to our selves justifie him and say in the midst of all this enmity The Lord is righteous in all his waies and holy in all his works Psal 145.17 Can it or should it be thought any wonder These judgements just considering such connivence as hath been shewed to practising Priests if God plague and punish us a while by the prophane Popish Arminian Antichristian faction and by such as hold of superstitious vanities when by our too much connivence used towards such and countenancing of them we have in effect and as God will take it repealed actually all those good Lawes and Statutes which upon most just cause have been enacted against practising Papists and Jesuites and against prophanenesse Did not the Lord punish his own people by their lovers the Assyrians and Caldeans who first defiled them and then slew them with the sword Ezek. 23.9 10. 17 21 22 23 c. And did not those Canaannites and other Nations uncast out prove as God foretold and threatned snares and traps unto Israel scourges in their sides and thorns in their eyes untill they perished from off that good land which the Lord their God did give them Josh 23.13 concerning whom God had said Exod. 23.31 32 33 c. Thou shalt drive them out before thee They shall not dwell in thy land lest they make thee sin against me c. Exod. 23.31 32 33. They shall vexe you in the land wherein ye dwell and it shall come to passe that I shall do unto you as I thought to do unto them Num. 33 5â— 50. even cast you out by them whom you should have cast out Even so the sparing of such let be pretended what will is but foolish pity Thine eye shall shall have no pity upon them saith God Deut. 7.16 And blood spared as that of Jesuites and practising Priests and Papists as well as spilt calls for blood as in King Ahabs foolish pity towards Benhadad God in such case curseth such as keep back their sword from blood Jer. 48.10 The different course and issue held by K. Henry 4. of France There hath never been any long while peace or safety either to King or State where such have been whether through fear or favour suffered or connived withall It is worth our best observation to consider the different course holden by King Henry the fourth of France and Queen Elizabeth raigning at the same time with the different events and sucesses of both He in policy saith mine Author to establish the Crown of France upon his head revolted to Popery from the true Religion in which he had been bred and re-admitted the Jesuits after their just banishment by solemn Edict of the Court of Parliament not only into his Kingdome but Closet making Father Cotton the Jesuite his Confessor saying to some that would have disswaded him from the same Give me then security for my life fearing it seems if he did refuse to admit them they would at one time or other find means to send him the same way after his Predecessour Henry the third who was murthered by James Clement a Monk through the perswasion and incouragement of Father Commolet and others of the Jesuits society Yet at length himself was stabbed to the heart by Ravilliac through the instigation as by strong presumptions is probable of these Jesuits Contrariwise and Queen Elizibeth blessed Queen Elizabeth though at first weak and having many enemies yet building by faith upon God and not upon such worldly wisedome and policie she restored and maintained true Religion constantly reposed her trust in God confidently held the Jesuites and all her Popish enemies at the staves end stedfastly put her Lawes in execution against them resolutely yet without cruelty was protected by God against all their hellish plots and practises miraculously reigned fourty and four yeers gloriously and departed this world in her bed in a ripe age peaceably so leaving a glorious example to all succeeding Princes and others of constancie and perseverance in the true profession of the Gospel and of reposing trust in God more then in humane policy Good use may be also made of the example of King Solomon Did not Solomon King of Israel saith Nehemiah Nehem 13.26 As also other sins 1. Of great ones sin by these or such like things yet among many Nations was there no King like him who was beloved of his God and God made him King over all Israel Neverthelesse even him did outlandish women cause to sin Now this was no sooner done but mark it the Lord was angry with him and not only stirred him up two adversaries whilest he lived Rezon and Hadad but threatned to rend the Kingdom from him and to give it to Jeroboam 1 Kings 11 2 3 4-9-14-23-25 The foundation of which losse was laid in his own time though it were not effected till his son Rehoboam began to reign who in a suit of relaxation made to him by the people forsaking the counsell of the old men that stood before Solomon his father and following the advice of yong men and answering his people roughly he so occasioned the revolt of ten Tribes whilest only two remained with him Now if from such effects already felt or from our danger and feares of worse we would unpartially look into like causes we should soon see what need there were of true compunction contrition and godly sorrow without which it is in vain by the use of any other meanes or by trusting to an arm of flesh to expect peace quietness or safety This is the only way as it may concern our own Nation at this time to disappoint the Romish Church of their hope as it is expressed in the late brief or Bull of dispensation of the Pope to his Sonnes in England But are not the sins of the people to be looked into as a main cause and procurer of our present unquietnesse and distractions 2. Of the people Yes doubtlesse for when such a wonderfull and horrible thing is committed in the Land namely that the Prophets
and consultation whom he meanes to save This for the first preparative and most generall Use CHAP XII Shewing the desperate estate of secure sinners and danger of a false peace 2 Second sort of uses concern such as yet have notbeen pricked or not sorrowed 1Vse of Instruction not to please themselves with their false peace NOw upon this Triall it will be discovered whether thou hast been pricked wounded convinced and made sorrowfull for thy sinne or not And first if not here is an Use and matter both of Instruction and of Exhortation to thee But if yea then here are other Uses for thee 1 The secure sinner whether of more profane or of civill conversation is hence instructed not to please himself in his secure estate or false Peace He that hath not in some good measure been under the spirit of bondage troubled for his fin pricked and wounded in conscience hath just cause to suspect himself all is not well Many please themselves in their secure courses load their consciences yea wound gash the same with the guilt of many enormous and grosse sins and yet blesse themselves in their condition and remain unsensible and of stupified consciences sorry they would be to be in such case as they have seen or see some others to be in who yet indeed are either in the state of grace or in a good way unto it Yet those other are such as these wretches should be if ever they prove true Converts Those other it may be with David have their sins often before their eys which draw out tears of true hearty yea alsoof saving sorrow repentance from them but these secure ones cast all behind their backs and leave all to be reckoned for hereafter are moved with nothing they either think say or do and are not willing at any time to have ought in their thoughts or before their eyes but such things as may give the flesh content and which may blind their eyes and besot their souls namely sensuall delights and pleasures gain nonours in the world love and favour of men and such like True peace distinguished from false 1 It goes with Righteousnesse Rom. 14 2.2 is grounded on the Gospel That it is no true peace but a fools Paradise and false peace which they enjoy is most evident 1 True peace and righteousnesse go together the Kingdome of God is not meat and drink or pleasures or ought else of that nature but righteousnesse and peace and joy in the holy Ghost But their peace and joy is not such 2 True peace is grounded on the Gospel of peace which works reconciliation with God Rom. 5.1 but their false peace cannot endure the Gospel or the reproofs of the word as we see in Ahab hating Michaiah and may see in these men not enduring to be told of their sinnes or to be called to mourn and to weep for the same and for their ensuing miseries 3 It issues out of sorrow for sinne 3 In a word true peace sound and solid comfort is for order of nature yea and working after yea out of true sorrow for sin trouble of conscience and spirit of bondage as hath already plentifully been shewed their 's not being such cannot be good â— Terrour â—secure ones who have not arowed for sin Let me then read thee thy doom thou secure sinner whosoever thou art and shew thee what cause thou hast to suspect thy self till thou hast at least been wounded pricked and pierced in thy couscience for thy sinne in some sense and feeling of Gods displeasure against thee for the same Their secure estate is a signe that they are stil 1 in their naturall condition and in sinne Simil. This is a sign 1 that thou art still in thy natural that is in thy damnable estate in which thou camest into the world and wast by nature a child of wrath as well as others Is sin no burthen to thee It is a signe thou art yet in sin as in thine own element For as the weight of water is not felt in the water as not of a man who shall dive deep into the sea whereas one hoggeshed of water on the land would crush him so to a soul any way separate and divided from sin who her it be in its judgement will or affâ—ction sin will be as it was to David and heavy burthen too heavy for it to bear and will make the soul to cry to God for ease as finding no peace Psal 38.1 2 3 4 rest or health because of its sin whereas if the soul be not in some measure burthened and troubled with sin but do still make light of it as Samson did of the brazen gates of the City and do still bath it self in the delights and pleasures of sinne it must needs prove that it and sinne is yet all one and that there is no separation made between them as yet and consequently that it remains in its naturall and damned estate and that sin unsorrowed for will prove to it as that dead sea of Sodom which causeth all living things to dy that come into it 2 That they are in Satans possession 2 And so this false Peace is also a signe that such an one is in Satans possession all things are so quiet within him Satan molests none so much as those that make from him and those he will not suffer to be quiet as we have heard onely the Lord first by his word troubles those souls he means to save all is so quiet as by the Angel the waters were troubled before any cure was done Now what a condition it is to be in Satans keeping yea possession let any wise man consider 3 and dead in sin 3 This condition of secure sinners doth plainly shew them to be dead in and by sinne and deprived of all spirituall sense and life To be without the sense of feeling is a certain signe of death now these being wounded as being without sense stung and pierced by the word yea hewed by it for such are the effects of the word even 〈◊〉 slay and kil men that is to devote the impenitent to certain destruction yea damnation of soul and body yet shew themselves no whit sensible but are as dead and senselesse blocks under the lashes and strokes of the word herein like the drunkard or as he described Pro. 23.34.35 lying down in the midst of the sea or upon the top of a mast They have strucken me shall be say and I was not sick they have beaten me and I felt it not c. 4 That they are far from Repentance 4. It s a signe that secure sinners have not as yet entred the porch or so much as touched the threshold of the School of Repentance whereof this pricking of conscience in my text is made the first stop as hath been so largely shewed and proved It is a strong argument that the word the means and
hid I said I will confesse my transgressions unto the Lord and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin Psal 32.3 4 5. These here in effect do the same by these words of theirs confessing as hath been said their sins and finding like mercy ver 38. On the other hand Cain being pricked in heart and conscience for his bloody sin and in Cain doth also speak and utter and some other Jews but what words of despair so those Acts 7.54 being cut to the heart gnashed upon Stephen with their teeth and uttered words of desperate rage and madnesse crying out with a loud voice and stoning him v. 57. And howsoever in affliction the tongue sometime belie the heart Hypocrites may counterfeit Psal 78.34 35 36. as in the grosser hypocrite yea also self-deceiver who when God smites them enquire early after him as did the Israelites in the wildernesse Neverthelesse they did flatter him with their mouth and they lyed unto him with their tongues Yet I say in true grief the tongue truly sympathizeth with the heart and expresseth the affections of it truly as in the Parrot Yet they bewray themselves by their words c. which being beaten cryes like it self with its naturall voyce and not as at other times like a man artificially And though Pharaoh Judas and many like unto them seem to shew by their words and confession some compunction of heart yet both their words being well weighed at least their after-deeds do shew the hypocrisie or deceit of their hearts and that their grief was not true and genuine for their sins but for the punishment and through legall terrours or meer naturall conscience within them Contrariwise a good heart being smitten of God will either be silent unto God and not dare to mutter or murmure against him or withall it will utter onely good words as we see in Job chap. 1.21 22. and chap. 13.15 Though he slay me yet will I trust in him Thus it is constantly with it though perhaps in a fit it may forget it self and utter words of discontent as we see in the same Job and Jeremiah and others The reason of all this is that sincerity and integrity which is in the heart of those whom God doth soundly touch Reason which is a single heart not a heart and a heart or a tongue and life different from the heart which it seems Nature it self would teach us all seeing Anatomists teach that the heart and tongue hang upon one string Dr. F. ibid. so that when the heart is moved with any passion or perturbation the hammer as in the former resemblance beats upon the bell and the mouth soundeth and answers the motions and affections of the heart Vse 1 In our sorrows to shew our sincerity by our words and by the nature of them Let us therefore when Gods hand toucheth us shew by our words and deeds also sutable that our hearts are inwardly well affected and truly humbled under his hand for our sins truly desirous how to pacifie him and to procure true peace to our consciences It s a signe the hearts of many are but lightly pricked or touched with remorse for their sins they do so little complain or make their moan to others who may afford them ease by their counsell and good directions As on the other hand such as most complain out of an inward feeling of their sins and who accordingly move doubts and questions concerning their estate of soul are none of the worst Christians at least they are in a good way 2 And so generally For more general Vse It were to be wished that men by their words and language as also by the nature and quality of their discourse and speech did shew the soundnesse holinesse and integrity of their hearts within more then they do The heart will be venting it self by the tongue and commonly according to that abundance which is in the heart the mouth will be speaking A reproof of such as pretending good hearts yet are tongue-tied Many talk much of their good hearts to God ward but if their hearts within were so good holy hearts believing hearts humble hearts hungering hearts zealous hearts as they pretend they would not be so tongue-tied as they are either to God-ward or towards others If Gods word were in the heart of many Ministers 1 In Preaching at least as a burning fire they would soon grow weary with forbearing to preach and to speak in his Name Jer. 20.8 9. though his word should be made a reproach to them and a derision daily So if the hearts whether of many Ministers or others 2 In Prayer were truly pinched with sense of their own and peoples wants they could not take up with bare generall forms of words in their seeming prayers or with a generall invitation of others to pray or at best to joyn with them in rehearsing more then praying the Lords prayer The heart truly touched with a sense of its own guiltinesse and of Gods displeasure or of its own wants could not take up with forms of words framed by others or at least long rest in them but would vent it self by words at least by sighs and groans sutable to its condition Such as complain that for any expressions of their own they are tongue-tied in Prayer let them strive to get better hearts sensible hearts sanctified hearts hearts full of the spirit of God which is a spirit of grace and of supplication Zech. 12.10 for were they full of it they would otherwise vent themselves then they do whereas now they draw neer to God onely with the mouth and with their lips honour him but have their hearts removed far from him Isa 29. ver 13. their hearts are more tyed and shut up then their tongues and so in effect both are tyed to God-ward So many are and some complain that they are not so profitable in discourse and in private conversation with others by holy conference as they should be 3 In speaking of good things by instructing exciting and for God exhorting encouraging of others yea admonishing and reproving them for their vanity oaths reviling of Gods people and his people and for their speaking evill of Gods good ways But if these would look into the true cause hereof they would finde that either the Law of God is not at all in their hearts for then they would speak wisdome and their tongue would talk of judgement or that their hearts are not so holy so charitable and compassionate towards others so zealous for God and his honour and such beleeving hearts as they should be or for time of profession calling and means might be But for a tongue that straitens it self to speak of better things then are in the heart A dissembling tongue reproved c. either in matters of God and of profession of godliness or in duties and profession of love towards others this is
with 7 8. Ah deer Brethren my Conclusion for you all shall be my prayer to God that ye do no evill 2 Cor. 13.7 Oh that I had Pauls confidence concerning you such as he had concerning the Thessalonians 2 Thes 3.4 when he said We have confidence in the Lord touching you that ye both do and will do the things which we command you But especially concerning Philemon Philem. ver 21. Having confidence in thy obedience I wrote unto thee knowing that thou wilt also do more then I say Howsoever my exhortation shall be that of the Apostle Hebr. 13.17 Obey them that have the rule over you or guide you and submit your selves for they watch for your souls And my prayer his also ver 20 21. The God of peace make you perfect in every good work to do his will working in you that which is wel-pleasing in his sight through Jesus Christ to whom be glory for ever and ever Amen 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 A POSTSCRIPT To the Christian Reader Concerning these times and the sutableness of this Text and argument of Compunction to the same and to the calling of the Jews CHristian Reader Thou wilt perceive that in the whole Treatise of Compunction I take but little notice of the times in which it is published or of the present affaires feares distractions commotions and condition of our own Nation and of other the Kings Dominions which yet draw the thoughts as of our own so of all other nations both Popish and Protestant who are much concerned therein according as the issue shall prove and doe open their eares to listen after Newes and to observe what God will doe with us whom last of all he hath now brought upon the Stage and as it were into the field making us a bloody spectacle of civill uncivill if not unnaturall war to the whole world In which regard a Treatise meerly of this nature may seem lesse welcome or seasonable whilest men of all sorts especially of our own Nation most what as is also fit do study the times and cannot willingly hear read or muse on any thing though otherwise necessary and usefull but arguments books and passages of that nature which doe so wholly take up and fill all presses that many otherwise worthy and usefull Books and Arguments can scarce presse through the croud or get passage into the view of the world the Presse as I am informed not being at leisure so much as formerly it hath been Anno 1640 1641. for the Holy Bible it self at least fewer Bibles sold by some thousands in the year these two last yeers then in more quiet times formerly Now though I for that time and more have by Gods providence been made a Spectator only and that afar off of my native countries troubles and distractions and as my calling at Dantzick required have applied my studies and labours to the particular necessities capacities and fitness of my hearers yet I would not now be thought wholly insensible not to speak of our sympathizing here with our own Country and with the necessities of Ireland since the breaking out of that horrid Rebellion there on the publike Fast-daies in our small congregation who formerly for so many yeares during the time of my liberty and ministery in New-castle upon Tine Divine Prognosticks on Isai 9.12 13. The needfulness of compunction for these times of war in the Kings dominion where then my calling lay have so largely and long prognosticated of such times And doubtlesse such a Treatise as this at least such Compunction of heart as here is spoken of should not be thought so unsutable to these times seeing there can be little hope of the ending of differences among our selves or of setling peace till the main difference of all by the practice of this duty and the timely appeasing of Gods just displeasure for our sins be composed Unto which these unkindly dissentions and the sword now drawn amongst us do invite yea necessitate and call us For doth not the Lord of hosts in this our day call to weeping and to mourning to baldness and to girding with sack-cloth And is it still a time for joy and gladness slaying oxen c. without looking to God seeing it is a day of trouble and of treading down and of perplexity by the Lord God of hosts in the valley of vision Isai 22.5 11 12 13. Is it not a time to be afflicted and to mourn and weep and that we humble our selves in the sight of the Lord Jam. 4.9 10. and under the mighty hand of God 1 Pet. 5 6. For may wee not as formerly prophesie so now say A sword a sword is sharpned and also furbished It is sharpned to make a sore slaughter it is furbished that it may glitter should we then make mirth seeing saith God it contemneth the rod of my son as every other tree Ezek. 21.9 10 11. Considering the sins of all sorts How are we then called in these daies when the sword of the Malignant seemeth to despise the rod and scepter of Jesus Christ from our former vain mirth and to remember with sorrow such our secure feeding feasting masks of our great ones shews dancing and costly playes and enterludes some of them even on the Lords day it self when afternoon Sermons on the same daies were omitted What better way have we to appease Gods wrath when the sword is given by Gods justice into the hand of the slayer then upon a diligent and unpartiall search of our own waies as the true causes and procurers of such wrath to shew our selves truly pricked in heart and contrite for the same and so by true Repentance and Reformation to turn to him that smites us From whence come warres and fightings among you come they not hence saith holy James even from your lusts that war in your members James 4.1 Such lusts as pride ambition covetousness love of ease and pleasure hatred of those that are good and thereupon an afflicting of the just a mighty sin by the verdict of God himself Amos 5.12 and such like raigning in the Priests as much as in any Of our Priests have proved not only the meritorious but the inward moving cause the fomenters and continuing cause of all our evills Of malignant spirits especially now of late since that great design of this present Parliament and their zealous indeavour of Reformation in Church and State hath stirred up not only the Irish Rebels there but exasperated the minds of loos-livers of Papists and popishly affected and of Malignants and Delinquents among our selves to trouble with their wiles this our Israel through a hope to avoid questioning and of being called to account for their own old misdemeanours and through desire still to injoy their lusts and former lawless liberty of sinning whilest in the mean time the severity of Justice of injustice rather as is too well known was shewed in Courts both Civill but especially Ecclesiasticall
COMPUNCTION OR Pricking of Heart With the Time Meanes Nature Necessity and Order of it and of Conversion With Motives Directions Signes and Means of cure of the wounded in Heart with other Consequent or Concomitant Duties Especially SELF-DENIALL All of them gathered from the Text ACTS 2.37 And Fitted Preached and Applied to his Hearers at Dantzick in Pruse-land in Ann. 1641. and partly 1642. Being the sum of 80. Sermons With a POST-SCRIPT concerning these Times and the sutableness of this Text and argument to the same and to the calling of the Jews By R. J. Doctor of Divinity LONDON Printed by Ruth Raworth for Thomas Whitaker and are to be sold at his Shop at the Kings Armes in Pauls Church-yard 1648. To the Right Worshipfull Mr. THOMAS BVRNEL Governour the Worshipfull Deputy Assistants and whole body of the Right worshipfull Company of East-land Merchants residing in London and in other parts of England AS ALSO To my loving Hearers here at Dantzick of the same Society R. J. prayeth and wisheth to you all and each a Share and Partnership in that Society and Communion of Saints whereof Christ Jesus is sole Governour and Head THat I do prefixe your names and make choise of you Right worshipfull c. before all other in this Dedication and publication of these Sermon-notes is not done without good ground and reason First I account it very sutable to my duty to give you this taste of my labours and thus to render an account unto you in part how my ministeriall pains have been imployed here for the spirituall good of your sons servants factors and friends respectively seeing your prayers and desires attested under so many of your hands at first were that my ministery might prevail mightily in these parts and that those of our Nation here might walk answerable to the profession of the Gospel I have to these your good desires joyned not my prayers only but my best indeavours that by the good fruit and efficacy of my ministery here you may have no cause to repent you either of your choice of me or cost on me and them but that you may by Gods mercy reap the harvest of that your seed and fruit of your expectation and desires You by this taste may perceive the method and manner of my plain teaching which is framed not to tickle the ear but by Gods mercy to touch the heart and not to please any man in his sin and security but only in that which is good My indeavours I say tend this way the blessing and success is from God of whom it is still and ever to be sought Again I should be unthankfull both to God and to you all by whose desires votes and good liking I was called to this imployment if I did not by some more then private acknowledgement take notice and give testimony of Gods good hand of providence towards me by making you his instruments to call me to this place and meanes of imployment at such a time when through the malignancy of some degenerate spirits sensualists and time-servers and through their hatred of the truth power and life of religion and godliness they by false reports defamations and accusations without proof got their lies if not credited and beleeved yet made use of though under other pretexts to my unjust deprivation yea and banishment from mine own dwelling house and native home by procuring letters in his Majesties name whom by like mis-reports they mis-informed and abused not only for the setling of another in my place and means but to require my removall from Newcastle by which means I was cast meerly upon Gods providence who yet in the riches of his wisedome and mercy to me I say not to yours in these parts who yet had been so long destitute but to my self who desired nothing more then imployment had provided as those here to desire supply so your selves upon the recommendation at first of a private friend without my privity seconded by the approbation and recommendation of a worthy Divine to pitch upon my self and to put me otherwise an ancient born and sworn-brother of your Company into imployment again by the free and unanimous vote of your Generall Court procuring me also a warrant from the Councel for my transportation and so to provide for me not only a competent yeerly maintenance and minervall but a convenient dwelling house as also to be at further cost for a place of our asembling and meeting This I acknowledge as a great favour and providence 〈◊〉 God who till he again gather the outcasts of Israel provided you to give me a call as once he commanded the widow of Sarepta to sustain the persecuted Prophet Elijah 1 Kings 17.9 sending him in like mercy to her only as me now a Prophet not accepted at least generally in mine own countrey Luke 4.24 25 26. to your friends here when yet there were many widowes in Israel as then were many places destitute of faithfull Pastors in England Thus it fared here in some proportion with me and many other in England as once when the Jewes in envy and opposition against Paul and Barnabas Acts 13.45 46 did put the word of God from them and so judged themselves unworthy of everlasting life whereby those servants of the Lord turned to the Gentiles God so commanding who hearing it were glad and glorified the word of the Lord. The Gentils we see with the woman of Canaan were glad of that which the Jewes did surfet on and of those Crumbs which fell from the richer but loathed table of the Children Even as many now who loathing the homely Manna of the Word in the simplicity of the Gospel and longing after such teachers as are according to their own minde humour and heart find as those in the wildernesse who had other meat according to their lusts given them indeed but with a curse both of body for while their meat was yet in their mouths Psal 78.30 31. the wrath of God came upon them and slew the fattest of them and of soul too for he gave them their request but sent leannesse into their soul Psal 106.15 3. By this not undesired by some here my desire is by penning and printing to water that seed which at first was sown by preaching Joh. 14.26 and as neer as I can to become a Remembrancer this way also as well as by prayer at the throne of grace to my hearers here even after my departure and decease by stirring up that spirit in them which as a Remembrancer is promised to them in due time and season to bring to their remembrance what hath by Christ and his Minister been said unto them 2 Pet. 1.15 that so they may either reap that good which was and is intended by me or that this may prove a testimony on Gods behalf in time to come against them that hee hath not wholly been wanting to them And thus with hope that my
the truth And these are not all but some onely who there opposed to such the followers of Antichrist who shall be damned This makes Saint Paul speak with distinction when he mentions vessels of mercy which God hath afore prepared to glory Even us saith he Rom. 9.23 24. whom he hath called not of the Jewes onely but also of the Gentiles Yet not all Jewes nor all Gentiles but us whom he he hath called of the Jewes and of the Gentiles And S. John brings the foure Beasts and foure and twenty Elders in praising the Lamb and saying For thou wast slaine Rev. 5.9 and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred and tongue and people and Nation Not all Nations but some out of all Whence is this Which depends on his free Election Rom. 9.15 Jer. 31.3 but from Gods free Election and soveraigne will who will have mercy on whom he will have mercy c. According to that in Jeremy I have loved thee with an everlasting love therefore with loving kindnesse have I drawn thee 1Vse God excludes no sorts calling or kind of men if they repent VVhich is for comfort Vse 1. God being so free in his choyce and calling of men as that he chusing where he will calling or chusing none for any goodnesse either actually in them or foreseen nor rejecting any of any sort of men for their unworthinesse simply It is for comfort to such as receive the word in humility who hearing it repent and beleeve Let their condition or state be what it will be in the world let not them exclude themselves by impenitency and unbeleef and God will not exclude them He will have none make arguments against themselves saying I am an Eunuch I am separate or an heathen c. no Isai 36.3 6. let them but joyne in covenant with God and doe the thing which God commands and they shall be welcome to him as any So I say also for the rich whose salvation is most difficult and for the noble 1 Cor. 1.26 of whom not so many are called yea for the greatest sinners let them hear and obey Gods word and they may rest assured of acceptation with God Yet not for any worth in them but by vertue onely of Gods free Promise grounded on his free Election So that we further inferre That Vse 2 the difference between man and man in regard of saving grace is not from men themselves God mades the difference between man and man singling out some to whom only he sends the Gospel but from God from his Election his saving free and powerfull grace who in and by his Spirit accompanying the word preached singles out by effectuall calling whom he pleaseth and so separates between man and man To which end God with choice and according to his freedom and will sends the word so to some as that he denyes it to others Acts 16.6 7. where he hath any belonging to his Election whom he will save thither he sends his word in the ministry of it chiefly for their sakes Acts 16.6 7 14 30 31 and 13 10. So it was send and directed to Philippi and Thyatira for the convesion and salvation as of others so of Lydia and the Jailour and to Corinth in which City God had much people And however the Promise is to be propounded to all and some to whom he makes it effectuall near or far off that will hear it yet the thing promised that is Christ life and salvation belongs not simply and without exception to all and each but to all with this restraint To you and to your children and to all that are afar off even as many as the Lord our God shall call as it is in this Chapter vers 39. Now these are only the Elect as Acts 17.48 where it is said As many as were ordained to eternall life beleeved but none else These are they whose hearts the Lord openeth as he did Lydia's that they attend to the things spoken and beleeve them which all doe not Of which more anon Onely this teacheth such as finde the fruit and effects of this grace of God in themselves Vse 3 to be specially and singularly thankfull unto God for the same To be thankfull to God more then others even as God hath specially singled them out from among others and made them vessels of mercy Lord what am ' I that thou hast manifested thy choyce of me as thou passest by Whence is it that thou thus by thy saving grace comest to me and not to ' many others For if Christ on the behalfe of such who partake not of like choyce mercies confessed to God saying I thanke thee O Father Lord of Heaven and Earth because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent and hast revealed them unto babes Even so Father for so it seemed good in thy sight then I conclude such as have found this mercy and speciall grace should on their own behalfe blesse God from the soul and seek more to glorifie God in their lives then such great ones on earth who having a name of wise prudent learned holy yea and of the Church dishonour God by their pride insolency and arrogancy too ascribing whatsoever wisedom grace and holinesse which they pretend and presume they have not to Gods free saving and effectuall grace but onely to his common grace and favour vouchsafed alike to the reprobates as well as to them but which they have made a better use of then those others by using their own Free-will better Vse 4 A reproof of the unthankfull and of the enemies of Gods grace Oh unthankfulnesse Who that effectually and truly did partake of Gods saving and speciall grace did ever long at least seeke to take the honour and praise of the work from God to themselves as these do who meerly fancying that grace they have not will have the stroke the casting voyce or the casting of the ballance in their own hands Let God have the honour then of making the difference as well as of giving of grace common to all hearers as the Apostle beating down mans pride doth teach us 1 Cor. 4.7 Of which place more below CHAP. 3. Concerning the Means of Conversion SECT 1. Of the efficacy of Gods word Whence it is And of the Vses of it 3 The Meanes of their Conversion the hearing of the word preached THe third thing here considerable is the Instrumentall Cause or Meanes of these Jewes Conversion And this is on Gods part the word preached on mans the same word heard and received by faith First generally by which through beleef of the threats and law the heart comes to be pricked and wounded being convinced of sin and wrath due unto it then speciall by which through beleefe of the speciall promise and by particular application and use of the remedy here prescribed vers 38. the heart comes to be healed Now when
qualifications or to derogate from free grace or to hold men to a legal faith c. And the main Doctrine repeated Such an order as this there is in the work of Conversion which I name not to bind the Lord to an order or to an uniform dealing with all converts some whereof he humbles more some lesse and accordingly comforts some sooner then others in some he works all these in a shorter time it may be at one Sermon whereas others are long held under the spirit of bondage before they come to hope or to any assurance some stick longer in the birth then others neither do I intend to tye every convert to give a strict account of all these particulars or of the severall degrees and steps by which he hath been brought along But my chief aim in naming these in this order is to shew and declare and withall to make good the former point of Doctrine which is that such as God will convert and save must first be pricked in heart that Conversion and faith is not wrought in an instant without some preparatory works going before and that in the generall God first humbles before he comforts there is constantly this Order first sight of sinne sense of wrath wounding pricking self-despair and then and not before or not without the other hope of mercy joy comfort true conversion faith assurance 5 The application and use of the said Doctrine perseverance and salvation So that now at length this main doctrine being explaned illustrated Demonstrated and both reasons of it given and the manner order steps and degrees of Conversion shewed It remains that it be applied and made use of CHAP. XI Containing an use preparative to the rest or of triall 1Vse of triall of our estate 1 THe first Vse shall be preparatory to the rest and it is for Triall and by way of Query I ask thee then whosoever whether thou ever hast been savingly or at all pricked in in conscience or wounded in spirt for thy sins thou mayest try thy self and know the state and condition of thy soul by that which hath been taught and proved at least negatively so that not finding such things and such effects of the word of God and particularly of the legal part of it wrought in thee thou hast just cause to suspect thy faith yea undoubtedly to conclude that as yet thou art no true Convert nor in state of grace and that thou hast not Christ as wanting faith for when all such effects of the Law are wrought in thee thou hast yet much to do but if these things be not done then art thou farre off from grace and if so in that state before thou be so humbled thou diest thou art for ever undone Now whereas these works are the effects of the Law and word 1 preached Foure Interrogatories put to each conscience whereby sinne both against the Law and Gospel is made known and discovered 2 Applyed whereby sinners are convinced and made guilty 3. Pressed upon them and followed home with curses and denunciations of wrath c. whereby 1 in the conscience follows self-judging and self-condemnation 2 In the Affections horrour sorrow shame self-despair Yea and 3 it may be hereupon in the understanding consultation what to do I ask first dost thou know thy self and thy wayes to be sinfull and vile Dost thou now see that evill by thy self which formerly thou knewest not 1 Concerning our knowledge Doth thine uncleannesse evill concupiscence covetousnesse appeare to thee no longer tricks of youth naturall desires good thrift and husbandy and thine excesse and abuse of Gods good creatures in and for company of others no longer good fellowship and neighbourhood and sociablenesse and so in other particulars where thou hast called evil good and good evil by condemning in thy self others and the good wayes of God of too much precisenesse humour folly and madnesse but do the aforesaid vices now shew themselves to thee in the glasse of the Law and word preached to be what indeed they are horrible sins of dishonour done to God provocations of the eyes of his glory pernicious to thy soul c. and hast thou another judgement then formerly of the good wayes of God and of his people This is a good beginning and signe that God intends further good unto thee and throughly to convert thee But if thou art not touched with a sight or sense of thy evill estate and wayes if yet through thy ignorance thou be alive in thine own conceit I must tell thee thou art dead in sinnes and in thy naturall and lost estate and so continuing shalt die in thy sinnes and perish for ever 2 Concerning the judging of our selves Revel 3.17 2 Hast thou yet never been made by the word and Law to judge thy self thine estate and wayes Hast thou never been made guilty self-convinced self condemned to be under wrath or at least to be most worthy of wrath I must tell thee thou must then be judged of God and that eternally Hast thou not been sensible of thine estate under darknesse under Gods wrath under the curse and damnation and so hast thou not been weary of thy naturall estate and condition I say then thou hast cause to fear eternal darknesse wrath and damnation Dost thou think thy self in good estate and wast thou never convinced or sensible of worser condition then thou art in Suspect thy self all is not well with thee He that dreams of a conversion or state of grace and of a fulnesse without some sense of his former estate shall when he a wakes prove hungry empty of grace deceived in and by a false birth yea and hardened to his destruction Judge then thy self in time that thou be not for ever judged of the Lord I exhort thee to take heed of security to arraigne thy self at thine own bar and to suffer the word to judge try yea and to condemn thee Try by it not onely thy cursed estate by nature and thy grosser sinnes but thy omissions yea thy best actions thy vertues and righteousnesse thy services and sacrifices in which thou restest and seemest to trust 3 Concerning our sorrow 3 Let me ask thee hast thou never yet sorrowed when thou hast heard and been wounded for thy sinne nor trembled at the voice Habbak 3.16 I must say and tell thee the more is behind and for the present thou art far from true joy know that sorrow must be in the evening before there be joy in the morning thou must sow in tears before reap in joy 4 Concerning our consultation Lastly hast thou never as yet either questioned thine estate or come so farre as to consult about the bettering of it and to come out of thine old and naturall condition I say do both the one and the other in time and know now till I tell thee more fully of it hereafter on this Text that God fills those mens heads with care
sins unsorrowed for an enemy to God how much better then to be pricked here for our curing as a tumor gets ease by pricking then to be put to indure the whole wrath of God hereafter and to be stung to death forever Where we may also note and might consider for our encouragement and seeing wee shall not lose by sorrowing here that the greatest sorrows we here suffer when wee mourn for our sins savingly are in comparison but prickings Note The greatest sorrows of the elect are but prickings yea as flea-bitings considered with the eternal torments of the damned which by timely sorrow now may nay undoubtedly shal be prevented as it was with these mourners here who though whilest they looked on Christ whom they pierced they mourned for him as one mourneth for his onely son and were in bitterness for him as one is in bitterness for his first born and shall be much more so at their calling and at the conversion of their whole scattered Nation and though some few be longer holden under sense of sin and wrath here then most other converts are which should incourage us yet what lost these Jewish converts by this their sorrow and smaller wounds by pricking when they were presently healed and withall obtained the pardon of their sins ver 38. the favour of God freedom from condemnation Rom. 8.1 and from eternal sorrows in hel yea and right of sons and heirship to eternal life and glory No more shalt thou lose by thy sorrow here if in time thou give over thy profane carnal worldly courses and secure living and betake thy self in time to the serious exercises of Repentance and godly sorrow Dost thou think 〈◊〉 â—xhortaâ—â—◠〈◊〉 by Motives or canst thou imagine that thou hast no cause so to do Come tell me have you who are now so secure and merry no true cause of mourning or of being touched and pricked in conscience and soul 1 From the consideration of our sin 1 Orginiall 1. Are ye without sinne 1. Are ye not inwrapped all of you in the guilt of Adams transgression I wil not charge you to have brought each of you for your parts in that regard sorrow sin and damnation upon all men that are or shall be damned though some wil have it so and yet I cannot say but that thou art guilty and sharest in the guiltiness of that sin which did all this And if so it wel weighed were enough to break thy heart that thou and I and each of us have had in our first parents a part in bringing damnation on our selves and others But howsoever know that there is in regard of Original sin that corrupt fountain within thee that leaven that bitter root seed and sink of sin in thy nature whereby as thou art wholly indisposed yea backward and ready to oppose all goodnesse and truth so inclined to do as wickedly as ever did sinners even as did the Sodomites and other heathen and as Judas and those Jews who betrayed Christ and crucified him yea as such Christians as sin that unpardonable sin the sin against the holy Ghost nothing hindering but Gods mercy restraining or sanctifying them And is not this enough to humble thee should it not make thee fear lest taking such liberty in thy ways as thou now dost God leave thee to thy self and to these thy natural and corrupt inclinations and give thee over to commit the same or like wickedness and to come to like ends 2 Actuall 1 Our own considered with their aggravations Job 13.11 which are many 2. But I am sure thou canst not but confess thy self to be guilty of many actuall sins which are obvious to every eye and ringing in every mans ear that lives neer thee Wil not these bring thee to be ashamed of thy self or should they not trouble thee Is not the least of thy sins 1 Against the great and holy God and then shall not his excellency make thee affraid and his dread fall upon thee 2 Against his mercies and goodness and art thou not ashamed of thine unthankfulness and of thy base usage of him and abuse of his favours 3 Against his threats and examples of his judgements on others and shall not that daunt thee 4 Against thy conscience and knowledge especially in these days of light and doth not conscience smâ—te and prick thee See Luk 12 47 Wilt thou stil hold the truth in unrighteousness and yet not fear Gods wrath revealed from heaven against such Rom. 1.18 5 Against thy Covenant with God and vows often renewed and dost thou not fear to receive the just reward of a traytor and of perfidiousness Wherefore should God be angry at thy voyce Eccles 5.4 5 6. Why dost thou by breaking wedlock with him for by covenant thou art become his provoke the eyes of his jealousie and glory against thy self canst thou thus do and yet live secure Ezek. 16.8 3. Other mens which we make ours helping to damn them 3. Nay Besides thine own personal sins think how many thou hast helped to send to hel before thee by having an hand head or heart in their sins Didst thou never intice any to commit folly with thee to cast in their lot with thee in some wicked enterprise Didst thou never incourage provoke counsel or command any to do evil Hast thou never made other mens sins thine own by thy silence consent connivance commendation defence or at least want of sorrow for them Hath not thine example presence and familiarity with sinners in their vanities drawn many into sin and hardened them in the same and hast thou not by such means become a murtherer of their souls And if they be dead in their sins in hel before thee hast not thou sent them thither or helped at least And if so what comfort canst thou have on earth Matth 18.7 to have them so many of them there to curse thee continually unlesse by hearty and timely sorrow thou get the pardon of all thy sins sealed to thy soul Which our sins should cause in us great sorrow Here know it also for certain that if ever thou wouldest kindly grieve the Law must not onely reveal sin unto thee and give thee cause of sorrow but it must cause the offence to abound and so afford thee cause of great sorrow so that if ever thou partake of Gods abundant grace Rom. 5.20 or be saved thou must by the Law see thy sin to be exceeding sinful and to abound considering how they abound 1 For hainousnesse Which therefore see First for hainousnesse according to all the aggravations of it and in the vilenesse of it as by sinning against so much and so long patience in God and against such means of grace which have wrought so effectually in many others 2 Multitude Secondly For multitude and that thou hast been a sinner not in this or that particular being ready to justifie thy self
enough of that they have been men of sorrows and labour they have scarce had any respite or breathing time from crosses sicknesses aches in regard 1 of crosses pain povertie toyl and labour in their calling all their life time they hope they have now sufficiently dreyed their Penance that 's the phrase of some of the more Popish sort of them God forbid that God should lay any more sorrow upon them either here or hereafter they hope there is no more for them to suffer hereafter they have had their punishment and sorrow enough in this life Now as for true contrition and sorrow for sinne tell them of that or call on them for it and they will presently stop your mouth yea and answer satisfie or rather suffocate and choak their own consciences by telling you of their sorrows in this life 2 of toil and labour in their callings and that they laboured truly in their callings and wrought hard for their livings and have not eaten the bread of idlenesse they hope God will require no more of them neither will they be convinced of the necessity of any other sorrow for sin In the rank of these we reckon such as popishly and foolishly conceive that if a woman die in child bearing she is undoubtedly saved 3 Of death in Childbearing as if that sorrow were sufficient and expiatory or satisfactory to Gods justice ah poore souls wretched creatures to think Gods Justice can so be satisfied or that God should do them wrong if he required any more at their hands here or hereafter if they be not saved who shall be saved seeing they have toiled moiled and laboured hard in their callings let rich men as was Dives who was cloathed in purple and fine linnen and fared sumptuously every day look to go to hell as for them Gods Justice is not so satisfied they are like Lazarus who went to heaven Thus as in the former of women dying in childbed they can abuse Scripture to their own perdition But let such know that neither Lazarus nor any other went to heaven or escaped hell torments for their poverty sicknesse sorrows labour and toil in this life unlesse they also forrowed for their sins neither is such sorrow from naturall externall causes sufficient and withall sought to the all sufficient sorrows and sufferings of Christ for them by true faith without which all sorrows of this life are but beginnings of eternal sorrows no sorrows sufferings or obedience either active or passive of ours save onely that of Christs can satisfie Gods Justice which is infinite Sin must and will have sorrow if not in this life then everlastingly hereafter as hath been shewed largely and therefore their sorrow being not for their sin nor humbly and willingly undertaken will never save them Sorrow from inward distemper by Melancholy is not true or sufficient sorrow And as for Melancholick dumpish fits of heavinesse they must not simply be taken for sufficient or saving sorrow being the effects of naturall causes and ill constitution and temper of the body I know where sorrow for sin and such a disposition and temper meet in in any one the sorrow becomes the greater and the party is further off from receiving comfort by the the Gospel but this increase of sorrow in such belongs not to Godly and Evangelical Contrition so much as to the work of the law in a deeper apprehension of wrath and punishment furthered by the cunning malice of the Devil whotaking advantage of that dark Though it may and doth increase sorrow for sin neither in the godly dull and ill disposition of their bodies presents strange fancies to their brain and dreadfull apprehensions yea and apparitions to their souls whereby the soul seeing nothing but through such dark and foggy mists and being distempered with the distempers of the body beholds nothing but black darknesse and is disquieted with needlesse and excessive fears and doubts and that often till it come to desperate resolutions tending to the destruction of themselves or those they otherwise dearly love as husband wife child or friend unlesse God mercifully stay them But in such case their sorrow for sin as it is sin may be little enough nay if it were more the other would be lesse seeing true sorrow for sin is not without some apprehension of goodnesse and graciousnes in God and love and hope in themselves who so do sorrow But as melancholie in such doth not argue a greater measure of godly and true saving sorrow in them nor in some other whose naturall distempers being healed so in some others it argues none at all of it self and simply Let such be cured of their melancholy of their naturall and bodily distemper and we shall see that the Divines work is to begin in them when the Physician hath left them sorrow for sinne is to begin pensivenesse for sin is to begin in their souls after sadnesse fullennesse foolish fancies and fears with the cause thereof distemper hath left them in their bodies Not but that where the distemper of body is not very great the Divine may and should take the advantage as much to work on that soul for good as Satan for evil None of these sorrows then caused or occasioned from either sinfull worldly or naturall causes must be mistaken for godly sorrow at all much lesse for sufficient and saving contrition neither are they to be rested in Nor that whereby some in their bodily infirmities especially distempers of brain withall fall a weeping and crying when by others they are spoken to and pitied 4. Such sorrow and Repentance is not sound which is the effect of any power of will in man Before I shew positively what sorrow is and may be taken as sufficient for the present in the young penitent so as to afford him comfort in the assurance it is well-grounded I advise men who it may be little question the truth of their godly sorrow and repentance to consider well with themselves whether they do not ascribe their repentance as other graces to some power of free will in themselves as if God onely by externall motives in the word and by some internall excitations thereupon did let them see what to do and some necessity of doing it but the doing it is of themselves and from the good use of their own free-will and naturall power without the powerfull prevailing and determining grace of God Such men have cause to suspect themselves and their repentance See Matt 9.13 as built upon a weak foundation and standing upon feet of clay as well as iron The work being of men wil undoubtedly come to nought as in another case was said We have heard Acts 5.38 and shall hear more that true contrition and godly sorrow proceeds from and followeth upon self-denyall True sorrow is grounded on self-denyall and felf-despair of a mans own wisdom worth will power as in my
done wickedly but these sheep 2 Sam. 24.17 what have they done Let thine hand I pray thee and of Job be against me and my fathers house Job 1. Levit. 26. So Job in his sore affliction was content to receive evill at the hand of God as well as good thereby accepting of the punishment of his sin as true converts do who are sensible of their own ill deservings and others and are humbly patient under Gods hand Thus the mournfull repentance of them that escape in the finall desolation of Israel is described But they that escape of them shall escape and shall be on the mountaines like doves of the vallies all of them mourning Ezek. 7.16 and 18. every one for his iniquitie as for the rest when destruction is upon them horrour covers them and shame is upon their faces The King shall mourn and the Prince shall be clothed with desolation and the hands of the people of the land shall be troubled but what they shall seek peace what peace not with God but with man that is ease from their troubles but there shall be none and 26 27. Then they shall also seek a vision from the Prophet in hope God will give them ease and deliverance such as their seducing and flattering Prophets did promise them but the Law shall perish from the Priest and counsell from the ancients there shall be none to give them any hope from God Psal 38.3 4. c. So David again being in a pitifull case in regard of some grievous sicknesse inflicted on him because of his sin which he confesseth though his sorrow which was increased by reason of the insultations and snares of the wicked was continually before him yet that troubled him not so much as his sin the cause thereof therefore saith he and vers 18. I will declare mine iniquity I will be sorry for my sin So that when hee is sensible of Gods judgements and afflictions yet his sin is his greatest sorrow The troubles of mine heart are inlarged Psal 25 17 18. look upon mine affliction and my pain and forgive all my sins They were his sins which most troubled him Now I ask is thy sorrow when Gods hand is upon thee Application or upon the Church or nation and place where thou livest such as this If so thou mayest have comfort of it when thou canst turn the stream of thy worldly sorrow into the right channell and make thine eyes run down with rivers of teares because of sin Psal 119.139 thine own and others because men keep not Gods Law and canst with those in Ezekiel mourn for the sins of the place Ezek. 9. and for all the abominations thereof more then for the evill fruits and effects of sin which thou canst in all humility accept of and submit unto heartily bewailing the one and humbly submitting to the other as it was with good Nehemiah chap. 1.4 5. compared with 5 6. and with Daniel chap. 9 5 6 7 8 c. 14. But if it be chiefly for the evill effects of thy sin either felt or feared thou hast cause to sorrow afresh lest thy sorrow being only for punishment prove but the beginning of everlasting sorrow and torment to thee as to Pharaoh who when Gods hand was heavy upon him and his people shewed himself more affected with the evill he suffered then with the evill which he did and therefore cried not out to God as David did I beseech thee O Lord take away the iniquity of thy servant for I have done very foolishly but to Moses and Aaron 2 Sam. 24.10 Exod. 10.17 Intreat the Lord your God that he may take away from me this death only True sorrow is for sin as sin and as it is an offence of God True sorrow then is more for sin as it is sin and an offence of Gods Majesty and a dishonour done unto him then for any evill consequent of sin hurt perill or danger it brings men into It is therefore called a godly sorrow or sorrow according to God respecting him more then our selves being more for the object of our sorrow which is sin 2 Cor. 7 9. and 10. then for any Act of sorrow caused by sin whereof sorrowing aright for sin as sin we may have much comfort it being repentance not to be repented of and not worldly sorrow working death It is such a sorrow as wherby we lament after the Lord as they did Such is not the sorrow of hypocrites Zach. 7.5 1 Sam. 7.2 and not such as the Iews in their captivity performed concerning which the Lord bids Zacharie aske the Priests saying when ye fasted and mourned in the fifth and seventh moneth even those seventy yeares did you at all fast unto me even to me Nor such as the Israelites formerly made shew of and of which the Lord complaineth saying They return but not to the most High Hos 7.14.16 they are like a deceitful bow And saith the Lord they have not cried unto me with their heart when they howled upon their beds they assemble themselves for corn and wine and they rebell against mee The meaning is what shew soever they make of sorrow for sin it is not in sincerity nor from the heart Whose sorrow meerly respects themselves and that chiefly in things of this life It is not for their sin as it is sin against me and my honour but it is for their adversity captivity want through dearth and famine give them ease libertie and let them have corn and wine and their sins against me will never trouble them Nay when thus they howl and cry unto me they rebell against me how much rather then would they so doe if they had their desire they seek as worldlings usually do Psal 4.6 7. not my face and favour whom by their sins they have offended and dishonoured but corn and wine the blessings of my left hand and so in their howling fasting and sorrow they have not regard to me whom by their sins they pierce and wound but to themselves and that not to their soules but to their bodies in the things only of this life Now hence it is that God having threatned his people with grievous evils for their sins against him calls on them to return and to mourn sincerely in these words Therefore also now saith the Lord Joel 2.12 13. Turn you even to me with all your heart and with fasting and with weeping and with mourning And rent your heart and not your garment c. Where the Emphasis would be observed turn you to me even unto me till ye come and reach unto me Vsque ad me shewing that our repentance and sorrow comes short of God if it be chiefly for worldly wants crosses and losses and not in sincerity of heart sorrow for sin as it is sin against God SECT 2. How to know when our sorrow is for sin as sin if
in prosperity Trials whether our sorrow be for sin as sin NOw the better to judge of our sorrow whether it be not more out of fear or feeling of punishment and shame and such like evils then for sin as it is sin Let it be considered First 1 Sorrow for sin as sin is as well in prosperity as adversity whether we can humble our selves and grieve for our sins against God as well in our prosperitie when all things in the world go well with us as in adversity in wants in our feares troubles dangers c. I know evill men and hypocrites can in their prosperity rejoyce or rather seem to rejoyce in God as their God Hypocrites hence discovered 1. By not sorrowing in their prosperity Job 27.10 but can they then mourn for their offences against God as being then more apt to sin against him then at other times I trow not Will the hypocrite alwaies call upon God No. Will he mourn for sin whiles he may yet sin in regard of health youth occasions and opportunities to sin No he makes that his time for taking liberty against God he will repent and cry God mercy and sorrow for his sin when he is old and that the yeares come in which he shall say which many take for their time of sinning I have no pleasure in them Or in case of some dangerous sickness crosse disaster bodily weakness or the like Oh thinke of this you yong men especially on whom God calls for repentance young and healthy men especially and to remember your creator in the time of your youth or as the word implieth of your elections when you may yet chuse the good yet not by any power of will of your own and refuse the evill that is before the time of age sickness and death come when through infirmity of body debility or want of occasions and opportunities you cannot sin at least in act for many kinds of sin though you would as now you will not when otherwise you may and when God chiefly expects it from you Never then tel me that your sorrow if there be any so much as in seeming in you can be sound at such time as Gods hand shall be upon you 2 By their forced sorrowing in adversitie For I know secondly That hypocrites yea very profane wretches when by affliction sickness dangers by sea or by land Gods hand lyeth heavy upon them they can then humble themselves and seem sorry as King Ahab did and the incredulous and disobedient Israelites who when God slew them they sought him they returned and inquired early after God Neverthelesse they did flatter him with their mouth for their heart was not right with him Psal 78.34 ◠36 37. and so they lying and dissembling or at least deceiving themselves in heart return but not to the most High they in grief and sorrow seek the removall of Gods stroakes but they grieve not that they have provoked God to strike them being as ready when Gods hand is removed from them and when without apparent danger they think they may to sin against God even with delight as ever before But thus either to forsake sin when sin for the acts thereof forsakes them first or to sorrow for sin onely when Gods hand is upon them or in regard of the shame or punishment of it in this life or in hell is a signe of unsoundnesse and if thy sorrow whosoever thou art be no other then this thou hast cause to sorrow and repent of thy sorrow and repentance and exceedingly to question the sincerity of it and Gods acceptance if thou canst not as heartily at least truely and sincerely mourn for thy sin in thy health as in sicknesse in thy youth as well as old age in thy prosperity as well as adversity SECT 3. True sorrow is for all sin in our selves and others True sorrow is for all sin 2 IF thy sorrow be occasioned and wrought in thee for sin as it is sin and as it is a disobedience and dishonour to God then it will be against sin not onely at all times In our selves and in others but against all sin both in thy self yea and in others also 1 In thy self Thou wilt both hate every false way and desire to be rid of all sin as well as to have all pardoned 1 In our selves 2 Tim. 2.19 yea also mourn for all as well as any one as knowing any one sin persisted in with delight will amount to as much in Gods account as if thou wert guilty of all Jam. 2.10 And though thy sorrow be not so great for some one sin as for some other all sins being not alike hainous yet it will be true and sincere against all because all sins There being the same nature of all sin though not all alike are against God and his will revealed against his holinesse soveraignty crown and dignity will and glory This quatenus or as all and each being against God when we say wee must mourn for sin as sin being a reduplicative implyeth a universality because there is the same nature in all sin every sin being against Gods holinesse wil soveraignty and glory so that he that is sorry for any one sin in that regard Quicquid propter Deum fit aequaliter fit will be sorrowfull for every sin and he that is not sorry for all sin upon the same ground and respect is truely sorry for no sin at all True sorrow is 1 For smaller sins as well as great 2 Et contrà Try then thy sorrow hence Is it 1 For lesser sins as well as greater Davids heart smote him for that which as I take it was in it self no sin even for cutting off the lap of Saul's garment 1 Sam. 24.5 2 For greater sins as well as lesser seeing hypocrites often strain at a gnat and swallow a camell 3 For such sins as the world taketh no notice of 3 Is thy sorrow as well for such sins as the world takes no notice of to wit for spirituall pride inward lustings and pleasing thy self with contemplative vanities arguing sensuality of heart covetousnesse ambition revenge c. as for more open and shamefull sins Thus it should be God is dishonoured and disobeyed by these and they are against his holinesse as well as more open sins 4 For naturall corruption 4 Art thou humbled at the uncleannesse of thy nature the depravation of thy soul yea deprivation of Gods image according to which thou at first wast made Is it a burthen and grief to thee to finde so much untowardnesse in thee and aversenesse from whatsoever is good holy or true and such a pronity and readinesse to imbrace errour admit of sin and to do evill This was part-part-cause of David's sorrow when bewailing his actuall transgressions hee traced them home to the root and originall confessing and bewailing saying Behold I was shapen in iniquity and
3 Honourable 3 And as this Being in Christ is spirituall so you see it is also Honourable for hereby though otherwise never so mean in the world we become and are the sons of God John 1.12 4 Rich whereby we partake of his Annoynting he becoming to us a Prophet 4 It is also a rich Being whereby we becoming by it members of Christ and that both in regard of body and soul 1 Cor. 6.15 17. Rom. 12.5 do partake of his Annoynting that is of his Spirit Joh. 2.27 and of all the gifts of it Acts 2.17 18. as these in my Text did ver 38. by which he becomes to us a Prophet revealing in us and to us the eternall will and good purpose of the eternall Father concerning our salvation Priest John 1.18 a Priest to reconcile us by his blood to bring us into favour with God again and to keep us in the same by interceding for us and by pleading our cause at his Fathers right hand King A King to rule and guide us by his word and Spirit and to fight for us and protect us against all enemies bodily spirituall eternall and infernall in the mean time enduing us with the riches of all his merits And what are all earthly things to this Being 5 Blessed and much better then a sinfull Being 5. It is also a blessed holy and happy Being Eph. 1.3 and in that regard infinitely better then our being in sin and under wrath as wicked men are who being out of Christ are never well or to their content but when they are drunk merry secure proud in the fashion of the world and in their heart glorifying themselves as Babylon is brought in Rev. 18.7 saying in her heart I sit a Queen and am no widow and shall see no sorrow Such a Being is a miserable Being and as it is sinfull so is it temporary and shall end when endlesse sorrows beign whereas our Being in Christ as it is from eternity 6 Eternall even before our being in the world and before our effectuall calling namely in Gods election Ephes 1.3 4. yea and after our calling notwithstanding our falls which do not separate us from Christ after we once be truly in him though thereby wee have no incouragement to sin so it is to eternity Here in assured hope and right we even now being raised in our bodies and sitting together inheavenly places namely in Christ Jesus and hereafter in the full fruition and beatifying vision and sight of him In these regards wee are to deny our selves in the rest These things considered should we not for Christ and the injoying of him be content if need so require to deny our selves in all things else What shall we lose if forgoing all things else we gain him and such a Being in him which as is said includes a fulnesse of all things and is better then any being else out of him as being an estate and a Being most stable spirituall honourable rich and blessed even to eternity and to labour after this Being seeing hereby we 1 Get somewhat to oppose our naturall and carnal selves And this the rather should we now by self-denyall and seeking to become new-creatures in him labour for inasmuch as so we shall finde 1 That in us which will enable us to withstand and oppose our carnall sinful and naturall selves and Being which Being alone swayes all and carryes us from God and Christ to all evill Where there is nothing but a naturall or a sinfull Being it will never yea it can never oppose it self but being one with it self seeing nature wil not otherwise oppose or den itself will seek ever to maintain it self in its own proper Being as carnall wisdome will never oppose or deny it self but when Christ is once our wisdom and we are once made wise in him carnall reason and wisdom will finde opposition from spirituall wisdom so generally when we are all and onely flesh and carnall fleshly and carnall men and company without us and such like motions within us have us at command and no temptation is truly and spiritually unlesse upon carnall naturall worldly and base respects withstood But that then is no true genuine or full self-denyall nature or the flesh rules and commands all still Onely where we have a new being in Christ there we have that which truly and diametrally will oppose corruption and the fleshly part and self in us So onely it is with the truely regenerate where the spirit in them as a new and supernaturall principle doth lust against the flesh and though it lust and strive against the spirit yet the spirit in the end prevails There is no true self-denyall of a mans self but by the spirit of holinesse and of power This helps to enable us to deny our selves 2. Thus by becoming new creatures in Christ 2 Finde fâ—llâ—â— content we onely finde true full and every way satisfactory content which makes us willing to deny our selves and to forsake all whether sinfull or yet if need be naturall contentments for him and for God in him No content out of Christ which men in vain seek Whilest men want Christ and enjoy not God in Christ they seek contentment in and from every thing but finde it in nothing They know no sufficiency but such as is in themselves or in the creature or if you will in God and Christ injoyed and had in their own way and as carnall reason or proud nature shall dictate to them and direct them They want the fruition of God which now is had onely in Christ and so they want contentment yet because they would have it they seek it either in some base lust and sinfull way from their lusts whether open or more secret which to them is as their God and they know no other happinesse and so every hypocrite lives in some sin or other or from the creatures or from the creature as from riches favour of men friends honours c. unto which they flee for their comfort or otherwise for defence and protection or from themselves in whole or from themselves as from some worth or merit in them or at least in part so seeking salvation not from Christ alone as if he alone were not alsufficient and alone able to content them but from some supposed merit or satisfactory works of their own or other mens from some goodness of their own nature or some power of their own free-will or from their duties in which they rest or at least from their duties otherwise good and necessary to help us unto Christ and to assure us of our being in him in which they rest and with which being otherwise it may be with diligence and zeal performed they altogether take up and so for want of denyall of themselves in them come short of Christ Whereas if these men did apprehend the fulness of Christ and saw and
own private and particular cause of joy should not be thought on but laid aside when it goes not well with Jerusalem and Sion as it was with the Wife of Phinehas as in divers examples Phinehas his Wife who for grief to hear that the Ark of God was seized on by the Philistims fell in labour and would not be comforted in a son which she bare she set not her heart to that neither did she regard it But to shew what she most laid to heart she named the childe Ichabod that is Where is the glory or There is no glory saying The glory is departed from Israel for the Ark of God is taken and so she died 1 Sam. 4.20.21 22. Nehemiah The like we see in that worthy Nehemiah Neh. 1.3 4. who understanding the misery of Jerusalem though he himself was in great favour with Artaxerxes the King and that it was well with himself yet sate down and wept and mourned certain days and prayed before the God of heaven on the behalf of his distressed brethren The like I might shew in Abraham interceding for Sodom Abraham and specially for Lot and in all likelihood not sleeping the night before Gen. 18. Ezekiel Moses Paul Joshua Josh 7 5 6 9. So in Ezekiel and the mourners Ezek. 9.4 8. In Moses and Paul of whom before And in Joshua and the Elders sorrowfully complaining in fear the enemies should environ them round and cut off their name from the earth so that God should not have a Church on earth to serve and honour him And thus by Gods blessing and mercy the care of our dread Soveraign Our own Land at this time and of this our Nation hath shewed it self concerning the distressed estate of Gods Church and people in Ireland not onely by and in the monthly exercise of prayer not sparing either Prayers fasting and supplication for them to draw down a blessing from God upon them and themselves but by supplies made both of money Money or munition and men who to represse those Popish and Romish Rebels and inhumane monsters have hazarded their lives Lives for Ireland yea many of them for the publick good and peace of that Church and people and re-establishing of the true Religion among them and securing it to our selves have already spent their best blood and lost their lives and as we see it in nature Thus in the humane Body the hand will expose it self to save the head and the whole body yea in Nature and in the Vniverse the water and fire will forsake their own proper motion and nature fire will descend and water ascend rather then there be any discontinuity or vacuity in the whole Yea every creature is ordained of God to be serviceable to the more superiour and not for it self alone The Earth is for the corn wine and oyle and these for Gods people Birds beasts bees are fruitfull not for themselves but for us men neither is every man born for himself but for others also and for the more publick good of State and Church Every good man is a common good and of a publick spirit for the good of many This makes such an one a Man among men one of a thousand Let us thus conceive as of the naturalnesse and necessity so of the excellency of this publick spirit Private interests to be denyed for publick persons Example in the Galatians once that so for the publick good of many especially of those that are good and publick persons we may be content to deny our selves in our own particular interests as the Galatians were once so affected to Paul that to have done him good or that it had been possible they would have plucked out their own eys and have given them to him they had him in such love and estimation in Priscilla and Aquila Gal. 4.15 as also had Priscilla and Aquila who for Pauls sake laid down their own necks Rom. 16.4 so ingaging in acknowledgment of thankfulnesse not onely him but also all the Churches of the Gentiles whose Apostle he was However as the need of such requires in an high estimation of them as publick good things and profitable to many let us be willing so far to deny our selves for them as in our wealth and that is but duty to contribute to them and communicate to them in all good things or in all our goods Gal. 1.6 and afford them double honour 1 Tim. 5.17 and in our names by answering for them in our lives if need be by speaking or pleading for them as did Queen Esther Thus to do namely to subordinate a mans self to the more publick and generall good of the Church Signes of self-denyal gathered from the four generall things named cause and people of God is an evident expression of one that denies himself truely as is also the practice of those other things formerly mentioned as Greater care to gain a mans own soul then the world High estimation of Christ of his excellency fulness and All-sufficiency with a true sence of a mans own emptiness worthlessness folly especially an high estimation of Christ with a mean conceit of our selves impotency wretchedness basenesse or in want of the sence of these with a true desire to know the worst by a mans own self as in Eli 1 Sam. 3.17 18. Job 34.32 and Psal 139.23 and by being well-affected to the means of discovery of him to himself and not willingly and willfully ignorant of what may debase him and advance Christ and respect to Gods glory Lastly Subordination of a mans self and all unto Gods will and glory of a mans wealth liberty name yea life rather then deny God in his truth glory worship as wee see in Daniel Dan. 6.10 and in the holy Martyrs of Jesus Christ not being ashamed to confess Christ and to advance Gods glory in any company or upon any occasion The conclusion of this point of self-deniall But now it may seem high time to leave this discourse of self-deniall in this place where it is not so directly and by way of precept taught as gathered and presupposed in these who were so savingly touched by the word and driven out of themselves so as to cry out Men and brethren what shall we do But as I have said the uncertainty of my long abode with you and of having occasion more purposely to handle the argument together with the exceeding great usefulness and profit as I hope of the duty have drawn me on to be so large This if it seem to be prolixity shall be recompenced with brevity in the dispatch of the third and last observation concerning the qualification of those whom God doth save with which all shall be finished CHAP. XXXVII SECT 1. Shewing thirdly that such as God converteth and saveth must be willing and pliable to Gods will and ready to submit to him in matter of 1. Salvation 2. Religion and
suppose beginning in the hand or foot if it be suffered further to spread will be their death when Zipporah saw her husbands life endangered if not her own she circumcised her son and cut off his foreskin which otherwise she was loath to do Thus God presents sinners with a true apprehension of his eternall wrath due unto them for their sinne and sets hell-gates open before them in the way of their lusts and fills their hearts with such terrours and horrours that they see no safety to their souls in the ways of sin and so as Pharaoh by strong hand at length did let the people go and the Philistines sent home the Ark so God if he love us especially makes us weary of sin and saves us even by fear not to say that such as have most smarted for sin at first in the pangs of their new-birth are not so easily drawn back to such or any other sins Again the spirit of bondage becomes to them a spirit of sanctification and it may be observed that such of all others as have been deep liest wounded at the first prove the holiest Christians afterward throughout the whole course of their lives 2 As the spirit of bondage proves a spirit of liberty freeing men from sin 2 God doth this to the increase of their joy and of Sanctification delivering from the power of sin so also it leads men to sound and solid joy and true comfort there is no comfort but to such The first work of the Comforter even when it is sent by that name and to that intent is first to convince of sinne so Habbak 3.16 and Psalm 94.12 13. Ease to sores which being whole do throb and rage is got by pricking lancing searching sleep is sweetest after labour and a pardon from the King most acceptable when after judgement passed the head hath been laid on the block and joy follows the labour of child-bearing 3 as also for their greater honour Rom. 8. 3 I might adde that God takes this course with such as he will convert to glorifie them the more thus to sanctifie them and to make them the more glorious in holinesse and holinesse we know or sanctification is the beginning of our glorifications Yea it is their glory thus to be made vessels to bear the name and glory of Christ before men which none do more then such as have been deepliest humbled Such of all other are fittest and ablest to glorifie God as having most experience of his justice mercy wisdome goodnesse and can best speak to his praise which to do is our glory more then his God gets nothing by us our acknowledgement of him makes him no wiser juster holier happier then he ever was even before any creature was made when he then sets and imprints on us the stamps of his glory and shews forth in us his justice mercy goodnesse c. That is in deed and for substance our gloglory not his There is somewhat excellent truly added to us nothing to him 2. God takes this course with converts for his owne honour And yet we may truly say God takes the aforesaid course with those he means to convert for his own glory that is for the further manifestation of the same and for this main end that the whole worke of conversion may appear to be his not ours 1. That of his Justice 1. His very Justice manifests its selfe in and by these terrours of conscience whilst the convicted sinner is made to see the depth of his own ill deservings is presented with the sight of hell which by such is acknowledged and made inwardly to acknowledge that it were but justice in God to cast him into the same yea so strong is this apprehension in some that for a long time they can see nothing but justice Howsoever this makes them at first and ever after to confesse and give the glory of justice to God acknowledging how just their condemnation should be if God did deal with them according to their deserts being ready ever to justifie God as cleer whensoever he judgeth Psal 51 4. Rom. 3.4 Thus all by sin are brought under the Law and the Law is let loose upon sinners threatens damnation and nothing but justice appears and vers 19. that every mouth may be stopped and all the world may become guilty before God God will not in this work of conversion suffer his justice to be swallowed up of mercy he must and will be acknowledged just before mercifull taking us as it were by the throat Mat. 18.28 bidding us pay all we owe when indeed with that poor woman 2 King 4.1 we have nothing at all to pay And so in every convert he takes away all matter of glorying letting them see the depth of their desert and their own both unworthinesse of mercy and inability and impotency to make themselves any help Isâ— 66.2 Job 9.13 2 His mercy which thus is more felt And by so doing whilst the best are made to tremble before him and that the proud helpers do stoup under him he makes way for his mercy that he may be the more glorified both by shewing mercy and by the acknowledgement of mercy by those that finde mercy as it is Gal. 3.22 The Scripture hath concluded all under sin that the promise by faith of Jesus Christ might be given to them that beleeve or as Rom. 11.32 God hath shut up or concluded them all i. both Jew and Gentile in unbeleef that he might have mercy on all For so by shuting all up under sin and wrath his mercy is more felt and admired by such as finde mercy and thankfully acknowledged The foregoing terrours of justice in the converted which makes them smart makes mercy relish better with them and be more esteemed by them yea all the world may now see and that acknowledge the receiving and conversion of sinners is meerly of mercy None derogate more from Gods mercy and the freenesse and power of his grace then such as not sensible enough of their wounds and misery by sin ascribe somewhat in their conversion to themselves neither can they be so truly thankfull as others And by thanks or offering praise unto God God professeth himself to be glorified So that God by thus humbling men Pal. 50.23 as is said with terrours doth but make way and prepare matter of praise and thanksgiving to himself in due time which accordingly we see given unto him by Paul even upon this ground 1 Tim. 1.13 14 15 16 17. I saith he being before a blasphemer and persecuter and injurious obtained mercy And the grace of our Lord was exceeding abundant Christ came to save sinners of whom I am chief howbeit for this cause I obtained mercy that in me first Jesus Christ might shew forth all long-suffering Now unto the King eternall c. be honour and glory for ever and ever Amen So elsewhere crying out in a sence